Behind the Mind of A Hazard

Let's Talk About Pain

noreply@blogger.com (2FlowCity) — Sat, 06 Dec 2014 05:21:00 +0000

Picture used from dmchiropractic
Let's Talk About Pain
Written By: Adam Hazard You want to talk about all this pain deception, disrespect; what brings on the rain shadowed by the past, the futures abroad these demons, feeding, leeching no they ain't flawed Ive already gone and sold off my soul where have you been, not playing your role? since you was young, only worried about ya own nearly disowned, like you want to be alone Ima black sheep, no need to worry about me so please I ask just let this Hazard be grown to stand my own and chose my ways they use to bully me while talking sideways came home to the exact same script Until I had enough and I just flipped not trying to stay living life so deranged so I continue to search for my change

They Know

noreply@blogger.com (2FlowCity) — Wed, 28 Aug 2013 23:55:00 +0000

They know
Adam Hazard

They know me to be diverse
Keepin' it short and terse
That unique type of person
Who's down to keep it urban
Wont catch my head in a book
Got a street mind with no hook
Always been about that work
Ain't no smiles just these smirk
This code done changed it all
Ride or die as you may recall
Stayin loyal through em trials
These tribulations can run miles
Each mile ill be chase dreams
Forever to the extremes
This all is what I came to be
Can't help this life chose me

Grew Up

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Wed, 10 Jul 2013 17:47:00 +0000

Grew Up
Written By: Adam Hazard

Since a young buck I grew up, too fast
ain't book smart, but Ill have a blast
standing tall, my back against the wall
working hard I ain't bout to fall
this hustle game been my life
through thick, thin and the strife
finished school then I dropped out
ain't for me, been through that drought
no looking back, that's in the past
living life with no questions asked
don't know nothing but this grind
still gotta get a lot off my mind
pen to this pad til I collapse
back to same script, relapse
still stayin focused on the low
that's all I'll really ever know

What I Look Like?

noreply@blogger.com (2FlowCity) — Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:01:00 +0000

What I Look Like?
Written By: Adam Hazard
I'm that strange that talk strange mentally insane til I'm derange don't know how to act so it's natural what's been written stay factual It's family first, God pushed to last thats been my code since the past 'ride or die' stay my motto so I ain't tryna hit the lotto always hustlin hard to flip a dollar am proud to say I'm no scholar street smart to say the least no collars cause I ain't no priest they don't get in trouble unlike me people around me, they'd all agree judge my style for yourself, psych so what do I look like?

Forever Strange

noreply@blogger.com (2FlowCity) — Mon, 03 Jun 2013 03:33:00 +0000

Forever Strange
Written By: Adam Hazard

Been gettin it from all ways
throw my fingers up, tell em no way
since I don't plan to ever changer
sag my pants til I'm forever strange
steady loco in the brain
will always pray for it to rain
cause I'm in love with darker days
cold heart brings out the haze
no time for a second thought
this is what I've been taught
from a young buck growing up
TTG so I'm steady bucked up
who is you to say that I'd lie
point blank, ain't no reason why
my whole life's been a book
just ask me to have a look

Silence (Lights Out)

noreply@blogger.com (2FlowCity) — Tue, 26 Apr 2011 03:34:00 +0000

Silence (Lights Out)
Written By: Adam Hazard

Silence everybody quiet
its about to be a riot
hold up cut the light out
show em all what you about
we all sinners, no reconcile
still running away, last mile
got problems which never stop
yet i stand tall at the top
no mercy, never will I judge
push me back, no I wont budge
keepin it trill with the boys
tryna drown out the noise
telling ev'rybody hush
thoughts moving in a rush
no slowing down, time for the shelf
just need a moment to myself

Everyday Hustle

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Tue, 19 Apr 2011 21:35:00 +0000

Everyday Hustle
Written By: Adam Hazard

see I hustle everyday
each and every way
tryna make it outta nothing
my life so ima be something
point blank, always work hard
dedicated, watch me make it far
last chance by the passion
mediocre style of an assassin
got them killers sitting everywhere
my goons got goons and they over there
see aint it all clear now
we'll force you down to bow
dont test me or even give me shit
snap of a finger I can get you hit
buried deep, something like six feet
always come back to these my street

Haunted House

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Tue, 19 Apr 2011 21:21:00 +0000

Haunted House
Written By: Adam Hazard

cops steady watching
but they aint never stopping
goons run it on this block
stash house keeps everybody on lock
boys in the hood on he stoop
and everybody ridin coop
got gun, hustle drugs
we all still just mugs
come legit or we sick em pits
no book smart, only street wits
ridin for my click, do or die
aint scared to shoot, snake eyes
bodies buried in the backyard
no tombstones, yet we hustle hard
and smoke up on that sour
dark swamps our house every hour

Where Have You Been?

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Sat, 05 Mar 2011 02:17:00 +0000

The past couple weeks have been pretty hectic for me. In which I have not posted to this site since then. For those curious, I have been working on rebuilding my music promotion website entitled "2FlowCity" where you can find the unsigned and unhyped artists in the Hip-Hop, Rap and RnB genre. I have also been compiling an email(E-Blast) service for artists. I am seeking donations or contributions to help me further the progress of the site and services I am offering. If you would like to make a donation/contribution through Paypal my email address is Mr.Hazard@ymail.com. I thank you in advance as anything can help.

As far as my writing, I am always writing and coming up with new ideas to write about. I will have something posted tonight hopefully. We will see how things work out.

Stay Tuned!!!

Wise Words

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Wed, 23 Feb 2011 04:43:00 +0000

Wise Words
Written By: Adam Hazard

These desperate times seek wise words
i'll snatch the worms from the birds
so it wont matter if youre early
fear the face im just a menace, surly
above the rest, close to the edge
dont push me I stay about my pledge
moving forward, away from the strife
aint scared to put an end to your life
try me I dont always appear as I seem
like a book, but this aint no dream
times running out, this my race from hell
dont ever want to be locked in a cell
mentally, physically ill never be chained
my past made me, so i remain trained
bred a monster by my classmates, roughshod
I dont fear nobody, not even God

Bloodshot Eyes

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Sun, 20 Feb 2011 04:36:00 +0000

Cartoon taken from Cartoon Stock

Bloodshot Eyes
Written By: Adam Hazard

Im running with Bloodshot Eyes
day to night ima work, no lies
this is exactly how my life go
grindin all the time, no plateau
gonna succeed way before I ever die
working late when the wolves cry
up before dawn when the birds chirp
cant strip ish from me.....usurp
try me and you'll get a mean mug
pigs harassing like a known thug
It aint easy for me to trust you
good plus the bad only more to accrue
soul blacken'd through a curse
it wont be long til im the hearse
so ima make the best of my life
dont care about pain or the strife

Tale of Philip's Flowers & Gifts..........

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 05:55:00 +0000

Last Monday the 7th of February, I choose to apply at the Lagrange, IL location for a package handler job on Valentine's Day. The day in which I applied I spoke to the head of the delivery department. He told me that there was a permanent part-time position opening up due in part to their regular delivery driver calling off the upcoming weekend right before their big day. On Tuesday, I got a call back from the manager asking me to come in to fill out the other packet. I told her that I was unable to come in the same day as the call, but I went in the next day around 9am. She had me fill out the rest of the paperwork for taxes, emergency contacts, social security, etc.I was asked to come in the next day for training in which I went out with one of their part-time drivers who drives only on Saturdays, but his boss called him off of work. So he called and asked them if they needed any help for the day. On the 9 package route in which they sent us out on I personally took majority of the packages to the doors. The driver who was training me mainly talked my ears off explaining different things. We delivered the 8th package, after the 8th package was delivered he received a phone call. While waiting for him I started up looking where the next location was. After sitting for approximately 15-20 on him and looking through his maps while he was on the phone. I was unable to find the location. His phone call ends finally and he asks me where it is and I told him I looked at 3-4 different maps of his with no luck at all. He had no luck in finding it either so I grabbed the other maps in the van and within a couple minutes I had found it. After delivering the package we head back to the office. Then I go straight back out with the head delivery guy to deliver a package in Orland Park. He did the same thing by talking my ears off and almost repeating the same things as the other guy. After delivering the package and getting back to the office he had me take my lunch. So when I got back from lunch, I learned that my paper was unfinished due to missing items on the application. I was then sent home and told to come back to finish the paperwork the next day which is Friday the 11th. I went and finished the paperwork then went home cause they were unable to give me work since the HR department was not in for the day after she sent them in. On Saturday and Sunday I expected to work, but since HR was not able to review my paperwork until Monday. Regardless of my paperwork status she had me come to work yesterday which was Valentines Day. I get there around 8am and was sent out almost right away. I made a mistake by delivering the wrong package to my first stop. While looking for the third stop on a map I received a call from them telling me I made a mistake to come back to the office. I get back to the office and the send me back out to the location to swap them out which is something I could have done on my way back to the office. Upon returning to the office after swapping out the packages they sent me home. I was told that the manager was mad and/or pissed at me because I made a mistake on a delivery and it was to a big account. Today they want me to return my shirts and jackets which I plan to do so later.

Basically I understand what I did wrong and that was not triple checking that I grabbed the right package. Everybody makes mistakes when they first start their new jobs. Does the first mistake need to end up by being sent home? Not at all. The situation was handled wrong by the manager 100 percent. She had the head delivery guy tell me to go home with the only reason being told that I messed up on a big account package which could have been fixed within a couple minutes. Personally, I feel like her actions were more blown up than what they should really be. When I go there later today, I have no clue what to expect honestly. I do not know if they are still going to want me to work for them. I suspect that they will not want me to, but if they do it comes down to morals. Morally would I want to work for someone who sent me home cause they were mad that I messed up one time. I know I need a job, but it should not be under those circumstances. I was so eager to start this job and work for them. I know personally I will not recommend anyone to work for them or to purchase any items from them.

Do you agree with the manager's actions? What do you think of this situation? What would you do in this situation?
If you are in the Chicagoland area would you order from a floral like this?

Call Me A Liability

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 04:30:00 +0000

Picture grabbed from www.McHumor.com
Call Me A Liability
Written By: Adam Hazard

Since birth I was a liability
now im searching for stability
working hard, never through deceit
conquering odds, never seen defeat
always going to test the waters
try me, you might be slaughtered
look into my eyes, burning flames
by my side, they never play games
true riders til death do us part
no books, so call me street smart
head to sky living by no limits
buck you, never lived the gimmicks
your only choice, trust me or not
my clique stay armored up, swat
shh I may be a liability for life
no matter the pain or he strife

Ways To Say I Love You on Valentine's Day

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Sat, 12 Feb 2011 23:47:00 +0000

The other day I was asking question about is Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day really important! Earlier today I spotted this and let's just say it was right down my alley. You do not need to go out and buy something expensive to please your wife, girlfriend or fiancée and it should be likewise for them as well.

On Valentine's Day, it's very important to acknowledge your partner and honor your relationship. For those who aren't able or fond of spending lots of money on gifts however, try one (or all!) of these Valentine's Day ideas to say I love you.

Ways To Show Your Love

Make a meal only out of heart-shaped items, foods that are red, or both. Try red velvet cake, valentini martini, fruit and cheese salad or a heart shaped cake.

Knit a scarf.

Write a love letter to say I love you.

Create handmade coupons with gifts your partner can use anytime, such as a massage or a night out on the town with friends.

Does your partner ever ask you why you love them? Then create your own little booklet using dollar store items just for them entitled, "Why I Love You: # Reasons".

Make a mixed CD of all of your favorite songs, or create a compilation of love songs that remind you of your mate. Better yet, learn how to play one of these love songs on the guitar and serenade him or her on Valentine's Day.

Learn how to take erotic photos of each other with a digital camera.

Make your own fortune cookies to take along to a Chinese food restaurant for dinner, and use them to woo your date on Valentine's Day.

Grab some construction paper and cut out as many hearts as you like. On each one, share a story about your relationship that shows how much you care. Once finished, take the hearts and string them individually from the ceiling so it looks like your home is raining love.

Purchase some clear red balloons. Before blowing them up, place either wrapped candies, small gifts, and/or love poems inside each one, and then give them to your loved one as a bouquet.

All of the above things are extremely simple to do. I have made mixed cd's before to express my love through words that I could not explain completely. My personal favorite from this list is number 10. The reason why I really like it is that it is not only clever, but you are able to show your feelings through different materials.

Even though I know I will be single this again this year. I am still happy since I am working to get my life back in order. My hiatus from poems and writing has been caused by putting together an email list to offer a service to artists.

Is There An Importance To Valentines Day?

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Fri, 11 Feb 2011 03:43:00 +0000

The image above was taken from http://www.XKCD.com
Honestly my question to everyone is there really an importance to Valentine's Day? Even Sweetest Day? Isn't love suppose to be shown 24/7, 365 days a year?

Love is meant to be shared between two people. Valentine's Day is simply a given day that you MUST show your love. If not? Well let's just say your wife, fiancée or girlfriend will be mad at you. It's the same if you forget your anniversary, well maybe a little more mad. Most of the ladies expect it. The flowers, boxes of chocolates, teddy bears, the dates, etc. All of these things are priced higher for the occasion. Why should we be expected to waste a lot of money? I am for one, one of those people who like to show that I love someone all of the time.

Valentine's Day is basically just another government given holiday that stores use to make money. Sweetest day is like a baby compared to Valentine's Day whereas I do not even know much about it. I barely knew it existed. I always assumed it was the same tradition where the guy's buy girl's gifts, but then again I also heard it was the other way around.

So honestly are they really that important to celebrate? Let me know what you think? Also show love to your wife, fiancée or girlfriend on here as well! Leave a message to them if you would like.

I am not asking these questions cause I was just recently dumped by my girlfriend of 6 months a couple weeks ago. I have always felt this way since I was a little kid.

Sending Shots

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 03:45:00 +0000

Sending Shots
Written By: Adam Hazard

Im putting everybody on blast
like your ex's from the past
making ya miss what ya had
sending shots, making you mad
got a job still no girlfriend
just want a ride or die til the end
see you couldnt back your man
dont worry I got a game plan
visions a work of art, never shoddy
dont tell me I wont be somebody
shhh... try telling me something else
cause im still living well, see
making power moves is all I know
hustle hard to stack that dough
get in my way(pow, pow) imma blast
sending shots throughout my past

Teacher-Student Sex?

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Mon, 07 Feb 2011 02:38:00 +0000

A random thought earlier popped in my head. This thought reminded me of a article I read about another teacher getting in trouble for having sex with a student. So as I though about it, I took to Facebook with my opinion. Although, I am on here going more in depth of why I feel the way I do.

This is what I had to say earlier, "I swear these female teachers must be extremely stupid now-a-days. There have been at least 3-4 that have been arrested in the last week due to having sex with students. Don't you think they would hide it better or learn from these other teachers getting arrested? Btw it's sad that even with the students consent, if they did consent to it, that these teachers are getting in trouble. lmao........."

Truth be told anyone knowing what they are doing is able to consent. Teenagers go to jail for adult crimes knowing what they are doing is wrong. Some also join gangs at an early age knowing what they are doing. These teachers are the same way going to jail for having sex with these student whether they consented or not.

Even though by law they consider it statutory rape, but technically it is not considered rape if knowing the actions giving consent.I feel like there are kids(students) already having sex at the age of 12. If these kids are able to consent with kids their own age. Why are they not able to consent to having sex with an older person? It was their choice and by no means should be punished by law. Any kid used for sexual acts under the age of 12 is a pedophile period. Age groups between 12-14 the teacher should be taken away in handcuffs for taking advantage of a kid. Ages 15-17 the teacher should not get in trouble as long as the kid knowingly consented to their actions.

Furthermore my final thoughts....... When will these teachers learn right from the wrong? I do not think they ever will.

New's Stories:
Teacher faces sex charges
Single high school teacher 'had sex with five students'
Female gym teacher accused of sex acts with football players
Teacher sentenced to 2 years for relationship with student
Teacher's assistant charged with performing sex act on student
Former Ferris High teacher sentenced to 5 years probation in student sex case
Piscataway teacher indicted on charges of having sex with student
Special ed teacher accused of sex with student
Female teacher acquitted in sex assault on boy, 15
Loveland teacher busted for sex assault on student
Ex-teacher who ran off with student gets probation

Journey From Heaven to Hell

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Sun, 06 Feb 2011 21:18:00 +0000

*Picture Used From Elfwood*

Journey From Heaven to Hell
Written By: Adam Hazard

can you hear the death knell
this is my only bid farewell
my journey from heaven to hell
noone to save me, im gone forever
death took me to a new endeavor
two-step'd to the gates of heaven
cant get into gates, no lucky seven
living a fast life caught up in the end
a one way trip, now i have to fend
as I walk into the fiery depths of hell
minds locked up by these demons, cell
sold my soul to Lucifer, right price
my own choices, no need to entice
a race against time, doves verse crows
this is the outcome I have chose
maybe I am death I suppose
when my heart last froze

Blog-A-Licious Blogs 01/26/11

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Wed, 02 Feb 2011 18:37:00 +0000

Shout out to @ Blog-A-Licious Blogs

They choose my blog for one of the blogs of the week!

Unknown*

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Wed, 02 Feb 2011 17:07:00 +0000

Unknown*
*Please help me title this poem with a suitable name by leaving a name in the comment section.
Written By: Adam Hazard

People in and out of my life
cant deal with the pain or the strife
what is the deal good lord
don't know if I can take it anymore
Daddy's gone and I dont know where
all I can say is life aint fair
why cant he come home real soon
noone's seen him since he left at noon
hoping he would just walk through the door
with grocery bags from the store
auntie died, no lie im missing he
why do the same things have to occur
truly feeling more dead than alive
still walking the street, head to the sky
holding inside keeping thoughts to myself
weight off my shoulder onto the shelf

Time, Time Again

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Mon, 31 Jan 2011 06:40:00 +0000

Time, Time Again
Written By: Adam Hazard

Time, time again I feel the same pain
now im more eager to boss up and reign
till today, i couldnt move or let go
im going to bury it under the snow
12 to 24 inches plus another 6 feet
no remains will ever be seen, defeat
another one gone, but never forgotten
pain and the strife subdue'd, rotten
life goes on, yet it seems time freezes
closure helps the pain to move on, eases
time to move on, let go of them heathens
no restrictions now im freely breathin
it's easy I still a little bit of guidance
here's one for the past, moment of silence
this is how life goes, no need to explain
Time, time again all I want is it to rain

Looking Up Pt. 2

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Sat, 29 Jan 2011 21:10:00 +0000

Looking Up Pt.2
Written by Adam Hazard

Constantly looking up, dreaming
just want a better life, fiending
no ones handing out any chances
stirring up my own ways, finances
not enough income to pay the bills
lights being shut off, time to steal
house being foreclosed, strugglin
a hot mess now im just jugglin
between life or death, im nothing
love of music, just poetry and rapping
my head still raised up, third option
still there aint no stopping him
fighting til the finish line
this is my life just gotta redesign
prayin that it will rain again soon
so my pain will wash away, new tune

Twisted

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Fri, 28 Jan 2011 07:28:00 +0000

Twisted
Written By: Adam Hazard

Just 21 yet im still reliving moments
minds squealing in circles, donuts
twisted sick thoughts, cant stop them
OCD kicked in so I robbed em
grabbed everything in site, Klepto
still hard for me to accept, true
madness in my mind, dementia
got an army inside, we militia
common war, good verse the evil
pulling off new stunts, Evel Knievel
reap the rewards yet i know better
free'd from the shackles, fetter
my effort to maintain a mental estate
blood rushing pumping my heart rate
chip on my shoulder, twisted mind frame
time for the inner animal to get tame

Regret Pt. 3

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Wed, 26 Jan 2011 00:50:00 +0000

Regret Pt. 3
Written By: Adam Hazard

Chances I take, yes I still regret
these are things ill never forget
you used to say that you love me
didnt even put up a fight, phony
claimed I was your future, forever
when did a lifetime become never
you never could keep it real
hiding secrets inside, conceal
be yourself, why try to impress me?
was with you cause of you, plainly see
was always yours since the start
you took ownership of my heart
tattoo'd all over with your name
minds slowly dying from a war game
i would put it on my life, i swear
cant hide the facts it's out in the air

Sinning Again

noreply@blogger.com (Mr.Hazard) — Tue, 25 Jan 2011 22:38:00 +0000

Sinning Again
Written By: Adam Hazard

Each, every day im sinning again
going hard, living in the fast lane
switching gears, the sirens blaring
mean mug, yes it's me evil staring
why should i care if you try to scare me
im already dead so even God fears me
heaven or hell, im starting to burn
lessons taught, bet youre eager to learn
never knew better, hazardous minded
trouble always finding me, blinded
theres no end to the tunnel, caged in
stray jacket goin crazy, loony bin
deep inside, I got a broken heart
gotta pick up the pieces, restart
dont play sad songs on the violin
no fear in my life still sinning to win