Her Soliloquies; Anne Lorraine Uy [ Life. Photos. Rants ]

Zee Lifestyle: Lani Pasquet

2012-02-04T15:24:00.008+08:00

February 2012 Design Issue of Zee Lifestyle
(my first cover shoot!)

Months ago I shot for Zee Lifestyle again, this time for a personal feature on Lani Pasquet. Here's what Island Souvenirs says about her:

"Lani, at the age of 25 has already been around the world. She even lived in a boat for three years — but Cebu is where she found home. Lani is currently the Marketing Head for La Galuche(which means stingray in French), a leading manufacturer of furniture and accessories in Cebu." Read more...

If I'm not mistaken, this was shot when I was still early on in my programming job... Getting shoots scheduled is quite a hurdle these days since I'm only free on weekends. :( Makes me sad but I've learned to just be patient and understanding about it. Currently working on a few things in preparation for a year plus's milestone. I'm praying it will all go well. I might share some insights when I'm readily capable and credible of doing so. (Hint hint, financial literacy and independence in your youth)

Zee Lifestyle's talented people: Mikey Sanchez, Katsy Borromeo and David Cua.

Working for a fashion and lifestyle magazine looks quite fun and glamorous but it has its fair share of stress and drama. Zee is a magazine I've worked with quite a lot ever since David came in and I'm really thankful for all the opportunities. Too bad I didn't get a shot of Daneeka, who is currently doing her internship there. It's always interesting to know what goes on behind the scenes. Makes you appreciate the outcome more.

So here are some of the photos taken at the Crimson Resort & Spa. The weather was dreadful that day. Drizzling, dark and pouring every now and then. We envisioned a bright and sunny shoot so it was a bit difficult since the peg had to take a totally opposite turn. Thankfully, I was able to save the photos again (I hope you think so too). Haha!

Beautiful Lani.

With her brother.

Summer beach vibe on a somewhat stormy day.

And the cover that didn't make it.

I particularly loved that last shot. We were racing against time as the sun was leaving us second by second, thus the dimness of this particular one compared to the others. I was hoping for a sunset but it never came. But I think the elements created a different mood for it all, unexpected but hey, I actually like it.

Here's a clearer photo of this beautiful sheer digitally printed paint-splatter dress by Mia Arcenas, a young and talented designer, who is also running for Bb. Pilipinas 2012.

Thank you Mia for being such a good sport and letting us drench your dress for the love of art. :)

Right now I'm packing for my trip to Singapore and Malaysia. Going to Singapore for the nth time, I don't even feel like taking touristy pictures anymore. I love staying there for even a couple of days since my relatives there are the best! Been traveling to SG alone since I was 18 (unaccompanied minor pass). It's getting to be like a second home to me.

Vacation with my family for a week = YAY. I miss hanging out with my sister and aunt.. Thank God our vacation leaves are pro-rated. Heehee.

Back in December.

2012-01-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

a place filled with flowers, dog houses and a simple rest house.

Cheryl.

First photostory of the year is a simple shoot with the super down-to-earth and bubbly Cheryl Pages-Alba in an almost literally hidden garden somewhere in Busay.

The place was really a treasure, looking like something out of a post card.

The weather was a real challenge to work with, drizzling here, raining there, mud all over with slipping and sliding. I welcomed the breeze though, but later on as Cheryl got soaked under the rain the wind couldn't really blow her wet hair and dresses anymore. It made December chilly as it should be but despite that, the festive season always makes the atmosphere around this time still warm and sweet.

if you look closely, you can see the rain drops.

carefree.

Her husband and Fritz assisted us by bringing umbrellas and lugging the three changes of outfit to the very top of the hill where the rest house was. I found it especially cute that her husband was there to support her. He drove us all the way to this place and was really nice just like her. They're both super fun and lovely to be with. It didn't feel like a shoot at all. Thank you Cheryl and Jay for everything!

Because this was kind of spontaneous, I shot all these not wearing my usual no-fuss denim and long-sleeves for the first time! I came from a family lunch so I dressed up a bit. So yes, I looked like a girly girl that day. I probably sound defensive now because one of my models' guardians actually thought I was a tomboy. x_x; Seriously? But it did give me a good laugh since it was then that I started to notice that I swerve from super girly fashion to super laid-back casual, which I like.

No behind-the-scenes photos from my end because I left the pouch Fritz told me to bring for his camera. Forgetful me again. -_- But Cheryl had fun snapping photos of us when he helped cleaned my feet from all the mud... For the love of art~!

Sweetest assistant evah

Starting the year with post-processing photos made me really happy. Cheers to squeezing time for your passions and hobbies! It'll be back to the office for me again tomorrow. I thank God for all the blessings yesteryear and for all the years to come!

May all your troubles last as long as your New Year's resolutions. -Joey Adams

2011.

2011-12-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

I must admit, I thought I'd accomplish more things this year. But looking back, I think I've done the best I could. Some of the most important life milestones happened for me this year and I think they've been more meaningful.

Rounding up from last year's post, here are some of the things I can actually mark off:
1. ~~Upgrade my camera body (currently having a Canon 350D)~~
-Oh yea! I now have my 5D Mark ii buddy with me on shoots, although after each one the firm grip gives me hand allergies. Talk about suffering in love.

2. ~~Finally graduate with a Bachelor's degree of Science in Information Technology~~
- I did and did so making my family proud. Yay! So glad to finally be done with academics. Although I am thinking of going into a more artsy-fartsy specialized course... Hmmm.

3. ~~Travel more~~
- Satisfactory. I feel immensely blessed to be able to tour around America. It is a beautiful country. Also, I'm officially able to travel to Manila and Singapore by myself anytime I need so. Independence is sweet.

4. Work outside the country
- Wasn't able to do this. :( Decided not to push through with my photography apprenticeship in Singapore because it just wasn't worth it. Tried to get an IT job instead but I lacked the experience... So, that only means there is another path for me. I hope to find it soon! :)

5. ~~Take more editorial jobs~~
- This I have accomplished many thanks to David Cua from Zee Lifestyle (Cebu) and Katsu Modomo and Shiloah Matic-Ma from Summit Media's Total Girl magazine (Manila). Thank you for all the opportunities! I am forever thankful.

6. Read more (I currently have like five books in queue)
- Noooo! I think I've only finished reading two books this year. :| The most recent one being "Don't Worry, Be Happy" by Bo Sanchez which is a very light and good-hearted read. I keep a copy on my office desk so I don't lose myself in the monotonous work pace and dullness of a concrete space.

7. Learn how to be independently ~~financially stable~~
- This is a half slash because I'm getting there... Slowly, but surely. I tend to over budget or under budget at times so I'm still trying to find my own personal way of handling money. I tend to splurge more on food and gadgets/camera stuff than clothes and shoes anyway so it's probably... Not so bad? Or maybe bad for my fashion sense.

8. ~~Drive better~~
- This is a year where I've actually drove the least. But I can safely crush this out because I've driven on a stick-shift and not crash or anything. Not even a scratch or dent. Hee.

9. ~~Learn how to quote on service fees better (For now this is my ultimate weakness)~~
- Hmm... A lot better than last year, yes. So I guess I can mark this off but it still remains to be practiced.

10. Facebook less
- I hate you! So distracting and entertaining. :)) I wait for the day I tire of Facebook.

11. ~~Write more~~
- I have actually written a lot more than last year, more stories than blog posts in my secret writing haven. I don't think they're any good so I'm not yet ready to reveal the URL. But I think I saw two people I didn't know follow me, so I wonder how they found it. It's amazing how some people really know their way around the Internet.

12. Learn how to cook real meals
- Oh nooo. This is probably the least achieved on the list...

13. Dress up more often (not really necessary but it would be nice)
- Maybe I can do this next year.

Things that I want to accomplish next year :
- Work on an idea for a business!
- Travel to a beautiful place
- Visit my mom in Australia
- Write more stories
- Shoot more photostories
- Work on our dream book constantly (perhaps a separate post about this)
- Collaborate with many more passionate people
- Get my own domain name (still thinking about a good one. maybe my full name would be too long for a dot com)

Things that happened this year :
- First editorial, Happy Days Are Here to Stay, published for January 2011 Fashion editorial for Total Girl Magazine
- Shot the Spring/Summer 2011 Campaign for DollFace Cosmetics
- Shot the Summer 2011 Campaign for Mejia Bespoke Shoes
- Shot the June 2011 Fashion editorial for Zee Lifestyle, The Callithump
- Collaborated with The Humanizer for The Male Factor 2011 exhibit
- Graduated from university as Cum Laude with a Bachelor's Degree in Information Technology
- Underwent LASIK to correct my vision
- Shot one of the fashion editorials, The Preservation, for the September 2011 Zee Lifestyle fashion issue
- Shot Raleene Cabrera and Samantha Benitez for Zee Lifestyle's Fashion Femmes
- Shot three Prefall 2011 Campaigns for What A Girl Wants, Paramanesia, Full Circle and Anonymous
- My shots for Ink'd Tees was around the booth at IT park during the bazaar
- Traveled around America with family
- Got my first ever job at Accenture
- This blog, Her Soliloquies, got published on the Nokia Ovi App site thanks to Charles Julius Tan from Nokia Philippines
- Participated in The Nonsense Society's awareness film with other artists from around the world
- Collaborated with Cebuano Tours for my photostory, Cleopatra's Blood Siren
- Shot Lani Pasquet for the January 2012 personalities feature for Zee Lifestyle magazine (to come out next month marking my first cover shoot! So excited!)
- Decided to participate in Artists Wanted's Year In Review Contest. Please vote for me here!
- And last but not least (beware beware, cheesiness alert), I found a love that's here to stay this year... :)

Happy New Year to everyone around the world.

2011-12-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Olga, blooming with the new life within her.

I was ecstatic to be able to shoot again after the busy start of having a real job. Moving on to the road most traveled made me realize nothing can replace the passion I have for creating and dreaming of images. As the daylight creeps through the soft white curtains of my room to signal the end of my forever weird and sometimes mystifying dreams (I once dreamed that I was escorted to the top of the castle by a golden elf who led a small army of trap makers), many times I get too depressed to wake up for work. I end up staring into blank space constantly being prodded by the "Why am I doing this?"

But I always know the answer. So I move on, and put on my office clothes without forgetting my ID.

At the lowest, I thought to myself that I wish I didn't feel the great passion of doing what I was doing nalang so that I wouldn't know how it felt like to lose it. I've said it many times before, shooting makes me feel so alive. Like I'm on top of the world! When I shoot I end up not caring about anything else, I am lost in another world.

It's not a bad thing to work, let me clarify. Maybe I just can't get over photography, traveling and dreaming. It's like a soul mate that I had to leave because of death, or at least keeping it optimistic, me waiting for a love taking a dreadfully long vacation. Because I have made it in my mind to chase and look for it after everything ends, I will not say good bye. I'm stubborn like that.

It's a love I can't make as much time for as when I was younger and free. Never wild but always wild at heart, relentless and constantly dreaming (just like my love, Fritz, we are both dreamers). I just miss it so badly, straight through the heart. I'm always hoping I don't get too consumed at work.

Lately, I've slowly learned to stop complaining (it's not easy!). It's a real blessing to have work, especially the kind I have now. I realized that accepting it is part of being able to go over the obstacle I have repeatedly made in my mind. Accepting that this is part of life gave me peace of mind, made me put it aside and just try and do one thing everyday towards my dreams, even if its just to give time to think about them.

And maybe someday you can learn how to make models levitate like me.

Photography isn't my only dream, and I'm sure it's not even my greatest heart's desire. There may be many or a few that we keep within our hearts, sharing them only with those close to us. Ultimately, it's the search for true happiness -- that is joy. In the end, we all just want to be able to close our eyes and smile with the thought of "I lived happily. Thank you Lord."

So rest assured I can return back to work tomorrow with a contented smile, because I know this is part of how I will learn. There's a reason for everything, and I know there is a reason why I am working like this now. No use dwelling in the past, might as well take what's now and make the most of it.

Oh and most importantly...

Merry Christmas to you and your family *hearts*

P.S. I'm thinking on moving my blog. Blogspot is giving me headaches. Any suggestions? I'm thinking of Wordpress... But I'm not very familiar with it. Blogger has resized all of my photos from past entries (no idea why) and when I try to make new pages, the editor drives me crazy with its inefficient formatting. Makes me discouraged to blog... XD

Green Cakes and Little Cotton Balls

2011-10-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

Last weekend a few of us had a go at baking a cake. We're all a fan of Red Velvet cupcakes but we wanted to try a twist.

like what the leprechauns eat

it was my first time seeing a mix of this playful color, like finger paint

baking the goodness

want a slice?

some coloring spilled in the doggie dish.
blue because we intended for blue but got green instead (when it mixed with the cocoa powder)

look at that green goo. who knew red velvet cake had vinegar in them?

And here are some of the cute cotton balls we played with that day, maltese x shihstzu puppoes. My boyfriend was selling them but I just heard they've all found a new home now. Lots of love to them! They are super adorable and more so in person.

fighting over the slipper

happy puppy smile

the little things love hiding in the garden

they love chewing as you can tell

hello there x

someone calling for them and they rush with little paws. they swarm on you when you come to visit

a naughty one bringing a slipper from the house

this was actually bringing it over to her brothers and sisters to play with too

In other news, I've started work already and am signed on for two years at a multinational IT company. I already have a feeling I'll be swamped with work! Yesterday I had a shoot for Zee Lifestyle again in the horrible weather that Cebu is currently experiencing. Let's see how my photos turn out. Here's to my new life. Hope everyone is doing well.

22.

2011-09-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

Woke up today feeling like its just another day. Folded my blanket, sat on the bed and stared into space. I had to remind myself that today was different. Starting this day, I have to remember to put two 2s on every personal data form I write on.

So being 22, what's new? I don't exactly feel like I changed or even aged, but I do know that I am not a student anymore.

And I still like cookies.

I couldn't think of anything uniquely special to do on this day (I'll work on it later), so I thought of giving a gift to my followers instead. The gift of Inspiration.

The following are people who have inspired me with their craft and some, their lives and visions. Artists are one of the most interesting people you will meet on earth. Most are passionate and emotional beings in work, love and life. They can have the weirdest or grandest dreams and visions and they will forever fascinate you with their charm.

; Nirrimi
is a 19 year old gypsy from Australia. Her father is Francis Firebrace, an aboriginal elder and one of the last remaining Master Storytellers of his kind. Nirrimi moved out and became a nomad with her lover at the age of 13, traveled and kept shooting. At 16 she was signed into an agency and at 17 she was shooting for Diesel with national and international awards at her belt. I am not sure but she is probably newly 19 now.

She is also a great writer and her view in life is very enchanting.

; Elena Kalis
hailing from the beautiful beaches in the Bahamas, she takes breathtaking underwater imagery. A lot of her works feature her daughter in innocent and sometimes dark situations. I was so psyched that she followed me on Behance! Such an honor. Her works make me dream of shimmering blue waters and endless zero gravity possibilites.

; Zemotion
No introduction is necessary. Many artists were born from the inspiration she has brought into the world. Her work is always polished to perpetual perfection. She is a legend in her own right.

; Jaime Ibarra
Jaime's works mostly revolve around photographing women in culture, sensuality and pure emotion. He has Synaesthesia (same with Nirrimi) which can explain their vibrant photography and sense of style. Jaime has shot for countless magazines, and is a musician and graphic designer as well.

; Oprisco
I honestly don't know much about him/her except for the assumption that he's probably Russian and the fact that he uses film.

I also love the Old Master painters and Pre-Raphaelite painters. A handful of CG artists especially game character designers and scene painters also inspire me as well, but maybe I'll post those for another day. I get most of my own inspiration from my insomnia and deep dreams.

I dream so much at times it gets frustrating how I can't get peaceful quiet sleep. I am guilty of not having to provide an outlet for the release as often as I should.

Inspiration is everywhere, in books, music, nature, culture, life and love. Art is one of the greatest gifts God gave humans. I am more than thankful for this birthday gift.

"Off The Streets" Charity Fashion Show

2011-09-19T09:00:00.000+08:00

Attention fine people of Cebu! There's a charity fashion show that's going to be held at The Penthouse on October 6. As Cebuano natives, I'm sure none of us are strangers to the many street kids around the city and beyond. If you had that deep helpless feeling in your heart to want to do something about it, this is a little way of doing so. :)

A bit of background as quoted from one of the organizers:

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The Mobile School Foundation is a government funded organization under the Cebu City Task Force for Street Children and was established in the year 1994 seeking to grant less privileged and abandoned children a chance to have an education. Since then, the foundation has benefited 5,904 daycare children and has sent 500 students to formal education.

So basically, these children are the ones we see on the streets five times a week. This foundation goes to five different barangays to pick children up who want to learn. They're transported via Kaoshung Bus (just 2) and one (1) Japanese donated bus that serves as their "library". They entertain about 100-150 children a day which ousts the 2-4 teachers they only have.
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This fashion show will present Cebuano personalities strutting their stuff on the runway wearing designer creations. Among the growing lists of models are the beauty queen Karla Henry and former PBB housemate Paul Jake Castillo. Entrance ticket is at PHP 300 only which includes 2 cocktails and hors d'oeuvres.

ALL proceeds will be donated to the foundation.

LASIK + Art Prints + Mailing List

2011-09-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

This was supposed to come out the day after my LASIK operation. It's been three days now. HUZZAH I have now earned the right to join the 20/20 club again. Thank you God!!! The moment you open your eyes the morning after LASIK is truly one of the best feelings in the world.

YES it deserves its BOLD formatting--plus sparkles, fireworks, the best orchestra accompaniment and the choirs of angels singing.

Blind girl is eating McDo fries and icecream blindly.
Thanks to my super boyfriend, Fritz, who became my eyes and legs when I turned handicapped for a day!

Okay maybe not really blind, but it did hurt to open my eyes! Since LASIK is quite a common procedure, and apparently a lot of people are interested in it, I've decided to blog about my experience to help give firsthand insight.

Unlike most people my grade (or "power" in some countries) wasn't drastically high when I decided to have LASIK. At most it was 150 but I already felt so much discomfort from it especially when I can't really wear glasses when I do shoots. I consulted my doctor about it (Dr. Cymmer Go at the Chong Hua Eye Institute; (032) 2549002) and he said I could undergo the procedure if I passed the screening test.

So obviously I did since I completed the procedure.

Most often the questions people will ask me are, "Did it hurt? How painful was it??" all the while thinking of that scene in FINAL DESTINATION 5 (Come on...).

Anyway, here I'll outline some of the minor and major stuff that caused the most discomfort in my opinion:

Pre-screening Test:
1. The optometrist POKING your eye with a stylus-looking rod - The thought makes you shiver but in our modern times, anesthesia makes it possible to be as numb as juggernaut! The anesthetic drops totally numbs your eyes so you don't feel any poking at all (which will be done during the screening test).

2. Little plastic sheets on your tear-ducts - In my opinion was the most uncomfortable 15-minute part of the test!! Coz of course, the aim is to make you feel uncomfortable enough to tear up.

LASIK Procedure (you can have this anytime after passing the test):
1. Before you get to the hospital, you would have already received the papers to be assimilated pre-procedure. In it contains all the possible consequences and unfortunate disasters that may happen during and post-procedure. Basically it's what most people tell you. You might go blind, lose an eye, worsen your condition instead, yada yada and the like. It was quite long and detailed enough to scare me off the morning of my operation... But I prayed, thought about the many people with successful operations and went on with a brave face, legally declared I understood all consequences so I won't be suing anyone from the hospital, and affixed my signature on the "waiver" sheet.

So this part isn't physically discomforting, but it is emotionally! Hahaha. Unlike Internet Terms and Conditions, I think its common sense to read contracts/waivers before affixing our great signatures. We all have to face the facts and not jump the gun (which even sounds suicidal).

2. Lid speculum to keep your eyes open - The metal prongs prevent you from blinking. It did hurt a bit but not excruciatingly... More on discomfort. Pain factor five out of ten. You can actually see the doctor twisting the dial on the side to open your eyes wide.

3. SUCTION ON - is what the nurse said before I felt discomfort again, slowly dimming my vision. I literally went blind for a while but I didn't ask why (more on I didn't want to know what was happening to prevent panic haha). Pain factor seven out of ten. So now that it's over... Is this the part where they cut the top layer of your eye?

4. After the procedure I found my eyelids super heavy (probably stress from the speculum). My vision was super blurry and it hurt to open my eyes wide. I could also feel the "wounds" on my eyes a bit. Best action is to have a deep sleep.

Sleep makes you recover faster.

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Oh and I didn't miss anything (in my opinion, to each his own). The laser doesn't hurt at all. All I saw was the light with the sound of the machine and laser striking which is actually quite cool to live through. (BUT NEVER AGAIN! Lesson learned.)

TIP: Do NOT roll your eyes! I just found out yesterday I have a blood clot beside my pupil coz I kept rolling my eyes during the procedure. Maybe the laser hit it when it shouldn't have. :( Couldn't help it. Eye fiddling hurts! Hopefully sleeping it off will heal it up.

After the procedure the doc gives you plastic glasses (the ones I'm wearing in the picture above) which actually don't look as bad as I expected. Maintenance drops are included already in a paper bag.

Procedure costs PHP 40-60K on a case-to-case basis and pre-screening is around PHP 3K.

Quite worth it since vision is actually priceless.

Now on to other updates:

I received an email from ArtFlakes inviting me to join their site. After much deliberation I decided to give it a go and make it my printshop in the meantime. They ship worldwide and shipping in Europe takes only at 8-10 days at most (as if it's important in my case! Haha). You can see the addition on the right panel.

I've added only a few prints for now, most probably more on my landscape and sky shots with a few photostory shots. It's free to join so if you have paintings/digital art/photographs you want to sell as well, why not try? Filling in credit/PayPal details is only asked for when someone makes a purchase from you.

I also added a mailing list function because I don't exactly update regularly... -_-; So for those actually interested, you can join my mailing list (right panel or below) and receive updates to your email! No need to be disappointed when you visit and there's nothing new. Heehee.

Sorry if this hasn't worked for previous subscribers. I didn't know I had to redirect my blogger feeds to Feedburner. Assumed it was automatic. Please let me know if it still doesn't work this time! You'll do me a great favor.

Tis all for now. I have big news coming along but I'm still waiting on it. I've got lots of new ideas for shoots as well but I have to let my eyes completely recover first. Happy Sunday everyone! Hope this entry is useful.

What A Girl Wants PreFall 2011

2011-09-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

Many months ago I shot for WAGW again and consecutively photographed for three campaigns! It's always a pleasure working with Kryz, Jackaye and Diane Uy. They are all such a pleasure to work with--professional, lovely and generous women with of course, an inborn flair for fashion.

I don't have any decent BTS photos coz I lost the ones from Kryz and Kaye! :( Saaaaadness. You could have seen my super assistant who is also my beloved brother from another mother and the many many clothes WAGW stocks up when they shoot.

Anyway, you can click on the corresponding titles of the campaigns and it'll lead to the whole collection. These are a few months late already so some may not be in stock anymore.

PARAMNESIA

Nina Calimbas.

Olga Moriles. One of the easiest girls I have shot to date. So pro.

FULL CIRCLE

Ika Empleo and Kaye Homecillo.

ANONYMOUS

Olga Moriles.

Kaye Homecillo. I remember that she had such a sweet smile.

Happy shopping at What A Girl Wants! :)

photography: Anne Lorraine Uy
assistant: Jon Ong

stylist: Kryz Uy

make-up: Pops Capul

TotalGirl:The New Stars of Style

2011-09-07T14:00:00.000+08:00

August 2011 Issue with Emma Watson on the cover.

I went to Manila a couple of months ago to shoot for TotalGirl Philippines again. This time it was going to be for a shorter fashion feature pegged on the looks of Elle Fanning (younger sis of my fave child actress Dakota Fanning), Hailee Steinfield (honestly don't know her) and Willow Smith (but who doesn't know her?)

My pretty young models :3

Coincidentally, I've worked with Maureen and Denise for the last January editorial of TG this year. They are a breeze to work with just like the last time, having those perfect looks and pearly-white smiles generic in any leading magazine. In short, naturally beautiful and photogenic models of tomorrow. Of course, same goes with half-German darling Ashleigh.

Channeling the Retro Fashionista: Elle Fanning

Gracing the Glamourous Girl Next Door: Hailee Steinfield

Exuding the Fierce Free Spirit: Willow Smith

And some of you might have gone "I whip my hair back and forth".

The magazine is still as bright as sunshine and lovely for preteen girls filled with dreams. Whoever does the layout for TG, I give kudos to you! It's always creative and funky fresh.

Because I needed more space in the tiny hotel room. Anything for that angle!

My photoshoot and child-friendly look achieved by cutting my colored skinny jeans short. I've done it to most of mine already since I'm beginning to hate the suffocating feeling of pants. Plus, these half-cut pants (what do you call these formally?) paired with a long shirt make me look quite taller. A simple fashion tip from a fashion nobody like me. ;)

Once again, I'd like to acknowledge the bubbly creative mind behind these shoots, Katsu Modomo. Thank you for the opportunity and for believing in me once again even if I did have some mishaps shooting indoors. I am forever grateful.

Styling: Jacque de Borja of Stylebible.PH

Photography: Anne Lorraine Uy

Assistant: Brian Jefferson Tan
Editor-in-Chief: Shiloah Matic-Ma

Art Direction: Katsu Modomo

Sittings Editor: Krizette Chu

Production Designer: Genie Ranada-Babista

Make-up: Ria Gamboa

Hair: Borge Aloba for L'Oreal Professional

Models: Maureen Decripito, Ashleigh Nordstrom and Denise Samson

Locale: Manila Marriot Hotel

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Unrelated stuff on the table, happy birthday to one of my favorite bloggers who also happens to be my dear friend Chip Young! *hearts*

There are a lot of us sharing our birthdays this month. I was thinking about what to blog about for my birthday and came back with no idea. Hmm... Does anyone have any particular questions for me? If so, you can comment below and I'll try my best to answer them for the heck of it on my birthday. :) Take care everyone!

Before It Dies.

2011-09-03T22:59:00.008+08:00

I've spent the last weeks in deep thought while cherishing every simple instance.

Living in the moment but hypocritically thinking about the future.

I want to write about the things I learned when I traveled alone and came back, with nothing but impalpable rewards. I will write what I want for my poor memory's sake. This entry will be full of my very boring musings so beware... You have been warned.

When I arrived at my destination I was greeted warmly, with introduction of crazy ideas and possible routes in life. I wanted to stay there, I thought, as long as I could. For the longest time I constantly found myself in this particular country, back and forth throughout the years since I hit 16 years old. It was the first of my many travels and little did I know I would have gone more than a handful in the years to come. It opened doors, and the saying is quite true, "When you've been there twice most probably you will be able to go back again. (and some more)"

"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." Luke 12:34

But at the end of my trip I realized something very important. It actually wasn't the country that I wanted to go back to... But it was the warmth of those who were there, who always welcomed me.

I wasn't after the destination, I was after the life and love created by the people.

One of the most important things I learned was about family. Uncle P is a quiet man but when he's with family he likes to throw jokes around from time to time. My aunt told me he was always the father who would drop even the busiest of projects just because his children needed him. Need be small or big, needing a ride home from a fun day with friends or a show his child would participate in--my aunt told me she always believed that parents should be there to support. Both of them are an amazing couple, and excruciatingly humble. You could never notice that Uncle P was hassled to pick you up from the airport, because he would never even give a hint of complaint or fidget when the office called for him. You could never notice that Aunty B was drained of energy or tired of bringing you where you had to go, because she would always give out a hearty smile and go on and on with endless conversation even when she was actually about to get a fever. She was the kind of mother who knew when to step back when adolescence called her children and step forward when maturity kicked in. She knew when to give space and when to give kisses.

Staying with them taught me so many things in two weeks that a normal person would either learn in a lifetime, or never learn at all.

The best provision you can give your kids may not be education, shelter, clothing or money, but a good example in life.

Even though they will never know it, they touched me with their own little world. I hope that when I have a family I will be able to nurture love in my home like them. They don't have the most perfect or successful children, but they have the most emotionally healthy and truly happy children I've seen. Even their children console other children. Outside their world, most parents never fail to give money or material things in lieu of their absence. But these material things can only go so far... And it will never be truly satisfying. Whether one likes it or not, his childhood will always play a part in shaping him as a person consciously or subconsciously.

However, given good or bad childhood, it is ultimately up to the individual with how he deals with life itself. To learn from it or make it as an excuse--there is always a choice.

Because all that we are is a result of what we have thought.

"Most of the time, forgiving someone is for your own sake than for the one who wronged you.
It is better to be free than to hold on to unproductive grudges. Who knows? The person who wronged you may not even have the slightest clue you've felt burdened."

I learned to take a step back and notice the little things people do for me. I have to say it's not easy and most of the time never evident, because the world will not tell us outright "this person did this just so you could do that". No, most of the time we go by and accept gestures as if it were rightfully given to us. As if it were obliged to be done to us.

But if we truly want to live to the fullest then we have to step back and take an effort to think about other people more, appreciate what we have, keep standing even though we're all bruised and hurt, be positive even when its tempting to be cynical and be utmost thankful for what we don't deserve. Blessings shouldn't be hoarded or it will never be able to multiply abundantly. So it follows that when you share what you have or learned, you might get more than you already bargained for.

Going against any current will be very difficult but not impossible.

Another thing is, I've always thought that achieving my dreams meant to shoot for big magazines or get majorly paid to do photography. But I was wrong and it took quite a while for me to realize that. I found that I was truly happy creating imagery that I wanted, and collaborating with people who were as passionate as I was. It always brightens my day when people tell me they love my works. I'm always touched when even the youngest of girls to the maturest of men tell me I inspire them. Thank you everyone for inspiring me as well.

In the end, I realized chasing success could only give you so thin a happiness as compared to truly loving what you do. Challenging yourself to see how high you can go isn't wrong, but when will you be satisfied enough to stop and appreciate the beautiful world below? There were times where I shot for the sake of shooting, and even if I was doing photography it didn't drive me as much as I thought it would.

Commercially, it is always a great opportunity to be part of a greater picture and I'm always thankful for them. But this post is to remind myself about things that truly matter to me. I was ecstatic about shooting for magazines, but I was always inspired and felt so alive when I was shooting my photostories. In the end, come what may! I tried to hold photography off, but I still find myself looking at my camera, shooting photos, capturing moments, thinking of possible imagery. I still value photos so much and realized that whatever I do, office job or starting a business, photography will always be a part of Anne Lorraine Uy.

I don't know why but every time I click that shutter button, I'm ALWAYS excited to see how the photo comes out.

Even if for some reason, I am always getting allergic reactions on my hands from my 5D! My mom laughed at me when she said, "You truly love photography because even when you're suffering, you still go back again and again to hold onto it." Someone mentioned that if it's truly your passion, you won't be able to fully quit. When a singer retires, I bet she still sings in the bathroom. When an artist gets arthritis, I bet he still envisions imagery whenever he closes his eyes. When a musician loses his instrument, I bet he still hums along tunes of his fancy.

Because passions are beautiful like that.

This is to remind myself that I know in my heart that I don't mind not having the fanciest of things, nicest of clothes or tons of money. Ultimately, I just want to be happy and grow old contented. I want to live to the fullest.. Which is actually quite different depending on every individual's terms. :) I know I have the tendency to be consumed in work, because I have a bit of a workaholic in me. That is why I want to remember to once in a while STOP. Anne, always remember that relationships matter and nature is literally wonderful!

I want to continue to believe in people who matter. I want to be grateful for even the smallest of things. I want to continue to fight for my own treasures, even when many might tell me they're junk. In life, a lot of times only you can truly fathom the value of your personal holdings. And even if you try to make people understand, not all of them will have the heart and time to.

For me, traveling always reminds me how God is imagination-endless.

When I was going around the country, I was able to take a bus by myself. I totally felt like I was in unfamiliar territory... And what I could only refer to were snapshots from an app and pure gut feeling. Since it was my first time I was extra conscious of everyone and everything around me. I found a very old hunchbacked man carrying groceries for what seemed to be for a whole family. I gave him my seat whilst thinking of why he had to do this task when he looked too old to do anything but be spoon-fed... I wondered what kind of events in his life summed him up as the person he is now, nearing the end.

Some people will have life pass them by, and others will live every day always remembering how they shouldn't let life pass them by.

Eventually, I did reach my destination. What I wanted to remember was the exhilaration of finding my way, feeling independent and being proud of this small challenge. For some reason, it made me feel that the world is so so big and I am but a tiny speck of a person. Things like problems are only as big as we make it to be.

One of my favorite things to do is driving to the mountains or a beach and just thinking about how I can make myself a better person.

Admittedly, right now I am in a state of waiting. Doing and waiting at the same time. Waiting whilst reflecting in the midst of my crossroads. I don't want to waste my time, so I thought I might as well do what I can while I'm still free (spending time with friends, going out together, writing, reading and all other simple things that can be harder to do once you get older).

Down on a field of grass and flowers, gazing at the sky when suddenly a bird brings itself to wonder what in the world am I doing.

Zee Lifestyle: The Preservation & Fashion Femmes

2011-08-28T21:07:00.007+08:00

August 2011 Fashion Issue of Zee Lifestyle.

One of the most challenging editorials I've done yet again with my favorite sittings editor and creative director, David Cua. Hello world, meet David!

Sorry, he's a bit shy. :P

If you've already grabbed the magazine I think most of you wouldn't expect this particular editorial to be done by me. The Preservation was a tease on the future of plastic surgery, wherein instead of having the face/body parts fixed, one can just purchase the appropriate part and attach it instead. Meet my lovely humanoid, modeled by the very talented Rogelie Catacutan and face art by Joe Branzuela.

Here's a little unveiling of the magic for the curious.

Rough draft... And final result.

Each humanoid took roughly 3-4 hours of work... With a lot of tweaking from time to time (coz I'm OC like that).

The beautiful wallpaper is what you see when you visit Anya's Place. A recently opened studio+decor+bistro. Wanna try a new hang out for a change?

Here's the creative director in action with the headgear he made himself!!

I feel very blessed to have been able to work with such passionate and talented people. I'm still in the midst of a crossroads but it seems I can't let this go, photography, will probably always be a part of me. Maybe not commercially, but personally.

Aside from the editorial, I shot two beautiful fashionistas of the Fashion Femmes feature. Be sure to check these girls' blogs if you like fashion and lifestyle. Warning: These are not your ordinary girls next door.

Raleene Cabrera. 1/2 of the very talented music duo Walkie Talkies and one of the biggest slashies today.

Samantha Elise Benitez. On the running for Elle x Nokia's The Next Style Correspondent and current FIDM student in LA.

My Young Adulthood Crisis.

2011-08-16T14:08:00.004+08:00

There has been so many things running through my mind lately, and I'm not even sure if I should start. I admit I've lost touch with my blog making it as impersonal as it is now. I used to blog about my life, friends and all the small things that make me a human being. Like how I'm downloading Pro Zombie Soccer Apocalypse right now, listening to Adele's Someone Like You in my cousin's room in Maysprings (if you're reading this now J, thanks so much), while thinking about how my interview will go at 6PM tonight.

It makes me feel uncomfortably vulnerable to pour my heart out in this blog, but I realized that I used to blog for myself and it was simple fun. Where did that go? I became afraid to reveal my humanity when my number of followers slowly grew.. I couldn't take the thought that so much attention was possible. I feel utterly shy and timid... But I'm gonna step up and grow up. Great things come to those who are brave, I believe that.

But I figured this is something all of you should accept as well; aside from being a photographer, I am also a girl, an ordinary human being with a soul just like you. Maybe when I read this entry a year or two from now, I'll look fondly at my youth and heart. When current hurdles are dealt with and victory comes, looking back they will be worth all the anxiety and sleepless nights. I decide to remain positive.

I feel so foolish to think I reached this far trying right now, but I know whatever the outcome, there is a great God that will take care of me. I might get hurt with the results, but it just means there is a better plan. I won't stop believing because it is the only real thing in my life that drives me to do my best through the incredible struggles, and ultimately, it is the only reason to truly live in a world with endless possibilities of all kinds of unimaginable pain.

I've dabbled on quitting photography.

I know I've written so many things about chasing your dreams and living out your passions, but in my case, I've realized that I may have been selfish most of all to my parents. Honestly, the kind of photography I do really isn't enough for me to make a whole good living. I want to be able to make my parents proud of what I have/will become, so I've half-heartedly settled on finding a good boring office job that would be enough to let them know "I'll be ok now. You did your duty well raising me and providing all my needs." I just want to give something super great back to them... So if I still can't get a good enough income with photography, I am willing to work hard doing the mundane office jobs I loathe.

You may ask, so why not do weddings and events?

I love making a kind of art, the ones that are similar to paintings. Art that can tell a story, art that leaves you wanting more, that makes you wonder, that draws you in. I can't be in it just for the sake of taking pictures, it's the whole creative process of making an image... Thinking of switching to events, I immediately know I don't have the stamina to do it. Most of all, I don't want to risk ruining real people's precious major major moments like a debut or wedding. The possibility kills me.

But it doesn't mean I'm giving up on my dreams, I know well I shouldn't. I'm probably just gonna put them on hold. When I told my cousins about this, one of them hugged me and said "It's such a waste of your talent!" Even at that sad moment, I was happy because she recognized that I had something unique to offer that not everyone else could give.

I'm eating oatmeal biscuits right now. I love anything with oats. I really don't want to end this on a depressing note, so I'll say it's not really as bad as it sounds. I haven't completely decided yet but I surrender to fate. I'll just have to see for myself what Life has waiting for me beyond the door.

Cleopatra's Blood Siren x Cebuano Tours.

2011-07-20T08:33:00.006+08:00

Cleopatra's Blood Siren washed up on the shore.

Full FB album [here]

model: Alex Lorenzana
makeup & hair: Noe Mae Villa-Gee / COLORisMyWeapon
locale: Hidden Beach c/o Mia Huang from Cebuano Tours
photography: Anne Lorraine Uy (me)

Hidden paradise.

I can't believe how delayed my first photostory of 2011 came. Ideally, this was to come in the summer (hence summer-y feel; tan and bronzed skin, asymmetrical monokini, warm toned make-up) But anyway, I was greatly busy with mostly a lot of family matters (reunions, weddings and all other major and minor human events), plus some photography work here and there squeezed in.

Entrance to another world.

Like all other photostories, this is a product of months of musing, inspiration, thoughtful deliberation and careful yet open-minded consideration. I dreamed of a beautiful girl having the incarnate soul of Cleopatra, born to love the sea and thrive on its beaches. She is a bronze mermaid who loves collecting all sorts of shells, and one who stays close to the warmth of the sun.

I'm super thankful that I was able to form a collaboration with Cebuano Tours, a local tourism business run by senior college students from the University of San Carlos.

Say "Hi" to our uber friendly tour guide, Mia! She is the most outgoing person I know in my whole life. She's also my cousin from my dad's side.

The small girl-run crew forming the signature "C" for none other than, Cebuano Tours. Major love and support to them!

In the middle is the ever so talented Noe. I am proud to say I recognize true talent when I see it, and I love referring talents to clients as well as working with them myself. Check out the awesome make-up and hair styling. Noe also answers questions about make-up on her fanpage so if you need some expert advice, post away on her wall [here]. One thing I can rave about her skill is the way she does eyebrows. In my personal opinion, anyone can get away with having nothing but rightly shaped and groomed eyebrows. I'm good with bare face and good eyebrows, or maybe that's just me being the simple-minded Anney that I am. Haha

She did those gorgeous crimped curls with a small straightening iron.

Second look by Noe. I cut those triangles out from the makeshift reflector I made long ago which was a complete bust. Used it as a handy surface to put our things on instead... lol.

We traveled a long way to the Hidden Beach (yup, it's really called so), but it was a fun ride. Mia was both tour guide and driver. She was really accommodating and it made me miss her even more. She's also probably one of the funniest tour guides ever, constantly laughing and exuding those good happy vibes fit for the much needed vacation mode. My friends and I are planning on a get-away ourselves over the weekend. Excited!

From the shell collection I bought for 80 pesos. Naughty siren, you. Not.

Alex is one of the best models I've ever worked with. She's a natural beauty to shoot, down-to-earth, quietly confident and not once did I hear her complain about anything I've asked her to do. I've noticed that I often direct my models to do things that aren't the usual, but I try my best not to subject them to intense discomfort if I can help it. Again, if I can help it... Haha

Fun fact: Alex is also a graphic designer, and she was the one who designed the Cebuano Tours logo.

This is a reminder of how I was so dumbfounded by this "common knowledge" that I never knew existed.

IMHO, common sense is entirely subjective no matter how people make it to be objective. So you can imagine my surprise when Mia asked me incredulously if the saleslady was really fine that we bring the softdrink bottles home. I was like, "Why not? I paid for them right."

But all of them were explaining to me the system of buying a whole case of drinks and then returning the bottles back to the seller. Obviously to be recycled and such. I noticed that in parties, but I didn't know such a rule was applied even in retail. Anyway, while all of this was going on we were already well away from the little store at a constant pace of speed. Hmmm... This is probably why a lot of sari-sari stores give you these drinks in a plastic with a straw, than the whole bottle itself. But why did the tindera give me bottles?? Do all customers leisurely finish their drinks outside her store and thus be able to give it back to her? .... Nonetheless, lesson learned for me. This is how fun it is not to be stuck with an office job.

Disclaimer: BTS photos taken by Mia Huang and Noe Villagonzalo. Some stolen from her blog. Heehee.

Zee Lifestyle: The Callithump

2011-07-05T13:29:00.006+08:00

It's not too late to grab the June issue of Zee Lifestyle! I'm still seeing them everywhere these days.

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It was my first time working for Zee, and it was a learning experience once again. I'm really thankful I had the opportunity to work with David Cua. He's the nicest and most professional young editor/manager/boss I've ever worked with!!

I shot the fashion editorial, The Callithump. It's a unique concept merging cosplayer fashion and designer pieces. At first I was honestly nervous about the concept... I respect cosplay and admire the designer fashion world, but they were totally worlds apart! To bring them together seemed like something that would either be a huge hit or a major bashing issue waiting to happen.

Jessica and Edd Buenaviaje

Thankfully, the team was super so I think we were able to pull it off! What do you think? :) Oh and by the way, the two people (cosplayer and model wearing designer clothing) are both the same person! I had to do the doppelganger effect for this shoot.

Jessica Ouano

Yuki Akai

Miles Semblante

It was nice seeing familiar faces again. I've shot Miles, Jessica and Edd already for my photostories before and they're really easy to work with. Such sweet and nice kids. These cosplayers really have a special place in my heart since I've seen them "grow up" (we don't have a huge age gap but I dunno why I feel this way. Haha!).

These are just some of the photos from the fashion editorial. If you want to see more, you can get Zee Lifestyle from your major bookstores. Thank you everyone for the support and Zee Lifestyle for the opportunity. I can't thank you all enough for helping me reach this far. It's been a really great experience. :)

Sittings editor: David Jones Cua
Photography: Anne Lorraine Uy
Lighting assistant: Ryan Riveral & John Borga
Fashion styling: Mia Arcenas & Alyssa Lao
Hair stylist: Mae Gonzaga
Make-up artists: Joe Branzuela, Arianna Gajudo & Christine Francia
Models: Jessica Ouano, Yuki Akai, Miles Semblante & Edd Buenaviaje of LINES
Production assistant: Rizbelle Ostrea
Locale: Bubble Bee Tea House & Family Park
Documentation: Trishia Lim

Yosemite, California 2011.

2011-06-04T10:18:00.010+08:00

Way, way, up and cold.

Although it was already spring, driving way up to thousands of feet revealed that a lot of snow was still left from winter around the mountains of Yosemite. Special thanks to Uncle Ray Sala (for driving us all the way here), Aunty Sunshine Sala (for preparing us food), Uncle George and Aunty Gloria Rivera. :)

Tall, tall treeeeees.

It's all confusing... Crazy sunny that I couldn't even open my eyes normally for photos, but at the same time crazy cold because the winds were so fierce.

With my dad and sister. We all kinda match in red and black outfits!

You can see the van we rented on the left for our road trips, and what seems to be sort of a wreckage behind me.
A lot of trees were cut down and burned. :(

Waterfalls.

After what seemed to be hours on the road after we officially hit Yosemite (it's quite big), we arrived at the Yosemite National Park. Filled our tummies with burgers and fries while I was distracted with the squirrels that come and go. They're soooo cute and they scurry fast! I love looking at them move their tiny noses and grip with their nimble fingers. On another note, does anyone have a good English equivalent for "gigil"?

Mmmm, mmmmm. Adkjhsdjk CUTE
Give in to the temptation to feed one of these and you might end up shelling out for a $5000 fine.

And another cute surprise, we saw Santa Claus in casual! Having his out of winter vacation at Yosemite. So this is where he gets his deers...

My lil cousin & I had to have a picture with him. You know, for Christmas cards...

The view as we walked around the park as the sun was setting.

Someone actually pointed out that I don't post much photos of myself.. lol.
So maybe these few photos will be good enough to justify my personal blog.

And then another day ends... I love car rides--the changing scenery, on-board snacks, the chance to catch up with friends/family, listening to an iPod while sharing it with someone, shoulder to shoulder and falling deeply asleep until you wake up groggy and sore back home.

Hearst Castle, San Simeon 2011.

2011-06-03T09:00:00.006+08:00

As we traveled from San Francisco on our way to Los Angeles, we passed by San Simeon to get to Hearst Castle.

The Hearst family's outdoor swimming pool.

After a couple of wrong turns from the GPS, we finally arrived at the town of Cambria. One of the things I looked forward to when I heard we were going to America was that we were visiting the Hearst Castle. We settled on the first-timer's experience tour (there are five in all) and proceeded to tour the grand 127 acre estate, which is in reality not a castle but a vacation house!

Lots and lots of orange trees.

Purposely built to face the sunset, Casa del Sol.

This tour centered on the guest houses for visitors. From the official site, there are actually 167 rooms in the entire estate but we only got to see four or five of them (which were already so grand).

Fascinated by how much detail you can put in ceiling panels.

Welcome Madam, this is your room.

A sort of study in the guest house with a portrait of some Hearst family member, I think.

The whole property is 250,000 acres but a small part of it was given to the government for tourism, and throughout the era land was sold and bought, sold and bought.

William Randolph Hearst's big dreams and imagination, influenced from early travels to Europe with his mother, birthed this estate on top of The Enchanted Hill together with the hands and smarts of his architect Julia Morgan. The collaboration brought about a grand "castle" which is famous as one of the great showplaces in the world. In other words, products of the crazy extravagant rich that's open to the public.

Hearst loved architecture and art.

From one of the guest houses, we proceeded to walk around the gardens leading to the main house or the "Casa Grande". This is included in the third tour I think. So coming back next time is a definite go-go for me!

There's something about the old style era architecture that really fascinates me! I love looking at these intricate patterns and complex designs. There's always an age-old feel, as if I could feel the rich history suddenly coming to life before my very eyes. I always get to wonder about the people and thoughts that lived in places like these.

This is a sort of assembly/living room where Mr. Hearst would greet his visitors coming out from one of the hidden doors.

The dining hall where the relatives or visitors would be seated. Mr. Hearst would ask everyone how their day was at the castle and always made sure they had the most pleasant stay.

There were a lot of activities you could do in Hearst Castle--swim, play tennis or pool, watch movies, stroll around the gardens and the fields with the free roaming animals (like zebras!), ride horses or visit the private zoo. At one point, he owned polar bears! The guy really loved animals and people.

A small billiards area which lead to the room with a big old organ.

Mr. Hearst eventually had a very close-knit "companionship" with a beautiful show girl and actress, Marion Davies.
Her movies were shown here a lot in the theatre room.

Can anyone say indoor swimming pool? With real gold embedded in the floor tiles.
You can actually buy the scrapings at the gift shop.

See the small balcony-like thing in the second photo? That's the pool's diving platform. After the tour, we all rode the bus down the hill and watched a short documentary on Mr. Hearst's life and the history of the castle. After that, I had to buy the DVD (so sue me)! It was really inspiring and well filmed. The man himself was quite the character. If you find yourself now a fan of the castle, maybe you'd want to watch [this] short promotional video.

And if you're wondering about the Hearst family at this very age, a lot of them are still alive. Their corporation owns major publications and media channels in the US, a few popular magazines would be Cosmopolitan, Elle, Harper's Bazaar, Good Housekeeping and Marie Claire and one very popular sports channel, ESPN.

Solvang, California 2011.

2011-06-02T15:20:00.005+08:00

Stopped by a quaint danish village which was the city of Solvang...

More photos from America in separate entries... There are just too many! :)

Mejia Summer 2011.

2011-05-23T08:53:00.004+08:00

View full album [here]

Models: Kara Mae Noveda, Steffi Aberasturi & Radha Zabala
Photographer: Anne Lorraine Uy
Stylist: Eloise Daniot
Make-up artist: Noe Mae Villa-gee
Assistants: Jon Ong, Lawrence Cabilao & Homer Medici

Shot on location at the Selma residence, special thanks to Dino Selma.
Couture from the following collaborators: Topshop, Very Mary by Mary Ty Apares, Ciege Cagalawan, Neil Felipp by Neil San Pedro, Julius Louie de la Cruz.

Initially, we planned to shoot at a beach resort since this was the summer campaign after all. But after the final meeting, the location was finalized at the brand owner's friend's home.... Or was it a city.

Still practicing on doing natural looking studio lights. I have a lot to learn!

I was a bit worried at first since I usually check out the location shoot before the actual shooting date, but I trusted the team and waited on the final day. And lo and behold, awesome team and awesome location. Everything we needed was there.

Posing effortlessly on dangerous rocks with sky high heels. That's the way to go.

Eloise Daniot was a great stylist! She was so professional to the bone. There were sooo many clothes and accessories to complement the shoes of Mejia. I've been too lazy to take behind-the-scenes shots lately. Probably all the stress and rush I feel during the shoots this summer.. But thanks to Homer Medici for my BTS shots and for the video which will be linked at the end of this entry.

Like this 35mm film shot he took of me shooting Radha on the stones. That other photographer on the highest rock is Dino by the way, he did some shots too separately. He was a very good host! This part of the compound was called the Savanna because it was African inspired. While we were eating lunch here, Eloise spotted a bright colored lizard of an unusual size and exclaimed, "We really are in Africa!"

Our models for this shoot were all so talented.

One thing I like about Mejia shoes are they are made so durable. You can really feel just by holding them that they are made of good materials, especially their pumps. The soles are cushioned and the heels are super sturdy. They do bespoke shoes too so if you have a particular shoe design in mind and you can't seem to find the right ones anywhere, you can contact them to make customized pairs just for you.

You can see their shoes at Metro Ayala Cebu or check out their FB page [here].

We first shot around one of the houses and then moved on to the Savanna, then the pond and then to the office building riding golf carts from one location to another. It was a really loooooooong day and everyone was super exhausted when it was all over. I think I even lost a lot of weight from this shoot. It was that intense! Add that to the ridiculously hot humid weather in Cebu right now.

This was taken beside the pond. It was getting really dark so I had to hurry.

Overall it was a good experience even though there were hard times. I learned a lot, about the commercial work and the strings with dealing with people. About scheduling and stress! I think I'm a bit more prepared to go out in the real world. I've realized that even though you can get dead tired from work, when it's your passion it will all still give you those good vibes. I feel so alive when I am conceptualizing and shooting!

Shoes for that stylish corporate woman.

If you're curious about how I am during shoots, you can watch the video [here]. Props to Homer for editing and the patience of taking all the BTS goodies.

On another note, I'm pleased to share this fund raising video made by none other than Chris Collins from the Nonsense Society. I'm really glad to be part of this awesome worldwide artist community.

Her Soliloquies; Nokia Ovi Application

2011-05-02T08:00:00.005+08:00

You can download it from the Ovi Store application or [here].

I've tested it on my phone but it only displays the first photo of the entry though. I don't know if it's really supposed to be like that or not, but for those of you who want one easy way to check for updates from this blog you can read through the entry ahead without the photos. At the end, there's a link to the original post anyways if you wanna see the full thing. :)

Thank you to Charles Julius Tan from Nokia!

Arizona, USA 2011.

2011-04-29T10:05:00.014+08:00

The Painted Desert

The Petrified Forest

Petrified Wood.

Scorching heat + cold strong winds

Even flowers can grow in the desert.

The Grand Canyon

Look Ma, no rails or safety nets whatsoever!

"The bus is here!"

DollFace Cosmetics: Girls of Summer

2011-04-29T07:08:00.006+08:00

More photos [here]

Models: Steffi and Crystal Aberasturi
MUA: Noe Mae Villa-gee/COLORismyweapon & Maricarl-Janah/Make-up by Janz
Styling/wardrobe: Jacklyn Uy of What A Girl Wants
Concept/Production Manager: Pearl Sarcauga
Photo/Post-processing: Anne Lorraine Uy (me)
Assistant/Comic Relief: John Borga

This summer, I was able to work with the amazing DollFace Cosmetics. They have wonderful make-up palettes in a wide range that's easy on the pocket without compromising quality! Check out these two beautiful Youtube make-up gurus' creations on sweet and sultry looks.

Noe Mae Villa-gee goes sweet for Crystal Aberasturi.
(who's currently going for Miss Mandaue. Here's how you can support her)

Maricarl Janah goes sultry for Steffi Aberasturi.

Be sure to check out the Youtube channels these talented girls! You might get your own inspiration for make-up art and have fun experimenting with your look this summer. It's always fun to try something new!

Natural beauty sisters.

In honesty, this was one of the most difficult shoots I've ever done. The weather just did NOT cooperate. It was always gloomy, murky and sudden drizzles of rain would come and go. We would shoot for a while then hide under trees, shoot again then use the reflector as shade. The natural lighting certainly did not make things go smoothly, but I tried to save the photos as much as I could. Certainly glad they turned out well enough.

Keeping it Sweet.

Despite all the obstacles, it was a lot of fun working with Pearl (very cool owner of DFC), Janah, Noe and John. Lots of laughs especially with my comedian assistant/lighting master around. We had lunch at Sunburst together with the models' mom after hair and make-up. I have to say these girls are very lucky to be supported so much by their parents. Dad drove them to the assembly place and mom keeps watch of them all the way. Oh, and mom also plays talent agent.

Bringing it Sultry.

Did I mention how young these girls are? Steffi is 16 and Crystal is 18 years old. Steffi was crowned Sinulog Festival Queen just this year. Promising futures these girls have.

Fly like a butterfly~

Styling was all by Jackaye of WAGW. I'm loving their floral ensembles this season! I've made a recent purchase myself at the store too. Got myself a boho beach dress fit for summer. Teehee.

Flower child.

I'd be honored to work with DFC again in the future. Hope to be able to get one of those palettes and brush sets!

It's a wrap!

If you guys are interested, here's a BTS video. Props to Janah for the editing and compilation. More power to local Youtube make-up gurus!

Will catch up on some work to be done these coming months. I've yet to shoot my photostory :( Other than that, I'll be shooting for the summer campaign of a local shoe brand and an exhibit that will be on display at the SM Art Gallery. To top it off, I have to work on my travel photos from my recent trip to America, the Beautiful! It's only the start of the year but I've had a lot of surprises already. Thank you Lord. :) Hope everyone is having a great summer too.

College Graduation 2011.

2011-04-03T15:09:00.020+08:00

Before I start my entry, I'd like to open it up with...

A big WOOOOHOOOOO!

I have finally graduated from university,fulfilling the daughterly obligation to earn a decent degree in preparation for adult life ahead.

The face of a Bachelor of Science in Information Technology fresh graduate
Holding my Cum Laude medal (Thank you Lord!)

My high school Alma Mater, Bethany Christian School, also gave me a recognition award along with my 4 other batchmates who received honors.

I was really glad that my family was complete during my (most probably) last ever graduation ceremony. The thing with life milestones is that you all are obliged to be together for even just a few moments, and there are nice pictures to keep that give you that warm tingly feeling inside. :3

For the 32443578th time already... I know, I know. I look like my dad.

For as long as I can remember, I don't think anyone I've ever met has correctly guessed that I was taking up IT. (Unless they follow me on twitter and read my neverending Software Engineering project rants... lol. So sorry about that.)

They'd be like, "Programming? Whaaat... I thought you were like.. From CAFA or something." Or at least Fine Arts, they'd say. (CAFA is USC's College of Architecture and Fine Arts)

But yeah, I have to admit that was the most obvious choice ever since I could color with paint and draw on paper. However, my mom told me going into a computer course was the most practical choice since I learned HTML and made my own dotcom at the age of 11 or 12... Got hooked on the Internet since I was 10 and started with Yahoo!'s Geocities and a few years after started playing around with Photoshop. My endless hours of playing PlayStation also inspired me to dream to be involved in the gaming industry.. Aaah and yes, a mix of the arts and technology would be the heavens for me.

When I thought about taking up Fine Arts purely, I had that picture of me selling paintings along the street to earn an income! When worse comes to worst.

I'd like this entry to contain some of my memorable moments while I was in university. I won't assure you it's anything interesting... Just for me to remember how university was for me. Not in any particular order:

1. Sleeping in class...

Because school life sometimes gave me 7:30AM classes everyday!
It doesn't help that I live 30-40min. away from school either. Plus that time when they constructed that Talamban "flyover".... I'd get stuck in the same spot on the road for 15-30min.

2. Reading in class...

Aaahh... I must say I've read good books while I was in school.
I breezed through the Percy Jackson & The Olympians series! I love Percy!
The worst read I had during Quality Management class was The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo.... I'm so thankful I didn't have nightmares with that book.

3. Bible study and fellowship...

I look forward to Tuesdays and Fridays! Say hi to mah brothas Ian and Jon.

4. My awesome classmates and teachers...

We went to the beach together and had fun with the beach toys in Coco Palms Danao.
Don't forget our 'awesome' Indian teacher who doesn't act like a teacher at all (and who constantly prodded me to join activities)!
Hi Sir Lavin. XD

Playing cards. Most of the guys played Polar Bears though. I have yet to have any idea about what that game is about.

Haha, so cute Maam Sionzon! This was her surprise birthday during QMP class.
We shall never forget her life stories about Japan and her kids.

Some of the girls.

Some of the guys. I have no idea why they're holding up a #1 sign. Haha! Team Bulabog.

BECAUSE I CAN'T BELIEVE I CRIED DURING THE RETREAT!!! My goodness.
I was teasing other people about crying but it ended up that I cried as well when I heard my classmates' sentiments to me. Huhu. I was really blessed to have really nice people to study with (really really! Haha). I have to admit a lot of my classmates took care of me in a way. A handful of them were kind of protective and really sweet. Always helpful and so down-to-earth.
Special mention to Carla Signe, John Terrado and Ian Ong! :)

5. Those great defenses...

Database 1 Project groupmates - John & Carla - Nya Nya Online Shop (PHP)

Defense day... Discussing the Use Case Diagram. Glasses on because I'm serious. Look at Carla stiffen at the pressure we faced..

SoftEng 2 groupmates - Carla, Alyxies, Millicent & Mel - PharmaAG SIS (C#)

I'd rather not put photos of our struggles leading to the day of defense... All too haggard.

6. Photography life....

First meeting we attended to join Cebu Digital Photographers.

Planning my photostories and executing them during weekends after class.

Flying to Manila missing class just to shoot my first editorial for TotalGirl magazine. One motto I made for myself that developed from college was "Life is more important!"

Weigh your options properly. Practice discernment. Get wisdom. Listen to your passions and dreams. Ask advice from your parents and elders.

In my case, I chose when to skip class and when to procrastinate homework for things that would have more value in the long run.

It could be a balance of all things.. It could be the prioritization of what's most important to you. In the end, what holds those together would be your own outlook on life. To choose to be happy about who you are and be contented with what's already there for you.

For example, during shoots, it's always "Make the most of what we have" when I plan things with those who are involved.

I could go on and on... But maybe some memories would be best kept and remembered by heart. The most important aspect of my journey up to now is my growth as a person. I've made friends with people I never knew I could get along with. I've learned about things I never knew culture contained. I've met some of the strangest and equally fascinating characters around. I've learned to hold on to people who matter and let go of those who don't. I learned that there are a handful of friends who are amazing people on earth, who become like your family (and you are lucky if you've come to find them!). I've been to places where I never thought I could go to. I've allowed myself to dream continuously as I learned more about myself as an individual.

It's always important to keep learning... To keep improving yourself, to remember that the world doesn't revolve around yourself, to help others when you can, to be quick to listen and think3x before you speak, to be slow to anger, and to stay strong and steadfast about your values and beliefs for those are the foundations of your own person.

Rick Warren (author of the best-selling book, "The Purpose Driven Life") said, "No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on. And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for."

Just like Jenga, go through decisions carefully... But when everything tumbles down, build yourself up and start over again! Put your game face on, like my friend Byron. Haha :D

Photos by Jojo Retuya, Carla Signe, Ian Ong, Mikko Tan, Neil Bomediano, Karla Tan & Paul Gotiong.

The Male Factor 2011.

2011-03-15T12:46:00.008+08:00

"Where I come from, Christian, there are women of such beauty, that they can possess a man's mind.."
-Azeem, Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves

I did a small shoot for The Male Factor last week. This was honestly like a spur of the moment thing... When Marion asked me if I could shoot for his male models I immediately said yes. I thought I should grab the chance to practice shooting guys (since it's way more challenging to shoot men than women).

I don't know if it's the same for most, or maybe if it's just cause I'm a girl. There are so many poses and looks a woman can do. But men on the other hand, are limited within the boundaries of the machismo persona... Beyond that, I fear for them looking gay when they aren't supposed to.

Yeah macho like this and all that jazz.

This was my first shoot using my new camera. One mark off my New Year's Resolution list. I'm really thankful I was able to upgrade it this early.

I need all the practice I can get.

It's a big leap from my old camera so there's so much to learn. It's overwhelming.

We shot in the early afternoon and it was SWELTERING. I seriously need a sun hat, aside from my usual white long sleeve and denim with sneaker ready-for-anything-I'm-in-photographer-mode-attire.

Look at that reflector. It's gonna burn your eyes.

It was the first time I met the Humanizer. He, on the other hand, has got shooting male models down to the bone.

I asked him how he'd want the photos to come out and he said, "Your usual style. Romantic."

Romantic? Sooo... Since everyone else is shooting men in badass themes (And I must say Roland Icban and Jan Gonzales are really good at it!) I guess my works will show the side of men that's neglected more often.

His gentle romantic side.

He may look a bit snobbish, but his mystery draws you in. Admit it.

The down-to-earth guy who labors and toils for your affection.

After a while Dennis and I got separated from the rest so I ended up having more shots of him. He told me about his family and how his sister, Jacqueline Schubert, became the Mutya Ng Pilipinas-Tourism 2009. Goes to show good genes run in the family. I found it interesting how he doesn't like seeing photos of himself, even though he is quite the model.

He was afraid of the cows at first, but I assured him they wouldn't kick models.

For more details on the fashion show, visit their Facebook page [here]. Make-up by Marion Alcasid and couture by Yves Camingue (Yves Identify). For more photos from this shoot, view my Facebook album [here].

I have to cut this short as I'm gonna be late for my 3D class. I'm so excited for school to be over. Work, here I come!

Canon (blank)D. Heehee.

Thanks to Fritz Cañedo for behind-the-scenes photos and assistance.

Ink'd Tees.

2011-03-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

(L-R) Jackie Ting, Jon Lim, Arianne Fajardo, Aldrin Fajardo, Karina Gajudo, Ricky Elizalde, Ayana Jimenez, Nile Go and Marianne Borces.

Okay super super super old news and I'm totally sorry to the guys at Ink'd Tees! I did this shoot months ago but couldn't find the time to blog about it. This was supposedly due til the end of December, ideally before the IT Park Christmas Bazaar was through.

Hope you guys were able to drop by!

Just to make an excuse for my inactivity, I'll let you guys know I'll be busy with familial affairs once again. Anyway, here's some of the photos from that shoot. (I have no behind-the-scenes photos since my usual assistant was busy. Hi John! Haha) This shoot was really laid-back and chill. Just like the designer himself, Jason Chua.

I know you "like" this.

Obviously the Awesome guy Likes What He Sees.

The designer told me this is a huge hit with foreigners in Boracay.

Men Recycler shirt with the barkada shirt concepts.

Be sure to check out their Facebook for these creative shirt designs!!

On other news... I bet everyone's excited for SUMMER!

School's out! Woohoo