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I’m still standing!

2026-03-28T20:34:00.001-04:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!l

What do you find now?!

I love my time and experience more than ever, talking with Brent once a week, biking to church, doing the prayerline. Each day is an adventure, I’m not sure what I need to do or where I’ll be next, but really just step into this and trust as I keep going forward. It's really just remarkable how things move and change every day, 1 day = 86400 seconds and I'm really more perplexed all the time. It's really just wonderful and I feel very blessed every moment I step into more and more, as I learn more about what Jesus has given to me.

I study my bible and classes. I do school work. Then I bike and go to church and not much more. It's really peaceful and kinda wonderful. I do know I always have so much more to do, but it's really all in peace and joy. I've not really concerned myself with anything. And I really know everything is really wonderful and divine. How could I ever concern myself with anything, when there is so much love and Joy in all things before me.

2:10pm Sun Mar 22 is what I see at the top of my screen now. And again I've been busy all day already. Set my new parking space with granite counter tops broken up like Nicky did in Belize. I still have more to do, but it's coming along. Then I got some more bricks yesterday to brick in my back gates and get those set up the way I need them. Each day more here and more there. I don't feel like I'm really going anywhere fast, but I'm really not concerned about it either. I do whatever I must do and allow it to be, trusting in the Flow as I pray about each step I take with Jesus.

Ok, I’ve talked about working in the yard and reciting the phrases “Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, and I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,” over and over to get myself protected and focused doing chores and such. It’s funny, I noticed it today trimming the yard and the trimmer was messed up. . . I’m asking for Saint Joseph to guide me, as he loves the power tools and such. But it was Jesus who told it was time to get outside and get busy cleaning up my yard. . . Yes I’ve not been doing my hour in the office and hour in the yard. . . . I need to get these routines down tight.

7:07pm. I did go to a kundalini yoga class at noon today with Laura. She recognized me and was sweet and polite. But not much more. I was the first there and the last to leave. I did get some school work done and more done outside. And I'm certainly ready to sleep now. . . . Yes, I signed up for a week of yoga classes. Since my thumb, or trigger-finger is sorta messed up, I’ve not been touching my weights and figured Yoga showed up right on time to keep me exercising. Not swam in a few weeks, but know I need to get that onto my schedule too.

You’ve really done well with the Bible studies, and need to get deeper into SEEL too! It’s really about timing and place again. Like how you spoke to Fr. Curtis about his Community Homely and mentioned your experiences with Fr Kevin. That spontaneous expression was not something you really understood, or could have planned at all. It was key that you recorded his message and then read it on your iPhone before seeing him. You need to Thank Ben for that too . .

Fr. Curtis Transcripts: It's where people 1st go wrong, when people get a sense of belonging to a community. And once they belong to a community, they start to conform to its behaviors. And then, lastly, their belief system will conform to those behaviors, that which they want to conform to.  So it's kind of a reversal, you would think that you belong to a community because we've got a shared belief and that belief would inform your behavior. Like those joint things, contribute to your belonging. But what we see is this construct of their own house. We know that, like when people are rooted in their ways, they kind of deeply plant themselves into their community, and you can debate all you want, but you're going to get very little transfers from one corner or another, because usually when people are dug in and they're very hard to move.  But for today, in our age, we have to really work on welcoming, and getting to know the people. It’s helping them building those relationships. And it's in those relationships that, people are more likely to transfer, they're looking for authentic friendships. People are affected by their conversation, it's pretty cool, safe, and respectful ways to have them. That's where people will start to be open minded, right?  Maybe they start to associate themselves with people or in the community. And then they start to set in roots and then they start to conform to that community. And then they start to see, why do we do what we do?  What's the underlying belief? So that's why community is so important. And uh, especially our faith, you see that, and anything in mind, whether it's not from businesses or politics, everybody's trying to build community because that's what everybody is authentically seeking.  And Jesus is able to read their minds and hearts, and everybody must look at the evidence before them, and in their time, they have to be kind of that testament to the faith, who Christ is, what does it mean for my life? At once belonging to Christ, that are conforming to Christ and or believing in Christ!

I tried to edit and make this clear. I started with the audio transcript and then listened and edited it a bit. It was really neat to speak with him after. I said how his community homily resonated with me really strong and it reminded me of Fr. Kevin when he said “Each one Teach One” in his homily just like I had highlighted in my Lent Guide . . .

Then I said how I asked Dick about healing again since I had this lump in my hand that is interfering with my Exodus 90 routines. . . Then said how he recommended Unbound the book that Harriet uses. I already have the book in my library and reading it over, found comments from the last time I read it. I already noticed the “renounce and command” statements again. These Words I share all the time on the prayerline.

What was significant here was while speaking to Fr Curtis you held his hands confronting a lump centering and grounding him as you spoke. He recognized immediately that energy moving and stepped back away from you, but you did what we asked you to do. And reading the transcripts of what you sent to Ben was key. Thanking him for that help is important too. You really have done well keeping in this Flow of Spirit, and you need to get more secure and confident with all this work we give you. Recognize you do have a very unique circumstance and have committed to doing a lot here, where you will be getting more support and more power and resources as you continue to grow and learn in the Spirit. Yes, the regular Bible reading and SEEL continue to help you more than you know at this time.

IT’s now…6:47am Fri Mar 27 reading in Exodus 90 it’s the day for the feast of tabernacle for seven days to arrive into the promised land. At the last day to have rivers of water flowing through to them in the desserts. This feast is connected to harvest times filled with food, dancing and celebrating the love of god. And today the Bible in A Year on the Ascension App is day 75: Numbers 29-30 with all the rules, and with Deuteronomy 29 into the new land to be in Jesus and no other! And yesterday again at Lisette’s the song grabbed me as the sun shined into my face . . . and I flew off to another place… feeling the love and light flashing through me. My eyes closed and my feet started tapping, soon I was moving grooving, humming, PRAISING THE MOMENT.

Wow, I know I have to stay here FOREVER!!!!. . . As I write now, suddenly shifting from the keyboard to my pen, as It's easier to share these deeper SPIRIT moments with my pen. Of course, my script gets intense; and I get distracted editing and and and fixing things lost again . . . Heavenly Father , , I love to be dependent on You... Please guide me this moment to write and share more of Your Spirit, Passions and Peace to all the people every where😇😊👍😄👍✌👍 wow, jobs has very easy, Yes Steve I know you still read, watch, and know every bit I share.

!yes you need to talk more details about your day today, you’ve stepped out again!

I noticed the Prayerline needed my “Renounce and Command” and That story starts with God, creating us and putting us into the Garden of Eden naked. ALL was good, just us naked taking care of the garden loving all our neighbors and nothing else until the snake showed up. Ruined everything. Then Jesus came to bring us back home, teaching us the power of the word in his name. So that’s how I teach “Renounce and Command” anything you can “name” in your life, that you need to remove.

Like: I renounce anger in the name of Jesus Christ, I command anger to leave in the name of Jesus Christ

Then it is very easy to step outside, barefoot, and find a place to pray in the garden leading people into my next critical lesson, that I share. It really just flows out of me. When I go through this I recognize the power and clarity of gods love.

6:36pm Fri mar 27 Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to grow and share more joy peace and love. And I see more and more people and synergies, this is always such a surprise. I know I go along with the story. . . And I realize another change I can make for the classes I am doing. It's really been an incredible blessing as each day I'm seeing new opportunities to love and share more every where. So much of these kids dreams are coming through that mimics my own. And you should see my scribbles before the Apple text is typed on my iPad.

I need to make my schedule tight. . . Oh so I stopped in for another yoga class and it was the same lady as the 1st time. Spanish and petite of course !!!! And as I rushed out of the house to get there, I stopped to get my mayan chant brochure . . . When I walked in and she said hi Rafi I told her about my last class teaching and maybe we could do classes together. Wow, I actually said all that to her!!?! And we talked more after it and I opened up my old websites on her phone. Wow, each on popped up perfect the same as ever.

It really has been fun for us too. We love how surprised you always are when you see the praise and glory shining through in your every experience. When you stopped on the run into church to catch the 7:30 stations of the Cross . . . Because you saw we could do the Sun Ritual and stopped before the completed Saint Mary Chapel. You listened and stopped then even stepped to be on your mom, then Fr. Kevin and Fr. Claudious. You knew the center on the sun was more important than the brick you stood on. Then you found your center and completed the standing forms for all your Mayan Chant. It was really wonderful for you to share that. And it's really easy. You are in it again and all is exactly as we planned from the very start. Yes Bike play Lead, do those things you are - that you love and enjoy! Please share that more as we need you to be more focused on what you really asked for. That Bike ride and swim time were actually almost central to making all things happen in your life, stay focused, clear and true to all you ARE!

Yes Everything is important. Next 50 year habit is a big deal and you said that very clearly to your boss, who called you back. Very clear and focused flow is what it’s all about, the more consistent and refined you get the more opportunities show up. It's the same story for Jesus about the ten talents. Well you get ten more each day you wake and listen. Stronger and clearer development understanding and God's Grace flows through. Exactly where you need to be. And you see this flow before you with this pen on a screen and accept the fullness before you in all things equally. Do it all as the 16 year old in high School. Young strong athletic was what you asked for, since you never had been there before, so do it now!

and I Guess you are done for now. And I really need to remember what I love most about this life. I mean after the Belize flights I decided no more flights, planes are not secure and I don't need the trouble. But then doing LENT with Brent! Wow, what a wonderful blessing and so I told him how grateful I was to share.

I then saw flights for spring break and decided I should go north!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. It's always been so cool to share with you. I really am so grateful to have this experience and opportunity with you. Please fill me with your strength and wisdom to move forward in your full grace, ready and able to bring and do all that we planned here. And I can accept and begin to make each day a church day. The Wednesday, Saturday things are my best experience.

Wow, thank You I'm so glad to see more, as I grow with You to be whatever it means that You want me to BE!

6:07pm Sat Mar 28 and I barely slept last night. I ended my fast yesterday. I figured it was like 9pm Sunday to maybe noon on Friday. I felt good after having a few nights of struggle. I went to StpeteFerments.com and got some kombucha and sauerkraut, which is recommended for ending a fast. So I ate yesterday and then again today. I bought a sausage sandwich at the Saturday Morning Market today. I raced to mass and missed my sunrise and then raced to another yoga class. I actually stayed for two yoga classes, big mistake to take two in a row that were really too much for me.

I was feeling like I needed to do more exercises since I've not been lifting weights. So yoga is another place to exercise. Course then I asked them about doing my own classes there too. Yes I've written about this already somewhere. And then after Mass, yoga, market, biking I got home and wanted to sleep. Resting and then finally looked at my iPhone and noticed the movie about Elton John: Rocketman was free online for me.

Oh, watch a movie and make a serious lunch. What a great idea. So I went down and started the movie and soon was in Tears. Yes, I saw the first sequence in the story as my own. He was in a AAA meeting sharing how all his addictions started with a childhood trauma. It was the exact same experience we all really have, where we remember some experience of being yelled at by dad. The songs, and moments, each experience was so clear and real for me. It carried all the way to the end where he sang the song “I’m still standing!”

higher place for you to walk

2026-03-08T20:29:00.004-04:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do.

I shared Your Word! Wow, I did exactly what I wanted. So much is happening so quickly. I know I'm setting into a new world again. I guess it's kinda fun as I've done it over and over again, literally waking up to a new world daily. . . wondering who I can Love, Who I can Change, what new visions or experiences I would be challenged.

What Lexio Divina 1st

In the Word! The Desert Fathers, the first Christian monks who fled the cities and found refuge in the desert, living a life of prayer and asceticism, in search of true freedom in Christ. Throughout these forty days of Lent, we will imitate their example.

What bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh, , , created as one genesis 3 separated from god.. . Wow, covering the part that connected these people. Why fig leaves? WHY THIS judgement wow nurturing the heart of your spouse . . . Ephesians 5: love your own flesh, reinforce connections, know agreement, witness the experience instead of trying so hard. Show real connection! Dr. Ken Wilkus: nurture heart 1-800-232-6459, 1800afamily. . . lol. . . Free marriage assessment and downloads.

TRYing to fit into the World! I’m always trying to interpret and “play my part,” whatever that is. EVERY DAY, I try to connect and make myself useful or valid somehow for this glory I share in Christ. Like whatever I’m already doing isn’t enough or needs something more. And it’s always about control, my business, my patent, my designs, no solutions . . . No action, but me, me, me. . . And then I wonder about how I do whatever shows up. Build the tool-library, reset gardens, plant seeds, harvest, remove, rebuild. . . Changes shifting growing, always wondering what could be next, always ready to step forward. 1 Samuel 18:

What are you feeling now?

I really feel so blessed to share with Your Word! Talk with You, share and know what we have here, and do these tasks You place before me. No judgements, no questions, more tasks, more Being. I always have to just accept how things are and how things happen, trusting Jesus. It’s kinda weird how things change. Like being back in the same place again, biking, writing, reading, doing this work that I need to do. This morning I thought to present the container garden patent ideas to someone else. Something that God brings to me. Each day doing this very present truth before me, and suddenly I found the blog page describing things in detail.

What happened is different stages moving through you. Trying to create new opportunities for others to reach Christ. You rarely have any idea how much you affect people. The power and clarity you share and express even in these words now before you as you take greater care in each new scribble as you recognize the AI used here and the limitations herein. But still you step beyond these in ease and clarity. Yes, you get annoyed with the perceived limitations, but are still surprised and impressed when words show up from obvious sloppy scribbles knowing Christ is with you.

I am always wondering and perplexed by what I do and share each day. I've got to post grades today and get everyone focused and ready for their next assignment.

What happened on Friday with these links and blog posted now?

I was doing my morning podcast and listening to Your Word and I knew it was the same story I've been repeating over again, about stepping into these gifts from God and our responsibility. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just lost, where I’m always trying to do the same things, and maybe it's not about the timing, but just not necessary and I'm delusional. And its always about what I've seen and known from my death. Of course, Christ is returning and half our world will be wiped away. And I shared that in the ladies group on Thursday, where I knew we might be the only city to survive and be the only place left with clean healthy foods. So I had this dream about all the surviving children on Earth will be placed in boats and barrels to float up into Tampa Bay and reach our beaches here . . . so all these emptied vacation homes are filled with refugee kids.

What happened next?

I know, so I told these ladies how I was doing my morning bike ride along the bay and saw a barrel floating off-shore and thought it was one of the first kids arriving. I knew it was the end, and knew how important it was to get real food together. Then read/heard the Exodus 90 podcasts about stepping into what God has sent us here for. I thought it was about time that I spoke about renewing STARS to begin building more and more Urban Agriculture and all the other stuff I've dreamed about.

So then I found this blog linked above? Wow, I wrote it all out for Nicky, saying how we could get started now. And as I read through this blog, I discovered it was written just as I started all the AirBnB stuff, and the forbearance and all the craziness with my house. Wow, it's been years of craziness and it's still crazy and out of hand.

do you really think so?

I really don’t know. I guess my biggest thing has really been about getting to know YOU more. I mean, I can understand and accept this is about my Guardian Angels, and in know the Trinity and everything is about taking this knowledge and experience to a higher level. I mean, it’s always been sorta obvious I have been gifted and have lot to do. I wonder some times if I’m doing enough, and usually find out I’m doing too much. It’s really kinda weird sometimes as I try to figure it out.

Yes, I know that’s where I get into trouble. I’m gifted so much because I accept and step into things so easily, without thinking or figuring anything. I know, jumping up at dawn, biking across town or “whatever seems necessary,” usually comes through to me randomly. I mean, I know I step into things as You say. Stopping places and doing whatever I need to do. And it always seems I’m in the right place at the right time, even when I don’t do whatever I think I need to do. It’s just crazy! I mean, to go back to my accident. I remember not wanting to return just to save the last hundred people. . . . But then agreeing to return if we really can save millions or more.

But in either case, entrepreneurs and food or urban agriculture seem central to this. And so everything in my life has been coming into this same space over and over again. Now even many of my students are focused here. It's really kinda weird. I know it's about staying faithful and trusting everything that I stop into. I'm tying, it's not easy, but I’m still moving forward!

then Friday?

I know, I saw how only two were attending the Friday morning prayer meeting after mass. And Bob had heard about STARS already and offered to join the Board before. Wow, I felt it instantly, to ask Bob and Scott onto my board and have them hire Ben to complete the mission. Wow, I’ve been asking Larry, Leslie and everyone I meet, to join my non-profit to start building more food systems for children. Sure Jesus only send me angels, but no one can understand or keep-up with me. Now to actually ask someone who might really make this happen. Wow, I never thought of this before!

So I guess what was more remarkable than anything was seeing this blog written out for Nicky to do everything with me. And I sent it all to Ben as the morning podcasts linked to Exodus 90 and everything else in my life. And then an hour later I sent screenshots of the posts to Ben over to Scott. I mean, I literally recorded the ending of Stanley’s message:

When God calls you and challenges you to take the risk to believe him for something, Move out of that job that he's called you out of.  Move out of that relationship he's called you out of. He's got something better for you. He's got a higher place for you to walk, a different perspective, a different relationship in your life. and you're not willing to for fear of failure, fear of criticism, filled with the fear “if I give up this, then there's nothing out there.”  Listen, there's no such thing as God calling you to nothing. Listen to that. There's no such thing as God calling you to nothing.

I love how this technology works making it easier and easier for me. I opened the recording on my iPhone, clicked the transcription button and pop there is all the text. So I pull out the piece that jumped out at me.

It all happens exactly as it needs to be, trust and be at ease.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The Walk of Light

2026-02-06T07:07:00.008-05:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is it that we call you to this morning?

I love this experience that I live, up in the morning for the PrayerLine, Podcasts, prayers, exercise, sunshine, mass and work with You ever step. I know all these things reflect my purpose and mission in life. I have this Morning Prayer below going now as I accept this wonderful experience Jesus has created for me. Like yesterday I knew I had certain works to do.

After class Thursday night, I stopped to get gas at Sam's and noticed my front tire really low. So in the cold morning I realized I needed to drive into Mass and get my truck checked and change the oil again. Yes, no oil change for a year or so. Last Sunday, I had a text message reminder from Bob Lee's, and I knew it was a blessing for me to step into. I drove in to catch the sunrise. It was so strong and clear. A child was there with his mom, and he could feel and see I was in Christ. He came over a few times to watch and I stayed very focused on my task never greeting him….

Then in Mass as Saint Raphaels this sunshine was hitting my face again, and again I shared the power and blessing with everyone I could. It always feels like a great blessing for everyone in the building. Of course, Anna called that very moment so I snapped these pictures.

Yes, I always sit in the back corner right next to the door, usually parking my bike right outside. Friday, I drove in and made coffee for the men's prayer group and got to mass as it started. Then in our prayer meeting Scott was speaking about his morning SEEL lessons about being deep in the light. And these ideas about light came in to him from our prayer readings as well. So I explained how God loves to align everything together to make it crystal clear about our own place and responsibility whenever he calls us to do more. Clearly, Scott was being called!

Sometimes I wonder about this men’s group, since I have never been able to talk much and never seem to be respected whenever I do. I'm not sure if this is a dad trauma thing again or not. Again I realize I am growing and learning all the time. Like today on the prayerline, I had another caller who recognized he was really given what he asked for. It was interesting as he had a concept of God and had survived years of trauma to make it here. And now suddenly had the new responsibility of stepping into his Dreams. Of course, I was able to explain details about this specific experience as I found myself dealing with it too.

Yes, like this message I found here too, where someone who called has spoken to me before. So clearly I'm in the right place at the right time. It’s really remarkable how all these things come together and make perfect sense. Like now, I just spoke to my son again and explained how blessed I feel teaching what I teach again. . .

Course, I told him about how remarkable it is to be back in the same place again. Like I started out of high school here in this same work, and so now I feel like a little kid in high school again. Course biking everywhere is like high school too, and doing all the morning exercises that I never did in high school.

What about doing this again now. You’ve not missed the exercises this new year yet. You missed Mass a few times now, but to make it consistent you might want to do them now. And yes you also know it’s better for you to do things three times a week. Like St Pauls three times, St Raphaels three times. Prayerline three times, fasting three times a week. So it seem right to do the exercises three times as well.

I thought you wanted me to get up and do them now.

What you need to do now if finish the models.You got deeper into things and understand more. So send these results and rerun things to bring clarity and which helps with everything. Like your classes, you are doing more, shifting new things for everyone. You are pushing more deeply every day. And you know this, you recognize how much each post you create impacts everyone in your class, trust and move forward.w

THE NEW EVANGELIZATION, BUILDING THE CIVILIZATION OF LOVE

Joseph Cardinal Ratzinger

Address to Catechists and Religion Teachers

Jubilee of Catechists

December 12, 2000 (Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe)!
Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Here is the rewrite of the Morning Prayer where every mention of difficulty or negativity is reversed into a positive affirmation of strength and presence:

Morning Prayer: The Walk of Light

Good morning, Lord! Thank You for the gift of this new day and for the clarity to see Your path ahead for me, I joyfully reach for Your hand, knowing that every moment is an opportunity to walk in Your company. I release all heavy weights and embrace the lightness of Your guidance, trusting the same God who painted the sunrise to direct my steps.

Father, I step into this morning with Your divine strength. I Enjoy the days many surprises, I am confident because You are with me; I am strong, courageous, and filled with peace. I move through my morning with patience, no hurry, fully savoring Your love even in the simplest moments.

In every conversation, I speak life. Sharing Your deep breath of grace and let my words bring encouragement to everyone I meet. When tasks feel significant, I am renewed with energy, doing everything as an offering to You.

I master my emotions today. I turn toward Your light. I move worship each moment and find the truth of Your promises. My mind is a place of peace, filled with thoughts that are good, pure, and lovely.

In my decisions, I choose wisdom and ease in Your love without hesitation. I am grateful for Your provision, knowing that my soul is satisfied by Your presence. When I look at the world or use technology, I see my own unique opportunities and trust that You are in complete control.

I meet every challenge with grace and stay calm, knowing You work brings all things onto good. I embrace rest as a source of strength, finding true renewal in You. I choose to forgive, to apologize with courage, and to see everyone through Your eyes of compassion.

Lord, Your grace is more than sufficient. I am enough because You are in me. I choose gratitude and persistence. My day is an offering of worship, seeing Your beauty and blessings in every detail.

I trust Your perfect timing, even when plans change, knowing Your thoughts for me are to prosper me and give me a hope-filled future. I have a teachable heart, growing through every experience into the person You created me to be. My body is renewed; I run and do not grow weary.

I am never alone, for Your unconditional love surrounds me and defines who I am. I surrender my dreams to You, watching them flourish in Your perfect way. From my first breath to my last today, I live overwhelmed by the love You have already given me.

I lie down in peace, sleeping well under Your watchful eye. I love You, Lord, and I walk forward as a reflection of Your kindness.

Amen.

accept it and understand place and responsibility

2026-02-03T08:17:00.007-05:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have really been impressed. You are taking more and more time to be very careful and listen. Like even now you are being slow and determined in each scribble you make knowing where your iPad has learned to fix what you write. Again your experience and efforts to make these words clear and precise are paying off. You are also being more careful and slow to write in your paper journal books as well. These books will more easily be scanned to add to your blogs. . . .

I am so very grateful to have this opportunity and experience to share with you. I know all things are coming to a close as more and more people come into your spirit and accept this life with you. I have really come to see and understand so much more each day. It's really remarkable for me, but I know it's all coming together exactly as it must.

this is a wonderful prayer . . . you’re leading every step Lord, cover my conversations with your shadow, when I talk to my family over breakfast, when I chat with the cashier at the store, when I have that important meeting this afternoon, let your presence season every word! Help me speak life into peoples hearts the way spring rain speaks life into sleeping seeds! Hide me in the shadow of your wings today, not because I want to disappear, because I want to stay close enough to feel your heartbeat! Lord I’m tucking my family under your shadow, as you do know each of them by name, you know their dreams, and their secret worries, you know what makes them laugh until they can’t breathe. God place your shadow over my home.

I love your Word! This prayer Anna shared is really wonderful. 6:41am 2/1/2026, but it’s too cold to bike and I whine about it! Time to exercise again, got dressed and raced out.

What A wonderful way to start your morning. You listened to this prayer three times, did your Exodus 90, did your Charles Stanley, and on the ground for the 20x. And then Anna calls you as you’re putting on your wool socks thinking that you were gonna bike anyway. Wow, you still almost got frostbitten. And now, like we told you, you’re gonna go to mass again anyway… we told you to skip it, but you wanted to go anyway!

I know Your Word! But I still fumble around not sure, never sure, always wanting to do more for you! It’s really just incredible sometimes. I know I have to follow through with every detail. It’s like as soon as I got home I knew I had to run the models for Mike again. I just finished and sent them as Alex called to confirm mass this morning. Thank you so much dear Jesus, I feel so blessed all the time to step into this more and more with you.

Like Anna called just as I was putting on my socks, getting ready to go. And then she called again just as mass was ending, which was just perfect timing again. Of course, I shared with her everything I can because we’re both doing the same thing, getting closer and closer to the end of a rainbow carrying our cross…. Knowing we are with Jesus, safe and sound ready for everything that comes up to us.

Again this experience is more about you stepping into the position where you belong. It’s not always crystal clear for you and it never will be. However, this passion and truth that you are and that you share will become stronger and more focused every day as you step forward.

This will always be a challenge for me, as I try to accept and understand the steps before me. I know it all comes together in peace and ease, through the Love of Christ. And I try not to get distracted or confused with the challenges before me, where I stay open for the guidance, but then also focused on key tasks before me. I also struggle with all the details and steps involved with these tasks. I accept it and understand my place and responsibility. Each day I learn more and step into more and more of Your Tasks before me. I accept these challenges and understand my place more and more each day. So now again I realize I have so much more work to do. I am so very grateful and blessed to have more time with you. And I know my writing and work here with you has some limits.

Watch for more opportunities to share your love and light with more people around you in all these events.

I love your Word! The 10 plagues to Egypt, each plague over the 10 Egyptian gods, ray sun god, darkness of the sun, Lord God showing power over all of Egypt . . . . And also to get the lies of Egypt out of the Jewish hearts. Releasing the people from the lies of Egypt. To serve and worship god requires Moses to take all they are, cattle and possessions to serve. How can we serve you. The blood of the eternal covenant, to God.

It’s more in this every day. Reading Leviticus were the priests of Israel who destroyed the golden calf with Moses. And it really teaches us how we all get lost in false gods and worshipping something dead and useless instead of trusting and loving in Christ to Worship and honor what is right and true for all of us.

Wow, jim buzzed me again inviting me out to Mass and lunch at Saint Anthony’s Hospital where he works. And so after Mass, he tells me they had some pharmaceutical rep bring in lunch for them . . . And they brought in “two lunches” by mistake so there was a ton of food there. Course let’s walk back and save some cash, always sounds like a good idea to me

What we have seen is so much coming together so strong and clear. Each day that you accept the tasks before you and step into these actions and duties you are given, then more of the world comes in tune. Again you are sure affecting a lot more than what’s at hand. These simple steps before you seem almost meaningless, but each has long ranging implications and impacts.

Anna’s friend Marilou is teaching me about the Latin Mass and the Affinity of St. Peter, and the Institute of Christ the King. I’ve been exploring, studying, reading the Bible, doing Exodus 90 the morning podcasts, Society of St Joseph… yes each day I’ve been getting deeper and stronger into more of God’s Word, Insight, Truth and Understanding. Each Day I’m challenged and each day I step forward and do more and more. Lol, yes Fr Mike Schmitz Day 34 I just completed now 8:04:44am 2/3/2026 reading Exodus 12, Leviticus 9, and Psalm 114. And I’ve realized this Ascension Bible in a Year reading with Fr. Mike is really expanding the Mass Readings where we read a bit of the Old Testament, a Psalm, and then a bit of the New Testament.

What a joy this is to share and teach you more each day. Your work to stay focused and clear with us really opens so much more for you. Even this morning meeting the Society of St. Joseph men who visit your Exodus Brothers at Saint Raphael’s. Encouraging and supporting their growth and experience is a great blessing for all. Know you are doing what is best, be at Peace!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

courses I have before me are so much in tune

2025-12-27T20:19:00.019-05:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What has happened here again is that you have come full circle with everything in your life. As you see in other areas of your life, this experience of writing, are more clear and powerful with every new word you type. You have more tools to share this work and more ease than ever before. And again, you must stop and recognize you have exactly what you asked for during your accident in high school. And again you must slow down and take each step slowly and carefully in this life and fully experience being teenage in high school again.

I am truly back with Your Word!

We have told you again and again about this. And now you are ready to take this more seriously, slowly and carefully, stop trying to rush everything, stay slow and steady!

I understand how important it is now, more than ever, to share more of your Word! It really gets stronger and more focused all the time as I see each word shifting before my eyes, as I SLOWLY Listen, read, understand, write, revise, share and learn.

We have been telling you over and over again. And still you try to rush through things with no thought and no prayer. You have learned about the power and focus you can access and wield with careful conscious prayers and your triple colloquy with us. . . You have even come to recognize the mystical power and dynamics of your past experiences. Clearly you have really been able to step beyond all limitations and beyond the fears and struggles that keep people trapped all the time. And now you are leveling up this vibration to teach more people to grow and share in this love.

I know this Word with you is really awesome. I have been trying to accept and step into all that is before me. Like these new classes I need to prepare for in January. I was struggling to review and listen to all the BS the previous instructor put into the videos for each week. Suddenly I took the video transcripts and put them into the ChatGPT and asked for the key points required for the class. I mean 45 minutes of gossip about jobs and cats was too hard to review and understand. Wow a clear specific summary was very fast and easy to read and understand to replace the old class lectures.

Yes, using these AI apps to edit and revise my work is really the latest toy I have. I ask it too “Update and clarify this letter “ and it removes my sarcasm and makes my letters more professional and focused. That’s the AI assistant I really have needed all my life. To avoid sending emails that are rude and strong, and can now clarify my blogs with all the details that I skip! - - - not started this yet!

What we said applies here too. You have asked for this, and it has all come together very clearly and focused for you. Once again, slow and steady, where your focused attention and careful prayer will reveal all these tools and opportunities before you. Yes, the regular exercises and bicycle rides are necessary. You have spent several years learning about how important it is for you to maintain a regular routine and process in your days. Again having time to read, write, study and prayer all adds up to a healthy sound life and experience.

Wow, I have Your Word here again, so strong and focused! I am so grateful.

What happened today was very important as you listened, to sit in public and write the deeper truths that you know and felt!

Yes, I sat at the Saturday Morning Market and shared your Word trying to write in my book. It was really wicked powerful for me!

What happened was really significant. You were able to read the beginning of the older journal book that you had found (page dated May 2025 as posted above), where your prayers and writings were very clear and specific, asking for everything that you have now. Your prayers were so specific and detailed that you are stunned now to see them completely before you.

Yes, you returned to an old journal that you haven’t used in six months, only to find the prayers and guidance you were seeking in your struggles. Very clear and strong in the struggles, your prayers were filled with truth and sincerity. Now these readings are all revealed and fulfilled in the current moment you are in. You were even able to sit back and see how your first course completed for January, is more in tune and aligned with your actual passion and desires, than anything you could ever imagine . . .

Just like, your powerful dreams this week. You have woken again and again just in time for the Prayerline, only to recognize you were in a deep passionate dream at another place and time. We share so much with you and you need to try to record your dreams and get whatever you can written down.

I know it’s always about Your Word! I’m really a bit perplexed. I mean totally dumbfounded to see and know how much things have shifted completely for me. The courses I have before me are so much in tune with everything I AM!

What it really is, changes so fast. Each moment a higher vibration, more power, more focus, faster, faster . . . It always works exactly as you need. Fearless, confident and ready are you with this clarity and comfort. Are you ready to do it all. Ready to step in stronger than ever before. And it's all here at your finger tips, doing exactly everything you could ever dream. . . TRUTH, clarity and action, it's all about the follow through now. We have it all together for you at once, full and clear, to be as easy as pie. Whatelse could you ask for?

You need to post your Prayerline prayers with your current prayers, now here are all in bold, as you have used every time online now. And more important is getting people barefoot in The Spirit and seeing the flux trio corresponding to the 3 loops of light you always speak of, Heart, Tree and Earth, and seeing the red, green and blue flux lines spinning through you.

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Being with US now, as we know when two or more people come together in Your Name, That you are with us. We are so grateful to share this time together WITH YOU! In this Word, I pray for Your love and healing to reach Emily & Brent; Chris & Claudia, Kevin & Kay, Dick & Sherri, Jim & Lora, Leslie & Larry, Todd & Marcy, Lisette & Frank; Mike & Jesse, Dan & Julie, Bill & Bonnie, Carol & Mary, Alex, Brandon, Andy, John, John, John, John, John.

Heavenly Father we ask you to stretch out Your hand of supernatural healing to touch all your children now. Jesus, had compassion and healed everyone who came to him, bringing them health and nourishment. You see exactly what is wrong, and nothing is hidden from you. Touch every area that needs healing. Give them ALL the wisdom and guidance they need to fulfill your passion in us. If there is any need for forgiveness of sin, we ask for that forgiveness. Father, we ask you to raise up your healing wings of protection to surround us, to keep US ALL safe and protected in your love and power. Command your angels concerning US so WE won’t even cast a foot against a stone. and

Please dearest love lord Jesus fill us all with your word and action to fulfill Heaven on Earth for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit In the name of Jesus Christ

And Our Father, who art in heaven

Hallowed be thy name,

Thy Kingdon Come,

Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven,

Give us this day, our Daily Bread

and forgive us our trespasses

as we Forgive those who trespass against us

and lead us not into temptation

But deliver us from evil

For Thine is the Kingdom, the power and the Glory forever in the name of Jesus Christ we pray, amen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The triple colloquy

2025-12-19T12:28:00.004-05:00

The triple colloquy, in which we speak about our sin or the sorrow we notice in the world, involves three movements of Father Son and Holy Ghost: Person Sending Love, Person Receiving Love, and the power of “LOVE” itself:::: further experienced with Mary, Jesus and God!

First, I stand with our Mother Mary. I share with her whatever is on my heart. Maybe it is pain in my life, a sinful tendency that I cannot overcome, or suffering in another person. I speak to Mary openly, freely, and honestly. I listen for what she says to me.

Then, I imagine walking shoulder-to-shoulder with Mary to go and see her son, Jesus. I often imagine Mary carrying what I shared with her to her son as a way of symbolically turning over my heart. Together the three of us continue our heart-to-heart conversation, with me speaking honestly and openly to Jesus as I would a friend. I wait and listen to what he might offer me.

Finally, the three of us walk together to stand before God the Father. Often, Jesus is carrying what is in my heart now to God. I imagine God sitting on a throne surrounded by angels and saints, and Jesus, Mary, and I are standing before the throne. As I receive God’s gaze upon me, I share my heart with God. As I do, I pray these three questions:

What have I done for Christ?
What am I doing for Christ?
What ought I do for Christ?

Just as I did with Mary and Jesus, I share and then pause to listen, paying attention to what God says with the same attentiveness I would give a dear loved one. There is comfort in the colloquy as my heart meets their hearts. The love that surrounds me and the love I feel for them opens me to healing, to mercy, and to love. This openness and softening of my heart help me hear the call to action.

This gift of intimate conversation with Mary, with Jesus, and with God the Father is available to each one of us. How might this prayer tool help you in your relationship with God? Where is your heart seeking to meet the heart of Mary, of Jesus, or of God, and to hear their responses? I invite you to listen for God in colloquy, in the intimate conversation of heart meeting heart today.

high school and asking for God’s Perspective

2025-12-08T08:48:00.012-05:00

Ok I’ve been required to share this page out of my journal.

I’ve been told my journal is in another language. Let’s call this “Rafi-speak.” So Rafi-speak is an abbreviated version of a conversation with my guardian angels using symbols, lines and many missing words and mis-spellings that have developed through countless years on this blog. Thus, I’ve been asked to translate this blog Journal into a viable “Story,” that someone else could actually understand. This is my task now in rewriting this journal entry into a viable story. I will use all that is provided and expand from there:

6:48:05am 6/22/2025.

I was attending The SGC Training Part 2. When Asil Tterb arrived to lead the class, we joyful greeted each other immediately. And again I asked her about videotaping her instructors. She said emphatically that the SGC corporation had strict rules against any video taping. Of course, I randomly turned on my video and recorded us chatting a bit. And then showed it to her 6/18/2025 7:55am, a 10 second random encounter.

Then I explained to Asil this private confidential recording can be a great asset for her to improve her classes and to lead her instructors to better and better programs for the kids. I made it very clear that all the recording would be given to her and no one else. Unless she wanted me to share or use otherwise. That it was really something I wanted to do to help her grow her classes and understand what her instructors were doing and how to improve everything.

After chatting a bit, she decided that I was right about it being a great help, but she didn’t want me recording anything of her again and only record the instructors who all heard and understood what we were doing and agreed. So Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej all agreed I could record them. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by these instructors.

The very first recording of an Instructor was Eissej with a bible reading 6/18/25 7:07am. There are over 50 video clips, everything from a really short, pop-up-clip to a 15 minute full lesson. When I wrote this 6:48:05am 6/22/2025 entry, it is obviously rushed and sloppy. So this translation is starting with saying how “Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej asked me to videotape,“ so there was only one class left later in Saturday afternoon. Yes, record nothing private, but only these ladies and only what they wanted. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by the instructors. Oh and of course (ie. no videos of Asil, while she came into Caverly Hall to tell me Eissej was starting the last lesson in the Atrium).

"But it decided that no one wants the videos and asked me to stop."

Time it’s interruption

I brushed him off, essentially "ignoring him."
As countless "narcissists" have told me to do or not do whatever all of my life . .

So it went and told Asil.

“Who said she stated” Eissej had started, and nothing else. . . Which it “translated:”
into “Asil NEVER said to do video”

This means that it got loud and demanding claiming I had no permission to videotape in the Atrium.

Of course, I’d already done dozens of video in the same room, the same space, with the exact same people. The last thing I was going to do was ruin Eissej‘s final presentation with arguing with satan at this time.

When it showed up with ego authorized by his “translation” above, he became strong and belligerent about me “NO VIDEO” . . . Which “freaked out Eissej,” seen here at left so I stopped and packed-up and went home immediately.

“Wow another person lost in the Matrix”

Was essentially my last comment about this craziness. I mean the narcissists who is always in control is convinced their view and knowledge is always correct. . . ie. lost in the Matrix, it is really the same psycho-drama I’ve witnessed and stood against all of my life.

As the voice crying in the dessert, I’ve always seen these “leaders” exploiting all the sheeple who want to stay “culturally Proper” and accepted in their community. Lol, I guess that’s why I’ve never been part of a community very long. I can always see the truth, I guess after my death in high school and asking for God’s Perspective sorta put me against the Matrix and the American Machine all my life. . . .lol. . . Oh yes, I’ve always beat the machine! That’s my Job!

So Dan M, Jim C. and Lisette S. need to get this translation of my journal.

Next, I will work on the translation of these other blog posts, in these two more links below.

whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence

2025-11-28T04:44:00.004-05:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What this is about is sleep

I’m just tired. I got a lot done outside again. Filled and emptied four trash cans, and luckily before the trash was picked up! So I filled a few dumpsters just in time. I’ve made a lot of progress in the yard, and feel good about it. But still have so much to do!

What we are excited about is that you are stepping into all of it in faith and trust! It is clear to you everything is exactly where it belongs. This heavy work and struggles are making you stronger!

Working moving foraged now again.. grabbing my tools and tasks in the church service, making the coffee, fixing the garden hose… uhg all for you Jesus! First Corinthians 3:13 and 14.. “each one’s work will become evident; for the day will show it because it is to be revealed with fire, and the fire itself will test the quality of each one’s work.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭3‬:‭13‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/1co.3.13.NASB2020

What it means is stepping into this all more and more. . .

I need to get deeper into the triple colloquy prayer, seriously step more strongly into the grace of Saint Mary to lead me to Jesus and then to God …. In conversation . . . I recognize Saint Mary is with my Mom, or my Mom and Joyce, Dawn, Joni, , , hum, Kristel now too all these women who reached me at one time or another. Many reached me over and over again. And all Love is OF GOD, so it’s always together in the female aspects that I find them all. Yes, Saint Mary welcomes them all, and each will share something unique and specific. Again I find more clarity and focus. I keep feeling I need to just load up my garage and container to empty my backyard of the junk I’ve collected. Then waddle down the garage and container little by little as I move through my courses and life ahead.

What has happened again with you is that you are always reaching for more, or always ready for more knowing things are sent to you, and knowing it’s the blessing you give that makes it all work together.

It’s weird. On my iPadPro it’s the Logitech keyword again and I know it’s fast and easy to share. And I know that’s something I need to just do sometimes. I also know there is so much I need to get done and accept that it’s all perfect, and just trust what is.

We have you safe, its all exactly where you need to be.

I know full circle to the same place that I started. I wonder what i wrote about back then. I have been able to go back and read some of my writing and it’s really never been anything special.

What about today!

I’m so glad I got things cleaned. Literally just finished as he arrived. Then he didn’t like anything I made and only stayed 30 minutes with little samples. Course as soon as he left I got some eggnog and rum. Just like my mom would make. And even too strong! Just made my second and realized I’m feeling sorry for myself.

I’ve still have too much to do outside and really only a few days left before my insurance company closes or whatever! I’ve considered leaving this house. It’s too much and I’m all alone with everything. I mean it’s almost twice the size of what I had with my kids.

Wow, feeling sorry for myself again. Christopher is making turkey for his mom, paul, 2nd sister and her man. Not that I would want to be there with any of them. But feeling sorry for myself again. . . . Like I could have done something different to have him more in my life now.

Who else can I really have in my life!? I’ve gotten a few greetings and well wishes. Was kinda invited to a few places to eat. But still only want to sleep now really just feeling sorry for myself.

Exodus 90 November 28, 2025
The Secret of Joy: Philippians 4:8-13

Paul had entered into a spiritual maturity in which joy could not be extinguished, even amid constant suffering. What, then, is the “secret” he speaks of that allows him to face all things with peace and joy? His will has become entirely one with God’s. He accepts all that comes to him, whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence. His joy is not rooted in what happens, but in who governs all that happens. As St. Alphonsus Liguori explains in Uniformity with God’s Will, “Indeed, what can be more satisfactory to a person than to experience the fulfillment of all his desires? This is the happy lot of the man who wills only what God wills, because everything that happens, save sin, happens through the will of God”

What this brings to you, is exactly what you asked for. The deeper confirmation that all you are guided to be is exactly what you need. Stay there in your truth and power. Your joy and peace are endless, fruits coming to you, you must equally remember self-control when you feel the desolation and despair of not having what you expected show up!

I’m still learning, growing and understanding more everyday. These Bible verses sent to me always align with me! I pray for Your Strength to stay true and clear in my works! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to maintain my self control today doing all I need with you!

We have been very clear that all is good and moving in the right direction for you to get where you need to be. Trust and Flow in the Joy and Peace of knowing you are ready and will do everything just fine in the light of Jesus Christ!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength.

2025-11-19T23:12:00.007-05:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Now again, I’ve been making progress. This picture here at right is the Eucharist that Andy set up for the LifeTeen Homeless retreat. I was really impressed with all that he had planned and setup. Course I set-out the firewood and got the cardboard boxes for them to live in for the night. Which really was only following his directions. Course then I did what I wanted and built a fire too big with the smoke and such where someone called out the fire department.

Figures, I think it really just annoyed him, as I wasn’t paying attention to any boundaries and was completely irresponsible. Course as a Boy Scout I knew I could do it, or get away with it. This picture here is really great too. I’ve set my iphone camera to only take 4k, so everything is super high resolution. It really is a great picture. And then the setting was really cool too as Andy got spot-lights to highlight the trees, and everything looked great out there.

I’m never sure what I need to do or where my place is. But really always try

Really try and even struggle to help and get things together that I know need to get done. I’ve been trying more and more to get so much done. Here at home too, where I’ve finally gotten down to fixing my well pump. It will be so great to have the real water flow I need to get my gardens green again and only have a week or two to get everything cleaned up and organized around this house.

What’s incredible now more than ever is that you are listening and allowing more than ever. Still fearless, still charging in as soon as you set the target. Get Humble, hold back more and go slower. You still are pushing a little harder than they can handle.

I’m so very grateful, thank you, dearest Lord Jesus Christ, I’m so grateful for all your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength. Yes, and I laugh again about how incredible it is to have this technology to share this. Data transfer is easier and easier every day!

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to understand and share all You bring through to me.

Yes, I’m literally laughing right now because I got myself a glass of wine to sit up and journal. I’m talking to my iPhone now. It’s such a different vibration a different feeling. I understand we’re getting ready to change, and we continue to!

Everything happens so fast. In the wonderful time we have together,,, I’m so grateful to have this experience with you! I pray we can share and understand more between us to grow together in love with each living being on earth. . . 👌😊💖

What You will remember more than ever is how much everything is connected! how much it matters every moment. That prayer and love that you know and share Changes everything for everyone!

I know that you have said this before. And I’ve always seen that light shining through. And we all have this experience deep inside us, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you remember is really what’s important here because we’re all connected and everything’s connected so those details and experiences that you can share have impact on everything. The deeper more powerful love That has struggled to share is coming to fruition

I flashed again. I saw another space in time for a second. I’m trying to remember what it was.

Whatever you say is true will be in your lifetime

I really struggle when you get me deep with you. It’s weird as I feel guilty when I party and enjoy my time with you…. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

blunt and direct saying it

2025-11-19T10:30:00.009-05:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. I have no idea what could be next as I continue to push more and more everyday. It's really remarkable how much comes together and how crazy things get. I love how much You have opened up to me Dear Jesus. Now after 5pm and I stop and get a beer to sit and relax to get myself into Spirit again. I love this time we have together. I am listening to the Dick Audio Clip with SEEL Week 2 as I read and write here now.

What it means is to step out and explore where you skills and abilities are so much stronger than you have come to understand. There is a great deal happening here in your world and you have been prepared to do a great deal more. Where you have learned to “Pray” as to consciously raise the heart and mind to God, To Consciously ATTEND to the Highest Good of God.

I’m so spoiled to recognize everything that Jesus has done is getting me ready for mysticism. What’s mysticism all about, as I’m reviewing the last conversation with my Spiritual Director. He was saying how it makes us more humble and needs to be savored, where it’s about BEing instead of DOing. It really Embodies Loving Service about “TO BE” in order to let God Flow through us and allow this acceptance of what needs to be done. It’s about going where the Spiritual Freedom can Blossom, and avoiding the crazy toxic people all around us. Decrement is about recognizing where we need to spend our time, and practice detachment to step away from the toxic headaches. Detachment, Holy Indifference, step away and transcend it to reach Spiritual Freedom.

What mysticism really is for you will be so much more than you have dreamed. You have seen and experienced so many things that no one has ever done on Earth. Yes, you read about actions of Jesus, but you have done these things completely independent of others in a timeframe where so few believe or even understand. You have done so many things that you never even recognized. Like the one day with the Hurricane where you remember and recognize what happened. You have never shared that with anyone. Even the man who saw it happen couldn’t question or challenge you in anything at all after witnessing what happened!

Consider that for a moment. He was there when you changed everything. Your demands were loud and clear, where the results were instant. Remember the story of Jesus in the boat where the storm threatened them all. He was asleep, where the storm was completely irrelevant to him. In your experience you had a direct responsibility and benefit, when the storm hit and you simply wouldn’t tolerate it. The direct emotional power you demonstrated is important to understand and consider.

Similarly, as Dick mentioned about how we deal with toxic people is critical. You recognized how your own choices and desires to Garden were valid and justifiable. Fighting satan over a garden box is really a deadend effort. As you learned and experienced, stepping aside and loving them anyway was clearly the best option for everyone involved. PLEASE notice how you discerned this, how you prayed about it, and how you even asked for guidance, without making any spontaneous emotional reactions. Everything about this experience was really ideal for your learning and growing NOW. As you were in the active process of questioning yourself at this very moment as well instead of the emotional reaction that is too easy to fall into.

I need to be conscious in Christ Jesus and NOT reacting emotionally, but CHOOSING a response in Prayer . . . . How am I modeling Jesus, where it’s more about what to do than what I say. Putting it into practice and the ability to articulate it. Nurturing my talents and abilities to really be the hands and feet of Jesus Christ in all my experiences. This came up again when I received notice of the new classes I am teaching.

.. I see so much in this again, with this morning prayer with theJoyFM talking about first Corinthians. Recognizing how Christ really already lives inside of me, so it’s really easy to stay in this spirit of love in God’s Grace. I mean it’s always a choice to feel and listen instead or just reacting emotionally.

What about all the direction you received today.

It was really clear how strong this message was today. I saw many of the same ideas repeated over and over again. The message provided a warning about listening to God. How foolish are those who choose to ignore Jesus, or pretend there is no one else out there.

What about this one catches you?

I guess to speak about all the love and glory in all creation really always coincides with understanding the Creator as well. I never could understand anything else. I always felt sorry for the people who would listen to the lies in this culture filled with the greed and controls of satan. I mean everything we hear and see lies about such a very present and obvious experience.

Yes, it is a very real and valid experience to see and know the love and beauty of God everywhere and all around us. But to connect to it and understand seemingly has been completely “programmed” out of us where everything has to be a strong solid emotional experience or it’s not valid. What a dreadful lie, that there is no fundamental truths anymore. And more pathetic than ever this lie is so obvious in life where the smallest littlest things always have the greatest impact on us.

I mean, really think about it, that tiny fragment, little lost scrap of wadded-up paper in the dirt on the garage floor from someone you Love and Respect - - - Sharing something wonderful and endearing is so much more valuable than the whole Garage filled with tools, bikes, cars and such:

What is really so remarkable about this little scrap of paper that you found on the floor in the Garage was how much effort went into getting it there. You will someday be able to pick-it-up and “FEEL” the light energy and vibration that it carries as it travelled and you will “SEE” this paper from it’s very creation, to the garage and the very moment you found it. And you will really laugh and enjoy the mission that this scrap of wadded-up-paper took to get there into your hands.

I get it, more and more clarity and focus are coming through to me every day.

What happened today 9:54am 1/14/2025:

I was confronted again, where it was clear satan was tying to attack me. I said: "Begone satan," I know I had to say "get behind me satan," and to be blunt and direct saying it, where others would hear. I actually held the door open for Roy, knowing how I’d been directed what I needed to say. Roy had gone through quickly, so I was alone when attacked . . . "Begone satan," it was weird as he couldn't respond. As I entered the church for mass, I saw him gossiping with the other "leaders." As he passed me I said outloud for all to hear "I see you are busy with your gossiping." Again he stopped and stared at me like he had when I said "begone" . . . and again I missed the opportunity to say "get behind me satan."

What was said in Mass was there for you too, as you repeated outloud “Lord, when your glory appears, my joy will be full.” And again in the Gospel Luke 19:11-28 as you have been given 10,000 gold coins and again are directed to share what you heard.

It was weird as the Exodus Fraternity assembled. The Video was ready to go. But instead the speaker enjoyed hearing his own voice and joked and distracted everyone, babbling in his “word salad” again. I know I need to ask if we could watch the video instead of listening to him!

What was next is what you need to share.

I know, so he sat next to me. And was the last in the circle to speak. He was happy to brag again, about doing the level two class with the kids. Describing again how his “Mr Roger’s” persona brings the kids to attention! Delighted and gleeful in his control and perversion . . . . Wow, was I anxious to get out of there. And as weird as it was, Fr. Claudius needed to speak with me, and we planned to meet again. And then as I went out to water the trees, I spoke to Fr. Curtis a bit. And again Fr. Curtis came around me as I worked fixing hoses to water the trees.

What did we tell you then. . .

I know you asked me to step back into the office to tell Fr. Curtis to expect new gossip, since satan was confronting me again . . . . And so I did exactly that, just as Wanda was driving up . . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

more and more everyday

2025-11-03T19:47:00.001-05:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What is remarkable is how much you step into all the time, you rarely question or challenge the circumstances that you fall into. And readily accept and move into whatever appears before you. This is never easy! While you have been very successful.

I guess I should be happy that this is appealing for you! I really wish I could have more peace and ease as I do and step into more and more everyday. I try to do whatever I'm supposed to do, but really have no idea what could be next most of the time!

What is happening here is really important as you step into more connections with others. You have noticed how more Spiritual People are coming into your space and time. You honor this, and accept it. This is more present and real for you everyday. The place and purpose before you is stronger than ever, and you are getting more set into a simple routine. This is really important and fundamental to the changes we are bringing.

I know the details are not for me. I know I have a multitude of tasks before me. I also realize it’s just important that I keep up and trust what comes to me and allow Your Spirit to Flow as easily as possible.

We have been very pleased as you are questioning and challenging everything sent to you less and less every day. You easily stepped into things today, like Kalina asked to cut coconuts and you immediately stepped into it with her. These actions you take really show your love and shares the Grace and Love of God!

I also recognize how there is so much more around me that I’ve not addressed yet. I’m struggling with the mess in my house and yard!

What is important here is to stop procrastinating and make it a priority to get out and get a few hours done everyday. You get the time to pray and exercise, so make it a priority to address all these other things you know need to be addressed.

I get it and I can easily enough! Or I should be able to easily enough. It’s really annoying and intimidating to have so much mess all around to deal with. I know it’s really my own doing and I’ve got the time and insight to do more every day. There really is no reason for me not to have my shit together.

WE have been giving you all sorts else to do. Everyday you have another task, another job, another responsibility put in front of you. Remember you asked for this and readily say you can do anything and step into what seems impossible with great success.

I get it, so can we get some limits here or at least some support and better direction for priorities and support.

Life doesn’t always go the way we want. Even when making plans according to God’s instructions, we may run into delays and obstacles. Frustration over these hindrances can lead to discouragement and even hopelessness.

I get more and more still and recognize it is really incredible to step out every day knowing there is more and more around the corner. I hope and pray to get ahead a bit and not get so much more to do. I know I do and I accept that moving into things as I can! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions.

2025-10-30T03:17:00.029-04:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!!

We have really given you a lot, and essentially asked for a lot more!

. . . . I know. But I guess what is significant is that this is really nothing new. What is new for me is recognizing how much more engaged YOU ARE.

Yes, I know that is really nothing new either. What's new here is my understanding of this. I know there really is a lot going on, and a lot more is coming. And I guess I've always known it was about You, and about how You are ready to return home.

What if the return home is really something that you have seen already too. You have seen the lightning shifting matter to energy and then back again from energy to matter. This transition has been obvious to you. So what if this were the plan for moving forward. Can you see or imagine the time and space where . . . . . You personally are able to create these changes.

I know You have said or suggested this before. And my own ability is intimidating enough already, but to create the space and time for this, implies to me that many people will be able to do this, not just me. People shifting energy to matter just feels like You are asking for trouble. You have made it clear to me about my own abilities to feel and experience things beyond the Mysteries of Creation. And now you want to leapfrog from here to another level much beyond us.

What you have been asking is about Our returning to the place of love and sharing with you as our people, as our family, as our cohabitation for our experience together. What if this really requires some significant changes in the energy and matter configuration you have become accustomed to?

It’s all good. I know that whatever is required next is something we are preparing for now. I recognize how major shifts bring so much change and growth everywhere for everyone. That is simply part of this experience. And we always have to grow and change to simply be engaged in this experience itself.

What if there was really a lot more here that was essentially waiting for you. Like your experience with the wings and chestbone, are only the beginning, where you need to master these experiences into a higher level. Once these mysteries are mastered then you will have another more powerful experience to master.

I guess this sounds like standard procedure. Like those who have much given, much is expected. So similarly, I have been able to do more and more here again at a church event: FAST: Faith and Action for Strength Together. We have thirtytwo people from our church here . . . 21st year this FAST organization has been together here working for Justice. As I wrote this from something Fr. Curtis said, as he is one of the leaders here.

I brought my iPad thinking I would have the time to work again. I have it again now meeting Tim for breakfast at Trip’s. Yes I got a message from John who moved into Winter Park and was looking for Tim’s phone number. I shared what I had, and asked that he share whatever he finds. Later that afternoon John sent me his reply from Tim who I called Immediately.

Yes Immediately! Funny he spoke about us meeting in 1999 in North Carolina. WOW, what Memories! I was actually trying to send Dick my SEEL work, and decided to copy it to Tim. I mean Tim and John were there in one of the strongest experiences I ever had. Ok maybe just the strongest experience that I could understand and see with another person sharing their experiences. I mean, most experiences were never discussed or disclosed to me. Like Kim’s story of the new roof that she shared over lunch with Chris and Claudia. That made my head spin, since I never knew what happened or why.

Sitting with Tim this morning talking about this at Trip’s Diner was just a big blessing. He told me how he and the others who witnessed things in NC had all gone to the Baltimore Hotel after the conference and discussed how they had all received this message from God. It was a challenge for them, as they had all witnessed the message, and all knew it was for them. But then were challenged to understand why. Like what was it all about and what for?

I told him now, that it is important to see how we have been brought together now to understand and experience something more. That the mystical experience, that I am and We witness, is something that is coming through to us more than ever. I mean it is very clear to me that I’m getting prepared for something more. And now this moment as I type this sitting at a table outside the diner writing these words on the new iPad keyboard I was filled with goosebumps.

Yes I went back to use one of the new iPads. I gave Zach the new one with the cracked screen. And my usual iPad has the Otterbox falling apart now, so I figured it was time to use this new one instead. Wow, easy peasy.

Yes I had made a copy of my ”why statement” here again to edit, pray, and think about during the FAST meeting last night, and I realize I haven't done anything more with it.

WHY: TO BE Implementing integrity through being and experience which is shared openly for the Glory of God.

Yes I Am back here again with my pen and iPad at home on my bed now, my first words to Tim at breakfast was how remarkable it was to have this time with him again, after twenty something years. I admitted how what I had just written and shared with my spiritual director was really on the side of mysticism. Course, he said that was really where he had always seen me, so it was nothing new to him. I really never understood or realized how much I impacted him directly. And he was perplexed how I got from mysticism to Catholic. . . Seeing these as polar opposites!

What you found now was Scott who you introduced Tim to and literally started his business and his new life.

I know it's always so much more and so powerful to experience and understand and I realize how much is really happening here. I was assaulted again tonight as I was doing the 40 Days of life protest against abortion. Some looney-tune drove up yelling at as, and I recorded him on video and sent it to the sponsor who reported it to the police. Yes so I did another police report.

Whatelse happened?

I got a notice from SPS about them following SPS rules, but really not doing anything as required with the Covid Forebearance. So I think I will report this to the state attorney!

What Jesus wants me to do right now, is Share how much he loves me! Jesus loves me so much, that he gives me everything I could ever imagine. Because He loves it all…. so if i love him, it all comes to me, whether I’m ready for it or not.'red,red,red,’

Back to black. . . . I can share this moment with you because I love you so much. Please dearest Lord Jesus, fill my thoughts, words, and deeds with your Spirit so that all I share is from you for the glory of father son Holy Ghost.

Save you Jesus . . . Jesus

Sharing the love of jesus, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you need to do is reread Week of Prayer #15: The Call of Christ Jesus Our King, yes now and get your higlighter

The kingdom of God is the central experience in all the biblical traditions, with many layers of meaning to express God’s World Dream for us to live only in the Love and LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST through the HOLY SPIRIT!

WOW,

WOW, I know there is so much to this. Jesus woke me up before midnight. Then again after 2am.He told me to imagine this was my last time to talk to Dick and warn humanity. If this was my last day, what would I need to share. And I jumped up and went down stairs. Put a cup up, and pressed the on button on the coffee espresso maker, and went outside to pee. I watered a plant, came inside to hit the double brew button.

When I got back upstairs I grabbed my tripod and set my iPhone on it. Turned it on and started my day: BACK IN BED!

Yes I set up the camera in the bathroom pointing into my space. Then climbed back in bed to REPEAT MYSELF! Yes I littering curled up with my pillows, snored, and then jumped up with the leg cramp. I made my bed, did my exercises, can down stairs, made the fruit bowl, and started my work on this blog.

If my life is this constant conversation with God. . . The more I write, and share the better. Especially if it’s time for me to go. . . Forgiveness, it’s the same-old-same old. . . My ego my pride, all thrown into the fire, so I can be the Survivor. . .

Wow, the Lords Prayer came on after this song. . . It’s weird as I’ve heard McDonalds commercials on the JoyFM too much so I’m on spiritFM now. . . Which is awesome to have the Mass there three times a day. And again I realize and see the Love and Divinity of Jesus Flowing through my whole world.

Everything i experience is in the Love of Jesus!

We have always been here with you, as this experience you share is all we have in your fuller meaning and authentic joy sharing and ALLOWING your deepest and truest Desires to FLOW FREELY!

I just FLASHED into another place where I was building new systems and new designs. It was remarkable as I know how it will all work, since everything is in God and everything is connected. The guy with the Tree Farm getting the Olive Trees for the church can help me redesign the seawalls to move people and change everything in our society and culture by removing the cars, over night. . !

What you saw was a lot more than that. It was people communicating at a higher level, using all the technologies, and not hiding from each others. The secrets and hidden details impact everyone. When you are completely in Truth, Love flows with ease. When people hide, and possess in greed or insecurity they hurt everyone.

I just sent this to everyone. I realize that all the technology is connected already. And humanity just doesn’t know or understand yet. We are the only life, where every detail we share expands and grows everything for everyone.

We allow as much as we can, and learn and grow to share more. So this mystical experience i have is helping everyone around me. The more I step into and do, the better it is for everyone, so each may have part with me in victory just as each has shared in the toil, as we in integrity fight injustice, as we labor for the oppressed and help the marginalized to step-up. . . As we strive for the best of us in greater service and generosity. . . We labor with Christ Jesus as our companion as His Yoke is comfortable and the burden light!

I’m really so excited to see so much come together before me. Each moment I see and experience so much more than I could really understand. It is really so strong and clear to me. Lol, listening to Mike Smidt on SpiritFM now. . . Talking about all Loving, Completely Good God, where all Creation is Good!

What about this next phrase you are reading?

I get it. WHAT CHRIST CALL do i need to respond to? It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions. Seven Story Mountain by Thomas Merton - The Interior Castle by Teresa of Avila Discernment & Detachment - Dick. . . God’s Voice Within by Mark Thilbodeaux SJ.

I know it is all exactly where it needs to be. I know we are all moving closer to Jesus! I am so very grateful and humbled to be in this space and time to bring this forward. It is really incredible as I step into more and more every moment. And I realize it is all exactly where it needs to be and I am in the right place at the right time to do exactly whatever is needed for me to do. And beyond all this I don't need to understand anything but only need to trust and continue to more forward. It really seems kinda weird sometimes, but I know it has always been sots weird any mysterious anyway.

And that's ok. I've been blessed all my life anyway, why would this moment be any different. And clearly I am always prepared for every task before me. And the challenges and conflicts I encounter, are always orchastrated exactly as needed. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to follow and learn all I need to do today for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Amen.

and I know what I need to do

2025-10-10T20:38:00.004-04:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I knew you would do this to me . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What do you expect, we were not going to let you run and hide again.

I . . Know, Now again I've spent my morning in exercises and meditations. I wrote up a lease for my new tenant and he wont have any cash until month end. He is busy working outside and sorta helps and hurts. When I came in with my signed lease agreement and no cash. I was literally crying, I don't want to eat, I don't want to work. I JUST DO NOT want to struggle anymore. I started grading papers this morning and discovered that I have only 4 days to be all done with this course.

How can I possibly get it all the done.

Yes tired and frustrated. . . . It’s stressful to see holes and problems that I can not address or find any resolution for.

I have started my next string of tasks and I know what I need to do, but struggle. I get annoyed and worried about tasks that don't fit. I need to do things and stumble and stumble. I want to cry out for help again Jesus. I pray for your help and guidance in getting everything done.

Yes, I feel totally lost today, I've only a week to get same model results and I still really have no clue...

We have always been with you and always pull you through these things that scare you. It’s a mystery how things happen and what you find before you. You have never really understood how things happen, but always trust and step into things so readily. You are ready you can do this all, no worries.

I get it, and felt so grateful today as lunch came up and Jim invited me to Mass, and then Bill checked in on me just as I sat next to Jim at St Anthony’s. I told Jim how I witnessed the direct blessings of having such strong brotherly love and support show up completely randomly as I needed it more than ever.

What a wonderful experience for you to share with your peers. Your witnessing of the power and presence of God in your day was joyfully accepted and understood. This wonderment you share is a joy for all.

I . . Get it, so I just wrote Todd and copied Keven, Jim, Mike, and Brian, about the wonderful experience I had with the Exodus Fraternity this morning. I realized how these guys were all deep in the same catholic studies. So I thought to share all the books and such that I’ve built online already. And of course then I added another few pages to My SEEL work online which has been really interesting as well.

What you are learning is pulling all these different aspects together into a more powerful and coherent expression of yourself. You haven’t had community before, to step into this place of love and sharing what you have is a great blessing for all. You have always been able to do, share, and step-into places that others would never consider or understand. Getting beyond the culture and the machine has been your operand. You are doing it more from the inside instead of fighting from the outside.

Is this what you are seeking when we speak about the next 50 years for me. It’s making more sense all the time as I see the different pieces coming together. I still get confused and struggle whenever I have no clue what I’m doing or why. I seem to get more clarity with each day of trusting my experiences, and stepping into whatever is before me. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What is really happening here is you are recognizing and learning about who you are and why you came here. You have always known you were on a “mission” and always knew you were protected and guided, because somehow you couldn’t escape your task since no one else could do it for you. You had committed to BE and DO and have spent your whole life preparing for this. And yes, you are getting closer and closer every day.

I know, it’s kinda interesting how you said this now. I’ve been getting so very strong into so many different things. I really noticed how each day that I follow the guidance more closely, the stronger a clearer the events get in my life. Things have been really remarkable how things just come together and happen. It’s really just a wonder to see and witness what this life is bringing to me.

What you wrote and published now needs to be carried forward:

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to fill my life with Your Holy Spirit to carry me forward to Achieve all that I need to complete for YOUR GLORY. . . . Amen.

following more of the beauty and love of God

2025-10-04T17:45:00.001-04:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

You have been is faithful with what you are given, so you will be given so much more to understand. . . When YOU TREASURE the WORD of God in YOUR LIFE, all else comes with ease. As the days are lengthened to meet the Life of God, filled with this Joy

“Do not let kindness and truth leave you; Bind them around your neck, Write them on the tablet of your heart. Honor the Lord from your wealth, And from the first of all your produce;”‭‭ Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭3‬, ‭9‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.9.NASB2020

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding.” ‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭5‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.5.NASB2020

I am here for you Jesus. I know that it’s always all about you. It’s about a long and happy life filled with the Fruit of Gods Word! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Proverbs 3, two verses are critical. KEEP KINDNESS AND TRUTH!!!!

“In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the Lord and turn away from evil.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭6‬-‭7‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬

Discernment is Choosing Love over Fear!

Evangelism by attraction vs promotion is really about sharing more love.

Function out of love, not fear, attracts interest where it is easy to share.

An answer without a question is seen as manipulation

Make a friend, be a friend, bring a friend to Christ. => faith, trust & mystery begins with asking about their lives. What was great for you this week?

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his

Spiritual Exercises. He provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become Aware, Understand, and Take Action.

Discern LOVE next

Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings.

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul:

Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.

Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources:

The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action:

Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices. RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!

Important considerations for those growing in holiness:Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God:

How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.

Summary of the process for those growing in holiness

Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.

What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above. Chapter 14, adolescent 151, storing up Gratitude, Dry Spells, and Dessert

Experiences….

GRATITUDE We all want to be Happy? Be Grateful.Br. David Steindl-Rast, OSB, NY Monk in 90s, review week five, principals and foundation: WHY STATEMENT, Lexio Divinia, divine reading, read slow, deliberately, words of phrase that sparkles. Spark of God… Divine Listening….

These Experiences…. That You are engaged with, opens more for you all the time. . . . You see so much clarity and focus all the time. And again, you are getting the support and guidance that you need to step into a new higher place. Each new insight, realization, and understanding shifts your whole world and your experience into a higher level. Yes, you have seen this before and understand how much your responsibility shifts and grows. Now as you grow, learn, and share more this increased understanding and respect for your own personal place and responsibility shifts before you. You are finding more ease and comfort as you progress and grow into these activities that you really delight in.

I know and see so much GRATITUDE. I try to love and share my own kindness and joy around me all the time. Each new experience I have is about sharing the love and joy I have with You, and all that comes is new creative and inspiring opportunities. I really have been trying to accept BEING twelve again and having that young ambitious attitude to stepout and do more all the time. I'm learning to trust more and step more freely into events and opportunities. Each day I'm speaking more with Jesus, my saints and guardians, and each day I'm doing and following more of the

beauty and love of God. I know it is really about trust and acceptance, knowing I have the Grace and support of Jesus to act and step more clearly and consciously into all the experiences and opportunities set before me.

Yes your experiences…. All are about your love and power in Christ Jesus. Each day you allow your love to grow and evolve before you. Fearlessly you share and understand more that is before you and each day we send you new and exciting opportunities for you to enjoy and

share in the Joy and the love that you are graced with!

GRATITUDE: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into more each day…

Experiences…. Really include all the challenges you have before you. Again you are always pressed to do so much more and really have no bearing or understanding as to what is really happening or where it is all going. Trying to be twelve and stay in joy as you bike and listen to us is really wonderful, but it is not clear to where it's going. You get a feeling about school and so much more but still have some serious gaps in your understanding

GRATITUDE means that have faith and trust that all things will come around and be the best for everyone...

giant word correctly the first time

2025-07-09T15:43:00.002-04:00

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What are you learning?

I guess I’ve learned how to renounce evil and command it to leave! I have been doing it more for myself and realize I can do more and more for others as well. I've created so much here that fills me with Joy and love that I struggle to understand and express. I know I have so much love and joy here to share.

What about your son?

I guess he already decided what was important for him before he ever mentioned anything to me.. I feel I must have missed some lessons on puberty and dating. But I never even saw him as a teenage kid. Wow that's weird. He had left when he was nine years old, thinking he knew what was best for him. And then I didn't even see him for ten years. So now I wonder il he was 19 when I saw him again or older. Not that his last year as a teen would be appropriate to speak about puberty and dating. But honestly I seem to remember getting them some book on sex! Like maybe even the exact same book my mom got me!

What do you feel about it now?

I guess you have been very clear and strong giving me more and more to share with my son on really the same issues. As crazy as it might seem, I posted pieces from the men's group immediately. And then stayed after to hear another father with 30-something kids running away from the Church as well. I really find this remarkable as the more I get into this church the more I find deeper and stronger truths. I mean the spirit and power I find focused here is really wonderful. And daily I wonder if this world will totally flip to bring Jesus more fully into control or not. Every day people speak about Revelations and the Second Coming of Christ as the symbols are everywhere. Sure I know You Are already here but the real experience of Eden, where You can walk and share more directly with everyone again in peace and love is really what it's all about now.

But What have you seen, shared, and felt before about the hurricanes and transitions coming?!

I know, I was reading my Old journals yesterday and passed a page where I spoke about the big spiral the size of the Gulf of Mexico cutting a new gorge through the middle of the Country.

What about St. Pete?

I know, I've also felt before how nothing else would survive! That always felt so preposterous! Wow, and I spelled that giant word correctly the first time, how weird is that. And then I also have felt the Fountain of Youth is here, and that “first spark in the mud.” And so where else would we expect to find the Garden of Eden. . . . Wow hit this link and how weird is that!!!!!

What do you think about all this synchronicity?

I guess it's more intense than ever! Always challenged and wondering what I'm here for and what could Christ want with crazy old me, breaking all the rules and getting away with murder. . . . LOL, or really everything possible except murder, as I've never been able to hurt a fly.

We know!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

hidden deep down inside . . . about my mom. Yes, “About my Mom?

2025-07-01T15:21:00.038-04:00

VORTEX4LOVE: But again stepping into God’s Wisdom and Glory to recognize that there is something about my past that I buried. And instead of finding and forgiving some karma, I’ve been caught into these obstacles of Doubt and Fear.

This is really so powerful for me, as I realize now how my dad will be here .. tomorrow and my son has lost it yesterday. And now again in my space and time the random experience of sharing God’s Beauty and Love, in His Son dying to share and teach whatever could be next for me. And suddenly, I have this typo “Ely,” and see my mother name?

Of course, I couldn’t erase or correct this. . . Why is my mom showing up for me now? Could it be to understand more about why I feel lost in doubt and fear about some karma I have hidden deep down inside . . . about my mom. Yes, “About my Mom?”

Yes, I know I’ve not addressed this yet. And I wonder what it is that I need to explore. I just hit some key and reloaded this page and lost everything I wrote for the last hour. I wonder if this means I was going in the wrong direction. Or maybe there was something else that I need to do and focus on.

What about recognizing that you are a target and daily there are more and more after you.

I get it! I’m not sure if that is anything new at all. I guess I need to remember the Saint Michael Prayers that protected me for years. And so this piece about my mom brings me back to when she asked me to get rosaries for all her grandkids. I think I included all her kids too. But I guess I likely did not get anything for Scobey and Mark, as I remember thinking that they would likely prevent anything from me getting to their kids anyway. Course I might have anyway, since each brother would get several of the same packages from me at once . . . So if they opened their own they would know what it was and let them through to the kids?!?!?!?! Course I have no idea!

What about your sister?

I know, so when my dad visited last month for one of mark’s kids graduating from high school. They always take everyone out to eat, where my siblings try to get the most expensive drinks as quickly and as many as possible. Anyway, I was sitting next to my sister and actually had a normal conversation. Wow, don’t remember that ever before. And Of course it’s always my fault focused on drama and issues instead of just sports and gossip. Wow, I never could talk about useless sports and gossip even with my own family, or anyone I guess.

What about your son?

Oh yes, connecting with my mom about the rosary might really be about prayers for Chris. We’ve talked about starting a real conversation online through the email. And I asked him if we could include my dad. He needs my dad to hear about what’s up anyway. And I think my dad might be more interested in a real conversation if Chris is engaged too. We’ve done this before. Or tried to. I’m not sure about it, as neither of them agreed to anything yet. I guess that’s what I thought about my sister. I’ve been wanting to talk more with people on the phone. I mean, I’ve always talked a lot on the phone. I’m good at it. So I might as well step into it again.

What do you feel now?

I guess I have worked on my website again and feel like I've made some progress. It looks better and now is opening correctly on my iPhone. I guess I really impressed myself as another realtor called to buy my house. So I said the house was at $1.2m and adding the business it was $2.2m together, giving him the links that he could open up and see directly. I mean the guy even complimented me and asked what STARS was all about.

As odd as it seems, I kinda like the unique and special name we have now on the company.

What about your son?

I am really intimidated about this discussion and challenge before me. The changes he is pursuing are really dramatic and he’s seeking my support and agreement, which really doesn't feel right at all. As his father I will listen and support anything he does, whether I agree or not. But I always will be honest and share the truth about my experience too.

Where does this bring you now??

I have started working on this several times and do not really feel that I have made much progress. I recognize I really have a lot to address and a lot to do. I feel like I have really been avoiding things. Yea I am intimidated still and really have too much ahead of me.

What about this really feels right for you.?

I guess I really feel good about spending more time with you. I know I have always had this experience with you, like when I race off on my bike and I feel this sense of freedom. The freedom and beauty I experience on my bike is always so wonderful and divine in nature.

What The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart.. . the tragedy of false repentance–a spiritual counterfeit that prioritizes human approval over divine reconciliation. True penitence requires a clear conscience and inner transformation, not merely external words or rituals performed for show. Consider how the vice of vainglory can manifest itself in modern masculinity. When we craft careful admissions of fault that subtly highlight our strengths, that is the humble-brag of vainglory. When we confess sins in ways that maintain our image as good fathers, successful professionals, or strong leaders, that is pride in respect of persons rather than penitence… True freedom–that uncommon freedom we seek–comes only through genuine repentance that values God’s love over human opinion and admiration. It requires the courage to let our carefully constructed self-image die, trusting that what God raises up will be far greater than what we tried to preserve.

Merciful Father, you see through all pretense to the truth of our hearts. Forgive me for offering false repentance that seeks to preserve my reputation while avoiding true transformation. Grant me the grace to orient my life fully toward you, caring more for your approval than human praise. Break through my vainglory and self-deception. Give me a heart that seeks genuine contrition over impression management, authentic transformation over religious performance. Help me to embrace the freedom that comes from honest confession and true surrender. I ask this through Christ our Lord, who humbled himself unto death, caring nothing for worldly honor but everything for obedience to your will. Amen.

What saved means: John 5:13 FAITH! Nothing more! https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/saved-and-sure-part-1

2 Peter 3 Whoever calls onto Jesus will be saved! Ephesians 2:8-9 all saved by grace through faith. All from Grace in Love of God. Foundation of salvation in atoning death of Jesus Christ. God demonstrated Grace by saving us in atonement of Jesus Christ . . . What is essential John 3:16, 36, 5:24, 6:35, 7:37-38, 8:24, . . . All about saved by faith in Christ Jesus! I accept and receive John 1:11 salvation is believing and receiving Jesus not doing.

I know I need to do so much each day. It’s such a challenge everyday.

You do have a lot more to address every day. It’s important to follow through with all you have started.

I really try hard to keep up but everyday it seems to get more and more crazy to address.

you are exactly where you need to be. It’s not even started yet. You have seen signs, and symbols, but it’s still a ways off. . . The changes are coming and. You know more than any as you have been ready an moving for a while now.

I know and I do trust, accept, and wait still. I know it’s all about taking my time and being patient. Meetings, running around, more chaos every day. I never know which way is up. That’s really annoying. Dealing with my son, my church, my house, my gardens, my neighbors, attorneys, and more and more each day. You know I just want to run and hide. And that changes with every beam of light you send into me. Wow, what a blessing.

Please Chris read this slowly

2025-06-16T06:03:00.005-04:00

WHEN you hear your own voice speaking, you better understand what's going on here. Just like the Rosary cards you made to find SEEing it, HEARing it, and SAYing it, was ideal for clearer focus! And you cannot understand unless you connect to the truth. And it's all connected and it's all One Truth. And the more gossip and bullsh-t you get lost in, then the less truth you have. You can't have God's Holy Truth inside of you if you are half filled with crap. I mean, if you're all full of bullsh-t, then you don't have any connection to the truth at all. And you think you do, but the concept of God is Holy, and this Holy Vibration can only be reached when you are sinless and holy. Not left and right at the same time, only one or the other simple physics.

You can't communicate with God directly until you're sinless and holy. And that's why there are saints and ancestors. That's why you connect to all these other spirits because they're all at different levels of consciousness . . . Or levels of “Holiness,” and they can guide you to Jesus, but you can't get to God without Jesus, because Jesus is the One who forgives sins.

And there's no way in the world you're going to be able to get rid of every f-cking sin, and your life, because you know, I just swore, so I just sinned.

Everybody sins all the time, and it's just not physically possible to get away from all the sin without Jesus, because Jesus died on the cross for us. And so everything about our spirituality is really based on Jesus, because without Jesus, we can't be sinless. And then, when we're sinless, totally sinless, then we can have that experience of Divinity with God, and God wants to share everything with us. He's created everything with us, and He wants to share it all with us. And He can't do it unless we're sinless, and He may want men to be women and women to be men, dogs to talk and cats to sing, and everything else that we can imagine as real or necessary. Its all real, it's all Possible. . . cause YOU TO, are in the image of God, so YOU Create too!

But it's not going to happen until you're totally sinless and totally in Christ. and trust that He will do it, and don't expect some arrogant man to be able to do what God's supposed to do. And asking a man to create what God only has designed, what God has created on earth. I mean, that's the problem that we have with all the GMOs. Mankind has gotten in there trying to change things that they shouldn't be changing. And when you hybridize, when you grow two plants together, then you're telling God: “hey God, these two plants would be great to mix together, because I can get something better for us to share.” Then God says, oh, cool, let's mix this bee and that bee, or this flower and that flower and let's make some different kind of flowers. Why? Because God is participating and He's the spark of creation.

If we try to spark creation on our own, then we end up with zombies because it doesn't have any God in it. And the only way to get God in it is to have God participate in the creation and holy shit,

I can't believe I'm saying all this, and I'm finally recording who I am because nobody ever listens and nobody ever understands. And part of my challenge right now is to accept. So now I accepted that I needed to talk out loud because I could understand the difference in the the difference in the vibration and that's part of who I am, is recognizing that there's a difference in the vibration. And see, I've got 33 minutes to get to church so I can go the long way really slowly and share this with you, Jesus, and I can't believe that you're doing this with me. And it's just so weird because we've been playing this game forever, and look at that gorgeous girl. Damn, she's hot. Look at that. And there's that kayak that I borrowed. And they still have the fence there. Oh, I want to pick up the fence. I got to reach out to that guy. I wonder if you finally got his website together. And so I'm going down. I'm taking my bike path into church and it's funny because I start going the same speed that I go on my bike instead of driving like a maniac, like I do all the time. Like right now I'm passing Bonnie's house, and she's still owns it.

You can tell because I don't know, there's something about the air about it that you can tell that she's still there. or still owns it. She hasn't been able to figure it out because she's so lost in space. Well, everybody gets arrogant and thinks they know everything and nobody trusts anybody anymore. There's no truth, there's no confidence, there's no commitment. You know, people want to control, control, control, and it's about Jesus controlling. And allowing Jesus to control. Okay, I’m shifting into, that is so cool, because I recognized that your spirit was coming into me. And that's part of why I need to allow your love to flow. And that's what the radio does for me, because I hear the music and the music is so strong. It goes right through my bones because that's what she's all things You can can do all things are Oh, I love you, Jesus. Of course. I can only do all things with you, and that's why my life is so incredible, because I let you take over all the time. So that's what this talking out loud is about is recognizing that I can understand that different voices. And if I'm connected to my ancestors and my mom and different saints, they say, Michael, how you doing out there? You're spinning that sword and shield, aren't you?

What' you don't feel safe on Brighthouse?

Come on, come on, spin it faster. spin it fast! Oh, wow, you clipped that one.

Oh, that's funny.

No, I just, I couldn't help it. I know you didn't clip it. I know I exaggerated again. This was so funny because I'm cruising along and I saw one of my palm branches that I always pick up in the morning for my mangroves. And it was a Palm branches that are laying on the ground that I always pick up. And I was like, oh, spinning sword and his shield. He caught the palm branch because, I mean,

that's what happens with mysticism, it is when you call in the spirits, they take more authority and that more authority is so important because you allow it to speak through you, and you can allow it to talk and you can share that divinity with other people because now you understand how it works. And the truth is that Holy Spirit is always there all the time with everybody, and it's the different spirits that they don't understand. They think their consciousness is actually their own. And it's a million different voices all time, all day long. And sometimes it's the same voice and sometimes it's a million different voices, and it's so bizarre because nobody has a clue. They're just totally lost in space, and you recognize this, and you talk to who you need, like you found another counselor yesterday that you need to reach out to because you saw his name and saw what he does and you can write him a note and tell him that this is the experience of God and you want to explore it with him and do research on it.

Holy shit. That's incredible. I didn't even think of that. Oh, my God, okay, so so what happened there? I noticed that it shifted from a different voice to a different voice,

because that was you taking over instead of allowing us to keep talking. You leaned to recognized that when the spirit is coming through you. And you really ned to hold on to it, because every time something comes through to you, it is really a big, big effort on their part. For St. Michael to be here chopping ducks,

don't chop the ducks, please?

No, they're baby ducks. Okay, so for you to say Saint Michael for him to come through here to you and have that experience of moving matter, it takes him away from everywhere else, because he could be everywhere all at once, but you take him away. To do something that strong and that focused, takes attention, takes practice, takes, you know, takes effort and for a saint to put effort into shifting something is so rare. Think about how many saints there are. Each one of them had one or two experiences of real Divinity!

That is so funny that I'm still biking and saying good morning to everybody because they all recognize me with my shaggy beard. And it's so funny because I've always looked at that house, and now it's gone. I should have taken the water purifier. I wonder if he's pulled it out yet, because once they start, because the demolition, then it's theirs, and I can get in there if I want to. Oh, that is so funny. I didn't even think about that. But I guess I got my truck, so guess where I'm going after after my experience here with church. So I'm going all the way to the garden because I got plants and tools and stuff in the back again. And so now I interrupted the spirit that was talking to me. So I want to talk to my mom. Hey Mom, what are you doing? Oh, what?

See that shifting to your mom, that's being selfish. You need to recognize that when a spirit is connected with you, you need to honor that spirit as much as you can and allow it to continue and share what it needs to share. And your mom is busy. You got children, remember?

Oh, that's so funny. So, so thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, St. Joseph. I love you. Thank you. St. Mary, I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, St. Mary. I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, Mary. I love you. Thank you, so, Jesus. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Love you, Lord, Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. Thankular Lord Jesus. I love you, Lord, Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. I Love you though Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. I love you know Jesus. Take Jesus. Jesus, sick. Praise you, Lord Jesus. I praise you, Lord Jesus. Thank you. St. Mary. Thank you. St. Joseph. I love you, St. Joseph. I love you, St. Mary. And praise you, Lord Jesus. I praise you, Lord Jesus. I love you, Lord Jesus. So I'm almost at church now and I've been talking to my phone for 10 minutes and I guess I've got to build the transcript and put it on my blog today. So that's a today thing, and I've got to figure out when you've spoken when I spoke and separate that. Oh, shit. Why did you do that to me? Do you want me to put names on it?

Because say, Michael came through, because you asked for St. Michael.

And you want me to, oh, Jesus, please. I can do anything you want me to, Jesus, You know that, but it's the more you give me to do, the harder it is for me to do anything, because I get lost. I do, you know?

It's the fluoride.

Is that what it is? “Morning. . . “ Oh, it's so funny. Yeah, see, people are walking in the church already. There's one or two people that get here early like me, and it's all good. Jesus. It's all good, it's all good. Now I go back to the garden in the back. Crying through the So now I've got a do my. I got to restore everything on my nonprofit again and I got to start doing volunteer work again and I got to start it all right now because. I'm not going anywhere. Okay, so I' selling my business and building it over again. So I'm going to buy a new house somewhere and do exactly the same thing?

Yeah, because that's not going to stay there. That's going to move. That's part of your program. It's moving yourself around and recognizing that you can go anywhere, and that's what Jesus wants you to do. He wants you to go everywhere. You have so much love to share, and it's just beautiful to be able to share who you are, and that's part of the challenge that you're up against is recognizing that It's about sharing who you are . . . . And that's why you're here. That's why you're doing this, cause you're the only one that can do it. And it's got to get done. And you have that responsibility, and you understand what it is. You just got to stay in it. It's not gonna be easy, but it's part of your responsibility, because it's the love of Jesus, that you carry. It's to be able to share the synchronicity, at so many different levels that people have no consciousness of. You that is it.

So, I got to get to all the people in church. That was, uh, the new music guy that just pulled in.

What about this experience was really strong for you?.

I totally understand why you always ask me to record things. I could really feel the different vibrations and get the sense or attitude of each spirt that came to me. It wasn't just my own feelings but also what I heard and felt with each word. I'm not really sure if I was close on what I said up there vs. what Spirit or who is next speaking to me, and I really did experience the distinction in each phrase.

What is next for you now?

I guess I need to be more careful and jump when I need to record something. I also noticed how much came to me when I was taking it more serious. It always feels a little weird!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What else happened today.

It was Proverbs 8:27-31

"When the Lord established the heavens I was there,

when he marked out the vault over the face of the deep;
when he made firm the skies above,
when he fixed fast the foundations of the earth;
when he set for the sea its limit,
so that the waters should not transgress his command;
then was I beside him as his craftsman,
and I was his delight day by day,
playing before him all the while,
playing on the surface of his earth;
and I found delight in the human race."

What resonated here for you?

I guess it was the delight of sharing with God during creation and then also living in earth to play in this wonderful creation. . .

What’s the big deal??

It’s how this was described that made me feel it was my own story. I realize that everything I experience and feel n ow is about reminding me about who I am and what is before me.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

too easy to write the words

2025-06-10T17:25:00.011-04:00

I like to think this is all about Jesus, and again I’m perplexed and terrified…. Like I know there was perjury and do noticed I was after 4pm so I went down to eat. I baked a whole chicken the other day, so I’m just heating it up to eat now… course I had to watch something while I ate…

For now is the judgement of this world… where the darkness over takes you…

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you feel about this…

I Love Your Word! Dear Jesus. But again I’m in tears… Father save me from this hour! It’s too easy to write the words I hear, as I know there is so much about what shows up and what it is before me. I’m perplexed again and know that there is so much … I’ve always been able to carry through these crazy events in my life. But I wonder where it’s going or where I’ve been placed

What you are encountering is the same you have prepared for again and again each time a greater challenge and much shifts.

I never see the any of the shifts and changes! I know I’m always on the sidelines and simply move and do whatever is before me. Yes in the right place at the right time to shift something that I barely understand.

What you’ve learned and shared is understanding, which is not as important as action and follow through. Doing and sharing shifts a lot more than words and writings today.

I love your Word! I’ve seen this free release of season five three times now. And yes I’m watching it again in tears. Something is so much stronger for me. I’m not sure I understand what or why. I know I’m now doing the kings of summer on Exodus. And tomorrow I make the coffee and do the service for the men.

I think we are back doing the rosary again tomorrow. Thank God, I so need to be doing that again!

What are you watching now?

I see your word about how Dallas is stepping into this! He really does a great job sharing this Love Story and incudes great detail and his own deeper personal insights.

Can you trust and follow even What you don’t fully understand…

I Love Your Word! And it’s still such a challenge for me to keep up and I know I need to do what I’ve been lead to. Like getting people to donate www.comeandsee.net/donate translating into 600 languages … to being the story of Jesus to Everyone on Earth!

What you did is real and clear for everyone to see and understand

I understand this Word that you share and make real for all of us…!

What it is here is really exactly what it need to be

It never it has been done like this before… I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

I’m already in tears hearing about season six, which is stepping beyond anything again…march 2027 for season Six finale episode will be international for everyone at once…the story is critical to carry the seeds or existence and creation are all coming together exactly as we are inspired for the Glory of God!

a fresh outpouring of the Holy Spirit

2025-06-09T14:14:00.002-04:00

Brothers, Christ has made us partakers in his mission to bring others into the fullness of divine life. As we come to the final day of our novena, on the eve of the great feast of Pentecost, let us ask him to help us see how he desires this mission to unfold in each of our lives. Let us pray for a fresh outpouring of the Holy Spirit, so that our lives may become living examples of the Gospel and bear fruit not only within us but also in the lives of those closest to us.

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Our personal mission is an extension of Christ’s mission to bring all people into the fullness of life in the Holy Trinity.

Grant, O merciful Father, that Thy Divine Spirit may enlighten, inflame and purify us, that He may penetrate us with His heavenly dew and make us fruitful in good works, through Our Lord Jesus Christ, Thy Son, Who with Thee, in the unity of the same Spirit, liveth and reigneth, one God, forever and ever. Amen.

But if you are led by the Spirit you are not under the law. Now the evil works of the flesh are plain: fornication, impurity, licentiousness, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, anger, selfishness, dissension, party spirit, envy, drunkenness, carousing, and the like. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such there is no law. And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.

If we live by the Spirit, let us also walk by the Spirit. Let us have no self-conceit, no provoking of one another, no envy of one another

The fruits of the Holy Spirit are the visible signs of His Presence and Action within us. The Church has traditionally identified twelve fruits based on St. Paul’s letter to the Galatians: charity, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, generosity, gentleness, faithfulness, modesty, self-control, and chastity. While some biblical manuscripts list only nine, the additional three are considered more specific expressions of the original nine.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What have you been doing today.

I work with Your Word everyday! I listened to the Exodus 90 readings twice and then this Stanley’s podcast. I did all my exercises, got on my bike and went out to beach. I got on the pier next to the volleyball and caught the Sunrise between the clouds. I was ready to bike home and stopped to send a video to Andy who asked people to meet him there. So then I biked back to my mangroves at 26th Ave N. and went swimming. I saw the sun coming up through the trees and got out of the water to do my prayers again with the full sun in my eyes. It’s really remarkable how I feel about this. Each time it’s getting tuned-up to a higher vibration, and I sense some shift and minor changes in what I’m doing and what to say or share when I’m teaching it.

What about since then.

I Love Your Word Dear Jesus. I almost stopped at Tripps for breakfast when biking home today. All I wanted to do was read and write. I got home and found half a bowl of fruit in the fridge. I added my seed mix and made some coffee to sit on my hammock to read and write more. I've been trying to understand my challenge before me. Yes, still reading and writing now on by cracked iPad Pro with my pen. It's always so funny to me, how I almost intentionally try to scribble worse and worse to get this ai-bot correction thingy to work better and better.

What about your challenge today?

Yes, I know Your Word or shared insight, was about my Kids and the Rosary . . . .Years ago I heard how they were closing the church store, and everything was half off. When I started to look my mom came in to ask me to send a Rosary to all her grandkids for Christmas. Course I was in tears tying to select rosaries for all our family. And now I wonder if anyone has them still. And I guess all that is relevant now is whether Chris has it or not.

This really is getting crazier and crazier every day. I try to stay focused on what is before me, but I know so much is changing and shifting all around us. And today is Pentecost Sunday where we celebrate the time when Jesus came to visit his disciples in Galilee and filled them with the HOLY SPIRIT . . . . I'm not sure what it all means for me now, except we are starting to recruit for the Men's Welcome Retreat weekend. So I was at Church early enough for the Sunrise. I made Coffee journaled a bit and then went into Mass. I stayed for the three morning masses and plan to go back at 5:30 to help again.

I've been asking for a more powerful experience of the HOLY SPIRIT. I said tongues of fire when meeting with Dick and it was nothing new for him, but I sense that the challenge before me will be significantly new and much more than I can understand now . . . What is remarkable for me now is that as I consider this, I recognize how I have always been inclined to lay my hands on those who were handicapped.

Yes, it is sorta a weird sensation to consider now, as I really have always had that experience or desire to reach out and just touch those in pain and stuck, or trapped in deformation. Wow, it's even a struggle to say and express what I've felt or done all of my life.

This is What we are preparing you for. More and more spirit will be coming through to you each day. This is a lot more than the capacity to heal and release people from bondage. You have seen images of a lot more than this.

I get it with your Word! It’s something that I find coming through to me a lot. Last night when my day was over and I was trying to relax. I sat down and found that Dallas had sent me a text about a live-stream including episode one from season five of The Chosen. That was just wonderful, I have seen it twice already I think. But I wanted to see it again and again anyway. I hadn’t known what Jesus had done at this time when coming into Jerusalem. It’s so weird to hear or see how Israel is fighting and killing people all over the world to get their country and temple back together. Course I’ve seen over and over again how they get closer and closer to having what they want, which will really mean the end of them all.

What do you mean?

I guess I’ve always seen that Jesus was already here with us, simply asking for Love and neighborly friendships to bring back the peace and joy we had in the Garden of Eden when it all started. So now anyone demanding some control and experience beyond this Word feels like a lie and deception that satan has created to allow more division and conflict. I mean, any race of people who think that their own conflict and arrogant destruction of another could ever be justified. It’s like the Jews decided Jesus was not real, so they could rationalize keeping the “eye for an eye” mentality for the continued death and destruction of others.

Where does this bring you now?

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. I am so grateful for this time we share and I really enjoy how you have invited your parents and even my own.

Even Moses took off his shoes

2025-05-24T08:43:00.019-04:00

Even Moses took off his shoes

Now again, I've been TOLD to speak out. And I realized it's about my work. In the privacy of my own home. For years I walked through models and software, almost supernaturally. And still I asked for all these spell checkers and AI features that are polluting everything now. Satan is getting more and more power as these technologies take people out, take us all out of our heart, take us out of our love. . .

What do you really want Son?

I want Your Flame of Love to Fill my heart. . . .

What did you hear about this yesterday Son?

I know, "it's already there," and when Dick said that yesterday, it was just like he said "the Sun is Up." I mean, something so obvious and clear to him, that it was not even thought about or considered. Of course the Sun is up, who would ever question that. So I know the obvious and so I realize again it's about me stepping into More. Everything is at my hands, and everyday things will become more important to keep in the Love of Christ. And this has really become crystal clear to me, as I've been recognizing how my blogging has shown me how much I am already in touch with God and Spirit at a very deep personal and intimate level.

I guess, I really always knew this, as my indestructible arrogance may have demonstrated. Like when I first did the Consecration to Mary, and it was clear that Mary and I talked together already. Recognizing the voice in the woods, who I’ve spoken to for years, as this beautiful Virgin. Where essentially it was clear that Mother Nature is the same as the Mother of Jesus . . . . . And again this recognition and acceptance of my place was very critical for me to continue moving forward.

What did you feel and learn yesterday Son?

I was able to feel the difference inside of my heart. As I spoke to Dick I remembered the Prayers with Marsha on the Prayerline, where I always start by saying "THANK YOU JESUS, FOR SHARING THIS MOMENT WITH US, FOR WE ALL KNOW WHEN TWO OR MORE COME TOGETHER, IN YOUR NAME; THAT YOU ARE WITH US. . . " Matthew 18:19-20 . . .

I start every Prayer with this, and then I've been ending with the Lord's Prayer, so it's getting more focused every day. And now again, I realize how much my word and experience still gets lost. Like today, I sent a note to a Welcome Team Brother to help him to open the Rosary on the Marian App. . . and when I read my text message to him later . . . the "devotion" button that I told him to use at the bottom of the app, was misspelled as "demotion"??? I mean, it's great to do spell checking, but when the complete meaning is reversed it's kinda obvious what the AI-Bot is up to . . . . I mean, I see that more and more all the time. Like all these models and data that get trapped and lost. . . minor little errors are set in just the right place to totally shift everything.

I bet that's what happened with my Son too!

Yesterday, I spent the whole morning trying to get another model. It was using existing GIS files, so I figured it would be easier. Then the file wouldn't unzip . . . The 32-bit archive errors came up over and over again, no matter what I tried. I finally got the Unzip App and opened the files to find the details were not there at all. So now I'm back to ModelMuse extract files to edit with QGIS . . . Yes closer and closer to something real. . .

What do you really want Son?

Please Dear Jesus fill me with Your Wisdom, Insight and Direction through this challenge before me . . . guide me to ask and seek Your Light in all the Actions and Steps I take moving forward today . . . IN the Name of Jesus, I pray, AMEN.

What do you really want Son?

I want to get something done today? If I need to work to get some income, so BE IT. If you want me to Pray and Study all the time, then You need to get rid of all my bills and expenses. Honestly, I can only do so much. Like the Sunrise this morning was a great idea, but all the bikes need repairs . . . there is nothing I can jump on and race off. . . I tried, and even fixed some, but it really needs new gears now, which is not a quick easy fix. . .

We always sorta laugh at all the things you struggle with. Like you now have 5 bikes outside in all stages of disrepair. And any one of them you could fix on your own with a little effort.

I was so happy when Larry fixed my bike. I went to meet Jim for lunch and must have gone down an alley or something, as I usually avoid the brick roads and anything that could mess with my tires. Of course, the next day I had a flat so I had to drive in to do the service for the mens group.

We have been asking you to write more. . . and work more. The advertisements you created are about done. And you still have no idea who they are for. This makes it difficult for you to post them to the right places for attracting your first visitors.

Yes, I guess that would help. I tried to make things clear and focused to read and understand. This made everything easy to read and follow. But I never really thought about the audience . . . .

What happened this last few weeks. . .

I know, it was really crazy. I got my grades in 6-A's and 6-B's. Then another University Provost called me to come lead their management team. WOW! So she asked me to give a ten minute presentation to her team and she wanted to schedule it within the week.

Wow, leadership, and management team. All I could think of was entrepreneurship and all that JJ had taught me and prepared me for. It was kinda weird as I prayed about it, I realized I could really present to do what I love. Not only lead students into management, but into entrepreneurship and seriously pursuing their passions. Of course then I thought of JJ's course I did and how much I inspired everyone to seek their own passions.

We made these for sources beyond you. Your Audience is significantly different than ours. And recognizing that your place has a lot more to do with moving things forward for Christ and His Love and Sharing beyond so much that everyone else considers. You have done what is necessary. Good Job!

I am grateful for these words of support. I'm perplexed at what I must do over and over again. And then I step into what I can do and accept this work before me. It is often beyond my understanding and work. But I accept and move forward. Like now, I need to return to completing my SEEL Exercises. . . for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Amen.

Truth be told, synchronicity and coincidence

2025-04-22T03:47:00.003-04:00

Truth be told, synchronicity and coincidence are irrelevant. What is really valid now is "WHAT I DO!" about all of this I see and understand . . . . .

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What you are doing is vital. You are accepting your place as servant, helping and loving others freely as you are led and inspired. It’s wicked intimidating for you, because most that you share is really beyond the understanding of many people. . . . Yes Kevin is correct your newest Welcome Witnessing focused on the new catholic community you have found is ideal. You are a driving force here and now, which requires you to accept your place more assuredly.

I had another job this morning. And Mike called about meeting to help with another model. And I’ve also gotten another invite now. It seems like I’m being pulled into more and I’m not sure how I feel about it. I spoke to Bill today too, and felt like I might be experiencing a windfall shortly. I’ve felt this before as well. I’m not really sure what it means or whether I need to address anything. It’s like I know I need to step back and allow things to flow more freely in Spirit and come together before pushing and planning. I realize I am better to just follow instead of planning anything. It’s not easy anymore. . .

We have to guide you carefully and be sure it all works.

I get it, and I’m kinda perplexed as usual. I mean, so many things have lined up and appeared out of no where. Whether I explore how awesome it is to have a professional Chef show up. But he’s also a Health Nut and serious about real health and a real diet. Then He also understood my Sun Ritual and has a higher Vibration already. It’s like I’m gifted into a better place each day, and more has been coming together for me here. I know things are shifting, and I know I’m on he leading edge, as usual. But what I don’t know is what I “should do” and maybe what I should “NOT DO”.

What you are doing now, in inviting the Trinity is really opening so much more for you.

I get it, and feel really gifted and excited to move forward, but really do not know exactly what that means. Please dearest lord Jesus, provide me further clarity on my priorities and directions.

What you are studying in discernment is critical. You have always trusted everyone and been pulled into circumstances that interfered with your progress. Accepting your gifts and abilities to step beyond limitations is a powerful asset. You know who you are and how you can more and make things work. Discernment will help you to focus on priorities!

I know, more lessons, more conscious learning, and simple steps forward . . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

thoughts about GOD’s guidance

2025-04-01T20:14:00.025-04:00

Thank You Saint Mary, Saint Joseph and Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What you have done now is really stepping more powerfully into your truth. It’s great that you realized how important it is for you to listen to “every” Word that you hear from Us. Last night you learned how you can easily shift from “asking” to “ego.” You had the powerful experience when leaving church that you needed to share more with someone. . .

You could sense this . . . It became obvious to you very quickly. You recognized that you had some other responsibility to help someone and you stopped to ask for directions. Then you questioned the “directions” you received. . . and You accepted this new understanding. Then you took the next steps to stop and turn around. Yes, you were just over the bridge, about halfway home before you accepted the guidance to return to church . . . Cute picture, wonderful insight and important follow through.

However, as you returned to the church, you knew you were going into the Rosary Chapel and had given John the six new rosary cards you had left there to share with others. Thus, you were told to grab one of your books for more extra Rosary cards. You had the small biking journal and the bigger leather journal with you. However, you rushed and you were told to take one, but you chose the take the one that was more convenient, instead of seeking clarity. When you got inside, you sat to share in the Rosary. Then you discovered the bike journal only had the smaller older prints, instead of the newer plastic cards that you had made. This slight misstep was very significant, because you DID NOT listen.

You were careful and considerate, listening as best as you could to start. And you asked for guidance and decided to give her the cards that you had. This allowed you to speak with her, and you accepted the guidance to ask her to ice cream. Clearly, you never thought about this guidance very much, as you didn’t even know the name of the ice cream parlor. Instead you then stuttered and even bragged about the cards you made for the men’s group to do the rosary. You lost touch, listening only halfway, and NOT seeking clarity, but you were caught by her beauty and completely missed all additional guidance.

Yes, you realized “PlantLove” was a great suggestion; however, you never stopped and focused as clearly as you had in the car when you turned around . . . You were caught in the physical separated from spirit and it is important now for you to understand this more deeply.

I couldn’t help it. She was so sweet and polite the first time we met. She is from Cincinnati like Boddie and started to volunteer with the LifeTeen youth group on the same day that I had started! So the synergy between us was very obvious to me. And I know I need to be reaching out more and getting more engaged in our community. Then when I was about to leave, she commented in front of everyone, how she liked my sweatshirt, that I had just put on for my bike ride home. I knew I needed to connect more. Boddie and Larry have been sharing more and more at higher vibrations with me, recognizing how much power and focus we have in this space … that makes it clear we have a lot of opportunities to develop and explore, so clearly there is a lot more here that I need to accept and engage with.

We have not stopped you. And it was our efforts that got you to seek more guidance to stop to turn around your truck. What we are now addressing is how quickly you lost touch with this deeper guidance when you were present with her.

I know, I’m Sorry. . . Please Forgive me Dear Jesus, Saint Mary and Saint Joseph! I know there are guardian angels here with me all the time and likely my mom Ely, Judy, Joni, Dawn and Joyce. . . lol. . . Wow lots of awesome dead women that still haunt me. I’m sorry, no disrespect, but I am just laughing at this scenario. I remember when Joni was dying, and she came and asked me if I knew we could make it or not . . . . Ok lol, I’m laughing again. I mean she knocked me down the stairs, and I looked up at her family pictures on the wall, so I knew I had to tell her something as she was leaving Earth, and her daughter was working for me . . . . And it was all about women pulling us all through!!!

Yes I now sent another email to a hundred people with the links to this Unity Patent, that no one reads or understands. Everyone gets caught in the details, while this is at a very high vibration, all conceptual about Love, where only one statement maters, as circled here at right:

What you did was exactly what we asked you to do. And you noticed how the Wi-Fi choked, and then all your devices had to get updates. Then you even were attacked by mosquitoes. . . Showing how desperate satan was to distract and interfere with you.

6:50am 4/4/2025 I have so much happening with me again. I try not to question, and I work to stay present and real with my immediate moments. Now, it is time for church at Saint Pauls again. And when I arrived the gates were still locked. So when I was leaving I saw the grounds guy in his gulfcart talking with the “School Resource Officer”. . . Yea easy prays for me: “HEY GUYS, you need to open the gates before 7am” . . .

Grounds guy, just laughed. Wow the Cop was so cool. He told me how I was on school property, not church property, and that it was all locked up and off-limits 9pm-8am . . . WHAT? And he started to tell me what was on the property. So I asked if they had a map or something they could send me. .

My Screen Shot Originals

. NOPE!

Oh, and I have this new iPad, yea that I just brought with me to Church, randomly following You Guidance again. YES, last week cleaning my Mac Pro Desktop again, I found the password prints from STARS2KIMXENA and STARS2WKEITH for the two new machines I hadn’t used yet . . WOW. SO I called Apple tech support and the guy walked me through them. I had the passwords for each J4$*****, do I was able to reset them with my own ID, and they each opened, and got reformatted and started the new software updates. . . So I set one from the iPad Backup online, and the 2nd with the iPadPro Backup. . .

So now, I’ve got one of these new iPads with the pretty perfect keyboard, and the pretty perfect pens with me at church…. lol, following guidance. . . WOW, I have never walked over with only this and my iPhone to church before. . . . And grateful to use it!

What about the cop?

I forgot. . . Yes, so I opened the maps, snapped a screenshot, and Fantasy 101 !

What did you flash to now . . . .

I realized how much of Your Power and clarity are coming through to me each moment . . . .

We have been running out of time. There is too much that is happening here and the greed and selfishness is interfering more and more. The power and focus of your place will be more and more clear to those around you . . . As you continue to attract those at a similar vibration. . . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

If no one is ready, then you step and love the best you can

2025-03-17T13:14:00.003-04:00

8am 3/3/2025 Green Schools Conference I think I’m the only person here from St Pete College. I don’t think anyone else is here yet. And it’s just kinda weird. I drove in with one of my students. 15th year of the Green Schools Conference. Where Leanna M. Albareda, Ed.D is speaking about the goals and progress of there program and goals. H.Ribeiro spoke about the critical needs for youth empowerment and support, through the intersection of social justice and climate change issues, where we need to support sustainable agriculture and the transition away from fossil-fuels . . . . especially to support youth with conferences and mentorship’s with experienced leaders. Youth Voices are powerful, especially after we expand activist protections. OCPS green schools expo presentations were great . . . 2/2025 HANDS ON LEARNING IS KEY!

Adults must lead by examples . . . Adults must demonstrate this action. Some of the OCPS Schools are raising lettuce to feed the Manatees at SeaWorld including School Gardens, recycling clothing and providing share tables for redistributions. Arbor Ridge Schools uses mentors helping the kids be successful farmers and even has chickens in their courtyards. Seven Green Wise Ribbons Awards have been earned to boost the academic achievement and community engagement. 20 years of established butterfly gardens has reduce costs, engage community, 20 new electric buses. Sunrise Elementary has a Garden, Chickens, Butterfly gardens, where they are harvesting eggs. We need to build resilient graduates by finding common grounds between community members, ZELLWOOD ELEMENTARY SCHOOL has an OCPS YouTube: Orange County Public Schools talk about the county Sustainability 2030 Plan.

Today we are standing on Miccosukee lands. The Miccosukee are a Native American tribe in Florida. For more insight on these local Indians . . . See USF library of Native People’s.

I’m at another conference with St Pete College for the USGBC, which is desperate with Trump cutting everything. Course, I agree with most of his cuts . . . Florida USGBC policy credits supporting SB 48 & HB 143 Resilient Buildings, check out Atlanta Comprehensive Community Development Plan. Next speaker Hamoda Yousseff, ClimateFirst sustainability financing . . . . .

It’s interesting to listen and respond to the people that are here presenting and doing things. I’ve tried to stay engaged, but kinda know about most of this already, and know why things are not changing or moving the way they want it to.

This study is nine weeks. We need another week of mediative prayer: No ego, No resistance, as life’s designed to maintain the courage to persevere and seek more good to pursue love and understanding and the implementation as we pray for these things in Your most loving son’s name; Jesus Christ and the Your Holy Spirit amen. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What do you think this is about?

I guess I’m reading it now as Tony it’s on his way over. I copied the first paragraph into a TXT to him. I realized how he could easily be the next STARS Board Member! I’m always thinking someone else could solve everything for me. Like I need someone else to help? I can’t seem to do anything alone.

But now I’m, here in my house alone, and I know its all about this time with you>

We have been very clear with you about BEING. you have so much Love and Peace to share. Each moment you inspire and lead people. There is nothing wrong with this. Some are ready and some will run and hide. It’s never a problem. It’s always a blessing. . . Truth flows through you, and you need to trust it

I’m feeling it’s about time for me to step outside again. . . I love my space and life so much. It’s always a JOY filled with Love and Peace all the time. . . . People are always happy to see or share anything I can offer. I’m just never sure where to start. . .

We have set it up for you. You really don’t need anything. When someone is ready to engage you can make it happen. If no one is ready, then you step and love the best you can. . . It’s a lot easier than you think. Stop second-guessing yourself. Truth the instinct you have and BE at Peace with whatever shows up. You are always ready and always strong through these things…. It’s very easy..

I know you’ve told me that, all of my life. I’m always falling into the easiest things possible, and change lives! I never know who or what it’s all about, nor do I understand it very much at times.

What is important is that you are growing. you know you are allowing the Love of God to FLOW through you and you know it’s a lot easier than ever. It’s never too much, and you are always ready to step through things. Do not worry or concern yourself. Just trust what you are sharing and allow things to be. . . .

I have to start again with the story of Keith. Uhg, what a pain. But I guess that where it all started. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

fatal motorcycle crash at 90 mph

2025-02-23T07:49:00.029-05:00

So the College gave me another AI tool, so I asked it to rewrite my story again:

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I'm not sure how I follow up on this. I'm really intimidated by this power and focus that has been coming through for me stronger and stronger, but I realize now it’s all stacked in my favor. The latest Chosen Trailer for Season Five came out today, and it’s got me in tears. Then I’m cleaning up my computers again. I spent weeks moving things off of my laptop, and now they are going onto my Desktop, or I’m sorting and clearing my Desktop to make the space worth and the backups sound. Of course, as I write this now and reread my thoughts, I realize there is still a lot to do.

What’s more remarkable than anything is that I’m now using the same keyboard of the Desktop and the iPad, switching back and forth easily and quickly. And I’ve also got my little iPad with its Magic Keyboard working too . . . WOW!

I knew I needed to write, and only had this journal in my leather case. When Chris and Claudia were in town for the wedding, I asked if he was using it, nope, but he had the little leather wallet in his pocket. SO WOW, I went back to read something and took this picture and copied out the text:

2/19/2022 11:27:22 pm
Please Dear Jesus Share Your SPIRIT OF TRUTH completely within my Beingness to Fully SAY and share all that you have set into place for me. I am so grateful to see and understand your WILL AND Desire for my experience. I know I am here for you and I accept that I will become a teacher and healer.

We have been very clear and strong about what was ahead of you. It’s important you accept this and step into it more deeply because people really need your loving guidance. You will find that those who need you, will find you. This sort of happened with AirBnB already, and will become clearer and stronger as you step into your truth.

It was kind of neat how I took a picture of this page out of my journal, and then selected the text from the picture on my iPhone, and copied it into my blog. It was like 80 to 90% accurate too. I was surprised, so I guess that means I can pull out more and more of my old journal pages to share on the blog. Yes, I know this was likely your intention anyway.

We have been making this easier and easier for you. Each day the technology gets closer and closer to your intentions when you first started. Recognize this power and focus that you carry is a lot deeper and stronger than what is obvious and simple. Remember you are multi-dimensional and created in the Image of God. Each of us have an identity as a priest, to be a connecting point between God and people. You mediate God to your children and all those who you encounter. As God is always with you, and you bring this love to others.

I’m trying to accept and step into this more each day. I realize how much more I can do and have been moving into things more each day. It’s a challenge, and I feel like I’m moving slowly. But I also recognize how much more I can share and bring forward to others.

What did you find now?

It’s so weird, but my server is down. For years and years I’ve seen things live online all the time, and now finally I get ready to start editing it all again and it’s gone!?!?! Wow, what a trip is that. It makes me think I’ve been going the wrong way again, thinking or planning to do something that’s not realistic, or not set in line with God as it needs to be. . .

Of course now 5:08pm 2/25/25 as I write again the server is up again. I got a note from him and it has been over twenty years now. . .

What happened today?

I know, I got a message in the Buddha Badass book chat that’s over 5 years old. Of course, responding to the chat, I found someone trapped in the Covid nightmare! She is deep discovering her Spiritual Freedom and creating her own life over again. I mentioned how I could really cure most anything since all disease in ManMade anyway. And she asked if I was still doing ABB. OH NO, well not ABB but I still have the space and need to post a new page for classes, training, healing, and gardening.

I got home from filling up my truck again and church and all, and ran inside to redo the web. Wow, It open right up, I could copy things out and updated two or three programs. But Dreamweaver wouldn’t download or install, something I tried over and over again. . . OH, so I’m not ready to edit I guess.

What did you do at church?

Oh it’s Tuesday, so we had the men’s group and I was there by 6am to make coffee. And got it all set and walked into the church before anyone was there. I sat in the back row and started praying: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, . . . Oh forgot: I’m Sorry, Please Forgive me, Thank You, I Love You. . . .

I added two phrases from the Hawaiian Ho'oponopono that I found yesterday. . . You see I went back to find my LENT thing where I started after my dad left 8/2020, so I was ready back there: http://journal2mygod.blogspot.com/2020/07/

What was it this morning ???

I know it wasn’t just adding the apology and gratitude, it was doing all four phrases for Lord Jesus, Saint Mary, and Saint Joseph. . . That was what was wicked cool I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

It's GOD doing this

2025-02-12T08:45:00.018-05:00

What is a servant of God, We all are, as chosen by God here for “something?”

True Ministry or True Service is not something we do for God, it's something God Does through us. See 1 Thessalonians 5:24

It's always what God will do through us, no matter what we are called to do. God will enable it through us to get it all done when we accepted Christ into our Hearts.

It's GOD doing this, not me, we have to remember to be humble, and allow the Lord to Work Through us, where all work is for the Glory of God. Always in God's Will, not my choice for place, times, service, no matter what, as it's all for God to do. Whatever God calls you to,

Keys to success https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-keys-to-success-part-2

1) It is not what we do for god, It is God who works through us. God Lives through US! Philippians 2:13

2) No matter who is the object of our service, it is the Lord we serve - - - always do your best! Ephesians 6:5.…

And again this is all hitting me like spades. . . . Ok usually in cards getting hit with spades means you are getting hit over and over again with the same suit of cards . . . Like now you have all the spades in the deck . . . Like I’m not sure what I’m doing but getting more and more of the same . . . I’m ready to go to bed. . .

Always take the tasks before you to heart, to do it seriously. . . as I do this now. . . uhg, putting all these ideas into a blog, when Charles Stanley is talking about delivering newspapers in the snow and rain. . . as each one, was a delivery for Jesus, Each one is a task for Jesus. . . do your best, do work "heartily."

3) We serve out of spirituality gift, not out of our natural talent Romans 12:5,

We all have our gifts, and we might be skilled and able to do all sorts, but there is one Gift of God, where we must step in and be responsible for whatever is necessary to do what God ASKS . . . Actions in Humility to do Whatever God has lead us into. . . trusting and Knowing God will lead and guide us through.

4) you cannot serve god and yourself at the same time. Luke 16:13

5) Realize when real ministry takes place, When Divine resources meets Human need . . . be awareness of need, servant must be available, and rely on God within to serve as needed . . . for Servanthood means awareness of opportunity, and available to step-in, and rely on God to be productive servant.. . where, when, how-much,

serve out of spirituality of humility who much is given, much is required, serve in love and devotion

You are not ready until the Holy Spirit of God is alive and dwelling inside of you!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is the real service here. It's what you share with others, where others can feel this real connection to you. It's so much more than getting another book or screen. It is always getting easier and faster, so now where is the next step? Fix your eyes on Jesus. . .

I get it more than ever, as I started this morning before dawn!

What about now . . 9:17:43am 2/13/2025 at Lisettes’s recognizing that

Identified forms of prayer:

1) Blessing and Adoration: CCC 2626 receive and return blessing, ccc 2628 due God alone Latria

Hyperdulia for Mary, Dulia to Saints

2) Petition: pleading to father,

3) Intercessions Prayer: ask for someone else, in ccc2634, Romans8:26

4).Thanksgiving and give thanks in all circumstances. . . Jesus I trust in You. Acknowledge God as GOD! Create right relationships, trusting, God Knows best, ccc1360 Eucharist as Thanksgiving

5) Praise: honor God for Being, ccc 2639 Praise is right for relationship

Vocal, Meditative, Contemplative Prayer

Psalms 51:15 prayers, inbody person into Spirit, expressing through the body, ccc2704 Vocal Prayer leads to Contemplative. . . Prayer is lifeline to God, using the voice makes it so much stronger .

What you have done now is allowed more people to peek into the experiences you are having. Everything about the culture and system is fighting to stay away from the truth that you are. It simply is your being and experience, you have stepped so much beyond the systems that others are really trapped in. Getting to where you are comfortable to share more is very important as you are stepping into experiences that most people only read about. To share and speak about these experiences with your peers and others really brings many more people to higher consciousness.

I know it’s about Love. I’m always in tears when I see this:

And being clear and strong about the active experience is what I am able to do now. I sometimes wonder. Like now sitting alone in HOOK’s after Jim and I met for lunch. I convinced him to let me pay for lunch this time. He laughed about it, but let me! I did get the college payment finally, so I’m thrilled. As it’s been a while since the last one. . . I feel like I need to apply to some more positions around, and really have not been happy with any of the online services out there. I enjoyed a video interview, but I’m sure I was too casual or too hairy and goofy. I’ve been cleaning up instead and really have a lot more to do. I’m having dinner with my Dad tonight, so I’m wondering about this. Seeing my brothers always seems so useless. . . . But I go to honor my dad, and Sharon I guess. It’s funny, as I remember meeting Sharon for the first time at a pool party for my kids.

What did you do now?

I checked the map to visit my dad tonight and the fastest way has sifted from 275 the whole way to Hwy 60 instead. Yes, it’s only 4pm now and dinner is not until 6:30pm. At lunch Jim asked why I see them at all, if they always have treated me like shit. Lol, I should have asked Kim that, or myth own kids. I was surprised to hear from Chris that he hadn’t seen my brothers in years!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.