blog by HeeJeong♡ | JEONGIE.com

currently on repeat:

2013-05-08T15:22:00.001+02:00

Sorry everyone! Once again, I am not good with the blogging. The main reason is that my computer is not cooperative at all! It keeps shutting down every 10th minute and it is honestly p*ssing me off
I am trying to figure out how to blog (and make it look nice!) from my iPad instead, so we can get some life into this blog again! ♥

I'll just share my current 5 on repeat .. The last ones being kpop, this is a biiiiiiiit different! ;b
But I hope some of you will still like them anyway! (1st one is super awesome, but don't want if you don't like violent videos!)

See you (as) soon (as possible!!)♥

♥April Favorites♥

2013-04-28T21:55:00.001+02:00

Goodevening everyone! (Currently 10pm here in Denmark) How was everybody's weekend?♥

Before I go to sleep I want to show you some products I got, and used a lot, during April!

Tried to do some swatch photos, but the light was just weird and made it look all ugly. So that would need to be next time instead, sorry about it!

✚ Etude House - Lovely Cookie Blusher #6 Grapefruit Jelly (gift)
So in love with all the Lovely Cooke Blushers! I've had three myself, but this color is the one I like the best! It's not too pink and not too orange, but just a good mix! And I think that's the best color for me, so yay!

✚ The Body Shop - Tea Tree Oil ($10,53)
I've had some problems with my skin lately, which is normally pretty rare for me. But since I have some plans in the upcoming month, where I'd prefer to have some nice skin again, I decided to try this Tea Tree Oil. It was recommended to me by my BFF, and I really love it! *^*

✚ RIMMEL London - Cocktail Color #120 Shirley Temple ($6,84)
I'm still in my colorful nailpolish thing, and decided to get the rest of the Cocktail Colors from RIMMEL. My fav. at the moment is the orange one, and it's actually not that orange when it's worn. More like golden-peach-orange-ish? I like it!

✚ L'ORÈAL Paris - Lumi Magique #3 Dark ($19,12)
This one is my best friend at the moment! Both because of that weird acting skin, and because of dark circles under my eyes! And the container is just so pretty!

✚ Nilens Jord - Lipgloss #752 ($19,30)
Best lipgloss I've had in ages! It was a little pricey compared to its size, but it's so good it's okay! I wanted one with not too much color and this one is just perfect. It also isn't too sticky !! Much love for that. And it's glittery - but not too much!

Currently playing: Kim Sunggyu - 60 seconds

Copenhagen♥

2013-04-28T10:53:00.000+02:00

♥Oh how nice weather just makes everything a lot better and prettier! It's getting quite ok, weather-wise, in Denmark now, (finally!!) so I was out and about, with my friend Anders and a camera ~

Yes, Copenhagen. In the end I don't hate you at all. Had loads more photos, but didn't want to spam you all too much n_n I hope everyone has had a nice weekend? ^^ Bye for now!

Currently playing: HIM - Kiss of dawn

Current Kpop songs on repeat♥

2013-04-21T19:29:00.001+02:00

Hello, a kinda "filler" post ahead! Just sharing my most played Kpop songs at the moment! ♥

I've had a period where I've mainly been listening to Aerosmith and Lana Del Rey, so it's actualy quite nice to listen to a lot of nice korean songs again!♡ (Not that the other artists aren't good, but a little change is always nice)

First off, I'm having a little LUNAFLY obsession! The first and second song posted are the same. The first one is in English and the second one is in Korean! ~ Enjoy ^^

LUNAFLY - Superhero

LUNAFLY - 얼마나 좋을까/How nice would it be

JeA (Brown Eyed Girls) - 그대가 잠든 사이/While you're sleeping

2AM - I wonder if you hurt like me

PHANTOM - Burning

NU'EST - 여보세요/Hello

BONUS!

LUNAFLY - As long as you love me (Justin Bieber cover)

I hope you liked them ^^ Bye for now! ♥

fu hao♡

2013-04-20T16:08:00.001+02:00

Hi guys!♥ Time for some food photos! It's been awhile since I last posted some^^

Went out for some late lunch with my friend Danni yesterday, and this is what we ate!

.. ate waaay too much!! @__@ For all this + ice water we paid in total, 332 DKK ~ $58,40, which I think is really cheap for this much, delicious, food♥

We ate at Fu Hao, which is located right behind Copenhagen Central Station.
Colbjørnsensgade 15
1652 København
Open hours: 12:00-22:00. Closed on Wednesday.

If you should be in Copenhagen and feel like chinese, I highly recommend this place! ^^

Ok, so my own photos just made me super hungry, so I'll go find some food now. See you all soon ♥

just some random facts♥

2013-04-19T13:02:00.002+02:00

Hi my dears!♥ ~~Let's just forget about the super moody entry I posted the other day~~. And let's just say that sometimes, some things, doesn't work out as you want them to, even though you really try. Oh life.

But I decided not to be a complete whiner anymore! It's time to find myself again, and just enjoy life!

Since I've been mostly at home lately, I haven't that much interesting news to tell. So today I'll just post some random facts, in case anyone should be interested haha :b Some of it might not be new/surprising, but still.. Here we go ~

I'm 163 cm which is fine because then I can wear high heels without being too tall • I prefer taking the bus over the metro, train, etc. • I have to cats, and I love them a lot • I'm allergic to mosquito bites and aloe vera • I'm afraid of heights • My fav. scents are the ones that smell somewhat fruity • I'm raised in a Christian Protestant family • I cry when watching sad movies, sad musicvideos etc • My fav. artists are Aerosmith, HIM, The Killers and Josh Groban • My fav. song is "Friday I'm in love" with The Cure • When I was younger I played the piano for 8 years • Also sang in the church choir for 6 years • I have a weakness for guys with blue eyes • I had my first real boyfriend when I was 18 • I've lived in Copenhagen for almost 4 years • I've known my roomie for 7 years • I hate coriander • I am practically blind on my right eye • I have tinnitus • I love things that are pink/rosa but not too much, if it's clothes • I think German is so sexy • I hate winter • I have a younger sister who lives in Jutland • I over-think everything • I dream of a family with a sweet husband, and two cute kids • I've never broken bones in my body • I don't like whiskey • I have super weird eyelids and I want to have them fixed whenever I can afford it • One Direction and Justin Bieber's songs make me happy • I could eat fries all day long • I am dreaming of a real fairytale wedding • I fall asleep 4 out of 5 times, when watching movies longer than 2 hours • I'm really impatient • I don't like rude people, and I don't think it's cool to act rude and stuff • I have a massive Molluscophobia, and no it is not funny • I love Denmark, but I wish the weather was better (and no winter!) • I like to eat. A lot. • I like good company and talking till early in the morning • I'm a super weak drinker • I don't like beer. • My fav. movie is "Life is Beautiful (La vita è bella)" • Currently obsessed with Pretty Little Liars! • 2 of my closest friends are both my ex-boyfriends • I've spent too much money at Karen Millen • I tend to fall a lot when I wear flat shoes • I love the smell of rain on at warm summer day • I can't swin • I love to make others smile • Collarbones are sexy!! • I don't get along too well with people who are too loud/dominant • I hate awkward silence • I can't type, if someone is looking over my shoulder/at my screen meanwhile • I like to cuddle • I love horror movies, eventhough I ALWAYS get nightmares after watching one • I can always eat soup • I love things with taste/smell of peach • People misunderstands me for being bitchy when I'm actually just really shy • I don't like being alone • I haven't been at the hairdresser's since 2007, because I lost my trust in them. So I cut it myself • I don't appriciate it when people think I'm from Thailand. This has nothing to do with the ones who actually are (there are thai ppl in my family!). I just don't like it, ok • I suck at Math. Unless it's figuring out how much %% to save on a sale • I hope my future children will have better teacher than I had • My parents have way too high expectations for me, and it's really stressful • I like piercings and tattoos, in a fair amount • Sometimes I wish I could read minds, because some people are just too hard to figure out • If I get up before 10am, I can't eat breakfast before 2 hours after I woke up. If I do, I'll get sick and throw up • My friends and I have really, really bad humor • I don't care what other people say about a certain thing, if I dont like it - I don't like it! • I like potatoes • I suffer from anxiety attacks • I like how I look both with and without makeup • I cannot live without my phone! • .. or internet! • I like to cook, but not alone • My future house needs to have a bathtub • I'm nice to you, if you're nice to me • I trust people very easily, eventhough I've been let down and hurt several times • I just believe there's good in everyone • I can't think of anymore right now ..

So that was kinda long haha ^^ .. See you in a real blogpost soon!♥

Today's (ok actually Wednesday's) lenses are Vassen Natural Sparkling Grey (eventhough you can't see them in the first photo) sent from sweet Pinkyparadise.com

. Review will come up soon.

♥♥♥

♥favorite grey circle lenses + cut my bangs

2013-04-07T15:31:00.002+02:00

♥.. Oh God, I can be forever frustrated with my hair!! I had planned to grow out my bangs, but I just got so super annoyed the other day, and cut them again.. So I here we go again! ~~

Should trim them a bit more, but I'm not going to just yet as I'm still not sure if I want them long or not *oh sigh*

♥ I'll show a pair of my fav. circle lenses today! I actually haven't worn other colors than brown for a long long time now. I had these NEO 4tone Queen lenses in grey like.. 2 maybe 2,5 years ago, but of some odd reason I didn't buy new ones after they old one expired. Although I really loved them!

Well I decided to try with some other colors than brown last month, so I ordered(this is not a sponsored post!) these from HoneyColor.com. ♥

I have really dark brown eyes, and these really covers well! When I bought them the first time, I was in doubt wether they would be visible at all! But I like how they look, and they blend pretty well!

Awesome lenses, IMHO! ♥

You can read more about&get the NEO 4tone Queen lenses in grey - here!

I have two other pair of fav. lenses I will show some other time ^^ ~ So I'm off for a lazy Sunday with Danish reality TV, chocolate and Soul Calibur IV♥

See you soon again xx♥

On repeat today: The Veronicas - "Lolita"

Best friends forever♥

2013-04-04T17:13:00.000+02:00

"Friends are like stars, they come and go, but the ones that stay are the ones that glow"

This is an entry dedicated to my bestest friend in the whole wide world! ♥

2013 marks the 11th year of our friendship! *feeling old* and because of that, and many other things, I just wanted to make a blogpost about it ^^

Originally I wrote a long, long entry but I decided to make it short! We met each other in the 8th grade, and so so many things have happened since then! No matter what happens, and no matter when it does, I know I can also call or text her, and she will be there! And she can, of course, always come to me too!

As you can see in the photo, she is pregnant now ^^ And set to give birth in June, just a few days before I leave for Seoul. This means I can't visit her just after the baby (girl!) is born, but when I come home in July there's a cute little one I have to go see!! I'm so excited I can't even ........... !!

My bf and I are not at the baby-planning-point in our lives yet, but now I finally have an excuse for buying all that tiny, super sweet, baby clothing! Those small baby shoes, omg, how can someone not love that? I'm super happy for her and her boyfriend, who is one of the sweetest guys ever! I know they will be really great parents!♥ *^^*

Among all the people I've met, good and bad, I have been lucky enough to find a best friend!

11 years has passed by us already, and I'm sure that there's a lot more waiting ahead.

Even though we're different persons and live very different lives, we are also like the same! You're the best friend ever! And I can't wait to meet your sweet daugther in just a few months!♥

That is all for today! ~ Tons and tons of love from me, to all of you!♥♥♥

Dyed my hair!♥ + giveaway winner♥

2013-04-03T13:52:00.004+02:00

♥.. aand I'm back! ~~ I went to my parents' place last Friday and then visited my bff over the weekend. I just came back home yesterday = back to wi-fi! My mom only has internet connection through an USB thingy, which doesn't work with my computer. And my bff has just moved into a new house, so no wi-fi there either x'D All this blabla just to explain why I haven't updated for over one week!!

Well, back now and I have so many things to write about. But today I'll just show some photos of my new hair color ~ ♥

I really want to dye my hair a lighter color, but I am also trying to grow it out! So no bleaching yet :<

I got so bored with the dark brown color though, so I decided to (yet again!) just dye the ends/tips!

Result?

...

♥

I think I want to dye all of my hair this color for Summer! I like it very much!♥

Anyway. Had a nice and relaxing extended-weekend. It was awesome to get away for a few days, and not be woken up by the noisy kids upstairs!!
AND I also got the chance to feel my bff's baby girl kick, in her tummy! ~ Woah, I've never felt such a thing before, it was A-MAZING *_*

My giveaway has ended, and I've found a winner!

The lucky winner of my 850+ followers giveaway is: Isabella from Imtictactoe ♥ - !
Congratulations ^^ I have sent you an email!

Thanks to everyone who participated! ^^ Good luck next time also!

That would be all for now ~ Have a nice day everyone ^^♥

Chandelier baby ♥

2013-03-26T22:39:00.003+01:00

♥To continue my talk about bags ~
I'll show you my fav. bag today, which is the Chandelier Baby Bag from Karen Millen! ($198,45)
(I've posted a blog about this when I bought it in 2011, but I took it down a long time ago. So here we go again^^)
It's kinda small though, and I haven't used it that many times. But it is still my absolute biggest love (when it comes to the bag department!) Let me share some photos, and I think most of you (if not all) will understand why!

♥♥♥

So.. "Chandelier"(prism, w/e) front, sequin back and animal print on the inside! Plus chain bag-strap.

What's not to like? :'D ♥

This Summer, I will definitely use this more! And the matching shoes as well!

I'm off to bed ~ I have a job interview tomorrow and I really hope it will go well! *fingers crossed*
Have a nice day/evening/night everyone ♥

One Direction - Kiss you

What's in my bag?♥

2013-03-25T12:55:00.002+01:00

To continue my nice flow with new blogposts, here's another one! :'D Might not be that exciting, but here's my "What's in my bag?"-post!

♥First of, the bag itself! This is the one I use the most! It is, kinda obviously, from Burberry and I bought it in 2008, so it's actually quite old! It's the oldest bag I have! But it is still in a super condition!

I don't mind spending a little extra on braaaands, when I get both something really pretty, and something which will last for years!

It can contain a surprising big loads of stuff! My friends are always surprised that I can have so many thing inside of it! I just love this bag! Of course, I don't carry a ton of things around all the time.

Sometimes I also have books, gloves, shoes, more makeup and etc. etc...

♥So here are the things which are always with me on the go:

LOVECAT wallet | Etude House liquid eyeliner | Heavy Rotation lipgloss | Chanel Lévres Signées

Lipbalm from Lypsyl | Glass nail file | Rimmel London nail polish | Holika Holika lipstick

Etude House Missing U handcream | iPhone | iPad

The nail polish changes according to which color I am wearing, of course! The Chanel thing, I only bring with me to use as mirror! And I also have my keys in my bag but they're pretty boring so didn't include them in the photos. ^^ Oh, and a hair brush! But it is super ugly, so no photo of that either~

♥ Well that's it for today! The sun is shining in Copenhagen, and the snow is melting!! How lovely is this. Let's hope it will continue this way ~ Have a great day everyone!

Summer evening outfit♥

2013-03-24T13:53:00.000+01:00

Inspired by the new nail polish from Rimmel London (140 Hawaiian Punch), BFF and I talked about a perfect outfit, for this lovely color! I made this collage, with cute items from Nelly.com.

I wanted to add a thin, light-beige blazer instead of the cardigan, but couldn't find any that I liked. So this is the result ~

Could we have Summer now, please?♥

Top AX PARIS| Shorts Sexy by Sweden | Shoes Timeless and Timesless | Cardigan Filippa K

Necklace NLY Eve | Earrings Pearls for Girls | Lipstick Youngblood | Clutch Urban Expression

New nail polish obsession! ☆

2013-03-23T21:35:00.001+01:00

♥Hi all cuties ~ I was so excited that I finally had gotten a better camera, but there was no transfer-cable-thing with it. I ordered one from eBay around March 1st, but I think we all know how this sometimes can take forever. I'm still waiting for the nice mailman to come by with it!

But it's been too quiet here, and I think things should be (almost) back to normal with the blog ^^

Don't worry, a more interesting and pretty layout and blahblah will come soon! And I feel like I've finally gotten my blogging-spirit back aswell! I am sorry you'll have to look at images found on Google again! ._. ~

Ok ok.. I don't usually care much about nail polish! I mean, I do have quite a few bottles but I'm only using 1-2 of them and they're not that interesting.

Now, I've been biting my nails for years and years! And when I was younger I tried everything to stop!

Nothing worked. I mentioned this in my New Year's post, but I've finally stopped!!

For you who didn't read, or doesn't bother to go back to that post (I don't blame you^^), I stopped in April/May last year. I met my Korean mother at that time and she could see that I was biting my nails.

She said they believe that if you bite your nails it means you are unhappy inside! And then I stopped!

So .. why not decorate them with some pretty colors? *_* I had a weird dream last night about my BFF♡ and I having to be undercover agents and save the world.. But instead we ended up stealing a huge amount of nail polish from the "enemy" who was an evil wizard.. waaaat o.o

And when I woke up, I just had this huge craving for buying.. nail polish! I have been wanting some nude-ish colors for awhile now and I ended up ordering Samoan Sand and Glitzerland from O.P.I from an online store. Then I had to go to the local drugstore to get some polish remover and I saw this beautiful nail polish line from Rimmel, which you can see in the top photo!♥

I don't normally wear such strong colors on my nails.. But I just had to take the "Hawaiian Punch" with me home! In the store it looked rather dark, but when it's applied it is SO gorgeous! Ever since I put it on, I've gotten a rush happiness whenever I look at my nails. So pretty, and sooo sparkling and glittery in real life! I guess I'll have to buy the others aswell.♥ The polish is easy to apply and I only needed to do one layer to cover my nails ^^ One bottle is only §6,78 !! I read that this is a limited edition which will only be sold until mid-April though ~ noooo T.T

So I am feeling that this will be a start of a beautiful new friendship between me and a lot of pretty nail polish! - And yet another hate relationship between my bank account and I !

Before I leave for now.. I have super weak nails (my Korean mother said that it runs in my family) so this instant nail hardener is seriously one of my best friends!♥ And also this cuticle + nail oil (which I actually bought by a mistake) because I have such retarded cuticles, yup!

I don't think I've ever used the word "nail(s)" this many times in one blogpost before! ^^;;

Well, I'm glad I'm back ~ let's continue like this yes! 화이팅!

Hope that you're all enjoying your weekend! Here is my fav. song of the moment!

Aerosmith - Sunshine ♥

By the way, you're welcome to leave a comment with your current fav. nailpolish! ^^

I could use some inspiration, thanks! ♥

Remember my giveaway, where you can win the Euro Centrale nail polish set from O.P.I and other stuff, ends on March 31st!

850+ followers giveaway♥

2013-03-21T13:02:00.000+01:00

(Orignally posted on MARCH 10, REposted on MARCH 21st)

WELCOME back to my blog! So, I promised a lot of changes on this site, but it didn't go as I wanted it to, at all! I had some major problems with getting my blog transfered, blog domains and etc.

In the end I decided to just stick with jeongie.com, but that turned out to be a problem as well, as Blogger suddenly had decided I had lost my rights to my old domain. Oh wat.

After a lot of emailing to the support of both Blogger, Google and GoDaddy, I figured out how to solve this ON MY OWN!

IF anyone should've had the chance to stop by the new blog url I had for only a few days, you would see I had posted a giveaway. This won't be taken away just because all my plans failed. So now I've remaned it to a 850+ followers giveaway instead. I hope that is ok with you all ^__~

READ THE ENTIRE POST BEFORE COMMENTING/JOINING!

THANKS!

How to enter, is really simple! I'm not into all that join-through-FB and etc stuff, so it's just the good old "share this giveaway on your own blog" thingie. Either share with a link to this post, or you are welcome to share the bottom photo of this post, on your blog.

When this is done, leave a comment on this blogpost with your email and a link to where you've shared this. I will check up on this part!!

You can only join ONE time and 1 winner will be chosen using a randomizer.

The giveaway is open for anyone, all around the world! ^^ I pay for the shipping, and will of course mark the parcel as a "gift" with low value. I will use secured shipping with T&T but when it's shipped I don't have control over it anymore.

CLOSEUP:

HAVE FUN! And see you soon again! ♥

Karen Millen Spring 2013 wishlist♥

2013-02-25T21:26:00.001+01:00

Hi cuties! ♥
I made a little collage today, after having browsed around Karen Millen's webpage.
If I wasn't saving up for my trip to Seoul this summer, I would buy at least one of these beauties right now!
- or if I was just a rich b. I would buy them all. But esp. the bag, sooo cute and I love that color.

Yes, I do like black clothes haha. ♥

What is on top of your wishlist right now?

xxo ♥

Ps. changed my layout a little, you like? ^^

Jewelery box | 보석류 상자를.

2013-02-20T15:44:00.001+01:00

I've been cleaning out in my jewelery box! I had too much stuff that I didn't use and some which was just old and/or broken. Most of it was just rather cheap stuff so I just threw it out.

Some of the things I kept were these! Some of them I don't wear that often, but I could never throw them out! These are the jewelery that mean the most to me!

1. Gold cross from my christening, from my Danish parents.
2. Gold "love" heart, first present from my Korean mother.
3. Swarovski heart from my boyfriend.
3. "Best" (friends) Hello Kitty necklace which my bff and I got 8 years ago.
4. Jade stone necklace, heirloom from my grandmother.
5. Butterfly bracelet from my boyfriend.
6. Gold bracelet from my Korean mother.
7. Gold ring from Korean mother.
8. "Love always" couple necklace pendant with boyfriend.
9. Gold ring with purple stone from my Danish mother.
10. OST watch from Korean aunt.
11. Pink flower hairpin from my Korean cousin.
12. Mini tiara from Caspin.

♥

The past, the future, insecurities and dreams.

2013-02-01T16:08:00.004+01:00

I have wanted to write about different things for a long time. More personal and/or meaningful entries.

For a lot of reasons, I haven't done it yet. But the other day I got the last small push I needed, to get started on this! (Big thanks to Heikki.)

This post will be a long one. With a little bit of a lot of things. Sorry if it is confusing for some, I just need to get it all out now..

I would like to clear up some things. I know from my own experience that it is easy to judge someone from their blogs and imagine how they are in person, eventhough this idea is complete wrong.
I also know how you can misjudge people you meet and/or even your (close) friends.

I don't write this to make others feel sorry for me. What would that help? I've just felt like sharing this for a long time, because I'm getting a bit "tired" of a few things people say to me.
Something that I have heard several times already is "You are pretty, so your life must be easy!"

So you really believe that being pretty equals a good life?

It would be wrong though, to claim that nothing comes easier when you're prettier than, let's say, the "average" person. (How we judge other how we and others look, is another discussion. But for now, let's just generalize a bit..) But thinking that being better looking would make your life better and you'd be happy all day, everyday is quite stupid. Sorry. I know we always want what we don't have, and we always imagine how much better we'd feel if we just had that straight hair instead of natural curly or vice versa.

Let us make one thing clear: I wouldn't classify myself as pretty or good looking or anything like that. I like to think of myself as just average-ish. When I get compliments from others, it feels weird and sometimes I don't even know how to react to it. This may lead to people thinking of me as selfish and/or attention seeking. Like, if I ask a friend if I look good enough for going to thisandthat, it is not because I want them to just boost my ego.
I just literally want to know because I am unsure myself if it's ok. I've been what you would call 'pretty' from when I was around 21 and until today. That is only 4 years out of 25. I found some old photos of me, but still unsure if I should post or not !

Credits to Likeafist @ Tumblr.

Going back to the pretty equals good life part. So yes, I know people/friends who think of me like this.
I've heard others say I have nothing to complain about, because I'm pretty/skinny/having a lot of friends/having a job/going to school/etc etc. (Other people's words, not mine!)

And why do I feel bothered by something like this? I should probably take it as a compliment.
But what makes me sad is that they never even bothered to know if there was anything behind all that.
They never ask if I am doing okay, even when I put it all out there with a desperate FB status of whatever. When you've judged someone to have this great life, it is easier to look away when they need help. Because since their everything is so perfect, their problems can't possible be that bad..

Some days I can hate myself. And no not in a "omg I feel so fat today, ew!"-kinda way.
Real hate. Not going further on how this affects me though. I don't look myself in the mirror and I don't go outside at all. This can last from one to several days. I do know that whatever has happened in my life before is not as bad as many others'. But what I have experienced is the only thing I can describe from my own point of view. I don't claim that I have had the worst life ever, because I haven't.

When I was in Kindergarden to around 7th grade, I was completely and totally ignored at school.
I was really really shy back then, was at that time the only Asian at my school with glasses and braces and all that. At 8th grade something really bad happened in our family(which I don't want to talk about). Both my sister and I were still young, but it didn't make it less hard to pull through. The same year, I started to discover things from Korea. (This was during the Fifa World Cup in 2002) This interest did not fall in well with the popular kids. Going from being a complete nobody to being bullied was a shocker. One time I skipped the last two hours of school, with two of my friends, because the others were that mean. Our teacher then called my house and ordered us to come back. There was no excuse for leaving wihtout notice!! So we had to go back and my dad came along too.
Had a meeting with our teachers and we explained what was going on. The only thing we got from that was that WE were at fault. It was OUR mistake and WE had just MISUNDERSTOOD what the others meant. Thanks a lot ..

Photo found on Google.

From 8th grade it just went downhill. I was still really shy and getting new friends wasn't easy.
I was sent to a Christian and Sports boarding school when I was 17. It was absolutely horrible.
This has to be one of the worst experiences of my younger life! At this school I was really bullied, particularly by this one guy. I won't comment on how he, himself, looked but let's just say he wasn't a pretty boy. He had been bullied in his previous class so now he bullied others to avoid being the victim.
And that IS NOT COOL!! This guy would especially comment on how fat and disgusting I was, all day, everyday whenever I met him. He would shout it out loud and make everyone around laugh at me.
The problem with being at a boarding school is that you live there, you are there all day long.

In the end I started to believe it. And for many years to come, I still believed in this.

The biggest problem here, wasn't not that some of the kids were mean (that IS still a problem though!) but that the teachers here didn't care.

Then I went to what I think must be translated to something like high school. On my last year I had missed a lot of classes. I had my first boyfriend that year and he cheated on me, we fought a lot and broke up a lot. My parents got divorced and my father got cancer(he is ok now btw). My sister's OCD and asperger syndrome got worse and worse. And I had no idea who to talk to.

In the end the school principal took me in for a serious conversation. I had missed so many classes I was at the edge of being kicked out, only a few weeks before graduation. I then told him what was going on and that I had no idea of how to handle it all.
His reply was: "That is not our problem. You need to learn how to seperate school life and private life."
I guess he was right, how was this their problem? But at the same time.. I think he was wrong at handling it like this. At least he could've maybe given me an advice on where to get help. Or maybe that was too much to ask for?

This was the third place in a row, where I had gotten no help at all. I was the only one to blame.
It didn't help that I was raised in a family where we didn't speak about problems or feelings.
If something bad happened in my life my parents would say "You only have yourself to blame".
If I got into a fight with a friends they would say "It's probably your own fault".
I'm not saying I was a total saint, but it would've been nice if they had been supportive, just once.

As my "problems" this far weren't the worst, I really don't understand why it was so impossible to get help from anyone. I mean, shouldn't it be easier to help when the issue isn't that big (yet)?

3,5 years ago I moved to Copehagen. It was the best decision yet. Unfortuntately some bad things happened the first year which caused me to see a psychologist at the university. Now, I know it didn't cost anything to get an appointment, but that shouldn't make the "service" any worse right?
Anyway.. I had three appointments with this man before I decided to stop. I don't know if I just didn't understand his methods or whatever, but each time he would push and push and push me until I started crying. A few months later my dad sent me to a paid psychologist which was really amazing!

And yes, I think it is stupid that it's a shamefull thing to say that you see a psychologist. Everyone needs help sometimes, and sometimes your friends and family just can't help you. Eventhough they want to.

Credits to Ayleen @ Tumblr

I have lost all respect for people who put others down because of their own insecurities. I recently met some people who clearly did this. And no, it is not cool to act all "diva-ish" and mean towards others just because you have some issues. Maybe other people will think you're super duper awesome, but I don't. I don't like people who are rude to others on purpose. I can't understand how this is something we need in this world when we can be nice instead. I am aware that these types of people have their own things to battle with, and that I respect and understand. But taking it out on others is not ok. And this is the part, which I do not have respect for. Just to clear that up.

All this I have written down (plus a looooot more) has been filling my head for awhile now. I'm in the middle of my studies but still doubting whether it is the right one or not. I don't feel motivated for this at all and I have no clue what I want to use it for when I'm done. I know a lot of people feel this way while they're studying. But the problem is that I have a clear idea of what I want to work with when I'm done with school. And I'm not sure how to get Korea studies mixed into that. I have been thinking of changing my major for a long time now and I want to change it to a bachelor in social conseling for children and young adults.

I am not saying I will be better at this job than others. But I truly believe that I can do better than the ones I have met before. Yes, I know they have been teachers and etc., but hey they also have to do with children and a certain amount of responsibility. For a long long time I was stuck in a place with no self-esteem and only bad thoughts about myself. I wish that just one person would've told me things will get better. This is not much and it sounds like a cliché but that doesn't make it any less true. Sometimes it's the smaller things that make the big difference.

And to wrap this up with something a bit more positive. Yes, I do feel good about myself now, both look-wise and just in general. Not perfect, but good. Some days are better than others but we all have those days. I don't want to stay bitter forever about things which happened years ago. At the same time I have nothing to say to those people. Now I have nothing to complain about in my life as it is right now. Some changes might need to be made, but I'll take it as it comes.

Sorry sorry for the wall of text! I hope everyone survived reading all this. Hmm.. I have a lot going on in my mind right now, and it was a lot harder than I thought, to write something like this down.
Next time, I'll write about identity issues.

Well, it is weekend time but since we're all still sick at my place, there's no fun plans this time :<
I hope you all will have a good weekend though! Lots of love ♥

Christmas presents Σ( ･д･｡)☆ε｀* )Chu! and random talk!

2013-01-22T12:18:00.000+01:00

Hii (●･ω･)ﾉ♡

Laaaate post about Christmas presents! These are the ones my boyfriend and I gave each other!
Louis Vuitton scarf and YSL perfume for him, and Karen Millen bracelet and Coast maxi dress for me ♥
Guild Wars 2 for sharing!

I wore the dress on New Year's Eve! I loooove it! It's so beautiful♥♥♥

♪♪♪♪Happy (ﾉ^^)乂(^^ )ﾉHappy♪♪♪♪

If you're interested you can find the dress here (ASOS.com) along with many other beautiful dresses from Coast!

And a total random thing.. I so need one of these (not really, but then again..) Guild Wars 2 Charr plush !! Since my GW2 character is a Charr warrior and super awesome and cool!♥ヾ(*ﾟ▽ﾟ)ﾉ
- Hmm, did you expect that? ㅋㅋ （●＾д＾●）゜

Ok I have to go now! See you later!! ♪.･・ﾍ(=￣∇￣)ﾉ Bai bai!

New shoes from Nelly.com♥

2013-01-20T15:15:00.002+01:00

♥Hello hello! Starting off with random photo of self becausethatswhy!

- and nope, my face is not that slim, it's just my hair that makes it look like it is ;) .. unfortunately !!

I recently kicked 15 pair of shoes out of my closet! Eventhough I still have way too many pair I rarely use, I couldn't stop myself from getting 2 new pair of shoes from Nelly.com - First time buying from this site and I am pleased for now ^^ Both pair of shoes were on sale! I needed some heels which aren't open shoes/sandals and I also needed some more fashionable boots for this neverending winter! n_n ♥

Nly Shoes - Colby (also available in beige) on sale for $31,25

Mi Lajki - Margarita boots on sale for $33,75

Cute boot accessories from Accessorize on sale. 70% off, for $10!

♥On January 18th, boyfriend and I celebrated 6 months as a couple! It was also the first montly anniversary we spent together! The previous ones have all been during the (first part of) longdistance relationship = Skype! So it was great to actually be together on this day ^^ We didn't do much, as we are both pretty broke this month! So we just enjoyed this day at home, with lots of food nomz and Guild Wars 2! ㅋㅋ

♥Boyfriend got me pretty flowers! The colors are so lovely!! I want spring nooooooooow ~~

All for now! ^^ Have a nice day, cuties!♥

Ready for 2013! (' ∇ ' )⌒☆

2013-01-04T19:22:00.000+01:00

Hello everyone ♪ヽ(∩。∩゛ヽ)　

How was your New Year's?? Mine was fantastic, but I will blog about that another day! ♥
I'm ready for a new year, and may this be even better than the last!

I handed my 15 pages exam paper in yesterday and so I have my last exam on Tuesday morning, which is 漢字考試 & 한국어 시험, go go ~~
And then I have the rest of the month off, to spend and enjoy with my boyfriend and friends!
JANUARY SALE HERE I COME ☆( ^O^)☆(^o^)☆(^0^)☆(^ｰ^ )☆♪

As you can see in the photo above (and from my Instagram), I've gotten some pretty lovely cosmetic stuff from Korea, sent from my boyfriend and also miss 나니! ♥
I already tried the Tony Moly lip tint from Nani and I LOVE it!
I will show you how everything works, as soon as I get the time.

Well, should get studying now!

Bai bai ~~ヾ(＾∇＾)♪

Achievements of 2012. Happy New Year!

2012-12-30T12:02:00.001+01:00

Just a random photo from my Instagram.

Hello everyone^^ Another late update from me! My boyfriend came home from 4,5 months in Korea on December 22nd and then there was all the Christmas stuff we had to do with our families in Jutland. So stressed x_x On December 27th we returned to Copenhagen and we have just relaxed and eaten a lot of food ^^ I am now stressing with exam stuff, but it's all good ^^ I am looking forward till January 9th where the exams are over and my real vacation starts !!

This will be my last posts before 2013 ! I hope everyone will have a great and safe New Year's Eve, and I'll see you on the other side ^^ As I have written before, I am spending New Year's with my boyfriend only. No party stress, drama s*** or anything like that. But it's also going to be weird not to see all the friends I usually celebrate with!

I don't do "New Year's Resolutions", as I never tend to keep them anyway and I end up being disappointed in myself! Instead I do "Last Year's Achievements" and here is some of the great things that happened this year!

(If I made Resolutions, one of them would definitely be, to be better and updating my blog. And to write proper posts!!)

● Went to Korea for the first time.
● Met my birth mother + family.
● Met Caspin.
● Reached 800+ followers on my blog! Thank you all so much♥
● Got two new jobs at the same time. (One temporary and one permanent job).
● Met some awesome people at work.
● Got an amazing boyfriend♥
● Turned 25. (YESIAMSOOLDWTF)
● Stopped biting my nails for the first time in my life!
● Signed up for a gym membership and actually used it.
● Met my new in-laws! (And got along!)
● Survived another "end of the World".

HAPPY

early

NEW YEAR♥

new in: Sternum piercing♥

2012-12-12T14:55:00.002+01:00

HELLO THERE! ^^ .. Luring you inhere with a cleavage photo lololol!!

So.. 2 weeks ago, I had my sternum/cleavage piercing re-done.

Once in 2008 (I think) I had my first one done.. OLD PHOTO here:

⇑2008

(lololol let's igonore that massive amount of eyeliner underneath my eye haha wtf)

Back then I had it made with a bar, which looked like this. It was really hard to handle, because the bar would move around no matter what movement I made. So eventually it was rejected from my skin.

It looked absolutely horrible and it hurt so much to take it out!!

I was so sad, but it had been too troublesome so I didn't want to have it made again :<

2012⇓

It had resulted in some pretty ugly scars. People would always stare at them and some would ask if it was PIMPLES I had there.. WHAT!! >_<; So.. I finally decided to get a new sternum piercing(s), this time with micro dermals/dermal anchors!

Left: The old scars - Right: Just after I had the new piercings made!

♥♥♥

(EXCUSE all the boob photos lol! But kinda hard to show it otherwise :((( haha)

I know a lot of people don't like piercings, but I love them(if they fit the person ofc)!! I've had a few different ones before, and some fit me (IMO) and some didn't, (looking back at the photos, I looked rather stupid with Spiderbite :< .. ). ^^

I am super glad that I had these done! I think they are so so pretty!! ♥♥
And if anyone wonders, yes it hurt A LOT. I had read about other people who didn't think it hurt at all.
But I must admit that I think that it did!! Well, upper one was made in an old scar = obvious pain. And lower one was difficult and had to be taken out and changed 3 times, because my skin was too "tight" and my chest bone was trouble.. :< The piercer I went to was SO nice and SUPER pro!! If I ever should have anything else done, I will definitely go back there. Best piercing experience ever, beside the pain haha.

Ending this post with random photos of my own face.. Because.. Yea :DD

Today's question for you ^^ Do you have any piercings? If you do, which one(s)? (Please don't share those private parts ones!) Or do you want to have one? ^^

♥

It's finally December!!

2012-12-02T11:21:00.001+01:00

Everything is just better when it's sparkling!♥

(Let's ignore the fact that I haven't updated since Nov. 9! Kk)
Wasn't supposed to buy anything for myself this month.. !!!!! But we all know I'm a huge sucker for Karen Millen and browsing the website the other day I saw this "Encrusted large tote" under the KM by Karen Millen section. The price was nice aswell (Only €170) and I thought it would be perfect as my new everyday-bag! .. But as I also had a appointment at the piercer's this month (will tell more about this later/tomorrow!) I was in doubt if I should buy or not! :< Moneyzzz!

Then I remembered this !! 30% off .. Had to buy♥ - The offer ends on Dec. 4th, so hurry up! ^^

And so it's December! (Finally) I am so excited about Christmas this year, because of various things♥
But at the moment, we are drowning in homework, exam papers and etc here at home.. Zzz.

And trying to stick to the healthy food now that Christmas candy is everywhere is so hard!!! T.T
Well, tomorrow starts the fourth week of working out/gym time for roomie and I! I was proud and happy that we actually have stuck to training this time around!! Missed 4 days this week though, again because of new piercings. And again, will tell later! But will go again tomorrow. I feel bad about not going for 4 days, like really bad. So it's going to be great tomorrow ^^;;

Well...... Nothing more to say but ..

HAPPY DECEMBER 2ND AND 1ST SUNDAY OF ADVENT TO EVERYONE

♥♥♥

"If I were a boy"

2012-11-09T20:50:00.000+01:00

.. I'd be soooooooo totally hot!! 8D

Naah.. I'm just kidding. Friday night and I'm still sick and booooooooored. So I decided to cut my wig and do this ......................

"Oh hi, just chillin' in my manly floral bed sheets okokok"

And here's my normal self (with face full of makeupppppp)

Ps. SORRY ABOUT THE iPHONE photos! T______T;;

What are you all doing this weekend? n__n xxo

[SPONSORED REVIEW] EOS Bubble gray, brown and green!

2012-11-06T19:54:00.000+01:00

NOTE: Shoppingholics has changed their site to LoveShoppingholics. I'll edit all the links ASAP!

Just a quick blogpost to show I'm stiiiiiiiiill alive .. kinda.♥

I got these three pair of EOS Bubble circle lenses sent from LoveShoppingholics, aaaaaages ago.

So sorry, I haven't shown them off proberly yet ><

I REALLY NEED A NEW CAMERA OK!! I'm dying a little everytime I look at a photo from this cr**** old digital camera >_< ***

♥ EOS Bubble in Gray, brown and green. ♥

LoveShoppingholics had sent me 2 pair of G&G/Dueba lenses. But at that time, all the things with the defective circle lenses were happening. I decided to give them a go anyway. I tried one of the pair for only a few hours one day. And my eyes were red 2 weeks after!! After a while, I tried them again, and same thing happened! I was too scared to try them again, so I sent LoveShoppingholics an email, explaining the situation.

They were super nice and asked me if there was another model I'd rather try. I said the Bubble series looked nice and they sent me THREE pair!! How generous is that??

So.. I had some mixed feelings about these lenses though. They are really soft and comfortable!

But! I am not quite sure how I like how they look on me! In photos, it is O-K compared to IRL.

Esp. the green ones make me look so freaky IRL. I've used the brown and gray at parties. But in the party lights of the clubs, they brown ones look like I've got really red eyes :// And the gray ones makes me look like I have really small iris(..es?) ><; .. Cool for photos though! Sad I didn't join the halloween wave this year, I think they'd be really cool for that ^^

They cover my natural eye color (dark brown) very nicely. But I still miss a limbal ring here D:

They do give a pretty unique look and I think they're great for night time and heavy makeup! ^

I'll rate these lenses 3.5/5♥

Comfortable, but the colors are a bit too strong, a bit too 'cartoon-ish' for me. The brown ones must be my fav. despite the fact that it sometimes look like I just have very red eyes :D

This will be my last circle lens review! I recently decided not to wear them anymore, because I've gotten too addicted to them. I had started to hate how I looked without them, and I didn't like that feeling. I want to like how I look without the lenses ^^ - I also don't use lower lashes anymore. I just accidently bought the wrong pair of lashes which was half upper and half lower. And since this will be my last lens thingie, I wanted to add everything haha.

LoveShoppingholics has been so kind to continue our co-operation together! And soon you'll see some reviews of lashes and etc. I hope that will be ok ^^v

The makeup isn't the best. I'm so sorry. But I'm still sick like crazy. It took me 1.5 hour to do this, and it usually takes me 30 minutes. I kept sneezing and was so dizzy. But well.. I wanted to do it now ><

Ending off with a kitty photo!

My roomie's baby kitten (you've probably seen it around my Instagram and Twitter) is growing really fast! And my two cats have finally accepted it!

The other day I caught them all napping on my bed!! Mimi (tricolor) doesn't usually like to be too close to other cats, but she was super cuddly and sweet this day ^^

See you all soon! ♥