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2013 Resolutions

2013-02-25T23:46:00.002-08:00

1. Stay positive

To be positive at all time is actually my ultimate goal in 2013. I have to remind myself million times everyday in order to be positive as I frequently unaware of my own actions. Sometimes, I was too tensed on certain problems that I faced. Too emo on certain obstacles. My mind was filled with those negative thoughts. Thus, I urgently have to throw and wash away those thoughts. Seriously I extremely need to infuse the positivity inside of me since its is the solution of almost every problems. To be healthy doesn't mean that you are healthy physically but to be healthy emotionally from the inside. That is the basic foundation. isn't it?

2. Be grateful

We used to grumble. complained and commented all the actions and things that should have happened in the first place. None of us manage to get away from complaining. Same goes to me, the same old routine. If something happened beyond my control, I perpetually grumbling maybe not verbally but I'm pro in grumbling emotionally haha. Hence, I should have learnt to be grateful. I should bear in my mind that there are people whose having hard times and do suffer a lot or maybe even worse I can't endure. Be grateful. Be grateful. Be grateful.

3. Stop compare yourself with the others

We often compered ourselves with the others as we also wanted to be like them. like to do exactly the same things as they did and to feel the same ways as theirs. I used to compare myself with the others. Sometimes, I did felt small and invisible which I didn't played a major part in anyone's life. Only an extra of certain drama. Therefore, I used to see others's strengths conversely I abandoned my own so called special traits. Comparing yourselves with the others will cause you to feel down and lower our self esteem. Do remember that!

4. Save! save! save!

Save what? money of course. This is the most frustrated one. This is actually past years resolution.The thought of saving Ended up with interminable promises. It was pathetic. Especially if you are so called shopaholic type.

5. Stay focus

I'm easily distracted person. I take things for granted. Especially so called insignificant things. So, according to my own dictionary, I won't focus on that small matters. but from previous experiences that small matter will lead to major one. duhh~ #epic fail. Ok then. I shall stay focus from today onward.

6. Be independent

I may not relying too much on people. Maybe not too much a little I guess hahaha. Anywy, I wanted to be more independent.. Yes! yes! yes! :D

InshaAllah I will achieve my new year resolutions. Wish me luck guys :)

Yoona doppelganger?

2013-02-22T08:04:00.001-08:00

This was made by a lovely friend of mine. OMG! She said I'm one of Yoona's doppelgangers. haha how so? It started from the recent news that Yoona's doppelganger from Malaysia has been found then she purposely made this . Funny la hahaha anyway this thing really made my day. Thanks to her. :)

Kawaii candies

2012-12-10T23:22:00.000-08:00

Hi there lovelies!

I'm feeling great today as I've already changed my blog template, header and deleted some unnecessary gadgets and entries.

Well, wonderful things are happening today. I just remind myself to live physically and emotionally positive. To be happy is simple because it is all within yourself. Alhamdulillah for another day :)

“Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking.”
(Marcus Aurelius)

I decided to share my childhood endless dream which was to eat candies as much as I possibly can! haha. Candies proven to reduce stress and boost the positivity inside of you...

so chill out and have some candies! :)

pictures credit to Google :)

Judgemental people are everywhere!

2012-10-19T23:10:00.001-07:00

Why do people judge? why do you judge people when you barely know them?

Judgemental people are everywhere! that is the fact. we can't even escape from that fact. Undeniably, we are one of them.

For me personally, I hate when people judged me from the small things I've done, the way I talked or even the way I saw things differently. I felt so suffocated and frustrated! I felt like I wanted to shout angrily saying " this is the way I am!"

As I mentioned earlier, everyone is being judgemental. "Plastics" are everywhere. They said they won't judge you yet they judged you from the very beginning. Again, everyone is judging everyone. So do I. I tend to judge others as well. I wanted to change. Desperately I guess. I am trying. Yes I am trying. Having negative thoughts obviously wasting your time and eventually make you look older than your age. hehe

Some people said being judgemental is normal. Yes it is. In certain context. People should have learned to accept differences and varieties. Stick to a certain character is indeed boring.

How to deal with judgemental people? It is simple. Stay positive and calm. Be the way you are and make sure that those judgements won't effect you at all. Have faith in yourself is the most crucial thing. Remember, you don't live to please everyone.

Under construction :)

2012-10-19T09:24:00.003-07:00

Latte arts :)

2012-10-17T08:53:00.001-07:00

One of my dreams is to open up my own coffee house. I repeat "my own coffee house" hehe. As you know I'm a coffee lover. Mocha for sure. For me personally, latte art is very unique and extremely cute! :D

According to Wikipedia, latte art is the method of preparing coffee by pouring some steamed milk into a shot of espresso and resulting in an pattern or design on the surface of the resulting latte.

Skillful Barista indeed created great latte arts!

here check these out! :D

pics credits to google hehe

I should have taken Barista training course in the first place right? :)

Lovely friend of mine

2012-07-16T08:14:00.003-07:00

"You should. but never change. Be the way you are as I know you 8 years ago. Warm hearted and full of brightness"

I was touched. I can't barely hold my emotion that time. I told Nisa. My lovely and indeed my true friend about how I felt about myself these days. I asked her "should I change instead?" yet she replied those lovely words up there :)

How I miss those moments with her.
Miss the way we laughed over the same funny things over and over again.
I miss the moment we sang the same epic songs again and again.
I miss the way she told jokes and making fun of me :)
I miss the way she comforted me.
I miss the way we help each other.
I miss the way she treated me.
I miss those moments.
I miss the old me.
I miss the old us.
and do miss her.

p.s.: In case you read this, I just wanted you to know that I'm freaking missing you right now. I'm blessed to have a friend like you. Indeed my are my true and lovely friend :)

On life lessons

2012-06-26T08:44:00.002-07:00

Have you ever wondered if unpredictable and unexpected thing will be happening in your life. Perhaps that unpredictable thing is happening to you right or you already went through that kind of thing in your life. My dad is actually not that well now. He is just too old I guess that's why he is suffering from lots of diseases. undeniably this is the most unexpected thing that my family and I had to accept.

Dad is a strong and tough guy. Me myself did not expect to see him like that. My previous holiday was spent in the hospital. Most of the time. Alhamdulillah dad was discharged a week before I return back to college. His condition was much more better now. The first week in the college made me really gloomy. Unpleasant feelings were all over me. It just unexplainable feelings were I felt that some parts of me were left at home.

Lots of things happening in my life recently. However, everything happens for a reason. indeed. I just stick to it and yes I do believe it.

The fresh new semester has been started. I want to stay positive like just the way I am before. Remain modest is the best way too I guess. One more thing I just wanted is to be aware of my words. Avoid harsh words because people might get hurt. The most crucial thing is Allah loves me and one thing for sure, Allah will be always be with the one that does believe in him. :)
InsyaAllah. Amin.

My grammar sucks? stop stalking my blog then!

2012-01-30T07:19:00.000-08:00

past few weeks an anonymous commented my entry saying this:

" WOW YOUR GRAMMAR SUCKS"

Dear shameless anon,

I was so damn speechless when I saw this "epic" comment. Oh gosh you are so rude anon. Yes I absolutely aware that my grammar is not that good and maybe not as expert as you. Yeah my English is just passable but hey so what? I knew I'm a future English teacher and you know what anon even though I'm a Tesl major didn't mean that I should have already master English especially grammar. 5 years studying mean I have 5 years to improve myself espeacially on grammar. learning is a process sayang oi.. plus, hello !! I'm not a native speaker okay! and the most important thing is this is my site, my blog and my own space thus, I have my own right to write whatever I want here. mind your own biz ok?

enough here I don't want to create a negative atmosphere. one more friendly message from me just stay away from my blog ok! no need to stalk my blog again yala my grammar sucks kan.. So stop stalking me..ok bye!

Korean celebrities look alike

2011-12-10T00:29:00.000-08:00

Hi there lovely people!

While I was watching a Korean variety show suddenly, I was wondering why some of Korean celebrities do look like twins so, I decided to share it here!

enjoy the pictures to the max guys! :)

Rain and Junho 2PM

Hongki and Mir Mblaq

Amber f(x) and Jonghyun Shinee

Park Shin Hye and Yoon Eun Hye

Jeong Eui Cheol and Kyuhyun SUJU

Daesung Big Bang and Minzi 2NE1

Kim Hyun joong and Bae Yong Joon

Hyoyeon SNSD and Song Hye Kyo

Choi minho Shinee and Lee Tae Sung

Hyomin T-ara and Jessica SNSD

Nickhun 2PM and Moon Geun Young

Yoona SNSD and Krystal f(x)

Here are the other examples that I have edited. They look like twins, am I right?

Yoona and Yuri SNSD

G.O Mblaq and Key Shinee

Yesung SUJU and Lee Jun Ki

Lee Tae Hee and Park Ji Yeon

Sung Yuri and Jang Na-ra

Chansung 2PM and Heechul SUJU

Kim Jaewon and Eunhyuk SUJU

Top Big Bang and Kangin SUJU

G Dragon and Kibum

Donghae Suju and Kim Jeong Hoon

Lee Minho and Onew Shinee

Guys, do comment and share your info if there are more examples of Korean celebrities that look like twins. Thanx btw. :)

Treechada Petcharat- Most beautiful man in the world

2011-10-16T00:36:00.000-07:00

Guess what? this beautiful lady is actually a guy! can't believe it? ok so do I hehehe

picture of him at the young age.

Her real name is Treechada Petcharat and later changed her name to Nong Poy Treechada. She had the sex- change operation at age 17 because she felt that she was trapped at the wrong body. She is extremely wanted to become a girl. According to her, the operation was so painful, but it worth la because you see how beautiful she is now!

Belive or not she is only changed her genital organs and did not does any plastics surgery like any other transgenders! wow such a natural beauty! Nong Poy won the ‘Miss Tiffany’ Beauty Pageant and Miss International Queen (Lady Boy) in 2004. hehe ok fine she is surely that beautiful until she managed to defeat the others contestants.

Ok she is freaking extremely beautiful. I'm getting jealous! hahhahhaha~! :D

enjoy viewing guys :)

I've gained weight!

2011-10-07T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hye there lovely bloggers! its been a long time isn't it?. Sorry guys it's because there are lots of things that need to be settled first. Undeniably, its been hectic months for me both September and October.

ok let's just jump to our main topic shall we? As you guys can see vividly that above title I've gained weight!
yes I've gained weight! I'm so happy because finally my long never ever come true has already came true!!!

Before this I used to eat a lot too but now out of nowhere I finally gained weight. Actually, I hate skinny people back then. I used to dissatisfied with my "stick-figure" hahhahhaha! seriously, I hate skinny girls. Its ok to be skinny.but not that too skinny like me back then.

My friends and people around me keep mentioning that I've gained weight. Me myself did not bother about that until I viewed my previous pictures and compare it with my recent pictures. Ok I admit it!

P/s: tak sia-sia aku makan banyak. so, moral of the story. Makanlah selalu dan anggap saja anda tak pernah makan 5 tahun. hahaha!.

:)

such a terrible day!

2011-08-21T03:14:00.000-07:00

I woke up early in the morning hoping that I could finished all the assignments by today. Since morning, I've put my hardest effort. Guess what? I accidentally unsaved my work. Ok fine now I've to redo the work!!!

seriously, this thing makes me extremely stress out right now aishhhhh!

ok fine. I'm trying to be cool now. huh? ok I guess

Dear Diary

2011-08-01T21:24:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

It's the first day of fasting month. I ate some biscuits and chocolate for my Sahur. There are the only things left I guess. I started day with my Subuh pray, as I was too lazy to wait for subuh I missed it actually. By the time I awake only then I pray ( lazy isn't it huh!). The first day of Ramadhan makes me thinking about my own life. Seriously, I didn't even realize how time flies so fast lately.

I din't even realize how big I am now. I noticed that lots of blessed events takes place, lovely hangouts and even my ups and down during these time around. I didn't even realize how immature myself during my hard and tough times. How did I ever managed to face the obstacles? funny isn't it? Sometimes, I'm just too cool when everyone was in their max. tense. Sometimes, I tend to hurt others when I stressed out! Dear me, why are you acting such kind of fool? have you even consider about the things around you? My gosh! you have to change! You should have listened to the others. Please think about the others especially your parents, family and lovely friends.

Dear me, you should learn to be patient. Just be patient. you know right you're not type of girl. But yeah you should try. Its not that you should change drastically but just learn slowly ok?

Dear me, You're 20 years old already, please at least change a bit your behavior and the way you talk to people. Some people said you're kinda rude because when you're talking people think that you're rude just because that is your real voice tone. take note! you should improve on that ok?

Dear me, please don't waste your money. Don't get fool with the cute and gorgeous stuff and cloth. Save some money ok!

Dear me, please don't soooo lazy! please solat and do your works on time. Don't procrastinate ok!

Dear me, please stop thinking about unimportant things. Don't over-thinking about certain that is not crucial at all. Just leave that thing behind. Just let it be.

Alhamdulilah. Ramadhan makes me thinking how immature I'm back then. I promise I'll change. There's no immature me in future. Wish me luck Diary!

p.s: this entry was supposed posted yesterday. Ya I know I'm freaking Incredibly lazy! +_+!

a honour for my 50th follower!

2011-07-26T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hye guys..

yeahh finally I got 50th follower already. Millions thanx guys because keep reading and stay viewing this blog. I do appreciate it guys. ok there she is my 50th follower Atikah. Thanx dear Atikah because being the 50th follower. ok enough with that. let's stalk over her blog now hehe :)

It's should be private

2011-07-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

From now onwards, no more personal "matters" should be posted here.

finally!

2011-07-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

Finally I got the courage to tell him the truth straight away. seriously, I'm done with it. Officially single. AGAIN! epic fail!

Day 5 : A time that I thought about ending my own life

2011-06-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

Hye dears readers!

First of all, thanx because reading my blog guys. I do appreciate it. For those who recently following me, thanx ya. keep on reading and following me ok :)

A time that I thought about ending my own life. well the title itself is so scary right? anyway, I don't have any thought to kill my own life. it's just simply nonsense ok.

Trying to take away your own life is not the solution for your unsurmountable problem. Actually there are lots of alternatives to solve your own problem. Please do remember your loved one. What are their reactions when find out that you choose to kill yourself then?

commit suicide is not the solution guys.

Day 4: My views on religion

2011-06-07T22:02:00.000-07:00

Hi dear readers!

I was born as Moslem. so it is obviously I do believe in my own religion. For me personally, I do believe that religion is one of the crucial thing. Thus, religion is one of the basic things in our life. Religion would guides us to the right path towards our journey and voyage in his world. Meaning to say that, it helps us to mould our character based on rules that have been stated earlier. Without religion it is impossible to achieve a good and healthy life physically, emotionally, spiritually and emotionally.

As for me, I'm lucky because I was born in Islam. I'm lucky because I'm not born as Atheist whom someone that has no religion and not believe there is God at all. Alhamdulilah, I'm a moslem and I'm proud of it :)

Frankly speaking, I'm not that expert when it comes to Islam. there lots of knowledge about Islam that I should discover more.

I hope one fine day I could be such an obedient wife and a great mom. I hope so. Amin...

Day 3: My views on drugs and alcohol

2011-06-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hi guys!

My views on drugs and alcohol is simply big no-no. As a Moslem, taking drugs and alcohol are extremely prohibited. In Quran itself stated earlier that taking those thing would eventually bring harmful effect towards the users and people around them.

As a conclusion, please avoid drugs and alcohol ok guys? friendly message from me. Thanks :)

don't ended up like this creepy o0

Day 2 : Where I'd like to be in 10 years

2011-06-05T21:36:00.000-07:00

Hi there readers!

How was your day?. Well, mine was just ok2 la. Hope you was enjoying your day to the max.

Where I'd like to be in 10 years?. Actually, since my tender age, I was always dreamed about Japan. I don't even know why maybe because the great influenced in Japanese movies and drama at that time. hehehe funny isn't it?. Japan actually a good place to visit. I wish I could reach there one fine day.

Dreamed of Japan is actually years back then. Now my so called "dream place" already changed. Hehe now I extremely wanted to be somewhere in UK. I love UK. There lots of breathtaking place that I would like to visit. Hehe as if I ever been there :P. I heard this from my lecturer and some people that already been there. I extremely wanted to visit some nice places at UK.

well here goes the list :

just click the picture for larger view :)

1. Cambridge

This is my all time fav. Uni. Extremely wanted to enter this uni. But, I guess it's only a dream :(

2. Tower Bridge

This is iconic symbol of London guys.

3. New forest
waaa this is breathtaking place guys. beautiful right?

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4.Stonehenge
well, I'm sure you guys know this captivating place right? you didn't? hahha better jump from the building nearby hahah! :P

5. Warwick Castle is actually a medieval castle located in Warwick, England. It was used as military intuition and as a symbol of power.

Actually I also wanted to visit Korea. Seriously, I'm not joking! hehe so damn greedy!!! :P

30 days challenge

2011-06-03T18:51:00.000-07:00

Let's get this thing started yaw! hehhee :)

Seriously, I can't sleep!

2011-05-29T12:32:00.000-07:00

Hye guys, its already 3.18 am and I still can't sleep..

I don't know why!

aishh seriously I wanted to sleep but then, I can't even close my eyes..

aigoooo this is frekin' crazy extremely creepy ok! hhaaaaaa want to sleep..someone help me!! :(

damn hard!

2011-05-19T06:03:00.000-07:00

Seriously, It was damn hard! I nearly faint while answering that paper :(

p/s: because of freakin'extremely frustrated I activated again my Facebook hahhaha!

De' fighting!

2011-05-18T20:26:00.000-07:00

No matter what you'll do today and how you feel, let's rock the day! fighting guys! de' fighting!

guys, wish me luck ok! today I'll sit for my first paper which is Philosophy .. :)