Inside A Mind Of Trouble

Update whoo!!!!

2010-03-07T03:57:00.002+11:00

Video blog update

2010-03-06T21:06:00.000+11:00

First Video Blog Of The Year

2010-03-06T16:35:00.001+11:00

Well guys here is the link i promised: http://www.marinaandthediamonds.com/

Hope You Enjoyed

xoxo <3

Old Habbits Die Hard

2010-02-09T23:03:00.002+11:00

Well while helping a friend with my knowlege of the vast world of sex, sex toys and well everything sexual (A really long story) i came across this:

Its Called The Screaming Octopus and i Thought It Was The CUTEST Thing I've Ever Seen!!

I admit i had to buy one lol but seriously you would have to be the worlds biggest hard hearted prude not to find this so fucking cute haha

Thanks to one of my fave adult stores AdultShop.com.au (soooo not intentionally plugging them or anything) This Is The Description For It:

Totally cute and totally pleasurable, the Screaming Octopus is a mini, vibrating, waterproof toy with tingling, intensely sensual ticklers. This little wonder produces the most intense vibrations at the tips of its eight tiny tentacles which have to be felt to be believed. Perfect for bath-time fun or fun between the sheets, this adorable little guy will tickle and tease until you’re shuddering with pleasure!

And It was only $29.95 so it was a bargin... hehe i didnt quite stop there but...... i have a shopping problem and well im not going into details here as you all dont want to know!! haha

If at all any of you are interested in it you can find it here: http://www.adultshop.com.au/product/1454150006.html

Anyways nothing new to report in this entry except im excited to get my goodies lmao

S & The Random Photo A Day Request

2010-02-06T01:44:00.000+11:00

well my darling S gave me a challenge and i... knowing how much of a camwhore i really am, accepted.

the challenge as per the title of this blog was to take a random photo of myself each day

and here are a few so far,

The Best Intentions

2010-01-30T19:45:00.001+11:00

Well i came here with the intention of writing about my perfect day that i had on thursday... but the way im feeling right now i cant. Sitting here feeling empty and uninspired thinking way to much and doing too little i feel lost inside myself right now and i dont know how to pull myself out.

i feel like sometimes im going through the motions and that i dont really know who i am, or what i want.
now would be one of those times.

anyway i dont really have anything to say, well outside my own head right now.

im sorry.

mmm... Tasty.

2010-01-30T17:40:00.002+11:00

Sickness - A Random Torment

2010-01-15T23:36:00.001+11:00

well today would have to be the day that i get sick. Sore throat and complete exhaustion followed by the headache from hell.

the bordom that ensues will be so terrible i may have to actually read a book or even worse start knitting with a collection of 9 cats smelling like wee.

need a new job. one where i leave this house i call home and actually meet people and stop being the hermit of northern melbourne.

i miss S.

Ode To S

2010-01-14T06:15:00.001+11:00

And by the way you brought me here
it makes me believe the best is still yet to come
and I don't want to leave
Forgive my hesitation-oh,but I'm learning to trust in you.
Help me to dream these dreams cause I don't have a clue.

~ Mae [giving it away]

Simplicity

2010-01-14T06:02:00.004+11:00

Simplicity is by far the un-obtainable. No matter how hard you try, or "not try" as the case my be, to reach utter simplicity be in in life or even when turning on a light switch, something always and i mean always comes along to over complicate and make things difficult.

2010 so far has been a good year.

i'm in love.

not only with myself but with a man.

yes a man, and he is divine sweetness in all its shiny sparkly goodness.

Whats more amazing than the fact that i am in love yet again in my 21 years is that he also loves me too...

given my past and the fact i am not quite "normal" girlfriend material it is a huge shock to the proverbial system.

I will not name names in my random quest to enlighten myself of my tiresome burdons, and so i will call him S,

Now meeting S was for want of a better word a "happy accident" as i was not looking for a relationship at the time, just enjoying single life and all its wonderful and plentyful male population, but being on an internet dating site i was open to the possibility of something more developing over time.

BUT as i found out as soon as i laid eyes on S i knew that he was something special. A rare breed if you will. He had a kindness about him, a sweetness and openness that went straight down into his soul, and im not one usually for this sort of lovey dovey bull crap but i just couldnt help but to lie on the banks of the Yarra river and melt away into his arms.

so yes i am a lucky woman.

if i dont fuck it up.

A New Year...

2010-01-14T02:32:00.000+11:00

And so it is a new year, and time for me to get my act together and start writing again.

Time to dust of the old brain and try to clear out some of the fog inside.

A warning to those who read this jumble i call inside my head,

i am selfish,

i am mean,

and sometimes i just dont give a fuck who i upset.

i also update ALOT.

so if your up for the marathon which will be my blog continue on and learn all about...

me.