In the Sarcophagus of an Immortal

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2009-11-01T23:00:00-08:00

Enjoy Maribago Bluewater for Free
If I will be asked what makes Maribago Bluewater totally different from other beach resorts I’ve known, then, my primary answer is definitely the way they market their services. It’s actually the very first time that I heard of a high end resort that utilizes the credibility of bloggers, using their online power to reach international target markets. This is one thing that lots of establishments haven’t realized yet.
Gold Investment
If you are planning to make the most out of your gold coin asset, there’s only one investment partner you need to seek advices from. And, that’s no other than the Aurum Advisors. They are a team composed of the finest metal asset managers who have a proven track record in handling gold bullion or gold coins investment effectively. You should only trust your precious metal assets to the most capable asset management team who have strong financial background and are well versed in the ways of the world.
Win 1000 pesos Ayala EGC: Food discOVIry Contest
Are you a food addict, a food worshipper who wanted to share your best food discovery? It is now your chance to spread the delectable words and win 1000 pesos Ayala EGC from OVI by Nokia.
Ashtanga Vinsaya Yoga at Body Mind Well-Being Inc.
The workshop was headed by Amitabha Ebj, an international Yoga Practitioner of 37 years and the Managing Director of Body Mind Well Being Inc.. It focuses more on Ashtanga basics wherein the participants were being taught proper sun salutations, plus exploration of breathing and in deep of the unique principlye system of Ashtaga yoga breath movement.
Is Neo’s EDGE Laptop thinner than MacBook Air?
Why would you buy a very expensive MacBook Air when you can have almost the same functionality and style with Neo’s latest offering, the EDGE series, the ultra slim netbook which has beyond cutting edge mobility features? With the global recession and all, we must be cautious enough in spending our hard-earned money.

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2009-11-01T23:00:00-08:00

Enjoy Maribago Bluewater for Free
If I will be asked what makes Maribago Bluewater totally different from other beach resorts I’ve known, then, my primary answer is definitely the way they market their services. It’s actually the very first time that I heard of a high end resort that utilizes the credibility of bloggers, using their online power to reach international target markets. This is one thing that lots of establishments haven’t realized yet.
Gold Investment
If you are planning to make the most out of your gold coin asset, there’s only one investment partner you need to seek advices from. And, that’s no other than the Aurum Advisors. They are a team composed of the finest metal asset managers who have a proven track record in handling gold bullion or gold coins investment effectively. You should only trust your precious metal assets to the most capable asset management team who have strong financial background and are well versed in the ways of the world.
Win 1000 pesos Ayala EGC: Food discOVIry Contest
Are you a food addict, a food worshipper who wanted to share your best food discovery? It is now your chance to spread the delectable words and win 1000 pesos Ayala EGC from OVI by Nokia.
Ashtanga Vinsaya Yoga at Body Mind Well-Being Inc.
The workshop was headed by Amitabha Ebj, an international Yoga Practitioner of 37 years and the Managing Director of Body Mind Well Being Inc.. It focuses more on Ashtanga basics wherein the participants were being taught proper sun salutations, plus exploration of breathing and in deep of the unique principlye system of Ashtaga yoga breath movement.
Is Neo’s EDGE Laptop thinner than MacBook Air?
Why would you buy a very expensive MacBook Air when you can have almost the same functionality and style with Neo’s latest offering, the EDGE series, the ultra slim netbook which has beyond cutting edge mobility features? With the global recession and all, we must be cautious enough in spending our hard-earned money.

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2009-10-13T00:00:00-07:00

Cebu Bloggers Society for PBA 2009 Special Awards: Blogger’s Choice
CBS is very dear to me because of various personal and official reasons. This is why I’m voting for it (http://cebubloggers.com) for PBA’s Bloggers Choice Award. In the near future, I am quite sure that CBS will not only become the leading bloggers group in Cebu, but also, will become the Philippines’ premiere blogging community. This is because, as what Bimbo Cabochan said, “CBS is a very powerful group.”

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2009-10-05T00:00:00-07:00

Orange Brutus Defeated Fat Happy Bee
Cebu’s Orange Brutus, the home of the best sizzling burger steak and fresh fruit shakes, had invited 10 members of Cebu Bloggers Society to join their food tour activity last 19th of September, 2009. This food tour aims to showcase their new budget meal products and their Christmas Papremyo promo.

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2009-09-14T00:00:00-07:00

Balamban Liempo
Balamban Liempo Food Corner was established on July 2009 by native Cebuano couple, Jojo and Honey Vergara. Both are from Abucayan, Balamban. For those people who don’t know, Balamban is a farming and fishing municipality in South Cebu known for their ship building industry.

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2009-09-13T00:00:00-07:00

My Fair Lady Stage Play
Have you been to an Opera house? Do you want to witness Cebu’s finest stage play artists? My Fair Lady Stage Play will lead you to an opera-like experience you’ve never encountered before.
Cebu Bloggers Parody Series: Teaser
This is only a teaser of Cebu Bloggers Parody Series that I’ll be featuring here in my blog. This Parody series includes love, humor, horror, suspense and everything. This serves as the main content of my site’s Entertainment section.
Twilight - The Cebu Bloggers Parody Series
I’ve been thinking of a creative way, wherein I can express and release all these craps inside my bloody head, and this concept just popped in.

Links for 2009-09-04 [del.icio.us]

2009-09-05T00:00:00-07:00

Satellite TV is also the IN thing nowadays
Although the internet is the more prominent communication medium that takes the world by storm today, there’s a long time invention that captured the hearts of most couch potatoes. This is the more sophisticated, more powerful Satellite TV. I’ve been planning to get one, that’s why I searched for some infos online last night and found Satellite TV Site.com.
SEO Marketing (The Genesis) - A Rough Draft
Search Engine Optimization is an online marketing that proves to be very effective because it uses SEs (Search Engines) as its means of attracting website traffic. This traffic includes people who are searching for anything on the web. It is reported that more than 80% of American internet users are using search engines like google, yahoo, bing, etc. to look for stuffs to buy, or services to subscribe to online. This means that if someone wanted to outsource services, he would likely use google to search for companies who offer outsourcing services.
Buy a Postcard, Pay it Forward
In our effort to unite artists, promote their artwork while at the same time serving our community, we would like to invite photo enthusiasts, photographers - both amateur and professional, to contribute their talent and skill for a cause. The entire proceeds of this project will go to Tsinelas Foundation, a non-profit organization which promotes literacy and assists poor students in poor barangays in Cebu.
CBS Castaways stirred Sumilon Island’s Silence
And, at the very moment we set foot in Sumilon’s 24-hectare virginal island, the calm and still surroundings of the place was disturbed (I’m the only one who noticed all these. Hehehe). The meek white sands sensed something is not all right, the old Ipil-Ipil trees bent their slender trunks to investigate, the white seashore waves moved closer to the seashore’s end to take a peek, the beautiful water in the infinity pool wanted to jump out to greet us, the kayaks at the small river’s end were nervous, the snorkels were optimistic, the delectable foods served on top of the table were scared, the famous white sandbar was unaffected, and the sandstorm had something deadly in mind…And wait, the innocent, chinky-eyed Koreans were dumbfounded. LOL!
Have you tried shopping online?
ShopWiki is like a mall where you can find almost everything you wanted to purchase online. From collectibles, food and beverages, pets, furnitures, DVDs to fashion and gift guides. This is the best alternative shopping portal especially for those people who got phobias shopping in malls infested by soul-less criminals.

FAREWELL...

2007-11-06T00:58:00.000+08:00

I never thought I would be saddened with this subtle twist...but nevertheless I will be missing blogger. I decided to switch to wordpress. For those people listed under my Personal Friends Link List please add my new blogsite: http://empressofdrac.wordpress.com. I've already added your links there. Avrio In the Sarcophagus of an Immortal...

Ta ta,

EOD

snafu...

2007-11-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

My God is my source of strength and power. My God resides within me. My God is not jealous. My God doesn’t punish me everytime I commit mistakes. My God just let me learn my lessons in every mistakes and failures I did and encountered. My God is not a supernatural being. My God is not a he or a she. My God is my will, my faith, and my life. My God is everybody’s God, but most people just attributed theirs to what the society dictates them. My God lives and dies with me. My God stays forever with me.

This life is meant to be lived not to be analyzed or to be debated at. We are not here to impress each other but to enjoy our life’s journey towards the limitation of our being a human. Frankly speaking, one should not seek for a meaning because it’s already there. Seeking or finding is not the correct term. It should be “recognizing” ones meaning. I had easily recognized my meaning because I’m not dwelling in the past nor I’m obsessively anticipating the future. What I’m doing is I’m living my present to its fullest and I treat anything as if it’s my last. It is only in this way that I could truly enjoy my life. I’ve seen a lot of people who just died and missed so much of their lives. It’s better to do anything you want rather than regretting at the end because of not doing anything.

Bisrock blogsite mentioned in FHM...

2007-10-30T12:35:00.000+08:00

A friend told me that my bisrock blogsite is mentioned in FHM's June issue. I immediately get my copy of the said issue and scan the pages. And here it is...

The write up is a part of the "Rock n Roll Joyride" article sponsored by Red Horse. It's subtitle is "BISROCK, CEBU'S BEST PRODUCT SINCE YOYOY VILLAME". This is what the article said:

On the surface, Cebu bands dabble in pretty much the same sounds as their Manila counterparts. But the crucial difference is how they reproduce their sound in an album. In that part of the game Cebuanos trample the competition. Case in point, Urbandub. "When we went to the studio where Urbandub recorded their albums, the equipment were antiquated," enthused Sandwich guitarist Diego Castillo. "It's amazing how they got their amazing sound."

You can credit that to their reps as a musical town courtesy of their guitar-makers, or heck just Yoyoy being there, but it is quite obvious the sound of Cebu is globally competent.

At the end of the article my bisrock blogsite is mentioned...

APO

2007-10-29T09:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmmn...I've known a lot of fraternities here in Cebu, but only one has caught my attention saliently. APO or Alpha Phi Omega is a true paradigm of what a fraternity should be. Unlike other fraternities which gained notoriety due to violence, APO stands with its goals and missions, and that what made the organization a role model in our society. Instead of bragging about high-powered guns and private goons (like what the members of other fraternities are doing), APO has a community service-oriented activities that alleviate the hardships of the common people. This kind of "fraternitism" should be the one that should be practiced by all fraternities. And these fraternities should also train their members in keeping their feet on the ground. (Base from my observations most fraternity members especially those who are into violence are braggarts...). Check more of APO Zeta Omega (ΖΩ) here.

A Plan To Conquer Metro Manila

2007-10-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

The year is 3, 333. The beautiful archipelago of the Philippines, once the crib of the mighty Filipinos is threatend with devilish attempts toward sadistic damnation, as the Empresses and Emperors of the two big islands in the south combined forces to conquer the most progressive and biggest island of the north. The plan is headed by Empress Of Drac (ME), the sole ruler of Central Visayas Region. She is one of the cunniest among their clan and she has no inhibitions when it comes to power. She has the strongest and largest batallion of zombies and vampires, all ready to attack their targets at her command.

The plan laid by the Empress has a back up in case the first one would fail. Plan A is to assasinate Count Legolas, the ruler of Luzon (especifically Metro Manila) who brutally turned down their offer to combine forces. The Count is guarded by the most elite hi-breed vampires. Which means that they are already immune to sunlight and are already veterans in close-combat, and armed with high-powered automatic rifles. They are way too proud of their cloned armies, they believe no one from the south can destabilize their force.

Empress Of Drac hired Wickedbitch, the most notorious underground assasin, along with Pervertsniper and her sidekick JC_Hitomi, the famous snipers in the south and Wicked’s intimate comrades. When this three lethal vixens work together they are unbeatable. They will penetrate Metro Manila’s Main citadel and will mimic the faces and assume roles of the three Victorian princesses whom they will kidnap (before they’ll arrive in Metro Manila). As what the Empress planned, Wickedbitch will assasinate Count Legolas on his birthday that will be held in the Supreme Hall inside the Main fortress. They will introduce themselves as the three princesses whom the Count invited to his birthday celebration.

And after they settled down in their private suites the mission would immediately begin. But it should be very discrete, that even their Oracle would fail to notice. First, Pervertsniper and JC_Hitomi will fire the first special bullet, soaked with poision formulated to numb the primary senses of the Count. With this he would be automatically paralyzed, that way he cannot make any moves to lead his armies. And then Wickedbitch will fire the second bullet that would reduce the him into ashes. But before this, they should find a way to put a hidden micro surveillance camera in his quarter so that they can anticipate in advance what he will be wearing during the party. And since his weakest spot is his neck they should see to it that whatever accessories he will wear can be penetrated by the bullet they will be using. If this will come into realization, a few seconds after the Count will be assasinated all the Supreme leaders will also turn into ashes. The survivors and even the hi-breed warriors would lost their supreme commandants and they got no other choice but to bow down to the Empresses and Emperors of the South. They will be forced to dress and act like Southeners, and they should give higher donations to the royalties.

But if Plan A will fail, if the three hired vixens will be captured before they can execute their mission, Wickedbitch would send a critical signal to the Empress. And she got no other choice but to shift to Plan B. Bomb the whole Luzon area with atomic and multi-layered ultra sonic bombs that would annihilate the Count’s armies in one attack. A few seconds after the critical signal is delivered thousands of shadow planes will come out from the sky and the whole Luzon area will be mercilessly rained with atomic bombs and deadly bullets. Plan B is actually called “The Desperate Move”, because the Emperors and Empresses know how huge the casualties would be after the attack. But they got no other choice. If Plan A will fail, they are extremely sure that Count Legolas will attack them and that they don’t want to happen.

Local "Racism"

2007-10-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hmmn...I've read an article a long time ago entitled "Racism, Filipino Style" from getrealphilippines.com. It is written by a guy named Benigno. The article is quite sarcastic in nature but surprisingly it is mostly true to almost all Filipinos. He rants about Filipinos getting scared of going abroad because of racial discrimination without taking into consideration that we also are getting discriminated in our country by our beloved Filipino fellows by virtue of the way we speak (especially the English language), the color of our skin (this one I hate a lot), the schools we came from (the elite ones are from private schools), and even how tall we are. He indirectly stated that Filipinos are hypocrites because we say we are free from foreign conquerors but the truth is we are like puppies in front of them and we even give them special treatments more than our fellows. We are complaining about foreigners getting hold of our major business industries, but we are actually fascinated with these people that we are like silly beggars in their presence. Lastly, Benigno stated that Filipinos are just good in complaining but they don't really make any efforts to pursue what they want.

I couldn't agree more with Benigno's views and opinions. As an ordinary denizen in this country I was once become a subject to this what we called "Filipino Racism". We are so conscious of the color of our skins and we always look up to those fairer-skinned mortals. In my very young age I tend to hate myself because of my skin color. How I couldn't be when all my classmates are teasing and bullying me because of it. I even questioned the unknown why I got a skin like this and why my classmates despise it so much. At an early age, I was harshly segregated from everyone because of that trivial reality. How pathetic I was that time. But well, that is history. I considered it a part of this society's rotten culture. And I believe that wherever you may be discrimination will always be there and it would be up to you if you will let it degrade your integrity and confidence.

It bothers me a lot how our fellows tend to categorize us when it comes to our English fluency. The ones who speak it well are the elite ones and the others are in the lower class. I always find it easy to speak to foreigners in English rather than talking English to my fellow Filipinos. It is because most of us are like English Professors who tend to evaluate and criticize us in every punctuations, pronunciations and grammars we are using. It is so sad that we are too proud in speaking English but we barely know how to speak our local dialects. It irritates me a lot while commuting in a jeepney with fellow passengers talking in English like drunken assholes (just like telling every passengers that hey, we are elite we speak English). Oh, well that is my point of view or maybe I'm just too short-sighted here. I couldn't contain myself but laugh at our own silliness. We rally in streets shouting about freedom and despising foreign capitalists, and then, after that we go to McDonalds and drink Coke Float and eat Mac Burgers. Filipinos are funny people I may say. Sometimes what we say contradicts to what we do. That's why I couldn't blame Benigno's claim that we are only good at complaining. Well, it is still great to say that not all Filipinos are like that. Racism will always be there. You couldn't stop people from labeling you and it's all up to you how to react on that. Even our president is not spared. Yet, she proves to all that height doesn't matter. It all boils down to performance. Filipinos are just good in looking at other people's mistakes, and I'm sure we don't differ that much from any caucasians or africans out there.

Good Mornin...

2007-10-24T06:01:00.000+08:00

Hmmmn...whatta mornin'...I woke up a while ago with a weird thought of this guy...dunno why he's popping in my dreams...I don't even know him that much...very weird ayt? Hmmmn...haist...at last...Our classes ended up yesterday...no more pains in the ass(well, just for a while...). Anyways, the last few days are the busiest so far and I'm so grateful that it's all over...Hurrraaaaaaayyyy!!!! Yesterday is the 23rd of the month...Deathgod and I celebrated our 2 years and 6 months of being together...I'm quite surprised he's actually thinking about it...I mean I'm not really expecting too much from him...Dunno...there are things that made me so sad about our relationship...too many regrets(regrets of all the foolish things I did)...too many heartaches...Sometimes I feel so dysfunctional...Dunno...But I'm so glad he never forgot our birthday(as what he jokingly calls it). We just went to SM and ate at Dessert Factory. He likes the place that's why...

While waiting for our food...piktyur...piktyur...

pasta...

my fave...pork belly...yummmm...

stolen shot...swear...

Last day of wrapping up our stat research...taken at undergrad bldg...

The infamous 24-hour exam...kafoi au...grrrrr....

PS. Pakapin ni...about the WAWAY Phenomena...check this link...

PSYCHO...

2007-10-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

The very last day of the semester is on 22nd of this month...Hmmmn...I still have 2 final papers to finish (yeah, I'm wasting my time today watching tv...oh, you can blame it to osho...hekhek) and we still have a class in Fil-Psych tomorrow (and I bet it would be a 4-hour friggin' session with group reporting shit...omg!!!). On tuesday would be our final exam in Philo and guess what? I should wake up at exactly 5:30am or else I will be late since our exam will start at 7:20am (fkuc!!). And after that would be our final long exam in stat (long, long exam...if it's long then it's longer than what you should expect...it would take us up to 7 hours (no-break exam, believe me you won't have the inclination to take your break). I never thought stat would be this tough...blame it to miss g...hukhuk...). On wednesday would be the deadline of my 2 final papers and also our final culminating activity in NSTP (what a bull...I really hate this subject). And on thursday will be another day of calvary. Miss G. decided to give us another exam in stat. This one is more on interpretations and conceptualizations (no comment...), and then after the half-day exam we will proceed to the ultimate stat "verificaiton test"...tantaran...the "24-hour" exam. Oh, yeah!!! You read that right. A "24-hour" exam in stat (nosebleeds...). And that 24 hours won't even be enough because it would be the "longest" non-stop exam I'll encounter in my whole friggin' life (stop breathing...cough...cough...). And wait...the calvary ain't over yet. On saturday (still this week) we will have another overnight to finish our research paper in stat (again?). I'm wondering if I and my groupmates can finish tabulating all the answers of those 100 respondents (i want to faint...i'm not even sure if wege had already distributed our questionnaires to our first 40 respondents...tsk...tsk...). I guess I'm not that busy ayt? (I'm not busy...hekhek...I even managed to post this one here...I'm not busy...hurraaayyy!!!)

~eod~

Phat Thursday, Photoshop tats...hmmmn...and mountains of schoolwork...

2007-10-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Goshhh...I still have a Final Paper for Personality and a Life Philosophy for Philo to finish, but I'm here wasting my time doing some photoshop shit...Haist...And now I'm chatting with this 40 year old german who are into hypnotism. I should close all the tabs in my browser and concentrate with my papers. Waaaaaaahhhh...

Anyways, lami jud au balik2x kaun didto phat thursday...shit!!! Mura'g naay lumay lang pagkaon...makababoy gyud ug samot...Awa gud na si boc dako na au tiyan...bwahehehehe...ako sad pirti na dakua tiyan...preha nami ani duha...mga mabdos...toinx...haist...chege oist...magtiwas nako sa akong mga papers...haist...bday diay ron ni tatu...ako na gigreet...limot ko da...au nalang nipost siya didto sa forum nga bday niya...hekhek...haist...chege oist..babush...

~eod~

Sara's dead...):

2007-10-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

I'm quite disappointed that the production team had finally decided the fate of Dr. Sara Tacredi...It's disheartening that they have no other choice but to kill her character because Sarah Wayne Callies declined the offer to renew her contract...hmmmn....sayang...murag makawa ug gana motan-aw...beset oist...Anyways, here's an excerpt an interview with Prison Break executive producer Matt Olmstead....

Last January, after it was announced that Sarah was pregnant, your colleague, Paul Scheuring, assured fans that he had no intention of killing off her character. What changed?
Matt Olmstead: What changed is that our initial pitch to the network was [rejected], so we had to go back to the drawing board. I remember we were sitting in the room thinking, "How do we unlock Season 3, motivation-wise?" Since we're not a procedural, we have to keep everyone moving forward. We have to evolve. And given what Michael's been through, how do you keep him going? And then it was tossed out, "What happens if Sara gets killed as an extension of what we already had planned for Season 3?" We knew that would work. But clearly it was a big conversation. And when we pitched the network, they wanted to know if there was any way we could avoid that, because everyone loved Sarah's work. But in order to make the season work, we really didn't have any other motivation for Michael. We determined that this was the right thing to do in order to really jolt the series.

Did you ever stop to consider that this might be a slap in the face to fans who had invested two years in the Michael-Sara relationship?
Olmstead: We took everything into consideration. Our initial idea was to have [Sarah/Sara appear in] the first 13 episodes, so she and Michael could have a proper goodbye. There were going to be some really emotional scenes where he tried to save her from dying, but she ultimately passed. So then we whittled it down to 11 episodes, then 10 episodes, then nine episodes, then four episodes. Then we suggested flying to her she was pregnant [at the time] and living in a remote part of Canada and bringing a camera crew to her house, but that wasn't accepted. We then whittled it down to just a phone conversation, and that was turned down, too. We were really looking forward to paying off that relationship. But [when] it became evident that that wasn't going to happen, we made lemonade out of a lemon.

So, as a result, you were forced to kill her off sooner than you had planned?
Olmstead: Much sooner. We used the story to our advantage in that she was being held hostage. [Sarah] was gracious enough to let us use her image, which really helped. I totally get it, personally. She was, at the time, pregnant and living in a remote part of Canada and nesting; [she] kind of looked at the options and didn't want to go forward. No hard feelings whatsoever. The show is an ensemble. The show moves forward. There are very few untouchable actors on the show.

Check the rest of the interview here...

Rajneesh Osho

2007-10-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

Ehem...one of my fave philosopher...In any other way, I can tell that he's the most practical one I've known...I used to hate Indian people before but this bearded guy changed my construct...hahahahahaha...

I really like this statement from his book:
"Life is a journey---an endless journey. Do not analyze. Just enjoy the journey. Pity you!---in your obsession for the destination, you miss to appreciate the beauty of the journey itself. There is no goal---if life has a goal, then when you reach the goal, you have become imprisoned by your own goal---you have become less by your goal. What we have in life is a series of journeys. In fact it is the journey alone that counts." (in Rajneesh Osho's book, If you see the Buddha; That is not the Buddha--Slap it! Pune, India: Osho Ashram, 1995; p. 163) .

I'm just wondering how many mortals out there could relate to this? Hmmmn...Osho hit me straight to the face...He's right! Oftentimes people are so goal-oriented they forget to enjoy their life. Hmmmn...Katulgon nako...Sunod adlaw nasad...hekhek...

Free Association(06-30-07)

2007-10-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

I decided to do this “Free Association” stuff at 12 midnight last night. At first I were hesitating and I really didn’t have any idea what to say. And then I tried to recall all the things that I did that day. The very first thing that came to mind is my frustration of my Stat subject. I didn’t able to get the last exercise because I missed Miss G’s instruction and I were blaming myself. It hit me that I’m always blaming myself whenever I did something that disappoint me and I’m quite disheartened that until now I still have that kind of disposition. And though my boyfriend had already consoled me about it I’m still upset about it. And then I found myself cursing because I were too sleepy and it’s past 12 midnight. I keep on yawning and then I recalled our Philo assignment regarding Truth and Reality and for a few minutes I tried to differentiate the two. And then, I cursed again for I have nothing to say. And then I started blabbing again about my Stat frustrations. And then I came to a point that I were consoling myself. I told myself that I will make it up next time. And then I’m out of words again. I found myself yawning and cursing. And then I were telling myself to be more studious this time because I’m not in UC anymore. And then I found myself talking about my friends and how I miss our bondings and outings. And I were out of words again.

This “free association” thing is quite unique yet not lucrative. I mean if you’ll look only at the surface you can easily generalize that it’s like a child activity. It seems nonsense talking to yourself while recording it. And it is basically a waste of time for other people who don’t have any idea what it is for. Anyways, this thing is a sort of a loner-confessionary-instrument. If you got no one to talk to and you want to release some negative energies, then I think it can be quite helpful. Talking to myself for the very first time while aware that I recorded it made me conscious of my words. I dunno, but I’m not used to talking alone with myself. Writing alone is my kind of stuff. And in my point of view I don’t see any unusualness in myself while doing the activity. But honestly, after I released all the stuffs that made me anxious that day I really, really feel comfortable and it seemed like I became guilt-free. I guess it had to do with the freedom of saying whatever you want without interruptions or opinions from anyone. And the only person who can scientifically analyze the result of that activity is maybe a professional psychologist. Anyways, I tried to listen to my recorded voice and I really find it akward listening to myself. It’s quite funny but the activity couldn’t be that helpful to all mortals. It all boils down to honesty and sincerity to oneself. If you’re not serious in doing it then it’s useless.

~eod~

Prison Break Season 3

2007-09-20T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hurrrraaayyyy! At last! There's already an uploaded file of PB Season 3 Episode 1 at torrentspy. Yahooooo!!! I'm currently downloading and I'm sooooo excited. I watched the blurry preview in youtube the other day and I'm kinda disappointed coz I didn't see Sarah. Hmmnn...asa kaha to siya nipadulong sa after napriso si Michael? Kalagot oist!! Mawagtang man daw siya kadiyot kay manganak...haist...I never thought I will become a fanatic of this series. Wentworth Miller stares at me disturbingly...toinx...Au untag mahuman na ni ug download ugma...hinay man gud au ning among connection guds...hekhek...Oist...alas dose y medya na...magbuhat pa kog journal...beset ning nstp oist...grrrrr....nyt2x...

Just woke up...

2007-09-19T05:47:00.000+08:00

And I'm totally "shocked" of the text messages I received from Mr. Mysterious Texter:

Capital wow! U killed me on ur blog, damn dat was sick! Bt i ndrstand u, no wondr u cnsdr "Life is full of rejections" coz u urslf rjct ppl ho fuckn admire u, i tot u whr da one ho snt me ds... (then a forwarded message and then this one):

I shwd my frndz at wrk wat u dd 2 me, dey said dats da price i shud pay 4 being stupid, "8s obvious dat she's wickd sick, she admires fuckn psychopats no wndr she took up psycology 2 cure her head!" bt i jst 2ld dem "dats wat i admire about her, coz shes special!"

LMAO! Very funny! And what a bunch of heuristic comments! I do understand your reactions! And to tell you frankly I don't fuckin' care what you people think of me! Anyways, why this person know I'm taking up psychology? I never mention anything about this. Hmmmn... WEIRD...

Mysterious "Texter"

2007-09-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, I received a text message from an unknown sender and it goes like this: One day...At wrk...I saw ur space.. it opnd my soul..I felt a connction i nevr knew...(This is actually the exact text message). I commonly disregard unknown messages and just delete them in my inbox but this one stirs my curiousity. So, I asked if who he is then this was his reply: Gud pm, sori i jst read ur msg, jst nw, coz i wok up l8..Actualy im jst nobody ho apreciates ur art and creativ writng. Hmmmn...well, I already have the idea where he got my mobile number (and it's here from this blog since I put an advertisement above about a part-time business along with my contact number). But I'm not the type who easily believes anyone, especially with strangers and in this case this mortal is more than a stranger. So, I investigate further and he texted this: Nt only appreciate bt u also nspire me, u made me c lyf in a dfrnt view, i nvr tot dir ws som1 hu wud hate da bittrns of lyf at da same tym cheris 8. This heightened my curiousity. Does this stranger know me personally? Is he telling the truth or he's just someone I know who's playing a foolish joke with me? I told him I don't know what he's talking about and this is his reply: I'm i didn't. And I asked if it's Ate Delanie who's playing joke with me and this is the reply I received: I'm sory i didn't mean 2 mislead u, jst 4get about me, im jst hapy i acidntaly sw ur space, dnt bothr rplying ds s nt evn my real no.

Well, it should have ended there but my curiousity told me to dig deeper. I asked who he really is and this was his reply: Im **** my no. S *********** i jst borowd my co-employes fon coz most ppl r dscrmnativ about difrnt subscrbrs and only rply 2 da same. And then I ran out of load. And then this afternoon I received another text message: I dreamd last nyt dat i ws n da midl of a desrt, w/ da scorchng heat, burning my feet, 4 evry step i made, evry pain ws worth 8..4 at da end of ds place...and then another text message for the continuation of the text: ..i know YOU will be there waiting for me! Hmmn...quite a poetic text message. I asked him if he's a poet and this was his reply: Nop, i jst lyk cnvrtng my unexpresd emotions into wordz i write, bt n person im jst an ordnary mortal far from ds.

Hmmmn...I'm kind of skeptical and I'm not really falling for the bait...So, I asked him where he found my mobile number and this was his reply: Uhuh, jst by acidnt.. I ws trying 2 dwnlod aplication tools at wrk on the net, whn sudnly ur blog jst popd out, ur fascination about music, anime and esp poetry caught my attntion as f i ws trappd 4 awhile & 4got whr i ws & wat i ws doing, doesn't make sens, huh? Bullseye!!!! Why on earth would he know about me interested in poetry? I don't even put it in my profile that I like poetry...and anime? I only like HunterXHunter and that doesn't mean that I'm an anime fanatic. And why on earth my blog would just pop up from nowhere? He's downloading some applications and then my blogsite just popped up? Unbelievable!! Never in my entire experience that a certain blog had popped up while I'm downloading something. This person knows me personally...Hmmn...And then he texted: So u also lyk hxh? Do u knw whr i could get a dvd copy or whr to dwnload da continuation of grid island? Tsk...tsk...! Amazing!! A guy who seems to download anything from the net pretended not to know where to get downloadable of his "fave" anime series...tsk...tsk...And while I'm typing this entry I received another text message from him: Cool poetry, quite mpresiv bt id lyk 2 ask u a personal question, hop u dnt mind... Poetry? What poetry he's talking about? I only wrote poems 48 years ago, why on earth he's reading a poem? Or maybe he's texting the wrong person...WEIRD...and a personal question? Gosh...what a "mouthful"...I guess somebody's playing a game with me...hmmmmn...

post infection fatigue syndrome

2007-09-08T20:49:00.001+08:00

*shameless*

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
And no one hears you screaming

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...

NB1: an excerpt from a lyrics of a song i hate...ironic but...
NB2: seems like i have a post-teenage sickness...what the heck...im too old for this and i should be more stable...what's happening in here? bullshit!!

Mistula

2007-09-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

Mortals, have you heard about this band? They are actually a virtual rock band, the very first in PI and they pioneered the genre called Rock Poetry (among other things) and has appeared on MTV, Myx and in various magazines around the world. I just watched their music vid in youtube and it's really one of a kind..Check them in their cool webby: http://www.mistula.com

Trudging the opposite direction...

2007-09-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

Taking risks, committing mistakes, wrong decisions, multiple commitments, regrets, unfulfilled duties and responsibilities...and these are just understatements...whew!! I'm an oligarchic(yeah, as what i learned from my personality class) and a neurotic as well. So much for this psycho terms! All I want is a week-long vacation in a very secluded island away from any civilization. I want a chilled beer and a grilled "human" (*grins mischievously*) meat and only a very beautiful sunset in my horizon. I want to hear the lazy waves coming back and forth and taste the salty sea air in my lips. Wow! And oh, a whole night swimming in the beach...yummm...

Stop the daydreaming eod and get back to work!!! I'm losing control and it is true. I don't know what to prioritize. My study? My part time work? My part time business?. I don't know. So, god help me. Oh, I forget...None of the three. *grins*

~eod™~

Papa had an accident...

2007-08-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

We became so worried a few hours ago why he's not home yet...and then we received a text message from his boss (a text from him that he had an accident). It's vague at first what really happened that's why we contact his boss. The next text message is he's in the Community Hospital. Mama's worries had lessened. She told us the injury must be minor because he still managed to text us using his boss' mobile phone. And then quarter after midnight he came. His boss, along with her husband brought him in the house. He cannot use his motorcycle anymore because he couldn't walk. At first we thought that he's the one who had unintentionally hit someone while driving, but it turned out that he had lost control of his vehicle to save a heedless motorist who had blindedly crossed the the other side of the road without looking at either sides. Papa chose to turn the other way to lessen the impact of the accident. He's the only one who's being injured. He has wounds and bruises all over his body and we still have to see his x-ray tomorrow if he has some fractures and the likes. Hope he will have none of those. Luoya ni papa oist...health conscious na baya unta kaau ning amahana...hukhuk...

~eod™~

Our Gigs Part I

2007-08-18T06:45:00.000+08:00

Haist...nahuman na jud tawon ug upload kaning vid nga akong gibuhat gabie...part 1 pa ni siya sa compilation sa mga laag...bwahehehe...check it out...

UP Cook Out 2007

2007-08-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

Last Friday's Cook Out was a blast. The rain threatened the occasion but the spirit of the people couldn't be beaten. I had a blast with my fave bands and some new ones that I like instantly. Everybody were kickin' their friggin' asses!! Ohh yeah!!! Mungkanghan's the name baby!!

PHAT THURSDAY

2007-08-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

Yummmm!!! Oh yeah!!! Deathgod and I tried for the first time to see what's inside this cutie resto at Mambaling. We've been passing by that place for years and we are curious how their foods taste like. And hell yeah!!! It stand by it's name. Phat Thursday! You will definitely get fat because their foods are sooo palatable and sooo heavy!!! Their burgers are yummier than mcdonalds. Their fr0zen iced tea is so heavenly I want it bottomless. My tummy was bulging after I finished devouring my bacon cheese burger. Until now I can still taste the juicy bacon topped with fresh lettuce, cabbage, and tomatoes...yummmyyy!! (mouth waters). We will go back there...that's for sure...hekhek..

My Google Adsense's Catastrophe...

2007-07-28T06:45:00.000+08:00

After a year of using adsense here's the most dramatic income I've ever received in my entire friggin' life...tantaran...(see photo on the right)...
I'm quite amazed how some mortals made it...I mean a friend of my friend make an astonishing 50k a month just for this stuff alone...dammit! He said he's using some kind of "technique", and if I wanted to learn what it is then I should go to their place in Minglanilla (so that he can teach me). Oh well, I guess 50k didn't interest me that much during that time. That's why until now I'm still wondering how they do it. Even a friend of mine who has a local website is earning 11-13k a month just for this one. Dammit! I'm quite disappointed. My mylot income is much higher than this one and that one took me only 2 to 3 months. The worst thing about this one is I should wait until my income reach 100h before I can claim it. Adsense is great!! Hell yeah!!

MOST PEOPLE ARE JUST TOO UNGRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE

2007-05-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

"MOST PEOPLE ARE JUST TOO UNGRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE."

I just watched SAW and the movie entails more than it's genre and more than the intensity of a jigsaw, savagely used by Dr. Lawrence to cut off his leg. Before I watch this movie I've already heard some remarks from my friends that it's pretty bloody, scary, terrifying, and everything gory, and they told me to watch it because they know that I'm into this stuff. Well, I watched the first part and I'm quite glued up on the screen from the start to the end.

SAW is not really the jigsaw...no...no...no...It's that "thing" the
serial killer "SEE" that the victims didn't. The serial killer can be compared to Robin Hood...oh, well...not so...He is a demented fellow. Anyways, Robin Hood because he tried to change his victims' lives by giving them roles in his brainsick-crazy games, and the ones who survive would know "how great it is to be alive".

As what I've said the SERIAL KILLER is SICK. He's SICK both mentally and PHYSICALLY. He has a malady that cannot be cured and his KILLINGS
are way of reminding his victims how important it is to be alive. His illness is eating him inside and his unhinged mind instructs him to do some bloody games. He called his victims pathetic because he himself is piteous and he's a hecatomb of his own catastrophe.

That is so far my psychology of the character of the villain. I still have to watch 2 and 3...yuummm...And I picked a very important lesson from this movie...as what the serial killer said "MOST PEOPLE ARE JUST TOO UNGRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE." So goddamn true...

Remember mortals..."It's GREAT TO BE ALIVE..." Are you grateful that you are alive right at this very second, reading my post? Take a minute of reflection mortals and beware... HE's maybe standing at your back, ready to abduct you and make you a character in one of his morbid, macabre games...hahahahahahaha...

~eod~

Seung Cho is a Paranoid Schizophrenic...

2007-04-21T11:23:00.000+08:00

That's the initial analysis of an expert told Larry King on his show Larry King Live about the 23-year old gunman, Seung Cho of Virginia Tech University. I am kinda fascinated with this case since it involves more on psychological aspects of a human brain as it's being put into some mysterious twists and turns. The whole world was shocked by this devastating man-made catastrophe and this is definitely the deadliest massacre in the American modern history.

There are questions of the school's security, how the gunman managed to kill all those students, what really was inside his mind that very second he mercilessly slaughtered all those innocent people, what made him do it, who are his accomplice (if he had one), did he really intend to kill all of them by personal choice and a lot, lot more of unanswered questions. He did send some of his videos and manifesto to a TV station and the people were shocked of how much hatred he has towards the people around him especifically those rich kids and hateful snobs. His family are greatly devastated and heartbroken of what he did and there are no words to express how sad they are of the crime he made.

Seung Cho is a loner. That's the common description of him his classmates and suitemates told the media. He doesn't talk to anyone and he doesn't made any eye contact to anybody. He prefers to sit alone in his classrooms and he's definitely antisocial. As what the expert said, he is a paranoid schizophrenic. Schizophrenia involves a specific type of disordered thinking and behavior while paranoia is a psychotic disorder characterized by delusions of persecution with or without grandeur, often strenuously defended with apparent logic and reason. As what the police investigations yielded Cho's attack is very well planned which means that though this guy is psychotic there is a portion on his brain that's functioning well and that is the belief that he's deed is rational because he was driven by false belief which is triggered by unexpressed rage or anger. Cho's judgments pertaining to the reality of external events are significantly impaired and he definitely took the liesure of savoring his bizarre deed by going back to the victims again (after the first set of shootout) and shot them several times. Extreme rage is beyond the issue already. The only word that anyone can coin is he already became a MONSTER.

A monster in a very young 23-year old mind driven by hidden desires to put revenge of his unknown humiliating experiences, and whatever they are the only sure thing is: NO ONE has helped him cope with his problems...as what the report said, he was extremely bullied way back highschool. This shows that he had been suffering from a severe social problem for several years. His mind had stopped maturing. He's an immature individual who failed to cope up with the basic anonymity in life. He hadn't coped up that's why he EXPLODED and he brought along 32 innocent lives with him.

Crime is one of the harshest facts in life. The only thing to do is to SOLVE it...to search for some relevant clues to get the cause of it and by doing so we can prevent it from happening again. We may HATE this man because of his senseless debauchery and what he did is UNFORGIVABLE and beyond reason, but then, I guess what he did is a CRY for help (not for him but for the other human beings out there who are also experiencing and suffering his own dilemma) but it's just too late...33 lives are lost and it gives the whole world a lesson: TO TAKE CARE and GIVE IMPORTANCE OF and TO EACH OTHER...why? because I guess this MAN never felt being ACCEPTED at all.

~eod~