Heartedcandy

K.I.S.S. me H.A.P.P.Y.

2014-10-28T21:33:00.001+01:00

London, Paris, New York but there's one place that I need to go.To your heart that is glowing even if I close my eyes,
Your love is bright, even in the darkness, Your love is my compass in a world full of unknown roads, it is the heart that I need to listen to. It fill the holes that I've got and even in the loudest crowd I'll searching your face and that's all I'll see.
You became a part of me.

Just a little bit of everything, just a little bit of your heart, just a little bit of your love is all I need to feel alive again.

The hourglass of love will maybe run out someday or maybe not, but it won't run out today or tomorrow or next month.

I just love you the way you are all your flaws are perfect to my heart that is meant to love you, and that's more than perfect and that's all I need, I promiss to never give up on you. I'll always be there, no time is too long, no distance is too far and no one can tear us apart. I'll hold on to this because it's keeps me warm inside.

I chose you day after day, and if I could choose again I would choose you, I''ll always choose you.
Because there's no day that goes by that I didn't think about you. I love your voice and I love your smile and I think about you way to much.

Back to fall

2014-10-14T19:41:00.003+02:00

Shoes: Nelly
Pants/Blouse: Bershka
Scarf/Hat: H&M

1st of October

2014-10-01T17:25:00.001+02:00

Hey you,

How is life going? so it has been a while that I have posted something since school has began, I've been running around like crazy lately, there's so much to do and so less time. But all I have to do is take a deep breath and just go, like they say: You have the same amount of hours in a day as Beyonce right?

So if she can handle it so can I.

Today is the 1st of October and ooh dear time is flying, autumn is here with a lots of new memories and before we know the holidays will be here at our doorsteps. Cozy days with sweaters, hot chocolate milk and cookies. Summer seems a long time ago and that makes me a bit sad, goodbye so long to beach days, beach parties, hotpants, endless summer nights and messy hair.
But to cheer it up I've been making some outfit shoots with my cousin, It was not really cold today so we were lucky with the weather, I hope you like the pictures as much as I do, this look is a typical autumn look and I just love it!!

What I wore:
Shoes: H&M
Pants: Bershka
Sweater: H&M
Photo's: C'est Adinda

5 seconds of summer

2014-09-10T20:35:00.000+02:00

Summer is coming to an end, empty beaches and say goodbye to endless summer nights. I already going to miss it and I barely can remember how it's like to put on cozy sweaters, drinking thea in bed with some teardropping movies.

If I had learn one thing this summer, is that things happends without expecting it, no rush no worries just let it go and let it happen. Just sit down lay back and watch your own movie, you are the director of your life, I also have learned that people will come and go in your life we can't expect them to love us or care for us forever. As long as we care of ourselves that's all what matters. But the problem is I care to much not about myself, but about others, about the people close to me and when I care to much I'll be hurt to much. And the last thing I want is getting hurt again everytime over and over again.

I've been go some struggles lately and there's nothing I can do about it because my worst enemy are my own thoughts at night. And I hate it because those are the worst fears I can have, maybe I'm trying to hard or maybe I want to give up the things to soon when it comes to close to me.

I think once you've been hurt, you're so scared and affraid to get attached again. You have this fear that everyone you like is gonna break your heart. But that's not a healthy way thinking, deep inside I know better and there's still honest, good people in the world. I just have to keep stop running into my own fears, I think fear is making me weak.

Sometimes I really want to run away from my own thoughts and fears I don't want to face it because it gonna hurt, it's hurting because I care.

Work hard Play harder

2014-08-27T13:07:00.000+02:00

Hey you!!

So what do think about this look? the lovely skirt was a gift from my cousin, she bought three skirts for me when I was back from Rhodes and this one is my favourite!! I love the grey leather it makes it classy but also sporty when you don't feel like to wear it with heels but for example All Stars. Really sweet of her so thank you sweety if you read this!!
The blue bagg I bought at Rhodes during a shopping evening I really love the blue color with the golden chains, I call it a IT-Bagg it has it all!!

One more week to go and then school will start again this will be my last year so that means work hard but play harder!! A lots of work will pay of I hope, internship, exams, study study study but no worries I love to work for my future. And if that means less party and more focus then has it to be that way. But a little party sometimes won't hurt anyone right? hihi

But I'm counting the days/weeks/months to graduate from school and finally to start to travel some countries in Europe to begin with Greece, ofcourse I will visit Rhodes again and maybe I'll stay there longer than a month but I also want to visit the two breath taking islands of Greece were everyone is talking about: Santorini and Mykonos.
After Greece I would love to travel forwards Italy there's plenty of places on my wishlist like: Venice, Verona and Florence. But who knows what my destination is at the end of the school year, a lot can change in one year so basically I can't tell exactly what the plans are.

But for so far I can keep on dreaming, because dreaming is what keeps me alive and then I can make a story to tell at the end of the journey.

I was wearing:

Shoes: Zara
Skirt: Costes
Blouse: Zara
Clutch: Rhodes

photo's by Adinda de Vetten

It's all about simple and comfortable

2014-08-20T20:34:00.002+02:00

Hey you how is life doing?
So today we did our first outfit shoot since I've been back from Rhodes as I mention it before, the weather here is not that great so we've been lucky that it didn't rained during the shoot!

This outfit was my outfit of the day, I didn't feel like to dress up very well but I didn't want to look sloppy either. So what is better to wear a leather legging with a lovely white blouse from the Zara and comfortable shoes and voila a simple looking outfit is born.

Let say take a look at my outfit and I hope you'll like it as well as I do have a good evening!!

Blouse: Zara
Legging: Only
Shoes: Dr.Adams

Boom clap sound of a heartbeat

2014-08-18T15:41:00.003+02:00

While going through these lovely pictures from Rhodes ( they were taken during a boat trip to a place at Rhodes called Lindos) , I feel so good inside my heart it's been almost a week ago since we've been back from that lovely Greek island. And I miss the great weather!! right now at this moment the weather here in Holland is terrible!! it feels like autumn and that's far from great :(
But however there's nothing we can do to make the weather turn into summer unfortunately.

Although a bad weather without sunshine I feel good inside since a long time, I think Rhodes did a lot good to me and I didn't expect nothing more then that! I think Rhodes is a magical island haha it sounds a little bit weird now, but really.... it always touch my heart.
Now I have to go make myself ready to do some groceries and hit the gym after that, let's work that body right!! Have a nice evening!!

Rhodes in my heart

2014-08-13T22:07:00.001+02:00

Hey there!!

I had a wonderfull time at Rhodes, I feel blessed to have such a great opportunity to visit this beautiful island again with my lovely friend. It felt a little bit home again, I have missed the people over there and I had the chance to see them again this time, so it feels really good. Also we've met new people during our holiday and it was really fun to hang out with these people. The weather was great the beaches and the sea were absolutely breathtaking.

Beside visiting the barstreet every night we also visit some great places in Rhodes by boat and by scooter, one of the most great experience was to see Axwell live playing at Paradiso club. Yes Axwell you know from the Swedish House Mafia he was totally of the hook!! We've had so much fun till 08.00 o'clock a.m. So that's what I call a hell of a party!!

Rhodes was great like three years ago maybe even better!!!?? Without any doubt I'll go back again maybe next year but that is not for sure. But for now I'm back home in the Netherlands, preparing for my last school year and cherish these lovely memories with it in my heart.

So this is an update of my holiday, there will be soon an outfit post from Rhodes, so stay tuned!!

Now it's time to watch my favourite serie Pretty Little Liars in my cozy bed ( I've missed it!! ) have a nice evening and talk to you later!!

Rhodes is waiting!!!

2014-08-01T12:17:00.000+02:00

Hey you!!

Tomorrow night is the big night I will leave to Rhodes (Greece) to spend 10 days with one of my lovely friends. To celebrate the summer together on that lovely beautiful island were I lived for two months, three years ago for my internship. I just can't wait to be there again after three years, I have lovely memories of Rhodes during my internship like: the lovely beaches, food, people, the weather and the parties.
Our flight will depart on 5:00 a.m. from Amsterdam Schiphol and we will arrive on Rhodes 9:15 a.m. it's really nice to be there so early of the day so we can spend the whole day of our first day at Rhodes.

So today I start packing my suitcase and I have to many stuff, I always bring to much stuff with me. But for 10 days I really need different outfits for the days, the diner and the nights and don't to forget the random things like accessories, baggs, bottles of haircare, flat shoes, heels, flipflops etc.
But first I have to work today so I pack the last things and then I will get ready for work, I wish you guys a great day and talk to you after my holiday!!

Summer nights

2014-07-27T20:18:00.002+02:00

Hey you,

It's has been a while that I updated my blog with outfit pictures, one of the reasons is that I spend the first three weeks from my summer vacation in my bed with fever, headache and fatigue. And beyond that I still feel tired at this moment, but thank god no headache and fever anymore. So I went outside tonight with my sister in law to take some outfit pictures because I felt so guilty that I didn't post anything at all last couple of weeks!!
The weather here is lovely 25-30 degrees almost everyday, spending some time at the beach is one thing for sure at this moment for many people in Holland.
I've been at the beach a couple of times this week and it was really nice, but unfortunately I can't spend to much time in the sun because I still don't feel 100% fit.
So enough talking and time to show you guys some pictures, wish you a wonderfull evening and talk to you soon this time!!

Shoes/Short/top: Zara
Hat: H&M

Flower skirt and yellow heels

2014-06-02T20:20:00.002+02:00

Shoes: Unknown
Skirt & Top: Bershka

I miss you

2014-05-27T19:46:00.002+02:00

And smiles turn into laughs and
laughs turn into kisses and
before you know it, the days turn into weeks and
weeks into months.
And you'll find yourself forgetting what it was like
before they were in your life.

I got 99 problems. But you won't be one beeb

2014-05-24T13:26:00.000+02:00

Hey you!!
As you can see I went to the hairdresser, and I just love my new haircut I think I'm ready for the summer!!
A lots of credits to Kinki Kappers they are profesionals at dying your hair into extreme crazy colors like pink, purple, green, blue but also for difficult hair, like mine hair. Asian hair is dark and not every hairdresser can dye my hair into this color or blonde. So it wasn't easy at all, I was there like 3,5 hour in the chair haha my butt still hurts!!

But I really really really wanted a different haircut, no more red hair, no more long hair and I think the results it better than I expected!!
So today is saturday and I'm going to the gym later to have some workouts, tonight I will go to Amsterdam with friends having a party. Hope you guys enjoy your weekend and talk to you later!!

PS: Credits to my cousin for there pictures, because it was dark outside, almost raining and the location wasn't the best.

From head to toe: Converse/ H&M/ The Sting

Cherish the moments

2014-05-20T21:33:00.001+02:00

Hey you!!!
I would love to share these pictures with you from my cousin and I, they were taken couple of weeks ago during the freedom day. A national holiday in the Netherlands to celebrate our freedom.
We had so much fun at a music festival so it was time to take some selfies!! We also went to a restaurant for some healthy lunch with a smoothie and it was so tasty!!!
Unfortunately holiday is over and that means back to school, hell no I'm so tired of school I don't want to go there anymore!!! But there's no choice I have to move on no matter what, countdown summer 2014 please!!

Festival season is coming

2014-05-05T20:09:00.000+02:00

Boots; H&M
Short: H&M
Top: H&M
Bagg: Pull&Bear
Denim gilet: Vero Moda

Empty spaces

2014-04-30T20:56:00.002+02:00

If there's empty space in your heart, they'll make you think it's wrong.

Like have empty spaces means you never can be strong, but I've learnt that all these empty spaces means there's room enough to grow.

And the people that ones filled them were always meant to be let go, and all these empty spaces create a strange sort of pull. That attract so many people, you wouldn't meet if they were full.SO if you're made of empty spaces don't ever think it's wrong.

Because maybe they're just empty, until the right person come along.
-Kushnwizdom

Blog favourites through the years

2014-04-28T13:01:00.000+02:00

Hey you!!

So I decided today to make a post of mine favourite outfits through the last 2 years, as you can see I had red hair when I started this blog and I miss that red hair a little bit.
I can remember the first outfit post I did, I took the pictures by myself at the garden by my house haha so funny when I look back through the days.

Time flies and I'm so happy with this blog, ofcourse the credits goes to my lovely cousin fashionsessions.blogspot.com and my amazing sister in law omdatikdatwil.blogspot.nl who made my blog possible, with these amazing streetstyle pictures.

Today is monday I have springbreak from school one week freedom, so I have plans to visit Amsterdam because Forver21 opened her store a week ago in our little country haha and I will bring a visit to Utrecht to have a meeting with lovely a friend.
So I will hit to the gym later today and have a relaxing day, wish you guys a lovely day and talk to you soon!!

Black nd yellow

2014-04-25T19:35:00.001+02:00

Hey you!!

It is almost Kingsday here in the Netherlands, so let the party begin!!
This is today's outfit, we took some pictures at the park of The Hague ( A small Central Park of Holland) hahaha. I love the location my niece and I are so happy with the pictures, so we hope you like them as much as we do!!
I love the pants that I wear, it so comfortable and I love the colours and the prints.

So I have to go now, I wish you guys a lovely evening and have a nice weekend enjoy!!

Shoes: Zara
Pants: Vero Moda
Shirt: River Island
Hat: H&M

Who are you today?

2014-04-24T21:16:00.000+02:00

Monday you had my heart.

Tuesday we laughed and talked.

Wednesday you got me screaming.

Thursday the world was ours.

Friday everything was okay.

Saturday we didn't talk.

Sunday you said you needed space.

Who are you today?

Happy Easter

2014-04-20T13:42:00.001+02:00

Hey you!!

Wish you guys a happy Easter, hopefully with a lots of food and happines. My plans for tonight is going to the city to a party with friends. So I'm excited and I will enjoy this evening to spend some time with my lovely girls. The weather here in The Netherlands is great!! with sun, nice temperature and a little bit to much wind but we can't complain!!
Lots of love!!

Ten years and Nine wishes

2014-04-17T18:47:00.000+02:00

Shoes: Dr. Adams
Short: H&M
Top: Monki
Colbert: Josh V

It still hurts at three a.m.

2014-04-11T18:05:00.001+02:00

At some point in our lifes we will going to experience it; Pain, heartbroken, sadness, feeling like your heart is ripped out.
And, you know what? It's probably one of the most painfull things a person has to go through.
I'm not going lie to you; when you get your heart broken it feels like it shattered into a million pieces.
It's like that person you were head over heels for stomped mercilessly on your heart.
It feels like your heart is being shredded to pieces, cut up and thrown in the trash and left to rot.
It hurts a lot emotionally and physically, your heart getting actually physically hurt., you cry and cry wish it wasn't like this.
You wish it was just a temporary nightmare, but the sad truth? It's not. It's reality.
And you're going to just have to accept it, the pain and all.
When it still hurts at three a.m.

Hello Monday

2014-04-07T12:52:00.001+02:00

Hey guys!!!

We had so much fun when we made these pictures, now you can see the real me hihi.
Little bit out of my mind, not that serious as always like the outfit pictures.
And the funny part of all was I felt so happy when I saw these pictures later on my laptop, it was a time ago when I laughed so hard.

Little bit relieved I guess? Had a tough time lately with some people, people who hurt me so much,
that I've never could expected from, but as you can see.
I feel better day by day, I think letting go is the hardest part of all because I didn't want to give up the people who I loved. I didn't want to lose them, but what doesn't want to stay we cannot force them to stay right? And probably they aren't worth my time and I am not worth them time also.

But I'm blessed with health and to have the good people in my life that never left my side from the beginning, like my parents.
And last but not least a massive thanks to my lovely friends and especially my lovely niece!!
Who's always been there for me and listening to me I love you!!

Monday's egoboost

2014-03-31T18:09:00.002+02:00

Let's take a Selfie!!!

2014-03-24T18:11:00.000+01:00

Hey you!!
How is life? Today is a big day for Holland, presidents of all of the world are here for the
Nuclear Security Summit 2014, here in the Hague were I work and make some bunch of pictures for the blog.
Spring is coming and I have some great news!! I booked a holiday to Rhodes!! (Greece) Yes yes yes me so happy!!!
It has been three years ago since I've been there for my internship and lived for two months at that beautiful Island. I miss it so much and this summer I will be there again to celebrate my holiday for 10 days with a lovely friend of mine. It feels like coming home again haha ( a little bit) to that amazing paradise!! I just can't wait, I feel like a little child with a lot of candy!!!

So today is monday and that means work-out day at the gym!! I have to hurry up and talk to you guys soon!!