"My nation... the world"

Andrea

2023-05-18T00:12:00.003-07:00

De repente todo es raro

Es raro pero bonito

Hay enredos que nos matan

Otros nos despiertan de a poquito

Ese poco a poco va muy suave

Como el ala de un zorzal pequenito

Que acaricia y da calor

a su madre, diciendo le necesito

De repente todo es raro bello

Me haces falta de a poquito

Y lo grito con consuelo

Sin pensar en lo bonito

Que se siente al tenerte en mi mente, en mis suenos

Y despertar a tu ladito.

RLBP

FOUND IT

2020-10-10T23:15:00.002-07:00

I FOUND WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR

THE PIECES OF MY HEART

THE LABELS OF MY SOUL

I FOUND MY OWN SPIRIT

HESITATING EVERYDAY

WANTING TO RELEASE ITSELF

I FOUND IT FINALLY

MY OWN PIECES STARTED TALKING

THEY WERE CONFUSED AT SOME POINT

THEY WERE EXPECTING FAKE HOPES

THEY WERE SUFFERING FOR FAKE PROMISES

THEY WERE WANTING AND CRAVING FOR SOME OTHERS TO LOVE THEM

I FOUND WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR

MY SELF LOVE WAS LOST

MY SELF LOVE WAS DISCOURAGED FOR OTHERS

I COULDN'T BELIEVE HOW LONG IT TOOK FOR MY PIECES TO FIND THEMSELVES

I WAS LOOKING OUTSIDE

I WAS LOST OUTSIDE

PEOPLE COMING AND SAYING THEY HAD FEELINGS FOR ME WAS NOTHING

SOME OF THEM WERE AND ARE FRIENDS

THEY HELPED A LOT TO FIND MYSELF

TO LET ME KNOW HOW MUCH ALL THE LITTLE BROKEN PIECES OF ME WORTH IT ALL

I STOPPED WANTING SOMEONE ELSE

I DONT WANT ANYBODY ELSE BROKEN

WITH ME WAS AND IS ENOUGH

I DONT WANT THOSE INCOMPLETE SOULS EXPECTING ANYTHING

MY SOUL IS CRAVING NOW FOR THE GLUE THAT I MYSELF CAN HAVE

IM A HEALER NOW

JUST HEALING MYSELF

THE WORLD CAN COME TO VISIT MY SOUL

IF THEY FEEL ENOUGH LOVE THEY WILL STAY WITHOUT EXCUSES

WITHOUT A "BUT"

WITHOUT A PROMISE

THE RIVER IS FLOWING INSIDE

INSIDE OF ME I FEEL IT

INSIDE OF YOU FOR SURE YOU WILL

IM FEELING HAPPY

WONDERFUL

STUPIDLY FINE

LOTS OF PROBLEMS ARE OUTSIDE THIS BODY

INSIDE I FIND THE PEACE I NEED

THE HOPE AND FAITH ON ME

LIKE A SUNSHINE

EXPECTING ANOTHER SUNSHINE...

RLBP

Planeta Tierra

2018-05-03T21:21:00.000-07:00

En la sima de una torre
llena de dudas,
pero segura
de que un arbol caminaba
a mi lado con sus flores
me decia: "que locura,
me creyera de pastores,
que decian mil locuras
y admiraban los horrores,
del papel que en blancura
asomaba con postones"
y es que sabes, no hay razones
para olvidar tanta hermosura
y destruir es la locura
que llenara nuestros vagones
del dinero que amontones
no importando si tu anulas
la raiz por la cual comes...

Lis

It's about common sense - Tolerance nowadays

2016-07-24T13:54:00.000-07:00

Nowadays we can find people that is able to tolerate this ....

or even letting the government to do this

But when it's about love like this .... you are the first on protesting...

the double standards of human being....

Thanks for reading... Lis

Abadón

2016-05-09T20:08:00.000-07:00

About 95 CE, while in exile on the isle of Patmos, the apostle John was given in vision a glimpse of the end of the age (Rev. 1:10), called the "Day of the Lord" in numerous Old and New Testament Scriptures. During this "day of the Lord's wrath" (Zep. 1:18), God will punish humanity for their proud, sinful ways and their refusal to acknowledge Him as the true God. John recorded the visions he saw in the book of Revelation.

One of those punishments, chronicled in Revelation 9:1-11, will be the release of the depraved demons and fallen angels currently locked in the Abyss. The Bible teaches that the Abyss is a spirit prison (Luke 8:31; I Pet. 3:19; II Pet. 2:4; Jude 6). In the Abyss, some of the fallen angels are now bound in "everlasting chains under darkness" waiting "for the judgment of the great day." For more information on these angels and the Abyss, refer to my articles "Fallen Angels and Demons" and "Genesis 6-Who Were 'The Sons Of God'?."

Abaddon and Apollyon both mean "destroyer." Who is this ruling spirit called the "Destroyer," who is released from the Abyss during God's wrath on mankind in the last days of this age? Does the Bible mention this being anywhere else?

The true identity of the "Destroyer" has long been misunderstood. In this article, I will attempt to piece together all the relevant Scriptures to show who Abaddon/Apollyon really is and what his role will be in end-time prophecy. Most have never realized how much the Bible has to say about this vital end-time figure, who is called by a variety of names.

Source

Me and Love... - Yo y el amor

2016-01-03T20:18:00.001-08:00

I decided to write this thought in english because I see my followers are in all the globe. Thanks for that. I appreciate a lot the time you are taking to read all and any stupidity that I type here...

I consider to myself an ordinary soul. A person trying just to exist, believing that every moment is closer to the right chances, choices and expecting that everything that I do it's ok or will be fine for me. Thas I am proving that I am another human.

I decided to title this thought "Me and love" because I have been thinking in the way I face this disease ... I think that love probably is a disease lol... I got a lot of reasons to argue about it but is not the thing to write now.

The first time I thought that "I knew what love is" I was in my 19 years so so. Now I think I was a baby. I had no idea about love lol because that person simply could not see me like a girl. After that I tried with a new person for one month and that's it! We were absolutely differents, in a way that you could never imagine lol... I thought that kissing someone could show me more about someone. Probably is a fact because the first kiss with someone can tell you a lot about that person. I still think that way. The point is, what we really want? what are we expecting on someone?

Being in my 31's I am considering that time acts in our favor. Time gives us experience, more thoughts about relationships, understanding, patient, "love", warmth and more...

What I know about me now:

- When I say "I love you" is because it's true

- I do not say it to someone that is not sure about her feelings for me frecuently

- Being sure of the feeling of someone for me I say it often

- I do not like to tie someone knowing that the person I am loving is not sure about me. I would never tolerate myself if she/ he can not clarify her feelings because of me

- I give the space and time that someone needs if she needs it

- If I do not speak for some time to the one I love it's because I want that person to feel free and it is my way to give space. That would never mean that my feelings are gone

- If someone wanna stay in my life, that person will do anything and everything to stay...

- When I do not understand something or a situation I would prefer to keep silence before of saying something stupid without thinking.

- I am not someone that won't say something if it's bothering me

- I smile a lot, I am happy... and I expect someone to share that part of me

- I consider myself too simple lol

- I feel that loving someone is the most precious gift that God gave us.

- I would prefer to act always... Nowdays all the people promise, say things, and they do nothing for the one they love. I strongly feel that our actions talk by themselves...

- I unterstand and believe that we can not love someone else if we are not able to love ourselves first of all...

- Sometimes (always) I am stubborn.... lol

- Love is also persevere, communicate, share, to care, and spending time, precious time with someone......it's devotion...

For now I do not know what else to say. I am feelinf sleepy lol

hugs and thanks for reading!

Lis

I confess that I do not like Adele's music but Sarah Bareilles fills my heart!

2015-11-25T04:53:00.000-08:00

"It is not simple to say....

she is imperfect but she tries

she is hard on herself

she is broken and won't ask for help

She is lonely, most of the time...."

Despojo - Dispossession

2015-11-06T20:21:00.003-08:00

Me he convertido en un despojo. En una mujer de carne y hueso que lo quiere todo, pero a su vez, alguien que no quiere nada. Retorno a la vida cada vez que algo me duele, que me duele y que me duele en el alma. El dolor es la única forma de hacernos sentir vivos, así como los momentos de felicidad que compartimos con alguien o simplemente en soledad.

Soy un despojo de sentimientos, de emociones, pero por sobre todas las cosas, de objetos. Me deshago de mis cosas, las últimas semanas, los últimos meses. Vendí mi auto por una causa noble: ayudar al medio ambiente, y por una causa personal: evitar más gastos de los que una persona cuerda puede sostener en la vida.

Últimamente quiero vender todo. No tengo muchas cosas pero quiero venderlas. Tengo planes y pareciera que las cosas que tengo son un estorbo. Mi cámara de video se desvaneció en el vacío de un par de billetes que me ayudaron a aguantar el último mes. Mi guitarra se despidió de mí hace una semana porque alguien más la quería acariciar. No tengo más que las pocas posesiones que un pordiosero cualquiera pudiese tener, mi ropa, mis óleos, una montonera de lápices de todo tipo, unos regalos que quizás nunca regale, un par de muebles que sostienen el inútil vaivén de mis libros cuya probabilidad de que los vuelva a leer es nula.

Me entretiene la nada, mi mente, mis pensamientos. Me entretienen mis emociones, mi vacío y mi plenitud al sentir que tengo un hueco grande en el alma que llenar aún con viajes, recuerdos, pieles, besos, música, olores, sabores, placeres, mis preguntas...

Tengo 31 años y no me llena lo que la sociedad me pide: hijos, casarme, una casa, un auto, estatus social, un trabajo, regalos, ni siquiera zapatos... Me completa el día, esas emociones al leer mensajes esperados, mis habilidades culinarias, mi rabia al entender que no tengo el control de todo. Me llenan mis sonrisas, las propias; mis lágrimas por la esperanza que a veces se quebranta.

Dejar herencia? que siga la estirpe? va! hay demasiada gente en el mundo ...

un abrazo, gracias por leer

Lis

Love is love - Amor es Amor

2015-10-18T13:17:00.001-07:00

Pobreza, la necesidad de los corazones sin escrúpulos - Poverty, a need for unscrupulous

2015-08-15T10:25:00.001-07:00

No es necesario que escriba sobre ricos o pobres. Ni siquiera es necesario que exponga las cifras abrumadoras que muestran cómo este sistema, tan sanguinario y depravado, extrae la energía del 90% de las personas en el planeta y da ganancias a sólo un 10% de todxs nosotrxs.

Ser pobre en este mundo es ser parte de la mercadería, de la maquinaria que le permite a ese 10% ser rico. Se suponía que la educación y la información nos liberara del yugo de la pobreza; de todo tipo de pobreza.

Es triste ver cómo es que hay personas con tantas necesidades básicas que no pueden cubrir, a pesar de la existencia de los derechos humanos, y personas con tantos deseos ridículos que sí pueden realizar y que finalmente desechan sin siquiera pensar en el prójimo.

Cuanta falta hace en este lindo pero triste planeta que el corazón del rico sea empático con la vida del pobre.

Rox

About to lose it, I should learn about it then

2015-08-03T19:59:00.000-07:00

It is not the trip

2015-07-13T10:07:00.003-07:00

Is the person I am going to meet...

I wonder what can I do...

Love, J

You will die slowly if you do not open your heart

2015-07-02T20:26:00.001-07:00

And so the opportunities are buried.We never had a chance and probably will not exist.

When you are really happy you do not look at the side...

I am all alone, but happy because of you

I am madly in love...

Down, Under, underground...

2015-06-30T18:01:00.003-07:00

Loneliness is a place, and even there your soul leaves you...

Again out of my body

2015-06-12T06:06:00.002-07:00

When I use to be sick ....

afraid

Radiohead - Idioteque

2015-06-12T05:26:00.003-07:00

But I'm Gonna ...

2015-06-08T20:00:00.000-07:00

and I am feeling so small...

How to survive when you are in love ...

2015-06-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

No matter if it is reciprocal or not you should learn to survive to those feelings. The next is my way of supporting this "state" of humanity.

The first thing you have to do is to let those feelings flow. Write, shout, name, think, draw, create, sing and be happy enjoying them.
The second is starting to feel the details that life gives us:

- Smile with your alarm because that is the first step to feel you are still alive, everyday.

- Take your first breath consciously. Feel inside all that air in your body. It is a new day, a new start, a new chance.

- If your bed is warm and the day is cold, enjoy that change of temperature, your body is reacting to our beautiful universe!

- Listen if there are birds ourside trying to be present in our world ...cats, dogs or any pet ... they belong to our enviroment too

- Touch your chest and feel your heart beating , there is a great reason there inside to feel thankful ...

- Feel and enjoy the water, and how cold can it be in the morning! ...

- Enjoy the sparks of water when you are taking your shower...

- Smell the products you use and smile when you are getting old just for staying too much time taking your shower or bath...

- Be thankful if you have a roof where you can change after your shower, clothes, food, to prepare your breakfast and a warm place in case the day is rainy...

- Take your time to prepare your food, smell it, touch your ingredients, feel them in your hands... and eat them with time enough to enjoy them...

- Pray for those that are probably suffering and do not have those gifts you received in your life. Pray not because you believe in God, because someone else is suffering...

- Smile before of leaving your home because you never know if you will be back finishing your day...

- Enjoy wearing those clothes, those shoes, not because they are stylish, but you feel warm..

- Do not run from rain, walk slower, look at the sky and let your face to feel raindrops...

- Smile if you hear the scream of a little child in the distance, complaining for the rain...

- Enjoy how everyone start running to their destinations when all these things happen

- Kindly greet people...

- Try to give your best at your job, studies, or any of your activities even when you have been thinking all the time in that person... be thankful for that too ...

- and the things that make me happy for sure, are these:

one of her messages on whatsapp,
to feel how my heart starts beating so fast
go to run not just for feeling better, but to think in my life and in the person I miss every moment
to feel my legs when they wanna scream "stop Roxana"
Tighten my pillow just imagining that the person I love could be by my side... I smile for that
To smell the perfum I like in my clothes
to hug tight the dog of this house and kiss her because she is a cute crieature I adore
to write everyday about that person in my notebook
feeling the echo of my voice inside when I talk to myself
feeling the echo of my voice in my mind
smile when I try to touch the clouds in the sky when I am outside walking
To kept the face of the person I love all the times in my mind just for talking with that special one...
Enjoying the kisses of my friends, my colleagues and my students telling me the much they adore me for the way I am
To make jokes just to change the working enviroment of my job
Enjoying the laugh of the people around when I say or I do something funny
The smell of the grass after rain...
The smell of air after rain
The Feeling of having a piece of heaven in my hands after it rains for a while and I am outside
Repeat all the messages I have in my mind with the different voices of my loved ones...
to make voices for those birds around or those pets I love
The love that some animals try to give me all the times I just sit close to them, no mattering if they know me or not... that is amazing
The smell of a coup of coffee
having the experience of birds in my hands, dogs, cats, rabbits, worms, snail and much more...
The smell of lemons when I prepare my lemon juice
The feeling of lotion in my hands and my body after taking my shower
The taste of a piece of chocolate
The faces of my friends when they see me eating chocolate and I give to them
The feeling of my body after changing clothes when I am off of work
Enjoying a massage I give to myself on my head after a long day
writing poetry because that is a way to get away of my mind
A message of my sisters telling the much they love me and giving me any advice
The smile of my family's dog when I go to visit them
The warm of a hug that my mother could give me all the times she wanna see me..
The changes that people I teach appreciate after the process
Talking to trees on my way when I go outside
The feeling and beating of all my body when I go to run and the day is cloudy
When I had a nice dream and I was flying in those dreams
When I hug my friends for no reason and they hug me back for another no reason
The faces of people telling me " I wanna do that too, go ahead" when I am playing basketball
When people trust me secrets and they ask me to give them an advice or help as well
The feeling of sand in my hands when I go alone to the beach
A good talking with a very very close friend
The lick of a dog or cat in my face telling me "Hey I love you human"
To feel the pain on someone else and give to them a big and tight hug
To try to make something with my messy hair ...
Having the child inside of me even my age and I see it when I watch cartoons...
The feel of my hands inside the legumes in the supermarket
The feeling of freedom when I am riding a bycicle without hands...
The feeling of freedom when I am doing the last I said and I am singing out loud while riding...
to sit on the floor just to enjoy the place
the warm of a stove at home
The taste of wine I decide to drink when I am reading, sometimes...
The smell of the juice I prepare...
the taste and smell of the first bite of an apple
The smell of new or clean sheets
The smell of clean clothes...
the tenderness of a child's hand...
The surprised expression of people when they learn something new...
The funny mustache of some young guys...
The eyes of people when they say "I am in love"
the warmth of the people thanking for my help
To feel the smell of new shoes
To close my eyes just for hearing the wind
To feel the hand of someone in my back telling me at the same time that I will be ok
To remember how much someone used to love me two years ago and to thank that experience
To feel the taste of a candy and how my eyes are so opened for the impression lol
to talk stupid things with my friends and enjoying that fact that we can not stop laughing for 10 or 30 minutes :P
To revive the plants of my family when I visit them because they forgot the water for them :o
To talk to my plants sometimes because I know the listen to me :)
walking with a good friend and having a nice talk at the same time
To help homeless people in the nights when no one is staring around because I prefer just to listen their "thank you miss, God bless you"...
To give a stroke to any pet that I talk in my way to any place lol
Giving a kiss to those aged people that use to say hi to my family
Go outside with the only aim of taking a nice picture anywhere!
enjoying the smell of a new book
The feeling of having the thoughts that people wanna share with me even before they share it
The sound of my breath and my heart beating at the same time... they talk
The presence of one of my closed ones near my house, and the feel I have of knowing it and findind them!
The white criatures around... the good ones I think...
The warmth of our sun when I feel it on my face
The feeling I had when I found a bird that crushed against a window and I had that bird in my hands for 5 minutes (hummingbird)
The sound of my guitar, and the guitar of friends and family when we all play it
I enjoy so much some movie soundtracks, some of them make me cry...
the feeling of having the piano keyboard in between my fingers.. I feel so excited for that...
the feeling of having a fish once in my hands, when I was swimming in a lake few years ago...
the emotion of seeing how deep is a lake when I use to swim...
the feeling I have staying deep down (apnea) for more than 1 minute just enjoying the situation of not wanting air...
the expression of some kids and students when I make a magic trick lol
the feeling when I dance and dance and dance and I do not care if dancing with or without music lol ...
the emotion of having the leg of a dog that knows how to say hi !!!
the smell of an orange and the sparks of it's shell when I am peeling it
the taste of a lemon and salt
I enjoy the fact that we are all connected for a lot of misterious reasons...
the surprised face of some parents when they see their kids learning new things
The emotion I had when a student that used to be sick (cancer for 1 year) said to us that everything was ok in his new tests results
the opportunity I had saying goodbye to my beloved aunt Monica the past year. She died for cancer...
The peace I feel when I go to the burial ground...
To see and take a picture of a cool rainbow...
the roses smell...
To feel this way right now, loving someone, feeling deep love for someone, that makes me smile everyday when I start with the alarm in the mornings...

Roxana

Bleeding inside

2015-05-31T13:03:00.001-07:00

"She was so confused, so lost, her heart was away. Meanwhile her love was so lonely awaiting for her... Just one click, just one touch and both would be again on the road... unfortunately one of them had a disease... the time was running out

They were wondering at moments if one day they would be together, finally"

Roxana

Believing, but not trusting

2015-05-30T20:47:00.001-07:00

Such a big wall when you really love
when you really love that one

Such a big deal when you wanna be
when you wanna be in her heart

Such a big heart when you need to realize
when you need to realize how hard it was

Such a big hell but you just don't care
you just don't care, loving so much

And you do believe me, you do believe me
you do believe me.... youu

What's wrong in your heart
who made you feel sad
that pain is no right
If I wanna stay by your side...

Such a big wall when you really love
when you really love that one

Such a big deal when you wanna be
when you wanna be in her heart

Such a big heart when you need to realize
when you need to realize how hard it was

Such a big hell but you just don't care
you just don't care, loving so much

And you do believe me, you do believe me
you do believe me.... youu

Who made you feel bad
those fakes in your mind
when trusting is not an option
how could you be mine?

And you do believe me, you do believe me
you do believe me.... youu can't trust...

Roxana

If that person would know...

2015-05-30T19:09:00.000-07:00

This message wanna fly away from me... away away, 10.000 km... I am saying this here and now but it wanna go away, It wanna be heard for the person I love, the one I love... even when that person has no idea how much I feel ... and I can not stop it ...

deep down...

J...

How do you know? ... Playdoh

2015-05-25T15:25:00.002-07:00

The facts I follow

2015-05-24T20:06:00.003-07:00

If someone is really interested in me, that person will find a way to meet me, to stay with me no matter what...
It is better to act than just say what are you going to do
You need strong reasons to leave your country, preferably 3: turism, a job and if there is love, "someone" ... and the last is the most important when it is reciprocal
Do not waste your time with someone you know you are not loving much or your mind is somewhere else with someone else while you are in a relationship
It is a fact that money do not make our happiness, but it helps just in the way we take our lives and needs. Basically what is a need and a wish ...both are different things
Do not believe in people that tend to promise all the time, believe in those that without say a word just show what they are doing for us...
If someone is not able to choose you there are 3 reasons: it is too coward to face her/his feelings, you dont mean anything at all or that person does not know what he/ she should do.
Love hurts
Love is not a competition... when you feel something you can not avoid it, no matter the time, the people you have in your life or the couples you spend time with ...
The people you love the most tend to be the meanest with you, even knowing the much you love them...
The only things we have to regret are those we have not done...
I am not afraid of loving someone or getting hurt for someone. That is part of life
Even when you avoid it there is always someone you will hate with all your heart...
Your past will make your present no matter if you try to avoid it... you better face it and get over it
I love a person and her name is ...J...

Im sorry for my english, I am learning...

Roxana

Missing... Inefable

2015-05-24T14:59:00.001-07:00

Cuando terminas de convencerte a ti misma de que estabas extrañando con todo tu ser, con toda tu alma. Que los días se convirtieron en meses, que las semanas se convirtieron en décadas, y un mes completo se convirtió en cien años, quizás una eternidad...

Roxana

I am out of my mind

2015-05-23T19:08:00.003-07:00