Inside A Camacho's Life

A Poem to the Strongest Women I know

2014-01-13T21:47:00.003-08:00

Who am I?

I am a troubled student in middle school

I talk back to the teachers

I get in fights

Teachers hate me

In school suspensions

One point GPA was good enough for me

I didn’t care

I had friends

Who am I?

I am officially graduated from middle school

I can see the direction that I am heading to

It does not look so good

Why is my mom crying?

Why are you kicking my sister out?

There is too much noise

Mom please stop crying

It hurts me too

I don’t like to see you suffer

Your sister is dead

Your brother is dead

The rest are drunks

But you care mom

You still care for them

You believe

You risked it all for us

I am here because of you

You gave up your life in order for me to have one

I owe my life to you mom

Dad I love you too

I promise ill do whatever it takes

I just don’t want to see you cry no more

I don’t like crying myself to sleep

Who am I?

I am entering high school

I was so close to a 4.0 my first year

I’ve never had one of those

I thought those were impossible

If I try, I can do this.

If I put my mind to it anything is possible

The kids at school are no different from me

They are not smarter than me

Son don’t forget to give back

Mom don’t worry

I will give back

To the unfortunate

To the voiceless

To the community

I won’t be able to repay you ever

All I can do is make you proud

If you want me to give back

I will give back until I can no longer breathe

Who am I?

I am a high school graduate

Over 1000 hours given back to my community

Graduated with honors

Half a million dollars in scholarship money

Any college I want to go to paid

But I choose Portland

My mom is close to Portland

I want to be close to my mom

Congratulations son

I am proud of you

Mom don’t cry please

I am not finished yet

My life has just started

There are people that need help

If I don’t help who will

Who am I?

I am college student

Pursing a major in criminal justice and criminology

Since I’ve been in college

I’ve gladly given up another 800 hours

To my club

My community

And my country

I want to help those in need

I want to help people see the best in themselves

I want to give back

Who am I?

I am curious at the detention center

Walking to B2

The door opens

We begin with our assignment

How much do you get paid?

You wouldn’t be here if you didn’t get paid

Nothing

Zero

Nada

Then why are you here?

Because I believe in you

Nobody is going to listen to you around here?

You don’t have to listen

But I know

One day, somewhere

Someone will here my voice

If I can get one person to listen

If I can motivate them

If I can help them see the potential that lies within them

If by the end of the day something inside their head clicks

Than I have done my job

I wish I had more time

I also wish I had more hands

But I guess these two will have to do

Who am i?

I am thirsty

I am hungry

I am ready to over come any barrier

So that I can become a better helper

Capstone is done

Detention visits are over

But believe me I won’t forget

The unfortunate

The voiceless

And the community

I won’t forget the youth

They are the future of this country

I won’t forget you

I will be back

And I will help

I just need my degree

My masters and my PhD

Who am i?

Isaac Camacho Castillo

You are my son

I am proud of you

Thank you so much

No mom

Thank you

Thank you for giving up your life so I can have a better one

Thank you for making me who I am today

I will give up my life in order for others to have a better one

Love Behind Bars

2013-10-20T17:42:00.001-07:00

This term I am working with Measure 11 Youth at the Juvenile Detention Center. The minimum sentence is 5 years 10 months. These are some of the thing they write. I will be putting them on my blog. Our voice is our power. This is their voice, they should be listened to.

Love Always

I respect my wife because she has my back the whole way, even when I was going through treatment. She always keeps me in check for the right reasons. I’ll always love her.

-Jon

I Can

Today when I went to court the judge said I wouldn't and couldn't go to treatment, but today I am going!

-Kayshawn

Love

If I could afford to give back, I would give back my love to my family and the people I let down. I was doing good, playing baseball for a USA team. It wasn't until I got caught up with drugs and criminal activity. I ended up in here, facing 7 Years 6 Months.

-Bobby

Falling Off the Side of The Planet

2013-09-23T20:33:00.000-07:00

Back in High School right after spring break

The Most important question was "Who you gonna take?"

Searching throughout friends on myspace.com

Find a girl that's bomb to ask her out to prom

It wasn't long before I actually found out

That I had not doubt what this girl was all about

We talked she talked both pacing the floor as we walk

Time passing by every time I glimpsed the clock

she was a dancer with dirty blonde hair

meet us on the dance floor only if you dare

both of us excited because the time was close

Talking about dancing i'd admit we both would boast

but slow down a minute there was problem within life

it was cutting the thread slowly with a knife

I guess his wife was mad and her dads drinking got bad

The younger kids just hid when shit hit the fan

Shes glad outside but underneath shes just broken

outside shes just joking inside her throats choking

shes smoking and waiting to ignite the fire

a liar who raised her only had problems prior

his only desire was alcohol that got him higher

entirely he forgot and what was forgotten couldn't be bought

his daughter the one I was supposed to take out to prom

Her mom and two younger kids couldn't stay calm

Last talk we had she said that she couldn't stand it

never heard from her again she must of fallen off the side of the planet

Devotion

2013-08-16T19:33:00.001-07:00

There is so much feeling one invests in another person. Throwing money at your investment until your investment worsens. The memories, these re-occurring memories are exceeding my abilities to cope, its killing me. I hope that I can breathe beneath this ocean that tries choking the oxygen out my throat. I gasp for air but the thoughts are still there swimming, skimming across memory lane resurrecting so much pain. I stop, look below me there is hate and up above there is love, why is this decision so tough. I’ve had enough, or maybe I haven’t. In this current my body is stagnant. Freestyle Poetry - Isaac Camacho

Time

2013-06-17T13:01:00.000-07:00

If you could control time what would you do? This always seems to be a question I ask my self over and over again. Remember those times where you are asked what would be your super power. Well mine would be to control time. I mean think about it, what can't you do. You can bring time to a complete stop. Money would no longer be a problem, neither would getting homework done on time. Anything that revolved around time would no longer be a problem. Catching the next Bus, or even class. Time would no longer be an issue. This world revolves around time and time is what moves this earth. We all come on this earth with a total amount of time we get to spend on it. After that time is done, as we know it, there is no more. What if you could control time? Its your choice to figure out when your time is done. Time beats any super hero, think about it. It takes a split second to decide if you want to be a hero. If you could control time, you are able to prevent. If you fail you can always go back in time and try again. There is so many possibilities. Just think about it, in your life, if you could control time, what would you do?

I am done

2013-06-13T08:59:00.002-07:00

I am. Happy, Content, Excited, & Relieved. The bell has rung and it is time for us to leave. I am. Nervous, Hurt, Regretful, & sad. The bell has rung and that isn't bad. I am. The Future, Present, & Past. The bell has rung and that was last. I am. Complete, Finished, & Done. The bell has rung and I have just begun.

New Life

2013-06-06T21:41:00.000-07:00

Here I am, back on my grind. I actually have not posted anything in around a year. Well where do I start. Last time I was jumbled up with no direction to go. I think I have found my vibe though, getting back together. Last summer was great, got a nice townhouse on the waterfront with 3 amazing friends. We throw some massive parties, it was great. Throw up was involved. Still majoring in Criminal Justice & Criminology. Oh, so remember that one fourth girl I was talking about. Yeah well she was my best friend and now she is my girlfriend. She pretty amazing i'd say. I was single for year though like I said. Anyways I'm getting this term done, got a job at the Rec Center at PSU. I love the job. I can't wait to move into a new place though. One of the roommates is moving back home though, sadly. Swiss, Japan, Mexico, no more Vietnam. Times to find a new place. Anybody know of 3 bedroom places really close to downtown Portland for less than $2,300 let me know =D - Isaac Camacho June 6th, 2013

I want it now!

2012-04-04T10:38:00.002-07:00

A lot of people think that they can just get everything they want handed to them. They ask themselves why can't I have that. They are so lucky, your born with this set of skills. I hear people say this all around. You can attain anything you want. People aren't born a certain way, they are made as they grow up in life. If you live in different atmospheres it could possibly change who you are. To gain success in what you want you have to keep at it, persistence. It's the small stuff that counts, that small stuff leads to a whole lot. It leads to a breath taking triumph. On the other note, I just woke up for class and remembered class was at 11:20 not 10am. I was going to write my paper, which I probably will after this. My life has been okay, pretty stable. Last spring was a bad one and I want to change that. Its very interesting how one person can change a lot in your life, specially a past relationship. See in a normal relationship you do things together, I usually remember it all. After you are no longer in a relationship I remember random things that pop up. The zoo was mentioned because my roommate went today. Guess what? Last time I went to the zoo it was with her and her family. I had a really great time but that just reminds me. Well, this spring I am shooting for a wonderful one. This month I will be single for an entire year, Its been good too.

SPRING 12

2012-03-27T01:35:00.001-07:00

Its is spring break and I am back in corvallis. I kinda miss Portland, that city has grown on me so much. It was a new beginning... it is a new start. I am growing up and its crazy, I swear its just because ill be turning the BIG 20 this year. It is weird to think that I am going to graduate college sometime soon, well in a couple years. Life flashes by so quick. I don't like to waste my time. I don't think anybody should waste their time. Sometimes its hard to understand what is going on in my head. I want what is best for me. I want to please my friends and family. Things have changed and Sometimes I forget who I am and all. Ive been trying to figure out who I am or what shall happen. It is spring break, Im getting older. Time flies quick. so love, love who is around. Forgive so you too can be forgiven. You never know when your last day could be so enjoy it. You only life once as of now... Let it come!

Still Going...

2011-11-23T19:07:00.001-08:00

So I am still going for my 4.0 GPA. Its hard to believe that I actually get work done. There has been so many people coming to me and asking how I get my things done. They never see me do anything haha. So basically when everybody is sleeping I wake up and do all my work and go back to sleep. Or I control time like Hermione in harry potter =D Well I am pledging for a fraternity and its super cool. I love the social events and getting to meet new people. all my pledge brothers are amazing. Tonight we are getting together at Chris' house and we are just going to do a lot of fun activities haha What else is new... Nothing with girls yet still searching... I can be very picky. But thats good because I want a great girl. Not one that will throw shit away quick. Thanksgiving weekend... yeah! GET FAT! ive worked out this week because i was going to eat. Um I am in my last class right now before a 4 day weekend Going to Cabos for winter break and Gudalajara =D Got the freestyle parts in my hip hop class. LEARNED HOW TO HOLD A HAND STAND WITHOUT MOVING!!! that was a good accomplishment -Isaac Camacho

Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 3

2011-11-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

I am Officially done with Midterms, I think I am doing pretty well this year... way better than last spring. I think ill get a 3.0 GPA or higher which is really good for me. Talked to my ex the other day had this urging question, I knew I shouldn't have asked but You can't really bring something up then not say it. It didn't go so well. Um what else... Theres this other girl but its hard to explain, Cuz this time I don't deserve a girl like her but isn't that what we strive for? for the best? Time.... Time.... Time.... is essential though. Now I am alone but its fine... longest time i've been single and I am learning too. Today MW3 Comes out.....!!! So exited! Gonna go get it at midnight! I am going to play campaign and beat it on regular then ill start playing live right away. Who else is exited? So see I am glad I am getting this game, because right now I should be keeping my mind off things, That is so I won't get hurt. And what else to do to keep off my mind but play MW3! That is a deal! But there is a catch, I still got school to do and stuff.... so I will play and then will force my ass to do hw and then ill reward myself with some COD MW3. Well Say bye to my social life... no shave november... This is my life for the next month. Call of Duty MW3 Sleep HW/Study Dance then repeat till month is over IcyBallAzz is my xbox gamer tag! Xbox is better than PS3 any fucking day! or do you think other wise? You can explain your self below ha Isaac Camacho Castillo Robeles Manhares is out for awhile =D Cya G.... Take Care or your trip. GC... No matter what your decision, Estoy aqui. Mucho Amor Whoever reads this =D

Friends are gone...

2011-10-25T14:03:00.000-07:00

Back when I was young I lost a good friend named Jim. See my Dad worked in Alaska a couple months at a time. A father figure wasn't always there. Jim though he was an only guy a family friend more like. All my brothers and sister were close to him. He was in the war and something had happened to his legs which wouldn't let him walk. We took care of him, I took out his trash, Went shopping for him. He taught us a lot of camping and survival tips. Each day usually after school we would go to his house and talk to him. One day we were going to go camping at Detroit Lake with the family. I asked him he should go but he couldn't because he was sick from the legs. Jim gave us a lot of things for camping to use. Had an amazing week, on the way back My older brother and I jumped out of the van and ran to his house. We knocked, he didn't answer. The door was cracked open. We opened it and called his name... no answer. I think I was eight years old, We pushed the door open and there he was lying face down on the floor, faced to us. My brother ran to get my mom. It wasn't until 5 min that he came back with my mom. Those 5 min lasted so much. I walked in, He didn't move. No matter how high my voice was. He looked cold. I didn't understand what was going on I was young. They told me to go outside, Sat on the curb for the Ambulance to come. DOA... Those 3 letters. What is that? Dead on arrival, No more Jim, he is gone now... but I didn't understand. Okay he is dead? But now I can't see him? We got to keep some of his stuff because we were close to him. Jim was the only dead body I have seen and the first friend to leave me. I got these camping things that he gave me, the light up quick. They are ten years old and don't work but each time I go camping I take a couple with me and turn them on. Let them Burn slowly in memory of him. He always wanted us to do better than him. He is in a better place now, He was in pain a lot, but I miss him. I know my family does too. Boys and girls club, You were like a really good friend. We went to school together... yeah yeah I had a crush on you ha. I loved playing basketball with you. Stupid guys making fun of you because your tooth, i didn't care you were still a wonderful person. I like how you could joke about it though like it wasn't a problem. Like you knew yourself and nothing was going to bring you down. One day everybody was freaking out at school, I didn't know why Claire but they said your name. Why aren't you going to Boys and Girls Club, Im at the table you are not here. Wanna come shoot Hoops? Claire? Where are you?... What? What do you mean she's gone? Sorry to say she's dead man. Thats what people are crying about, It hurts to see one leave. Why did you leave us so early? We remember though, we do not forget. Im sure you would have loved high school, I did my best for you, I graduated. I know some people don't get the chance to do so. I did it for you Claire, I know you aren't by my side But i know you watched, you are watching us all, Jim too. You were loved by everybody, Dang your smile ha. I was older, you were younger. I saw you all the time on the bus for soccer. We basically practiced on the same field. We talked, it was a different bond though. I didn't know you that well brandon. See my brother did though. My younger friends did. They miss you, they took second place, They should have taken champs again. They tried though. They knew you loved soccer. You were loved by everybody, they all miss you. Hey man come to the retreat is going to be fun! Jacob You will like it.... You were their many times, teen life, Following christ. I remember what we would talk about. I remember what happened. We got to sleep at the Newman center. We watched the blind side together. Don't say you didn't tear up because that was a sad movie. See thing Jacob was, we grew together from christ. Yeah we liked to mess around, we were teenagers, they except that, But i loved are serious conversations as well. Rivals schools but always came together under the same church. Car Crash? Who? What happened? Questions going around. it's not your fault. A lot of people miss you Jacob, a lot. I do, Now who will I joke with at Retreats Huh? I guess you still listen though. Your up there with the rest of them Smiling down on us. Miss ya bro! People that have left friends family, sons and daughters. This is my story, we all have diffrent ones. I am trying to write a song for them. -Isaac Camacho

Fall term

2011-10-12T18:36:00.000-07:00

So fall term I am taking CCJ 310 which is about american courts, I am taking a hip-hop class which is super fun. It is my first time being in a Hip-Hop class. I mainly learn online, watching people on YouTube and all. I am also taking a Dance Appreciation class that goes to my minor. I think I am the youngest student in this class =D It actually feels good to be young I love it! Lets see... Oh yeah somebody scratched my bike, What the fuck are people thinking about like really. I ended up buying a disk lock brake and probably going to by a cover for it as well. My bike is to big to keep in my room. I bought Motorcycle Insurance but its just a scratch, Ill end up buying a new decal to put it over it so it looks new. $13 a month for insurance =D It's so cool! Today is wednesday which is My friday! =D Sad thing I guess... I Found out today that my movement for actors teacher died over the summer due to a heart attack. She was an amazing person and shared the light with many people. She got me into acting... again I am not much of an actor but She said I a natural. I needed to take acting classes for my dance minor. She will be missed a lot in the acting community at Portland State University. Thats all that has happened, still doing the breakdancing and trying to learn, I pick up things pretty quick. Electro dance club is going really good, people are showing up and are willing to learn. As the President I need to make a few adjustments. Well Tonight Im making pasta! I love pasta. Oh and a shout out to my Dad who had his birthday this month, Love you! Miss my two brothers working in alaska and hope they make it back safe to head out to Cabos and ride the jet skis! Oh and sis i miss you too! Can't wait to visit in mexico! -Isaac Camacho

DJ Icy =D

2011-09-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

So I go this new software that lets me mix music, and this mix board thing and a new huge block rocker =D From Ion.com btw they have some really good stuff for music purposes. There stereos have battery inside and are all rechargeable =D super cheap and its good for what you get. Well today i recorded my first mix, again these are songs already that i am just mixing up with my software, i plan on getting another program to make my own beats =D THanks here it is =D Oh yeah this is basically my life, i just started mixing just like last week and this is like the 3rd day with my new stuff. So its beginner stuff. Lets see other than that i am back at portland state with my roommate kyle zadina! its going to be an awesome year i am the president of Electro Dance Club and it starts tomorrow at the rec center at 6 =D well yeah cya! It is an Aiff file you could download it if you want but you would have to change your itunes settings so it changes to MP3 here is a video that shows you how Pulse (DJ Icy Remix).aiff

the 4th girl

2011-09-14T19:34:00.000-07:00

was going through my skype and thought that his was pretty interesting watching the exitiment lead to the down fall and where it happend... well on the messages. Right when the money problem it went down drain... but hey some of these messages still make me smile and im happy it happend =D I told myself i didnt learn anything from the relationship but i really did... probably one of the most i have ever learned from a relationship. Trust is important.. i did trust but some girls need you to fully trust them... like fully trust them and the thing is why not trust them fully if they mess up they mess up not the girl for you so let them do what they want... don't try to control there lifes... on the long run they will learn on there own only give advice to your loved ones and show that you care... I was nice to her a lot of the time... most of it actually but somtimes that doesnt always work. Glad it happend though, And to think of it 4 always revolved around my life and i always wanted to be with my 4th girlfriend forever yeah stupid idea... i guess i didnt want to be with her but i thought since its my lucky number it would happen... well ive always made it to where it would be 4th girl... but see now it is... the next one is the 4th girl. I don't know who she is but ive learned a lot in the past relationships... guess we will see what happends in the life of a camacho =D Girls in the life of a camacho... haha super crazy stories.. i am a lover a romantic lover than cant get enough romance haha, yeah yeah guys laugh at my sensitive side but hey thats me oh well deal with it =D I.N.G. first letter to every girl i had ha 2,8,5.... one year and 3 months of relationships do you think i can handle a super big one? who knows we will see... oh the messages are down here! =D -Isaac camacho i didnt edit them only the names... idk what else was on here but IDGAF.... this is my life this is my blog... live it feel it love it! Isaac Camacho 10/25/10 8:47 PM no lets not catch up =D 10/25/10 8:47 PM how about we start haha Girl 10/25/10 8:47 PM your really skyping me, facebooking me, and texting me?! Isaac Camacho 10/25/10 8:47 PM fuck yeah! Girl 10/25/10 8:47 PM sept you havent texted me back yet so it doesnt count...... 10/25/10 8:48 PM Call Started 10/25/10 8:55 PM Call Ended Isaac Camacho 10/25/10 10:59 PM can we talk on here? 10/25/10 11:10 PM nvm Girl 10/25/10 11:34 PM woooah sorry i just got these messages haha sowwyyy Isaac Camacho 10/26/10 1:23 AM Hey i'm probably going to bed soon 10/27/10 8:26 PM http://secondary.oslis.org/orig-steps/resources/cm/apacitations Girl 11/1/10 9:41 PM GREAT DAY GREAT DAY GREAT DAYEEEEEE Isaac Camacho 11/1/10 9:41 PM sarcastic 11/1/10 9:41 PM ? Girl 11/1/10 9:41 PM read the text i sent youuu 11/1/10 9:41 PM nope!! 11/1/10 9:42 PM +no mentored session + lots of cuddle time ahhhhhckkk 11/1/10 9:43 PM my brain might explode! Isaac Camacho 11/1/10 10:18 PM ha we did have cuddle time 11/1/10 10:18 PM ha 11/1/10 10:18 PM sorry Girl 11/1/10 10:19 PM for what? lol Isaac Camacho 11/1/10 10:27 PM ha 11/1/10 10:27 PM didnt message back on time 11/1/10 10:27 PM or sooner Girl 11/2/10 3:45 PM huh? Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 3:46 PM ? Girl 11/2/10 3:46 PM oh nvm haha i just got like 3 messages from you last night 11/2/10 3:46 PM but they just popped up on my screen Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 3:48 PM oh yeah u signed off Girl 11/2/10 3:50 PM sowwwyyyy 11/2/10 3:50 PM had to go to sweep Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 3:51 PM no problem, i just got out of class it wasnt that bad today 11/2/10 3:51 PM but i need to study for the midterm ha Girl 11/2/10 3:52 PM eeeee 11/2/10 3:52 PM have fun with that! 11/2/10 3:52 PM :[ <- the studying face Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 3:53 PM ha yea =C 11/2/10 3:53 PM sucky Girl 11/2/10 3:53 PM sowwyyyy Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 3:53 PM well im gonna head off ill text you =D Girl 11/2/10 3:53 PM mmmkeee :] Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 4:32 PM im in my dorm now Girl 11/2/10 4:33 PM mee to lol avoiding my spanish hw... Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 4:33 PM nice what do you have to do Girl 11/2/10 4:33 PM uhh different excersizes Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 4:34 PM oh hard? Girl11/2/10 4:34 PM kinda i think Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 4:42 PM you can do it =D Girl 11/2/10 4:42 PM ehhhh :] Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 4:45 PM im just taking a small break before big studing starts ha Girl 11/2/10 4:47 PM fun? haha Isaac Camacho 11/2/10 4:58 PM the break yea 11/2/10 4:58 PM im watching the video from last 5a championshipha Girl 11/5/10 11:11 PM i just got like 4 messages from last time you tried to IM me on here.. hahaha Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:13 PM yeah i know ha Girl 11/5/10 11:14 PM eep :]] Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:14 PM so shes gonna chop my balls off Girl 11/5/10 11:14 PM nawhhh 11/5/10 11:15 PM shes several hours away, and im one of the few people who she thinks can make good decisions :] Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:16 PM well thats good to know so i can run when she wants to chop my nutts off Girl 11/5/10 11:16 PM but i doubt shell need to. Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:17 PM close to icy =D 11/5/10 11:17 PM hahaha Girl 11/5/10 11:17 PM hahaha 11/5/10 11:17 PM goodness 11/5/10 11:17 PM noone knows what that means! Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:17 PM i knw 11/5/10 11:17 PM inside joke ha Girl 11/5/10 11:17 PM oh is it? Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:19 PM idk actually 11/5/10 11:19 PM its just funny Girl 11/5/10 11:19 PM i know i was jk :] Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:19 PM im gonna call you before i get off =D 11/5/10 11:19 PM like now 11/5/10 11:19 PM Call Started 11/5/10 11:20 PM Call Ended 11/5/10 11:20 PM Call Started 11/5/10 11:20 PM Call Ended 11/5/10 11:20 PM Call Started 11/5/10 11:20 PM Call Ended 11/5/10 11:20 PM Call Started 11/5/10 11:25 PM Call Ended Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:26 PM fuck in your room! 11/5/10 11:26 PM Call Started Girl 11/5/10 11:27 PM huuuh Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:27 PM Girl 11/5/10 11:27 PM 11/5/10 11:27 PM Call Ended Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:28 PM yah the video thing isnt working =C 11/5/10 11:28 PM Call Started Girl 11/5/10 11:28 PM not my faullllt Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:29 PM ok? 11/5/10 11:29 PM Call Ended Girl 11/5/10 11:29 PM pooooop just text me! 11/5/10 11:29 PM blahh miss your face hahaa Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:29 PM im gonna go shower ill keep texting you 11/5/10 11:30 PM its just im trying to energy save battery for my phone cuz i need to have some energy in caso de emergencia 11/5/10 11:30 PM =D 11/5/10 11:31 PM ok 11/5/10 11:31 PM i am gonna just text you 11/5/10 11:31 PM i really do miss you ha 11/5/10 11:31 PM its werid 11/5/10 11:31 PM oh well Girl 11/5/10 11:31 PM eee that could make sense 11/5/10 11:31 PM weird how? Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:31 PM idk 11/5/10 11:31 PM because i actually do a little 11/5/10 11:31 PM i thought i wouldent Girl 11/5/10 11:31 PM you sound surprised> Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:32 PM but i guess i did 11/5/10 11:32 PM a little Girl 11/5/10 11:32 PM uhhhh im not sure how to take that Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:32 PM good 11/5/10 11:32 PM i guess Girl 11/5/10 11:32 PM kay.. Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:32 PM it just sucks not spending some time with you i guess ha Girl 11/5/10 11:33 PM okay? Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:33 PM geez nvm haha 11/5/10 11:33 PM anyways... 11/5/10 11:33 PM im gonna get going Girl 11/5/10 11:33 PM i was just caught off gaurd how you said it thats all 11/5/10 11:33 PM okayyy have fun in the shower lol Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:33 PM i shouldent have said it in the first place ha 11/5/10 11:34 PM okay ill text you it was nice seeing you though a little Girl 11/5/10 11:34 PM just hurt my feelings a little i guess 11/5/10 11:34 PM yeah it was :] Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:34 PM how?? Girl 11/5/10 11:35 PM just like, i guess i was hoping you would miss me? it kinda felt like you were kinda irritated that you did.. i guess thats how, idk it i explained it well enough Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:35 PM Okay basically, i knew i wasent gonna be seeing you this weekend and i kinda pre thought o im not gonna see her or spend time with her yes i knew i was gonna miss you a little i knew that but i constantly find myself thinking about you and made me miss you more than before when i was just leaving Girl 11/5/10 11:36 PM that makes sense, sorry i jumped on you :/ 11/5/10 11:36 PM im sleepy and a bit blech Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:36 PM The fact that I miss you more is that which is on my mind 11/5/10 11:37 PM and then i do the stupid little things when we are together here Girl 11/5/10 11:37 PM welllll i miss you too, but your having fun in sunny LA :] sooo enjoy it 11/5/10 11:37 PM what do you mean stupid little things? Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:37 PM and find myself wondering where girl is, then i forget your not here Girl 11/5/10 11:38 PM blawchhh :[ Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:38 PM like the cat noisys Girl 11/5/10 11:38 PM :] 11/5/10 11:38 PM yeah but if you spent too much time with me youd get sick of me, and thatd be a bummer, im hoping to stick around for a while 11/5/10 11:39 PM if thats okay with youu 11/5/10 11:39 PM yeah but if you spent too much time with me youd get sick of me, and thatd be a bummer, im hoping to stick around for a while 11/5/10 11:41 PM blop sorry my skype is being weirddd Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:41 PM Hopefully you sick around for awhile more than awhile =D 11/5/10 11:41 PM stick* 11/5/10 11:41 PM =D 11/5/10 11:41 PM Rawwr! 11/5/10 11:41 PM im a dinosaur 11/5/10 11:42 PM suar* Girl 11/5/10 11:42 PM 11/5/10 11:42 PM that would be nicee Isaac Camacho 11/5/10 11:42 PM well im getting off text you babe 11/27/10 4:53 PM Call Started 11/27/10 4:53 PM Call Ended 11/27/10 4:54 PM Call Started 11/27/10 4:54 PM Call Ended Girl 12/14/10 10:28 PM miiiiiss you Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 10:28 PM woah you Girl 12/14/10 10:28 PM woah you too :] Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 10:29 PM call you in a bit babe =D Girl 12/14/10 10:29 PM okee 12/14/10 10:29 PM ill look forword to it :] Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 10:29 PM haha 12/14/10 10:29 PM i need to look good if its gonna be a date =D Girl 12/14/10 10:30 PM welll i look like total poop. so please dont look so good Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 10:51 PM sorry it took forever im not ready yet Girl 12/14/10 10:52 PM its okay baby 12/14/10 10:52 PM please dont get ready though!! Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 10:52 PM right after i got up i went to go scare alejandro and woody closed my locked door so we had to call on call i didnt have my cell phone so i had to find somebody on the floor with a cell ha 12/14/10 10:52 PM now im gonna get a lil ready Girl 12/14/10 10:53 PM awhh baby im sowwy! Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 10:53 PM no problem 12/14/10 10:53 PM haha 12/14/10 10:59 PM Call Started 12/14/10 11:23 PM Call Ended Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 11:23 PM gonna call in a bit sorry ha Girl 12/14/10 11:24 PM no worries baby :]] 12/14/10 11:28 PM Call Started Isaac Camacho 12/14/10 11:31 PM 2435 NW 13th ST. Corvallis Oregon 97330 12/14/10 11:38 PM Call Ended Isaac Camacho 12/16/10 2:05 AM Blah! 12/16/10 2:05 AM can you be available please =D 12/16/10 2:31 AM babe? Girl 12/16/10 1:59 PM boobie i wish you are onlineee cuz i wish to skyype you :] Isaac Camacho 12/16/10 2:52 PM hey 12/16/10 2:52 PM ha 12/16/10 2:52 PM i wanna skype now Girl 12/16/10 2:52 PM hi hi :]] 12/16/10 2:52 PM Call Started Girl 12/16/10 2:52 PM okeeedokalee 12/16/10 3:03 PM Call Ended 12/16/10 3:03 PM Call Started 12/16/10 3:06 PM Call Ended 12/16/10 3:07 PM Call Started 12/16/10 3:50 PM Call Ended Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:18 PM Hey how are you doing? Girl 4/25/11 10:19 PM im alright ishh i guess 4/25/11 10:19 PM how are you? Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:19 PM Thats good I guess. Im fine. Just wanted to see how you were doing, making sure your okay thats all Girl 4/25/11 10:20 PM yeah, ive just been hanging out with madeline and decompressing Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:20 PM .. Girl 4/25/11 10:20 PM ? Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:20 PM Oh I forgot to put a period at the end of my sentence 4/25/11 10:20 PM . 4/25/11 10:20 PM I need to start working on simple things like that. Girl 4/25/11 10:20 PM ohh ok lol Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:21 PM Thats good to know, watch "Titanic" yet? Girl 4/25/11 10:21 PM no, she was on the phone with her friend from home and by the time she got off it was too latee Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:22 PM You aren't going to watch it anymore? Girl 4/25/11 10:23 PM no, not tonight, prolly tomorrow night Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:23 PM Thats good at least. 4/25/11 10:23 PM Its a Great movie =D Girl 4/25/11 10:24 PM yeahhhh always good for a cry lol Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:25 PM I was going to let you have your own time till I went to bed or you texted me, But I could not stop thinking of you and all. I decided to message you though just to see how you were putting out. Girl 4/25/11 10:25 PM im sorry, meh im alright i guess 4/25/11 10:26 PM thank you for checking in though Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:26 PM No worries, I only make things worse right now so I needed to stay away. Im guessing thats why you never texted me back. I kinda just figured you needed space. Girl 4/25/11 10:26 PM i did text you back? 4/25/11 10:27 PM but yeah i do need some space right now Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:27 PM "I will, Thank you " was the last text, because you were going to work out. Girl 4/25/11 10:27 PM yeah and i didnt get a reply Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:28 PM I thought you would text me when you were done. =/ Girl 4/25/11 10:28 PM oh, sorry Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:28 PM No worries though. Girl 4/25/11 10:28 PM i got in the shower and went to dinner Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:28 PM I didn't want to text you during your workout. 4/25/11 10:28 PM Again, I felt each time we were close things got worse. 4/25/11 10:29 PM I didn't feel like it was right to text back for a random reason. Until now which was to check how my Booboo was doing. 4/25/11 10:29 PM Im glad your doing a bit better though. Girl 4/25/11 10:29 PM well sorry i didn't text you.. 4/25/11 10:29 PM yeah i am glad too Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:30 PM Don't worry about it, as long as it helped you. Space is good under stress. Girl 4/25/11 10:30 PM yeah thats the truth Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:30 PM For some people at least. 4/25/11 10:30 PM Some need otheres to be there for them under it. Girl 4/25/11 10:31 PM well idk, sorry, i just don't know if i'm one of those people Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:31 PM Thank Sean for me tomorow, for helping you out. He is a really good guy. 4/25/11 10:31 PM Totally understandable 4/25/11 10:31 PM Im half half 4/25/11 10:31 PM Sometimes I don't want nobody to bother me Girl 4/25/11 10:32 PM yeah i know he is, i guess i will if you want me to. Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:32 PM Sometimes I need others to help me through my struggle. Girl 4/25/11 10:32 PM idk id be fine without him, its just nice cuz hes positive in a way thats not over the top or fake Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:32 PM Yes I do, He is helping you out. Takes stress away. 4/25/11 10:32 PM Makes you feel better too GGirl 4/25/11 10:32 PM yeahh Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:33 PM as long as there is somebody that can do that, I'll be happy that your getting help Girl 4/25/11 10:33 PM yeah, its cool Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:33 PM . 4/25/11 10:34 PM Sometimes I wish I could Help... Girl 4/25/11 10:34 PM im sorry Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:34 PM Other than take you out for dinner, help you on transportation. Buying books. Girl 4/25/11 10:35 PM ive tried thanking you for that... Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:35 PM I know Girl 4/25/11 10:35 PM an im getting money on manday so ill pay you back for gas then Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:35 PM Im glad I could help you in some way too. 4/25/11 10:35 PM Don't worry about it, use it for this weekend. 4/25/11 10:36 PM Jungle Juice isn't cheap. Girl 4/25/11 10:36 PM im getting that stuff with dining dollars, ill pay you back isaac 4/25/11 10:36 PM obviously it bugs you that i haven't so i will, and even if it didn't id still pay you back Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:36 PM I just want you to live your life thats all. 4/25/11 10:37 PM It bugs me that I can't Help, and when I try it never works. 4/25/11 10:37 PM You dont accept it. 4/25/11 10:37 PM But thats fine. 4/25/11 10:37 PM Ill get what I can Girl 4/25/11 10:37 PM well sorry.. Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:38 PM Im sorry for Speaking.. Girl 4/25/11 10:38 PM joking? Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:39 PM Im sorry for staying 4/25/11 10:39 PM and im sorry for going Girl 4/25/11 10:39 PM that doesnt make any sense Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:39 PM Im sorry you won and I lost 4/25/11 10:39 PM Sorry that so much was spent Girl 4/25/11 10:40 PM didn't know we were having a contest Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:40 PM Medaphorically speaking Girl 4/25/11 10:40 PM i dont understand Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:40 PM sorry i cant speak very coherently. 4/25/11 10:40 PM sorry for hurting you Girl 4/25/11 10:41 PM nothing to apologize for, i jusst don't get it 4/25/11 10:41 PM you didnt hurt me Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:41 PM Im sorry i upset you Girl 4/25/11 10:41 PM you didnt upset me 4/25/11 10:41 PM idk why your apologising so much Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:42 PM Im not sorry for being nice and kind to you. 4/25/11 10:43 PM I know you will pay me back someday... maybe tomorow or in a couple years... but i know you will. 4/25/11 10:43 PM And thats all that matters 4/25/11 10:44 PM Lo ago todo para ti. 4/25/11 10:44 PM Porque te amo 4/25/11 10:44 PM Girl 4/25/11 10:44 PM you are nice isaac, i'm not though, i can't change that though Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:45 PM Nice to me? Girl 4/25/11 10:45 PM nice at all Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:45 PM so your not nice to me? Girl 4/25/11 10:45 PM well obviously not if your upset Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:45 PM ha 4/25/11 10:45 PM Im not upset Girl 4/25/11 10:46 PM kay well your being all cryptic and weird Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:46 PM If i knew what cryptical was 4/25/11 10:46 PM i know what weird is though Girl 4/25/11 10:46 PM like you aren't making a whole lot of sense Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:46 PM Oh the sorry part? 4/25/11 10:46 PM that was quotes 4/25/11 10:46 PM I was reading Girl 4/25/11 10:46 PM well idk sorry i didnt know that Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:47 PM Ha i was using big words like coherently and i dont know what that means ha 4/25/11 10:47 PM I just want you to be happy Girl 4/25/11 10:47 PM clearly, thats what it means 4/25/11 10:47 PM okay, thank you Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:47 PM with or without me Girl 4/25/11 10:47 PM well i want you to be happy too Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:48 PM i just want you to be happy Girl 4/25/11 10:48 PM okay? Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:48 PM Are you happy with me? Girl 4/25/11 10:49 PM uhh yeah Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:49 PM Im happy with you too, more than happy. 4/25/11 10:49 PM those 4 hours felt like days. Girl 4/25/11 10:49 PM sorry? Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:50 PM Dont be sorry for something you dont know 4/25/11 10:50 PM about Girl 4/25/11 10:50 PM okay? Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:50 PM I dont get the whole question mark at the end of things 4/25/11 10:50 PM wanna fill me in? Girl 4/25/11 10:50 PM well i just dont get what your saying half the time thats all, and i'm not sure how you want me to respond Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:51 PM There is never a day where I want you to respond in such a way. 4/25/11 10:51 PM The only time I would want a girl to respond 4/25/11 10:51 PM ... Girl 4/25/11 10:51 PM that doesnt make sense either 4/25/11 10:51 PM to me Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:51 PM in the way i want her too 4/25/11 10:52 PM When I ask my Fiance to marry me, I want her to respond yes Girl 4/25/11 10:52 PM i'm sure she will Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:52 PM thats the only thing i would want in life for a person to respond to me 4/25/11 10:52 PM I dont care how you respond to me Girl 4/25/11 10:52 PM okay. Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:52 PM k? Girl 4/25/11 10:52 PM kay Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:52 PM ? Girl 4/25/11 10:53 PM why the question marks? i said okay Isaac Camacho 4/25/11 10:53 PM well you were doing them Girl4/25/11 10:53 PM okauu 4/25/11 10:53 PM *okayy

Think Abundance

2011-09-12T17:23:00.001-07:00

If you focus on the scarcity that surrounds you, in the misfortunes that are constantly transpiring...then you will experience more of it. Your thoughts give birth to your physical reality. Think about the abundance you want and abundance will be born. Think about scarcity you hate and scarcity will be nourished and grown. Everything you have today was created by your past thoughts. Everything you will have tomorrow is being created by your present thoughts. "It requires strength to think abundance while surrounded by scarcity, but isn't abundance worth it." ~Andres Lara -Isaac Camacho

2011-09-01T16:05:00.000-07:00

Well lets see this time I am going by myself =C no jacki no Skeetz =/ but Im not driving I was going to take my motorcycle but all the sexy ladies said it was to dangerous haha jk anyways. I took the train i worked my ass off getting money for these tickets one way train ticket to reno was $131 duration was 23 hrs... yeah but see the thing is that it actually felt like less than how long it took to drive maybe its the fact that i slept a shit ton. The train almost left me on board at sacramento i would have woken up in LA haha then i would have been stranded haha. well i woke up and they said the train was departing soon so i got all my shit and left without shoes haha. well it happend that i left my wallet in teh front pouch with my I.D. and money debit card... bus ticket to reno... yeah basically my life. So.... i went up to baggage claims and some dick named kevin said sorry man your mexican (he really didnt say mexican) you know better luck next time... so i was like fuck you and went to talk to security and they said to talk to kevin and i was like no fuck kevin so he sent me to an agent and this beautiful girl helped me gave me a number to called they tracked down my wallet found it and send it back on the next train not only did i get my wallet with all my money that was not touched i also got my pack of gum and my a seastar deadliest catch notebook my brother got me in AK. I slept in the station and am currently on the way to reno i think im pretty close im seeing reno signs... well That one girl went to mexico and i am writing her everyday just to keep in touch she got to swim with dolphins... lucky girl... or am i a lucky guy...? the world will never know haha. well this is just the start of reno trip #2 -Isaac Camacho Life as a Camacho

The most Blessed Day!

2011-08-25T20:59:00.000-07:00

Breathe as though it was your last breath, embrace as though it was your last hug, stand by those you love as though you might never stand again.

Dance as though it was your last dance, enjoy your significant others as though you might never see them another time, speak as though what you say will be your last words.

Treat today as though it was the most blessed day you ever had. In retrospect, who knows, it might very well be.

"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
~John Lennon

Pen Pal

2011-08-23T22:06:00.000-07:00

so... I'm a gates scholar... If you all didn't know that. Anyway thats not what i'm trying to get at. They sent all the West cost scholars to a conference in LA. Well, lets just say i'm a romantic type of guy, and girls are amazing. Well, there happened to be this one girl That just stood out to me, she was... well very attractive but not like over attractive where its just bad but she was cute... pretty... and she wore converse haha. Well, 3 days at this conference I could not budge anything... not even a single word. See for those who don't know i am a super shy guy but Sometimes I have to fore myself to do things. If I don't than nothing will get accomplished. Out of no where she was in my group on the last night and we talked. I kept it group related, we wrote a poem and I sang it as a rap... she thought I was pretty good the fact that I pulled it right out of my ass. That night was the dance... ha yeah you all know it... I didn't ask her to dance... I should have... to show off my dance skills haha she probably would have liked that. I didn't dance with any girl that night, its just so hard to ask a girl to dance idk what... i've talked in front of house reps and the senate but i cant ask a girl to dance... i know its super crap. Well I totally lost her and that night in bed I was thinking a lot about her like what if I don't see her and shit like that. I thought she was just gonna be that one girl that I never got her name and It would be stuck with me forever. Next day as everybody is departing, i really felt everybody left... so i went to talk to my buddy Ivan that came on the same flight with me... "hey when do we leave?" i asked as he started talking i looked around in the group he was sitting at and there she was... ivans voice sorta just went in and out of my ear... Sorry Ivan... well Obviously popped in the conversation some how we got to talking about Pen Pals and stuff like that. I thought she was kidding so I didn't even bother. until like 2 seconds before she left i ran up and asked "were you being serious?" yeah here is my #.... I did it ha No fucking way but i did it ha... I really didnt think anything of it just as a friend thing and an accoplishment i guess. Well I wrote this song for her and i know these are just the lyrics but its better than nothing right.
hope you like it.
i dont have a mic to record it but i will... i already promised.

(First Verse)
I only met you just a while ago
Sudden death grip that I wont see you anymore
But I seemed to get an address that’s where you resign
So I’m gonna write to you pen pal every word every line
You say my name in excitement it feels so great
Wanna write a.s.a.p. Don’t want this letter to be late
Hopefully you will read it and it makes your day
Thinking ahead by the page to what ill for say
I know your curious absorbing it through your writing
It’s a great story to wait for because it’s so exiting
Life is okay your stressed just outta your mind
You took a calc mid term passed with a 79
You shouldn’t worry, its a passing grade so what’s the fuss
Professor gave a curve that bumped it up to a B+
Friends joined at the hip sticking together like glue
Same thing here, friends forever amongst me, there’s only two

(Second Verse)

Got things to say but I haven’t received a single letter
I write to you is cuz it makes me feel so much better
I write when I am down or even when I am hurt
Writing what has happened just lifts me off this dirt
Guess I’m happy to have somebody to write too
One letter back smile on my face admit that’s true
It doesn’t matter what I write this is just my mind
Nobody listens I keep it to myself all the time
These are my problems and my story that I’m sharing
Keeps me on the right path but people just keep on glaring
But that doesn’t stop me for my future is indeed
This is my goal my mission this is what I shall bleed
For instance the blood is life, which is part of me
The thing that got me so far was love for my family
Putting my life on the paper with ink or lead
Signed dear Pen Pal sincerely wrote Isaac he said

Hola.....

2011-08-20T10:51:00.000-07:00

Esperaba hablar mas contigo durante el campamento... :C Pero te entiendo. a veces las cosas no son como queremos. Aveces me sineto sola, pero esa es otra historia.

Hoy durante el lonche estaba pensando en como nos conocimos, como simpre me haces reir y eso me encanta que puedes cambiar como me siento en un instante. Te extrano.

Con la persona que me saco de mi Black Hole.

<3

-Isaac Camacho

I Hate...

2011-08-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

You know what I hate? What I hate the most, When somebody works hard to and then sombody just shuts you down. I don't hate a lot of things, You know Im more of a love love person. The word jerk... Or douche bag... When that is said to me... I hate that shit. I don't deserve that, why? Because I am not a jerk and I am not a douche bag. I fucking do so much things for people, and those people out there that know who I really am know that I am not a jerk. Even if its said as a joke.
See I had friend... Had a Friend. A really good one too. I haven't seen her in ever. A year exactly. A whole fucking year... and yeah I miss her. She has her "own" life. All I see is her pictures. She threw away her college, her friends and family for a guy that does not treat her right. He is out having fun while she is at home with his baby. She is pregnant all I see is her stomach growing. I told her whenever she needed me before she told me she didn't want me in her life, that i would be there... even if she kept her attitude going. At the same time Im glad she is pregnant and Im glad she dosn't have the best thing in the world going for her but see thats how we learn things.... I didn't have it going for me all the time. We all learn...we all move forward.

"There's not such a thing as standing still, for the world is always moving; if you're standing still, you are being left behind." ~Andres Lara

-Isaac Fucking Camacho

hurtful love

2011-08-07T23:26:00.001-07:00

She is in love, sweet love comes over them. But it hurts pain, cuts punches. She still lives on trying to be happy trying to see the good things. Doing what she can to try to make things better. See it wasn't always like this... pain... and brusies, see there was a time where it was love real true love. Every word every touch... just love... but now it has changed every little word tunes into an argument. Sometimes pain is something people need, rather than helping her self she does need somebody else to do it. He stricks her again I fucking swear! She won't let me do it she wants to deal with it. She knows she could count the things that are good about him easier than counting the bad about him. She insists its love. It broke not because of her but because of a stronger force more than her parents... seprate ways diffrent directions. It still stics because deep down inside that shit is still there... so he promise he has changed but he went his route and changed it... now he is hitting another girl but the kid is there to thing about it. Acting like friends... but stuff that has happend is still in the back of the head once awhile it stings... she tries diffrent boys diffrnt guys but its not the same... who am I she asks? Why me, why do things have to be like this. What she does for him still in hopes of one day things will change and she could be with him once again... who is there to council? Some crazy shit some people get married in love... the love dies off after a few years but kids are there kids are more important because you may not have love for the mother but kids are more important. Be careful... one day you will settle but don't stop now keep on moving forward. -isaac camacho

My Trip So Far

2011-08-04T13:38:00.000-07:00

So I came with my friends from portland state university to go to Reno Nevada. I am here to visit my roomate from PSU. It was a good drive In my moms subaru outback =D well we got here and first thing we did was eat In n Out =D I got a 4x4 which is on the secret menu =D one the 31st we checked into the resort that I got for 4 Nights =D Through my Friend his 19th birthday and my Other friend her 20th two nights in a row so you can see how that worked out ha. I love the weather it like 90 degrees everyday =D I am so tan! We went and walked downtown Reno. Oh and we went to this place called painted rock and i jumped off 20ft cliff and i did a flip of the 10ft one which is smaller. I dove off the big one too =D Lately i've been doing stupid things because its like you got to live life... yes i think about it but sometimes you have to say "fuck it" and go for it. In my last blog i put if your goal is to easy and it does not scare you then you are living your life at ease. if you want to go somewhere in life you got to set high goals. Well anyway we went to Lake Tahoe and we went rock jumping, i went shallow diving and again we jumped of rocks there was some girls there so i was showing off ha ha. I went to the tallest rock which was super high idk this might be rock but 30ft? well i did a head stand on it while everybody watched =D I love adrenaline I got a $115 parking ticket for parking in a place that had no signs whatsoever but who cares ill just pay it later. I have spent half my money already I think I only have like $100 left. I got the master room in the Resort it was great =D.... Plus im getting super dark.... well im leaving to san fran tonight and get to spend the whole day up there on friday... @MsRebeccaBlack Follow on twitter.... can follow me on twitter @IcyDaOffical The reason why im posting this is because Rebecca Black is following me on Twitter like the Official rebecca black =D Her new song is tight and the TGIF music video that she is in...

well cya!

-Isaac Camacho

" To see click...Reno Resort Worldmark"

Begin a great undertaking

2011-07-24T19:54:00.001-07:00

Today can be the beginning, the beginning of a brand new life, the beginning of a grandiose undertaking, the beginning of something great.

Today can also be the continuation of something dull, the continuation of misery, sadness, despair, loneliness, unhappiness; the continuation of something not so great.
What today will be, it'll be up to you. You can put a stop...to the continuation of whatever has been going on...the minute you chose to begin a great undertaking.

"Today can be the beginning of a new, exciting life or the continuation of an old, dull one. You choose." ~Andres Lara

-Isaac Camacho

Gates essay #3

2011-07-22T22:43:00.001-07:00

Most of my family was born in México, my father and mother came over here to the United States for the same reason most immigrants do, in search of the American dream. I am the only child, out of my four siblings, that has had the privilege to be born a citizen of the United States. My mother never had the opportunity to attend high school because in México, she would have to stay at home to take care of her younger siblings and help her mother with the daily chores. My father on the other hand was in the Mexican Air Force, as a result of that; he had the opportunity to receive a college education. Both my parents not only had to leave their families behind in Mexico when they left, but also their lives. They knew however, that we deserved a better future. They are exceptional and hard working people, and as cliché as it sounds, they are truly my heroes. I completely and utterly admire them. I feel so privileged to be born in the United States. I have so many opportunities to accomplish my goals that my parents never had. They gave me an advantage towards a better and successful future. The first place I can remember we lived in was a two-bedroom apartment. It was beyond cramped, considering there were six people living there. My dad had just begun to work as a fisherman in Alaska and gain some profit. My mother would clean houses all day long. From the very beginning they demonstrated to us that hard work pays off.
It was during elementary school when I invited two boys to my house to play, there were my friends from school. Their mothers, however no mom never picked them up, then my mother became worried. They told us that from time to time their mother would leave them home for days, with out supervision or food. It soon became too much for my mother to bear. She finally took this to the police and the court declared that their mother no longer could support these children. My parents, after a long and tedious process, ended up with full adoption of two boys. Not only was this a new experience for me, but for my entire family. During the time of the adoption my parent were not citizens or residents to this country yet, so it made the process more difficult. With the right lawyer and determination, they ended up getting their residency. With the adoptions the family was grew no to eight, making it harder for my parents to support the family. This meant longer hours working and less time with the family. They never gave up though; they knew that the end result was worth it. Now with all problems fixed I was able to start paying them back for what they did for me. I wanted to be the best person I could be by accomplishing my studies and graduating from high school with outstanding community service. I know my mother will be happy to see her son accomplish something she could never do and seeing her eyes I know I made her a proud to have a son that will succeed at anything he tries. I guess being a Hispanic itself was a struggle I had to overcome. I wont be stopping there either, but going to college and acquiring an education that would lead me to career my parents never dreamed of. I know that never in my whole life will I be able to repay what my parents that suffered to give me the life I deserve, but I promise to do whatever is in my power to make them proud.