shielashira

i need someone...

2012-01-27T02:46:00.000-08:00

saya tak bersedia langsung nak balik sungai petani. right now i`m still crying. i need someone to tell everything about what i feel right now..someone that i can cry in front of him/her..someone that can make me feel calm.. bila teringat apa yang jadi pada ayah saya mesti nangis.luaran saya nampak happy and ceria.ketawa dengan orang , but deep inside my heart nobody knows how what i feel right now..nobody knows...

strong daughter need a strong heart!

2012-01-17T01:48:00.000-08:00

For the God sake, please save my only father.Panjang kan lah umur ayah sehingga dapat melihat kelima-lima anaknya berjaya di dunia dan akhirat. Ya Allah, he is the only father that i have in this tiny world. Walau seteruk mana keadaannya, sembuhkan lah ayah seperti sediakala. At this time, i feel like i need doreamon to open his magic door to bring me back straight to Batu Pahat. Ini lah dugaan kalau belajar jauh. Hanya doa yang mampu diiringi =( I`m counting days to see him...

I`m crying like a baby in the toilet. That`s the only way i can do to feel calm

New place for us!

2012-01-11T09:09:00.000-08:00

Sekarang saya dah ada tempat lepak yang baru selain fruiti-fruiti yang sekarang dah tukar nama soyo yogo yang what so ever.Entah betul ke tak ntah namanya tue. Nama tempat baru yang bakal menjadi tempat lepak saya and my dear housemates ialah 'Ice Cream Societe' dekat Village Mall. Ice cream dia serius best giler! But one scoop cost for RM4.50. Tapi tadi kite orang pergi dapat diskaun 20% from owner kedai tu because one of my housemate kenal dengan owner nye. ^_^

Sebenarnya, saya sangat-sangat suka concept kedai ni. Rileks and such an nice place for people like me =) Boleh lepak-lepak.Boleh gosip-gosip. Boleh jadi tempat study for exam!hahaha.

Till then, bye-bye and assalamualaikum!

New semester begin!

2012-01-05T03:02:00.000-08:00

Yeah! This year will be my final. Huhu. Memang excited. Akhirnya masuk juga saya ke tahun akhir. 4 tahun setengan bertapak di bumi SP macam-macam pengalaman dapat ^^. Cuma yang tak best bagi semester kali ni jadual kuliah terlalu padat. Bayangkan kelas start pukul 8 pagi and habis dalam pukul 4-5 petang. Ouchhh! Really annoying la and sangat-sangat penat. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan, sem ni ada praktikum 3 bulan di sekolah and interaksi kuliah just ada 4 minggu je. Topik subject EDU and Penyelidikan Kajian Tindakan nak tak nak kene jugak habiskan. Lagi-lagi bile dapat lecturer yang skema -.-".

Ni lah akibatnya kalau kuliah sangat bosan.Everything about facts and theory.

First day masuk kuliah dan memerah otak fikir tajuk proposal. Habis kering cecair otak. Hahaha. And alhamdulillah my tajuk for proposal was accepted! So excited ^^. Tapi tak tahulah dapat jalankan or tak. Hopefully tak ada masalah. Lecturer baca tajuk proposal je terus cepat-cepat cakap "okeyh.you get it.cop cepat-cepat tajuk ni!". Harap-harap praktikum 3 bulan will be succeed! Rabbi yassir wala tu`assir ^_^

Till then, bye-bye and assalamualaikum!

wordless Monday: Langkawi 2011

2011-12-26T05:00:00.000-08:00

will be in memory till the last breath! =)

Buat saya excited lebey!

2011-12-20T00:27:00.000-08:00

Bley plak fasa 2 belum diterima..Aduyaii nye la pun..Punye la excited nak check result tadi!

O.k bye!

Product Review : UNO Soup Glutathione

2011-12-17T06:40:00.000-08:00

So right now glutathione soap is being famous and laku macam pisang goreng panas especially the 'tab-ex glutathione'.WOW! I never use tab ex before but right now i`m using UNO Soap Glutathione. And what i can say about this facial soap is it`s really AMAZINGGG! Yeahh. It`s true bebeh! Before i use this soap, my face is like too much of rashes. And tiny pimples always love to make my face as their home. My face also easy to get oily. To solve the problem at first i`m using bio-essence hydra lotion and for the first month it seems like o.k to me but then i realized that it`s not o.k at all. The rashes still coming out and pimples started to call all their friends to built more home at my face.Arghhh~

Then, last month masa tengah bermuka buku tiba-tiba terbuka satu blog sebut pasal sabun glutathione. I keep serching the testimony about the glutathione product and most of them had given the positive comment. So, ini menyebabkan saya semakin teruja and teruja and teruja untuk menyental muka ini dengan sabun gluta.Hehe.Then, i make an order that cost about RM60 include the postage. Masa mula-mula pakai sabun ni muka memang rasa pedih-pedih sikit and tiny pimples memang banyak keluar. At that time i feel like 'what a useless product!' =.=''. Haha. Then, i keep searching about the effects after using this product and certain people said that memang muka akan rasa pedih-pedih sikit and may be ada yang akan keluar jerawat. Kalau yang menghidap resdung lagi banyak keluar. But that just for the first two or three weeks after we use it. So, hati kembali tenang and fikir yang positif. Masuk minggu ke dua muka still keluar jerawat and kulit mula jadi kering. Time ni my mother told me that my face looks suckkss and same goes to my big brother also said the same thing. He said that my face looks like macam kulit orang-orang tua. Tak flawless. =.=''. Saje je tau nak membunuh sikap positif saya. But i`m telling to myself that this is just for temporary only. Everything will change!

So sekarang dah lebih kurang sebulan and muka saya dah bersih. Yeahhh! Totally clean. Rashes dah makin kurang and pimples pun dah kurang. Pori-pori makin kecil and pakai make up sikit je pun dah o.k. Muka pun dah tak berminyak Oh goshhh! I`m really fall in love with my face right now!

UNO Soap Glutathione

Till then, bye2 and assalamualaikum!

What you say?

2011-12-17T01:55:00.000-08:00

eksperimen dalam berfashion for my ownself! Haha~

Owh perempuan!

2011-12-16T05:02:00.000-08:00

Perempuan tak akan pernah lari dengan nafsu yang kuat.Well, we all know that woman have 9 passions.Too much right. Tapi nak buat macam mana dah namanye PEREMPUAN. Bila YES datang habis semua benda nak nak sapu.Ouchhhh.Kumpul duit dari awal tahun and bila sampai hujung tahun lesap ke dalam YES! 'YES' is standing for Year End Sale =). Macam semalam, saya just pergi ke watson untuk beli barang-barang cosmetic. The total was about RM100++. =.='' Dalam hati masa dekat kaunter "I should put certain things back.This really cost too much.'' . Tapi tu dalam hati je, tangan habis laju keluar je duit dari purse. Hehe.

Part of my cosmetic things. Owh right now i do not use bio-essence hydra lotion anymore. It suckss! Change to clean and clear fairness! =)

That is the first part only, tak masuk lagi kasut, baju, seluar, accessories. Boleh botak kepala macam ni. Tapi, itu hanya kepada perempuan yang tak boleh mengawal nafsu sahaja. Dalam Islam pun cakap kan, membazir tak baik. Bila ada rasa benda itu penting sangat sangat barulah beli.Hehe. Lagi satu, kalau macam desperate sangat sampai masuk dalam mimpi sampai 2 3 4 kali tu alamatnya memang dia suruh beli jela. Nanti kang menangis tak berlagu pulak!

So, kepada perempuan-perempuan sekalian, YES memang tengah berkumandang sekarang.Hahaha. Nafsu tu jaga-jaga la yer. Jangan kerana nafsu hidup merana kelak ^_^

Cantik tak kasut ni??? OK nak beli esok!! Hahahahahaha!

Till then, bye2 and assalamualaikum!

Kuasa Allah

2011-12-15T01:37:00.000-08:00

Kuasa Allah siapa yang tahu. Ini cerita saya semasa berada di bumi Mekah. Sebelum pergi Mekah 6 bulan yang lepas, kaki saya bengkak and macam ada something terbenam bawah tapak kaki. Sangat-sangat sakit. Bila pergi kuliah pakai high heel rase macam mencucuk-cucuk. At first, ingatkan sakit sikit je and may be tercucuk duri ke ape kan. Then, teringat dulu member pun penah sakit macam ni sebab tercucuk duri and finally dia buat minor operation that cost about RM1000++ . Sebab takut doktor akan potong kulit tapak kaki and main bedah-bedah so i feel like ''ishhh..tak nak lah jumpe dokto.takut''. Yup memang takut pun. Haha.Walaupun akan dibius bagai tapi tetap takut. So, saya bagi tahulah member yang penah sakit kaki tu and she gave me cream untuk disapu. Dia cakap doktor bagi ubat cream ni and kena sapu dekat tempat yang sakit tu. So, sapu and sapu and sapu tetap tak ok. Kulit tapak kaki jadi keras. Dan mula lah tangan ni gatal-gatal ambil nail clipper and ketip bahagian kulit-kulit yang keras tu. Sampaikan satu tahap saya tak tahan, saya ketip sampai keluar darah just want to know what is really wrong with my sole. Tapi tak jumpa apa-apa even duri pun tak ada sebenarnya. Bila dah berdarah bagai, esoknya pergi kuliah kaki dah terhincut-hincut dah. Haha.Nasib.

Bila kaki dah sakit macam ni and semakin teruk, saya bagi tahu ibu and dia cakap pergilah jumpa doktor. Tapi orang kalau dah penakut memang penakut.Haha. Tak suka jumpa doktor sebenarnya. Even doktor gigi pun tak suka gak! Hehehe. Hati makin risau. Asyik fikir je macam mana nak buat umrah kalau kaki sakit macam ni. Macam mana nak buat tawaf? Macam mana nak buat sai`. Semua memerlukan kaki. Hurmmm. Before berangkat ke tanah suci, just doa banyak-banyak je kaki akan okeyh.

Bila sampai di Kota Mekah, alhamdulillah sebab hotel tak jauh sangat dari Masjidil Haram.Just kene naik turun tangga je sikit. 4 hari yang pertama di bumi Mekah kaki memang sakit. Masa first day buat umrah pukul 12.30 malam waktu Mekah kaki memang sakit and masa tu sangat-sangat letih. Tapi sebab niat, semuanya berjalan dengan baik and umrah pertama dapat ditunaikan. Lepas tawaf, saya buat sai`. And masa tu la kaki lagi sakit especially time naik and turun bukit safa and marwah.Even bukit tak adalah tinggi mana tapi sebab tapak kaki menahan tu yang sakit. Tapi, alhamdulillah tak ada apa-apa yang serius pun berlaku.

Masuk hari ketiga, buat tawaf sunat dengan family. Ibu saya suruh niat dalam hati semoga Allah sembuhkan sakit. And masa tu jugak, lutut ibu pun saki-sakit jugak. Lepas tawaf sunat terus pergi ambil air zam zam and sapukan pada bahagian tapak kaki.Ibu pun sapu pada lutut juga. Everytime masuk masjidil haram and buat tawaf sunat mesti sapu air zam zam dekat tapak kaki. Hari yang kelima, saya tak tahan sangat dengan tapak kaki ni terus ambil nail clipper and buang lagi kulit-kulit keras tu sampai berdarah. Lepas tu masuk bilik air terus basuh dengan air zam zam. Masa nak pergi sembahyang maghrib memang kaki terhincut-hincut la. Hahaha. Macam biasa la kan. Tahan je la.

Esok pagi bangun tidur nak pergi sembahyang subuh terus tengok tapak kaki.Okeyh atau tak. Tengok-tengok dekat bahagian tapak tu macam ada darah beku warna hitam. Mungkin memang satu yang common kot kalau ada darah beku kan. So, macam biasa buang lagi darah beku and kulit keras. Hehe. Basuh dengan air zam-zam. Sehari sebelum berangkat ke Madinah rasa macam pelik. Kaki dah tak saki lagi. Serius tak sakit and tak ada kulit keras timbul macam dulu lagi. Hati mula gembira. Yelaa kan, dekat masa dekat Malaysia tahan sakit je bila sampai Mekah semua jadi ok. Just dengan buat tawaf sunat and sapu air zam-zam tapak kaki sembuh macam dulu.

Itu kisah saya masa di Mekah. Kuasa Allah siapa yang tahu. And seriously, saya tak ada sapu ubat apa-apa pun. Just buat tawaf sunat and basuh dengan air zam-zam. Niat itu yang penting. Buat semua kerana Allah sudah tentu Allah menjanjikan balasan yang baik.Insyallah~ And right now, my sole become normal back. Tak ada sakit, tak ada kulit timbul and bekas tempat yang sakit tu pun dah tak nampak. Alhamdulillah.

Till then, bye2 and assalmualaikum =)

From Higlands with Love!

2011-12-12T19:04:00.000-08:00

My holidays.From higlands with love.Cameroon and genting.Duit tak cukup nak terjah ke overseas.Haha.

Till then, bye2 and assalamualaikum!

My first trial of making pavlova!

2011-12-12T03:35:00.000-08:00

Actually lama dah nak try buat pavlova ni but since i`m always busy and tak sempat so time cuti-cuti macam ni je la dapat buat. Mr Google menjadi sasaran untuk mencari resipi pavlova. Setelah cari dan cari resipi yang sedap and senang so finally i`ve found the recipe from this blogger! Thanks to you! =)

Pavlova!

The taste is a little bit sweet. Bila makan rasa macam marshmallow. So nice! Kalau yang tak suka manis-manis may be boleh kurangkan gula. Saya guna 3/4 cawan gula pun still manis. So may be boleh kurangkan lagi gulanya kot.^_^

Till then, bye-bye and assalamualaikum =)

wordless Saturday: Scent of the Flower

2011-12-09T18:02:00.000-08:00

we need friends!

2011-12-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

Bile kite gembira kawan ade.Bila sedih pun kawan ada =)

Not a good kisser!

'Tadaa!' means happy!Happy yawnn =)

Smile like ghost!Auchh

Sucks! ^^

Till then, bye-bye and assalamualaikum =)

wordless Friday : Mecca

2011-12-02T06:18:00.000-08:00

Mecca 2011:Subuh

wordless Thursday: Ombak Rindu.Feeling Lebey

2011-12-01T04:47:00.000-08:00

Ombak Rindu was really great!=)

wordless Wednesday: Once upon a time in Madinah Al-Munawarrah

2011-11-30T04:34:00.000-08:00

will come here again.Insyallah~

bff =)

2011-11-29T04:13:00.000-08:00

Sangat lama tak berjumpa dengan sang bff yang comel ni.Hehe.Since right now saya tengah cuti and bff pun tengah mengaggur sambil bekerja part time, saya pun mengajak beliau berjimba-jimba! First thing to do if you see you best friend is cium peluk muahss.Hehehe.Tapi saya tak buat pun. Niat je =). I`m so excited to meet her after one year and half we never seen each other.

Her!

She`s again! =)

Our lunch at Nasi Ayam Penyet!

Gambar sendiri harus ada! ^^

Before lunch saya dan bff menghabiskan masa berwayangan di Big Cinema for Breaking Dawn. Owh yeah.That film is totally awesome. Can`t wait to see part two =). To my dear bff thanks again. You are such a good friend to me. Next time i`ll treat you okeyh! ^_^

Till then, bye-bye and assalamualaikum =)

ubi kayu!

2011-11-25T00:20:00.000-08:00

Last week my family went to visit our uncle who stayed in Pontian. When we were there, we`d stayed at his 'kebun' for a few hours . Before we went home he had gave us ubi kayu.So so many of ubi kayu. That`s why in this two weeks our high tea was totally made from 'ubi kayu'.Not just high tea actually but same goes to our breakfast. Ubi goreng cicah dengan gula and also ubi rebus with sambal tumis.Owshh! Must be our stomach full of kanji! Instead of just making ubi goreng and ubi rebus, i`ve been looking for recipe to make kek ubi kayu.The recipe that i found was so simple like ABC! ^^. So, here we go for the recipe =)

Bahan-bahan:

1½ cawan (375g) Mentega
1½ cawan Gula Halus
5 biji Telur
1½ cawan Tepung
½ tin Susu manis
1 sudu makan Baking Powder
3 cawan Ubikayu (sagat & tapis)
1 sudu makan Vanilla

Cara-cara :

1. Pukul Mentega & Gula sehingga kembang. Masukkan Telur satu-persatu sambil di pukul. Masukkan

Tepung, Susu pekat, Baking Powder sambil di pukul. Masukkan Ubikayu & akhir sekali Vanilla. Sedikit

pewarna kuning jika suka.Warna-warni pun boleh juga actually.Depends.

2. Bakar 175 Celcius, selama 45-50 minit sehingga masak.

Simple je kan.Just need a few minutes to make this cake. This recipe i took from my resepi and credit to this website. Actually, saya ade tambah kacang hazel kisar dalam cake. If u guys want to put something else like kismis or badam also can. =)

Till then, bye2 and assalamualaikum!

pratha gulung

2011-11-20T02:07:00.000-08:00

Okeyh dulu masa blogwalking dekat blog Fatin Suhana adalah terbaca satu entri pasal resipi roti pratha sardin. So, today i make it.Yeay! Setelah berbulan-bulan menahan nafsu nak buat baru hari ni dapat buat =) Tapi saya tak buat inti sardin sebab boring dah asyik makan sardin je kan, So, i change it to daging cincang and sangat best ^_^

So, here we go for the recipe:

Bahan-bahan:

1.Roti Pratha

2.Daging cincang (dua genggam tangan)

3.Serbuk kari (satu sudu besar)

4.Bawang putih (3 ulas)

5.Bawang merah (2 ulas)

6.Garam secukup rasa

Cara-cara:

1.Tumis bawang merah, bawang putih and serbuk kari. Letak sedikit sahaja air bagi tidak terlalu kering.

2.Masukkan daging cincang and goreng.Letak garam secukup rasa.

3.Ambil roti pratha and bahagikannya kepada dua bahagian. Sekeping roti pratha boleh dapat 2 ring donut.

4.Masukan inti daging and gulung roti tersebut and cantumkan hujung kiri and kanan membentuk seperti kuih donut.

5. Panaskan minyak and goreng macam biasa.

Dah siap, boleh makan! =)

Till then, bye-bye and assalamualaikum =)

p/s: the recipe credit to Fatin Suhana ^^

Burberry Body

2011-11-19T07:01:00.000-08:00

Burberry Body : New Fragrance for Women

I love the smell of burberry perfume. Most of the perfumes from this brand smell so sweet. Last time i used Burberry Summer and memang kene dengan jiwa la orang cakap. Bau dia memang lembut and macam nak lempang-lempang je =p. So, bila Burberry launch new fragrance for women, saya pun gatal-gatal la tangan minta sample through facebook.And last week i`ve got the sample. Since that i just coming home , so baru tadi try bau perfume ni . And what i can say about this fragrance is the smell very traditional , so generic and boring . Macam sesuai untuk orang-orang tua pakai. Bau perfume ni tak funky and really not suitable untuk orang-orang yang macam saya yang suka bau manis-manis and fruity. But,the smell is not so bad actually. Kalau dah pakai lama-lama boleh tahan juga baunye. Soft and feel so release. If orang suka bau ala-ala tradisional boleh la try perfume ni and also can get the sample from:

Body Burberry facebook.

This is how the packaging looks like, Burberry BODY!

Till then, bye-bye and assalamualaikum =)

Fruti-fruiti

2011-11-18T02:46:00.000-08:00

Fruiti-fruiti.Bukan tutti fruiti ok =p

Okeyh , dekat SP memang tak ada tutti fruiti lagi. So, lepas-lepas habis last paper semalam my housemate and i telah melepaskan tension exam di fruiti-fruiti. Lebey kurang macam tutti fruiti la kan. Tapi, dah dengar rumors gak cakap tutti fruiti will coming soon at Village Mall. Bile nye open tak tahulah la kan. Actually ingatkan nak makan coconut and honey dew flavors, but since both tak ada, so makan lah yougurt strawberry and blubbery. Nasib baik sedap ^^

Ni lah muka lepas dah habis exam. So , boleh rehatkan minda and otak for one and half month.

Ermmm..cuti-cuti ni nak buat ape ek?

Masak??Belajar Jahit??

Hello!Sangat-sangat perempuan okeyh >.<"

Till then, bye2 and assalamualaikum =)

practicum.zzzz!

2011-11-15T02:43:00.000-08:00

Okeyh, tadi habis je exam terus memecut ke Jabatan Seni just to see senarai penempatan sekolah praktikum for next sem.And guess what, i`ve got sekolah yang jauh.Waaa! 3 bulan okeyh.Habis duit elaun saya bayar duit minyak. But the good thing is, sekolah tu katenye 'BEST'.Based on pengalaman member yang dah berpraktikum kat situ.And lagi satu, suka suki penyelaras je nak ubah-ubah pasangan praktikum. Aduyaii nye la pun. I`m okeyh with my partner,why should i change? No reason for me to change it. Tapi apakah daya, Mem Besar tak mengizinkan untuk tukar balik dengan partner lama. So next practicum dengan partner baru.New partner, new lecturer and new environment. Hopefully everything will be okeyh. Honestly, three months is along journey to go.For sure i will be so so boring. Lebih-lebih lagi bila setiap hari mengadap buku RPH. >.<

spm for the second time

2011-11-13T01:57:00.000-08:00

I`ll be facing my first paper tomorrow.Strike for it.May Allah bless me in the exam hall.

This is how my desk look a day before exam.No books.Just a few of notes and lappy.

Kebetulan my first paper sama dengan SPM tomorrow. It feels like i`m taking it for the second time.Nervous!Haha

So, good luck to all SPM candidates include my brother and all my cousins who will be facing it tomorrow.May Allah bless us in the exam hall.

Rabbi Yassir Wala Tu Assir

Ya Allah, mudahkanlah segala urusan kami

Till then, bye2 and assalammualaikum!

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2011-11-10T05:44:00.000-08:00