Community Stalking & Churches

WHO IS TARGETING YOU? (MALEVOLENT HILLSONG & CATHOLICS; HOUNDING COPS; YOUR SICK NEIGHBORS; SMALL TOWNS/MIDWEST; DERANGED HISPANICS/INDIANS; TSC; OCULTISH CHURHCES) My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 34

2015-04-27T13:47:00.003-07:00

At Lincoln Streetmarket, there was a woman with a maniacal laugh and glasses wearing employee with the usual disturbing behavior. At the library, a woman came at the same time I did. Her conversations with the evil librarians were just like the ones I encountered with the nasty ladies of First Data.

In my small town, a boy I met two weeks back who seemed nice now whispered the usual abusive phrase as I left the library. A few other young boys also passed in front of my window whispering the same abusive phrase. Hillsong pastor once mentioned how young boys call girls ugly because they are immature. It shows again how idiotic and carnal minded Hillsong church is. I don’t remember any young boys calling me ugly ever in NY. It is most certainly not a way any Christian person will raise their child.

The white trash and hillbilly abusive males I encountered in Nebraska are something I started noticing while attending Hillsong. The behavior is connected to cops and Hillsong. (Possibly TSC too) Most males in Nebraska act like this young boy regardless of their age; which explains the generation of abusive and incredibly brainless morons. The town cops suspiciously drove around me on Tuesday and the usual deranged behavior ensued. There were two psychotic teenagers’ girls and a child whispering the abusive phrase as I pass by.

On Friday, the psychosis continued, there were two yawning maintenance men who drove by as I came out and a neighbor with a bag that was the color of what I was wearing. There were also three grotesque looking middle age men with very offensive behaviors. Apart from the repugnant looking middle age men, there was a cop who passed by when I was in WestPoint. My town cop also passed by as I came out to mow my lawn. An old man told me that my break light was off and I needed to fix it if I don’t want to get pulled over by a highway trooper. My break light was also off when I got pulled over by the South Dakota Trooper.

“The mark on the car is just an accidental stain that occurred while driving; the printer made a minor mistake in his alignment; a dog or animal dug up your plants; a stray rock from the road hit your screen or your glass. Therefore...the harassment is in your mind. You are suffering from paranoia.” (Stalker-beware.com)

My very sick neighbors were back to their spying ways. My next door neighbor (Matt& Carli) not only have connections to the very twisted town plumbers, but they are also likely connected to the abusive tattooed cigarette smoking freak that moved below me in Omaha. There were some young adults who visited Matt and Carli while I was mowing my lawn on Friday. The guy exhibited the same idiotically abusive behavior that I have seen with most males in Nebraska. Just like the dumb plumber, this is probably another college graduate who just happens to behave like an inane white trash.

“Not only do Community Stalkers want to see you, they also want to hear you. They want to know how many times you sneeze, burp, sing, talk....Most people would feel completely violated, even raped, to know that Community Stalkers figuratively break into your home and violate your privacy through the use of bugging devices.” (Stalker-beware.com)

On Sunday, Matt started his lawn mower as soon as I woke up, stopped the mower at the exact time I stopped my exercise, and started again as I turned on my space heater in my bathroom. Not only does it seem that these people are listening to what am saying, but they seem to be watching me. It is disconcerting to have highly immoral, idiotic, and just plain offensive people that I have NOTHING in common with be obsessed with my privacy. This nightmare started with my Hispanic neighbors in Long Island when I started attending Hillsong. This compulsive obsession from immoral and predatory strangers stalking me everywhere is unquestionably connected to cops and church. The creepy coincidences with noisy cars and my every movement in my house are still very strong.

“They use even insignificant details of what they hear to harass their targets. Do you like to sing in the shower? Don't be surprised if the next time you're standing in line at the post office the person standing behind you starts to sing that very song” (Stalker-beware.com)

Based on this website: http://www.stalker-beware.com/pb/wp_a980026a/wp_a980026a.html; the following groups of people are perpetrators of “Community Stalking”

SATANIC ORGANIZATIONS: SNCH is a hospital and not a satanic organization, but I can trace my problems to South Nassau Communities Hospital. I don’t have any conclusive evidence, but I have seen somewhat compelling behaviors from SNCH people to conclude they are part of the problem. I did not notice anything in my first few years of working at this hospital, but the problem did start around 2004. I had two or three direct coworkers who exhibited the behavior shown by the dumb women sent by my stalkers. The one particular recruit was on maternity leave when I left the job. I am confident she is part of the problem. I also had Hispanic & Asian coworkers who “sometimes” exhibit those behaviors. The Hispanic one left the job a few years ago; she once called me to ask if I wanted to have a baby with any random guy from my church?? Obviously, this kind of immoral mentality is why I was never close to anyone at my job.

I already told you about how I was asked to work at their Dialysis center; the disrespectful behavior from a Hispanic male/black female PCT’s; the cop encounter, and how I got demoted to the nursing office afterwards. My own personal investigations and recent contacts with some of the nurses I worked with also confirmed my suspicions. The nurses exhibited some of the questionable behaviors I have been seeing in Nebraska, but I have also seen this with my church facebook contacts.

Remember the baby and marriage talks while working at the nursing office; co-workers responding to what I was saying in my apartment; the budget manager who started acting just like the usual deranged recruits; and my causal conversations taking out of context and turned into a trigger afterwards?

I also got a message from another deranged woman two weeks back about a job I NEVER applied for; when I called back, she had a baby crying for a few seconds before she said anything, she then told me the position was filled. She claimed to be the founder of some bogus business. It was a NY number. This was around the same time my pregnant neighbor was parading in front of me like pregnant women or women with children use to parade in front me in NY.

I should use this opportunity to remind these sadistic and moronically presumptuous idiots that I am a Born AGAIN Christian woman. I mistakenly attended Hillsong, a very carnal church attended/led by mostly hell bound people. I became a born again Christian at nineteen while in college and intend to remain a Born Again Christian till GOD calls me to my grave. I have also made peace with my decision to NEVER GET MARRIED OR HAVE CHILDREN. And yes, for my idiotic stalkers, this also means, I don’t intend to EVER FORNICATE. I also AM NOT interested in becoming a step mum to brats, well behaved children/adults, or disrespectful young adults. Jesus and I have also agreed on this decision. So, all the creepy, trashy, abusive, and deranged groups of people who are following me around are better off harassing “your own kind”. I have nothing in common with you if you are NOT a born again Christian. And if you are a Born Again Christian who is really stupid, carnal, worldly/Hollywood/Bollywood type, unintelligent, wicked, or a presumptuous/abusive bully (Hillsong/Changed Life Church type people/Catholics); or Evil Christians ( TSC type people); I also DO NOT have anything in common with you.

I already told you my nightmare at First Data, ConAgra, and Optica. Read my last 35 posts to get a tiny glimpse of my nightmare.

Religious Organizations: I believe this is the root of my problem and the major group behind my problem. The problem started at Times Square Church. Hispanics/young adults/others use to do very distressing things. I first noticed the paranoia inducing behavior there; where people will say things about me around me, but not to me. Also, the obnoxious habit of people following me around. I don’t really remember this behavior prior to 2004 at TSC. I also told you how things got so much worse when I switched to Hillsong. My life went from amazing to awfulness, bizarreness, chaos, and disorder. I was constantly stalked by immoral, disrespectful, really stupid, and perverted people. I noticed similar behaviors with the few churches I attended in Omaha/Bellevue.

I also told you how I moved to a building in Omaha where a pastor just like Carl Lentz was in my building. The pastor continued the same presumptuous, abusive, and privacy violation tactics. My many years of living in NY were pretty great till I started attending Hillsong. TSC was no cake walk either; living in NY was pretty awesome with the exclusion of my church life. While some of the most evil people I encounter in NY were mostly at TSC and Hillsong, but there are at least a “few” genuine Christians at TSC, but I can’t say that about Hillsong.

Catholics – I have already shared the evil behavior of Catholics in my mother’s neighborhood and extensively in Nebraska. I am still traumatized from my experience at First Data/Bellevue/Omaha and my small town. I also told you some disturbingly presumptuous assumptions from a Polish catholic in my old Long Island Neighborhood. Catholics DEFINITELY uses community stalking tactics. I think the cops used by the aforementioned churches are Catholics; which explains the exposure of my life to such sick people. The Catholics/cops seem to be connected to TSC, Hillsong, and SNCH. Some of the psychotically presumptuous Hispanics are also connected to Catholicism.

Local Businesses: You can definitely not forget my nightmare at Wal-Mart. Dollar general, Family Dollar, Dollar Tree, Bakers, Lincoln Street Market, Graybeal, Richland Park Apartment, The Vue, etc. This disturbing behavior from businesses and their employees is strictly isolated to Nebraska. I never noticed this in NY or California.

“Gang Stalkers will even spy on these businesses or employees to determine how to get their participation. A little blackmail, some smearing, a few bribes. They will make sure they find a way.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Tenants/Neighbors: I don’t have tenants, but I have had neighbors from hell since moving to my Long Island Apartment. Neighbor is not on the website, but they are usually the one eaves dropping on your conversation/privacy. Things got so much worse because the very sick type of neighbors I have had since Long island; (the churches/cops who invites carnal neighbors into your life are inviting a whole lot of darkness you can never imagine. This is why they are so many trashy whites; deranged Hispanics, and ghetto black people who still follow me around.

“Remember that the Community Stalkers are now your neighbors.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Police: I already told you about the butt pinching cop on my way to TSC many years back; how I lost all privacy after moving into an apartment in Long Island formerly occupied by some divorced cop; how I was told to cover for a girl in Dialysis married to a cop a day before taking my LSAT; my encounter with the girl’s husband and partner while at dialysis; the eaves dropping midget cop at a Long Island Target; the presence of cops when I moved to my mother’s neighborhood/ San Jose, California; the disrespectful Asian midget cop, nonchalant bald Vietnamese cop, and the suspicious very tall "blue eye" lieutenant/detective at San Jose PD.

I made a huge mistake by filing a police report; it was like a giving a thief your credit card’s pin number. My life turned into a nightmare when I moved to Nebraska with the continuous heavy cop’s presence: remember how cops in Bellevue used noise campaign at night; their bizarre behavior as I strolled around; their evil behaviors in connection with the Hispanics/others in my buildings; and the constant privacy violation.

“Organizations that use Community Stalking will try to have members in the Police Force. The loyalty of these officers is first to their organization and then to the Force. They participate in harassment and intimidation skits without doing anything that would overtly break their code of conduct as an officer. It could be as simple as having police cars strategically placed on the target's route every time they leave their home”(Stalker-beware.com)

I also told you my encounter with Omaha/Papillion cops. My traumatizing experience with people when cops drive by; how every single deranged behavior I have seen with Nebraskan civilians have also been exhibited by cops. I told you about the Troopers/Cops in South Dakota, Iowa, and Chicago. I told you my more recent experience with my fat small town patrol cops and the Nebraska troopers who pulled me over a few weeks back. You definitely can’t forget my investigative interview (I was invited for an interview for a job I was not interested in) with cops at the Omaha Airport. This meeting again confirmed that cops are behind a lot of the harassment skits and they were still listening to what I was saying in my house.

“Police are supposed to patrol the streets. Therefore to the average person nothing will appear to be abnormal. However when the presence of the police is coupled with Pedophile Skits (see harassment skits) it becomes obvious to the target that police are collaborating with the Stalkers.” (Stalker-beware.com)

In my experience, these cops are the biggest bullies in the world, most of them are likely courtyard bullies with self hate, low self-esteem, insecurities, and inferiority complexes. Their unresolved childhood issues is probably why they became cops. What better way to hide you insecurity/deficiency, but hide behind a badge/gun; or make others look bad, so you can look good. I am not sure what their parents did to them, but they need better psychological evaluations for potential cops. Apart from church people, this is the other group that is majorly behind ALL my problems. I believe there is a connection between the cops and churches (Both TSC and Hillsong)

Most normal people don’t notice cops, except if they pull you over for a ticket. Only criminals pay attention to cops. These enforcement agencies/people seem to crave attention, approval, adulation, and acknowledgment. In my experience, they create more problem than solutions; in fact, they seem to create problems to make themselves relevant. (Remember the verbal sexual assault from the ghetto bald bum in Omaha?) My advice is to never go to a police station for help. I unquestionably do NOT want their involvement in my life in anyway.

Fire Department: Remember the bizarre/unnecessary presence of Fire department people starting in my mother’s neighborhood; Bellevue; at the nail salon in Omahawhen I walked out without paying due to the abusive behavior; at my apartment complex in Omaha; and numerous other places.

“The same applies to Firefighters. They are often recruited to participate in Noise Campaigns against a target. It's a major advantage to organizations to have members in local fire departments.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Neighborhood Watch: My advice is to never move to a place you don’t know anyone if you are victim of Community Stalking. It is much easier to get strangers to do very evil things to you when you are in a foreign place. That is probably why someone wanted me to move to Nebraska. Definitely avoid small towns because it is a community! Things are a little better, but things are still bad compared to what I view as normal. I am pretty sure I will NEVER want to visit the Midwest again once I get out of here, God willing! I won’t even take a flight passing thru the Midwest. The cops here are just really a notorious bunch.

I have covered every topic on the website, so this is going to be my last post. To keep writing the same thing is pointless. I am not a fan of blogging, but I need to let people know the TRUTH about my experience with cops, churches, and organizations. My last 34 post are meant to be strictly informative. Please read each one of them and get familiar with “Community Stalking” to protect yourself from becoming a victim or becoming a murderous recruit.

Without this website, it is very easy to doubt your sanity when you don’t know the evil people are capable of doing. I will continue to post my video experiences on my facebook page as it relates to the website. Like the page, if you want to continue to be informed on “Community Stalking” There is so much wickedness in this world, but greater is HE that is in us than he that is using our oppressors!

Since this is my last post, see my weekly video here and like this page if you want to continue to learn / see more about “Community Stalking” : https://www.facebook.com/pages/STOP-Community-Stalking/853001438055682?ref=aymt_homepage_panel

Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

IS SOMEONE ALWAYS ONE STEP AHEAD OF YOU? (MORE DERANGED CATHOLICS; OCCULTISH CHURCHES; & COPS) My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 33

2015-04-20T12:12:00.000-07:00

At Graybeal foods, the evil employees were up to their usual moronically deranged behaviors; there was a demented woman with a toddler who was part of the “Harassment Skit” After passing by me in an aisle, the woman and the employees did the maniacal laugh; then, she went on to whisper the usual disturbing phrase. All the men seem to be suspiciously well behaved this week. At the library, the evil librarians were back to their unbalanced ways. After the director did the usual loud/unhinged throat clearing; she told me that I always look great and she is just jealous of me?

“Harassment skits are designed to traumatize victims and make them think everyone is against them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Like I said before, I have never seen people who behave so immaturely and psychotically like the people in Nebraska. This is probably another attempt by the sickies behind this behavior to show me women are the evil ones. Apart from a handful of evil women at TSC/Hillsong, two or three equally brainless coworkers (recruits) I had while in NY, and the people in my mother’s neighborhood before my departure from NY; I have never seen the “white trash”/ ghetto behavior that is so prevalent in Nebraska. I lived over twenty years in NY and don’t remember any one behaving like this. There was also an old couple who sat in front of me at the library; predictably, the wife kept saying something that sounded like the usual disturbing phrases.

“The perpetrator or his allies will often play the good guy and offer help and support in dealing with the situation.” (Stalker-beware.com)

In my small town, the good guy/bad guy tactic continued. On Tuesday, the new blonde librarian exhibited the usual triggers. There was also some relatives of my dead neighbor driving red/white vehicles exhibiting the usual moronic “white trash behavior”. My next door neighbor also had guests who exhibited triggers as I came back from my long stroll. There were a few evil children whispering the notorious phases in front of my window this week.

“The objective of the terrorists is to gradually expand their victim's number and variety of triggers. In doing so, the target is exposed to a trigger almost everywhere they go and is therefore in a constant state of anxiety.” (Stalker-beware.com)

“The stalkers stage situations to insinuate that the target is doing something wrong when they look at children. This makes the target anxious. The anxiety eventually develops into a fear of being around children.” (Stalker-beware.com)

On Friday, there was a psychotic woman who followed me to the gas station, the woman seem to be related to a neighbor. She said the disconcerting phrase as I walk pass her again while strolling. There were two kids playing next to the neighbor who also said the disquieting phrases. I ended up playing with a little girl that I met while talking to the catholic town maintenance man a few days back. I REFUSE to let these satanic people turn me against children. The girl is probably the first good encounter I had with a human since my arrival in Nebraska. Unfortunately, her grandma came out and started the loud fake/psychotic throat clearing thing. Needless to say, that was my cue to leave. The grandma then said those unsettling phrases to the little girl’s father. Her father was coincidentally one of those pot belly/overweight mechanic looking type people. It is too bad that this sweet little girl may just end up behaving like the sickies in Nebraskawith a grandma like that. I guess this small town does have a few small minded people.

“An electronic GPS map emits electromagnetic signals that allow satellites to determine your location on the planet. Community Stalkers can secretly place GPS emitters or tracking devices in or under your vehicle.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I already told you how people use to obnoxiously follow me around at TSC. I initially noticed this behavior when I started attending the Thursday night prayer in conjunction with the whole young adults/disrespectful Ukrainian model fiasco. It seemed the same people were following me around even when I was not in church. I always connected those people to church since “people following me around” was a church thing. This behavior got insanely/uncomfortably intense when I switched to Hillsong. There will be people waiting as I drove to work, come out of my job, went to the mall , went to church, and came back from church, and EVERY single place I went. Sometimes, they were neighbors, co-workers, church people, a family, couples, young adults, and strange men. In spite of this unsettling privacy violation, I turned the other cheek during this period.

“If you are being followed for some time, your routines and habits have been analyzed. They already know the best time to do it. It's impossible to keep an eye on one's car all the time.” (Stalker-beware.com)

However, things got worse when I left SNCH. I told you people started following me to interviews and around my mother’s neighborhood displaying those distressing triggers. My short trip to Californiarevealed the same people not only monitored my whereabouts, but also my internet activity. The abusive stalking behavior continued everywhere I went in California and got insanely worse in Nebraska. There is not a place I visited in my almost three years in Nebraska that people did not display those familiarly distressing triggers. People hacking my navigator to control my activity seem connected to cops/church as I already told you about the whole Hy-Vee drama.

“Cell phones constantly provide coordinates of your geographic location to the central in case you need to be located in an emergency. However this feature also allows Stalkers to locate you at all times even when your cell phone is off.”

“Street and traffic cameras can be hacked into to observe your whereabouts”

(Stalker-beware.com)

If you notice people following you around anywhere, never assume anything good, you need to address the situation ASAP. If I had dealt with this problem while it was a mole, it will never have become the crushing mountain it is today. It is wrong for people to stalk, follow you around, or invade your privacy. It does not matter, if it is a priest, your pastor, your worship pastor, the CEO of your company, your boss, coworkers, church members, Warren Buffet, town cop or a police department, the hottest /richest Hollywood actor or producer, Christian Rock band, President of the USA, the CIA/FBI, or the pope. This behavior is unacceptable from ANYONE!

See my weekly video here: https://www.facebook.com/pages/STOP-Community-Stalking/853001438055682?ref=aymt_homepage_panel

Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

ARE YOU BEING WATCHED? (OCCULTISH CHURCHES) My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 32

2015-04-13T10:42:00.000-07:00

People in my vicinity seem off their medications this week; my stroll around town on Tuesday showed a few group of men and women were back to their satanic ways. At the Lincoln Street market, the usual suspect employees were showing those notorious triggers. Two to three shoppers also seemed to be recruits. At the library, there was a group of young teenagers waiting where I normally look for my DVD’s ,and as I was checking out; their mother joined the evil librarian in the malevolent behavior. There was also a woman who told me she noticed I come to the library every week; I am guessing this was another moronic attempt to show people acquire stalkers when they visit the same place every week.

What these dimwits are forgetting is that I use to go to Manhattan four times a week; went to the same grocery stores, library, mall; and the same job for many years; but I have never seen this abusive stalking behavior from people till 2011. It is the same flawed logic that keeps creating concurrences with my privacy and says it is just a coincidence. A group of very daft people are unquestionably behind my “community stalking”. A stroll around town on Friday showed a few evil neighbors, people, and children in town displaying the usual triggers.

“The people in the park nearby will make more noise than usual; dogs barking, children yelling...” (Stalker-beware.com)

“Remember that the Community Stalkers are now your neighbors.” (Stalker-beware.com)

On Sunday, the disturbing sounds were again coming from my next door neighbors, whom I already connected to the tattooed cigarette smoking psycho who moved below me in Omaha. They were back to their white trash behaviors; they even had a child with the notorious alarming behavior that I use to see with my Omaha neighbor. These are a group of people who just can’t seem to get they are highly unwanted in my life. Some of my TSC and Hillsong contacts were also back to their usual wickedness. I came out for a second this Saturday and noticed an old lady driving a black Buick sedan; she seemed to be wearing the same thing I was.

“Stalkers will move into your neighborhood to monitor you. It's especially easy to move into neighborhoods that have a lot of rental units. They will rent apartments above, below and/or adjacent to you. They will also rent apartments in front and behind your dwelling.” (Stalker-beware.com)

The tattooed neighbor from Omaha is somewhat connected to the pastor in my Omahabuilding; who is somewhat connected to Hillsong. They have been moving eaves dropping neighbors next to me since I started attending Hillsong. They did it in Long Island, Bellevue and Omaha. In fact, I started noticing really unsettling behaviors from SNCH Indian nurses I worked with after attending a Hillsong United Concert in 2009 or 2008. The concert was in midtown; I recalled a few disquieting behaviors from TSC members that night and the Hillsong college representatives. There were also a lot of upsetting behaviors from TSC members during this period; especially their YPC, young adults, and Hispanic members.

“They also use surveillance to keep several steps ahead of you and react quickly to counter or nullify any evidence you may have collected should you decide to make a formal complaint to the authorities.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I told you how neighbors use to respond to whatever I said in my Long Island apartment; how people will dramatize with dogs, trucks, and other subtle ways to respond to whatever I was saying. It was a basement apartment, so I did not notice anyone wearing the same things I was wearing. However, when I moved to my mother’s house, I started noticing girls wearing similar things to what I was wearing a few times. This started happening after I complained in my apartment about the imitating behavior of a TSC member.

“Most of us use venetian blinds, both horizontal and vertical to cover the windows. When open these blinds have spacings between the sectionals that allow stalkers to see in your home.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I again noticed the very evil paranoia inducing behaviors from a few Hispanics and whites during my brief stay in California. While working at First data, there was always someone wearing the same thing I wore almost everyday. At ConAgra, this happened once a week, usually on Fridays. This also happened often at Optica. In fact, it was this antagonistic white trash behavior from a woman wearing the same thing I was wearing that made me put posters on my car.

“Community Stalkers will use telescopes and binoculars to look into the target's home. This is one of the reasons why they move into apartments to the front and back of your dwelling.” (Stalker-beware.com)

In my small town, I told you how I have noticed this with a few neighbors when I first moved in; more recently, the lady in the black Buick. Speaking of Buicks, I had a conversation with one of my co-workers at First Data about Buicks, and since then, people driving Buicks have also been used to do some evil things. I already connected First Data to cops, Hillsong, TSC, and possibly SNCH. There are times a noisy car will drive by when I get up from my couch, as I turn on my TV, as I walk to the bathroom, as a movie ends, as I finish eating something or turn on my faucet, and etc. Other times, there will be a car parked in front of my window as I do my evening exercise and you can definitely not forget the creepy black car! This has happened consistently in my new house. If you notice someone wearing the same thing you are wearing once in a while, you probably have nothing to be concerned about; but if someone is wearing what you are wearing almost everyday, you are likely a victim of “Community Stalking”

“Stalkers obsess over minute details of your life. They want to know where you go and what your activities are but they also want to know what you do in your home. Why? The whole purpose of Community Stalking is to drive someone to a nervous breakdown or to suicide. They are looking to understand what makes you tick and they have to find the buttons to push. These buttons can be different for every person. What is it that means most to you: your family and friends, your dog, your blue Mercedes, your job, your privacy, your jewelry, your vacation home, your spirituality. Community Stalkers will try to use whatever you treasure against you. They analyze every detail of the target's life to determine how to hit them the hardest. Every person has vulnerabilities. Community Stalkers seek to exploit them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

See my weekly video here: https://www.facebook.com/pages/STOP-Community-Stalking/853001438055682?ref=aymt_homepage_panel

Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

IS SOMEONE TRYING TO SILENCE YOU? (SATANIC HILLSONG CHURCHES & IMPIOUS CATHOLICS; COMMUNITY STALKING & YOUR FREEDOM OF SPEECH; COPS) My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 31

2015-04-06T13:52:00.001-07:00

A stroll around my town confirmed again that Catholics malevolently use “community stalking” tactics. Even the town priest and the customary glasses wearing blonde showed the usual triggers. The glasses wearing catholic town maintenance worker was back to his manipulative ways as he had a little girl standing with him. I ended up conversing with her and of course, some of the things I said were repeated by a few children coming out of the school building.

“Remember that the Community Stalkers are now your neighbors.” (Stalker-beware.com)

At Graybeal Supermarket, there was another evil grandmother with two children and another glasses wearing blonde cashier who exhibited some triggers. The evil glasses wearing librarian was back this week and there was also an obnoxious old man with the notorious trigger. Later strolling around my town that night, the town cop showed up and the usual disquieting behaviors were present from a few people. My Hispanic neighbors seemed to be off their medications again this week. The revoltingly old/middle age town cop also seemed be stalking me in “their usual” nonchalant /A-hole “we are cops and can do whatever we want” attitude. I think Jesus will allow me to use that obscenity based on my experience with these cruel cops so far. While talking to my Wal-Mart employee neighbor, one or two of my female neighbors seemed to be back to their “white trash behaviors”. The usual disturbing coincidences with what I am doing in my house were also strongly present this week.

“Stalkers will move into your neighborhood to monitor you. It's especially easy to move into neighborhoods that have a lot of rental units. They will rent apartments above, below and/or adjacent to you. Stalkers obsess over minute details of your life. They want to know where you go and what your activities are but they also want to know what you do in your home.” (Stalker-beware.com)

My TSC/Hillsong/SNCH facebook contacts still had some coincidences with my privacy. TSC is undoubtedly a huge part of this problem as I shared about the Coloradopastor responding to something I said in my house a few weeks back. However, I am just focusing on Hillsong today. Apart from my miserable church life, I had a pretty good life that I was very happy with before Hillsong came to town. A Hispanic family moved above me right around the time I started attending Hillsong in 2010. This was when people started responding to what I was saying/doing in privacy. The pastors of Hillsong use to indirectly respond to what I was doing in my house almost every Sunday or via their twitter account. It was usually subtle, only I will know they were responding to my private life. As a godly woman, I found it mortifying/horrifying that a man I am not married too would have access to those private things I said in my Long Island apartment.

I also started noticing the unusually strong psychological attacks and degrading behaviors at Hillsong. I recall blogging about how Abraham sent his servant to find a wife for his son Isaac, a bible passage relevant to my weekly encounter; but the following Sunday, they sent this Australian girl, “Michele Woo” to stand behind me on line while waiting for service. Keep in mind that everyone I met at Hillsong was orchestrated by this church. Michelle Woo was a pianist who used to be in the Australia Hillsong Choir. She was also a surfer and teacher; who travels often to Indiaon mission trips. As you will imagine, my conversation with this girl was another psychological mind game; she said all these stuff to attack my confidence and told me the things I need to work on and what she thought was my weakness. Strange coming from a brainless Aussie I just met. On that same day, I also hung out with another Indonesian surfer who also said he became friends with Joel Houston when he visited Indonesia on a surfing trip. This happened often while attending Hillsong; where they will sit an Australian or surfer next to me in church.

“They investigate their victims to determine their strengths and weaknesses. They study their every move to find out what makes them 'tick'. Once they know which buttons to push, they use this information to exercise psychological warfare against them. Each member of the stalking community takes his turn at pushing the victim further and further over the edge.”.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I didn’t know the tactic was to attack their victims’ confidence. Like a good Christian back then, I blogged about my horrible time with Michele Woo, putting a twist on it, and turned into a message on how God brings people we need into our lives. God was obviously trying to show me that Hillsong people were a satanic bunch, but I was too nice to say what I really meant back then. Michelle Woo later “orchestrated” another meeting with Carl Lentz. I was again very kind when I met the guy even though I thought very little of the church and its leaders. I even remember saying we love you pastor; just to encourage that fake/scheming moron; because that is what good Christians do. Michelle Woo also orchestrated another meeting with Joel Houston around the same time frame. I recall meeting another German actress in the church who kept asking if I thought Carl Lentz was attractive or non blue eye/dark hair people were attractive? I said yes to be pleasant. Strange/bizarre question? I also recall Carl Lentz saying something on how girl wants to marry women who are just like their pastor/or him? These Hillsong people apparently put themselves on a delusional pedal stone.

“Some religious organizations use these tactics to 'break an individual' so they become easier to control.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I also now strongly believe the cops are not just connected to TSC, but also Hillsong. Carl Lentz once mentioned how people with blue eyes are not necessarily attractive. (Paraphrasing). I also recall him praising the Virginia state troopers once on his twitter account. I already connected the abusive behaviors from “blue eye” white people to cops; but it is also very much connected to Hillsong. Remember the “blue eye” cop who gave me the ticket before leaving NY for failing to yield to a dumb Indian pedestrian; that incident seemed orchestrated by a Hispanic looking guy who was hanging around that night. This happened on a Tuesday night after revisiting TSC. All the abusive behaviors were always present in NYC only when I visit TSC on Tuesday nights. Now, why will TSC have cops giving me tickets so I won’t come to their church? That does not make too much sense?

I started noticing “thug like” and “white trash behavior” when I started attending this church. I told you how there was always a tall guy who looked liked Joel Houston on my Friday grocery shopping; they always had the stores playing love songs; and the tall guys were also present anytime I walked around my old Long Island neighborhood. I left Hillsong in January of 2012 and moved to my mother’s neighborhood in February; and that when the “really Intense harassment’ started. Joel Houston was wearing a red checkered top when I met him that night with Michelle; they use to have guys wearing that same top standing in front of my mother’s house. Sometimes the guys will have dogs with them. That same outfit was worn by Indians harassing me at First Data. This outfit obviously became a trigger as it was used extensively around me and in the
media/movies after leaving NY.

I got in an accident the day I bought my recent car because of all the throat clearing. The car seemed connected to the Missouri State Troopers; plus, the car salesman repeated my conversation with the Bellevue people. There was also a Crispy Crème Donut truck that kept driving by that day. Anyone who attended Hillsong while I did will definitely remember Lentz’s love of Crispy Crème Donuts. Another NLP technique?

I was also mislead into thinking the car had a desirable color; another typical deceptive Hillsong behavior. (A deception also used while working in Bellevue, First Data, ConAgra, & Optica) Carl Lentz once said he had friends who knew things about him that he would not want exposed. I am guessing he was referring to his cop friends. Shows you just how this low self esteem pastor doesn't know what good friends look like; which obviously explains the numerous uninvited abusive/psychopathic people who have invaded my life since Hillsong and refuses to leave!

“To setup their targets, Community Stalkers use a technique called Neuro-Linguistic-Programming (NLP). It's a way of conditioning the mind to notice 'triggers' in the environment. These triggers can be shapes, objects, colors, behaviors or sounds. Most importantly, Community Stalkers condition the minds of their victims to develop anxiety upon seeing or hearing these triggers.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Recall that people kept repeating or responding to what I was saying in my apartment in Bellevue, but it got increasingly intense/ abusive. I once said the cops should be chasing blonde women and stop harassing me; and that was when the abusive harassment from blonde women got more intense. Remember the bald jerk ( a Bellevuecop) told me they think that I was just imagining things and how when I moved to Omaha; there was a girl waiting on the day I moved in with a t-shirt that said “U”. Using T-shirts to convey messages to me started in Hillsong in conjunction with something I said in my Long Island apartment.

“People who are familiar with community based harassment will often make reference to mind control. The term 'mind control' throws many people off because of its association with the paranormal. What these individuals are really referring to is the conditioning of the mind using NLP.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I say admirable things about the “Man of Steel” Superman character in my house all the time, but I have never seen anyone who looks like him in Nebraska, interestingly, I have never seen any tall guy since I got to Nebraska or even in my mothers neighborhood. All I see is nauseatingly bald, glasses wearing, and pot belly middle age people or equally unappealing/disrespectful younger people who behaves like "white trash"; and the notoriously deranged hispanics. So, it is obviously not me seeing what I want to see, but someone deliberately putting something they were using to screw with my head in front of me. I saw what they wanted me to see and not what I wanted to see. In fact, before Hillsong came to town, I never once saw a tall/giant looking guy on my Friday grocery shopping and I have always prided myself on noticing everything that goes on around me. Anyone who knows me can testify to that. In Nebraska, grocery stores will usually play any love song I listened too in my apartment since I vowed to never listen to Hillsong music till I die. Another coincidence?

“The grocery store is a Gang Stalker's paradise. They use it to execute their Neuro-Linguistic Programming and harassment skits.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Hillsong leaders may say U are the one with the problem, even though anyone with a brain can see that these are just extremely moronic and insecure leaders who needs to create problems to become relevant in people’s lives. Like I said before, listening to ANY of their leaders is literally mind numbing. I already told you about the barking dogs, red checkered tops, tall blue eye people, cigarette smokers, youths, baseball caps, imitatative women, cars, tattooed people, Australians, license plates, pregnant women, yawning people, children, babies, motorcycle riders, Mexicans/Hispanics/Indians, text on T-shirts/trucks, and all the other triggers that came with Hillsong church.

“Likewise, leaders at the congregational and organizational level of various religious communities are doing the same. Jesus referred to such individuals as 'wolves in sheep's covering'. They portray themselves as having greater knowledge and insight into the scriptures but their true intentions are to lead God's flock astray with false reasoning. They disguise their wrongdoing as wisdom that will benefit or protect the congregation.” (Stalker-beware.com)

The only apartment they will let me rent in Omaha had a Hillsong looking type pastor who also came to Omaha to plant churches. The pastor had also lived in Chicagoand Montana. This pastor picked up the abusive baton of repeating and responding to what I say in my apartment. He had friends’ four buildings away who will abusively respond to whatever I said in my apartment. I was so traumatized by this harassment that I literally stopped communicating with people for a while. A neighbor/recruit in my small town also had a trailer with Montanawritten on it parked in front of his house when I first moved in. Another coincidence?

“Whistle-blowers are potential targets. Community Stalking is used as a form of intimidation to prevent people from coming forward with evidence of wrong doing.” (Stalker-beware.com)

This behavior of repeating or responding to my conversation started with Hillsong. They did this with my blog, my private prayers/thoughts, and my personal conversations with people. I told you about the midget cop at the Target in Long Island possibly connected to Hillsong. There was also another midget Hispanic guy on the ABC dateline about Hillsong that I wrote about a few months back. The guy repeated the same thing I said to the pastor when I met him with Michelle Woo.

I also recall complaining about my horrendous experience in the privacy of my Bellevue apartment; I said the behavior of the people around me was unacceptable, not even if Brad Pit was behind it. Coincidentally, the dateline reporter also compared Carl Lentz to Brad Pitt. I obviously don’t find Brad Pitt attractive; but like everything I said in the last few years, my peanut brain eaves dropper tend to take things ridiculously/idiotically out of context and too literally. There also use to be people somewhat connected to the Omaha/Bellevuecops or Hispanics "deliberately" driving in front of me with a "I Love LA” license plate during this period. There is a car dealer called 'I love LA" in Omaha, but the fact that Hillsong recently started a church in LA again connects that to their disreputable NLP tactics. Plus, someone really wanted me to go to California based on what I saw on Fox news while in NY. Someone also wanted me to come to Nebraska, remember the vacuum sales people in San Jose?

“The process also applies to sound. For example, if you cough or sneeze on occasion, your stalkers may mock you by doing the same.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Dark hair white men use to follow me around listening to my conversation while attending Hillsong. Coincidentally, it is the same type of people that have been following me around since my arrival in Nebraska. There were times Omaha Cops dramatize some of the things that use to happen at Hillsong including behaving just like Joel Houston. I already told you about the tall balding blue eye senior police officer at the San Jose PD. Most of the evil Omaha cops also have that same dark hair look; they could be related to Hillsong people for all I know. Carl Lentz once told some bogus story of how Joel Houston I-phone was stolen; and NYPD would not do anything about it, but the tracker on the phone allowed them to track it. Like most of the stories he tells, there was no relevance or point to the tale, but somewhat a red flag to me. Hillsong is also connected to catholic churches from the little internet research I have done; guess who have been extensively harassing me in Nebraska; Catholics ,Cops and other carnal church people!

“The mind conditioning can be done so gradually that the victim is not conscious of it. However the subconscious mind will still perceive the stimuli used to develop a trigger.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I write ALL this to again warn you about my experience in Hillsong. I attended this church for the briefest amount of time, but the adverse impact has truly been life changing. I saw a movie called “The Good Lie” this past week and won’t be surprised if the ignorantly racist /unimaginative movie is somewhat connected to Hillsong. Coincidentally, there was a perverted small town cop in the movie also named Matt, just like my town cop. There was a Hillsong preview in the movie that said the church was changing lives, but the world was not changing them? LOL. That is the biggest load of crap ever! I went to that church for over a year and I can honestly say I did not meet ONE person that was a genuine Born Again Christian; they were evil- hearted, malicious, conniving, manipulative, and just ungodly people!

I know your afflictions and your poverty—yet you are rich! I know about the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. (Revelations 2:9)

The kind of people who started following me after attending Hillsong will shock, mortify, and make any godly woman cringe! If there is a church that is in the world and VERY MUCH OF THE WORLD, it is HILLSONG! They are Baal worshipers who have sold out to the world and the devil; the world is changing them and not the other way around. As revelation puts it, it is a synagogue of Satan; apart form the bright lights and music; the church is not different from going to a Rihanna or Justin Bieber’s concert. From my experience, they change your life from awesomeness to awfulness. Again, going to that church was like swimming in a filthy public pool, you come out covered with urine and filth. Hillsong is an empty barrel that makes a whole lot of noise!

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Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

ARE YOU A COMMUNITY STALKER? (Find out if you have already become a recruit; Churches & Occultism): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 30

2015-03-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

Apart from the typical disturbing coincidences/privacy violation with my past church/work facebook contacts and drivers outside my home, the reemergence of the creepy black once this week, and even more moronic coincidences with TSC Hispanic facebook contacts; I had the same predictable week.

At the library, the wicked librarians were back to their usual ways. They even accused me of removing labels from the extremely boring new releases that I rented so I can keep them for a week? The insult never ends with these morons. The librarian in my town is catholic, but I forgot to ask the evil librarians of West Point if they were Catholics; but from the numerous abusively psychotic bullies I have encountered since my arrival in Nebraska, I am guessing they are Catholics connected to Hillsong/TSC/SNCH. There were also two glasses wearing girls saying the usual disquieting phrases around me; a woman with a glasses wearing boy with the same malevolent behavior; a few evil children, and some really adorable children trying to get my attention.

“Community Stalkers use 'Degrading Themes' to terrorize the target causing them constant stress and anxiety. A Degrading Theme is a form of psychological harassment that stigmatizes the victim and destroys their reputation.” (Stalker-beware.com)

At the Lincoln Street Market grocery store, the usual overweight employee in conjunction with some Hispanic employees were back to doing those disconcerting things. Another blonde female employee who usually does very unsettling things was also back to her old ways. I asked a "trigger" displaying Hispanic teenage employee where to find a particular item; the boy replied that he didn't know. At the register, there was an old man who was also checking out, the man did the very upsetting maniacal laugh and said the verbal abuse as I left. There was also a little boy who repeated a similar question to the Hispanic teenage cashier and she replied the same way? Keep in mind that this is something that happens to me all the time, where all my conversations are repeated by someone else.

The process also applies to sound. For example, if you cough or sneeze on occasion, your stalkers may mock you by doing the same. (Stalker-beware.com)

“They will stare at you and smile in a lewd way, smirk, sneer, laugh or glare at you.(Stalker-beware.com)

At First Data, the nutty blonde woman use to do this ALL the time; the same thing happened at ConAgra & Optica! You can only imagine how distressing that behavior was, which was why I stopped communicating with people for a while. In the parking lot, I notice the same boy with his father and three brothers getting into a minivan that had a Lutheran college poster? Perhaps someone was trying to show me the difference between Lutherans and Catholics? Apparently, not much of a difference!

“Perpetrators of Community Stalking: Satanic Organizations, Religious Organizations, Local Businesses, Tenants, Police, Fire Departments, and Neighborhood Watch” (Stalker-beware.com)

I went to the Dollar General Store afterwards; this store and Wal-Mart are where I usually get harassed by Hispanics, mechanics/blue collar type people, or diverse group of people. Predictably, there was a moronic mechanic type looking person who jovially said Hi and then went behind a counter and whispered that notorious abusive phrase. Pretty psychotic and idiotic! There were also two lesbians who whispered the same abusive phrase while on the phone and then started talking really loudly when I was in their vicinity. (Remember the evil fat gay guy from ConAgra) There was also a Hispanic guy who spoke really loudly as he passed by me and then went to an aisle behind me and whispered the abusive phrase? He also exhibited one of those distressing triggers. People talking really loudly like deranged psychos around me started in Omaha and is somewhat connected to the Omahapastor in my building. This is the pastor who showed similar behaviors to the Hillsong pastor and may also be connected to TSC.

“The Stalkers feed each community lies, adapting them to the stereotypes associated with each group. Again, to be most effective, they will use individuals belonging to each respective ethnicity who are paid, bribed or blackmailed into spreading false evidence and making false statements to condemn you.” (Stalker-beware.com)

These behaviors can be traced to around 2004; I already told you the nightmare I went thru while attending TSC and how things got even more disrespectful/ bizarre/intrusive when I switched to Hillsong. The “really intense harassment” started after moving to my mother’s Long Island neighborhood in February of 2012. That was when complete strangers started saying really abusive things or exhibiting very distressing behaviors as I walk on the street, at the hairdressing salon, as I go on interviews, on the train, at McDonalds, and EVERWHERE! The nightmare intensified when I went to California and things turned for the worst when I moved to Nebraska.

“Community or Group Stalking is basically a very intense form of harassment. Perpetrators who are part of an organization, community or group participate in collectively destroying an individual. Everyone knows that murder is illegal. Community and Group Stalkers have found a way to commit this crime without standing trial. They kill their victims gradually and hide behind a network of perpetrators to conceal their identities.” (Stalker-beware.com)

People recruited to be part of these sick behaviors can be Christians and non Christians. While most of the sickies in Nebraskaseem to be Catholics /Lutherans; Pentecostal/Born-again Christians, non-Christians, church going people who are not necessarily Christians; and even Jews have been part of the depraved behavior. The one thing that all these people have in common is that they are willing to hurt/harass a complete stranger; they are generally insecure/deficient; they tend to be really unintelligent/low IQs/extremely stupid even when they are college educated or seem successful; they have no sense of what is right or wrong; they don’t understand boundaries/privacy lines; they are very delusional; they are ungodly satanic bullies; they have serious unresolved psychological issues; they are needy, desperate, immature, and detached from reality; they NEED to keep up with "THE JONES"; they cannot handle rejections; they are not true Christians; and just generally very evil. To sum up it up, they are the kind of gullible people that will do anything for money or recognition. They can be bribed, blackmailed, or lured into indirectly killing someone else. They lack character, integrity, heart, civility, class, soul, and credibility. If you are like anything I just described, then you are a potential Community Stalker!

“It is recommended that you also inform your abusers what Community Stalking is. Why? Because some of the participants don't even understand the significance of what they are doing. Some participate simply because they have been bribed with money or some benefit to them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

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Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

Do You Feel Threatened? (How “Community Stalkers” threats you; Churches & Occultism; Deranged Catholics): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 29

2015-03-23T11:05:00.000-07:00

The insanely wicked people of Nebraska were up to their malevolent ways this week. At my town Library, there were two young girls who came in after me; they smiled and then exhibited the usual triggers. At the grocery store, the overweight employee with glasses who usually exhibit those distressing triggers was back to her evil ways. There were other employees around her who also showed those triggers. There was also a shopper/recruit who was talking to the aforementioned overweight employee. There was another shopper who seemed to be repeating the conversation I had with the three Catholics from the church last week. (Remember that ALL my conversations seemed to be eavesdropped on since I always have my cell phone on me, but it is also a way to get me to distrust ANYONE I have a conversation with) There was also a scrawny looking teenage boy with two senior citizens who smiled at me, then said the usual verbal abuse. And of course, the moronically unbalanced Hispanics were also present.

“Harassment skits are designed to traumatize victims by making them think the entire world is against them. Remember they are listening to you in your home and on the phone. The moment they hear you give the number to anyone your cell phone privacy is compromised.” (Stalker-beware.com)

The librarians were back to their iniquitous ways. On my way out, there were numerous kids waiting at the Lutheran school across, while there was no disturbing behavior, but a woman seemed to say the usual disconcerting phrase. I strolled around my neighborhood afterwards and noticed those disquieting triggers from more members of the Catholic Church in town. There was an old lady who mentioned something about me been ambitious, asked me about my job situation, and said the infamous “Good Luck”. The mailman who has often exhibited troubling triggers is also a member of the church. There were a few teenagers who also showed those notorious triggers. However, keep in mind that the most disrespectful behaviors from teenagers I have seen so far was in Bellevue and most of the churches I visited in Bellevue were not Catholic churches.

“There are institutions that use the media to cloak themselves in an image of good will and charitable pursuits - yet they are actually quite sinister at their core. If you are wondering which organizations because you haven't heard anything in the news....You are asking the right question. Why is it that you haven't heard anything negative about certain religious organizations? Because these organizations know how to neutralize their problems without exposing their dirty laundry. How do they do it? Through their intimidation and harassment networks (group Stalking). (Stalker-beware.com)

The Catholics unquestionably use Community Stalking tactics based on my encounters with numerous Catholics in Long Island, California, and extensively in Nebraska. The unsettling thing is that I never had any kind of relationship with a Catholic that will justify this abusively deranged behavior. I have always viewed Catholics as people I have NOTHING in common with. It is like light and darkness when comparing my religious beliefs to what Catholics believe or how they behave. However, I can also connect the Catholics to TSC and Hillsong. There seemed to be some undeniable coincidences with what I am noticing with the Catholics and TSC/Hillsong. I believe the tactic is to keep the victim guessing who is targeting them, so it will be more difficult to make anyone liable.

“The perpetrators know their strategies may be less successful if you are fully aware who is targeting you, how and why. Any admission of organizing or instigating harassment would make them liable should you choose to press charges or sue. The denial is part of the strategy. The objective is to make sure the target seems to be the only one who perceives the harassment.” (Stalker-beware.com)

There was also a man in my town that got emotional/upset when I told him that I did not like him since I was confident he was part of the behavior, but he kept denying it. Some Catholics can definitely be very manipulative. The alarming coincidences with what I am doing in the privacy of my house with people outside also increased this week. A few of my TSC/Hillsong/SNCH Facebook contacts also had the usual questionable coincidences with my privacy. My Hispanic neighbor came out wearing something similar to what I was wearing this morning and there was also another male neighbor across who did the same thing.

“Remember that the Community Stalkers are now your neighbors. Parabolic microphones, electro-acoustic probes and sound amplifiers are said to be able to pick up sound in walls up to a half a meter in thickness. Many devices also pick up sound from 300 meters away. You could be driving yourself crazy thinking that your apartment is bugged when actually the listening devices being used are external to your dwelling. No wonder these terrorists are so cocky. They know you'll find nothing after you've paid $2,000 to have you home analyzed and debugged.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I also coincidentally got an e-mail asking if I was still thinking of a job in the East Coast. Seeing my Hispanic neighbor doing the usual distressing things is almost like an indirect threat of what I should expect in the East Coast. I already told you about the interviews I went to while living in NY and the psychotic behaviors from Hispanics that ensued. I told you about seeing a nutty recruiter in Midtown Manhattan who only seemed concerned about my fashion sense as to my need of a job. I also told you how my conversation with this recruiter became a form of threat during my short stay in California.

“Daily threats are used to instill fear in the target and push them over the edge. Targets are threatened on a daily basis, but the threats are indirect or veiled. Harassment skits and street theater are usually used to convey threats. However, organizations that have considerable amounts of money will also use the media to send indirect threats to their targets.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I told you the threats from the Air force kids and the Bellevue Police department; and how that threat seemed to be present while working at ConAgra and how the threat was repeated again when I got a letter from the Omaha Police department about walking out on an Asian nail lady after she exhibited the usual distressing trigger while waxing my eyebrow. I also told you how the media were sometime used to reinforce this threat thru the local news or commercials. Remember that I also read the story of Miriam Carey while working at ConAgra, a woman who was coincidentally reported to police on my birthday. Remember, the numerous random “good lucks” I get from co-workers while working at First Data and the numerous “good lucks” I got recently form strangers at grocery store and other places.

“The threats are meant to maintain the target in a constant state of fear and anxiety. The extreme stress the victim is subjected to gradually wears them down and erodes their mind giving way to suicide or mental illness. The threats are unique to each victim's situation but they generally fall into one of the following categories: Threat of Future Mental Illness; Threat of Financial Ruin; Threat of Sabotage; Threat of Bodily Harm” (Stalker-beware.com) Please see more on threats here: http://www.stalker-beware.com/threats.html

See my weekly video here: https://www.facebook.com/pages/STOP-Community-Stalking/853001438055682?ref=aymt_homepage_panel

Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

Is Your Reputation At Stake? (Community Stalking & Your Reputation; COPS; Catholics; Churches & Occultism): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 28

2015-03-16T11:03:00.000-07:00

The usual insensitively iniquitous people in Nebraska were back to their malevolent ways this week. At the Lincoln Street Market, there was the usual demented Hispanic as I got to the store. There were people hiding in one of the aisle doing the maniacal laugh as I entered and loudly said “she will be alright” This is the same thing the exam proctor with the disturbing behavior said before I sat down for my Praxis exam last year in Omaha.

There were the usual disquieting behaviors from two of their employees. A blonde woman with her blonde daughter said the usual distressing things deliberately beside me. There were also a few glasses wearing people with the usual alarming triggers. It is inhumanely shocking that in spite of knowing the deadly consequence of their behaviors, they still continue to do it. It just shows you how these cops and some Nebraskans are generally indifference to the plight or life of a fellow human being. And no, I won’t be alright if I had to deal with that kind of behavior everyday. Even Jesus will not be alright.

“The grocery store is a Gang Stalker's paradise. They use it to execute their Neuro-Linguistic Programming and harassment skits.” It's a way of conditioning the mind to notice 'triggers' in the environment. These triggers can be shapes, objects, colors, behaviors or sounds. Most importantly, Community Stalkers condition the minds of their victims to develop anxiety upon seeing or hearing these triggers” (Stalker-beware.com)

The librarians were back to their usual ways. The blonde woman/ daughter also seemed to follow me from the grocery store to the library and continued the bullying. There was a tattooed bald man with a child who exhibited the same distressing trigger. There were a few senior citizens with the usual demented behaviors. There were also a few deranged drivers on the road.

I strolled twice this week around my town since we had really nice spring weather. There were two or three people with the usual triggers, a teenage blonde girl with the verbal abuse, and a little Mexican girl with the disrespectfully demented behavior. I also walked past a catholic church in town where I noticed the same triggers with two or more members. I later went into the church and had a conversation with three members of the church which confirmed Catholics uses “Community Stalking” tactics.

“ However when the presence of the police is coupled with Pedophile Skits (see harassment skits) it becomes obvious to the target that police are collaborating with the Stalkers. Harassment skits are designed to traumatize victims by making them think the entire world is against them” (Stalker-beware.com)

While I can trace this behavior to 2004 or 2002, the most intense part of my community stalking started when I moved to my mother’s Long Island neighborhood and got really bad when I moved to Nebraska. I don’t know anyone in Nebraskaand the only way all these strangers could know what they seem to know and harass me with is through cops. I already told you about the heavy cop presence I noticed around me since coming to Nebraska. All the women, men, and children who harassed me since getting to Nebraskaare unquestionably all connected to cops and church. There is no other logical explanation. Church and the equally psychotically abusive cops are behind this sick behavior.

“The perpetrators know their strategies may be less successful if you are fully aware who is targeting you, how and why” (Stalker-beware.com)

Another explanation is maybe the cops are Catholics which explains the un-Christian behaviors, but then this non-Christ like behavior was also heavily present at Hillsong and even Times Square church. I already connected the cops to Times Square Church, but Hillsong leaders also knew what I was doing in the privacy of my apartment. The usual moronically unsettling coincidences with my life were also present this week with my TSC, Hillsong, and SNCH Facebook contacts.

Cops are indisputably a huge part of the problem if not the sole instigator. The coincidences with what am doing in my house with drivers outside was a little less since my town cop did not make an appearance this week. I already told you that I lost all privacy after living in an apartment formerly occupied by some divorced cop that I never met in Long Island and how things got worse after I naively filed a police report in San Jose, CA. My Long Island apartment was certainly bugged or they were using my phone as a listening device. Also, the exceptionally disrespectful/abusive behavior started with that apartment. Remember my trip to Greeceright after moving to this apartment and the abusive behavior from Eastern Europeans? Whoever is behind this behavior should be the poster boy for domestic abusers. It is just disheartening that I am being abused by people I have NEVER had any kind of relationship with!

“It's not unusual for a target to be harassed by several ethnic groups at the same time. The Stalkers feed each community lies, adapting them to the stereotypes associated with each group. Again, to be most effective, they will use individuals belonging to each respective ethnicity who are paid, bribed or blackmailed into spreading false evidence and making false statements to condemn you.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I already told you about having a conversation with a repugnant looking middle age "blue eye" man who assumed I was a “lady of the night” while reading my bible at Starbucks in NYC. This was while attending Hillsong. I am guessing all prostitutes sit at Starbucks and read their bible while waiting for Sunday services. The same insult was repeated while attending a flight attendant information session in the city while in NY. I told you how the same behaviors followed me to Californiaand then Nebraska. I also told you how people at my Nebraska jobs seemed to know what I said in the privacy of my Long Island/Nebraska apartments and used that to wage intense psychological warfare.

“Likewise racism, can easily motivate individuals to bully a target. Community Stalkers spread rumors throughout various ethnic communities that you are anti-'whatever nationality' and need to be taught a lesson. This is a time tested strategy that has been used for centuries. Empires have been built on it. It's called 'Divide and Conquer” (Stalker-beware.com)

My co-workers also exhibited the usual paranoia inducing behaviors. I already told you about the nightmare with Hispanics in NY, how that got worse in California, and things got really horrifying in Nebraska. I told you how Hispanics will be waiting for me at Wal-Mart doing the maniacal laugh; calling me names like “nigger”; and saying the usual verbal abuse. I can definitely never forget the infamous laughter's from Hispanic strangers who points at me while driving. This happened EVERYDAY! I also told you about the traumatizing behaviors of Asian ladies at nail salons and the Indians in Long Island, First Data, and my Omahaapartment.

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Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

Can community Stalking affect your Health? (Sleeping disorders & Community Stalking; COPS; Churches & Occultism): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 27

2015-03-09T13:52:00.001-07:00

Based on the brilliant minds on this website; http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html, did I encounter a few vindictive twisty killers this week in Nebraska? Yep! As I headed out to the library, there was a tall guy wearing the same exact jacket I was wearing the last time I came out and seemed to be getting his mail even though he did not seem to be from my town? At my small town library, there was another librarian there this week, but she also seem to be having the same exact problem that I was just having with my computer in the privacy of my house and saying the same exact things I just said about my computer? Remember the creepy neighbor who drove in front of me a few times at the exact time I came out of my house? Well, the woman also happened to be going to the post office to drop a mail just like I was this past Tuesday. There was also a hillbilly glasses wearing/throat clearing woman checking out in front of me who also happened to repeat the same phrase I usually say as I check out of grocery stores weekly. Interesting Coincidences?

“The process also applies to sound. For example, if you cough or sneeze on occasion, your stalkers may mock you by doing the same. To make sure they have your attention they may follow their cough with sentences or words making reference to something that is going on in your life.” (Stalker-beware.com)

At my weekly grocery shopping at Graybeal; there was a WestPoint Police car coming off to the main road as I made a turn to go to the store. There were the usual demented Hispanics; there was a Hispanic guy who deliberately came to walk a little dog as I parked in the lot. The guy eventually joined another Hispanic guy as I entered the store. They said something in Spanish that sounded just like the disturbing phrases I hear everywhere. There was another Hispanic teenager who passed by me at the grocery store without saying anything and then went to the aisle next to me and said the usual disturbing phrase? Yeah, pretty moronic! While the employees did not do anything too obviously distressing this week, but the usual suspects (cashiers) repeated a phrase I just said without making it look like they were imitating me. It will look like they were just greeting another customer to a casual observer.

“The objective is to make sure the target seems to be the only one who perceives the harassment. This promotes significant feelings of insecurity and isolation in the mind of the target. As a result, the target will begin to question his or her own sanity and/or his or her ability to trust individuals who previously seemed trustworthy.” (Stalker-beware.com)

At the library, the evil librarians are too wicked to be subtle, they were back to their usual malevolent ways. The blonde library director even came behind one of the book shelves I was standing and cleared her throat loudly every five seconds. There were also two women with children who seemed to be saying the usual disturbing phrases. One of the women brought her young daughter who seemed to have the same name as my niece and kept telling the girl to be nice, even though she was not doing anything wrong. She eventually went to stand close to the window and said the infamous phrase.

The woman or the librarian also repeated the same exact thing that I just said in the privacy of my house about shoe laces. You will notice they repeat what I say in relevance to someone else, so it won’t look like they are repeating what I just said in the privacy of my home. They also tend to show or repeat what I say in the privacy of my car, so my phone may be what they are used for the listening device or my car is bugged?

Of course, an emergency problem this morning forced me to call my evil town plumbers. The overweight blue eye guy not only charged me ridiculous amount for the miniature problem, but also repeated that disconcerting phrase while on the phone. Yeah, pretty insulting behavior from people I pay my hard earned cash too. Predictably, there were the usual distressing coincidences with what am doing in my house with people driving outside my house and my Hillsong/TSC facebook contacts.

“Community Stalkers will create unnecessary and excessive noise outside your home. The noise is used to increase the targets anxiety and stress.”(Stalker-beware.com)

I told you in the past how I could not sleep most days for the one year I lived in Bellevue, NE.I told you about the cigarette smoking/loud throat clearing neighbors; people making noise in front of my window just as am about to go to bed; strange criminal type looking people talking loudly outside my window as I get back from the bathroom in the middle of the night; firemen and police cars in the complex numerous times at night; people playing loud love songs at a particular time in the middle of the night; people whispering ominously in front of my window in the middle of the night; people making really loud noise every Saturday morning; and the infamous barking dogs.

“They will 'screech' their tires and honk their horns as they pass by your home or pass you on the streets. Emergency vehicles: police cars; ambulances; and firetrucks will pass by sounding their sirens with greater frequency .”(Stalker-beware.com)

I also told you how in Omaha, my tattooed blue eye neighbor use to make so much noise in the middle of the night either by dragging furniture’s; having really obscene loud fights; and smoking ALL the time that the smell caused sleep loss and sickness. They also had people with the same ominous whispers several times/nights in front of my window after the tattooed guy moved in. They have also used noisy cars/trucks/air-crafts in my small town, but it is not as bad as Omaha/Bellevue. And that is how “Community Stalking can affect your health, sleep, and your life!

“Community Stalkers often carry out their noise campaign during the night. One of their objectives is also to deprive the target of sleep. No matter how healthy a person is, no one can function properly with prolonged sleep deprivation. Sleep is essential for the body to repair and heal itself. Without it, the immune system breaks down.” (Stalker-beware.com)

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Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

HAVING TROUBLE DIFFERENTIATING BETWEEN THE GOOD AND THE BAD? (OCULTISH CHURCHES; GOOD/BAD COPS & COMMUNITY STALKING): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 26

2015-03-03T08:48:00.000-08:00

Based on the brilliant minds on this website; http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html, did I encounter a few cruel meandering killers this week in Nebraska? That will be another resounding YES! I already told you the librarian in my small town library is a recruit based on her numerous familiar disturbing behaviors. Several things I said in the privacy of my Long Island apartment were used to wage psychological warfare while I was in NY and more extensively when I moved to Nebraska. I told you a few weeks ago about mentioning a particular girl from TSC in my apartment and how the girl showed up the next day at Hillsong doing that very same thing I found irritating. I also said that any kind of imitation is childish, unchristian, and obnoxious.

“They investigate their victims to determine their strengths and weaknesses. They study their every move to find out what makes them 'tick'. Once they know which buttons to push, they use this information to exercise psychological warfare against them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

As you will imagine, that was used as a tormenting tactic afterwards. While working at First Data, the deranged middle age blonde woman, Shelly Larson, was used extensively to carry out this and numerous evil tactics. I also use to say or write a particular phrase a lot in my e-mail. After I stopped working at First Data, people with the usual disturbing triggers will follow me around on my trip to Wal-Mart, Bakers, and numerous other places repeating that particular phrase. In my very short few minutes of visiting my small town library, the librarian got two very short phone calls and used that phrase extensively.

“"For example, if you cough or sneeze on occasion, your stalkers may mock you by doing the same.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I logically connected this behavior to First Data and if I thought ANYONE from First Data was still following me around, it will obviously be a trigger. Apart from the horrendous experience I had in church, my experience at First Data was probably one of the most traumatizing experiences of my life. If any of the deranged people from that company were involved in my life; that would obviously be very distressing. There were also four to five glasses wearing drivers with the usual bizarre behavior who passed me as I went to the library and one-non glasses wearing woman laughing and saying the usual verbal abuse as I drove back home.

“Harassment skits are designed to traumatize victims by making them think the entire world is against them” (Stalker-beware.com)

Apart from the usual Hillsong facebook contacts with the disturbing coincidences with what I was doing in Nebraska, there was also a TSC contact with a Polish last name who had a disturbing coincidences with what I was wearing when I got back from the library. Remember that I worked with a few abusive Catholics/Polish at First Data. Not sure if someone wanted me to connect the abusive polish to TSC or just trying to screw with my head.

““Stalkers obsess over minute details of your life. They want to know where you go and what your activities are” (Stalker-beware.com)

“Each member of the stalking community takes his turn at pushing the victim further and further over the edge. Stalkers won't pull the trigger. They will however incite their victims to do it themselves. Through the use of daily smear campaigns, threats and harassment, they collectively drive their targets to suicide while escaping all suspicion.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I had a really agonizing experience at both Times Square Churchand HillsongNYC. Numerous members of TSC use to exhibit the usual disturbing triggers. For most of my stay at these churches, I literally spend my time crying during worship. I usually drive home in tears after most church services because I constantly wondered why church was filled with such evil people. HillsongNYC was no cake walk either since it seemed the abusive people from TSC followed me there. However, no one can get you to be evil without your consent. People can only get evil people to do evil things. The Hillsong pastor/leaders use to respond to anything I said in my apartment almost every Sunday and everyday when I stopped working. I can rationally conclude that Hillsong also uses “Community Stalking” tactics.

“Communities that condone this behavior are transgressing against The Almighty's principles. Therefore any Christian who promotes or participates in Group Stalking is...not a Christian.” (Stalker-beware.com)

“because some false brothers had infiltrated our ranks to spy upon our freedom which we have in union with Christ Jesus, that they might completely enslave us. (Galations 2:4)”

Now, imagine moving thousand of miles to get away from this sick behavior and to think these twisted people may still be involved in my life will naturally be an alarming trigger. Any sanely normal intelligent person will view this behavior as mentally unstable. In fact, if anyone from any of these churches or my past jobs were involved in my recent tribulations; that would be the definition of psychosis. People that can’t let go or have the need to control other people’s lives are the ones with serious mental issues.

My internet also stopped working on Friday and my computer also seem to be hacked by someone (a mentally unstable Jerk) who likes using the number 9 a lot. That’s probably another coincidence, right? I called my internet provider on Friday and there were the usual disturbing background noises at their Mexicocall center; while the girls who called me from their Iowa call centers over the weekend did not have the background noise. Of course, the blonde blue eye technician showed up this morning and said there was nothing wrong with my internet. He said all he did was unplug the modem. I have unplugged the modem everyday for the past five days and it did not work, so it is apparent the internet was just remotely shot down from one of their control centers. The technician exhibited that yawning trigger.

Yawning became a trigger after I wondered out load in my Long Island apartment why they kept sending yawning people to me. Afterwards, the girl who gave me a ride to Hillsong yawned uncontrollably every Sunday as we conversed on our way to church. EVERY driver on the road will be yawning as I walk to stores/places in my mother’s neighborhood. Crazy coincidence? Every person I had a conversation with at all my jobs in Nebraskawere usually yawning when I speak to them. Keep in mind that the tactic is to find your strength and destroy it. I am guessing this was their idiotic/unsuccessful attempt to attack my confidence or cause paranoia.

“These triggers can be shapes, objects, colors, behaviors or sounds. Most importantly, Community Stalkers condition the minds of their victims to develop anxiety upon seeing or hearing these triggers.” (Stalker-beware.com)

At the Lincoln Street Market, The cashier responded to something I just said in the privacy of my car, which explains how the cop knew I was going to the post office last week. My car is either bugged or they are using my phone as the listening device.

“Unbeknownst to the vast majority of the population, your telephone can be a spy's most valuable device.” (Stalker-beware.com)

The Lincoln Street Market employees were back to their evil ways of saying those disturbing phrases. There was only one shopper who exhibited an alarming trigger. The blonde cashier had the need to clear her throat while I was checking out and there were also two other employees who exhibited distressing triggers. At the library, an old lady followed me as I walked in, she talked loudly to the evil librarian about going to church and did the usual maniacal laugh just like the nutty blonde woman from First Data. She is apparently a friend of the evil glasses wearing librarian that I have showed you before. They were back to their usual disturbing behaviors. Unfortunately, I could not get a good video of the evil old hag.

On my way out, a group of young boys also came in exhibiting a familiar trigger. There was also an overweight guy who seemed to be loudly faking a cough at the library? There was a West Point Police car driving by as I drove home. My town cop also seemed to be waiting when I got home as he started driving in my direction as I entered the town.

“Unless the target is always accompanied by someone, only the target will be able to perceive that they are seeing more police cars than normal on a daily basis regardless of where they go.” (Stalker-beware.com)

When I was getting my mail, there seem to be a disturbing phrase coming from one of the neighbors behind closed doors. A teenage girl also walked by, but she did not do anything distressing. The middle age town cop stopped in front of me and made a friendly remark about the weather as I got my mail. Of course, the disturbing coincidences with what I was doing in the privacy of my house escalated again afterwards.

On Saturday morning, there were some really alarming coincidences with my bathroom activities and numerous more non-ignorable coincidences after that. You can only imagine the nightmare of having strange men knowing and listening to what you are doing in private. The video I recorded of this cop talking to me either did not record or disappeared from my computer.

“The perpetrator or his allies will often play the good guy and offer help and support in dealing with the situation.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Like I have already said, the people behind my “community stalking” are either church people hiring cops to do their filthy jobs or cops using church people to do their dirty work. The former makes more sense. Either way, I have seen the same disturbing tactics with both churches and cops. I connected the cop involvement to TSC a few weeks back, but Hillsong has also shown the same disturbing triggers. My pre-church life was peaceful, beautiful and adventurous. My life will unquestionably be better without the involvement of church people or cops. The “Good Cop, Bad Cop” is a tactic used by Community Stalkers, but from everything I experienced; I don’t consider the unchristian church people, psycho cops, extremely abusive white people, deranged Hispanics, horrifically devilish glasses wearers, or anyone involved in carrying out these evil behaviors good. They may as well stop trying to show me who is good or bad, because at this point, I consider ALL of them BAD!

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Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

DEALING WITH A BULLY? (OCULTISH CHURCHES): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 25

2015-02-23T10:42:00.000-08:00

Based on the brilliant minds on this website; http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html, did I encounter a few malevolent homicidal people this week in Nebraska? You Bet! At Graybeal Foods, there was an overweight woman and two teenage girls exhibiting the same old disturbing triggers. The employee who insisted on helping me with my grocery was also another glasses wearing person. I already told you how this glasses wearing people have harassed me extensively in the past; and it became a trigger after my conversation with a girl in Bellevueand after I said I found glasses wearing people unattractive in the privacy of my Bellevueapartment.

“The grocery store is a Gang Stalker's paradise. They use it to execute their Neuro-Linguistic Programming and harassment skits.” (Stalker-beware.com)

At the Library, the vicious librarians were up to their usual evil ways, but they took the bullying to the next level. The woman cleared her throat continuously and loudly unnecessarily. There was another overweight glasses wearing repugnant middle age man who also cleared his throat loudly. As if that was not bad enough, three teenagers came in with their mother. The two boys came in front of me clearing their throats loudly and acted in that familiar antagonistic manner. It was like Bellevueall over again. I even asked the fat teenager if he just cleared his throat as the sound was unusually disconcerting. The teenage girl was also whispering the usual disturbing phrase with her throat clearing mother. The boys eventually left the DVD racks without getting any DVDs; they went to a book aisle and kept saying the same disturbing phrases.

“Not all harassment skits involve Neuro-Linguistic-Programming. Sometimes it's plain threats and bullying.” “The objective of the terrorists is to gradually expand their victim's number and variety of triggers. In doing so, the target is exposed to a trigger almost everywhere they go and is therefore in a constant state of anxiety.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I visited the library in Scribner afterwards, but did not notice any alarming triggers or behavior. On my way home, the town cop was strangely there with his patrol car. While there were no disturbing behaviors around the cop or when I got home, the coincidences with what am doing in my house increased dramatically after that and during the weekend. The cop even drove by as I got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night on Friday. My neighbor Duffy was also hanging with a guy with a white GMC truck and acting in a similar manner as the two teenage boys from the library when I got back from grocery shopping.??

Speaking of disturbing coincidences, there is a neighbor in a white house across who lives beside my bald Wal-Mart employee neighbor. The family has a teenage boy who recently bought a very noisy truck; his mother is some sort of nurse; and the father/male in the house drives a green truck. They seem to be aware of everything I do in my house. This past week, the man in the green truck seemed to know that I was coming out to put my garbage can on the street. He was suspiciously waiting in his car and started his car in a most startling way as I left the garbage on the street.

The Friday before this incident, the same car pulled out at the exact time I came out for my grocery shopping trip. The Tuesday after this garbage incident, the nurse and the same truck pulled up at the same exact time I came out to go to my town library. The teenager they have in their house also did some coincidental things with what I was doing more than twice this past week. You know what they say; anything more than twice is no longer a coincidence, but a suspicious pattern.

“Stalkers obsess over minute details of your life. They want to know where you go and what your activities are but they also want to know what you do in your home”. (Stalker-beware.com)

Someone may just want me to connect the nurse to my job at SNCH. Stalking was one of the things I reported to the San Jose PD, so if I feel people from my past job in NY were still involved in my life in any way, this would obviously be a very unsettling trigger. I barely had any relationship with anyone at the hospital and they following me outside of work will be seen as psychotic by most normal people. I was very friendly with a lot of the international nurses that I worked with extensively and still stay in contact with some of them. My casual friendship with some of those nurses would still not justify such a sick behavior, but I doubt the nurses even know am in Nebraska, so it is just someone again trying to screw with my head.

“Harassment skits are designed to traumatize victims by making them think the entire world is against them”

“The objective is to make the target a social outcast by deliberately spreading lies and distortions to individuals in their personal and professional environment.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Apart from the usual Hillsong facebook contacts with consistent coincidences with what am doing at home/online, there were also a few TSC people this week, and one or two SNCH people. I also unusually said/did something out loud at home this Friday after getting back from grocery shopping just to test my theory. And yes, I got a response on facebook from a leadership connected to Times Square Church. Keep in mind that anybody else who sees that post on facebook will not realize that this pastor was responding to something I said a day before in my house.

“And because it is subtle, no one else but you will recognize these shenanigans as threats. Only you have been conditioned to understand them” (Stalker-beware.com)

“Most people would feel completely violated, even raped, to know that Community Stalkers figuratively break into your home and violate your privacy through the use of bugging devices. They use even insignificant details of what they hear to harass their targets. Do you like to sing in the shower? Don't be surprised if the next time you're standing in line at the post office the person standing behind you starts to sing that very song. You think it's in your mind? It must be just a coincidence right? Test them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I already told you that I use to notice the same thing EVERY WEEK while attending HillsongNYC; how the lead pastor will subtly respond to something I said or did in my apartment the past week. I started noticing the harassments kits, NLP techniques, and those paranoia inducing behaviors around 2004 when I got back from Europe. The members of TSC showed some of the behaviors over the years and that is why I left the church. The psychosis was taken to the next level when I started attending Hillsong.

People started harassing me everywhere I went after this period. People followed me to grocery stores using various NLP technique and teenagers would yell insults at me as I walked in my old Long Islandneighborhood. I remember they use to have teenagers wearing NY Yankees baseball cap trying to get my attention at grocery stores. However, things only got more shocking and were taken to an unconscionable level after I filed a report and moved to Nebraska.

See my weekly video here: https://www.facebook.com/pages/STOP-Community-Stalking/853001438055682?ref=aymt_homepage_panel

Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

CONTROL FREAKS DRIVING YOU CRAZY? ( CONTROL TACTICS & COMMUNITY STALKING; CULTISH HILLSONG/CHURCHES): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 24

2015-02-16T13:51:00.000-08:00

Based on the brilliant minds on this website; http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html, did I encounter a few evil murderous satanic people this week in Nebraska? That will be a resounding YES! While there was nothing disturbing at the grocery shopping at Lincoln Street Market this week, my visit to my town library had some malevolent visitors. I already told you about the possible librarian recruit. This past week, there was the usual unappealing older blonde woman with her two daughters exhibiting familiar triggers.

Another overweight woman also came in from the school next door with numerous children, while the little boys were saying things like “wow” and so beautiful, one of the kids seemed to be exhibiting a distressing trigger. Unfortunately, I did not capture any good videos at my town library.

At the WestPoint Library, the evil female librarians were back to their evil ways. A particular glasses wearing librarian who usually displays the evil triggers even came to converse with me and asked if I liked children’s movies? She exhibited the familiar trigger at the end of her conversation. The women were also loudly talking about how people should never say things out loud and how there are some things you should not say to certain people.

There was also a blonde old couple watching a loud video on Alzheimer without an ear plug; the video had a hideous looking doctor and a woman clearing her throat unnecessarily. On my way into the library, there was another group of children suspiciously walking into the school across with the usual overweight teacher. The librarian also asked me for the 2nd time if I was working.

“And because it is subtle, no one else but you will recognize these shenanigans as threats. Only you have been conditioned to understand them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

There was also a red truck who drove and parked in front of my house as I got out of my car. He left after I went inside my house. I was not really sure what that was about. Again, the coincidences with what am doing in my house is significantly less than before, but there were still a few non significant coincidences with a few surrounding neighbors this week, but it has not been consistent, so I can’t say anything conclusive yet. It was pretty sunny and beautiful this past week, but the few people I could see on my grocery shopping trip also all seemed normal. Things are unquestionably better in my small town.

“Some religious organizations use these tactics to 'break an individual' so they become easier to control.” (Stalker-beware.com)

I already you told you in the past how control became a trigger after I filed the police report in San Jose, Ca. In fact, most of the things I said at the San Jose Police Department became a trigger and weapon of psychological assault in Nebraska; which is why I still believe cops are a huge part of the problem. In the past, I use to shop at Bakers and Wal-Mart. I already told you my nightmare while shopping at these two stores in Omaha and Bellevue. I also told you about the seemingly control tactics with the Omaha/Bellevue Cops at Wal-Mart stores.

Another thing they use to do was if I was at Bakers and looked at an item; I may say that is too pricey out loud (I usually whisper it to myself); afterwards, there will be someone at Wal-Mart waiting in front of the same item exhibiting that familiar distressing trigger or may say that’s a lot cheaper. This happened every week while in Omaha/Bellevue and my first few months of living in my small town. This may either be a way to control me from thinking out loud or just another way to expose me to another paralyzing trigger. Keep in mind that this was also done with whatever I said in the privacy of my apartment.

“Where do you buy your groceries? Where do you have your vehicle serviced? I bet you never thought in a million years your stalkers could recruit the participation of these businesses. Don't forget they have used a smear campaign to turn any and everyone against you. They don't need to approach the international head quarters of these companies. They simply have to approach a store manager, or department manager or even a few employees stocking the shelves and working the cash. (Stalker-beware.com)

I also told you about trying to join the Maryland Teaching Fellows to get out of Nebraska just because there were too many stupid people willing to be recruits who apparently either don’t use their brains or believe anything people tell them. I was never interested in becoming a teacher, but it was the easiest way at that time to get out of Nebraska. Also, I did not know what I was going thru then was “Group/Community stalking”. I knew the problem was from NY, but I also knew getting out of Nebraskawas not really going to solve anything.

At least now, am able to protect myself better by living in a house, which is something NY or Maryland could not provide. Nebraskahas the advantage of affordable real estates. Remember the Hispanic couple who moved above me in my Long Island neighborhood after I started attending Hillsong and left TSC? And the numerous recruits who moved into my buildings in Nebraska?

While attempting to move to Maryland, they had numerous school buses waiting in front of my complex as I pull out, at red lights, at Wal-Mart parking lots, behind me, or across me as I drive around. There would be school buses waiting outside my apartment; on my way to taking the Praxis exams; plus, other numerous disturbing behaviors with school buses and children that I already shared.

Needless to say, seeing those school buses everywhere and every day including weekends became a very distressing trigger, as it made me think someone was trying to control me. The librarian asking me if I liked children videos and children suspiciously coming to the library twice this week would normally be a trigger, but now that am familiar with what NLP is and tactics of community stalking, it is a lot less distressing since ONLY a selfish person who does not have the best interest of children at heart or care about the education these children are getting will want me to be a teacher.

While I think it is very sick and Un-American what happened while I was taking my Praxis exam in Nebraska, a behavior undoubtedly connected to the sheriff department in Nebraska, but I still don’t think ANYONE will be benefiting from me becoming an elementary school teacher.

“To setup their targets, Community Stalkers use a technique called Neuro-Linguistic-Programming (NLP). The objective of the terrorists is to gradually expand their victim's number and variety of triggers. In doing so, the target is exposed to a trigger almost everywhere they go and is therefore in a constant state of anxiety.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Of course, I got home and there were a few predictable Hillsong Facebook contacts with pictures of an elementary school teacher who just happen to be called Ms.T. This was what kids use to call me when I temporarily worked as a substitute teacher numerous years ago in NJ and I mentioned this at my interview with the Empire Beauty school; a very bizarre interview that I already told you about a few times.

Apart from my Hillsong contacts, there were also some TSC contacts with coincidental statuses with what I just said in my home and one Indian nurse from SNCH with a coincidental status of what was in my personal email. The nurse was a church person. There was also a yellow Nissan driven by another glasses wearing woman who rudely cut me off as I drove home.

The HillsongNYC pastor was once said they were going to be everywhere from every Starbucks in NYC, to every block in NYC that we stroll in, and he also said that they were going to be in your business if you work in their children's ministry. He said "we will read you mail, we will invade your home, and know everything about you if you want to work in our children's ministry. (am parahasing). I never showed interest in their children's ministry, so am not to sure how that relates to me

However,I started noticing the church stalking behavior EVERYWHERE at the library in my old Long Island Neighborhood when I started attending Hillsong. They will have people talking about Australians loudly beside me. There were times movies were strategically placed where I will be able to see it. There were times Hillsong had this overweight black guy who may be from Chicago preach several Sundays. I can’t remember his name, but he is ghetto funny, and got married around the same time I attended Hillsong. He claimed to be a virgin till his wedding night.

There was a weekend this fat black guy preached and the following Friday, they had a guy who looked like him harassing me at the library in an attempt to make me laugh?, of course, there was a movie strategically placed where I was going to see it also starring the funny fat black preacher. Spartacus, the God of Arena was also placed in the same strategic spot one time and used for the same disturbing behaviors. The weekend that I saw the movie starring the fat black visiting pastor, Carl Lentz mentioned if the congregants will like to see him and that fat black pastor in a Hollywood movie, that was probably another coincidence, right?

“ These people know more about you than you know about yourself. Stalkers obsess over minute details of your life. They want to know where you go and what your activities are ” (Stalker-beware.com)

See my weekly video here: https://www.facebook.com/pages/STOP-Community-Stalking/853001438055682?ref=aymt_homepage_panel

Also see my post on a possible victim; “MiriamCarey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

HOW DO YOU DEFINE HOME? (COMMUNITY STALKING & YOUR FAMILY; MY EVIL MOTHER; OCULTISH HILLSONG; AND QUESTIONABLE CHURCHES): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 23

2015-02-09T14:09:00.000-08:00

The brilliant minds on this website http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.htmlagain revealed an encounter with a few venomously satanic people this week. At the Graybeal grocery store, there was the usual demented Hispanics exhibiting the same disturbing triggers and a very strange couple who also seem like recruits, but everyone else seemed normal.

At the library, there was a wig wearing middle age woman who also exhibited the same distressing trigger; the woman who may be sick most likely deserve whatever ailment she has because my world would certainly be a better place without her existence. Apart from a female neighbor across with the two dogs exhibiting a familiar psychotic behavior and a deranged Hispanic couple who drove by twice as I was shoveling snow on Thursday, things are almost back to normal in my small town.

While the coincidences with what am doing in my apartment were significantly less this week, the one neighbor who lives in the brick house next to Matt & Carli seem to be connected to a lot of the disturbing coincidences. The cigarette smoking middle age man is also unquestionably connected to my town cop, which against ties the problem to cops.

“Everything is important to them from where you usually sit in your living room to how many times you get up at night to use the bathroom. Stalkers obsess over minute details of your life. They want to know where you go and what your activities are, but they also want to know what you do in your home. Why? The whole purpose of Community Stalking is to drive someone to a nervous breakdown or to suicide. They are looking to understand what makes you tick and they have to find the buttons to push. These buttons can be different for every person. What is it that means most to you : your family and friends, your dog, your blue Mercedes, your job, your privacy, your jewelry, your vacation home, your spirituality” (Stalker-Beware.com)

See my post on a possible victim; “Miriam Carey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

By sharing the awareness of community stalking and exposing of some of the people involved; things have gotten dramatically better since I started blogging a few months ago. Keep in mind that when I left NY, I deleted all my face book friends and stopped blogging a few months before my departure. I even stopped communicating with people since EVERY conversation was used as weapon of psychological warfare. The period of silence between leaving NY and moving to my small town about seven months ago was the time I faced the most INTENSE harassment, which means that my social media communication has very little to do with the problem. .

“It's imperative that you tell everyone you know about sites like this that demystify the process of Psychological Warfare. These points will also help your family and friends to be on guard in order to avoid unknowing participation in schemes that are designed to make you distrust them.” (Stalker-Beware.com)

I got an email from my mother this past Friday that am going share with you below. Before fully understanding what I was going thru, my mother always represented the voice of Satan in my life which was why I found Jesus at a very young age and got immune to my mother words. That strong mindset has undoubtedly been useful in battling community stalking; and that makes me grateful for my awful mother. I found refuge in Jesus and HE is the only voice of truth in my life.

I DO NOT have any kind of relationship with my mother. I never had and NEVER will. As a child, I avoided her at all cost. Living with her as an adult was a nightmare, which was why I spent most of my time in church when I was not at work. My mother is the most negative and poisonous person EVER. Even Jesus will be depressed around her. My mother knows NOTHING about me. She knows me as much as the people of Nebraska does; her knowledge is based on either eaves dropping, what someone else told her, or a false assumption based on maliciousness/inanity.

What my mother said in her email below is something I heard before years ago. It was after her house had suspiciously burnt down. My brother who is married to my catholic Irish sister in law, who I already shared exhibited the same disturbing behaviors thru her email while I was working at ConAgra/First Data was also behaving in a most bizarre way. My brother was working for one of those “Italian” investment firms in Long Island which got closed down suddenly and later took a security job, but eventually moved to

Ireland

with his wife. During this period, after my mother’s house burnt down, we had moved to another house temporarily in the same neighborhood and she told me numerous times that I was crazy because I was talking to God in my room. See this: http://www.stalker-beware.com/threats.html

Remember that I moved in with my mother after experiencing some seriously intense psychological warfare in my Long Islandapartment. My mother will be the perfect person to partner with such abusive stalkers as she NEVER had my best interest at heart, but I had no choice as I was jobless. I could not even get a good apartment with a job. Recall that my mother locked me in the basement during this period and suddenly threatened to kick me out and make me homeless; she also exhibited the usual psychological abusive behaviors including those memory pranks. This was confirmed most times by my HIILLSONG face book contacts who seem to be referring to exactly the same things that was going on between my mother and I. The Mexican woman in San Jose, Californiaalso did the SAME exact thing that my mother did and then some.

My mother now wants me to come back home? In my almost three years of living in Nebraska, my mother coincidentally ONLY contacts me after I say something about her in the privacy of my home, but she continues to deny that anyone is feeding her information about me. This week I mentioned her name and my sick Aunt while watching that movie, “Girl Most Likely. She also e-mailed only on Sundays in the past to tell me to go back to church. Of course, I never reply her as I am doing everything to END this very unhealthy relationship. My mother is the kind of person who will slap you and a few seconds later, she will start screaming, causing a scene, and tell everyone you are the one who slapped her. That is the best way I can describe her personality.

After I mentioned something about her in my Omaha apartment, she once wrote me and I replied angrily at her for refusing to tell me who was telling her things I was doing in my apartment. I even said a few obscenities to get my point across. My mother responded that I was an angry person that is always responding to her in anger “Coincidentally”, I see a show the next day on NBC morning show where this Hispanic Psychiatrist was talking about one of those crazy shooters who just killed a few people. She said one of the signs someone was mentally unstable is that they show a lot of anger.

I have linked this anger comment to TSC from my past posts as I already told you about the Tuesday night I went t to TSC and the Brooklyn Tabernacle pastor preached about anger. Remember that I was physically assaulted by people on my way to church that night. I connected the thug like behavior to Hillsong, but the coincident with the preaching is certainly questionable. I believe Hillsong is somewhat connected to Brooklyn Tabernacle. My mother use to religiously go to TSC every Sunday; my mother is religious, but she is not a Born-Again Christian.

“Not all harassment skits involve Neuro-Linguistic-Programming. Sometimes it's plain threats and bullying” (Stalker-Beware.com)

My mother has not spent enough time with me to know if I have a “paranoid problem” as she states in her e-mail below. She also believes that because I cursed in my e-mail, I must be going crazy. She also assumes that am lonely and that loneliness is making me psychotic??? She also wants me to go see a psychiatrist and tell them that I am depressed? How is she coming up with this nonsense? She is actually the most illogical, unreasonable, and deranged nut job I know. I think she may be projecting her fears/feelings on me since she is the loneliest married woman I know.

I am happily alone in Nebraska, but I am most CERTAINLY NOT LONELY. She is lonelier than I will ever be. I also have known much more happiness/joy than my very miserable mother will EVER know. Notice that her concern was not about my devastating experience, loss of jobs, and paralyzing harassment from strangers; but the embarrassment and shame she may face from her equally moronic Nigerian in-laws, friends, and family who are going to laugh at her because her daughter is crazy??? And this woman thinks am the one with the “paranoid problem” ? I dare anyone to spend an hour with me and then my mother; you will quickly figure who is insane. After a few hours with my mother, you will wonder why NO ONE has locked her in an insane asylum and throw away the keys.

She also threatened to call law enforcement people and her lawyers. Of course , her law enforcement people/church contacts don’t want me exposing their evil deeds. I am guessing they already know where to find me, so I will be waiting for themJ. My mother also gave me compliments like am intelligent, gorgeous, and have potentials; she has NEVER done that before, so she is under someone else's influence. The word “potential” sounds very churchy in my particular situation.

Apparently, her nursing professors never taught her that people who can’t control what they say to other people are certifiable insane. This is why I have no respect for the nursing profession; apparently, anyone can become a registered nurse. Of course, aside from the numerous unmemorable nurses I have encountered in my life; sick people also make my skin crawl. Apart from the morons in church/Hillsong, I believe anyone else with a BRAIN will conclude that this woman DOES NOT have my best interest at heart and Home is where you are surrounded by people who cares about you or you are far from people who make you miserable!

"Reaching out to those who are close to you serves the purpose of further alienating you from them. He will try to convince them that he is the 'Good Guy' and he is on your side. He may test them to see how much you've told them about the situation and how much they believe. If he sees that your family or friends have any doubts about the veracity of your claims, he will exploit these doubts. He will try to convince them that you are suffering from paranoia or some other mental illness." (Stalker-beware.com)

See the e-mail from my mother below, don’t Miss it!

http://stopcommunitystalking.blogspot.com/2015/02/letter-from-my-mother-this-past-week.html

Also, see my weekly Community stalkers videos here:

https://www.facebook.com/pages/STOP-Community-Stalking/853001438055682?ref=bookmarks

NOT LOVING YOUR NEW NEIGHOURS? (COMMUNITY STALKING & YOUR NEIGHOURS; CRAZY HISPANICS; AND CULTISH HILLSONG): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 22

2015-02-02T14:50:00.001-08:00

The information from the brilliant minds on this website http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.htmlagain revealed an encounter with some satanic, lethal, and wicked people of Nebraska this week. My grocery shopping at Lincoln Street Market was filled with a woman with the need to laugh at a joke on my way in and two or more employees exhibiting the same disturbing behaviors.

At the Library, the horrible librarians were up to their usual evil ways; also, a very old white couple came in talking loudly about how they have been married for sixty years and how they will like to get a library card? The couple were clearing their throats loudly and continuously as they spoke to the librarians; this disturbing trigger was so distracting that I took a walk to the counter to take a closer look at these malevolent old couple, but they stopped clearing their throats as I came near. The couple later took a sit next to me and the old man whispered something that sounded like “she is nasty”.

Like I said last week, the deplorably insensitive nature of the people of Nebraskawill turn the pope to a violent racist if he was black. In spite of my continuous sharing of the awareness and consequence of such terrible behaviors, these extremely spiteful people have continued their abusive/murderous ways. It just shows how indifferent the people of Nebraskaare to the plight of their fellow humans. These old idiots are thankfully a lot closer to their graves which will unquestionably make my world a better place. Of course, these behaviors transcend young, old, male, female, and children in Nebraska. It does not matter how old or young they are , these people all drink from the same evil pond and act in the same deranged manners. This is one of the reasons I rarely come out of my house unless I need too; I will hate to be pushed to a violent act by these antagonistic people. “ Some individuals become highly agitated and violent. Ultimately they may end up in jail. Either way the Community Stalkers are happy. They essentially 'kill' a person without pulling the trigger. And they get off scot-free. It's the perfect crime.” (Stalker-Beware.com).

While getting gas at my small town, there was another antagonistic woman and her daughter whispering the same familiar insults; they also exhibited the same senseless behaviors like I use to see with Bellevue cops, the pastor in my Omaha apartment, and others in my Omaha building. There were also a few whispering neighbors with dogs in my small town this morning, a deranged Fireman at Scribner on Friday, and the usual psychotics Hispanics. However, most people I encountered were normal.

Speaking of unbalanced Hispanics, I recently got back on Facebook to share my TRUE experience with Church and psycho cops. My Facebook contacts are numerous, so I am not exactly counting who is saying yes or no to my friend requests. I am only on facebook to share an honest experience and prevent others from going thru the same thing. A few people sometimes message me to say hi, I usually don’t respond unless they are from church and they look familiar. I got a message from this deranged Hispanic girl ( Emely De La Cruz) last week. She said a familiar phrase and I knew she may be a psycho recruit, but I wanted to prove that, so I told her about my blog. See her seriously unbalanced response below. She was even delusional enough to say I was the one who contacted her when SHE was the one who messaged me!

See me the REALLY BIZZARE facebook conversation with the Hispanic religious nut here: http://stopcommunitystalking.blogspot.com/2015/02/emely-de-la-cruz-demented.html (It is too crazy, you don’t want to miss it:)

I also noticed a few Hillsong people somewhat responding to what I say either in my personal e-mail or at home on their status. Probably, just a coincidence, right? These are the kind of idiots produced by Hillsong; I have dealt with some seriously psychotic, moronic, and generally delusional Hispanics in recent years, but this girl definitely takes the crown. With satanic people like these attending Hillsong, I never have to be concerned about God judging the ungodly Hillsong leaders, they are bound to have their judgment day soon with congregants like these.

This was the same idiotic pastor who thinks having friends is what bring success in life, well, if this deranged Hispanic girl was my friend, that will make me the biggest failure ever. Also, if Hillsong is what success looks like, then I rather be a failure. Hillsong can only attract really stupid people like these; no intelligent person could listen to the messages of most of their leaders for any amount of time without coming to the same conclusion. You can’t be too sharp to stay in that church too long. And no, am not sharing this to hurt churches, but this was my experience. If you are a good Christian, you will prove all things and hold on to ONLY what is good; and also abstain from all appearance of evil.

Speaking of more demented Hispanics, remember that I told you about a Puerto Rican-Ecuadorian couple who moved above me around the same time Hillsong came to town. How the stalking/privacy violation only limited to church now followed me everywhere afterwards.

I already told you the nightmare of having extremely delusional, disrespectful, and stupid Hispanics following me everywhere in NY. This disrespectful behavior was present while I was working at the Dialysis center of SNCH with (Hispanic Ariel) and with numerous Hispanics strangers in my neighborhoods/church.

I once got an unwanted interview for a receptionist position in Manhattan after mentioning in my apartment that I find Hispanics really unintelligent, unappealing, and illogical. The interview was with a Mexican woman in Midtown Manhattan who co-started a tech company. At the building’s entrance, there was a suspicious light Hispanic/Mexican man in a white van packed in front of an art store next to the interview building. There was a picture of a naked woman with really hideous small and saggy looking boobs displayed on the window. As I looked at the picture in disgust, I noticed the Mexican man laughing as he looked at me as if we were some old buddies?

In San Jose, I saw the same deranged behaviors from Hispanics. I already told you about the Mexican lady I roomed with who gave me an oversized bra? People with psychologically destabilizing texts on their vehicles , shirts, or other items clearing their throats trying to get my attention. Also, people laughing maniacally and following me around after my interview with Empire beauty school in NYC; where I abnormally laughed out loud since I was really not myself during that period.

In Nebraska, I already told you about the deranged Hispanics who followed me everywhere. While I have encountered more abusive whites in Nebraskathan Hispanics, the Latinos with destabilizing behaviors are still pretty significant. Apart from my intrusive/presumptuous Long Island neighbors, I have had Hispanics neighbors in all four places I lived so far;and they all behave in the same EXACT psychotic manner! Yeah, pretty bizarre!

In Omaha, there are always distressing Hispanic strangers at Wal-Mart, Bakers, and malls. They also drive beside me, at red lights in front of me, or across me on highways; they are usually pointing and laughing maniacally??? Like I said before, it will be a lot easier to prove these idiots are the one with very serious mental problems than the people they victimize.

I told you about my Bellevue "blue eye" neighbor with the red car who had close Hispanic friends; or the Hispanic neighbors below me in my 2^ndBellevue apartment who will imitate my singing; or the blue eye tattooed freak, who also moved below me in my Omaha apartment and was connected to Hispanic building maintenance people; and of course, my more recent seriously deranged Mexican neighbors.

Yes, these behaviors are connected to church and cops! I told you about the midget Hispanic cop who arrested two girls in the Long Island Target to dramatize what I had just said in my apartment about friends. Also, the Hispanic looking cops who were pointing/ looking at me and laughing hysterically. This happened while I was working at Optica. I saw this behavior with a Papillion and an Omaha cop. Like I said, my problem is either rooted in Churches infiltrated and controlled by psycho cops or the churches have cops working for them. Remember that Carl Lentz use to respond to things I said/did in my apartment.

The Hispanic problem did start at TSC; I remember this deranged behaviors intensified after I had a conversation with an Hispanic guy called Mario. He usually volunteers for all their Stage Dramas at TSC. After the conversation, I noticed he was sort of leering at me while I was ushering, I recall turning my attention quickly to the Ukrainian model just to discourage the guy from getting any ideas. I am not in the habit of leading men on;that will be un-Christ like. The Hispanic/Eastern European nightmare started around this time. Of course, Mario went on to marry some really unpleasant/much older "blue-eye" South African model. However, after leaving TSC, I noticed he still lurked around a few times when I was hanging out with the Hillsong people and exhibited the same suspicious behaviors.

In Omaha, my YouTube dance exercise videos which are always hacked by Hispanic people also had one those useless online university commercial depicting someone going on an interview. The commercial starred this Mario from TSC or an actor who looked just like Mario. I am sure it was just another deranged coincidence, right?

Coincidentally, my electricity went off for an hour a day after my interaction with this psycho girl on facebook. My internet also shut down today for a few hours. Probably, just another man made trial/coincidence. My internet providers coincidentally have a lot of Hispanic workers and when I tried getting another internet provider by calling Great plain Communications; they had a guy in the background saying she is ugly and the girl I spoke with of course cleared her throat. I consequentially refused to get service from such disrespectful idiots. Speaking of electricity, remember the story I told you about my electricity shutting off in Bellevue, see my past posts.

This happened coincidentally around the same time Miriam Carey was reported by her boyfriend to the cops. Probably just another coincidenceJ Community stalking is about people playing sick games with your mind and constantly making you connect dots that are meant to drive you crazy! Like any good detective will tell you, there are no coincidences. You need just enough amount of paranoia to survive community stalking.J “Harassment skits are designed to traumatize victims and make them think everyone is against them.” (Stalker-Beware.com).

See my posts on a possible victim; “Miriam Carey: http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html

If you believe everything people tell you or everything you see on TV; would rather be stupid/ popular than be smart/ unpopular; or you rather buy a Taylor Swift album than a Classic album; or you rather click on a link to Kim Kardashian’s oily butt than read what is really happening in the world that people don’t want you to know; or you rather have people tell you what you WANT to hear than what you NEED to hear; then you probably won’t like clicking on my blog. I am not here to change your mind about church, but to tell you my VERY TRUE experience and allow you to make a decision as an intelligent, smart, wise, and conscionable American.

HAVING SELF ESTEEM ISSUES? (SEE HOW COMMUNITY STALKING ATTACKS YOUR STRENGTHS): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT 21

2015-01-26T14:36:00.000-08:00

So, based on the information from the brilliant minds on this website:http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html; what kind of subtly cruel demonic people did I encounter in Nebraska this week?

It is the same predictable nonsense, so I won’t bore you with too many details of my community stalkers this week. My grocery shopping was filled with the same old white people exhibiting familiar behaviors. At Graybeal supermarket, there was the hideous blonde woman with her old mother whispering familiar phrases; another blonde old lady with two children in a cart trying to get my attention while showing the usual distressing triggers; a brunette woman with two children whispering familiar phrases; a revolting glasses wearing old man clearing his throat at the aisle next to mine; non-shoppers waiting in front of items they disturbingly knew I was going to get; and two Graybeal employees showing familiar triggers.

At the WestPoint Library, the librarians were back to their usual evil ways; there was a woman with a maniacal laugh coming from the backroom as I entered; a racist/repugnant looking old man conversing with me and then saying something that sounded like the disturbing phrase to the librarian afterwards; a suspicious looking old man talking loudly about all the daughters he had all the over the USA including NJ; and a psychotic/grotesque glasses wearing old man whispering the usual disturbing phrases to a librarian in the back room, and giving me a dirty look on his way out.

I have never seen a more backward thinking, racist, moronic, and generally unappealing white senior citizens as the ones I encountered in Nebraska. I have seen some of the most deplorable behaviors since my conversations with the eighty year old John Ashburger of my small town as I told you in past posts. These old people are so offensive, bigoted, and are still stuck in the 12^th century. I even remember this John Ashburger telling me of his technique of turning a woman to an obedient wife who comply to all his ways? It is unsettling to see these behaviors even from senior citizens. I get that some of them are extremely stupid, uneducated, and generally out of touch with the modern world, but it is still shocking, even for Nebraska! I imagine there are simple courtesy rules followed by all humans regardless of their age, race, religion, or origin; but this seems to elude most people in Nebraska.

The good news is that most of these old people are close to their graves, the world would certainly be a better place without some of them. I think if Jesus was black, even he may become racist/violent after going thru my experience in Nebraska. Yes, it is that bad!

“Harassment skits are designed to traumatize victims by making them think the entire world is against them” (stalker-beware.com)

In my small town, there was nothing out of the extra-ordinary;on Tuesday night, there were two men with a Chevy truck parked in front of my window on my neighbor’s property (Duffy) while doing my evening exercise; they said the usual disturbing phrases. On getting back from grocery shopping, the demented Mexicans across seemed to be up to something that I could not quite figure out; there was a child whispering a familiar phrase from a neighbors house as I got my mail; and the psychotic “blue eye” girl who normally walks in front of my house was also present; she was talking to herself, singing, and whispering the disturbing phrase. There also seemed to be that unbalanced whispering behavior right before I entered my small town library last week.

Apart from the usual disturbing coincidences with what I am saying/doing in my house; it was another peaceful, quiet, and happy week at home. There were a few nut jobs on my grocery shopping this week, but most people were normal.

I told you last week about how I lost my job at SNCH and how I went for a series of interviews in NY where people seemed to know what I was doing at home, knew intimate details of my life, and my private online activities (at my mother’s house). I also told you about the interviews I attended while working in Nebraska; where they had people next to my cubicle repeating what I said during interviews; or people in the bathroom stalls exhibiting disturbing triggers before I go on an interview; or people repeating the interview time or a phrase with someone I just made an interview appointment with; or people following me to stores like Bakers, describing my rare subpar interview experience for my ConAgra job.

"For example, if you cough or sneeze on occasion, your stalkers may mock you by doing the same. To make sure they have your attention they may follow their cough with sentences or words making reference to something that is going on in your life. If you are planning a renovation or a party or a vacation, they will mention these to remind you that you are being spied on. Eventually you will feel anxious whenever you hear a person cough or sneeze." (Stalker-Beware.com)

Keep in mind that the tactic is to find out what your strengths are and do everything to attack that. For instance, if they notice my exceptional confidence in an interview, the interviewer may exhibit a behavior to shake that confidence or some stranger may say something negative about the interview at Wal-Mart. The idea is to keep attacking anything you are good at, especially if they can’t find any weakness or anything to tempt you with. I told you about the interview with some crappy college in Omaha which was somewhat connected to the Pastor in my Omaha apartment building; the interviewer even told me the only challenge I may have as a teacher is confidence? The fat guy was coincidentally married to an accountant, went to BellevueUniversity, was in the military, and his best friends in the military were Jamaicans from Brooklyn?

Like I said about a "possible" victim last week, Miriam Carey; a victim with low self esteem, fragile mind, and who does not know who they are can easily fall prey to these vicious tactics. Just because someone says you are stupid, ugly, nasty, or lack confidence does not mean you actually are. They are just projecting their own insecurities on you. These are just unconfident bullies who rather attack your confidence than deal with their own psychotic voids; but when you know who you are, these tactics rarely work! How many people actually know who they are in America? In fact, this community stalking will be effective on most people since it seems we live in a society that relies on other people to tell us who we are and how to live our lives.

More recently, I went on an interview with the Revenue Department of the Nebraska State Government in Lincoln. One of the interviewers, named Joel, exhibited a familiar trigger. This was also another retarded tactic connected to behaviors from Hillsong since some people were dramatizing things I said about the Hillsong people in the privacy of my Long Island apartment on my way to the interview. Plus, the writing sample I submitted for the interview was coincidentally a topic the next day on my Citi Linkedin discussion group. This was probably just another moronic tactic to make me think the Hillsong people are behind this; either way, the problem is connected to churches, cops, and my last few jobs.

I had another interview with the same department in Omaha, where the first interview was okay, but the woman exhibited the usual ineffective confidence attacking behavior towards the end of the interview. I knew the interview was a joke, but I went for a second interview, where the Council Bluff director seemed to respond to something I said the day before in my house. There were also numerous coincidences with the interview on the local NBC news that week. I also noticed some of the behaviors from First Data at the interview.

“Media Placement”

“If you are targeted by a large company or an international organization (for example a religious organization) that has considerable amounts of money and human resources at their disposal, you're in for a heck of a time .” .(Stalker-Beware.com).

On my way to the second interview, they had a white man waiting outside who called me ugly and there were also two women with short hideous looking hair who whispered I was ugly as they passed me right before the interview. Needless to say, it was not my best interview. Another tactic is to send rejection letters after I exhibit my usual confidence at interviews.

That is a quick synopsis of how community stalking affects your self esteem and other strengths. Community stalking is real, evil, and can be effective on people who are not aware of their enemies’ tactics. It can destroy one’s quality of life and also literary kill you. See my post last week on a "possible" victim, MiriamCarey:http://youcanfacetodaybecausehelives.blogspot.com/2015/01/how-community-stalking-affects-your.html Spread the word on community stalking and you never know, you may just save a life!

HOW COMMUNITY STALKING AFFECTS YOUR FINANCE? TACTICS, SNCH/TSC/H LLSONG, ABUSIVE COPS, AND A POSSIBLE VICTIM? My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT 21

2015-01-19T16:18:00.001-08:00

Based on the information from the brilliant minds on this website:http://www.stalker-beware.com/, what kind of satanic murderous bunch did I encounter in Nebraska this week?

Apart from a woman whispering a familiar disturbing phrase in one of the backrooms as I passed at the Lincoln Street Market grocery store, there was nothing too disturbing , but there were the predictable laughing women while I was checking out, and there was a woman with a loud laugh who complimented me as I entered the store. I have been going thru this for a few years now and my mind is conditioned to notice certain things. In fact, I have always prided myself on noticing everything that goes on around me. I went grocery shopping for years before moving to Nebraskaand have never noticed these behaviors while checking out. People exhibit other triggers as you can see from my past posts, but this particular behavior was added when I started shopping at WestPoint.

However, a more disturbing trigger was displayed at the Library. Noticing the one open parking space which was strategically far from the library entrance, I was expecting some psychotic behaviors. As I entered the library, I noticed a tall white man talking loudly with a child and a glasses wearing woman from the Lutheran church across; the guy seemed to utter that familiar disturbing phrase. In the library, there was nothing really too alarming; apart from a woman from the back room who was exceptionally loud about the technical issues they were having; a old man who genuinely looked like he needed to clear his throat while conversing with the librarian; and a woman/ a child whispering disturbing phrases behind book shelves.

However, as I was checking out, the librarian responded to my comment about children that adults were much worse; and as I walked out of the library; three senior citizens were deliberately waiting for me. The two men and woman looked at me; they whispered something that sounded like she is coming; the three of them then looked at me, got very quiet as I passed by, and as I entered my car, the man did that familiar maniacal laugh! He then said that recognizable disturbing phrase. Yes, that is the typical horrible, abusive, and racist white people of Nebraska. I have not seen this behavior in a few weeks, so I almost want to connect it to the airport meeting since I also met with two men and a woman. Remember, only the woman showed a disturbing trigger before the meeting, so this could just be them playing the good and bad guy again? Plus, I did not mention the people I met with in my post, so how could they have known that unless the behavior is again connected to cops.

This behavior is obviously very distressing; you can only imagine what it is like to have complete strangers pointing at you and doing a maniacal laugh everywhere you go. This was a trigger added while working at First Data and was strongly disconcerting. “Community or Group Stalking is basically a very intense form of harassment” (Stalker-beware.com) If I was one of those angry violent black people who walk around with guns or lived in 18^th century Western where you can shoot people without a consequence; I am sure that limping old man would have been shot dead right in front of the library. Thank God for Jesus and his grace.

If this tactic was used on someone who lacked self control, had a fragile mind, or did not care about the consequences of their actions; I do NOT DOUBT that they will become very violent! Some individuals become highly agitated and violent. Ultimately they may end up in jail. (Stalker-beware.com). Again, it is disturbing that these behaviors may be from cops or church people, these are the very people who are suppose to protect society or be the good in a dark world, but these tactics are counter effective to their missions. Based on my experience in Nebraska, I sometimes feel the cops here have nothing to do due to the very low crime rates, which is why they are trying to turn innocent law abiding blacks into violent people, so they can have some work to do.

In my small town, it was peaceful as usual. However, on Sunday, while doing my usual routine; I notice familiar disturbing sounds that I use to see in Omahacoming from my next door neighbors. The Mexican across also seemed to be off their medications. I am not really sure what caused this relapse in my small town neighbors, but apart from the usual disturbing coincidences with what am doing in my house, things are still pretty incredible! That one disquieting trigger at the library completely threw off my equilibrium and almost nullifies the fact that most people I encountered during my trip to West point this week were actually refreshingly normal.

Community stalking is about using degrading themes and other tactics to wage a psychological warfare against an individual. I already told you about my job at SNCH while living in NY. Remember that things were slowing down at the International department I worked and I was contemplating going to law school, but decided against it, ONLY because the cost outweighed the benefit. A female VP, Elizabeth Muller, had coincidentally asked me to cover for the pregnant wife of a cop at the SNCH Dialysis center a day before taking my LSAT. This insulting/degrading position should probably have motivated me to do better on my LSAT, but people use to take advantage of my Christian mentality then, which sometimes means seeing the will of God in all situations. However, what looks like the will of God in reality is just the desires of evil, selfish, egotistic, insecure and abusive people.

Recall that things started going down the hill after I came back from Dialysis. By moving me out of my office to an open space, I was then able to clearly hear that people were responding or repeating what I was saying in my apartment. I told you about my demotion and how I was asked to work in the nursing office,. The rest of the people working in the nursing office are all High school graduates. I have a Master’s degree. The other two white managers in the nursing office also have Master degrees, but I was demoted to the position of a secretary/receptionist? I will let you draw your own conclusions about South Nassau Communities Hospital.

During this period at my dental appointments, I noticed the same familiar behaviors. My dentist even once randomly told me that I need to remember that people make mistakes. This is the same dentist who once told me that he noticed how am always well dressed from seeing me every time he drives around the hospital. Pretty creepy statement from a dentist! I already shared some of the disturbing behaviors from co-workers at the nursing office; however, I did not tell you everything that happened. I went for my yearly medical check up at one of the SNCH facility and noticed the same disturbing behaviors. While at work, I got an alarming call from a female SNCH doctor about a medical concern.

Of course, my new manager (can’t remember her name) who was undoubtedly a recruit loudly reprimanded me for taking this personal call at work. This manager would often call me into her office threatening me about the three months probation for the new position and how I was going to lose the job if I did not shape up within the required three months probation. I also told you about how most of the meeting was after I had said something bad about her in my apartment. She would somewhat respond defensively to the awful things I said about her in the PRIVACY of my apartment. Although, I was really insulted by the position, however, I was forced to quit the job because she kept threatening me about the three months probation and I would rather quit than be fired from the already degrading job.

To think that people behind community stalking could easily infiltrate a job I had for seven years and get them to do such evil things shows how much connections the people behind “my community stalking” may have. They wanted the woman to fire me, but I never allowed her to do that; which is why they had the woman in Council Bluff do it from an even more insulting job. Also, remember my encounter at Optica? At Optica, they even had cops unnecessarily waiting outside. It is all part of the psychological tactics. “Daily threats are used to instill fear in the target and push them over the edge’ (stalker-beware.com) http://www.stalker-beware.com/threats.html

Last week, I connected people using what I said in the privacy of my apartment to harass me in public to TSC, Hillsong, and cops; so, can I also logically connect them to the behavior that caused the loss of my job; that will be a resounding YES! That is why I will advice you not only to stay away from these churches, but also to think twice before you allow anyone you know to work for SNCH or even go there for their medical needs. They are not good for your health, self esteem, or general well being. In general, unless you have medical degrees (which is not desirable for most people), hospitals and heath care management seem like one dimensional type people who may not have the knowledge to help you advance your career.

Remember that due to the overwhelming harassment from strangers everywhere I went while working at ConAgra, I started pretending I had a boyfriend to see if that will stop the problem. I used to pretend that I had a white boyfriend who was a doctor from Connecticut and lived in Westchester. I had some of these fake phone conversations extensively at home and work. This was also my own personal investigation of figuring out why they were listening to what I was saying in my Omahaapartment. During this period, I noticed they were a few reports on misbehaving doctors on ABC Good Morning America. It was also during this period that I read an ABC news article while at work about Miriam Carey; this was the Connecticut woman who was shot by cops at Capitol Hill while driving with her one year old daughter. I read an article on the date the incident happened and noticed her boyfriend, Francis, called the cops to report her delusional behavior on a date that I personally connected too. That was a trigger for me.

Keep up and try to have an open mind as I connect this story. Remember that I told you in the past that at TSC, people used to say things pertaining to me around me while not talking to me. Also, remember the lawyer at the San Jose Starbucks who spoke about someone with paranoia and mental instability while trying to get my attention. For instance, if a stranger was talking about something I did in my apartment in public, that would be a trigger. So, that is why the date this man reported Carey’s delusion was something that connected me to the article. http://abcnews.go.com/US/capitol-shooting-suspect-miriam-careys-sisters-defense-medication/story?id=20479095

I told you about the numerous people from Connecticutat TSC, Hillsong, Adecco, and First data who partook in the head screwing game. While I don’t have any conclusive evidence that this woman may have been a victim of community stalking; I find it interesting that she got fired a year before for being too “headstrong” from a dentist office; she thought Obama was stalking her; she was referred to as a prophet; has family who worked in the NYPD; grew up in Brooklyn; had Hispanic neighbors who volunteered to describe her craziness to the media; had a boyfriend almost twenty years older than her; wanted to be a teacher; and is somewhat connected to church since she seemed religious. Carey was probably not a practicing Christian like most people in church since she had a live in boyfriend and a child out of wedlock.

I don’t have enough information to know which church she is connected too, how long she was dating Frances, what kind of relationship they had, who she may have offended or rejected while living in Brooklyn; but there are definitely some interesting patterns/coincidences. One article said that "There wasn't a pattern. It was something that occurred suddenly," Amy Carey-Jones said. "She seemed overwhelmed. There was a lot of stress.”

While she may have suffered head injuries from her fall and also was suffering form Postpartum depression psychosis, which can cause delusions and paranoia; but I doubt a woman who has never behaved like this before would suddenly drive to Washington from Connecticut without some intense psychological attack form someone who was making her think something she found distressing was going on. I recall watching the news later that night and noticed a familiar behavior from a DC cop involved in the news incident. The cop looked Hispanic.

Remember that my years in church were filled with people making me think someone was stalking me. This behavior was highly distressing as it constantly violated my privacy. I kept thinking it was the Ukrainian model, the Felon/model, TSC People, crazy Hispanics and Hillsong People. In Nebraska, I saw the same pattern, but it was less effective. I told you about red cars, Black Pontiacs, dogs, yellow cars, tattooed people, white cars, an air force one plane flew by once while doing my evening stroll in Bellevue, trucks, school buses, white GMC cars , text on cars/trucks, and people who looked liked the people they wanted me to think were stalking me following me everywhere! ETC

In fact, it was not until I left church and moved to Nebraska that my brain started functioning the way God meant it. It was then that I figured out the tactics and it did not cause the usual distressing impact it had in NY. I realized that someone just wanted me to think something false was going on. However, for people who have fragile minds, are not very strong, have low self esteem, no self controls, are not too sharp; this a tactic that can be very effective and destructive.

For someone like Carey who may or may not have Postpartum depression/psychosis, had lost her job, was probably stuck with a boyfriend who does not sound like a great guy; she may have been a very easy victim. “The end result of a successful harassment campaign is psychological damage” (Stalker-beware.com) The next time some one commits one of those wacky crimes blamed on mental instability, the focus should be on what is pushing these people to do such bizarre things!

These are my suspects for this week: There is an old man with glasses across me in my small town who is always talking to his two little dogs, has exhibited some familiar behaviors, and has a relative with yellow truck who has extensively shown those distressing behaviors. Also, Christina Cheng was my Landlord in Long Island, and from all my research on bugs; someone must have let them in my apartment to put a bug there. Plus, when I moved to my Omaha apartment, I was required to call someone from NY as a reference. When I called Christina, she first pretended that I called the wrong number, but the second time I called, she immediately said “They did it for your protection” as soon as I identified myself. Was she referring to the cops or church people placing listening device in my apartment? Either way, it is not legal for strange abusive men that I have no relationship with to violate my privacy without my consent. When I called to tell her that I was moving out because living in the apartment was psychologically unhealthy for me, she randomly mentioned something about someone who just had a baby?

Like I said before, it is easier to become a victim of community stalking when you are in church. The Christian mentality of loving your enemy allows you to overlook those little moles that can become a crushing mountain. It is easier for a pastor you thought was trustworthy to make you believe lies about yourself; after all, they are oracles of God and you are suppose to submit to all authority; but most of these people are wolves rather than a Shepard. They have come to steal, kill, and destroy. I am like the fashionable Mother Theresa of my generation, so if this can happen to me, it can definitely happen to you! I literally only go to church and work, but still became a victim of such wickedness. This is not something you go thru and your life goes back to normal because you figured out the tactics. Like the website brilliantly puts it, this is something you go thru and it completely changes you. “Your perception of the world as you know it is about to be altered.” (stalker-beware.com) It changes your heart from flesh to stone and like that blind man who got a second touch from Jesus, you no longer see people as trees that you can plant, nurture, grow, and find nourishment from; but you see them for what they really are!

HOW COMMUNITY STALKING AFFECTS YOU! (Homicidal cops, Horrible children, Hillsong/TSC, and Helping Victims Find Hope): My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 20

2015-01-12T16:40:00.000-08:00

So, based on the information from the brilliant minds on this website:http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html; what kind of silent murderous satanic people did I encounter in Nebraska this week?

Things are just wonderfully amazing in my small town since no one seem to be bothering me; apart from those pesky little coincidences with what am doing/saying in my house, it almost seems like things are back to normal. Even my visit to my town library this week was not terrible, while there were still some behaviors with the middle age glasses wearing librarian that may look normal to most people, she is undoubtedly a recruit. However, my small town is still a paradise compared to other parts of Nebraska.

I had an appointment somewhat connected to cops at the Omaha Airportthis week. As I got in my car to drive to the airport, I noticed two old men driving a blue truck with a West point license plate who just parked behind me staring at me and then drove around the block , came back, and did the same thing. Very odd! I also noticed my neighbor, Duffy, getting into his car at the same time. Duffy and his family were the people who extensively exhibited those upsetting behaviors in my first few months of moving to my small town. How did these men or Duffy know that I was going out? I can only logically conclude they are connected to this appointment or are part of the recruits watching my internet/phone activity. The former makes more sense.

Pulling in at the airport parking lot, I noticed a glasses wearing man suspiciously drove by while staring at me at the empty parking lot. As I walked to the airport building, I noticed a couple at the car rental kiosk, the woman said she is gorgeous, while the man mumbled she is ugly. I told you in past posts about this very distressing/deranged behaviors from Nebraskacouples that I experienced ALL the time in Omaha. I noticed this behavior for the first time ever in my life ONLY in Nebraska. I am guessing the woman said I was gorgeous only because I had said the same thing in my last post about Stephen Baldwin’s wife. Usually, the couples both call me ugly anywhere I go in Omaha.

Apart from a uniformed cop who cleared his throat while giving me directions to the office I was looking for; or two uniformed cops who muttered familiar phrases as I walked by them twice; or the woman from the business next to Hertz with the loud laugh, who also seemed to repeat a popular phrase that I just said to a few uniformed cops in a closed office while asking for directions; or the female I was meeting with who loudly cleared her throat as she walked in the hallway; everyone else seemed normal. The numerous people, children, and cops at the somewhat busy airport were all well behaved and did not exhibit any disturbing triggers.

However, after the appointment, as I went to the restroom, there was a glasses wearing woman in one of the stalls having one of those disturbing phone conversations; and as I freshened up in front of a mirror, the same woman just stood behind me, giving me this dirty look like a deranged psycho. As I came out, I noticed a group of Hispanic people by the building's exit door; I sat next to them to find my validated parking ticket, but noticed the little Hispanic girl had the same disturbing dirty look. Apart from a white couple who drove by at the exact time when I pulled out of the airport, that also called me ugly; everyone else was normal on my way out.

Let me give you a little history on the dirty looks; I told you about complaining about the deranged black girl, Shani from TSC, in the privacy of my apartment last week; and how she showed up the next day at Hillsong exhibiting those disturbing behaviors. One of the things I complained about in my apartment was that she and her demented sister would hang around giving me dirty looks like a bunch of anorexic ghetto rats; and also how they parade around in an obnoxious imitative model like manner around me. Well, this is something I said in the PRIVACY of my apartment, but after that Saturday night, they started sending women to purposely exhibit these behaviors anytime I was in Midtown Manhattan/Hillsong church, and also when I moved back to my mother’s neighborhood.

Yes, this behavior is connected to TSC since I visited the church in December of 2011; and as I was getting my nieces toys at the Rite-aid or CVS located on Eight avenue close to the church, the pastor’s daughter, Kate Colonstood behind me like another deranged psycho, also giving me that dirty look. She did not say anything; she just stood there for a few minutes, exhibiting this psychotic behavior.

It was also the same day that a glasses wearing old grey hair white man from TSC suspiciously followed me and my sister as I hung out with her family for a few seconds to give the kids their Christmas gifts. The point is that the distressing behavior of people listening to something I say in my apartment that infuriates me, and then constantly attacking me in public with that behavior seems to be connected to TSC; but I just saw this behavior at the airport with an appointment with cops; so, can I also logically conclude that the cops, TSC, and a lot of the distressing behaviors are also connected? Most logical people will agree! “Each member of the stalking community takes his turn at pushing the victim further and further over the edge. Stalkers won't pull the trigger. They will however incite their victims to do it themselves. Through the use of daily smear campaigns, threats and harassment, they collectively drive their targets to suicide while escaping all suspicion.” (Stalker-beware.com)

This behavior was exhibited lengthily by the pastor's family/friends in my Omaha apartment and by numerous people in Omaha. There was one Friday that I came out for grocery shopping and I noticed a repugnant glasses wearing sheriff drive by who said she is ugly as I drove out of my apartment complex street. There was another time that I noticed another repugnantly old glasses wearing Omaha cop as I drove back from work while working at Optica. I specifically looked at the cop and said he was ugly and even laughed to myself in the privacy of my car; the cop did not look at me, but I strategically did this because I knew the laughter and name calling behavior was somewhat connected to cops. I just wanted to give them a taste of their own medicine. While the cop did not seem to notice my behavior, someone else did. I went to Target on Maple afterwards and these glasses wearing family purposefully parked behind me; the woman and her children called me ugly as I made my way into Target.

After leaving the airport, I went to the Wal-Mart on Ames avenue and as you will imagine, all the controlling triggers were present. How could all these people know that I was in Omaha? There was an Hispanic woman and her children following me around in every aisle trying to get my attention; an infuriating Hispanic man who loudly cleared his throat at the aisle next to mine; yoga pant wearing black girl clearing her throat beside me, a few black girls saying she has issues/she is ugly/nasty as I walked by them; a white couple calling me ugly ( hideous balding guy/attractive woman), a very dark skin boy whispering she is nasty on the phone beside me; a few black guys whispering she is ugly/gorgeous; very loud ghetto Wal-Mart black workers talking about hair; and a black guy with a little boy parked next to me who also whispered the same familiar phrase.

At the gas station, they also had a few black girls parking behind me exhibiting the “Shani” behavior as I pulled into the gas stations; no, these girls were not there to get gas, their presence their was deliberate and intentional. Keep in mind that even these bizarre experiences are meant to make the victim look crazy. “Make sure they understand that part of the strategy is to make the target sound psychologically unstable when describing bizarre tactics used against them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

People following me around and saying I have issues is also most likely connected to TSC. I had sarcastically said this in my Long Island apartment after getting back from a nail store filled with the usual Hispanic nuts that follow me around in NY. (This was while I was attending Hillsong) I noticed I was more tanned than usual because I had been walking around all summer in the sun. I jokingly said that I have issues because I was too concerned about getting too tanned. Of course, like everything I sarcastically said in the privacy of my apartment, this was also taken out of context by the eaves dropper who listens to the private thoughts of someone they do not know.

It was used to attack me since then. I recalled going for an interview in midtown Manhattan and young black girls walked by me saying I had issues, so this is unquestionably another tactic from New York. Read my past bizarre posts to get a history of how this phrase was used to constantly attack me in public and at work in Nebraska. Also, remember the dark skin bald Omaha cop who called me ugly in front of my Omaha apartment. It is really sad that the cops who are meant to protect the public will drive people to become violent with these disturbing tactics. “The end result of a successful harassment campaign is psychological damage. Anything from a nervous breakdown to suicide. Some individuals become highly agitated and violent.” (Stalker-beware.com)

Needless to say, I will be in denial if I conclude that this warfare is over; if I had to go to the Wal-Mart on Ames avenue everyday; the numerous recruits they have in Omaha may undoubtedly push me over the edge, which is one of the reasons I stay home most days and go out only when necessary. I am trying to avoid these psychotic and button pushing behaviors. I initially thought the Omaha cops were trying to control where I go, but now I really see the tactics are meant to drive the victim crazy regardless of where I go. However, this is Americaand I should not have to live like a prisoner!

I always find it interesting how some black people have retained that slave mentality and can be easily instructed to do something to harm another black person; and they willingly do it! See more on this tactics here: http://www.stalker-beware.com/smearcampaign.html

Apart from Graybeal employees exhibiting familiar behaviors at a close distance, there was nothing too disturbing at my grocery shopping . However, at the library, the old middle age librarians exhibited the usual disturbing behaviors; but there were also two evil little girls who were purposely waiting at the movie rack, and when I moved to another movie rack, the two girls then moved to the computers close to where I was standing; one of them kept clearing her throat and when I moved back to the prior movie rack, the two girls immediately came behind me; one of them said, eeww, that is so gross, a statement I partially said the previous day at the meeting at the airport. I looked at the girls out of curiosity and asked what was gross; one of them said the worms from the movies she was holding. The girls then took a sit next to me and seemed to be gossiping about someone who was coincidentally ugly, nasty, and had issues. Yes, really bizarre for children, but not in Nebraska. Behaviors like that are actually common with some children in Nebraska. Just read my past bizarre posts. Plus, children are used as part of the noise campaign. http://www.stalker-beware.com/noisecampaigns.html

There was also a fat boy who strangely waved at me, then went behind the book shelves and whispered she is ugly. As I checked out, the same boy came to the counter to check out a book called “ The Ugly Truth: Diary of a Wimpy kid” from the glasses wearing librarian. A few seconds later, he returned the book to the old blonde librarian; the fat boy then stayed at the counter just staring at me. The evil fat boy even told me the book was really good when I curiously asked the librarian to let me take a look at the book the boy just suspiciously returned after such a short rental.

There were other numerous bizarrely familiar behaviors at the library including people who seemed to be repeating/responding to what I said at the airport meeting/my house; plus, a sheriff car suspiciously drove across me on my way to the library. Apart from another glasses wearing long blonde hair girl who said something disturbing to get my attention, most of the kids at the library were actually normal. My experience in Nebraska unquestionably strongly confirms my general dislike for children and why I will make a terrible school teacher. Yes, I am secure enough to say that.

There were numerous female pairs on my grocery shopping this week, one or two of them exhibited psychotic behaviors, plus, there were also two little girls suspiciously hanging around when I got back home. However, there were again more good than evil on my grocery shopping trip this week.

I can connect some of this week’s behaviors also to Hillsong; plus remember that Carl Lentz of Hillsong would somewhat respond randomly to things I say in my apartment almost every Sunday while I attended the church, so I will continue to tell people to keep your loved ones out of Hillsong or TSC if you value their health, progress in life, and self esteem.

These are a few more suspects if anything ever happens to me; there is a glasses wearing guy in my small town who drives a dark grey ford truck that looks just like Matt’s truck(my next door neighbor). This guy was suspiciously looking at me when the evil family of the woman with the yellow house across me exhibited that maniacal laugh behavior. This man also suspiciously drove by the morning that creepy black made it's appearance. There was another Sunday that he and his wife drove around the same time as I woke up heading to the bathroom and numerous other coincidental suspicious times

Definitely don’t forget the interview I had with Mike of the Empire beauty school in NYC. I already told you about the bizarreness and déjà VU experiences that came with this interview even in Nebraska. Also, the interview I had with Lindamood Bell of Long Island where I had to take a standardized format type exam, but while taking the exam, I had other Hispanic candidates clearing their throats/coughing; plus, a mentally retarded kid also came into to the office and started screaming. I walked out during the exam because of this unacceptable behavior from a potential employee. I blogged about this in 2011, but the post was taken out of context by my low IQ readers/and provided another weapon for my stalkers. This is how the throat clearing nightmare began in late 2011.

My persecution can sometimes be compared to what Solomon Northop went thru in the hand of Tidbeats in that movie “12 years a Slave” . It is like a REALLY stupid/psychotic white person pushing you around, bullying you, and trying to humiliate you out of their own insecurity. Like I have said before, the people behind community stalking belong in another century; they are exceptionally moronic and much weaker than their victims. Just based on the behaviors of the numerous recruits I encountered in Nebraska, I think it will be much easier to prove the recruits are the ones who are mentally unstable than proving that about the victims.

Think of something that absolutely infuriates you; it could be a phrase, word, or sound; now imagine someone using that to torment you EVERYWHERE you go, that is how community stalkers devastate their victims everyday! Community stalking is real, painful, effective, bullying, distressing, and can destroy a life. If you are a victim; stay strong, sharp, and never doubt your sanity! Your persecutors are a lot more mentally unstable than you will ever be! Prevent yourself from becoming a victim by spreading the word about the danger of community stalking. Let the power of good overcome evil!

Evil People, Memory Lane, Cops, and The Serious Threat Of Community Stalking: My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT 19

2015-01-05T16:06:00.000-08:00

Let me quickly reconcile some of my experience this week to the information from the brilliant minds on this wonderful website : http://www.stalker-beware.com/harassmentskits.html Keep in mind that using the NLP technique, my mind has been conditioned to notice certain distressing/anxiety causing triggers.

So, did I encounter a few miserable, homicidal, evil hearted , and completely brainless white people this week? That will be a resounding yes! At my weekly grocery shopping at Lincoln Street Market; there was the usual hillbilly type female worker with the maniacal laugh, the young male worker whispering something disturbing in the aisle next to me after I passed him, the coincidental loud laugh cashier who also helped with my grocery, and of course, the deranged woman with the loud laugh who deliberately checks out in front of/beside me every week.

At the WestPoint Library, I was met with similar behaviors; from loud laugh patrons who coincidentally came in after I did; to the evil moronic woman with a daughter who purposefully cleared her throat in front of me; or the throat clearing old man who also seemed to be there the last time; or the disturbingly loud conversation from another evilly deranged woman, or the familiarly alarming behaviors from librarians, and predictably, a few demented Hispanics were present on my weekly grocery shopping trip. However, there was more good than evil, most people seemed normal compared to my past experiences.

My home life keeps getting better and better though, apart from the same glasses wearing middle age blonde librarian exhibiting familiar behavior and a few children uttering disturbing sounds next to my Mexican neighbor while at the library, I really had another wonderful week at home. There are still some questionable coincidences with what am doing/saying at home, so this warfare is far from over, but things are definitely much better. My life is back to normal when am home compared to what I was used too in Long Island, Bellevue, and Omaha. So, thank goodness for some improvement.

Speaking Of Bellevue, remember the black guy from the apartment complex office said something about how low lives shop at Wal-Mart? Well, it seemed people have been trying to control my shopping at Wal-Mart since I came to Nebraska. Keep in mind that the tactic is: “They investigate their victims to determine their strengths and weaknesses. They study their every move to find out what makes them 'tick'. Once they know which buttons to push, they use this information to exercise psychological warfare against them.” (Stalker-beware.com)

In fact, after reporting at the San Jose PD that my stalkers were trying to control me, they specifically added this as one of the buttons to push. I already told you about my nightmare experiences at Nebraska Wal-Mart’s, shopping in black neighborhoods, or anywhere in Omaha (see my bizarre experience posts). Of course, there was always an Omaha, Papillion, or Bellevue cop car anytime this behavior was present.

Also, keep in mind that the tactic is to couple police presence with harassment kits, which makes the victims see this trigger everywhere they go, and causes them to be in a constant state of anxiety or be agitated. I really started noticing the police and fire truck presence in my mother’s neighborhood in Long island. Since this problem is also connected to the apartment formerly occupied by a cop that I lived in Long island, I always felt a cop is either behind this behavior or the churches are connected to cops. Either way, I still strongly believe the experience is connected to both church and cops.

The interesting thing about this police presence was that I never once felt that someone was trying to steal something from me or even violently harm me. My complaint at the San Jose PD was that it was a psychological attack/constant privacy violation that made me feel suicidal. Of course, everything I wrote in the police report only gave them more things to attack me with in Nebraska. They kept having people ask me about my debit cards at stores as if the problem was about criminals trying to steal from me. I even had one person with a license plate that said Debit card driving a few times around me in Bellevue trying to get my attention.

I spoke about vandalism last week and the little crack on my windshield. Again, keep in mind that vandalism is something only a victim will notice, they only do things that are not obvious enough to be reported to the police. The idea is to make you look crazy. For instance, I recall telling you about people coming into my apartment in Bellevue to eat my freshly baked muffins. You can’t exactly report that to the police. In my Omahaapartment, they had people opening my shades, sliding doors, or putting things on my furniture when I was not home. These are all subtle things you can’t report, but are deliberate strategies to screw with your head. Read more on Vandalism here: http://www.stalker-beware.com/vandalism.html

Remember the blonde woman at TSC who came down to the lower rotunda to ask for prayer for the chip installed in her body that made people aware of what was going in her apartment? The same woman laughed and told me I was naïve after praying for her. It was around the same time that Stephen Baldwin’ wife also came down for prayer. She is really gorgeous and seemed like a wonderful person, so I will be shocked if she is connected to this behavior, but I really don’t trust Christians, Church people, or Celebrities. I recall saying hi to Stephen Baldwin and his wife once while they were having a family lunch at a restaurant in front of TSC.

Coincidentally, I also noticed this particular actor taking a picture with the horrible Pastor of Hillsong, Carl Lentz on his twitter account. I have actually seen Alec Baldwin a few times when driving home late at night from TSC. I just think all these time frames and people are interesting coincidences.

I should also mention that the woman that kicked me out in Paris was a friend of someone (an African girl) I know from TSC. The really unpleasant African girl who seemed pregnant and married to a repugnant overweight white guy was also suspiciously present the one time I returned to TSC for a visit after my nightmare experience at Hillsong. Another suspiciously interesting coincidence?

Speaking of suspects, I should mention a few more people you may want to question if anything ever happens to me. Don’t forget Matt’s Mother (The mother of my next door neighbor in my small town), Matt & Carly’s male friend with the red truck, and the deranged old lady at the end of my block with the black SUV. Don’t forget Priyanka Aghamkar? This was the Indian student nurse from my job that I jokingly told about wanting to marry any Hillsong worship leader. The girl was coincidentally dating this midget Hispanic boy then. The girl definitely knows something as she was trying to tell me something a few years back after complaining about the heart attack/anger causing behavior of the members of TSC, but she seemed afraid.

Also, Shani & Aziza of TSC, these two brainless/retarded black sisters exhibited numerous triggers in my days of living in NY. They also both work for TSC. There was one time I complained about Shani in the privacy of my apartment one Saturday night while attending Hillsong, the following day, Shani showed up at Hillsong and started exhibiting that same disturbing behavior. She and her evil sister unquestionably knows something and are connected to these behaviors. They also had a friend, an equally mindless girl that is best friend with Shani. She was used on Facebook numerous times to exhibit the usual disturbing behaviors. I don’t remember her name, but she is a NYU graduate, and is somewhat connected to the Australians. She also works for TSC. I will think of more suspects next week.

“The weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds.” If you obedience is fulfilled, then I know you are ready in joining me in the fight to punish all disobedience. Like I said before, the people behind community stalking may have the resources and wealth, but they are not the most intelligent of beings. These are cave men with an archaic mind set and are way too stupid for this day and age. If you are a victim, remember that you are much smarter then your persecutors. These people belong in the 12^thcentury and not a modern world!

Imagine someone spying on your home and listening to every embarrassing moment you will never want to share with any human; but upon leaving your house, you notice strangers rehashing that very private embarrassing moment at work, the gym, the grocery store, at the mall, the movies, and everywhere you go. That is the kind of sick mental game these community stalkers play on their victims EVERYDAY! ” It's a form of terrorism against an individual that is meant to instil fear and cause mental and emotional trauma” (stalker-beware.com)

Yes, it can happen to you, which is why you should join me in spreading the word about this horrific crime. Protect you family, friends, and even enemies with the information you find here because it is an excruciating experience that I would not wish on anyone! Stand for something or fall for anything!

Attempted Murderers, Grocery Shopping, Hillsong, Evil Community, Memory lane: My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT 18

2014-12-29T14:59:00.001-08:00

http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html

So based on the information from the brilliant minds on the website above; what kind of murderous & psychologically crippling behaviors did I encounter from the great people of Nebraska this week?

My visit to Graybeal supermarket was quite predictable, two or three people exhibited the usual tactics to get me to commit suicide, but am still alive:) Remember from the website, a technique called NLP is used to condition the minds of their victims to develop anxiety upon seeing or hearing certain triggers. Three of those triggers were present at the grocery store. I have shared them in the past, so I don't need to go over them again. There were the usual evil, skanky, racist and homicidal white females; cops, delusional/moronic Hispanics, and numerous refreshingly normal people. I am working on a legal resolution to this nasty little problem.

Returning my DVD’s to the WestPoint Library, I noticed an empty sheriff’s car and a car with a license plate on the same street that said “Live for Now”. Keep in mind that I mentioned something about people communicating with me via license plates in my Long Island apartment during my Hillsong days. ( Of course, I was being sarcastic, but like everything I said, these idiots took it literally). It is one of those things am condition to notice, while that may mean nothing to an average person, it is something I will notice. (Read the website) There was coincidentally also a teenage boy who got out of his car to check the mailbox in front of the library at the same time I was there???

While living in NY or working at First Data, ConAgra, and Optica; a lot of those triggers did cause an anxiety attack since it was a daily warfare, but since am home most days now, the effect is less damaging, but still disturbing. A few more distressing triggers were of course added in Nebraska.

Going out on Saturday to shovel the snow on my walkway, I was approached by the usual suspect; a old grotesque looking “blue eye” man who often walks in front of my house struck a conversation with me. The “throat clearing” man told me he lives in a house inherited from his parents, has epilepsy, was on disability, has been in jail for drunkenness, and called me the new girl in town.

While talking to this man, the evil family of the old man living in the brick house across me came out exhibiting those familiar triggers. Two girls first came out and they coincidently behaved/dressed the same way like the two girls I saw the day before at Graybeal. A quiet man came out after these girls, but he did nothing disturbing. This is the same family who deliberately waited for me outside their father’s house after getting back from the grocery store a few weeks back. I mentioned this in a previous post. The same family had a man talking on the phone outside when I went to the town library for the first time two weeks back. The man exhibited the usual disturbing behavior. There was also a neighbor in one of the houses behind me who exhibited the same distressing behavior this Saturday.

If anything ever happens to me, you can definitely track it to the evil family of the quite man (Walter) in the brick house across me. Don’t forget the evil family of the old lady with the big yellow house also across me. You should definitely not forget the mailman, plumbers, Duffy and his family, John Ashburger & family, the bald Walmart worker across me, the Hispanics across Duffy, and definitely do not forget those evil deranged bullies at First Data (Shirley Larson, Lori McGuire, and Julie Bratcher). Just saying:)

Speaking of tactics, I noticed a crack in my windshield this Friday. Check out the tactic tab on that website. (Is this Vandalism, the wind, or just another coincidence?)

These people are still dumb enough to be playing the good guy/ bad guy tactic. These tactics have been used numerous times by cops and the awesomely evil people of Nebraskaand it is just getting old! I have already concluded there are no good people in Nebraska, so they may just want to adopt another tactic. I am judging these people on my lengthy stay here so far (almost three years)

Tactics meant to kill me were carried out by mostly white people since my arrival here, so I can easily conclude there are some God awful racist, Ku Klux Klan clan , and really evil hearted people in Nebraska. Of Course, Hispanics and blacks did equally evil things. They used more Hispanics than whites while I was in NY. Either way, I do not care for these people regardless if they are Whites, Hispanics, or Blacks. I am not sure what smear campaigns or rumors that was spread about me to cause these people to be so wicked, but I know that if the shoe was reversed, there is nothing anyone could tell me about another human being that will make me do what these people did to me in the last few years. It shows lack of character, integrity, and intelligence. No one can make you stupid or evil without your consent. I am superior to most of the people I have encountered in recent years on so many levels!

The toughest thing is knowing who to trust since the strategy is to get people close to you and the moment you let down your guard, they will just disappoint you by exhibiting those triggers. The problem got worse after filling a police report, so you unquestionably can’t trust the police either. (The website also confirms this suspicion) . This is however a crime that needs to be addressed, these people may not be pulling a trigger, but their behavior can kill you! I know there were numerous times I was suicidal in NY, Bellevue, and Omaha. There are a few First Data/ConAgra Employees/Nebraskans who should be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law for attempted premeditated suicide inducing behaviors. (That is my opinion)

There has to be someone in law/political/religious institutions who got in the profession for the right reasons. This terror act can affect anyone including people in their own family. That website gave me hope that am not alone; I believe one person can make a difference. The more victims that come forward, the more likely we are to get people to do something about this crime. I know the blonde woman in the lower rotunda of Times Square Church who told me to pray for her about a chip in her body which allowed people to know what was going on her life knows about this community stalking. She sounded crazy then, but now I believe her. If anyone out there had gone thru this, please connect with me. Don’t let these people silence you, it takes a really cowardly weak person to commit these acts. You are much stronger and smarter than the entire moronic community stalking you. If there is anything I learnt about these stalkers so far, it is that they are pretty stupid; they are not the sharpest tools in the kit. No one can make you do some of things these stalkers do unless you are completely brainless/evil. We need to expose them!

I don’t know any genuine Christian who is afraid of death, we all have to die some day. It is more tragic to be afraid to live. Like Elijah, you may think you are the only righteous person in the world, but that website gave me hope there are seven thousand people out there in the world who may also have not bowed down to Baal. No, you wont find these people in churches, but you will find hope in the courageous people like the folks behind this great website or the few people around you who refuse to be part of evil.

I should mention this creepy coincidence about those idiots at Hillsong. It was either my vacation in Barcelona or Romea few years back. This middle age couple who may have been from

Israel

were also on vacation and sat across me at one of the tourist attractions. It was right before Obama became president. The woman had presumptuously asked me if I was voting for Obama because he was handsome??? I said no, since I don’t find him attractive at all and I don’t follow or care about politics. The couple also strangely said that I looked like Michelle Obama??? I look nothing like this woman.

After Hillsong came to town, I had goggle the Hillsong United’s leader’s name one time since that was my first time of hearing about him. I recall stumbling on a blog about this senseless black girl who was obsessed with the freakishly tall Hillsong United Worship leader, I remember the blog writer saying that she looked just like Michele Obama and was from Atlanta, Georgia?? I just thought that was an interesting coincidence.

I was always a fan of the Hillsong Worship team. I became a fan after seeing Marty Sampson and Darlene Zschech while in London/Grad school in 2004. They sounded like such godly people and that was the only reason I joked ONCE to another human about wanting to marry ANY of the Hillsong Worship leader. In fact, I never heard of the freakish giant leader before they came for concert in 2008/2009. Prior to that, I only knew of the Swedish boy, Jonas from London; Marty Sampson, and Reuben Morgan because they were such great singers/song writers. I was not aware of any other person from Hillsong other than those three people and Darlene. I also have never ONCE told another human being that I was a fan of that giant hillsong leader apart from the joke I shared with the Indian student nurse from my job while at Times Square Church. So, the presumptuousness/ego of these GOD awful Christians always astounded me. In fact, everything used to attack me by these people are all based on eaves dropping on my apartment. Very sad indeed for a church that claims to be about Jesus.

On a more positive note, I encountered more good than evil this week at my grocery shopping and in my small town. Most people I saw this week were pretty normal and are refusing to be part of a murderous campaign of an innocent person. Things are slowly getting back to normal. The only lesson that I learnt from Hillsong, TSC, and those evil church leaders is that what looks holy is undoubtedly NOT HOLY. Also, that am better off happily single/alone than having homicidal people in my life. Not all that glitters is gold, it has been a tough lesson, but life goes on. With all the evil these people have done to me to make me commit suicide or destabilize me mentally; I am still happy, alive, and kicking! HALLELUJAH!!! I can not wait to see what 2015 has in store. Happy New Year!

REVISITING THAT HORRIBLE ORGANIZATION, HILLSONG CHURCH!

2014-12-26T18:35:00.000-08:00

I caught something disturbing on ABC's Nightline’ last night. My antenna never picks up this channel, but the channel has been working for the last few days. It stopped working now. In fact, I have only seen that channel work for less than a week in my six months of living in my new house. On Dateline, they had a report on Hillsong church and the NY pastor that I completely forgot jugged some memory that just need to be shared based on my recent discovery.

I just need to reconcile some facts and warn people about this horrible church. Like that fake, crocodile tear shedding NY pastor use to say; hide your daughters, wives, and your loved ones from this God awful church if you value their health, well being, progress in life, and general self esteem.

Like I said before, this evil behavior was present/started at Times Square church, so I am still not eliminating TSC as a huge part of the problem since a lot of the members were used to carry out a lot of these evil tactics. Plus, remember the Tuesday night with the Detroit pastor, where people were pushing me before he preached about anger? The Detroitpastor probably has a connection to Hillsong.

The two NY Hillsong pastors were in Ethiopia on some water mission, but getting home that Tuesday night, I recall a tweet from the Senior pastor’s wife from Australia which said something about how I need to return Home or am already home( referring to the church, as if I did not need to keep revisiting TSC). To be honest, I thought Hillsong was behind the behavior then, just because I had experienced typical psychotic/thug like behaviors since attending the church, but there was no way they would know what the Detroit pastor was preaching about, which is why I feel they are connected. I also find it interesting that Dateline says this church has eight thousand members just like TSC, almost like they are competing with TSC or probably just another interesting coincidence.

Let me focus on Hillsong for a second. It is sad that they are spreading their disease of a church in Americaand now are starting one in Los Angeles? Not surprising, considering these are a group of ambitious, cold hearted, immoral, anti-Christ type people. I naively liked the church so much at the age of twenty five that I actually wrote the leaders to think of starting a church in NY; now knowing the nature of these people, I definitely do not care for their presence anywhere in Americabecause they stand against the principles that makes this country a great one.

I did not notice this behavior too much while I was in London, but I recall the London pastor mentioning something about my cookie eating habits during the Sundays services as if cautioning me about my weight. That was probably a coincidenceJ

After leaving London for France in my last semester in Spring of 2004, I started noticing the evil tactics. For instance, the lady that I lived with just suddenly turned against me for no conceivable reason. I was living in Anthony, France; but my classes were in Paris. The woman even threatened to kick me out just like my mother before I left NY. The woman also complained about unreasonable and illogical things that just did not make sense. She also would follow me around unnecessarily. As you will imagine, I met some really nice people in this catholic/Lutheran/Anglican type church in Paris; they told me about this amazing place in the center of Paris that I could stay and the rent was not bad. The place had a lot of young French students. I was able to move to this place when the woman kicked me out.

Was this problem created by church people, so it could look like I found help in church or just another coincidental pattern? The same thing happened with my ConAgra job; check out my previous post about the pastor in my Omahaapartment building. The people at ConAgra also kept repeating something about the “perfect storm”, something that was mentioned by this evil celebrity “wanna be” Hillsong NY pastor in one of his first blogs about the church. That phrase has been used to taunt me by numerous strangers since my job loss in NY

Coincidentally, Hillsong Paris was just taking off after I moved to Paris. They had just started planting another evil branch of their empire in France. They had a life group which met once a week. I visited the group once after moving to Paris, but quickly lost interest to focus on my studies. While living in Paris, I was approached by some older French men and also numerous Middle Eastern looking Parisian men, but of course, I had no interest since I was a genuine Born Again Christian woman, unlike the pretense Christians of Hillsong.

A very old American woman who lived in my building in Paris attended my graduation; The woman also told me I needed to have more friends just like Hillsong. I rarely hung out with the girls from my MBA program since we are morally different. There was a girl in the program from Texas, who also became friendly after hillsong came to town. She was also used to exhibit the tactics adopted by most members of Hillsong.

I should mention that I applied for an Analyst position on E-bay a few days ago, the e-bay website strangely had the address of the Mexican woman I lived with in San Jose, CA. The job was in Omaha. I strangely got a rejection letter this past Monday, but get this, the letter was in French? Really strange from an Omahacompany!

After coming back to NY from Paris, I remember this overweight Haitian girl from TSC, who had a sister married to an Australian tried befriending me, but I never cared for her friendship like most people at TSC. This girl lived in Long Island and was somewhat close to the Ukrainian model. I noticed those psychological tactics from people around while hanging out with her one weekend at Roosevelt mall.

Over the years, these degrading/humiliating tactics were used over and over at TSC. The oppressive church problem really started in 2004 after arriving from Paris, but my life turned into a nightmare ONLY after Hillsong came to NYC and I left TSC.

The problem was only limited to church before Hillsong came to town. Remember the Puerto-Rican family moved above me right after I started attending Hillsong, this was probably one of their tactics as mentioned on this website http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html

They started listening to everything I was saying in my apartment during this period. They took everything literally, out of context, and used this information to carry out the cruelest acts. I make sarcastic comments about Hillsong worship leaders/movie actors all the time, but to think someone will take that literally just shows how moronic and egotistic these people are. I mentioned this jokingly to an Indian nurse from my job. I even jokingly told her I was going to marry one of the Hillsong worship leaders because they look so holy, but who takes that seriously, only a moron! I say the same things about the actor from the Man of steel (superman movie) all the time, but you don’t see him harassing me in public about it.

Like the website said, they probably studied all my habits and knew everything that would tick me off; since everything I said in my Long Island apartment was used by the people in Nebraskato torture me. That evil pastor that was shedding crocodile tears on TV said the church was about Jesus, but he knows nothing about Jesus!

This same perverted pastor was the one who responded to some of my most private thoughts and moments randomly during church service almost EVERY Sunday! This paranoia and mental destabilizing behavior first really came to my attention loudly thru this pastor. When I was living in my Long Island apartment, it was as if the pastors of this church had a direct line or some kind of monitoring camera in my apartment. They literally respond to everything I was doing most times via twitter/Facebook. Probably just a coincidence, right?

I usually listen to mostly Hillsong worship music; I recall listening one weekend to some old hymns from another artist; and the senior pastor from Australia twitted about how old music is ineffective for the younger generation. (am paraphrasing, this was over three years ago) There was another time that I was reading out loud my blog before posting and the senior pastor’s wife tweeted something about what I was blogging about; and said there is blessings for people who stay up late preparing the words to encourage people (again , paraphrasing). It was late at night for me, but early in the morning for Australians.

One Saturday, I went to wax my eyebrow and there was a creepy cat at the nail place; and that giant Hillsong worship leader tweeted something about cats a second after that. My life became a disaster after Hillsong came to town as people followed everywhere and I had no privacy. I was moved to the nursing office at my job during this period. I had a male co-worker asking my thoughts about a boob job; this was after I jokingly mentioned getting a nose job in my apartment. The guy recommended I get a boob job instead of nose job in response to what I said in the privacy of my apartment. Yes, very insulting from a co-worker! Of course, I was just joking about the nose job, I actually like my nose.

Things got worse after leaving NY and filing a police report. The tactics mentioned in that website were taken to unconscionable level in Nebraska. It is really an astounding miracle that I am still a fantastically sane/wholeosome human being. Most people would have crumbled under such intense mental destabilizing tactics.

While working at ConAgra, I had given a really bad review of Hillsong and TSC on yelp or trip advisor based on my experience. I went to Wal-Mart afterwards and some guy said that is such bullshit lie nigga, in response to my review.

I was looking at the twitter picture of that giant Hillsong worship leader on his wedding day and said out loud that he was ugly, but his wife was gorgeous! I will never call anyone ugly to their face. I said this in the privacy of my apartment in Long Island, but it was after this statement that I noticed people started calling me ugly everywhere I go!

Remember that cigarette smoking heavily tattooed guy who moved below me in my Omaha apartment? Well, that guy moved right after the pastor of Changed Life had moved out of my building, it was also right after I told this pastor’s daughter that I hated smokers. After this guy moved below me, the same oppressive behavior from Bellevue followed. It was during this period that people will come in front of my apartment in the middle of the night whispering things, yes, really disturbing, but these are all tactics adopted by these satanic churches to control/destroy someone.

It seems Hillsong definitely have recruits in the police department or the police department have recruits in Church, either way, am still linking this sick behaviors to both church and cops. Remember that midget Hispanic cop from the Long Island Target, who arrested a young white girl abandoned by her friend? This was right after I spoke about the inanity of Hillsong idea that I need to have friends in the privacy of my apartment.

I think Hillsong may have some recruits on ABC/NBC. ABC coincidentally reported something about people getting sued for giving their honest opinions/reviews on yelp after I gave that negative review. Probably just another coincidence, right? I rarely watch TV these days, but I have noticed a few disturbing coincidences with things I say; not just on ABC, but also on NBC the few times I do watch. Of course, there are also a few morons on CBS, the few times that I watch it showed a few coincidental demented behaviors. Come to think of it, I actually met a few CBS employees while attending TSC. In fact, I encountered a handful of shady TV employees while attending churches in NYC.

To think ABC prides itself on excellent news reporting and they are promoting this evil church? Like seriously, based on my experience and reconciling that experience to this website, http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html.; these churches may just be one of the most dangerous things that can happen to the American way of life. Forget, Al-Qaeda, ISIS, North Korea, evil Syrians, and other terrorist groups; the FBI and CIA should be focusing their energy on these domestic terrorists. Don’t buy that six services a day and we are growing tremendously hype, it is just a show! It is the same group of people and their friends/family who attend all six services.

I am surprised they are successful considering how moronic most of their leaders are; just listen to any of their mind numbing messages for a few weeks, and you will conclude the same thing. They are successful for the same reasons Kardashians are famous; or millions will download Megan Trainor’s “All About That Bass” or Jimmy Fallon’s EW, Americans love celebrating stupid people!

Please Check Out This Website.:My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT 18

2014-12-24T13:55:00.000-08:00

I discovered this website today and it totally made my year! Actually, more like my decade:) It is just amazing to know there are other people out there that have gone thru the same exact thing am going thru. Check out the tactics tab; every single tactic on this website have been used against me in the last several years. Good to know that am not alone. I am guessing most of my readers are part of this community stalkers, in fact, most people I encountered in the last ten years are probably part of the problem. I was always confident of my sanity and the evilness of my stalkers, but this website strongly affirms that.

It is a beautiful feeling to know there are group of Christians out there who are willing to expose these sick people. Please read this website in it's entirety for your own safety. If someone told me fifteen years ago after graduating college that I will become a victim of this community stalking, i would have said, no way! So, please read it because it can happen to you. Share it with anyone you know; someone you love may become a victim of this crime and someone you trust CAN convince you that the beloved victim is the one with the problem, so read this to protect yourself and your loved ones. I have been a victim of every single tactic mentioned on this website and years of this behavior have not taken the desired toll/result only because I was able to figure out the tactics of my stalkers. Knowledge is power!

http://www.stalker-beware.com/index.html

Also, check out this comments from my post a few weeks back:

https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3487054344871202813&postID=9099944961486498852&page=1&token=1419535066207

Same Old Stuff, Movies, Les Miserables, and Christmas: My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT 17

2014-12-22T11:58:00.002-08:00

Noticing the revoltingly overweight glasses wearing trooper/cop starting right at me as I drove to West Point, NE for my weekly grocery shopping, I was not too surprised at the usual disturbing behaviors around me. So, what kind of bizarreness did I experience this week?

· An overweight glasses wearing woman obnoxiously clearing her throat behind me at Lincoln Street Market Grocery store (Check)

· A retarded looking middle age balding blonde guy who was creepily concerned about my cereal choice (Check)

· Another abusive overweight blue eye Lincoln Market male worker having the usual disturbing conversation with the aforementioned middle age blonde man (Check)

· Abusive female patrons/Lincoln market employees who had the need to tell their laugh out loud jokes around me (Check)

· Throat clearing/abusive grocery store workers (Check)

· Abusive female patrons with daughters (Check)

· Demented/moronic Hispanics (Check)

· Grotesque cigarette smoking old unappealing males (Check)

· Psychopaths with Illinois/Bellevue/Omaha license plates (Check)

· A few surprisingly normal patrons at the Lincoln Street market store (check)

· Deranged teenage girls patrons with unresolved issues at Graybeal Grocery (Check)

· Abusive Female patrons with the desire to tell laugh out loud jokes as I check out (Check)

· The usual group of sweat pant wearing crazy old women at the Graybeal parking lot exhibiting proverbial behaviors (check)

· Familiar rhetoric and disconcerting behaviors from female workers at the West Point Public Library (Check)

· Mental Hispanic stalkers (Check)

· Throat Clearers (Check)

· Distressing coincidences (Check)

· Generally Abusive, Moronic, and Nutty white people ( Double check)

These habits are so alarmingly boring that it is not even worth writing about anymore. I should not waste time to write about the sleep inducing tales of my experience with the crazies. There is nothing new, interesting, or worth celebrating about these people. It is the same old thing, patterns, and behaviors for the last several years. No, I can not ignore these bullying tactics because this is America, but to spend so much time talking about it is like becoming the media that celebrates the most stupid people in the world. These people are popular, make billions of money, and grace the cover of every magazine because the media choose to talk about people not worth talking about. I will do my part in making America a better place by not sensationalizing unworthy people. Of course, I will continue to work on a legal resolution to this daunting problem.

Off topic, there are movies I won’t pay money to watch, like a George Clooney movie, musicals, or those offbeat unfunny comedies. However, since libraries offer free DVD’s, I am now able to watch movies that I will not normally watch. I was pleasantly surprised and moved by the movie “Les Miserables” this week. I thought it was a really good story of what the life of a true Christian who chooses to “walk the walk” looks like. I am not usually interested in seeing people obnoxiously singing throughout a movie, but this was really good. It is interesting how the life of this man was made so miserable by another Christian. Ironically, his greatest persecutor was a Christian cop (Javert), who thought he was enforcing the law by playing God. Of course, in this day and age, Christians like Jean Valjean do not exist anymore.( at least in my experience).

It is amazing how Javert twisted his knowledge of God to persecute and torture his fellow mankind. There was nothing glorious about the life of Valjean, just a life filled with suffering, pain, anguish, and injustice. The man’s life would have been a lot better without the presence of that evil cop (Javert), but the end of Javert was not pretty either; like most miserable people who spend their lives torturing /harassing other people; he ended up killing himself. Javert was unquestionably a tormented soul.

Did Anne Hathaway win an Oscar for this movie? If so,why? She was in the movie for like a second, probably for cutting her hair or singing? Just wondering.

Back to reality, sure there are a few mentally unstable morons in my town, an obnoxious mailman, and female library workers that are coincidentally silent throat clearers; but overall, I had a pleasant, beautiful, and just magnificent week. Things are almost back to normal in my small town, it almost feels like my pre-stalkers days. It looks like it is going to be a very jolly, merry, and happy Christmas. Life can be so beautiful without the presence of horrible people or the “Javerts” of this world. Merry Christmas!

Are these white people racist, brain dead, mentally retarded, or just plain stupid? You decide! My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT 16

2014-12-15T15:32:00.000-08:00

I called my small town library last week to see if I could rent some free DVD’s; as soon as I got in my car to drive there, this blue eye teenage boy drove by me in his white Ford Mustang, he made a u-turn and drove by again. Strange! When I got to the library, there were of course a few female rodents saying the usual disturbing things around me. The short blonde hair middle age librarian woman even had the need to tell someone on the phone about the nasty weather outside. It was not that bad outside.

Naturally, there was an overweight glasses wearing brunette/dark hair woman who loudly said she was going to have a good Christmas because she has a family and walked out a few minutes after I got there?? Same old boring psychotic morons following me around? For a woman that has a loving family, she sure seems to have a lot of issues and void in her life. People that have rich happy family life certainly don’t have the need to follow strangers around, saying things only mentally disturbed/insecure people will say. Let’s just say, I pity the people stuck with this woman as their family member, stabbing myself in the eyes will give me better pleasure than getting stuck with any white person I encountered since my arrival in Nebraska. Of Course, this is not just a white thing; Black, Hispanics, and Asians have exhibited the same disturbing behavior.

I got a phone call from a dark hair woman from some staffing agency called Professional Source in Omaha on Friday right before my grocery shopping. I knew this woman was connected to the strangers/recruiters who normally contact me every Wednesday about a phony job because they think this very cruel, insulting, and distressing behavior is somewhat funny. It is definitely not funny to be constantly harassed and insulted by these nitwits. The woman had e-mailed me on Wednesday asking for the best time to call. She told me she had some accounting job paying the minimum wage/slave salary. The accounting job did not require a Bachelors’ degree and everyone working in the accounting department of her client did not have college degrees.

This genius also told me that being an accountant was a lot different form doing accounting work. I don’t know if this woman had nothing better to do like most recruiters who call me for the same stupid reasons or was just trying to tell me anyone can be an accountant? I really don’t know, but my resume clearly shows I have a Bachelor in Accounting and also have a Masters in Business Administrations, so why this woman felt like insulting me about a minimum wage job requiring only high school diploma is beyond me.

I told the woman that I was trying to avoid working with the usual idiots that I have worked with in the past for my own health and well being, I also mentioned that I expect a level of professionalism from co-workers and that it did not matter if people were college educated or uneducated, my encounter with most people in Nebraska has been something out of a Jim Carrey movie; just nothing, but mindless stupidity and inanity. The woman responded to my e-mail saying good luck with my job search.

Predictably, like all my private conversations since 2011, there was going to be abusive coincidences and responses when I got to GrayBeal Grocery store located in West Point, NE. On my way to the store, there was a dark hair teenage boy in a white truck saying she is nasty; another dark hair teenage boy in a red truck also said she is ugly; and there was also an old man in a red truck parked beside me who obnoxiously coughed/cleared his throat??

While there were some normal patrons, but a few of these abusively deranged white people were back to their old ways. There were few racist/nasty very old white women saying/doing the same disturbing things around me and another old woman unnecessarily cleared her throat while chuckling to herself as if this abusive behavior is funny? There were two groups of people who felt the need to tell their funny jokes as I walked around in the aisle they were. There was also two men dressed in suits; one was a young blue eye blonde and the other one was an older dark hair guy. The young blonde man said those familiar verbal abuses to a dark hair female worker as I pass by them. There were a few blue eye/blonde hair young males who were well behaved. There was a man on the loud store radio responding to something I had said about government jobs to the recruiter earlier. I know, very bizarre!

Of course, as I checked out my grocery with the long blonde hair teenage cashier, there was a customer in front of me who coincidentally was looking for work and had a tough time finding a job. The blonde girl offered sympathy to the woman. While checking out my grocery, the blonde girl told me about some cash drawing they were having and Of course, I declined the offer/ raffles. The last thing I want is charity from abusive racist white people. The girl also strangely said Good Luck as I left and of course, one of the workers whispered she is ugly as I left the building?

Why was this girl saying good luck, was she repeating what the equally deranged recruiter had said earlier in her e-mail, was she talking to herself, or was she referring to something else? Were those men wearing suits an attempt to show me what professional people act like or to show me educated people are also ill-behaved; but wearing a suit does not make you a professional? Why will someone go to such an abusive length to show me something I already know, this is a question I have been asking myself every time I go out for the last few years. Yes, I should stop going to a store that offers such a horrible service; after all, this is America and that kind of behavior is unacceptable from a grocery store you pay your hard earned cash too or from complete strangers, but that knowledge seem to elude a lot of people in Nebraska. Plus, my stalkers follow me everywhere! My grocery shopping at this horrible store is definitely numbered. Of course, this behavior started in NY, where my private conversations are turned into some abusive coincidence, pointless drama, or an instrument of attack. However, it has gotten a lot worse since moving to Nebraska.

Not really sure what kind of crack the white people from around here are smoking; why can’t they realize it is psychotic to follow a woman you don’t know around harassing them! Only white trashes act like this! It does not matter if they are tall, short, blonde hair, dark hair, brunette, blue eye, green eye, hazel/ brown eye, old, young, female, male, educated, not educated, blue collar, white collar, or anything in between; the fact is my experience with white people in Nebraska has been filled with nothing but abuse, insult, lack of intelligence, and extreme stupidity. I am constantly scratching my head trying to figure out why anyone will do such things or say such things to a complete stranger. I DO NOT LIKE these people as I have nothing in common with them, but they just can’t seem to get that. I have been in America for over twenty years and have never seen white people who behave like this; the most moronic white people are definitely from around here. And YES, this behavior is connected to law enforcement and church people. Not really sure if they are suffering from low IQ, extreme stupidity, or just mental instability; their behavior is ever senseless, idiotic, and just plain distressing. Yes, this behavior started in NY, but no one can force you to be stupid or evil without your consent.

In America, there are laws which protect people from strangers following you around making life miserable. My stalkers predictably sends women, Indians, Hispanics, or even Blacks to show even more abusive behaviors anytime I complain. While these women are undoubtedly equally as abusive as the men sending them, but they are also unquestionably related to my psychotic stalkers. It is the perfect picture of the abused and the abuser. They deserve each other! These abused women obviously do not know how a woman should be treated. No respectable woman would think it is okay to constantly violate the privacy of someone you don’t know by following them around everywhere harassing them. The abused have become the abusers. I just wish they would not bring their psychosis/messed up lives into my world. These abusive white women are from families who breeds and raises equally abusive men/women. If these people will just stick to their own kind and realize I do not put up with abuse! These abusive kinds deserve each other and do not deserve to be around great humans like me. If these brainless morons will just get that and leave me alone!

An Indian man responded to my last post that this sick psychotic behavior is what makes life interesting? How is an abusive stranger following you around with insults and creating a very unhealthy environment everywhere you go make life interesting? No, that does not make life interesting; it makes it unbearable and Un-American. It will take a desperate low self esteem individual who craves for sadistic love from abusive people to tolerate this sick behavior. Prior to 2011, I went to Wal-Mart, Target, the mall, and Stop & Shop every weekend without any of these abusive behaviors present. I was able to travel, go shopping, and roam around without fear of harassment. This is a new phenomenon created by my abusive stalkers. How is almost turning me to someone claustrophobic or afraid to go out and interact with people make life interesting? These behaviors make life miserable and uninteresting. Maybe the Indian man was just hearing what he wanted to hear instead of what I am actually trying to convey with my blog like most of my past readers/eaves droppers. That may be acceptable in India, but this is America and I certainly do not have to put up with this behavior.

Apart from my town inbred small town maintenance workers and the little library incident; my home life is just happy and awesome. It was very peaceful in my small town this weekend and things are just fantastic! The creepy black car is still on a sabbatical, thank goodness! I will definitely recommend buying a home in a nice small town to anyone looking for a nice change from a city life. Of course, you may want a small town filled with well behaved, non-intrusive, and intelligent peopleJ

Not loving my neighbors, Demonic children, Catholics, Unwanted people, Abusive Coincidences, and Bad businesses. My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People PT. 15

2014-12-10T12:32:00.000-08:00

I should share the disturbing experience I encountered at State Farmer’s Bank in my small town last week. I went in there to start an account and as I was speaking to one of the tellers, an overweight glasses wearing blonde woman interrupted my conversation, asking me to repeat what I just said. (An obnoxious/insulting habit with a lot of my stalkers, asking me to enunciate words?) This may also just be an attempt to make me think it is church people behind my problems since after telling a Bellevue cop that people send fat women with glasses to harass me, the problem just quadrupled. Anyway, the blonde woman asked me to come into her office; she then went on to tell me the difference between a savings and checking account. I specifically inquired about a savings account, but she discouragingly told me there was very little interest/benefit to a savings account unless you have a large amount of money, plus you get bank charge fee for going below a certain amount, so I told the woman that it sounded cheaper for me to open a checking account based on her explanation, she readily agreed with my decision. A few minutes afterward, she mentioned she had given me someone ones else’s account number?

She said she was going to go out for a minute to finish the transaction and I said thank you! As soon as she left the room, the very quiet bank now had numerous people in the back offices saying the word “thank you” loudly and randomly? (Another obnoxious habit where people try to show me they are not repeating what I was saying, but just saying a common phrase), but why will a very quiet bank that had no visitor all of a sudden have all their employees saying thank you randomly and loudly right after I just said it?) This is another moronic and flawed logic from my abusively demented stalkers. After a few more conversations which sounded like some of those abusive words that are common EVERYWHERE I go, the blonde woman eventually came back. She printed out the documents and told me to sign the papers for a savings account? I responded that we just had a long discussion on why a checking account was a better option, but she apparently had amnesia/dementia since she only recalled me asking for a savings account. The woman also exhibited discourteously familiar behaviors like all business places I patronize since my arrival in Nebraska. Was this another attempt by my abusive stalkers to control where I bank; or to show me someone that is abusively attacking my impeccable memory; or was these intrusive strangers familiarly testing my temperament/character; or was this one of the numerous blonde women they send to harass me? (They also send a lot of dark hair women) Needless to say, the next time I step foot in that bank will be to close the new account.

Remember that old/unappealing married dude that helped me with cutting trees? The married man with three adult children works for my small town and is Catholic. This is the same guy that they usually repeat the conversations I have with him on TV. I know! But it is the disturbing bizarre truth! This guy sent me a text last Tuesday telling me about how he saw a car that looked like mine while he was in Omaha, but realized the car was not mine because it was missing all those stickers I have on my car. I am only polite to this old dude in spite of his disturbing behavior because I may need his help in cutting my trees again.

The guy said something in his text about Mary Kay and how I should paint my car pink. I told him that pink was too girly; and preferred much fascinating colors if I was going to paint my car. I was uncommonly watching TV that night and a few minutes after his text message, a Victoria Secret commercial came on advertising the sale of pink bras the next day? I usually don’t watch TV in the morning, but I had turned on my TV for a quick weather update the next day and I noticed someone mentioning Mary Kay on one of those retarded morning shows. I didn't really see the entire show to see the relevance of Mary Kay, but that was probably another creepy consistent coincidence, right? At least they decided to repeat what the guy said instead of what I said this time.

The same guy just knocked on my door a few minutes ago to have one of those pointless conversations about maintenance work they need to do around my house. Of course, while he was talking, there were numerous people/children passing by. Most of these people were normal. A brunette/dark hair woman wearing glasses with children exhibiting the same deranged behaviors also passed in front of my house. (Just the little boy holding a dog with this woman said something disturbing, the rest of the kids were normal) There was also a guy on the maintenance man’s radio who uttered a disturbing rhetoric. Was this town worker trying to show me in a most abusive way the difference between crazies and non-crazies or this was just another coincidence? I will definitely be reducing my communication to a ‘need to” with this abusive man.

I had bad experiences in Times Square Church and Hillsong Church; and those experiences are unquestionably related. I still firmly believe the root of a lot of my problems can be traced to Times Square Church, but I have noticed a few disturbing things with Catholics in recent years. I don’t know too many Catholics, but I have been extensively abused by them since getting to Nebraska. Of course, this could just be another attempt to make me think it is First Data people that are still following me around making my life miserable. For one, the people I worked with at First Data were Catholics. My Irish sister in law who also coincidentally happen to do same thing I do every weekend is catholic. Plus, all my e-mail conversation with her was used to attack me or create the same creepy coincidences by complete strangers as I mentioned in my earlier post. My brother converted to Catholicism after meeting this girl and exhibited the same abusive behaviors as some of my stalkers, like trying to make feel bad about being single during this period. (By the way, I am happily single and intend to remain that way FOREVER!)

I also had a Polish catholic woman once came up to me while getting a pedicure at a nail store in my old Long Island neighborhood, the woman strangely said very discouraging things about marriage/love and also wondered if I would be into in an arranged marriage where the marriage was not necessarily based on love, but a business transaction?? It was a very strange/insulting assumption from a complete stranger! This was while I was attending Hillsong.

I visited a catholic church once in my mother’s Long Island neighborhood where the “blue eye” male usher was un-Christianly abusive/disrespectful. A blonde blue eye guy also clearing his throat came up to me after the service in front of the church and gave me a wrong direction when I asked about a particular church located in the same neighborhood that I wanted to visit. You probably recall me telling you about pretty biracial teenage girls that came out of the same church while I was strolling and called me ugly.

While in San José, California, I also visited a Catholic church where some Asian women also called me ugly and exhibited really antagonistic behavior. The Mexican lady I roomed with in San Jose was also Catholic. I don’t know the bible these Christians read; but jealousy, unnecessary competition, worldliness, carnality, keeping up with the Jones, materialism, perversion, decadent view of success, and provoking people to anger is definitely not part of the Christian doctrine, Jesus would not approve of such behavior. These people are following a most shady Christian doctrine. If there was a God, he is unquestionably not in churches.

Churches should really think about closing their doors if their congregants are not different from the rest of the world, your religion is a useless tradition, and people may as well spend their Sundays doing better things than going to church. I wasted thirteen years of my life in churches hanging around a most fraudulent people. Before those predictably twisted religious folks decide to respond to my blog, I will save you the time by telling you that No one is perfect and your perfection is found in Christ, but at the same time, good Christians don’t go out of their ways to make others unhappy, or give people burdens they are not willing to carry like Pharisees, or put stumbling stones/blocks in front of their brethren, or keep slapping your fellow Christians on the cheek and asking them to turn the other cheek; that is just evil, abusive, and controlling; and the righteousness of God does not cover people who claim to be Christians, but continue to do evil and harm to others. I am no longer a practicing Christian, but when I was, I knew I was not perfect, but strove for that perfection found in Christ everyday! Imposing you views or beliefs on people is also something Jesus will frown on, he was a complete gentleman. Practicing Christian or not, I undoubtedly do NOT have anything in common with Catholics, if they will just get this and leave me alone! I will definitely be a happier person without their presence.

I should mention that the Bellevue cop who came up to my door after the altercation with that blue eye abuser also told me to turn the other cheek when these kids call me ugly. I am guessing these cops slap the crap out of the women in their lives and just tell them to turn the other cheek? That is a most abusive interpretation of the bible that favors bullies and domestic abusers. That scripture is not telling you to play God by slapping Christians on the cheek and expect them to turn the other cheek like an obedient idiot who tolerates abuse. Probably the same reason I was pushed around on the street by people, then coincidentally get to TSC on that same Tuesday night and the visiting Detroit pastor preaches about anger and how your personality is defined by what comes out of you when people pushes you? Probably just another abusive coincidence, right? The problem with these morons is that when they play God, the True God removes his presence! It can be a most disastrous world when God decides to leave humans to their own device, so they can see just how bad things can get when humans play God. We can all then forget the mercy of Jesus and brace ourselves for the wrath of the God of the Old Testament.

I divert:) my weekly grocery shopping was not terrible. My past visit to the Lincoln Street market in West Point was usually met with a most psychotic behavior. When I get out of my car, there will usually be people waiting around doing that loud witchy laugh. Of course, these people just happen to want to laugh out loud only in my vicinity and at every store I go too. These people just so happen to tell really funny jokes triggering those maniacal laugh or say abusive words consistently around me at EVERY store! It is all just one big consistent coincidence that has nothing to do with me. Definitely an abusive moronically flawed logic!

During my shopping, there were a few senior citizens around who were refreshingly normal and pleasant. However, as I entered the store, I went to the first aisle I normally visit to pick up my weekly fresh produce; and of course, there was a Hispanic woman with two children waiting there for me. I could feel the three strangers staring at me, but I ignored them, the woman said something in Spanish to the little girl; now the demented demon possessed girl started stomping her boot in front of me to get my attention. She kept staring at me antagonistically and stomping her boot on the floor? Then two Hispanic men came into the same aisle and said something in Spanish while exhibiting familiar behaviors. I eventually left the aisle without getting my grapes and strawberry just to get away from these crazies.

I don’t even think I ever had a Hispanic friend apart from coworkers that I had nothing in common with, but felt I needed to be friendly with because that was part of the office politics. I never had any kind of relationship with a Hispanic person, so why will they be following me around and harassing me everywhere I go. I had some mental Hispanic neighbors in the past who all exhibited the same presumptuous and demented behavior. I don’t know these people and unquestionably do not have anything in common with them.

I undoubtedly don't like them. I have never seen a group who can’t seem to comprehend that their presence is unwanted. It is the same deranged presumptuous behaviors from Hispanics in church, at work, and everywhere I go. Since the same behavior transcends state borders, different neighborhoods/jobs, and stores; I am concluding that this is somewhat connected to a law enforcement person. If you read some of my past post, you will agree that my conclusion/suspicion is valid.

Regardless of their race, I just don’t understand the perverse mind of my stalkers. It is disturbing that they don’t realize it is sick to follow someone you don’t know around and harass them. Their issues are so deep, so wide, so long, and so broad; that not even Sigmund Freud could help them. How are you different from a rapist if you constantly prey on a complete stranger that does not appreciate your presence in their life? There has to be a way to legally eliminate these groups of people from my life.

Also, as I was checking out my grocery, an obnoxiously loud woman was checking out next to me, the woman coincidentally had a maniacal laugh and exhibited the same disturbing behavior. An abusive deranged woman just happens to be around every week no matter where I shop or works for the store that am shopping at? A bizarre coincidence indeed!

Remember that old quiet neighbor who I mentioned lives across me and has exhibited some controlling behavior. Well, I got back from my grocery shopping and his adult glasses wearing children were waiting outside his house, there were talking to some repulsive looking bald man who also exhibited that familiar abusive rhetoric and behavior. As soon as I went into my house, this group of people got back in their cars and left. Another coincidentally abusive neighbor?

After cooking this weekend, I went to dump my garbage and check my mail as I normally do. As soon as I came out, there was a group of children across me who were playing on a trampoline that was directly across my back door entrance. As I came out, the children were screaming and showed familiar disturbingly abusive behaviors. Of course, these were just innocent little children playing outside and love screaming anytime they see me. After all, all children scream and say abusive things while playing in their backyards; it probably has nothing to do with me, right? But it was the same children that came out screaming after my encounter with the trooper that I posted about two weeks ago. Coincidentally, I caught something on the news briefly about a Well Fargo’s Bank event for children that night where they also had a group of children screaming. This event also had some cops there. I only caught a few seconds of the news show since I don’t watch TV unless I really need too. Probably just another coincidence, right? Not having children is definitely not going to be one of my regrets in life.

I should mention something quickly about an incident with Omaha cops while I was living at that horrible Richland park apartment in Omaha. I had returned from Best Buy in West Omaha one night after encountering a most disturbing abusive behavior from the employees of this store. As I drove to the front of my apartment, I noticed a few Omaha cop cars, some of them were on the phone, and it honestly just looked like another ignorable pointless cop drama. As I came up to my building, there was this very dark skin bald Omaha cop parked in front of my building; and as I walked inside, the bald black cop said she is ugly? Yep, he said that, but that crazy bald black Omaha cop was probably just talking to himself and am sure a dark skin cop parked in front of my building when there is no crime going on has nothing to do with me? Probably just another coincidence!

It is also a coincidence that young black teenagers call me ugly anytime I go to the beauty supply store in Omaha, or that they strategically have very dark skin Wal-Mart employees harassing me and exhibiting disturbing behaviors anytime I go to the 72nd street Wal-Mart in Omaha, or they have dark skin people calling me ugly anytime I go to stores in Omaha. Probably just one big foul smelling coincidence or just these evil abusive Nazi cops trying to control my life?

If it was up to my stalkers, (Christians or cops), I will be locked up in a basement like a prisoner and will never be allowed to go anywhere. Does anyone out there coincidentally know a good lawyer?

I should also mention that I got my ConAgra Job thru Manpower. This is the employment agency that apparently shared my salary information with my abusive Bellevue neighbors and Asian ladies at Nail salons. As if it was not bad enough to be disrespected by these nail salon employees, I also once had a similar disturbing conversation with one of Manpower male employees who was just extremely abusive and unprofessional. After I had stopped working with Manpower, there had a few recruiters calling me about the most ridiculous job offers. A recruiter from Manpower once called me while shopping at the Lincoln Street market on a Friday about a job that was starting three days later? She later called me for a phone interview for an accounting job that was obviously not valid since a job starting that soon was probably filled already, plus I had been called about the same job from Indian recruiters in the past. Of course, the phone interview was filled with familiar creepy coincidences. Another sick joke from complete strangers and unwanted friends?

I will end on a positive note, apart from that evil/abusive glasses wearing town maintenance catholic worker, things are just brilliantly and awesomely peaceful in my small town. It is great when there are no deranged people in your life to make you miserable; at least I can be happy when am home when there is no one around me to oppress me. Of course, things can get a lot better and am looking forward to the day I can roam freely again like I live in

America

. I “think” am beginning to get the privacy afforded to most dignified humans. I still have no privacy with my online activity; in fact, I just got a message a second ago on my blog that someone logged out of my account on another computer?? I only use one computer, so there is something fishy still going on. During this weekend, there was no creepy black car waiting in front of my house or someone watching my bathroom activity in the middle of the night. Is this the end of this sick behavior? I highly doubt that based on the psychotic nature of my stalkers. I will let you know more of my adventures with the crazies in my next post.

PREDICTABLY ABUSIVE COINCIDENCES? ((My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People Part 14)

2014-12-01T18:41:00.001-08:00

I paid a little visit to the Nebraska Department of Labor located in Columbus last week to have a little pow wow about finding jobs in the “Good Life” state. On my way to this little office, there were two seemingly racist grandma type people exhibiting that familiar abusive behavior. An old glasses wearing blue eye man in the same building within close proximity was strangely oblivious to where the government office was located. Predictably, the women in this little labor office exhibited proverbial behaviors using those common disturbing words.

I was running a little late for the meeting and quickly grabbed a front seat next to an overweight well behaved blue eye man at the far end of the training room. A Hispanic midget was also expectedly sitting in the front on my far right side; he obnoxiously/ gratuitously cleared his throat every five seconds throughout the superfluous career training. Of course, there were other dollar tree type workers who were also coughing and clearing their throats, but none was disturbing as the Hispanic midget. The glasses wearing labor coordinator who taught the class also felt the need to cough/clear her throat before talking; she highlighted the importance of having friends to get a job?? Ironically, the woman did not have any useful information in helping me acquire a job, but was eager to refer me to a sales job. A familiar obnoxious habit from the bullies I worked with at ConAgra?? Was this another coincidence; an attempt by the cop I blogged about in my previous post to show me a more infuriating throat clearer; the usual moronic tactic to make me think the abusers from First Data or ConAgra are present everywhere; or just the series of abusive behaviors from stalkers following me around in recent years?

After leaving this employment office, I went to a Dollar Tree store where there was another Hispanic midget doing the psychotic laugh with one of the employees. There was also one disrespectful teenage worker who cleared her throat and said she has issues an aisle from where I was standing. Was this deranged young chubby dark hair /Hispanic girl talking to herself or just another coincidentally abusive behavior from relentless bullies who does not know when to quit; or just another attempt by illogical/controlling/abusive people to get me to stop shopping at a money saving store?

I went to Wal-Mart afterwards and there were of course another two racist grandma type women saying disturbing things around me. Another young dark hair demented young female adult also cleared her throat and whispered a familiar verbal abuse. A male worker repeated what I mentioned the cop said to me in my last blog post and also whispered a familiar abusive verbiage. The normal efficient self check out Wal-Mart systems was not working properly and the glasses wearing worker had to intervene my check out every five minutes. Plus, the girl next to my machine whispered to the worker she is nasty. Was this another coincidence or an attempt to devalue my appreciation of self check out which I mentioned in my last post?

My weekly weekend shopping at Gray Beal/Lincoln Market Grocery store in WestPoint is usually filled with abusive workers/patrons, but was a tiny better this week. The only reason I still go to these stores is because I am trying to save money on gas since they are close to my house. Of course, inside the store/next to the carts, there was this tall repugnant glasses wearing man with an equally unappealing old glasses wearing woman who exhibited the same abusive behavior as I passed by them. I also noticed one or two crazies’ driving around me during this weekend trip to the grocery store. Most of these people had Omaha license plates; for someone to drive that far just to make someone else unhappy is the pure definition of psychosis. These people are true menace to society.

I should mention that while living in Omaha, I once went to see a house in a Hispanic neighborhood. There were one or two deranged Hispanic female teenagers doing familiar disturbing things. Why someone thinks it is flattering to compare me to teenagers is puzzling to me. I find it generally insulting/ destabilizing to be compared to anyone. (Old, young, fat, or skinny) It is even more insulting when abusive strangers you have nothing in common with make your life miserable by bringing their craziness into your happy/normal world.

On my way back from this trip, my navigator kept misleading me in a particular Omaha neighborhood, but eventually, I was directed to a major street, but as I came up on this main road, there was an Omaha cop car strategically waiting at the junction, the cops in the car were not looking at me, but the tall dark hair/brunette cop driving the car said she is ugly while his short dark hair partner leaned back on his seat without saying anything. Some of these abusive behaviors are unquestionably connected to cops.

My weekend was peaceful, but a few people forgot to take their medications in my small town. I usually open my kitchen window on Saturdays while cooking. In the past, I noticed very disturbing behaviors from people. There was one time that this tall Hispanic guy drove by in a bright color Chevy Camaro type looking car and a few minutes later, a blue eye guy will drive by in the same car giving me a look of disgust/contempt. The blue eye stranger would look at me as if I repulsed him and he was going to throw up?? Now, why would someone go to such lengths to insult someone they don’t know or make someone else unhappy? My answers will be: Psychosis, insecurity, mental instability, dementia, abusive personality, potential domestic abuser, immaturity, stupidity, low IQ, and the list go on. Does this actually work on any woman? She must be brainless with really low self esteem to fall for these kinds of abusive men.

A few people in town also showed another form of instability. As soon as I opened my window, a young couple with a few dogs walked in front of my house/window. The girl was wearing a similar outfit like mine, but in different color. She exhibited a subtle questionable behavior. Before opening my window, a group of children were in front of my bathroom window; a little blonde girl wearing glasses yelled she is ugly and displayed that familiar antagonistic/bully behavior? Some of the children were also wearing the color I was wearing; this was before opening my window. Of course, this could just be another coincidence. There were two deranged Mexican looking girls among these children who have exhibited some really bizarre behaviors in front of my house in the past. One of the girls once came in front of my house while I was painting; she kicked off her high heels, throwing a tantrum to get my attention. There was another time that these two Hispanic looking girls were walking home with this cute blue eye young boy; he yelled she is ugly while the Mexican looking girls were quiet/smiling. It is so disturbing to see children do such evil things. The apple definitely does not fall too far from the tree in Nebraskaand with most of my stalkers. Any little love I had for children had unquestionably been wiped out by these anti-Christ people.

There were also two really scrawny blonde women with children who paraded in front of my window, but my music was too loud to hear what they were saying. When I went to get my mails, another distastefully moronic Hispanic man drove by waving at me. Also, a neighbor who is normally well behaved that I mentioned to the evil bearded plumber now exhibited that familiar deranged behaviors. There was also a repulsive blue eye bald man in front of their house who whispered she is ugly as I passed by. I told the plumber that this neighbor was the only one in my vicinity that was well behaved; perhaps this was another attempt to show me someone more evil than these plumbers?

After mentioning to this same plumber that people clear their throats around me to be obnoxious; I went shopping the following weekend at West point and noticed a few women following me around clearing their throats. Another coincidence? Disturbingly, I have noticed these behavior patterns from the crazy Christians, demented plumbers/ maintenance people, and equally abusive cops. Of course, it could just be another attempt to make me think the plumbers are the ones stalking me. However, since the behavior is present everywhere I go, I can probably conclude the cops are the ones with the authority to get complete strangers to exhibit such abusive behaviors. However, like I said before, no one can get you to be evil unless you are innately evil. I can’t imagine calling a complete stranger nasty, ugly, or doing some of the things people I don’t know constantly do to me. These are just a group of unbalanced, unintelligent, and abnormal people. Plus, if these cops are not part of the solution, they are unquestionably a huge part of the problem.

Can someone please buy these people some self esteem or get them a good psychiatrist? I have never seen a group who just can't seem to get they are unwanted in my life. A shrink will definitely have no problem finding clients around here. I don’t like these people or care for their presence in any way! Everything and anything they do is senseless, distressing, and undesirable. Like I mentioned before, I may not be perfect, but I don’t go out of my way to make someone else unhappy. I am too confident, sane, intelligent, secure, happy, complete, content, and occupied with better things to do such sick things.

There has to be a law in

America

protecting innocent people from these kinds of abusive behaviors from uninvited strangers/predators. Who in their right mind would invite these kinds of people into their happy world/life? Only someone who loves to be abused! I may just be a black girl like someone said at First Data, but this black girl does not tolerate abusive Whites, Hispanics, or Blacks in my world.

On a positive note, the black car was not present this weekend and there was no one doing anything creepy while I went to the bathroom in the middle of the night. However, I doubt this is the end of my encounter with the creepy black car or the culprits behind this demented behavior. I will let you know if any other disturbing behaviors emerge or continue. Of course, there are still numerous glasses wearing unappealing people showing that familiar disturbing patterns in some of the business places I visited in my small little town today, but I will undoubtedly be taking my business else where if the behavior continues. Most people in my small town are still a breath of fresh air compared to the crazies I have dealt with since moving to Nebraskaor my mother’s Long Island neighborhood. Things are getting better and better!!! I am definitely getting more privacy and peace at home. There are a few decent people around here who seem to be getting the message.

GROCERY SHOPPING, EVIL COPS, CREEPY NEIGHBORS, & UNDESIRABLE FRIENDS! ((My Bizarre Experiences with Churches and Law Enforcement People Part 13)

2014-11-24T17:09:00.000-08:00

Traveling back from Omaha on Route 91 last week, I noticed a blue and red police light flashing behind me, I was surprised and almost swayed off the road. Now, what in the world did this cop want? The Hispanic looking trooper in the car behind me said something like “Pull over Ma’am. I eventually pulled over at the corner of the street leading to my town. The guy was not Hispanic as I thought, he was a dark hair/brunette man. The very old unappealing middle age cop asked if I knew why he pulled me over. I replied that I was not speeding and he responded that it was about my expired plates, which I had already gotten a ticket for the week before in Omaha. I told him that I have not had a chance to renew my plates, but was going to do it ASAP.

The cop who seemed amused for reasons unknown to me said he was going to issue some kind of warning and after I was done with the required things, I should have a cop sign the form and then mail it back? I told him that I did not like cops because of my exceptionally bad experience with them. The cop randomly mentioned that he had kids who liked him; he also asked if I wanted to come into his car as it will be more convenient? Of course, I declined and gave him the needed information. While I was waiting for the trooper to write up the warning, as if the stench of the numerous cows in front of me was not bad enough, I had two women behaving in that familiar antagonistic manner drive by; and as the trooper walked towards my vehicle, he obnoxiously cleared his throat. It was upsetting to still be under the radar of these horrible people. As I parked in front of my house, a short dark hair/brunette woman also passed by me saying I was nasty. Two little children subsequently came out of the house across also screaming obnoxiously!

I quickly went to Freemont the next day to renew my plates since I just could not stand to be pulled over by another distastefully irritating cop. Like most abusive bullies, they seem like a group of insensitive people who are bent on continually causing distress regardless of the discomfort caused to their victims. They will probably try to show me someone else that is more awful than the behaviors I just described,

Predictably, I may encounter Hispanic/Indians/my neighbors clearing their throats, laughing psychotically, or shouting verbal abuse; or numerous women who resembles some of these cops clearing their throats, calling me ugly/nasty, or saying I have issues. Anytime I say something about these cops in my previous apartments/online, I am usually sent other groups to show even greater abusive behaviors; perhaps in an attempt to show me they are better people than the tyrants they are sending to abuse me or just to shut me up.

The person who will rather make other people look bad than take responsibility for their actions is usually the most evil of all. It is obvious the distressing behaviors I encountered in the last few years are connected to cops since these evil behaviors was only taken to even more unconscionable level after I filed a police report. In the nature of bullies, they simply continued to do the very thing I told them I found upsetting.

On my way to the DMV, an old fat blonde man said something like she is ugly to get my attention. At the DMV, there was a female patron next to me who said the word ugly and I think the same patron whispered she is nasty as I walked out of the DMV. I decided to go to Hy-Vee for my weekend shopping since it was the only grocery store in Freemont that I had not suffered abuse in the hands of the employees. While the young blue eye workers were exceptionally helpful and polite, there were two old female blonde workers who exhibited familiar abusive/disrespectful behaviors. There were probably one or two patrons out of the numerous ones I encountered who also exhibited that familiar deranged behaviors.

While my general experience at this Hy-Vee was pretty good compared to other grocery stores since my arrival in Nebraska, but a disrespectful behavior from one employee is still unacceptable! Plus, Hy-Vee has to be the most expensive grocery store ever! I spent almost twice what I normally spend and am unquestionably not in a financial position to be keeping up with the Jones. Even if I was financially well off, I am not one of those irresponsible people who spend money they don’t have, unreasonably compete with others, or cares what people thinks. The behaviors of the young workers at Freemont Hy-Vee was commendable compared to others, but going to that store every week will make most people broke, why spend that much money when you can get the same thing for less somewhere else? Plus, I miss the liberty of hassle free self check out!

There was a woman loudly talking about her monkey who looks like a cat beside me as I checked out at the Hy-Vee store? And of course, these glasses wearing women were parked across my car when I got out. There was another woman who purposely parked beside my car who seemed to exhibit the same demented behavior, However, my trip to Freemont was still much better than my previous experience, most people were refreshingly normal or are at least are beginning to take their medications.

I should mention that when I went to the bathroom in the middle of the night this weekend, I specifically turned on my light to see if the creepy black car would be there; while there was no car, but there was a squeaky sound as I entered my bedroom. The same person making the squeaky sound seemed to turn on their car and drive away; the noise was coming from the houses beside me. Less creepy, but still very strange that someone may be watching my bathroom activity in the middle of the night? I am going back to using my flashlight and will let you know if the creepiness subsides.

Remember that abusive blue eye neighbor who moved below me in my Omaha apartment? I forgot to tell you that this guy also smoked ALL THE TIME. The smoking was so bad that it was making sick. He would smoke directly below me as I was taking a shower, waking up in the morning, or doing my exercise at night, it was the most uncomfortable thing ever! I almost developed a lung disease because of this; I could barely breathe in my own home. Coincidentally, I have been surrounded by abusive smokers since my move to Nebraska. It really started with neighbors in my Long Island apartment and of course, after that hell bound skinny pants wearing Hillsong pastor mentioned in church how it was easy for him to quit smoking and how it is not easy for some Christians?

Things keep getting better in my small town though, there are one or two strange happenstances, but in general, it feels great to have some privacy and serenity at home. Having people in your life is so over rated. It may just be my happiest thanksgiving ever!