insidethegod

Create Value

2011-10-08T23:36:00.002-04:00

create value or don't create at all. value has come to be one of those hackneyed terms that talkers and wordsmiths heave with reckless introspection, but we needn't speak of that now. for now, we must if we are wise, dwell in value. creating value and exchanging it. generating acts, causes, motions and effects of value. higher values. higher vibrations. higher kinds of thoughts. higher in the sense of finer, not over. superior thoughts and lifestyle in the sense of timeless and very present rather than fearfully tyrannical and insecure. recognize. wake up and smell the robe of thoughts that clothe your soul.

i don't believe in evil people. i hardly believe in evil ideas anymore. i do not believe a lit candle is beautiful when covered by beautiful basket, so it makes little difference to me that so many have wear ugly baskets. you are all too familiar to me; to my own reflections, for me to not recognize your temporal hindrances and your infinite beauty.

you needn't pledge your life to any mystic order in order to see the relativity of any earthly thing to another, if only you inquire with any sense for any amount of time you will be answered with a great many things in accord with the nature of your questions. remember that, "ask and ye shall receive" is a precise formula. "how do i become rich," invokes its own response while, "what key attitudes and behaviors will help me sustain a profoundly successful lifestyle that stimulates empowering transformation for people?" elicits its own particular answer.

use the intelligence set in speech. ask appropriate questions for proper responses from your intelligence. at your command is an astounding pool of natural and raw knowledge seething with forces of intelligence most people will hardly ever consider. at the helm of that eternal engine of wisdom is your mind, the aware executive of consciousness observing and interacting at this current level of streaming thought. this aware level is how you learn to train your mind to train your mind to train yourself to rule your life with a divine breath of life, if you choose.

everything starts with a thought. the frequency with which you visit a thought tends to amplify and intensify its effects whether directly perceived or not. the effect of any thought is behavior. these thought generated behaviors occur in tandem to an intricately orchestrated chaos of interactions that spark off a chemical response that has a "knock-on" effect with a multitude of other brain centers which may call on the release of hormones into the bloodstream or muscular reactions affecting posture, rigidity, tone, heartbeat, and a myriad of other critical or socially significant actions. with the firing of a single thought split-decisions push tipping points, emotional outbursts crystallize certain intensified futures, and determinations for what will become well-layed plans form roots of radical resolve.

Thought is said to have exploded human advancement through the technology of language which, when it evolved our methods of thinking, it dualy evolved our methods and means and even our meanings concerning life and living. Thoth is the name given to the god of writing and knowledge by the Ancient Egyptians. His Greek equivalent is Hermes and each of them are considered to rule over intelligence of mind, speech and magic. akin to magic are their other attributes of commerce, communication, and messages; in other words the exchange of value, info and energies. formulated and transmitted by signs, symbols and icons of definitive impression. language, which is dependent upon thought is the elaborate master key over all of these other systems which wield great influence upon the mass of humanity.

for those who doubt what might be considered magic, i prescribe you a rather crude and irresponsible thought experiment. find a clip, video or audio, of gene wilder's Willy Wonka simply singing the chorus over and over of, " If you want to view paradise, take a look around and view it, anything you want to, do it. You can change the world, there's nothin' to it." You can change the world, there's nothin' to it except being the change you wish to see in the world. you could find this same message underneath a piece of wood, or in a sting-less insult, or in a frenzied conquest, or in a peace of mind.

i wish upon you brilliant star to shine your life tonight, dim not in sound or sight but what burns true, that alone is might to lead the heavens through the night.

so then, now knowing that all thought creates (behaviors, habits, attitudes, groups, expectations, magic, results) create value both in your interactions with all levels of your life and especially entertain, generate, communicate, and meditate of higher kinds of thoughts in your private and silent mind, the mind when you are alone must be allowed to dwell in truth and not always occupied for sweet sake.

but for whatever you do, wise or in folly or in any difference which may exist, there is no evil in this world but for lack of the beauty beheld by the blessed such as yourself, therefore know every human being makes their way more like the highest affection, and so until then we have life to celebrate our commotion, the power of our potion, party with me in joy of day and night, inhale the sun up and exhale the sun down.

so what is value? what might be a better question for you to ask?

as i once heard from some old soul:
Watch your thoughts; they become words
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

chapter 18- appendix- mary everest boole

2009-05-30T11:14:00.003-04:00

yeah, everest like the mountain.. that's mary's uncle. boole like the mathemetician, that was her hubby. mary, well she's just a flower who wrote some unique texts regarding math and imagination. this is dope occult text most modern occultists are probably unaware of. learnoutloud.com has a chapter available which i derive great pleasure and insight from it's listening.

without further ado i present you chapter 18 of mary everest boole's "philosophy and fun of algebra.

Chapter 18
Appendix
The essential element of Algebra:—the habitual registration of the exact limits
of one’s knowledge, the incessant calling into consciousness of the fact of one’s
own ignorance, is the element which Boole’s would-be interpreters have left out
of his method. It is also the element which modern Theosophy omits in its
interpretation of ancient Oriental Mind Science.
Men who wish to exploit other men fear nothing in logic or science except
this element. They fear nothing in earth, heaven, or hell, so much as a public
accustomed to realise exactly how much has been proved, and where its own ignorance
begins. Exploiters fear this about equally, whether they call themselves
priests, schoolmasters, college dons, political leaders, or organisers of syndicates
and trusts.

As long as general readers can be kept from the habit of registering at every
step the fact of their own ignorance and the limits of their own knowledge, a
clever charlatan can deceive them about anything he pleases:—“from pitch-andtoss
to manslaughter”; from Zero to Infinity; from the contents of a meat tin
to the contents of an engineer’s report; from the interpretation of a bill before
Parliament to the interpretation of Isaiah.

Once get any fair proportion of the public into the steady habit of algebraising
ignorance, and you will have done much towards reducing all kinds of
parasitic creatures to the alternative of starvation, suicide, or earning their own
living by rendering some kind of real service to the organism which supports
them.

Towards Virtue: Magic to transform

2008-12-04T12:23:00.000-05:00

At once, during the acquisition of Virtue, it becomes necessary to slay dragons & demote monsters from their terrific reign.
Towards Virtue inferior things, being asunder, are deduced. Through reconciliation the inferior things, by a means of induction, are resolved unto virtuous aeffect.
The superior binds that which is inferior & converts it unto itself.

the cookies in my browser have attracted ants

2008-08-18T21:29:00.004-04:00

what the eff baby?

i em twisted more ways than won but key-ripes man.. marketing turns my stomach.. not the art of marketing but the bernays, barf-fest it has become.

if you got goods.. you probably require a fine marketing system to reach your "market" since the market-goers don't necessarily go to you.

but if yer just up to no good to get the low-down on the populations incredible surplus of stupid, then.. shame on you. it used to be someone specialized in a thing and someone would benefit from that thing and boo-fckin-yah. we got a deal! but people just make shit up. that's not even what bugs me (at the moment. i admit i shall most likely read upon these words of mine some time later and think, "geez bro, what was up my ass?" and then realize that i were emotively reacting to some super shleppy video post of dudes yappin trash about marketers when they in fact exact out the same shlepp-niques that they be dissin yo!) personal note: i'm kinda really not in the mood to blog like a person with a reputation to maintain. actually i may only be reputed as being one without much rep at all. fair enough. carnival, circus, fair enough.

so these guys are identifying the "bad guys" but they are the "bad guys" in "we're good guys in bad guys disguise" disguise.

why arm i playing aloof? it's not an act. it's a realty show. yeah, realty. the Real prime estae is that of the Mind.

hi mom. ;) yer awesome, you know that?!!

i meant to begin this post with a sigh.. both real and in type so.. "sigh"

i love you guys. i love you world. i love you stupid consumers but i don't love your ding-dang dumb thots. i love you gurus but what the eff are you guru-ing anyway.

i'm on like three hits of placebo right now and you know what.. i really feel a difference. i think it is working. snakeoil is not evil if it does the trick. hell sport, it's all magick in a can anyway. just sling yer crowd some good stuff. don't blow too much smoke up yer ass b'cause then when i'm engaged in the potential ism yer spittin i might get a boo-boo on my brain's brain.

collecting loot is not proof you brought something to the table. i've seen absolute hucksters stir their diddy and twist their titty just to get a rise out of an audience and it paid.. but key-ripes. it's a universal in-formation exchange. dollars though powerful are weak and cheap in comparison to the lives of yer sheeps.

deliberate seduction is not the way. that wreaks of sean CON-nery. contrived charisma is fcuk you in the face clown siht. if your performing for their pleasure, cool. thanks houdini. if your performing to fool them.. that's cold. thanks again houdini.

when i was a wee tyke-eriffic, me learned from the real magicians that learning magic is not about tricks.. it's really about magic. the delivery, the feeling, the transformation and the transcendence. in essence.. just blowing your brain up for the fun of it. not to make an ass of you. yeah it's performance... but so isn't all o' life. what's the intention? street performer needs to eat.

i'm exhausting myself and have exerted -43 intelligence. soo. .. .

go fuckin bless something.

btw.. the problem with cults is not the cult per se. it's when the damaged nature of the "leader" begins to prey upon those who follow by the exploitation of their "depraved" nature.

if you got a flock, don't stalk. rock.

god-durn egos. love help us.

p.s. the above image was used without permission from some real cool chaps on flikr. thanks chaps.

pedal to the mettle

2008-08-10T15:11:00.005-04:00

the/a mantra of THOT

-using specialized knowledge to create highly selective attention.
of course the applications of thot seem endless and could sway toward any end, destructive or constructive... but make no mistake.. the side aeffect of THOT is always to create. rather, is creating.

:a paradoxical disclaimer:
everything contained herein and elsewise is a mere fiction.

it is your duty dear reader to determine & make "real" what you will. my deepest hope and prime desire concerning these words is that its aeffect will have you do this here & always with extraordinary results.

for everything ever written, every concept, idea, belief and truth, there are dozens of other articles conveying similarities & opposites of any varying degree inbetween. no authors work contains the whole truth. we may only be as honest as our convictions. as you would come to see .. how you come to see is not fool-proof but it certainly proves the boon of fools in all the wisdom to be held.

isn't it usually about the heart of the matter. you could observe saturn and its moons but in scope it revolves around the sun, the chief of the matters who its gravity holds. possession is an intriguing view. how often have you heard that the things we possess often end up possessing us. cathexis. to have and to hold. convictions... to tell and behold.

may this book be as a ball of light in your hands.

are you ready to be hypnotized? all hypnosis is self-hypnosis.
magic in our lives is about transformation. you see what you expect to see. it is difficult to re-cognize anything you are not prepared to encounter.

by exploring and re-thinking what is possible you move beyond the finish-line of the consensus. you breakthrough the status quo & transcend the ordinary.

the "miraculous" is most often shrouded in the mundane. QUESTION. is the miraculous actually "enshrouded"?

one of the key techniques for transformation is reaching beyond or initiating a different rate of information... directing yourself... to reach for what is beyond belief.

isn't it this quality of character that is most often personified in the heros we celebrate as humanity? they do not only beat the odds... they change the odds. they alter the system. they change their world be cause of the change experienced within themselves.

as you dear reader, allow your imagination to re-educate & inspire you, you begin to actualize the ideal with-in by entering upon the path of action.

indeed, the inmost becomes the outmost. the immediate aeffect of feeling is naturally, movement. the side-aeffect of thot is action.

the true knowledge of directed conscious choice is a keystone of magical thinking.

it is a mere truism that process changes the nature of a thing. change the way you think & change the nature of your life. heighten the nature of your life & heighten the nature of your world, the world. as above, so below.

whatsoever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, whatsoever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

cultivate your inner self & you throw open the gates of power.

the secret is that there is no secret.

while you are cultivating your inner self, which is to simply say "building character", your power becomes real-er & the quest to find yourself is becoming the challenge to create yourself.

have you any greater responsibility than to know yourself? or is it the privelege of another to craft you.. to make you who you are & who will you be?

you are the key to your reality. unlock your purpose.. your meaning. unlock your magic. follow your bliss which resonates inexorably & infinitely from the fire of your inner spirit.

bloom.

outta town err

2008-08-01T00:06:00.002-04:00

what do they say.. ? .. that atomically nothing ever really comes into contact? the force or feeling of contact is supposes to be the repulsion of those atoms against these atoms. so when i eat something.. it and i never really come into contact but what, just exchange some information.

gravities. that's heavy. so if i am what i eat that just really means i am a gravitational cluster of powershakes, diet rockstar, coffee, nuts and spinach. (intentionally omitting the garbage pre-pack products with double-consuming genetic action.)

in other news.. i been "outta town" ever since i got back from massachusetts. felt like i left knowing something about myself and i return feeling like i haven't caught up with me yet or me hasn't caught up to my present state.

kind of refreshing, question mark.

need to paint. not brushstroke, although that could be fun. need to design new stencil art. fave part? maybe cuttin out the stencils.

i've noticed in the past couple of years that my celebrity status has fallen apart. one day you're the international colgate kid poster child, the next day and 16 years later you're just a not nearly flossed enough grin for a smile.

3.14

even electrically and chemically.. no contact.. just channels and swirling vortices of gravity and power. or is that power, gravity that is. not earth gravity. star gravity. someone explain that. hawking has not returned any of my calls except in response to the jesus joke my girlfriend cornered him with at the "got gwapes" party. string theory. what a fuckin hoot!

social patterns? . .. .well, enough about that dead horse.

skilluminati. nice. suaceruney. thanks and nice. prof mike wesch. brav-uck-in-oh and yes.

canvas wants some lovin.

86 guns.

vlog maybe?

from the heart... goodnes in- goodness out

2008-07-27T12:21:00.001-04:00

gravitational shift. the poles are coming. the poles are coming.

2008-07-26T22:12:00.004-04:00

charisma is not "other oriented".

charis...

actually, i already wrote this and my head is a banging chore right now so. click, scan, whir...

aww, for the cake of slarity allow me to rehash... long time ago i was told by a pretty intelligent fellow that "..charisma is about being others oriented.." in aeffect that to be charismatic meant having to deliberately dispose oneself to others interests ... it seemed to make sense. who does not like somebody inquiring about what matters most to them? anyways.

physical positioning last night and my discomfiting inclination to mirror someone elses reclined posture alerted me to find my own comfortable position which turned out to be sitting up indian style. (too much info) point is by accessing my own center instead of trying to fit inbetween the waves around me ... blah, blah...

nevermind. detox headache make brain smash intelligibility. chris play later.

gi/go for sure.

ooh, in a phrase, be true to yourself. the journey implied therein is probably the greatest service you could ever give on earth.

major

2008-07-23T21:25:00.005-04:00

dillon (sp?) your words moved me on the mountain man. your ceremony is the deepest, most intelligent and life enriching work i've seen in such a while. bless you for your wisdom. you've won my friend. so many would and do allow shaitan to reign hellish in their heart of hearts. you have done what only god is capable of doing.. you've overcome hate and anger and in chaos, opposed to utter destruction, you've created anew. thank you for sharing that with us. thanks for giving his spirit love and freedom to be. thanks for inspiring me. whatev, thnks for lettin me pop off your piece too.

this past week i climbed my first mountain. it was no kilamanjaro but the metaphoric heights exceeded anything that could have been expected. ritual. work. effort. union. nature. moving on and into and beyond. awesome. thnks russ for bringing us there. evidently you made an undeniable impression on many. bless you forever. you always made me laugh and feel like it was okay to be a sometimes kitchy, crazy-ass muffkr.

it really is all about the experience. the best of those experiences are what make the best of us. overcome. i love you all. best.

Tap the Vein

2008-06-26T20:32:00.002-04:00

Anti-Guru??

a lot of people talk about consciousness and awareness but nobody is really getting to the point. i have a feeling people like it that way. the gurus recycle, repackage and resell the same old hyper-hyped bullshit, farting promises at people of how easy their "salvation" will be. almost as if to say that when seperate from your money the universe will magically transmit your being cooler, better, faster, stronger. if you expect to change for the better in any way you have got to be actively involved in an experience, particularly an extraordinary one.

most people have witnessed some fantastic event which has had a considerable aeffect on them but too few have actually engaged themselves in a work that changed them from the inside out (by the way, it's called "work".) that is what people secretly long for but the standard is such now that magic and miracles can be bought with that new out of the box smell feeling. stupid consumers. i love buying shit too & get excited from having newness but don't ever get it twisted. buying benefits, features, products and promises is not going to empower you. it will only entertain you. yay.

hot thrills slow to a cold chill & then what?

change the channel, buy a new program, read that new book by so & so, never really discovering that secret you seek. law of attraction!? what the fuck! you don't need to keep changing channels, surfing the guru pop-salvation high-waves. you need to change frequency. you need to go to the core. you need to mess things up a bit. if you're still reading i'm going to assume that you can stand for change. not that obama shit. that's fine if you like but i mean meaningful change that isn't spiltered fun for a dumb-down society.

you should probably stop reading now because i intend to fuck with your head, provoke a thot or two & undo the damage of the most popular thot patterns that the western world has fostered. namely consumerism a.k.a. capitalism. the focus went bad when company leaders stopped seeing you and began to look staight through you to the buttons nature gave you. they don't respect you as a person, they regard you as a purse. a potential money bag. they know more about how you think, how you live, how you make decisions & how to get you to part from your money, all this and more do they know better than you. how much do you care about the last ATM machine you used? now you have an idea. food makers, fashion-lines, news programs... would you like to make another transaction?

engage your experience

point is, if you really want to help yourself... roll back your sleeves, take a deep breath & engage your experience as though your life depended on it. create it because if you're not... everyone else is

more human than human

2008-06-26T20:25:00.002-04:00

invisible experiment <------ may be viewed here. NOTICE: what you read there is 167 times better than anything i've ever read here... hmm, maybe just 123 times better but you should be the wiser for knowing yourself.

It’s all about image and posturing

2008-06-16T12:13:00.002-04:00

"This is the problem. It’s all about image and posturing never about the truth."

This is the closing line in a blog post about Rep. Keith Ellison of Minnesota. You can read more about that here---> A Solitary Mind.

The thing is ... this statement describes so much of what is "wrong" with human affairs. I think it unecessary to pull out the ol' B.S. checklist of what is pure perception management and what is not. You don't need to look very far to see the bait and traps all along the pathway of your life. So much fucking strategy is used to dupe and seduce.. Where's the Truth?

That is all.

The sooner we (maybe I'm just talkin to myself here) understand that the bottom-line is not monetary profits.. the sooner we realize that people are not batteries to fuel our machines.. the sooner we realize that there is a common thing between us all that makes this whole experience strangely extraodinary.. then, maybe then "the posture and image thing" will be a reflection of something real.

rising up above it- the art by 9

2008-06-14T07:08:00.007-04:00

For the Self Select

The Dissemination

2008-06-13T18:39:00.000-04:00

Bucks (Big Bux) use there antlers (ads) to fight and get the attention of does (deer).. to establish dominance .. and ultimately propogate its superior genes (memes). A la increasing influence inside the marketplace (minds of millions).

prodigal lunge

2008-06-13T15:09:00.003-04:00

i learned a lot from my former christian practice but as i grew & began to understand more than dogma would allow i moved forward. like any intelligent person, you take what is good & cast off what is without life and useless.

developing a deeper kinship with people was a good thing. living on purpose is a damn good thing. recognizing unity while appreciating the power of individuality is also very good.

during the time of being a practicing christian i relearned the unbelievable power of words.. of drops of ink. writing is so powerful. It is one of the Ultimate Reality Shapeing tools for humans. i found people whole-heartedly assimilating the contexts of the bible without any knowledge of its actual creation, of its origins and designs & most importantly its purpose and intents of those whose hands have gone into its being.

Information is the interplay of energy

i have always held that information is key. explicit or implied. no matter the elegance or monstrous complexity of any system... Information is the interplay of energy (behavior), sub-atomic or literal.

Welcome to the Universal Information Exchange!

always do your homework.
historic. scientific. religious. etc. anything that forms a context around your thinking. including this source of info.

know thyself.
be true to yourself.

what the 21st century could benefit to see is a refined re-defining of the self. fuck bernays. fuck small, fragile egos (by "fuck" i mean bless agressively ;-P)

really, get in touch with what makes you a you & then be true.

HINT: you are much more than you have ever been taught or led to believe.

and that is a good thing.

All In- Push-button people

2008-06-11T18:12:00.001-04:00

News and Commentary - Strumpette

i'm really kidding. this is of no concern here. please return to your previous programming. it is just a game.

where do we go w/ Web 2.Ego

2008-06-11T16:47:00.003-04:00

the buzz is ceaseless.
i find my ingeniously engineered consumer within thinking to my Self.."i need a newer, smoother more efficient interface."
i twit. i face. i blog. i space. i pod. i tube. u digg?? digg this.

call me shakti but it's not so difficult to hear the webs billion-banded voice being hummed through the tiny tubeage. have you ever heard the huzzdrumming dronal buzz of powerlines? sure you have. it sounds a lot like the civic crowning of a city. it sounds a lot like online social networks.

neither good nor bad. fire burns villages and libraries as well as campfires & birthday candles.

but only you can prevent forest fires. only you 2.0

a far better presentation is made here and costs less than 5 cyber minutes. enjoy----> Hardpore Softcorn

seduce.. seducting.. seduction

2008-06-10T18:35:00.000-04:00

2008-06-09T16:26:00.002-04:00

Anyone who tries to make a distinction between education and entertainment doesn't know the first thing about either.

Everybody experiences far more than he understands. Yet it is experience, rather than understanding, that influences behavior.
- marchall mcluhan

found these gems posted at Seedbombs

she said, "what are you building!?"

2008-06-07T18:27:00.000-04:00

"potential mates (prospects) will throw themselves to you (your product or service)"

Fee! Phi! Foe! Fun!

2008-06-06T16:13:00.004-04:00

Jack and the Beanstalk
The Seduction of Jack: Jack Enters the Market

jack and his mum had lack,
they'd so little it felt a trap
of dogs and cats and trinkets and crap
there weren't even none of that
for food they ate the sow
and had left but a skinny cow
with no chow and rent right now
they fretted with a panicked how.
to the market you shall go
said jack's mum, i'll have you know
the cows all we've got and we'll surely rot
unless with fortune we're endowed

so jack takes the cow according to his mothers commands and heads off to enter the market. once he arrives his eyes are wide and his imagination is doubley spark'ed. he has travelled by foot and eagerly looks to quickly turn a profit.

lo and behold a smooth spoken soul in shiny clothes spots him. the man clearly sees that our boy has a need so he speaks sharply and shortly softens. come to me lad it seems you've been had by the lady of luck not quite often.. today is your day and your lucky day says buy four beans and the fifth will get tossed in.

jack's mind b'gan to clank and clutter with stuff like mums voice and them in a coffins but before he could think the man's softened voice sings and sinks into the boys sub-conscious... fortune boy, fortune, your helfer will never portion to what you need so take here these beans.. they are magical! the boy says of course then!

and so the story goes... magic adventure, peril, riches and dreams beyond anything they'd never ever seen.

American Idol

2008-06-06T11:50:00.004-04:00

THOTs: IDOLs

We live in an Idol based culture where the highest "thots" are "gods". Thots with the deepest meaning, with the broadest networks & the most stimulating activity tend to push all demi-thots aside or into subjection.

People bow down before their idols. (Submit)
People make offerings to their idols. (Time, Energy, Money)
People worship/ praise & celebrate their idols. (Vocalise, Obsess, Credit)
People adopt their idols & rarely, sometimes create their own idols.

If you want to understand the universe, think in terms of Energy, Frequency & Vibration. -Nikola Tesla

If you want the universe to understand you, raise the Energy, Frequency & Vibrations of your Thot. -insidethegod

See if you can identify your most powerful idols. How do you serve them... how do they serve you?

Context is Kink

2008-06-06T00:13:00.004-04:00

They only show up when you look for them. Looking for them changes things. Doesn't make sense out of context. You don't know how it's gonna come together. You just know how you want it to feel.

The truth is... you hold the cards.

you tell yourself, you stand out

2008-06-04T18:52:00.000-04:00

(the following info is available here)
More interesting still is that even when the oscillators can only behave in one way in isolation, once you put them together they might be able to do different things (see the next bit on clusters).

What are clusters?

Clusters are states where a group of oscillators divides into sub-populations. Within each population all the oscillators behave identically, but different groups can have different behaviour.

What is a chaotic attractor?

There is no straightforward answer to this. Basically the system settles down (`is attracted') to ...

stArts @ the end

2008-06-04T18:23:00.000-04:00