tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81484694266420702862011-12-20T06:57:18.204-08:00sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.comBlogger34125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-71775117099189177542011-08-07T23:24:00.000-07:002011-08-07T23:24:39.228-07:002011-08-07T23:24:39.228-07:00My heart aches.<br /> I can't stop it.<br /> I don't know how to stop it.<br /> I can't tell anyone about it.<br /> Because it's aching for something stupid.<br /> Aching for someone stupid.<br /> Someone who doesn't deserve my pain.<br /> Why do I always allow my heart to be deceived by kind words?<br /> Am I that desperate for love so much?<br /> My life was suddenly going fine before I met you.<br /> Now, you turned it topsy-turvy again.<br /> I was just almost getting over from someone.<br /> Until you came along,<br /> And now I have to start getting over you.<br /> It hurts so much!<br /> How can I stop my heart from aching.<br /> It's aching so much, I can't breath.<br /> I feel like dying all over again.<br /> When will I ever learn to never trust anybody, especially men.<br /> Never again.<br /> This is the last time I will allow myself to feel hurt.<br /> Never again.<br /> I wanted to focus on the happiness you gave me.<br /> But,it aches too much.<br /> I just can't.<br /> You shouldn't have pretended to be kind to me.<br /> You shouldn't have said those words.<br /> If in the end, you will hurt me like this.<br /> Never again will I let someone like you into my life.<br /> Never again.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-7177511709918917754?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-16302401765505487612010-10-30T08:11:00.000-07:002010-10-30T08:11:42.063-07:002010-10-30T08:11:42.063-07:00I watched Eat, Love, Pray today<br /> After hearing comments about how boring the movie was<br /> I realized that not everybody will understand<br /> Not everybody has this urge to find themselves...<br /> They say that the person in the story has a lot of issues with herself...<br /> And I guess so am I...<br /> I cried in the first half of the story...<br /> Because I totally understand how she felt...<br /> Because that's what I am feeling right now...<br /> Stress they say can be cured by thinking positively...<br /> It is all in the mind...<br /> But what should you do...<br /> If your heart is telling you to change your life...<br /> It is shouting for you to change your life...<br /> It's shouting so loudly that you hear it so clearly...<br /> What then should you do?<br /> Should you follow your heart?<br /> Or continue to be practical and logical and stick to what is comfortable?<br /> Is midlife crisis really what I am feeling right now?<br /> But I am only 27...<br /> And I am looking at my life...<br /> And feeling sorry for myself everyday...<br /> I can feel my feet wanting to move...<br /> I can feel my heart beating so loudly for me to take a chance...<br /> My bestfriend in the whole world told me to find myself...<br /> To quit my job...and find myself...<br /> I really want to do it...<br /> But I am so afraid...<br /> Just like what one character in the movie said...<br /> What if it wouldn't work out?<br /> And it's not as if I already have savings in my bank account<br /> For me to just quit my job...<br /> I don't have any...<br /> And the few bills I saved, somebody just recently stole it...<br /> I am so confused right now...<br /> But one thing I am sure of...<br /> I want to pack my things and go...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-1630240176550548761?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-61553834490760218082010-10-26T08:04:00.000-07:002010-10-26T08:04:11.446-07:002010-10-26T08:04:11.446-07:00There’s a sense of hopelessness around me.<br /> Do you also feel it?<br /> Like nothing seems to be going right.<br /> And that no matter what you do, you can’t do anything to stop the destruction.<br /> Is this really a realization that I can’t be a hero: that I can’t save the world?<br /> No matter how much I want to.<br /> Is this a realization that I am not on the right path anymore?<br /> Or is this a sign that I need to gather my wits and start taking control of my life?<br /> But why do I feel so afraid of change?<br /> I want change.<br /> I can feel it in my heart.<br /> Believe it or not, I can even hear my heart calling out.<br /> And yet, why does my body not doing something about it?<br /> Why does my brain fighting over my heart?<br /> Is practicality really everything?<br /> As my brain says<br /> Or can I really follow my dream and start being carefree?<br /> As my heart says,<br /> The battle between my heart and my logical brain is really pulling me down.<br /> Who should I follow?<br /> Some would say the heart.<br /> Others would say brain.<br /> But I am so afraid of making a mistake right now that I can’t choose.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-6155383449076021808?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-22766320151672071862010-09-12T07:22:00.000-07:002010-09-12T07:22:46.325-07:002010-09-12T07:22:46.325-07:00Recently,<br /> It feels like I am wasting my life away.<br /> Nothing seems to be going right.<br /> I stopped caring.<br /> I am losing grip of my dreams, hopes and aspirations.<br /> I thought I have moved forward.<br /> But in fact, I have not.<br /> And the worst part is that<br /> Time is ticking away.<br /> And it is leaving me behind.<br /> My life is passing me by.<br /> And I can't seem to do anything about it.<br /> I can't seem to grab hold on to it.<br /> And I don't know what to do about it.<br /> Because I don't know what I want to do with my life.<br /> I want it to be meaningful.<br /> And yet I can't really see the meaning to it.<br /> I want to have something that I would die for.<br /> And yet, nothing or no one is inspiring me to do something.<br /> And waking up is becoming more and more difficult with each passing day.<br /> There are times wherein I would have preferred staying in dreamland.<br /> And never wake up.<br /> I have to convince myself that I need to get up.<br /> Go to work.<br /> And pretend that everything is fine.<br /> I keep hearing (or more accurately searching) for something to inspire me.<br /> And when I do, after a few hours or even minutes, <br /> I would be the same as I was before.<br /> Lifeless.<br /> I am lifeless.<br /> I can't feel anything.<br /> I don't have the energy to live.<br /> Is there really hope for me?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-2276632015167207186?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-63004366699806641622010-09-12T06:49:00.000-07:002010-09-12T06:49:50.207-07:002010-09-12T06:49:50.207-07:00Sadness.<br /> It engulfs you so suddenly.<br /> Just like rain clouds darkening the sky.<br /> Sadness darkens your life.<br /> You want to rise above it.<br /> You want to get away from it.<br /> But how can you?<br /> When you are rooted to the spot.<br /> When sometimes you just want the rain to fall on you.<br /> Who would you turn to for help?<br /> When you don't know who to trust.<br /> When nobody seems to understand.<br /> When you don't want to burden anybody with your problems.<br /> Knowing that they each have a problem of their own.<br /> Maybe even bigger than yours.<br /> How can you tell people that inside you just want to die?<br /> When everyday they see you so happy and carefree.<br /> When they are so unaware of the turmoil inside you.<br /> How can you tell people that you feel like a fraud?<br /> Every time they praise you.<br /> Every time they trust you with a job.<br /> How can you tell people that you just want to disappear?<br /> When disappearing at this time will be so selfish.<br /> Is it really selfish to turn away right now?<br /> Knowing that you are not happy anymore.<br /> Knowing that you don't believe in what you are doing anymore.<br /> But then again,<br /> Knowing that people are depending on you.<br /> Knowing that they believe that you can do it.<br /> Your heart hurts so much. (SO MUCH)<br /> And yet you can't do anything about it.<br /> It hurts so much.<br /> And yet nobody seems to care.<br /> It hurts so much.<br /> And yet nobody seems to notice.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-6300436669980664162?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-79354940430933764822010-04-14T01:03:00.000-07:002010-04-14T01:03:03.901-07:002010-04-14T01:03:03.901-07:00Election is around the corner.<br /> Politicians are all over the country promoting themselves.<br /> Most probably a lot of them are lying their ass off just to convince people to vote for them.<br /> But what I really don't like about the whole election scenerio this year:<br /> Is that people are convincing other people to vote for a person that does not even have the capability to lead the country.<br /> Just because he is the son of some "supposed" hero does not make him one as well.<br /> What did he ever do during the time he was supposedly serving the country?<br /> Did he ever try solving the land reform problems that his family is involved with before he decided to run for office?<br /> What's so good about him?<br /> Heart? <br /> But does he really?<br /> Do we really know him that much to conclude that he has heart?<br /> Or what we know from him is from what we've seen and heard on tv?<br /> And why are we limiting our choices to two candidates?!<br /> Hello!!!<br /> Why are you letting people choose between money and power?<br /> Are these two people the only candidates?!<br /> And why the heck are you telling people not to vote his candidate of choice because that person won't have a chance in hell of winning anyway?!<br /> Hello again!!!<br /> Why? Why base your assumptions on polls?<br /> Fact: These polls are only based on 1000 correspondents. <br /> And how many citizens do our country have? Millions people!!!<br /> A thousand isn't even half of it.<br /> Come on!<br /> Choose who you think is the right person.<br /> Who you believe is the right person.<br /> And not someone who other people think is the right person.<br /> Decide for yourself and don't let others decide for you.<br /> Your choices are not limited to two.<br /> So THINK! DECIDE!<br /> Think what is good for the country.<br /> Because what is good for the country is good for everybody.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-7935494043093376482?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-64736323595825126392009-09-29T01:46:00.000-07:002009-09-29T01:46:48.495-07:002009-09-29T01:46:48.495-07:00I think I am going crazy.<br /> Is it even possible to fall in love with a character in a book?<br /> To think that that person is real, even though he is not?<br /> To get excited everyday reading about him again and again.<br /> To can't stop thinking about him...<br /> To hope that he is real...<br /> Am I really this desperate?<br /> Am I really this lonely?<br /> Or am I just finding ways to run away from the pain that somebody left behind?<br /> But thinking about him and not the stupid jerk who broke my heart...<br /> Made me want to live again...<br /> Keeps me happy...<br /> Gives me hope...<br /> Thinking of him makes everything okay...<br /> Is it so wrong to hold on to this fantasy?<br /> That a character in a book can really come to life?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-6473632359582512639?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-17330166494025521492009-09-27T20:37:00.000-07:002009-09-27T20:47:34.051-07:002009-09-27T20:47:34.051-07:00Everyday, I am getting more afraid.<br />You can now see it everywhere.<br />The Earth is changing.<br />The past few months several earthquakes happened here.<br />And now, with just a day of rain,<br />A number of places have suffered from severe flooding.<br />Several have died and thousands have lost their homes.<br />People cannot deny it anymore.<br />The climate has changed.<br />What's next?<br />Earthquake means movement of plates.<br />And the sea level is said to be rising.<br />Slowly, and destructively to humans,<br />The earth is changing.<br />The environment and maybe without us noticing it...<br />Even the landscape...<br />How long before the topography of the Earth starts changing too?<br />I am afraid not of the Earth changing.<br />I can't wait to see the New Earth.<br />I am afraid knowing that at some point,<br />A lot of people will be killed in the process.<br />Can I survive?<br />But what I am afraid more is that...<br />Will I find him?<br />Will we see each other before a lot of us will die?<br />Is he still even alive?<br />You see...<br />I believe in soul mate...<br />And everyday I get desperate in finding him...<br />I have to see him before...<br />Things get too late...<br />But how do I find him?<br />I'm scared...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-1733016649402552149?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-2411921051367843652009-06-28T07:12:00.000-07:002009-06-28T07:21:58.504-07:002009-06-28T07:21:58.504-07:00It's been a long time since I last visited this blog.<br />And a lot of things has happened since then...<br />Sad things...<br />Happy things...<br />But I learned a lot from these things...<br />Some things I want to forget...<br />But can't seem to...<br />How do you forget?<br />Sometimes...<br />I wish I can get my brain operated...<br />And tell the surgeon to remove a part of my memory...<br />Memories that I want to forget...<br />Memories that still keeps popping...<br />Memories that still hurts...<br />Why are some people so insensitive?<br />So cold hearted?<br />I am tired of fighting for something that is not really worth fighting for...<br />I wanted to believe that it is worth it...<br />That it can happen...<br />That it is possible...<br />But...<br />I guess I was just disillusioned...<br />I guess I lead myself to believe...<br />That another person can also believe in the impossible...<br />That another person can have the faith that I do...<br />But through it all...<br />I woke up...<br />I woke up to the reality that I should not settle for second best...<br />The impossible can happen...<br />I just have to continue believing it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-241192105136784365?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-13957157459793654582008-06-14T04:18:00.000-07:002008-06-14T04:24:45.676-07:002008-06-14T04:24:45.676-07:00Bad news<br />Upon hearing this kind of news<br />You kinda get stuck<br />What should you feel?<br />What should you do?<br />Are you allowed to be happy?<br />Though there are times<br />That upon hearing such news<br />Emotions just pour right out<br />Hearing that somebody in your family is in the hospital<br />Can make you feel...<br />I don't know...<br />Lost...<br />You don't know who to call...<br />You don't know what to do...<br />You don't know how to comfort your family...<br />Everybody just suddenly...<br />Detach themselves...<br />Everyone has a different way of dealing with grief...<br />But everyone is hopeful...<br />That at the end of the day...<br />Everything is back to normal...<br />That no one is in the hospital...<br />That everyone can freely laugh...<br />Without a cloud of grief above all of you...<br />That makes you feel...<br />That everything...<br />Everything...<br />Is just make believe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-1395715745979365458?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-82475218843057806652008-06-03T02:29:00.000-07:002008-06-03T02:35:17.240-07:002008-06-03T02:35:17.240-07:00It's hot...<br />It's very very hot...<br />The temperature is making you think...<br />Of things you should not think about...<br />Do you think this increase in temperature...<br />Is causing some people to lose their minds...<br />And commit suicide or murder?<br />The news have been showing lately...<br />Increase in child abuse occurrence...<br />Some even say that there is also an increase in juvenile suicide...<br />Do you think its the weather...<br />The food shortage?...<br />Is this a case of survival of the fittest?<br />Or are we just more aware now...<br />Or is it the media?<br />Featuring more of this kind of news now than before...<br />Hmmm...<br />Who knows?...<br />Who can we trust in this day and age?...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-8247521884305780665?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-74021897999116046662008-04-14T04:27:00.000-07:002008-12-09T20:59:52.457-08:002008-12-09T20:59:52.457-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_jAmKcuWEx3U/SANAYCY9YVI/AAAAAAAABIw/uBfPoMFeCOc/s1600-h/861021%7EBelieve-In-Yourself-Posters.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_jAmKcuWEx3U/SANAYCY9YVI/AAAAAAAABIw/uBfPoMFeCOc/s320/861021%7EBelieve-In-Yourself-Posters.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5189061977363538258" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Something GREAT happened to me today...<br />A miracle...<br />yes...<br />A real miracle...<br />Just when I was about to give up...<br />Just when I was questioning my life...<br />Something happened...<br />That gave me hope again...<br />That I really have achieved my dreams...<br />It was truly an amazing thing...<br />That I was not able to stop myself...<br />I had to cry...<br />I have never done such a thing before...<br />Crying because of too much happiness...<br />But this time...<br />I knew deep inside...<br />That my prayers...<br />Have been heard...<br />As one song says...<br />Miracles happen...<br />Once in a while...<br />When you believe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-7402189799911604666?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-36924680540068888702008-04-10T04:44:00.000-07:002008-04-10T05:03:40.992-07:002008-04-10T05:03:40.992-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.nataliedee.com/111105/relax-guys-its-a-different-panda.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://www.nataliedee.com/111105/relax-guys-its-a-different-panda.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.nataliedee.com/nd-archives/ndarchive-nov05.php">http://www.nataliedee.com/nd-archives/ndarchive-nov05.php</a><br /><br />Blogging...<br />I like to write...<br />Thus I like blogging...<br />So when an opportunity opened up to earn...<br />Through blogging...<br />I grabbed it...<br />Now...<br />I am not sure I like it anymore...<br />Because earning through blogging...<br />It seems you are now restricted to things that would promote your blog...<br />And not really write about things that you want to write about...<br />I just want to write what I feel...<br />Without anybody trying to judge if what i wrote...<br />Is interesting or not...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-3692468054006888870?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-55430906486212853622008-04-05T05:49:00.000-07:002010-09-12T07:28:59.621-07:002010-09-12T07:28:59.621-07:00Hugs...<br /> I'll give one when we meet...<br /> Won't be able to help myself...<br /> It's one of the sweetest action that we can give to another...<br /> The other is a kiss...<br /> Just sad though...<br /> That people are have demoted a kiss...<br /> Into something meaningless...<br /> Like you can do it...<br /> Whenever...<br /> And with whomever...<br /> Really...<br /> It's almost as if...<br /> People nowadays...<br /> Have becoming more and more...<br /> Animal like...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-5543090648621285362?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-20467668553148634592008-04-04T06:10:00.000-07:002010-09-12T07:45:57.347-07:002010-09-12T07:45:57.347-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jAmKcuWEx3U/R_YtrSV8KVI/AAAAAAAAAtI/pPue_RsliJk/s1600-h/31.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jAmKcuWEx3U/R_YtrSV8KVI/AAAAAAAAAtI/pPue_RsliJk/s320/31.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5185382242645190994" border="0" /></a><br /> <div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><br /> </span><span style="font-size:78%;"><a href="http://www.azuzephre.net/site/main/">Azuzephre. Jeff Thomas</a></span><br /> </div><br /> Isn't Pon and Zi the cutest?...<br /> And men!...<br /> They just don't understand?!...<br /> You tell them you love them...<br /> And what do they here?<br /> A foreign language...<br /> Yup...<br /> A foreign language...<br /> Duh!...<br /> Can't even say I love you back!...<br /> Sheesh...<br /> It's like they have this idea...<br /> That since you already said it...<br /> Then they won't have to...<br /> Because they seem to think you already know...<br /> What they feel about you...<br /> Duh!...<br /> We need to be reassure of your feelings for us...<br /> You know...<br /> Dang!...<br /> I am not really sure...<br /> If zi is a boy or a girl...<br /> Dang!...<br /> Hahahaha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-2046766855314863459?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-3358382111290946022008-04-03T04:36:00.001-07:002008-04-03T04:59:04.603-07:002008-04-03T04:59:04.603-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.strangekiss.com/images/detail/uglydoll_icebat.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://www.strangekiss.com/images/detail/uglydoll_icebat.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />Ok...<br />This is <a href="http://www.strangekiss.com/Ice-Bat-Uglydoll-Vinyl-p-16264.html">ice bat</a>...<br />He's so cute!...<br />I don't understand why they label him as an ugly doll!...<br />Ice Bat...<br />Like all bats are misunderstood...<br />Look closer...<br />Ain't he the sweetest looking bat?...<br />How can you not fall in love with ice bat?!...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;">"Everybody wants to be your friend </span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> When you've got something you can give them</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> All I've seen, bad and good, she's not crazy</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> Just a little misunderstood"<br />-Better than Ezra, Misunderstood<br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-335838211129094602?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-65149400020650784472008-04-02T04:43:00.000-07:002010-09-12T07:36:20.822-07:002010-09-12T07:36:20.822-07:00"A thousand miles seem pretty far<br /> But they got planes and trains and cars<br /> I'd walk to you if I had no other way"<br /> -Plain White T's, Hey there Delilah<br /> <br /> Sometimes, it feels like somebody is too far away...<br /> You want to see them...<br /> But they're just too far away...<br /> And then...<br /> It comes a time where you will be seeing each other again...<br /> Months, weeks and days of waiting...<br /> If you have the power to pull the days...<br /> To press forward...<br /> Just so it'll be the day where you will see each other again...<br /> YOU WILL...<br /> You feel happiness and longing combined...<br /> 20 days still seem so far away...<br /> Can I just sleep the days away?...<br /> And wake up when we will see each other again?...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-6514940002065078447?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-85688299532874497102008-03-30T05:26:00.000-07:002008-03-30T05:27:04.027-07:002008-03-30T05:27:04.027-07:00<p><span style="color:#000000;">In order to attain happiness and peace, we must accept that life is coupled with suffering. We suffer because we are too attach to something that when that something disappears, change, lost, we can not function well anymore. We lose it. We feel pain. In order to reduce our sufferings, we must dettach ourselves. We must understand that in life suffering and happiness will not last forever. They interchange in our lives. Sometimes we are happy, sometimes we are devastated; but its fine because that's life. We cannot do anything about it. All we have to do is welcome it. Welcome the pain and happiness; good fortune or bad, etc. Welcome it because these shape us to be what we are today and in the future. And most importantly, be good. As one saying goes, don't do unto others what you don't want others do unto you. Karma. <br /></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-8568829953287449710?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-78412691925421199532008-03-28T05:00:00.001-07:002008-03-28T05:01:50.766-07:002008-03-28T05:01:50.766-07:00<h3 class="entry-header"><span style="color:#000000;">One Season Too Late Lyrics (Keepsake)</span></h3> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family: Verdana;">He's in the back of your mind<br />all of the time<br />learn to forget<br />love. leave. forget.<br />And when I sit alone<br />I think of what you said<br />"better off just friends"<br />I'm better off just dead<br /><br />And the hardest thing I do<br />is wake up without you<br />when everything falls apart<br />the emptiness leaves a mark</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;"><br /></span></i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">----------------------------------<br /></span></i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;"><br /></span></i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Amazing.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Empty.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Pain.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Escape.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Sometimes we can be hurt to the core of our being.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">A pain that we can't escape.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">A pain that won't just go away.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">And all we can do.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Is to pretend we're happy.</span></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color:#000000;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Because life should not be wasted on being lonely.</span></i></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-7841269192542119953?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-42261876526543587292008-03-26T03:29:00.001-07:002008-03-26T03:29:44.418-07:002008-03-26T03:29:44.418-07:00<p>It seems that at present there are more and more gay men.</p> <p>I don't hate homosexuals.</p> <p>In fact, I admire them for their courage and success.</p> <p>But when you look at it with the point of view of the survival of the species.</p> <p>It seems that evolution is now favoring gays as compared to macho males.</p> <p>I read an article once that the cause of men becoming gay is because women tend to choose males that have a bit of feminine qualities in them.</p> <p>But it sure did backfire.</p> <p>Because the men are becoming more and more feminine than females!</p> <p>Will this push mankind to evolve into hermaphrodites to ensure the continuing perpetuation of the species?</p> <p>hmmm...</p> <p>It's really interesting what future humans will look like.</p> <p>The earth is evolving.</p> <p>Less and less forest are around, which could cause the destruction of the earth: global warming, lack of food and water. </p> <p>It means death.</p> <p>But, the earth has a way of surviving death.</p> <p>Humans too has a way of surviving.</p> <p>With the continued destruction of the forest, will this mean that the future earth will be without trees?! </p> <p>Will the future earth be like the movie starwars and final fantasy?</p> <p>With men searching for areas that has still trees to survive?</p> <p>With men fighting over the limited amount of water and oxygen to survive?</p> <p>With men depending on machines to survive?</p> <p>With that kind of earth, it would mean more poisonous gas in the atmosphere.</p> <p>Which would cause men to evolve into different forms!</p> <p>Whoa!!</p> <p>That is really amazing.</p> <p>What would future men look like?</p> <p>Will we be alien like? (green in color with large head and eyes...hehe)</p> <p>Or would we go back to being ape like? (More hairs to protect us from the sun's radiation because it would surely be very hot what with the absence of the ozone layer!)</p> <p>And like the evolution of some birds for example that evolve from being able to fly to flightless, like the ostrich whose ancestors are able to fly.(though I do not know why this is so...)</p> <p>Hmmm....</p> <p>It sure would be interesting to see what the future generation would be like.</p> <p>What with the amount of radiation that hits us everyday.</p> <p>It sure means that we may really evolve into a different form in the future.</p> <p>I even think that cancer is just nature's way of choosing the fittest amongst men.</p> <p>Before, I really wanted to become an oncologist.</p> <p>Not just because I knew of somebody who died from it but because I felt that in the future a lot more people will acquire cancer!</p> <p>All of us already has the onco gene in our bodies.</p> <p>And with the amount of radiation that enters our body everyday.</p> <p>It would really trigger these genes to metastize. (tama ba ang term?...hmmm...it doesn't matter...you get what I mean right?)</p> <p>whoa!!!</p> <p>That would mean in order to survive the earth, we must survive CANCER!!!</p> <p>That would mean a great responsibility for oncologist.</p> <p>They are the hope of the future after all.</p> <p>Hehe...</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-4226187652654358729?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-63523741961716128412008-03-25T03:24:00.000-07:002008-03-25T03:25:05.734-07:002008-03-25T03:25:05.734-07:00<p>Change.</p> <p>Making mistakes.</p> <p>Are things that we ought to accept.</p> <p>Expecting other people to tell us what to do can lead you to do things that you thought is good when most of the time it's not.</p> <p>We have been given the freedom to choose, we ought to use that freedom.</p> <p>We know in our hearts when we are doing something wrong.</p> <p>We, ourselves, can change us.</p> <p>Nobody else can.</p> <p>Wanting other people to tell us to do what they think is right, may sometimes be dangerous.</p> <p>Each of us have our own set of beliefs.</p> <p>Doing things that other people is doing is not healthy.</p> <p>You will lose yourself in that process.</p> <p>We make mistakes.</p> <p>And by doing that mistake, we learn.</p> <p>Following other people, we may become slaves to a life we had not chosen for ourselves, but a life that we had decided to live because we were convinced that it was for the best.</p> <p>We must not rely on other people to tell us what we did wrong.</p> <p>We must not rely on other people to change who we are.</p> <p>Because life is not supposed to be a smooth road.</p> <p>Life is a bumpy road.</p> <p>So let us just enjoy the ride.</p> <p>We may have accidents along the way.</p> <p>But that does not matter.</p> <p>What matter is that we still had the courage to stand up.</p> <p>Heal. And continue enjoying the ride.</p> <p><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-6352374196171612841?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-78458668434727388352008-03-24T03:42:00.001-07:002008-03-24T03:42:57.386-07:002008-03-24T03:42:57.386-07:00<p>Meaning...<br />Reason...<br />Purpose...<br />Why am I here?<br />Why did you leave?<br />Why?<br />Why?<br />Why?<br />There are a lot of whys in our lives...<br />We want answers...<br />We want to know why we exist...<br />And yet...<br />No matter how we try to find out what those reasons are...<br />We come out with more questions...<br />Maybe...<br />we don't need to look for an answer...<br />Maybe...<br />We are existing to look for those answers...<br />Or maybe...<br />there are no answers at all...<br />I don't know...<br />You don't know...<br />There are a lot of uncertainties to our existence...<br />Maybe we live because of those uncertainties...<br />I don't know...<br />There are a lot of things we don't know...<br />Maybe we don't need to know at all...<br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-7845866843472738835?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-47487695244532888432008-03-23T03:17:00.001-07:002008-03-23T03:17:45.289-07:002008-03-23T03:17:45.289-07:00<p>You left.</p> <p>Without even saying goodbye.</p> <p>Why?</p> <p>I was never angry with you.</p> <p>I tried to.</p> <p>But I can't seem to.</p> <p>I know that you were going.</p> <p>But why didn't you tell me?</p> <p>Why?</p> <p>Now, I will be forever haunted by these whys.</p> <p>I wish you could have said something.</p> <p>Succeed.</p> <p>I know you can.</p> <p>The next time we meet.</p> <p>I hope we can still be friends.</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-4748769524453288843?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-68207175474276995172008-03-22T03:56:00.001-07:002008-03-22T03:56:47.369-07:002008-03-22T03:56:47.369-07:00<p>doubts.<br />Asking yourself if you're doing the right thing.<br />Asking yourself if you're truly happy.<br />It's the thoughts that enter your mind when you thought that you made the right decision.<br />Life as they say is an endless road of decisions: of choices.<br />But how do we know we made the right choice.<br />Sometimes, the thing that you thought can make you happy can bring you so much sadness.<br />You never thought you'll get tired from doing it.<br />But then are you truly doing something.<br />Concrete results are the only thing that can bring fulfillment.<br />Because no matter how hard we try to deny it.<br />We want everybody to know that we have succeeded.<br />It may be difficult to suddenly change your path.<br />Because we are playing safe.<br />We cling to what we have right now because we already know that path.<br />And creating a new path, is very risky.<br />We never know what we are going to get.<br />So no matter what happens, although it brings us so much sadness.<br />Although it weakens our spirit.<br />We cling to it as if our life depends on it.<br />WE ARE ALL AFRAID.<br />I most certainly am.<br />This fear is what binds us and prevents us from being free.<br />Fearing that we might fail.<br />Fearing that we made the wrong decision.<br />Fearing that people may condemn us.<br />It's suffocating: this fear.<br />And its killing us: our dreams, without us noticing it.<br />When will we have the courage to break free from the chains that binds us?<br />When will we have the courage to let each other be: to respect each others decision?<br />We all have our own choices to make.<br />Let us mind our own lives and look at ourselves.<br />Are we happy?<br />Are we afraid?<br />If not, what are we going to do about it?<br />Me?<br />I just wish that one of these days, I could have that courage to change me.<br />To find happiness in my life.<br />To find peace in my heart.<br />To regain the energy to live.<br />Because right now, it feels like I'm carrying all the problems of the world.<br />And I don't know how to put it down.<br />I'm so tired and full of doubts.<br />I'm a burden to myself.<br />My body and my soul needs a rest from all the pressures of this world.<br />But how do I do that?<br />I really don't know.</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-6820717547427699517?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148469426642070286.post-72497350812560027272008-03-21T03:41:00.000-07:002008-03-21T03:52:40.524-07:002008-03-21T03:52:40.524-07:00<p>We are all actors and actresses</p> <p>In the stage of life.</p> <p>Some people pretend to be happy.</p> <p>Some pretend to be content.</p> <p>In reality,</p> <p>We really do not know what another person feels.</p> <p>We really do not know what is happening</p> <p>Behind close doors.</p> <p>What you thought as a child belonging to a happy family</p> <p>Is actually constantly abused.</p> <p>May it be emotional or physical.</p> <p>We wake up,</p> <p>Go to the office,</p> <p>See our friends,</p> <p>We pretend we're happy.</p> <p>We pretend we're content.</p> <p>Though some may share what they are going through.</p> <p>But you can't really say what's on your mind.</p> <p>You share the facts.</p> <p>Put in some opinions.</p> <p>But there are more important pieces that you left out.</p> <p>We are not just actors and actresses.</p> <p>We are also directors, scriptwriters</p> <p>Of our own lives.</p><p><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><br /></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148469426642070286-7249735081256002727?l=rai-gomez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sebihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10116881622866837827noreply@blogger.com0