Identical yumy

Heart kick

2011-12-31T05:58:00.000+08:00

Never has the sarcastic title. Hating really like love. But wouldn't be nothing next to my new chapter of life, for real. Couldn't I said extremely satisfied merely because love finally unsought me . Said before, love sought is good, but given unsought is better. I stared at you, while others keen on me. Who's the heck who dare snatch my attention. Well, I'm not a toddlers who's believe on men's words, way to believe on his heart and sincerity of someone. Frankly says, I was on my way to make it real.
The one I heart, a friend of mine, my enemy, thief hearts; certainly the boyfriend.

Eternally, nothing in this virtual are permanent indeed. Need not mention of what it stand for, but to what you stand for. Your kick words either can't reject than your honesty and faithful. Those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love, it is the faithless who know love’s tragedies.

Apparently, for those who're enmeshed with their feelings, to feel despondent.

yumyhaylen

Spasmodically recital.

2011-12-29T16:59:00.002+08:00

Time flies, so is period.

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It has been awhile since last birthday update. So, hello, humans.
I've been away busy with college thingy, self affair and bunch of planning. Plus, together time with colleagues.
As some knows I've fly back to campus since October, continued life as a colleger.
An occasions to say here, posted for my brother, on his success in a recent PMR.
" You gamy my challenge, and you deserve it dude! " Nothing much I wish but congrats.

Prior to that, it's a story, with respect to my friends. A buddy used to be a millionaire in advance, bimbo! Very surprised when the very last step back to the land below the wind, I met him at the airport a few minutes before check in flight. Without planning to meet. Meeting unexpectedly. Since he mentioned to me that have waiting as earlier as I thought, I'd appreciate it shinggu. See you in advance, probably next year.

Thanks for the cute little chocolate.

It's my month !

2011-08-17T04:14:00.002+08:00

August please
not
so quick out.

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It's my turns to turned up.

Deal with stress

2011-08-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

The ugly face from me when the stress hit everything.

Hello homosapiens. Is missing Biology currently, without any "why", I missed that subject much. Forced myself to be here actually.
This week was really really a busy week and test began from week to week. Including of, stress out a lot I can say. Those actually comes from the environment, study, people up here, lecturer and life stuff in here. It's sort of miserable situation recently. Totally packages for me. That's for real what I feel for now.
Ah, yeah ?

Sedulous and normal person wouldn't get into this puzzled.
I don't think that's so true though.

Why hate when a little dislike will do?

I should know how to do something for others to help get my mind off my self. I Just realize that I am the person which always caught into a small stuff like hater and all that. The prominent way is I know how to control it instead of commented the rest.

If I can't remedy, nor escape from, what is bothering me, flow with it and try to use it in a productive way, try to be positive .

The best way are; don't overwhelm myself , set realistic goals for myself, change the way I see my situation; seek alternative viewpoints.

After a few minutes,dad's word make me smile again and ended my tears off.

Babble

2011-07-29T01:22:00.057+08:00

I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, that myth is more potent that history.

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It is hard to tell of happiness. Time goes by and we feel safe too soon. And it come sometimes, not always. I wish I could been a punch box. Throw me anywhere you people like, I can stand without the aid of many people. No matter how people condemn , I still remain burly . Simply just like I wish. Be confinced, It can stand without the aid of many people. But not for human. We need, we care, we have to be in one community.

Some things we can not avoid it happening. I guess it's hard for people who are so used to things the way they are. It just a bit aggrieved when something happens without any reason that they can make from it. At least try to create it one. At least. Tried to tell myself about I did my job. To be a great friends, student and anything. That it was in self-defense. I didn't believe me. Never for me to realize myself that I did it well. Due to what people thought of me. Never I try to againts them nor to open my mouth. Normal for me to be stay and still silence indeed. To go further.
Believe that dreams are more powerful than facts. That hope always triumphs over experience .
You perform, you get.

He always there whenever I need him. Dad, I miss you.

yumyhaylen

How it look like ?

2011-07-15T11:20:00.002+08:00

Q &A.

Q: How was mount Kinabalu actually?
A: Yet, never I step my foot there due to time, assignment and money . What that I know it'll took more than 3 hours from my campus, indeed .

Q: What about the culture in Kota Kinabalu?
A: I'm afraid to say it with full of confident about this. I'm still new here. I'd rather say, still remain same just like peninsular I guess, perhaps, though a bit different from us can be sure. It's sort of unique. A lot of languanges, ethnics and race. All together in one borneo.

Q: The food, the food there how was it ?
A: Quiet fine with me, sometimes, I can't pictured well how actually the real food of Sabah. I have found that some food will be prepared together with soups. Untill these day, never I tried their traditional foods. Delicious seafood all come from here. Fishes, crabs, lobsters and so on.

Q: Sabahan language, can I get on it?
A: It's not, sometimes I have difficulty to get them. And this's what I need to tell you. Lucky I have 3 awesome people who willing to be my full time translator, just sometimes I need the translator. Rather than any, they used to talk in maximun speed of speaking and sometimes over-speed. Some also, several of 'em the language that they used I may not have heard before. Clear?

Mount Kinabalu ; from my room.

Cluster A hostel.

Viewed from the lower part of hostel.

Around campus

Found something that's new to me. Milk Leong Fun

Cluster C cafe.

Sutera Harbour

Friends of mine. 4 of us.

First involvement in the University.

2011-07-06T03:19:00.002+08:00

Hello bimbo. Almost four weeks on the land below the wind. Nothing to do with a fancy opening entry, though, I've my university life right now. It's just a very simple posts from me. Last weekend, Saturdays ago, I entered the MOHE-UMS International Taekwondo Fiesta 2011. Indeed, a strong competition between Malaysia, Thailand, Vietnam, Brunei, Indonesia and several other countries. And of course, not easy when met with a team from Thailand, Vietname and Indonesia especially. The most powerful fighters. No wonder, because they've been trained for this tournament for months, if I compare with me, only three days for this game.

Here, bunch pictures of the bite by a few people using low quality camera.

As I mentioned above: MOHE-UMS International Taekwando Fiesta 2011.

Inside the UMS chancellor's hall.

I'm envy much the UMS chancellor hall. Why can't we have something like this in our campus ?

My new team since in here, though, still missing my Dinamic Team.

Enough to be thankful with what I ascribe to have. Won the bronze medal for fin categories (senior)

My first international medal ever.

My spare time before leaving.

2011-06-21T17:11:00.003+08:00

Cheerio ! Not a breakfast cereal. Just a friendly way of saying goodbye.

"I'm about to go". Stuff like this couldn't been out of thinking of mine. Never I feel this hard to say my temporary goodbye to my folks, mom, dad, sister, brother. Including you and you as well. Anyone's, who always kept piercing their eyes at this dorky site and never feel brassed off . So, just because I always think that kind of way.
It's nothing to do indeed about abandoned though. It's really not.

My last close conversation with the mysteries Gucci.

I were really pleased about something with a bits of chuffed when Kota Kinabalu tremendous welcomes me. Ah-haah- First intake to be a student of UITM K.K . Mixed feelings. My very first impression sure that it's lovely to accept it. After several minutes, start thinking all sorts. Including about staying in the hostel. I never been live together with strangers. What to do, I'll go through it in at the same time should be mature, optimistic and rational. What course that I'm taking? Go find out it.
I found out my every June is really fascinating. Since last 3 years. Every my June are full with a lots of tidings. Always be and it's normal though. Once May, now right always happened in June. Well, half of the years.
And also Mom has just transfer to another place out of Selangor. How I look after get to know about this.
Like this : (

More update for me soon.

Are you a narrative speaker?

2011-05-18T01:44:00.003+08:00

How do you do in this el-nino season in this time ?

Perhaps, air conditioning may help you I guess.

There's a bunch of people outside there, which is ask me to blog out about something with my Bahasa. I'll run your favour. Don't worry.

But...Unfortunately...

At the same time, there's a bunch of 'em ( coming out with people ) have been pleased in this way. Don't much worry I'll somehow. Pokoknya, sabar semuanya.

As I said before, I am trying and in loved actually to make myself as a linguistic person. So, go figure. No ones can stop you from learning languages. We're not perfect either,but, we can be so perfect. Language is a life-long learning.

Mangling the language..

We encounter Manglish every day, but do we have to tolerate it ?

"C'mon lah you all, can you all faster decide lah. " This was part of a dialogue in some of TV commercial. Hearing locals speaking like this now very common.

Welcome to the very interesting and intriguing world of Manglish.
What is manglish for those are daft to think about it. Manglish is Malay + English.

Alamak, ayoyo, adoi, apa nama, ect, and suffixes mah, kan, one and the perennial and lovable lah are now almost always heard in Manglish.

"Please" is rather selfishly used. Why? I am not sure One- word sentences are also heard often when Manglish is used: "can", "cannot", "go", "come", and short phrases.

"On the switch" (Please put on the switch), "Off the switch" ( Please put off the switch), "keep and touch " (Keep in touch) are some instructions and phrases we commonly hear too, especially amongst young people.
And so on..

Even with the numerous constructive ideas and suggestion put forth by various interested and knowledgeable parties on the poor standard of English in the country, I notice that the problem has still not been properly addressed by the people responsible for formulating our education policies.

But, it's Manglish, and they say, " Anyhow oso can".!
We're in Malaysia meyh, not in UK. "Anyhow oso can, no problem "

In a nutshell, we've done it perfect unless you don't get it.

In the meantime , I have begun to fed up with some of 'em who's really love to spell this word "Really" turn to "Rely". Well, frankly each of 'em have their own meaning. Do not take it easy.

Facts : My english is suck, to be frank :P

Simply love

2011-05-16T00:24:00.003+08:00

Nothing much exactly to share right here. Just about my short entry.

Simply love for everyone, mom , cousin and the rest.
Yesterday has been a tremendous compact day for the whole day, Saturday. Nevertheless, it was an excellent day, full covered all the exhausted I have. Met up my uncle at Tmn Tasik Permaisuri to settled some errand. Straightaway, me and mother rushing to Mid Valley solely just to have a breakfast, sharp at noon- too teeming.

Actually millions of thanks to my dad. A person who's giving me a chances to have these dinner tickets.

"Simply love" a perfect dinner in conjunction with mother's day celebration. Located at Sunway Resort &Spa . Surprising because I was told that one tables cost almost 5K MYR. At first, merely guessed that it is only about 300 MYR.

Ticket for three person.

Main ballroom. Indeed magnificent.

These's really mashite' food from heaven I called it.

This's funny ever part. Swear

Cousin of mine, Hafiz.

I shall say, goodnight, time for it. XOXO

yumyhaylen

Heart is in coma

2011-05-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

Should I say.." What's up ? "

When people started to listen, when homosapien started to hearing, when folks started to talk what they're heard and listen. Probably the whole world know my heart is in coma. Fullstop, anyhow I'd learn how to cope with when almost dying on certain case that perhaps, the rest won't feel as how I feel. What were we thought actually could be discovered by certain of them. Reminder, only several of them are really care, the rest are just curious. The reason we're here is to face some of problems, life is indeed difficult, partly because of the real difficulties we must overcome in order to survive, and partly because of our own innate desire to always do better. Nobody here lived without a puzzled. Wishing me to talk about bias ? I've feel it, since I was 15. Just for you to know, we're not here to please everyone. And again, we can't please everyone. Peoples going with difference type, different brain sight, and appear with variety of behaviors.

Happiness is experienced largely in striving towards a goal, not in having attained things, because our nature is always want to go on to the next endeavor.

You are pretty daft for not hold on everything you've promised.

yumyhaylen

Nikon or Canon is the best.

2011-04-29T15:56:00.001+08:00

The above title is provoking. However, I would like to clarify that, in 90% of cases, the above questions are not directly relevant to photography. Actually, the word photography itself was wrong. It should be Photograph, but that it. Most of people were use "Photography" . I do not think it should be a big issue, nothing at all.

So, what is important in photography? What would cause the picture is better and more interesting? In general, this is what you need to think about everytime recording photos.

yumyhaylen

Finding the lost

2011-04-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

I couldn't find it nor to trace it , right here .

No ones could know either they're saying the truth or otherwise. Today, words and promise really are not acceptable to us believe and hold on. Just believe in yourself enough to believe the rest. Trust is difficult to interpret, but what is important to believe what is supposed to be trusted. The truth will emerge at any time. Do what your mind say that you feel it's right and fuck the rest. Unless, there is not a question mark, just go ahead. Enjoy your life while you can so. As long as it does not come off on the axis and the truth. Looking for something that certainly can't be seen, is difficult. Hella, it really tested your patience and strength. Someone have told me something. You need not to be resentful and afraid to be disappointed. What to do is, pray for their welfare. The things is, will everyone manage to do that . Just now, that is a question. Conclusion is, this is where the importance of ego. Of yore, indeed I am the most ego person. Since that, I was a very satisfied person for every chapter of my life and every decision that I made. Ego is all about sensation, thinking, feeling, and intuition. It is perhaps the single most important ego function because it's necessary for negotiating with the outside world. Not anymore, I couldn't trace mine, where does it gone because it's too eminent for me to lost it.

Better love yourself the more than anything. Indeed, just because the happiness, the honesty, the dignity, the faithfulness and the bravery only come from yourself. No one can change and give encouragement, if not by your own.

yumyhaylen

Perfect Nightmare

2011-04-14T03:06:00.002+08:00

As I just reach a high level of happiness, the time, people and obstacle always there from the beginning it start, to break it.

I'm pictured that it much really stabbing and piercing my heart, a lot. All most I wanted in that perfect nightmare is just a dream. Hoping it doesn't affect my episode of life. No ! It's a real chapter of life. The proof is, it really does happen now. Say so, well even dumb people rather know what is sense. Somewhat important to have the very important person, so that your precious tears won't come out just for hella things. Straight away I will cross for mom. Mom is our prompt for the vigor and root of life.

It's really kill my brain. But, pity you, I am a
rock with no feeling to rockin' with.

yumyhaylen

Revealed all the issue

2011-04-06T00:33:00.004+08:00

Met Fido last night since it's already pass 12. We both have a speech about many things that night, about everything. All about life, shared laugh, exchanged guffaw and conscience. At the same time we do enjoy the ice cream fire spark. This is the best day compared to the other day with him. Even at first I have a belly illness but still, that night itself showed that I'm fancy with him. I found something that really can shock people about him. Like seriously, he's difference than what people thought. As a thirst for love and attention. Really made me feel overwhelmed and compassion. I've noticed to my close friends and the good people of mine about my status right now. Some says, I'm taken and it's exactly right, no joke. It's really revealed all the issue before this. Loving someones is not that easy as you make a label of me, you can ask those people who're deserve for trying it before. Like I said, I hard to get into somebody, neither to love them. He once said that he actually waiting for me since last year and about until I finished my SPM, and certainly true because this is what really happen now. You are what I never knew I always wanted.

My life now getting more busy and fullfill with something and someone valuable. I've three classes at one time. Cover day and night per week. Sound like woosh but it's really awesome and made my day, even a second.

Rejoice? Indeed. Filled? I can feel it. Love ? Surely.

“Love sought is good, but given unsought, is

better.”

yumyhaylen

Not frenatic nor obsessed

2011-03-30T19:25:00.001+08:00

He's awesome just the way he are. I made this for Gloria. Seems she's absolutely into Gi Kwang (AJ). One of the beast member. We do love B2st. 내가 짐승을 사랑 해요.

AJ stand for (Lee Gi Kwang) was a solo singer under Cube Entertainment, better known by his stage name as "Ace Junior" when he debuted.

Was born on March 30, 1990.

I just found this twitter timeline that made by Gloria in one of my download folder and it almost make me loved her. Well, I am more to Min Ho than AJ bimbo.

Her timeline

Saenggil Chukka Hamnida

yumyhaylen

Matter comes like a rain.

2011-03-30T00:55:00.003+08:00

I just realise so many things happened in this month of March. Full of surprises, and it shouldn't ought be at the same time with a lot of matter, fact, question, choices and answer. All comes just like a rain, at the same time but different spot and direction. That it is, a surprise that no ones know about it. Including my result of SPM. There is nothing to be proud of about that kind of result. Well, it just a moderate result. Just after that, I've met someone who's come from my past. Well, I can say he's pretty enough forbearing in waiting. On this March, someone does open back my heart toward men. I meant it. I've met a lot of people before but not really a lot because I am really hard get into somebody. But this time, this person is freakin freak. Usually people are been too popular with their full of kindness, somebody who's full of hypocrites, arrogants, someones who's daft, crazy, shit and so on. And something I found today is, life will be so ease if people don't have a feeling.So that, people won't be too sensitive with the motherfucker. People won't get hurt in love. People won't easily cry about their sadness and problems. People won't turn crazy about something outstanding things. And so on. Yeah, but I realise, life will be too assiduous without heart, the heart of a man. Perhaps, people might haven't ask about
" How are you? ", " Are you okay? ", " How do you do? " and etcetera. That's it.

Sometimes, especially, when we're be too humanitarian and heartedly it can kill yourself.
March, you're too awesome to be elaborate.

Make everything is completely simple.

yumyhaylen

sS3 Malaysia 110319

2011-03-22T01:07:00.002+08:00

It's about 19 March. It's out of words from what I do always noticed." March of the dead ". But 19th was different.
First of all, I should be thankful to those who's brings me here. You know exactly who you are. Actually I was attending because of certain reasons that should be implemented.

Grand opening

This is the first time I hear a live performance from Super Junior ( 수주 ). They're our 10 hot asian men. One by one from Siwon, Leeteuk, Shindong, Sungmin, Yesung, Ryeowook, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, Donghae, Heechul Super Junior’s Super Show 3 was a success. Kudos to ELFs for creating a perfect Sapphire Blue sea at the concert. All kinds of mixed feelings on that day. I am about keep repeated the same word of " OMG ". This's just a concert date of Suju, SHinee yet, I do not know how the situation at that time. Eventhough, I am not really into Suju, frankly I said they're awesome.
Songs they perform on the night, what I remember is, Sorry sorry( opening), Super Girls , Don't Don, Bonamana, It has to be you (Yesung ), Cooking cooking, Nothing on you ( Donghae ), New Endless Love (Kyuhyun), Twins ( Knock Out ), Down( Eunhyuk), Perfection( Sungmin), Baby and so on. I'm not too sure though.

Live in concert

Still hoping for SHInee ( 샤이니)presence

yumyhaylen

Pierced my heart out.

2011-03-16T02:58:00.001+08:00

Peace of me

Being to strong sometimes is boring because no one would like to care about you. Just what like I feel right now. But that's you basically. Occasionally, people often miss the field and the position of a person's heart. Moreover, if someone took the rights of others. Sometimes our own people did not expect to do so, people with full of shit. What's more, if one considers that in terms of superficial. Actually, there are various kinds of people who live on this earth that you need to know, but we just do not know. The same people that we know we are offended, so hurt. Actually this is not normal but quite painful. But that is life, to teach everything. Don't annoyed easily sometimes. Just give it a whirl. Do not ask for people to understand us, let God only knows how it happen , whether love or grief. You're not to perfect to please people, so you don't have to be so. Let them, do not force them to pathom us. To extend one relationship is not too difficult though. Chemistry is needed. Hypocrites is everyway, regardless of your mother, father, sister, brother, or your friend. Relationships sometimes can meant nothing without respect and sanity. Relationships are like glass.Sometime stay is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

If your intention of relationships is hope, nevermind because hope never abandons you, you abandon it. Don't give a damn for those who're daft, but guide them because they're totally lost. Nowadays, people full of shit, so, don't give a damn.

Traitors can go far away.

yumyhaylen

Shouldn't be refuse.

2011-03-06T06:23:00.001+08:00

Not all what we thought are comes reality and comes for goddness. Something that is not expected to be.

Even if I have chance to have a one month to spare it for nothing, it'll be such a big gap,though. I will fullfill it every sing day with anything beneficial. Plus, my mixed feeling will make it more aweful. I am fancy to have it, moreover I am having it for nothing. I don't know if I should cheer for it, enrage, or anything else. Absolutely, I will have my six month for nothing. Yes, I got a class, and merely it's just about 1 hour and 45 minutes over 24 hours and another 1 month to go about finish it up. So, what will going on next. Meanwhile, the remaining precious time that I have it for nothing. Indeed, that's what I feel. Pretty bored, even I much want love to stay at home. For heaven's sake, day by day are getting worst. Let alone to work? Out of mind, and I am not allowed for such things. Just a few couple of day ago, I am about receive this opportunities for doing a photograph at DZMS agency for make some ads. I am wondering is this is my right or anyelse reason for me to accept this. I choose no for this. Plus, I'm only 18. Consider under 18. Not much did I know about all of this. Lies and the bad effect is everywhere. Perhaps, not now. I am fancy if I stands on my own photograph and art. That's really work when seing your own work and everthings made by yourself. Aren't you?

I began to understand why there are Some of them have begun to miss school days.

yumyhaylen

New look, just after Myspace.

2011-02-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

I really need something that what is new. Perhaps, this's not so new for those who had done this before. A new layout looks, at last. It's getting boring without anything,though. So, it comes with it new outlook, I guess. It's so rare in Facebook world, I mean. Nevertheless, this's pretty cool.

Pretty cute enough with the Hello Kitty and quiet fascinating at the first sight.

A simple one but still into it,really.

You can just try it, searching in everywhere.

Succinct entry

2011-02-17T13:24:00.002+08:00

Nor have her own subject, but I'm not try to abandon anything. Sure, I'm a girls that totally for a boy. Saying that, I am not interesting in any of them. At this time. Indeed. Play nice, stop abuse each others. Well, before anything. That's not a wanted things to be happen. Being a friends is more awesome. I can echew everything but I can't abandon the fact. Don't expect more than me, a normal homosapiens. Do respect my heart as I'm respect yours. Perhaps, someday and somehow it will be normal just what before this. I just cut out this simple quote

" Don't like me, I don't believe in love ". I hate this, when someone is misunderstanding. Go figure. In case, I do believe in love. Love is universal. Such the earth that belongs in usufruct to the living.

Love is everything that we need in this life. Love can be conclude all over the subject. Love between creatures and the God.

yumyhaylen

Today is beautiful enough for the birth.

2011-02-15T18:57:00.001+08:00

Happy
birthday to our
Prophet M u h a m m a d
s.a.w.

Our blessings be upon him.

I s l a m is a way of life, indeed.

Coincodent breakfast

2011-02-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

We're just having a breakfast for three of us. Imma , Aimran, and me. There really is not any plan to breakfast together, in other words, once the lunch. All at once like that.
Located in Kenny Roger Roaster, somewhere in Bukit Tinggi, absolutely, there we're. Nothing much really happen for today. Unless, our full tummy.

Waiting her ( Imma ) to fetch me, kiddo.

What a sunny day.

Made some capture capture while waiting for meal.

Kenny Rogers Roasters

My meal. Ah mashite'h (delicious)

Imma's meal

The last one , was Aimran's meal.

Couple of muffin

After having a full belly on the noon.

So, our next destination, bimbo?

yumyhaylen

Eye Mask

2011-02-12T02:01:00.001+08:00

Well, that was that. Such a twisted twig word. It was a handmade. I can say the fifth handmade work after the school project and so on. I just sew one eye mask by myself. Itself telling you, what a bored single day I had. Actuly, it's out of my mind. I didn't made a plan for all this minute things. I just feel my lazyness to use the sewing machine at all. Everything I do by my ownself and does't need a machine favour, yes, maybe next time. But, it's different when we we talk about the neatness. I try to heed to make my own skirt, next time.

Step 1 : Use your sunglasses to trace an outlineon the light cloth. Make the outline a centimeter wider than the glasses.

Step 2 : Cut out the drawn shape then use it as a template for the dark cloth and cut that out too.

Step 3 : Make it light proof by placing cotton pads in between thee cut outs. Sew them together then neaten the edges.

Step 4 : Measure the elastic band by wrapping it around your head. Cut accordingly and sew down the ends
to your mask.

This's the worst and ugly. Reject.

yumyhaylen