Finding what helps your system feel steady, supported, and able to cope is often an ongoing process.

It isn’t static. It shifts. It changes. What works one day might not work the next.

There is often an exhausting, ongoing process of noticing, adjusting, and trying again.

Sometimes you feel like you can hold things.
There’s space. There’s steadiness.

And other times, it can feel like you’re barely hanging on.

Right at the edge.

It’s that place where your capacity is getting close to its limit.
Where things start to feel harder to hold.

And when you are living close to the edge and something hard hits, it’s easier to fall.

When your nervous system is already overwhelmed, falling off the cliff can look like:

No tolerance for anything extra
Snapping at people you love
Feeling constantly irritable
Crying more easily
Having trouble getting out of bed
Struggling with basic tasks
Falling behind on things you usually manage

It can be meltdowns.
Shutdowns.
Anxiety rising.
Depression deepening.
Chronic illness flaring.
Long-term burnout building.

And so much more.

This isn’t a failure.
It’s what happens when your nervous system has been carrying more than it has the capacity to hold.

Your capacity is not fixed.
It changes based on load, environment, support, and what your body has already been holding.

So much of my own work, and what I’ve been teaching for many years, is about learning what it takes to create that space. So we’re not constantly right at the edge.

So that when something hits hard and we fall, we don’t fall off the cliff.

What helps create space?

Understanding and honoring your needs.

And knowing your needs may look different than what social norms have taught you. Sensitive and neurodivergent nervous system needs are often different.

And that alone can be hard in a world that isn’t designed for us.

Living close to that edge is not about something being wrong with you.
It’s about the mismatch between your nervous system’s needs and the environment you’re in.

Learning what you may never have been taught:
That your needs matter
That your needs are important
That you are not responsible for meeting everyone else’s needs, especially at the expense of your own

Learning boundaries
Learning how to say no without guilt

Because saying no to someone else is saying yes to your nervous system’s needs.

And when you put your own oxygen mask on first, you create the capacity to show up in the world in ways that feel more meaningful, more intentional, and more aligned with who you are.

Protecting your sensory needs

Protecting your sensory sensitivities is a big part of this.

Learning what impacts your nervous system
And learning what helps protect it

For example, if a leaf blower sends your system into overwhelm, carrying noise-canceling headphones can be an accommodation that supports you in those moments.

This is not being too sensitive.
This is understanding your nervous system.

The art of paying attention

There is something I think of as the art of paying attention.

Noticing:
What drains you
What restores you
What pushes you closer to the edge
What gives you more space
What your body is signaling before things escalate

This can be hard when your nervous system is constantly activated.

So we simplify.

We come back to small, supportive things like:
Reducing demands where you can
Choosing quieter or less stimulating environments
Creating predictable routines
Being around safe, understanding people
Letting yourself rest more than you think you should
Eating regularly and having safe, familiar foods
Taking breaks before you reach the edge, not after
Using tools that support your nervous system, like headphones, dim lighting, or comfort items

Over time, this creates a kind of buffer.

Not perfection
Not constant balance

But more room

More support

More ways to come back to yourself

Over time, this becomes a way of building trust with your own nervous system.

Gentle next steps

If this resonates, here are some gentle next steps you can take:

1. Self-reflection

Take a moment to ask yourself:
What helps me feel even a little more space from the edge? 

You might already be doing more than you realize; share your efforts in the comments. 

2. Learn supportive tools at your own pace

I offer self-paced courses designed specifically for sensitive and neurodivergent nervous systems, where I teach tools to help you create more space, reduce overwhelm, and support your capacity in daily life.  Learn more. 

3. Join a supportive community

If you’re wanting connection and ongoing support, you’re invited into a space where this is understood.

Inside The Sensitive and Neurodivergent Community, we focus on learning how to support our nervous systems with compassion, understanding, and practical, real-life tools. Join Us

You don’t have to figure this out alone. 

Author bio

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a psychotherapist and founder of The Sensitive and Neurodivergent Community, Podcast, and Blog, and author of the forthcoming book Autistic Women: A Clinician’s Guide to Neurodiversity-Affirming Identification and Support (W. W. Norton, 2027). She specializes in supporting sensitive and neurodivergent adults in understanding their nervous systems, reducing overwhelm, and building lives that honor their needs. Her work is grounded in both clinical expertise and lived experience as a late-identified autistic and queer therapist. Learn more at JulieBjelland.com.

It explained so much. The deep feeling. The emotional overwhelm. The need for recovery time. The strong nervous system responses. The way life could feel more intense than it seemed to feel for other people.

For many, this understanding has been meaningful and supportive. For some, high sensitivity may still feel like the clearest way to understand their experience, and that matters too. For others, it may describe only part of the picture, and questions about autism may begin to arise. For some, both high sensitivity and autism may feel relevant to their lived experience. In a recent survey I conducted inviting questions about autism, one theme became especially clear: many highly sensitive adults, particularly women, are trying to understand how high sensitivity and autism relate to their lived experience.

Part of the reason this can feel so confusing has to do with timing. The concept of high sensitivity as a trait was developed in the 1990s, before we had the broader and more nuanced understanding we now have of how autism can present in women and high-masking adults. At that time, autism was still widely understood through narrower, more externally visible, and male-centered models. We know much more now about internalized presentations, masking, and the powerful role of gendered social conditioning in shaping how autistic traits are expressed, hidden, and interpreted.

We also understand far more now about autism as a neurotype, meaning a natural pattern of brain wiring and nervous system functioning. That shift is changing everything. It opens the door to understanding autism through perception, processing, sensory experience, nervous system differences, and lifelong adaptation, rather than mainly through obvious external traits.

That wider understanding helps explain why some highly sensitive adults first recognized themselves through high sensitivity and only later began to wonder whether autism might also be relevant. For others, autism may never have even been on the radar because the definitions they were given felt too narrow, too externally focused, or too unlike their lived experience to recognize themselves in it.

Over the years, I have heard from countless women who identified deeply as highly sensitive and later began questioning whether autism might also be part of their story. This can feel confusing, disorienting, validating, or all three at once, especially if you do not match the outdated stereotypes of autism you were taught.

Many women were never taught that autism can be deeply internal and not observable by others.

Many were never taught that autistic women may appear socially capable while carrying enormous hidden effort underneath. Many were never taught that someone can be highly empathic, emotionally attuned, and still be autistic. Many were never taught that reading social cues intensely is a very different experience from moving through social life with ease.

This is one of the reasons so many women have been missed.

For some people, high sensitivity may continue to feel like the clearest description. For others, autism may offer a broader understanding of lifelong patterns that high sensitivity alone did not fully explain. And for some, both may feel meaningful in different ways.

For many autistic women, there may be a lifelong sense of being different, even if it is hard to explain why. There may be extensive internal monitoring. A need to study people, rehearse, analyze, and compensate. A tendency to become overloaded by the amount of social, sensory, and emotional information coming in. A need for more processing time, more predictability, more clarity, and more recovery than others seem to need.

Many autistic women do not primarily struggle because they miss social information. They may instead be taking in too much of it.

They may notice tone shifts, facial expressions, energy changes, power dynamics, hidden meanings, and emotional undercurrents all at once. Rather than seeming socially unaware, they may feel flooded by everything they are taking in. In groups, this can mean becoming quiet, feeling exhausted quickly, disliking small talk, having difficulty speaking quickly enough, or being unable to sort through everything in real time.

Another misunderstanding is the old idea that autistic people lack empathy. That stereotype has caused tremendous harm. Many autistic women are deeply caring, emotionally affected by others, highly conscientious in relationships, and intensely aware of what other people are feeling. The struggle often centers around overload, mismatch, nervous system strain, communication differences, or trying to process too much at once.

Many women have also spent decades adapting so well on the outside that their inner experience becomes invisible. They learn to perform ease. They learn to push through. They learn to override their body. They learn to look fine while paying for it with burnout, anxiety, chronic stress, health problems, exhaustion, or collapse later.

This is why this conversation matters.

It is about understanding your actual needs more accurately.

It is about giving yourself permission to consider that your inner experience may hold important information.

It is about making room for a wider lens of self-understanding than many women were ever offered.

Many autistic people are also deeply sensitive, empathic, and intensely aware of others. Some may find that both descriptions help make sense of their experience. The goal is to become more honest, compassionate, and precise about what your nervous system and neurotype have needed all along.

You do not have to match a narrow stereotype to deserve understanding.

You do not have to prove your struggle through visible collapse.

You do not have to dismiss your own experience because you can make eye contact, feel deeply, understand people, or appear capable.

Sometimes the most important question is, “What has living without a fuller understanding of my neurotype and nervous system been costing me all these years?”

That question opens the door to a much deeper kind of self-understanding.

When we gain a fuller understanding of our neurotype and nervous system, life often begins to make more sense. We can meet ourselves with more accuracy, more gentleness, and more self-compassion. We can begin to honor our needs in ways that create more ease, more clarity, and more room to be fully ourselves.

And for many women, including me, it changes everything.

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Author bio

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a psychotherapist, author, and founder of the Sensitive and Neurodivergent Community, podcast, and blog. She specializes in high sensitivity, neurodivergence, and adult-discovered autism, with a particular focus on autistic women and late discovery. She is the author of the forthcoming book Autistic Women: A Clinician’s Guide to Neurodiversity-Affirming Identification and Support and creates courses, articles, and free classes that help sensitive and neurodivergent people understand their nervous systems with more self-compassion, clarity, and empowerment. Learn more at JulieBjelland.com

Why does everything feel so much harder than it seems for other people?

Many grew up sensing that they were different but could not find language that explained their experience. They learned to observe carefully, adapt to expectations, and push themselves through environments that required enormous effort from their nervous systems. On the outside, many appeared capable, thoughtful, and successful. Inside, daily life often required a level of processing and regulation that others could not see.

Again and again I heard similar stories.

Women who spent years wondering why they felt overwhelmed so easily. Women who carried a deep sense of responsibility for holding everything together. Women who quietly believed something must be wrong with them because life seemed to require so much energy just to navigate ordinary environments.

Over time, these stories revealed something important.

Many of these women were autistic.

Yet their autism had never been recognized.

The Hidden Inner Experience of Autistic Women

For many autistic women, the most defining aspects of their experience are internal.

Sensory processing differences, deep emotional intensity, complex cognitive processing, and constant environmental monitoring often happen largely inside the person rather than through obvious outward behavior.

Many autistic women learn to study social environments closely. They track tone of voice, facial expressions, conversation rhythms, and subtle social cues in real time. At the same time, their nervous systems may be processing intense sensory input and emotional information.

This level of internal monitoring can create the appearance of social ease.

But it often comes at a cost.

Maintaining this level of awareness requires significant cognitive and nervous system energy. Over time, many autistic women experience exhaustion, burnout, and confusion about why life feels so difficult to sustain.

Traditional diagnostic models were not designed to capture this internal landscape.

Much of the early research on autism focused on observable behaviors that were more commonly identified in boys. As a result, many autistic women developed ways of adapting that made their differences less visible to clinicians, teachers, and even themselves.

The Harm of Misidentification and Misdiagnosis

When autism goes unrecognized, many autistic women spend years trying to understand their experiences through frameworks that only partially explain what they are living.

Some receive diagnoses related to anxiety, depression, trauma, attention differences, or personality patterns. While these experiences may be real and important to address, they often do not fully explain the deeper nervous system differences shaping daily life for many autistic people.

Without an accurate understanding of their neurotype, many women come to believe that their difficulties reflect personal failure.

They may push themselves harder, try to become less sensitive, or attempt to change fundamental aspects of how their nervous system processes the world.

Over time, this pattern can have significant consequences.

Chronic stress from living in environments that do not fit one's nervous system can contribute to burnout, mental health struggles, and physical health challenges. Many autistic adults report years of exhaustion, sleep disruption, immune challenges, digestive issues, and chronic stress related to constant adaptation.

Perhaps most painful of all is the impact on self-understanding.

Many women carry years of self-doubt, wondering why life feels so difficult when they appear to be doing everything they can to manage.

When autism is finally recognized, many describe a profound sense of relief. Lifelong patterns that once felt confusing begin to make sense. Self-judgment softens as their experiences are understood through the lens of their neurotype.

Instead of asking “What is wrong with me?” many begin asking a far more compassionate question.

What does my nervous system need to thrive?

Understanding Autism Through a Neurodiversity-Affirming Lens

In recent years, many clinicians, researchers, and autistic advocates have begun rethinking how autism is understood.

For decades, autism was primarily described through a medical model that framed it as a disorder defined by deficits and impairments. It often centered what autistic people could not do rather than how their nervous systems actually function.

A neurodiversity-affirming perspective approaches autism differently.

It recognizes autism as a neurotype, a natural variation in how the brain and nervous system process sensory information, emotion, attention, and social experience. Just as biodiversity strengthens ecosystems, neurodiversity reflects the natural diversity of human nervous systems.

This perspective does not ignore the real challenges autistic people can face. Many autistic individuals experience sensory overwhelm, burnout, and barriers within systems that were not designed for their nervous systems.

What the neurodiversity framework changes is where the problem is located.

Rather than viewing autism as something that must be fixed within the person, a neurodiversity-affirming approach examines the mismatch between autistic nervous systems and environments designed around a different neurotype.

When that mismatch is reduced through understanding, accommodations, and supportive environments, many autistic people experience significant improvements in well-being.

This shift in perspective is central to neurodiversity-affirming care.

Sensitivity and the Discovery of Autistic Neurotype

In the 1990s, the concept of the Highly Sensitive Person helped many people begin recognizing the depth of their sensory and emotional processing. At a time when autism research focused largely on boys and visible behavioral traits, the language of sensitivity offered an important framework for understanding why some people experienced the world with greater intensity.

For many individuals, that concept was an important first step toward self-understanding.

In recent years, however, research on autism has expanded significantly. As clinicians and researchers have begun to better understand how autism presents in women and high-masking adults, many people who once identified primarily as highly sensitive are discovering that autistic neurotype explains their lifelong patterns more fully.

For some, the language of sensitivity remains the framework that resonates most. For others, recognizing themselves as autistic provides clarity for experiences that previously felt difficult to explain.

Understanding these overlaps is part of the evolving conversation about neurodiversity.

Listening to Thousands of Women

My own discovery as a late-discovered autistic adult shaped this work in meaningful ways.

It also deepened my connection with the thousands of sensitive and autistic women I have had the privilege of listening to through my clinical work, autism assessments, courses, community spaces, and conversations around the world.

Again and again I heard similar themes.

Rich inner worlds. Deep sensory and emotional processing. A lifelong pattern of careful observation and adaptation. And often a quiet grief about how long it took for their experiences to be recognized.

These conversations revealed a shared pattern that traditional clinical frameworks had often overlooked.

Autistic women were not absent.

Their experiences simply had not been centered in the way autism was being understood.

The Book I Am Writing

Because of these patterns, I am currently writing a professional clinical book titled, Autistic Women: A Clinician’s Guide to Neurodiversity-Affirming Identification and Support, under contract with W. W. Norton.

This book is written for clinicians and mental health professionals to help expand understanding of the internal lived experience of autistic women, particularly those who have spent years masking and adapting in ways that traditional diagnostic models often miss.

The goal is to bring together clinical insight, emerging research, and the lived experiences shared by autistic women themselves in order to expand how autism is understood across the lifespan.

Although the book is written for clinicians, many autistic women will also find it meaningful for their own self-understanding.

My hope is that this work helps clinicians around the world better recognize autistic women so that fewer people spend decades searching for answers that should have been available much earlier.

Why This Work Matters

When autistic experience is misunderstood, the consequences extend far beyond diagnosis.

Misidentification can shape mental health care, relationships, education, work environments, and self-understanding. Without the right framework, many people spend years trying to solve problems that were never the true issue.

Their nervous systems were navigating environments designed around a different neurotype.

When autistic people are recognized and supported in ways that align with their nervous systems, something powerful often happens.

Self-understanding grows. Compassion replaces self-blame. And the strengths many autistic people carry, including deep thinking, pattern recognition, creativity, empathy, and innovative insight, have space to emerge more fully.

My hope is that this book contributes to a shift in how autism is recognized and supported so that autistic women everywhere can be understood earlier, supported appropriately, and able to live in ways that honor their natural wiring.

Autistic women deserve understanding that reflects the depth of their inner worlds, the realities of their nervous systems, and the gifts they bring to the world.

Learn More

If this article resonates with your experiences, you may wish to explore more about autistic neurotype and how it may relate to your life.

On my website you can learn more about neurodiversity-affirming autism assessments, schedule an assessment or consultation, explore articles, research, and podcast episodes, or take my free autism discovery quiz designed to help sensitive and high-masking adults better understand their nervous systems.

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And for many, especially sensitive and neurodivergent women, this shift can feel profound and disorienting.

It can feel subtle at first.
A little more fatigue.
Less tolerance for noise, demands, or emotional intensity.
A growing awareness that something about how you’ve been relating to others is no longer sustainable.

And then one day, it becomes clear.

You can’t keep managing everyone else’s comfort anymore.

Not because you don’t care.
Because your nervous system can’t keep doing it.

The Hidden Role Many Women Were Living

Many women have been socialized to track and respond to the needs of others.

For sensitive and neurodivergent women, this often goes even deeper.

You may have learned to:

• Monitor tone, facial expressions, and subtle shifts in energy

• Adjust yourself to reduce tension or prevent disconnection

• Anticipate needs before they were spoken

• Smooth over discomfort, even when it meant overriding your own

This pattern often begins early.

It can be shaped by social conditioning, relational expectations, and a deep awareness of difference and the need to adapt in order to belong.

Over time, it becomes automatic.

So automatic that it can feel like this is just who you are.

But underneath it is something else.

Constant output.
Constant monitoring.
Constant self-adjustment.

What Happens Over Time

This way of relating comes at a cost.

Your system is continuously processing, adjusting, and giving. Even in moments that appear calm from the outside, there is often a significant internal load.

Over time, this can lead to:

• Chronic exhaustion

• Loss of access to your own needs and preferences

• Increased sensory sensitivity

• Emotional overwhelm

• Burnout

For many sensitive and neurodivergent women, burnout is not only about doing too much.

It is about being in a constant state of relational overextension.

The Shift

At some point, often in midlife, during hormonal changes, after loss, or following a period of intense burnout, your system begins to change.

The strategies that once worked no longer hold.

You may notice:

• Less capacity for social interaction

• A stronger need for space and recovery

• A reduced ability to tolerate emotional intensity from others

• A deep pull toward honesty and self-protection

This is your nervous system recalibrating.

It is recognizing that the previous way of operating is no longer sustainable.

“I Feel Like I’m Letting People Down”

This is one of the most painful parts of this shift.

When you begin to set limits, step back, or stop overfunctioning in relationships, others may feel the change.

They may experience:

• Less access to you

• Less emotional caretaking

• Less availability

And you may feel:

• Guilt

• Fear that you are being selfish or unkind

• A sense that you are letting people down

But what is actually happening is this:

You are no longer abandoning yourself to maintain connection.

Your capacity has changed.

And your way of relating is changing with it.

When Limits Reveal Mismatch

One of the hardest truths to hold is that not all relationships can adjust to your current capacity.

Some relationships were built around:

• Your availability

• Your emotional labor

• Your ability to anticipate and manage

When that changes, the relationship dynamic changes.

And sometimes, it reveals a mismatch.

This does not mean you are doing something wrong.

It means the structure of the relationship may no longer fit who you are now.

A More Sustainable Way of Relating

There is another way of relating that becomes possible on the other side of this shift.

It often includes:

• More spacious connection

• Less frequent interaction

• Mutual responsibility for emotional regulation

• Clearer communication of needs and limits

• Relationships that allow you to exist without constant self-adjustment

This can feel unfamiliar at first.

But it is far more sustainable.
And far more honest.

You Are Not Becoming Less Caring

You are becoming more attuned to your own nervous system.

You are recognizing your limits.
You are honoring your capacity.
You are including yourself in the relationship.

This is not a loss of empathy.
This is a shift toward self-respect and sustainability.

A Gentle Truth to Hold

If someone is consistently hurt by your healthy limits, it does not mean your limits are wrong.

It may mean the relationship does not fully fit your capacity.

You are allowed to change how you relate.
You are allowed to need more space.
You are allowed to stop managing everyone else.

And still be a deeply caring person ❤️

Listen and Go Deeper

If this resonates, I invite you to go a little deeper by listening to my podcast episode:

How Social Conditioning Teaches Women to Ignore Their Own Needs

In this episode, I explore the hidden cost of masking, the impact on the nervous system, and how understanding your neurotype can support deeper self-trust and healing.

Gentle Next Steps

If you’re in a season where your capacity is changing and you’re learning how to honor your needs, you don’t have to navigate this alone.

🌿 Supportive Community

You’re warmly invited to join my Sensitive and Neurodivergent Community, where we practice:

• Nervous system support and regulation

• Self-compassion and unmasking

• Honoring capacity and boundaries

• Connecting in ways that feel safe and sustainable

Come be part of a space where you don’t have to overfunction to belong.

👉 Learn more here

🌱 Learn to Build Sustainable Boundaries

If you’re wanting guidance in building skills and understanding your nervous system more deeply, you can explore:

• Free classes on sensitivity, burnout, and boundaries

• Online self-paced courses to help you reduce overwhelm and build sustainable patterns

• Consultations and autism assessments for women for deeper, individualized support

You can take this one step at a time, in a way that honors your capacity.

This hidden inner world is one of the main reasons so many autistic women go undiagnosed or misdiagnosed for years. Their challenges are often internalized, masked, and misunderstood, even by the women themselves.

In my work with autistic women, and through my own lived experience, I see again and again how much is happening beneath the surface.

A Life of Internal Monitoring

Many autistic women grow up constantly tracking themselves and others. This can look like:

• Trying to say the “right” thing and be the “right” version of themselves

• Noticing subtle shifts in tone or mood

• Monitoring facial expressions and body language

• Rehearsing conversations before and after they happen

• Suppressing natural reactions to avoid standing out

• Staying hyperaware of how they are being perceived

Over time, this becomes automatic. What may look like social ease on the outside is often the result of significant internal effort.

This constant monitoring can take a real toll on the nervous system and contributes to chronic exhaustion, anxiety, and burnout.

High Masking and the Cost of Fitting In

Many autistic women learn early that belonging depends on blending in. They become highly skilled at masking, camouflaging, and adapting to expectations, especially in social, academic, and work environments.

High masking can include:

• Hiding sensory discomfort

• Forcing eye contact or small talk

• Mimicking social styles of others

• Downplaying needs and overwhelm

• Pushing through exhaustion

• Minimizing struggles to appear capable

While masking may help women get through the day, it often comes at a high cost. Over time, many women lose touch with their authentic needs and limits, leading to cycles of overfunctioning and burnout.

A Busy, Brilliant Mind

Many autistic women have highly active minds. They may think deeply, notice patterns quickly, and become intensely absorbed in areas of interest. Their brains often process large amounts of information rapidly.

This can be a strength, but it also means the mind may rarely feel quiet. Even during rest, many women describe feeling mentally “on,” analyzing, planning, replaying, and anticipating.

This ongoing cognitive activity adds to overall load and can make true rest feel difficult to access.

When Ambition and Energy Don’t Match

A common experience among autistic women is having big ideas, strong motivation, and creative drive, while also having a nervous system that fatigues easily.

Women often describe wanting to do more than their bodies can sustain. During periods of intense focus, they may accomplish a great deal. Without enough recovery, this pattern can quickly lead to exhaustion and burnout.

This is not about willpower. It reflects real nervous system limits that deserve to be respected.

Sensory and Emotional Intensity

Autistic women often have heightened sensory and emotional sensitivity. Sounds, lights, textures, smells, and emotional environments may be experienced more intensely.

When sensory and emotional input accumulates, it can lead to overwhelm, shutdowns, or emotional reactivity. These responses are often misunderstood by others and by the women themselves.

Many women carry shame around these experiences, especially if they were taught to hide distress or be “easygoing.”

Understanding sensory and emotional regulation through a neurodiversity-affirming lens can replace shame with self-compassion.

Feeling Different Without Knowing Why

Many autistic women grow up feeling different but without a clear explanation. They may feel out of sync, misunderstood, or like they don’t quite fit anywhere.

Over time, this can lead to:

Chronic self-criticism
Confusion about why life feels so hard
Feeling flawed or broken
Difficulty trusting one’s own experience
Believing they should be able to cope better

Without accurate identification, many women spend years in therapy for anxiety, depression, trauma, or self-esteem, while the underlying autistic nervous system remains unrecognized.

The Impact of Late Identification

When women discover they are autistic later in life, it is often both relieving and emotional. Many describe finally having language for lifelong experiences.

At the same time, there can be grief for years spent misunderstanding themselves, pushing beyond limits, and blaming themselves for struggles that were rooted in nervous system differences.

Late identification can open the door to a more compassionate and sustainable way of living.

The Strengths of Autistic Women

Alongside challenges, autistic women often bring powerful strengths, including:

Deep empathy
Strong pattern recognition
Creativity and innovation
Intense focus on meaningful interests
Honesty and integrity
A deep connection to nature and sensory experiences
Loyalty and conscientiousness

These qualities are part of autistic neurology and deserve to be recognized and valued.

Honoring Your Inner World

The hidden inner world of autistic women reflects years of adaptation in environments that were not designed for their nervous systems.

Understanding this inner world allows women to:

Release lifelong shame
Honor their limits
Design lives that fit their nervous system
Advocate for appropriate support
Reconnect with their authentic selves

For some women, professional assessment is part of this journey. Not to change who they are, but to finally have a framework that makes sense of their lived experience.

A Gentle Invitation

If you’re beginning to recognize yourself in these descriptions, you’re not imagining it. Many high-masking autistic women arrive at understanding through moments of quiet recognition like this. If you’d like to explore this further, I offer autism assessments for women that honor internal experience, masking, and late-identified presentations. For many, assessment is less about a label and more about clarity, self-understanding, and compassionate life design.

What many do not realize is that this life stage often coincides with the discovery of neurodivergence, particularly autism and ADHD. For countless women, this realization arrives not in childhood, but midlife. And when it does, it can feel both relieving and destabilizing at the same time.

A discovery that holds both relief and grief

Many women describe late neurodivergent discovery as a moment of profound clarity. Experiences that once felt confusing, shameful, or self-blaming suddenly make sense. A lifetime of feeling different now has a framework. There is often a deep sense of relief in realizing, “There was never something wrong with me.”

At the same time, this awareness can bring grief. Grief for the support that was never offered. Grief for the years spent pushing through exhaustion, masking traits, or believing the struggle was a personal failure. Both experiences can exist together. Relief and grief are not opposites. They are companions in this process.

This stage often opens the door to a new relationship with oneself, one grounded in self-understanding rather than self-criticism.

Why this often happens during perimenopause and menopause

There are several overlapping reasons neurodivergence becomes more visible during this time.

First, autistic and ADHD women have historically been underdiagnosed in childhood. Many learned early how to mask, compensate socially, and meet expectations by working twice as hard internally. These strategies were often praised rather than questioned, even when they came at a high cost.

Second, hormonal shifts play a significant role. Estrogen supports emotional regulation, sensory processing, executive functioning, and cognitive flexibility. As estrogen fluctuates and declines during perimenopause and menopause, the nervous system loses a key stabilizing factor. For neurodivergent women, this can amplify traits that were previously held in check through sheer effort.

Sensory sensitivities may intensify. Emotional regulation may feel more fragile. Brain fog, overwhelm, and shutdowns can become more frequent. Executive functioning challenges often become more noticeable. What once required effort may now feel nearly impossible.

Third, the cumulative load of decades of masking often catches up. Many women reach this stage already carrying burnout, trauma, or chronic stress. When the nervous system no longer has the same hormonal buffering, the cost of constant adaptation becomes unsustainable.

When symptoms are misunderstood

Because these changes often resemble anxiety, depression, or cognitive decline, many women are misdiagnosed or told they are simply not coping well with midlife stress. They may be offered treatments that focus on symptom suppression rather than understanding the underlying nervous system differences.

But what looks like anxiety is often sensory overload or nervous system dysregulation. What looks like depression may be autistic burnout. What looks like cognitive decline may be executive functioning under hormonal strain.

Understanding neurodivergence reframes these experiences. It shifts the narrative from pathology to context. The nervous system is not failing. It is responding to internal and external changes without the supports it needs.

A powerful beginning, not an ending

While menopause is often framed as loss, for many neurodivergent women it becomes a turning point. A moment of truth. A chance to stop forcing oneself into environments, roles, and expectations that were never sustainable.

With understanding comes permission. Permission to honor sensory needs. Permission to reduce masking. Permission to build a life that fits the nervous system rather than fighting it.

This stage of life can mark the beginning of a more authentic way of living. One rooted in self-acceptance, compassion, and nervous system support. Not because anything new is wrong, but because something essential has finally been named.

For many women, this is not the end of who they were. It is the beginning of becoming who they have always been.

If this resonates, you are not alone, and you do not have to figure this out by yourself.

Many women discover their neurodivergence during perimenopause or menopause, often after years of pushing through confusion, overwhelm, and exhaustion without answers. Understanding your nervous system can be deeply grounding and empowering.

If you are curious to explore this further, you are invited to take my free autism quiz for women, created specifically for highly sensitive, high-masking, and late-identified autistic women. I also offer in-depth neurodiversity-affirming autism assessments for women who want clarity, validation, and a compassionate understanding of their lived experience. You might also like to listen to my podcast episode, Women 35–55: Why You Might Feel Like You’re Falling Apart with Julie Bjelland, LMFT

You deserve answers that honor who you truly are.

If you are a sensitive person, you may have spent much of your life wondering why everyday experiences feel so intense.

Why noise, emotions, expectations, conflict, or change seem to land so deeply in your body.
Why you need more recovery time, more quiet, more space than others appear to need.
Why pushing through eventually leads to exhaustion, shutdown, anxiety, or burnout.

For many sensitive and neurodivergent adults, the problem is not that they are doing life wrong. It is that they have been trying to live in ways that do not support how their nervous system actually works.

There Is Nothing Wrong With You

Sensitive nervous systems process the world deeply. This depth brings empathy, intuition, creativity, and insight, but it also means that overstimulation and emotional overload happen more easily in environments that are loud, fast, demanding, or emotionally unsafe.

When sensitivity is unsupported, it often shows up as:

• Chronic overwhelm or feeling on edge

• Emotional flooding or shutdown

• Anxiety, panic, or difficulty sleeping

• Exhaustion that does not resolve with rest

• Self-doubt or feeling “too much”

These are not character flaws. They are signs of a nervous system that needs different kinds of care.

Why Generic Advice Often Fails Sensitive People

Many sensitive and neurodivergent adults have tried strategies that work for others but not for them.

Advice like pushing through discomfort, ignoring bodily signals, thinking more positively, or desensitizing yourself can actually increase nervous system stress for sensitive people.

What helps instead is learning how to:

• Notice early signs of overwhelm

• Respond to your nervous system before it reaches crisis

• Regulate rather than suppress emotional intensity

• Protect energy instead of constantly spending it

• Build daily rhythms that support steadiness and recovery

This requires tools that are designed specifically for sensitive nervous systems.

Introducing The Sensitive Person’s Toolbox

The Sensitive Person’s Toolbox was created to meet this exact need.

It is a self-paced, practical course designed by Julie Bjelland, LMFT, a psychotherapist specializing in sensitive and neurodivergent adults. The course brings together nervous-system-informed tools that support regulation, balance, and self-understanding.

Rather than asking you to change who you are, this toolbox helps you work with your sensitivity in ways that feel grounding and sustainable.

What a “Toolbox” Really Means

This is not a course you rush through or complete once and forget.

A toolbox means having support you can return to again and again, especially when life feels overwhelming.

Inside The Sensitive Person’s Toolbox, you will find:

• Awareness tools to help you recognize what your nervous system needs

• Grounding and breathing practices that calm the body

• Gentle daily routines that support steadiness and energy

• Tools to reduce emotional and sensory overload

• Practices for setting boundaries without guilt

• Support for restoring balance after stress or overwhelm

Each tool is designed to be practical, gentle, and adaptable to your unique needs.

Designed to Support, Not Overwhelm

One of the most important aspects of this course is how it is structured.

You have lifetime access and can move through the material at your own rhythm. There is no pressure to keep up, no expectation to do everything at once, and no sense of falling behind.

This pacing matters. Sensitive nervous systems learn best when they feel safe, supported, and in control of their own process.

Created With Clinical Understanding and Lived Experience

This work was created by a psychotherapist who understands sensitivity not only academically, but clinically and relationally.

Many sensitive adults have had experiences of being misunderstood, minimized, or even harmed in therapy or self-help spaces. Knowing that this course is grounded in trauma-informed, nervous-system-aware care helps many people relax and trust the process.

You Are Not Alone

One of the most healing experiences for sensitive and neurodivergent people is realizing that they are not alone in how they experience the world.

Along with the course, participants receive access to a supportive community where sensitivity is understood and respected. This sense of shared understanding can be deeply regulating and validating.

A Gentler Way Forward

Living as a sensitive person does not have to mean constant overwhelm, exhaustion, or self-criticism.

With the right tools, it is possible to feel more grounded, more confident, and more at ease in daily life.

The Sensitive Person’s Toolbox is an invitation to support your nervous system, honor your sensitivity, and build a way of living that works for you rather than against you.

You deserve care that understands how deeply you experience the world.

Julie Bjelland, LMFT is a psychotherapist, author, and founder of Sensitive Empowerment, a global resource hub supporting sensitive and neurodivergent adults. She specializes in working with highly sensitive people and late-discovered autistic women, with a focus on nervous system regulation, trauma-informed care, and neurodiversity-affirming support. Julie brings both professional expertise and lived experience to her work, helping people understand their sensitivity, reduce overwhelm, and build lives that honor how their nervous systems are wired. She is the creator of The Sensitive Person’s Toolbox, host of a top-ranked podcast, and a trusted educator for clinicians and communities worldwide.

Understanding Needs as Self-Care

Self-care goes beyond bubble baths and spa days; it’s about nourishing yourself in a way that lets you show up authentically and fully. For sensitive and neurodivergent individuals, needs often take unique forms—whether it’s a quiet space to retreat to, time alone after social events, or a carefully curated sensory environment. Recognizing these needs as essential to your well-being, rather than as things you “shouldn’t need,” is a powerful shift toward self-acceptance.

In honoring these needs, you’re not just meeting a preference; you’re actively choosing to take care of yourself. By reframing needs as self-care, you’re asserting that they’re not negotiable extras, but necessary elements of a life that respects your mental and emotional health.

Releasing the “Too Much” Mindset

Sensitive and neurodivergent individuals are often labeled as “too much”—too sensitive, too quiet, too intense, or too withdrawn. These labels can feel isolating, leading us to second-guess our needs or suppress them to “fit in.” However, the reality is that these unique needs don’t make us weak or inconvenient; they make us human.

Letting go of this mindset can be transformative. Imagine seeing your needs the way you would a friend’s: would you judge them for needing rest or quiet time? Likely not—you’d probably encourage them to take care of themselves. You deserve that same level of compassion.

Why Honoring Your Needs Benefits Others, Too

It’s natural to worry about how your needs might impact others, whether it’s taking a step back from social events or needing a bit more time to process information. But here’s the truth: when you honor your needs, you’re not only taking care of yourself but also bringing the best version of yourself into your relationships.

By meeting your needs, you’re less likely to experience overwhelm, burnout, or emotional distress. This doesn’t mean you’ll never have tough moments, but it does mean you’re better equipped to handle them. When you’re grounded and balanced, those around you experience your genuine, whole self rather than someone trying to “power through” at the expense of their well-being.

Practical Ways to Embrace Needs as Self-Care

1. Identify Your Unique Needs: Take time to reflect on what truly helps you feel grounded and balanced. Is it quiet time in the morning? Clear communication in social settings? Give yourself permission to identify and honor these needs.

2. Set Boundaries for Wellness: Boundaries aren’t selfish. They’re not walls that shut people out; they’re loving guides that show others how to care for you while you care for them. Let people know, kindly and clearly, what helps you feel safe and comfortable. At first it might feel unfamiliar, but over time you’ll see that boundaries are acts of respect for both you and the relationship.

3. Create a Self-Care Plan: A proactive self-care plan can be incredibly empowering. List the things that help you recharge or prevent sensory overload. Make this a regular practice rather than something you do only in moments of crisis.

4. Challenge Self-Critical Thoughts: When you notice thoughts like “I’m too sensitive” or “Why can’t I handle this like others?” gently question them. Remember that the world wasn’t designed with sensitive and neurodivergent nervous systems in mind. Your needs are valid, and you deserve environments, rhythms, and accommodations that help you feel safe and well.

5. Connect with Others Who Understand: Being around those who respect and understand your needs is immensely powerful. Whether through support groups, online communities, or friendships with other sensitive or neurodivergent people, these connections help affirm that your needs are not only okay but celebrated.

Embracing Self-Care as Empowerment

Redefining your needs as self-care is an empowering step toward self-acceptance. It’s a reminder that you are worthy of care and compassion—not in spite of your needs, but because of them. In honoring yourself this way, you are practicing a radical form of self-love, one that acknowledges your unique perspective and strengths.

Sensitive and neurodivergent individuals bring a profound depth, empathy, and insight to the world. These qualities are worth nurturing, and so are you. Your needs are not an inconvenience; they are a testament to your commitment to living as your true self. Embrace them as the self-care they truly are.

If you’d appreciate deeper support, explore online courses that gently guide you in nurturing your sensitive nervous system

When I asked my Sensitive Empowerment Community: “When you feel really burnt out and exhausted, how do you recover?” the responses were heartfelt, creative, and deeply nourishing. These ideas remind us that healing often comes from small comforts, gentle rituals, and giving ourselves permission to rest.

Here are some of the beautiful practices shared by our amazing members:

Cozy Comforts and Sensory Support

• Wrapping up in a weighted blanket or soft hoodie with the hood pulled up

• Sipping herbal tea or hot chocolate

• Restorative yoga, stretching, or laying quietly with a meditation mask

• Using stim toys or small grounding objects

• Dimming the lights, lighting candles, or creating “happy sparkles” with fairy lights

• Enjoying the sound of water, wind chimes, or birdsong

Rest and Restoration

• Sitting quietly in a cozy chair with a blanket and warm breeze flowing through the room

• Protecting energy by speaking as little as possible

• Taking naps or even sleeping for a couple of days in solitude

• Long baths, candlelit ritual baths, showers, or swimming

• Heated massage chairs or simply letting your body rest

Nature and Connection to the Earth

• Spending time in the garden or with soil for grounding

• Going for quiet walks in nature and touching the bark of trees

• Watching wildlife: deer, hummingbirds, or simply the rhythm of nature

• Sitting in the mountains or retreating to quiet, unplugged spaces

Gentle Emotional and Nervous System Care

• Breathing slowly with longer exhales to regulate the heart and calm the nervous system

• Tapping techniques (EFT), somatic therapy practices, and self-massage

• Journaling when there’s enough energy

• Practicing self-compassion and speaking kindly to the inner child

• Allowing tears to flow freely when needed

• Giving and receiving hugs (or self-hugs when alone)

Boundaries and Self-Compassion

• Saying no to outer demands, protecting time and space

• Taking medical leave or days off when needed

• Delegating tasks and asking for help

• Reminding ourselves that it’s okay to “just be” and let ourselves be autistic, sensitive, and human

Uplifting Joy and Gentle Distraction

• Listening to guided meditations or calming podcasts

• Watching a familiar comedy skit for guaranteed laughter

• Reading lighthearted or comforting books

• Listening to inspirational talks or music that soothes

A Closing Reflection

What stood out most from our community is this: recovery from burnout is not about pushing through or forcing productivity. It’s about honoring our needs, embracing softness, and giving ourselves permission to rest, reconnect, and restore.

Each of us will find comfort in different ways, but together we’ve created a toolbox of gentle, accessible practices to return to whenever burnout strikes.

If you’re reading this on a tough day, we hope this list reminds you that you are not alone. Our community is living proof that sensitive and neurodivergent people have incredible wisdom for healing. May these practices inspire you to refill your cup with kindness and care.

If this resonates with you, we’d love to welcome you inside the Sensitive Empowerment Community—a safe, supportive space where sensitive and neurodivergent people from all over the world share tools, encouragement, and connection.

You don’t have to navigate this journey alone—Come Join Us.

Or, if you’d like more tools to support your nervous system, recover from burnout, and build resilience, explore my Online Courses. Created with compassion for sensitive and neurodivergent individuals, each course includes 8 free weeks in the Community for new members.

About the Author

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a licensed psychotherapist, author, and the Founder and CEO of Sensitive Empowerment Inc. She is a globally respected voice on sensitivity, adult-discovered autism, and the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype. Through her courses, global Sensitive Empowerment Community, autism assessments, podcast, and consultations, Julie supports sensitive and neurodivergent individuals in reducing overwhelm, understanding their unique wiring, and thriving in a world that often misunderstands them. Her mission is to help people reclaim self-love, honor their needs, and flourish authentically.

❤️ Explore more resources at JulieBjelland.com

Queer highly sensitive people often live on high alert, constantly reading the room and monitoring for safety. This story explores how that hypervigilance might develop and what it looks like to stop scanning and start feeling safer.

I'm sitting in a new coffee shop with noise-cancelling headphones on, supposedly reading, but I've noticed everyone who's walked in for the past twenty minutes. I realise I'm tracking body language, tone of voice, and who's sitting where. I notice my shoulders are tense, again.

For years, this was just how I operated. Hypervigilance, the constant scanning for potential problems, was my default setting. As a queer highly sensitive person (HSP), I'd gotten used to monitoring everything: people's reactions, room vibes and space dynamics, and whether I thought it felt safe enough to actually relax.

These days, I’m grateful I don't live like that as much anymore. I notice when that thinking happens now.

What Hypervigilance feels like for Queer HSPs

Hypervigilance is when your nervous system stays on high alert, endlessly scanning for threats. For LGBTQ+ people, this usually starts early. Growing up closeted meant monitoring everything. How I walked. How I held my hands. Whether I laughed too loudly or stood too close to certain friends. I learned to watch myself from the outside, constantly adjusting to this outside-in way of being.

Even after coming out, the scanning continued. Now I had to figure out: Will this person ask invasive questions? Will they say something casually homophobic? Will I need to come out again?

My research into this shows that this is common. Minority stress, the ongoing pressure of navigating a heteronormative world not necessarily built for you, can really affect LGBTQ+ folks' mental health. That unease then gets lodged in your nervous system.

When you're also a highly sensitive person, your body amplifies these threats. Dr. Elaine Aron's research on HSPs shows we process information more deeply and get overstimulated more easily. Combine queer minority stress with an already sensitive nervous system, and you end up running on high alert most of the time.

How Hypervigilance shows up in daily life

Here's what living with hypervigilance as a queer HSP actually looked like:

• Constant self-monitoring. Walking into any space meant calculating: Is it safe to be myself here? I might think about adjusting my voice, my mannerisms depending on who was around.

• Overthinking every interaction. I'd spend way too long on simple texts, making sure my tone was right. After conversations, I'd replay them: Did I say something weird? Did they seem annoyed?

• Tension even in safer spaces. Even at queer events, my body stayed tense. Shoulders tight and jaw clenched. I was still tracking reactions and monitoring how much space I was taking up.

• Reading every room. Before walking into anywhere, I'd scan: Who's here? What's the vibe? Will someone say something problematic? Is this going to be draining?

• Taking on everyone's emotions. I'd absorb other people's mood, society’s, the news - a lot of anger and shame in the air.

• Holding back with everyone. I'd keep parts of myself hidden, worried that if people saw all of me, there might be confrontation to deal with on top of everything else.

• Living in hypothetical problems. My brain constantly ran scenarios. What if they ask about my personal life? What if they find out? I was reacting to imagined things that hadn't happened.

• Exhaustion from doing nothing. I wasn't actually doing anything taxing, but I'd be wiped out. The constant mental scanning and emotional monitoring drained all of my energy, and I couldn’t understand why I was tired all the time.

For highly sensitive people who are also queer, this isn't just anxiety. It's your nervous system doing what it learned to do: stay alert in environments where being yourself didn’t feel safe.

Recognising it's a pattern

Things shifted when I understood that much of this anxiety and stress was about patterns of thinking and learned behaviour. My body had got really good at staying alert because it needed to. The hypervigilance had helped me navigate spaces that weren't always safe for queer people like me. But I was now mostly in different spaces, and I was more comfortable in my own skin. My nervous system just hadn't caught up yet.

So I started noticing the patterns:

• Feeling anxious before events, even ones I wanted to go to

• Absorbing others' emotions and energy

• Mental chatter stuck in problem mode

• Struggling to rest without feeling guilty or unproductive

These were habits I had learned over time.

How things changed

Change didn’t happen in one big breakthrough. It was a combination of practical steps and a fundamental shift in how I understood what was happening.

I found the right people. Not just queer people, but queer people who got my sensitivity. People who didn't expect me always to be resilient or have it together. A therapist and a Coach who understood.

I learned some helpful tools. Grounding techniques gave me something to do when tension built; slow breathing and relaxing my body helped, especially at first.

I set boundaries. Leaving conversations when they got uncomfortable and spending less, or no, time with people who I didn't trust.

But the biggest shift? I started seeing my hypervigilance differently.

I realised I wasn't actually responding to the world around me; I was responding to my thoughts about the world. The constant scanning wasn't keeping me safer. It was just my mind running old patterns, creating feelings of threat even when I wasn't in danger.

This really changed everything. I stopped treating my hypervigilance like an enemy I had to defeat. I started recognising it as temporary mental activity, some thinking that it would shift on its own, especially when my body felt calm.

Sometimes I'd notice fearful thoughts, and they'd pass quickly. Sometimes they'd stick around. But I wasn't taking them as seriously anymore. I wasn't building my whole day around managing and navigating them or getting stuck in believing them. I connected back to a quieter place inside myself, beneath all the noise. From there, different choices became obvious.

The hypervigilance didn't disappear overnight. But it faded as I stopped feeding it so much serious attention.

A less stressful life

I'm not scanning all the time anymore. Not because I found the perfect technique, but because I stopped believing my feeling of security came from monitoring everything.

These days, I can be in spaces without running threat assessments. My body's different, more relaxed. That came from understanding where my experience was really coming from, and working with my body.

I still have moments where old thinking patterns show up. Certain situations trigger familiar fears. But now I recognise them as thoughts, not facts. They pass. Sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. But they always pass.

The difference: hypervigilance used to feel like truth. Now it just feels like thinking.

For Queer HSPs still stuck

If you're still constantly scanning, here's what helped me most:

Start with practical support. Find people who get it. Try grounding techniques when you're overwhelmed to get you into your body and out of your head. Set boundaries where you need to. These things can help create some space.

But also look at what's creating the feeling. Your hypervigilance isn't just about the world being unsafe. It's also about the thoughts you're having about the world, moment to moment.

This doesn't mean discrimination isn't real or that caution is wrong. Fear looks different to danger, and there are real dangers in the world for a lot of queer people. Finding the spaces where you can feel safer is vital. But running a constant internal alarm system isn't protecting you as much as it feels like it is. Mostly, it's exhausting you.

The good news is you don't need years of healing before you can relax. And you don't need to fix every single trauma or perfect your nervous system regulation. You really can start with one breath and one new thought.

And by seeing that you're sometimes living in thought-created feelings, and thought changes naturally. When you see this, even a little bit, your system starts settling on its own. Not because you made it happen, but because you're no longer adding fuel to the fire, which has felt very helpful for me as a queer highly sensitive person needing to turn down the flames.

Notice when you're caught in hypervigilant thinking. Not to stop it or fix it, but just to see it for what it is: temporary thinking, not reality. Your inner wisdom is already there underneath all that overstimulated internal noise.

Use the tools that help. Set the boundaries that make sense. But don't get so caught up in managing your hypervigilance. The goal isn't to never feel vigilant again; it’s to make it the exception instead of your default setting.

Choose calm.

Aimee Tasker is a coach for highly sensitive LGBTQ+ people who want to create heart-led, nervous system-friendly lives and businesses. Aimee brings grounded, compassionate support to those navigating change, self-discovery, or entrepreneurship. She founded Sensitive and Queer to support LGBTQ+ HSPs to understand their sensitivity as a strength, build confidence and clarity, and take aligned action without burning out.

The pain of loneliness and being labeled “too sensitive” has been the main theme for me since I was a little girl, adopted into a family where I was the only sensitive person.  I can palpably remember the feeling of my childhood - how I felt like I didn’t belong amongst the extreme personalities and constant unrelenting chaos in our house.  The only place I felt safe was when I was alone.  I was a quiet "latchkey kid” - walking home alone from elementary school and letting myself into a house that was dark, cold and silent.  My adopted mom was often locked in her bedroom with a migraine or emotionally shut down for hours.  I liked the quiet though, it felt somehow soothing and safe to me. After being at a busy, noisy school with kids running around the playground and enduring chaotic classrooms all day, I craved that silence & stillness.  Do you find the stillness of being alone the only time you feel safe and at peace too? 

Growing up, my three “real family members" were were my sweet grey cat named Pebble who would sit on my lap and purr while we shared a piece of cinnamon toast, my books from the library that I would get lost in for hours, and the moon.  I loved looking up at the moon at night. It seemed so magical. My Dad told me my first word was “moon” and I think I felt a deep kinship because it seemed like it was happy in the night sky all alone too. 

The thing about the moon that was different from me is that it had stars twinkling nearby around it.  Some were bright and some were faintly sparkling in that vast dark sky.  The moon never called those stars “too bright” or “too much” for shining with different qualities of light. And it seemed to me like the stars enjoyed basking in the unique moonlight that only the moon could make - its “Superpower.”  I did not realize back then that I also had “Superpowers”...

“Sensitive” is often perceived in our society as a “bad” quality, that our innate sensitivities are “too much”  - something to be eradicated out of us so we can “get a tougher shell” and not “feel so much.”  That was the message sent to me as a child by my parents and for decades after from the people I placed myself around.  But, finally, as I got into my mid 50’s and started to learn about being an HSP (Highly Sensitive Person), I began to understand a profound new truth: What if being sensitive could actually be my strength?  What if all the specific things we are extra sensitive about are actually our unique “Superpowers”?

What if there was a place where you could go where you would be cherished, celebrated and deeply understood for those “Superpowers"?

The Sensitive Empowerment Community is this place.  I found it while I was living alone in an “empty nest” with my daughter a freshman at her new University, and myself alone after fleeing from yet another toxic relationship where the person I chose did not value my sensitivities.  Joining The Sensitive Empowerment Community is where I finally felt I was home. And safe.  It is where I go to thrive every day now - to simply be myself and infuse myself with kind sharing and fascinating, uplifting conversations between other highly sensitive souls.  

I recently had the honor of hosting a very special episode of our founder Julie Bjelland’s “The Sensitive and Neurodivergent Podcast” celebrating the 6th year anniversary of our Sensitive Empowerment Community. If you would like to experience the joy and warmth of this feeling of safety and acceptance, I invite you to make a soothing cup of tea, sit in a comfy chair and hear straight from other sensitive souls who share about how they, too, finally found their safe place to be seen, heard, and deeply valued (I will put the link for podcast episode for you at the end of this blog post).

We have wonderful groups within our Sensitive Empowerment Community that help us create that rare feeling of deep connection we had been searching for all our lives as highly sensitive people.  We also have joyful events each month and the opportunity to create friendships around the world. I now have cherished friends from places like Australia, Romania, Canada, England and all over the country where I live, The United States.  

Here is what one of our founding community members shared about what it has meant to her to be part of our Sensitive Empowerment Community: 

“It has been an honor and a gift to be part of this community.  It has provided deep friendships, much learning and sharing, a deep sense of belonging and deep gratitude for all the ways it has helped me grow and learn in so many ways.  I really appreciate how this community has grown over the years in so many directions and visions to become such a deep part of my life.  A safe, sacred haven to land and be accepted for who I am while meeting and interacting with, getting to know and stretched by so many beautiful souls who fill my heart with such gratitude.”   — Karen

Here’s a quote my sensitive daughter and I love that helped us survive her high school years searching for authentic friendships: 

“You may be too much for some people.  Those are not your people.” 

I invite you to join me, Karen and all the other unique and sensitive souls from all age groups and backgrounds all over the world that make up this caring family. Our Sensitive Empowerment Community is like no other social network community out there.  Our founder, Julie Bjelland LMFT, set it up to be a rare haven of privacy, security and safety - there are no advertisements, no one is allowed to “sell anything” to each other or discuss upsetting “hot-button” topics.  It is a bastion of kindness, gentleness and uplifting friendships where everyone openly shares our sensitive “Superpowers.”  This openness creates validation for how we all uniquely operate in the world and a sense of deep connection.  

I look forward to getting to know you in our Sensitive Empowerment Community and welcoming you to my chosen family that lifts me up every day and makes me feel seen, heard and valued for all my sensitivities.  Please come join us so we can get to know your unique one-of-a-kind “Superpowers” and celebrate them with you! 

Carol Roesler is co-author of the new children’s book series, The Adventures of Niko, the Highly Sensitive Dog and co-hosts “Intuitive Parenting” events inside the Sensitive Empowerment Community to support caregivers of sensitive little ones. As a volunteer Children's Librarian leading pre-K through 5th-grade reading groups, she often wished for books with characters that reflected the unique traits of bright, sensitive children. An introverted child, Carol’s favorite books were her best friends, inspiring the character Buttercup. Buttercup’s passion for research was inspired by Carol’s daughter, whose literary explorations discovered the unique, joyful dance of the blue-footed booby. This inspired the wonderfully extroverted character Blueberry. Carol is thrilled to collaborate with Julie in creating characters that celebrate being their authentic, unique selves! Get the book at juliebjelland.com/childrens-books

Listen to the Episode: Celebrating Six Years of Connection in the Sensitive Empowerment Community

Many sensitive autistic women spend years feeling unseen and misunderstood — carrying a quiet kind of loneliness that no diagnosis ever quite explained.
This is about that loneliness — how misdiagnosis can deepen it, and how self-discovery can finally bring the belonging and relief we’ve been searching for.

The Quiet Loneliness of Being Misunderstood

You know that question: If you could be any animal, what would you be?

For as long as I can remember, my answer has always been a chameleon.
I used to shrug it off, saying, “I just like that they blend in — they’re really cool and unique.” I’ve always loved colour, so the idea that they could shift to match their environment fascinated me.

After a year and a half of deep diving into self-discovery and learning about my sensitive autistic traits, it all suddenly made sense.

As a young girl, I learned to mask the parts of myself I felt ashamed of — to camouflage the depth of emotion I felt in response to things others brushed off. The ache in my chest when I saw a baby held too tightly, or the quiet rage that rose when someone was treated unfairly.

I learned to say “please” and “thank you” right on cue, laugh even when I didn’t get the joke, and stay silent when I wanted to speak up.

When I’m around others, I often wonder if their inner worlds are as loud and layered as mine. If everyone’s mind looks like a tapestry — woven with colour, nostalgia, meaning, and dreams.

I sometimes picture Tina next door, sipping her morning coffee, calmly preparing for her day, and I wonder — is she also mentally rehearsing how to appear “normal”?

Wait… you mean this isn’t how everyone feels?

The Many Faces of Misdiagnosis

Research suggests that nearly 80% of autistic women are misdiagnosed — often with conditions like borderline personality disorder, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or anxiety.

I grew up being told I was “too sensitive.”
When I finally sought a formal autism assessment through the NHS in the UK — where the so-called “gold standard” autism assessments are used — my traits were instead framed as social anxiety, trauma response, and emotional dysregulation.

I was told to stay on a high dose of antidepressants and try another round of CBT (which I’d already done twice, and found more harmful than helpful).

Many women grow up culturally conditioned to mask. Gender expectations shape how we learn to behave, speak, and show up in the world — reinforced by school, media, and even those who love us.

We’re taught not to be “too quiet,” but also not to “make a scene.”
To offer guests tea, to smile, to respond when spoken to.

Though often well-intentioned, these lessons slowly train us to disconnect from our authentic selves.

That disconnection comes at a cost. It leaves us feeling perpetually “off” — unsure why life seems harder for us than for others.

Looking back, I can now see that what I once called shyness or sensitivity was really 27 years of chronic loneliness — a life spent camouflaging who I truly was.

Invalidation: The Hidden Wound

The emotional trauma of being repeatedly misunderstood — by family, friends, classmates, even teachers — took a deep toll on my mental health.

I spent my teens feeling “too much” whenever I showed emotion, and my early twenties swallowing those feelings to avoid being a burden.

When I began to suspect I might be autistic, I faced even more invalidation from people I loved.

I heard things like “you don’t seem autistic” and “you’re just chasing a label.”

Over time, I became numb to the self-doubt that grows from a lifetime of feeling like you’re somehow too much for the world.

So I did what many sensitive women do — I tried to fix it.
I threw myself into work, self-improvement, and achievement.

But this constant invalidation — especially from the people who claimed to love me — only deepened the loneliness.

It felt like carrying a backpack full of bricks everywhere I went, with no one to help me carry the weight — or even notice that I was struggling.

The Turning Point: Discovering Who I Really Am

When I finally received an autism diagnosis, I can’t describe the relief I felt.

Instantly, it was as if someone had lifted that backpack off my shoulders.

Even though I’d spent nearly two years doing the “work” of self-discovery and unmasking, having that official validation was like exhaling after holding my breath for 27 years.

In the days and weeks that followed, I felt everything — relief, grief, anger, compassion.
Bursts of clarity, then waves of sadness for the years I’d spent trying to be someone else.

Suddenly, so many confusing moments made sense.
“Oh — that’s why I’ve always struggled to maintain friendships.”
“That’s why I feel pain and joy so deeply.”
“That’s why I’ve always felt like I was living on a different frequency.”

For the first time, I realised: I wasn’t broken. I wasn’t a bad person. There was never anything “wrong” with me.

My diagnosis became a homecoming — the beginning of reconnecting not only with myself, but with others too.

From Loneliness to Belonging

Understanding who I am has been the key to rebuilding connection in my life.

Since my diagnosis, I’ve been honest with the people around me. I hold no shame. I’m proud of who I am — and I’ve found that sharing my story often gives others permission to reflect on their own.

I’ve started seeking out neurodivergent spaces, both online and offline — places where I don’t have to mask or explain myself.

This shift has helped me see which friendships are safe to grow, and which ones I’ve finally learned to let go of.

Most of all, I’ve become determined to create a space of my own — for neurodivergent people who are navigating loneliness.

My mission is to reach the younger version of myself — the one who thought she was too much and not enough, all at once.

I no longer perform in relationships. I no longer burn myself out to belong.

Instead, I’m building genuine connections — with people who meet me where I am, accommodate my needs, and see me for who I truly am.

And through that, I’ve discovered the greatest gift: feeling seen.

Self-Validation as Healing

Healing, I’ve realised, isn’t about fixing yourself — it’s about finally believing yourself.

It’s about offering yourself the validation you’ve spent a lifetime chasing from others.

For me, that’s looked like self-compassion meditations, journaling to my past self, resting more, and offering myself small sensory comforts — like gentle music, dim lighting, or soft textures.

I stopped needing the world to understand me, because I finally began to understand myself.

The more we depend on others’ validation, the more fragile our sense of self becomes.

As hard as it is — and I know this firsthand — my best advice is this: trust your gut.
You know yourself better than anyone else.

Work with your brain, not against it.
Don’t stop until you feel seen.

A Gentle Reminder from Someone Who Gets It

If you can relate to feeling lonely, misunderstood, or invalidated — maybe even by the medical system itself — please remember: you’re not broken, and you’re definitely not alone. You never were.

To that little girl who grew up wanting to be a chameleon:
I wish I could tell her she didn’t have to blend in.

She deserves to stand out - to shine.
She shouldn’t have to hide, or wish to be invisible.

She deserves to be seen, exactly as she is.

She doesn’t need to strive to fit into a neurotypical world — the world should learn to make space for her.

Your difference makes you bright, unique, and remarkable.

Remember that.
I see you.
You belong here.

Lara Rodwell is a mental health writer, journalist, and neurodiversity advocate passionate about addressing the loneliness epidemic among young people. She’s the founder of The Lonely Club - an online and offline community for those who struggle to find connection in conventional social settings.

You can find more of her work at lararodwell.journoportfolio.com/myportfolio.

Most autism assessors are still relying on outdated diagnostic criteria that were never designed to reflect the lived experience of the majority of autistic people. These criteria, rooted in narrow research samples of young, white boys, emphasize visible traits and co-occurring disorders while ignoring the nuanced profiles of highly sensitive adults, particularly women.

The result

Thousands of women seeking answers are told they cannot be autistic because they do not fit outdated stereotypes. They often hear things like:

“You do not seem severe enough to be autistic.”
Autism exists on a spectrum, and many women learn to mask their challenges for years, appearing “less affected” while struggling internally.

“You make good eye contact.”
Women are often socially conditioned to maintain eye contact even when it feels uncomfortable, which hides their authentic neurotype.

“You are too empathetic.”
We got this wrong about autism previously. Many autistic people, especially those with the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype, are deeply empathetic and emotionally attuned.

“You are too successful.”
High achievement can be a survival strategy. Many autistic women overcompensate and work tirelessly to survive in a world not designed for their neurology.

“You seem socially fine.”
Many autistic women have spent their lives studying social dynamics to fit in. What looks like ease on the outside often comes at the cost of exhaustion and burnout.

These observations dismiss the invisible reality of masking. They erase the silent suffering of women who have been conditioned since childhood to perform, pretend, and fit in. And they leave people feeling unseen, broken, and betrayed by the very systems meant to support them.

Why this dismissal happens

Limitations of current diagnostic tools
The current "gold standard" autism assessments most often used by practitioners include the Autism Diagnostic Observation Schedule (ADOS) and the Autism Diagnostic Interview–Revised (ADI-R).

These tools were developed using narrow research samples of young, white boys and focus primarily on visible traits and observable behaviors. As a result, they often miss autistic women and high-masking adults whose internal experiences and coping strategies differ from those early models.

Several people who waited over a year to access these assessments were told they were not autistic, only to later discover through lived-experience-informed evaluation that they were. This reflects how current diagnostic systems can fail the very individuals most in need of understanding and support.

A recent review estimated that 97% of autistic people over age 60 remain undiagnosed, and among those aged 40–59, about 89% are undiagnosed. These numbers reveal how profoundly outdated assessments are failing to identify autistic adults, particularly women and highly sensitive individuals who mask or present differently than stereotypes suggest.

Lack of practitioner training
Many practitioners are not trained to recognize high-masking autism. They rely on checklists or superficial observations instead of exploring internal lived experience.

Societal conditioning of women
From early childhood, anyone socially conditioned as female is taught to prioritize others, be agreeable, and perform socially. Many learn to force eye contact, mimic social behaviors, and suppress discomfort. To an untrained eye, this looks like “not autistic,” but in reality, it is the result of years of masking.

The harm caused by outdated assessments

Dismissal is not neutral. It causes harm.

• It reinforces shame. Being told “you are not autistic enough” confirms the painful lifelong belief of being broken or flawed.

• It denies clarity. Without recognition, adults lose access to the self-understanding and relief that come with accurate diagnosis.

• It perpetuates suffering. Many remain unsupported in families, workplaces, and healthcare systems.

• It erodes trust. People lose faith in the very professionals meant to help them.

On the other hand, recognition is transformative. When women and high-masking adults learn they are autistic, their life stories finally make sense. They replace self-blame with self-acceptance, and they begin to see both their struggles and their strengths as part of a valid neurotype.

Why knowing you are autistic matters as an adult

Receiving a diagnosis often feels like finding the missing piece of a puzzle. It brings:

Validation: confusing lifelong experiences finally make sense.
Self-kindness: blame softens into compassion.
Improved relationships: loved ones understand and support more effectively.
Belonging: connection with others who share similar experiences.
Advocacy: a name and framework for requesting support at work, in healthcare, and at home.

I have witnessed this transformation at every age. Whether diagnosed at 30, 40, or 80, the outcome is the same: the feeling of being flawed is replaced with clarity, belonging, and self-compassion. ❤️

Autism as a neurotype, not a disorder

Autism is not an illness. It is a neurotype, a natural variation in human wiring.

We do not need to cure autism. We need to support autistic people to be accepted and understood.

Just as biodiversity is essential in nature, neurodiversity is essential in humanity. Different neurotypes bring different strengths. Some of the most remarkable innovations, art, and scientific breakthroughs exist because autistic people exist.

The reality of masking

Masking is not evidence of less autism. It is evidence of survival.

Women and AFAB individuals learn that fitting in means safety.

Masking often involves suppressing stims, forcing eye contact, copying social cues, and hiding distress.

This comes at a steep cost, including burnout, anxiety, depression, and illness.

Unmasking takes years. It means learning how to accommodate one’s true needs and build a life that feels authentic. Any assessment that does not account for masking is incomplete.

Guidance for practitioners

If you are offering autism assessments, you must:

Update your lens beyond outdated criteria.
Understand masking and its impact on women and AFAB adults.
Adapt your process to explore the internal lived experience.
Listen to the voices of autistic adults, especially women.
Recognize autism as a neurotype, not a disorder.

If you cannot do these things, you are harming the very people who come to you for help.

Guidance for adults seeking assessment

If you are seeking an autism assessment as an adult, especially if you are a high masker or highly sensitive woman, ask your practitioner:

Do you have experience diagnosing masking individuals?
Do you understand how autism presents in women and AFAB people?
Have you adapted your assessment process to explore internal lived experience, not just external behavior?
Are you still relying on diagnostic criteria created many years ago, or have you updated your approach?
Have you listened to the lived experiences of autistic adult women?

If the answer is no, find someone who has.

And if deep down you believe you are autistic but a practitioner tells you that you are not, do not let that invalidate your lived experience.

A better approach

Through years of listening and research, I have developed an assessment method informed by thousands of sensitive women. It looks beyond checklists and embraces:

• The internal, lived experience and costs of masking

• The overlap of high sensitivity and autism

• The unique presentations of women

• Both struggles and extraordinary strengths

True understanding means seeing the whole person. It means asking the deeper questions that reveal lived reality, not just checking boxes.

If you are seeking answers or clarity about yourself, I offer video autism assessments based on lived experience so you are not missed and you are validated.

You deserve that clarity. You deserve that peace. You deserve to be seen.

✨ Learn more about autism assessments and resources for the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype

Also, explore my research and resources about the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype. Many people find deep validation and relief through self-understanding and community connection. You can:

• Take my Free Autism Quiz to explore how sensitivity and autism may overlap.

• Join my Adult-Discovered Autistic Group inside the Sensitive Empowerment Community to connect with others who understand your lived experience.

• Listen to my podcast, where I share insights, stories, and conversations about the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype.

• Read my autism articles on the blog for compassionate education and guidance.

🕊 Author Bio

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a psychotherapist, author, and founder of the Sensitive Empowerment Community, supporting sensitive and neurodivergent people worldwide. She specializes in high sensitivity and adult-discovered autism, helping women understand the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype and embrace their authentic selves with compassion. Julie offers lived-experience-based autism assessments, online courses, and global community spaces that foster belonging and empowerment.

❤️ Explore more resources at JulieBjelland.com

Featuring Aurora, the Highly Sensitive Rabbit, created by Dr. Judith Orloff
Learn more about Aurora in Dr. Orloff's new children’s book for sensitive little ones called “The Highly Sensitive Rabbit”

Travel back again to peaceful Sunflower Farm in this special blog post sharing how Niko, Juju, Buttercup and Blueberry celebrate the joy & connection of finding a new sensitive friend.  Learn along with them about a wonderful cottontail rabbit named Aurora!  

As Niko the Highly Sensitive Dog and his best friend Juju arrive to spend the afternoon relaxing at peaceful Sunflower Farm, they hear their pal Blueberry come running up the hill with his big blue feet, panting with excitement!  

“Hey you guys!  It’s so exciting - Buttercup has a new sensitive friend!  She has a pen pal named Aurora.  Aurora has really soft fur and a fluffy round white tail! Like a cotton ball! I saw a picture of her.  She loves lookin' at the moon - just like Buttercup does!  They write letters to each other about it! And guess what else?!"

Niko and Juju smiled as their blue-footed booby bird pal Blueberry caught his breath.  With a huge grin he added joyfully,  “Aurora lives inside dessert!!”  Blueberry loved desserts of all kinds.  

Niko wagged his tail happily at the fun news.  He loved making sensitive new friends!  He was glad to hear about their calf friend Buttercup having a new sensitive penpal friend named Aurora.  But he wondered, tilting his head, "how can she live inside dessert?!"

Buttercup the Calf laughed softly as she arrived up the hill with a book tucked under her arm.  “Blueberry got his words a little mixed up.  Aurora is my cottontail bunny friend who lives in the DESERT.  She lives in a different climate and area of the world than we do - it is called The Sonoran Desert.  It’s not delicious dessert that we eat, but the desert is a wonderful thing too.  It is full of special flowers and plants that thrive there in the dry air -  like cactus that bloom magical flowers at night under the full moon and soft green leaves that smell good called sage.”

Juju looked thoughtful for a moment and shared “that’s really neat that your friend Aurora can live in a different place with different weather and flowers that we don’t have here at Sunflower Farm - but she still loves the moon just like you do.  When you both look up at the night sky, it’s the same moon for both of you!”

That made Buttercup’s heart feel warm thinking about herself and her new cottontail bunny friend Aurora both looking up at the same magical moon.  “Yes, Aurora said she loves looking up at the moon all by herself sometimes and taking in all its wonder.  And sometimes she invites a friend to look at it with her.”

Blueberry smiled another big grin and asked  “what kinda cool animal friends does she have in the desert?”

Buttercup told her friends about her most recent letter from Aurora that shared the joy she gets from all the varied kinds of animals that live in the desert and especially being friends with The Javalena - the wild boor with a good heart.  

Niko wagged his tail again.  It made him feel joyful inside to think of Buttercup and her cottontail bunny friend Aurora both getting joy from the moon and sharing things they like about it in fun letters to each other.  He got his own joy from sharing his ball with Blueberry - he asked Juju to throw it for them.  Niko and Blueberry bounded happily down the soft grassy hill together after the ball.  Blueberry did one of his signature summersaults through the daisies to make Niko laugh.  

Back at the top of the hill, Juju lay on her back to look up at the clouds rolling by in the blue sky.  That always brought her joy to see the expansive sky above and the clouds moving by in different fun shapes.  It felt quiet and peaceful to just be near her friend Buttercup the Calf while she read her new book under the shade of a nearby tree.  

Buttercup found joy from getting lost in her favorite books for hours - they were her friends too.  And now she smiled softly to herself, thinking about the next letter she would write to her sensitive rabbit pen-pal Aurora in The Sonoran Desert.  She would tell her that she just saw a cloud roll by that looked exactly like a cottontail bunny!  

The End

If you would like to share more joyful and heartwarming adventures with these sensitive characters with your own sensitive children, here’s how:

Podcast Episode: Embracing Sensitivity: A Conversation with Dr. Judith Orloff

Judith Orloff, M.D., is a psychiatrist, an empath, and a New York Times best-selling author who is a champion of highly sensitive children and adults. She is also on the UCLA Department of Psychiatry Clinical Faculty. Dr. Orloff is the author of The Genius of Empathy, The Empath’s Survival Guide, and her new children’s book The Highly Sensitive Rabbit, which helps sensitive kids embrace their empathic gifts as a strength. She synthesizes the pearls of traditional medicine with cutting-edge knowledge of intuition, energy, and spirituality and passionately believes in the power of integrating this wisdom for total wellness

If you would like to experience the joy of listening to Dr. Orloff share her wisdom about her work with HSPs worldwide and have a chance to share about what her book “The Highly Sensitive Rabbit” meant to your family, please join us live in The Sensitive Empowerment Community for a live podcast recording of “The Sensitive and Neurodivergent Podcast" on Wednesday November 5th at 11am Pacific Standard Time. Join here!

Carol Roesler is co-author of the new children’s book series, The Adventures of Niko, the Highly Sensitive Dog and co-hosts “Intuitive Parenting” events inside the Sensitive Empowerment Community to support caregivers of sensitive little ones. As a volunteer Children's Librarian leading pre-K through 5th-grade reading groups, she often wished for books with characters that reflected the unique traits of bright, sensitive children. An introverted child, Carol’s favorite books were her best friends, inspiring the character Buttercup. Buttercup’s passion for research was inspired by Carol’s daughter, whose literary explorations discovered the unique, joyful dance of the blue-footed booby. This inspired the wonderfully extroverted character Blueberry. Carol is thrilled to collaborate with Julie in creating characters that celebrate being their authentic, unique selves! Get the book at juliebjelland.com/childrens-books

Introduction: Why This Matters

Sensitive and neurodivergent women often experience life transitions in uniquely intense ways. Our nervous systems are finely tuned, more responsive to subtle shifts in the environment, and more easily overwhelmed by stressors that others may overlook. While these traits bring deep gifts such as intuition, empathy, and creativity, they also create particular challenges when the body undergoes significant hormonal change.

Perimenopause and menopause represent one of the most profound biological transitions in a woman’s life. Despite this, it remains under-researched, under-discussed, and often minimized by both the medical system and society at large. Women are frequently told that their struggles are simply “normal aging” or are dismissed with the suggestion to “push through.” For sensitive and neurodivergent women who are already accustomed to having their experiences invalidated, this dismissal can be particularly painful and damaging.

In September 2025, we conducted a survey of sensitive and neurodivergent women to better understand their experiences of perimenopause and menopause. The findings revealed striking patterns: high percentages across many categories, significant overlaps between symptoms, and a clear call for validation and support. This report presents the findings in detail, highlighting both the data and the lived voices of women. It is structured to function as both a research-style report and a community resource, ensuring women feel seen while also offering recommendations for healthcare providers, therapists, and individuals themselves.

Method and Scope

The survey was conducted within a community of women who self-identified as sensitive and/or neurodivergent, many of whom are late-discovered autistic women; nearly 200 women responded.

The percentages presented indicate the proportion of women who reported each symptom. For example, if eighty percent reported heightened sensory sensitivities, that means four out of five sensitive and neurodivergent women in this survey were living with increased reactivity to light, sound, smell, or other sensory input during perimenopause or menopause.

Participants ranged in age from their late 30s through their 60s, with the majority falling in the early 40s to mid-50s range. This reflects both the typical window for perimenopause and menopause, as well as the reality that some women begin experiencing symptoms earlier and others continue to experience them well past the average age of menopause.

This data is qualitative and community-driven. Its strength lies in the patterns of shared experiences it reveals.

Physical Symptoms

Exhaustion and Fatigue

Eighty-four percent of women reported exhaustion. This was the most common symptom reported across all categories. Women described exhaustion not as ordinary tiredness but as a bone-deep fatigue that impacted every aspect of life. Many noted that it was not relieved by sleep and that it left them unable to function at work, in relationships, or even in daily tasks.

One participant shared: “I used to manage a career and household with energy. Now I collapse by mid-afternoon, unable to continue. Even simple tasks drain me.”

Patterns: Exhaustion was strongly connected to sleep disturbances, brain fog, and sensory overwhelm. When exhaustion deepened, women were more likely to report meltdowns, irritability, and shutdowns.

Hot Flashes and Temperature Changes

Sixty-four percent reported hot flashes or unpredictable changes in body temperature. Sensitive women described these as disorienting, overwhelming, and difficult to regulate.

“When the heat rushes through me, it feels unbearable. My whole body reacts as if it is in danger, and I panic,” one woman explained.

Pattern: Hot flashes often triggered anxiety and panic attacks in women with heightened interoception.

Palpitations and Body Changes

Sixty-seven percent reported palpitations, bloating, or irregular cycles. For sensitive women with strong interoceptive awareness, these changes were felt with heightened intensity. Many described being unsure whether their symptoms were normal menopause or signs of something serious, leading to increased anxiety.

Pattern: Palpitations often overlapped with panic attacks, while bloating and body changes intersected with identity struggles and body image concerns.

Sleep Disturbances

Forty-seven percent reported disrupted sleep, including difficulty falling asleep, staying asleep, or waking too early. This compounded fatigue, anxiety, and cognitive struggles.

“I wake drenched in sweat and my mind spins for hours. By morning, I am already depleted,” one woman shared.

Pattern: Sleep loss amplified nearly every other symptom, especially exhaustion, brain fog, and irritability.

Weight Changes

Forty-two percent reported weight gain or shifts in body composition. For many, this triggered distress, frustration, or shame, especially when compounded by sensory discomfort with clothing.

Joint Pain and Muscle Aches

Thirty-six percent reported joint pain, stiffness, or muscle aches. For women who relied on walking, yoga, or movement to regulate their nervous systems, physical pain became another barrier to self-care.

Emotional Regulation and Mental Health

Mood Swings and Rage

Seventy-two percent reported mood swings, rage, or emotional outbursts. Women described this as one of the most frightening changes, especially for those who had previously been calm.

“I was always known for my patience. Now I shout in ways that scare even me,” one participant shared.

Pattern: Rage often appeared after periods of exhaustion and sensory overwhelm, suggesting a cumulative effect.

Anxiety and Overwhelm

Sixty-nine percent reported heightened anxiety. Many described new patterns of anxiety, while others felt their lifelong anxiety worsen.

Pattern: Anxiety was often linked to both physical symptoms (palpitations, hot flashes) and cognitive symptoms (brain fog, forgetfulness).

Shutdowns and Withdrawals

Fifty-four percent reported shutdowns, describing the need to retreat or feeling as if their systems had “gone offline.”

Pattern: Shutdowns often followed episodes of sensory overload and rage, representing the body’s last resort for survival.

Depression and Low Mood

Forty-eight percent reported depression or persistent low mood. Women described this as heaviness, emptiness, or disconnection rather than classic depression.

“I feel like I have lost the spark that used to keep me going,” one wrote.

Loss of Motivation

Thirty-nine percent reported loss of motivation. This was often connected to executive functioning struggles and a sense of futility.

Panic Attacks

Twenty-seven percent reported panic attacks, often triggered by palpitations, hot flashes, or overwhelming sensory experiences.

Cognitive Impacts

Brain Fog

Seventy-eight percent reported brain fog or memory difficulties. This was one of the most consistent findings, and it deeply affected women’s sense of competence.

“I lose track of conversations. I forget words. I feel like I have lost my sharpness,” a participant explained.

Pattern: Brain fog frequently overlapped with exhaustion and identity loss.

Concentration and Focus

Sixty-two percent reported difficulty concentrating. Tasks once simple became overwhelming, requiring external supports like lists and alarms.

Word-Finding Difficulties

Forty-one percent reported difficulty retrieving words. Women described feeling embarrassed and ashamed when unable to find words in conversation.

Processing Speed Decline

Thirty-two percent reported slower processing speed. For women in demanding work environments, this was especially stressful.

Sensory Changes

Heightened Sensitivities

Eighty percent reported worsening sensitivities to light, sound, smell, or touch.

“The hum of a refrigerator feels unbearable. I cannot tolerate crowds. I feel raw to the world,” one woman explained.

Sensory Overload

Fifty-nine percent reported frequent sensory overload leading to meltdowns or withdrawal.

Pattern: Sensory overload was strongly linked to rage, shutdowns, and exhaustion.

Tinnitus and Hearing Changes

Twenty-nine percent reported tinnitus or changes in hearing, which added to sensory distress.

Skin Sensitivity

Thirty-three percent reported skin changes, including itching and irritation, which often made clothing uncomfortable.

Identity and Relational Impacts

Loss of Confidence

Sixty-three percent reported a decline in confidence. Many questioned their abilities at work and in family roles.

Identity Crisis

Fifty-one percent reported questioning their role or sense of self. This was particularly intense for late-discovered autistic women, who were already undergoing identity shifts.

“Who am I without my sharp mind, my patience, my energy?” one participant asked.

Relationship Strain

Forty-four percent reported strain in relationships. Partners often misinterpreted withdrawal, irritability, or loss of desire as rejection.

Loss of Libido

Thirty-seven percent reported loss of sexual desire, describing it as a painful disconnect rather than indifference.

Patterns Across Symptoms

The most powerful finding was the interconnectedness of symptoms.

• Exhaustion was the central hub. Women who reported exhaustion nearly always reported brain fog, sensory overload, and mood instability.

• Sensory sensitivity and emotional regulation were intertwined. Sensory overload often led to rage, meltdowns, or shutdowns.

• Identity loss grew from cognitive and physical symptoms. Brain fog, exhaustion, weight changes, and loss of libido all fed into identity struggles.

• Sleep disturbance amplified everything. Women with poor sleep reported higher rates of anxiety, depression, and rage.

• Body changes and intimacy were connected. Palpitations, hot flashes, joint pain, weight gain, and skin sensitivity all affected confidence and relationships.

These patterns suggest that perimenopause and menopause in sensitive and neurodivergent women are not simply collections of individual symptoms. They represent system-wide nervous system changes that touch every layer of life: body, mind, identity, and relationship.

Community Voices

• “I feel like a stranger in my own body.”

• “Everything I knew about myself — my competence, my resilience — feels gone.”

• “Doctors tell me it is normal aging, but they do not see how extreme it is for me.”

• “I need more recovery time than ever, but I feel guilty taking it.”

These voices add depth to the numbers. They remind us that behind every percentage is a life being reshaped.

Recommendations

For Healthcare Providers

• Validate experiences without dismissal.

• Recognize the intensity of symptoms in sensitive and neurodivergent women.

• Consider hormonal, neurological, and sensory interactions in care.

• Offer individualized treatments including HRT, nervous system supports, and lifestyle interventions.

For Therapists and Coaches

• Support identity shifts with compassion.

• Normalize rage, shutdowns, and meltdowns as nervous system responses.

• Provide tools for regulation that respect sensitivity: grounding, sensory breaks, pacing, and nature connection.

For Women Themselves

• Know you are not alone. The data shows clear patterns.

• Rest is not weakness, it is survival.

• Build supportive community.

• Practice gentle nervous system care: sensory-friendly spaces, boundaries, pacing, and connection with nature.

Symptom Checklist with Percentages (Highest to Lowest, by Category)

Emotional Regulation

• 87% reported feeling overwhelmed

• 84% reported anxiety

• 72% reported mood swings, irritability, or rage

• 71% reported low mood or depression

• 63% reported loss of confidence

• 61% reported heightened rejection sensitivity

• 54% reported grief about identity or late discovery of neurodivergence

• 51% reported tearfulness

• 45% reported anger or rage at an intensity that felt out of character

• 45% reported emotional numbness or flatness

• 48% reported depression or persistent low mood (emotional category, phrased differently by some respondents)

• 39% reported loss of motivation

• 27% reported panic attacks

• 25% reported panic attacks (some overlap in reporting styles)

Energy and Sleep

• 84% reported exhaustion and fatigue

• 82% reported burnout or lower energy

• 76% reported longer recovery after social interaction

• 68% reported waking often during the night

• 67% reported lower tolerance

• 66% reported non-restorative sleep

• 61% reported increased irritability (fatigue-linked)

• 48% reported increased energy crashes

• 47% reported chronic fatigue

• 47% reported feeling wired but tired

• 47% reported sleep disturbances such as difficulty falling or staying asleep

• 43% reported early morning waking

• 35% reported restless legs or nighttime restlessness

Cognitive and Executive Function

• 78% reported brain fog

• 73% reported reduced ability to mask or perform

• 71% reported brain fog (cognitive category wording)

• 70% reported word-finding problems

• 63% reported forgetfulness

• 62% reported trouble concentrating

• 61% reported increased distractibility

• 59% reported slower thinking speed

• 55% reported trouble multitasking

• 46% reported feeling mentally “frozen”

• 41% reported word-finding difficulties (slightly different wording)

• 37% reported losing track of routines

• 32% reported slower processing speed

Sensory System

• 80% reported worsening sensitivities to light, sound, smell, or other sensory input

• 59% reported sensory overload leading to meltdowns or withdrawal

• 51% reported dry eyes

• 43% reported itchy or crawling skin

• 39% reported ringing in the ears (tinnitus)

• 33% reported heightened skin sensitivity

• 31% reported tingling or pins and needles

• 29% reported tinnitus and hearing changes

• 27% reported dry mouth

• 23% reported cold flushes or chills

Physical Body

• 67% reported strong awareness of body changes such as palpitations or bloating

• 64% reported hot flashes or temperature changes

• 61% reported weight gain, especially around the belly

• 57% reported hair thinning or loss

• 57% reported night sweats

• 55% reported digestive changes such as constipation, diarrhea, or reflux

• 54% reported joint pain

• 51% reported vaginal dryness or discomfort

• 47% reported joint stiffness

• 43% reported muscle aches

• 42% reported vision changes

• 40% reported facial hair growth

• 39% reported heart palpitations (often benign but distressing)

• 39% reported headaches

• 39% reported changes in balance or dizziness

• 38% reported bladder changes such as urgency, leakage, or infections

• 31% reported body odor changes

• 30% reported gum sensitivity or dental issues

• 29% reported migraines

• 27% reported new or worsened allergies

• 24% reported brittle nails

• 23% reported tender or sore breasts

• 21% reported water retention or swelling

• 19% reported bone density loss

• 18% reported frozen shoulder or restricted mobility

• 18% reported osteoporosis risk

• 17% reported increased cardiovascular risk

Social and Identity

• 62% reported trouble explaining symptoms to others

• 62% reported increased loneliness

• 61% reported fear of being judged as lazy or weak

• 57% reported identity shifts such as questioning “Who am I without the energy to mask?”

• 52% reported shame from forgetfulness or mistakes

• 51% reported questioning identity or role in society (identity crisis)

• 49% reported loss of professional confidence

• 47% reported feeling invisible or dismissed socially

• 45% reported feeling invalidated by doctors

• 42% reported overwhelm at medical appointments

• 44% reported strain in relationships

• 40% reported discovering autism during perimenopause or menopause

• 37% reported loss of libido

• 20% reported discovering ADHD during perimenopause or menopause

Risk and Systemic Factors

• 53% reported increased depression (risk and systemic category)

• 37% reported struggling to access care

• 34% reported feeling abandoned by the healthcare system

• 20% reported suicidal thoughts or ideation

Treatments and Supports Tried

• 77% reported using nervous system regulation tools such as breathwork, meditation, or sensory supports

• 75% reported lifestyle changes including exercise, diet, and stress management

• 67% reported therapy or counseling

• 31% reported medication for mood symptoms (SSRIs or SNRIs)

• 29% reported hormone replacement therapy with estrogen and progesterone

• 27% reported acupuncture or alternative therapies

• 19% reported support groups or community spaces

• 17% reported other hormone treatments

• 11% reported homeopathic remedies

• 6% reported hormone replacement therapy with estrogen only

• Under 10% reported supplements such as ashwagandha, magnesium, black cohosh, valerian

Closing Reflections

This survey makes visible what has been hidden: sensitive and neurodivergent women experience perimenopause and menopause with profound intensity. Every category — physical, emotional, cognitive, sensory, relational, and identity-based — showed significant impact.

The patterns are clear. Symptoms cluster and feed into one another. Exhaustion is central. Sensory sensitivity magnifies emotional struggles. Identity is reshaped through physical and cognitive changes.

By including all percentages we validate the full spectrum of experiences. What some may dismiss as “rare” is in fact lived by many.

This report is more than data. It is a call to awareness, validation, and action. Together, we can create a world where sensitive and neurodivergent women are supported through life’s most profound transitions — not only to survive them but to flourish within them.

Next Steps for Support and Connection

💜 You deserve validation, care, and tools to support your sensitive nervous system. If this report resonates with you, know that you are not alone.

Explore supportive next steps with me:

• 🌸 Sensitive Empowerment Community – connect with other sensitive and neurodivergent people in a safe, validating space. It includes a group for those of us discovering the sensitive autistic neurotype as adults.

• 🎙️ The Sensitive & Neurodivergent Podcast – join listeners in 191 countries for lived experiences, insights, and tools to thrive.

• 📚 Courses for those with a Sensitive Nervous System– discover practical tools to regulate your nervous system, reduce overwhelm, and flourish. JulieBjelland.com

• 🧩 Consultations and Autism Assessments – for women exploring or confirming the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype, I offer one-on-one consultations and full adult autism assessments.

• 🌿 Julie’s Favorite Products – Curated recommendations I personally use and love, including electrolytes, supplements, essential oils, calming devices, fidget tools, and more. This list also features trusted nutritional support for women in perimenopause and menopause, designed to ease symptoms and restore balance — with special discounts for you.

✨ Start with the step that feels right for you. Together, we can create a world where sensitive and neurodivergent women feel seen, validated, and empowered through every stage of life.

✍️ If you’d like to take the survey and haven’t yet, you can do so here

🌸 Please share this report with anyone who may need validation and support. If you do share, be sure to credit the source, Julie Bjelland, LMFT and my website: https://www.juliebjelland.com, so the survey stays connected to our sensitive and neurodivergent community.

About the Author

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a psychotherapist, author, and founder of Sensitive Empowerment, a global support hub for sensitive and neurodivergent individuals. A highly sensitive, late-discovered autistic woman herself, Julie specializes in helping others embrace their sensitivity as a strength while navigating challenges such as sensory overload, anxiety, and midlife transitions. Through her courses, sensitive autistic neurotype assessments, podcast that reaches 191 countries, articles, and the Sensitive Empowerment Community, she offers practical tools to regulate the nervous system, build self-compassion, and flourish. Julie’s mission is to create a world where differences are celebrated and every sensitive and neurodivergent person feels seen, valued, and empowered. Learn more at JulieBjelland.com.

Get to know the characters in our delightful book series “The Adventures of Niko the Highly Sensitive Dog” as I chat with them once again to share what brings each of them their own sense of personal joy. I am especially grateful to Niko - who is always bringing joy to everyone who is lucky enough to meet him, which is why Julie Bjelland and I chose him to be the star of our sensitive children’s book series! Click here to read my previous interview with Niko and his friends.

Enjoy reading what brings Niko, Juju, Buttercup and Blueberry their own pure joy!

“I LOVE running across the grass and catching my frisbee and bringing it back to Juju when she throws it for me! When I get to run free in the forest on a hike it makes me feel so happy in my heart. I don’t really like being on a leash so getting to scamper across the soft sand at the beach or on a trail is the BEST! Playing fetch with my ball is super fun too!"

“I love wandering all over Sunshine Farm with my little goat friends following me. I love to jump on something and then they jump on something too! We all laugh together. It made me happy that you and Julie included this in Book Two “Bedtime Bliss” - all the readers can see the pure joy on my face jumping in the barn with Giggles the Pygmy Goat and our other little goat friends! I also love laying on my back on the soft grass, feeling the breeze as it drifts the clouds in the sky above me. I am proud that special type of quiet joy was shared in our first book “The Magic Portal” and I hope lots of other Autistic sensitive kids like me get to look up at the magical sky whenever they need peaceful moments that feel so good.”

“I just love being surrounded by all my latest favorite books! It makes me feel happy to have several books going at once and my notebook nearby. I can’t fall asleep each night until I create my lists of information that I have learned from my book friends. I get a feeling of joy inside my heart and my tummy when I have new things to learn that fascinate me and lots of quiet time to get lost in friendship with them.”

“I love makin’ my friends laugh! I love snacks! There’s a bunch of joy inside me when I get to do summersaults down the hill and giggle! If someone around me is looking kinda sad, I think it’s really the BEST when I can make them smile by dancing with my big blue feet or share my yummy snacks."

Niko asked me to tell all the readers that he would love to hear from them what brings them joy! You can leave a comment below or write to Niko directly at SensitiveNiko@gmail.com

About this project

This project invited sensitive and neurodivergent people to share confessions, wishes, and hidden strengths from their inner worlds. Many of us carry experiences, thoughts, or feelings that we do not always say out loud. By gathering these words anonymously, we create a collective portrait that helps us feel seen, validated, and less alone.

Inner Confessions

These are the truths many of us hold quietly inside. They describe what daily life feels like from a sensitive nervous system and why ordinary moments may require extra recovery. As you read, notice what resonates and offer yourself kindness. If something does not fit your experience, that is okay. Each voice is one real person, not a rule.

Most repeated themes

• Exhaustion and overwhelm are constant companions. Daily life can feel like a rollercoaster for emotions and the nervous system.

• Solitude is essential yet lonely. Time alone restores energy but can deepen the ache of not belonging.

• Masking is draining. Some have never shown their full selves, except with animals or in private.

• Words and energy linger. Tone, facial expressions, or offhand comments can echo inside long after an interaction.

• Inner worlds feel safer and richer than the external one. Imagination, reflection, and pattern-seeking bring comfort.

Representative voices

These quotes give language to experiences that can be hard to explain. You can use them as reflection prompts or as shareable sentences with people in your life.

• “My need for isolation, quiet and calm makes me feel weird and alone in a world that applauds extroversion and a go go go mentality.”

• “I enjoy my inner world much better than the outer world because I feel safe and less stressed.”

• “Masking is exhausting.”

• “What you say as much as your facial expressions echoes inside me longer than you may realize.”

What We Wish Others Understood

This section is a gentle guide for loved ones, colleagues, and providers. It explains why pacing, environment, and validation matter so much. If you are sharing this with someone, invite them to read slowly and imagine how small changes could help you thrive.

Most repeated themes

• Sensitivity is not a choice. It is part of our nervous system, not a weakness or flaw to be toughened out.

• Invisible but real sensory experiences. Noise, light, crowds, and fast-paced conversations can feel physically painful and draining.

• Time and pacing matter. Slower conversations, pauses, and recovery space help us thrive.

• Our strengths are genuine. Sensitivity brings vision, empathy, creativity, and insight, though it can also make everyday tasks more demanding.

• Respect and belief are essential. Listening and validating sensitive experience is healing in itself.

• Rejection sensitivity is real. Gentle clarity and repair help.

• Please allow processing time. We may need a beat before responding or deciding.

Representative voices

Consider offering these lines to someone who wants to understand you better. They are simple, memorable, and practical.

• “Being sensitive does not mean I cry at sad movies. It is my brain and nervous system that is highly sensitive.”

• “Masking is for survival. It is not a cure.”

• “We are very capable. Give us a few extra minutes to think. It is worth the wait.”

• “I am not weak or flaky. No one knows how strong I have to be to function in a world that does not understand.”

Hidden Strengths and Quiet Gifts

Sensitivity carries real capacities that enrich families, teams, and communities. Many of these strengths are quiet and often overlooked because they do not always show up in loud or fast ways. Notice which ones you recognize in yourself and how they already serve the people around you.

Most repeated themes

• Empathy and emotional attunement. Many can read the room quickly, notice micro-expressions, and feel others’ emotions deeply.

• Pattern recognition and vision. Seeing both the big picture and fine details, anticipating outcomes, and connecting dots others miss.

• Listening and presence. People often feel truly heard and safe.

• Creativity and intuition. Music, art, nature, spirituality, and intuition enrich inner lives and inspire others.

• Resilience and conscientiousness. Quiet determination, thoroughness, and the ability to persist despite overwhelm.

Representative voices

These snapshots illustrate how sensitivity becomes skill. They can help you name your strengths in resumes, therapy, or conversations with loved ones.

• “I am extremely empathetic and hyper aware of my surroundings.”

• “I spot patterns quickly and can outline likely next steps a few moves ahead.”

• “I notice everything.”

• “Uncanny ability to read the room and create emotional intimacy.”

Other Reflections

These themes place personal experiences in a wider context, from identity to culture to community. They also name the grief and relief that can accompany late discovery.

Most repeated themes

• Longing for authentic connection. Many yearn for deep friendships and community beyond small talk.

• Grief and relief in late discovery. Several shared how life would have felt different had they understood their sensitivity and neurodivergence earlier.

• A call for cultural change. Sensitivity should be valued like biodiversity in nature, not dismissed or pathologized.

• Gratitude for safe spaces. People expressed appreciation for places where their inner world can be honored and shared.

Representative voices

Each sentence points to a shared human need to belong. You can use them as journal prompts or conversation openers.

• “I like a lot of quiet and alone time, but sometimes I get lonely and wish to connect more.”

• “Sensitive and neurodivergent people need to know they are not alone.”

• “Our hidden worlds are incredible and should be honored.”

• “Please be gentle and kind. Many disabilities are invisible and that does not make them less hard.”

What This Collective Tells Us

Taken together, these voices suggest clear pathways for care and inclusion. You can use the points below to design kinder environments at home, at work, and in community spaces.

• Sensitive systems carry more load. Daily life requires recovery time most people never see.

• Authenticity is healing, masking is costly. The effort to fit in drains energy and erodes self-trust.

• Sensitivity is strength. Empathy, vision, creativity, and presence are gifts that enrich communities.

• Environment and pacing shape well-being. Gentle, inclusive spaces make it possible for sensitivity to shine.

• Belonging is the medicine. Being witnessed by like-hearted people transforms loneliness into connection.

Try this 60-second calming practice

If reading stirred emotions or sensory activation, this quick practice can help reset your system. You can also share it with a loved one so they can support you in real time.

• Soften your gaze or close your eyes.

• Inhale for a count of 4, hold for 2, gently exhale slowly for a count of 7. Repeat 5 cycles.

• Drop your shoulders and unclench your jaw.

• Place a hand on your chest and think, “Right now I am safe. Sensitivity is welcome here.”

For allies who want to help

Start small and be consistent. The goal is not to remove every challenge, but to create conditions where sensitive strengths can flourish.

• Believe us the first time.

• Offer choices and time to respond.

• Keep environments softer on sound, light, and scent.

• Ask, “What would help right now?”

• Celebrate strengths as much as you accommodate needs.

• We are asking for inclusion, not special treatment. Small changes in pace, light, and noise help us contribute at our best.

An Invitation to You

These confessions remind us that being sensitive and neurodivergent is both challenging and profoundly beautiful. Each voice here shows that none of us are alone in what we carry inside.

✨ Do you see yourself in these confessions? You are not alone. Share your reflections and let us expand this collective portrait together.
✨ Together, we can create spaces where sensitivity is honored. If you long for authentic connection, come share your voice with like-hearted people.
✨ Your sensitivity is not a flaw. It is a strength. By sharing your inner world, you not only honor yourself, you help someone else feel less alone.

Stay Connected

If you would like gentle support and ongoing resources, choose what feels right for you.

• → Sign up for my free newsletter and receive a calming technique that works beautifully for sensitive nervous systems

• → Join our Sensitive Empowerment Community to connect with like-hearted souls who truly understand

• → Schedule a one-on-one session with me for personalized guidance and support, including adult autism assessments

About the Author

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a licensed psychotherapist, author, and the Founder and CEO of Sensitive Empowerment Inc. She is a globally respected voice on sensitivity, adult-discovered autism, and the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype. Through her courses, global Sensitive Empowerment Community, autism assessments, podcast, and consultations, Julie supports sensitive and neurodivergent individuals in reducing overwhelm, understanding their unique wiring, and thriving in a world that often misunderstands them. Her mission is to help people reclaim self-love, honor their needs, and flourish authentically.

❤️ Explore more resources at JulieBjelland.com

This heartwarming sequel takes children and caregivers deeper into Niko and Juju’s world, where sensitivity is not just understood but celebrated.

Change can be challenging for sensitive and neurodivergent children. For Niko and Juju, the unfamiliar sights, sounds, and feelings of their new bedroom make bedtime difficult. Like so many sensitive and neurodivergent children, their nervous systems stay alert when the world feels overwhelming.

In Bedtime Bliss, Niko and Juju learn that peaceful sleep is possible when you have the right support, soothing routines, and the love of trusted friends.

This story introduces delightful new characters who each offer bedtime solutions:
• Rhubarb the Raccoon shares a soft eye mask to block out the light.
• Polkadot the Hen offers gentle earplugs to quiet nighttime sounds.
• Midnight the Owl shows that even nocturnal animals need rest during the day.

Together with their wise neighbor Zen the Cat, these friends help Niko and Juju discover that everyone rests in their own way and that sensitivity is a strength.

Children will love joining Niko and Juju at Sunflower Farm to play, laugh, and learn from friends like Blueberry the silly booby bird and Buttercup the gentle book-loving calf.

Caregivers will appreciate how the story models tools for calming the nervous system, creating predictable routines, and turning bedtime into a nurturing, safe experience.

So many of us grew up feeling different, too sensitive, or misunderstood. Our children deserve to see stories where their unique qualities are honored. Bedtime Bliss is more than a bedtime tale. It is a gentle guide for sensitive children to feel understood, validated, and celebrated.

📖 The Adventures of Niko the Highly Sensitive Dog, Book Two: Bedtime Bliss is available now.

[Order Bedtime Bliss Here]

If you are new to the series, you can also get Book One: The Adventures of Niko the Highly Sensitive Dog: The Magical Portal.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting this series. Every time a parent, teacher, or therapist shares how Niko’s stories have touched a child’s life, I am reminded why these books are so needed.

Together we are helping sensitive and neurodivergent children see that who they are is not only enough, it is something to celebrate. ❤️

Author Bios

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a mom, licensed psychotherapist, and founder of Sensitive Empowerment. An adult-discovered autistic within the sensitive autistic neurotype, she is passionate about supporting sensitive and neurodivergent individuals and spreading awareness about this often misunderstood and overlooked profile of autism. Her children’s book series features her beloved dog Niko and Juju, a character inspired by Julie’s own experiences as a sensitive child. Together, they discover creative ways to navigate challenges, celebrate sensitivity, and find belonging. Learn more at JulieBjelland.com.

Carol Roesler is an empath and also a part of the sensitive autistic neurotype. She co-hosts “Intuitive Parenting” events inside the Sensitive Empowerment Community and frequently writes blog posts on the topic of parenting on JulieBjelland.com. A longtime volunteer Children’s Librarian, Carol often wished for books with characters that reflected the unique traits of bright, sensitive children. Inspired by her own childhood love of books, she created Buttercup, while her daughter’s “deep-dive research” inspired the joyful character Blueberry.

The truth is, what they are experiencing is not personal failure. It is the result of systemic conditioning that begins in childhood and intensifies under the demands of midlife. When this conditioning collides with the body changes of perimenopause and menopause, many women find themselves pushed past capacity. And tragically, this is also the stage of life when the highest rate of suicide in women occurs — between ages 45 and 54.

We are not talking enough about this crisis.

The Conditioning That Shapes Women

From the earliest years, those assigned female at birth are praised for being “good,” “nice,” and “helpful.” We are taught that our role is to care for others, keep the peace, and sacrifice our own needs.

• We are told not to have needs.

• We are told not to be angry.

• We are told that caring for ourselves is selfish.

• We are rewarded for self-sacrifice and people-pleasing.

By adulthood, many women have become experts at scanning their environments, anticipating the needs of spouses, children, workplaces, and aging parents — while remaining unaware of their own unmet needs. Sensitive and autistic women, in particular, often carry this to an extreme, with masking and hypervigilance layered on top.

The Midlife Breaking Point

By midlife, demands exceed capacity. This season of life often includes:

• Perimenopause and menopause: hormonal shifts lowering resilience, increasing sensory sensitivity, and intensifying stress responses and anxiety.

• Empty nest transitions: loss of identity as children grow independent.

• Aging parents and loss: new layers of responsibility and grief.

• Chronic stress and illness: the body finally saying “no more.”

Many women feel overwhelmed, anxious, or depressed without realizing they have been taught to override every signal their body has sent for decades. Fatigue, pain, irritability, and emotional shutdowns are not flaws. They are signals. They are the body’s way of saying needs have gone unmet for too long.

The Cost of Ignoring Needs

The consequences of systemic conditioning are not abstract. They show up as:

• Burnout so severe that daily functioning feels impossible.

• Chronic illnesses that emerge under the strain of prolonged stress.

• Heightened anxiety and depression.

• Deep grief and loss of identity.

This silent suffering hurts not only women but also families, workplaces, and communities. When women are pushed to live as though they are robots with no needs, everyone loses.

Relearning How to Have Needs

The hopeful truth is that midlife overwhelm can become a doorway to transformation. It requires the courageous and often unfamiliar work of turning inward.

• Recognizing needs: Learning to listen to body signals as messages, not flaws.

• Redefining boundaries: Understanding that saying no to others is saying yes to yourself.

• Reframing guilt and shame: Letting go of the belief that rest or pleasure is selfish.

• Building resilience through joy: Adding micro-joys like moments in nature, stillness, or creative play to restore energy.

• Creating intentional space: Time in silence, time without demands, and time to connect with self.

This process can feel like digging a tunnel back down into the authentic self — finding the inner child who was told her needs did not matter, and finally saying yes to her.

A Path Through Pain Into Transformation

Having gone through this myself, I know how painful and disorienting it can feel. Yet I also know the profound transformation that is possible. On the other side of overwhelm, women often discover a deeper sense of self, stronger boundaries, and a life aligned with authentic needs and joy.

This shift is not easy. It asks us to unlearn systemic conditioning that has been reinforced for a lifetime. But it is worth it. Because when women reclaim their needs, we do not just heal ourselves. We change families, workplaces, and communities for the better.

Closing Reflection

If you are in midlife and feel like you are falling apart, please know you are not alone and you are not failing. You are experiencing the weight of systemic conditioning colliding with real biological changes. This is not a personal flaw. It is a signal that you deserve care, rest, and compassion.

✨ Explore More

If this resonates, I invite you to explore my resources for sensitive and neurodivergent individuals that can support your journey: watch a free webinar about learning how to set boundaries without guilt, explore one-on-one consultations with me, find a therapist or healer on our directory of practitioners, take one of my online courses, join our global Sensitive Empowerment Community. Together, we can unlearn systemic conditioning and reclaim the right to have needs.

About the Author

Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a licensed psychotherapist, author, and the Founder and CEO of Sensitive Empowerment Inc. She is a globally respected voice on sensitivity, adult-discovered autism, and the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype. Through her courses, global Sensitive Empowerment Community, autism assessments, podcast, and consultations, Julie supports sensitive and neurodivergent individuals in reducing overwhelm, understanding their unique wiring, and thriving in a world that often misunderstands them. Her mission is to help people reclaim self-love, honor their needs, and flourish authentically.

❤️ Explore more resources at JulieBjelland.com

This neurotype blends deep sensory, emotional, and social sensitivity with internal traits of autism that are often overlooked—especially in women, AFAB individuals, BIPOC individuals, LGBTQIA+ individuals, and those who’ve become skilled at hiding their differences to survive in a neurotypical world.

Shifting from ‘Disorder’ to Neurotype

Autism has long been labeled as a disorder—but this framing is outdated and often harmful. The word disorder implies something broken, deficient, or needing to be fixed. But the lived experience of many autistic people tells a different story. We’re not defective—we just don’t fit into a box.

Autism is a neurotype, meaning a naturally occurring variation in human neurology. It’s one of many valid ways a brain can be wired.

Understanding autism as a neurotype allows us to move out of the deficit-based model and into one of curiosity, compassion, and empowerment. It shifts the conversation from “What’s wrong with me?” to “What does my brain need to thrive?”

Why Neurodiversity Is as Important as Biodiversity

In nature, biodiversity is what keeps ecosystems strong. Every plant, animal, and microbe plays a role—pollinators, predators, fungi, trees. Diversity ensures survival, adaptability, and balance.

Neurodiversity works the same way.

The world doesn’t just benefit from different kinds of brains—it needs them. Autistic people are often the pattern recognizers, deep thinkers, truth-tellers, and visionaries of their communities. We ask the hard questions, notice what others miss, and often hold deep integrity and empathy for both people and the planet.

Nature keeps neurodiversity in the population because it has value. Our brains are here for a reason.

Core Traits of the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype

People who resonate with this neurotype often share:

• Emotional and Sensory Sensitivity: Deeply attuned to subtle shifts in sound, light, textures, or energy. Easily overwhelmed by environments or emotions.

• Internalized Autism: Traits are more inward-facing—rich inner worlds, high empathy, social exhaustion, and perfectionism—but not always outwardly visible.

• High Masking and People-Pleasing: A lifetime of adapting, performing, or becoming who others needed them to be.

• Burnout and Exhaustion: Chronic fatigue, sensory overload, or shutdowns due to years of camouflaging and unmet needs.

• Profound Need for Authenticity and Rest: Longing for spaces where they don’t have to perform, and where they can reconnect with their true selves.

How We Identify Traits in the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype

When identifying autism, especially in adults who may have been overlooked, I use a strengths-based, identity-affirming approach grounded in clinical research, lived experience, and my work with thousands of sensitive and neurodivergent individuals.

People with the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype often experience lifelong differences in both social and sensory processing. Many feel “different” or “out of place,” preferring one-on-one or small, familiar groups over larger or unfamiliar settings, which can feel overwhelming. Small talk often feels unfulfilling, social energy is limited, and solitude is essential.

Sensory sensitivity across multiple senses is common, as is engaging in stimming or subtle self-regulation behaviors such as hair twirling, playing with hands or fidget tools, or other types of repetitive movements. Deep, immersive special interests bring joy and focus, while routines and structure help reduce overwhelm. Chronic pain or illness, anxiety, and depression frequently co-occur, often linked to years of masking and navigating a world not designed for our needs. Emotions may feel especially intense.

Common Questions & Misunderstandings

Let’s gently address some of the most common questions people ask when they first begin to wonder if they might be autistic.

“Can I be autistic if I’m successful in my career?”

Absolutely. Many autistic people are successful—especially when work aligns with their special interests. In fact:

• Autistic individuals often excel in focused, purpose-driven environments.

• Success doesn’t erase autism—it may simply mean you’ve built your life around your strengths.

• The real challenge comes when we’re expected to sustain work that’s misaligned, meaningless, or socially draining.

“Can I be autistic if I don’t struggle with eye contact?”

Yes. Many of us were socially conditioned to make eye contact—especially women and AFAB individuals. It may feel “normal,” but when you pause, you may realize:

• You’re thinking about it: Am I looking too much? Too little?

• It may feel intense, performative, or draining.

• A neurotypical person generally doesn’t analyze their eye contact this way.

“If I get really into something, but lose interest months later—am I still autistic?”

Yes. Special interests can:

• Come and go in cycles.

• Burn hot and fast, or ebb and flow over time.

• Shift into something new after being deeply explored.

The key is the intensity of focus, joy, and regulation they bring—not how long they last.

A New Way Forward

Understanding yourself as part of the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype is about more than a label—it’s a path to healing. It’s about reclaiming your story, learning what your nervous system truly needs, and unmasking safely and slowly in a world that may never have seen you clearly.

Whether you’ve been discovered or diagnosed—or simply recognize yourself in this description—you are valid. You are not alone. And you belong.

Ready to Explore Further?

Receiving an autism diagnosis or getting more clarification can be life-changing. It helps many people reframe their entire history through a more compassionate lens and begin to honor their needs without shame.

I offer:

• A Free Autism Quiz for the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype

• Discovery Consultations – for those exploring whether they might be autistic

• Autism Assessments –1-session diagnostic option for adults

• Support for the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype – through courses, community, and 1:1 guidance

About the Author
Julie Bjelland, LMFT, is a licensed psychotherapist, author, and the Founder and CEO of Sensitive Empowerment Inc. She was diagnosed as autistic in adulthood and now specializes in identifying autism in adults who align with the Sensitive Autistic Neurotype—a term she created to describe a presentation of autism often missed by traditional diagnostic models. Drawing from both lived experience and clinical expertise and research, Julie offers a strengths-based, identity-affirming approach to autism assessment and education. Through her courses, global online community, podcast, and one-on-one work, she helps sensitive and neurodivergent individuals understand their unique wiring, reduce overwhelm, and thrive. Learn more at JulieBjelland.com.