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college wow lol

2011-08-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

being a kid, life was so simple.
no worries, no thoughts, simply human reaction.
life back then was different fer sure, the days flew by,
you did not give a fuck about a thing.
there was never a second thought, you acted simply out of impulse.

life now tho its different.

a lot different.

im becoming an adult
and its scary.
but im ready

college in 5 days.
leaving my friends.
my home.
my family.

shits been a little wild in my house lately tho
and its all because im a piece of shit.
i smoke to much weed.
im stopping before i go to school. (kinda have to if you read that one article i wrote below)
but new change, new start in life.
gym, swimming, clubs, sports.

im gonna get my life back together.

but yo ru15' here we go bby cant wait

time for a new start...once again

2011-07-24T23:48:00.002-07:00

alright so i have been in a complete brain fuck lately.
i can't concentrate for shit, and i can never focus on the task at hand...but i can only when i really want to, but i dont chose to do that all the time. idk i think its the drugs too, iv been trippin 2ci lately, and other drugs in the past. plus the weed. smoking weed every day is killin me, but i cant stop... but i have to because i got fucking probation for 6 months.
listen to this.

i was driving my moms car home from school, just smoked too, high as hell.
driving her mercedes or w.e, and i live on a weird road, only because its wide as hell and there is no line dividers, so usually people rip it but its a residential area so the neighbors bitch and shit all the time about how fast you go. so im on my way home to get my lacrosse shit, and boom cop im obviously speeding, so i get pulled over. im high so im buggin a little bit. cop comes up to the car, nice guy, so he asks for my lisence and registration, and for some weird reason he walked to the passeneger side of the car and decided to take a look. and he just happend to see a little tinfoil ball in the glovebox. he asked 'whats in the tin foil' . i didn't know what the fuck to think, did i leave weed in here? nooo, i couldn't have. it has to be a ring, or something stupid that someone is holding in the tin foil. the cop asks me to open it up, im like sure, i was thinking much of it... i open it up and to my surprise... 13 white little pills.
my mouth drops, i go wooow im fucked. these are my moms zanex.

so yeah my moms prescribed zanex and she keeps her pills in tinfoil bc shes a teacher and dosn't want to bring her bottle to work.

so i have to stop smoking weed soon, very soon.
i think im going to get my shit together.
going to Rutgers, pretty siked
iv been making dubstep lately,and kinda djing.
and i think im getting back into photography.

we shall see

haha yup im shot.

2011-07-24T23:48:00.001-07:00

I Am High As Hell

2011-06-15T21:34:00.001-07:00

ripped the bong 4 times, chilling hard.
fuck writing this blog.
two cheesesteaks + nestea ftw.
watching trailpark boys +passing out.
last full day of high school tomorrow...wtff

yo its been a while

2011-06-14T20:17:00.001-07:00

Alright so whats been good, my mind always changing in what the fuck i want to do with my life.
I was all about blogging, making a couple bucks on the side, until one day i said fuck it let me try something new, and i kept repeating that procedure and now im back here.

So after going through learning how to blow glass for 2 months, playing drums, playing guitar, trying to make dubstep, i got a Traktor S4 controller pretty interested in that and i also want to persue my blogging/social network/creating websites. We will see how that sticks

But im about to graduate highschool, next wendsday shits CRAZYYY.
Im going to Rutgers next year, class of 2011.

So pretty much im going to update my blog... and bring interesting topics that arouse my mind every day.

-Derek be good.

So I Am A Fucking Adult.

2010-11-27T20:51:00.000-08:00

its 9 minutes until im 18, and im sitting my ass on my computer drinking some whisky, chasing it down with rootboor then gonna smoke a bowl and chill, ahh it feels good in a way that im moving on in the progress of life.

Its a big year for me to do what i have to do before i leave highschool.
The way i look at the situation is like this, highschool is a joke #1 in the regard that everyone cares so much what goes on, who you fuck, who gets drunk, who smokes, who rolls, what people think of them, etc etc. once you graduate highschool all those thoughts are fucking meaningless, the only thing people will remember are those important or special moments you shared with others. Not what you did when your drunk, or you cheated on your girlfriend. live life up bro.

Everyone needs to live life with no regard about what other thinks, WHO GIVES A FUCK. no ones judging you, you are a judge upon yourself.

So 5 more minutes, im listening to some classic rock, I usually dont, usually its dubstep/deathcore. but ac/dc is what i loved when i was a kid, and im feeling good reflecting a little bit.

Lifes crazy though, I changed so much over the years in my prception on everything. They way i look, process, and take in things are so much different from when i was 16. I have an interesting outlook on everything i see which I am currently trying to cope with.

3 more minutes until im an adult.

You might think its pathetic that im typing this. but you know what, who gives a fuck its making me happy and i can almost feel the step from childhood to adult hood. I feel an energy surge rushing up from my legs almost about to take over my body from the sensations and memories of my past. I have mad it a new 'checkpoint' in the game of life. A huge one too, the only steps from now on and to suceed and accomplish my dreams and goals. I am not to sure what those are exactly, besides go down with a name in history. I Am derek allegrini. I am not your average mother fucker and i know that.

Love your family, love life, love nature, follow my guidelines, your brains your own computer. and you are in control.

Happy Birthday To Myself

Alright, Im Back. I Needed It/About me.

2010-11-11T20:12:00.000-08:00

Alright blogger.com, and cyberworld observers,
I AM BACK
No one cares, but maybe this blog will catch in sometime in cyberspace.

So I decided to come back, for one reason. Relieving stress, i think it will work.
Writing, is the third top stress reliever, and my mind has been in a brainfuck lately.

so i chilled out smoking weed, i dont smoke like i used to, and im really glad i did that.
I am healthier, also because i started going to the gym, i have been going for 6 weeks now.
I eat good food now, watch what i eat, take vitamins, i feel the difference.

Im also in the process of applying to college, it sucks, always on my mind, stresses me out.
Im a smart kid, and my thought process is different from the average person, so it gets to me.
Im looking into the major, new media. pretty siked for it. I need to get out of my town, its so fucking boring and cold. Sit at someones house, or smoke weed. i can not wait to go to college.

Whats also been on my mind lately, is i feel as if i am depressed or have bad anxiety. However, i was reading several articles,[ whenever i feel/need to know something, im on google finding the answer. ] I came across an article regarding the subject that a negative outlook on the world, future are two of the three reasons in why you have stress. I believe it to be honest. within the the last month my view on the world/future of the world has change. Why?

I believe the government are lying pieces of shit, and every word that comes out of their mouth is part of an ingenious plan. The ingenious plan involves the "shadow government". look it up, its the Illuminati pretty much. Pretty much its 300 guys who are the riches/most powerful people in the world, that own all the corportations, banks, run the media, etc. They have had a plan over the decades to slowly take over the world and create a new world order under one government.

So my negative outlook, influenced my stress, and made it prevailent. The thought of the government and what they do disgusts me, but i know look at it in the presepct that, I have to value the beauty the earth still has. Humans are evil humans a nice. The evil ones will lead to the downfall of humanity, and will never advance on in the afterlife, always remaining in negative plans. So w.e ill advance in life.

Im out though.

Pce.

Bamboozle 2010

2010-05-02T09:31:00.001-07:00

Alright so started my day off with sats, then went right to bamboozle. chilled around and was working for the aquarian weekly, handed out shit did all that blah blah. First band I saw was Float Face Down best band of the day without a doubt. Check them out here. After that I saw Of Mice and Men, new singer fucking sucks. We Came As Romans was pretty sick first time I ever saw them. A lot of faggits were dancing making it enjoyable to watch one big fight at one point, but Asking Alexandrias preformance was pretty impressive, the vox is pretty legit. The Blend is another sick band you should check out if you like this music.

After that went home then went to a woods party,mad people were wasted/trying to fight eachother. Went back to boys house nd passed the fuck out lmao.

solid day.

Salvia

2010-04-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

oh wow, i smoked salvia so many times. but holy fucking shit, i completely tripped balls. craziest experiance ever. red,green,blue,yellow color blocks stakcing on top of eachother with vivid faces, but they were building me as a person stacking ontop of eachother forming me from the legs up, and i had to make sure all the blocks fit right so i would be complete i was doing this running on a starewell around them. As im tripping balls i fell to the ground and my friend helps me up and im cursing at him telling him to fuck himself and fuck you sean blah blah blah as im tripping hahah. he settles me down on my bed to chill. as im still tripping balls tho in my mind i go through a tunnel to a grey room of green trees slowly fading in a carsol like object rotating. I picked the prize and i slowly came back into reality. a lot more went on but woooo to itnence. it was so shocking for me because iv smoking this salvia 8xs before and never tripped but holly shit.

the worst fucking part about this is...before i tripped i had my video camrea out and was recording my friend smoking salvia (didnt trip, just laughed a shit load) and i left the camrea on my desk recording about 3 feet from him not far at all. Dumbass turns the camrea off when he grabbed it and thought i was going insane/having a culvulsion because i was kicking my leg on the floor hahahahah

salvia = intense as trip be ready it hits you outta know were. ;]

I love Juagerrr

2010-04-30T16:52:00.001-07:00

okayyy so today got out of school smoked 3 bowls out of a double bub, rippped a g-bong and played some frizbee. after that my friend rolled the shittiest blunt i have ever seen in my life, wasted so much weed. Ended up smoking it i was pretty high chillen hard. I left to go home and eat, and tonight it is....juagerr night!

$42.99
I love it.

SATS in the morning too... then working at bamboozle may 1st.
gonna be nutsss

I love weed

2010-04-29T19:54:00.000-07:00

today was chill day. got home smoked 2gs outtta the vape. chilled listened to some dubstep and some metal then watch a law abiding citizen (awesome movie by the way). I was treated with my favorite munchine cream chese jelly on a plain bagel with pizza nd ranch to be greeted with homemade dumplins later on. sooo goood

i left my house to chill up in the shack. chilled with some funny ass kids, one black kid is hystrerical and every word out of his mouth is out of this world.

everyone smokee weed.

also everyone should try lucid dreaming or look into it. its awesommee.
its like a complete sober trip.

Making $$$$ Online

2010-04-28T20:48:00.000-07:00

For all you people who want some legit sites for some quick ass money go here.

IMREPORTCARD.COM

SURVERYSPOT.COM

Iv been making over 10-20 dollars a day

Anyone have any sites that are more legit and capable of making more money?

life

2010-04-28T12:44:00.000-07:00

it has come to my attention that i do not fear death anymore.
dmt the most mystical and spirtual "drug" is the answer to life.

through robotripping i experianced the afterlife, escaping reality i was in another world. I experianced marridge and the ultimete feeling of love in this world too. When i had this cev/trip i also brought a friend who was next to me into my trip to which was really bugged. Together we both experianced my trip from just slightly touching eachother as we were laying down.

After this trip i did further research and figured out some things about dmt/dmx/life/lucid dreaming/theories.

When you die or have a near death experiance your body relsease dmt and when its relased you go into that afterlife. I Believe that when you trip dxm/dmt you enter this same exact world after death. Now death that is only natural occuring, so if you head was to be blown off i believe there is no after life for you however i have no fucking clue if im right or not.

Now Dmt reports involve "aliens", read alien abduction stories and tell me there no the exact same thing. An alien abduction is simply enter that aferlife and those aliens are checking up on you. The dimensions/portals/all that shit is all equal to afterlife.

This is what i belive, i have entered the afterlife world and i can lucid dream anytime i want. Its absoluty nuts, however i have a lot more experimenting traveling to do!

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU GUYS THINK about life?

Introduction!

2010-04-19T20:21:00.000-07:00

Alright, well... I am not sure exactly were i am going with this blog quite yet, its going to be interesting though. Im Derek im the creator and mind being all that will be on this page.

Photography+Video+Cars+Abandoned Buildings +Music +Drugs+ Theories of life
Will all be incorporated into this blog

Heres some link to my other personal pages!
flickr
vimeo