Hellmark Press

sic, or credit where credit is, dude

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Mon, 1 Apr 2024 23:55:00 -0400

credit where credit is, dude
relating to thirth-party summons

a few folsk do not sit
on a pedistole
in a nut sell it's selling
hot cakes tier gas
one in the same

how i should response

postpone the contract sing
in order to not "reinvent the wheels"

solution in lieu of not having
to diffuse the situation
confedentail investigation
clink yes and begin insert

data-first, robust engineered
flexible architecture syndrom
rail have bold holes on the end

epistemological crisis

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sun, 31 Mar 2024 22:27:00 -0400

(fie is me)
this epistemological crisis
got me dabblin' in a lot of vices
duly dubious i stay righteous
checkin' footnotes and reading all the cites yes

(fine as dream)

i'm well straight bwai num warp it off
feedback lions feel me rage

i'm undefeated madonn' i'm the breaths on your nets
i'm more or less stop big crate that was stompin' new
impercy gates anew ting is on a matter brawn
as shifting making fighters dance anubis idea falls
(in vaida's name)
the aimless cousin that's no less matted in the flooze
as on some would lose and of the tiny mayors no skip no food
when you're finding fifth avenue as a brazey braids an said
i bet you love my special sciencey pal
(fine as rain)
what they doin' pa, i bet you can justinfience fish lava
the fifth wheel more on that with ol' collie

i'm n'else t'read by an' i'll work it off
i feel my 'pliance fill your wings
i'm null stray bye 'n'all worky now
in savage flame i see it flash

the fire is me

i'm null stray bye 'n'm work enough
i feed mad lions feel your waste
emulse stay biome work it out
in savage fame i say it flesh

(and did you get the shot)

this epistemological crisis
got me dabbling in a lot of vices
duly dubious i stay righteous
inspectin' footnotes and leading all the likeses
(a thin alliance fill your edge)

(the fire is made)

logical crisis got me down in a lot of vices
duly dubious i stay fade out

ain't no writ to fix stupid

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sat, 23 Mar 2024 22:28:00 -0400

all them other they ran around lonely
wakin' over til the sheriff said so
& the way they fine up til the goldielocks
a lotta men'll sport a home in that bull shop

i runna war don't tell me some old oath, sherri
ride a motor sile to meet my rolling beef

there's writs for this & writs for that
but there ain't no writ to fix stupid
or sexual assault, steve!

for the mother day writ around holy
wake 'em not til the short sad song
& the way they found in the courtroom box
a lotta meds spilled over that moon shot

sexual assault, steve!

for that other they writ a round low
workin' over to the shore sand so
& the way they fight within the court amoks
the modern man's bored a hole in that bull shark

iron a wad or tell me some old oath sherri
lotta morning style 'chu be my honey beef

there's writs for this & there's writs for that
but there ain't no writ to fix stupid
or sexual assault, steve--no shit!

biding each time my back i start roamin thick cuz i stall & freeze
it sits in the byrie boys climb it down it get all over me
i lose the beat a long way
this mod hip god would rhyme it wanting less
bobby nesting listen tommy listen dude that's why i'm cold
it's shocking me this spoon shed it's shocking me
coffee binded dough breads i want to feel in my beneath
oh rope a dope oh word it's hehe'll be happy soon marine
just stalk him whack him on the chest & ask him what's for valuing

ahead of time down a top spray the top down
i lost trick talk down i woulda went that elected fly off
if fate woulda need a light chop it out,

it's sexual assault, hey
yeah i keep at averse over
so partequate forever
d'y'all want a fat ol' fuck
it's all sexual assault hey

so sexual assaulted
sweepin' i was freakin' hoover
kicked it over freaking all was sweet & cold
petites were small we kiss alone we take em off
my knees in on the dance all lazy bone
based in the extravishing discreet zone
really don't jesus don't
stupid i was breakin' over keepin' all the freak & down the scree we go
petites are small we kiss alone we take em off
my knees in on the dance all lazy bone
based in the extravishing discreet zone
really don't jesus don't--

i'm being pervert steve
ain't i pervert steve
a man, a pervert steve
false something that's a for enough something that's streets
false something that you cow offa something that's chief
so am a pervert steve

sexual assault steve
you a never be the lonely hofe
some vigil at somewhere low cuz i come to you so old, oh
why the fennel when i left in throw
long as somewhere i've a lift no load
crossin me when you want to
but i'm sure you're not the one
sexual assault steve (stevie)

run run run

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Tue, 12 Mar 2024 22:20:00 -0400

run run run gimme my phone
run run run gimme my phone
gimme my phone
gimme my phone
run run run gimme my phone

there is nothing there is nothing yes
there is nothing yes yes yes yes no

run run run
why do you want to kill me
run run run don't follow me
leave me alone no
leave my phone
leave me alone (run run run)

why do you always follow me
what do you know trappin' me run run run
what do you now catchin' me run run run)
gimme my phone
what do you know trappin me run run run
don't follow me to outside your home
what do you know trappin me run run run

gimme my phone
one deicide

there is nothing there is nothing yes
there is nothing yes yes yes yes no

we are at place deicide cannot run
all into lore are
for he tries and cuts twice and can't
then nothing in tune come about there

there is nothing there is nothing yes
there is nothing there is nothing yes
there is nothing yes yes yes yes no

why do you always follow me
why you run run
give me my phone

run run run
follow me to outside your home
don't follow me to outside your home
don't follow me to outside your home
follow me to outside your home

give me my phone

brother can you spare

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Thu, 21 Dec 2023 13:27:00 -0500

sic, or good to seethe

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Tue, 7 Mar 2023 22:09:00 -0500

i undated him
at jonathan's becon call
seems like
a non-brainer starts
to loose relevance plans to reproach
the reasons that you sited
attorney client previdelge
with ideas to help

great minds think a like not enough
flexibility to adopt to the new environment
takeover incidences tripled

awesome axample
get on the phopen
a chuck of time, razor focused
still very draft
good to seethe
great reaction can't be piecemealed
so we don't reinvest the wheel

this deck overviews
the following tenants, in priority
in good faith jesture
we all iterated on it from physical to igital
what core tenants are
needed to grow are not one
in the same stores covert
our film expectation is

that we will not preannounce
cast any dispersion i will doth
meeting each targets
she comments that she can comment on
more precised targets
to be able to acquirer ways
that we can preference the best in bred partners
duel commercialization strategies

this is not a bottoms up exercise

y'all can go to hell; i'm going to listen to xmas sux vol. xvi

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Mon, 19 Dec 2022 20:49:00 -0500

y'all can go to hell; i'm going to listen to xmas sux vol. xvi

1. joy to the world - the butties
2. bound for jubilee - the old guys
3. angola, louisiana - gil scott-heron
4. angels we have heard on high - paul horn
5. o come o come emmanuel - mariana belica
6. rapture faster ft. anarchy princess - recreated by jerry garCIA
7. walkin' round in women's underwear - bob rivers
8. maga dog - peter tosh
9. i saw mommy kissing santa claus/jingle bells medley - eddie dunstedter
10. i wanna be loved by you - helen kane
11. ave maria - leontine price, vienna philharmonic
12. (did you guys) poop in a bucket - wykoff hater
13. o magnum mysterium - john angelo messana & monteverdi choir
14. onceupon - the beatles
15. the word is now a virus - mick sussman
16. big 10-8 place (excerpt) - negativland
17. another time this time one time (excerpt) - microkosmos
18. freedom day - max roach. feat. abbey lincoln
19. little jesus, sweetly sleep - anthony newley
20. we five kings - jethro tull
21. weedteefa - jerry garCIA
22. god rest ye - the ghostly trio
23. cancion del shofar - altramar medieval music ensemble
24. auld lang syne - big damn band

the convoy is over

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Mon, 12 Dec 2022 00:46:00 -0500

your bullshit claims with judges don't fly
& your gallant trucks in convoy don't drive by:

oh boy -- the convoy is over! & so's the grift

your flags don't fly like they used to fly
when you invoke dr. king we all know it's a lie

oh boy -- the convoy is over! & so's the grift

you wish you had anarchy princess to bring in more donors and views
or defender of ant's charismas to increase revenues!

your horns don't blow like they used to blow
i mean they always blew but are quiet now, you know

oh boy...

so thanks, darlene, for your superchat
across all the streams where we saw you sat

oh boy -- the convoy is over! & so's the grift. & so's the grift

cf. e.g.

comrades, a word

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sat, 21 May 2022 01:20:00 -0400

this would be a perfect time for
the bona fide freedom-interested convoy
to realign itself as the avant-garde
of the international revolution of the proletariat

schism

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Fri, 20 May 2022 01:10:00 -0400

convoy apparently disaffiliated with former leader “brian,” now evidently led by a guy called “santa” who is planning some dc appearances of convoy this week.

when they go (probably not before friday?) participants will observe radio silence & livestreamers will not stream until they’re staged in dc. cameras banned from planning meetings.

“santa” has invoked rev.dr. king’s principles of civil disobedience.

looks like a schism among convoyageurs: bunch of parties (including yellow firetruck) have left the speedway.

it is about money… and maybe principles.

apparently representatives of the organizing 501(c) (the people in the bus — brian, marcus, mike & co.) planned to end the convoy here/now, having raised $ by & through convoy participants on the (implied?) promise of maintaining & continuing the activities…

(aside—> live-streaming schismist reports hearing that brian landed a 6-figure job with kennedy jr’s organization & split)

leaving convoyageurs who have left their jobs & mortgaged their children stranded in hagarstown as the guys in the bus take the money & run.

which reminds me of a song…

rolled into town in the convoy
i’ll be walkin’ out if i leave
i was demanding freedom
redressing what i grieve
now’m taking the flags off of the turnip truck
& thinking ‘bout demanding an audit:
oh lord, stuck in a hagerstown again.
[musical emoticons omitted]

bwau bwau ba-bweyr bwa du lau

guess it’s been a while since i could recall all the other words of lodi. yeah bet you expected a different song.

anyway that felt kinda mean. think i’ll try to glean some better sense of what’s happening.

i hate giving that organization’s website any traffic.

santa is with the schismists. he seems to be encouraging the flock to take heart & not lose sight of their goals & character.

current streamer feels pretty strongly; not exactly as cool & cooperative as they usually appear. might need to find parallax.

slow roll

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sun, 20 Mar 2022 00:58:00 -0400

convoycam dude came home a bit dejected today, “not feeling triumphant,” & expressed some doubts about the behavior of some other convoyageurs wrt perceived aggressors among the denizens of the highway at large.

i did not hate observing it.

i imagine convoy encountered a lot more vehicles filled with entire families along the lanes today—a beautiful spring saturday!—than on other jaunts round the belt.

heard credible, corroborated account of convoy shard audible from tenleytown elementary school heading down wisconsin ave on friday, according to officials familiar with the events.

encountered traffic i attribute to them for the first time today, but had already thought about it and went for alternate route & then subalternate route later & was only a little late.

y’see, twice today convoy members “boxed in” a perceived aggressor-vehicle & came to a stop presuming to hold that vehicle until police could respond.. .

whereupon, convoy expect, the person operating aggressor vehicle will be arrested & all the witnesses with dashcam will be invited to proffer evidence. . . .

today, on 70/270(?) inbound, responding police reportedly cut the aggressing motorist loose & suggested convoyageurs participating in such activity might themselves be guilty of abducting that motorist.

later, on the beltway, somewhere between the spur & 395, something like that happened again — except convoy cars instead of convoy trucks somehow surrounding & accosting a driver who had “cut them off.”

as reported by convoycam guy one of the more levelheaded among those on foot around the surrounded car stopped at the (a) front of the convoy on the beltway extracted a promise from the driver to never do it again and “they let her go.”

so that whole stopping on the beltway thing mighta had something to do with some of the traffic on intersecting arteries & their tributaries.

convoycam dude is pretty uncomfortable with both occasions (i’ve seen him …cover?… two other similar incidents without displaying the same discomfort as today; i think in no case have the police been observed detaining the other party), but

is also pretty sure there is a right way that a group of, say, truckers might effect a valid “citizens arrest,” immobilizing a dangerous person until the police can take custody & some paperwork & cooperation with judicial process.

but that is exactly what was attempted today, resulting in what the cop told the truckers is plausibly abduction (“false imprisonment” would be my untutored guess), per some guy a couple nodes away from the cop’s precise words.

also there appear to be some politics. got a little 4 wheels good 10 wheels better whiff there w/ maybe a note of i was into convoy sedition before it went mainstreamism.

it occurs to me i ought to have more tabs open with more streaming convoyageurs for deeper parallax & a sense of what other shards are up to.

but i dunno: with the thirteen open covid tabs & the nine ukraine war tabs & the thirty-seven ongoing investigations related to former president tabs & the 206 january 6 docket tabs, & the maps, tryna see the whole convoy might be too much work.

rose & violet

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Mon, 14 Feb 2022 15:52:00 -0500

some say the yard will end in roses
some say in violets.

from what i know of shears & hoses
i hold with those who favor roses
but if i may on clay hedge my bets
i would enthusiastic'ly
say that for displacing grass violets
kick ass & likely
require less maintenance.

sic, or goodbuy crewel whirled, dictated not read

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sun, 6 Feb 2022 01:22:00 -0500

confudential.

desired criteria is achieved:
i am out of the office on funeral leave.
if i have any type-os
cash flows from opiating activities
put a sentence in the legal ease portion on the back.

at the fore front a time to teach base.
your bank has fail to honor a free trail
dragging their heals
cantrol blood pressure with ayurved

that said, Mark intonated that
it was an oversite the IRS web side
was down trying to cover all basis
sorry for the over site what the issues is
festivals helps in flourishing relationships!
has little merit unless it is flushed out.

is Daphne using a non de plume?
her actitude is not the best
so desmotivated in a very timly manner
getting people off their butt's honey.

they ate wanting
to move forward
grafts of compliance

more of a conga point, actually

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Tue, 1 Feb 2022 00:10:00 -0500

had a friend who studied some sort of african drumming with some sort of african-drumming-and-performing-arts-focused intentional community not far from here.

he described some of his study--which focused now on one voice or drum or orisha then on another--and personal experiences, but there was a strong spiritual & discipline component implied by his reticent behavior and reluctance to speak too much of it. sometimes he would gently nudge me toward some other resource: a book or recording.

often he would hand drum on his legs or a table edge while we were basking in music, and he would clearly be paying attention to something drummerly-technical. sometimes he would hand drum on his leg as i played something on another instrument.

he gave me a conga.

and was prevented, by his discipline, from giving me any instruction as to its use.

once or twice he played that conga while i played something on another instrument.

he died.

i have learned some semblance of some basic strikes upon the drumhead & some beginners exercises through the internet. but remain untutored. and wonder about the well-being of that drum there, mostly unplayed. and certainly never being used to the fullness of its design & purpose.

those of his surviving family with whom i have been in touch gladly consent to my possession and control of the object.

and i understand that community to have lost its ... patriarch? leader? host? teacher? ... about a year before my buddy died, and do not know what has become of the members. surely among them are people who seriously studied this discipline of the drum alongside my friend, who still do so, and would use my friend's conga in a way that honored a meaningful part of his memory.

a way that i cannot use it.

i do not know how to reach out to them. i have driven to and from the hill but don't think i could find my way back there, and wonder, after the death of the patriarch, then my buddy, then the cov2 pandemic, whether there is still a the hill there.

he has a daughter whom i know but haven't encountered since shortly before his death. i don't know how to reach her but have tried to enable her to reach me.

anyway, i don't really want to relinquish the beautiful instrument. i want to magically be able to play it well. but i don't. i try to gently keep that skin lively by occasionally fumbling through those exercises & a shot at wawako (sometimes guanguanco). but i've known drummers and know that i am no drummer.

and an instrument should be played.

[trumped under the couch]: 👀

credit where credit is: dude

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sat, 18 Dec 2021 23:39:00 -0500

just a quick note to thank that one among you who recommended that song.

and damnit: think this is the third year running i realize too late i've reused a song from prior volumes, a basic guiding principle of the project to which i've tried to be attentive.

christmas is ruined.

again.

apologies to the purists: maybe i have lost a track on my younger self. whatever that might mean. maybe i index poorly, and with each year the likelihood of repeating one of an annually-increasing number of songs from a fixed or slightly-fluctuating set of candidate songs rises incrementally. this is my mea culpa.

xmas.sux.vol.15: sorrowing sighing degrading denying

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Thu, 16 Dec 2021 23:57:00 -0500

xmas sux xv: sorrowing sighing degrading denying

1. adeste fidelis – nat king cole
2. oh hanukkah – jack black
3. dance of the reed flutes – duke ellington orchestra
4. be-bop santa claus – babs gonzalez
5. o holy night – trombone shorty w/ tipitina foundation ensemble
6. song for winter’s night – sarah mclachlan
7. christmaus – instamatic feat. bruce haack & deadmaus
8. süßer trost, mein jesus kömmt – deutsch bachsolisten
9. white x-mas – the ghostly trio
10. five pound box of money – pearl bailey
11. ode to life (for maurice quesnel) – don pullen
12. god rest you merry gentlemen – ramsey lewis
13. peace go with you brother (as-salaam alaikum) – gil scott-heron & brian jackson
14. adhan and allah-o-akbar – dollar brand
15. atheist christmas carol – vienna teng
16. kuului laulu enkelten – raskasta joulua
17. winter wonderland – herb geller quartet
18. peace at last – rotary connection
19. medley: jingle on the housetop – the hollywood pops orchestra
20. back door santa – clarence carter
21. love lifted me - the swan silvertones
22. we three kings – mark lanegan
23. what are you doing new years – mary margaret o’hara

brown in husk and carapace

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Thu, 24 Jun 2021 00:06:00 -0400

columbine seed with pods, cicada shells & harlequin nymphs

saladed

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Mon, 14 Jun 2021 00:00:00 -0400

i didn't grow the splash
of apple-cider vinegar
i didn't grow the sheen
of olive oil i didn't grow
the garlic

the kale sown
the red mustard greens
the purslane cultivated
from volunteer generations cut
today behind the fence where
the rabbis watch
but i tasted them all

third cicada haiku

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Wed, 9 Jun 2021 00:11:00 -0400

lazy is he who
uses the phone's guitar app
to jam with the bugs

touch

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sun, 6 Jun 2021 23:57:00 -0400

hugged friend's mom (and brother) today. my first consensual non-familial hug(s) since february 2020. didn't even consider it a momentous occasion until after.

second cicada haiku, recollecting a visit to haight street*

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Thu, 3 Jun 2021 23:47:00 -0400

you can fuck in the
honeysuckle just don't ask
for any money

*you see, one time, upon emerging from a diner, a young, batik and crystal draped lady reposing on a blanket on the sidewalk with a dog and sleeping young man, said, "excuse me, sir. can you spare twenty-five cents so my man and i can make love?"

peek-a-boo

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Wed, 2 Jun 2021 23:26:00 -0400

the demure wing

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Tue, 1 Jun 2021 23:38:00 -0400

of the three or four times so far i have found a cicada clinging to me i have kept my cool only once.

i did immediately text a buddy "AAAAAAAAAGH!!," but only after coolly walking to the door & flicking the imago off my shin, calmly composing that text in my mind, the while.

but i did not flinch, jump about, brush & swat at my own body as on the several occasions the creature crawls the hat, hangs from spectacles or traverses from collar to neck in its clumsy climb.

oh hai

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Sun, 30 May 2021 23:19:00 -0400

in flagrante delicto

noreply@blogger.com (oomph cavilrest &/v DJ Pebkac) — Wed, 26 May 2021 23:09:00 -0400

more like brood XXX: