JesterInTheCube

Hilang Kata-Kata

2014-08-01T02:45:00.002-07:00

Aku cuba jadi seorang yang baik .
Anak yang baik .
Cucu yang baik .
Kakak yang baik .
Anak buah yang baik .

Aku cuba faham situasi orang .
Aku letak diri aku sebagai kedua dan orang lain sebagai pertama .

Aku pernah tunggu dia balik satu masa dulu .
Satu masa yang aku sangat mentah untuk hidup sendiri .
Satu masa yang aku perlu belajar apa itu ketabhan .
Satu masa yang aku perlukan kasih sayang dia .

Tapi dia tak pernah balik .
Tapi dia tak nak angkat call aku .
Tapi dia tak nak cakap dengan aku .

Aku sedar aku dah tak diperlukan waktu tu .
Aku cuba jadi kuat .
Aku cuba jadi tabah .
Aku cuba letakkan diri aku hanya seorang diri diatas sebidang anah luas dimana aku perlu hidup sendir .
Aku belajar menabung sebab aku perlukan duit .
Aku belajar tebalkan muka minta kerja sana sini .
Aku belajar tebalkan muka menjawab soalan orang dewasa perihal dia .
Aku belajar hidup sebagai sebatang kara .

Setiap hari aku doa minta pada Allah kuatkan hati aku .
Setiap hari aku doa minta pada Allah kalau ditakdirkan aku tidak akan jumpa dia hingga kiamat menjelang , Aku redha .
Allah perkenankan doa aku .
Allah beri aku ketabahan .
Allah beri aku kesabaran .
Allah beri aku kekuatan .

Tapi kini dia balik . .
Aku kehilangan .
Kehilangan perasaan sepatutnya ada dalam hati ini .

Allah tunjuk pada aku sesuatu .
Saat hambaNya redha akan ketentuanNya saat itu hilanglah segala kesedihan , kesakitan , keperitan namun persoalannya , Derhakakah aku ? Allahu !

BRACES : Day-1 Consult

2014-05-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum ! :D Anyyeong ~ \^O^/

Dah berapa zaman aku tak update blog ni ? Haha ! Kalau blog ni rumah confirm dah banyak penunggu buat macam rumah sendiri LOL

Bukan sengaja menyepikan diri cuma kadang-kadang sibuk tak ada masa nak update entry baru and the most sebab tak boleh blah ialah lappy aku rosak -.-" Kalau iman aku lemah dah lama aku baling dekat tangki air sebelah rumah aku ni -.-"

OKAY ! / breath in breath out / Tak nak marah-marah HAHAHA

Entry kali ni aku nak borak sikit pasal pengalaman baru aku HEHE Tapi ada kemungkinan besar entry ni panjang jadi kalau agak-agak baca entry aku yang macam sakai ni jadi sila berhenti sampai sini HAHAHA Yang kuat iman baca sampai habis THANKS XOXO :D

AKU , BRACES DAN DENTIST / eh ? /

Aku mula nak pakai braces ni sejak aku Form 1 sebab tengok orang pakai macam seronok je walaupun aku pelik bila first time tengok orang pakai braces live selalu dalam tv je HAHA / sakai / Tapi aku tak buat sebab kos dia mahal gila tahap ASDFGHJKL lepas tu dulu aku dengar orang kata dosa tapi lepas puas tanya Ustazah , Google bagai akhirnya dapat jawapan kalau tak dosa pun :) Tapi duit tak ada tak boleh juga T.T / sobs sobs /

Tahun ni umur aku 20 tahun so korang kiralah berapa ahun aku simpan cita-cita paki braces sejak umur 13 tahun HAHA

Akhirnya bulan lepas aku nekad dan tekad nak pakai juga since aku dapat sikit rezeki lebih HEHE Alhamdulillah :) So , aku dengan gigih dan semangat tahap ASDFGHJKL search Google baca pengalaman orang pakai braces ni . Memang best baca sampai aku rasa nak jumpa dentist time tu juga HAHA Tapi puaslah juga survey Klinik sana sini since Kerajaan limit smpai 17 tahun je . Tapi aku memang nak buat dekat swasta sebab aku fobia tahap ASDFGHJKL dengan dentist and nurse kerajaan ni -.-" Kalau aku cerita makin panjang jadi better aku stop je pasal ni HAHA

Okay dah survey sana sini yang dekat dengan aku then aku jumpalah few tempat . Kalau korang nak tahu tak semua Klinik Gigi ada buat servis braces . Yang tertentu je . Okay aku pilih braces jenis traditional , jenis warna warni tu . Braces jenis ni kos yang paling murah . Kebanyakan Klinik aku survey harga standard RM 5k - RM 6k dan deposit RM 1500 + .

Dipendekkan cerita masa online Facebook aku terjumpa satu page DSR SMILE SUBANG BESTARI . Dah puas stalk page tu aku PM untuk tanya itu ini HEHE Dah puas borak semua lepas tu dah difikir masak-masak mana aku nak buat then aku decide nak buat dekat sini .

SEBAB ?

Murah ! HAHA
Jenis braces aku pilih : Traditional
Deposit braces SAHAJA : RM 500 ( harga promosi . kalau korang nak buat baik cepat ! )
Kos braces SAHAJA : RM 5 500
Bulanan ( selepas pasang ) : RM 250

Bayaran lain sebelum pasang braces :
Consult : FREE
Scalling : RM 50
X-ray atas + bawah kalau tak silap ) : RM 100 + RM 100 ( kalau tak silap )
Acuan gigi : TAK INGAT
Extraction ( jumlah bergantung pada individu dan harga kira setiap satu batang dicabut ) : RM 60
* tapi better tanya balik sebab aku macam lupa -.-" HAHA )

Then dah boleh pasang braces :)
• Masa pasang bawa deposit .
• Setiap bulan ada 1 appoinment .
• Setiap kali appoinment bawa duit ansuran .

Aku punya rekod HEHE :

1st appoinment :-
Tarikh : 24 Mei 2014
Appoinment : Consult + Scalling + Buat acuan gigi + X-ray + Extraction 1 gigi ( total 3 batang )
Kos : RM 370

Next appoinment 28 Mei 2014 nak cabut gigi . Nanti aku fikir dulu nak cabut sekali dua ke tak HAHA Biar cepat sikit pasang braces :D

SEBAB AKU PAKAI BRACES
• Gigi berlapis atas 1 , bawah 2 atau kata lain aku ada taring yang tersalah kawasan tumbuh HAHA
• Bila aku gosok gigi gusi aku bahagian gigi berlapis atas akan berdaah sikit .
• Gosok gigi berejam pun macam tak bersih -.-"
• Confident level yang terlalu rendah ke bawah T.T / sobs sobs / Sebab tu aku jarang senyum tayang gigi HAHA

Alhamdulillah gigi sebatang cabut tadi sakit sikit je . Tapi jangan tetiba sakit dahlah T.T Servis sana memang best ! Tak pernah aku suka dentist tapi hari ni terjatuh suka HAHA Super nice ! Cakap lembut je tak ada bengis macam dentist and nurse kerajaan ( sorry ! ) Masa nak cabut ada 2 dentist cabut HAHA padahal satu gigi je :D Dorang cabut pun lembut je siap bagi tips lagi supaya takut . Weh ! Gigi aku cabut tadi akar dia bapak panjang ! Terkejut tengok ! Macam fosil gigi dinasour LMAO

Panjang tak entry ? HAHAvidu ) :

Then dah boleh pasang braces :) Masa nak pasang bawa deposit . Setiap bulan akan ada satu appoinment .

Alhamdulillah Once Again , Ya Allah !

2014-04-11T09:29:00.001-07:00

Alhamdulillah , Ya Allah untuk kehidupan yang penuh kebahagian dan ketenangan ini :)

Sungguh aku tak sangka keputusan berhenti belajar dan berhenti bekerja dengan orang ni membawa 1001 kebahagian dan kegembiraan . Pertama kali dalam hidup aku sejak aku mula bekerja masa umur 15 tahun inilah satu-satunya pekerjaan yang memberi aku rasa bahagia dan sentiasa tersenyum ikhlas :')

Berniaga sesuatu yang aku minat dan suka , kemudian berkongsi dengan mereka yang suka apa aku suka sangat menggembirakan :) Terima kasih Allah kurniakan ramai penyokong , peminat dan mereka yang suka akan kami :)

Pertama kali aku rasa keikhlasan dalam bekerja dan dalam melayan pelanggan :) Sebelum ni aku lakukan kerana terpaksa ! Sebab kalau aku tak buat aku tak ada gaji maknanya tak ada duit untuk hidup .

Terima kasih kerana kau beri aku 2 tahun kehidupan di Shah Alam . Ya ! Mungkin pada mata kasar orang , aku hanya buang masa . Tapi bila diimbas balik setiap detik tu , Allah hanya nak beri aku ilmu dalam mengenali hati budi dan perangai pelbagai ragam manusia . Alhamdulillah ! Ya 2 tahun sangat singkat tapi cukup untuk aku belajar dan belajar :)

Terima kasih , Allah untuk kehidupan bermakna ini :)

#PrayForMH370

2014-03-11T10:11:00.004-07:00

Assalammualaikum and annyeong people ~

Pada mulanya aku tak nak buat entry about this subject tapi aku terasa untuk menaip sebab banyak perkara yang aku tak faham .

If anyone of you yang baca this entry may read status aku dekat Facebook , Twitter and Wechat pasal persamaan Tragedi MH370 sudah tertulis dalam Al-Quran iaitu Surah Yasin .

Macam mana semua manusia atas muka bumi ni fikir , aku pun fikir yang sama MH370 sebenarnya HILANG !

Benda ni agak sensitif , jadi aku taip dan simpan dalam blog ni untuk diri aku sendiri . If ada yang baca , INI SEKADAR PENGKOSIAN DARIPADA SEORANG YANG CETEK ILMUNYA .

Aku ni pelupa , nak share benda yang aku terbaca pun macam takut kena lempang je dengan orang yang baca . Takut tersalah taip dan kongsi je .

PERTAMA !
Aku dapat info yang berkaitan Surah Yasin .
" dan suatu tanda bagi mereka adalah bahawa kami angkut mereka dalam kapal yang penuh muatan dan kami ciptakan ( juga ) untuk mereka ( pengangkutan lain ) seperti apa yang mereka kenderai , dan jika kami mengkehendaki , kami tenggelamkan mereka . Maka tidak ada penolong bagi mereka dan tidak ( pula ) mereka diselamatkan . Melainkan ( kami selamatkan mereka ) kerana rahmat yang besar daripada kami dan untuk memberikan kesenangan hidup sampai waktu tertentu " . Yasin ayat 41 -44
" wahai ahli kitab ! mengapa kamu mengingkari ayat-ayat Allah ? Padahal kamu mengetahui ( kebenarannya ) " . Ayat 3:70
MH370 berlepas pada 8/3 ( jumlah ayat dalam surah Yasin ada 83 ayat ) . MH370 berlepas pada jam 0041 ( ayat 41 ada menyebut tentang " kapal yang penuh muatan )
Adakah kaitan dengan MH370 ?
HANYA ALLAH YANG TAHU .

KEDUA !
Pernah dengar lagu Get It Started ? Nyanyian Pitbull feat Shakira . Lagu ni released tahun 2012 . NOW ? 2014 dearest ~ Aku pun tak pernah dengar but #nowplaying . Just nak tahu kesahihan info yang aku dapat . Lyricnya tak salah !
" the world is mine , sixth sense , I see a seventh sense "
" thriller in manila , knocking them out like paquio , no Ali for frasier , but for now off to Malaysia , two passports , three cities , two countries , one day . Now that's worldwide , if you think it's a game , let's play , DALE "
" I am what they thought i'd never become , I believe and became it , now I'm here to claim it , I went from eveiction ,to full stance "
Dajal ? Aku sendiri tak tahu . Setiap lirik yang aku nyatakan dekat atas ni sekadar apa yang aku rasa something fishy ~ Tapi aku tak tahu nak terangkan dengan kefahaman aku sendiri .
HANYA ALLAH YANG MAHA TAHU .

KETIGA !
Aku tak rasa aku layak untuk persoalkan BUT STILL HOW CAN ADA 2 MANUSIA WARGA IRAN YANG BOLEH NAIK FLIGHT GUNA PASSPORT PALSU ? Again ! Something fishy ~
Apa yang aku terfikir may sound funny ( ? ) Aku cuma terfikir 2 manusia ni mungkin ambil alih bawa MH370 and switch off the radar and . . Pergi ntah kemana ~ Tapi . . If betul about switch off the radar . . Kapal terbang masih boleh terbang ke ? ( tak tahu ) BUT STILL JUST THIS CARTOON BRAIN THOUGHT ! Too much watching movie ~ -.-"
Tapi info yang aku cuma dapat dekat Encik Google , mereka berdua ni tak berbahaya pun ~

Masih ingat Tragedi 11 September 2001 ?
Hanya perkara ini yang aku terfikir bila ketiga2 info dekat atas ni seperti bersangkut paut ~ Well YES ! Aku ni nobody and whatever I'd wrote is all about what have I'd thought about it !
Tragedi 11 / 9 / 2001 , Surah At-Taubah : 109 .
" maka apalah orang-orang yang mendirikan masjidnya dia atas dasar taqwa kepada Allah dan keredhaanNya itu yang baik , atau orang-orang yang mendirikan bangunannya di tepi jurang yang runtuh , lalu bangunan itu jatuh bersama-sama dengan dia ke dalam neraka Jahannam . dan Allah tidak memberikan petunjuk kepasa orang-orang yang zalim "
- disebut keruntuhan bangunan kerana yang mendirikannya adalah orang-orang yang zalim .
- WTC yang runtuh di New York berlaku 11/9/2001 berda dia jalan JERF HAR telah disebutkan dalam kalimah " JURUFIN HAR " dalam ayat 109 : At-Taubah , maksudnya ' di tepi jurang yang runtuh ' ternyata adalah nama sebuah jalan di Kota New York , JERF HAR .
- surah At-Taubah terletak pada juzuk 11 ( tarikh 11hb ) , angka 9 ( september ) bersamaan dengan kedudukan Surah At-Taubah pada surah ke-9 mengikut urutan surah Al-Quran .
- ayat 109 ( jumlah tingkat dia WTC ada 109 tingkat )
- Tragedi itu berlaku pada 2001 , jumlah huruf dalam surah At-Taubah ada 2001 ayat .
HANYA ALLAH YANG MAHA TAHU .

Kenapa aku ungkit kisah lama ni ? Sebab dah ternyata dalam Al-Quran . Sama seperti MH370 .
Terus terang , aku secara terbuka memohon maaf jika ada yang tersilap . Aku hanya manusia biasa yang ingin tahu . Aku tak berniat nak menyebarkan fitnah .

DEAREST , keep #prayformh370 ! Kita doakan semuanya akan selamat dan kembali semula kepada keluarga mereka . Ya ! Aku tak sesedih keluarga mangsa but IF ada keluarga aku dalam tu , aku faham perasaan tu .

INFO :
Instagram
Pitbull feat Shakira - Get It Started
MH370 dan Surah Yasin
Tragedi WTC dan Surah At-Taubah
Tragedi WTC

Driving License

2014-02-24T21:34:00.000-08:00

Susah tak test undang-undang ?
Ergh !
Aku pergi kelas on 13/1 if I'm not mistaken but aku decide for take the test on 5/3 -.-"
Aunt tu mesti bengang dengan aku hahaha
Whylah susah sangat nak got the feelings ?
Wa takut fail je ~
RM 50 is not a jumlah yang kecil tahu !

Satu program this week dah selesai and next week got another program which is THE TEST .
Aku harap keputusan aku betul nak take the test but not ready yet -.-" WTM !
Aku baca but . . . Nampak sangat aku dah lama tak ' study ' xD
I try to answer the questions without reading -.-" Damn good huh !?
Aku baca and jawab if aku tahu then if not aku semak balik dekat depan .
Even aku dah dinasihatkan masa kelas , BACA dulu then ANSWER >.<

Oh lahai ~
Just anyone , WISH ME LUCK yo ~

Alhamdulillah ~

2014-02-18T07:12:00.002-08:00

Assalammualaikum ~! ^^
Berminggu juga ya aku update entry baru ~
Such a busy life ( yipeee \^O^? )

OH ! Btw , Hani si Comel tengah main barang aku dekat sebelah ni xD
Selama hampir 3 bulan aku balik Selayang ni , aku tak nafikan aku dah jadi " mangsa buli " LOL
Tapi alhamdulillah , aku lebih tahu " erti kehidupan " ^^
Aku dah boleh senyum dan ketwa dengan mudah :)
No more " a moody me " LOL
Sekarang makan minum aku lebih terjaga , aku ada atuk dengan nde p to talk , and paling penting aku tak keseorangan lagi :D

P/S : Tangan hani kena liquid paper xD HAHAHAH ! Padan muka :P Aku berani tulis since dia tak tahu membaca lagi kekeke Bukan nak kutuk but too adorable this kid ^^ Btw , she said , " tido ~ good morning ! Kak , tidur ~ Dah malam ! " xD YES ! She use ' good morning ' instead of Good Night LMAO That kid ~ xD

Okay , sambung al-kisah aku pula .

Hari ni dan semalam aku pergi Shah Alam , I mean MSU to settled everything related about my study . YUP ! Now , I'm not longer a student ~ I'm not happy either sad ~ Okay , in short aku rasa lega sebab semua dah selesai . Walaupun 50% of my heart sad but 50% lagi lega sebab aku takkan fikir lagi pasal ' duit ' . Aku nak sangat study but aku tak boleh buat MARA then how ? Better aku berhenti je ~

BUT ! Berhenti tak bermakna aku akan lupakan semua impian aku ~ Aku cadang nak ambil kelas luar . Aku nak fokus pada subjek yang aku nak sahaja supaya aku tak buang banyak masa . Sebabnya , banyak class I need to attend ( sparring , guitar , maybe chinese ) ~ So , aku perlukan sesuatu yang masanya fleksibel even aku akan jadi super duper busy ^^ I'm fine with it as long as I'm not going to be ' penganggur ' LOL\

Everything still in planning but when to start I still don't know yet cus too many things too faced so must slow slow lor ~ Tapi aku akan pastikan everything must be done by this year ! Last year ialah tahun untuk aku belajar erti kehidupan dan tahun ni ialah tahun untuk aku enjoy kehidupan ni dengan cara yang betul disamping family :)

Miracle of February

2014-02-09T23:50:00.000-08:00

This is how I feel right now Kekekke xD

Alhamdulillah , only this word can I say this moment ^^

I just hope this is will stay longer and longer or maybe just forever please ~

Aku tak pasti kalau selama ni ada orang yang nampak kesungguhan dan usaha aku .

It's okay ~ Budak cool will forever stay cool *masuk troli tolak sendiri* xD

Walaupun kekadang YES memang that person tak nampak BUT PLEASE hargai sikit apa yang aku buat .

Okay , aku bukan nak meluahkan perasaan bodoh-bodoh kat sini -.-" *tersalah pula hahah*

Oh yes ! Aku ni manusia biasa yang selalu alpa jadi kekadang tu lupa nak minta dulu pada Dia sebelum memulakan sesuatu pekerjaan tu .

Pengajaran yang dapat aku lihat dan rasa sekarang ni *ayat karangan pfft * ialah mulakan sesuatu dengan basmallah , selawat keatas Rasulullah SAW , betulkan niat , tawakal dan yang akhir TAWAKAL :)

Aku ni pelupa tahap 7 petala -.-" Jadi setiapa hari aku kena bertafakur hahaha

Yalah kalau tak redah je hari tu dengan sia-sia .

Semoga apa yang berlaku hari ni akan berulang pada esok hari *yang baik saja sebab tadi kena marah dengan pak cik bas hahaha lebamlah kalau hari-hari kena marah xD* dah hari yang seterusnya .

Amin .

Story of Two Days

2014-01-14T04:55:00.001-08:00

Hello mellow ~ ^^

Sekali update ' story of two days ' kau ! Hahaha Ambik kau !

Cerita dia pasal hari ni dan semalam tapi ini cerita sajalah ya tak ada gambarnya kekeke

Semalam aku tersangat bahagia bukan sebab aku dapat jumpa Junhyung mahupun Gikwang ataupun Hyunseung dan yang paling pasti bukanlah B2st ya ! :P

Cerita dia aku buat cornflakes madu dan ice cream ! ! ! ! ( wohooooo )

PERTAMA !

Buat cornflakes madu bukan untuk raya sangat tidak sepatutnya berlaku dekat dapur atuk semalam tahu ! Tapi gara-gara balas dendam last year tak merasa jadi satu kuali besar gaya orang masak rendang tu aku buat semalam xD Nak ?

Mai jemput ke rumah ^^

Bahagia weh ! ! Terasa bahagia dapat bermadu asmara dengan encik-encik cornflakes tu semalam kahkahkah

Tentang scandal aku lagi satu si Mr. Ice Cream pula , tu pun balas dendam hahaha

Berhari-hari aku asyik cancel nak date dengan dia gara-gara asyik terlupa beli coffeemate -.-"

Apakah ?

Tapi semalam memang dapatlah wa date dengan dia dekat dapur kekeke

Wa buat flavor milo tapi bila dah siap jadi rasa choc milk LOL

Janji sedap ! :P

Hahahaha cakap pasal sedap tadi aku doklah puji ice cream tu sedap tak berapa nak perasan atyuk pun dekat dapur so aku dengan malu-malu singa pun cakaplah , " eh termasuk bakul angkat sendiri pula " xD

Atuk dengan sempoinya pun balas , " bukan selalupun ~ " :P

Tbvh , aku tak pandai nak masuk-masuk bakul ni tapi dah sedap berlemak tu memang aku teringin nak masuk dan angkat sendiri ! Larat ke ? Hukaloh ~

Okay ! Tu cerita semalam ~

Hari ni cerita about my first day at Keramat Mall .

Okay , Maulud Nabi kan so mestilah orang nak cutikan ? It's okaylah ~

Memang customer bleh dikira dengan jari tapi nama pun first daykan so haruslah jia you jia you lorh ~

Memang excited walaupun kerja aku tu cikai je ~ Siapa nak pandang ? Tapi , ADA AKU KISAH ? :D

Aku perlukan sedikit masa lagi nak completekan everything .

Sekarang bolehlah goyang kaki , pinggang semua few months in future aku tak tahu cerita aku ni macam mana hahahaha

Harap-harap semuanya berjalan lancar sebab jalan yang tengah aku lalui ni bukan jalan highway tu tapi jalan kampung yang penuh dengan liku dan lubang sana sini LOL

And one more thing !

Tiba-tiba aku terasa aku dah dewasa LOL

Sebabnya semalam aku daftar lesen xD Hahahhaha

Tbh , pada mata aku yang rabun ni kalau orang yang tahu bawa kereta sangat dewasa !

Kiranya macam . . . hmmm. . . Dia memang daebaklah ! Sebabnya pada aku juga ' membawa kenderaan yang berlesen ( jadi secara terang lagi bersuluh basikal tidak termasuk dalam list ya . sekian ~ ) ni salah satu perkara yang HANYA orang dewasa mampu buat ' ^^

Btw , whoever read this , maybe Junhyung , Gikwang , Hyunseung , Dujun , Yoseob dan Dongwoon yang baca silalah wish me luck ya babeh ! ^^

( tetiba dorang boleh baca malay -.-" )

Make it to Short Story

2014-01-07T08:15:00.002-08:00

Uhuk ! Uhuk !
Alahai ~ Dah berapa hari bulan baru nak terbuka blog ni hahaha
So sorrylah blog woi ~! ^^
Agak terkilan juga sebab no post for the end of 2013 and no opening post for 2014 T_T
Banyak sangat berlaku mengejut , terkejut , dikejut dan terjerut ( eh ? ) LOL

Okay , terlalu banyak benda yang aku tak sangka !
Berhenti mendadak daripada McD dan Gangnam kemudian masuk semula ke Johnny's .
Weh ! Aku bajet2 kerja Johnny's dapatlah paling kuman 3 bulan sebab itu yang aku bagi tahu Miss masa interview .
Memang sejak awal aku tolak tawaran Ayah Achih tu mentah2 tapi dia dah minta tolong and paling menggiurkan iman serta nafsu dengan tawaran2 hebat yang disertakan dengan pujukan tu yang aku tak tahan tu hahahaha
Akhirnya , aku terima tawarannya , Ayah Achih ( dah macam akad nikah pula hahahaha )

I'm so so so sorry to people at Johnny's . Susah nak terangkan sebab perasaan aku 50-50 nak resign sebenarnya but I've made decision and aku dah tekad cus this is the only and the way to become who I want in the future ^^
Tbvh , fikirkan saja aku dah boleh bayangkan I'll be super duper busy ( Wohooo )
Itu yang aku nak ! Aku ni nampak je pemalas tahap cipan garu ketiak tapi aku memang mati kutu , kelemumur , kepala gatal bila aku tak ada kerja LOLS

For 2014 , I've a very looooong list-to-do xD
And this time aku tekad dan nekad and NO MORE EXCUSES !
What ever happened , what have I list I'll make it come true ! ( oh yes ! )
Alhamdulillah , terlalu banyak hikmah yang datang sejak aku tinggalkan Shah Alam dan kembali ke Selayang .
Aku banyak ketawa dan senyum berbanding dulu aku banyak muram dan moody . Aku tak risau pasal makan sebab rumah atuk kan ' heaven of food ' xD And paling penting ! HELLO WORLD , NO MORE MAGGI BABEH ! xD Kahkahkahkah ( lupa diri sekejap )
Aku dekat dengan Adik , Rin and Hani ^^ Weh ! 3 badut kegemaran aku tu hahahah

Oh ! Btw , aku dah announce dekat rumah aku dengan Junhyung dah official hahahahahahahahahaha
Aku cerita dekat Nde P pasal B2st and Junhyung xD Nde P layan je ~ kekekeke
And now when they want to mention about him they will say , ' your husband ' even that 3 kids ^^

Back to Johnny's , aku sedih sangat2 bila dorang tanya , " this week last ke ? kenapa ? "
WEH ! Jangan tanya boleh ? Hahaha Sekarang dengan dulu memang tak sama masa dekat Johnny's tapi staff sekarang walaupun pakat semua foreigner tapi staff sekarang lebih bagus and nice than before . Aku lebih selesa dengan dorang . Tapi nak buat macam mana jodoh tu tak lama nak bekerja bersamakan ? Hmm . . Kerja Johnny's best ! Okay , setiap tempat makan yang aku kerja memang best ! xD Hahahahah

Okay , esok morning shift so night night Cube ^^

K-Pop Eng Lyrics : Yong JunHyung FLOWER

2013-12-13T09:14:00.000-08:00

YONG JUNHYUNG

FLOWER

FLOWER

I'm a butterfly ! I'll go closely to that blooming flower

And slightly smell the scent

Um . . So nice , such a beautiful . Oh God !
Chocolate , lollipop , the slowly spreading sweetness

But I feel the moment of anxiety , worried that it might disappeared

As if you noticed , your arms that embrace me are like heaven

Your lips are what softly dyed my cheeks red

Will you still be fragrant after time passes , baby ?

Will you still be here when today passes , baby ?

Oh Flower ! You're so sweet , sweet , sweet , sweet

Oh Flower ! You're so deep , deep , deep , deep

Even after time passes , the thickly settled scent remains

Baby ! Oh oh I'm addicted

Flowers are gone but I still

( still love you baby ! I love you baby ! )

Flowers are gone but you're in me

( you're in me baby ! you're in my heart baby ! )

Flowers are gone but I still
( still love you baby ! I love you baby ! )

Flowers are gone but you're in me

( flowers are gone but you're in me )

You left and only your scent remains

Where are you going without me ?

What am I supposed to do if you shake me up , lift my heart then leave ?

All of me , you stole all of me in just one moment

You drive me crazy , I feel s hazy

Now say goodbye , your arms that embraced me was heaven

Now say goodbye , even your touch that dyed my cheeks red

Although you left without saying goodbye baby

I sincerely hope that you'll be happy wherever you're baby

Oh Flower ! You're so sweet , sweet , sweet , sweet
Oh Flower ! You're so deep , deep , deep , deep
Even after time passes , the thickly settled scent remains
Baby ! Oh oh I'm addicted

Flowers are gone but I still
( still love you baby ! I love you baby ! )
Flowers are gone but you're in me
( you're in me baby ! you're in my heart baby ! )
Flowers are gone but I still
( still love you baby ! I love you baby ! )
Flowers are gone but you're in me
( flowers are gone but you're in me )

Now even your scent grows faint
Now even your warmth gets cold
Baby , for the last time , can't I be held in your arms just once ?
The flower withers like this and I wither as well

Now even your scent grows faint

( still love you baby ! I love you baby ! )

Now even your warmth gets cold

( you're in me baby ! you're in my heart baby ! )

Baby , for the last time , can't I be held in your arms just once ?

( still love you baby ! I love you baby ! )

The flower withers like this and I wither as well

( flowers are gone but you're in me )

Oh Flower

Source : Haneulea
I OWN NOTHING

BONUS !

DANGGG ! !

I laugh damn hard for this " handsome head " LOL

It's scary but funny ! xD

" help me find my body pleaseeeee "

Dear Amirul

2013-12-10T04:58:00.000-08:00

Khatam sudah baca " Dear Amirul " LOL
Hahahah
Semalam tengah kemas bilik ternampak diari lama xD
Bila baca balik . . Pergh !
Kelakar gila babun ! !
Hahahahahahahaha

Aku takkan pernah percaya aku letak nama diari aku , " Dear Amirul " siap tampal gambar lagi gara-gara terlalu minat xD LOL
Tbvh , kalau dia still dalam industri memang aku akan terus sokong dia and mungkin dia satu-satunya artis melayu aku sokong LOL

Banyak benda manis yang aku tulis dan kelakar xD
Paling tak boleh tahan bila aku ada tulis pasal Feizai hahahahaha OMG
Bila ingat balik , Wushu betul-betul bagi aku memori yang aku takkan lupa pasal sekolah .
Wushu juga satu-satunya permulaan aku belajar untuk berusaha !
Tapi sebenarnya aku sangat berterima kasih pada K sebab tanpa dia aku tak mungkin terus berlatih dengan gigih !
O ?
Dia tak pernah buat aku rasa nak berlatih bersungguh-sungguh LOL
Yes ! Memang aku suka O tapi sampai sekarang aku berani cakap aku tak suka style dia ajar than K sebab dia lebih banyak main .
Aku masih ingat kalau O yang ajar and K tak ada time training memang waste time pergi training sebab banyak main -.-"
Kalau nak kata pattern siapa aku lebih suka aku pilih K than O even bila pertandingan aku akan fokus dekat K sebab dia memang umph ma !

Bila baca balik impian aku dalam wushu .
Alhamdulillah sebenarnya aku dah capai 80% tapi sebab aku stop so aku dah tak tahu aku tinggal berapa percent LOL
Tapi tanpa kepercayaan Master and sokongan dia dengan Sir T tak mungkin aku jadi sebahagian daripada Instructor Team :)
Tanpa Master , Sir T dengan K tak mungkin aku akan jadi salah seorang peserta sparring yang Master target Gold .
Bila ingat balik mungkin tak banyak tapi aku satu-satunya budak Melayu yang Master betul-betul pandang sampai aku dapat anugerah khas daripada dia dulu :')
Tapi dia lebih sayang K LOL
Hahahaha

Tak tahu kenapa tapi aku rasa macam dapat semangat baru lepas baca Dear Amirul .
Sebab dia buat aku ingat balik impian , tujuan , dan cita-cita aku dan yang paling penting banyak yang belajar daripada kehidupan lalu .

Be the chosen ONE !

Stop trying but Start moving !

2013-12-08T08:46:00.003-08:00

Every word is a Doa so maybe my decision was like , " doa telah termakbul " .
LOL
Most of people thinking that I'm QUIT !
Yah ! I'm not ! -.-"
Am I that stupid ? Am I that weak ? Am I that pity ?

He said he wants me to be On Top ! It kinda hard for me in this kind of situation but . . its not that hard also because the course that I'm taking is easy ( maybe ) . Well , most of people said that .
When she mention about everything , I was like . . BINGO ! I found the answer of my all questions in my head ! LOL
I'm still young but that doesn't mean if I stop doing this and that , then I'm not gonna to be On Top , or to be Someone .
Maybe this is the way how I live . Survive for life .

She even asked me , " why you always keeping for yourself ? at least please share with others . let people know what are you thinking , feel and everything . don't hurt yourself ! "
Am I ?
It's not that I don't want to share with people .
But with who ?
How to start ?
How to express the feelings ?
Which part is most to complaining more than to share the problems and ask the opinion ?
Tbvh , I don't know !
So , I choose to be silent but in the vibration mode .
LOL
Vibration mode : Some people can read my mind , body language even my face expression .

Sometimes I'm trying to tell people but . .
They maybe interrupt me or give me shit face .
At the end I'll stop to telling people because of three reasons ;
1 . I forgot what exactly I want to tells .
2 . Everything is totally wronged ! And not important to share at all .
3 . When people know how to make me start cry .

I don't know . .
If be silent and keeping myself is better or not .
Maybe I've to learn back how to be normal human !

If both of you read this .
At Midvalley Food Court .
8 Dec 2013 .

Two of you asked me why I've to thinking what's yours thought about me .
The answer is among us , even when we're still in high school with others friends I was the ' loser ' . I don't know how to describe that word more . I afraid if both of you will think negative or have a uneasy feeling if you guys still with me in the future . Because our level is different ! But when Giraffe said both of you will still support me no matter what and both of you know me well inside out , the two things that I appreciate the most ! Thanks !
I can't tell you guys in real life because I'll cry like what I';m doing now ( -.-" ) so this is the better way . I don't want both of you look my weak side ( childish huh ? ) . Tbvh , both of you is one of the important people that always in my heart .

Alhamdulillah I've both of you in this planet LOL xD

K-Pop Eng Lyrics : 4Minute I'm Okay

2013-11-26T08:18:00.001-08:00

4MINUTE

I'M OKAY

VOLUME UP

We've been doing this for an hour already
Without saying anything , with no expressions on our faces
It changed a lot , the love between you and me
We've drifted too far apart , our relationship too

We have to stop seeing each other
Even though it will be difficult
You have to meet the better woman
A woman who's much better than I am
It'll just be for a while , you'll forget me soon'
It'll be better than it is now

I'm Okay ! Baby are you okay ?
There's no more us'
I won't see you ever again , oh
I'm Okay ! Baby are you okay ?
It's okay if you hate me
Don't hold it in and just forget me

I'll leave first, please don't grab my hand
Don't make such a sad face
My heart is starting to hurt more
It's better if we stop and break up now
Because it'll end up like this again anyway, like this again

We have to stop seeing each other
Even though it will be difficult
You have to meet the better woman
A woman who's much better than I am
It'll just be for a while , you'll forget me soon'
It'll be better than it is now

I'm Okay ! Baby are you okay ?
There's no more us'
I won't see you ever again , oh
I'm Okay ! Baby are you okay ?
It's okay if you hate me
Don't hold it in

I'm okay ! Oh , I'm okay !
Are you okay ? Baby you okay ?

Our suffocating love is just up until here

I'm Okay ! Baby are you okay ?
There's no more us'
I won't see you ever again , oh
I'm Okay ! Baby are you okay ?
It's okay if you hate me
Don't hold it in and just forget me

Source : Platypizz2

I OWN NOTHING

Kalaulah . . .

2013-11-26T07:09:00.000-08:00

Kalaulah WAN NUR SYAHIRAH ni ada sepuluh orang aku sangat BERSYUKUR !

Aku bukan nak complain or apa-apa yang terlintas dekat fikiran kamu kamu dan kamu yang baca entry tak laku ni ( LOL ) cuma dekat mana lagi aku mampu bersuara selain di sini ? Tak gitu ?

Orang yang tengok aku akan kata aku rajin , perbersih and macam-macam lagi ~ WEH ! Aku ni antara MANUSIA PEMALAS dalam dunia tahu ? Tak percaya ? Tanyalah family aku weh ~ Silakan ! Pfft ~ Jenis aku once aku start mengemas or membersih aku akan buat daripada A sampai Z tapi bila aku dah malas . . time tu jangan comment apa-apa LOL

Aku bukan nak bajet-bajet tunjuk rajin ke apa ke cuma aku rasa aku perlu buat . YA ! Memang dekat tempat kerja ramai crew DAN YA sekali lagi ! aku tak tinggal seorang dekat rumah TAPI 6 orang ! TAPI kalau aku terus dan terus harapkan orang yang buat tapi tak ada satu manusia nak buat sampai bila aku perlu mengharap ? Aku malas nak kisah dengan orang yang asyik kata DIA JE BUAT KERJA tapi jarang-jarang nak tunjuk yang kau memang rajin GILAAA ( LOL )

Bukanlah nak kata jahat or apa tapi kalau kita dok cakap kita bagus tapi orang lain tak sedangkan kau sendiri dua kali lima macam mana ? Aku memang selalu bengang rasa nak pecahkan dinding bila aku je nak buat tapi orang lain tu boleh je buat TAPI malas nak kisah sangat so aku senyap dan buat bodoh and let my mind think other things to avoid aku jadi tak ikhlas . Jangan sampai aku bersuara dan melepaskan apa dalam hati aku sebab MANUSIA YANG DENGAR TU NANTI AKAN BENCI AKU SEUMUR HIDUP !

Jenis aku , aku lebih suka senyap dan simpan everything rather than meluahkan ~ Tak kisahlah luahkan dekat orang ke or buat status ke ~ Paling-paling pun aku tulis dekat Cube ni je hah ~ Aku cuba untuk jadi dewasa ! Lagi pun kalau aku nak buat kerja aku akan buat seorang diri sebab if aku ajak orang tolong aku then aku akan terus guna perkataan " tolong " sedangkan aku mampu buat . Aku tak suka bergantung hidup dekat orang dan Alhadulillah sebab sikap aku yang satu ni aku jadi lebih kuat , bersemangat , tabah dan lebih berdikari untuk hidup HAHAHAH

Aku cuma harap semua berjalan dengan lancar dan semua bekerjasama . Kadang-kadang aku luahkan dengan cara memerli tapi bergantung pada orang lah ~ Tapi kalau orang tu jenis nice than aku akan cakap nicely ~ SEBAB kenapa aku luahkan dekat sini ialah kerana aku bosan dengan ORANG YANG SELALU RASA DIA BAGUS TAPI HAKIKAT MORE THAN SHIT ( lol )

Sekian , wasalam ! ( hahahahahahahahahahah )

Practicing Guitar Chords

2013-11-20T05:55:00.002-08:00

Assalammualikum !
Hey there ! ^^ How are you ?
Gwaenchana ? Angwaenchana ? LOL my korean ~ xD

Last 2 days which is on Monday I was start my first guitar lesson with someone . He only teaching for an hour but he really gives me a quiet good tips (?) Hmm . . Maybe tips . . I'm not sure what supposed I call ' that ' LOL
He asked me to practiced 3 chords first which is C , D and G . Then , he gave me another 3 chords for me practiced at home . Btw , for the first 3 chords that he asked me to try I was passed so he was like give me a 'homework' for another 3 chords hahaha Yeah ~ Something like that ~ So , I've to practiced 6 chords ;
C , D , G , Am , F and E .

Yesterday I was training myself but I'm damn sleepy so I put Guitarra away and Zzzzzz . . . LOL
So , today I decided to start my official practice LOL ( again -.-" )
At first its quite hard to me but I arranged the chords ; C , E , Am , F , G and D because its more easy to me remember the chords xD I don't know is this good tips for myself or not but this is kinda the easy way for me because I'm the person who easily give up when I found that's hard for keep practice ㅠ.ㅠ . Yeah ~

Alhamdulillah :)
Only about an hour ( ? ) I can remember the chords xD Wohoooo \^o^/ * party party * ㅋㅋㅋ If I do more practice maybe my fingers will be faster when I've to change to other chords because this is my weakness ㅠ.ㅠ And I still have to work hard because he said once I can remember the 6 chords he will give a song to me practice ㅠ.ㅠ OMG ! I tried ' I Love You ' by Akdong Musician but I still can't do well -.-" and I even tried ' Love Story ' by Taylor Swift and it's still doesn't work well ㅠ.ㅠ Ottokhae ?

He said , ' just strum as long as the chords correct ' . Okay ! But , HOW TO STRUM ?!
Hahahaha ! This is driving me nuts !

Okay ! This is only the beginning right ? :)
As long as I keep practicing and work hard then everything will be fine right ?
I asked him for teach me fingerpick but he said , ' memorize chords first and just strum , fingerpick later ' hahahaha
Me is soooo gelojoh LOL

이라 파이팅 ! ^^

K-Pop Eng Lyrics : Troublemaker NOW ( There is No Tomorrow )

2013-11-17T23:57:00.002-08:00

TROUBLEMAKER

HYUN AH & HYUN SEUNG

CHEMISTRY

NOW

( There is No Tomorrow )

Tell me now now now

Before today ends

Tell me now now now

Now now now

You , who just stood still , makes me unsure

You just are like yesterday . not saying anything

Tell me freely , please look into my eyes

Before the light passes , before the light dims out

Let's not leave like this

While hesitating , the time is ticking again gogogo

I don't wanna go

This is the last

Now , it's the last

Come to me now , tell me

To us , there is no tomorrow

Don't hesitate

Before it's too late Now

Further , further , don't push me further

Before we disappear from here

Tell me now now now

Before today ends

Tell me now now now

Now now now

To us , there is no tomorrow anymore

So call me oh

Call my name , my name

Bring it out now , reveal it on this road

I just want to lean my head on you

Don't get further away like this again

While hesitating , the time is ticking again gogogo
I don't wanna go
This is the last
Today , is the last

Come to me now , tell me
To us , there is no tomorrow
Don't hesitate
Before it's too late Now
Further , further , don't push me further
Before we disappear from here

We are in this maze together
I can only trust you
Close your eyes , trust me , there is no tomorrow again

Come to me now , tell me
To us , there is no tomorrow
Don't hesitate
Before it's too late Now
Further , further , don't push me further
Before we disappear from here
Tell me now now now
Tell me now now now
Before today ends
Tell me now now now
Now now now

Source : HanabiTomoLyrics3

I OWN NOTHING

The Story of Troublemaker's Song ' NOW ( There is No Tomorrow ) '

2013-11-17T23:07:00.001-08:00

TROUBLEMAKER

HYUN AH & HYUN SEUNG

CHEMISTRY

2nd play list :

Now ( There is No Tomorrow )

Whoever watched ' Now ' mv may said this is PORN , SEX , etc and yeah I was thought the same haha ! But when I read the behind meaning of the song and mv that was about a ' tragic couple life ' . It's kinda sad to me ! And to be honest Hyun Couple made the story of the song life ! They are really daebak and I ship this couple the most ! Since their debut for Troublemaker :)

Here is the behind meaning of the song :

Source : @wufucked

I OWN NOTHING

Lose Weight or Maintain ?

2013-10-08T05:24:00.001-07:00

Assalammualaikum and Hoy Hoy ~! xD
What should I do ?
Lose weight ?
Maintain my weight ?
Ottokhae ?

Kebanyakan orang fikir aku buat semua untuk kurus -.-" Aku tak kisah gemuk ke kurus ke janji aku sihat ^^
Aku tak kisah pasal berat badan aku tapi aku sedikit kisah pasal aku punya body shape hahah
Aku tak sukalah pakai baju ke jeans ke yang mampu buat kengkawan aku tu terserlah ~
Hahah ! Faham ? Lelemak yang sedang hidup bermasyarakat dalam badan aku ni wahahahahah

Tapi kalau aku terus exercise mesti aku akan kuruskan ?
Aku risau aku kurus sebenarnya ~
Aku buat semua ni untuk wushu tau ! Untuk sparring !
Kalau aku maintain berat aku tak perlu risau lawan aku masa sparring tapi kalau berat aku berkurangan . . . Weh ! Even kkchia team punya bebudak sparring perempuan gila kuat woahhhh ~
Tapi kalau aku maintain berat . . . Aku sedikit susah nak buat others pattern . . . Hmm ~ Ottokhae ?
Tapi aku dapat rasa berat aku kurang ! Tapi aku tak timbang hahahah
Tengoklah ~ Maybe next year time nak daftar for sparring baru aku timbang hahahah
Tapi selama aku hidup tak pernah berat aku melebihi 62 kg ! Tu kiralah paling berat dan berlemaklah tu ! xD

Few months ago aku beli dumbell , next month something was set in my mind kekeke
Mcd's people even call me Abang or Jantan LOL
Because I'll punch them without lowing my energy ! xD
Lorh dorang lelaki ma ~ Kau cari pasal dengan aku , aku tumbuk je ! Sakit meh ? :P
Kalau perempuan cari pasal aku tampar bontot wahahah

Aku rasa lebih baik aku terus exercise je ~ Aku pun tak control makan xD Maybe sebab aku minum air banyak kot and avoid soft drinks maybe ?
But tbh , muscle tangan aku sikit lagi nak capai my target ! Woohoooo \^^/
Tapi perut . . Begitu selamanya ! LOL Harap faham ! xD

Btw , thanks to Kevin Zahri sebab dia penasihat yang daebak ! :)
Love his blog !

Quote of the Day !

2013-10-05T08:54:00.001-07:00

Assalammualaikum uolls ~ ^^

Before I sleep I have something gonna share with you guys !

The quote that inspired me today !

( if I'm not mistaken this is Gi Kwang's Tweet )

I have find what I really wanna do ! But tbh I can't do everything well because I get confused every time ~ Why ? I wish I can answer it !

Yeah ! I never care what people think or thought about me ! I will do everything I wants as long as that's not wrong but when people critic about me . . Woahh ~ ~ ~ I just wanna stop and cry !

But , this is may ridiculous to me but lately I watching Running Man and because of Jihyo who the only girl in the team makes me proud to her ! Yes ! For no reason hahaha

I just feel like she's amazing ! Wow ! Daebak ! LOL

The conclusion is , I wanna be a amazing person ! Amazing girl !

One of my chingu that used to practice wushu with me before said , " Just do whatever you wants in your life . Just try everything as long as you no which is good and not " ( something like this she wrote on her Instagram ) and she even said that she proud to have a chingu like me because . . I forgot the reason hahaha Sorry ~

" Do it before it's too late "

This is seriously make me double triple semangat to do everything !

I give myself only until this December to done everything in my list-to-do !

Start January I have to focus on student life back because on March I'm gonna start my class .

Hwaiting ! ^^V

Thanks Again , September !

2013-10-04T09:29:00.002-07:00

Assalammualaikum ! ^^
Huarhhhh *yawning* LOL
I'm so so so so sleepy ~ >.<
I need to do laundry so I don't know what time I'm gonna sleep .
I wanna sleep for awhile but I just can't because my brain keep working LOL
Ya lorh ~ My brain keep saying that I still have some job not done yet hahaha
Aigooo ~

Well , today is Friday . The day I'll start becoming a Miss Zombie till Sunday LOL
That's why I've to do laundry on midnight because I've no much time every weekend .
Okay , I've something gonna shoutout here ! LOL

I wrote before that I was got a award as , " Crew of The Month " right ?
Once again ! In September , I won " Winner Add On Special (AOS) " ! Alhamdulillah :)
I never expected that I'll got these award ^^ Alhamdulillah again !
To be honest , I didn't suggested much for customer hahaha
My luck huh ? Hehehe

I supposed to update this yesterday because I got this news yesterday but I was spent some time with other McD crews watching movie so after I'm back home I was sleepy like a drunker LOL
Yeah ~ I'm not back that late but I was so so so so sleepy hahahaha
My Insomnia was GONE ! TOTALLY GONE ! xD
Nowadays , I get sleepy so easy ~ Haishh

Oh yeah ! I'm not really know what are really happened on WuChun and Yong Junhyung but still congratz to them ! :)
Congratz to WuChun that I heard he is a married man and a father for 2 kids ( if I'm not mistaken ) and Congratz to Junhyung for the award rookie . . . . Okay , I'm totally forgot ! T.T I read only a few tweets about it . But I read that a award something related with his acting in Monstar ^^
Congratulations again to my ge , WuChun and my oppa , Junhyung :D

Bye September and Hola October !

2013-10-01T08:30:00.001-07:00

Assalammualaikum !

October , Annyeong ~ ^^

Kyaaa ~ I'm sooo happy today ! \^O^/ Why ? Because its Octoberrrr ~ ~ ~ ! Hahaha !

Yah ~ This is Chun's month ! Il hoon's month ! ( I wish I wont forget their day ! >.< ) So , this month I should happy lorh LOL xD

Hey ! Hey ! That's the only reason why I'm so happy today ! Something was happened :)

Some of you may know where I'm working as a part-timer . I mean my first job . I'm working at McDonald's about 1 year 2 months (?) Okay ! Tbh , I'm damn weak in calculation xD Hahahaha ! I guess yeah ~ Because I starting my works there since July 2012 till now . So , how long it does ?

At Mcd , they appreciate their crew by of the choosing one of the crew as a , " Crew of The Month " . I'm wanting this since I saw the board at my first time . Every month I work hard just for have my photo there . I thought I can get mine on June , yeah ~ That's one of my wishes on June because June is everything to me so that's the only month I've long wishes list xD

Why I'm bringing up about this ?

Yeah ! xD

September was mine !

I got " Crew of The Month " for September :')

Thanks to all Managers and Crews . Thanks to look at my work . Thanks to appreciate me . Thanks to look at my hard work . Thanks for giving me food ( xD ) . Thanks for the advice . Thanks for everything !

*bow*

I thought the boys was kidding with me about that but when I saw my picture there , OMO ! I'm happy to the max ! Kekeke ~

Every month after I got my salary I'll reward myself something . Last month , OMG I was shopping everything xD Hahaha ! This month I bought a lot of food because last month I was starved so bad ! Hahahaha

Okay , now I gonna talk about my October . Hye , Mr . October ! We see again ! :P

I only left 6 months from now . On March I gonna start my class back . I'm kinda scared because a lot of things I'm not done yet ! Aigo ~ September also didn't help me T.T This month I'll try my best to work hard to have my car license so that I can start my wushu training back without excuses !

I seriously wants have a licence and a car before December . At first , I target to have both of them on September but I still can't take a licence class >.< So , now I changed my target .

ONLY UNTIL DECEMBER !

If you still doesn't have a licence I'm seriously gonna punch your face ! LOL

So , October !

We gonna have a relationship for a month ! Okay ? ;)

Guitar Chords : Akdong Musician I Love You

2013-09-26T06:02:00.003-07:00

Assalammualaikum and hye ~ ^^

The reason I make this entry is for myself . I'm so lazy to write it down so I type here and also to sharing with anyone who wants to try play this song also :)

Well , sharing is caring and loving more LOL xD

Let's practice together and thanks a lot to some source :)

*peace* ^^v

Intro : C , E , Am , F

Jeojeollo nege nuni ga

Nega ibeun ot munuiga

Nune ttuineun geotdo aninde

Onjongil dareun ireul hago inneun jungedo

I saram cham gwaenchantan mariya

Ne haengdong hanahanae naega deullyeotda nohyeotdahae

Na iri jaju utneun sarami aninde

Dorabomyeon neo ttaemune danghan geotdo manha

Geu modeunge hanahana da sirchimaneun anha

I love you saranghaeyo

E Am

Neol boneun narimyeon dulman mannaneun nari anindedo

Neoegeman jal boiryeogo mak geurae nan geurae

I love you saranghaeyo

E Am

Neol boneun narimyeon dulman mannaneun nari anindedo

Mak seollego geureondanikkanyo

Ne haengdong hanahanae naega deullyeotda nohyeotdahae

Na iri jaju utneun sarami aninde

Dora bomyeon neo ttaemune badeunge cham manhaseo

Deo deo deo pogihal su eobseosseoyo

Sseoyo naman masineun sarangi

E Am

Neomchyeoyo geudae jane ttarajugo sipeunde

Im waiting for you to say i love..

You saranghaeyo

E Am

Neol boneun narimyeon dulman mannaneun nari anindedo

Neoegeman jal boiryeogo mak geurae nan geurae

I love you saranghaeyo

E Am

Neol boneun narimyeon dulman mannaneun nari anindedo

Mak seollego geureondanikkanyo (banbok)

I love you ~

E
I love you oh oh ~

Am
I love you ~ ( I love you ~ )

I love you oh oh ~

I love you saranghaeyo

E Am

Neol boneun narimyeon dulman mannaneun nari anindedo

Mak seollego geureondanikkanyo

I love you ~

Strumm pattern : down | up | down
Capo : (no)

Lyrics : kpoplyrics.net (google)
Chords : FinalRoundTv (youtube)
Cover : calb30095 (youtube)

Guitarra and Me

2013-09-24T05:29:00.004-07:00

Assalammualaikum and hola hoya hola hoya people ~ ^^

Kekeke ~

HAHAHAHA ! OMG !

Okay , stop it you babo !

LAWLS ! :P

Learning guitar seriously not easy like what I was thought T.T That's become harder every time ~ Aigo ~

Am I only think that's harder ?

Since I learnt and practiced Wushu I was taught that, " nothing is hard in this world as long as you keep going practice and practice and practice again ~! "

But I'm telling you ! One thing ever I'd gave up was when I studied Add Math ! Hahaha

That was the first and last time in my life xD

But now , after I'm not really practice wushu I become " weaker " everyday ~

I'm not really have much time to do everything in a whole day or whole week so my time to practice guitar damn limit ! T.T

In a week I only have one day off , 3 days I only free at night and other 3 days I'm damn busy from the early morning till the late night ~ T.T

Well , this is my choice ! :) Yah ! I tell you huh ! This is what I wished before ~ ^^

Damn fantastic life ! ^^

Because of this routine now I able to sleep like normal people :) Sleep early and wake up early ~ ( except when I'm off day I will wake up on noon or evening LOL )

So , I decided to practice hard on my off day and spend 2 to 3 hours a day ( 3 days that I free at night ) .

Is this okay ? I really hope I can even play a song !

I'm practicing , " I Love You by Akdong Musician " because the chords easier , no capo and strumm all the time but I don't understand with some skill that people used to play the song >.<

That's why I said that its become harder every time ~ Aigo ~

I'm changed !

I keep saying this and that hard -.-"

You're damn too much Syahirah !
Punch my face juseyo ~

Okay , I'll just do what's have I plan !

Hwaiting ! Yeahhhh ~ ~ ~

Wish me luck ! LOL

K-Pop Eng Lyrics : OST Monstar My Song

2013-09-24T01:34:00.003-07:00

Sang by : Kim Min Young / Shim Eun Ha

Come on , you arrogant world

From now on I wont hold back anymore

I will face with high head

I'm not going to hide anymore

Come on world

There's my song in me

The weapon that makes me confident

I will sing my song without a hitch

Forever my song

I was the one who always backing down

I'm the one who was always looking back

I'm the same as everyone else

This is how I have been living

That is how I have learned so far

I have been deceive full

Song of missing , waiting , and regret

From now on I will love

I will face it confidently

More than anyone else

Come on , you arrogant world

From now on , I wont tolerate it any longer

I will face on . . .

I'm not going to hide anymore

Come on , world

There's my song in me

The weapon that makes me confident

I will sing my song without a hitch

Forever my ~

Forever my song ~

Cr : Nurul Nabila Zulkifli

p/s : This song seriously inspired me ! :)

/BONUS/

MONDAY

2013-09-23T09:27:00.003-07:00

" this is seriously not related with this couple but I love this couple , LOL "

Assalammualaikum and hye u'olls ~ ^^

Why I'm talking about Monday ?

I love Monday more and more than others :)

Why ?

Most people will hate Monday ( -.-" ) Why ? Lorh ~ I've no idea about it ! Yah ! Monday is the interesting ever ma ~ Don't you think the same ? To me Monday is everything !

1 . We start our week from Monday , isn't ? School , work and everything ~ Right ?

To me , if my Monday become bad then the whole week I'll the same ( T.T ) just like the way " how you woke up in the morning ~ " .

2. I born on Monday ( ^O^ ) and Rasulullah also born on Monday ( ^O^ )

Every Monday I'll felt like I'm born again and again and again :) Just like I wrote on above , if my Monday going bad then I'm seriously become a bad person for whole week ! LOL

Scary enough ? Hahahahaha ! /joke/

Ustazah said , who was born on Monday will love Sirah ( Prophet history ) and YEAH I am ! ^^ I love to listens but not read because hard to me remember everything if I only read them ^^

Today should be Tuesday but to me its still Monday Hahaha xD

I'm kinda sad actually ! Monday should be my rest day and sleep for whole day LOL but I get my off day on Tuesday ( T.T )

It's okay lorh as long as I still have a day to sleep ! Haha

Every Friday to Sunday , these 3 days I'll seriously become a Zombie ! LOL

Not enough sleep time !

OMG !

Hahahaha ~

Gonna stop here !

Bbyong and jalja ~ :)