tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-136417642024-03-07T22:03:12.810-05:00Hard To WantMy life. I can't complain, but some times I still do.Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.comBlogger441125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-66757991150519817322009-06-28T09:35:00.002-04:002009-06-28T10:04:20.851-04:00HowdyI am way beyond the point of apologizing for not being around; it's just that I've been knee-deep in the business of life and blogging doesn't fit into that. I've considered starting another blog somewhere else so that I can opine on the state of politics and leave comments off. Another for sports perhaps, leaving this for life happenings. I don't know, but I don't feel the urgency. Lately music has been my thing. Sometimes my focus is on recording, then on singing and playing, other times on improving on the Telecaster and playing killer riffs. Other times I'm just working my butt off at work, trying to be The Man at What I Do so that I can be the last man standing when the company goes through another round of layoffs.<br /><br />Right now I am in Houston visiting family. It's just Jackson and me right now; mom and Emmett stayed behind to make the trip easier. It's heart-warming what a little separation can do for a family. Jackson and Emmett talk to each other every day on the cell, and we exchange "I miss you" messages back and forth, with the occasional picture attachment. <br /><br />Here in Houston, my first official act as a cool dad was to upgrade our full-sized car rental to a convertable, which through some haggling with the Hertz agent turned into a rag-top Shelby Cobra. It's gorgeous, and baby does she scream. It's added a whole new dimension to the trip that I never expected. My son and nieces and cousins are loving the looks we get from pedestrians and other motorists as we prowl the streets with the top down.<br /><br />We'll be home in a couple days. As much as Jackson and I are enjoying ourselves, we are looking forward to sleeping in our own beds again. My mother's side of the family is so spoiled with their big and beautiful homes--and I'm glad that Jackson is getting a taste of what it is like to live the priveleged life (dual shower heads, whirlpool tubs, self-balancing swimming pools, spacious skies and amber waves of grain). They all love me so much and I am truly blessed to have them.<br /><br />That's about it for now. Just checking in really. I'll stop by and say hi over the coming weeks. Be well.<br /><br />Oh, I saw the new Star Trek. Call me sentimental, but I loved it. Better than any of the motion pictures except for maybe <em>Wrath of Khan</em>, and even that may have been exceeded. Acting was great, story was great, Uhura was a freaking knock-out, Scotty was out Scottied, Bones was dead-on, Spock was a stud, and Kirk got punked for a change--and the original flavor that made the original series a cult favorite was recreated from Roddenberry's recipe, with a few extra spices sprinkled in.Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-75452492033828390512009-04-30T09:46:00.001-04:002009-04-30T09:46:31.220-04:00Tell Me About The Good Old Days<span xmlns=''><p>I'm pretty excited about the new guitar I just bought. My wife and I have decided to not spend any money that we don't have, and definitely not on frivolous things such as toys. So I sold my motorcycle that I haven't ridden since Jackson was born. I called a local mechanic so that I could get the bike back in running condition since the throttle was sticking and it was leaking gas. When I told him what kind of bike it was, and that it was in otherwise mint condition with less than 10K miles on the engine, he decided to buy it himself.<br /></p><p>We made a deal after some haggling back and forth, something I totally suck at by the way, but in the end I think I got a pretty good price for it. So my with my wallet loaded, I decided that this money was all mine. It wasn't for paying the bills or doing something really responsible like an adult would treat it. Nope. For the first time since I was a bachelor, I was going shopping for boy toys. There was also a sentimental aspect to this train of thought. Although I didn't ride that motorcycle anymore, which I gave up because I wanted my children to have a father when they reached puberty, I still loved that bike. I know it sounds corny, but that bike was my buddy. We toured California together. Down highway 1 from San Francisco to LA, to Palm Desert, Sequoia National Park, Lake Tahoe, Yosemite. We learned the streets of San Francisco together and took in the breathtaking views from Twin Peaks and the overlook across the Golden Gate and into the wetlands beyond. <br /></p><p>When I signed over the title to the mechanic, I took what I knew was going to be my last look at the bike. He patted me on the shoulder because he just knew.<br /></p><p>So I have to respect how I spend every cent of the money I sold her for.<br /></p><p>I've been a big fan of Brent Mason, who is a Nashville session guitarist. You can pretty much hear him on any album recorded by any country artist in the 90's. His sound defies imitation, and I had long since given up even trying. But of late I've been seeing YouTube videos here and there of guitarists that play a style called "chicken pickin'" which is Brent's style as well. YouTube is an incredible source of guitar lessons, and there are resources that enable you to copy a YouTube video locally to your computer, and free software that will scrape the audio from a video into an mp3 file. On top of that, there is software such as <em>The Amazing Slow Downer</em> that will slow down a recording without altering the pitch, meaning it plays just like the recording only slower, just as if the artist was playing it slower for you. It really is as advertised: totally amazing. <br /></p><p>I noticed that almost all the chicken pickers have Telecaster guitars. I asked my guitar instructor why that is, and he pulled his out and let me play it, telling me that you just get more pop and bend out of the strings than you get with a Stratocaster, which I already have. So, long story short, I spend seven hundred dollars of my motorcycle money on a new Tele, and I totally love it.<br /></p><p>Ninety more went to Mr. Doug Seven. He's a Brent Mason enthusiast and he publishes videos on how to play in that style. I'm on disk 1 of four working on riff one of around nine. It's insanely fast. <br /></p><p>Ok, so the point of all this. It all goes back to the early days of life when my Grandma Rose would listen to me sing along with the radio. She asked me to make a cassette tape for her so she could listen to me some more, and I always told her I would. Now I'm 45 and still haven't done it. So I spent two hundred more dollars on a Tascam recorder that will facilitate the recording of my guitar and voice and whatever else into the computer. I have to figure that out still, but I've got everything I need now to make it happen.<br /></p><p>The only question left was which song to start with. I've decided on the Judds song called <em>Grandpa Tell Me about the Good Old Days</em> or some variation of that title. I'm going to change Grandpa to Grandma and give it a go. A long time ago I tried to figure out what the guitarist was doing with the main riff, but it was beyond me. Picking around with it yesterday, suddenly I know exactly what he is doing. It's really such a pretty sounding song. If you've never heard it before, look it up. If you've ever thought that life was simpler in your Grandparents' day, when families stuck together through good times and bad, and a man's word and a handshake was all the assurance you needed, then this song will resonate with you. </p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-68556905196300075442009-03-17T10:18:00.001-04:002009-03-17T10:18:04.382-04:00Colossal Blunder<span xmlns=''><p>I don't know if I have the courage to tell you about every fax pas I've committed in my lifetime, <em>so far</em>, but I have to tell you what happened to me yesterday.<br /></p><p>A friend of mine—I'll call him Oniondude—from the last company I worked at likes to send me links from The Onion, which many of you know about already. I don't find it particularly funny most of the time. Satire has to be done with just the right touch and I don't often appreciate what I read there. It's sort of ironic because I can laugh from the start of <em>Top Secret</em> to the end (especially the exploding Pinto scene).<br /></p><p>Earlier in the day, I had been working on a tough issue at work, and the newest addition to our software development team—I'll call her Mary—happens to have had some experience in the arena I was investigating, and she sent me her notes on how to set up my software tools to do what I needed them to do. It worked wonderfully, and I would have been sunk without her. So at 5:30PM, after finally getting everything up and running, I wrote an instant message to her, "It works! Wahoooo!"<br /></p><p>No reply. I was thinking it was after five and she had gone home.<br /></p><p>Twenty minutes later Oniondude sends me an <a href='http://www.theonion.com/content/news_briefs/houston_rockets_catch_tracy'>Onion</a> link entitled: <em>Houston Rockets Catch Tracy McGrady Masturbating To Tape Of His 41-Point Performance</em>. I didn't bother to read it and was going to ignore it, but he wrote me back:<br /></p><p>"that is great!"<br /></p><p>Ok, he wanted a reaction. I typed, "I would masturbate to my own perfomance too. Not sure how long it would take to wear off."<br /></p><p>A minute later: "did you mean to send that to me? i'm not getting it. sorry"<br /></p><p>Huh? <br /></p><p>I looked at the IM screen. It was Mary who had replied, our previous conversation having overlaid the one I was having with Oniondude.<br /></p><p>I felt a thousand sizzling hot prickles on my face.<br /></p><p>"Oh, my, goodness—I am sooo sorry. It was replying to a friend about an Onion article."<br /></p><p>"don't worry. no prob :) just making sure it wasn't some new fangled programming joke"<br /></p><p>"I'm glad you have a sense of humor… I would never do that out of the blue. That's going down in my history of big whopping blunders, and the list is pretty long already."<br /></p><p>"definitely. i like have a laugh. well, if you don't have a list of blunders you may not be living life fully :)"<br /></p><p>Can you imagine what could have happened if she weren't so cool? My GOD! My legs were shaking after the adrenaline wore off. I thought I was going to get fired for sure.<br /></p><p>So, does anyone care to share a similar story? Feel free to post about it and put a link in the comments.<br /></p><p><br /> </p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-86843695318407518552009-03-10T08:52:00.001-04:002009-03-10T08:52:28.312-04:00Snow Business<span xmlns=''><p>My wife told me I should write this down, and my preschooler thought it was funny enough to tell his teacher about, so it's at least worth committing to my blog.<br /></p><p>I've been a little skeptical about global warming lately—not that I'm discounting it or even changing my pattern of conservational behavior—but it's been so dang cold this winter, and the snow has been <em>relentless</em>. I'm sick of it. My snow blower has been on the fritz ever since I ran over a stick and took out the right front blades. Technically it still works, but I have to go over everything twice.<br /></p><p>It's of significant importance that I keep the face of our driveway clean, since it slopes for a stretch of fifteen to twenty feet to the street; and ours is a blind driveway—which roughly translated means you never really know if some crazy teenager or Boston commuter is coming until your headlamps kiss the median. <br /></p><p>So this morning I had a bright idea. I backed the Saturn to the road's edge, then parked the Expedition (bought before global enlightenment) in front of it, both vehicles spanning the incline. The thinking here was to keep the snow from burying the incline so that I didn't have to shovel it. Sound thinking, but just a bit too late since the snow had already coated the driveway. But the Expedition held fast. So, I made of ass of u and me when I decided it would remain so.<br /></p><p>I went inside where my wife had the kids bundled up in winter coats, boots, hats and mittens. From that vantage point, I could see something didn't look right from the laundry room window. I could have sworn that the Expedition was not where I had parked it. It appeared to be where the Saturn used to be.<br /></p><p>And sure enough, the Saturn was in the middle of the road with the trailer hitch of the Expedition pinned under its bumper. <br /></p><p>Thankfully nobody hit it. <br /></p><p>So I pulled the Saturn into the neighbor's driveway.<br /></p><p>When I picked Emmett up from preschool, the teachers laughed and told me about Emmett's recounting of the story.</p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-52298866778928853222009-02-19T09:02:00.001-05:002009-02-19T09:02:30.673-05:00Apologies All Around<span xmlns=''><p>Sort of. I apologize for not responding to comments, which has been a trend for me going on the order of months now. I'm in a transitional phase and I'm not sure what's going to give. My wife approached me with the idea that I might have attention deficit issues, so I went to a doctor and he prescribed me some medicine that I am trying today for the first time. I'm already feeling something, though I can't say for sure just what. But so far this morning I have replied to three emails, written two others that have been long overdue, and my thoughts seem to be more focused on what I have to do.<br /></p><p>Distractibility is my biggest issue. It seems that with my overwhelming workload lately that instead of focusing on getting it done I'm getting nothing done at all, as if the burden of wanting to write, play guitar, get my finances in order, read, play my games and be a kick-ass awesome parent—oh, and be good at my job—has become the weight of the earth squared, and I've dumped the whole thing.<br /></p><p>By the way, Beth (it was you I think), thanks for turning me onto the short stories of F. Scott Fitzgerald. I finished <em>Gatsby</em>, but I have to say, as much as I enjoyed it, the short stories are (to me) infinitely better. I can't stand being told someone is a great writer only to be annoyed with their florid use of the language. Fitzgerald is so not intimidating at all. He can describe people with such ease and eloquence, and follows the inner dialogue of people in so many situations. He's so intuitive. Well, I'm just soaking it all in. I've promised myself that I will go back and reread it all and write down every line that moves me. I'm actually thinking of writing a program that will categorize the type of passage so that I can recall it later when I'm looking for a way to say something. Sort of like, and maybe just like, the way you can attach labels to blog posts. But this I want to have locally so I don't have to rely on blogspot to be around. Someday we're all going to lose everything we've ever written in blogland.<br /></p><p>My family life has been astoundingly wonderful. I've always been happy at home, but happy in a way that is deferent to the way things were before I met my wife. Marriage isn't always easy, and can sometimes be difficult, but I've never <em>ever</em> thought of throwing in the towel. But there has been a change lately. My wife is happier than she has ever been, and her relationship with the kids has taken a joyous turn. Where before it could be strained, it's mostly smooth and easy. They laugh and play games while I'm typing away at the keys. The kids play with each other so nicely. There are fights like you would always expect, but nothing a little room time can't clear up like magic. My kids are so well-mannered. I remember in the old days when Jackson was only three how parents would warn me of times to come. "You'll see; you just wait…" And it scared me, even as I bravely told them and myself that it would be different for me, because—and I have to be frank here—I knew that I was a better parent. And that's not to say bad things don't happen to good parents, because they do, but good things happen to good parents too, and there is a reward for doing things right.<br /></p><p>My tenth anniversary was just last week. We got a babysitter and went out. At dinner I presented my wife with a diamond necklace that I got from Macy's the day before. Funny story behind that, but I'll stay on track (the drugs are kicking in). I told her that I was glad that she was the mother of my children. She waved it off and said, "I'm the sure thing." But I pressed on. The truth is, like Helen Hunt to Jack Nicholson, she doesn't just make me want to be a better man, she <em>makes</em> me a better man. Without her I would be lost. All my dreams, my hopes, my aspirations, would be nothing without her. She's the first and last part of everything I need. And that's the truth. <br /></p><p>Happy tenth, baby. <br /></p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-7857959469491420672009-01-26T08:47:00.004-05:002009-01-26T11:03:04.021-05:00The Great GatsbyI'm currently reading F. Scott Fitzgerald's <span class="Apple-style-span" style="FONT-STYLE: italic">The Great Gatsby</span>. I know this is the pop-culture equivalent of discovering that Darth Vader is Luke's father, but Fitzgerald is an astounding writer. Normally I don't hear the genius in the work of others. I'm told by my peers that such and such is brilliant, but I don't <span class="Apple-style-span" style="FONT-STYLE: italic">see</span> it. I see big vocabulary, perceive theme like an unlocatable sound that bounces off walls, understand that I'm missing the metaphor, and always wish I were more perceptive. But this novel was written with me in mind. <div><br /></div><div>I almost skipped it because I read a critique of Fitzgerald's antiquated use of dialogue attribution. And I see what he is doing and I don't care about that. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="FONT-STYLE: italic">He said quickly. </span>So what? I'm learning that there are simply different tastes and no two pallettes the same, and some people have become too smart for their own good.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's the way Fitzgerald uses light that floors me. Light brings the scene to life. How it shines on the edge of a newspaper (can't you just see that?), or illuminates a doorway. </div><div><br /></div><div>Take this for example: <span class="Apple-style-span" style="FONT-STYLE: italic">For a moment the last sunshine fell with romantic affection upon her glowing face; her voice compelled me forward breathlessly as I listened--then the glow faded, each light deserting her with lingering regret like children leaving a pleasant street at dusk.</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Does it get more perfect? It does if you read on. </div><div><br /></div><div>The living backdrop is a character too. <br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="FONT-STYLE: italic">"Oh sure," agreed Wilson hurriedly and went toward the little office, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">mingling immediately with the cement color of the walls</span>.</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Wilson is colorless and bland unless I miss my guess.</div><div><br /></div><div>His characters have traits that I recognize. Take this description of Tom:<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="FONT-STYLE: italic">Two shining, arrogant eyes had established dominance over his face and gave him the appearance of always leaning aggressively forward. Not even the effeminate swank of his riding clothes could hide the enormous power of that body--he seemed to fill those glistening boots until he strained the top lacing and you could see a great pack of muscle shifting when his shoulder moved under his thin coat.</span></div><div><br /></div><div>This got me thinking about my dad for some reason, which then became inspiration. </div>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-66975584763609605082009-01-14T10:57:00.005-05:002009-01-20T11:22:15.956-05:00A short, short storyLeave it to Jason to kick me in the butt and get me writing again. He's sponsoring another of his famous contests, which always gets my blood pumping. I can't believe it, but this is actually his tenth, and each one attracts more visitors than the previous.<div><br /></div><div>Please stop by and read my latest <a href="http://clarityofnight.blogspot.com/2009/01/entry-83.html">entry</a>. It's not my usual, if I have a usual. It's not dark or twisted, just real.</div><div><br /></div><div>** Update **</div><div><br /></div><div>Well this is a nice surprise. I received enough votes from the contest participants to get one of the readers choice awards--very cool. Thanks Jason for hosting another great contest! I really appreciate the votes. It's an awesome feeling to have made that connection with so many people.</div>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-69686889534779633812009-01-02T09:11:00.001-05:002009-01-02T09:11:08.113-05:00What I Want To Do<span xmlns=''><p>When I was a little boy, I dreamed of the day that I would grow up and be a scientist, a robotics scientist that could breathe life into my favorite Sesame Street characters, starting with Ernie. <br /></p><p>What happened?<br /></p><p>Life, I suppose, is the easiest answer—a dismissal for sure, but truthful. I never was a good student, but I was doing ok until I got to high school. The seeds were planted, and by then I had the ear-marks of a drop-out. It took me three years of college until I did just that.<br /></p><p>What a poor wandering lost soul I was.<br /></p><p>I know now that this was all on my parents. A child of multiple divorces, living with an alcoholic father and step-mother, both too self-absorbed to be bothered, except to throw tantrums when evidence of their failure arrived in the form of report cards. Sure, I had every bit to do with each decision I made, but I was a rudderless ship, and I bashed myself for not supplying one of my own. But now I'm a parent I know that I was still a child, more so than any of my peers. I never grew up until I got married if I were to be perfectly honest, and in many ways I still am.<br /></p><p>This could never happen to my sons. I—<em>we</em>, my wife and I both—pay <em>attention</em>. We're involved. There is no way that they will be wandering the early like Cain in Kung Fu when they graduate from high school. They've got partners in this life. They'll never be alone as long as we live.<br /></p><p>I remember my physics class in high school. The teacher, Eldon Dennis, was a bit flabbergasted that I would have even attended in the first place. I was just awful. I didn't care a lick for hard work, analysis, mathematics. I was the anti-student. Yet there I was in a class with the best and the brightest. And yet I stuck with it. I would have failed, but the assistant at the time sold me a copy of the final exam.<br /></p><p>Ever since then, I've thought that physics was simply beyond me, even though I went on to college (my <em>second</em> college) and got through Calculus II without much difficulty. In fact, after Calc II, I was beginning to think I had missed my calling, since the solving on an equation gave me such satisfaction. And really, until I had taken Calc, I didn't realize just how real-life math is. By that time, on the brink of graduation, it was too late to get serious about it.<br /></p><p>So here I am, a forty four year old man who thinks he's still in his teens, thinking that I should have traveled another path. It was clear what I wanted to do when I was a kid, pining to make fantasy come to life. But I have to wonder… even now, is it too late? The answer is a bit complicated, but I have to think that it's not. I'm roughly half way through with this life, so that leaves another half for a do-over.<br /></p><p>I want to sit down at my computer and draw a design, then I want to build my machine with movable parts, complete with gears and levers. I want to build an engine—and not just the engine, but the tools that make the parts of the engine, and the tools that make the tools that make the parts of the engine—and perhaps a trebuchet in my back yard to hurl dead squirrels into the woods. This might be my father working his way out of me, but I realize now that this is what I've always wanted to do.<br /></p><p>Today I build software. Whoopdie-doo. It's kind of sad, but the only reason I still do it is because it pays the bills. I'm not complaining. If it weren't for software, I don't know where I would be, but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't be sitting in a house that I call my own. The problem with following your heart is that you have to be in touch with yourself enough to know what your heart is.<br /></p><p>My wife started a new tradition this New Years day. Each of us wrote down our resolutions on index cards and put them into a box which we will open next New Years day. My wife wants to write my grandmothers a letter every month, and my five-year-old Emmett wants to learn Kung Fu (<em>Kung Fu Panda</em>, if you haven't seen it, do yourself a favor and treat yourself to the best movie made in a long time—Jack Black is perfectly cast!), and Jackson (nine) is keeping his a secret for now (but I know it has something to do with learning basketball). Mine is two-fold: start into the process of night-school or online educating myself in mechanical engineering, and to write a short story of at least three thousand words and submit it for publication. <br /></p><p>No more goofing around.</p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-19210803985436964152008-12-15T10:08:00.001-05:002008-12-15T10:08:19.553-05:00Not Alone<span xmlns=''><p>I don't know what the hell is going on with the world, but I am surrounded by disaster. Thank goodness it hasn't touched me yet, but I feel as if there is some Kharmic warning festooning about me. First a friend of mine was tragically ran over in an attempt to stop the vehicle he had forgotten to put in park from running over his pregnant wife who had fallen in front of the vehicle. Not even a day later, I sent an email out to some of my friends whom I haven't spoken to or heard from in a long time, in order to get their addresses so that I could send each of them a Christmas card. I came to find out that another guy I used to work with, Ryan—the absolute nicest guy on the planet—lost his wife last month. She wasn't even sick with anything major like cancer. The week before she died in the hospital, she came down with flu-like symptoms. Tests revealed that a virus was attacking her heart, then suddenly she was gone. Can you believe that?! Ryan was there beside her when it happened. She was perfectly healthy. <br /></p><p>Ryan had to sell his home and move in with his parents. He's left alone to raise two girls, ages 6 months and 3 years. It's hard enough with two parents. I called him and offered my condolences, but what can one really offer in that situation except empty words? Awful, just tragic.<br /></p><p>I thank my lucky stars and twenty other clichés. <br /></p><p>Then, last night, my friends down the street from me lost their home in a fire. They were out when it started—thank GOD! The neighbors said that it sounded like a howitzer had gone off. Apparently a propane line had exploded. My friend came home to see the fire only in the back porch area, but it quickly spread. The fire department killed the power in my neighborhood, prompting me to go out and see what was going on. I had to sneak through the woods to get there because the police barricaded the streets. I just knew it, after talking to people who were walking up the dark streets that the house was my friend's. "The eighth one on the left," came one answer to my inquiry, which was second-hand information as reported by a fireman. <br /></p><p>When I got there my fears were confirmed. And there was my friend, with his family, huddled together on the street outside their blazing home, tears in their eyes. The flames and burned through the roof by then. Again, I just didn't have the words. What do you say to someone who is watching everything they have in life going up in flames—all the memories, the pictures, the videos of their babies being born, the pictures their kids had drawn since preschool, the love and care put into every choice detail of their home, their financial records and the sentimental memorabilia from their own childhoods—everything wiped out, leaving them with nothing but the clothes on their backs? <br /></p><p>At least they had their lives, and the insurance to build another home—hopefully. You never really know how good your insurance is until you need it.<br /></p><p>If somebody asks me how I am, I have to say that I am fucking wonderful, the king of the world. I am alive, my kids and my wife are healthy, I have a great job and I can pay the bills. My wife is calling all the neighbors now and trying to collect donations of kids clothing and money to help them get through this. They have family close by where they are staying. I've offered to watch the kids for them, and to be there for whatever they need. There's not much I can do by myself, but I hope the neighborhood will come together and show them that they are not alone in this world. </p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-30564083099955528612008-11-19T08:45:00.004-05:002008-11-19T08:50:00.436-05:00Rock and Roll to the Rescue<span xmlns=""><p>Both my boys love the song <em>Smoke on the Water</em>, which is so funny because I remember when I lived in Couer D' Alene, Idaho and hearing it for the first time. I was in 5<sup>th</sup> grade. It was one of two songs having a catchy and distinctive guitar riff—the other being <em>Love is Like Oxygen—</em>hard crunching, repeating, toe-tapping. It was common to see your friend tucking their lower lip under the front teeth and doing a spot-on imitation. It may have inspired many first-time air guitarists, and not a few of the real thing.<br /></p><p>At the dinner table Emmett sang his own words to the song instead of eating, real imaginative lyrics such as, "Poop on the water, and farts in the sky," while mom and dad rolled their eyes and said for the hundredth time, "No poop-talk," (trying not to smile).<br /></p><p>Then Jackson got into the action, as he didn't like what was on his plate either. When Jackson gets involved, it's like that mythical amp from <em>Spinal Tap</em> that cranks to 11. In other words, it gets loud and out of control.<br /></p><p>"Ok, settle down boys," I said, which has the effect of a lion cub facing down a stampeding herd of wildebeests. But after a few gentle reminders that there is food on their plates and that there are people starving in the world that would kill for a single bite (yes, it's true, we've <em>become</em> our parents), the boys went back to a subdued state of planning their next diversion. It came in the form of a question. <em>The</em> question.<br /></p><p>Jackson asked, "Where to babies come from?"<br /></p><p>Easy: "From momma's belly."<br /></p><p>"But how does it get there?"<br /></p><p>My wife and I exchange The Glance.<br /></p><p>I decided to dance around a bit. I am the master of diversion after all. "It's like a seed, Jackson. Like the flowers we started in the egg carton (irony, eh?) at the start of summer. The seed grows into a baby until its big enough to come out of mommy's belly."<br /></p><p>That should hold him.<br /></p><p>Jackson is in third grade now. Though it may not sound like much, it was in fifth grade when we were introduced to sex education. If the pattern held true, that's only two years away. Perhaps the timing for modern audiences is a bit late.<br /></p><p>"But how does the seed get there?"<br /></p><p>Is verklempt a word? If it means to be at a total loss for words, that was me. It was time to pass the baton. My wife smiled as she took it and used it for an air-microphone, took a deep breath and screamed, "SMOOOOKE, ON THE WAAATER…"<br /></p><p>And we all joined in, "…and fire in the sky-hayyye."<br /></p><p>And that is the story of how Rock and roll saved the day.</p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-87278896623725264562008-11-10T08:23:00.001-05:002008-11-10T08:23:41.008-05:00Over the Weekend<span xmlns=''><p>It was our last game of the flag football season on Saturday. We were slotted to play the Chargers, who we beat handily earlier in the year. As game time approached, the Chargers' coach said to me, "We're playing the Patriots instead—it's the closest game we've had all season."<br /></p><p>The Chargers haven't won a game all year, so I understood. It also gave me a chance to prove something, even though I was afraid it might backfire.<br /></p><p>All season I have taken a backseat to my assistant coach. I was in over my head organizationally. I had to put together the game plan, the order in which kids played and which positions, assuring opportunity at every position for each kid at least once. At first this was a strain, but by the end I had a system that worked easily.<br /></p><p>What's been happening over the course of the season is that I would practice the kids while my assistant was at work, then on game day he would ignore everything that I had practiced the kids with and make up plays in the huddles. The kids were confused, fumbling and throwing interceptions. Not only that, but my son was losing interest in the game.<br /></p><p>Once you relinquish authority or responsibility, it's hard to take back without causing resentment. But last weekend I did just that. And by some miracle it was accepted not only without complaint, but with support. Still, during the game I got a little friction when it came down to actual decisions.<br /></p><p>The problem we've had all year is that the kids were doing in a game something they had never practiced. So I stuck to the basics. I designed a set of three plays that start exactly the same but with different end points. First you give the ball to a running back and have him run around the outside. Next you do the same but have the running back give the ball to the wide receiver for a reverse. Third, and this is where the money is, do exactly as in the latter case, but have the running back fake the handoff for the reverse and go.<br /></p><p>On Saturday, when the running back did this, the defender totally bit on it and chased the receiver, leaving the running back with nothing but pasture between him and the endzone. It was pretty sweet.<br /></p><p>On defense, I kept telling the assistant to put the fastest kids on the ends to keep the other offense from going wide on runs, forcing the opposing running back to run back into the middle of the field, right where our other kids were waiting. My assistant kept on calling my fastest kids back into a safety position, and even complained that I was taking our best players out of the play. I did the Dr. Evil "double-u, double-u, double-u dot zip it dot com!" to him. The other team only scored one time, and only then due to an illegal block that the refs didn't call.<br /></p><p>We scored four or five times. The same team we played the week before and tied them in a shootout. I should have had the confidence to run the team like I knew it should have been run all season. We might have run the table. It was quite an accomplishment all the same. We started the season unable to execute a play, and ended on an incredibly high note, with nary a mistake made.<br /></p><p>I'd like to take all the credit, but I can't. Even though I've been complaining about the assistant's handling of the play calling, which just wasn't his strength. In practices before the games, he came up with some drills that focused on handing the ball off on the run and pulling flags that the kids really got into and made it fun and challenging. A coach has to manage and utilize resources to maximum effect. <br /></p><p>I can't wait for next season. The parents have been telling me that the kids had a blast this season, and all but for a few games I had perfect attendance.<br /></p><p>Tomorrow I have to tell you about a conversation we had with our kids. The dreaded question: where to babies come from?<br /></p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-73584140317028154422008-11-06T09:10:00.001-05:002008-11-06T09:16:41.971-05:00Kids, Elections and Progress<div>Both of my kids participated in elections at their schools in the week leading up to November 4th. I'm sensitive to any bias teachers put forth to students. If I were to ever find out that a teacher or school official exerted any sort of political influence on my children there would be hell to pay. We all know how academia stands on the political spectrum, and it's my job to teach my children to think for themselves. As I will demonstrate.</div><div><br /></div><div>In both instances though, the teachers didn't offer any opinion, and the ballots cast were anonymous. You can guess who won in an overwhelming landslide at both schools. In Emmett's preschool, the results were posted on each classroom door. One classroom over from Emmett's reported that it was Obama, seven votes to one. In Emmett's however, McCain won eleven votes to three. </div><div><br /></div><div>Emmett has always said that he was going to vote for Barack Obama, but of course he has heard his parents talking about it. I kind of liked that he was thinking on his own instead of taking everything we said as the gospel. After picking him up and on the ride home, he told me that he voted for John McCain.</div><div><br /></div><div>"Why, Emmett? I thought you were voting for Obama."</div><div><br /></div><div>"Leighton talked me into it."</div><div><br /></div><div>"How did he do that?"</div><div><br /></div><div>"He said we were best buddies and that I had to vote for John McCain."</div><div><br /></div><div>Leighton's mother was in the armed forces and went to Iraq for <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Desert Storm</span>. </div><div><br /></div><div>This upset me just a little. "Don't get me wrong, Emmett, I love that you voted for McCain, but you shouldn't vote for someone because it makes someone else happy. You have to make up your own mind and do what you think is right."</div><div><br /></div><div>He chewed on these words, then happily reported, "But I wanted to vote for John McCain."</div><div><br /></div><div>That night Emmett wrote Senator McCain a letter. He drew a picture and had his brother inscribe, "Dear John McCain, I'm sorry you lost the election. Will you draw me a picture back?"</div><div><br /></div><div>Jackson wrote two letters, one to each of the candidates. To Obama he told him what a lopsided victory he won at his school, and that he was happy that he (Obama) had won the election. And "could you send me a signed picture of yourself?"</div><div><br /></div><div>To John McCain he sent a similar letter (sans election results), expressing regret that he lost the election (the irony was not lost on me), and that all his ideas were right and Obama's were wrong.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok, so you think I've ruined my child. But rest assured that what I am telling my kids is that Obama is now our president, and as such our respect is his to uphold. That is a far cry from what I have observed in the reverse, and I plan to be an example of how to support a president whose ideas and ideals I oppose. There may come a time where that will be stretched to the snapping point, but I hope to remain constructive and open.</div><div><br /></div><div>As for all the simple-minded rednecks that can't handle a black president (am I allowed to notice that?) drive yourself over the next available cliff. The Klan party is over, has been over. I'm surprised that there is still a forum for this kind of thinking, if this can even be termed thinking. This aspect of the election makes me happy and proud that race is no longer a majority issue among free-thinking people. Maybe during upcoming elections the opposition won't accuse the other side of racism. But as Steve Martin would say, "Naaahhhhh!" As long as it works to silence critics it will be used, but at least now there is precedence and history to counter with, dampening its effect.</div><div><br /></div><div>To wrap up, my grandmother voted for Obama. She lives in Ohio. She's always been a Democrat, and is bitterly opposed to the war, which tipped her hand towards Obama. But grandma is just short of a klan type. She has never had a nice thing to say about blacks, and that's putting it kindly. In her own words, she justified her vote for a (insert n-word) because Joe Biden is a good man, and, well, let's just say she doesn't have high hopes for Obama's health. </div><div><br /></div><div>We have a long way to go in this world. But progress has been made. My grandma voted for a black man. Read that again slowly: <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">my grandma voted for a black man</span>. Do not underestimate the size of that mountain.</div>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com22tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-56662329379678302192008-11-05T14:40:00.002-05:002008-11-05T15:19:54.903-05:00Doing OkNo surprises in the election. Obama won and my blog buddies are vindicated after eight long years. I'm trying to be optimistic that Obama will be a fair leader. Now everyone gets to find out what he is really like, beyond the hype and the promises that even the heralded factcheck.org says he can't possibly keep (same for McCain; I read more than a paragraph). All I pray for is that he puts country and security ahead of party, and that he'll seriously consider the consequences of pulling out of Iraq before it is ready to take care of itself. You can be strong without being a bully; put your fists at your side and relax if you will, but be ready for the sucker punch, because it's coming.<div><br /></div><div>These are serious times. Stand up to our enemies and be diplomatic in equal measures; be tough and compassionate. Show us that there is iron in your words, and I for one will support you to the end.</div><div><br /></div><div>Please, don't lambaste me in the comments. Nor do I want to hear how wonderful he is and how he will win me over and yadda yadda yadda. This is your day and you've never been prouder to be an American. I wish I could share in that optimism.</div><div><br /></div><div>There are no words that will make me believe. I'll have to see it for myself.</div>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-46397911293821786782008-10-29T10:33:00.006-04:002008-10-29T10:56:22.822-04:00Sweet ReliefI won't say what it was about, but my wife was as mad at me as she has ever been for the last couple days. It was to the point that I actually thought she might leave me.<div><br /></div><div>It definitely wasn't about politics, so get that off your mind!</div><div><br /></div><div>Up until we made up yesterday, I had to seriously consider what it would be like if she did leave and take my children away from me. My oldest son needs me more than my youngest does, and it would kill him, after all the promises I made that divorce happens to other families. My youngest son would be lost without his mother. He's my bestest little buddy, but he's momma's cuddle bug. As a child I went through divorce four times; the first two were devastating.</div><div><br /></div><div>And of course there is my wife, who admittedly I take for granted in many ways. I've always been secure in the fact that she loves me. We aren't just some couple that have fallen into a rhythm of co-existence. We work on being better for one another. Last weekend was devastating, and it demonstrated how disatrously close any relationship, no matter how strong, is one wrong move away from destruction. Alliterate much?</div><div><br /></div><div>And as a side note, here is a survival note for all you husbands out there. Women think completely different than we do. They are emotional first, and that trumps reason. That's not to say reason doesn't exist, but emotion needs an outlet and the best thing, if you have the stamina, is don't staunch the flow until it's all out.</div><div><br /></div><div>But in that time when I was considering my future alone, I really came to appreciate what I have. I didn't care about politics, my future, playing my guitar, World of Warcraft, Call of Duty, not even about eating. Nothing mattered anymore.</div><div><br /></div><div>Life is back to normal again, and I'm the luckiest guy I know.</div>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-32069843944895197042008-10-25T20:06:00.004-04:002008-10-27T07:49:10.654-04:00Victor Davis Hanson<div>If I had to choose one person in this world I would like to meet, Victor Davis Hanson might just be the one. In conservative writing circles, he is highly regarded. I first read about him in a column by James Lileks, one of the wittiest writers I have ever read, and whose political observations I respect immensely. He commented once that VDH had made a reference to something he (Lileks) had written, and was so moved, so humbly honored to be linked by someone he considered to be in a whole other league. I had to check him out.</div><div><br /></div><div>And guess what--his humility was well-justified.</div><div><br /></div>I linked VDH to a friend of mine once, and after initially being impressed with the article, he was able to debunk all of it by telling me that Hanson was a Hoover Institute Fellow. Hanson's most recent missive details the state of the political race as he sees it today. This is a great summation of the frustration I feel with Palin-bashing and the inevitable course towards a <a href="http://hotair.com/archives/2008/10/27/smells-like-socialist-spirit/">socialist</a> society that we are heading. <div><br /></div><div>Read it <a href="http://pajamasmedia.com/victordavishanson/the-campaign-takes-a-strange-turn/">here</a>. </div><div><br /></div><div>In other news: <a href="http://www.americanthinker.com/2008/10/signs_pointing_to_a_mccain_vic.html">PUMAs and Democrats for McCain</a>? Sounds like wishful thinking, but I don't think anyone voting for McCain is going to be fooled into staying home on election day. </div>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-43209859387458632092008-10-21T23:38:00.009-04:002008-10-22T14:25:56.286-04:00Orson Scott Card : DemocratNow here is a Democrat who tells it like it is. Orson Scott Card, I salute you, sir. Better than I could have ever said it, <a href="http://www.ldsmag.com/ideas/081017light.html">this</a> is the bare-knuckled truth that needs to be told.<div><br /></div><div>Has anybody been paying attention to what <a href="http://www.nypost.com/seven/10222008/postopinion/opedcolumnists/bidens_bungles__a_blatant_bias_134700.htm">Biden</a> has been <a href="http://hotair.com/archives/2008/10/22/ibd-lets-elect-a-tested-president-instead/">saying</a> lately, predicting an international crisis specifically because Obama will be president? Hillary supporters are <a href="http://www.hillaryclintonforum.net/discussion/showthread.php?t=37414">questioning</a> whether or not Biden is hinting at a potential Obama-instituted military draft. <a href="http://www.powerlineblog.com/archives/2008/10/021848.php">Palin</a> is starting to look like a genius. </div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://hotair.com/archives/2008/10/21/the-comprehensive-argument-against-barack-obama/">Here</a> is a conservative argument against Obama as president. Is he really going to take down missile defense systems? When Obama says cut spending does he really mean to scale back on defense spending? Naive to say the least, and very dangerous.</div>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-41745490452831416842008-10-06T08:40:00.008-04:002008-10-06T09:25:24.459-04:00Forgive me, Mr. Tolle<span xmlns=""><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtKC5DS4dvDMTIMMDN9JSALFAv4bLU4sGl75frNQb5ER9X4UNFz1DZ8dExoOErgJ7eUuwRiD5UIL3AoyfZRs1gYW5uBSEv0Igg3B3z9bK3bY6gtk-wYYA0Pl-72BQ2CKjWKnER/s1600-h/nflflag.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5254020695260716386" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtKC5DS4dvDMTIMMDN9JSALFAv4bLU4sGl75frNQb5ER9X4UNFz1DZ8dExoOErgJ7eUuwRiD5UIL3AoyfZRs1gYW5uBSEv0Igg3B3z9bK3bY6gtk-wYYA0Pl-72BQ2CKjWKnER/s200/nflflag.jpg" border="0" /></a>It's easy to forget that Jackson is only eight years old, given his height and maturity. He has a tendency to give up too soon on new things. He simply loses interest. There's no communication for the most part. Under questioning, he tends to allow for anything I suggest as the cause, leading me to think that he either doesn't know or doesn't want to talk about it. A couple months back I finally got to the bottom of it. </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">I'm not sure if I posted about this, but I pulled him from our local soccer program and myself from coaching and participating in board activities. Jackson didn't want to play anymore either, so that made the decision final. If he had wanted to play I would have tolerated the cock and bull. I asked him if he wanted to try flag football instead. He said no. And here we went again. Always no to something new. </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">"What is it about football that you don't like?" </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">"I don't know." </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">I had to be careful here. For some reason I really want him to play football and I have to do the Eckhardt Tolle self-test. Why is it so important to me? He recently quit his guitar lessons (Beth, you knew this was coming!) and I let him off the hook. Music should be fun, not a chore. I haven't given up; I'm just considering a new angle. But here is a sport that is, for the time being, non-contact that involves a lot of running—one of Jackson's favorite things in life. So I tried this: </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">"You love playing tag with your friends at recess, right?" </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">"Yes." </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">"Flag football is just organized tag. The guy with the ball is <em>It</em>." </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">He still looked dubious. I pressed on. </span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">"What is it that you don't like about it?"</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">He seemed to struggle for a moment, but then pushed out the golden nugget. "I don't know how to play. It's confusing."</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">So there it is; he's just like me.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">Long story short, he agreed to play with my assurances that the game is easy to understand once you have played, and that I would make sure he understood. Turns out I went one better when the league coordinator told me they needed a coach.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">So I'm baaack in the saddle again.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">We won our first game and got slaughtered in our second, but in the latter case we learned a fair clip about defense. Jackson ran a touchdown on his first touch in the first game, but in our second game, we were pretty much shut out because the team we played had played together to two previous seasons, and was all reverses and fakes—their QB (the coach's son) had a beautiful fake pass that turned into a handoff to his runningback waiting behind him. My boys were totally confused until I put my two fastest kids on either end of the field and told them not to move until they were sure the ball was going the other way. After that, we shut them out. The damage was already done, but we left a better team.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">Jackson told me afterwards that it wasn't as fun anymore. I thought about telling him about how it's not winning but in how you played the game, but that is the age old cop-out. Instead I said, "It wasn't your fault or the fault of any of your teammates that we lost today. That was all on the coach for not having you ready to play. We'll work on a few things this week and you'll see what a difference it will make."</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">So yesterday we won by three touchdowns, but it could have been a whole lot worse. In our previous game, the kids couldn't snap the ball quick enough and didn't know the plays. Our defensive issues I've described. This week I created three plays that always start the same way, so that the center, quarterback and running back either go right or left. Easy. Nothing to remember. The only differences are these: in the first case, the running back runs the ball; the second, the running back gives the ball to the wide receiver for a reverse; and in the third, the running back fakes the reverse and passes the ball. Then we practiced <em>ad nauseum</em> the snap and handoff to the running back.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">The difference was remarkable.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">The highlights of the game were amazing. Almost every player had a touchdown. Jackson's came on defense. Twice he picked the ball in front of the receiver and ran it back for a touchdown. We even had one of our kids throw a touchdown pass that was so pretty you wouldn't have believed two kids were involved. The pass was a spiral that hit the other kid in stride.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">Jackson told me after the game that on one of his picks he duped the quarterback by letting his guy go so that he appeared to be wide open.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">I think he's starting to get it.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">After the game, one of the boys from last week's team, the aforementioned QB and coaches son, had a birthday party, so all the kids gathered and played even more football. I was on the sideline. Jackson lined up as a runningback and a kid on the other team said, "If Jackson gets that football we're dead!" He did get the football, and it was the prettiest run I've ever seen him do. In the first game we played, he ran around the corner and just sprinted away from everyone. On this day he looked more like Adrian Peterson or Barry Sanders, planting and switching directions three times while ever pressing forward with defenders grabbing at the ghost images he left behind. He's long and lean, and by far the fastest kid in the league.</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">Are you sensing a little pride?</span><br /><span xmlns=""></span><br /><span xmlns="">You'll have to forgive me, Mr. Tolle, but my head is swelling.<br /></span><span xmlns=""></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-70558521661974637272008-10-05T11:08:00.005-04:002008-10-05T12:18:44.880-04:00I WonderYou might think from my last post that I'm voting for McCain. I'm not voting for Obama for the reasons I stated before and others I didn't (and nothing racial in case someone wants to pounce on that). I've decided that after the bailout bill I can't vote for either candidate. McCain's main message is that he is going to make anyone famous that tries to put pork into a bill that crosses his desk. How about the 150 billion of just such in the bill he just voted for? If he was serious then he would have voted against it. Instead, just like Obama, he didn't think the political risk was worth it.<br /><br />This two party system creates the illusion that someone is right and someone is wrong. We stack what we like in the left column and justify and minimize everything else in the right. I really like what Palin said about living within our means, just like our parents told us to do when we got our first credit card (for the record, my first credit card was backed by my bank account so there was never any choice for the first couple years<em>--and </em>my dad has never had a credit card because that leaves a paper trail for the government to follow<em>).</em><br /><em></em><br />Palin isn't running for president, and she isn't ready for that anyway (so take a deep breath and count to ten). I think she'll become the next Alaskan senator and work her way up the chain. I'm pretty sure Obama is going to win because the country is in a panic and change will be the biggest motivating factor. Obama will spend and increase taxes and kill jobs and make things worse, unless the economy is ready on it's own to adjust upwards, which I doubt. Meanwhile jobs will still move out of the country because it will be increasingly cheaper to do business outside the country. McCain, I hate to say it, really does mean more of the same. He proved it with his vote for the bailout.<br /><br />So strap up people. I really have no idea what all this means, but it's got me spooked.Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-20828177545786790592008-10-03T08:28:00.002-04:002008-10-03T09:44:11.298-04:00PalinI have to say that the last couple weeks, since I last posted, have been a real low point in American journalism--and that is really saying something. Gibson and Couric did their level best to take Sarah Palin out of the race, and very nearly succeeded. Last night's vice-presidential debate reset the typewriter of this election to the home position. Palin held herself up high and squealched any and all doubts her supporters had about her. The key word being her <em>supporters</em>. I would also add that she likely attracted many fence-walkers as well.<br /><br />She wasn't perfect, avoiding questions that she either didn't want to answer or couldn't answer, while Senator Biden was direct. The difference between the two in my estimation is that Palin didn't pretend to know what she didn't know; Biden on the other hand, and quite cleverly I should add, made deliberate or willful misrepresentations on a range of topics, including John McCain's voting record. These canards served to create the illusion that his arguments had substance. Palin talked straight, and the contrast was sharp. <br /><br />A long time Washington insider would have flayed him alive, but that leads to the next subject: Respect. We heard a whole lot of it last night, such that I haven't seen since Ross Perot lost the presidency to Bill Clinton and told his booing supporters to get behind their new president. Biden not only showed respect for Sarah Palin (er, Governor Palin), but also for John McCain. I walked away from this thinking that Joe Biden is a good man.<br /><br />Listen, I know many of you don't think Sarah Palin has the experience necessary to step into the role of Vice President. I'm sympathetic to that view point. I'm a bit of a dreamer and a romantic, as are many Obama supporters. I can't help but get the Jimmy Stewart vibe from her, a small town American headed to Washington to break through the barriers of politics to make a fundamental difference. It takes force of character and charm. Regardless of how this race turns out, we haven't seen the last of Sarah Palin. With a couple more years of schooling she'll be Hilary Clinton times two with a personality akin to ol' Bills.<br /><br />What I find ironic is that so many of her detractors women. I respect any criticism that speaks to her credentials or past history as it applies to the job she has done in office. Recently Sandra Bernhardt commented that Palin would get gang raped if she walked alone in New York City. I understand that Palin is not her candidate, but is this necessary? Have some respect for a woman who has achieved so much to be standing toe-to-toe with Joe Biden on the national stage. Women have come a long way. And not just any woman, but an attractive woman that is not hiding her femininity to fit in with the male establishment. It's a huge stride that should be aknowledged instead of mocked.<br /><br />None of this is taking anything from Obama, whose achievements deserve similar attention. This election for me comes down to who is better on economics and security. My opinion is that Obama's taxation policies will take money from the rich, which on the surface seems fair. The net effect however will be the loss of jobs as corporations scale back to pay for the costs, which will have the further effect of decreasing tax revenues and increasing payouts for unemployment and possibly other social programs. I also don't believe in the time-table pullout from Iraq. We leave when we can and no sooner. Politics cannot determine war policy, and that is exactly what Obama represents.<br /><br />Democrats are licking their chops over the damage that the bailout has caused the McCain campaign, and it might just be the golden egg that gets their candidate elected. But I think McCain has it in his back pocket that it was Barney Frank and like-minded Democrats that blocked efforts by the Bush administration to regulate Fannie Mae and Freddy Mac, which may have prevented the current crisis.Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com27tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-69368895109538347392008-09-13T22:50:00.006-04:002008-09-15T08:02:01.387-04:00Be Very AfraidIf you saw a recent interview of Sarah Palin by ABC News anchor Charles Gibson, then you have been sold a bill of goods. Follow <a href="http://newsbusters.org/blogs/p-j-gladnick/2008/09/13/abc-news-edited-out-key-parts-sarah-palin-interview">this</a> link if you want to see how ABC News edited her responses to radically change the meaning of her words. And if you don't believe in media bias after this, then you are simply beyond reach. This isn't a rah-rah for Palin. It simply scares me to think that so many people have been intentionally misled by a news source. But this is nothing new, and yet still I am shocked.<br /><br />This is the kind of thing that puts someone in office, opponents getting caught doctoring interviews, like the Dan Rather business of falsifying a letter purported to have been written decades ago on a typewriter when it clearly originated from a word processor.<br /><br />I was hoping this election was going to be about the issues. McCain has some disingenous ads making false claims about Obama (go to <a href="http://curiousvillager.wordpress.com/2008/09/11/video-proof-of-mccains-lies/">The Curious Villager</a> if you'd like more info). It pains me to see that. I've often thought that if I were ever to run for office, I would only stick to what it is I plan to do, not how the other candidate will utterly fail. And now the media is up to its old tricks so as to make Palin look like a bubble-headed prom queen.<br /><br />It makes me sick. All of it.<br /><br />Just pay attention people. Even so, you'll never know for sure if the dog isn't wagging you.<br /><br />** Update: <a href="http://www.nypost.com/seven/09152008/gossip/pagesix/9_11_cowardice__simple_as_abc_129092.htm">More ABC partisanship</a>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-53195485212605107992008-09-08T13:42:00.008-04:002008-09-08T23:42:16.622-04:00Air Barber<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6ozxMq9Av8dBCrixdxNsm6wl1gyX63IksgxYr2khuuPZit7cqj7gPUR8Zf6PvmA3vWgrX63nJHVVClIGZkS9KUNS0CiKzyj4UhfvdOWdQWCMJPU5b6zU8u9mgbVM-oimLh5rV/s1600-h/barber_flying.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5243707462707779298" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6ozxMq9Av8dBCrixdxNsm6wl1gyX63IksgxYr2khuuPZit7cqj7gPUR8Zf6PvmA3vWgrX63nJHVVClIGZkS9KUNS0CiKzyj4UhfvdOWdQWCMJPU5b6zU8u9mgbVM-oimLh5rV/s200/barber_flying.jpg" border="0" /></a>When Marion Barber -- the newest cast member of <em>Heroes</em> -- was asked about his secret to horizontal hang time, he replied that he jumped into the air like normal, hoping for a few extra yards, when suddenly he remembered that the tax extension he filed back on the 15th of April at 11:59PM expires next month -- and he forgot to fall down. He glided past a slack-jawed defense for an easy score.<br /><br />When the Browns head coach Romeo Crennell came to his senses, he protested the game. Though nothing has been made offical yet, league sources have indicated that their investigation has revealed trace amounts of flubber on bottom of Barber's cleats.<br /><br />That's my caption. Care to give it a crack?Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-26889750703613928412008-09-06T10:02:00.004-04:002008-09-06T10:10:35.211-04:00It's The Same EverywhereI lifted this from a website I found by following through from <a href="http://pajamasmedia.com/instapundit/">Instapundit</a>. It's a reproduction of a conversation a member of our military had with an Iraqi man. The whole article can be found <a href="http://www.thedonovan.com/archives/2008/09/the_castles_sai.html">here</a> (check it out, it actually contains some good news about the Al Anbar province, where Iraqi security forces have assumed control from the Americans).<br /><br />Just read:<br /><br /><blockquote>Him: “Are you married?”<br />Me: “Yes”<br />“What is your opinion of marriage?”<br />“I’ve been married 13 years; I don’t have an opinion anymore.”<br />“In Iraq they say a husband is like a monkey, a donkey and a dog. At first she loves you like a pet monkey, then she orders you around like you are a donkey, then you are an old dog, you bark and bark and no one listens.”<br />“It’s just like that in America too.”<br />“Is it true in America you only marry one women?”<br />“Yes”<br />“And in America if you leave she gets half?”<br />“Yes”<br />He rolls his eyes and says “Thank God I am Iraqi.”<br /></blockquote>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-30436770190569643112008-09-05T15:38:00.001-04:002008-09-05T15:38:01.326-04:00Just To Say Anything<span xmlns=''><p>I thought I should at least let everyone know that I am still alive. It's hard to say what direction I'm taking right now as it pertains to writing. I'm not in the place I was before about writing, and yet I don't want to give it up. In fact, it is still very much my ambition to write a novel, and perhaps a contest or some other form of inspiration will kick me into high gear. But right now, I'm just content. I have a great story in my head right now, but it really has two parts, and that other part isn't totally clear to me. The concept is catchy and pretty amazing, but it's like two slices of bread that needs some meat to finish the sandwich. <br /></p><p>Definitely do not interpret this as me being down. I'm not. I feel good actually. My guitar lessons are coming along and I'm really picking up on things. My birthday is coming at the end of the month and I've "asked" for a recording device that comes with two microphones that plugs into the computer so that I can record what I am up to. I am planning to put some of what I am practicing here, so stay tuned. Right now it's pretty much bluegrass music, so don't get too excited. And it's not that bluegrass is my thing either—though it comes close—but technically it's a lot of fun.<br /></p><p>Yesterday I got my hair cut at the local barber shop. Joe, who usually does the job, was just finishing up with a customer so I was feeling fortunate with my timing. However, the older fella who owns the place popped out of his chair when he saw me, all smiles. His buddy, to whom he had been chatting said, "Time to go to work, huh?" Something in his manner persuaded me to give him the business.<br /></p><p>I'd been to him once before, the first time I had ever been to the barber shop. He reads Civil War fiction and loves history. And when I had seen him last, he had offered me his copy of <em>Killer Angels. </em>So I asked him conversationally if he was the one that liked this kind of thing, which of course I already knew he did (but it had been a long time ago), and we started in on <em>Gods and Generals, Gettysburg</em> and a few others. <br /></p><p>Where I live it's mostly white bread and I don't see too many people of color around. And so it was with some surprise that as I was talking about how General Sherman pioneered the concept of attacking the enemy's infrastructure and thus crippling its ability to sustain a war, I noticed that a colored man was in the chair opposite me. The entire conversation I was just having replayed in my head, and I felt guilty that I had brought up the subject matter. It was innocent, a total coincidence, but I was convinced that the man was thinking that the first thing I thought of when I saw him was the Civil War. I was further convinced when he glared at me on the way to the register. I felt like explaining, but what could I have said.<br /></p><p>Maybe he reads my blog?<br /></p><p>My son took his first lesson. I gave him my first guitar—the guitar that I learned with. I just saved three hundred dollars if he quits. But somehow it seems that by giving him mine he is more excited that if he had gotten his own. He actually practices. I've started him off with the first song I ever learned: Greensleeves, or the Theme From Lassie, neither of which he as ever heard of.<br /></p><p>And just call me a glutton for punishment, but I am coaching again, but this time it's flag football. The program is sponsored by the NFL, so I got to choose which NFL team I wanted to be. You'll never guess which I chose. And just to mess with me, the other coaches kept trying to tell me I had to be the Eagles or the Redskins. In the deep south they would say, "Them's fightin' words!"</p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-59043278690943186022008-08-18T11:34:00.001-04:002008-08-18T11:34:54.254-04:00A Biannual Event—A New Post<span xmlns=''><p>Lately it seems that my sons are getting along better. Partially this has a lot to do with my youngest, Emmett, getting older and more of a companion and contributor to the fun. Like my little brother, he finds the greatest delight in every silly thing his older brother says—or grunts or screams. It can be a bit maddening. <br /></p><p>Some quick highlights.<br /></p><p>Friday I took the day off and went with the family to Ogunquit, Maine. I'd never been there before. My wife loves the beach and I don't have much use for it—at least I didn't before Friday. Ever since Garp lost his son to the Under Toad (a child's mispronunciation of <em>under tow</em>), I've had the fear of losing my own children in the same way. The ocean can be harsh. But at the beach in Ogunquit, the shore feeds so gradually into the sea that the grade is barely perceptible. It's a sandbar in fact, such that you can walk in ankle-deep water for at least a hundred yards. The waves were beautiful, so we got boogie boards at tourist prices and went for a romp. I transformed from grumpy old man to old man of the sea. Now I'm thinking about getting a surf board.<br /></p><p>This is sorta cute. While I was sweeping the pool yesterday, the kids made water balloons, then got down to their skivvies and went swimming with them. The water balloons all had names. But the one that stood out was <em>Snot Knowledge</em>. No idea where it came from.<br /></p><p>My oldest son Jackson is going to start taking guitar lessons. Willingly. Oh. My. God. Pinch me.<br /></p><p>I've resigned from the soccer board that I previously belonged to, and have decided not to coach any more. Too much drama was my answer to the question: but <em>why?!</em> Oh, and incidentally, I said, Coachzilla owns the soccer board. But she quit the board, I was told. But she'll be back. When she left you she was but a learner, but when she comes back, she will be the master.<br /></p><p>Jackson doesn't want to play anymore and Emmett can't be bothered anyway.<br /></p><p>Oh, we saw the new Clone Wars animated movie. Much, much, much better than episodes I through III. They finally ditched Hayden Christenson and got some voice talent. The action rocks and the characters were actually likeable.<br /></p><p>I'll stop by and say hi as I get the chance. Football is gearing up and my Boys have a lot of work to do. I'm really excited about Felix Jones. <br /></p><p>What? You don't know who Felix Jones is? As Yoda once said, "You will. You wiiillll."<br /></p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13641764.post-70279603749103600982008-08-04T08:40:00.003-04:002008-08-04T08:43:25.063-04:00Play Guitar<span xmlns=""><p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhflFmrqoU-S-yY3OBa0b_j8f9YwHSnLHsTy9nee2Bm_1sRDG3SplFxMQCX-MukUVpQ-cvhcZ7yvFTAFh5mbrqqbT5g5t-iZ88vzNUirZajGomoeB3zpMhFWN2lQqmLo6Sl7_ar/s1600-h/guitar.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5230641850746644210" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhflFmrqoU-S-yY3OBa0b_j8f9YwHSnLHsTy9nee2Bm_1sRDG3SplFxMQCX-MukUVpQ-cvhcZ7yvFTAFh5mbrqqbT5g5t-iZ88vzNUirZajGomoeB3zpMhFWN2lQqmLo6Sl7_ar/s200/guitar.jpg" border="0" /></a>My latest obsession is more productive than my previous addiction to Call of Duty 4, the latter of which I hope I am truly over. Since I bought a new computer with the latest video technology, I had been on a power binge of gaming every night until two in the morning. It became an awful feeling, knowing that I should be getting to bed but being unable to step away. The addicting part of it was that I wanted to be the best at it but kept coming up short. </p><p>But hopefully that's all over now. I have a few buddies that I play with on occasion, and I'll save myself for those times. </p><p>But the good news is, I have something new to occupy my time. Of all things, it's my guitar. </p><p>I am taking lessons again. The beauty is that I'm already a pretty good player, and by that I mean a passable strummer on the acoustic with some ability to play leads. I'm solid but by no means flashy. If you asked me to play a song you would glaze over in thirty seconds. That's because I really don't know anything you would want to hear, and I've forgotten everything I used to know that would come close. </p><p>My intention was to learn songs that people like to hear, but songs that have a little pizzazz, something to make the guitar sound interesting. Oh, and songs that are within my singing range. </p><p>The guy I am learning from is a bluegrass guitarist, but he is purportedly one that can play any style. I asked him if he knew how to play <em>Drive</em> by Incubus (definitely <em>out</em> of my range), and he replied, "What by who?" </p><p>I'm thinking at this point that rumors of his diversity had been greatly exaggerated. </p><p>So I said, "I like country music as well." I didn't want to admit this because all I know are country songs, and I don't meet many that want to hear it. But I could see that it had pepped him up. </p><p>"Who do you like? Name a few artists." </p><p>Before I could stop myself I blurted, "George Strait and Alan Jackson." </p><p>He had his pencil poised over a notebook page, but he dropped both. "Ah, classic country—ok. Play me something you know." </p><p>Not to be sidetracked down the same old road, I snapped the capo on the fifth fret and said, "Have you heard of Death Cab for Cutie?" </p><p>"No," he said with a hint of disappointment. </p><p>I rattled off the intro to <em>I Will Follow You into the Dark</em>, which I had just finished learning the day before. As I'm playing he rifles through a stack of papers and puts one in front of me entitled <em>Walk on Boy</em>. </p><p>"Have you heard of Doc Watson?" </p><p>I told him that I had with a hint of resignation. Doc Watson was old school country. </p><p>"It's similar to what you just played." He put a CD into his computer. The first few strums from the speakers sounded so typically bluegrass that I almost refused, but then Doc Watson played a riff that arrested my speech. The shock was mild, but the guitar instructor saw it and played it back for me. </p><p>"That's awesome." </p><p>So now I can mostly rattle off that riff, the part that he transcribed for me. I've immersed myself in this song and am feeling that old feeling once again, the love for my guitar. My old friends remember this way, but this time I actually have some talent. </p><p>My next lesson is this Wednesday. I've got the solo down and am learning the nuances of the verses, which fly counter to how I normally strum. I'm wondering how the instructor will react when—and hopefully <em>if</em>—I play it just like the recording, even learning some of the parts he didn't transcribe for me. I'll settle for the parts he did for now. </p><p>In other news, I had a great idea for a novel. Unlike my previous ideas, it's clean and simple, easy to explain in a sentence or two. What has killed my previous efforts is the lack of a focused overall concept. This recent idea was inspired by a conversation I had with some friends over the weekend. When it struck, I told them about it, which was based on the story they just had told me about their relationship. When I told them the twist (there's always a catchy ending to my ideas, or they aren't worth my attention), they both loved it. </p><p>It needs a middle part. </p><p>But I'm working on it.</p></span>Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.com15