Josh's Journal

2011-08-23T14:41:00.001-06:00

Got u some walnut for ur burn pile.

2011-08-15T12:01:00.005-06:00

Good weekend with Sarah; hiking, dancing, test driving cars (we liked the 2012 elantra & 2008 altima & woodmen nissan does 6yr/100k mile warranty on certified p

2011-08-15T12:01:00.003-06:00

beach wedding, maybe some day.

2011-08-15T12:01:00.001-06:00

re-owned). Love her. We & .ost other people thought Chris & Megan's wedding was the best we'd ever been to. Honest & unpretentious. Found out sarah would like a

2011-08-11T15:04:00.005-06:00

ike at camp, I can't ever tell when how long until we're going to get together. No porn, but always a struggle looking at other women. Sarah addiction

2011-08-11T15:04:00.003-06:00

know about it, especially now with her being so down recently. Am I doing the right thing by her. I don't wan to masturbate, & don't when I'm incredibly busy, l

2011-08-11T15:04:00.001-06:00

Just before taking her to work, Sarah asked about masturbation directly. Told her it had been happening for about a month, I think & didn't think she needed to

2011-08-11T15:00:00.001-06:00

Siting at Budget Brakes for an oil change. Except the car wouldn't start to pull it in. They're doing a diagnostic. God thing to get it chcked out now? car

2011-08-11T05:33:00.001-06:00

8/7 rode bike home from work 8/8 rode bike to work, 8/10 rode bike home from work, 8/11 2 mile run

2011-08-10T02:50:00.000-06:00

Tired tonight. Slept until about 2pm. Spent some time with Sarah, helping her with her job stuff.

2011-08-09T14:36:00.011-06:00

Got dizzy at work last nite. Not bad, just a little swimmy-headed & unsecure on my feet. Felt ok when I focused on one point, but sometimes worse when I closed my eyes. Didn't feel my thought processes were impeded. Was ok if I made slow movements & focused on one spot. Not moving & being cold wiped me out & became more of my tired, slow, about-to-crash, can-barely-stay-awake dizzy, despite eating something. Slept 5? hours day before. Was hypomanic for 2-3 days, esp. vebally, increased purchases to about $150? Happened 30? Minutes after 4 oz of coffee.

2011-08-07T14:18:00.002-06:00

Principe bourgose: not quite the dried tomato I expected. Almost too sweet, raisin-like. Think I want more of a savory dried tomato, like my old rutgers. Waiting for Endless Summer to ripen and try. Would like more of an heirloom type of long-keeper.

2011-08-07T14:14:00.002-06:00

Slept really well yesterday, until 3:30. Only, untill 2 today. Last night started off busy, but calmed down a lot.

2011-08-05T22:01:00.000-06:00

Joe checked the Tracker with his computer today. Says the camshaft position sensor is fine. Computer reads that one of the O2 sensors is bad

2011-08-05T21:49:00.002-06:00

Intermediate hangboard workout. Felt good despite slacking a little on it.

2011-08-05T09:51:00.004-06:00

Got told a lot teaching e-chart 'thanks, you're really good at this'. Didn't feel like it. Felt like I was flubbing a lot, but taught my part ahead of schedule &, of course, an artist is always his harshest critic. Still glad I decided to decline HITEC & try for my FNP instead.

2011-08-05T09:48:00.013-06:00

Been off the last few days, especially working one nite, trying to get the patio done, sharing the car with Sarah. Was scheduled to teach e-chart until noon, but there were three others there, so taught the first part & was able to take off. Feeling better now that I have a little time to breathe & get things done. Want too clean the house a little. Trash is overflowing & floors have sand from patio work.

2011-08-04T10:17:00.002-06:00

Have been feeling very non-verbal the last 24 hours.

2011-08-03T08:38:00.002-06:00

Sore ALL OVER from working on the patio! Slept well, though. How do you stretch after a workout like that?

2011-08-02T21:24:00.011-06:00

Tore out it patio flagsotnes to level it. Hard work. Got it about 75*/ doen. Finish in the morning before going to work. Sarah helped when she got home. Made a big difference. Brian came over a few times to supervise ;-) Met the new neighbor, Kara, & her son, Nathan. Also met Frank's tenant, Joe. Gonna help with tracker; he's a heavy eqipment mechanic. Jeremy called for me to settle a small dispute between him & dad. Convinced that dad owed him more. He didn't. Sarah appreciates me doing the patio. Sez she didn't expect it. I've said +'d do it for 3 summers now; time to get it done. Sarah hopes it convinces me I can keep promises.

2011-08-01T21:44:00.004-06:00

Waiting on Sarah to come home. Miss her. Want to snuggle with her. Was a little annoyed by all her snuggling when I first came home from camp; had a lot of stuff to do & catch-up on. But now that a few things are done & getting done, I want her back again. Pray she's staying energized as much as she's been working

2011-08-01T17:10:00.002-06:00

Mueller week 3+

2011-08-01T17:09:00.002-06:00

Feeling kinda blue today. Frustrations with getting thins done, money, etc.

2011-08-01T17:08:00.002-06:00

Moved tarragon, rosemary, chives, roman chamomile around in herb garden. Planted spinach, chard, kale, peas (seed & new pods), lettuce (tom thumb & romaine)

2011-08-01T10:38:00.002-06:00

Need to replace camshaft position sensor on the car. Having sputtering problems. DIY or shop? Also, want to get Sarah her own car. Style?