It's Black and White

2013-10-03T10:02:00.001-07:00

I almost can't even comprehend how to use blogger anymore. It's been so long since I used it to write anything. So much has changed in the last two years. I wish I could elaborate but some of it I can't even begin to put into words.

2013-08-27T19:01:00.001-07:00

What is this hell. And why can't I escape it

It's personal

2013-01-07T07:09:00.001-08:00

Feels like I'm throwing words into a deep dark pit. Watching them sink to the bottom water logged and heavy

Love

2012-03-11T20:50:00.001-07:00

Some times I lay awake and stare at Aaron sleeping thinking of how much I love him. Just to feel his skin on mine makes me melt.

2012-02-20T19:12:00.001-08:00

can't someone be on my side some of the time?

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2012-02-05T13:22:00.001-08:00

My phone thought better of letting me post a self loathing post

Can I just say

2011-08-15T08:49:00.001-07:00

I'm married. Yes. My husband is good looking. Yes. I am a moderately attractive person. Yes. Do I want kids. No.

*gasp* what? Of course you do. No. This is a crime against humanity. I don't care. Every sensible intelligent "normal" woman wants kids. Not this one.

The answer is no. No no no no no no. NO! Now stop asking me.
I don't want to explain to you why. I want you to take a hint and leave me the heck alone. I do NOT want them.

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I'm still around

2011-07-07T07:57:00.001-07:00

Wow I was tan a year ago

Ivan of the rosebuds

Kelly of the rosebuds

Besties hubby and me

Oreo goatee

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2011-05-21T21:21:00.001-07:00

Me and my pops. I look rather disheveled. Please do excuse.

We've been besties long enough that we are showing up places dressed a like more and more. <3

2011-05-04T07:10:00.001-07:00

Hello blog. I've been busy.

A few pix

2011-04-20T08:21:00.001-07:00

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OMG SERIOUSLY

2011-03-31T14:56:00.001-07:00

Somebody. Somewhere. Wants me to be fat. Look at this crap.

That's. Right. ONE SINGULAR DOLLAR. A BAG!!?!!?!

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Oh the irony

2011-03-29T11:08:00.001-07:00

This is hilarious to me. But I had to delete my comment bc this is a privileged caucasian woman married into a well to do slightly prejudice family.

I thought it was hilarious.

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Random things

2011-03-22T09:38:00.001-07:00

Drinks

Makin groceries

2011-03-21T09:08:00.001-07:00

So as I'm walkin down the grocery store isle. I see this

Then I See another and another. There are three of these on the ends of the isles.
The I see this

Even more

Then holy crap. I see this.

I got some thinking they were 2 for 3.00 like the price tag says. Then when I looked at my receipt I realized the one I got was 2.99. Ugggh that's what I get for getting them

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Cravings

2011-02-23T07:41:00.001-08:00

These nine west shoes.

This target shirt.

Ocean salt from lush.

R&b hair treatment also from lush.

This vintage pitcher and glass set in the antique district in Denham springs. A bit pricey for my budget but the color is dreamy

My hubby (yes he is a craving) he looks so much like his mom.

-life is beautiful. as long as we don't get in it's way.

2011-02-14T19:42:00.001-08:00

We went to a wedding Saturday. It brought back butterflies and nervous feelings. It seems like yesterday we were taking that plunge.

I went for a romantic look.

And makeup

Sweet and light.

finding time

2011-02-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

I havent been able to make the time lately to post anything of significance. My cousin is getting a divorce. It really saddens me. I was her maid of honor in her wedding. It seems like now more and more people are willing to just give up trying instead of making the effort to work past things. Yes you will at some point be unhappy with your mate but does that mean you run off galavanting with the first man you meet who shows you attention. Anyway not to get into too much detail. I am very disappointed and saddened by the whole ordeal. Her husband will always be part of my family.

I have trimmed my bangs since this picture.. They sit right at my eyebrows. I love them.

In other news..

My life has been rather depressing lately and I am fighting the urge to slip into it deep. It seems like everything that could go wrong or be denied is denied. I have been with drawn lately. I cant explain it. Everything is a let down and a disappointment. I've been drinking way too much coffee lately.

This isnt a great picture but these are the "new" bangs.

Goodnight for now. ~Cassandra

C & C: How to make jeans smaller or just skinnies!

2011-02-05T20:15:00.000-08:00

C & C: How to make jeans smaller or just skinnies!: "BEFORE I'm LOVIN' the skinnies, and hatin' the baggy. Baggy-ness never looked good on me, yet I still embraced it throughout junior high and..."

i have a few pairs of jeans i wouldnt mind doing this to.. i wonder if i could borrow my moms sewing machine..

Dinner?

2011-01-23T12:35:00.001-08:00

I need dinner ideas for this week.
I guess it's pioneerwoman.com I go.

She's so cute. Ava spent the night at our house saturday to give her mom who was sick with a cold some rest.

She's adorable.

I said "be sure she doesn't fall out of the bed" he heard 'pin her down until I come back'

We had snugglies and a nap

Quickie

2011-01-17T20:39:00.001-08:00

I made pioneer womans fried round steak. My hunny gobbled them down. So easy too!

My revlon lip stain and my attitude face at work.

Before dinner a few weeks ago. I felt particularly snazzy that night.

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2011-01-15T07:18:00.001-08:00

I need to manage my money better. I am tired of being so close to broke. I have 18 dollars until we get paid. 18 dollars for food. I need to take a count of what we have and what we need and what I can cook so I don't spend money we don't have.

My niece she's so cute.

a pretty penny: How-To: Newsprint Manicure

2011-01-10T18:50:00.000-08:00

a pretty penny: How-To: Newsprint Manicure: "I saw this newsprint manicure over on The Daily Nail and thought it was adorable (especially for bookworms and word lovers like myself). I d..."

this looks awesome!

Random

2011-01-07T20:30:00.001-08:00

I'm pretty sure I had a dream this week that I woke up from and my face was wet with drool. That hasn't happened in a long time.

I curled my hair

Feeling particularly sassy this night.

Me on the right my sister avas mommy in the middle and our cousin on the left.

Went to a corks and canvas class and painted and had wine.
Shortly after this photo I had horrible fever and shakes for FOUR hours!

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Oh hello there blog

2011-01-06T06:49:00.001-08:00

I haven't forgotten you I've just been super busy lately enjoying time off of work.

Ava has teeth now.

I got these from target they are dolce vita.

We had a sleep over with Ava.

She loves her uncle

That's all for now.

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