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180312

2012-03-18T14:24:00.002+08:00

人最软弱的地方，是舍不得。------ 舍不得一段不再精采的感情，舍不得一份虚荣，舍不得掌声。我们永远以为最好的日子是会很长很长的，不必那么快离开。就在我们心软和缺乏勇气的时候，最好的日子毫不留情地逝去了。

241011

2011-10-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog,

Cloudy day.

Went for Coy Cohesion today. Pretty fun. I tried the high elementary obstacle. Well, I shall say, it is not as difficult as it seems to be. However, got one incident where me and my partner Zhen Xin were stuck at the top for quite some times due to the fact my hand is not so long. Haha, however, we still manage to get through it with pretty much at ease, other than the part I keep missing the rope that is been thrown to me.

231011

2011-10-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog,

Recently, it had been fine. Or rather, I am not really into thoughts or even so, right state of mind?

Was just awarded company best soldier of the month and also battalion best soldier too.

Wonder is it a good news to me? I don't actually feel as happy or awesome about it.

Still trying to sort myself out. I guess, my mind is still not really functioning well.

Looking back, I don't even remember where or when did I fall.

When was the last time I really smile. Well, a question for myself?

Yes! Life move on, and I am trying too. Trying to move along with life, a life which I had long forgotten.

At least, I know you are moving. I am contented.

Was looking for a book recommended by one of my mentors. Still waiting for the shop to contact me, can't wait to start reading it. A book which can help to fill myself up and also at the same time learn lots of new insight, where I am too blind to even see or sense now. I hope it does really help.

"To be or not to be. That's the question for me."

021011

2011-10-02T13:47:00.002+08:00

How do I feel today?

I don't know actually. Though it had been a while. I am still trying. Trying to hold myself back to place.

I know it is impossible to return back to where it begins. I just hope that it is the same as before it started off, or even better than it had.

I am, but at the lowest form of life, trying to the puzzle up the black hole inside me, where it is now been lost or I could say, went missing on me.

150511

2011-05-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

I had found myself a new interest, a place where I can relax and enjoy myself. Never had I believed that going to such places may allow me to really let myself down. It may cost bit, however, I hope to give myself this privilege.

A getaway from home is good. Compared to the time where I would stay home to rest, going out with peers and enjoy a drink and some nice music does really open you up. Last time I really do not understand what it is like to be enjoying life. Once in awhile, going to places to have a drink or even places which served good food is really an enjoyment which everyone should deserve. Working hard is one thing, but if you only know how to work hard, your life would seems much pointless. You work hard to enjoy?

070511

2011-05-07T03:21:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 070511. Today is not yet another day but an important day which marks a new phase. Well I guess it is a day where my homeland is going through some pretty milestone period or something like a "quatyearly"(my own definition) event? How about - it is the day where most of the citizens are at least making a little different or I should put it as participating in a national event? I guess you would only see this kind of engagement within the nation cells during special occasion, like probably the national day?

For the past few weeks you must have heard or even seen a lot of words flying around YOU. This can be seen pretty often in our daily life too. For example, those insurance sellers by our daily transport MRT station, always trying their best to get hold of you, so that you could hear what their policy can offer you. Often, they would tell you that if you purchase one from them, you are somehow protected. Is that really true? Well, maybe to a certain extent. I do not have a say here, but it for you to know and for you to find out. Perhaps you may share with me what have you found out, so that I could be better enlightened.

I did not really look too much into the issue of this upcoming event. However, it does brought a little concern to me as you know or may not know, I live at the area where it is being picked as the hottest spot this time round. I do have a little headache over that very issue. Well, at this moment I am still thinking.

Alright, enough of that BIG issue, I guess I would have to just go along with it and look forward to the result. It does not really matter to me who win. The concerns I would worry would be whether the winner for this round would do a good job for the people under their care, the most important issue, the voice of the people and concern for them.

Speaking of which, why did I start to blog today. Alright, I do want to voice one issue which I am pretty unsatisfied with. On the other hand, I would also like to use this opportunity to write something. I guess I have not written any long passages or essays for quite some time, hence I took this chance to write. Writing too need practice, or I should say everything we do need practice. If I do not write or read for a period, I would tend to start to forget how to do it. Since I have a blog which I did not fully utilise, I suppose it is time that I use this place to practice. For I am given the tools, however, I did not use them to the best. I shall start to jot down some interesting event happening in my life. I guess I had lost quite a lot since the time I left school. For now, everything depends on my own. It may not be a daily thing, but I hope to make it a weekly practice for me. Do remind me if I had gone missing for no reason. I have a tag board for everyone to spam, well I guess this is one of the tools which I did not utilise too.

Here, the main topic of the post which I would like to voice. This is also one of the hottest topics discussed by many. Is our tiny mini little homeland been heavily infested by people whom I shall not mention over the years? Somehow in one way or another, this has been quite intolerable for me over years where this issue had become a little over the limit of acceptance. Just look around you, they are somehow over amplified in our livelihood. Yes, no doubt we need talent to help us in one way or another. However, the issue here is, are you sure whoever that was brought in are all talents? Let’s not talk about jobs issue. Zoom in closely to our education area. How many of them can you find, or I should put it this way. The percentage they hold in each individual school. Are they on a rise? Just take a stroll by the neighbourhood and you can hear them from just mile away even before they reach you. Their voices seem to become so common to us now; somehow I thought I was at the wrong place. I have no issue with them; this is one thing which I have to put forward. There are more to the above issue, where I do not wish to highlight any further; I guess any other people out there would have more fruit for thoughts to that. This is just a little sharing from me, which I would like to share with everyone and hope to hear comments from. I shall pen down here. Take care everyone and bless you for goodness :D

080411

2011-04-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

Lately thoughts have been flowing through my head.

Recently I did a quiz which was recommended by my superior, it was about your personality.

It has somehow allows me to better understand myself even more. Places which I had to work on and what are my strength. This test has been more than near truth to depict what I was.

Yes, something strike me again when I am performing my task at work.

"Sometime, you know you had done more but you do get as much credit as compared to those who are doing lesser than you are." It just bring me back to the time when I am working as a musician, where we people at the front stage received all the applause we can get from the audiences, but the backstage team just do not get to hear them as loud as you do.

I don't like to have nothing to do. However, you know of others who are doing lesser, yet they are receiving more than you do. How would you feel? Moral issue arise? I know the world is never fair. You don't get seen for doing the many backstage work, and even at times you are seen doing, to them "It's your job to do so!"

The youngster nowadays seriously only know how to complain. Complain not enough these and that. Thinking they are doing more than you do. "Hello! I work alone, and I am doing even more or should I say you all can even have most of the time doing nothing, playing your portable device or even sleeping, I saw it with my own eyes, did I ever ask for more benefits?" Yet you guys can have the cheeks to say my job is easy to do what. Who am I facing everyday? Who can I share my problem with? Bunch of youngster...

Although I am not that "old" compare to them, but differences can be seen between the generation. Sometimes, I am thinking is it worth my time to be bothered by all these?

020411

2011-04-02T02:14:00.001+08:00

Life is getting really down down down.... Seriously not feeling good about it....

250311

2011-03-25T20:39:00.001+08:00

Currently I only have 1 quote for myself:

FML~~~!!!

060311

2011-03-06T15:54:00.003+08:00

Usually I do look as if I am fine.

However, the traffic in my network isn't as simple as I seems to be.

And yes, I am the player with the "Just say NO!" card in my hand and I would not use it. Or maybe I am just too plain stupid not to use them when it is necessary.

I don't know when? I had the feeling I am missing out a lot in my life. I don't know how to enjoy myself. I am pretty lost sure enough.

050111

2011-01-05T19:59:00.003+08:00

Was sorting out my inbox and I found this very old lame s***, so I thought I might as well post it up :D

Li Bai's Poem

(1) (Original Version)

Chuang qian ming yue guang

Yi shi di shang shuang

Ju tou wang ming yue

Di tou shi gu xiang

(2) ( English Version)

The moon light is pouring down on my bedside

Like white frost spreading on the ground

I look up the bright round moon in the sky

And lower my head thinking of my dear hometown

(3) ( Singlish - Phua Chu Kang Version)

Bedfront Moon Bright Bright

Think Is Floor White White

Lift Head See Moon Moon

Bow Head Miss Home Home...

(4) ( Ah-Beng Version)

Bedfront Orr Pi Sai (pick nose)

Think Think Go Pang Sai

Pick Up Tai Gor Tai (handphone)

Bull Shit While Lau Sai

(5) ( Latest Reservist Army Version)

Bedfront Lau Bark Sai (tears drop)

Thinking About Exercise (reservist mobilization)

Drop Dead Look Into The Sky (run until no

breathe)

Tong Kor Sia Lang Zai? (my sadness nobody knows)

(6) ( Osama version)

No friend at my side

Think think Bush will fight

Lift head but where to hide?

This time don't know when will die ?

(7) ( Bush version)

Can't sleep since that night

Think think where he hide ?

Bomb bomb friends will say I pai

No choice ask them go fly kite

020111

2011-01-02T14:12:00.002+08:00

I don't know why. Last year chirstmas eve or new year eve, I just don feel that excitement like I used to get... I seems totally out of place.

"The person who always cares for everyone and tries to keep them happy ..is always the most loneliest person in the world"

Sad ..but TRUE =(

"if you have to choose between your feelings and what people think is right, always do what makes you happy. unless you want everyone to be happy beside you"

"Never break five things in ur life : Promise, Trust, Love, Relation and Friendship..... When they break they dont make noise but pains alot......"

301210

2010-12-30T02:47:00.002+08:00

Unexpected results and problems are a part of life.

But, never loose hope in any condition.

Because.. darkness of the night always finishes with a light of the day =)

"The person who always cares for everyone and tries to keep them happy ..is always the most loneliest person in the world"

Sad ..but TRUE =(

291210

2010-12-29T11:22:00.002+08:00

Real Truth :-

Everyone will forget everyone

When they have some one with them

And

Everyone will remember Everyone

When they have no one with them

Think Again.

How true does this quote sound?

Next is this:

When we like some one a lot

They become a part of our self

Thats why it pains so much

When we miss a part of ourself.

Well, this quote fits well to many things in life.

Anything we like tend to make us feel painful when we are parting with it.

HAHA, for example KaChing KaChing $$$

Do you feel the pain when it is parting you??? :D

281210

2010-12-28T23:58:00.003+08:00

In 2 more days, we will be welcoming a new year 2011. Years had passed so quickly that I had been thinking. What had I done so far? Well I shall give myself some time to really to reflect upon it.

Alright, here's some saying I found online which I would like to share:

-The only gracious way to
accept an Insult is to ignore it
if u cant stop it, laugh at it
if u can't laugh at it
u probably Deserve it!

-The person who can explain

the meaning
of color to a blind can
explain anything and
everything in life

-''No one in the world is born for you, but you can make someone to live for you"

Live the life such a way that others love to live for u...

Take care folk!

261210

2010-12-26T09:54:00.006+08:00

Hello! Back for some update :D

Well yesterday met up secondary clique for christmas exchange. Had fun chatting and meeting out with them. It sure had been a while since we last meet up.

After that Loong and I went over to meet our usual CO clique for steamboat and gift exchange too. :D And we watch movie and played some drinking games after which. So now I am back home and prepare to go to my LA LA land le :D

Alright before I end off, I shall end a few jokes of my days:

1. Whats the 1st most popular word that begins with "F" and ends with "K" ???
its "FACEBOOK". the one u thought is the second most popular word !! :D

2. Meaning of WOMEN?
"W"ant
"O"ne
"M"an for
"E"very
"N"ight

3. One day the P*NIS tells the balls: Tonight v r goin for a party!
The balls reply: U bloody f*cking liar, u always get inside while v r left outside!

241210

2010-12-24T05:09:00.002+08:00

Wow, 2010 is coming to an end soon enough. On this christmas eve, it sure bring back wonderful memories that I had. I guess you people too share the same sentiment.

Well, here I have something to share which I found hilarious which goes by:

"Naughty boy draws a p*nis on a black board.

Lady teacher rubs it off.
Next day he draws a bigger one and writes:

"REMEMBER THE MORE YOU RUB THE BIGGER IT GETS!!"

Haha, I know it is sort of filled with "R" rated content. But I just wanne share :D

Here another one:

"Wife and husband have bought condoms with different flavours.

- Darling, I will turn off the light, put one on and you guess the flavour.
As soon as he turns off the light, she takes it in the mouth and says:
- Gorgonzola!

- Wait, it is not on yet."

HAha, as what Gorgonzola meant?? Here's the meaning of it, so that you will catch what the jokes is about.

–noun

a strongly flavored, semisoft variety of Italian milk cheese veinedwith mold.

Alright, thats all for now. I shall update more if I am able to find some more of the those funny jokes. :D Take care!

101010

2010-10-10T03:03:00.002+08:00

Today is tenth of october 2010:D

What a nice combination of numbers which happened to come once in few time. Then... how about my life so far??? It had been a real long time since I last blog or even look at my blog. I think this is a good place for me to share my thoughts once every week when I am home from camp. I shall start to try and keep this a practice for me:D

Well I shall not touch much about my army life. So far so good :) Am still able to hang it through. Anyway I caught a movie with my darling and friend just this friday, title EAT PRAY LOVE. A nice movie to say, guys out there should go and watch it if you have not done so. This movie trigger the thoughts of my darling about life, which in return start to put me back to thoughts of life again. So guys, what do you think about life? The life you are having now for example. What had you done so far in the past and what do you foresee in the future about yourselves? Life is very much as unpredictable. Spend some time to think about it. :D Maybe I should also try to go for a long trip like what the movie had displayed. Of course not for 1 whole year, maybe a couple of months. I think this would surely help to a certain extent:D

Ok I shall pen down here. Hope everyone I know are doing good :D

040410

2010-04-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

Finally I am back to blog guys!

Well, everything had been pretty much the same for me.

Every weeks is just filled with the tots of not booking in and wanting to book out. Hahahaa

Army life is sure fun. However, it is also filled with lots of "adventures" everyday.

One months plus had passed since I was enlisted.

I am sure I had gotten used to life inside. You will get to see lots of different "kind" of ppl there.

Well, life still have to go on, and I will try my best to do well in everything I can. :>

Hope everyone is doing fine, and we will get to meet out soon!

130210

2010-02-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! Wishing you a very Happy Chinese New Year! 恭喜发财！万事如意！

Tml is the day where every young ones like me(oppsss! young ones??) would be so happy about. Why le? Because tml would be KA-CHING day!!! ka-ching ka-ching!!!! Hahahaha~~

So I shall end here le! Enjoy everyone!!!

新年快乐！！！

120110

2010-01-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

My first entry for 2010! Hope everything would be going fine for me.
Well, I will be enlisted in NS in a few more weeks. I hope and pray life would be good ^^

Today is the day when I was brought to this very planet by my parents.
Hereby, giving my sincere thanks to them. I know the word "thanks" is not enough. Thank them for making the effort to groom and teach me. ^^

Next, it would be the thank list which I had sorted to thank all of those whom I need to thank:

My Sibilings and Relatives.
Thanks for being with me when I needed support.
Thanks for your accompaniment.
Thanks for the laughter and tears we had shared.
Thank you for everything. ^^

My girlfriend, Angie.
Thanks for forgiving me when I had made you sad.
Thanks for tolerating my bad and habits.
Thanks for being there for me.
Thanks for your support and encouragement.
Thanks for the quarrel we had which had made me grow.
Thanks for the experience you had given me.
Thank you for everything. ^^

My teachers.
Thanks all my teachers who had taken part in grooming me.
Thanks for giving me your precious time selflessly.
Thanks for your support and encouragement.
Thanks for all the wonderful advices and guidiance.
Thanks for passing me your knowledge.
Thank you for everything. ^^

My friends.
Thanks for being with me when I needed someone.
Thanks for your care and support.
Thanks for being such wonderful friends.
Thank you for everything. ^^

I am so grateful and thankful to have met all of you!!!
Hope everyone is doing well in your own expertise.
I pray for everyone good health. (which is also one of my birthday wishes)
Hope you all wouldn't forget me. Rmb to JIO me out often hor!! ^^

Take care and good luck to everyone!!! ^^V

311209

2009-12-31T17:44:00.002+08:00

YOZZZzzz!! Lets welcome the NEW YEAR tgt!!! Hope everyone work hard for next year and all the best!!! Enjoy the party today!!

201209

2009-12-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

Awesome and fantastic performance SRSCO!!! I am really proud of everyone!!!
The performance was GREAT!! Despite so many problems we faced and only one month of preparation only. We are able to come so fast. It sure has been a fantastic effort made.
Hope we would all work even harder and produce many more better performance like this.

Thanks all the Parents!

Thanks all the Alumni!

Thanks all the Teachers!

Thanks all the Juniors!

Thanks all the Committee!

Thanks all the Audience!

Thanks all the Helpers!

Thanks everyone!!!

131209

2009-12-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

One week left...

I wonder can We put up something great...

I REALLY am hoping for the GREAT...

With so much constriants we had...

Coming so far making such progression...

It sure had not been an easy task for everyone...

The fear I had one month ago still reside within me...

I wonder and pray...

291109

2009-11-29T00:51:00.002+08:00

Hello~~~ I just got back from my cousin wedding not long ago.

Guess what??

I try to get myself high through drinking.

I don't know why. But somehow I know I want to attain that kind of high feeling.

Now while I am typing this post I am still bit of in "high" mode. :P

It had been a long long time since I get this feeling. I really enjoyed it.

While on my way back. I was thinking.

Should I drink a bit before I get on stage. Maybe I can show a different me.

Hahahahaha... While that's just a say say only.

Ok la. I shall end here le. Take care guys.