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2006-11-15T20:32:00.000+09:00

Sorry for not updating for soooooooooo long...

I've updated photo in Flickr so If you are interested in...
Please check!!!
I hope you enjoy with it!!!! ^o^

http://www.flickr.com/photos/57604996@N00/

Almost addicted to....

2006-05-25T23:38:00.000+09:00

Last night I was also sitting in front of PC doing Yahoo Auctions.....
Before going to Tokyo for my friend's wedding,I was looking for a dress(?) that I wanted to wear for the wedding. Then I've found one in there and of course I bought it!!! The dress was arrived in my house and I saw the real dress, I liked it a lot!!

I thought I wasn't going to use Yahoo Auctions any more so I was thinking to quit.
But before quitting, I had another look of clothes auction then I've found another nice one-piece dress（≧　≦）　There were maybe 17 people already put the price.
Anyway I won then I sent the money today... so It's going to arrive soon^o^

And again tonight....I'm sitting in front of PC doing the Auctions.
Then I've found a nice jeans.... then I won again. I think these two weren't really famous. But anyway I'm going to send money again tomorrow....
I think I'm totally addicted to this....ah--------- >__< HELP ME!!!!

Have you ever done this before??????

Photo of the day

2006-05-09T19:51:00.000+09:00

I've decided to take a photo once a day.... I don't know how comes up my mind ?_?
It's going to be a photo of Mt Iwaki mostly but hope everybody won't get bored!!
This weekend I'm going to Tokyo and I borrowed degital camera from my brother so I'm able to take a nice and better photo!!!

I took this photo on the way to go back home from work. Now the sky is lighter and Mt Iwaki looks great and beautiful^o^ Everyday looks different and I love taking a photo!!

Mt Iwaki

2006-05-08T00:23:00.000+09:00

I see Mt Iwaki every day when I go to work and come back from work.
I really appreciate that I can see the Mountain every day.
To see the Mountain makes me happy so I want you to be happy so
there you go...ENJOY INDEED!!! ^o^

New Grasses(Glasses)!!! ^o^

2006-03-24T00:04:00.000+09:00

I had an old grassses which made long long long time ago and even it doesn't fit(??)
I can't see clearly properly with that old grasses.
Finally I bought a new one last sunday but I have a bad eye sight so it took more than week to be done. Normally it will take three days to be made...
Anyway yesterday I've got my new grasses!!! ^o^v
My old one doesn't look good on me. Because one of friend told me that when I put on grasses, I looked dumb INDEED >__<
But with my new grasses, I look good on me!!!
Don't you think???

Ｌａｚｙ

2006-02-13T21:18:00.000+09:00

It's been a long long time since I wrote last time...
As you know I've been lazy INDEED!! sorry..>__<

So how is your life going?? I hope that everything is going well for all.
These days I don't have nothing to write...
SO this time just I want to show my photos..so please enjoy!!
I will write soon!!!

Happy New Year 2006

2006-01-04T22:02:00.000+09:00

Happy Happy New Year everybody!!!

I hope that everybody had a great Christmas and New year!!!
How was your last year??
When I looked back my 2005. I'm pretty sure that my last year was crap.
It was really tough INDEED..>__< Buy the end of December was pretty good.
I went to Tokyo for my friends wedding and I met up with friend.
I hadn't seen friends in Tokyo for a long time so it was really good to see them.
Of course we can chat forever in a cafe!!! One of the other friend is going to get married on May so I'm going to Tokyo again!!! Her husband is Korean!!! International INDEED!! ^o^
Anyway 2 weeks before 2006 was really enjoyable^o^

My last year's resoluton was CHANGE MY LIFE. But Obviously I couldn't change it. I think this year I can change my life litlle by little....
It's difficult to explain but I'm feeling better than last year about everything.
I'm really glad to feel about myself.. but still life is not easy >__<

Everybody Let's がんばりましょう　^o^

Quick Tokyo trip

2005-12-12T19:30:00.000+09:00

My mum and I left Hirosaki on 9th of Dec and arrived in Tokyo at 7am on 10th.
First we went to Tsukiji(築地) ( called Kitchen of Japan). Tsukiji is a market place but it's huge.... Have you ever been?? Every time I go there,It's suprisingly huge and busy. We went there to eat Susi. The restaurant we went to is the most famous one in there. When we got there, there were at least 40 people in queue. I didn't bother to eat there but my mum insisted to eat there so we were in a queue for an hour. Finally we were inside of the restaurant then finished eating for 20 mins then left there.Maybe the susi bar can fit 20 people inside and it's not a big restaurant...
This photo is really bad but this is what we ate...

Next we went to Shinjuku(新宿)

This is the first thing I saw in Shijuku. I felt like that I was hobbit...

The Prison Courtyard... Vincent Van Gogh
Goldfish... Henri Matisse

These paintings is the most important things that we went to Tokyo for...
We went to Tokyoto Art Museum. There were 75 paintings all together.
Before I didn't have any interests in paintings but when I went to Barcelona,we went to Picaso Museum. I've never had an interest in going to any museum but that was the first time I liked it a lot. I never felt board of looking around. Since then I like going to museum to see loads of painings. I'm not an artist so I don't know about paintings but I just like it^o^ Anyway oinside of the museum,there were loads of people so I couldn't look around proplerly but It was good to see them!!!

Ginza（銀座）
It's not good photo but can you recognise this??

We left Tokyo on 10 th at 22:30 and arrived in Hirosaki next morning at 7am.
It was absolutely tired quick trip but I had A great fun with my mum!!!

Tonight She is going to take an English exam in Jan so she is studying hard.

Photos....

2005-12-06T23:42:00.000+09:00

It's last Saturday....

When I was at work....delivering.

It's 23rd of 11. When I went to the gym.

Can you these swans??

Maybe they are family!!!

Enjoy!!! ^o^

Apple Picking

2005-11-27T23:30:00.000+09:00

My uncle lives in Itayanagi and first week of November,I went to his house to help picking apples with my parents. It was raining day but I worked really hard INDEED^o^
Next day my body was screaming of pain but I took a few photos so I just want to show you... Enjoy!!!

Finally

2005-10-25T20:05:00.000+09:00

This morning I've got the letter from TOEIC about my result....
I had been waiting for a long long time. It was really scary to receive it.
But finally I've got it!!!!
Before receiving it, I've promised one of my friend. If I got the score less than before,I would stop drinking for a months. Instead of drinking,I was going to study every weekend. But I don't need to do this!!! I'm glad that I can keep drinking every weekend ^o^ I'm not going to tell you the score but I did very well INDEED!!!
I got 100 points compared before so I did very well ne!!!

This morning I opened it with my mum and she was really happy that I got such a good score^o^ Even I didn't study really hard and I was going out every weekend instead of studying but anyway I'm really happy happy ★　^o^

Cute old lady

2005-10-18T23:40:00.000+09:00

My daily life is going well...I think. The other day I was delivering medicine to people who can't move from their house. (as I mentioned before...) I was driving my car and I saw an old lady who comes to our pharmacy. She was walking and I didn't know where she lives so I stopped the car and asked the old lady where she was going to. And she said she missed a bus to go back home so she decided to work to her house. But Her house is far far from there. It's pretty close to the mountain(but the mountain is more like a hill). Maybe it will take a couple of hours for her to go back home so I decided to give her a lift. Obviously she is an old lady,she walks really slow...
I've known her for a while and she is kind of deaf but she is a cute old lady so I like her^o^
When we talk,I have to speak loud but I love her smiling face. Anyway on the way she talked with me abouy missing her bus. When we arrived her house,she started opening her bags and there were loads of fruits in her bags. Then she gave them all to me and her bags were empty.She was really happy that I gave her a lift. It was last Friday.... Today she came to my pharmacy and gave me a bag of grapes. I think they were from her house. She didn't need to do that but she said thank you again to me and she said she wants me to give her lift again,If it will happen again like that.
I will be happy to give her a lift again.
If you are nice to the other people, they will make you happy.
Actually she made me happy. I just gave her a lift,she was really happy so I'm glad that I make somebody happy.... Before I thought that I couldn't make somebody happy but she encouraged me and gave me a confidence. I think I'm mentally stronger than before....probably.

I hope that everybody understand my CRAP english >__<

sky(sora)

2005-10-12T22:07:00.000+09:00

If you help or be nice to other people,it will make you really happy.
It makes your day even better, especially when you feel clap these days...

Have you ever....???

2005-10-05T01:01:00.000+09:00

Have you ever seen a shooting star?? I saw tonight just half an hour ago...
I was just sitting outside and looking up the sky... There are loads of stars in the
sky. The sky is clear so just few clouds... And suddenly I saw shooting star^o^
I had never seen it before so I was impressed. I think I was very lucky to see it!!!
There was line from up to down not left to right or right to left...but I saw it today!!! Amazing o^o^o

ine(rice) Part 2

2005-09-27T23:27:00.000+09:00

Somebody who left the commnet of my photo....THANK YOU VERY MUCH and I really apprecitate that^o^ These days I really enjoy taking photo of rice field!!!
Not right now but I'm thinking to buy a degital camera in a few months.

Last Sunday I went to Aomori-city to take TOEIC exam... I'm not sure I can get good score this time but I can say that listening was not too bad.I understood most of it. I thougth listening was pretty easy but Reading was...??? They were 100 questions about listening and 100 for Reading. First you do listening for 45 mins and 1 hour and 15 mins for Reading.They are 900 points for the total. Last time I took that it wasn't too bad but this time I can't say. Cos I didn't have enough time to think carefully for the all questions of Reading. But I did answered all the questions... I will know my result in a month so let's see... SCARY INDEED....>_< Hope that I did very well!!!

I hope that everybody enjoy my photo!!!^o^

PS Hugh, Thank you very much for helping about photos!!! ^o^

Days

2005-09-20T19:59:00.000+09:00

My day has been a crap these days but when I see the amazing view with mountain, I'm happy and think myself I have a tomorrow to survive...

These 3 photos doesn't look good but when I saw these, they were amazing..
I hope you enjoy!!!^o^

So what do you think of these??? Did you enjoy??? ^o^

ine(rice)

2005-09-14T20:35:00.000+09:00

In Hiraka, There are loads of rice field and apple trees. I go to a delivery at least 3 times a week. Every time I go, I take a photo of the rice field and apple trees. I took some today but as I said before, the quality is not good but...>__<

The path:Can you see the colour difference compared with a previous one??

Can you see a red parts?? These are apples...

sky 2

I love the countryside INDEED!!!^o^

...???

2005-09-12T21:25:00.000+09:00

I'm going to take TOEIC(Test of English for International COmmunication) on 25th of September so that means in 2 weeks. Have you heard of this before??? I was talking with my friend the other day but she didn't know it. She is from America and I thought TOEIC was really famous in there but it wasn't....
Anyway I haven't studied really hard for that. I don't feel like studying at all... But If I get a good score,It would help to get to another job... I know it will help me a lot. It's not cheap to take this exam and I paid for this about 6000yen. I guess I'm going to waste of the money... >__< What am I doing??
I was going to study last night but while I was checking emails and blogs, Hugh was in MSN Messangers so we were chatting for a while then started talking each other but it was really good to talk with him. I didn't feel that Hugh is in Canada. I felt really close to him. We were talking for a hour and he made me happy^o^
These days Technology is amazing, isn't it?? The voice was really clearly to talk^o^
Hugh has been lazy and not doing too much...hahahah o^o^o

These days I've been thinking about is to go somewhere...I mean not in Japan.
I really want to go to Combodia. I was thinking of going to Canada 2 days ago to see Hugh. I miss him but all I want to do is going somewhere in the world.
And I don't think it's good idea to keep working in the stupid pharmacy. I like my job and talk with old people makes me happy and relax...
But I was looking for a job through the internet but all the interesting job is in Tokyo but I don't want to live there. I alredy lived there for 2 years and I think 2 years enough to live. I didn't like countryside before but now I'm working countryside and countryside is a great. Clear sky, rice field, apple trees and nice people.... I guess I'm getting older. I never though this before but here I am.
I'm definetely getting older...>__< I just want to run away from the real world...I think.

I think my all sentences are mixed up.... like my mind. Apologise desu...>__<

It's not good but....

2005-09-01T23:36:00.000+09:00

Photos I've been taking these days....(as I said I used my mobile phone so I think it's not good quality but I hope every body enjoy^o^)

I work in a countryside and surrounding by rice field. It's nealy done...

Is it amazing sky????????????????????

missing somebody...

2005-09-01T23:30:00.000+09:00

My best male friend of the world went back to Canada last Saturday...
I think everybody already wrote about Mr Skinny legs but I have to write about him as well...T_T
I think he is my best male friend who I've never had before. I've known him for a couple of years but in a year we got really close to each other and we spent every weekend drinking together or going to Onsen. Sometimes he cooked us a nice BINBANGBON. I wanted to eat for the last time in Hirosaki but he didn't cook it.
I really miss that...>_< Nobody cooked perfectly like Hughy!!! I don't know where he is now but he left Japan on 31th of August. He must be Canada now...maybe^o^
I want to visit Canada someday and He promised me that If I go to Canada, He will take care of me!!! So I have a sugar daddy in Canada^o^

Since He left we went out with everybody but I feel strange that he isn't here any more. I guess we used to hung out all the time so... I really miss Hugh INDEED!!!

Hughy...Please please come back sooooooon>_<

sky

2005-08-24T20:12:00.000+09:00

These days when I go home from work, always sky looks really amazing. So I took a photo today with using my mobile phone... but I think my mobile phone isn't really good so I can't take really nice one... but What do you think???
If I had a degital camera, I could take clear and nice photo..
Two days ago's sky was really good. When I finished it looked really red and befutiful. I took a photo of it but I took it with my normal camera so I can't show you but today it looked really nice too. These days I just take a photo of sky everyday.... If you take some, Please show me some...

でぶ(fat)

2005-08-11T20:22:00.000+09:00

I've not written for ages now and I was really lazy to write a blog >_<

First week of Ausgust were the festival week so I just kept drinking except Thursday and now here I am. Because of the drinking almost everyday I put the weight so I've started going to the gym. I've been there just twice so far but I want to keep going. Amazingly I'm fat..... I'm like a pregnant T_T Seriously I have to do something with me....

Everybody, Let's exersise!!!!

Traditional Part 2

2005-07-26T22:42:00.000+09:00

In winter, The weight of snow will be 100t on the roof but there is no problem to support that much heavy snow. The roof has a special structure. I can't explain perfectly so there is perfect explanation of the roof : Thick A-frame crossbeams support the Gassho style roof. The edge of this the crossbeams were acuminate. It is called "Komajiri". The Komajiri attached to the hole of A-frame beam, and build many A-frame crossbeams for one roof. These equilateral triangle A-frame crossbeams disperse the barycenter to right and left, and keep the balance of stable structure. For reinforcing the A-frame crossbeams, crossbars "yanaka" and length bars "taguri" were through outside of A-frame, and also add diagona braces then top out the skeletal structure. It uses flexible wood hamamelis, called "sone", to tie "yanaka" and "taguri". The "sone" is also used for forming the ridge with thatchs.

This roof is completely tight and the length is 1m. It it rains, rain is going to change to a glue. That's why rain never drop inside the house.

Inside the house, they use different wood. There are 6 kinds of wood which is cypress for the floor, pine(Hime-komatu) is for the pillar, katura(I don't know how to say in English), Zelkova tree and Japanese cedar. Is it amazing?? It depends on where you are using fort. I thought this house is a valuable INDEED!!! Of course this is the world heritage!!!

Traditional Part 1

2005-07-21T19:07:00.000+09:00

Have you ever seen this kind of house before??
I've just seen it on TV but I would like to see a real house!!
These house called "Gasshou-dukuri". Gasshou means the structure that supports the roof. When they built these houses,they don't use any of nails. Is it amazing?? The highest house's height is 14.5m and it's a five-storied house. The roof is made of a thatch.
From April to June,it will be changed to a new thatch roof. The old one is going to be used for the new way to be useful. People who lives in Shirakawa village are going to use this as a fertliser. The old one has a high food value so the field is activated.

complicated

2005-07-12T22:54:00.000+09:00

Since last night I've started studying English again.... and Now I'm studying about ---ing or to do. There is one unit for --ing and two units for to do then --ing and to do, mixing one has 3 units. First units I was doing ok and what I studied today was too complicated.
I think everybody understand this complication but I don't understand at all and it just makes me complicated and tired. So I decided to write about my complication on my blog.
so.... Could you tell me the difference between "RECOMEND ---ing / RECOMEND to do"??
There are two another similar complication " REGLET --ing / REGRET to do" and " GO ON ---ing /GO ON to do". My grammer book shows the explanation and I kinda understand but I think it's just complicated so please somebody tell me easy explanation about these 3. Thank you for your favour!!! ^o^