I am Overjoyed

I miss my siblings!

2011-07-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

Glenda

Geejay

Gabriel

Astonishing Florida Homes For Sale

2011-07-11T20:04:00.000-07:00

Pretty much every one dreams of having their own house someday. Most of us have already built our dream houses on our minds at an early age. When I was young, as young 12 years old, I have thought about how my own house will look like, I have thought about the landscape that will surround it and the color combinations that I would use for the entire house. I want to live in a quiet and peaceful city. A peaceful surrounding is one of the most important things I want to consider if ever I'd be given a chance to buy my own house someday. When I think of my dream house, I would end up searching homebuying info in the internet.

I have come across the Kolter Homes website, which is a leading Florida home builder and I know they could build my dream house for me when the perfect time comes. I really enjoy looking at different structures of houses and I believe that it is a very essential part of the construction of the house. Some home structures were strategically made to survive natural disasters or any impending dangers that might occur especially when you live in an area near bodies of water or any kind of landforms. I want a two storey house with a terrace and a full basement. I want the house to have a spacious living room and kitchen. A sunflower kitchen will surely make me happy and contented. I want the walls of the house to be white and the doors to be black. I want the roof to be made of black asphalt shingles.

Today, while I was thinking of my dream house and all the other dreams that I want to reach someday, I saw photos of beautiful Florida homes for sale and they somehow motivated me to strive hard and believe that it is possible to have my own house through prayer and perseverance. The houses were exceptional and having one of them would truly be a dream come true to anybody. They can make your imagination come to life. They build houses according to your own preferences, a house that will suit your lifestyle and your family's needs.

Names! Names! Names!

2011-06-30T19:34:00.000-07:00

If you have been reading my previous posts, you probably already know that it's my godmother who gave me my first name. When she visited my mom and I in the hospital on the day I was born, she confidently told my mom that I should be named after her favorite perfume. She just changed the spelling and my name is pronounced as spelled.

Out of curiosity, I tried to check online if there are a lot of people who have the same name as mine. I came by a website which contains a database of names, which I think is really helpful to those parents who want to give their children unique names. I tried to type away random names just to check if they're popular or not. The website can help us find friends from long ago, discover new family and reunite with people that were once a part of your life. Some people can use it too to generate names for their game characters. Cool!

I tried to search for one of my most favorite names which is Danube, a river which originates in Germany and found out that it's not yet so famous. I want that name for our baby girl, if God would give us one. I also found a cute surname close to it and it's Danules. I can't wait to tell my sister about this website because she loves to search for uncommon and cute names just like me.

Little BIG Things

2011-06-13T02:42:00.000-07:00

Recently, I have just been staying at home and I'm happy that my husband and I were able to clean almost all the parts of the house except for the bedroom, but we're planning to do that soon. We rearranged some of our furnitures and threw away stuff we realized we don't really need. We also realized that we have possessions which are very useful and we learned to appreciate them more. We have our own lists of our favorite possessions and I'm gonna share mine with you. Here are some of my little big things, things which I see and use everyday, things which may not cost a lot but I consider valuable and significant.

This is my current favorite bag! Aside from its color which I like so much, its size is so perfect! I get to put all the important stuff I need to bring when I go out and my big yellow umbrella fits perfectly inside. It also matches my silver doll shoes and my silver accessories.

I am very fond of accessories! When I shop, it will definitely take me hours choosing which ones to buy. I love collecting accessories with different colors, styles and sizes. I love how they match my clothes. They make a boring dress look cute.

These word figurines were given to us by Pastor Roger (Senior Pastor of our church) and his wife Ma'am Tammy. I love these figurines because they remind us everyday that God's GRACE is amazing and that He is the Giver of PEACE. They remind us to TRUST in the Lord always and put our FAITH in Him alone.

I love my Crayola washable markers for they are very useful during my review sessions. I use them to highlight important details in my books and they help me recall informations I've read easily. I am beginning to train my son to use these markers too and I'm glad it's becoming helpful to him as well in the retention of information.

Magic Jack is a computer USB-enabled device that can be connected to a telephone and allows me to make unlimited calls to my family in the United States. It has been part of my daily routine to call my Mom or my Dad or my siblings to check on them and to make sure that they're all doing well.

These are our wireless door alarms. It's better to be safe than sorry! With crime in the rise, a wireless security system is a must have in every home! We use these to protect our vulnerable doors and windows and since they are wireless, there is no problem with the installation. These items doesn't cost much yet they're very useful. I believe that we all need to protect our loved ones and our possessions.

Giving up your rights for the benefit of others..

2011-06-10T20:22:00.000-07:00

..is something required of us most of the time but is not easy to do. I personally find it hard to apply this to myself. My mom always tells me that there would be situations where I should be prepared and willing to give up my “rights” for the sake of others and God will reward me for being selfless. As I pondered on this thought today, I realized the impact I could give on other people's lives if I put their interests ahead of mine. There are rights that I should always be ready to give up so I can be a good example to the people around me. Some of these rights are: (Let me change "I" with "we" so this would serve as an encouragement to myself and to you my dear readers as well)

The right to prosperity. Of course, we all have the right to spend the money that we worked hard for in whichever way we want. We have the right to buy anything we want with the money given to us by our parents and loved ones. We have the right to buy expensive cellular phones, ipods, laptops using our own money. But we can also choose to give sacrificially to less fortunate people in our community. We can choose to give monetary assistance to projects which help children get better education. We can also decide to support missionaries and servants of the church.

The right to spend our leisure time as we wish. We are all free to do what we want during weekends, holidays and even during our lunch breaks from our offices and schools. We all have the right to rest and have a time of relaxation. But sometimes we need to give up our right to rest in order to help someone in need. We can choose to offer our time to comfort a hurting friend. We can choose to visit our relatives and share with them the blessings God gave us for the past week. We can invite friends to come over to our houses to share with them God's word.

Our “right” to express our opinions. We all have the right to express how we feel. We have the right to express what we think about a certain topic or issue. Maybe we enjoy giving comments about the things happening around us, but sometimes we need to keep quiet about our views for the sake of the people we love. Sometimes, we need to choose to not say anything at all so we won't cause trouble and not say things that we might regret for the rest of our life.

Our “right” to dress how we want. Yes, we have the right to choose which clothes to wear every time we would go out of our houses. Some may say that they can wear anything they want as long as they're comfortable wearing it. But we can choose to dress modestly so we won't cause others to sin.

Our right to act towards people who annoy us and treat us unjustly. We have the right to be angry when we are disrespected, we have the right to feel bad when people become mean and irritating. We can point out that what they are doing is not right or what they are saying is unacceptable. But we can choose to speak to them with love and bring them closer to God through our actions.

Our "right" to be in a bad mood and become overpowered by our emotions. There are times when we may feel lonely and miserable. We have the right to become silent and not talk to anyone at all. We have the right to show a flat affect and do not give our smiles to people. But we can choose to not allow our moods and emotions affect our behavior. We can choose to still be compassionate and understanding despite of the things we are going through. We can choose to brighten up someone's day simply by smiling at them, it costs so little but means so much.

What are other RIGHTS we have which you think we should be willing to give up for the sake of others? Please hit the comment button on this post and feel free to share your opinion. I will post your comments soon!

Meet The Ahava Music Team

2011-06-09T18:31:00.000-07:00

AHAVA Hebrew word for love (אהבה); a TEAM with a purpose to train, teach, inspire and influence people positively through music and our God given talents.

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A pure heart, that's what I long for..

2011-05-26T18:01:00.000-07:00

It's easy to be pleasant and do the right thing when everything is going well in our lives. But what do we do when things do not go our way? What do we do when the things we plan do not turn out the way we want them to be? What do we do when we do not get the answers to our prayers right away? What do we do when we cannot get the things that make us happy? What do we say to people who try to rebuke us? How do we react when people around us become annoying? How do we feel about people who try to bring us down? What do we do when we encounter situations that require us to be patient, understanding, loving and humble?

We encounter different situations in life everyday and we all face different struggles and we all have the freedom to choose whichever way we want to respond to the things happening around us.

IT IS OUR CHOICE.

I personally find it hard to react positively when my patience is being tested. Sometimes, it's easier to lose control and say nasty things when people around me become impossible. Sometimes, it's easier to break down and lose hope when I'm faced with heartbreaking situations. Sometimes, it's easier to trust in men or material things for my happiness. But when I do these things, I end up broken. None of these things bring PURE JOY to my life. It is only through living according to God's Word that I find PURE JOY and satisfaction. Sometimes, it's easier to follow our own will but I know most of you will agree with me that following our selfish desires just gives temporary happiness and will bring us to situations which we will surely regret in the future. I can't take back harsh words I've said to the people I love. I can never undo hurtful things I've done to the people closest to my heart. I can never undo the wrong decisions I've done in my life. Yes, I can be forgiven but that doesn't take away the consequences of what I've done.

So today, I am making a recommitment to think, speak and act with pure intentions. I can only do this through God's help. He gave me an encouragement this morning by giving me these verses.

Psalm 119:9-16

⁹ How can a young person stay on the path of purity?

By living according to your word.

^{¹⁰ I seek you with all my heart;}

do not let me stray from your commands.

^{¹¹ I have hidden your word in my heart}

that I might not sin against you.

^{¹² Praise be to you, LORD;}

teach me your decrees.

^{¹³ With my lips I recount}

all the laws that come from your mouth.

^{¹⁴ I rejoice in following your statutes}

as one rejoices in great riches.

^{¹⁵ I meditate on your precepts}

and consider your ways.

^{¹⁶ I delight in your decrees;}

I will not neglect your word.

Do you want to know how to live a more holy life? Do you want to know how to sin less and have victory more? Do you want to know how to praise God properly? In short, do you want to know how you can keep your ways pure?

This involves several things:

- Seeking God with all your heart

- Hiding God's word in your heart

- Meditating on God's precepts

And I'm reminded of one of my favorite songs...

A pure heart, that's what I long for.
A heart that follows hard after Thee;
A pure heart, that's what I long for.
A heart that follows hard after Thee.

VERSE:
A heart that hides Your Word
So that sin will not come in.
A heart that's undivided
But one You rule and reign;
A heart that beats compassion,
That pleases You, my Lord.
A sweet aroma of worship
That rises to Your throne.

Fun In The Sun

2011-05-22T19:24:00.001-07:00

If there's one thing that brought me so much joy on my Graduation Day, it is the presence of my mother and my two siblings who have been residing in the United States since 2003. I really appreciate the fact that they went home to celebrate with me a very important moment in my life. They stayed here in the country for only three weeks and if only I have a choice, I would have want them to stay here for the whole year. We tried our best to do everything they wanted to do during their very short vacation. We did some restaurant hopping to satisfy their craving for all the food they miss. We went bowling at SM Mall of Asia and I brought them to the bay area and had dinner there. We also went shopping at different malls around Metro Manila. But best part of their vacation would be when we went to Boracay Island and stayed there for 4 days and 3 nights! I really had fun being with them and I truly enjoyed all of our activities there! Here are some of the pictures of our Boracay getaway! I hope you'll like them! :)

Our first picture on the beach. Taken a few minutes after we arrived on the island.

On top of Tanawin Luxury Apartments

T: On our way to the ATV site; B: Taken before the tour

Taken at Puka Shell Beach

Snorkeling at Crocodile Island. I admire my siblings. They're very good swimmers.

Pictures from Crystal Cove

My sister and I having our "photo shoot" moments!

Enjoying my Banana Mango Shake

Helmet Diving is a little scary but fun!

And I've included some of our pictures before our skin got burnt under the sun! :)

I hope to go back to Boracay again next year and I hope to see my Del Rosario family again soon!!!

I Need His Guidance

2011-05-21T04:26:00.000-07:00

Today, I can't help but ponder about what's going to happen in the future. Now that I am a college graduate, I feel that more is expected of me. I need to plan thoroughly and make sure that all the money spent for my studies wouldn't be put to waste. I am asking the Lord to guide me and lead me to the path I should take. My primary goal is to go abroad so I'll have a bigger chance of being with my family of origin again but if God has a different plan, I am willing to obey. I hope to pass the board exam this year and while I prepare for that, I want to do something that can be a source of income for me but wouldn't interfere with my review. I will continue to pray for God's provision and may His will prevail in my life. If there are things which I need to settle first, may the Lord direct me on what I should do. I love my Savior and I trust in Him. I am confused about some of the things in my life right now and I really need His guidance so I will do what glorifies Him. My life is not easy but knowing that I have Jesus is more than enough.

It feels great to be a college graduate!

2011-05-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe." I found this Anatole France's quotation to be true in my life. I was initially hesitant when my mom asked me to take up nursing in 2007. I was full of apprehensions and doubts then. I thought it would be impossible for me to take up nursing and be a homemaker at the same time, but by God's grace and through the help of the people who love me, I am now a graduate of Bachelor of Science in Nursing! I could still recall all the trials and challenges I had to face in order to survive my four years in College. Those four years were filled with both happy and sad moments! The hardest times would be when I experienced sleepless nights, stressful situations, unexpected circumstances, embarrassments and emotional turmoils and if God did not walk with me along the way, it would be impossible for me to accomplish my goal.

These photos were taken at my Academic Graduation which was held at the SMX Convention Center in Pasay City last May 6, 2011. My mother and two of my siblings went home here in the Philippines to witness my graduation. Their presence is actually the best graduation gift for me! My Dad and my sister Glenda, weren't able to come home but they got to watch my graduation ceremony through Face Time. Thanks to technology! My husband and my son were also present to support me and to celebrate with me that very special day. It's one of the happiest days of my life! After the graduation ceremony, we had dinner buffet at Somethin' Fishy Restaurant in Quezon City.

The woman behind my success is my ever loving mother! She is the reason why I always believe that it's never too late to do something worthwhile. She has been a source of encouragement and strength to me. She has always believed in my abilities and even if I have given her heartaches before, she never failed to support me and shower me with her unconditional love. I will continue to work hard and do my best

in order to have the life she wants for me. My prayer is that someday, I can be with her in the United States so I could take care of her and Dad. They are the best parents in the world! I'm proud to be their daughter.

If there's something I would miss in college, it definitely would be my closest college friends! When I'm happy they rejoice with me, when I'm sad they cry with me and comfort me. When I share my stories, they listen and hear me from the heart. They saw all my struggles, they knew me from inside out yet they love me just the same. I thank God for giving them to me. We have plans of working together not as students but as professionals this time. I pray that our plans would push through and that God would allow us to once again be a blessing to one another.

To my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, Thank You so much for never giving up on me. Thank You for continuously giving me the strength I need to surpass life's challenges. Thank You for allowing me to finish school which I thought at first was not possible. Thank You for being with me when I need to travel late at night and very early in the morning to go to duty. Thank You for making me read the exact topics that would come out in the examinations. Thank You for helping me get good grades despite my very busy schedule. Thank You for helping me manage my time. Most of all, thank You for helping me survive the most difficult time of my life! No one will ever understand what I went through, it's something only You would understand. Thank You for answering my prayers.

Thank You, Lord. Thank You.

Break Me...

2011-04-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

No words are left now to be spoken
When all my promises are broken
And all excuses i have used in justifying
My actions move me so much closer to the fire
But now i know
Seems i've lost my soul

Make me and take me
Can you find me in this world
I've chosen and never let me go
Hold me and mold me
And if there's no other way
To make me whole
Go ahead and break me
Then remake me
Hold it on i won't give up
Coz i know you wont give up
On me

Grow weary of my ways pretending
Showing i'm okay when i am hurting
But now i know
Time to find my soul

Make me and take me
Can you find me in this world
I've chosen and never let me go
Hold me and mold me
And if there's no other way
To make me whole

I've been too proud
And now i don't know where to go
And like the son who came back home
Im giving you my life
My mind, my heart, my soul
I'm trusting you enough to break me
Then to make me whole

Can you find me in this world
I've lost and never let me go
Hold me and mold me
And if there's no other way
To make me whole
Go ahead and break, break me
Gently remake me
Hold it on i won't give up
Coz i know you won't give up
You're never givin up on me

No, no, no, no ,no

You're never givin up on one like me...

He's grown so fast!

2011-04-16T18:15:00.000-07:00

The pictures above were taken during my son's Foundation Day Program in school last February. While I was looking at his pictures, I realized how big he is now and how fast he has grown! I can still remember the first day I took him to school, he was 5 years old then and I did not see him feel any anxiety at all. He was so excited to go to school and so independent that he told me that it’s okay to leave him and not worry that he would cry or throw tantrums inside the classroom. He even carried his cute backpack which is similar to Stephen Joseph toddler backpacks and his lunch tote alone. There was never a time that I had to convince him to go to school. Most of the time, he gets a complete attendance for the whole school year. Rain or shine, sick or well, he prefers to go to school so he would not miss their lectures.

He will be in high school this June and I really hope that his enthusiasm and passion for school won’t change. I want him to even strive harder and continue to hunger for knowledge because I know he has a lot of potential. I am planning to go to his school after my graduation to inquire about his tuition fee and know the things that I have to prepare for his enrolment. I know there would be lots of expenses and I need to buy him a new pair of school shoes, a new set of uniforms, a new big backpack, white undershirts, socks, new books, school supplies and I need to find kid duffle bags which he can use when they have school programs and activities. I need to prepare as early as now so I wouldn’t be stressed out when enrolment time comes. I am just so thankful that I have a very sweet and thoughtful son who never fails to make me smile and always makes me realize that all the hard work is all worth it. I can see a bright future for him and through prayers, I know he can make it to the top.

We are SECTION 1, we are NUMBER 1!

2011-04-11T19:20:00.000-07:00

Last April 1 and 2, we had our batch retreat at Word of Life Camp and Conference Center in Calauan, Laguna. Before I give my message to my dearest classmates, let me share with you one of the activities we had there at camp. We had an activity called, "The Word of Life Hour" wherein we sang praise songs, listened to life testimonies of people who have had a change of heart and decided to live for God's glory and we also listened to different speakers who shared God's word. I was blessed to hear my classmates singing, "Ang Diyos ay mabuti, ang Diyos ay mabuti sa akin." I hope that all of us really understood the meaning of that song. We usually hear people say that God is good, but if you truly understand, you will realize that His goodness is so extraordinary. He can do wonderful and impossible things in our lives beyond our imagination. If we only realize what He can do in our lives, we can experience an abundant life and a life full of hope and peace. I experienced His goodness in my life so many times and without Him, I wouldn't be where I am now. In all the trials, hardships and challenges I went through, He was my constant companion.. and I want my classmates to experience God's goodness in their lives too. I want them to experience a life full of inspiration, love and joy that nothing or no one can ever take away from them.

To my dearest classmates, these friendship quotes and verses from the Bible about friendship are for you.

"Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe unto him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up."

-- The Bible: Ecclesiastes 4:9-10.

A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad. ~Arnold H. Glasgow

Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief.

-- Marcus Tullius Cicero

"A friend loves at all times."

-- The Bible: Proverbs 17, 17.

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway.

-- Fr. Jerome Cummings

The greatest sweetener of human life is Friendship. To raise this to the highest pitch of enjoyment, is a secret which but few discover.

-- Joseph Addison

A friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the silence.

--Sheryl Condie

A friend is someone who, upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer.

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.

A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future and accepts you just the way you are.

Thank you my dear SECTION 1 family for being part of my life. You have inspired me in so many ways. I may not be given the chance to be close to all of you but do know that I will always include our section in my prayers. I will never forget the things I have learned from you. Take courage and continue to aim high, dream BIG! Through patience, diligence and faith in God, there's nothing you cannot do. Thank you for all the memories we've shared together. Whether it is good or bad, happy or sad, it will stay in my heart! ♥ I pray that we will all be successful in the paths we will take and may we never forget each other even if we become miles away from one another. Mahal ko po kayo mga future RNs!

I've got JOY, down in my heart! ♥

2011-04-07T17:22:00.000-07:00

Despite all the stressors I have in my life right now, God never fails to give me reasons to enjoy life. I could say that the early part of 2011 was very tough for me, unexpected challenges came my way and I am going to share more about that in a different post. For now, let me share with you a random list of things and people that made me smile these past few days. :)

Pizza Hut's Cheesy Volcano Pizza

I had the chance to bond with my college friends here at home a few days ago. We watched a movie, ate spam and sausage for lunch, talked about love and life, watched videos at you tube, and ended the night with four boxes of pizza courtesy of my dear classmate and friend, Gian! I've always loved Pizza Hut's Cheesy Volcano Pizza and I crave for it once in a while. I also had a great time with my friends and I'm sure gonna miss our pig out moments.

Mush-Pork-Tato with Egg

This is the hubby's newest recipe and he gave the dish its name. He cooks more often nowadays and this is one of the best dishes he cooks for us. It's pork with mushroom and potatoes topped with a sunny side up egg. I find the name of the dish cute. It may look like a typical dish and it may not look very appetizing but I kid you not, the pork is tender and it's perfectly seasoned! It tastes really GOOOOOOOOOD!

Pilipinas Got Talent

Since I began having hospital duties, I rarely get to watch the television. I spend most of my time doing my responsibilities as a homemaker and a student but I'm glad that as my graduation day nears, I can now begin doing other things and that includes watching a television show like Pilipinas Got Talent. I am truly inspired with the life stories of the contestants and I am blown away by their talents. Makes me really proud to be a Filipino and makes me realize how great God is. He is the Giver of our talents and abilities.

My dear friend, Gian!

Gian and I started to become close to each other just last year but I feel like we've been very close for years already! She is a very sweet young lady. She's beautiful, intelligent, dependable and a very thoughtful friend. I would always appreciate her for putting others' needs ahead of her own. I love the way she tells me stories about her life and her experiences back in the United States. Her personality is so pleasant that I wouldn't want to stop talking to her once we've started a conversation. I feel like we can talk and talk all day long! I thank God that He made our paths cross. Thanks to all the wonderful memories, Giansis! I ♥ u!

Hillsong United's Aftermath Tour

I just saw this event poster at facebook yesterday and I felt really excited! Listening to and singing praise and worship songs is something I would always love to do. I know I have a lot of shortcomings and failures but they should never ever stop me from giving honor and glory to the One who created me. People may not be aware or they may not understand all the trials I encountered in my life, especially during the early part of this year (2011), but I know that my Saviour have seen everything! He was there while I weep. He was there when I felt so alone. He was there. He never left me. I look forward to this event because I want to express my gratitude to God for everything He has done for me.. for giving me hope.. for loving me unconditionally.. for giving me courage.. for carrying me through.

My Super Adorable Nephew, Xian Jyle :)

Isn't he cute? He lives thousands of miles away from me but thanks to technology I can see him and talk to him anytime I want. When I see him, I feel like I'm a child again. I wanna bite those cheeks. I can't wait to hug him, kiss him and sing him songs while I put him to sleep. Call me biased but for me, he is the cutest baby in the world! I love you, Jyle!

How Great Is Our God Tour

This video reminded me how small I am and how BIG God is! I am a finite human being and He is the powerful and sovereign GOD of this universe. It reminded me of the song of sovereignty: I know God knows what's best. Pray humbly the prayer of trust: "I trust your lordship. I belong to you. Nothing comes to me that hasn't passed through you." If you happen to read this blog, I encourage you to watch this video and be blessed!

What are the things that brought you JOY recently? You may want to share it to your readers too.

He Made It!

2011-03-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

Yes, I'm a proud mom! My son graduated from grade school last Saturday, March 26, 2011. I realized so many things while watching him go up the stage to receive his diploma and while I watch him sing with his classmates on stage. I am thankful to God for giving me a sweet and loving son. He never fails to show his appreciation to me and his dad through his words and actions. I believe that my son has a pure heart. His character is something that would bring him on top someday. He is honest, sincere, generous, patient and compassionate. At an early age I've seen him do unexpected gestures which gave encouragement to other people, even to strangers. He is excited to be in high school and I know that I need to have more time for him because during this stage, he will be facing new challenges and he would need guidance in order to do what's right and what's best for him. I love him so much and there is nothing I wouldn't do for him.

Congratulations to you, my baby!

We Will Wait

2011-03-25T16:19:00.000-07:00

We will run and not grow weary

We will walk and will not faint

For the Lord will go before us

And His joy will be our strength

Mounting up with wings as eagles

As our spirits start to soar

When we come into His presence

And we wait upon the Lord

We will wait upon the Lord

For in His presence

Is fullness of joy

And our strength

Will be restored

As we wait

Upon the Lord

Isaiah 40:31 - 31

But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

This song inspired me today. May it be a blessing to you too. Just click on the link if you want to listen to it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iWj8wPhimE

Things I Want This Summer

2011-03-24T23:44:00.000-07:00

5 days and 4 nights vacation in Panglao Island Bohol

I hope to go there after my graduation.

Frayed Straw Fedora from Forever 21

Description:

Basketweave fedora that features pinch front and a teardrop crown. Watercolor floral trimming. Frayed ends. Interior grosgrain headband.

Knit Fringe Poncho from Forever 21

Description:

Lightweight knit poncho features ribbed round neckline and fringed ends. Open crochet knit. Straight hemline.

Harajuku Lovers LOVE Perfume

Description:

Love is described as a nice, soft and caring fragrance, created in cooperation with Yves Cassar and Pascal Gaurin of IFF. It opens with notes of bergamot, pink pomelo, peach, and bamboo leaf.

Striped Canvass Espadrille Flats from Forever 21

Description:

Canvas espadrille flats that feature stripes and a round toe. Ankle strap with a high polish buckle. Small flat heel. Fully lined. Padded insole. Textured outsole.

Sunglasses from Forever 21

Description:

These square rim sunglasses feature a gradated lens and a classic skinny frame. Protecting your eyes and keeping you stylish. Skinny temples.

Tribal Shapes Romper from Forever 21

Description:

Knit romper that features colorful tribal shapes and smocked neck and waist line. Two side seam pockets. Finished hem. Unlined. Lightweight.

Diamond Knit Poncho from Forever 21

Description:

Add some color to your outfit with this diamond knit poncho. Asymmetrical accent seams. V-neckline. Lightweight.

Striped Boxy Top From Forever 21

Description:

Soft knit top with a cropped boy cut. Vertical stripes. Dropped shoulder. Short sleeves. Round neck. Lightweight.

Striped Peekaboo Shoulder Top from Forever 21

Description:

This boldly striped slub knit top features a scoop neck, short raglan sleeves, and peekaboo cutouts along the shoulders. Relaxed fit. Lightweight.

I kind of made an online window shopping at the Forever 21 website and these are the items that caught my attention. The list could go on and on! I am looking forward to hit the beach soon and go on a summer shopping with my mom and my sister who will be visiting the country soon. :)

How about you? What are your plans for summer?

Grabbed from Gian

2011-03-23T17:41:00.000-07:00

My dear friend Gian found this while she was researching for her essay about personal legends (based on Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist). I enjoyed reading her post and I decided to make one for myself too. Thanks, Giansis!

I know I have to do something very important right this moment but there are certain things that keep me from doing so.

I believe that there is never a crisis so troubling that God could not bring peace in the midst of it. He has proven Himself faithful to me so many times. I praise Him for that!

I fought for my family several times already.
I am angered when people are inconsiderate and selfish.
I love to love and be loved.
I need an accountability partner. Someone who would openly rebuke me and would remind me of God’s unconditional love and forgiveness.
I take my Mom’s advices seriously.
I hear people who speak from the heart. I admire genuine people.
I drink water most of the time.
I hate girls who flirt with men who are committed.
I use my blog for online money making.
I want to travel after graduation.
I decided to try my best to forgive those who have offended me.
I like the feeling of the sand between my toes.
I am a graduating nursing student.

I feel uneasy when strangers stare at me.
I left a Php 500.00 bill once at a wahsroom of an amusement park a few years ago.
I do not want to see my son get hurt.
I hope to be with my family of origin in the United States soon.
I dream of having my own restaurant in the future.

I drive my son crazy when I tell him jokes and when I make funny faces.
I listen to Christian music all the time.
I type away my thoughts when I'm sad and I feel relieved after.
I think God has a BIG plan for me and my family this year.
I wish I could take the board exam in July and be able to go abraod this year.
I compensate for the lost time with my son by going out on dates with him once or twice a month.
I regret some of the wrong decisions I have made when I was young.
I care about lost souls.
I should achieve my goal to lose 40 lbs in 6 months.
I am not going to give up. I will get going even when the going gets tough.
I said hurtful things which I know I wouldn’t be able to take back.
I wonder if my greatest wish will ever come true.
I changed my hair color from golden brown to medium blonde.
I cry when I think of my parents and my siblings.
I am in the process of forgiving someone who has broken my heart.
I am not easily angered.
I lose my temper when people try to hurt my family.
I leave everything in God’s hands. He knows what’s best.

Girl Bonding at Pho Hoa

2011-03-21T17:00:00.001-07:00

Who says that pigging out is not a great idea for girl bonding? My group mates and I believe that we can always enjoy each other's company while feasting over our favorite food! On our last day of duty, we decided to eat at Pho Hoa Noodle Soup in Tomas Morato, Quezon City. Pho Hoa restaurants specialize in naturally flavored, healthy and delicious soups. It is a conscious choice to health and a well-balanced meal!

We were all satisfied with the food we ordered! Burp! :)

I love my ladies ~ Gian, Ate Au and Leah :)

Leah and I

Grilled Pork, Veggie and Fried Rolls Vermicelli

Php 300.00 (Large)

Fresh Spring Roll Vegetarian/Shrimp and Pork

Php 127.00

Tenderloin Beef with Rice

Php 295.00

Pho Noodle soup with eye round steak and meat balls

Php 265.00

Sizzling Pepper Steak

2011-02-16T15:39:00.000-08:00

Another post about food! :) One Sunday night, I just thought of having dinner at a quiet and relaxing place and I ended up eating at Sizzling Pepper Steak in Katipunan Avenue, Quezon City.

Enjoying the evening:)

Fish and Chips - Php 220.00

This was perfect for my taste buds! I'd highly recommend it to those who like eating crispy food!

Beef Pepper Steak - Php 185.00

The beef was tender and tasty plus they have a variety of sauces which go perfectly with this dish.

Pepper Rice - Php 40.00

Blueberry Cheesecake Ice Cream - Php 78.00

A must try! One of the simplest yet mouth watering dessert I've had in my life!

I didn't get to upload the picture of my bottomless iced tea but its price is Php 55.00 and it was a little too sweet for me.

Now, the end is near!

2011-02-16T15:15:00.000-08:00

Today’s our first day of duty at the Novaliches Lying In Clinic in Quezon City. This would be our second to the last rotation. I’ve been worried about how I’m going to get there because our duty begins at 6am and Novaliches is very far from my place. My groupmate Ate Au and I decided to just take a cab so traveling would be more convenient for both of us and we don’t have to leave very early in the morning. Our travel time took only 30 minutes. When we arrived, our group leader Gian was already there waiting for us. Ma’am Narciso is our clinical instrustor in the area and she introduced us to the lying in staff and we had an orientation. She discussed with us how the procedures are being done in the area and how we should relate to the midwives and doctors there. Policies regarding wearing proper uniform was also discussed. We should wear our clinical uniforms when traveling then wear our nursing scrubs when we arrive at the area. She also told us about our requirements for duty such as daily documentations, nursing journals and drug studies.

We were assigned to do different tasks in the area. Some were assigned in the admission, some were tasked to monitor the mothers and newborns in the ward and some were assigned to assist in the deliveries. I was assigned in the admission and I was able to perform Leopold’s maneuver to the mothers who went there for prenatal check up then I took the fundic height and fetal heart tones. It’s an awesome feeling to be able to perform those procedures and apply all the principles that I have learned inside the classroom. I am hoping that all of us would have the chance to practice their skills and I hope that our group will be able to get all our needed cases so that we won’t need to have duties on April just to complete the cases that we lack. We only have a month and a half then we’re done with school. Our graduation is scheduled on May and I’m having mixed feelings about it. I’m going to miss everything about being a student nurse but I’m also looking forward to wearing my toga and the school’s prescribed clinical uniform for the last time.

Do You Trust Him?

2011-01-28T15:05:00.001-08:00

Do You Trust Him?

by Max Lucado

I know God knows what's best.

I know I don't.

I know he cares.

Such words come easily when the water is calm. But when you're looking at a wrecked car or a suspicious-looking mole, when war breaks out or thieves break in, do you trust him?

Scripture, from Old Testament to New, from prophets to poets to preachers, renders one unanimous chorus: God directs the affairs of humanity. No leaf falls without God's knowledge. No dolphin gives birth without his permission. No wave crashes on the shore apart from his calculation. God has never been surprised. Not once.

I am the one who creates the light and makes the darkness. I am the one who sends good times and bad times. I, the Lord, am the one who does these things. (Isa. 45:7)

Some find the thought impossible to accept. One dear woman did. After I shared these ideas in a public setting, she asked to speak with me. Husband at her side, she related the story of her horrible childhood. First abused, then abandoned by her father. Unimaginable and undeserved hurts scar her early memories. Through tear-filled eyes she asked, "Do you mean to tell me God was watching the whole time?"

The question vibrated in the room. I shifted in my chair and answered, "Yes, he was. I don't know why he allowed your abuse, but I do know this. He loves you and hurts with you." She didn't like the answer. But dare we say anything else? Dare we suggest that God dozed off? Abandoned his post? That heaven sees but can't act? That our Father is kind but not strong, or strong but doesn't care?

I wish she could have spoken to Joseph. His brothers abused him, selling him into slavery. Was God watching? Yes. And our sovereign God used their rebellious hearts to save a nation from famine and the family of the Messiah from extinction. As Joseph told them, "God turned into good what you meant for evil" (Gen. 50:20).

Best of all would have been a conversation with Jesus himself. He begged God for a different itinerary: a crossless death. From Gethsemane's garden Christ pleaded for a Plan B. Redemption with no nails. " 'Father, if you are willing, please take this cup of suffering away from me. Yet I want your will, not mine.' Then an angel from heaven appeared and strengthened him" (Luke 22:42-43).

Did God hear the prayer of his Son? Enough to send an angel. Did God spare his Son from death? No. The glory of God outranked the comfort of Christ. So Christ suffered, and God's grace was displayed and deployed.

Are you called to endure a Gethsemane season? Have you "been granted for Christ's sake, not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for His sake" (Phil. 1:29 NASB)?

If so, then come thirsty and drink deeply from his lordship. He authors all itineraries. He knows what is best. No struggle will come your way apart from his purpose, presence, and permission. What encouragement this brings! You are never the victim of nature or the prey of fate. Chance is eliminated. You are more than a weather vane whipped about by the winds of fortune. Would God truly abandon you to the whims of drug-crazed thieves, greedy corporate raiders, or evil leaders? Perish the thought!

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;

And through the rivers, they will not overflow you.

When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched,

Nor will the flame burn you.

For I am the Lord your God.

(Isa. 43:2-3 NASB)

We live beneath the protective palm of a sovereign King who superintends every circumstance of our lives and delights in doing us good.

Nothing comes your way that has not first passed through the filter of his love.

Learn well the song of sovereignty: I know God knows what's best.Pray humbly the prayer of trust: "I trust your lordship. I belong to you. Nothing comes to me that hasn't passed through you."

A word of caution: the doctrine of sovereignty challenges us. Study it gradually. Don't share it capriciously. When someone you love faces adversity, don't insensitively declare, "God is in control." A cavalier tone can eclipse the right truth. Be careful.

And be encouraged. God's ways are always right. They may not make sense to us. They may be mysterious, inexplicable, difficult, and even painful. But they are right. "And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them" (Rom. 8:28).

From

Come Thirsty

Thinking About The Future

2011-01-21T03:09:00.001-08:00

My mother and I had a long conversation over the phone this morning. She had been in the US for a total of 8 years. We haven’t talked to each other in a while due to our busy schedules so we needed to catch up. She has just finished working when we started talking and we were able to talk about so many things. Part of our conversation was about how hard she works in order to earn money and provide for our needs. My mother has always been a workaholic and she always does her best in doing her job. She has always find hard work to be good for the soul. She’s very dependable and she always puts our needs first. As I listened to her stories, I told myself that someday, I want her to experience an abundant life without having to work 16 hours a day for 5 days a week. I want our family to invest for our future and invest on things which could last for a long time just like an IRA gold.

It was only a few weeks ago when I found out that there are a number of approved precious metals which can be used in an individual retirement account(IRA). Gold is said to be an ultimate retirement asset. I would like my parents and I to know more about 401k gold and gold IRA transfer. Purchasing gold and other precious metals may not be a very common idea to those people who belong to the middle class, but I know that as long as you have a job and you work hard, it is possible to make this kind of investment. No one can devalue gold. It can even be passed on to the younger generation of the family. My parents would be glad to know that there are opportunities in which they can invest for our future and even their grandchildren could benefit from the investments they made. I want our family to become economically stable throughout life. I am willing to do my part as the eldest child in the family and be a blessing to my siblings today and even in the years to come. I love my family so much and I want the best for them, that’s why most of the time, I think ahead.

The Real Meaning of Christmas

2010-12-23T20:02:00.000-08:00

It's that time of year again. December has come and with it all the joys of Christmas. But what is the real meaning of Christmas? Is it the gifts under the tree, the lights in the windows, the cards in the mail, turkey dinners with family and friends, snow in the yard, stockings hanging in the living room, and shouts of "Merry Christmas" to those who pass us in the streets? Is this really Christmas?

For many people, Christmas is a time of sorrow. They don't have the extra money to buy presents for their children, family, and friends. Many are saddened at Christmastime when they think of their loved ones who will not be able to come home for various reasons. Turkey dinners may be only a wish and not a reality for some.

Yet, Christmas can be a season of great joy. It is a time of God showing His great love for us. It can be a time of healing and renewed strength. You see, Christmas is when we celebrate the birth of the Christ child. God sent His Son, Jesus, into the world to be born. His birth brought great joy to the world. Shepherds, wise men, and angels all shared in the excitement of knowing about this great event. They knew this was no ordinary baby. The prophets had told of His coming hundreds of years before. The star stopped over Bethlehem just to mark the way for those who were looking for this special child.

Luke 2: 4-19 says:
"So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn.

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.

This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger." Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,
"Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests."

When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, "Let's go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about." So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart."

Why did He come? Why did God send His son to this sometimes cruel and hard world? He sent Jesus to us so that one day, He would grow up to become a very important part of history. His story (history) is one of truth, love, and hope. It brought salvation to all of us. Without Jesus, we would all die in our sins.

Jesus was born so one day the price could be paid for the things we have done that are wrong. The Bible says that all have sinned. We are all born with a sin nature. We do things that do not please God. Through the sins of Adam and Eve, we have all inherited that sin nature. We need to have that removed. The only way is through Jesus. Jesus came so He could die on the cross for ALL of our sins. If we believe that Jesus died for our sins, we can ask Him to come into our hearts and forgive us. Then, we are clean and made whole. We can know that heaven is a place where we can go to when this life is over.

"But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us and to cleanse us from every wrong." I John 1:9

We can truly be happy at Christmas! No matter what may be happening, we can know that we are His children. We then become sons and daughters of God. Heaven will be our home one day.

Look at Christmas in a new way this year. This is the year to invite Jesus into your heart. You will then have a "Merry Christmas." The joy and peace you will receive will last all year as you look to God for all your needs to be met.

Jesus Is The Reason For The Season! Rejoice!

From: http://www.cbn.com

Duty at the National Center for Mental Health

2010-11-17T03:48:00.000-08:00

It’s my first time to handle a patient in a psychiatric institution. When I first heard that we will be handling patients from a mental hospital, I sort of have mixed feelings. I’m excited to have an exposure in this area and be able to apply the concepts I have learned from my Psychiatric Nursing subject. I even prepared my uniform ahead of time to make sure that I won’t be late for duty. How I wish I could wear nursing scrubs so I would be comfortable in doing all of our activities for the day. I also felt a bit apprehensive because I don’t know if I could communicate with my client therapeutically. I know the concepts, I know the proper communication techniques to be used, but I’m afraid I would stutter or maybe become speechless in front of my client. I do not want to embarrass them in any way.

I saw my client this morning and we had an interaction which lasted for about 20 minutes. Our conversation was very interesting. She told me things about herself and her family in the province. I gave her information about myself too. I think I have successfully established rapport with my client. After our conversation, I took her vital signs then we immediately started our group activity. We had our morning exercise, we played games, we did newspaper reading and group singing. I really enjoyed every minute of it but I think it would have been more enjoyable if we were allowed to wear scrub clothing so we could perform our tasks easier. It’s so hard to do all those activities wearing our white clinical uniform with our cap and apron. Our last day at the mental hospital will be our Socialization Day. My group mates and I will be preparing a special program for our clients and we will serve special food for them. We’re also planning to buy them slippers and give them their own hygiene kit. We want to make that day an unforgettable one for all of us.