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MTV Movie awards 2015 and Gospel

2015-04-15T19:31:00.001+01:00

Listening to gospel music, trying to pick up my spirit. Baba Wethu by Benjamin Dube[Worship in his presence album], when you lead us lord...there is few temptations, you deliver us Lord. For thy is the kingdom, The power and the glory, forever and ever... Afterwards i am watching the awards and Zzzz...

HOW TO: Toon Boom Animate Pro Lip sync

2015-04-15T19:09:00.001+01:00

I am brain tired today, lost my animation assignment because my stick had to be formatted. I am so so at drawing [currently teaching myself art-doodles ] so i recorded a video of myself saying what i wanted, opened it with VLC PLAYER and took so snapshots of different mouth forms or shapes. Afterwards i PHOTOSHOPED them into ONE FILE, arranging them ofcourse in order of how i want my animation to speak, then saved as .JPEG image. This i imported into TOON BOOM ANIMATE PRO 3 stage, and traced different lip shapes frame by frame. I drew the face too. Now i am left with adding sound tomorrow and tadah!! Finito! Drawbacks: I have Toon boom pro 2 installed on my laptop and the worst thing is that i can't open the newer version with old one :( to finish up my assignment at home at leisure. And my "dash" lecturer won't even share his, you have to buy it for yourself...dah! with what A-hole? Hello Africa..Any solutions guys?

Wow i am back!

2015-04-14T18:19:00.001+01:00

After long more than a year and i have no idea how i will last this time. A big thank you to all guys who popped in to my blog while i was away and those who left behind some comments. I appreciate it a lot. A lot has changed in my life a near death experience in 2013, deffered my studies, now i am back to skul. I am currently reading Jack Canfield's THE 25 PRINCIPLES OF SUCCESS and hoping for a more brighter future.

i have autoimmune disease disorder and pernicious anaemia

2013-08-27T13:40:00.001+01:00

Hello, long time :) Can you imagine, i was jumping up and down in excitement thinking i am cured after the pills i am taking gets finished. Then i went for check up yesterday and my doctor told me i am going to be taking the pills for years. I thank God my body pains is not severe and i can walk to the university to attend my lessons. God is great as always and life can go. Going back for review 28/October 2013 to check for blood count and blah blah... :) The only odd is i have problem sleeping, have been given sleeping pills and my tissues around my eyes still swells, haven't gone to normal. HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY (: and please visit your hospital to do body check ups. xoxo!!

My Arthritis results came out negative but still in getting joint pains.

2013-08-17T09:47:00.001+01:00

Hello, long time :) Life never fails to amaze me every single moment. Right now i am watching korean drama "Dae Jang Geum" in blankets feeling better, though there is pain all over my body. One moment my legs and fingers are stiff and swollen, painful i could barely do anything for myself. Next moment the swellings are gone and i can move my fingers and legs. What kind of sickness is this? That comes out of nowhere, and suddenly you live on chronic pain, there one moment, gone another. This is life, and like an idiot i wish to see how it all ends. Many live in severe pain than mine and i am thankful to God that, though i am in pain everyday, i don't have other worst diseases. I can still stand up, pain and all and walk to the pit-latrine toilet outside. #I just got discharged from the hospital on the 15th after being admitted on the 9th with severe allergic to Penicillin. I was given amoxicillin and Metra-something for a little infection in my mouth. Didn't take all the pills, still have them. Then i got sore throat, got some pills from Acupuncture clinic, all written in chinese..My face started swelling every single day i took the pills till my eyes closed up. I got admitted with facial oedema and given injections and pills to get down the swelling. i'll never forget the strange days of my life. 25 years old and 2013 brought strange things in my life and i pray to God, it all goes away when a new year comes, so i can have a new beginnings. May my faith keep me strong and save me...tired and in pain, later!! Good day :)

Hello, i am not gone, i am enduring...

2013-07-31T01:47:00.001+01:00

A 24 year old boy seeing out from the train's window shouted... "Dad, look the trees are going behind!" . Dad smiled and a young couple sitting nearby, looked at the 24 year old's childish behavior with pity, suddenly he again exclaimed... "Dad, look the clouds are running with us!" The couple couldn't resist and said to the old man... "Why don't you take your son to a good doctor?" The old man smiled and said... "I did and we are just coming from the hospital, my son was blind from birth, he just got his eyes today." - - - - - MORAL.......... - Every single person on the planet has a story. Don't judge people before you truly know them. The truth might surprise you.

Feeling pain on the left side, just below the ribs when i inhale/breath in

2013-07-12T19:15:00.001+01:00

Hello, it hurts when i breath in, no i am not talking about love, maybe thats what i need right now, but i am not even sure i'll recognize it when it hit...because i am such kind of person...ignorant. i have been getting my joint pains all week, me being i, i endured the pain silently...okay with a bunch of complaints to the closest ear. But 2 days back i have started feeling pain on the left side below my rib-cage when i breath. Even today, though distant now. PS: i am leaving the hospital right now, given multivitamin(instead of vitamin B which seems to be unavailable) , ibuprofen for my pain(i am not going to drink this one!) and Tetmosol medicated soap( i have no idea why i have been given this, will google it later...i hope it reduces joint pain as i wont be taking medication for that.. (: ) Anyway, i am seeing the doctor tomorrow for left-side pain. After reading all about bursting gall bladders ,rotting pancreas andinfections that lead to death a few hours ago when researching about my pain, i am glad the nurse who helped me today was friendly, even told me my pancreas and gall bladder are on the right side not left pweh!! :) Home sweet home, health service in my hometown seems to be good, i hope it continues so tomorrow, i didn't wait long in lines, registration computerized, i even joined a raffle given to me by the Doctor who helped at the dispensery. I hope to win a phone so that i can buy another Sim card, maybe a chicken, which happens to be a second prize :D, third prize is 6-pack Soft drink, family will drink this since i dont (: All good :) Thank you Lord. Amen. and Goodnight xoxo!! ;) #Tetmosol medicated soap is for scabies and protect against infections. And yes, the Nurse scolded me against touching my dirty slippers as it collects a bunch diseases, maybe thats why he gave me this.

#Sad story , have you done this?

2013-07-12T09:01:00.001+01:00

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father... with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions......sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed suicide... Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life.... . Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...Let's be careful to keep this thought in mind: Things are to be used, but People are to be loved ...Be yourself, This is the only day we HAVE. #From Facebook

OOTD meaning?

2013-07-01T12:22:00.000+01:00

Hello, Its Official, i am not fashionista :( Yes, i dream of wearing
beautiful clothes, like all girls. Just a few minutes ago i searched
for the meaning of OOTD and was surprised it simply means: OUTFIT OF
THE DAY! i was clueless :D ofcourse i have come across this in fashion
blogs, but i usually skip over it and look over pictures :D.

21st Century Situation

2013-06-26T06:50:00.001+01:00

Our Phone : wireless ! Cooking : fire less ! Food : fatness ! Dress : sleeveless ! Youth : jobless ! Leaders : shameless ! Relations : meaningless ! Attitude : careless ! Feelings : heartless ! Education : valueless ! But still, Our Hopes : Endless..! Government: ....................! -By Jacob... #This is so true, don't you ever feel that everything is fake FAKE FAKE!? I feel that sometimes...You're faking it, She is faking it, Both of you are faking it, you fake to be happy, Oh my God! We live in fakedom!! Do we even exist? Or its all just illusion? FAKE... :)

Cat and the dog

2013-06-21T17:34:00.001+01:00

Pain free...

2013-06-21T09:23:00.001+01:00

Hello, you heard it right :) Somehow it feels strange to move my limbs without feeling any pain, it feels strange, like i am unfeeling...weird but good, real GOOD. JUST A FEW DAYS AGO i was reading all bulldung on the internet about arthritis, picturing myself having Heart failure because of the medication i am taking, imagining my fingers chopped because all my cells & tissues on my hand are dead!! Internet life can be scary and misleading, i tell you. Especially if you read all that with a crooked painful hand whose fingers refuse to straighten, God is great...

Cat and the sunrise

2013-06-20T12:37:00.001+01:00

Hello, having a good day? I am...i hope you're too :)

Changing diapers...

2013-06-17T22:49:00.001+01:00

Hello, there you have it...i finally taken my holiday and gone home
Palapye from Gaborone City *Sighs with pleasure* Its good to be
surrounded by family i tell you, i think even my arthritis is gone!
Hahahahah! :) Mother, Cousins, new family addition, 6 months old, i'll
be busy changing diapers soon and i am all about positive thinking
this holidays, xoxo!! ;) MAY IT BE A BLISSFUL MONTH...

Can sickness be a blessing in disguise?

2013-06-16T08:17:00.000+01:00

Hello, I was just wondering...? I am sitting down this morning going
through all that has been happening to me lately, Is this the answer
to all my prayers? I am this girl whose life has changed dramatically
since 2013 has began. Last month i have started watching diet, eating
all the healthiest foods, avoiding all my favourites food(the bad
ones, the tastest! you know them, junk food!!) I look back, try to
recall what i used to eat, i can barely remember :))

Anyway, i think my sickness is God answering all my prayer: Living
long till i am white-haired with old age (isn't that glorious?) It is,
i believe it the most beautiful to live this life, no matter how the
going is tiring sometimes...i want all that. So i am going to endure
the pain with that strong believe in Jesus...in God. I am glad i am
not one of those people who curse our maker when they get sick, when
they have mountains blocking their way on this journey of life. :)
Good things will happen to you and i, i truly believe, have hope and
faith too. and a lovely day :D

AND A BUNCH OF LINKS TO WEBSITES I VISITED THIS MORNING (I am thinking
of drinking litres of water mixed with lemon juice everyday to purify
my system...liver and all---all that junk food i have been eating, its
not surprising we get sick!! GO NATURAL HEALTH!!)

http://voices.yahoo.com/surprising-health-benefits-lemons-lemon-juice-8098318.html?cat=5

http://voices.yahoo.com/5-health-problems-treat-lemon-juice-10946088.html

AND INSPIRATION, ADVICE... QUOTE (Stolen somewhere in the internet :))

"The future is not some place we are going, but one we are creating.
The paths are not to be found, but made. And the activity of making
them changes both the maker and the destination." – John H. Schaar

Toyota Kalahari Botswana 1000 Desert Race JUNE 2013

2013-06-13T01:58:00.001+01:00

Hello, are you gonna be there? Me...nope, She wishes! Do you ever feel like you're destined to spend your days on earth, sitting down and complaining? Sighs, yes i can picture myself un-clearly...slowly...turning gray-headed and shrinking into old age, while i sit down and complain everyday...Doing nothing...OH MY GOD!!! WHAT AN IMAGE!! *Slaps herself* DELETED!! That was me :)) yes, the desert race is around the corner, i didn't even know it was in existence for SOooooo LONG!! THE WORD DESERT...My thoughts take me to HIM & Dubai, its been a long time he has been part of my mind... Its like the Biggest Sporting Event in Botswana, held from 19 to 23 June 2013. Read more here: http://victoriafalls24.com/blog/2013/05/15/toyota-kalahari-botswana-1000-desert-race/ AND EVEN MORE EVENTS FROM BOTSWANA TOURISM WEBSITE, if you'r e around BOTSWANA or plan to visit here, xoxo!! God bless & have a lovely day :) http://www.botswanatourism.co.bw/events.php

DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND: I am thinking of increasing the diameter of my vagina

2013-06-11T03:50:00.001+01:00

Is it even legal to write something as vulgar as shameful as this? Sometimes i think i have been born in the wrong era, i was supposed to have been born centuries ago, when our parents arranged our marriages when we are still in the womb, or not even in existence! Though i would turned into a rebel bride, if the chosen husband wasn't to my satisfation :D Anyway, lately i have been in a lot of dilemma about my sex life. I am 25 years old for god'sake!!! aren't i supposed to be having a bunch of sex everyday!! and making babies!! Yes, i'll would give it all for a dependable man to drop down (even angels dropping from heaven) on knees before me and ask me to marry him. Of course he have to be hot & Sexy...whatever that means *sighs!* :)) Lately this waiting for husband thingy has been getting hard, i think i am slowly walking in the road of sin, very close to falling into bodily-pleasures-temptations. I close my eyes and try to picture my future, vague...so misty sometimes. I cannot see clearly, i don't know whats right and whats wrong, OKAY, THATS A LIE!! i always know, i am just sick of it all, breathing everyday and not knowing if happiness is around the corner, if this special person in your life now is the one or a passing breeze that will brush against you, make you feel good for a moment, only to be gone...with the wind? I am not surprised my husband is not making appearance, who will marry a crazy girl whose awake at 4am to-write-about-her vagina and its diameter? I bet no one... :( Still i am slowly falling, i want to have a bunch of orgasms TOO!!! i heard that they are delicious... i want to see stars too...fireworks in your arms, i want to peek into heaven, with you. And yet, you are not here..and he is here, & i am thinking seriously of giving it to him,u'll find me wise & cream white, unpure..

I spent my morning on twitter

2013-06-07T11:02:00.001+01:00

Hello, I spent my morning on twitter today (after being gone for
weeks!), needed new inspiration, motivation, advices...read some
interesting tweets...some scary!! And of-course they were all about
Arthritis, my current interest...

Have you ever cried at the hospital? Continuation...

2013-06-06T21:17:00.001+01:00

and guess what?? I AM RECEIVING SERIOUS ATTENTION NOW! more sniffing
from me, steming tears, finger prodding from the doctor attenting my
finger, no more why r u crying...YOU know how it makes you cry even
MORE when get these questions when crying, its like someone is telling
you cry some more!! :)) yack!!! Somehow i reigned my emotions, doctor
talked friendly to me, me apologised for kgm! kgm! we parted on
friendly, happy terms :D because it was already late & night outside,
closes at 4:30pm @ Dispensary, so i am getting my medicines tomorrow
morning. All i can say is the things we go through to get the right
attention in this world! pweh! what an experience! :D

Um not done yet...me to the toilet before leaving the clinic, thinking
all of all i just got through...its to 7pm, outside cows are blocking
the passage, thinking of going through them, fear strikes me..they
have long horns!!! the bell around one's neck kept on tingling, and i
had to retrace my steps, go around the clinic, thereby walking a long
way to my BUS STOP :(

NO combies coming, getting worried, praying bcoz there were a bunch of
suspicious looking people hanging around the bus stop, in the dark!!
IF YOU DON'T LIVE WITH JESUS, this is one of instances when/where you
get robbed. Then i meet a past suitor on a passing combie, one sends
me message asking what i am doing in darkness, on Block 9, he is
driving, the traffic ROBOT blinked fast, he could have given me a
lift! Afterwards, one of the patients i was sitting next to during
queues approaches me, greets me (after sitting next to me quietly for
hours in the clinic) tells me he saw me walking to stop, he was
waiting for me(Me: MEN!!!) am i not staying at Tsolamosese? PARANOID
ME, replies sarcastically with anger. He walks away to his car & i
realise late,he wanted to give me a lift...

Have you ever cried at the hospital?

2013-06-06T21:13:00.001+01:00

Hello, hello!! HOWZIT TODAY?? um good :)
Looking back @ my heading, i am like duh! what a stupid question! Of
course people cry at hospitals! :))

Well, i went for my results today @ around past 2pm, thats the time
they tell you to come to collect the results, 2 O'clock. Ofcourse i
had to queue, you know me & lines, enemies! Yes, the line moved at a
snail speed, thank God i bought Mascom mega-bundles, so i had
internet surfing to pass time while waiting, pweh! :D i got the
results, two papers out of 4, some not done yet, more lining to get
stamp, B.P & body temperature before even more lining to see the
doctor! Hey, what a life!

Then it was my turn to see the doctor, greetings, yes, me sitting
down, doctor spooning some rice to eat, then flipping through my
results while chewing...

DOCTOR: Everything is normal.
ME: What do mean normal?
DOCTOR: The results are normal, they are okay.
Me: ??? huh?
I don't know what hit me, soon i was arguing with the doctor,
demanding real explanation of my results, clarity!! accusing the
doctor of not even opening my results, how can he know i am okay!
SHAMEFUL...then i was crying! Aaaah! yes infront of the doctor!! :))
He kept saying why are you crying, me: Can i have some water,
please...nearby water is dripping from tap, i need some to calm.

Actually, the doctor went outside first get what happened to be a
injection needle to pierce a blister on my finger during my emotional
explosions. He found me wiping my eyes, me trying to contain my
emotions, then why are crying questions! STOP ASKING ME THAT! more
sniffing and i can't stop the emotional dam from overflowing, i need
some water to calm down, more water dripping. CAN I HAVE SOME WATER?
DOCTOR: NO, outside, this water no good. Doctor pricks my finger,
blood come out of the blister, he is on gloves now and...

Silence doesn't love back...

2013-06-04T21:47:00.001+01:00

Yes, this is one of those worst days. I feel like a sick, lonely wife
whose husband is neglecting because he is busy making money in the
memory of his ex-girlfriend. Except that i am not his wife yet, i am
his girlfriend and his is my boyfriend. Is he...? Sometimes i wonder,
in my lonely moments...

He has been ignoring me for days, all day. Even today, after i
forwarded an SMS to his 3 numbers to make sure he get the message no
matter what. Its 8:55 PM now, still no reply. Envisioning living this
kind of life in the next 10 years with him makes me even more Sad &
lonely. I would rather be forlorn alone, than endure this kind of
torture from someone who is supposed to care for me most in the world,
i am thinking...Silence doesn't love back, i am insecure, a bit sad
and lonely...

#And a bit of play around with photoshop...

Jokes, jokes , jokes !

2013-06-04T03:38:00.001+01:00

Via: Guycodes - bw (Facebook) Statuses we would be updating on FB, Twitter and BBM if we were in the times of Moses, Noah, Adam and Abraham: 1. Guys its scary, Lot's wife just turned into a pillar of salt#shaking# 2. Pimping my camel, Jerusalem here i come.. 4. Just chilling in first class at Noah's ark, the view here is fantastic.. But this Lions keep staring at me weird.#Noah's voyage# 5.Chilling with Moses by Mt Sinai.some miracles going on here.. 6. Eve and hubby got banished, they ate the forbidden fruit. I mean who does that? #smh# 7. Jacob's status: Things we do for love, cant believe i served her father for 14 years just to get her. Love u Rachel 8. Some people are so cruel hey. Cane how do u kill your own brother? RIP Abel 9. One of Jesus' disciples post:Wat a long day.. Walking and preaching the gospel. Now chilling with my brothers. These guys are funny..(LLP) Laughing Like Pharaoh!!

Worst and best food for someone with Arthritis

2013-05-31T22:47:00.001+01:00

Hello, God certainly works in mysterious ways but for a good reason. Guess what, i was just researching on best and worst foods for someone with Arthritis, damn!! everything i have been eating falls on the WORST FOOD LIST! Fatty foods: french fries, potato simba chips, sweets, fried chicken, french polony, biscuits with huge-sweet creams in between, butter,white tastic rice, sausages, the worst!! ice cream, i have to give up my Vanilla ice cream!!! Crying... :( All the above make up what has been my regular diet except i always buy brown bread...good. i have to start eating sorghum porridge, brown rice, all bran cornflakes and chew sunflower seeds when i feel a craving for sweets...etc. My life is changing, yes for good. I am going to be one healthy woman in the world. I have been asking God why he has given me this disease, the truth is now i realise this is the answer to my prayers! I have praying for months for answer, to live a long life till i am gray-haired and i am a great-great grandmother..This is my dream :) Just yesterday i bought a bun with a huge yellow & white cream in between. Its barcode refused to work and i left it at the till, i was so sad as i wanted to taste sweetness. It was God saving me. :) I ended up buying bananas, orange, green pepper, tomatoes, Apples all best food for me duh! Bye bye to all fast, tasty unhealthy foods!! I guess i have to start eating Nandos chicken instead of Hungry lion and Chicken licken fast foods...what a delicious loss, but worth all great things in Jesus' name :) Amen. LINKS: http://www.joybauer.com/photo-gallery/worst-foods-for-arthritis.aspx http://www.rd.com/health/conditions/9-delicious-ways-to-fight-arthritis/ http://www.besthealthmag.ca/eat-well/nutrition/9-arthritis-fighting-superfoods/

City Hunter korean drama watch

2013-05-31T13:26:00.001+01:00

The current korean drama i am watching is City hunter, been doing
that for days, so i am currently watching episode 17. I have all
episodes, jumping up and down! :))

*. Release Date: May 25, 2011 - July 28, 2011~Language: Korean- South Korea

PLOT

Lee Yoon-Sung ( Lee Min-Ho ) works at the Blue House for the National
Communication Network Team. He graduated from M.I.T.in the U.S. and
possesses elite skills as an I.T. engineer. At the Blue House,
Yoon-Sung meets Kim Na-Na ( Park Min-Young ), who works as a bodyguard
there. The two people fall for each other even though Yoon-Sung was
warned not to fall in love. An elaborate plan for revenge is his
ultimate mission...MORE @
http://asianwiki.com/City_Hunter_(Korean_Drama)

So far so good: Arthritis

2013-05-31T11:40:00.001+01:00

Well, i went to the Clinic in the morning to do routine blood tests
blah blah for Arthritis, the nurse who helped me kept on complaining
about how the Doctor is asking for so many tests. I had 4 papers, a
test each. Why she complained i have no idea as everything has to be
sent to the Hospital Laboratory, all she had to do was take my blood,
urine...She even said she going to do only 2 tests out of 4, What a
service!! Anyway she ended up making an excuse that its friday, my
blood might end up be discarded if Labs are closed and all WTF! and
have to come back on Monday. So here i am, back home, 6 pills taken at
once after getting comfirmation from the clinic. So far nothing
strange is happening to me, so far so good :)