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Rants : Discrimination from a lecturer

2016-12-29T21:09:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, harini dah ceria sikit, semalam paper Chemical Process Control, paper agak susah, muka dah pucat2 dah habis exam, ada pula yang menambah duka di hati...

"Awak semua ni ada masalah attitude! Tak berdisiplin! Pelajar dari Diploma FKK memang selalu bermasalah, semua ada attitude problem! Memang tahu dah"

Ayat ni, sampai lepas Subuh tadi melekat dalam kepala. Habis down la motivation, dah lah paper susah, kena label terus macam tu, memang terus tak ada mood nak study for next paper. So, ramai among us yang decide untuk have a break yesterday and sambung study harini. Ibaratnya, you baru lepas jatuh tangga bergolek-golek, you dah berhenti bergolek, kawan you tgok, then marah you, "haaaa nilah kau! cuai je memanjang! memang dah kau ni!".

I don't know about you, but personally, I think labelling people like that is never a good thing to do, not accurate anyway. The reason dia cakap macam tu... nak tahu sebab apa? Sebab bila bagi balik kertas jawapan tak say thank you & sebab ada yang masuk exam lambat, ohh yea, sebab habis exam macam ada yang bercakap-cakap, and.... masa nak kutip kertas jawapan tu ada yang still terkial-kial susun and nak ikat paper.

Tak rasa macam petty reasons ke? Baru first time jumpa, dah label macam-macam, alahai. Siap boleh merungut lagi..."Dahlah kena jaga peperiksaan, kena teman pergi toilet lagi".. part ni jadi confuse la jugak. Nampak la macam dia rasa terbeban kena jaga exam first day, mungkin sebab tu kot dia emosi semacam habis exam tu? Atau dia bengang ramai sangat pergi toilet and kitorang exam level 13 but kena bawa toilet level 12.

Little did she know, orang yang datang exam lambat semalam tak pernah pun lambat datang kelas. She might have a problem, but you didn't care, you sarcastically scold her... tanyalah dulu. The same person had problem arranging her papers after the exam, but what you did? You stand beside her, scold non-stop & tell her you thought of hitting her, making her more panic. She couldn't even breathe properly 5 minutes after sitting on her chair. The least that you could do was to calm her down, tipu tak nampak dia panik, muka dia pucat kot masa tu.

About saying thank you when handing out the paper. I didn't say thank you but I smiled, I see some of my classmates didn't say thank you but they nod, and ada je yang say thank you. Fine, we're sorry that we didn't SAY thank you. We thought that you would understand that those gestures were polite enough especially after a very hard exam. Didn't know it wasn't enough. We'll say thank you next time, really sorry.

Even if, memang ada la yang bermasalah tahap gaban sekali pun, tak perlu la label macam tu kot. I swear that bila masuk degree, diploma students dapat banyak gila nak mampus discrimination. Not enough from students daripada platform degree lain, now from lecturers as well. Ibaratnya, you breakup dengan a loser guy, you kata semua lelaki tak guna. Ada seorang perempuan pura-pura cintakan you sebab nak duit you, you tuduh semua perempuan mata duitan. Can't you see that not everyone is the same? Kalau nak label pun... cakap lah, some of you in this class ada masalah attitude ke apa ke... Takpun datang la terus pada yang lambat tu, "kenapa awak lambat", "lain kali jangan buat lagi" or masa students bercakap lepas dah amek kertas jawapan "Senyap dulu" or "jangan bising"... tak ada pun, I rasa standard je kalau paper susah memang habis paper students akan bercakap, tapi cara dia label macam la kami tak pernah exam sekali dengan budak kelas asasi atau matrix? It's totally something normal... not something only budak diploma je tahu buat.

Ini tiba-tiba, SEMUA pelajar dari diploma FKK bermasalah. Coming from a lecturer yang tak pernah jumpa sebelum ni, tak pernah kenal, tak pernah ajar kami, of course it hurts. Thanks a million to my current lecturers yang tak pernah cuba label kami as one bila nampak any negativity amongst us. May Allah bless you.

Perhaps I shouldnt be writing about this. Nanti bertambah pula kata ada masalah attitude. But just know, that 3 semesters in degree, every semester, every year, students from diploma kena macam-macam discrimination. It wasn't big enough for us to care before sebab from students, but now, bila lecturer yang cakap macam tu, dia macam dah level lain, LOL

Dear, that lecturer, thank you sebab tegur kami ada masalah attitude. Kami akan cuba improve selepas ini. Kami akan datang exam awal 15-20 minit, kami akan ingat untuk cakap Thank You setiap kali nak bagi kertas jawapan kami, dan kami akan susun serta ikat kertas jawapan kami dengan laju dan padu. Kami juga berjanji tidak akan berkata-kata langsung setelah exam paper kami. Kami janji jadi pelajar yang tak ada masalah attitude selepas ni. Tapi boleh madam/miss janji takkan label student diploma lagi?

Sekian, nanti saya delete. Saya masih marah & terluka (ceh!) Saya tahu tak ada yang akan baca sampai habis pun... lol

Hazelnut Allergy

2016-12-19T19:56:00.000-08:00

This is already week 14, and today, I had to skip all my morning classes
I was not feeling well, but I have to blame myself for inviting such sickness anyway
So yesterday, a good friend of mine, Aidil Ali gave me a bar of Ritter Sports

It was this one, White Whole Hazelnuts

I am actually allerged to Hazelnuts, but... I mean see the packaging!

It's so beautiful and good looking and cute and interesting

So I thought, well, let's have one or two bites

But the white chocolate was so nice and rich

I kind of ate half afterwards... and the allergy reaction came attacking

How did it feel like?

First, I would feel like something is stucked at the throat area

Like some kind of would that I could not swallow

Then, I'll feel suppressed at the chest area

It's like there's some heavy engineering textbooks on my chest

Usually this heaviness would depend on how many hazelnut I eat

Which yeah, I admit that sometimes, I act like I'm not allerged to them

Usually, it ends just right there, but not today, no no...

Guess that I took a little bit too much of Hazelnut last night

My tummy did not feel so well,

Then I was feeling nausea...

Finally, I had diarrhea and vomitted a few times

So, this was the worst of all the allergic reactions I had

But still, I'm not sure if this could prevent me from eating delicious hazelnut chocolates next time

Now I truly feel what it's like to be allergic to seafood

But seeing shell out advertisements you're like craving for seafood too

Only this is a case of Hazelnut...

The truth is, I only had Hazelnut allergy since the last 4 years

Not sure if it was not that bad before or I didn't have any at all

And only today, I thought of googling about this allergy, so let's check it out!

Here are some links that you can check out if you realize that you have "reactions" after eating hazelnuts like me :P

[1] Hazelnut Allergy Symptoms and Treatment

From this website, you can know what kind of symptoms that are commonly related to hazelnut allergy which if you have them after eating hazelnut then you are allerged to them. Nothing serious usually, but it kinds of depends on the dose of hazelnut you eat as well.... I guess

And don't worry, Hazelnut allergy is kind of common so it is perfectly normal, you're not weird

[2] Hazelnuts - Type of Allergies

This website is more detailed on the allergy reaction that you suffer. You could have primary food allergy or secondary food allergy... well read it up! This website also helps you to prevent allergies by avoiding the source of allergy itself like if you are allergic to Hazelnuts, where can you find traces of Hazelnut and many more.

So, that is all, I guess I should be preventing Hazelnut after this, at least for now, because my tummy is still growling and it is so uncomfortable. Guess that sometimes, desire has no boundary, not even allergies. But do... take care of yourself. be healthy, don't be like me!

Lynamalina

High Pressure Processing ( Food Final Assignment )

2016-12-16T09:50:00.001-08:00

High Pressure Processing

by : Amalina binti Abdul Halim

Nur Athirah binti Mohd Akib

Rohashimah binti Musa

Siti Zubaidah binti

Nurul Syaheerah binti Che Hasnan

So before anything, let's start with the basics by defining important terms...

According to Google Definition, High pressure means

Where can we find High Pressure?

1. Daily applications where smaller surface possess larger pressure

2. Pipelines & Pipelines Servicing

3. In the deep sea

4. High pressure equipments

What is High Pressure Processing in Food?

High pressure processing or high hydrostatic pressure has been demonstrated as a non-thermal technique to eliminate pathogenic and spoilage bacteria as well as inhibit several enzymes bring about to enhance safety and shelf-life extension for foods.

It meets consumer demand for freshness without the negativity often associated with other methods such as irradiation. It is a non-thermal preservation and pasteurization technique that causes little or no change in the organoleptic and nutritional attributes of the product being processed, unlike most conventional heat treatments. HPP accomplishes all of this by applying high hydrostatic pressures (between 100 and 1000 MPa) to food products.

Youtube : HPP - What is High Pressure Processing?

link : https://youtu.be/W_2Wc1a0x7U

Jargon of HPP

1. Hydrostatic pressure

Hydrostatic pressure is applied to food products through a water bath that surrounds the product. The hydrostatic pressure is transmitted to food products equally from all sides. This equal distribution of pressure is the reason why foods are not crushed during treatment. This type of pressure also has little effect on covalent bonds, and as a result, the foods being processed do not undergo significant chemical transformations.

2. Pascalization
This is the synonym of High Pressure Processing. Other similar terms would be bridgmanization and also high hydrostatic pressure processing.

3. Hyperbaric
Of or involving a gas at a pressure greater than normal.

4. Organoleptic
-being, affecting or relating to qualities (as taste, colour, odor, feel) of a substance (as a food or drug) that stimulate the sense organs
- involving the use of sense organs ( organoleptic evaluation of food)

Mechanism of High Pressure Processing

1. Causing lethal effects on microorganisms

- affects cell morphology, membranes & spore coats

- denatures proteins & enzymes

- permeability of membranes ---> leakage

2. Sensitivity to High Pressure Processing

Gram Negatives > Yeast/Mold > Gram Positives >Spores

3. Product Specific

The inactivation dependent on pH, RH, medium/food, exposure time, pressure level, etc.

4. Chemical Effects

- Disruption hydrophobic & ionic bonds, unlike heat which breaks covalent bonds
- Enzyme response varies; inactivated or stimulated depending on tertiary structure, internal charges
-Vitamins, flavors, color compounds minimally affected
- Gels starchy substances (eg. viscosity of pectin is increased  less pectin is sufficient)

Comparison of High Pressure Processing & Other Preservation Methods

Youtube : How does HPP Compare to Other Food Safety Measure

link : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKfxIfbXvSw

Equipments in High Pressure Processing

Other links :
1. Safe Practices for Food Processes
2. Food Processing HPP Machines & Equipment - Hiperbaric
3. HPP Food and Juice Processing Machines

Methodology in High Pressure Processing

Youtube : High Pressure Processing for Food Products

link : https://youtu.be/8HnINq2au_8

Applications of High Pressure Processing

Other links:
1. http://www.coldpressure.org/en/about-us

References :

Naik L., Sharma R., Rajputy Y. S. and Manju G. 2013. Application of High Pressure Processing Technology for Dairy Food Preservation- Future Perspective : Review. Journal of Animal Production Advance. 3 (8) : 232-241

High Pressure for Better Preservation of Food Products. Retrieved on December 10, 2016 from https://www.wur.nl/en/show/High-pressure-for-better-preservation-of-food-products.htm

David H. Kingsley. 2013. High Pressure Processing and its Application to the Challenge of Virus Contaminated Food. Food and Environmental Virology. 5 (1) : 1-12

Applications. Hyperbaric High Pressure Processing. Retrieved on December 10, 2016 from http://www.hiperbaric.com/en/applications

Advantages of High Pressure Processing

Frequently Asked Questions for High Pressure Processing

1. https://mastermilk.com/uploads/biblio/factsheet.pdf

2. http://www.avure-hpp-foods.com/why-hpp/faqs/

Jom Panjat Gunung Ledang?

2016-12-16T04:02:00.000-08:00

Jom korang panjat Gunung Ledang cuti semester ni?

Ni memang tradisi kami, warga GPMS UiTM Shah Alam

Cuti sem dalam Januari mesti panjat Gunung Ledang

Tapi kami tak nak la panjat sesama kami sahaja

Nak jugak ajak kawan-kawan lain rasai pengalaman ni

Jom! Untuk kawan-kawan yang berada di UiTM Shah Alam & UiTM Puncak Alam

Marilah kita tawan Gunung Ledang bersama-sama cuti semester ini!

Contact no yang ada di poster tu segera atau daftar di google form dalam poster tu!

Dusty Dusty

2016-12-13T19:27:00.000-08:00

Dusty dusty

Guess that I have been so busy adjusting to degree life

That I have left out my blog just like this, dusty, old...vintage

If it's not because of a story-like assignment that I have to do this semester

The fermentation process of this blog page would be longer I presume

Reminiscing

When I first started this blog,

Social media was literally nothing compared to blogs!

Blogs were eveything!

You're really cool in school if you have blog.

I remember those days when myspace or friendster wasn't the most visited page

I'd blog, and think about what interesting things to blog

We'll have a traffic counter at the sidebar

And hell yes we'll get really damn excited when someone from overseas read our blog

I actually had a couple of blogposts which are "overseas" favourite

And then competing with other bloggers to make the best blog interface

I usually don't use themes because I prefer to be different

So.... what did I do?

At the age of 14, I learned how to customize HTML codes

And now, at the age of 22, not only my blog is vintage, my memories are as well

And then I can still remember the great blogger community that I joined

Well there's a lot actually, usually depending on what you blog and your age

Don't know why but I usually mingle with those of older age...

And then there's blog celebrities!

One of the still-famous would be Ben Ashaari, then there's my school Biology teacher haha

And.... my school's "makcik dobi" (which is still blogging anyway)

I remember learning how to use blog widgets (apps) trying to make my blog interesting

Put in some songs, some greeting generator, some cool animations

OHHHHHH Those days.... How I miss them

Encounter

Not sure if anyone nowadays still blogs actively (besides that makcik dobi)

Or if anyone still read blogs actively (which I sometimes do)

But I guess, this is a good start for me to start back,

To start writing, and sharing in the form of writing

Yeah, I started a Vlog which only has 2 videos because it is still young

But it's different, Vlog... Blog

Blog gives you more freedom, like you can write freely

Just let the emotions and the words flow freely through your fingers

Basically on vlog, it is more preferable to talk about hippy stuff

Stuff which is in trend like makeups, celebrities, more makeups

I guess, this is the point... the right point, right time

I'm gonna start blogging again... (praying for consistency!)

Not gonna care if anyone wants to read this anyway

But I'm gonna blog for my own satisfaction

I'm gonna share what I wanna share (in a controlled and mature manner)

I wanna share things about my life... what I do, what is up

Ok, I will :)

Enough ranting for today,

Love,

Food Goals

2015-01-21T23:12:00.002-08:00

Indeed it is, and our friendship seems to be forever ;)

We all have different kinds of goals in life.

I, too, have a few goals that I want to achieve in life

And, one of them is absolutely the ultimate FOOD GOALS !

There are so many food that I look forward to bite, munch and swallow !

I mean, just scrolling on the twitter timeline when someone retweets some good food

Makes my tummy grumble like there's an earthquake inside

Not really because I'm hungry, but because the food looks so damn tempting.

And, OMG there are so many great food to be discovered in this world !

WOW, that's two exclamation sign in one paragraph, LOL.

So here's my current food goals (^_^)

1. Custom Magnum

So they have this new Magnum Cafe at KL where you can customize your magnum

The sound of customizing of a delicious ice cream is just AMAZING

Right after my diploma, I am gonna customize my very own

Just can't handle the desire I'm holding on right now for too long.

2. Vase Ice Cream

There's this new trend in Malaysia where people sell ice cream inside flowerpots

And these ice cream are so cool because they are decorated to look exactly

as if you are eating some dirt inside a flowerpot

The dirt is basically cookies of any type (usually oreo)

Beneath the crumbled cookies are assorted flavored ice cream ( according to request )

And as final touch, they would decorate the flowerpot with eatable plants

Some would just plant in some small leaves or flower

The idea is just too cool that I just can't wait to have one !

3. Nasi Rawon

I've heard of this food a lot but have never ever get the chance to taste it

But hey, it looks great so I am positive that it would taste great to

It is said that this food comes from Surabaya, Indonesia

And usually the rice is served with diced beef and variety of spices and sometimes herbs

Ohhh where can I get one :(

4. Yee Sang

Ranked number 4 is the famous colourful Yee Sang

Basically, it is the traditional food of the chinese society

It is the one that they would raise with their chopsticks on Chinese New Year Eve

I guess, I'm just a big sucker for food that is colourful

Really wanna have a taste of it :(

5. Hinava Ginapan

Hinava is a traditional food of the Kadazan Dusun people

And it is almost similar as the Umai of the Sarawakians and conch salad of the Bohemians

So, basically it is a cuisine with citrus splash, some onions, maybe chillies and a few other side touches like celery, bell peppers, tomatoes or cucumbers

Just typing makes me melt...

Kind of get the idea of the taste, but the idea is irrelevant before the taste !

6. Meat Platter

Just saw this picture on @ItsFoodPorn twitter page and I was like

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG what a great platter it is !

Well, I'm sure there's bacon in this platter and I don't eat 'pig' because I'm a muslim

But I'll imagine, that everything in this plate is halal, beef, lamb and chicken or maybe turkey

Yumms! This platter is just great, super duper extremely great.

Greater if served with olives too ! (Love them with pickled chillies)

7. Potato Casserole

A casserole, already sounds amazing

But a twice-baked potato casserole sounds better !

Yes, I am all in for potato dishes.. since forever

They are soft, and can be cooked with almost anything

They can ever be desserts!

But a potato casserole, umm umm ummm !

Add in some minced meat, some chillies, more cheese, some spices and herbs!

I bet that it is gonna be wonderful. *rubbing tummy"

8. Pizza Cake

Behold the great pizza cake!

I found the first pizza cake picture around a year ago and it sure made me speechless!

I mean, it's a few layers of pizza combined as a cake

Be it whatever flavour, the idea is just great !

Please someone please make this for my next birthday !

Wow, this one gets 4 exclamation sign :P

9. Guacamole Dip

I have never ever tasted a guacamole dip before, unfortunately

But it looks so green and tempting :(

How I wish I'd have a taste of a big plate of nachos with guacamole dip, cheesy fries and some meat dish, wow, I'm actually speaking Mexican right now

Please tell me where to get these in Malaysia

*Rubbing tummy some more

10. Jollof Rice

Now, let me bring you to Africa baby

Look at that, look at that sexy bootylicious looking food

HAHA, but really, this Jollof Rice is hot and sexy !

Well, it is actually just another version of the Nasi Briyani

Only with different spice (African spices baby!) and yeah the side dishes are also different

Africans like to eat this with plantain and salad

Seriously have to learn to cook this one!

Ohhh and Waakye from Ghana too!

They are similar but the rice of Waakye is cooked with beans.

So, yeah, this is 10 out of million food in the world that I really look forward to eat.

Just looking at the pictures and typing this post makes me hungry.

Hope you enjoy this share... yummms the word!

"Part of the secret success in life is to eat what you like" -Mark Twain

22nd January 2015

3 :12 pm

Lynamalina

Seperti Harimau Menyembunyikan Kukunya

2015-01-21T19:59:00.001-08:00

"Tiger claws are retractable in that ligaments hold them in a protective skin sheath when their not being used. The ligaments are in a relaxed position when the claws are retracted thereby expending no musculature effort. Tigers retract their claws to ensure that they remain sharp for times when they are needed and to tread silently up to unsuspecting prey. Other ligaments will extract the claws when attacking prey or defending themselves which does require musculature effort."

[http://seaworld.org/animal-info/animal-infobooks/tiger/physical-characteristics/]

Ini bukanlah post nak ajar peribahasa untuk pelajar sekolah ye anak-anak

Tetapi nak cerita kenapa kita kena jadi seperti harimau menyembunyikan kukunya

Peribahasa 'seperti harimau menyembunyikan kukunya' ni bermaksud seseorang yang menyembunyikan kelebihannya

Harimau ni bukan setakat comel lote tapi jugak hebat

Mampu memburu dengan tangkas lagi efisien

Tapi, kuku hanya akan dikeluarkan daripada tapak tangan sekiranya ingin digunakan sahaja

Kalau tak nak memburu atau mengasah, dia simpan diam-diam

Tak ada makna dia pergi tayang, "Weh kuku aku tajam"

Tak ada, tak ada...dia tak kecoh macam tu pun

Maka, kaitannya dengan kehidupan seharian kita mudah dan simple

Sekiranya kita hebat dalam sesuatu, tak perlu lah kita kecoh sekampung

Bukannya bermakna kita diam seribu bahasa bila kita ada satu bakat

Bukan... cuma kita tahu dan faham-faham sendiri bila kita perlu menonjolkannya dan bila kita hanya perlu berdiam diri tanpa perlu menghebohkan kehebatan kita

Dalam kata mudah, tak perlulah kita 'berlagak'

Sebabnya sangat mudah dan simple !
Pernah tak korang dengar ucapan atau ceramah dan diakhirnya
Orang tersebut berkata "Yang baik itu datang dari Tuhan, dan yang buruk itu dari diri saya sendiri?"
Haaa... itulah sebabnya. Sebab semua kehebatan itu datang dari Allah
Makanya tak perlulah nak dicanang kepada semua orang kehebatan yang bukan hak milik mutlak diri kita
Kehebatan itu, kalau Tuhan nak tarik, kun faya kun sekelip mata boleh hilang
Elok2 pandai jadi tak pandai
Elok2 cantik jadi hodoh
Elok2 kaya jadi miskin

Jangan sombong, jangan alpa, sebab contoh ada je depan mata selama ni

Kerana semuanya, apa sahaja boleh berlaku dengan izin Allah SWT

Bila kita suka sangat menayangkan/ menghebahkan kehebatan diri
Akan timbul rasa riak dan takbur dalam diri yang merupakan antara penyakit hati yang kronik
Bila hati dah dipenuhi dengan penyakit rohani
Maka, makin susahlah nak terima pandangan dan nasihat orang lain
Makin susahlah untuk memiliki sifat tawaduk
Akhirnya, akan rasa diri selalu betul dan orang lain sentiasa salah

Dan bila kita sibuk bermegah dengan kehebatan diri sendiri
Akan banyaklah hati yang tercalar-balar, terluka dalam diam disebabkan kita
Contoh, kalau kita mempunyai anak-anak yang pandai
Tak perlulah sikit-sikit cerita, " Anak aku pandai" "Anak aku dapat straight A"
Asyik lah nak tayang result anak dekat Facebook padahal tak ada orang tanya pun
Padahal kita tahu ada anak kawan-kawan kita yang kurang 'menjadi'
Ceh, bagi contoh macam dah kahwin ada pulak kita ni...

“Sesungguhnya Allah memberi wahyu kepadaku, supaya kamu bersifat tawaduk, sehingga tidak ada seseorang sanggup menganiaya orang lain dan menunjukkan sikap berbangga diri (sombong) kepada orang lain.” (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

Belajar ikut resmi padi, makin berisi makin tunduk ke bumi
Ikut sunnah lagi bagus, makin berilmu
Makin bengkak kaki bersujud kepada Illahi :')

"Orang yang benar-benar hebat, tidak sembang lebat"

Lyna Amalina

22 Januari 2015

I, too want to fly.

2015-01-19T23:09:00.001-08:00

I want to fly, so badly

Only Allah knows how badly it is because He had to hear me asking everyday

Asking to give me the chance to fly away, fly high and land at United Kingdom

Masa zaman sekolah rendah lagi dah pasang cita-cita nak study luar negara

First, sebab jumpa album abah masa dia study dekat Wolverhampton University

Second, sebab drama Melayu selalu tayang anak study luar negara balik jadi cantik

Masa tu sengal-sengal lagi. Punyalah bengong fikir kalau study luar negara boleh jadi cantik, cun melecun. Padahal tak ada kena mengena pun.

Third, because the idea of studying overseas itself nampak macam gah je kan. Semua orang pandang tinggi bila someone balik dari overseas.

Fourth, selalu excited bila Hari Raya sebab nak tengok Salam Perantauan dalam surat khabar and hope satu hari masuk jugak paper macam tu.

Tapi zaman dah berubah. Cita-cita masih sama cuma misi dan visi dah lain.

Nak terbang untuk dapatkan segulung ijazah yang berkualiti, kerana Allah Taala, untuk diri sendiri, untuk keluarga dan untuk sumbang balik kepada masyarakat.

Nak terbang sana untuk merasai pengalaman jauh dari negara sendiri, nak menceduk pengalaman dan ilmu banyak-banyak di negara orang.

Nak rasa suasana yang berbeza dari dalam negara, nak berdikari dengan lebih gigih, nak jadi berani naik flight lama-lama.

Ohh how I really want to fly...

Tipulah tak cemburu tengok kawan-kawan yang dah pun fly

Pergi Jepun, Korea, Australia, Us, Ireland dan serata dunia

Setakat ni hanya mampu lihat dan tumpang gembira dari jauh

InsyaAllah, kalau diizin Tuhan, kalau diri ini diberi peluang

Terbang jua kita ke sana...

Alhamdulillah I have received my conditional offer letter from Swansea University

And still waiting for the other universities that I have applied

Syukur Allah buka jalan untuk capai cita-cita

Sekarang masanya untuk study rajin-rajin, siapkan assignment

Dapatkan pointer terbaik untuk semester terakhir

Dan lepas habis diploma, tinggal untuk istikharah supaya yakin dengan pilihan ni

Semoga semuanya baik-baik sahaja dengan izin Tuhan.

InsyaAllah, bakal terbang ke sana...

Lyna Amalina

20 January 2015

Hoping to fly, soon, InsyaAllah

Bagi Harapan vs Berharap

2015-01-19T11:42:00.003-08:00

Mama selalu pesan "Jangan bagi harapan dekat orang lain"

And I'll always remember that one line in my mind
Simply because I know, how much it hurts bila kita berharap

It always end up with a big argument
Salah orang yang berharap ke salah orang yang memberi harapan?
The fight seems to have no end sebab definisi 'bagi harapan' orang kan lain-lain?
Sesetengah orang tu memang friendly dia terlebih garam sikit
Mungkin dia memang nak beramah mesra je, tak lebih daripada tu
Tapi disalah anggap macam kemesraan tu bagai ada makna tersirat

To be honest, saya seorang yang cepat berharap...unfortunately
I don't get comfortable with people easily but when I do then that's gonna be a problem
But later, after several heartbreaking events
I'm starting to realize that kita tak sepatutnya mudah jatuh hati

So, here are my tips untuk TAK BERHARAP atau BAGI HARAPAN.

BAGI HARAPAN

1. Kalau dah ada pasangan, sila inform awal-awal.
Whether you are a girl or a boy, kalau dah ada pasangan, do tell, please tell. Whenever there's a chance untuk bagitahu, just tell. Janganlah tiba-tiba, tengah rancak berbual satu topik " I have a girlfriend." Kena cop perasan pulak nanti. Try telling subtly, contoh bila ada related topics, try lah menyelit sambil bagitahu yang awak ada pasangan. Contoh, if you're talking about tudung, you can try telling like "Girlfriend saya pun suka shopping tudung jugak." Well at least, by that time kalau orang tu ada perasaan dekat awak, tak adalah sakit sangat perasaan dia kan?

2. Don't use 'sayang' 'honey' 'baby' and other loving terms
Teringat video Mat Luthfi yang bertajuk 'Rant on Lagu Cinta' yang mana dia komen lagu Aliff Satar part "Ohh baby baby, jangan kau marah, kerna ku tolak". Kalau nak reject kenapa panggil baby? So true, so true. Kadang-kadang, ayat awak tu manis bergula getah sangat, mana taknya orang jatuh hati. Especially guys, perempuan ni memang cepat cair. So tak payah lah nak bersayang-sayang bagai, walaupun awak tak maksudkan apa-apa pun bila cakap 'sayang' tu. Contoh, nak jawab soalan... "Macam tulah sayang.." bukan ada maksud pun, tapi... mesej diterima dengan mesej disampaikan buat orang sebelah sana mengharapkan lebih pulak.

3. Clingy texts and calls
Kadang-kadang kita contact someone tu bukan sebab kita nak kat dia pun, tapi sebab at that time, we require attention, kita nak luahkan problem atau kita rasa sunyi. That's fine, I guess. Tapi silapnya bila buat macam tu banyak kali. Contoh text orang tu setiap malam, on the phone dengan orang tu sampai lewat malam dua tiga kali seminggu. Seriously, siapa yang tak jatuh hati and fikir lain bila korang buat macam tu. Korang akan buat orang tu rasa macam diorang diperlukan.

TAK BERHARAP

1. Expect less
Ada satu pepatah orang putih yang berbunyi, "Expect less to hurt less". Betullah tu sebab kadang-kadang kita ni mengharapkan benda-benda yang tak akan jadi ataupun mengharap lebih-lebih sangat. Simpan sikit perasaan tu, kawal. Kalau tak kawal, akhirnya kita yang sakit. Contohnya, orang tu selalu mesej korang, selalu call korang, maybe sebab dia suka dan selesa berkawan dengan korang, bukannya sebab dia nak bercinta dengan korang pun. Jangan mengharap sangat.

2. Jangan Buat Andaian
Jangan bandingkan diri korang dengan dia. Contoh, korang hanya text orang-orang yang korang suka atau minat je, so korang rasa dia pun mesej korang, call korang sebab dia suka/minat dekat korang. Cara orang kan semua lain-lain. Selagi dia tak cakap dia suka korang, cinta korang, tak payah lah perasan lebih-lebih yang dia nak dekat korang. Jangan tiba-tiba buat andaian, nanti parah dibuatnya.

3.Mahalkan Dirimu
Jangan mudah sangat jatuh hati. Simple. Janganlah sampai semua lelaki yang mesej atau call korang semua korang nak. Janganlah sampai semua awek yang minta tolong korang perasan suka dekat korang. Mahalkan perasaan, mahalkan harga diri tu. Bukannya suruh menyombong, cuma faham-faham sendiri lah tahap mana korang patut contact seseorang atau layan seseorang.

Apapun, semua ni hanya pendapat daripada satu pihak sahaja. Keadaan kan boleh berubah-ubah. Akhir kata, jangan suka bagi harapan, takut suatu hari kita pula yang berharap, barulah akhirnya kita tahu betapa sakitnya mengharapkan sesuatu yang sangat susah atau memang takkan kita dapat.

Bukan Tulen Tapi Menawan

2014-11-13T06:29:00.002-08:00

Blog ni bukan setakat berhabuk, bersawang, berlubang-lubang lagi.

Ampun maaf dipinta, sibuk menguruskan diri di semester kelima Diploma :)

Tahu tak apa maksud INSECURE ?

Okay, insecure tu satu perasaan yang buat kita rasa kita ni sentiasa tak cukup bagus

Lebih kurang macam kurang keyakinan diri lah juga

Biasanya hampir semua perempuan ada masalah ni

DON'T WORRY, memang normal !

Tapi blog post kali ni bukan nak cakap pasal insecurity pun

Tapi ada banyak kena mengena dengan perasaan tu

Cerita kali ni pasal PONDAN.

Zaman dulu-dulu kala orang pondan atau mak nyah ni hina

Zaman dulu-dulu kala pondan atau mak nyah ni selalu tak lawa

Okay bayangkan, badan katang, tinggi, rangka besar, gerak geri kasar berdegar

Langkah keras kejung, bila gelak halkum gerak atas bawah, atas bawah

Makeup comot, rambut palsu kusut, baju pun taste out.

TAPI...

Tu zaman dulu-dulu la kawan!

Zaman sekarang ni, era baru ni, pondan-pondan dah mengalami anjakan paradigma

Mereka sudah maju dengan revolusi terbaru sejajar dengan modernisasi

Metafora sungguh statement, mesti mak nyah kembang baca kan?

Zaman sekarang pondan dah lawa dah cantik dah meletop

Badan kecik-kecik, muka jambu, manis, jelita, menawan dan ayu

Suara lemah lembut menggegar nafsu, lemah gemalai kalah penari kebudayaan

Rambut dah pandai rebonding, kadang2 dia perm tukar2 ikut trend

Makeup mahal-mahal, Mac,Body Shop,Bobby Brown, korang mampu? Pondan mampu!

Hah, nampak tak revolusi pondan alaf baru?

Lagi best, siap bertanding masuk pertandingan ratu cantik.

Lagi tak tahan, ada yang ada boyfriend.

Lagi syiok, ramai yang lagi cantik daripada perempuan biasa

Lagi seram, kadang-kadang dah operate sana sini tak tahu pun pondan!

Jum tengok beberapa pondan cantik yang akan tambah insecurity anda dan saya :)

Rasa tak? Rasa kan... Alahai, bukan perempuan tulen

Tapi cantik, lagi cantik daripada perempuan asli macam kita-kita ni

Tapi yang atas ni semua overseas punya pondan.

Nak kenal dengan pondan Malaysia tak.

Mesti korang rasa nak menangis tengok kecantikan dia

Memperkenalkan, wakil Malaysia, Sajat Diva atau Sajat Fariz

Cantik kan? Ala-ala Rozita Che Wan je kan? Arrgghhh...

Mesti korang cakap, elleh, pakai baju lawa-lawa, pakai makeup tebal, photoshop

Bolehlah nampak kebabom macam gambar atas ni kan?

Nah, belanja gambar Sajat Diva tanpa makeup, naked face.

Lagi best, Sajat Diva ni ada pasangan

Saya tak pasti status sebenar pasangan ni

Fariz tulah nama pasangan dia

Yang penting, diorang ni nampak sweet sangat

Kita yang perempuan tulen ni pun terkial-kial cari pasangan kan

Okay, dah tak larat nak cerita pasal pondan yang lebih cantik, comel dari saya ni

Rasa nak menangis airmata pelangi taip entri blog macam ni

Pesanan akir kata, wanita tulen di luar sana

Jangan risau, jangan rasa rendah diri sangat okay?

Percayalah, taraf kita jauh lebih baik daripada mereka

Walau betapa cantik, kaya dan bahagianya mereka di media sosial

Walau betapa kita rasa kita hodoh, gemuk dan sebagainya

Kita asli beb! Original ( peace! )

Lelaki luar sana, harap taste anda semua bukan mereka ini

Ingat halal haram, ingat Tuhan, ingat agama

Cantik mana pun mereka, mereka tak mampu beri zuriat

Mantap mana pun mereka, semua tu operate yang lambat laun

Akan rosak sebab semuanya ciptaan sintetik manusia yang jelas tak sempurna

Jangan mudah terperdaya! :)

p/s : Saya wanita tulen, LOL

Cantik VS Baik

2014-04-23T10:47:00.002-07:00

Bila saya baca, perasaan pun jadi bercampur baur

Antara suka dan duka saling berganti mengganggu jiwa dan minda

Suka, sebab akhirnya ada orang berani menegakkan realiti

Ada orang yang sebulu pemikirannya dengan saya dalam hal ini

Duka, kerana saya tahu saya tidaklah baik mana

Tapi lagi malang saya bukanlah golongan mereka yang cantik

Yang kelip-kelip mata ayu sahaja orang memuja-muja

Yang jahat macam mana pun ada orang nak bela

Tapi syukurlah, saya yakin, kalau orang tak nak pandang pun kebaikan yang saya hulurkan

Saya tahu, Illahi itu memandang setiap zarah perlakuan setiap hambaNya

Buruk rupa pun buruklah, bila menderma Allah senyum, malaikat kanan bekerja

Cantik rupa pun cantiklah, bila menghina Allah murka, malaikat kiri bekerja

Sungguh indah janji-janji yang Tuhan taburkan kepada hambaNya

Suatu keadilan tanpa sempadan, tanpa mengira pangkat, harta ataupun rupa

Pernah tak sebut atau dengar ayat

"Bla...bla...bla... Kalau cantik tak apa jugak"

Ayat ini buat saya berfikir, adakah kita berpihak pada orang-orang yang cantik?

So, maksudnya.. kalau suatu perbuatan jahat itu dilakukan oleh orang yang cantik, tak apa?

Nampak tak kita sebenarnya dah latih diri & sekeliling kita untuk jadi bias dalam realiti kehidupan

Saya rasa kalau saya jumpa siapa yang reka puisi ni

Kalau dia perempuan saya peluk cium dia

Kalau dia lelaki saya senyum sahaja

Saya nak ucapkan berbondon-bondon terima kasih

Sekurang-kurangnya ada insan yang mampu untuk sampaikan mesej ini kepada masyarakat

Ada insan yang mampu nak tunjuk kat masyarakat realiti yang berlaku sekarang

Kadangkala, saya cemburu dengan mereka yang mempunyai rupa paras yang molek ni

Sebab, jarang sangat sangat orang nak berburuk sangka dengan mereka

Jarang sangat sangat orang nak syak mereka ni jahat pada persepsi pertama

Kalau ada 'rumours' jahat tersebar mengenai mereka

Mesti ramai orang tak nak percaya, suruh siasat semula

Kalau perangai mereka jahat nauzubillah sekali pun

Ada sahaja orang-orang yang menyukai dan meminati mereka

Kalau mereka jahat macam mana sekali pun

Mereka tetap akan ada kawan-kawan atau penyokong

Untung kan? Sebab itulah kadangkala saya cemburu

Saya cemburu melihat bagaimana dunia selalu berpihak kepada orang-orang cantik

Definisi cantik dunia yang tak adil : rupa paras menarik, putih, tinggi, kurus

Maka yang tak ada ciri-ciri di atas, mari bersama saya kita buat muka mencebik

Tapi... di sebalik fenomena mengagungkan kecantikan ini

Saya yakin masih ramai mereka yang tinggi 'common sense' di luar sana

Yang lebih menghargai kecantikan dalaman berbanding kecantikan luaran

Maka dengan itu, anda adalah golongan yang hebat

Sayang2 yang selalu rasa diri insecure dan tertindas dengan budaya 'sukakan kecantikan' ini

Lap lah air mata tu, dah dah... jangan menangis

Kita mungkin tak cantik di mata manusia, di dunia

Maka, jumlah, kita berusaha nak jadi cantik di mata Allah SWT

Tak ada guna sayang, tak guna langsung kalau rupa paras yang cantik disulam biadap

Tak guna kalau dipuja ramai, tapi agama tonggang langgang

InsyaAllah masih ramai yang menyayangi diri anda... stay positive!

Sayang2 yang terlalu mengagungkan kecantikan luaran di luar sana

Sedarilah, kecantikan luaran itu hanyalah sementara

Kalau tak dimamah usia, bakal ditimbus tanah kubur jua

Tak semua orang jahat hodoh, dan tak semua orang cantik baik

Kejam dalam Islam itu bermaksud, tidak meletakkan sesuatu ke tempat sepatutnya

Atau dalam erti kata lain bersikap tidak adil terhadap sesuatu

Maka, adilkah kita apabila rupa paras yang jadi ukuran kita dalam hidup?

Wajarkah apabila rupa paras menjadikan kita zalim dalam membuat penillaian hidup?

It's not about having a pretty face,

But having a pretty soul, mind & heart

XOXO

Dream House

2014-04-21T05:54:00.002-07:00

Assalamualaikum,
Lama tak duduk depan laptop, taip panjang2,
Tuliskan semua angan-angan, pendapat bajet bagus dan cerita aliran zaman,
Sebab konon-konon sibuk dengan final exam
Padahal boleh je tahan mata sampai 4 pagi semata-mata demi The Mentalist
Boleh je guling-guling tak nak tidur sebab nak pergi daftar kolej awal
Manusia memang penuh alasan kan?

So, no more excuses tonight
Angan-angan tahi arnab ini perlu dilayankan sebelum bertambah parah
Malam ini nak cerita angan-angan nak ada rumah idaman

Saya tak pasti normal atau tidak fenomena ini
Tapi rasanya masih normal sebab setelah kajian dibuat
Lebih daripada 10 orang mengalami penyakit yang sama
Penyakit kritikal yang tak mampu diubati doktor
Penawarnya hanya dengan mendirikan rumah tangga

Cara-cara mengenal pasti penyakit ini :
Bila duduk diam-diam, sorang-sorang ada perasaan nak bersuami & berkeluarga
Bila shopping tengok baju budak-budak kecil rasa nak ada baby secepat mungkin
Mudah tersenyum dan tersentuh apabila melihat budak-budak kecil
Mula menghayati bait-bait cinta dalam drama & rasa nak jugak macam tu
Suka tengok gambar pengantin / gambar pasangan bahagia
Mula bercerita perihal persiapan kahwin
Mula menyenaraikan nama bakal anak-anak
Bila bergosip atau lepak dengan kawan-kawan akan timbul ayat "Nak/Jum Kahwin"

Sekiranya anda mempunyai lebih daripada satu tanda2 berikut, maka... SAMALAH KITA !

Normal lah tu bila seorang perempuan dah mula lebih matang, selalu sudah mencapai umur lingkungan 20an akan banyak memikirkan hal-hal masa depan, kerjaya, keluarga....

Tapi tak nak cerita pasal kahwin, nanti excited terlebih so cerita pasal rumah idaman...

Ya Allah semoga dipermudahkan urusan untuk memiliki rumah impianku... Ameen

1. Walk-in Wardrobe

Impian sekian lama, nak ada walk-in wardrobe sebab masa kecil-kecil ada tengok cerita disney, tak pasti tajuk apa tapi cerita pasal budak perempuan yang kaya and ada walk-in wardrobe dan sejak hari itu, hati ini terpaut setia kepada impian nak ada yang sama bila dah berumah nanti.

To be honest, these pictures are torturing me right now. I really don't mind if we're going to have a smaller bedroom and a smaller bedroom toilet, I just want a walk-in wardrobe. The idea of having a walk-in wardrobe is just too cool and convenient. Oh please oh please oh please...

2. Cool Child's Room

Okay, whenever girls talk about 'family' of course we're gonna think about children because we just love babies, especially cute and cuddly ones. Pernah tak korang rasa atau fikir... sebab masa kecik-kecik aku tak dapat benda ni, so dah kahwin nanti aku nak bagi macam ni macam tu dekat anak aku,aku nak buat ini buat itu untuk aku dah besar nanti. Same here !

Dulu, for projek kertas 3 Pendidikan Seni Visual SPM, buat replika tadika so banyaklah buat research pasal perabot kanak, bilik kanak, terus otak ni excited. Ishk, kalau ada anak bilik tidur dia nak buat ala-ala princess, eh kalau lelaki buat ala-ala dalam hutan, bla...bla... Seronoknya! Can't wait to have a home, and kids... nak bajet bajet jadi designer bilik kanak-kanak terkenal gitu.

1st Stage : Baby

Baby's room tak nak barang banyak sangat. But I want it to be a special space where it is gonna be safe for the baby to go around the room, play with toys, do whatever he/she wants freely. Tak perlulah duduk diam je dalam cot dengan alasan tak nak anak cedera, dan tak adalah dedah anak kepada macam-macam jenis bahaya bila dia aktif ke sana sini. And, perabot kena cari yang betul-betul convenient so that barang baby semua dalam bilik tu. Simple, convenient but cheerful. Pergh, bajet bajet.

The last one, almost PERFECT

2nd Stage Kid's - Teenager's Room

So, this is gonna be the stage where we can add more furniture and stuffs into their rooms because they are big enough to take care of themselves. So, I would really want to pamper my children with comfort and love by providing them the best room they could ever have. Just ONE thing, no disney princesses's elements for the girls. The room can be princessy but not disney princess. That is way too mainstream and not cool.

Awwwwwww, can't wait to have kids.

The more the merrier... LOL

3. The Perfect Kitchen

Asalnya nak tulis pasal library atau gym untuk nombor 3 until I realise. Makanan tu lebih penting daripada ada sudut bacaan atau bilik untuk workout. Seriously ! So, setelah berfikir secara kritis, marilah kita tulis pasal dapur, ruangan yang bakal buat anda kenyang. Yum...yum...!

Kalau rumah biasa usually akan ada 1 dapur, situlah potong-potong, situlah masak-masak dan situlah semuanya berlaku. Kalau rumah bagus sikit, ada lah 2 dapur, satu wet kitchen satu dry kitchen. Tapi zaman sekarang, kalau rumah tu besar sikit, confirm ada lebih 2 kitchen. Bajet bajet rumah omputih gitu..

Maybe some people will question the function of having more than one kitchen, but hey, I have been living in a house with only one kitchen and seriously I understand the crucial need of at least two kitchens. I want my kitchen to be simple and convenient so that it is easy to be managed and easy to find stuffs there.

And, I just love the idea of a bar-like dry kitchen like they have in the US or UK. I think it's gonna be a good idea where while someone in the house cooks, others can sit there to watch or to have a chit chat. Or, the house members or guests can help with the cooking. Awww sounds harmonious.

And the last one, Walla ! The PERFECT one for me !

4. A Praying & Reading Room

I really really want a house with a reading room and a praying room. And as I think both obeys the spiritual needs of a person, why not combine? I think it's gonna be a great combination. InsyaAllah bertambah tambah berkat bila belajar dalam bilik tu.

5. Mini Gymnasium

Ooohh Ooohh this is gonna be super cool, to have a gymnasium inside the house. So, with a mini gymnasium in the house, there should be no more excuses to not workout or at least do some light exercise to maintain healthy. It does not have to be a spacious room, it's enough if it can fit a few gym equipment like a treadmill, some dumbells... and etc.And... I don't want any type of cooling system in the room, just windows for ventillation. No fans, no airconds... haha to save electricity and to torture anyone in the room.

Save the last for the BEST ! Ohhh my dream gymnasium !

6. Garden

To be honest, I don't really fancy pools or lakes. So, let it be a very colourful garden, with colourful flowers and vegetations. It must have a place for guests or my family ourselves to sit and hang in the garden or have our tea time and a barbecue place ! Yeay !

Awww.... I can imagine having a celebration at my house, and we hang in the garden for a great barbecue. Weeee...

Moral of the story : Ya Allah, let me be a rich person and grant me my prayers to marry someone rich and kind ... Ameen Ya Rabbal Alamin !

Buat Baik Biarlah Bersama

2014-03-18T03:41:00.001-07:00

Setelah lama memendam rasa tak suka terhadap sesuatu isu ni
Malam ni akhirnya dikentalkan juga kudrat untuk menaip
Sebelum itu, mohon ampun beribu-ribu ampun jika buat sesiapa terasa

Amar Makruf Nahi Mungkar

Ayat yang mungkin nampak sukar tapi percayalah

Ia merupakan satu konsep hidup yang amat sangat sungguh mudah

Amar Makruf - Mengajak kepada kebaikan

Nahi Mungkar - Mencegah daripada kemungkaran

Contohnya, bagi orang lelaki

Apabila nak keluar untuk solat berjemaah di masjid

Ajak lah housemate, roomate & kawan2 lain pergi bersama

Contoh lain, kalau kita nampak kawan sekampus dating sakan sampai lupa diri

Kita jumpa dia, kita tegur dia supaya dia tak buat lagi

Simple ! Ajak orang lain buat kebaikan & cegah kemungkaran yang dibuat !

Mudah kan?

Masuk isu sebenar sekarang !

Pernahkah anda hadir ke usrah?

Tak kisahlah usrah di sekolah, universiti atau anjuran mana-mana persatuan atau badan

Kalau tak pernah, biar saya ceritakan apa definisi & susasana usrah biar jelas

Usrah (الأسرة) ditafsirkan sebagai perjumpaan yang melibatkan kegiatan agama Islam

seperti perbincangan tentang sesuatu tajuk.

Komponen usrah merangkumi empat:

Naqib (lelaki) / Naqibah (perempuan)
Anggota usrah
Topik perbincangan atau silibus
Aktiviti

Rukun Usrah :

At-Taaruf, iaitu berkenalan;
At-Tafahum, iaitu bersefahaman;
At-Takaful, iaitu saling bantu-membantu.

Thank You Wikipedia !

Saya sendiri seseorang yang amat gemarkan aktiviti usrah ni

Sebab sejak zaman sekolah lagi, telah dididik & ditanam dalam diri untuk berusrah

Setiap hari Jumaat, ketika kaum Adam ke masjid untuk solat Jumaat

Kami-kami kaum hawa akan ke surau untuk sesi 'Fardhu Ain'

Ada banyak aktiviti, tapi yang paling best tentulah usrah & tadarus al-Quran

Alhamdulillah, semasa baru memulakan kehidupan universiti

Saya diajak untuk menyertai usrah 'rakan masjid'

Syukur, masih dapat meneruskan aktiviti usrah

Suasana usrah di tempat berlainan sudah tentu lain

Tapi lebih kurang, merangkumi ramai orang yang pelbagai ragam, latar belakang & gaya

Semasa di sekolah dulu, salah seorang ahli usrah saya merupakan seorang senior

Yang memang social orangnya, yang 'liar' kerana masalah keluarga di rumah

Tapi kami semua terima dia seadanya, macam sebuah keluarga :)

Siapa kita nak membeza-bezakan manusia dengan alasan tak sama taraf iman?

Sejak bila menghakimi iman & hati seseorang jadi kerja manusia?

Ada seorang rakan lain pula suka menghadiri usrah anjuran NGO

Seronok dengar pengalaman dia berusrah di Masjid Kristal tahun lepas,

Ada sahaja yang 'freehair' join usrah, lagi seronok ada juga yang bukan Muslim join

See? Nampak tak point saya apa sekarang ni?

Sebenci-benci diri ini pada semangat assabiyah yang ditimbulkan oleh sukan

Benci lagi saya pada mereka assabiyah kerana merasakan diri mereka 'baik' berbanding lain

Bila pindah ke kampus baru yang serba tak cukup & terceruk di pedalaman

Sejujurnya, banyak ketidakpuasan hati yang timbul dalam diri

Tetapi, satu perkara ini amat sangat sungguh tidak boleh diterima

Pertama kali dalam hidup, saya jumpa dengan 'usrah private' !

Benci, sangat benci dan kecewa dengan apa yang dibuat oleh sesetengah pihak ni...

Sampaikan mengalir air mata bila teringatkan perkara ni

1. Senyap

Aktiviti usrah ini dijalankan secara senyap

Selalunya pada petang hari, sehingga selepas Maghrib

Apabila ditanya oleh orang lain... "Nak pergi mana?"

Mereka akan berdalih dengan jawapan "Dating, Jalan2, Jumpa Kawan, Ada Urusan"

Motif tak nak bagitahu orang lain ada usrah tu?

Tak pernah ada langsung pengumuman atau diuar-uarkan tentang adanya usrah ni di mana-mana

2. Persepsi

Saya minta maaf kalau ayat ini kasar

Tapi saya rasa tak wajarlah kalau ada pihak yang tak nak bercakap atau pandang

Orang lain kerana orang lain tidak berpakaian sama macam mereka, tidak bercakap selembut mereka

Sampai satu tahap, geng usrah ni apabila disapa atau ditegur orang lain

Mereka bertindak senyap, tak nak membalas apa pun, malah dimasamkan muka

Astaghfirullah, hina sangat ke sapaan & layanan daripada kami yang tak setaraf anda?

Contoh ajakan ke usrah di UKM

Akhir kalam saya begini,

Mungkin pakaian kami tak secantik pakaian anda

Pakaian kami compang camping

Mungkin kami bukan dari sekolah agama

Kami sekolah biasa-biasa

Mungkin keluarga kami tak sealim anda-anda

Keluarga kami biasa-biasa

Mungkin kami tak sebaik mana dibandingkan anda

Tapi nak jadi lebih baik masa akan datang

Ajaklah kami kawan...
Ajaklah kami bersama apabila hendak belajar ilmu agama...
Kami ketandusan & kami dahagakannya
Kalau benarlah anda luas pengetahuan dalam bidang agama
Ajarkanlah kepada kami, tunjukkanlah kepada kami

"Allah tidak akan mempersoalkan sama ada kita berjaya atau tidak melakukan sesuatu,
Allah akan tanya apakah usaha kita"

Mana usaha awak bantu kami yang kurang ilmu agama ni?

English College Johor Bahru 100th Anniversary

2014-02-27T17:58:00.001-08:00

Hey Peeps!
English College Johor Bahru is celebrating its 100th year celebration this 2014 !

So one of the best way to celebrate this glory 1 century is by wearing the official 100th anniversary shirt !

Comes with many sizes from XS - XXXXXXXXXXL

Collegian Long Sleeve - RM 45 ( black & white ) exc postage

- RM 55 ( colour ) exc postage

Collegian Short Sleeve - RM 40 ( black & white ) exc postage

- RM 45 ( colour ) exc postage

Price can be negotiated.

Too bad it's limited edition ! So order yours now !

For orders & inquiries, contact Aghnia - 0127766280

Kosmetik atau Racun

2014-02-20T08:22:00.001-08:00

Zaman sekarang ni dah jadi satu trend untuk beli produk kosmetik online

And, yes, saya pun tak terkecuali daripada menjadi salah seorang pengikut trend tersebut

Bermula dengan satu pembelian kecil, lama-lama dah berani beli makin banyak, makin mahal

Silapnya mereka yang baru nak ceburi shopping online ni bila terlalu mudah percaya

Kemudian, mulalah timbul isu kosmetik beracun, masalah kesihatan & produk tak berkesan

1. Sebelum beli, sila siasat !

Nampal macam meyakinkan je produk tu terus beli? No!

Dekat pasaran tu ada berlambak-lambak produk tiruan

Demand sikit, minta gambar produk yang ada pada tuan empunya online shop

Cari details dekat google ciri-ciri produk tiruan

And compare dengan gambar / details yang diberikan

Bahaya bila beli produk tiruan ni sebab bahan dia selalu merapu-merapu je

Buat bahan sendiri, beli container sama, buat label lebih kurang and jual harga murah

Analogi saya macam produk tiruan Nike/Adidas

Harganya lebih murah, design lebih kurang tapi kualitinya jauh berbeza.

BEWARE, okay ?!

2. Malu Bertanya Sesat Jalan

Jangan terlalu percaya & yakin pada testimoni yang diberikan

Sebab bukan susah pun nak buat testimoni tu

Boleh je kawan-kawan, saudara mara atau diri sendiri buat testimoni tu

Tanpa perlu cuba pun produk tersebut boleh buat

Save jela number sebagai nama sekian, sekian

Kemudian, main whatsapp2 or wechat2

Printscreen dan upload dalam laman sosial

So, don't trust too much!

Nak tahu produk tu halal atau tidak, buka laman web JAKIM

Nak call terus pun boleh, mereka akan layan

Kalau jenis produk yang perlu dimakan atau dimakan

Sila check laman web KKM atau Pharmaceutical Malaysia

Jangan Malas!

3. Market Testing

Kalau rasa baru nak mencuba beli produk online

Sebaiknya cari kedai-kedai online yang biasa dikunjungi rakan-rakan/family

Sekurang-kurangnya kita tahu yang dia memang kedai yang takkan tipu kita

And macam mana keberkesanan produk yang dijual

Dan kalau dah biasa beli dengan dia

Rasanya tak perlu untuk bertukar-tukar kedai online

Melainkan, anda betul-betul dah jumpa online shop yang lebih baik

But make sure, it's worth it untuk tukar kedai tu !

These are some of my favourite online shops :)

So, please berhati-hati bila nak beli produk kosmetik online

Sekali dah terkena, bimbang menangis sampai bila-bila je

Di sini saya sertakan satu link blog produk yang telah disenarai hitam oleh Kementerian Kesihatan.

http://nurulmkash.wordpress.com/2012/07/07/produk-disenarai-hitam-kementerian-kesihatan/

Lynamalina

The Only Exception

2014-02-17T08:59:00.001-08:00

Yeah, I know, it's a Paramore song
And it's my current favourite
Why? Because of the lyrics...

You know, sometimes girls get these emotion swings where they overthink of problems that isn't there in the first place

And unfortunately, as I claimed myself to be different from other girls

I, too have the same problem

So, lately it has been about me being single

Duh, I know, it's so silly to feel sad about being lonely

But this is my first time,

Being single for a really long duration,

It has been 1 year 1 month & 13 days already

And I love my single life, I'm not lying, I love this freedom

But I miss my unsingle life,

I miss those lovey dovey moments

I miss texting sweet messages,

I miss someone calling me at nights,

I miss having someone to care about me all the time,

I miss the 'owning' & 'owned' feeling

I do, I do do do do!

Especially when I see sweet couples...

It kills me inside, seriously

I am JEALOUS! Urgh...

Somehow, as I have experienced too many heartbreaks as I lived

I am starting to think that

Maybe, just maybe, I should quit hoping for my 'dream' guy already

As in, I should quit having feelings or at least pretend like I don't have any?

Maybe, just maybe, I should quit having crushes & expectations

Because it hurts, it hurts and the pain doesn't go away

It stays in the heart, like a scar that still bleeds, ouch!

One thing I learned from my heartbreaks is that almost ALL expectations lead to disappointments

And this disappointment is traumatic, it'll haunt by time

It does not expire with time, with whatever that comes, it stays in the mind

Do you know how scary life is when there's too many trauma to handle?

That is what I am feeling right now... TRAUMA

I have loved so sincere, but the guy cheated for 2 years behind my back

I have loved too much, but we broke up because the guy wanted his ex back

I have hoped too much, but we stop contacting each other suddenly

I have cared a lot, but the guy never paid attention to me

And still so many more heartbreaks event in my life...

" I fell in love once before & I won't be falling for that anymore..."

"If this is what love feels life, I'm done with it..."

Up to an extent, I have been thinking, and questioning...

Is there really any good guys for out there?

Is there really someone who won't break my heart like the others?

Seeing people getting divorce all over the world adds insult to injury

It worsens the matter to a whole new level

This feeling is overwhelming and sometimes it gives me stress, like a lot !

And I hate the fact that I actually thinking about this at nights

Especially those nights when I feel so lonely, super duper lonely

Paramore - The Only Exception

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin'
You are the only exception!
You are the only exception!
You are the only exception!
You are the only exception!
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk, well

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Ooh Ooh...

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Everytime I hear this song,

I'd be like, Ohhh I feel you ! I feel you !

I think I'll just wait for 'The Person' to come

That one right person that comes at the right time and is just right for me

I believe that one day, I'm gonna meet him anyway

My future Zauj (husband) insyaAllah :')

Waiting... :')

Lynamalina

Why are you taking medical studies?

2014-02-16T23:26:00.001-08:00

Last night was indeed a frustrating night,
I was sent to the emergency ward of 'Klinik Kesihatan Bukit Besi'
And the Medical Assistant referred me to Hospital Dungun because of the seriousness of my disease
So I rode an ambulance to Dungun and as I arrive inside its emergency ward is when the frustrating part begins

I have a record of my disease
In meaning that the doctor working at that time can immediately make some tests,
And bring me to the next level of the treatment process,
UNFORTUNATELY, the doctor was an asshole
Sorry for using inappropriate words but yeah, he was 'it'

Why am I so pissed off?

Because he was rude & did not do his work!

As I entered the emergency hall, he immediately ask the nurse from Bukit Besi

"So, what's your doctor doing? Sleeping?"

The nurse faked a smile and left me to be treated

Then he complained about others getting their sleep but not him

He did not do anything else accept sit and blabber about stupid things
He told the story of him getting a black warning letter from the administration
He told his medical assistants that he's hungry

Yes, I am angry because I did not get the treatment I am suppose to have
But I am much more angry that he did not do anything about the other patients
On my left was an 8 months baby having fever at 39.8 degress celcius
The mother told the nurse that 3 days ago she came in for treatment
Because the baby's body temperature was 40.3 degrees celcius
It cooled down for a few days then increase back

On my right is a 6 months baby with very long eyelashes
Couldn't stop crying maybe because of pain
Her body temperature was 38.6 degrees celcius
Her mom kept on scrubbing her back with a wet towel to decrease the temperature

In front of me were old patients,I believe aged 50 and above
Suffering from high blood pressure & asthma
One of them was breathing heavily, gasping for oxygen
Suffocating, barely able to breathe
The other one rubbed her head continuously

So where's the doctor?

He was on his spinning chair
Giving non-stop orders to his nurses
Gossiping about other doctors & hospital staffs
Complaining about having to stay up and having lots of patients
Wanting a raise in his salary & allowances
Making stupid jokes, laughing with his medical assistants

Boo you, doctor Tan ! Boo you !

I seriously hate these types of doctors
It's obvious that they only pursue medical studies to get the 'fame' & 'fortune' promised
So this is a warning to all the doctors & future doctors that have the above mission
You're not qualified to be a doctor, hell no!
Be a celebrity then, if you want to be famous & rich
Because you don't have sympathy or empathy & worst perhaps you don't even have humanity

Hippocratic Oath

"....and I will do no harm or injustice to them."

"...I will enter them for the benefit of the sick, avoiding any voluntary act of impropriety or corruption..."

I thought that doctors have to learn & practice the message conveyed in the Hippocratic oath?

p/s : If you're a doctor & you're not really becoming a good doctor, then change!

Be a good doctor to your patients, because if they're capable of handling their sickness

They wouldn't resort you at the first place

They look up to you for because of your title in the community & your knowledge

Don't you think it's upsetting if you don't give them the help they need?

If you will become a doctor and only aiming for fame & fortune

Please ! Change your intentions now !

Because it is gonna be such a waste to study & spend hard on your studies

But in the end you don't really contribute much to the community

Shame on you! Shame!

Lynamalina

Happy Birthday Azreen !

2014-02-12T18:53:00.002-08:00

February is a month full of birthdays!

And today is Nurazreen Ezzaty's birthday!

Alhamdulillah, kawan saya dah besar panjang. Dah 20 tahun !

So lepas ni kena lebih matang dan berfikir panjang

Lebih kuat nak hadapi apa-apa cabaran yg datang

Rindu awak!

Rindu zaman-zaman suka bergosip atas katil dalam bilik.

Rindu zaman stress kita kena siapkan projek paper 3 seni visual SPM

Rindu berniaga maggi & roti bakar sama-sama.

Rindu keluar outing haram sama-sama.

Jaga Diri, Jaga Iman, Jaga Hati, Jaga Kelakuan.

InsyaAllah kalau ada jodoh, jumpa di UTM sebab saya nak apply degree sana

Study molek deh ! Sayang awak.

Couple 7 Eleven

2014-02-12T18:29:00.001-08:00

Couple 7 Eleven?
Bukan pekerja 7 Eleven mana-mana pun bercouple...
Bukan jugak sepasang couple yang suka pergi 7 Eleven...
Lagi bukan, 7 Eleven jadi tempat berdating couple2...

It's actually a phrase I like to call couples yang berkepit 24 jam. Their relationship is alive 24 hours per day, 7 days per week, 4 weeks per month and 12 months per year!

Before that, saya menyusun 10 jari di tangan, memohon ampun & maaf sekiranya apa yang saya sampaikan dalam blogpost kali ini mungkin menyakitkan hati atau menyinggung perasaan sesiapa. Sesungguhnya, saya cuma ingin mengekspresikan pendapat yang terbuku dalam hati sahaja. Pendapat ini tak betul & tak salah.

Asalnya buah fikiran nak menulis post kali ini wujud apabila timbul satu persoalan.

" Kalau dating setiap hari, tak bosan ke?"

Serius lah, masa masih bertapak di kampus dulu, saya kenal sepasang pasangan yang satu kelas, satu kelab, satu kampus, makan bersama, pergi kelas sama, balik bilik masih bergayut & mesej lagi. No offense but, apa lah yang dibualkan kalau setiap hari jumpa and sepanjang hari contact. Tak terasa nak ruang dan ruang persendirian ke? Tak rasa rimas ke?

Okay, mungkin juga, saya terlalu prejudis sebab ada sikit lah rasa cemburu bila nampak couple yang sweet2 ni kan. Al maklum, kita ni forever alone je. *gelak tak ikhlas. Tapi, bila difikirkan secara logiknya, kalau berkepit setiap masa, apalah sangat nak diceritakan, nak diluahkan, nak dikongsikan dengan pasangan. Contohlah, si perempuan pergi kelas nampak kura-kura lintas jalan. Ohh comelnya! Tapi, tak menarik mana lah nak diceritakan sebab si boyfriend kan jalan kat sebelah je. So bila korang hangout, korang cerita apa?

Serius nak tahu... nak tahu... nak tahu ! Nafsu ingin tahu sedang beranak.

Lagi parah bila couple yang jenis mengongkong tak kiralah lelaki ke perempuan. Kalau dah kaki kongkong tu sama je. Bercouple je, belum bertunang lagi, belum berkahwin lagi. Yes, bila ada ikatan ada dua insan, supposingly kebebasan seseorang itu akan terhad tapi tak perlulah sampai nak jadi boss.

You can't do this darling.

You can't do that baby.

Sampai satu tahap, ada satu couple ni. Si Perempuan kena ikat rambut macam ni, macam tu. Tak boleh buat ponytail sebab nampak macam orang kampung. Tak boleh pakai sandal sebab nampak selekeh. Kena pakai macam ni. Kena cakap macam ni. Like seriously, apa motif suruh pasangan ubah totally diri dia sampai macam tu? Kalau setakat nak suruh berhenti rokok, or pakai sopan is acceptable sebab itu untuk kebaikan semua kan. Tapi sampai kena ubah cara pemakaian dan lain-lain lagi. Nampak macam tak ikhlas je nak menyayangi sebab bukan ke kalau kita sayangkan someone, kita terima juga kelemahan dia?

Disadvantages of Couple 7 Eleven

Masa persendirian terhad

Kurang masa untuk bersosial dengan kawan-kawan

Kurang topik untuk dibualkan

Tiada ruang untuk 'rindu'

Obvious bila clash

Pembaziran masa

Bosan

Advantages of Couple 7 Eleven

Ada tempat bergantung sepanjang masa

Everyone knows you are a couple

Pasangan tiada ruang untuk curang

Lebih rapat & mengenali pasangan

Sekian, pendapat yang tiada betul atau salah. Kalau terasa, mohon maaf.

Lynamalina

2 years & still counting

2014-02-05T02:16:00.001-08:00

I know the post title sounded as if I am celebrating my anniversary with someone
But no, it's just the duration of my friendship with someone whose her birthday is today!

Alhamdulillah, Diba Elleya Shahari is 20 already.

I can still remember our first moments During Pre-Dip UTHM

I can still recall our first conversation on the bus

I know, it was pretty awkward the first time

But after awhile, we'd be together almost everytime everywhere we go

Thank you for such a beautiful friendship back then & until now

Happy Birthday sayang
Wish you all the best in life
May Allah grant all your wishes & eases the way to achieve your plans
Good Luck in your studies
Be an awesome & cranky Civil Engineer

Miss you & Love you
-Mama-

What Does My Hijab Means To Me ?

2014-01-27T05:37:00.004-08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
So, World Hijab Day is just around the corner
And so, the Student Representative council of UiTM Terengganu
Decided to promote this World Hijab Day by organising several events.
One of the event is to take a picture with your own slogan about hijab.
And so yesterday, we went for a walk as far as 500 m to the lake wearing our fancy dresses just for the sake of a photoshoot to enter the contest
Unfortunately, the contest ended yesterday, before we even manage to upload our pictures
So, I think I wanna share my pictures here in my blog

Alhamdulillah,

Have been wearing hijab since the end of 2006 until now

And I don't have plans of removing it

Never ever had the feeling of removing it anyway

Yes, sometimes it's hot, it makes me feel dizzy & stuffy and all

But I love it, I love how it makes me feel so protected and secure

To be honest, during my primary schooldays

I don't wear the hijab except after mid sem break of primary 6

And at that time, all the ustazs and ustazahs in my school would aim me

They bombarded me with questions...

"Why don't I wear the hijab to school?" bla..bla..bla

An Ustazah even thought that I didn't wear the tudung because my mom refrained me from doing so

Which is of course not right,

And the curiosity of these Ustazs & Ustazahs became higher

When everytime they ask me questions, I'd just smile with no answer coming out from my mouth

I just don't know what to answer, that's all...

But after I reached my puberty,

I wore the hijab myself, without anyone asking me to do so,

I can still remember the first day I put on my scarf going to public

My dad looked at me and smiled... "Alhamdulillah", he said

Well, my dad is quite a piousner... and I know having 3 daughters sure made him worry

I know he was worried of me getting older but still never even tested the hijab

After the first day of wearing the hijab, I never removed it until now

And Alhamdulillah, same goes to my sisters

Our stories with hijab is similar

Don't practice wearing the hijab before, but after puberty

We decided to make hijab our permanent 'style'.

It is not 'us' that should be praised to

It's our parents, our mum & dad who fed us with sufficient Islamic values

I know some parents would train their children to wear the hijab at such a young age

But different from our parents, they gave us knowledge

They taught us that having to wear the hijab is compulsory when we reach our puberty

They taught us that hijab we need to cover our aurah properly

They taught us everything we should know

But never ever ever force or ask us to put on the hijab

With the knowledge of the hijab they've given

Alhamdulillah all three of us wears the hijab ourselves after our puberty

This is awkward, having to type puberty like a thousand times..haha

So, what does my hijab means to me?

It means a lot

It means saving my parents & myself from going astray

It means covering my aurah to show my loyalty and faith to the creator

It means protecting myself from danger

It means sustaining my the beauty given by Allah

Dear sisters out there that haven't yet wear the hijab, come with me. Let's grab Allah's bless by covering ourselves with modest clothes and scarves to cover the hair. Trust me, it won't degrade your beauty :)

Let's wear the hijab :)

One Married Ex

2014-01-14T20:59:00.001-08:00

So, a few months ago,
My ex sent a message inviting me to his wedding
And I was like, WOW...
He's getting married at the age of 20
And here I am, living my life
Being single for one year & 11 days already

Well, we all have different priorities to settle down first
And in my life, marriage is important
But my education is much much much more imperative
My dad will be retiring at the age of 60 which is another 4 years
So I need to make sure that my education will get me a good job
To help my parents & sisters in the future
Then, I'll think of getting married to my future Zauj ( husband )

So, to Ramli Ahmad & Farra Farhana Ridzuan
Congratulations on your wedding day!
May Allah bless your marriage :)

p/s : Haven't achieve one of my life goals which is attend and ex's wedding

Well, there's still a few more ex left...

Luaran & Dalaman

2014-01-10T08:29:00.003-08:00

Bahagianya rasa semalam dapat pergi pasar malam Dungun
Walaupun sesak semacam, bau wangi & masam bercampur baur,
Nafas budak Asthma ni pun macam tak sampai ke jantung,
Biarlah, sekurang-kurangnya lepas rindu kat pasar minggu tu...

Kisahnya semalam ramai sangat orang,
Bila berjalan atau beli makanan di mana-mana stall,
Rasa macam buat tug of war,
Tolak sini, tarik sana, siku sini, lutut sana.

Masa beli ayam panggang,
Beg terjatuh masa nak bayar,
Automatic jerit... "Teddy Bear Kotor !"
Sebab ada teddy bear comel tergantung dekat zip beg tu...

Alolor comelnya dia...

Okay, sambung cerita...

Gelabah sangat teddy bear kotor, masa kibas2 kepala teddy

Beg tu jatuh semula ke jalan tar,

Sampai jahitan kepala teddy tu terbuka separuh

Sedih sangat perasaan masa tu

Sehinggalah saya tersedar sesuatu....

Astaghfirullah ! Phone ada dalam beg !

Ada dua phone, Nokia dengan iPhone...

Tapi risaukan iPhone la, bukan sebab harganya banding dengan Nokia

Tapi Nokia tu, baling tingkat satu pun insyaAllah selamat

iPhone yang dibalut kaca tu, bila2 boleh retak

Barulah gelabah buka, check elok ke tidak phone2

Okay, the end. Simple kan cerita?
Haha... ada mesej tersembunyi sebenarnya cerita ni
Sedar tak sedar, kita sebagai manusia lebih suka tumpukan pekara luaran berbanding dalaman?
Sebab apa? Sebab kita nampak jelas apa yang ada di luar...
Kita tak nampak apa yang ada di dalam...
Yelah, kalaulah perut kita ni lutsinar, nampak semua usus besar, usus kecil
Ramai yang pitam tengok nanti...

Begitulah penyakit antara kita hari ini,
Bila nak keluar rumah, kita akan touch up luaran kita sehabis baik
Pakai sunblock, pakai krim, foundation, bedak dan sebagainya untuk muka
Kita pakai baju yang cantik & kemas
Kita nak luaran kita tampak berseri dilihat orang lain
Sampai kadangkala, kita terus lupa nak jaga yang di dalam (Qalb/hati)

Contohnya, bila kita accident jatuh motor,
Luka di lutut, di siku, di dagu...
Sibuklah kita cuci bersih2, kita sapu minyak, kita tampal dia...
Luka dah kering, dah tanggal kuping,
Sapu pulak krim nak hilangkan parut..
Bimbang kalau nanti nampak hodoh...
Tapi pernah tak dengar kes, orang accident tak teruk
Tapi 1-2 minggu kemudian kena pergi hospital
Makanan masuk muntah semula, senak perut setiap masa
Sebab apa? Sebab ada luka dalaman...
Yang sebab mereka tak nampak, mereka rasa tak perlukan rawatan

Dah mula nampak tak apa yang saya cuba sampaikan? *winkwink

Ramai antara kita terlalu taksub dengan kecantikan luaran

Sampai kita lupa kecantikan dalaman itu sebenarnya yang lebih penting

Apakah bangga, menjadi cantik di mata manusia tetapi buruk di mata Allah?

Saya tak minta anda jadi selekeh, jadi tak terurus asalkan hati anda baik

Jauh sama sekali daripada agenda sebenar saya menulis malam ini

Apa yang saya nak cuba sampaikan sebenarnya adalah

Di samping menjaga kecantikan luaran, jagalah juga kecantikan dalaman

Kecantikan seseorang bukan setakat cantik di wajahnya

Tetapi juga pada murni & luhurnya budi dalam diri

Apalah guna wajah yang cantik & bersih kalau hati busuk & buruk?

Mendengki sana sini, tak suka bila orang lain bahagia

Kecantikan luaran itu akhirnya akan pudar,

Sedikit demi sedikit dimamah masa, ditelan usia

Kecantikan dalam itu akan kekal selama-lamanya,

Baik budi dikenang, Murni diri diingati :)

Damn you autocorrects!

2013-12-27T19:07:00.002-08:00

I swear that this holiday is one of the most boring holidays ever!
So, I spend everyday... trying to make myself laugh by watching youtube
And find out that there's a segment in Ellen called Clumsy Thumbsy
And seriously, the morning before I discover the video I was frowning and crying
Then after 3 videos, Im a happy kid...
So, I think it is worth sharing.. for the sake of spreading happiness

HAVE FUN :)

Classmate Gathering

2013-11-12T06:42:00.002-08:00

Alhamdulillah, dah setahun setengah melayari alam Diploma
Maknanya, dah setahun setengah jugaklah bersama classmate tercinta

Bermula daripada detik duduk satu kelas tapi masing-masing terkebil-kebil
Nak-nak Lyna yang anti-sosial ni, duduk diam molek-molek
Segan nak kenal dengan sesiapa, tengok semua macam pandai belaka
Tapi siapa sangka, sekarang... peluk cium gigit tampar semua ada
Eh! Ikut jantina lah yea... jangan buat spekulasi!

Last time, dalam minggu pertama final exam...
Baik punya planning, dapatlah berkelah sama-sama...

So, terima kasih kepada sesiapa yang terlibat dalam planning aktiviti ni

Plan lagi semester depan dan depan dan depan...

Semoga hubungan kita terus akrab dan berkekalan...

Bilalah Lyna nak kurus macam Mya kan? Haha...

Subhanallah, cantiknya pemandangan :)

Pantai Teluk Bidara :)

Bersedia untuk lawan ombak pagi ini !

Rajin abang salmi bakar ayam & sosej

So here, Lyna nak promote tempat ni sebab Lyna tempat ni best lah kalau nak pergi picnic dengan friends or family, atau setakat nak jalan2 tepi pantai pun best jugak kat sini.
Nama tempat ni, Teluk Bidara.
Terletak di Pantai Teluk Bidara, Dungun, Terengganu.
Terletak berdekatan dengan Kuala Dungun.

Untuk maklumat lebih lanjut, boleh layari http://www.visit-terengganu.net/pantai-teluk-bidara/

Dan, untuk homestay yang kami duduk pula
Namanya Bidara Bay.
Bilik dengan aircond berharga RM 80, yang tanpa aircond RM 60
Ada rumah jugak tapi Lyna tak sure harga berapa
Betul2 berhadapan dengan pantai Teluk Bidara

You can click this link for further information http://bidarabay.iguideu.net/