impromptu

Yaad aaye tum..

2014-06-15T01:26:00.001+05:30

Subah hui par theher gai

Aankhein toh khuli par sapna band

Dekhti hoon char diwarein par chehra tumhara

Yaad aaye tum

Dhoop ka aana

Tumhari koi baat chupke se keh jaana

Aankhein band, sama suhana

Yaad aaye tum

Shaam ki wo pehli angdai

Baarish ki leher samaye

Aai wo yaad lekar

Yaad aaye tum

Ab toh sham ne badle rang

Raat hai chali aai

Dekha jo aayene mein

Nazar aaye tum

Mud kar dekha toh

Yaad aaye tum

Ab toh waqt bhi

Ek hi raag hai sulgata

Tumhari tasweer

Aankho ke kareeb le aata

Samjhaoon kaise is nasamajh dil ko

Kaid ho tum soch mein

Kaise kahoon ke… yaad aaye tum

Jhilmil

2014-02-11T19:35:00.001+05:30

Gen Next keh ke zamana badal diya

Gullak toda, bank jaana chod diya

Siyahi ka ab koi kaam nahi

Kyuki e-mail ka koi daam nahi

Dil se dil ki baaton ko lag jaate hain arse kehne mein

Dil tute hain palak jhapakte

Kab sikha maine chehre ka rang chupana

Kabhi kaha haan, zyadatar na se hi kaam chala liya

Kaun hoon main?

Kyu hoon main?

Jawaab ka intezaar kyu karoon main?

Nahi hoon main tumhari tarha

Na hi mujhe angrezi sudharne ki parwah

Main hoon alag sab hi ka tarha

Jeene de, Jeene de

Jeet lu duniya

Kadmon mein kya burai hai

Pair choo gaya to, rab ka naam lene mein kon si badhai hai?

Samjhte hain hum sab

Samjhna nahi chahte

Jigar ki aag toh thanda kar jaate

Kiska hai intezaar?

Kab hoga time right?

Aaj hai din, ab hai waqt

Pehno joote, lelo Saada Haq!

Is baat ko agar samjho

Muskurana zaroor

Rokna mat kinaron pe

Door le jaana zaroor..

2 days makes 48 hours makes 2880 minutes makes 172800 seconds make it horrible to miss you

2014-02-08T22:53:00.001+05:30

Boy O’Boy

Will you be mine?

My sunlight

Causing the sunshine

Boy O’Boy

Will you be just mine?

To cuddle in the cold

To laugh with & the whole deal

Boy O’Boy why are you so kind

Everything I say… now rhymes

I tiptoe around you

Like everything that surrounds you

Am yours personal poet

Look look I didn’t even know it

You make me want Monday back

Are you this powerful?

Or a delirium to dodge…

Boy O’Boy

Up & down

My world is spinning around

Will you come & stop it

Or take another seat?

The look when you leave

The smile that pierces deep

Into my heart

And my mind

It plays back to back rewind

My weariness unwind

Boy O’Boy

What are you

Dawn or end of the night?

Everytime I see you

I shine a lil’ bright

(Written on my way home)

The better listener: Introvert

2014-01-09T01:19:00.000+05:30

For a better part of my life I have been inquisitive about and by people who aren’t all loud & clear like me.. an extrovert. People who are not easily overwhelmed by emotions that they feel the need to get it out, in tears, words or affection. These are the people with dignity & polish who are well guarded, people who define cool.

Subsequently I conversed with various introverts & ex introverts, extroverts about introverts, my sister who was a major introvert back in the days, to get to the depth.

The shy Introvert comes clean (ex introvert)

Looking for radical transparency overnight does not occur in an intro’s case. He holds himself back much in his virtual life online which in comparison to real him is nowhere close. Its not that intros are any less opinionated, infact they can surprise you but for some reason in the back of their minds they are forced to think “what if people don’t like what I have to articulate?”, “what if that leads me to the subject of mockery?” So its about time you knock your fears out if any, don’t be blindsided by it. Try living such a life & it’ll knock the wind outta you. He’s very happy with his new found zest, tells me Ishaan.

Quiet Girl in a Chaotic world

Resorting to write seemed like a good way out when she couldn’t share her state of mind with everybody else..so she began to operate on a personal online diary. Being a centre of attention is not a intro’s scene. The world seems to be geared towards extroverts but there’s a towering need for people to realise intro’s viewpoint & reaction to stimulation. Intros are not anti-social but they prefer small group bonding. We are just another set of people who smile more than talk.. tells Nikita

Intros in business..hot mess?

Sure they are intellectual folks but expressing them at certain events can be a pickle at times.

They are considered to be uncomfortable carrying on conversation with fresh people, but there can be numerous other ways to fill in that gap that will balance your personality & style. In most cases people are taught to open up in the corporate world, interact, widen their network but how is an introvert to fulfil all these requirements? Adjustment & attitude fixation come hand in hand with a job offer..much to their ennui, tells me Asheesh

What I derived when an extro laid down her opinions about an intro

Its absurdity if an introvert rides the high-horse approach.

One does not get to excuse oneself from the love table if you are still partaking its joy.

You give as you receive. Self absorbed people are unwelcomed in that case.

Everybody cringes & cowers in fear, an introvert does not have to hide from it, and eventually everyone makes it out. Because if you choose the other end, you ought to have a major fall since the person will have so much baggage on his shoulders that he will suffer a major fall, tells me Becca

Worst case scenario.. Introverts in denial

Introverts who due to their lifestyles begin to believe that they are extros. It’s a common myth for several individuals. If you stand in this region.. ask yourself.. “Do I like being introduced by others?” If it’s a positive, you know you redefine cool 8) There’s no need to feel extra shy or embarrassed..Value it : ) I didn’t know I was a winker until my classmate told me not to hit on him since he was not gay :P jokes Arjun

Introversion..the lady killer!

Interaction itself is a task at times subjective to people but when it comes to females its multiplied. Its hard to be the Ladies man that one ideally wants to be. We feel completely alive in quiet environments. Usually I use trolling as a defence mechanism, make myself laugh.. purposely get rejected. Go on the Lost-mode(I don’t give a rat’s arse mode) Although some girls find it attractive because it shows we don’t rely on anyone but ourselves..so that’s a plus..tells Raj

The half Introvert.. Ambivert

Pondering between both the qualities of intro & extro, he’s the subjective guy who believes there’s nothing unusual about it. Simple, comical, standing tall between margins he doesn’t prize social & outgoing above all, guy fond of simple pleasures is unpredictable. Rendering an approach that’s direct he’s straightforward.

Swimming in his own space he never had to face competition or struggle(maybe because of his goodish charms) Unbiased, equipped & primed, he fails to settle for being a shadow tells Aditya

Introvert’s liveliness tends to enlarge through reflection & diminish during interaction.

Introverts use their introspection before acting, so it gives them a chance to think before they speak. Unlike us extros who are quick to ramble on something were are not even aware of, & trust me it comes naturally :P

Intros are potential energetic people in the making of kinetic. They are a gentle, peaceful presence on the globe filled with overwhelming stimuli.

Introversion is not a form of fright or fear. But for some reason the two are sometimes referred as synonyms.

Are they living under the proverbial rock? Intros are not oblivious but just serene.. they are like baby gazelle, they come around their own time :D I sometimes enjoy the mystery until it starts to turn into misery :P Take your time to unfold but also be aware of the extros nature of being restless. Thus don’t be me, myself & I the whole while, get to know us, we aren’t all that scary :D

Introverted personality types are different & its upto you guys to educate the world and help them understand who you are. Although people like me come handy ;D Thank Procrastination!

To end this wonderful realization which was a curiosity for many years, I will just say..

Embrace who you are, learn what makes you tick & love your verve.

Knock off your bloody pedestals.. jump right in with full force into the blissful.. painful.. random..erratic.. escapade called life..!

something for me, maybe you too..

2013-12-19T00:01:00.000+05:30

I had no intentions of blogging today – like any good procrastinator, I planned to put it off until tomorrow – but today evening, I watched something so compelling, so perspective-altering that I felt the need to write to you..
Like everyone else I've done my fair share of bad things. I have spoken badly to my parents, I have lied, I have stolen, I have cheated on test, and I have no need to hide any of it—any of my humanity—because the same feelings that have sometimes led me to do bad, have led me to do good, too. And the rest is pointless because you can’t view things through a black and white lens when we live in a Technicolor world..

The supreme act of courage is that of forgiving ourselves.

That which I was not but could have been.

That which I would have done but did not do.

Can I find the fortitude to remember in truth,

to understand, to submit, to forgive

and to be free to move on in time?

But less "I don't care" and more "I care enough to move on"

The Third Vowel

2013-12-11T14:19:00.000+05:30

I am spontaneous

am swift.

Quiet the charmer,

Will knock you off your feet.

When you look at me with those jaded eyes

The world moves anticlockwise

Void suffice.

I'm spiritual, not religious.

I’m illogical,

Irrational, irrelevant to some,

& unrequited to some.

I’m patient and strong.

I can make you weak.

When I get a hold to you,

I won’t let go.

I’m in the air,

Between your thoughts.

I’m comforting and euphoric

My reason for being

Metaphoric.

Just when you think I’m out of your reach

I will appear.

Don’t try to find me

I will come in my own time

Show up and show out in my own way.

I will enrapture you.

I will beguile you.

To you

I perplex

With my cerebral cortex

Call it vortex.

I’m misunderstood most times.

Unrecognized by many.

If you’ve had me, you’d know me.

I will permeate your entire being.

Invade your innermost thoughts,

Heal you effortlessly.

Don’t abuse me.

Don’t misuse me.

Don’t try to bind me.

I’m abundant,

Beyond any measure.

Receive me, share me, spread me, bear me

Just don’t fall in love with me..

>>wrap rap ^_^

2013-09-06T19:34:00.000+05:30

sometimes i think its all a waste

in this life of haste

the friendship we make

the promises that v dnt break

the smiles we create

like in the name of bait

here v r in giggling in the rhythm of uprush

freedom divided by feelings in a gush

make no sense living for the pre-sent

in future when i look back i donnnnt wanna resent…

so here i break them all rules conventional

making it positive superlative multi-dimentional

Inaudible Melodies I try to formulate

Bubble Toed angle gonna cross my fate

My angle dosent wear them wings

What it does wear is a smile that clings

Evident it is the one that left u wanting more

Is the one u de-p-lore..

Heal n grow n recreate

D mistakes that one ought to make

Whos to say whats impossible!

As the surface breaks reflections fade

Emotions progress into a cascade

Leaving u played

So here it goes again wsup son

Keeping mum is like midnight sun

Chicken run, self replicating pun

Shun the gun

After much of all… yet im Undone!

FooGanza!..Food Vaganza

2013-06-26T16:12:00.000+05:30

Hello munchies!

‘m back with a Food-Safari!

Today immbe sharing some of my Food Formulas.

It’s the stuff I cherish to cook, serve & relish!

Not gonna boar with the elongated recipes but only share(shhhhh!) the secret stuff that I do or add ; )

So lets get to it : )

SEV PURI

To begin with I actually add Pickle at the base of the puri, making it more tangy & spicy.

Add lemon juice & freshly diced dhaniya to the potato-mash, making it fresh, waking up your taste buds!

Sometimes I don’t make Sev puri out of the flat puri but with the crispy risen puris, its equally good.

Highly advisable to make the Chutneys at home & not buy the preserved one’s.

For Sweet Chutney(apart from the obvious stuff): use Red dates, Gud/Jaggery , Badi saunf/fennel, Mangrail seeds/onion seeds &

sweetness :)

DAHI SAMOSA CHAT

Mash the samosa down on a plate, then add chopped onion & tomato over it. Sprinkle some chat masala. Create a muddle of dahi, chilli, salt & boondi and pour it over the earlier mash. Add green chutney, sweet chutney & tomato ketchup over the mash. Ready to eat!

ALOO PARATHA

The unusual thing that I do with my Aloo-paratha is that I mix besan, dhaniya & finely chopped green chillies with the potato mash.

Keep the flame medium high for the paratha to rise perfectly.

ALOO PALAK

Not really a favourite but really healthy.

This vegetable tastes the best when served hot.

A must, 3Gs: Ginger, Garlic & Green Chilli.

Chop the Spinach finely for it to cook evenly.

BANANA ELAICHI KHEER

Most definitely one of my special deserts

Boil the milk. Chop the bananas, add sugar, powdered elaichi & love to it.

When the milk cools down, add the banana mixture (which would have by then gone gooey) Mix it all up without mashing up the banana bits much, serve it with a kiss : >

FALOODA

Well this one actually I didn’t create!

I bought a ready to make Falooda mix & cooked it up.

But what I did do was add the 2Cs, Cinnamon & Cardamom powder to the mix during the boiling state.

When the mix was cold & ready to serve, I added couple of dry fruits & a yummy nutty ice-cream to gorge on.

It was a hit!

GULAB JAMUN

I don’t like them, I Love them!

The hush-hush is that add the fried balls to the syrup while its searing hot & Close the Lid! Close the Lid..That’s the key!

It’s make the Golden jamuns to rise like from tennis balls to footballs :P

Also sucks the syrup right to the core, making it ready to eat almost instantly.

Add Elaichi to the Syrup to enhance the Gulab Jamun’s flavour.

Joke of the Day! :D

Hey White Shirt Guy

2013-03-24T13:19:00.000+05:30

Why look at me & then look away

Pretend u don’t see me, yet steal a look when I look away

U never let your eyes engage in mine

What be afraid of? Naked emotion or feeling divine

Our words don’t converse but your calm is too loud

By not speaking u r creating a crowd

A crowd of unsaid words

A crowd of secluded feelings

A crowd of mysterious limits

Why are we friends online when not in person

Just because u know my name is no reason

Fly fly fly.. u are the fabrication of your own imagination

But when u land, swim with my possibilities, envision.

Unfolding Insight

2013-01-26T16:52:00.000+05:30

Itni shiddat se maine Tumhe paane ki koshish ki hai

ki har zarre ne mujhe tumse milane ki saazish ki hai…

These lines by Om Prakash Makhija from Om Shanti Om had my world going in circles that my life rotates around now.

I don’t know, neither do I necessarily aim for the readers who believe in destiny, fate, karma, will power or any other occult concepts, but the writer sure does.

I always have lived my life believing since a very tender age about a world beyond world & another within.

So when I came across The Secret, it was as if my life long questions were being answered. Do I practice the secret? Yes & an avid believer.

For the Believers & the Realists, today I sat down to share a secret of my own.

We all at one point of time in our demanding lives, we are heavily influenced by someone so much so that we idolize them; believe in them & sometimes cyber stalk them :P

That person for me being, Somdev Devvarman.

Somdev Devvarman

The first time I saw him was rather door se on Doordarshan :D

He was playing his final match at the Common Wealth Games.

I’d never been interested in watching tennis. But this guy had something going so strong that I couldn’t switch the channel, he played like a fierce animal. His game spoke for the power in him, his resilience & I could see how much he wanted this.

And by the time he won, he’d already won my heart along with thousands of other Indians.

He’s India’s Best Singles Tennis Player (Current ranking #129)

On winning CWG 2010 Gold

Ever since that game, he had me, a loyal admirer. I had started glancing through the sports section for some Som news. I began to check TV schedules for his matches. Its something I read in The Secret & did, I would cut out his articles from the newspaper & paste them on my wardrobe. I would talk to him every morning, I’d kiss him goodnight.

I love him, I believe in the player I admire so much!

I don’t watch tennis for tennis; I watch tennis for Somdev Devvarman.

So when I got to know of Aircel Chennai Open(ACO) 2013 & that Som was accorded a wildcard entry there. It had me going nuts!

For some reason I feel closer when he’s in India :P Because he is!

Although I had no plans of going or anything close! I just logged on to the ACO site checking for updates & news on Som.

I came across ACO Superfan Contest. The requirement was to make an under a minute video explaining why am I the ACO Superfan.

At first the Procrastinate Priya strolled away from the page but then the Passionate Priya came around & wanted to feel the joy of participation :P So I decided to go ahead with it.

I self shot myself over my web cam, wrote my own dialogues :P & then struggled a bit with the editing, but completed the video & hit Send!

To be honest, I had no idea or intention of winning, its just something that I did because I had a little too much free time :P

So when I received a mail saying that I had WON, it was Eeeeenormous!

Trust me, because I couldn’t even smile, I was in such a state of shock!

It took me a couple of minutes on re-reading the mail that I’d actually won!

When I finally let it sink in, I called my sister asking her if she’d be interested in accompanying me to Chennai, yes I’m a flaunter :P

Finally when I showcased my video, after I’d win, everyone was taken aback.

My father, who’s my eternal supporter, congratulated me & let me ride it smooth from there on.

The rewards on the win were ridiculous! It was an all sponsored trip to Chennai & back! Doesn’t matter how much ever money you have, free stuff always overrules it :P

It was a fun flight with my sister’s antique tactics, eating & offering samosa to a firang passenger :P

We stayed at ‘The Park’ hotel in Chennai, also where all the other players were staying, Som too :D It was a breath-taking feeling knowing he was just a couple of floors away :P

We’d go to the SDAT Tennis stadium for the matches.

SDAT Tennis Stadium, Chennai

And be dropped back to the hotel, Thankyou Volvo! :P Volvo being one of the official sponsors for ACO 2013.

I watched all these players taller than the commentator’s chairs play, they were startling! There was Janko Tipsarevic, Tomas Berdych, Marin Cilic, Stanislas Wawrinka, Benoit Paire & do I need to say? Somdev Devvarman : ) for whom I’d travelled far away mountains, rivers & seas(in a plane :P )

Autographed Poster

They made me realize what a human body is capable of; although it didn’t quiet seem that we’d the same human body!

I tried to watch the doubles match between Ratiwatana Brothers & Sergiy Stakhovsky/Somdev, but all I could focus on was Som, I just couldn’t take my eyes off of him, and he was a walking, playing, slipping, laughing wonder for me.

Somdev Devvarman & Sergiy Stakhovsky

I remember taking a deep breadth, grinning & saying Thank You to the universe for the moment I was witnessing. I wanted to dance & jump & shout, but I sat back in my chair pretending to watch the match :D Damn I had goosebumps!

The next day I was informed I’d be live on TV for a brief interview with big shot commentator Charu Sharma himself! Instantly the song ‘15 minutes of Fame’ came to my mind :P

I’d decided to go bald a couple of months back & thus my hair was pretty short at the time of ACO. I used gel & what not to make it look "proper", but my hair wanted to dance to its own tunes -_- And my sinister sister had done a tad bit much too much eye-makeup on me! Trust me you don’t wanna be looking like that when you are out & live on TV :P

I was very much at easy before they called out for me to come onto the court, and as soon as I did a nerve striked. Janko congratulated me & so did I to him, on qualifying for the finals!

Charu Sharma interviewing Priya Singh

I wanted to start off by saying “Vanakkam Chennai” but instead Charu began asking me questions -_- He asked me if I'd written a certain slogan that got me to win to which I got baffled, thinking should I correct him that I'd made a video & no slogan or it'd be inappropriate to point that altogether! I got jittery & talking God-knows-what! :P I have no recollection of what I spoke!

After which the IMG Reliance General Manager Asha came across to give me ACO Goodies, which contained Som’s autographed tennis ball. I wasn’t as much overwhelmed with the interview as I was on receiving the ball! :P I was in tears!

Everyone looking at me like I was complete and total wack!

I didn’t want people to recognize me, I changed into ACO T-shirt :P I was as red(*blushing) as the shirt!

It was such an immensely moving reaction to be holding that ball, feeling close to the player you admire so much, I couldn’t contain all the happiness in me. I felt like I’d burst, as what Ricky Fitts quotes in American Beauty.. like there’s so much beauty in the world, I felt I couldn’t take it.

Asha, Tanya & Arun, people from the ACO, tried hard for me to meet Som. And I had plenty of opportunities to meet him as well. But I didn’t.

Because I want to meet Somdev on my own terms. What are my terms? Guess you’re just gonna have to wait for that folks!

Kyunki Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost! : )

MOVIE BUFF-AYE-LO!

2012-11-07T22:10:00.000+05:30

Hello peeps,

I present to u some MUST WATCH FLICKS!

Movies that must not be Missed!

Obviously subjective, but if u like my blog, maybe we take pleasure in a similar taste ;]

The Secret (2006)
The Secret (2007)

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (2012)

The Mating Habits of the Earthbound Human (1999)

Arahan (2004 South Korean film)

Restless (2011)

Memoirs of a Geisha (2005)

The Island (2005)

G.I. Jane (1997)

127 Hours (2010)

Killing Me Softly (2002)

Scary Movie 3 (2003)

Inception (2010)

Easy A (2010)

Viva Cuba (2005 Cuban film)

Palo Alto (2007)

Cruel Intentions (1999)

August Rush (2007)

Vicky Cristina Barcelona (2008)

Bend It Like Beckham (2002)

Waitress (2007)

50 First Dates (2004)

The Silence of the Lambs (1991)

The Spiderwick Chronicles (2008)

Enough (2002)

The Back-up Plan (2010)

Maid in Manhattan (2002)

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (2005)

Monster-in-Law (2005)

Shall We Dance (2004)

The Holiday (2006)

Scoop (2006)

Taken (2008)

Black Swan (2010)

The Hangover (2009)

In Time (2011)

Ice age, Ice Age: The Meltdown, Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs, Ice Age: Continental Drift

Legally Blonde (2001)

Little Manhattan (2005)

Charlie's Angels (2000)

The Sweetest Thing (2002)

Shallow Hal (2001)

King Kong (2005)

Sherlock Holmes (2009)

The Sleeping Dictionary (2000)

Titanic (1997)

Sex and the City (2008)

The Devil Wears Prada (2006)

Awake (2007)

Leap Year (2010)

Lara Croft: Tomb Raider (2001)

P2 (2007)
Australia (2008)

It's Complicated (2009)

The Glass House (2001)

The Exorcism of Emily Rose (2005)

Wanted (2008)

White Chicks (2004)

Abel (1986 Dutch film)

Transformers (2007)

Dumb and Dumber (1994)

Yes Man (2008)

The Greatest Game Ever Played (2005)

Disturbia (2007)

Little Zizou (2009)
No Reservations
Evolution (2001)
Spanglish (2004)
40 Days and 40 Nights (2002)
Marley & Me (2008)
Erin Brockovich (2000)
Mona Lisa Smile (2003)
Notting Hill (1999)

Why Does IT Hurt?

2012-10-10T01:59:00.000+05:30

It hurts so much because I love you,

It hurts because ingenuously I care for your opinion,

It hurts because you are a huge branch of my life.

It hurts.

I want, I wish, to resolve & not dissolve what we have.

I never in my wildest nightmares think badly of or for you & so when you don’t replicate the same feelings as mine, my emotions are in absolute shock & give you the luxury of tearing up my tear glands.

I know you think I am strong, and I am! & no one should use it against them.

But I am fragile too. I am fragile because I am young & always will be to you.

And so when you don’t appreciate my willingness to resolve things but criticize my ways, I can’t help but be hurt.

I am absolute hurt when you mean what you say & not just out of rage.

I am terribly hurt when you use past instances of quarrel or indifferences as weapons of further destruction.

I am most hurt when I can’t even talk to the one person I feel I should be Able to!

Why do you not let this gap fill up?

Why do you not realize I don’t want to fight?

Why do you not try to approach this in an altered comportment?

Answer to all my questions is Lack of Love & I know it.

We are not poles apart & let us not be that way.

While you lie asleep, I’m trying to recover,

As much as I am strong, the missing love I try to discover.

Please don’t push me away; I am your best friend from the gods,

Let’s just laugh it off & not behave like clods.

I am not here to fight, I am here to stay.

You are my sister, my ally.

u know u r sick when..

2012-08-14T15:16:00.000+05:30

>your coughing starts sounding like a dogs bark & your cat gets scared or your dog thinks your hitting on it -__-

>u just wanna breathe again(through nose)

>u just wanna have the sense of smell again!

>u wanna wear normal clothes again w/o having others thinking of u as a fat tourist.

>u wake up..every sick-day=bad hair day!

>trying to swallow a pill is a task! & you try not to choke on it.

Took me by stones..

2012-07-23T21:12:00.000+05:30

Like every other time this time

You didn’t know but childlike my feelings lined

Naked eyes your eyes lied

Hit me to the core, hit me like an asteroid

unshown emotions subside

‘m the one to blame

Carrying my heart oh little heart on sleeves

Cannot contain, cannot unleash, somewhere in-between

Summer dies here, no more questions, no fear

My mind's eye of you so opaline

Unclean unclean

Don’t you ever sing to me, liked your voice

Will not look at you, will shut my eyes

Yet once again I comfort myself

Cannot tell you my friend

But write a poem instead

Not again..

2012-05-14T19:11:00.000+05:30

Sorry to inform you & myself that I am reliving the crush mode all over again! Yikes, gives me herpes! How many more times!!! How many more decades before I settle on one?! Yes you read right, decades! Because every passing year seems like a decade & the number of friends being on the single list in ratio to one’s who are committed is decreasing drastically.

Why, why & once more why!? Why would I like someone whom I’ve met like Twice? Is he that nice? :/ Shikes!

I rhyme now? That is not at all a good sign I say.

I am actually loathing writing about it but I just have to get it out of my system.

Well I’m experiencing the standard symptoms but what accounts for dreaming of kissing him? :O

Yes I dreamt it, so it means my incorrigible sub-conscious stupid brain was thinking of it. Not me :S

Be it whatever, it was unadorned bliss! How sometimes we discern that we’re dreaming & it’s no reality, well to say the least I just didn’t ever wanted to wake up. I kept replaying the whole scene all over again in my head until my mother screamed my name enough for the neighbours to know what a super-sleeper I am.

He’s JUST A FRIEND, how I absolutely dreaded of writing those 3 words. I can’t help my situation, he not in his wildest dreams will ever imagine that I like him or read my blog for that matter. Doesn’t kill me but neither does it make me any stronger.

To talk about him, he’s funny, cute-looking, outright smart, always have the funniest comebacks & a gentleman *smiling like a whole fool.

Anyways what I don’t identify with is that how come we don’t distinguish any bad in that person when we start to like him or her? It’s only the aftermath of a relation that people realize, calculate & exaggerate the dreadful qualities of their once to be better halves.

Calling him doesn’t seem like the apt option, he’ll definitely be startled. Plus I go all a-a-a-a-a-a-aaaaaaaaaaaa at times if I call a crush up. Then I’d be crushed unquestionably!

I may just text him, or should I?

Make up your mind Singh! :/

I like himmm, wish things could be just as easy as to write on a piece of paper & let it fly away to the destined person.

Sometimes my alter ego murmurs me to send him an anonymous letter :D But then again no way in hell or mind of Adele would he reckon that it’s me. Not that I want him to guess it’s me but neither do I want him to raise any unfortunate thoughts of how it could be some other girl :|

So that idea is a sheer flop show.

The best thing to do right now seems like to let the foam settle. Not a personal favourite of humans to wait but I want to put my feelings to a rest if they may & see if he’s really worth the drama called love :P

Paneer Cutlet

2012-04-04T01:29:00.000+05:30

Always wished to share my Culinary Skills with y'll and the day has come. Yesterday was the big day when I happen to cook :P I do cook often but then there are only certain days when I'm allowed to cook the non-regular Yummy stuff!

Everybody at home loved my regular potato stuffing cutlet but then one day I combined the 2 regular favorites of mine..

Paneer+Cutlet=Nom nom nom nom nom nom! :P

A fresh start is a start of all my dishes. I believe in using only the most freshest of the ingredients & so should you.

Tatara!! Here!.. my butterfly effect ;)

2012-04-03T22:59:00.000+05:30

He made a blunder in their relationship, now he repents. But he isn't ready to give up yet and he's expressing his emotions via his poetic verse

Can’t get you out of my head now
Miss you more than I discern now
Wish for your enticing gentle touch now
Perfect you, perfection of mine, in fumes now
Even if I try to walk back now
Both of us agree that it’s too late now
So I walk by myself now
Only one question on my mind How
Powerless to believe my own self Wow
Now when I imagine you bid me Ciao
Fist goes on the wall Pow
All my mistakes were forgiven but this one clearly disallow
But I won’t give up on you anyhow
Love is divine & I need you now
So please forgive me baby & let our love endow

yay me! :p

2011-11-12T23:23:00.001+05:30

2011-11-10T01:08:00.000+05:30

i dont like flowers

they lie, they die, they are pretty

i hate pretty

pretty is false, life is ugly

just like beauty from up close

thorns are real,

eternal

true

..............................

so give me that crown of thorns

nail my feet and hands

not because im a martyr

im no saint

i just like pain

..............................

take a sack full of rose petals

and throw them in the air

its like blood rain

..............................

take a sack full of broken glass pieces

throw them in the air

its like diamond rain

A crush? Oh my!

2011-10-25T16:17:00.000+05:30

I first saw "Titanic"...umm whenever I did! Just that I was way too young to watch it! :P
The movie was captivating for me. And even though I was so young, I still understood the gravity of Jack and Rose's love for each other. Also, I was wickedly jealous of Rose.
At first I wasn't attracted to him, but when I saw Jack frozen in the water with Rose trying to wake him up, I started bawling my eyes out.
I thought it was a real story, and I was watching an actor die filming it. I tried to console myself by telling me it was just a movie, but it didn't help me sleep at night.
I remember having dreams of me falling through the water and flying through the sunken Titanic. I would meet Jack by the clock, and we would embrace and kiss while everyone around us applauded.
I still have a crush on Leo today. But the Jack Dawson that stole my young heart has to rest in peace.

That is, until I have the occasional dream taking me on another journey down to that amazing ship. :)

HUM TUM :D

2011-10-04T16:19:00.005+05:30

It was in 2004 when a Bollywood flick called

"Hum Tum"

released. For the promotion purposes the movie's creative team came up with the concept of cartooning the film's actual characters..which led to a greater exposure for the movie & the cartoon characters too became a

Total-Hit!

Amongst the other teeny-tiny fan base there was Me!

I absolutely loved them(Hum-Boy, Tum-Girl) from Day1!!

Since then I never missed a single day of the Toon section in the newspapers :P

Even today, I still have cut-outs of these jolly-little, funny-little newspaper cartoon strips shoved as a bunch in my old wallet!

It gives me great pleasure to have this kind of technology aided environment today that I'm able to Share with u guys what once was the reason for my most cherished laughter :)

2011-10-03T01:24:00.001+05:30

Love, the veil of deception I want you out,

I want to get away in the wake of the failure

bind you so painless and landscape

to walk without feeling alone

get my poetry as a shield

when the arrows of reality you aim,

and give you the wings of realism magic

for overflights sea of neglect.

Love, who sought to find love,

happiness will always be appropriate,

my hug evils you away

which tends to be around good people,

that will never want you out

originality soap that makes you unique

and I can make myself indestructible

and cover the finger pointing.

Love, the time you suffered confiscated

so you do not even know no memories.

what I never had..

2011-10-02T13:55:00.000+05:30

And I was falling apart

disintegrate as suddenly things do not exist,

leaving pieces of me everywhere,

unwind in a sloppy:

a little here, where I thought he was,

and a little beside you, where ever I was.

I got rid of questions, again and again,

and I redid in sadistic responses

to prove that I had won.

I was disarmed and me

names,

places,

dates,

perhaps love..

Yes, even love,

love that I never had.

2011-10-02T13:12:00.000+05:30

Since November

will never come

and knock on the door as I hoped

you will not know the glint in my eyes

or the fragrance of my hair purple

do not devour the pages

of stories that do not solve it.

but wait come to my rusty

words and transparent blues laments

maybe we will meet...

but on that one day

...I will not come

…I'll wait.

the missing half

2011-09-30T22:22:00.000+05:30

fresh start

and thoroughly clean

great scars you've left everywhere

when drawing from all over

the pieces left of your love

as fingerprints.

Time to look back

and not feel empty and absurd,

used and unloved,

at the foot of imminent death.

It's time to get acquainted with loneliness

to no longer have and be so scared.

To understand that for more

that this breakdown occurs,

this feeling of distress endless torture

maybe you're not,

or do not want to be,

the missing half.