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The Rebel in U

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 12 Aug 2014 22:38:00 +0530

Honestly, the day was not a god start.

It was the 6th day of the long unexpected vacation, I wasn't up to that productive as I thought I will be.

My "Get List" was officially over with the Canon 1200D and the Swiss bag.

Late noon thought why don't I try a road trip, I had always wanted to go but was afraid to travel solo. The accidents and thefts but still went.

I always imagined to go on a trip full prepared this was nothing like that just me, avenger and music yet it was the amazing time I spent.

After a heavy lunch from the Super briyani, one of the best briyani shops in Chennai.

(http://places.wonobo.com/chennai/super-briyani/259512#.U-o2gCZTn3Q.facebook)

Took the OMR just for a ride thought I'll head back, then something happened and started to Mahabalipuram.

It was an awesome ride, just me music and avenger wow!

The weather was changing with each km, the country side was amazing.

Finally at the end of 55 km journey, found my way into Mahabalipuram.

The shore city was splendid and majestic, the sculptures that stood the test of time and the great knowledge of the art extinctwas a bit sad.

We Indians had so much potential back then but now :(

Anyways cruised around the town, was searching for a quite and lonely beach.

Just turned where my instinct told to

Finally got here

No one soul to be found, speechless.
The wast expanse of water, sea breeze, splashes of the wave, the sand collected from all over the world wanted time to freeze.
Some how when I put out my thoughts and questions in such a place I get a reply.
Strange as it may sound but connecting with nature is the best way to find peace.
I had cleared up my mind, then it was photo time :P

Then had to leave this place, the ride back to home was via ECR, in the after showers.

Actually, none in my family accept this nature of mine.
The rides and going to aloof places but you got to do what you got to do.
Recently, came across a pic

As meaning as it may sound I think its us who decide, we heed upon others and choose our decision, cause I was in the same situation and then finally decided to go against what I used to be.

I could have met with an accident or something else but here I am writing this blog.

Go against what you are and be some one you want to be.

Life is small but if you know your spice you live it big.

Life is out there go on explore, fall rise, go on...

Never stop

There is lot of roads to be discovered try something new and be phenomenal.

P.S: thanks Priya for the persuasion :-)

What you are

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 15 Oct 2013 07:58:00 +0530

It does not matter how much we have, but what really matters is what we do with what we have.

So much to say in so little time, but then what is time actually? A linear timeframe quantified by the movement/radiation of electrons or a value set by ISI organization for all of us or is something that you define in your life? What you think is what you are. When was the last time you have done something different that took your breath away? Almost our youth was spent in the urge to get marks, good college and now in a company. But is this is what life is?
To get a job to get into the indispensible cycle of life is that what we really are capable of? Take a break for few minutes, break free from your problems & open up your mind for few minutes, walk with me for few minutes to the other side of life, if you don’t like you can forever resort to this life of yours and in here please don’t let the limitations get in the way of what you are.

I believe that we of all living things in the world are truly gifted but do we use it to our full potential? Dolphins for instance are considered to be one of the intelligent species; they used to name each & every one and can remember the whistle of others for almost 20 years. All of us are more capable more than this but then why is it so hard to get out from who we are to who we want to be. We are on a treadmill with no stop button is this is what we are designed to be?

Of course we can’t change the present scenario but we sure can get the best of it. First of all I would like to ask yourself if today is the day that you are going to die will you remain the same. If yes then I respect you for what you are and wouldn’t like to change any of it, for no you & I have got lot a long way to reach to where we want to be.

Most people live – whether physically, intellectually or morally in a very restricted circle of their potential. We all have reservoirs of life to draw upon of which we do not dream.

In life there is always a calling, a higher calling we have come across those situations but haven’t really understood of what it is. Before I could tell you tell about it let me just enlighten you on what you could be unaware of life. There are so many thoughts crumbled in our brain that we ignore the very essence of life, do you know you each day you think 60% of what you thought yesterday. Friend’s family reputation career and all those things go round & round in full circles. There are so many thoughts that come from so many different directions that affect you the way you are.

You still think that this is what you are capable of? Let me say that you are part of a greater plan that was set in motion by the unknown. You are born not to follow but to make your own life, not limited but abundant.

Get to know about yourself, the calling is always there, follow it and make peace with you past you can’t change it but u can create a new beginning that you haven’t thought would be possible.

Sure I am that this day we are masters of our fate that the task which has been set before us is not above our strengths; that its pangs and toils are not beyond my endurance. As long as we have faith in our own cause and an unconquerable will to win, victory will be ours.

If you can’t take responsibility of your life, no one else will coz everyone is busy with theirs. If you still have a feel that it is not impossible to do what you think then take time to read about the impossible that came from a common man like you and me.

3 rd year and plus

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 21 Aug 2012 00:08:00 +0530

i just wanna be der
when d morning sun radiates
on your facr i cant escape
i love yo till the end
i'm game for it
happy aniv.. ..
luv ya

Let there be light

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 6 Apr 2012 11:47:00 +0530

Heya. I decided this post just for you. Hope that yo read it just in time.Remember this is a post for you onli. Well time passed between us almost 3 years since we knew each other. Its my first post of the year and almost a year since my post was published. Days without you are becoming worse and is frustrating. Days like this its just gets worse no matter how much i want to come out of it. Regular absenteeism from coll, dormant and inactive and all sorts of things. Its not that I'm missing you but more deeply something keeps smothering me i cant figure it out. Writing a post for you like this is what I least expected but still how to tell yo these things. And most importantly yo didn't return my calls on yo birthday too. So mean and bad of yo. Couldn't yo think what yo birthday meant for me. And what did i do to deserve this lady. Do this is what i get for being with you huh? Idiot. Sometimes life just seems so empty without you though I'm surrounded by people. Never mind i know that would be a reason for it. But.....

The question that still bothers me is why do yo keep pushing yourself away and away?

And why all these problems an complications n your life that yo are creating for yourself. You said yo can deal with it but can yo seriously. More than myself I'm bothered about you. Couldn't you get that in your mind.

The relationship that we share is way more to describe it. We had been through tough times in our lives and still we have a long way to go. You keep pushing yourself and that is bothering me than any other thing. I tried everything but I'm sorry. Yo need to be the change. Stop this maniac madness start living with what yo desire. Remember what the mind can conceive and believe it can achieve. There is just a thin line of hope in this world just hold on to it dont worry it wont break. As long as yo believe it yo can be happy. Hope is a good thing maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.

If yo can trust me then trust this too "You cant cheat yourself for a long time"

Stop thinking too much and change yo negative thinking. Think about yo and yo life for now stop living for others. Decide where yo are going to be in the next 10 & 40 years from now. Stop all and start. For its you who is going to live this life follow your heart.

Do yo remember the phrase that I say about you being my world but now yo have and I cant see in despair and depressed state. Kindly blossom once again,let the stars shine bright and let the sunrise and start a new beginning. Let there be light

With Love

Sino :)

P.S: Don't forget to take the juice with you .

Wish you were here.

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 29 Jul 2011 01:04:00 +0530

I remember all those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

Wish you were here

So many things happened in so little time well its not that i have broken down for that i wish that someone have ear's to listen to it after all everything cant be explained to everyone.Someone to share and to rely upon.Nothing much rather than someone in this post.Wishing things would return to normal. =)

Wish you were here.

Brick By Brick To Yesterday

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 27 Jan 2011 20:08:00 +0530

The dust has finally settled down

The sun is shining on these pieces that are scattered all around

This house was everything we knew

Its where we kept our love and

every single memory of me and you

Every letter, every note, every dress you never wore under your coat

Thrown away

Brick by brick, we can build it from the floor

If we hold onto each other, we'll be better than before.

And brick by brick,

we will get back to yesterday

When I made your body shiver and

when you took my breath away,

The sky has made it back to blue,

everything that's left is telling us the worst of it is through.

Home has never felt so right, there's nothing in the way.

There's nothing in between us

knowing where we're going is inside.

Every letter that I wrote,

every dress you never wore under your coat

Thrown away

Brick by brick, we can build it from the floor

If we hold on to each other,

we'll be better than before.

And brick by brick,

we'll get back to yesterday.

When I made your body shiver

and when you took my breath away.

All the pictures that we've taken

and the songs that we have played

They have all kept track and

followed back the love that we have made.

Now they're spread out on the

surface where we can try to congregate

It's not too late to believe that we can get it all again

Brick by brick, we can build it from the floor,

If we hold onto each other,

we'll be better than before.

And brick by brick,

we'll get back to yesterday

When I made your body shiver and

when you took my breath away,

you took my breath away.

With love to My shorty

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you.

P.S Sorry for my late post was busy yo knw retest & stuffs.

Tc! :)

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 1 Jan 2011 14:59:00 +0530

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Far away, I'm breathing
As if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark
But I was only blindfolded

I give a prayer
As I wait for the new day
Shining vividly
Up to the edge of that sea

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts change
And sneak away from them
The moon in its new cycle
Leads the boats again

And every time I see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

And still the journey continues
On quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle
Shines on the boats again

I give a prayer
As I wait for the new day
Shining vividly
Up to the edge of that sea

And every time I see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

We are rowing the boat of fate,
But the waves keep attacking us
But isn't that still a wonderful journey?
Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?

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noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 1 Dec 2010 00:35:00 +0530

Nostalgic november

Now My december once again..........

you

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 6 Oct 2010 22:32:00 +0530

so here I'm blogging once again abt my life. It will be lame as other posts i dont care.Someone needs to speak up for me apparently my diary cant so here I'm penning down my thoughts. Even the weather in Chennai is so pleasant but not I. I hate myself to be like this dumb bored empty numb & having that one thought in mind that eats up every other thought in yew.

My modals are going on its high time I study but cant seem to sit with books nor completed my records or anything wrapped around din my blanket staying on the bed and music is what my life at present is.Know what its hard to trust anyone nowadays everyone seems selfish. Life shouldn't be like this so dull especially for a coll student even music sucks but somebody do speak in it its kinda good.Ppl dont sympathize me i hate it.

Nowadays I keep missing yew so much though I wanted to get over yew.Why the fuck?

Yo status msgs bugs me.That too thjose one's off late.I want to hi5 yo face. Its just gettin hard day by day.

I hate to be like this don't want this thing again in my life but I kinda have no other option.

Attitude?I got loads of them ppl call me for my attitude but why not over yew? Try to do something new but end up with nothing.Try for some fun and hurt yourself.Damn.

Do yo know how many times I came to fb to check out yo prof yo so called funny comments and videos and postings on others wall and conversation.I dont want to be like this but why still?I dont know I tried so many things but still.Not to mention those nights when yo cant get a wink all yo can do is think abt them even though yo dont want to.

Its funny yo know yo maintain limits with others who doesnt want to and yo want to be with the person who wants certain limit's.And not to mention about that childhood love fuck em all.....Damn annoyed damnit

Why should yo be that special person for me? Yo Good morinin msg turns my day around but no msgs not even a forward cos yo got nothin to talk to me but got all nonsense to talk along with yo friends.Ad mist hardships we want a special someone why should i allow yo to be tht special someone for me.Yo want that special someone to call yo or text yo yo check yo mob so many times but still yo cant find any text from them.Yo always have a special place for them in which yo don't want others to come.Its strange how place time and word can remind yo those person.Before, yo come home during noon yo rush to check yo mob for msg's but now yo dont want to go home itself.I'm not blaming nor pointing the finger at yew for all these hustings none to blame.i have no regrets.But the pain and thinking that yew arent with me thats it.

Its not that I want yew with me every time.But its just I dont want any1 else to have yew for a second.Yeah possessiveness is what 'm taking about.

Damn feelings but why do i get these when nothing is gonna change giving onli hurts. I read my imaniculousme post often but still i cant keep my mind in control.I'm emotional i accept not to all.Nowadays the count of ppl i'm emotional to are also coming down not cos they are leaving me cos i dont feel comfortable with them :( sorry guys but i need time maybe a lot i suppose.

Why am i writing here?I dont know.Yo know when yo sent a msg how are yew I was flying but still i couldnt reply yew :( I wasnt sick today but hard feelings for yew couldnt just resist it.

Almost all of my friends who know about us can able to guess why i'm depressed all they is she's not worth it.She thinks yew as one of the guys and not as Sino.she's cheating blah blah blah but i know about yew the person who yo actually are about your priorities then why I cant let yo go?

even a movie reminds me of yew.Think of it a car journey to the loneliset beach ever a sunset yo and I start to walk i stop for a while yo turn around,I fall on my knees and give yo a ring.

Damn yo wont see tis but still why why why? Cos I love ya still.Deep in my heart I still haven't changed I haven showed it for a while.

Even fa this b'day I wish yew again.Btw I dont like my b'day to come.Yo'll be busy and will say happy b'day have a blast then say nothing and hang the phone. :(

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With fists flying up in the air

Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there

Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear

Until we dead it forget it

Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come

Wishing I had strength to stand

This is not what I had planned

It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light

Thoughts were spinning in my head

So many things were left unsaid

It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on

I know how it feels to lie

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room

Trying to forget the past

This was never meant to last

I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong

All caught up in the eye of the storm

And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said

My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

Picking up those pieces now where to begin

The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end

This is not the beginning

Just a voice like a riot

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violent rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something empty withing them

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Whats up?

I know we haven't spoken for a while

But I was thinkin bout you

And it kinda made me smile

So many things to say

And I'll put em in a letter

Thought it might be easier

The words might come out better

Wish I could press rewind

And rewrite every line

To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried

To get you out my mind

But it don't get no better

As each day goes by

And I'm lost and confused

I've got nothin to lose

Hope to hear from you soon

P.S. I'm still not over you

Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on

But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone

I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me

But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me

Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.

Girl it aint easy

When I hear our song

I get that same old feeling

Wish I could press rewind

Turn back the hands of time

And I shouldn't be telling you

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Her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Yeah, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me

And it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

Because you're amazing, just the way you are

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are

Her laugh, she hates but I think it's so amazing

She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same

So, don't even bother asking if you look ok

You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

Because you're amazing, just the way you are

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

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I'd rather be with you

Until I'm through

Oh yes, I do

I'd rather be with you

Until that day we'll fly away

I just love

That smiling face

In the early sun

If I can't have you

To myself, then life's no fun

I need to be bold

Need to jump in the cold water

Need to grow older with a girl like you

Finally see you are naturally

The one to make it so easy

When you show me the truth

Yeah, I'd rather be with you

Say you want the same thing too

Now here's the sun, come to dry the rain

Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain

You're the one thing that I'm missing here

With you beside me I no longer fear

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I know it might seem silly for yew but gal yo make me like this.Yo only yo in the end I wish to have.

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 28 Sep 2010 18:46:00 +0530

life's changing yo r the change.....

donno how many tyms this is goinig to prove me correct.

Life's like $^&*!*#*!?<>!+_| tried to defined but cudnt.

Want to write about this but cudnt

want to talk to yew soon ........... ;)

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 23 Sep 2010 06:57:00 +0530

the night that wasnt to be..............

MISSIN YEW TOOO BAD NOW

crazy life

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 22 Sep 2010 20:57:00 +0530

its alwaz silly that when yo want to forget a person,the hapenigs in yo life alwayz makes it to remember them...

allow me to prove it........

On a bright clear day,I decide to forget Kits

♯ But on that day to my surprise, Priya who neva wishes to talk about her starts to pronounce her name in most part of the convesation

♯ yo best buddy who gets tension hen her name is being called out starts to call her name

♯ worst part yo call up a frind of yo's & she's got the exact voice of the person yo want to forget.

♯ yo start to do a work & her fav song comes in the playlist

♯ yo meet yo sis & she enquires about her. :D :D :D

# yo happen to see a phone & that is exact as that of her's with that weird yellow panel

life's is crazy :P

such a lame post :P sick aint it but still ;)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 20 Sep 2010 20:35:00 +0530

stuck

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 17 Sep 2010 19:00:00 +0530

everyone's getting committed nowadays it seems to easy but why still I cant be with another ?

what will yo do when all the people in yo gang & committed and yo best friend to gets committed & she tells yo...all i could think why are yo so far away from me....??

Everyday i see couples walking by others riding in bike's and stuff's every time I think we could be like that Just yo and me......Gosh I wonder how a small Hi from yo makes my day so amazing & I could get peaceful sleeps but yo so so rarely do that once in a blue moon....Still nothing can change me....cos i cant find anyone better than yo....

Getting into a relationship is a piece of cake.I see people who were heart broken whose love fails gets another person in due time within some 2 months.phew....relationships are the best but not these

the feelings between yo & me..i neva think can get with anyone else........all I know is that nothing has changed from my side........

12-09-10

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 12 Sep 2010 18:08:00 +0530

Time changes everything fuck it....

Feeling damn lonely & sick. Every night sleep its painful.... wish i had no heart to feel for.

Though i'm surrounded with ppl most of the time I still find something missing in my life ...

Lost somewhere no where to go left behind humiliated embarrassed feeling low....

Of all the worst things text a person wat yo feel abt them & they post their answer in facebook

Cant even be true to me...Others find time to come online & comment on others status but text them no reply.....

I dont like to blog tooo but stillll...... :X :X :X

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 12 Sep 2010 09:37:00 +0530

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 9 Sep 2010 21:44:00 +0530

The Sun setting on the Crimson Cloud.

Birds basking at the sea shore.

The ground covered with the golden leaves.

As he waits for her to appear by.....

The gentle evening breeze blew up her hairs that unveiled her face

There she stood with the same smile that broke him apart.

She hurts him a lot & he hates her.

But her magic smile & her voice has a spell over him ,

The spell that makes him fall for her.

He loved her much but he wasnt willing to show it

Cos he never got what he expected in return.

Nor he never told her that he loved her.

He acted care free while she as care free.

He didnt want her to know that he loved her

He was submissive & she was very much authoritative.

He accepted her the way she was &

Never wanted to let her go.

But Nothing lasts forever.

They stood staring each other

They wanted the other to approach first

Finally he walked up to her & greeted her.

They started their friendly conversation.

Time flew away within the wink of the eye.

He wished to see her throughout the day &

Wanted to spend time with her &

Wanted her all for himself.

She was about to depart

He wished time could just stop by.

It was time to leave he felt strange all of a sudden

He elt as if his heart skipped some beats

He felt the rush of blood through his veins

He wanted to stop her but he felt paralyzed

But then he took her hand

pulled her closer & hugged her &

said "Never Lever Me"

The closeness they had wasnt just enough

He wanted her her alone & no one wlse

The gaps of his hands can be filled by her alone....

She pushed him & said what took yo so lonjg to say this?

Havent yo ever noticed it in me?

Love yo idiot..

And then they walked away holding each other's hands

A promise of eternal love

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 9 Sep 2010 21:34:00 +0530

Relationship's the most complicated things in the world

Yo are attracted to a person but that person doesn't give a damn about yo

Yo love a person so deep that you'll do anything they want for...even it means for a breakup...

yo know love is the best and the worst things that could happen to yo....

the happy endings are what we always want for. when ever we see a couple walking by..a love song playing somewhere yo heart melts the places that yo used to spend together.

Surviving through the heart breaks & the lill heart attacks through the embarrassment through the rough days through the sweet memories our heart aches for that one person who'll make us happy..Though they may not be the perfect one's but no one can ever replace them yo still hope that someday they'll come back to yo...

Those phone calls text e-mails gifts dreams fights ego's all everything may look like too childish but still no matter what yo need someone at some point of yo own life.....

I don't know about others but I myself I value each and every relationship's I need them at all cost...I'm not tht much mature to take care of myself...I need someone with me... :) I'm still a kid :P

BTW Dont mess up with the relationship's love but don't love too much nor too little & for yo my sweet heart I Love Yo big time....Maybe I'll wait fa the tide to change.....

Missin yo idiot...

♥

DiScLoSuRe-1

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 01:22:00 +0530

At Infinite time At Infinite universe things happenings around you are "InEvItAbLe". So the meeting of these two people was also Inevitable. He ascended from one region of the city while she was from another. Academics instead of bringing two great minds together brought these two persons together Its very rare that you get the person of your dreams. Every time you see a romantic flick or so yo wish that yo companion was like that like this and stuffs. Yo wish yo could fid them spend the rest of life with them. When yo have a yo wish on life yo wish for these kinda people. These two were very much obsessed on their unknown companions & loved them & wished & tried to find them asap. As luck would have it they ended in the same Grad School. Both had sailed the ocean of life in a tough trough & landed here. Their love wont seem as easy as it is.

The rest to be continued...... :)

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 22 Aug 2010 22:46:00 +0530

22nd august =D tym goes a lot faster its been an year. The best feeling yo are missing yo dear one & they r msgin yo it hppnd today but I was bugged after the lill conversation of our's after all these days.Let me sat whats the worst feel You want to talk to a person so badly but yo cant them >(',')< .slept for most part of the day.climate sucked big tym though it was rainin I dont feel any good about it.Feeling much lonelier the empty streets the bone numbing breeze I dnt like them.Crap those songs which makes me to think about you. All but for no use. Cant find the warmth that i need Miss yo big tym.Maybe i neva stopped lovin you but stopped showing it. I have just only one life & I dnt want to miss yo like this. No one can fit in yo place come back soon. Love ya idiot.

Those Three Words

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 15 Aug 2010 19:51:00 +0530

Those Three Words that changed my life.Yup its the same I Love You. Life-You never know what will happen "At Infinite Time & At Infinite Universe Things Happening Are Inevitable". Ya life's taking a lot of turns & this is something that I never wanted to happen but now things are Inevitable. A Person to whom I can look forward to any time a Person who would be there though the whole world is against me.A Person with whom I feel complete A person with whom I can get along A Person whom I can Love for without any regret a person to always count on & a person to love me. Big time since I wrote stuffs like thins but know what "Being Single Always Rocks" No need to worry no need of confusions & stuffs Just Me and the world Single yet Strong. I'm in love & the love of a lifetime crazy as it is but still happier I'm with it. We dont get along but still we are the best. Eternal it is.

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noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 27 Jul 2010 20:25:00 +0530

life's pretty messed up. Cant really define anythin. Life is more than just a mystery now. This July really had bring a lot of events in its way just as an year ago. And somethings in the Rain a fantasy maybe or may not. Each drop the freshness and stuffs.Apart from that i...I'm undefined right now cant fit under any roof. Obviously i'm not likin it. K lets wind up. Whateva situation yo r in yo attitude only decides it.....

Adios. Tc

7-7-2010

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 7 Jul 2010 20:16:00 +0530

a very long tiring day 

I wanted to blog about something so special but no tym/energy  for now

:( :( :( 

tc adios

Happenings of 3-7-10

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 4 Jul 2010 11:42:00 +0530

I am bored/not ok.

I actually wanted to blog about my imagination character & about a miscellaneous fiction story

but i ended up with Scribbles 3.

Life aint going as good as it was.

I'm nt liking my present scenario.

I'm unable to think something choking me off i dont know what that is.

And my coll & its activities are so fuckin annoying.

Had my coll on Saturday wanted to bunk bt still went

Somewhere in the first half of second period an announcement calling out all students to assemble at the cricket ground for filming =D

The film is about return of Gandhi to the present India & he talks about other reformations to be held.

Damn they made us to sit in the scorching sun.

It was total bull shit ,Crap the management.

After this they said we can leave by noon @ least they made this consideration.

I went to my coll boys hostel the so called "Torture Cell'

it wasnt that much good but still most of the students opt for it.

After that the long borin wait for buses to depart

Inside the bus I felt so bored

This K K Nagar bus is so damn borin here ppl do just two things either sleep or put the worst mokkai

S'day I supposed to sit next to a senior Vicky & I started a little conversation with him

I bursted to laughter after hearing to it

At first he was tryin to ask fa water to a senior girl.I was watching will he ask it soon or just drag like any other guys.As i expected he dragged as others.He prepared to ask water when the bottle was full of water but he ended when a little amount of water was left in it.He was asking for water for 5 minutes ha ha ha.I was smiling as all these things happened then he showed his seniority kinda trying to control me."Why dont yo try something new other than this" I replied then he became normal & we were talking.It so happened that he fell in love with a junior in my bus he always sit in the front i used to wonder why but s'day it became clear he was gazing at her all time.Till date he had done nothing except gazing at her.I wonder why people beat around the bush & how do they fall in love just so instantly while looking at people.

Apart from this there's another guy in my class, Ankit he too fell in love in a similar way with Nirmala he had d girls no but still he didnt msg.He started to msg some 2 days before and the gal didnt believe it was him.she sent another guy-Mohammad from her class to enquire who's no was it.And Mohammad obliged to her request and did the same now a prob between this Ankit & Mohammad.It didnt stop with this The girl happened to pass by our class he started shoutin Helo Hello & then the entie class started shouting the same.Silly & childish.

This group shouting occurs often for another guy whenever a girl passes by.

And another friend of mine-Nandha who gets damn excited whenever he hears about love stuffs of others he talks so much philosophy about love.Grow up ppl grow up.

Ya i forgot to tell another guy Praveen he is that type of guy who uses others for his own use.Never did he ask me even if he did I will not.We dont talk in our coll premises though its almost 2 weeks since our coll started he ever talked to e nor did I talk.S'day I happen to stand by his gf's bus he came to me & stared talking to me He asked how things are going in my life & started to talk about some rubbish but I didnt reply to him he then went to see another friend.These people sound so strange/self fish to me.

Just one saying for all these people

Some People Are Alive Because Its Illegal To Shoot Them

Adios.

p.s:The names used are fictional but these character do exist.

Grow up ppl.Yo all r so out of my league

Scribbles 3

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 4 Jul 2010 09:05:00 +0530

I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I knowWe said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby,
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV

We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

I stay in love
In love with you.

p.s : Scribbles are miscellaneous