in the art of psychology

Korea, the land of possibilities.....

2010-09-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

An nyoung ha seh yo,

I stepped my foot on the land of Korea, on the 5th August 2010. All these while, I've been like crazing for going overseas. Not sure what is the crazyness about, new places, new experiences et cetera. However, as I'm in the plane, I was like, hmm, yes, it's a fun trip, but what's the crazyness about actually? I'm not sure.

I say so because, okay, I reached there and so? Hmm, maybe I still haven found a good reason for it.

The purpose of this trip was to attend ASEAN-Korea Frontier Forum, aka AKFF. Reached there around morning in Incheon Airport where the volunteers met us there.

Ah.. less words, more pictures & captions. Let's get it on!

The volunteers who greeted us as we reached

All of them were very friendly, don't ever ask me to list down their names, their names are more complicated than chinese names! hahaha.

Wow? Rays
This shot was just at the right place, right time. Everything was right.

The arches you see, inside is a tunnel road.
Above are some examples of houses present

Konkuk University

Konkuk University, the place where 70% of my time is when I'm in Korea.

It's in Seoul! I stayed there, makan there, everything there. It's a 6 star rating from me. Everything inside was perfect.

Psst- they have room service for your hostel!!!

Roomie...

This was my room, 206 if not mistaken. The chair was superb comfortable, twin-sharing basis, attached bathroom, room service every 2 days, towels provided, everything was in tact!

The air cond was power saving, because after 9am, you basically can't on it. They control it from somewhere. Door light which turns on/off by itself when you reach. Very nice!

Apa ini? The gate to accomodation block

Touch and go. You have a room card (similar to hotels) touch it and zeeeezzzt, the gate opens, and go!

The first day nothing much, we were taken for an orientation and divided into 2 groups, country group and mixed group. Then we went orientation and at night games.

Country group consisted of 5persons, but ours was 6. Special eh?

Malaysia Group, 3 Malaysians, 3 Koreans (girls) *twink twink*

This was my other group where we do 'Friendship' stuffs

In this session, what you see is domino (not the pizza.. wahahahahaha!), we have to use that and create something related to AKFF.

What I designed... Not bad? however, others were all not bad too! (you know to compete with the other brilliants', awww.. hard!)

First night in Korea, what you will do? Of course wander around right? We didn't able to get the permission to go 'out of campus', so we did it on campus! Bought quite a number of stuffs, biscuits etc.

Instant noodles, biscuits, yogurt drinks, makan-makan lah!

I'm not going to talk much, just highlights of what I did there. Basically, we went there and were asked to do a research paper for the topic globalization.
The highlight was? Highlight was of course cultural experiences. We went to the GyeongBokGung Palace, whereby we see traditional buildings etc.

Kesian (pity) them, stand there whole day

Don't ask me why I did so. ^^

Don't ask me why they did so. ^^

Typical building shot. slanting towards the sky.

Ah.. My rest area in my garden. 'MY GARDEN'

Street view

This is a very beautiful place. It's a place where Art enthusiasts meet. Everything in there were 'ART'.

See how 'ART' it was.

This is what chinese say 'People mountain people sea', the crowd never ends. It's busy the whole time.

Errr... Halley, I was just taking pictures with them. Hehe ^^

Halley, just another picture... Hehe ^^
*notice the few people at the back, they are observing!*

Ern, I'd complain, I think too much pictures isn't it? Hehe.
We went to don't know what river, which was very dirty last time and they'd transformed it into a tourist attraction area.

OMG, I LOVE THIS PICTURE!!!!

Nanta, don't miss them when they come over to Malaysia.

Can I praise the photographer for this shot? Oh Kok Soon, you're a great photographer. Haha!

Enough of playing, back to serious matter, from the research paper, we have to present it in front of those professors etc. 1 person present, 2 person answer questions. Myself as the question answerer. Hehe.

The smiling president. Oh my my. This was a fake shot. Haha

Wahaha, My dream place. I meant, I love all these kind of streets with neon lights and people. Love it!

What I watch in TV, where people is sitting at the road side vomiting, a guy consoling a girl who is drunk, girls walking around looking drunk, guys walking around doing the drunken fist walking, and all. I usually see this on TV, perhaps I think Malaysia don't have those (Maybe there's but I don't see it because I don't go clubbing), Hehe.

I saw all those live in Korea street. A new experience for me.

ooooo.... sorry, no tripod and time available for a better shot.

Hostel fridges

Malaysian culture vs. Korean culture.

What Malaysians always do is they hope for the better but don't actually cherish it. Yes, Malaysians can have this and that, but, it'll be gone if there're no protection of it.

Above is the example of fridge for hostel rooms in Konkuk Uni. Each compartment is labeled with room numbers. No locks, no stealing.

Can Malaysians do this? It's near impossible. If we have this, the fridge will either be vandalized or stealing will happen. If so, why do Malaysians complaint and complaint? It's because we don't see the reason why the thing is not there.

Wow! Innovative petrol station, save space. Pull down to refill.

Shabu-shabu lover... Pure beef.

Spot me!

In samsung D'light.

Love this!

Omg. hahaha, Wrong post with the wrong suit

Goodbye Korea!

Food?

Korean food, the main dish is rice. Everything is rice. Note that, breakfast, they eat rice too. Kimchi is the second accompaniment. It's a MUST have dish.

Beef? Not so much, because it's expensive there.

Pork? Yes, a lot, a substitute for beef.

Lamb? Not eaten one yet.

Chicken? Yes.

Fish? Not so much.

Ooooo.. A very very long post. It's okay, I'll stop here, for more pictures, visit my Facebook albums below

Album 1

Album 2

Album 3

Roger and out!

Tribute to him....

2010-09-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

I see.. since June eh?? hahaha...

I'm writing this because basically I'm too free on holiday now. Too free and yet doing unnecessary stuffs and I forced myself to do something good.

I love blogging, just too lazy.

To my grandpa,
I've been told by my dad about how you survive a living during the hard times. You worked so hard in your bread factory to put meals on the table for us. You've to wake up early in the morning just to deliver bread to the hospital and everywhere. Dad told me, during the down turns of the business where you have to break the wooden fence of the house and use it to bake breads. I was like.. OMG? breaking the house fence for wood and to bake bread? I'm not sure how serious was it but when I heard, I know you'd worked hard.

No matter how small or big the contribution is, whatever is it, as long as it comes from the heart.

the moment of darkness (part 2)

2010-06-06T16:54:00.001+08:00

awww.. part 2 continues....

28th May 2010, Gloomy day,

Thursday morning...

I didn't sleep well the night before as I slept at around 2 or 3am. Woke up as usual to attend my 9am class.

On the KTM as I took out Reader's Digest from my bag. I realized how I love to read successful stories of other people. Successful as in helping out those in need and not career point of view.

A few months ago, I've read about a guy from Vietnam if not mistaken. He studied a hospitality programme and realized that orphan children were everywhere in the country.
He made a difference. He open up a restaurant and started to teach these kids on how to cook. They provide free labor, in return of free accommodation as well as food. (Since they have no food and accommodation as before). Smart guy, yet having humanitarian sense.

Today, I've read about a tourist who went to Venice. He saw a beggar at the road side. There were a lot of tourist groups who passes through the busy town, busy looking at how beautiful the place was. However, they did not notice the beggar. What he did was, every time a group passes by, he will buzz in front of them and put some money for the beggar. One person from the group starts to give money too. And, successfully, the whole group followed.
This guy did the same thing over and over again for the sake of a beggar. Aww.. How sweet and kind this guy was....
He too made a difference.

I admire both of them because they had made a difference. How do I make a difference?
Making a difference is part of the "Finding Myself" thought in me.
How do I make a difference so that I become successful? I don't know what I want to do and I regret things I've done before. Never mind bout it already. I'm a useless junk, I thought to myself.

My emotions were as steady, just like the gloomy morning that day. Just care-free and I thought I've overcame my darkness moment yesterday.

But, as I flipped through the magazine. This article pops up in my eye. "Finding Myself"

"I was overcome with the urge to sit in a corner and weep. I barely managed to reach our flat before bursting into tears........"

"And all the while a little voice in my mind kept telling me how worthless, hopeless and stupid I was........"

~Reena Deen~

This article explains to me why am I having the darkness moment in me yesterday. I was "DEPRESSED". I'm having depression in short.

What Reena wrote was what exactly I was going through. You start to look deeper in yourself in finding who you really are.

This was very hard to accept. I sat down in the bus at the corner and tears are flowing down my eyes. I've to talk to somebody. I wanted to called somebody I admire a lot, my lecturer. I think she was the only who I can talk to right now.
Took out my phone, planning on what to say, my emotions multiplied. I couldn't afford to talk also.
I've decided to sms.

"Good morning Miss. Kok Soon here. I would like to ask if you're free later in the afternoon? Can I make an appointment to meet you? I need somebody to talk to."

Very quickly, she replied, "Sure, I'll be free after 3pm."

Oh god, I hope I can settle my problem as soon as possible.

Basically, I tried to control my tears from KTM station to the college. I've managed to control until when I stepped out of the bus.
Met my friends, and I couldn't bother bout the problem anymore. I believe my friends are aware of me, I also couldn't speak much to them about my problem because I cannot put my nightmares into words as then.

Continued my whole day normally until 3pm.
I bumped to her office 3pm sharp. I was waiting so anxiously for this moment. Somebody to talk to.

Managed to control my tears as I spoke to her and 1 hour was short. I wanted more.

Good news is that, she managed to counsel me. She told me that I think too much, and there's no need to regret what I've done.
Then she mentioned about god.

"Which really relieved me. "

"God had somehow made you choose this path and go through this moment for you to realize."

Ah... That settle my problem. I believe, god did this to me for me to realize something, which may not be visible now, maybe in the future.

Thank you miss, you've cleared all my doubts.
I'm absolutely fine right now.....

My life after this incident is more meaningful now, (at least I think, haha). Thank you god... Sorry for me to have forgotten you for a moment or so.

....... ~In you, we trust~.........

the moment of darkness (part 1)

2010-05-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

I've encountered so much of darkness moments. Just as my mood, emotions begin to subside, the tsunami wave is here again. There're no chance I can control this disaster.

It was 27th May 2010.... 12.15am.

First, the boring wave came to me. Then, the sleeping wave, then the can't sleep wave, the thinking wave, the self-thought wave, the regret wave, the useless wave, and finally the disaster wave.

Boringness brought me to sleeping mode.
However, I couldn't sleep. I felt about down after thinking about my so called "Future".
My thinking was after the incident of finding out a course which I think I like. BROADCASTING. Next to it was EVENT MANAGEMENT, MASS COMMUNICATION, HOSPITALITY.

Then, another thought came in,

"Am I merely enjoying my life now? Enjoying to the max without realizing that I'm wasting quite a lot of time. I spent a lot, I've done a lot, I've not been in my house for quite some time".

I'm a "Pai ka chai?" I thought to myself.
(It means, some useless child of a family in Cantonese)

YES... I'm a PKC, I've always done things that I like without realizing it was quite a waste of time and money.

It's all in me, that need to be spitted out by me. But to whom?
I've searched my contact list in the phone for some possible people who I can contact. I seriously would like to call anyone and spill everything out and cry over it.

My list of people was, A, A, J, W, Y, ... and a few more.
Don't worry if your initials are not above. I've taken consideration of what time you sleep, phone operator and I filtered everything I can think of before I really contacted the person.
You can be my very best friends that I'm too afraid to disturb you. Don't worry-lah!

Finally, I've sent out sms-es hoping for a reply. But I didn't get a reply, it was as expected, cause how do I expect people to reply? It was 12.35am man!....

What's next?
Finding of Oneself begun.
I went to the store room, dug out books that I've read before. I don't have much passion books, but I still have a few of my favorites, comics!
Be it talking bout Malaysians (text or picture-based) or other miscellaneous comics.

Then, I dug up some of my hand-written notes during my Secondary 5 period (the year of success and hard work). I've discovered how well I was in taking notes, how unique was my handwriting, and other related matters.

Next, I took out my SPM treasures, SPM exam questions I meant.
I read all the papers (11 in total) and noticed how I still remember the wonderful days back then.
I can still remember how to answer most of them. I can feel, how well I've done in SPM, how great I was before, until then, now, I'm a PKC.

If I were still in Petronas studying, I'm a great man ahead, I'm someone with bright future etc. (Not to say that I don't have a bright future now, just that, you know, in Petronas you can at least instantly say that you have bright future, but in what I'm doing now, you still need to mmmm, really bright future? Sure? "Kind of thing".)

After the SPM craze, I dug out assignments that I've done before in school time. I still keep them until now.
Most of them are near to full marks. Wow, what I've done? Nice.

1.05am

I'm not asleep yet. I dug my cupboard again to check my stamp collections all these while, then I dug up movie tickets that I've collected since I watched movies in cinemas.
Looking at everyone of the tickets and remembering the movie from before. Some had strong memories in me, but some doesn't.

Ahhh... There were a lot more useless things I've done on that night until 2.30am. Only I slept, mind you, 9am class the next day.

of the white coffee in me....

2010-05-28T16:59:00.000+08:00

I'm telling you a "White Coffee story in Me..." Yes, it's me.

The white coffee in me is very simple, as tasty, as milky, as aromatic, as "kao" (kao, means very concentrated in Cantonese), as everything as it is, nothing more nothing less.

Lack of even 1 drop of milk or else, everything is gone. All must be in a PERFECT amount.

That's me actually. I realized, I'm a very fussy person.

When my mom cooked lunch for me today (western breakfast style), I've ask my mom,

"How come it's toast?"

"Why you put my hot drink in a big mug?"

There were a bunch more of things I wanted to comment but I didn't because I realized, I was too fussy and I kept the questions to myself.

I thought to myself in the heart instead. These were the few,

"Why didn't you cook sunny side up instead of scrambled?"

"Why you put soy sauce on the egg?"

"I want my white coffee in a small cup with a table spoon, not teaspoon."

"And why did you add Anlene milk powder in it?"

So until then, I realized I was a very very.. very very... very fussy person. (Internally, I didn't mean I'm fussy in general, I know my limits. Therefore, I'm not a fussy person, but internally fussy).

~~the White Coffee in Me... ~

Are decision so easy to be made??

2010-05-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. Today a rush of my hormones came again. I'm down again for another time.. Ai yo yo yo...

What is life for? You have to die at one moment also. Sad case.

Yesterday, I'm up till like 2.30am. I accompanied him for a valuable moment which ended up both of us accompanying each other.. Haha...

He's sad and frustrated and angry and mixed feelings... He's worried that his job prospect next time wouldn't be as good as predicted. Basically... We both entertained each other... He's still okay, because he's not in any specific area yet then. However, today I start to worry for mine...

Hmm... I'm currently doing Diploma in Hotel Management.
My dad asked "You have a direction now?"
My answer was "Of cause not..." (Why do I answer so? Because I think it's not easy for me to make a life decision)

Decisions are easy. Whether you buy or you don't, you say or you don't.
But when it comes to life decision. I suppose, today only I realised it's very hard.

Do I really like hotel management? Hmmm.. I can say I like, but, do I really like? I do not know. How can someone be so certain of his/her feelings at times? You may think that you like.... but when you think deeply, do you really?

Humans are animals which can think.
When they think a lot, they go berzerk...

Hotel management? Not so much. Actually I want to become a movie producer or a director.. Or those newscasters.. Or become motivators.. But.. how do I get there? There's no such courses for it right? Am I right? (or I'm so outdated that I do not know?)

At times... I really think, why don't I just die now and *poof...* all problem ends? Easy as that right..

I'm a thinker that is so complicated. So complicated that I understand people's feelings and how they think. In the meantime, I do not know how my thinking works..

I'm seriously very confused the moment right now. Not confuse on things. On matters of other things, I'm very clear.. But on matters of myself. I do not get hold of it. I do not know who I am actually. Not even 1% of me.

Things become more complicated....

I actually shuts down whenever I've a problem. Like for this morning, my dad was like telling me, you have a talented mind and opportunity to study, but you do not want. People who wants to study, do not have the opportunity....
I was like... I've so many things to say but I just shuts down... I kept quiet. I didn't know I've this habit until today. I actually keep everything inside but I managed it well.. Until these few days.

I shuts down completely because I think my parents do not listen to me. Communication wise.. They do not practise real effective communication..

They do not know how stress I'm, regarding this hotel management as in concerned. Not stress as in studies, but stress listening to people saying that I'm so smart that I shouldn't take this.
They do not know how many times I cried over this. They do not know how many times I've gone to my fren and told them about it. They do not know what to do with me. I know I should get a proffesional job. But I also want to think. I'm not from a rich family. Still okay, how if I studied and I wasted off their hard earned money? So I just took a course which is cheap or rather when somebody gives me a scholarship.

I'm actually on my very own feet. My parents are so used to not guiding me because they know I can. Until then when I needed their guide, they do not know I needed them to deliver.

Haiz.. I do not know what to do with myself.

When shutting down moments.. Another problem arises... Girlfriends. I would think that, how nice to have a girlfriend who will listen to me. Haha.. But so far for now is friends la.. Friends are my life supporting system now. Thank you..
Towards friends, I'm an extrovert. Towards the person I love, I'm introvert. Because I always feel that I'm not compatible with this and this. Waste of time thinking.....

My life is entangled at the middle. With hopes and risks..

Something here to share too. It's another story of a person. Click here... It's quite beautiful reading this.

Regrets of my LIFe....

2010-04-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hie everyone.. Sorry for not updating for so long... It's been a busy semester for me...

It's a surprise you know when, you think that you got out of a situation and you feel great. "WOw, I'm over about it. I'm not getting back to it and I'll sure not regret!".

Until a certain point where memories refreshed. Things come. Be it from any source. It suddenly flashes through your mind. This make you think.

You think and you think. Finally you think that you are not regret at all, but, you actually regretted.

Haiz... Maybe it's I think too much. I really do think too much. Too much until above the level of acceptance.

Kudos, Ice Kacang Puppy Love. You made up my mind.

Right at the moment I'm watching this movie, things are coming up to me. I've been living in a life full of acting. Do I act?

I do not know. Seriously I do not know.

These few days, my mom stated "You wasted, why don't become a doctor?"
My dad stated to his friends "I cannot brainwash him, what should I do?"

I'm sorry mom & dad. I do not have the strength to do all these. Maybe I had but I gave it up easily. I just gave up like that.

I'm too selfish about my future. I think to myself only. I always think that money is not important. But is money that important?

Aikz. I've no confidence to continue this post anymore. My heart is broken more than ever. If I continue, I'm afraid I'll jump out of the building.

Can I ask why is this happening to me?

pe la ni...

2010-01-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

sedihnya... apa ni.. mmg pun nak nangis dah..
kejap kata u tak nak hubungan. pas tu, u kata dgn i. ok la i terima la..
pas tu. tak berapa lama kemudian, u kata dah berpunya.
walau eh...
tanya dan tanya, patut la u kena rasa yg i ni sedih.
u endah tak endah. cepatnya u tukar topic tu.
i cakap i sedih u tanya kenapa. wah...
u mmg bagus.. i tak pernah tengok orang serupa cam tu sebelum ini...
air mata bergelinang. bergelora. ntah la. tsunami ke pe.

my feelings flow down like a stream.. It's fast & it hurts.. for better or worse, I'll love you every beat of my heart...

2009-11-25T16:52:00.001+08:00

Finally.. the short sem is over for the past... This short sem is very tough for me.. It's a time with lots of success and lots of ~~failure...~~

My ~~failure~~ of it was being a leader... Bad leader. Assignment wise, OMG.. couldn't get people to attend for group meetings, only few are doing most of the work... But we believe we had done well.. ~~(I hope..)~~
Another is Noise magazine. I did seriously bad on it. And you know what, the editorial board's picture was not even taken. Due to lack of time, what I did was, take photos from their Facebook & put it in.. And till now, I haven't tell they all yet. I hope they'll forgive me..

Another failure is.. annoyed a girl too much. I don't know why, but I was very emo this whole sem. The relation "feeling" just came to me like that. & what I did was, I annoyed that her too much.. Basically, I was like giving the future planning that, "Oh, we should be .... ~~bla bla bla~~", she explained.. "No no no, you know I'm anti-r all those...." But, I don't know why I kept on asking & asking... I hope she's not fed up of me.. Hehe.. Sorry...

But one miracle thing is that, both of us are still as normal.. Maybe we are used to talking so "openly" or otherwise which I don't know the reason. It's like stirring water, how also it will stay together... So this situation is like, ~~one side was so desperate to have a relation, but the other side was like so desperate not to have a relation.~~ Can you imagine that? It's pulling & pushing but still, we are still together.. (pls, together as in not the couple together, I meant was, still together...)

Explaining to her was hard.. She is the type where you explain one or two words, and she will kind of jump to the conclusion and she will start explaining her verdicts.

What's the big deal then? I then will have to use a lot of words like "No, I meant this ~~~", "I'm just telling you, I'm not hoping an answer or what", "Hey, not like that, it's ~~~", "I'm not trying to make a statement here, I'm just too emo..."... and so on and so fort...

The reason for both of us to always talk about the relationship problem (almost every moment I think...) was not known.. Seriously.. I don't know, I know, I want to start a spark, but I don't know the reason why I keep on annoy her as stated, almost every moment...... Sorry.. And please note, it's not I'm the one always started it, she do sometimes start it too.. Haha. funny right...

She is anti-r, I'm also a little anti-r... Then i tried explaining "my terms" of relationship to her, but I failed... So far what I can explain is something more than a friend and lesser than couple.. Another is, as what we are now, but a little different.. (I don't know what's the difference la.. haha) (I actualy did some research on the types of couple available yesterday... Haha.. too emo too emo...) wait till I can explain myself better first-la, because I still don't know what's the "difference" I wanted...

Few reasons of it...(maybe...)
1. She might have somebody in her list..
2. She is confused of herself..
2.1. I'm confused of myself...
2.2. Both of us are confused of ourselves...
3. The "feel" is not there...
4. I've not done enough to touch her heart..
5... (comment at the bottom...) haha.. (maybe comment on what I should do also okay...)

(Important... to "her", please, I'm also not trying to do anything here, I'm just expressing my feelings only okay?...)

Many more failures... which, I don't want to talk about it la.. (losing weight too...) Shit....!

Success...
MOHE Future Leaders Camp rocks.. Sadly, I didn't bring my camera.. No documentation on it...
Did assignments quite well I suppose...
Networking was very good these few days... Able to talk to people who are a respected person in the society.. Nilai UC people did it quite well ya!

Psst!! tell you all something.. I might go for student exchange... HAHA!!! I'm too happy, but I'm also not hoping too much on it. It's because, I don't know confirm or not, and, I don't know much info about it... So I'll rather keep it a secret first...

I love Nilai UC.. I'll put all my heart & soul into it just like St. Paul's....

You shine & you shine, but make sure that you're the brightest.... Even if it's dim, it's okay, move on to a dark side, the dimmest light would be the brightest that time...

~Anonymous, Wong~...

I wonder how many of my mates out there still single like me.. Haha.. I'll wait for her to change her mind...

Signing out, roger and out!!

Magic the Gathering....

2009-11-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

*Hui yo*... It's been so long since I've blogged!!>>>>>

Promotion about Magic the Gathering..

I've recently got 3booster packs which cost about RM 45 I suppose from a blog of my friend.. Firdaus... His blog offers quite a number of events, food, *bla bla bla*, you name it, there's in that blog..

It was "ShadowMoor".... "It a plane of perpetual dusk where the sun never rises, and where strange light seems to come from unseen sources."

I actually started with a White "Judgment" deck and next with a "Torment" deck. Started since Standard 6 after the UPSR exams.. And till now, nothing much have been done because there's no "teman" to play with..

Haha...

Those are my collections.. Haha.. Anyone who is interested in learning can consult me *ba*... But I'm a very weak player.. Haha...

Canon Photomarathon 09'

2009-10-11T14:19:00.000+08:00

Woke up 4something.. Drove all the way 2 damansara.. Picked a fren
then off v go to..............

Canon photomarathon... On the way, i can c alot of ppl.. carrying bags *camera bags...* walking along the road sides 2 go 2 the elephant walk of Sunway L...

Imagine the amount of ppl...

Photographers in red! *blog review~~it will not b the normal white n red canon shirt (which is the trademark of canon)*

but it's all in "RED" "VERY DIFFERENT" ha??

The themes are 1. Splash, 2. Red, 3. Shooting in progress....

Basically, most of them went in photoshooting unrelated things.. haha like i did... XP

Usually i "feel" this (alot ppl shooting a particular subject) in an advertisement or so..
But i "felt" it 2dae.. it was fun..!

i did not expect a camera can do this, i always thought was digitally created.. but i shot 1!!! haha...

i put this as theme 1!

i'll put either 1 in the theme 3: shooting in progress

nice post, "cageless"
the unrelated matter!

when can i get 1 of those?

itchy? ask a birdie 2 help!

Some of my best shots.. *but nothing special la, coz most of the techniques are basics!..

"gathered for the passion of it" "all in one passion, one passion for all!"
my quotes! haha...

more photos, click here

did not submit for the competition.. coz of some probs.. haha..

Lolz.. tat's all folks!

Clouds in the hearts

2009-10-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

I seriously... like tat cloud images in my blog... hehe.. *Thank u thank u**bow, applause*... haha. stop dreaming!

My family matters...
recently, my mom's bro's daughter which is, 14 goin 15..
IS ~~PREGNANT!!!!...~~

So talk talk talk bout it.. legal age 2 get married, which is 15yrs.. so she basically can't register.. if report means, tat guy which is 21yrs old.. yes, 21yrs (how can a 14 n 21 can talk ar???) will b charged 4 raping an underage.. n the pay is.. HIGH!!!

~~Nvrm bout her..~~

In the car...

I : OMG, life 4 her is.. she haven gone through her teenager life yet. most fun time is teenager rite?

dad : ya la, wat din enjoy? she ad had sex wat?

I : ya la, but apart from tat, other teenager life le, didn't get 2 enjoy aso...

mom : (keep quiet).. haha..

In the hse after dinner... aso bout the topic

I : how can she noe a guy which is 21? she's jus 14... even for me aso, when i'm 14, i dun have a 21yrs friend? omg...

mom : she stays in a flat, most of the ppl there in tat particular block will noe each other.. n some how this fren, fren here, fren there, n finally can noe each other la....

dad : wat can a 21 guy n 14 gurl talk???

i : ya lo, wat can they talk....

dad : aiya, must b puppy love la. suppose sure will have puppy love la..

me : ya la, but aso, even like in school aso, puppy love, but, now come 2 think of it, c now, frens everywhere in colleges.. can't even meet.. even in college la, even love a gurl aso, will think tat, next time when graduate it's quite hard 2 handle aso la...

dad : u sure will have this feeling de la

me : ya...

dad : so who???

"my mom left 2 the kitchen 2 wash dish"

me : ern....... no la... hehe... *i laughed*...

dad : tel la, nothing de la

me : ern..... it's the gurl from.... it's the... ***XXXX***... la.... haha..

Lolz... wat u expect? 2 b continued? lolz. i dun think so... haha...

~~~this is not the continued story of the above, this is another matter okie!!!~~~
The gurl tat i had love b4.. she had really disappeared these few days.. tat dae, dunno y midnight, suddenly thought or her.. sms'ed n ask... then replied the next dae.. n... after tat chatting pun.. not much... hope she's okie!

dedicated.... to whom it may concern

2009-09-27T12:16:00.000+08:00

If i..... should stay... i would onli b in ur way.....
So i'll go, but i know,
i will think of you, every step of the way.....

And i...............aiiiiii///// will always love u.....
will always love u.............uuuu.........

youuuuuuu,   my darling u....

bittersweet,, memories.... tat's all i'm taking.. wif me... eee...

so good bye,,, plezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzze dun cry.
we both noe, i'm not wat u, u need....

and i.... ai....!!!! will always love
i'll always love u.... uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....
i'll always love u....... uuuuUuuUUUuuuuuu

i....ai   hope.. life treats u kind..
and i hope u have all u've dreamed of..
and i wish 2 u joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and happiness...ssss
but above all these, i'm wishing u love....veveveveve.

*dum*

and i.... will always love u    uuuUuuUUUU
i'll always love u..
i'll always love u... uuuUuUuU...
i... will always love u,,.... uuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU..
i.. will always love u,.... uuuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU...
i'll always.... lovee........eeeeeeeeeEeEEEeeeEEE.... u......

Expenses...

2009-09-23T08:43:00.000+08:00

Day 1,2 (Sibu)

RM 9

Magazine (4 reading in the plane)

RM 150

Flight

RM 3.05

makan makan

RM 1

Misc..

Day 3, 4, 5, 6 (Kch)

RM 60

tune hotel

RM 3.60

makan in the bus from cbu 2 kch

RM 40

bus ticket

RM 22

taxi from terminal 2 hotel

RM 5.40

makan makan

RM 2.70

toothpaste etc..

RM 2.70

RM 3

donation 4 museum

RM 20

van 2 santubong n back

RM 60

scv entrance

RM 4

makan makan

RM 115,

santubong resort

RM 25.50

dinner in the hotel!!!

RM 35

transit point lodge.. dun go there!

RM 48.50

souvenirs

RM 15.20

dinner n breakfast + misc makan makan..

RM 41

bus from station 2 terminal, n back 2 sibu

Day 7,8,9

RM 14

makan makan

RM 30

petrol 4 amy

RM 7.60

makan makan

RM 8.20

makan makan...

Total is 732.05...

If u go 2 person or in even numbers wil b cheaper..
coz the rooms i stay is all double..
if u have more than 1 person.. u can even stay in dorms.. which is rm30 onli.. place, singgahsana lodge, the 1 beside the colourful building...

Come on... ALone?

2009-09-22T17:56:00.000+08:00

It's been long since May... Ticket 2 sibu (cbu), Sarawak had been booked.. It's jus like Rm156 through n flow.. Which airline? Airasia? Wrong, it's MAS.. was a promotion. So ppl, when u book ur airlines, check both of them 1st.

12th (Sat) is the dae, I'm flying, in the beautiful month of sept, 09. Number 12? alot of things happen during the date 12th.. This wonderful person was born, my spm results was out, the date i enrol 2 utp, n the date i came out from utp (1month later)... haha.. nice? yap. i love number 12.

Final call for flight MH 2718. Pls proceed 2 gate A11 for immediate boarding. Thank u...

Was supposed 2 b three person, but left me alone. But nvrm, since paid 4 the flight, takkan dun go rite?
Not much money 2 waste around jus like tat lo..

During the flight was cloud taking n jus spending time relaxing, anxious, eating, magazine etc onli...

got ferrero rocher some more..

Flight was 6.30pm, reach kuching (kch) around 8.40pm.. transit back, get approval from immigration etc then boleh masuk sarawak le... Reach cbu around 9.40. Amy's land!

She got me from the airport n straight 2 her hse.

N 2 find out tat i have 2 stay alone in another empty hse.. which is double storey... haha..

it was scary okie... then the down floor got those photos of her grandma n pa, black n white... adui.. scary eh.. haha, if u stay there de okie la.. i'm like, jus came onli.. n... haha, no need 2 say la..

Sleep sleep sleep.. 2 ppl tat r being disturbed by me was temka n yee ling tat nite.. haha

Good morning!!!

Journey of cbu begins.. It's a land with alot of "parks" n swans... fake ones of coz.. haha.. then got alot of stone carving..

It was a sunday.. this is amy's church... very very very very rich...

cbu got alot of church, i think the richest is this la...

View of the river n the main town.. from tua pek kong temple (tower)

I kinda like the town, it's very bz.. (mayb i dun sban town during sunday, tat's y dunno... haha.. n they have these u c, selling those sour sour preserved fruits n sweets.. oh my my,,, i love tat!!!

ah!!! i want all!!! all!!!!

this is 1 of the example of long hse.. view from the car, i can't get a close up view..

a park... which i say, alot of parks...

nice huh? praise cameraman or camera??

this thing attracts me... i group it s a best shot in my whole journey... it's a signboard in the park.. which has arrow pointing up... n "hide"??? hide?? i dunno y... haha... mayb hide is a word 4 something other than "hiding".

It has a lot of elements in it.. it's wooden with a bolt at the side, n greenish thingy on top, n the background is grass which is light green... nice?

land in cbu is soft... u c!! i was shocked when i c this!!

in the evening v climb a "mountain"... stairs are available.. haha, dunno wat name ad la...

From sibu 2 kuching... (day 1)

2009-09-22T17:55:00.002+08:00

i did not stay in amy's place 4 the whole journey.. reason:-

i'm oneself.. go there, awkward le...
somemore my fren is a gurl.. i'm guy.. imagine.. haha.. (eh, dun imagine so much eh)
n aso, stay in ppl's hse so long. aso paiseh la...

So i went 2 kch the on the 22th... alone... haha...
bus from cbu 2 kch needs arounf 7hrs (7hrs n u're still in the same state.. haha)... rm40...

when i reach the terminal, i need 2 go 2 tune hotel.. which is jus behind the hilton hotel near kuching waterfront..
i couldn't find where is the bus terminal in the map.. so i have 2 sit the taxi which is... RM 22... mad!!!
4 those who sit plane 2 kch, u can sit the tune hotel shuttle which is jus rm9.99 from airport 2 the hotel...
tune hotel was nice, no tv, got aircond, nice toilet.. nice bed.. haha it's jus rm60 in total.. i did not request 4 the aircond.. u need 2 add rm10 i think.. if u go 2person then it's cheap la, coz it's a queen size bed..

toilet is without lock.. haha, n it's glass door, if u go wif a gurl, mayb u need 2 go out of the room when they bath.. lolz...

bus from cbu was 7am, reach kch around 3like tat, 3something reach tune hotel.. then jus jalan jalan in kch city.. the east side of kch.. nothing much, jus monument of cats n nice sceneries, n of coz the river.. haha

this is in front of tun jugah n sarawak plaza shopping complex.. jus near tune hotel onli..

2 cross the river from the kch waterfront, it's rm0.50... it's cheap lo, but,,, i was afraid.. haha.. i sat on it n went 2 the other side.. n i did not 1 2 come back.. coz of the boat.. ~~i was jus phobia~~.. haha... but, the onli way 2 go back 2 the other side is jus the boat... no choice.. have 2 sit aso.. haha opp the kch waterfront is the fort magarita..
i did not went there, coz i jus found out bout it after i came back from there.. in the jetty i meet a nice malay woman.. chat a little... nice lady.. btw, sarawak ppl all quite helpful... i'll continue this hospitality friendliness later.. haha

cats..

i missed this 1.. it's actually a cruise, evening cruise, rm60.. i did not have time 2 go 4 this.. u can get a night view of dunno where n where from the boat.. which is nice.. i saw some nice nightview of kch, but i couldn't get 1.. sob sob..

this is fort magarita aso, but it's in kch waterfront, not the opp 1.. it seems james/charles brooke built this 4 the wife or something.. at the background is a hall... DUN hall i think.. this photo i did not group as a best shot.. coz i think it's a little overexposed!..(was hazy aso tat time...) n aso, there's rubbish in the front there u c... beside the door..

but, somehow, it was a "NEARLY" a best shot, coz, the reflection of the water u c.. it has quite an element in it...

even in kch, there's stone carving... (it's history, the story where a mousedeer trick the crocodile 2 cross the river)

i was to go santubong the next dae, so i've 2 find the transport there.. this is where sawarak hospitality continues... i walked around there 2 find n find... i asked... 3person there... 1 uncle jogging there n i jus stop him by... he talk talk talk.. nice guy.. i got the info of where 2 get the van 2 go santubong.. i told him thanks, he says no need thanx.. (in chinese it will b nicer.. haha)

then i walk n found out tat i couldn't find.. i jus walk n walk n i saw indian street... haha, 4 ur humble info, there's no indian in kch, even in cbu.. not at all!!!! walked inside the street n found mostly iban n malay ppl opening stalls...of coz, kek lapis, the famous ones...

then i found the kereta sewa (van), it's run by the government, on the van is written bus persiaran n it's written what zone n all n which place 2 go etc.. it's fairly cheap when u have a group, basically u rent the whole van.. as i'm alone, i did not 1, coz it's expensive. then the drivers directed me back 2 kch waterfront for another shuttle van service 2santubong.. they told me "u noe the most colourful building?" yes of coz, there's onli 1 colourful tall building in kch... 4 those who r visiting kch n goin santubong, dun call the taxi, taxi mayb 40 n 40 through n flow,

i'm anti anti anti anti anti taxi actually...

find the shuttle van beside this particular building, n it's infront of singgahsana lodge... get the ticket from the lodge, (in front of the lodge there's a banner saying shuttle from kch 2 damai n santubong...) it's jus rm10 onli 1way..

n yes.. my transport 2 santubong 2moro is settled!@!!!

continued my tour in kch ct...

i put the left photo s my best shot s well... hmmm.. izit nice? abit of adjustments n u can get 2 different picture..

y best? u can c the colour, it's like very old.. n hmm, i dunno how 2 say n explain.. enjoy urself.. haha

oh btw, it's tua pek kong temple...

then i visited the chinese museum.. didn't quite like tat uncle in the museum.. coz he's so ~~racist~~.. he says, coz u're chinese i let u snap photo.. omg!!! wat la..

my dae ends here in kch... at nite, i didn't dare 2 go out.. haha, was afraid...

end of day 1...

day 2 n 3.. santubong, then back kch ct next dae..

2009-09-22T17:55:00.001+08:00

my itinery 2dae is santubong.. in santubong, u must visit sarawak cultural village (svc) rm 60..
then damai beach,,, n mayb climb mt santubong...
i took off from kch 10.15, then reach around 11... 11.30 is the cultural show.. which is jus nice when i reach.. haha, the 2nd show is 4pm..

this is the place where the show wil commence.. nice place...

it's heavy u noe..

shutter playing wif camera.. haha.. showing it's moving.. lolz. turning! on his belly.. wow..

fuh fuh fuh.. haha..

after the show, is the tour around the village, all kinds of things u can c inside there...

my other best shot..

the depth of everything is being displayed in this photo.. don't u think so?

my bestest shot ever! i dunno how 2 explain.. haha

i was alone, so couldn't get my picture, so, i take footprints.. hehe plkn shoes...

decided 2 do abit of post processing.. my category, =best shot...

rm115 during ramadhan promotion.. haha, normal was rm160++ but worth it aso if 2person.. coz include breakfast.. very big portion...

lobby

so lucky 2 have this 2 shots.. 1 with n without the trees.. using continuous shooting mode.. coz i was in the van... nice!

i didn't get 2 damai beach, it was quite far ftom santubong resort, if u stay in damai puri then it's near, but, expensive, so far, santubong resort is the cheapest@!..

more pictures... on facebook click here
continue day 3 in kch, next post..
i left around 11.30, then reach kch around 12.. check in... continue next post

dae 3, morning in santubong, kch after 12pm

2009-09-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

back 2 kch, checked in a lodge.. transit point.. which is rm35..
but.. i dun urge u 2 go there...
at 12pm, u can, hear ppl making love =.=" shit!, i didn't noe, i really want 2 leave tat place, but paid.. haiz...
not 12am u noe, pm..

regretted goin there...

i put my things, then i left straight. i did not wana stay in the room.. on the 1st dae, i walked the east of kch, 2dae, i walk west of kch ct..
visited the museum.. got 3/4museums, but, i went tat 1, onli 1 museum was open, others close.. 4 maintenance it's seems..

chinese long hse.. i suppose

one shot, from the museum.. haha, no cameras are allowed actually... so jus get 1 onli... btw, the museum was nice inside..

then 2 the tunku abdul rahman hall.. inside, so coincidently, a photo exihibition was taking place... some of the shots...

outside the hall was a souvenir shop.. "expensive" i bought something he put 9.90, he say give u 7.. then i buy.. then i walk 2 the bazaar near the kch waterfront.. it's 5,, omg!!!! kena tipu.. haha

can i consider this best shot aso? haha... the blowpipe, n the word sarawak below..

after tat i jus walk onli 2 where i feel is right.. n lucky enough i found the bus station... (not the terminal) where local town bus was there.. i ask around n i got the info on how 2 take bus back 2 the terminal... it's onli rm1.. imagine, taxiis rm22... mad!!!

then was jus lepaking aound kch looking around,,, been walking since 1pm until like 5pm... then i stop by a shopping mall, went giant buy water n sit down 2 rest, coz i dun 1 go back 2 the lodge so fast...

haha

then around 6, i went back 2 the lodge 2 bath.. then i went out the room, jus at the reception, on9.. then i go cari makan outside.. makan makan.. slowly i came back 8 something

then i on9 again... until i tired le, i went back room..

did not have a good sleep tat nite..

next morning, i went back 2 cbu.. b4 i left, i eat mee kolo, the famous 1 in kch.. must try,!!!

vespa, the bicycle version, c properly, got paddle (in the lodge, corridor there)...

back 2 cbu!!!!

in sibu back... 17-20th..

2009-09-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

nothing much u can do in sibu... jus visit parks n shopping complexes...

but 1 thing i like in cbu!!! MAKAN!!!!!!!!!!! oh my.. paradise!! haha

it's a miniature

sleeping lion..

dunno real or fake de..

haha, random..

a park..

random...

more photos in facebook

album 1

album 2

anything about kuching... u can ask me.. i can become ur tour guide... i have 1 more post 2 go!!!!

Stress???

2009-09-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

Dun ever have the thinking of... wat u gonna do n etc..

One tip tat can make u move 4ward n go on wif ur life full of stress is tat.... u must have the thinking of

"I get to do it... not.... I have to do it..."

Try 2 have this feeling... n c how it goes... hope it works 4 u!!!
ALways appreciate tat, u get 2 study coz u have eyes n u're not blind.
u get 2 do walk from 1place n another which is far coz u have legs...
u get 2 smell annoying smells coz u have a normal nose...
u get 2 taste bitterness coz u have a wonderful tounge!
u have 2 copy long notes coz u have normal hands!! n fingers!....

agree???
hope tat u can release more stress with this method! all the best!!!

when u're old enough 2 understand...

2009-09-02T17:00:00.003+08:00

Hihi... it's been LLOOOOOONNNNNGGGGG since i updated my blog... haha...

When u're young, u think tat time is too much... much time is wasted jus like tat...
think think n c... baby's life... simply rite??? n their time must b long enough 4 them (althought the time they have n v have are the same) *literally la*....
baby can do wat? sleep whole dae, then cry, eat... sleep.. eat... boring rite?? so their time is kinda too much 4 them..

then when u reach old enough la 2 walk n etc... still acceptable la the time... still too much... coz jus noe how 2 play n waiting the time 2 grow up. rite?

ha!!! reach the teenager phase la... *note***i think i ~~passed~~ the teenager's phase ad.. or mayb jus post-teenager-phase..** when teenager phase can action abit la.. wat aso can do. can run, jump, go here go there. sleep late everyday then die, then revive, then die again n alive again...haha...

After tat la... teenager phase.. reaching my time le... then u'll understand wat's life is all about,...
it's time when u won't b able 2 sleep late anymore. u'll have this tired feeling where it jus comes... n u say "i wanna sleep"... tat's time where i'm chatting wif my frens. n it's time where things go havoc.. topic goes interesting.. but. suddenly. aikz. i jus have 2 sleep. n i jus say bye 2 everybody n chioz i go very fast...

Then life jus have 2 continue so on... i haven reach the older phase yet.. so i couldn't blog on it...

There's one moment in my life which i'll nvr 4get.. same to see soon i think...

this moment of death!!!
once i'm having my french class.. n suddenly my heart jus.. PAIN!!!! pain until can't afford 2 stand...
and this moment of death thing will come...
in ur brain! stimulus of death notes will come flying all over u..

"izit a heart attack?"
"omg! wat if i faint n die?"
"my parents! all my frens! i can't c the anymore"
"who will attend my funeral?"
"How my body is going 2 decompose?"
"aikz, y my life so short?"
"i din even get 2 married?"

n the list continues...
after tat moment... my thinking all have change...
after tat. the pain still goes when u move.
so u'll tend 2 move more slowly after tat...
then u'll understand wat is life...
u'll noe tat u wanna live on n dun 1 2 die..
after tat dae.

whenever i drive, i drive slow...
watever i do.. i'll think twice n thrice... mayb.. u'll tend 2 speak lesser... coz u might think tat ur words are limited n might finish soon...

how is tat ha??? had i brought u through a little journey about the moment of death???

tell u wat... u won't realize the importance of life until u'll more 2 adult "old enough 2 understand" ~~can i aso say "mature enough???"~~... even now.. i noe the importance of life but i do not really appreciate it...

I've mentioned see soon's name... haha.. it's been a BBQ nite tat i've realised see soon had the same thing i've experienced b4!...

i think tat's all ba!!!...
eh wait wait wait...

Last few days there's been news about pHd holders not doin wat they pursue.. they go n become taxi drivers!!! i admire n envy those ppl...

I don't feel the importance of.. being a DOCTOR? ENGINEER? anything tat's high post...

i jus feel tat.. money not tat important... the important thing in ur life is tat u enjoy ur life!!! yea!!! tat's y i gave up engineering n taking hotel management.. ppl who noe me... noe tat i'm more happy in my college life now!. my lecturer saw me 2 dae n asked me y m i so happy 2dae? i answered him "I'm happy everyday!!!"...

yoyo... tat's all suppose!...
my tentative this time..
2moro french exam, monday beverage exam!!>>>
after monday go buy camera!
then saturday holiday 2 sarawak!

babY language...

2009-07-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

i was joggin yesterda (2dae raining, so din go... sob sob)...

n suddenly i was amused by this baby thingy.... haha,,

in chinese la, v have this particular language thingy where u use when u talk 2 a baby & most of the words are double de...

bong bong - bath
kai kai - shopping
mum mum - eat
kot kot - drink water
pau pau - carry
oi oi - sleep
shee shee - pee... haha
chor chor - sit down
nen nen - drink milk

i think tat's all ba.. haha, anything else u can comment..

then other races, i think u have baby language too rite?? mayb u can list down all in the comment??

~~u maybe thinking whose in the photo.. it's me actually.. haha, do i look cute?? lolz..~~

then when i was thinking bout this, i saw 2 babies, n a dad..

they were running. then 1 gurl was running fast, then the other baby said.. "carefull ar, later u "toink toink toink"..."

haha, i was laughing in my heart, so coincidently i'm thinking bout it n the baby teach me a new word.. toink toink toink... haha....

baby world is so fun... haha

2dae, i was so free. i decided 2 dig up all those photoalbums.. those last time use film de, then wash 1...

haha, then i scan quite a number of photos..

my baby photos u can c it here... http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=94613&id=628821660&l=fa61207766

then i saw my group singing photos...

mind u, v won state level 1st!!! haha, kudos.. in standard 5 i think.. or 6.. haha

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=94640&id=628821660&l=4891851b43

then, primary photos.. haha

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=94645&id=628821660&l=1ca88238a5

my cycle was like tat, during baby time, quite cute n lovable...

when until like primary till secondary 3or 4

my face is like shit... haha.. seriously.. so damn.. i dunno how 2 explain.. haha

then now. i think okie okie la, acceptable.. haha...

old d how le??? lolz..

oh ya... a baby video 4 u all... haha

beautiful dae...

2009-07-12T21:27:00.002+08:00

it's no imagination day.. nothing up in my mind now.. dun have much 2 talk ba. mayb i jus say bout my week b4 la

Mon,
service class.. yong, ong, hong yi, wei keat, yun bin, chin wee, eu jin, uma, maha all came 2 my class 2 have lunch ya
RM15 each pax. Hoon kwan was the manager of the dae. i serve them all in 1 table.. thanx guys!!!

Tues
nothing much, got class until 6something
then went 2 the event nicholas sum organise 1.. finis class, fetch yee ling in inti, came back college, went makan n all... fetch yee ling back, then balik rumah...
more info on the event de... pls visit http://elainesum.blogspot.com/2009/07/92.html
AH XIAN & YEE LING in the dinner.. yee ling say "long lost sister"
omg la really. they both ho,.. kap 2gether n bully me eh (n they jus knew each other like 4 how many minutes ago...).. then hoon kwan n ah xian.. aso kap n bully.. say yee ling n myself couple.. ai yo... nicholas aso!!!! he ho, when i wanna complain something ho, he uguted me eh,, saying "dun 4get i noe u de ar"... then ah xian le, say not onli he's ur senior... +++++++it suppose 2 mean another thing+++++++ (yee ling is nicholas' sister) =.=" la really.. haha.. although all those.. had a fun dae outing wif all of my frens...

Wed...
Classs..... at home... nothing much

Thurs!!!!
Kitchen class. i was in the rice department. cooking pilaf rice... then ho, got 2 pot de. omg,...
i on 1, then the other 1.. i 4get 2 on the switch... =.="...
luckily lo got 2 pots... if not ho, i really die le.. chef aso shouted my name "KOK SOOON!!!!!'
i was like, die shit.. wat happen.. then he say i din on.. omg, how can i make such a mistake de...
previously.. i did not brown (saute) the beef n straight put into water n boil...
then another, 4gotten d wat i did.. haha, dunno how la my marks de... quite sad!

Fri....

pak zaman class.. mpw.. 3 person attend nia includin me... so sad..

then mise en place at restaurant 4 saturdays event... until like 5...

imagine.. table cloth aso need iron.. even the chair cover... aso need iron.. walau!!!

Reach ktm wif the bus... then.. my lovely..... ktm 2 seremban left in front of me.. so sad..

nevertheless.. nvrm la, wait la.. sit down onli.

i remembered yee ling. (how good i'm ha... hehe.. perasan)

sms her c where she. she say she aso ktm.. wa! so ngam de.. haha then waited waited, she haven come. saw kishendran at 1st,,.. then i sms her again, how come so long 2 come de.. she din reply. talk 2 kishendran.. talk talk talk..

suddenly she appear.. n she from far like finding 4 me.. haha.. n she so funny la, she stand normal rite, then she take a big step outside, 2 get a bigger view n she saw me... i dun think u understand wat i'm talking... haha, sorry... (i ask yl whether she un wat i said or not, she say kinda understood. so i think okie ba)

then at nite..
i put in my pm.. i miss u!!!...

so far.. 5person asked me bout it.. haha, actually 6, coz a gurl ask me twice, guess who?? the kepo gurl shieh nee.. haha
slept earli...

Sat.. event...
went college at 7am!!! mad.. drove from sban at 6.. all fine..
ta pau alot of food de.. haha... tat's all..

ah.. at nite.. a fren of mine told me a story bout herself.. i'm sort of angry n sad 4 her doin something.. i dunno y la ~~(seriously i dunno y la wei, sorry ***name***)~~.. i even say she's silly n if hard 2 hear means, stupid.. sorry ya my fren ~~(i'm so very sorry ya ***name***)~~.. i'm being care 4 u.. jus tat, i feel like i dun 1 n dun like my this fren 2 do something like tat lo...

So sorry 4 the boring post ya...
kok soon in support of interesting blog & imagination...

something 2 b shared...

2009-07-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

this advertisement has been long ad... i jus remembered it n watch it... i think, v should learn from kids....

haha... nice... this is the 1... then the below 1 is the same, but being shown on othe countries tv.. receiving a ahort film award i presume.. in cannes 2008. it's in french subtitle... there's another 1 in german subtitle... kudos!!!! malaysian!!!! haha...

then i came across 2 another video... this... made by singaporean de... it's very nice n touching.. i honestly cried... n then, i repeat it for like 4 5 times...

c the confidence of the woman!! omg, she's so confident... the smile n the sadness of it... the joy of life..
cherish ur life while u can...

uuuuuuu la la, when can u finis???

2009-07-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

aikz... love matters... ~~(again!!!!)~~

even if u got coupled... another problem arises... (4 me la by the way)

couple ad, then u chit ~~chat chit~~ chat wif ur gf/bf... will it ever end or not ar?

wat i meant was,... ya la, life partner 4eva!!! but, u talk ~~talk talk~~ talk wif ur bf/gf, don't u think the conversation will end 1 day?

even not 1day aso, some how, a day will come rite? ~the day u die~ haha..

but not bout tat "ending" actually..

u imagine la, 1day got like 24 hrs, 1yr got 365 days... u'll b facing ur wife/husband le.. talk talk talk, got how many topics can u both talk n never ends?? i think it's quite "special" or "complicated" or hard mayb "extremely" hard 2 get over tat thing.. u talk talk talk n nvr ends...

even now chatting wif frens, sometimes v jus go blank! especially myself wif yl la. got mood & time 1. sometimes chat until dun 1 2 leave, sometimes quiet like.... MAD!!!!

wth!!! haha...

Name me topics u can talk about??

love
money
car
house
shopping
window shopping
sex
dinner
lunch
breakfast
...... "fine" ... BRUNCH
laptop
phone
sms
calls
tables
chairs.... (haha)
music....
dance
sports
models
designers
cars
bikes
furniture
...... name la... give u talk 1whole year about each topic la... it comes to 25years onli. if u got married at 25, then the limit will b at 50++... wat if u mati pun tak mati... mati at 80 or 90 yrs... haha

Do they engaged to more shocking things because they dun have topic 2 talk bout??

bf : hey, nothing 2 talk bout la...

gf : ya lo... boring je now

bf : "ahhhh" v try "something".......

gf : okie let's try..

n pooooofff!!!! a child came out... haha, not yet married le.. how? marry lo now... haha tat's the onli solution, other than the abortion la...

is this the factor of a new born child or mayb a so called "accident"??? (factor s in, no more topic 2 talk about, then bf/gf try 2 do "something" else, coz boring ma... haha)

ahhhh, so sweet... haha

will the "no more topic 2 talk about" issue contribute 2 another problem which is the guy go find a misstress???.. they found out, haiya nothing 2 talk 2 my wife ad... so no 1 teman feeling like tat.. so go find another gurl la... adui...

LOVE hurts... aikz...

So 4 those who can really talk talk talk til they die... shall i cal them... the ODD couple.... hehe...

.....
signing out...
kok soon in support of the "odd couples"... haha