Lestath's Blog

PayBox

sethlestath — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 14:22:30 +0000

sethlestath — Sun, 29 Aug 2010 17:41:14 +0000

Time… cannot break the bird’s wing from the bird. The bird and its wing together could have one father. No love that ever flew. And not even mine can die as others do.

My Dream

sethlestath — Fri, 27 Aug 2010 20:30:09 +0000

My dream… was a cruel joke; it torn me. Even in my dream I was an idiot who knows it’s about to wake up to reality. If I can only avoid sleep, but I can’t. I try to tell myself what to dream. But never works.

Come Challenge Me!

sethlestath — Wed, 25 Aug 2010 11:39:05 +0000

I say until the celestial sign have brought the annual reckoning, the dawn is breaking through. And if this austere in sociable life, change not my offer made in heat of blood. If frost fast by this virgin palm, nip not the gaudy blossoms of my love with this trial and fast love. Then at the expiration of the day, come challenge me by these deserts. Come challenge me!

Journey of Love

sethlestath — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 18:17:57 +0000

My journey begun on a love ship; a travel to a never land. But a ship broken, and all the hopeless souls within’ her drawn. But they’re not gone. The love is more powerful than the ocean. The spirit’s stronger than the sea, and grace. And a new life begins on a strange shore. It becomes an accursed love.

My Story

sethlestath — Sun, 22 Aug 2010 18:37:19 +0000

My story started at the sea of joy; a graduation day. One moment in my life when I felt I have everything I want. But then I decided to let go all the pleasures of the world, and choose a fare less voyage to the unknown land; the land of my own. And as I opened my eyes things became different; it was more like odds. I tried to fit in. But the more I tried the weird I became in their eyes. So I went back. But the door of mirth has sealed tight and I can’t open it, or it never was opened. So I guess I must stay, mustn’t I? I must follow the path that I had chosen, and survive. I know I’m different. Maybe I’m just part of them that never really exist. But I have to be who I really am. So I’m gonna let fate do the rest.

The Lady

sethlestath — Fri, 20 Aug 2010 20:30:11 +0000

Every year… the same month… the same person; the Lady. She appears in my thought with the shadow of her love. But why a cup of poison still hangs above me? Oh…I have fear. I thought I’ve deal with it, but I can’t. And now it scares people around me for I cannot tell them the way I feel. I love her like a sickness and its cured together, like beautiful flowers that grows naturally, like rain and sun, or cold and heat which lasts forever. But I must end it.

I Am What I Am

sethlestath — Mon, 16 Aug 2010 20:56:37 +0000

I’m in blood, stepped in so far that I should wade no more, and returning as tedious as go o’er. I’m just a person who feared and damned. I’m nothing; lifeless; meaningless; soulless.

The Darkness

sethlestath — Sun, 15 Aug 2010 19:03:54 +0000

The darkness is the light. And it tells me truth that I doubts everything in my mind, even my thoughts. Strange screams death in the livelong night comes to the woeful time. Is it the night, or is it me? Who then shall I blame these pestered senses when all that is within’ does condemn itself for being there? No one.

The Curse

sethlestath — Sat, 14 Aug 2010 20:11:10 +0000

The curse’s just never stops. They’re haunting me like ghosts that I can breathe no more. But why? Is there not enough blood that I gave to please their thirst? If so, what would I do? I’m out of blood. And now the king is in his rage. I could never oppose his anger. I must hold my tongue, and hoping they’d all disappear. But what if they won’t, what form of curse would they be?