Merciful Servant

Allahu Allahu

2013-02-22T08:46:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum. As of right now. I want to this page to be called Merciful Servant. Because I am inspired by the videos of the Merciful Servants on Youtube. May Allah grant those youtubers Jannah for their ongoing da’wah . My eyes are starting to open.

Bismillah.

Praying to Allah that HE strengthen my eeman and forgive my sins although I still sin. And musters up my courage to fight against sins. So that I may stop doing it.That HE makes me a thankful servant to HIM. And I pray to Allah that HE protect my parents. Prolong their lives , bestow berkah and increase their rezeki.

My name is Muhammad Hamdan . And I am a sinner . And always will be one. A person who just can’t run from doing mistakes. I am a sinner on a journey to Jannah- trying- Hope to be the fortunate ones arriving back to his eternal abode, and receive the ultimate honour of meeting again with Allah. Or will I be dragged to Hellfire? I don’t really know.

I have a fluctuating eeman. I don’t really recognize what Allah has blessed to me (eeman and Islam). I am extremely oblivious to Allah’s magnificence. Blinded to see the immensity of Allah ..to feel fear towards HIM . To feel the happiness , the beauty, the izzah , the desire in just saying Allah’s name. To feel to need Allah in my life. Every second of my life.

But maybe this absence of feeling is what keeps me sinning all the time.Honestly, this heart tries to miss Allah. This heart tries remind itself of the nikmah that Allah has provided . And how Allah asks for so little from me. That I just save myself from the Hellfire. How many days have I been given the opportunity to ask for Allah’s forgiveness. And not notice that Allah loves me so much to keep letting me have this chance. It would be 20 years to the day Allah has given me life. A step closer to having this life taken away to be given back to Allah.

Unspeakable amount of sins committed at such a young age. I’m so ashamed. Then again. I don’t act like it. But deep down in my heart. Can’t tell you the feeling of disobeying Allah. It’s as if I have lost connection with a very good friend. Or like when I lost my grandma. That incident left me crying for a couple of days. I felt so sad. I was close to my grandma. It was also because of my grandma (and her kindness letting me use the computer) that I got to know some very awesome people in my life. This sadness felt only worse. Because Allah, Lord of the universes. My only Savior. The ONE I turn to. I have betrayed HIS orders.Big time.

Losing loved ones is still bearable . But to lose that closeness feeling to Allah. It’s whole another thing. Imagine feeling nothing. Nothing at all as you disobey your Lord . You're Lord, the ONE who can do absolutely anything to you. I was thaught the sacred laws. But I effortlessly break all of them. And you know where you headed for with that kind of eeman. Trying to come back to Allah is sweet. Many tears are shed and it feels so good. I don’t know really know how to explain. But It’s like meeting your mom after a very long time. (4 months and waiting) .Or eating after breaking fast. Only 1000 billion times better. I’m not there yet where I can easily stop disobeying Allah’s orders. Old habits die hard and I need great determination to deal with this.

(Referring to Isra Mikraj) Learning that for every advice Allah gave Rasulullah, Allah is also advising humanity. One of that nasihat is to keep doing what your doing. And Allah will love you unconditionally. Isn’t that what we as Allah’s servants want and crave? Rasulullah was loved by Allah, the likes, the parallels that never has been seen. Before and never will be seen afterwards. Total nearness to Allah. As no other creation of Allah has experienced. Not even the angels that are near to Allah. Not even the imam of the angels , Jibrail (AS)

A narration says, when Jibrail (AS) when he reaches the boundry of the Siratul Muntaha, he tells the prophet to proceed on. He says : Between me and Allah are 70,000 barriers of light and if I was to go near, I would catch on fire and literally disintegrate. Allah’s nur is so profound.

And Allah drew near to Rasullulah . Closer than a bow and arrow. ‘’Au adna’’ . Meaning even closer. Oh how Allah loved our beloved Rasulullah. More than all the other creations of Allah. Need to keep reminding myself on how to love Allah. Undeniably, it is to love the beloved. Rasulullah. Yet,loving Rasulullah is practicing what he teaches. May Allah grant me consistence in changing into a better Muslim and NOT delve in to hypocrisy. Allahumma Aameen. *written with tears and a broken heart*

Zayn Malik is Muslim ?

2012-09-24T14:42:00.002-07:00

Fullname : Zayn Jaweed Malik
Nickname : Zayn Malik
Born Place : West Lane Baildon, Bradford, England
Born Date : January 12, 1993

Do you want to know about Zayn Malik ? Let's get to know some facts about Zayn Malik that maybe you don't know. Zayn is one of four boys in One Direction, UK and Ireland boyband.

He has many fans around the world,mostly by the opposite gender. He's idolized by many girls and who fantasize becoming the girlfriend or wife of this teenage heartthrob.

He's most probably one of the most adored person amongst those people who call themselves ''directioners''

Well, as the name implies, yes.Zayn Malik is British Pakistani, his father (Yaser) comes from Pakistan and His mother (Tricia) originally British

He even once tweeted "La ila ha ill allaho muhammed door rasoolalah"
which means he believes in Allah and Muhammad.

In Ramadhan of 2011, he was participated in fasting (don't eat, drink, and anything). He has a good personality as a muslim. In the first day of Ramadhan he tweeted in his Twitter account "First day, who's fasting?" Those are evidence that Zayn Malik is muslim.

Zayn was born and raised in Bradford, England. Zayn is second children from four, he has three sisters, their names are Doniya, Waliyha and Safaa, Doniya is the oldest and Safaa is the youngest.

Essence of Beauty

2012-09-24T14:16:00.000-07:00

Tranquility in Nostalgia

2012-09-21T08:01:00.002-07:00

The dictionary defines Nostalgia as:a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time.

Ever since growing up into an adult, life has given a lot challenges. A lot of good and bad. Some were to make us ,some were to break us.Let's face it,everyone goes through it. And as we get older our responsibilities get bigger and harder.Choices become more critical and important because families and societies are at stake. We all think about this as we get older.

Like it or not,we're the next generation of humanity, and it's time where we have take one for team-our families and society. And this will go on probably until our very last breath. Once you pass that border of adulthood.Your never going back.You wished you could change a lot about yourself when you were young. There's hardly enough time to be thinking about sad things.

I can safely assume everyone had to witness some pretty sad things throughout life. Weather be it the demise of a family member,relatives or friends,or any sort of disasters that leaves us in shambles. Being human,we don't own the ability to go back in time and fix it all or be with that somebody just a little bit longer. Reality has to be accepted, and you shouldn't grieve to much about it. Somethings are just meant to be. So how does one really go about in life suppressing the sadness he feels?


So how does someone not grieve for something he cherishes?

The only thing I can do is to keep it closed up in my mind or just banish it.I chose not to forget it ,I think I should keep it for all times. I had a lot pretty sweet memories in my life, from ever since the day I could hold memories until this very second.But some are dejecting too. I had an uncle very dear to me, he passed on when i was 15. Diabetes Melitus.

He was like the most sporting uncle you could ever have! Like a friend in older guy's body. He always liked to joke around with me whenever he come around. Since we live nearby, he'd invite me over for dinner with his family. I never felt so shattered, to be so close to someone,and suddenly he's gone. Forever.

Throughout the years,I learn to deal with it. I finally came to the realization, it won't go away if you try forget about it. Trying not to remind yourself will just pull you in deeper. I found out, my memories overpower me. I sometimes let myself go into a melancholy romantic flashback of my past, where everyone I loved is still alive, where I hadn't a lot of things to get worked up about. Where everything seems untouched by time. Stuck in an eternal happiness.

I gaze up in the night sky a lot too, whenever I can.

It's a perfect surrounding for a memory to get in motion. Because sometimes I meet up with the people that I know are gone already in this away. An entity appears before me in the appearances of people I care most about.Once,I leaned on the shoulders on my dead best friend. And we'd be there looking at the twinkling star. I almost believed that I heard that ghost of him once whispered so subtly to me.

Dear beloved friend,
You must know this deep inside your heart,

That God understands your pain

Ask Him to help you

Protect your mind and soul in the storm you are going through

I hope you understand

there's no need to be ashamed

With all your heart

Do your best to thrive

With all your strength and ability
Survive this world and always keep faith

May God accept your prayers

I usually end up helplessly crying after that,totally missing my old friend or uncle, reminiscing the old days together. I don't think it's anguish, but more to a sense of release. I think I'd rather have it that way.So I allocated time for this, no matter how long I studied. I made sure of myself that I had time for spiritualism.

I don't know if it's appropriate but I also talk to God a lot, (meant not in prayer way)About everything that goes on in my life. This has got to be the best of nostalgia for me. Glorious God,He hears me all the time. I can tell Him everything and I know, God is the best listener, Every little thing I want to say and share,or something that oppresses me until I cry my heart out,I know I can count on God.

And just dazzling at the wonderful creation of His skies, proof of His infinite capability is already enough to spark hope and determination within me. I have confidence that all my prayers will be answered* Godwilling! :) I'm happy now!

*The best adab of a du'a is a du'a made by a believer with full assurance that God will accept it*

That's how I found my peace in this life. How about you?

How to make easy cash from home

2012-07-22T00:23:00.000-07:00

Are you money-less and want to make money? Are you really determined get to the bottom of those overflowing debts and credit card bills? Or just dream of having financial stability where you can provide for the family and maybe sometimes bring them on a vacation without worrying so much how many dollars left you still got in your wallet.

Don't worry, millions of people are in the same boat as you are. Including me.

Well, I'm not mogul. Not even working to tell you the truth. Neither am I a money expert or an accountant. I'm just ordinary guy just like you.Trying to earn an honest living in these tough times. But i tell you, knowledge is a powerful asset everybody has. And if you just use it wisely, you can solve many things. duhh, right?

But making money online isn't as easy as that. It is! But not super super easy. Especially if you don't have money to begin with. The thing is, you need money to MAKE money.

So first tip is, have some money to start with. Luckily,you don't need to have a lot, just a little is enough. I found some money making programs that even go for 10 bucks only. Actually, there are free ones too! All you got to do is to invest in a bank account and maybe have a Paypal account. Then my friend,your on your way.

This I assure you, because the internet is so wide and if you are a dilligent guy, you WILL find one money making program that is cheap and gives you a good payout trough it's offer. You can even go into multiple money making programs to maximize your income. But if you're not working person, you wont get much, believe me.
So this brings me to the second level of money making. When you have probably saved up an amount of cash, you should start going into trades. It's not really that difficult. All you need is a little cash and good guessing skills. That's all to it . I'd recommend you go into the second level when your money is above 500 dollars. When you have reached level 2, you can pretty much ditch level 1. And from trades you can generate money all the time.

I'll give you an example. Say you invested 100$ for a parcticular stock market product or in foreign currency, and that product's company stocks gain in percentages, you can reap the benefits because you invested, and you can get paid by their currency. So probably you'd get back 95 sterlings and then you convert back to dollars, probably it has become 160-200 dollars. Say you got 200 dollars. Your hundred has been paid back already. There you go. So virtually you lost nothing. You can take back your hundred. And then you can use that other hundred to go at it again. Over and over. Occasionally, you'll have some loses, and some wins. But it's okay, because you used the money you earned! Not your money. Rarely is there a losing situation. People make thousands an hour on these sort of stuff. I do recommend the second level.

Did you know, you can be still at home doing this.

And if you want to generate even more income and are willing do some work. Then you should go for online uplines or downlines that don't require you to do a lot but mostly advertise. Yeah, maybe you have to find a couple of guys or something like that. But all you got to do is just convince them to do the same as you did, god-willing, the payout potential is big. Now combine level 2 and 3 together and thats a lot of cash you can make !

There is this other method you can try. It's called the 'middleman' method . You have to manipulate the supply and demand market. You don't even have to create anything or have to know how the products are created. You're just the middleman.

Most common internet jobs are web designing. When someone wants to create a website and is willing to pay a sum for money for it, maybe like 1000 dollars for you to get it done in 5 days. Take that offer. Then, you find a forum where maybe a lot of web designers hang around. And you offer this job to somebody for 500 dollars and get it done in 5 days (keep in mind, you shouldn't tell him what the real price was).
Usually somebody will take that offer for 500. When he has finished the job you asked for, you pay him for his job and you present your finished product to the guy who wanted it. As promised, he pays you 1000 . And there you have it, 1000 dollars banked in, 500 for the cost deducted, now you have a clean 500 dollars . And if you live in Malaysia, like me, that 500 dollars translate into RM 1500 ringgit. For a 19 year old guy (yours truly haha) it's more than enough ! =D

Well I hope you got something beneficial outta this blog of mine, and remember, you don't start on top already, you gotta work your way up. Come again soon ;)

Masa

2012-06-13T04:19:00.002-07:00

Bismillahirahmanirahim.Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah dan Salam 1Malaysia pada yang ziarah blog saya ! Terlebih dahulu pihak penulis ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih kerana memilih blog ini sebagai destinasi blog bacaan anda pada kali ini. ;) hehe. Intro ala-ala naik pesawat bukan?

Firman Allah SWT bermaksud :”Dan adalah manusia itu, suka tergesa-gesa”.(Al-Israk:II)

Hmm. Sungguh lama tak update blog ni. Berhabuk dah tengok blog page ni! Mungkin dah tiba masanya untuk mengemas. What I really mean is kemas-kini! ^_^ ha ha. Bukan kelakar pun -.- Jadi tak perlu ketawa lah.

Saya kadang-kadang befikir, kenapa saya ni malas sangat nak update blog. Padahal banyak sangat benda dalam kepala nak cerita pada anda semua.Mungkin kalau ditanya pembaca kenapa tak update blog (hehe. tak tahulah kalau ada yang nak tanya pun, follower pun baru satu)
Ahh! Kerja melambung la bang! Tak free macam muda-muda dulu. Sibuk dengan macam-macam assingment sekarang! Hal kahwin pun nak fikir juga.Serabutnya! Kononlah. Ha ha. Banyak mengarut pula saya ni. Acah -acah sahajalah.

Suka, suka juga. Tapi sesi muhasabah pun kena ada ya.

Apa yang nak ditekankan di sini ialah kepentingan masa. Setiap.Detik.Masa. Ketahuilah, saat pertama 5:OO petang 13 Jun 2012 ini hanya datang sekali sahaja wahai abang kakak atau adik sekalian.Selepas itu, ianya akan pergi meninggalkan kita, tidak lagi menoleh ke belakang. Waktu itu tidak akan kembali lagi. Dan buat selama-lamanya. Tapi itulah hakikat kejadiannya, bukan?

Kita perlu memahami masa.Setiap saat itu terlebih penting dari dunia ini dan segala isinya jika kita renungkan. Saat manakah yang bakal memberatkan timbangan mizan (dacing/scale) anda pada hari Akhirat?
Mungkin amalan murni yang anda baru lakukan tadi cukup-cukup sahaja untuk memberatkan lagi timbangan amalan pahala dari timbangan amalan dosa anda.
Mungkin juga berlaku sebaliknya apabila kita memilih untuk menjerumuskan diri ke lembah maksiat.Masa yang kita guna pada saat ini adalah penentu tempat tinggal abadi kita di hari kemudian.Iaitu antara Syurga dan Neraka.

Kalaulah Allah kurniakan kita pacaindera-pacaindera istimewa.Seperti contoh, dapat lihat amalan-amalan kita. Tambahkan lagi dengan keupayaan tahu bila nak mati ,ooo memang mudahlah hidup .Bolehlah nak rilek-rilek dulu kan? Kita berseronok dulu. Selepas itu,taubatlah ! Kalau rasa level pahala agak rendah. Topup kan sahajalah. Tapi syaratnya. Buat sebelum kematian menjemput.Tapi tak apalah kan,sebab dah tahu bila. Jadi apa guna wujud Islam itu? Apa guna ada Neraka? Ya tak?

Ujian-ujian yang Allah jadikan bertujuan untuk membezakan hamba-hambaNya yang bertaqwa dengan hamba-hambaNya yang bukan. Hamba manakah yang mengikut panduan Islam? Hamba manakah terikut-ikut jahiliyah? Salah satu ujian itu , tidak lain, tidak bukan iaitu perkara ghaib eg; masa . “….Sesungguhnya orang yang paling mulia diantara kamu di sisi Allah adalah orang yang paling bertaqwa diantara kalian…” (al-Hujurat : 13) .Subhanallah. Alangkah indahnya dapat menjadi antara orang-orang yang paling bertaqwa. Bukan senang, itu bermaksud anda perlu menjadi orang yang paling cekal dengan ujian-ujian Allah .Bukan calang-calang orang dapat title ini.

Sebelum saya mengakhiri catatan ini, saya minta kawan-kawan sekalian merenung bersama saya. Moga-moga boleh dimanfaatkan oleh diri saya sendiri dan anda semua.So unfortunately for us, kita tidak memiliki keupayaan-keupayaan hebat seperti atas itu. Jadi bagaimana kita nak 'secure a place in heaven'? Entah bila mati. Entah berapa dosa pahala yang ada. Sahabat-sahabat Rasullullah yang pantang tak berjihad, solat lima waktu sehari semalam secara berjemaah yang TIDAK pernah putus diikuti dengan zikir 3000 kali SETIAP solat fardhu. Yang infaq sebahagian harta mereka ke jalan Allah, yang tidak memilih untuk mengaibkan manusia, kawan mahupun lawan. Senang kata, orang-orang yang terkenal dengan sentiasa melakukan kebaikan sahaja ini pun belum tentu dapat masuk Syurga (kecuali sepuluh Sahabat yang Rasulullah bagitahu). Jadi kita ini pula macam mana lah. Terasa konfiden sangatkah kita dengan amalan-amalan kita .Cukupkah untuk membawa kita ke destinasi yang kita mahu menghala ?

TIP yang saya rasa-rasa dapat bantu lah ^_^'

Jika ada diberi peluang melakukan sesuatu yang baik. Tegaskan pada diri sendiri untuk ambil inisiatif sekarang juga. Tidak boleh lagi tangguh-tangguh dah.Bila lagi nak mula? Bisik pada hati ''Saya tak mahu saat-saat saya dibazirkan begitu sahaja. Saya nak bertindak!! ' Mulakan dengan niat ikhlas kerana Allah . Kemudian lafazkan ''bismillah'', selamat mencuba,moga-moga berjaya ;)

Setakat inilah dulu ya kawan-kawan. Moga-moga apa yang ternukil dalam post ini dapat memberi faedah pada kita semua. Atau mencetuskan sesuatu untuk difikirkan .Pun boleh! Apa-apa yang baik itu datang dari Allah SWT, dan yang buruk itu daripada saya sendiri. Mohon ampun jika ada tersilap. Saya manusia macam awak.

Wabillahi Taufiq Wannajah. Assalamualaikum :)

*post-blog commentary from myself*

*Mula-mula nak update blog tu rasa malas . Tapi bila difikirkan,kawan-kawan saya pun banyak assignment .Entah-entah ada yang berlipat kali ganda kerjanya kalau nak banding dengan saya. Tapi boleh lagi nak update. Adei. Sah jadi malas dah saya ni ! Al-maklumlah,saya ini orang lelaki. Bab-bab menulis ini memang 'Achillies heels' untuk lelaki zaman sekarang!

:p
Rasa agak kesal, sebab sebagai seorang lelaki yang begelar Muslim, saya membawa imej Islam dalam setiap perkara yang saya lakukan.Dan kemalasan itu tak wujud dalam Islam ya!

Bila kita kaji, kita akan dapat tahu para Ulama' , cendekiawan Islam terdahulu boleh menulis beratus jilid-jilid kitab,ada kalanya mencecah ribu. Mereka menjadikan bidang penulisan itu satu wadah untuk menyampaikan dakwah demi usaha menyebarkan hidayah Allah kepada manusia. Perjuangan itu begitu sebati dengan diri mereka. So,macam manalah nak bantu kembalikan sistem Khalifah ,kalau nak menulis pun ( self -intended critism) dah tak larat. Apatah lagi nak membangkitkan semula dinasti Islam yang pernah pada suatu masa dahulu memerintah 2/3 dunia.

Mencari Kemanisan Iman

2011-12-26T09:24:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,
Marilah panjatkan kesyukuran ke hadrat Illahi, kerana masih bernyawa lagi pada hari ini, dan kerana masih memiliki dua nikmat terbesar,iaitu nikmat Iman dan nikmat Islam.Pernah terfikirkah,setiap helaan nafas kita terkandung berjuta-juta nikmat yang tidak mampu kita balas selama-lamanya? Maka menjadi tanggungjawab bagi mereka yang memiliki nikmat ini untuk bersyukur pada Allah SWT. Anda tertanya-tanya ,dengan cara apakah boleh kita bersyukur? Saya boleh bagi sedikit bantuan di sini.

a) Anda boleh bertahmid selalu pada Allah.(sambil duduk, atau ketika baring ,mungkin sambil memasak?) Pada pendapat saya,sangat rugi kalau tidak diamalkan.Jika anda boleh berbual kosong dengan rakan-rakan untuk masa yang lama atau nyanyi lagu kesukaan seperti Bruno Mars,sudahlah tempoh lagunya mencecah 4 minit, tapi kenapakah kita zikir pun tak boleh seminit. Persoalannya, mengapakah susah sangat untuk berzikir? Mungkinkah kerana masalahnya berpucuk dari kalbu? (Iman)

Saudara Saudari sekalian,
Kita tidak dapat lihat perkara ghaib.Maklumlah,Allah menjadikan Bani Adam dengan pacaindera yang terbatas.Tetapi ingatlah,Iblis Laknatullah sebenarnya selalu berbisik kepada kita.Untuk mengotori hati manusia,mengheret mereka menjadi temannya di Neraka. Iblis akan tetap menghasut.Setiap masa,setiap saat,sehingga tibanya Sakaratul Maut.

Ada masanya anda rasa macam seolah-olah semuanya berpunca daripada anda sendiri. Jangan termakan tipu daya Iblis, perasaan itu adalah Iblis. Memang sudah taktik Iblis,jadi untuk memudahkan lidah berzikir,seeloknya kita baca ayat kursi dahulu, mudah-mudahan penghasut bernama Iblis itu mati terbakar.Kalau anda baca ayat-ayat lain dari Al-Quran.Iblis akan terasa sakit dan cabut lari.Tapi dengan ayat kursi Iblis terbakar sehingga mati.Itulah bezanya ayat Kursi dengan ayat-ayat lain.

Kembali pada topik,
Sahabat-sahabat Nabi pula berzikir tiap-tiap hari, ketika kerja ada, ketika berehat dan ketika berjalan juga ada. Mereka menerapkan amalan berzikir dalam segala aspek kehidupan mereka.Sebagai contoh Abu Hurairah (R.A) berzikir 12,000 kali sehari.Belum tentu lagi beliau masuk syurga tapi kalau kita 12 pun susah, apakah peluang kita berbanding beliau? Sesuatu yang patut direnungkan.

b)Berterima Kasih.Perkara yang mudah dan Alhamdulillah, sudah menjadi adat juga bagi orang Islam Nusantara.Untuk menguatkan hujah ini, Nabi bersabda '' Sesiapa yang tidak berterima kasih pada orang, tidak berterima kasih pada Allah'' Allah menjadikan agama Islam suatu agama yang menitikberatkan persaudaraan dan perpaduan antara manusia, jadi setiap amalan yang mempromosikan perpaduan, membuahkan pahala dan menunjukkan kesyukuran.

c)Mengaplikasikan nikmat yang diberikan Allah ke arah kebaikan dan kebajikan.Salah satu cara yang sangat mudah ialah guna sahaja apa yang telah Allah kurniakan pada tubuh badan kita dengan niat yang baik. Itulah tanda syukur.Bila kita gunakan tangan untuk bersedekah,bermakna kita bersyukur. Sama juga bila kita guna lidah untuk menutur perkara baik, atau untuk mengeratkan Silaturahim. Semuanya menzahirkan kesyukuran pada Allah SWT.Subhanallah, alangkah syumulnya agama Islam.

Apakah kita tidak berfikir kalau-kalau kita ini dilahirkan seorang Kristian atau Yahudi. Sudah tentunya amat susah mendapat hidayah Irsyad (hidayah Irsyad adalah hidayah pengajaran, manakala hidayah Taufiq adalah hidayah pengertian dan pemahaman) daripada pendakwah Islam.

Yalah,bukan senang apabila ditempelak, malah dilabel agama yang ''ketinggalan zaman'', dan ''tahu mengganas sahaja'' oleh media massa.Sudah semestinya ini menyukarkan hati-hati yang murni untuk melihat di sebalik semua celaan tidak berasas yang telah dilemparkan pada umat Islam .Fitnah ini sengaja diporak-perandakan musuh Islam.

Akibatnya,dunia menjadi takut dengan orang Islam ,kerana wujud tanggapan bahawa orang Islam lebih cintakan kematian (mereka rasa orang Islam itu cinta mati itu sendiri, bukan Syurga yang menanti para syuhada)
Mereka khuatir orang Islam akan meletupkan diri dan membuat keganasan di mana jua mereka berada.Ketakutan ini lebih dikenali sebagai Islamaphobia.
Bersabarlah saudara saudari, teguhkanlah Iman, sentiasa yakin pada Allah.Ini semuanya dugaan untuk hamba-hambaNya.

Rasullulah pernah bersabda '' Sesungguhnya Islam itu datang dalam keadaan asing, dan akan kembali dalam keaadan asing, maka beruntunglah orang yang asing itu'' riwayat Muslim
Itulah khabar gembira daripada Junjungan besar kita, Rasulullah(SAW).

Renungan

Saya ingin menyentuh sedikit hal hudud, bukan untuk mencampuri hal politik.Tetapi hanya mahu komen perkara hudud.Saya terasa terkilan sedikit apabila menonton video ''Sembang Rakyat'' baru-baru ini.Bukan hendak memilih pihak di sini ya. Tapi yang harus menjadi ikutan saya adalah Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah.

Dan sudah TERMAKTUB dalam Al-Quran bahawa hudud harus dilaksanakan apabila cukup syaratnya.Mengapakah mereka cakap Hudud ini menjadikan keadaan lebih teruk ? Adakah mereka sudah menjalani kajian bertahun-tahun untuk memastikan apakah pro dan kontranya? Adilkah mereka cop hukum yang Allah sendiri wahyukan itu teruk? Wah! Adakah ini bererti manusia lebih bijak dari Penciptanya?

Mari kita berfikir sejenak,dan berimaginasi sedikit ya.
Jika anda berdiri di depan dinding.Anda tahukah apa yang sedang berlaku di sebelah dinding itu ? Jika ada basikal atau kawan anda di sebelah, agak-agak bolehkah anda tahu? Itu hanya sebelah dinding sahaja.Tetapi pelbagai misteri yang boleh muncul dalam kepala kan?

Kita manusia dikurniakan 5 deria rasa,dan inilah menjadi sarana atau alat-alat dari Allah pada kita untuk mengenal duniaNya.Tetapi manusia sentiasa alpa,sehingga membuat kesimpulan berdasarkan 5 deria itu sahaja. (Dalil Aqliy, apa yang dapat ditafsirkan olah akal sahaja)
Akal adalah suatu jenis persepsi deria, dan persepsi seseorang mungkin tak sama .Mungkin dalam persepsi anda ,cinta itu lebih penting daripada apa-apa, sehinggakan kalau bercinta dengan penjenayah masih boleh diterima.Sedangkan ibubapa anda tidak sehaluan, mengikut persepsi akal mereka.Fahamkah? Ini semuanya daripada konklusi diri sendiri,dari ilmu yang cetek, dari akal yang tidak sempurna dan boleh rosak.

Saudara Saudari yang dirahmati,
Sesungguhnya,kebijaksanaan Allah jauh lebih tinggi,dan komposisi ciptaanNya,jauh lebih banyak dari apa yang anda boleh lihat dan faham .Anda tahukah bilangan setiap satu bintang yang terdapat di langit? Anda tahukah bagaimana malaikat bergerak? Anda boleh memahami Zat-zat Allah? Percayalah, akal tidak mampu untuk menafsirkan.Oleh sebab itulah, dalil Naqliy itu penting.Sebab Allah adalah Al-Alim ,Maha Mengetahui .Anda perlu beriman dengan Dalil Naqliy, kerana datang daripada Allah. Akal dikurniakan untuk membantu kita menggapai (sedikit) kejadian Tuhan, supaya kita boleh lebih beriman dan abdi padaNya.

Saya permudahkan lagi.Pernah baca novel Sherlocks Holmes? Dalil Naqliy boleh diibaratkan 'lead evidence' atau petunjuk oleh Allah. Dalil Aqliy pula sebagai ''magnifying glass'' yang sering dipakai Sherlocks untuk menyiasat.

Ada pepatah tentang akal dan iman:
''Akal tanpa iman seperti pedang di tangan seorang penyamun, sedang iman tanpa akal seperti pedang tumpul, pedang yang tak lagi bisa berfungsi ''

Okay,apabila kita teliti situasi isu Hudud,kita nampak akal pula mempersoalkan Penciptanya.Sedangkan Penciptanya lebih mengetahui apakah kebaikan yang wujud dalam Hudud.
Kepercayaan,Iktikod,Iman atau apa-apa sahajalah yang anda mahu pilih.Saya rasa itulah pokok masalah ini.Mungkin bagi mereka yang percaya Hudud,iman yang rapuh meragu-ragukan implementasi Hudud.Ada juga yang tidak percaya Hudud,mungkin akal pemikiran tak dapat menerima Hudud.Ada juga yang percaya Hudud,tetapi dapat menerima Hudud,tetapi lebih pentingkan pangkat.Sedihnya yang mempunyai kuasa undang-undang sekarang kebanyakan terdiri daripada 3 jenis golongan ini.

Ada pula yang kata Hudud tidak patut sebab kita berada dalam negara banyak kaum. Tetapi pada zaman Rasulullah, orang Yahudi dan penyembah berhala masih berkeliaran ketika Madinah di bawah pimpinan Baginda. Baginda tiada masalah pun melaksanakan Hudud.Tidak berkirakah? Lagipun Hudud ekslusif hanya untuk Mu'min dan Mu'minah. Maksudnya orang Islam yang bersalah sahaja yang diimplementasi hukuman Hudud (Tapi tengok juga perlembagaan negara itu, kemungkinan raja mereka mewajibkan atas semua rakyat).Agama lain tidak terlibat.

Saya rasa tidak berdaya untuk buat apa-apa.Tapi kalau ada rezeki, saya ingin pesan ini pada mereka yang menolak Hudud.Buat apa nak keras kepala dengan apa yang Allah telah perintahkan pada kita? Kenapa masih beragu-ragu denganNya.Tidakkah mereka memerhati kejadian tidur pada waktu malam.Kenapa tidur itu perlu? Kadang-kadang orang tak boleh tidur malam tapi tidur masa bawa kereta pula (alamatnya, kemalangan jalan raya lah) Mengapakah tidur itu Sunnatullah?Hanya Allah sahaja yang mengetahui jawapan tepatnya.Anda perlu yakin sahaja.Yakin ia untuk kebaikan anda.

Anda semua pernah dengar pepatah ini, ''Mom knows best'' . Kali ini, marilah kita ungkap frasa ini pula ''ALLAH KNOWS BEST'' .Yakin semua yang Allah telah ciptakan, Hudud juga,semua hanyalah untuk anda.

Moga-moga nukilan saya pada kali ini dapat membantu memberi pandangan atau persepsi yang lebih luas kepada saudara-saudari dan boleh buat renungan untuk diri dan kawan-kawan. Apa-apa yang baik itu datang dari Allah SWT, dan jika ada tersilap fakta atau penjelesan, saya hanya manusia,dan harapkan keampunan dariNya akan segala kekurangan yang ada pada diri ini. Wa billahi Taufiq wal Hidayah.

Assalamualaikum.
yours truly,
Hamdan

Walking In Someone's Shoes

2011-12-25T03:26:00.000-08:00

Enjoying life right now? Feeling easy today? Maybe planning a trip to go somewhere on the holidays? Or even hanging out with pals at Tutti Frutti after school? Typical routine for us easy-going care free Malaysian peeps.

What else? Getting up from bed in the morning,heading to the bathroom for some self-hygiene, and then later on,maybe some Kellogg's Cornflakes cereals (not boycotted!) to jump start the day! Ah,what a great beginning for the day, isn't it? Not to mention, now that the holidays are in, our scope of responsibilities are a bit narrower now. It's all about the 'sit back and relax' motto.

You invite a friend over and go silly with him or her doing ridiculous things all day.Phew! After a long day hangin and chillin, you feel pooped out.Whadda ya know,it's gone dark already out there. Must've had a jam-packed day , didn't you? Okay,guess it's time to pull up the sheets.But first, take abolutions and pray-Now, we can finally get our 40 winks.A wonderful day concluded.

Suddenly you wake up-abruptly- to a traumatic cry.But now,you hear cries everywhere.But it's only 12 am. What's all this noisy rackets! Come on, your trying to get some good night sleep.That's all.But suddenly it dawned to you.You're somewhere you're not supposed to be.But what can you do? You blast into a sprint all over the house to check-up on the family.Everyone's panicking.Why is everyone going crazy? A barrage of bullets goes through your house, just a little more and you'd be six feet under .''What the hell!'' You can't contain yourself.

Mom and Dad signal you to get on the ground and you do. Besides you is your baby brother and and big sis.All petrified,almost going insane because of fear.Fortunately, Dad built a bomb shelter under the house for this ,so everybody goes inside.Though space is limited, AND talk about tight! Well,it's either this or your life. It'll just have to do,and you stay in there pretty much cramped like that,for hours and on before it's safe to get out.

But it's never actually safe.

Coming out of the shelter,you take a glimpse at the house,it looked beautiful yesterday.Today,it's all ravaged.Probably by the works of a grenade or something like that. But hey,it's not a big deal.Houses can always be rebuilt. And in Palestine,houses are made out of mud.Mud is everywhere!(oh, forgot to tell you,the Zionist deprive Palestinians of their supplies).

You wish you could go get some tools to fix up the house, but it's impossible,on account that there's a big wall, and I mean a very big wall blocking you from getting supplies.You're better off dreaming about it.Literally.

Okay, so you can't help fix the house,guess now it's time get some grub.Hmm, but the food's scarce,and your starving.Crap,there's no Cornflakes box in sight, not Tutti Frutti kiosk anywhere.(Also, on the other side of the wall, Jewish side)

What there is, is only some dates from a date tree mom and dad planted out back.Thank God,it didn't get destroyed yesterday.You think of reserving it.You never thought you'd be nibbling on dates.But come on, all the worst case scenarios happened.

The dates didn't do so much to satisfy your hunger,well duh,bet no one gets full eating a quarter of date, right? Looking around, you think your pretty lucky, getting good food like this,filled with nutrients, while other kids like you have to rummage through trash to find a meal.They don't really care anymore.They've been famished for many years.

Everything here doesn't suit you,it's all miserable. But what can you do? You can't just teleport somewhere else.This isn't Star Trek.You can't even get out of this forsaken place.Patience,it's not your fault either.Is just that,you were born into the conflict.You don't know why the Jews hate you so much, and why there are mutilated bodies everywhere you go in town. You don't know why they take your mothers, your sisters, your aunts and cousins and rape them, degrade them, and then brutally murder them.Or torture your dads,brothers and friends and then executing all of them.You were just born, and now you gotta survive.

Life is not exciting here, you can say people are at the brink of suicide, but they won't kill themselves,faith is strong in their hearts.They rather fight the Zionist scums to the very end to reclaim back Palestine.

Surprisingly,they'll go to the mosques and pray 5 times a day,even if it means they won't come back alive.Makes you think how Malaysian Muslims are determined to pray at a mosque in times like this .They make it natural reading the Quran everyday,and zikir all the time. Oh my,even charity! Everyone here tries to make the best of what they got.And are very much thankful for it. Hmm,so your life isn't all bad here.At least you got something no other thing can give,even in a place as hostile as this, as challenging as this! Faith.

You look onto the horizon and say to yourself ''You'll make it through the day'' InsyaALLAH.

*RING3*

Suddenly you wake up, and you're on you're plump bed now? What the????????? Was all that just a dream? You pinch yourself and find out it's all real.The house is intact? no one crying? You slowly walk out of bed and check on everybody, mom and dad still sound asleep, maybe 5 more minutes and they'll get up. Little bro, snoring like a beast. And big sis- Well, she locked the room.

As you sit on your bed, it got you wondering ''What a life it would've been over there!''

The End.

So my readers, every now and then, I get these kinda of dreams.It's an eye-opener. Now I understand those people.I believe they don't want to be involved in any carnage at all like any other person. But imagine,what if you woke up to be one of those people there? All your luxuries are not there for you anymore, just all the opposite.Bomb invasions for breakfast.Sewage for water.How do you feel? feel like commenting? Go ahead.

Now my advice is, how would YOU feel,being in their shoes, after all YOU'VE been through,got information that those J-DAM missles,those 50-Calliber Carbine bullets,and those soldiers were funded by your Muslim brethrens in Malaysia? Just because they wanna eat out at McD, Starbucks, buy Levi jeans or Banana Republic, YOU lose a loved one. I got to say,that's pretty heart-wrenching.

So, take part in the boycott process, google American Israel funding companies in Malaysia and halt their economy.Do it if you're a caring person. thanks for reading :)

yours truly,

Hamdan

2011-12-09T15:34:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum, and slm 1Malaysia! Hey, it's been awhile I've posted anything here.Long time no see.I kinda almost sorta gave up on blogging,I don't know, I guess blogging is just too complicated for a bloke like me. But I cant stop right now. This is a milestone for me.And hey,everybody has their up and downs,don't they? We just gotta learn how to deal with it. Anyway I actually wanna earn some cash by writing, adding all that google ads contraption . Writing and Ringgits! As they say, kill 2 birds with one stone !

The holidays are a real bummer aint it? No school=No friends.
Probably by far the most boringsome holiday in my case .I have nobody (lol,Akon) to hang around with.
All my friends are in Uni, getting a taste of campus life. And here I am, still going to school, for the eleventh year.It is preety depressing, but what can you do right? I say to myself to be a man! Accept my fate and get over it, move on.Alhamdulillah,it's been working.

Also,I've been thinking quite a while now, trynna decide wether after graduating ,insyaALLAH, to enlist
in the army or not. Truth is,it's been my life long dream to become a soldier, a medical soldier or an army surgeon,um probably inspired by watching many war movies as a kid. But, yeah,I've been longing for combat,and matyrdom, to smear myself with the blood of a syahid. I would like to enter the Palestinian Intifada, and help those poor people fight against a really oppresive force of evil. But I have gotta be practical too.You can't just go in like that, and without any skill to offer. That'd be a useless cause and add up the death toll.When I can contribute something, insyaALLAH, I will make that depature.

I also would like to raise a family actually,you know, have a loving wife and bare (good) children.As the Messenger says marriage is half the deen ,and pious children are your way to gain deed. So what the hey, it would be a waste not to do so right? And c'mon, who doesnt wanna be a parent?! I'd be real thrilled to be a dad. I'll teach my child everything I know, all the trick of the trade! Tehee. I just wonder whose gonna be my wife. Goosebumps,man ._. Kinda weird huh, all this idea at 18. Freaky . ;p

So it leads me conclude (as I slouch lazingly on my chair, what a way to feel decisive)I couldnt be a mujahideen yet. And in Malaysia,they'd label me a terrorist, and hunt me down brutally.So the closest thing that fills all my criteria is being a soldier in ATM, TUDM or TLDM. Wadya think?..
Am I outta my mind? Or are we all..lol

A wise person onced said : Don't think like others, think above them...
Guess who? It was me ;D

So i better stop jotting down for now. Im parched and my tummy is making noises, Gotta get some grub!
Till next time.Salam.

It's my first BLOGGIE :P OMG! haha

2011-10-24T11:11:00.000-07:00

I guess this is my sole entry as a rookie blogger. I'm really not into blogging but hey,the kids are doing it these days. So ,why not just join em' .Huh,actually I haven't a clue what to write. Should I make my blog an expressive blog, where I share my feelings, vent out my anger,and tell my crushes. ha ha. I don't know. It did cross my mind =p Or ... I could make my blog a factual one, where I would take on big issues and debate it's significance.

Maybe I'll do every one of em. A mixed blog right! ;) For business purposes.For feeling times and for important agendas. All roled into one. The whole anchalada !

Relax okay, I'm trying to figure out the whole system right now. So it might be awhile before my blogs up and about, catching the attention of million and trillion of viewers! :p (a man can dream can't he!)

For now, I don't have pictures to show, or any experience to bolster, Na'ah.. Nada Nada! So in the mean time , I'll try to put on some songs ,that have somewhat,inspired me. Boy, do I have a lot. Oh yeah, one more thing, I'll be doing 3 languages in this blog. Mainly, Bahasa, English and Arab. I'll try okay.To satisfy all taste of my readers. Hope you guys support and follow on with my blog when it's up and running .If it's possible,to any veteran bloggers! please teach me your ways! Please!!!! I said please. What else do you want?!! =D