Indigo Nine

Birthing newness

2011-12-08T09:31:00.001Z

Hey! Long time, no see.. But I see you guys are still checking in regularly to look at your numbers in the Chaldean Numerology Post. As i said earlier, I am now doing my spiritual advising work on a larger scale, and so i set up a website for it. So far, it is only in Swedish, since I live and work in Sweden at the moment. But I am intent on making all the contents available in English since I travel a lot and clients tend to be from all over. To be honest I just didnt feel inspired to do it in both languages for the time of the publication of the website, and I felt Swedish was a priority for now. By the time you read this, however, it may be in English too. Click here to have a peek at www.ByEmine.com.

I have some changes occurring in my private life as well. I just became a mother for the first time. I had a son a few weeks ago. He keeps me VERY busy, and as you can imagine he is a blessing and a miracle. I really cant remember what the heck I was doing before I became a parent. I had this utter conviction that anything but a 100% natural birth is damaging to the baby and that painkillers are not necessary etc etc, and I made sure to preach about it to everyone I met. Then when it came time for me to give birth and I had suffered from 3 days and nights of intense labour pains, I can tell you I was HAPPY to accept whatever drug I could legally get my hands on in the hospital. At the birth I was high, numb, and in a good mood! Apart from the drugs, tho, I did manage to follow up on a few of the things I had wished for. Like silence, darkness and loving midwives. I had a really hard time choosing a name for my son. The reason for that was mainly my obsession with numbers. His numerology had to be the best possible. Another reason was that i just didnt feel drawn to any particular name. For I while i was into picking good letters and trying to combine them into something that resembled a name (thank God i got over that!), and I was adamant I didnt want any A's or R's. A's, because it is an ambitious letter with the need to always move ahead, making stillness and peace a little difficult. And I wanted inner peace for my child. R, because R's have difficulties in relationships and it can be a hard letter to live with. After some spiritual advice and open mindedness, however, I understood that my son will need to have at least one A in his name, because his energy is ambitious and forward moving. So i had to do what I always said i would do as a parent: I had to give up on my own dreams for him and let him be himself. Man, it aint easy! I wanted a Buddha child and got... well, something more ambitious. But he is a blessing and he is his own person (remind me of that from time to time), who came thru me because I will allow him to be himself no matter what. Finally, we found the name that suited his energy: Alphie. Why? He just IS an Alphie. I could not have picked that name until I saw him. He looks like an Alphie. The spelling is obviously for the numerology. Any other spelling would have been less fortunate. And for those numerologists out there who think the spelling has no significance, you're wrong! Everything has significance.

That's it from me. All my love. Peace!

Year of change

2011-09-02T12:54:00.001+01:00

Hey again,

It has been a while and a lot has happened but I am glad to be posting again. I follow the blog statistics and see that I have some loyal supporters out there and I appreciate that.

I want to update you a little.

Since my last post, I have started actively working as a Psychic Medium and Spiritual Advisor. I am getting a lot of demand for Spiritual Hypnotherapy as well so I feel I am being pushed into taking this to a new level. Sweden seems to be going thru some changes and i am being asked to be a part of that and help smooth the transition. I have received so many clients who have serious connections to other planets and to ETs so I feel that is a new area I am being asked to explore. I have never been interested in that stuff but since so many of my clients have needed my help with those kinds of issues, I think it is a sign and i can take a hint. Mostly it is clients who themselves are ET souls and are here for a purpose who come to me to be reminded of their purpose and get some comfort after a lifetime of feeling different. But i have also gotten information about abductions and implants in the brain among other things. In none of these dozens of cases did the client mention ETs or anything, I saw it all myself. So anyway, I am open to where that will lead me in my spiritual service.

I have also linked up with another high frequency spiritual healer. She is a very good friend of mine and I have to admit, her intuition and ability is superior to mine. She has helped me through some of my own issues and she is the one I go to when I need a different perspective. She is of a very high vibration and i feel proud to call her my friend. After spending some time with her in her high frequency I can tell you from personal experience that there is nothing at all that you need to feel low about. If you only raise your vibrations, you will feel so good that nothing AT ALL can make you feel down. So instead of fixing problems in life, raise your vibration. That is my recommendation. So, my friend is of such caliber that I know she would be of significant benefit to masses of people. I hope that one day, others can hear her insights too.

So, to the topic of the post. This year, 2011, seems to be the year of change, or perhaps i should say the year of 180 degree change. We see that globally with the overthrow of old regimes. It is literally about changing from one extreme to the other. From dictatorships to people power. I see that in Egypt especially, since I have family there, but also in England and many other places. Some changes are more obvious than others, but big changes are definitely happening this year. I have also felt that in my personal life. Anything that was set and unchangeable suddenly changed into its opposite. Things that were black turned white and vice versa. Anything that I believed would never ever change suddenly and dramatically changed into its complete opposite. The changes have all really been good, but it happened so dramatically so it hasnt been easy.

I also notice so many new babies being on the way this year, and I got one of my own due in a few months. I see that it is all for the raising of the planet's frequency. This dramatic raise in frequency has been uncomfortable at times. Besides the physical symptoms, I have been experiencing old anxiety coming up out of the blue. But in a way that has been easy to release. But this increase in old bottled up feelings has been more painful for others, so a lot of drama has been going down in relationships. But you gotta clear out the dirt if you wanna live in a clean house.

I hope this helps in some way. Feel free to email me if you have questions or perhaps ET experiences.

All my love!

Wisdom from Bashar

2011-08-06T14:11:00.000+01:00

Bashar on imagination and past lives.

Esoteric Polarities and Eternal Life

2011-07-22T10:43:00.000+01:00

Another video. Hope you like it!

Inelia Benz

2011-06-12T01:45:00.000+01:00

You just have to see it. So enlightening. It gets better the further along the interview it gets.

Love!

Abraham on psychic readings

2011-06-08T12:48:00.000+01:00

I love Abraham and always listen to it when i need to be cheered up. Today i came across this video which confirm what i often say when i give readings. I put it in different words, as "the vortex" is not a concept i i use. The way i saw it, is that what you see is interpreted by you, so any reading you give will reflect your own focus, level of vibration, attitude, belief, knowledge, etc. Thats why it is important to find a psychic that you can relate to, and who will give you uplifting answers. I remember with horror how someone who was in emotional turmoil turned to a psychic who not only confirmed all their fears but added to them! So the sad person who had the reading had all the more reason to feel upset. I, who am a psychic too, could see that what that other psychic was reading was that persons fear and imagination, and that she added her own negativity into it all, and came out with a disgusting reading that seemed to me to be straight out of a perverted horror movie. Why go thru all that when there are so many psychics out there just wanting give you peace of mind and help you see things in a better light.

I love that Abraham said that what the psychic sees has more to do with the psychic than the person requesting the reading.

Love :)

Personal

2011-05-28T21:30:00.002+01:00

I dont normally get personal here, but i use the blog as my own journal of spiritual development so anything can come up. If it isnt for public viewing i'll take it down when i come to my senses.

As i have said many times before, i have 9's all over my numerology charts, regardless of what system i use to calculate. and the traits of the nines (which are very relevant to me beacause i have so many of them) are about humanitarianism and that, but also great sacrifice. I havent mentioned it before, but i had a really hard life. I was molested as a child by a family acquaintance, then physically, mentally, and financially abused in my household growing up, then when i moved out of the house i went through severe sexual torture (sexual slavery) by multiple people (under the leadership of one man) for an extended period, followed by severe psychological abuse/torture by my most beloved husband for many years, combined with being disowned by my family and having nowhere or nobody to turn to. They say the nine goes thru the school of hard knocks, and i certainly did. I am still only 25 so it all happened at young ages.

I went through such deeply traumatizing experiences without any time off that I did not think I could cope and I could not see a way out. I spent so many years in a deeply depressed state. I had some periods of therapy that were helpful, and i have been on the soul-killing antidepressants. I would like to think that i have healed almost completely (thanks to turning to spirituality), which in itself is quite a task and i deserve a medal for. But i cant really escape my life, so every now and then i have to deal with some bullshit again. Like today, which is why i decided to write about it. I really dont have anywhere to turn with it, so i hope something useful can come out of it by writing about it.

What i have learned so far with all the abuse, humiliation, suppression, victimization i survived is that I am the only one who can set me free. And fear is a dangerous thing. I was blackmailed into the sexual abuse, so i complied to save my husband (not that i really had a choice, but i was given lies and promises to soothe my trauma). Turned out they didnt stick to their end of the deal. And whoever abused me never stuck to their end of the bargain, it was always just a way to control me.
I learned that fear kept me from my own power (and also to never give in to blackmail, no matter what!). Not until i fought back with all that i had did the physical abuse by my dad stop. He even thanked me for it later. And I love him.
I also learned that before i was born into this life, that i accepted or chose a hard life for the spiritual gains. It was my choice. I learned that those who hurt you are weaker, more ignorant, and more pitiful than you could ever be. I learned that i would rather be a victim than a perpetrator, but that the ROLE of the perpetrator is only a role, but a difficult one to live with too.

Since there was no healing available apart from spiritual growth, that is where i directed my energy. I became deeply spiritual and sharpened my psychic ability and was able to help other people overcome trauma, and I learned so much along the way. Like how suffering is something we carry, like a bag, and that we can choose to drop it. Only it takes so much spiritual maturity to do that, that it is unlikely you will be able to unless your pain and suffering is extraordinary.

I have never really been able to hate people, I just dont see the point of that, but i will fight against injustice with all that i have. I dont see the point in shutting up and being quiet when you can speak up and make a difference for people. Many people put up with an unfair situation when they can protest and prevent it from happening to others. I see how generations of women in my native culture lived and still live under abuse and suppression because of severe blackmail. They put up with unthinkable things because they want to prevent harm being done to their family and loved ones. I can understand their choices, but at the same time i find it selfish, because their silence is what keeps further generations of women under abuse. Compassion for your family is good, but compassion for thousands of other people's families is even better.

I was so used to abuse that I found myself feeling unworthy of anything else. And as law of attraction dictates, abuse was added to my abuse and I just couldnt see a way out. Love is a painful and challenging thing for anyone, and for me it brought with it severe psychological torture. I was made to feel guilty for all the sexual abuse i suffered. My husband did not admit i was used. He called it infidelity, and as such i needed to be kept under strict control. I was forced to "admit" that i was sexually perverted and that i immoral, i was made to talk about my sexual abuse (not for the purpose of healing, but rather to explain how i enjoyed the twisted things that were done to me) for hours on end, day after day, on and off for 4 years. Anyone who has been trough sexual abuse will know that it takes many many years before you are at all prepared to utter a word about it. It is traumatizing to talk about for many years after the incident. Having no support and that amount of blame is so destructive.. Since i didnt have anywhere else to turn with all this I became so brainwashed that i accepted myself as a disgusting person. I had crippling anxiety and nightmares. But I loved him genuinely and i always knew that his behaviour was only a reaction to his own severe pain and trauma.

Having said all this, I actually dont remember a thing from any of the sexual abuse. I think i dissociated when it hapened as a child, and that when it happened at 19, I just dissociated again. I dont have the actual memories at all (they are not in me, but i suspect i have them in another "personality", as far as i know, "I" wasnt even there so I have no idea what that other personality saw). However, I did keep every emotion, so although i dont have any of the memories, i had all of the feelings of shame, disgust, anxiety, and unbearable pain. My husband did not believe that i had no memory of it. so the 4 years he spent forcing me to talk about it was about testing whether i was lying, and showing me that i cant get away with lying about memory loss. since he couldnt get anywhere with it apart from causing more pain, i had to put an end to it, since he never would.
That is when i learned about eckhart tolle and it changed my relationship. Now we are separated but we have a good relationship with love and respoct. We are also sharing a baby that is on its way and we have never been more peaceful together.
I want to add, though, that seemingly ironically, my husband is a really good person, he has so much light in him, but he had a very dense and heavy pain body. And so did my father who also caused me so much pain. The man who used and pimped me out as a sex slave had very little light in him, so he was just completely incapable of compassion anyway. It was beyond his ability. He was spiritually disabled.

Spiritual guidance and inspiration gave me the tools to healing and that is the only thing I believe that will truly help. You cannot control what people do to you, but you can control what you attract into your life and how to deal with your experiences. I have changed profoundly and that is why i can never be raped again, i can never be intimidated that way again, the role of the victim will never fit me again, i will never again let despair take hold of me like that. I can ensure my life is safe and peaceful by embodying that myself. I have learned that the more i focus on the positive, the more positive my life gets. And i can turn a situation from bad to good through my own thoughts and reactions alone.

If there is one piece of truly valuable advice I can give to those of you who are where I was, it is that the pain you experienced is still with you as an energy attachment, and that you CAN let it go. You just have to genuinely intend to drop it in every way. You can do this by saying (and truly intending) that you will drop the incident or situation and its pain and every single little thing that is associated with it in you (any defensiveness, sensitivities, fear, suspicion, prejudice). It is impossible to do for most, but if you have the spiritual maturity and sufficient pain, it can be done though it will be very hard.

I could write a very long list of the unbelievable things i endured, but that would only serve to show you what a really strong person i am, how amazingly i turned out, and how admirable the so called "victims" in this world are. I am so proud of myself for what I not only survived, but triumphed over.

I wrote all this to reach out to whoever felt drawn to reading it. You have been my shoulder to cry on by reading this. I feel weak and vulnerable sometimes, and the pain can get too deep. No matter what, I am still here to love, and i hope this reaches those few people out there with a truly open and pure heart. I hope you send me an email and show me some love if you felt me.

Big Hugs, all my love,
Emine :)

Another great video - The school system

2011-05-17T23:19:00.000+01:00

like the previous post, i saw this one in the David Icke website. YOU GOTTA WATCH IT!

Love :)

Sherry Peel Jackson

2011-05-16T11:13:00.000+01:00

This woman is just amazing, and the information she is spreading is so valuable. She explains how there is no law about having to pay income tax for most americans, and how the IRS is systematically scamming them. I am holding out for more info like this about other countries. Please watch for yourselves.

Love :)

NYC, and an update on numerology post

2011-05-10T22:08:00.000+01:00

Photo of my friend Samira in NYC by my good friend Carolina Johansson Oviedo.

Im coming to NYC in a little while, a city which i really love. I know i have a lot of readers in the US and some of you may be around that area, so i wanted to ask if you know of any good esoteric book stores or other things of interest.

Also, I have been adding more info to the Chaldean Numerology post. Now you have much more in depth information on the numbers. It became more like an encyclopedia of numerology but i think its good to have all the info in one place. I like to get to the core of things so i would have appreciated a source which goes deep and gives a variety of views. I have often thought that numerology sources leave out significant information, so i am hoping that my post is different in that regard. I am also hoping to put up more info there at a later date.

Yallah, I'm tired and dont know if im making sense.

Love you

Willing and able

2011-04-30T00:47:00.007+01:00

I love this amazing artist... He is a spiritual teacher with music as his channel. And he shares the number 27 with David Icke and myself.

All my love!!

Abraham's bag of tricks

2011-04-25T23:23:00.002+01:00

I have been listening to Abraham tonight and came across a few videos in a row which describe simple and really effective ways to improve your life. I love simple things and will aply these myself so i thought i'd share it as well. You may have come across these before but i think there is value in collecting them together so that if you, like me, are in the mood for starting something positive in a proactive way, then its all here for you. also, using a few tricks together is always more effective than just using one.

Here are a couple of videos about the value of deep breathing. Abraham says that breathing is an exercise in allowing, and that it is essential for good health. They say that the breathing is the reason why exercise is so beneficial for your health.

Here is one technique called 10 favourite things. It is about finding 10 favourite things about whatever you find yourself focusing on. I like this one because i sometimes find myself focused on things i dont want, and i know that my focus on it is empowering it, yet its hard to just divert your attention from it. so with this technique i can just relax and focus on positive aspects of it instead of panicking about where my attention flows.

This last one is about being clear about your intentions before you get into things. i try this sometimes and it really works. if you do this, you will find that your vibes are stronger and whatever you come into contact with will match your vibes rather than mess it up. it works like this: before getting into something, for exemple going to work, or calling someone, you visualize how you want it to play out. not in specifics but rather something along the lines of "i'll meet people i love to see, we'll have rewarding conversations, i will get interesting assignments, my boss will be in a really good mood" etc. well, abraham gives better examples.

Peace :)

The Second Coming

2011-04-15T02:56:00.002+01:00

After study of it, I believe the original Quran (but no translations) to be genuine and true. According to it, Jesus the Christ will be returning around the time of the last (i think) defeat of the great deceiver, who is characterized by its single eye. I believe the single eye is the left eye, but my memory may be wrong. and there are signs of when this is going o take place, which are the signs of the end times (or is it actually the end of Time, as in the end of our enslavement to the fictional abstraction we call Time? I think so) anyways, thats just my rough background.

since i have been so deeply influenced by the teachings of Eckhart Tolle, i felt that he might be the second coming of christ. so i asked lilith. Lilith never lies, though it has happened that she withheld an answer. She answered no. i was quite surprised, cus Tolle is the kind of teacher that inspired the kind of awe in me that i believe can create religions. anyhow, that was a few days ago and i moved on. I was watching david icke interviews just now and i was struck, as always, by his eyes. the eyes reveal who we are, and david has healer eyes, saint eyes, enlightened eyes. i asked lilith whether he is the second coming of christ which the Quran refers to. she said yes. that was a surprise. not because of david, because i can totally see how that is the case, but its just that he is not so meek. he is a rebellious saint. a saint with spice. not to mention how those religious people would never even give him the time of day! so ironic... and how amazing that we can all access this information by ourselves! i actually remember seeing clips of him on tv shows around the time he was going thru his enlightenment, and he was ridiculed for calling himself something like the son of God or something along the lines of him being the second coming of christ. the public really ripped him to shreds and he looked like an innocent child who didnt understand what all the uproar was about. but he stuck to his truth throughout, although he didnt really call himself jesus or anything.

i listen to abraham (hicks) a lot, and he/she goes on about how we can have or do anything we want as long as we align with it. and i put that to lilith, but she is insisting i stick to my script for this lifetime. although lilith understands there is a truth beyond my neccessity to stick to my plan, which is that all that is an illusion anyway, and that on another level it doesnt really matter, she says that there are important reasons why on her level things must be the way they are, and i should stick to my script. it can be compared to the issue of whether we should help others and have compassion or whether or not to not really care cuz its all an illusion anyway. like, you dont hate yourself for not helping others in your dreams, cuz you know they are just illusions, even though they seem real. yet on the other hand, the illusion is perceived as reality on our frequency, so the perception of suffering is real. so you can choose whether you will ignore the illusion, or play a part in it. i was meant to play a part in it but wanted out. yet it is important on some frequency of reality that i stay on track.

are you still with me? ok, so i connected with a higher level beyond lilith, and on that higher level, the answer was that it was all good, no matter what. yet my inner feeling confirmed that i should stick to my script. I am having some doubts about my script in this life because i know how it ends, and i was hoping to leave that track and carve out a different "future" for myself. but it seems i will follow my initial plan and stick to the dang script. anyways, so while i had that higher consciousness on the line, i asked whether david icke is christ. they said that he is not really jesus reborn, and they were reluctant to use those terms at all or speak of a jesus or his second coming in that sense. it is sort of like that was not exactly the whole truth. but when i pushed, they said that icke's message and his energy is that of the christ. And though the message never died, the people who spread it did. In some religious context jesus is expected to never have really died. But the essence of the christ has nothing to do with religion. i may be wrong to even use religious terms, but i was curious. now when you listen to david ickes spiritual message it will all make sense to you.

so there you have it.

i am a little low on ideas, so if you have big questions like these on your mind, send them to me and i will ask for you. i mean questions about the nature of reality, truth, religion, humanity, etc.

see also: this post entitled Peace

Love you :)

baby boom

2011-04-13T03:45:00.000+01:00

noticed how many people are pregnant nowadays? apart from myself, i know loads of other people who are pregnant too, and that has never happened before. I feel like a new wave of kids are coming thru to start something new and amazing.

and i realized my drop in IQ is due to my pregnancy. but i appreciate the increased chi/life force. in fact, i dont miss my mind at all! its quite exciting to live in my feelings. its like i have a party in my shirt. and a heavy hang over at the same time. sometimes its more of a hang over /sickness, and sometimes it's more of a party. creating life is the coolest thing. i am enjoying the sacredness and mystery of the process and am honoring my natural femininity. but wait, did i underemphasize how sick you get? i seriously think women should not be required to work during pregnancy, i can hardly get out of my bed or feed myself most days. so just be aware of that and show some brotherly/sisterly love to the pregnant ladies in your life.

Peace!

Michael and the love frequency

2011-03-31T20:29:00.001+01:00

Not until I started vibrating on the frequency of love (thank you solfeggio frequencies), did i understand Michael Jackson. He was on the frequency of love, he had a pure heart. If your interpretation of him is any different it is because you are on a different frequency and are interpreting him from within your own frequency. Not unless you look at him with a pure heart will he make sense to you. That is why his fans love him so genuinely, and he loved and loves them back genuinely. And that is why kids love him so much, their hearts are pure! They understand him.

I love you :)

Some of my favourites of his:

Learning

2011-03-30T20:23:00.001+01:00

I am pregnant for my first time, and its quite an experience. Lately I've been really intellectually "challenged", in the sense that I forget things (which is totally out of character for me), I cant think clearly, and am generally not thinking very much. But instead Ive had really strong emotional experiences and its really quite profound. Today I was in a total meditation all day while going about my work. It just happened like that. So I had access to some insights and i wanted to share one in particular with you.

It came to me that nobody really teaches us anything, like you cant really teach anyone else anything at all. People learn if they are open to learn, and only in a way that fits them. Learning in school is not real learning, not real knowledge, because all it is is trusting that what the teacher says is true, and memorizing it. But real knowledge is one that you verify yourself, and thats why nobody other than yourself can teach you. A real teacher is one that facilitates learning, but nobody can be a teacher unless someone wants to learn through them.

If this was accepted knowledge in our society, i think people would be a lot less oppressive towards each other. Young people would not be as discriminated. Parents wouldnt be as frustrated when their kids make "mistakes".

I was raised in a very intellectual environment where academics and intelligence meant everything. I had a high IQ but i didnt see how that was more valuable than for example a kind heart. Now that i am more of a mystic I am totally turned against everything that has to do with academics cuz the amout of joy and love i experienced by following my heart and sharing love with people just could never be achieved through academia and worldly advancement alone. And isnt the ultimate goal of everything joy and love?

love you, trooolie :)

Create

2011-03-28T09:25:00.000+01:00

Focus on something you like. We all create our reality and what you put your focus on, you create more of. So put your focus only on things you like, and ignore everything else. A simple truth. If you focus on negativity you are creating more of it for yourself.

Enjoy creating :)

I myself like colours, and playing around with pictures and graphics on the computer.

What inspires me these days

2011-03-22T20:25:00.000Z

LOVE :)

...and dont forget to listen to the Solfeggio frequencies to clean up your vibes.

Tired?

2011-03-21T09:25:00.001Z

When I used to do psychic readings and hypnotherapy, it would drain my energy enormously. Apparently I was doing it wrong. My whole attitude has always been to be of service, and that was my main motivation to getting into this work. But while doing a reading yesterday to someone with the same issue, i felt i was really reading for myself. I saw that my client is tired because they are giving too much of themselves. They were not listenig to their own needs, but rather gave of their energy without setting any conditions. I saw that personal integrity was needed. My client, and myself, had the habit of putting others first. In order to help people, as we both wanted to do, they had to prioritize themselves first, and really listen to their own feelings and needs before they could be of any service to others. You simply cannot give when you have nothing left, so your body is really telling you what you need to do.

On a somewhat different note, some peple feel as I used to do that there is some emergency, and that they have to fix the world or people around them. I suggest that you cannot do that even if you want to. You just cannot fix other peoples problems or issues, you simply cannot make people happy who are not. All you can do is be happy, feel love, and generally raise your vibes, and everyone who comes into contact with you will benefit form your vibration. You can never fix anything for anyone when you are tired or sad or feeling bad. So those young healers who want to help need to first look after themselves. There is no such thing as selfishness, every person is worthy.

Love :)

ps. excuse my lack of clarity, i am not at my intellectual top, i am in a creative/visual period. peace :)

Lucky dates in 2011

2011-03-18T16:14:00.000Z

This was a post from Novembe 2010 but I felt it is worth posting again:

I have been preparing a list of numerologically favourable dates in 2011 on which to conduct any important thing, such as getting married, launching a website or a service, setting up a business, releasing a book, etc. I highly recommend setting especially marriage dates after these since your relationship may depend on it. However, I give you only the numbers and calculations (done automatically on an excel sheet), and my recommendations are my personal recommendations. You can consult other sources or this post on chaldean numerology) for more indepth info about the vibrations of your chosen number, as well as any additonal influence of your birth numbers (which may be negative).

If you are going thru issues in your relationship:
I strongly recommend doing a love ceremony on one of these days if you are unmarried, or remarrying with your spouse if you are married. Yes I am serious. You do not need to go thru a divorce and a re-registering of the marriage, just conduct a small, private ceremony in which you state you intentions before your spouse and God to end the past relationship and begin a new one on that day. You may get new rings, tie a knot, do a dance, eat cake, read vows, anything. But make the intention clear, and know that you have ended the past relationship. This date will be your new anniversary date. You can thank me later! ;)

Excellent dates in 2011:
19 Jan (Destiny number 15)
19 March (Destiny number 17)
21 March (Destiny number 10)
19 May (Destiny number 19)
This is in my opinion the absolute best date for marriage. Good for business too.
27 June (Destiny number 19)
17 July (Destiny number 19)
19 July (Destiny number 21)
7 Aug (Destiny number 19):
Due to the 7, if you can handle occasional moodiness, this is a very spiritually inclined date for marriage. It is rather intellectual, so will not be satisfying for all. In marriage, this number can cause infertility if one or both partners are born on the 7th, 16th or 25th.
23 Aug (Destiny number 17):
This is unsuitable for marriage due to the freedom loving and independent nature of the 23. The 17 can also bring challenges which is undesirable in a marriage. Its benefits are more beneficial for a business venture.
25 Aug (Destiny number 19):
This is also a 7 day, and makes for a spiritual number with abundant intellectual energy but not suitable for those who want more excitement. In marriage, this number can cause infertility if one or both partners are born on the 7th, 16th or 25th.
27 Aug (Destiny number 21)
6 Sept (Destiny number 19):
Good for marriage, not so good for business due to lack of competitiveness.
15 Sept (Destiny number 19)
19 Sept (Destiny number 23):
This is unlucky for marriage due to the 23, but great for business. Travel is very likely to be commonplace.
24 Sept (Destiny number 19):
Good for marriage, not so good for business due to lack of competitiveness.
23 Oct (Destiny number 10):
Again, the 23 is unsuitable for marriage but very lucky in all other respects.
19 Dec (Destiny number 17)

The day number is the personality number, which gives a sense of the daily flavour or personality of the business or relationship.
The Destiny number gives an indication of the future and fate. This number has a stronger influence than the day number.

Number meanings:
(excuse my laziness but i will just copy and paste the meanings of these numbers from my other post on chaldean numerology). For compound numbers, also check the meaning of the number they are reduced to, for example 27 reduces to 9, so has a humanitarian and broad outlook.

6
Friendly and artistic. These are the people who convert a house into a home. There is the love of luxury and comfort, but it's not enough to make them super competitive in the commercial world. Things should come easy; development is slow, but steady! A great number for personal relationships. They are peace loving, and have many friends. Will go out of their way to create a happy atmosphere, so people can grow. Avoidable for those with a prominent 3 in the date.

7
Success and prominence by personal efforts. They have a sub-surface grasp of everything. They will gain through knowledge and academics. They make superb counselors, but their own lives are far from stable. Seekers of deeper meaning, they rise above emotions and desires, so they can see with clarity. There is wisdom inside, waiting to emerge! Independent and creative, they are allergic to any attempt at domination! A dangerous adversary, they prevail over their enemies. Unsuitable for prominent 9s, brings about uncertainties in personal life.

10 (reduces to a 1)
Much, much better than the standalone 1. They will somehow make progress on all fronts and will be widely respected. Money in hand makes them content, no pressure to keep slogging and fatten the bank balance. Life is cyclical, on many fronts; every ending has the seeds of a new beginning sown in it. So long as one understands this, the ride feels smooth. This name will be known for good (usually) or evil, according to the holders desires and actions. Unexpected changes, but usually beneficial. Signifies honour, faith and success. They can be relied on, for pushing through plans and projects. Expect the unexpected, and move on!

15 (reduces to a 6)
A fortunate number, especially, if connected with the arts and sciences. Power over others is the interpretation of this number. Persons represented by this number will exhaust every method, to gain what they desire. It is associated with the gift of the gab. There is strong personal magnetism. Bondage to materialism is not the way to go! There will be more than one source of income, and they will earn well throughout life. Support from people of position is certain. Ability to free themselves (mentally), from whatever restriction is holding them back. Creature comforts are assured. Personal life is well supported. Rough weather at home, for those with a prominent 3 in the birth date.

17 (reduces to an 8)
Courage, inspiration, spiritual strength. Renewed efforts bring attainment and fulfillment of wishes. This number has 1 of the Sun and the 7 of Neptune, giving 8 (Saturn) as it's total. The key signification is that the person it represents rises above the trials and difficulties in his life. This means there are a few trials! It is considered the Number of Immortality, because the person's name lives after him. Faith pulls them through many an issue. So they take the plunge into the water, confident of reaching the other shore. But there may be some talk about methods adopted (to make money), and they may be viewed as self centered. Those with a prominent 4 will take a course at the school of hard knocks.

19 (reduces to a 1)
Brilliant success is the declaration of this number! Power and clarity are associated with it. Will meet great people and fortunate events are foreseen. They will progress with each passing day. Honesty, good health and a suitable life partner are associated with the 19. They have good friends, and dislike pretence. All told, they will lead a comfortable and lucky life. Things get better with the passage of time. 19 makes for an ideal over, as their love is honest, loyal, and neverending. The end will be sudden.

21 (reduces to a 3)
It is a number of advancement, honour, elevation in life and general success. It means victories after a long initiation, and several tests of determination. Therefore, the first half of this person's life would be full of struggles, whilst the second half will be filled with achievements. Attainment and perfection are attributed to this number. Fame which reaches out to every nook and corner of the world. A number of mastery at all levels. In the second half, this is perhaps the most powerful number of all, and the person would spend time discovering secrets that lie in this new plane of existence. Absolutely destructive for those with a prominent 6.

23 (reduces to a 5)
Number 2 of the Moon and number 3 of Jupiter, one next to the other, giving 5 of Mercury. Fortune's favorite! Communication with others will be vibrant and richly rewarding. All talents will be recognized, and appreciated. No matter how much more capable rivals are: 23 wins (some may call that unfair)! All plans will succeed, not because they implement, but because they get people to align with their vision. They cannot be disturbed from a predefined track. It is a promise of success, help from superiors and protection of those in high positions. Will profit from business, transport & commission work. 23s perform much raved about heroic deeds. Absolutely fantastic for those with a prominent 8. The partner would be from a different background (so what's new!). Unsuitable number for marriage due to the great need for freedom and change.

24 (reduces to a 6)
2 (cooperation) and 4 (structure) leading to 6 (harmony). 24 scores in relationships. Signifies gifts and good fortune. Boundless courage and energy. There is a spontaneous and kinetic approach to life. Team player and leader rolled into one! Accepts the greatest challenges. It promises the assistance and association of those of rank and position. Also, it denotes gain through relationships, especially through patronage of members of the opposite gender. Progress with each passing day. Business will do well. People with this name have the fortune of exerting authority over many. All round ruin, if it is inflicted on a prominent 3.

25 (reduces to a 7)
This is a number denoting strength gained through experience, and benefits obtained through observation of people and things. It is not exactly deemed lucky, as its success is given through strife and trials in the first two-thirds of life. But it is favorable when it appears in regard to the future. They are peaceful and full of grace. Public support is certain. Nevertheless they undergo many tear jerking incidents, chiefly in their personal lives. They try to lead a life based on justice, honesty and morality. Works hard for the wellbeing of others. Will courageously face all problems and become famous. It's a great name, when there is a prominent 2 in the chart. Converse, if the number is 9!

27 (reduces to a 9)
A promise of authority, power and command! Strength and flexibility are striking. It indicates that reward will come from the productive intellect; that creative faculties have sown good seeds that will reap a harvest. Persons with this command number should carry out their own plans. Acts intelligently and immediately. A number with puissance, fame, tremendous creativity. Will reach a high position in any profession. Toils for the welfare of dependants, and for the under-privileged. It's unsuitable for those with a prominent 2 or 7 in the birth date.

Arabic numerology

2011-03-15T23:12:00.001Z

Here are the numerical values of the arabic letters. If you have an arabic name you might want to know its value in its original form rather than its latin form, although that too can be significant if you often write it in latin letters. As you can see, it is the arabic equivalent of the Kabalah numerology, so it can probably be interpreted on the same basis. The subject is so deep that im not even going to attempt to present an analysis for now. I just wanted to share this for those who were wondering.

Sufi Numerology link
This site has some interesting stuff. I was particularly interested in the info on number 9. I have 9's all over over my numerology charts, both in the chaldean calculations and the pythagorean. I have been wanting to know the significance of that and i feel i have gotten closer to an answer. On an unrelated note: how funny that sufis have to wear the "i-am-holy"-uniform which is the long beard and turban and cape and all that. Havent anyone told them yet that wisdom comes to people regardless of their look, age, gender, hairstyle, etc?

This link (table of letter meanings) may also be of interest if you want to dig deeper.

gotta love him..

2011-03-06T16:01:00.000Z

Wonderful healer David Icke. I am a big fan.

The letter A, and number 91

2011-02-26T01:15:00.000Z

During a little email exchange with numerologist Heather Lagan, i was inspired to find my own answers on numerlology. I am really into numerology and need to get to the root of things, and i just cant believe there is no in-depth source out there that I can easily access. So, Heather told me about how she was pushed to find her own answers, and said i can do the same. So silly that i havent thought about it before. Intuition is always my best source for anything since the info is pure, and any translation is my own. Thank you Heather for being the channel for that message i needed.

For those who dont know, Heather is a really skilled numerologist who works even with individual letters and their characteristics. So, just to try it out, i intuitet the personality of the letter A. The "answer" i got was a very Ambitious and competitive letter. A wants to be ahead in everything, it doesnt have its line at the bottom like a triangle, but rather in the middle, emphasizing its top. It is the pyramid, the arrow upwards. It is a somewhat mentally focused letter. People who have an A in their name have ambition in them. It was interesting to realise that i could find these answers all on my own. How cool am I?! Yes, very. Anyway, whats so striking about that is that i have 4 As in my surname/familyname (the energy one grows up with), and 4 members of my family with As in their first names. I have no A in my first name, and all this makes me a non-competitive, non-ambitious person from a very ambitious household. I knew that already, its just striking that its there in the letters for anybody to see. Anyway, the A also has its legs in the past and future, not in the middle (the now). A is either striving towards some future or looking back on some past. Comparisons are common for the A, without them he cannot be first! That reminds me of the connection between avoiding the Now and the Ego, which Eckhart Tolle talks about. In order to be comfortable in the now (which is life itself), you need to realise that there is no moment better than Now, and that in fact there IS no other moment than now. Ambition and competition in itself requires an Ego, without which they are pointless. So, i'd say the A is definately one for wordly AdvAncement, but not one for contentment with What Is. The A wants to constantly get ahead, go further, achieve this or that. It needs a challenge and doesnt stop.

This guidance about inner tuition all came quite timely because the number 91 is now showing up in ridiculously synchronized ways for me. Its come up so often lately and i wanted to find out what it stood for. In this website it says about 91: It indicates alteration between generosity and autocracy, dualism and flexibility, and possesses a dominating personality.
But the idea was to intuit the meaning. so i "felt" the number instead. and it told me that 91 is a leader self sufficient and unique (beacuse it reduces to a 1), but its style of leadership and uniqueness etc is through masses of people (9), involving them and actively giving and taking, exchanging energy, thoughts, inspiration, power, etc, and also through a uniqueness and independence (1). So, in short, a fine blend of exchange and interaction with people, and an independence and individuality.
Dennis Rodman who played for the Chicago Bulls wore number 91, right? I thought he was so cool when i was a kid. Even though Michael Jordan was a better player, I thought Rodman was the real star cuz he was creative and colourful.

No relation to the text, but this is turqoise under the microscope. They say it is a sacred colour. I have been manifesting turquoise curtains for a while but they just turn up everywhere but my own windows! Apart form that, i am really into pink lately, it is a very warm and friendly colour. Together with green they are the Love couple. Green is the colour of love, a very good colour to have around the house. Am i sounding like an interior design blogger? good. By the way, try to avoid red in the house, it is provocative and wont give you any rest. Only ever use it if you are really low in energy. Black is also a no-no, it absorbs energy. Maybe i should just make a post about this topic, this is getting far too long for a caption, or what do you say, turquoise?

Peace

Art from the Streets

2011-01-05T15:24:00.003Z

From: http://www.woostercollective.com/2007/03/street_art_sweet_art.html

From: http://www.onextrapixel.com/2009/06/17/38-marvellous-graffiti-art-and-street-art-that-will-blow-you-away/

From: http://poorbuthappy.com/colombia/post/bogota-street-art/

From: http://cubeme.com/blog/2009/05/14/mentalgassis-street-art-installations-in-berlin/

From: http://oakoak.canalblog.com/

Beautiful

2011-01-02T13:27:00.001Z