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Let Go and Trust in God

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Tue, 03 Apr 2012 17:26:00 +0000

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I know I’ve written this before to let go and Trust in God, but truly this is the way. I admit I have been caught up in memories for a long time, and just recently I have gone back to ho’oponopono, and it does work time and time again.

I guess because the method is so simple we are always searching for better answers. I have read Joe Vitale books, and other books, and really they all get you lost in memories except for ho’oponopono.

Realize that you are not a victim, realize that you are 100% responsible for whatever is in your life. This is data and memories you need to clean on. And clearly from all the comments I get on this blog, I need to do a lot of cleaning.

Again, please note this is just a blog to share my experience, I am not an expert, and I am not going to hold your hand. I am just cleaning and recording my experiences. If you don’t agree with what I write, I am sorry, please forgive me…Go with your heart and trust in God for what feels right for you.

Alright, what’s going on with me lately?

Well my husband was in a car accident a year and a few months ago and I imagine it was around this time I started getting stuck in memories. For the past few months I’ve been a stressball and I have been freaking out as we are losing our condo to power of sale. We simply do not have enough money with one person’s income. But honestly these are memories and data inside me. I know it’s hard to swallow, that something inside me is making lose my home…but that’s the way it works.

Lately I’ve been playing Zero Limits the DVD. There is a five minute cleaning meditation on there. I’ve been playing it before I go to bed to help with the stress. I know its working because I feel a lot calmer, the tightness in my chest is easing up.

Yesterday, we were looking for a new place to rent, that is closer to my work, and my husband and I were both crabby and taking out our feelings on each other. Anyway, I kind of clean whenever I can remember, so I was cleaning, “I love you, I love you, I love you…” not really meaning it, but as long as you are saying it, it doesn’t matter if you’re feeling it.

Anyway the first place we looked at last night to rent, we got. And funny thing, we were so close to cancelling the appointment as we both weren’t in the mood.

The landlady feel in love with my husband and the fact that he is a contractor and can help her fix up the place. Not only did we get the place without having to sign a lease or pay a deposit…we got it for $125 cheaper than what she was advertising the place for.

So again, whenever life seems hardest and you just feel negative, clean. You will be surprised at the outcome.

Even as I type this, I am listening to Joe’s recording of “I love you, I’m sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you.” Remember it’s important to take 100% responsibility for whatever the problem is, and to clean…and to just let go and trust in God. Because when you aren’t resisting God and you are going with the flow, good things happen, and quite easily. We did not have to convince the land lady we were great people. I was clear and when you are clear, things happen.

I will try and blog more often…
I love you
T

Happy Holidays!

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Wed, 14 Dec 2011 18:57:00 +0000

Long time no chat…I know, I know…I’m bad. But I’ve been stuck in memories…also know as life for a long time. I’ve been meaning to write; more sooner than later…but memories keep consuming me.

A lot of things have changed in my life…and like I said I’ve been stuck in memory. Whenever I do remember to clean, I do…but it’s not consistent.

I’ve moved to a new job (same company, less responsibility, same pay), and I’ve also moved back into the condo. Money problems are still there…in fact more so…but I know this is all memories, something inside me.

I also feel restlessness in life I can’t explain, I always want to move, change jobs, change towns…etc. I don’t know if this is from memory…or by willing my life to take a certain direction…I’m not really sure. It’s only when I truly let go does stuff happen.

And I should know how ho’oponopono works, inside and out by now…but still I get stuck in memories and try to “will life” into happening.

So I just thought I would send you a quick update, wishing you all Happy Holidays - and remember to clean…and remember to take a look back on your life and say…wow, it really isn’t as bad as I think. Because when one door closes, there are always at least two or three more opening. And if you are too busy trying to make something happen, you might miss what God, or the Universe really has in store for you.

God Bless!
T

Long Time No Chat

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sat, 05 Feb 2011 00:46:00 +0000

Happy 2011! I know, a little late…but life got in the way and I let it.

I’ve been stuck in bad memories…and I’ve been reacting to them instead of cleaning them. Memory, after memory has been playing, and I’ve been reacting to them instead of erasing them and letting go. And it’s taken a lot to wake me up and to make me realize that it’s not real, it’s just something I need to clean. And boy do I have a lot of cleaning to do.

Some of the highlights for me these past few months have been;

- Getting involved with drama at work, when I should have just stayed neutral and cleaned on the memories.
- Having my back go out and spending four days not able to stand straight or barely move. Again I gave into the pain when I should have been cleaning the memories.
- Stressing about money and not having enough. I should realize that feelings towards money are memories, and to let go and trust in God to provide.
- Getting a cold, and a few months later the flu. I never get sick. That should have clued me in right there to clean the memories that were piling up and still are.
- My other biggest problem is judging people. It’s like this automatic thing that I do, more than half the time, I don’t even realize I am judging a person. I should recognize this and clean these memories.

But I think the biggest reason I got unstuck was when my husband got into a minor car accident. Thank goodness it was only minor. This was my wake up call. At first I was scared and shocked. But I soon clued in to the obvious; I wasn’t doing my job cleaning the memories.

The last reason which inspired me to write this blog post, were the comments from you, the people who read my blog. Thank you for writing and asking me how I am, and saying you missed my postings. It means a lot and has helped me in my time of need.

I’m not going to promise that I’m going to post twice a week or anything, but I am going to remember to clean and aim to post at least once a month. We’ll see if I stick to it.

For now I need to clean all the memories that are inside my head

I’m sorry for whatever is inside me that is causing all these bad things. Please erase these memories and transmute me back to zero. Please help erase these memories and bring me back to peace. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

I’d like to say to everyone Thank You for reading, and Thank You for helping me clean by erasing memories.

I love you

T

Life got in the way

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sun, 17 Oct 2010 15:33:00 +0000

Hi,
Thanks for everyone's comments and emails. Sorry I haven't written lately, I guess saying life got in the way is a bit of excuse isn't it?

Well this summer was eventful, and the fall has me working lots of overtime. I find that I don't even have time for myself, let a lone keep up a blog. But since I know people are expecting it, here you go...

So what's new in the ho'oponopono industry? Mabel Katz is busy touring the world giving lectures and training about the art of ho'oponopono. She has also written a frequently asked question book on the subject of ho'oponopono. The Easiest Way to Understanding Ho'oponopono (The Clearest Answers to Your Most Frequently Asked Questions). I'm going to check that out once I get a chance, because I do have a lot of questions, and if that helps clear some up...

I'm trying to stay focused and practice ho'oponopono instead of letting anger dominate my emotions. Sometimes it's hard, and I forget to clean and not judge...but I keep drinking blue water, and trying to come from love. Every situation I try to remember that it's not really real just a memory I need to clean. I find now in my dreams I've started cleaning.

Last night I had a bit of a nightmare and even in my dream I was saying to the dream, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, . When I run I try to remember to clean, pretty much anytime I can remember I am cleaning.

My life has had it's share of bad news lately, money issues, etc. But I'm trying to remember that the world isn't about money, but love. I'm also trying to look for the silver linings and to remember that even though things don't appear to be changing, as long as I am cleaning, things are happening in the background.

So thank you everyone who keeps coming back to this blog and reminding me to post, even when life gets in the way.

I love you
T

Expect Nothing and Be at Peace

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Thu, 15 Jul 2010 22:40:00 +0000

I know it's been awhile and I'm sorry. I've been doing a lot of traveling, so I haven't had a lot of free time. I've also been away on a work course. Sorry for not blogging lately.

I also try not to blog if I have nothing to say. I try and feel inspired about something that I want to share. For the most part I've been pretty good on that. So hence the lack of blogposts...

Okay so here's the update in my life.

Lately I've just been trying to let go, not really think much of things, trying not to worry, and so far I've felt more at peace. Work most of the time doesn't stress me out, I have some spurts of stress when I'm close to a deadline or something, but no matter what I always deliver.

My two bosses no longer stress me out and most of the day I'm in a good mood enjoying my job. While at work I listen to the mantra I love you, I'm sorry, thank you, and feel pleasantly good.

I'm happy to report the financial crisis is over in the company I work for. Job security has returned again and work is a positive environment.

I'm also enjoying the beautiful summer we're having and looking forward to doing some swimming.

T

Always come from love

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Mon, 24 May 2010 03:55:00 +0000

Summer is almost here. The long weekend has been nothing but nice summer-like weather. I've enjoyed the time being idle and relaxing.

With the bright sunshine it's easier to come from peace and to feel the love in the air. Recently while talking to a friend, I realized that people are still just as moody, sad, or depressed. I know nothing I say will make a difference to these people, to snap them out of their funks, all I can I do is clean.

I love you dear friends and I am sorry you're alone on your journey. I love you, please erase all memories regarding xxx and transmute me back to zero. I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you...I love you, I'm sorry...

I feel blessed because my life is pretty stress free, and I've gotten through some stressful times just by embracing love and turning the other cheek when a coworker wronged me. Also a lot of times I chant in my head, "it's not real, it's not real, it's not real..." And I find this helps me keep things in perspective so I don't get upset over things.

So when in doubt, come from love. Angry people, upset people, or aggressive people just want to be loved the same way you and I do. They just don't know how to go about it. So learn to turn the other cheek the way Jesus did, and also help them clean away whatever memories are making them stuck.

I love you!

T

Ways to Follow Ho'oponopono

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sat, 15 May 2010 16:33:00 +0000

First, let me start off by saying I am sorry I've neglected my blog. But as usual life has me busy.

In the time I have blogged last, my birthday has come and gone and I've come back from a business trip to South America. Traveling has really shown me how lucky I am to live in a great place like Canada, and to have the freedom to do whatever I want everyday.

What has brought about this blog post is all the emails and comments I get from people about ho'oponopono. People are curious about how to do what cleaning technique, or why some things work or don't work.

Usually I don't answer comments on blog posts. Sometimes I do, but especially if the posts are over a year old. But every one that is posted I moderate and approve, or delete (only spam and trust me when I say a lot of people try to post spam). And it's these comments that I read that show me I'm not being clear.

I'm sorry for whatever memories are inside me that are not making this website, or these blog posts about ho'oponopono clear. Please forgive me, I love you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Thank you.

If you read something on this blog about a cleaning tool, an idea, anything, remember it is only my experience. Everyone should practice ho'oponopono how they believe in their heart that they should. If drinking blue water makes you feel bloated, obviously it's not for you. Or if you can't believe how being full of love clears away the negative memories, well again I'm sorry for not being clear. Please forgive me.

Also, please make sure to go to a ho'oponopono seminar, or read one of the books located on the left. This blog is about relaying my ho'oponopono experiences, what works for me, it might not necessarily work for you, everyone is different.

Another thing to keep in mind, is no matter how much you will something, if it's not meant to be, it won't happen. By trying to control events in our life, we are not being clear to accept the power of inspiration, the power of ho'oponopono. It is only when we are free and clear can we truly hear God's words.

As always thanks for reading my blog.

I love you!
T

Spring is just around the corner

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sat, 06 Mar 2010 19:18:00 +0000

I love spring. Spring reminds me of how the Earth cleans. First there is fall, when everything dies, next is winter which kills and cleans whatever is left...and spring is rebirth.

Spring is like zero state, the memories have been erased and inspiration is hitting. Summer is inspiration in full bloom.

Things have been going well in my life, I have a lot of memories to clean on, but trying to remember that nothing is real and to come from peace.

Yesterday I did get in a fight with my spouse, but as I was cleaning on it, he apologized. Mostly when conflict does arise, I remember it's not real and to clean.

So the moral of this post is to just go outside and enjoy the sunshine and to remember to always be cleaning.

I love you
T

Anthing Can Happen

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Mon, 15 Feb 2010 00:48:00 +0000

Hi.
This past week I have been just in awe watching things click together. I remember watching the movie, The Secret, where a guy mentioned always having a parking spot, elevators there whenever he needed them and so on. He was just amazingly lucky. I remember being wowed by the ability to control the world like that.

But ho'oponopono says the opposite. Just do your part cleaning, let go and amazing things happen. And my life, since starting Ho'oponopono in 2007, has had it's ups and downs, but for the most part I have felt blessed with all the opportunities. And I truly believe it's ho'oponopono working in the backyard and allowing God, through inspiration, these positive things to happen.

Okay so I was inspired look back at this past week for all the amazing miracles or events that took place.

My spouse has his own business and it's fairly new, currently he's working on his first major reno. He's been stressing lately about finding business once this contract is done, ways to market himself and so on. While last Sunday he met another contractor who liked my hubby's work so much the contractor is going to send my spouse jobs on a regular basis.

Event #2, we've decided to move out. Our landlord is a little unreasonable and our place is damp and mold is a problem. We called a few places and did the drive by, but nothing inspired us enough for an actual viewing. Last Sunday I was talking to my hubby about the places I found. He told me to call a place with a garage. I did, didn't like the feeling. On an impulse I called the ad below it. Not only was this place with a garage as well, but everything was included and it was cheaper than what we were currently paying for rent.

Well we viewed the place and the potential landlords told us they liked us and we could have the place. So we made the deal. We only looked at one house and found an affordable place in a market where that shouldn't exist. I still feel like I been blessed finding it so quickly.

Event #3. I got an increase at work.

Ho'oponopono is about cleaning and letting go. You need to stop planning and stop trying to force the outcome. Because when you truly let go anything can happen.

2010 for me is shaping up to be a wonderful year. So whenever you are dealt a bad hand, remember to clean and let go.

I love you
T

Alwayings Letting Go

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sat, 06 Feb 2010 16:32:00 +0000

Hi,
I hope everyone is having a nice 2010. I apologize right now for not updating my blog in awhile. I've been busy with life (being stuck of course), but I'm also doing a lot of cleaning in the background.

So today I was nudged or inspired to write a post (which is usually what happens when I write a blog post), on looking back on my life recently.

2010 has already had it's ups and downs for me. Some highlights are; I have family drama going on, I've had to miss some work, and I've had some depressed days, oh I think I have to move again. Plus, as I write this post I am wearing a back brace because I pinched a nerve, or pulled something in my back.

But it is at this very moment when times seem bleakest, that I am urged to look back on my life. So I do, and I start to see the positive:

During the family drama I think I've gotten closer to some of them
My spouse and I have been busy working lots, so money is coming in steady
I may be getting an increase financially at my job
I'm starting to think before I attack other people, and learning to come from peace more often,
Moving is an opportunity for new things
My website that I've been working on for a year is starting to do well with traffic and getting ad revenue

When I do encounter a problem I remember to clean. Lately the big one I've been cleaning on is memory that is causing the effect of my strained back. (An example of what I've been saying):

I'm sorry for the memories in my mind that are causing my back pain, please erase them and transmute me back to zero, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Also I've been learning more and more to let go. Because when you really, truly, let go amazing things happen. An example;

I've been really pushing my website by writing new content and link building. Anyway, I'm a stats junkie, everyday I check the traffic, the ads revenue, how many links I have to me, my page rank, my alexa rank - everything. But by watching it I am trying to push it myself. I haven't been doing my important part, I haven't been letting go. I haven't been trusting in God, I've been trying to create my own path for it. Time and time again, it's these little examples that really show me the power of ho'oponopono and just letting go.

With my strained back, I haven't really cared about anything else but getting it better. So I've been laying in bed, watching tv, feeling down. Anyway today I decided to check my stats, and well they are better than ever! And I owe it all to not thinking or caring about it, just letting go.

I know this example might seem insignificant as it's only a website, but it was this example that inspired me to write this post and showed me the power.

I'm one of those people who is always cleaning or trying to remember to clean. At work I listen to a recording of Joe Vitale saying the four phrases over and over. When a problem does arise I always try to remember it's not real and to clean.

And I admit a lot of times it feels like nothing is happening. You get discouraged, frustrated, and you start to stop cleaning. Well that was me, except I still listened to the "I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you," recordings, and I've been realizing that life is about forgiving. It's like these are all tests that you need to just forgive to get past.

As I study ho'oponopono I've also been reading The Disappearance of the Universe, which is about A Course in Miracles. Anyway a big point in the book is forgiveness. Like Jesus said to turn the other cheek, that is totally the way of life. To always come from peace, even in a tense situation to recognize that it's not real, and to forgive.

Also another big factor I've been studying, is to come from love instead of fear. As long as we trust in God and do our part of cleaning, we have nothing to fear. So that is also what I've been learning to come from peace, to forgive and to clean.

Thank you for reading my blog, and for helping clean.

Also I just wanted to address one more thing, for all the comments and questions about learning ho'oponopono - please start with reading the books and going to the seminars. By no means is this blog an authority on ho'oponopono. I am just writing about my own personal experience. I hope to guide you along the way perhaps, but I am also wandering around myself and am not an expert. Read Joe Vitale's book, Mabel Katz, check out a ho'oponopono seminar - that's truly where you should begin.

I love you.

Happy 2010

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sun, 03 Jan 2010 03:56:00 +0000

Well 2010 is upon us. What are your resolutions? Mine, to try and come from peace more often.

The holidays were great, but I still was stuck for awhile in memory. But I remembered to clean and let go of anger and come from peace.

So I want to start up this year happy, grateful, and excited about the future being at peace. My life is great, things are flowing and I'm learning to let go and trust in God. And even in the middle of a conflict, you should always come from peace and love.

So thank you and happy 2010!

Amazing Things are Always Happening in the Background

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 01:01:00 +0000

When ho'oponopono works, we really have no clue of what's going on. I am constantly amazed, time after time when awesome things happen. In fact I even describe this as getting a tingly feeling. You know the feeling when things just sort of happen "uncannily," almost too good to be true. Well that's ho'oponopono for you.

I thought I would talk about a few of my "amazing moments."

First, I got a job and relocated all during the time that other people were getting laid off. Amazing, right? Not only did I get a great job, but it's also in the city I wanted to live.

Okay my next example is my office. Before they built this new office for us we were all told it would be a certain concept. Well I was very iffy about the concept, but I let go and trusted in God. The big day arrives where we move into the new office....drum roll please...I have like the best seat in the place. Of course not including the big bosses, but out of all the average staff, I have one of the best seats. In fact I have people coming to me on a daily basis inquiring as to how I managed to score such a good seat.

My next example is my website I've been building. I've been working on it since February, and traffic is slowly trickling in, but not nearly quick enough for my liking. Anyway suddenly inspiration hits. I should add some interviews. Great idea, easy content and I'll get great links from high page ranking sites. A light bulb is blinking in my mind. So I write a letter and send it to about 25 successful authors. So far I've received 4 back with their answers. And one of the four is a popular author that I've read and enjoyed his books. Just thinking about it, I'm feeling tingly.

My last example is work again. We have offices all over the world, and everyone at work knows I like heat. I'd love to live in a warmer climate - a place without winter. To say the least my hubby is slowly working up to even considering the idea. Anyway I tell my boss who says she's going to try and arrange a possible 6 month switch with another co-worker. Now I'm not saying it's going to happen, but that's the beauty of ho'oponopono...you never know what's going to happen.

So I'm trying to keep this in mind (all the while cleaning), let go and trust in God. We are never perceiving a situation correctly because our minds can only process a fraction of what's really going on. So why are we going to trust our perception when we can trust in God?

Thank you,
I love you
T

The Grass is Always Greener on the Other Side

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:08:00 +0000

When talking to people, myself included, they are always on the hunt for the next best thing. If they're in a relationship, a job, a house, a car, the grass is always greener on the other side, meaning someone else has something better. The unfortunate thing, is a lot of people live their lives this way. They are always competing, striving for the best, and what they do have they are not grateful for.

Ho'oponopono is all about love, forgiveness and being grateful. Sometimes it's easy to get carried along by life, but it's important to always be looking back to see the power of ho'oponopono.

My spouse and I are guilty of thinking the grass is always greener on the other side as well. We moved into a nice house to rent, but weren't completely satisfied. We decided to start viewing other places to live. Well we only made it to one, and didn't even bother to look inside. After talking to the tenant, he told us everything that was wrong with the place: the basement tenant was loud and liked to party, the house wasn't very soundproof and you could hear the tenant downstairs conversation, the basement tenant had lots of friends over in the backyard all the time, etc.

So even though the place had all utilities included, had a large backyard, had a garage, and was probably bigger in the inside, we realized how fortunate we are. We live in a three bedroom, we have a nice backyard (fenced and private), and the woman who lives underneath us is extremely quiet. We suddenly realized how lucky we are to have found such a gem for a place to live.

My last example is yesterday. I was complaining to my spouse about how I wanted more money, more security, etc. And he got frustrated with me. He waved around at our new leather couches, our new plasma tv, our new workout equipment, and our new truck. And he demanded, What else do you want? You have everything you could ever want and than some.

It really took hearing him say that for me to actually look around and be grateful for how I've truly been blessed. It's been a hard couple of years, but with the power of ho'oponopono, cleaning, and being inspired, I've really been blessed.

So my point is this, sure you might not have the body you always wanted, or the guy, or the job, but be grateful for what you do have, and learn to live in the now. Not later, but now. Enjoy your life, be happy.

Thank you for showing me that I am indeed blessed. Thank you, I love you.

T

How to Clean

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 14:42:00 +0000

Hello, for all those people who do know ho’oponopono, you can disregard this blog post. This is for the numerous people who ask me things like, what cleaning is, and how to clean.

First, what is cleaning? Cleaning in ho’oponopono is taking a 100% responsibility for everything that is happening in your life. That means taking responsibility for anything that crosses your path in life, from your thoughts, to physical things, to people, to anything. If you’re around something that means you need to clean on it.

You clean by first taking 100% responsibility for the memory. So you mentally say I am sorry for whatever I’m doing inside my mind that is causing this problem x to happen. Please erase it and transmute me back to zero. I’m sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I’m sorry.

Or if you don’t have a specific problem, but what to clean, than you can repeat the four phrases, I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me, thank you. Or do what feels right for you. If you want to just repeat one of the phrases, than do that.

For me, I find if I am looking for results, I need to repeat the cleaning mantra over and over again. Sometimes I need to walk away and try to let go of any expectations.

A few times I have felt a shift in energy, and I can only explain this as a feeling of peace coming over me. I have included my most recent example:

The other day my spouse and I were fighting and in the middle of the fight I remembered to clean. So here I am angry saying I’m sorry, please forgive me, I’m sorry, suddenly I felt this peacefulness come over me and I got the urge to go apologize. And for me, if you know me, I never apologize. We pretend nothing happened and get on with our lives. But this time I felt like I needed to apologize for saying mean stuff, and the other strange thing was I was at peace. The anger I felt like a few moments early, had been replaced with this peaceful calm.

I know you want more detail, but I can’t really explain it any better. Mabel Katz and Dr. Hew Len have both said to go with your heart. Go with what feels right for you. Clean how you feel you should, or you’re inspired. What works for me, might not work for you. So take my information as a guideline and go from there.

For more information on cleaning tools, please see the link on the top left of my blog.

Thank you for helping me clean

T

At Peace...mostly.

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 16:20:00 +0000

Sorry I haven’t written in a long time, life is just keeping me extremely busy. Also thank you to everyone who has told me about Mabel Katz’s new forum. As soon as I get some time, I will check it out.

For now, busy working, unpacking, and helping out family. Also busy practicing ho’oponopono: “I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me, thank you.”

I have also taken up reading Zero Limits again, by Joe Vitale. I find the second time around that I am understanding things better.

I have also received my first cheque from an affiliate sale, so yeah. I also realize that I need to clean on my websites, and on a lot of feelings and memories in my life. Whenever I now have a crisis, usually my first response is to get back to zero by cleaning. Sometimes I still come from anger, but it’s more often that I step aside and take responsibility.

An example, in my new job I wasn't understanding something. So I cleaned on this:

I’m sorry for whatever is going on inside me that is causing these memories, please release them and transmit me back to zero. I’m sorry, I love you, please forgive me, thank you…

Or sometimes I would just repeat, “I love you, I love you,” over and over in my head, and slowly the dust would clear and I would start to understand whatever had previously frustrated me.

I also find that when bad things happen, they are really opportunities hidden within. Like the flood that wrecked my personal property, was upsetting and frustrating, but without it, I wouldn’t have the new bed set I have, or the various other new items.

Also ho’oponopono really does help you connect with life. For my new job, I have to catch the elevator, and often when I press the button, the elevator I am standing in front of, opens (there are six, so any six could open).

Another example; I’ve wanted an elliptical machine for awhile. But the price has been $400 to $600. Well on Sunday we were at a store, and we saw one on sale for $140. I immediately grabbed a sales guy who told me they were completely sold out, but he would sell me the floor model. He said he just built it the day before. So not only did I get the machine that I’ve wanted for awhile, but it was already put together for me!

When your life is humming along, or seems too amazing, like everything is connecting…that is really ho’oponopono working in the background.

So till next time

I love you
T

Good things continue to happen as long as I remember to clean

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 14:34:00 +0000

Well I am all moved in. It’s been a crazy couple of weeks, and I admit I haven’t always been able to keep my cool.

Our house that we are renting is in a great area, our neighbors are great, we couldn’t have asked for a better location. Yet on the night we arrived, we were a little upset as the house was dirty. Obviously, even though it was empty for over three weeks, the landlords decided they didn’t need to clean it. On top of that, the grass in the yard was up to our knees.

At first I was angry, but I than realized that it’s something inside me that isn’t clear that is causing all these problems. So instead of being angry, I called the landlords and told them I was hiring a cleaning company. Too bad I can’t do that for my mind…:)

I’ve started my new job, and it seems okay. I’m new at it, so not feeling too secure, until I get a better feel for it, than I can judge it more appropriately. But the people are really nice and I’m trying to clean all the time. I notice now when I judge someone I usually start to feel guilty and start cleaning on the fact that I just judged the person.

On the money side, it seems like almost everyday I am getting a cheque in the mail about something. It’s nice. Plus when you get a cheque you weren’t expecting, like an affiliate cheque, it’s a bonus.

I also purchased the new Joe Vitale DVD on Zero Limits. I’m going to be honest, I wasn’t that impressed with it. I thought it would be more detailed with the ho’oponopono information, but he just repeats what he tells you in Zero Limits his book. Actually the book is way more detailed and half the money. Plus the sound quality on the dvd wasn’t that great either. People are either talking really loud, or low, so you always have to adjust the sound.

The neat thing about the dvd is it has a few meditations, or cleanings on it, that seem good. I’ve only made it through one of them, but it’s pretty relaxing. I would say this dvd is good for anyone who doesn’t want to read Zero Limits and wants a summary. I guess it’s more of an introductory cd to ho’oponopono.

Well that’s my update. I’m trying to remember to always be cleaning, to check my anger and come from love.

Thank you as always for all the comments.

I love you
T

Things are flowing!

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 19:09:00 +0000

Hi
Well I'm in a great mood. It's my last week of work at my current job, than I have a week off to move and start my new career. I'm a lot happier it's closer to my line of work. My days of working in the bush are over!

But again, looking back really shows me the power of ho'oponopono. For example when I first started working here, there were a lot of people I didn't get a long with...now there are none. I'm actually going to miss my coworkers.

I'm also staying with my in laws till we move, and normally this would take a lot for me to be at peace, but I am constantly cleaning and learning that it's not real...and things are going better because of it.

I'm also constantly amazed how life turns out. It's usually when you fight something tooth and nail, that life (or God) forces it on you anyway. You might as well stop fighting and just accept it.

Also I've been getting a lot of bills lately for stuff that keeps coming up. So I've been cleaning on them, and some how, some way, the money has been flowing in.

More and more I find myself at peace, even in the most tense circumstances. Whereas before I would get angry and upset by things, now I am more accepting and just move on. Whatever God has planned for me, I am willing to accept.

I think it's important that we all work on cleaning, I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you, and not on judging. I admit, easier said than done, but if we all clean, that's a lot of memories gone!

On a side note I've ordered the new Joe Vitale Zero Limits dvd with Dr. Hew Len, I can't wait to see it. It's a bit pricey, but seeing as I can't meet them in person, it's the next best thing.

So for now, I'm living in the now, and whenever I have idle chatter in my mind, it's time to clean.

I love you!
T
P.S. I might not update this blog for a bit as I'll be in transit, but rest assured, I will be back.

Always come from love

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 17:23:00 +0000

As always I welcome any kind of feedback. Parvez has included a nice little poem that I felt I should include on the blog. Remember it’s important to always come from love and not fear. When we judge and attack people we are coming from fear, but we should always be coming from love.

Thank you for the great reminder that I am not a victim, that I create my reality, thank you for reminding me to come from love.

I love you

T
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Hello Tracy
AM so glad U have sent out another blog post too.
What I like is your constant reminder to us to 'keep cleaning', even when things are going well.

Am sharing this little article someone sent me. I see the Hopo philosophy reflected here too... ultimately I think all spiritual journeys are about seeking inner peace and harmony which then gets extended into our outer worlds too.

Joy and Peace to U
Peace Begins with Me (I just love this affirmation/declaration)

Parvez D

CONQUERING THE EGO - A process recommended by Michael Berg, the Kabbalist :)

Instead of seeking revenge, we offer Forgiveness.
Instead of blaming, we become accountable.
Instead of playing the victim, we hold ourselves responsible.
Instead of complaining, we start appreciating.
Instead of looking for the negative in a situation, we find the positive.
Instead of judging others, we look for the good in them.
Instead of gossiping, bad-mouthing others, we change the subject, or simply walk away.
Instead of listing to reasons why life is so unfair, we start counting our blessings.
Instead of calculating how something will benefit us, we figure out away to ensure that the OTHER party also benefits.
Instead of yelling, we speak quietly.
Instead of cursing, we compliment.
Instead of taking, we give.
Instead of worrying, we awaken certainty and take charge.
Instead of fearing, we conjure up courage.
Instead of merely coping with a problem, we seek to cure it.
Instead of reacting to external situations, we resist and become proactive.

To find out more check out Michael Berg's blog.

More at peace

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 18:46:00 +0000

Hi, as always thanks for reading my blogs. Also I want to thank everyone for their comments and emails. It’s these things that help inspire me, and keep me going on the days were I am weighted down by memories.

I am doing much better, I’ve been cleaning regularly, and managed to be at peace. This week has been extremely chaotic, but I’ve been mostly at peace.

As I said, our place flooded. So last week we had to run around, get prices for how much stuff was damaged etc. This week every day we’ve had contractors, and crew at our place till around 7pm trying to get the place repaired. And every morning I've had to wake up early regardless of how late I've gone to bed, and go to work.

We are moving out this weekend to stay with family until we relocate down south to my new job. So things are slowly falling into place. Whenever I am worried about something, I clean on it, and as always it gets better. I am constantly amazed at the power of ho’oponopono.

One morning I wasn’t feeling well (I have been battling a cold for the last week and a half), and I knew I had to go to work. I’d already missed a lot with the flood. So lying in bed, I just kept repeating:

Whatever is inside my mind that is making me feel bad, please forgive me. I love you, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…

I repeated this over and over for at least half an hour. I didn’t feel instantly better, but as time went on, I did feel better and better.

So even when you don’t think it’s working, it is! It’s just working on something that you might not be obvious to you, but it is working.

I am very grateful that I have found ho’oponopono as I can’t imagine how my life would be without it. The power to take 100% responsibility for yourself is just wonderful. Whenever something bad happens, or something good happens, clean on it. If I have an appointment or meeting that I am nervous about, I clean on it, and it always comes out better than I would have dreamed.

Of course it’s important to never have expectations, and to just let go. What’s the worse that could happen if you just let go?

So for everyone who has been wishing me the best, and cleaning with me, and encouraging me to keep on blogging, – thank you! I love you!

Stuck in Memories

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 13:29:00 +0000

Hi,
I've been avoiding writing a post for awhile. At first lots of great things were happening to me. But somehow along the way I forgot to clean, and quickly things turned bad.

I know I was stuck in memory. So let me get you caught up:

My work is downsizing every week, so I was offered another job down south. I took it, and got the job. I will be relocating in the fall for my new job. I was really happy about this, and spent a lot of time cleaning, to make sure nothing happened with this new position.
I got a few weeks vacation so I visited my sister and had a great time. Than I spent the last week apartment hunting for the move. Everything went well. It was around this time that I stopped cleaning.
We returned home and a couple of nights later, I got sick (cold), and our apartment flooded.

After all this happened, I still didn't clean, and soon my spouse and I were bickering over the smallest things. I went to work, but my head wasn't right, so I kind of left that week to go home and deal with the flood.

Now there are a few ways to look at this, the first could be how I was looking at it originally; being depressed, and taking my anger and blame out on everyone....or I could look for the silver lining which is always there.

I've decided to look for the silver lining. Sure we may have lost a lot of stuff in the flood, but that is an opportunity to downsize and buy only what is really needed. Also, since taking time off from work, I've rested my body and am getting over my cold. My spouse and I are learning to keep our tempers in check and to come from love.

I'm not saying life is easy, but whenever you've hit a rocky patch, chances are you've forgotten to constantly be cleaning. I've been practicing ho'oponopono for two years now and when things are good, that's when I forget. And it's amazing how quickly you get stuck in memories when you don't clean.

I'm sorry for whatever is inside me that is causing this depression, anger, and anxiety. Please erase it and transmute me back to zero. I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you.

Remember you are only a victim if you stop cleaning and jump back onto life's roller coaster. I am now going to take charge and clean.

I love you

Thank you!
T

Always trying to be grateful...

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 00:32:00 +0000

Looking back on my life I see that I have been blessed. And it's this attitude that I need to always be in.

Lately I've been trying to be more grateful. Grateful that I have a job, grateful that I may get a transfer, grateful that things always seem to work out.

I've been worrying a lot about money, more than usual. I guess it's the economic times. I've also been busy cleaning. I've almost gotten it to the point where my mind is quiet and than begins to clean. Sometimes I get stuck in memories, or self pity, but most of the time, I'm remembering to clean.

Okay back to money. So I've been avoiding doing my tax return because I've been worried that I'd owe money. Well finally I did, and turns out I'll get a nice return. Found money right when I needed it.

But before I did my tax return, I let go. I let go of what my expectations were. Only when I am able to do this, do things happen. If you can't let go, you are stuck in memory and you need to clean on that.

Times are tough, only if you make them tough. Remember to clean and it's amazing what happens in your life.

I love you, I'm sorry!

Remembering to Look Back

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 22:13:00 +0000

Hi,

Sorry I haven't written in awhile, I've just been really busy on life's roller coaster.

Work is tense, we are going through lay-offs again. I am not concerned, I just clean and try to be at peace.

My life has been really blessed lately, and when I look back, that's when it really jumps out at me. You see I've been reading A Course in Miracles , and it has really been hitting home. It follows closely with ho'oponopono. Reading this has been my reminder to clean and come from love instead of anger.

Here is a summary on what's been happening in my life:

Feb (most people I was hired with were laid-off), I was one of the lucky ones to still have my job.

Mar (again people were laid off), again I remained. But I had a bunch of bosses who I did not get a long with.

Apr - people just started disappearing. The bosses I didn't get a long with were transferred to different departments.

May - I got a coworker with attitude, I cleaned on this, and I was able to forgive and show love. She is actually a very nice woman who has a lot of insecurities.

June - the cheap place we were supposed to move into fell through. We were able to find a small house to rent in two days. Also more lay-offs are happening, but I was just offered a job in a different city.

So my point for this post is to look back on the last six months and realize that you've been extremely lucky. I've survived at least three different lay-offs with only a year in the company. It's easy for me to be negative and be upset by the fact that I may have to move again, but maybe this was God's purpose. Who am I to question that? So I continue to clean and try to remember to come from love.

Always letting go and trying to be at peace.

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Tue, 26 May 2009 16:15:00 +0000

Hi

Lately I've kind of been standing back and watching my life. I find myself getting involved less and less, and am often able to stand back and be at peace.

One example, is the new apartment we were moving in, was cheap, but not nice. Anyway turns out the landlord went back on his word, so we backed out. My spouse stressed for a week about getting first and last months rent back, but I was at peace and when I remembered, I cleaned. Well sure enough we got a cheque and got our rent back.

Another example is once we backed out of the apartment deal, we had to find another in less than two weeks. Well again my spouse was stressing out, but I was at peace and just cleaned. I tried not to listen to his negativity, and whenever I could remember I cleaned. Turned out, within a day or two we found a tiny one and a half bedroom that we can rent ourselves. We don't have to share the yard, or deal with any landlords that go back on their word.

Now these are two highly stressful events, that I was able to step back from, remain at peace and just clean when I remembered. I am not saying I am perfect, at least a few times a day I get all frazzled over some event, but when I remember, I check myself and clean.

My current company I am working for, has relocated us, and may be laying off again. Instead of stressing, I am letting go, and cleaning. I do have a job interview, but I am trying hard to have no expectations, after all it's God who is watching out for me, not me.

Keep in mind when times are tough, don't let it get you down. Try to remember it's all inside you and you have the power to erase these memories not just from yourself, but from the world.

I love you!
T

When times are tough - clean, clean, clean!

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 12:49:00 +0000

Hi,
Well like everyone else in the planet I've been watching the news and being swept away by memories. Every now and than though I manage to snap out of it and remember to clean.

So lately I've been holding my breath to see if I'm going to get laid off from my company; I'm one of the last 40 people in a building that use to house 250+. Recently there was news of more lay offs, so I've been waiting to see what'll happen. I've been trying to not have expectations and to keep cleaning.

Anyway, I've been thinking about moving back down south or trying to decide to stay and fight and try to make it work here. To be honest I didn't really want to stay here. Well things at work are getting better, and there might not be layoffs, or if there are, they will be temporary. I also have managed to find a super cheap apartment when housing here isn't cheap.

I know that this is ho'oponopono working in the background. Opportunities are presented, or people come forward who have these connections to help you out. The guy we are renting our yard from is actually the one who showed us the apartment. While it has a lot of work to do to it, it's cheaper than where we currently are renting, and it's larger with a backyard. And the backyard has no neighbours behind it, just a creek. Currently we live in a tiny one bedroom with a balcony, so now we'll be a 3 bedroom and with a yard. My dog is going to be happy. Plus it's in a nicer neighbourhood, and super close to the shopping mall.

The other wonderful thing is, I haven't been getting a long with my new co-worker. Well I've been cleaning, randomly and now we are getting a long. What's more, I couldn't find boxes anywhere, and I mentioned it to her, and not only did she help me find boxes, she also got me packing tape, and a connection if I need more of them.

So my point is this, your life might seem rocky and hectic on the surface, but as long as you are cleaning, who knows what's going on underneath. So when times are tough, get busy cleaning.

I love you,
Thank you!

T

Try to always be inspired

noreply@blogger.com (T) — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 16:29:00 +0000

Hi

Well life has taken me on it's roller coaster ride. But I am trying to always be cleaning and remember that life is what I make of it. Life is what my mind thinks of, so I should always be cleaning.

I subscribe to Joe's email, and he usually sends them out at least a couple of times a week. His emails are sometimes a reminder to me to let go and trust in God. So today, I was getting upset about something at work, even though it's all in my mind...and I'm the one causing it, when I got his email, and just let go.

So try to have a source of inspiration, or something positive to help you remember to clean and let go. Because in our "fake world" it's easy to get caught up in the day to day destruction and to not be cleaning. Do what you can to remember that perception is creating your life, and work on cleaning and changing it.

Here is a link to Joe Vitale's blog.

Keep in mind that we're not victims, we're not poor, we are perfect and are full of love. Our mind is what shapes are life, don't leave it idle, direct it to clean.

Thank you for all the lovely comments, you also help inspire me.

I love you
T