When Pen Meets Paper

Ecstacy.. [Sexual Healing]

2010-12-01T14:27:00.000-06:00

Maybe we could or maybe we should take a step back to get on the right track, this is the best path to take so let's make love on a bed of tulips, daisies and roses who knows this could be the beginning of a beautiful ending so, to you this letter I'm sending... An everlasting love from me to you so true so let me do all the things you want me to. I wanna kiss you from your forehead to your labret makin you soak n wet so you'll never forget, my passionate kisses and this is the best of three wishes. From your labret to your c-cups never giving you too much to handle. I light a candle to set the mood. Don't wanna come off rude, so I take it slow, letting you know what I feel is real. As I work my way down your navel, I never let go of your backside, as I let my tongue ride down your body's curves... damn, I got some nerves to make you feel like your feeling, giving you this sexual healing, revealing the things that make your head spin. As I leave your twin towers, this love is ours, let's take a shower. So I can kiss the lips inbetween your hips, and I'll touch you with my fingertips never lose my grip, but I begin to slip, 'cause your body is drippin and its your skin that I'm lickin. Out of the shower we step, my end of the bargain, I kept, now it's your turn. No, let me take that back... I see you yearnin now I'm learnin that you want more, so, instead of four, I give you 12-play, wait -let me stop to catch my breath, as I take you breath away, and make you say.. nah, I'll make you scream... betta yet, I'll make you spell my name, it's not a game I'm playin, I'm sayin... I wanna make you scream like a dream come true. I can take you to ecstacy while you're layin next to me. I slip my tongue inside, no reason to hide what you're feelin it's so appealin to make you scream out loud like you're on cloud, nine. Makin your body one with mine. Love is so devine and your physique is so fine. Now that ecstacy is reached, it's this lesson that I teach-I mean, taught, I'm done... that's what you thought. I pull your body close to me and it's getting close to three in the A.M. or P.M., like 7/11. I'll take you to heaven leavin you open and hopin that this is not the end. So, I say to you my friend, that I can't stop. I won't stop. I turn you over to rub your back, jus' before I attack. I got the lotion ready for a message, and no-I don't want a menage', 'cause I'm not willing to share, 'cause I'm ready to care for every intricate detail of your body. And yes, I said it, I'm selfish. But I'm servin the best dish of love you ever tasted... And no touch, will ever be wasted...

How Could You Forget?

2010-07-19T13:38:00.000-05:00

Brickwall

2010-07-17T15:40:00.000-05:00

2010-06-19T21:41:00.001-05:00

CAN WE GO A LITTLE DEEPER?

2010-05-24T18:17:00.003-05:00

Can we go a little deeper,
to a place where words mean nothing,
but time spent erases the pain of yesterdays mistakes.

Can we go a little deeper,
to a place where we could chase our dreams,
cause a fallen tear aint always what it seems.

Can we go a little deeper,
to a place where I can splash in your splendor,
where your tears are a joyous waterfall to which I surrender.

Can we go a litte deeper,
to a place that holds the feeling of our first kiss,
to a time that doesn't exsist to the watch on my wrist.

Can we go a little deeper,
to a place where the world is our stage,
deeper than the thoughts behind the words on this page.

Can we go a little deeper,
to a place that is beyond our hearts,
because time waits for no one, so that's the best place to start.

Can we go a little deeper,
because that's where love begins,
the opening to a story that has no ends.

Can we go a little deeper?

03 May 2010 RIP to My GranDaddy.. Hubert Sutton.. I Love You

2010-05-05T14:59:00.011-05:00

Sunset

I viewed the body,
but his spirit had already left with God.
And God makes no mistakes,
so place ya bets 'cause the stakes are high,
but higher are the odds
of losin if you're choosin
to question or go against the path that He laid.
See I believe in Jesus Christ,
and he paid
for our sins, so let's win.
Yes, we're hopin for a Resurrection,
but for now we give affection
to those who are in mourning.
And when morning comes,
the sun will rise
and give us one more chance
to open our eyes and realize..

WE MUST CHERISH WHAT WE HAVE
WHILE THEY'RE STILL HERE.

Yes, the sun has set for this great man,
but it will rise again,
and at that time
we will see him in Heaven.
But until then,
we must spend Love and Time
because those are two things that can't be taken away
once they're given to another.
See, love is a feeling and term of endearment..
and time, well time is of the essence.. a blessing to say the least,
but at least,
I can stand here proud and say
"That's my GranDaddy, resting in peace,"
and he is now with the Lord,
so his soul is at ease.

formspring.me

2010-02-13T00:50:00.001-06:00

Your too cute; not a question tho sorry

Lol.. nah, not a question, but I appreciate that nonetheless.. thank you Sweetheart..
Ask me anything

In the Name of Love

2010-01-26T13:00:00.002-06:00

"Ive been hurt in the name of love, by the ones Ive loved the most.
It felt like I was loved the least, but at least I was loved.
Thats what was in their eyes. Their lying eyes.
The same eyes that looked at me to say 'I love you'
were the same wondering eyes that ripped my inner beauty out from the inside,
but I tried to hide my pride.
Ive been loved in the name of hurt. Or so it seemed.
They loved me just enough so that the hurt multiplied to infinity,
it felt like the end for me.
But I kept on lovin', or kept on longin for the love I thought I should recieve,
but that wasnt the love that was given to me.
The love for me always seemed be the one that stop at good enough.
I just wish I could take the road less traveled and call loves bluff.
Ive been loved in the name of lust.
And trust, its not what it appears to be.
They confused love at its best, with sex.
Never refusing to neglect the words from my heart.
Now thats a start.
Lets get back to that, cause sex in the name of love is love makin
but not to be mistaken as love in the name of sex at its best.
So Ive been hurt in the name of love, loved in the name of hurt, and loved in the name of lust. Now, I'm lusting in the name of love.
Thats when love becomes a drug.
It's so addictive. You get vindictive and they did.
But whats the higher bid?
Knowing that lust from love is love making and love is not forsaken.
So Im happy that Ive taken the road less traveled.
And as a result, Im on this path by myself, searching for self.
And hoping to one day find that one who loves in the name of love.

Love is a drug... and Im addicted."

Somethin for you..

2009-12-12T12:17:00.005-06:00

"The sweetest melody
is the one that you play for me,
when I hold you in my arms,
your heart is the symphony.
Perfectly orchestrated,

you play it so beautifully,

whenever I hear you sing,

I know that it's just for me.

Others try to play your song,

but their sound is so off key.

And your the only one

that makes my heart skip a beat.

Every time I see your face,

I know we were meant to be...

when I look into your eyes,

I'm seeing my destiny.

You're in my every thought,

you're my air, my heartbeat...

my soul speaks to yours,

in the form of telepathy."

Ecstasy

2009-11-19T19:03:00.006-06:00

A deep thought turns into a simple kiss,
and a simple wish, for three more wishes.
Served on the biggest dishes of love, that I ever tasted..
no time is ever wasted.
Maybe we should or maybe we could,
take a step back to get on the right track.
This is the best path to follow
so that love doesn't hollow..
into thin air.
Who can say I was never there?
Through thick or thin, lose or win.. love always prevails.
Even if you go through hell, it never fails.

For lovers only,
where no ones ever lonely.
A place where the sunshine never ends,
and the rain never begins
to stop a happy day.
There's only one way,
to make things grow, and time will show..
the answer to the question and the subject of this lesson..
A blessing never falls into the wrong hands,
it's given by chance.
So let's, dance away our fears and wipe away the tears,
before we shed too many years..
forgetting all the good, and thinking of the bad that we once had..
continuing to make us sad..

You can let it go and no one has to know, but me and you..
Which becomes you and me.
With unity, it becomes we.. I mean us.
And this is more than lust, trust..
Its all outta love from beginning to end,
'cause you've been my best friend..
from the best to the worst..
when it feels good and when it hurts..
So take my hand and walk with me,
to a place I call..
Ecstasy

Swagga Like Me.. (my bid w/the rap game)

2009-11-19T14:33:00.004-06:00

You can tell a lot about a person
by the way that they walk,
like a personal profile.. and there is no default.
See, no two swaggaz, in two people are the same..
My swag is schitzo..
it goes by two different names.
One is calm, cool, collect.. and that's my claim to fame..
the other's my soft side..
now that's my government name.

See no one on the corner got swagga like me,
Find anotha like me..??
That's highly unlikely. I come from a different breed,
You jus wanna be like me.
Ni**as say they swag is mean when it comes to the lean,
But they jus jockin my style,
and I'm like "gimme dat back"
'Cause my swag is a bully
when it comes to these copycats,
I swag inconspicuous..
so how you gon' copy that?

Pretender

2009-11-18T18:07:00.004-06:00
Pretender,
You.. Pretended.. to love me..
You, placed no one above me,
But like a joke,
You gave me the okie doke,
Cut the rope, and left me hangin,
Hangin with my feet danglin..
No where to run..

Pretender,
you pretended..
I was the one and only contender.
But you played me hard,
Played me like a game of cards.
See, you played me like a Jack
.. against the Ace of Spades,
No way I could win..
You even told me to keep quiet,
In fact, I had to whisper..
I told you:
Don't play me, play lotto.
And you took the car outta park and
Placed into auto..
You drove over my heart..

Pretender,
you pretended to slow down,
I thought you were comin back
for a second round..
But you drove off into the distance,
And in that instance..
I realized it was all a dream..
Realized the pretender was me.
I pretended I was the one,
with whom you wanted to be..
It was me..

I.. Pretended.. You Loved Me..
I, placed no one above thee..
But still, like a joke..
You gave me the okie doke.
Cut the rope and left me hangin,
Hangin with my feet danglin..
No where to run..

Pretender,
Is this real or make believe?
'Cause see,
I wear my heart on my sleeve,
And you just did the laundry.
You washed me up
and hung me out to dry.
And I cant lie..
Sometimes the hurt
is better than the real deal.
See I don't whether I'm comin or goin,
Whether I'm leavin or stayin.
The pretender keeps playin,
With my heart..

Pretender,
You.. Pretended.. to love me..
You, placed no one above me..
And yes, like a joke..
You gave me the okie doke..
Cut the rope, and left me hangin,
Hangin with my feet danglin..
No where to run.

Pretender...

Stop playin..

How Could You Forget {snippet}

2009-11-18T14:15:00.000-06:00
She waits for me,
Playin her melody,
Like a symphony, so sweet,
never miss a beat, I..
Kept my composure,
While pullin her closer,
Like a musical composer, I..
Laced her track.
Never neglect the fact, I'm
So laid back,
Calm, cool, collect..
How could you forget that?

** my love is..
deeper, smoother, cooler..
And laid back..
How could you forget? **

Jog ya memory,
Don't you, remember me?
Not like, none of these fellas
Make songs in acapella..
No music we stay mellow,
Make screams in falsetto.
Now you, don't wanna let go..
You're searchin for that high note..
And ain't found it yet 'cause..

** my love is..
deeper, smoother, cooler
And laid back..
How could you forget?? **

Title Piece.. I Found My Motivation

2009-11-18T02:02:00.005-06:00

This weekend, I found.. My Motivation.

But I jus realized it today, the one that makes my heart smile,
from thousands of miles away.
I saw your face yesterday, and it was like the first time.
As I sat back and thought, I came up wit the first line,
of this rhyme..

This weekend, I found.. My Motivation.

See, you give me the sensation to go with my creative side.
Like penetration, 'cause you get inside.. my mind.
Like makin love for the first time.. you got me high.
Like a cloud nine of stimulation, when thinkin about the relations,
Between, you and I.
And I'm so elated.. and the topic of discussion can be debated..
But this poem is long awaited and much delayed 'cause..

This weekend, I just found.. My Motivation.

And yet, I have this feeling of self humiliation, 'cause in my mind,
I made love to you last night and you didn't even know it.
So many emotions in my heart, but I'm too afraid to show it.
I get nervous laying next to you.. so I never even touch.
So many words I wanna say, but it doesn't come out as such.
So I play it in my mind.
I'm makin love to you mentally, but physially, I can't sleep..
I'm lying here right beside you, even under the same sheets,
But I can't speak..
Can never find those special words to say,
I love you in a special way, and you'll always have a special place
.. in my heart.
From now, through always, and it started at day one..

But it was jus this weekend, that I found.. My Motivation.

I'm feeling a tingling sensation in my fingers and toes,
And who knows where this is comin from..
But I'm on my way home, six hours I have to drive.
And this feelin that I'm feelin is, startin to come alive.
I feel it in my heart, and it flows into my mind..
Then my mind is overwhelmed, and it pours into my eyes
.. and to my surprise, I begin to cry..
but this time I know why..

See, this weekend, I found.. My Motivation,

... and it stands at 6'2",
but I'm drivin in the opposite direction,
so it looks small in my rearview.
But its been big on my heart from the first day we started.
Way back in '03, the first time we departed.
I slipped somethin in your luggage, as you started to pack,
I gave you my heart, and I never want it back.

Yes, between me and you, I want more,
although I'm happy being friends,
'cause you've been my closest one,
through thick and through thin.
See, up until now, from way back then,
and all the way to the end..

You've always been my motivation..
but I just found out this weekend.