INTROVERT SPEAKS

Introvert vs Extrovert

2020-08-17T18:59:00.000+05:30

CHAPTER 10

I feel like a dream laden young child who accomplished his assignment of building a sandcastle somewhere in near the waving Barak river; it really feels nostalgic when you're coming to an end of sharing a big chapter of your own life with the world, some choose "Me Too movement" to voice their harrowing harassment true stories, few others choose a "10-year challenge" to album their physical appearance in a gap of 10 years; Well! I choose "introvert speaks", a blog that has the potential to connect with many. Writing about myself isn't a career-oriented choice or strategy but angst that vented out through my writing, I choose to go this way because I am not "extrovert", not being able to vocalize myself to you all.

My blogs and writings might go down to create history someday with millions benefiting from the hidden aspect in it or might just get lost somewhere in the digital world.

Well, each one of us is different, and to generalize and marginalize a particular group of people isn't what I intended through my blogs.

My blogs are written with the straight cut theory of my life experiences; to be very honest I don't even take more than 15 minutes to write a particular blog because I do not have to think anything, I just write it because its what comes from my soul.

I was an introvert was well aware of the changes that the physical and social world was going through around me but I couldn't express it.

When I compare myself with an extrovert the only difference I find myself in is my super strong position to understand particular issues because we introverts generally are "great listeners".

We introverts have a keen sense to manipulate certain circumstances in a positive manner to benefit ourselves.

Extroverts might have a different take on issues and ideas which I feel you as readers and observers know it better.

When I say about extroverts being more open-mouthed towards certain circumstances and conditions it necessarily doesn't always give them an edge. I might sound contradictory if I say even extroverts are strong personalities but yes, truth is that like in our Indian culture we consider a more mature person in our society as "calm & quiet". Our perception of a good leader is his ability to "listen better".

I leave the research upon your readers and viewers upon whom to declare as a winner if at all its a competition, as my title says so.

An introvert gives a THOUGHTFUL edge to certain aspects which may be certain extroverts miss while in being too much in a conversation. I myself have come across lots of people who are extremely loud-mouthed and voice out their opinion in almost everything without any logic.

As an introvert, I especially feel blessed now as I am a more focused, more approachable, and thinkable type. I listen, I understand and then only I draw conclusions.

Human nature is very complex; it's a metaphysical process of understanding certain circumstances and orders of life, its laggy, its coherent nature give it stronger implications, and complicated relationships continue.

With such cut-throat competition everywhere it's better to be a keen observer and logical speaker than to be a clumsy observer and stupid speaker; rest I want to know from you readers of what you think about it.

Our 10th chapter of INTROVERT SPEAKS wasn't a controversial topic but a relatable topic whereby we should guide and respect each other thought process and make the world a better place to live in.

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CAREER

2020-08-03T18:30:00.000+05:30

CHAPTER 9

Career for introverts holds no differences with individuals who have different personality traits. Although a bit of contrast does exist when selecting individual choices matters.

Career is a wide array of future projects and endeavors that an individual might choose to sustain his physical and biological needs.

As an introvert, I feel career choice was one of the toughest decisions I've gone through, partly because of my non-verbal nature and partly because of the influence of my guardians and surrounding. Introvert speaks is a prolific choice of the writer as a career choice as the writer himself feels it rewarding and perhaps economical in the future.

As a computing enthusiast, my soul was into machines and software; I kindled myself with the imagination of modern-day gadgets and innovations. Somewhere my enthusiasm was not very well received by my guardians and teachers who rather encouraged me to join traditional and comprehensive programs like medical or engineering. But here my introvert nature wasn't my friend and soulmate and I didn't listen to it; I choose to follow my own choice of career, of what I dreamt of, what I chose to be in the future.

I urged myself to believe that I was going to lose my identity in my future if I don't stand for what I believe. There were hurdles, of course, many distortions but I stood straight and is presently following my heart and pursuing my journey towards knowledge about computers. My sadness was gone, suddenly I found like a new lease of life in me, newfound courage, and a new me.

I myself believe that even an introvert can stand up for himself if he wants to; what he needs is not to be loud-mouthed but to be a strong will to pursue and accomplish his dreams, his career. An introvert can easily manifest his journey towards success if he knows his inner power, his strength, his positive and negative, and practices self-control and confidence. It's not always that you have to be big-mouthed to be a win but the focus is the key to success.

When the world pulls down an introvert it's his career choice his sheer strength his willingness to continue and make a name of himself in the society that keeps him awaken and strong.

Career cannot be and should not be decided upon by others, it's a personal choice and responsibility too. Not only introverts but for every individual career is not a term but a life. A successful but probably not highly paid career choice also can be rewarding. It's solely on what keeps you happy without any antisocial behavior to achieve that level in life.

I have had come across many well earning people who are not satisfied with their job or career and as an introvert, it becomes easier for others to reckon little flops for introverts as a big disaster in their lives; so it becomes more difficult at times to figure out if an introvert is in the correct path; but worry not, if you as an introvert is feeling blessed and happy about your present and is hopeful about your future than you should take a plunge and rather put the world in a well.

As an introvert, I would highly recommend to follow your dreams and not live to satisfy others. An individual highly anticipates building a THOUGHTFUL WORLD OF EXTRAORDINARY VISION for himself and others and its potential and focus that sets him apart from the world.

Entrepreneurship, defenses, computers, medical or engineering whatever an introvert chooses let him decide it, no one has the right to force him to do something which he doesn't believe.

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PEER PRESSURE

2020-07-20T18:33:00.000+05:30

CHAPTER 8

Homosapiens being social species like lions and monkeys has a hierarchical approach towards life with patriarchal society being a very common order. With male-dominated society almost everywhere most people love to be with an economically stronger, liberated and socially connected group of peers, which for him is helpful to flex his male-centred power. For females, it's more of the same individuals who are in sync with their thought process and as such develop the peer group.

To maintain one's need of power in life, an individual and especially an introvert will go to any extent to protect his friend and hence can arise the question to follow and adopt in the realms of the group

For almost everyone, the choice of peer group depends on sometimes their own perspective about life or by the fact of what they need from a certain group. I was never bothered by the choice I made because it happened due to the fact that my guardians had never set any limitations for whom to choose as a 'friend'. I was the one to choose between my friends and foes. It influenced me a lot, it really did, very few turned out to be a real friend and almost everyone influenced me into the wrong decisions of life; which happened because there was no one to guide me.

Or maybe no one probably cared to guide me; till very recently half a decade back I was in the influence of wrong peer group and used to blame my stars for not being good with me in academics or either in society.

It took me long to realize how I was into wrong people's behaviour and although subconsciously I wasn't foraging in the happy zone but to maintain the male ego I choose to be with a peer group which has no purpose either any help. I was just being skittish about my satisfaction but couldn't vent out my feelings because of the fear of losing my "friends" and the power. It might have happened with lots of you irrespective of you being introvert or extrovert, but since I wasn't a master of expression and explanation I couldn't resist either stop my group from being self-destructive.

The broader connection between an introvert and the influence of his peer group is probably the inability of the introvert to resist certain group decisions and such lands into the whirlpool of utterly evildoers who have all the qualities of antisocial behaviour.

Today when I rethink that Time of my life when I should have given more time to my grammar and mathematics, I sincerely wasted it upon ridiculous things and people. I couldn't go back and rectify but I can guide and advise the introverts around me who are the readers of my blogs to choose wisely, to be more generous with their future and career.

Parents cannot be held responsible towards my choice of friends but yes a little guidance is what we all expect and want so that unlike me, you my " introvert friend " doesn't carry a sense of self-guilt within himself all throughout his life.

Peer pressure is such destructively addictive that a person can land himself into trouble knowingly but cannot muster the courage to stop it from happening.

As an introvert, I feel good guidance is what we should all get but yes it's not possible every time and everywhere to be perfect. A true perfectionist is one who is imperfectly perfect, he who can and does have the courage to negotiate any negativity around him; he who is less vocal probably but is more intelligent in choosing his path of life.

I'm not trying to be philosophical when I write such blogs, what I truly believe is that if I and my team could touch a single life, a single soul with our solutions and resolutions we can at least save another life from the suffering.

We choose to generate interest in the daily problems with the THOUGHTFUL VISION's of me, you and us and hence can entice someone else's attention to save them from the complexity of human emotions which are very difficult to handle alone.

Peer pressure is such an inseparable human attribute that we cannot run away from it. Influence of the peer group to roam then to study, visiting salons, parlours and malls to experiment with our fashion and designer products and to maintain that, if not our parents can actually afford such lifestyles for us or not. It's a very common sight to see people in their 20's getting designer clothing and branded bikes, whereas the father might have a torn out sandal and the mother who couldn't afford a saree for Durga puja. Isn't it our duty to stop, turn around and imagine the pain and anguish our guardians are taking to feed us and shape our career? Is it really necessary to flex our existence with designer clothes and branded watches bought with the hard-earned income of our parents, haven't they sacrificed enough for our existence? Can't we as introverts put a lesson for others to follow us?

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SUPERSTITION

2020-07-06T18:29:00.001+05:30

CHAPTER 7

As a self-declared introvert, I have been subjected to various rules and regulations which by no means had any scientific explanation neither any evidence. I could never raise my voice against it, either because I was afraid to do so or maybe I lacked the verbal skills to do so.

Tik tokers use "cross-dressing" as a source of income generation for themselves and most of us thoroughly enjoy the obscenity and vulgarity in those videos, but when a real transgender man or woman is right in front of us, we shy away from them. We cross our level of hatred for the very existence of them without even thinking once what might have let them be such or it was their plain natural existence.

Although such existence is irrelevant to the title today my eyebrows get raised when these same people are called for blessing a newborn, where do the hatred, the hypocrisy disappear?

Superstition is malicious in nature itself and holds no ground for the admission of truth; a cat crossing the street is because the cat wants to go somewhere, not because my day is bad, the hand mirror broke today because I couldn't probably hold it properly and not because I am going to have an accident, the total solar eclipse has an existence long before the humans appeared on the earth and not because it did so to put some kind of devilish impact on our lives. We as human beings have to change certain aspects of our thinking.

Superstitious beliefs not only prevails among the poor but probably is more rampant in the developing world.

We as humans are controlled by virtual reality. It has been created by some people who wanted to have the control in their hands and bring us closure to supreme power and laid the foundation of what we call as a "religion".

What followed religion was a half understanding, half assumptions, half gothic application of the supreme knowledge of religious beliefs and scripture. Few people with malicious intentions broke, mended and implemented these religious practices in their favour hence came what we know it today as "SUPERSTITION".

We as humans are wary of such practices and but consciously we are made to follow such practices, sometimes endorsed and enforced by our elders and sometimes by religious gurus, astrologers or even people who claim that they're in a position to do so.

The relationship between introverts and superstitious beliefs I feel might be a greater tendency for affinity. Since introverts are the little fighters in themselves they like me can vent out their angst through articles like this.

Voicing out the choices might jeopardize our position in the society and our privacy rights and our definition of supreme energy might be challenged. Our very thinking might be radically challenged and we might be ousted from the "normal society ".

I myself too believe in the supreme energy within me and us. Isn't that GOD? Why should I have to undergo the transition process and fit into "your definition of God"? Why not I and we been given the choice and chance to understand our existence, gather experiences and formulate our thinking to shape "my God ".

On one hand, we say certain religious beliefs were inscribed by "learned men" thousands of years back and on other hand, we refer these forefathers as being "not so knowledgeable and more of a superstitious kind"; then where's comes the logical follow up of such beliefs? Isn't that "superimposed superstition"?

Many modern days "religious extremists" and self-proclaimed "religious experts" might bash my and yours perception about religion and superstition as being "null and void"; agreed but aren't we taught to believe what we actually see.

Videos surface every now and then in YouTube or Facebook or Twitter or Instagram handles referring to somewhat very humorous doings such as one advising people to slip a leaf of holy basil(tulsi) in the back cover of mobile phones to lower the electromagnetic radiation, or, few religious experts claiming that the earth is flat and is the central part of a solar group, or a religious preacher chanting some hymns and freeing the lady of a devilish control; what we as blog want to do is to draw your attention to rethink your standards and your beliefs; for some, it might be "religion" and for some, it might be "superstition". Not everything I and you come across has to be the 'truth', right?

Science teaches us humility whereas superstition teaches us radical theories with no proper explanation. Science at least teaches self-doubt with space to at least to question.

Superstition "enforces" us beliefs.

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PERFECT

2020-06-22T18:31:00.001+05:30

CHAPTER 6

For me, perfection is a hallucinated context of accomplishment of a particular task or a swarm of the task meant to make me feel happy and satisfied. I find myself 'perfect' in the little things I do with extreme gratification; it gives me a sense of higher impactful achievement of sorts.

For the people who claim to be over-engaged by my future and career, a perfect me is one who accomplishes their expectations even if it means sacrificing my needs, wants and desires.

Since early childhood like with most of you, I was subjected to extreme anxiety to achieve what the society and so-called well-wishers wanted me too. I was jeopardizing if they were correct and maybe I was wrong; a good grade, a perfect study timing, a should have a great appetite for veggies and no-taste fruits, a should be a religious fanatic and what not; I was lost in between finding myself and satisfying them.

I slowly developed a concept of self-blame which I had clearly mentioned in my previous blogs. I wanted to go out, be myself and prove to the world but a bone-crushing pressure of me looking and understanding the world wasn't allowed.

I was completely discouraged to try by myself and but while amidst trying to satisfy others I followed their expectations I was labelled 'loser' and 'imperfect'.

Today while I look back I realize I should have stood up early for my existence, my dreams and my feelings; I was a tad late but nevertheless, I feel gratified that everything is not lost.

To be extremely honest with my readers on creating my blogs I don't take much of my time because I feel I am just penning down what my life exactly made me do. I just go out, connect, understand and probably try to solve someone's else's problems with my blogs. Today when I blog down my experiences and thoughts I feel I can influence another soul, another sufferer, another introvert who couldn't gather the courage to speak and prove.

I don't write for fascinating people either for likes and comments; I write for understanding what the real world is; how is it possible to deal with anxiety and deprivation?

Perfection according to me should be considered in a more generic manner. Perfection should be "near-accomplishment" of a particular set of programs rather than a complete achievement of sorts.

The human nature of being perfect in today's world is filled with the filth of demeaning others and their achievements.

Probably a controversial statement would be if I say how some students try to woo the teachers for better grades and percentage; or still, nepotism is a prolific problem even while cracking a job interview and many other such examples.

Perfection I regard is more a taboo. If I am not satisfied with my achievements and accomplishments then what's the point of doing it. I feel utilizing a bit but having a sense of achievement is a perfect example of being 'perfect'.

It is a well-known fact that we can't satisfy each and everyone then what's the point of doing that.

For many of you, your happiness might be to achieve your parent's dream and for some, they might find ease with my thinking and of course there's no issue with which someone perceives the world.

Self-love is the best kind of love but the happiness of giving others I feel is more comprehensible, only when they understand your pain and sacrifices; probably that might balance my and your life better.

Perfection for some can be eternal or attainment of a particular religious or spiritual path. On a wider perspective, it might mean the human entity and merging that with God and achievement of service to humanity.

A "perfect human" is impossible to find because each of us isn't gratifying to someone else's senses; why then even try to be such?

I feel its more important for us to accomplish those tasks which could make you, me and others "not feel" demeaning and demoralizing.

A perfect example of a perfect human is you doing your tasks with gratifying attitude, me doing my best and others thinking for the rest, only then you, I and others could make the world a much better place to live and lesser negativity and oppressive relationships to come by.

Increase your knowledge, not your percentage, improve your performance, not your grades,

help yourself only then you can help others,

try to connect to the political, social and environmental issues only than somewhere you can be a near-perfect human.

Explain don't argue,

listen don't just speak,

learn to laugh at yourself,

don't demean others hard work and small achievements rather encourage,

It might mean 'nothing' to you but it might mean 'everything' to them. Don't veil your 'jealousy' by unnecessarily demanding improvements in others work, you might not have known what other's are capable of.

Only then you, I and others will have a near-perfect planet to breathe.

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FAKE

2020-06-08T18:30:00.001+05:30

CHAPTER 5
Fake referred to as something which is not genuine or counterfeit and in true sense holds no ground on its existence. For a human-like me, I would describe someone fake as being more deceitful and deceptive and not being the real person. Human emotions complete and differentiate them from other species, but its these emotions itself which sometimes fertilizes the complex manifestations of human negative emotions and behaviours thus leading them to develop a fake identity disorder.

My reason to choose to have included such complex topic as "FAKE " is not to garner "likes and comments" but to share and understand the real face of us human beings.

As to me, the fake is everything that my logical mind couldn't figure out; my cohesive approach to finding out solutions to UNKNOWN issues created a deep sense of understanding for the environment around me; I figured out how different elements work together to create a real or a fake.

Digital media account now for the highest number of fake gossips, news and rumours. Instead of having a high percentage of positive performance, it generates a TRP of sorts for the social media world.

Fake for some might be a not so honest relationship with their peers or partners, people might turn to shortcuts to manage wealth and riches can again be tagged as being fake. I prefer to stick to the thought that "the reality is rare nowadays".

Growing up among a group of hooligans I strictly and utterly have no trust over almost anyone around me, I struggle to find my place among these 'fakes', I try to search for the truth.

Being an introvert I truly believe that many introverts have the ability to stand up for themselves and choose to go the better road.

Fake is far away from the truth and actually is just the opposite of truth and trust, I personally have learned that it's far easier to be real than fake contrary to the regular belief.

To pen down such complex know-how to the actual existence is really difficult and me being a very naive blogger had tried to connect, convey and convince myself and my readers to bridge the gap of the reality of existence and experiences and the negativity and deception induced in it.

One fine day probably the world would become a much better place to live in as a radical change in thought process might be induced by my, your or our blogs and articles.

I strongly believe in a change in the society, community and the world towards better and open-minded communication rather than being hypothetical about it in political and religious discussions. When I, you, communities and countries will come together the world might become much more realistic and logical.

We want to question us and others of why we can't have a more reliable and realistic approach towards each other and towards fellow-men? Why pride ourselves in by disgracing others? Why being hideous and insane? Why every donation and good works always have to be photographed and posted in the media?

A reality of today's generation is the number of resentments towards others and lack of patience and better understanding, why not I change myself and you change yourself to the real human that we are.

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UNKNOWN

2020-05-25T18:06:00.001+05:30

CHAPTER 4 :

Seriously I never thought that I would write about something "UNKNOWN" ; how could someone do that ? Though I must admit it was one of the most interesting topic to be published. Unknowing something is rather objective than being subjective in this article. I glance it as a rather metamorphosis of some sort of having no-knowledge to something termed as self-knowledge.

I would however add that my present perspective about life and living has drastically changed from what it was during my adolescence. The peer group influence deceived me to believe that life is just an enjoyment, not a struggle. In the midst of growing up I developed a keen sense of self awareness that I should understand the ethics of my existence not by looking through the eyes of others but by the virtue of time and experiences.

The family and school manipulated the world around me according to them. I don't blame anyone for it as I was just a child who's believed not to be capable enough to understand everything and probably they were true.

UNKNOWN for me was almost every second metaphysical and physical activity that I came across. I was terrified and pertinent to understand the world around; confused about the sudden hormonal lava flow that triggered me to explore the world around but hostile towards it as I was time and again reprimanded that the world outside is a dangerous place to be.

I placed myself in jeopardizing thoughts and probably search for the UNKNOWN is one of the most important purpose of the A THOUGHTFUL VISION to exist. I confuse myself with the realities and wonders if it happens with you all or if I am the only victim? I purpose myself to concentrate on my career and personal work front but the lingering pain of not understanding the search for the unknown exists. UNKNOWN might be happiness or gloomy situations; it might be parallel universes or aliens; it could also be search for eternity or end of life. It could also be the power of nothingness, zero(0) has no value but has the power to increase or decrease the value of others.

Am I the "zero" who exists to add value to others life? "Trollers" and "haters" might be getting a high on the virtue of my assets and talents (I believe everyone has that ).

I used to think looking at the stars as of what could be there in those shiny objects; wonder used to ponder around the thinking brain of what if I could reach there; what if I get famous by laying my hands off to something more awesome than anyone can think about. I try to figure it out if I could search for the truth through spirituality or through scientific research or through the mind of a hacker.

Humans disillusionment with the nothingness and unknown has been since the beginning of mankind. Lightning, thunder, full moon and no moon were considered heavenly forces ready to wreck havoc in someone's personal life and they are still believed too. Challenging the norms might not be the intention but yes knowing the UNKNOWN definitely is.

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MESS

2020-05-11T18:03:00.001+05:30

CHAPTER 3 :

"Life is a beautiful mess", I strongly disbelieve it. Such kind of strangely funny opinionated phrases works great in Disney movies or Shakespeare's poetry. What I feel is the "cognitive dissonance of humans " makes them easy prey for pain, anguish and sadness. My sadness might be yours perception of my nonsensical behavior towards a certain stimulant. A human sometimes acts certain ways due to the fact that they aren't often "open minded about prolonged periods of discussion, multidimensional arrays of thought process in practicality or certainty about certain decisions they want to take.

Counted as an intelligent species among every other species that exists in the earth but not intellectual enough I always restricted myself from phrasing out my perception about my environment. I was obviously tagged as an "introvert" for the obvious reasons. You readers can blame in on my super conservative upbringing or the caretakers utmost necessity for maintaining a social dignity of them in the society that I wasn't allowed to do so.

There were instances where I choose to keep quiet as I would be referred to a very "young aged" who cannot have his own personal experience. I sometimes used to fool myself by thinking probably that really is true.

Mess according to everyone would mean my unmanaged wardrobe or obviously my study table; I used to be referred to someone who is not trustworthy of taking life decisions because of my messed up wardrobe, study table or perhaps relationships too.

Somewhere I blame my introvert nature due to the fact that I lacked a sense of self confidence; I was afraid to try , fight , lose and try again.

But wasn't it "their" duty to inflict that confidence, that motivation , that outlook towards life and truth. We introverts perhaps choose to be alone but not lonely due to the fact that now we don't trust anyone anymore for guidance.

Sometimes I look back and think of why I couldn't get someone to hold my hands to motivate my self esteem, is it really late? Can I start my journey afresh and undo every single mistake I have committed? Do we introverts really deserve a chance or it was just a biochemical glitch on the part of our brain?

Is it okay on our part to blame our stars or it really depends on us to start with a new propaganda. At this stage of my life I truly believe on "better late than never ". Not everyone is blessed with a proper guide , not everyone has the time for it in this age of cut throat competition, not everyone will want to help you.

My advice to everyone facing this similar issue is to let loose their fear and be more vocal because if we don't voice our choices we won't have any choices left

Conclusion:

A controversial part of thought process is that introverts probably are more messed up with their existence and experiences. But books on human nature strongly suggests introverts are more focused ; it's just their way of perception of life that makes them different from us

A DUMB QUESTION

2020-04-27T11:27:00.002+05:30

CHAPTER 2 :

Today when I look back I smile and grin about the roller coaster ride that I had till now. I barely remember my childhood, but yes what I remember is the on and off spanking I received unwillingly from some of my childhood mentors and caretakers.

Today I wonder if those schedule torturing has had helped me in actually achieving anything in my life. On gaining consciousness about my surroundings, my peer group, my places of learning, I wonder if they taught me to be reluctant & focused towards my goal or to be selfish, greedy, jealous about others achievement to ones degree of comparisons.

I somewhere find myself being pushed to place where percentage & marks matter more than talents. The real talents were those who could say YES/NO & nothing more.

We were forced to believe that we are all are born with the same intellectuality, thinking & zeal, but were we treated equally?

Wasn’t “favoritism” a big pandemic that time & may be still continue to be so.

I was called a “DUMB” because, I was a last bencher!

I was called a “DUMB” because I missed 2 precious years of my academics!

I was questioned as of why I am a dumb; but no one, literally no one did anything to do away with the title given to me, which I do not actually want.

Till today our liberty to choose various subjects are being rationalized by our “influential surroundings”. We have very little say to it. I strongly believe today that if we were to be pushed to our limits, let the real freedom to choose, to face, to fail, to try & then to succeed to be given to us. Only then we will not be called a “DUMB”, but probably be acknowledged as a person with status & stature.

Its rightly being said when one teacher cannot teach all subjects, why one student is forced to learn all subjects, let he/she be given the right to choose, only then he/she will be responsible for his/her decision.

I’m not here to challenge the traditional way of education but isn’t a little bit of more freedom do I deserve when it comes to choosing my own career, my dreams, my aspirations.

Don’t my intellectual care takers have a bit of confidence over their own guidance that I am able to choose my own path?

Why I’m not entrusted upon to choose my dreams and let us face our own consequences.

THANK YOU.

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GREED

2020-04-11T16:13:00.002+05:30

CHAPTER 1 :

When I think of myself, leaving all the melodramatic worldly socialistic things.

I find myself is doing things which is not of my wish. I find myself lost in each & every morning, afternoon, evening and night.

I sometime question myself, What am I doing? Why am I doing? Is it the right place where I'm in now and will be in the future?

I feel like I have no "IDENTITY". I literally sometime ask myself "Who am I ?" I lost myself in this cruel crowd of unknown people's desire.

So, the problem is now that how to get back myself? Do I deserve to actually get back myself... I think what you know we've all lost our own actual identity making others happy.

Our own life is not actually ours, its someones else life.

Just a glimpse, just before few years as per the historians we fought for our need NO. its greed. Greed of what?

Greed of showing others down infront of some other unknown being. And while doing that we lost ourselves(our own need, dreams, etc.) And so, from then to now it's all the same. We are just fighting for the greed.

Did we ever knew that when we lost ourselves, where did it go?

It was always there with us but we rejected it and choose to follow the melodramatic worldly socialistic things that is called Greed.

It is not that greed is bad, yes there are two types of greed I.e one as I said earlier and another one is the greed of finding the actual lost yourself.

So, now question yourself did I find myself or I'm making others...

You know what I'm trying to say. Rest you understood already.

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