Purple Clouds

2011-05-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!

The future musical orchestra...XD

2011-03-27T18:35:00.001+08:00

Nowadays, lots of people are using Iphone and Ipad.

If you are one of them, have you ever wondered how far they can go by using apple product?

I found this video on musical orchestra formed by using apple products..XD

and would like to share with you.

Hope you enjoy it.=)

Who miss bloggerunited?

2011-03-27T01:21:00.002+08:00

Blogger United has been down for almost one year now...

hey! where are you, blogger united?

I really lost of motivation to blog after that.(What an excuse! LOLX)

Before this, I was hoping that it is only temporary closed for maintenance or technical problems. But after one year, I believe its quite impossible for the website to come back already.

Sad... ='(

Anyone here miss blogger united as much as I do?
I believe there are...=)

Beanie Hat for BB

2011-03-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

BB(my nephew) birthday will be 2moro.

So I was thinking to handmade a beanie hat for bb.

This will be my first time, so I have to learn from basic crochet.

Luckily, its not so difficult.

All thanks to videos for beginner from Teresa.=)

1st: I will need the material..

Ohya, just in case if you wan to find cheap yarns, its only RM5 each at Daiso Japan..=)

Here is the progress....

Hehe... Its not complete yet...

Hope that I can complete it as soon as possible..for BB..=)

I miss BB d... =')

彩虹的家

2011-02-14T03:38:00.002+08:00

在雨中撑着一把伞
泪流的是那么疯狂
这黑夜多漫长
只有风儿陪伴去寻找梦想的地方
掩饰着所有的不安
想靠在你肩膀
细诉我的情感

曙光可为我疗伤
雨下后会不会一样
这段路有很多急转弯
手握着手说不要慌张

你看到彩虹的家
在心中有没有答案
所有的事别往心里转
走出黑暗面对着变化

勇敢实现走到天边
背包藏着对你的思念
和你拥抱那一瞬间
就算昨天（就算明天）
永远永远都不会改变

Belief, the best respect for yourself

2010-12-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

The journey down the road called life.
Its not that smooth,
Often, I have chosen the road not taken.
Sounds wise, but its not as easy.

Its like standing in the middle of darkness,
where there is neither direction nor clue to the destination

Its like alien living in the human world.
There is no choices
and there is no right or wrong.

When you are happy,
You'll have no one to share it
When you are sad,
You'll have no one to understand it

At times you'll feel lonely,
But it chills more
when you realized the crowd is not of the same path.

BUT!
Live it your own way
Bear with it.
Go through it
No one might understand you,
but still believe it.
Because only then, you are yourself.

Belief, the best respect for yourself.. =)

~julieksy88~

A tiny little improvement

2010-11-12T04:21:00.001+08:00

When things doesn't happen the way I wanted it to be,
all negatives feeling comes in.

Disappointed, anger, and sad.

My way to handle this, I decided to go home and take a nap in the afternoon because I really don't want to vent my anger to anyone. Besides, after few months of insufficient sleep hours, and hectic lifestyle, I need to cool down my engines....XD
Luckily managed to wake up like nothing happened...=)

Even though I wish my efforts to be appreciated but I'm kinda relieved to realize that result is not that important after all. Since young, people told me on how results can make difference in my future life, but non can assure me how long in the future I will actually exist. So why don't live my life the fullest for today and for the very moment. Of course, this doesn't mean that we can waste our time with useless stuff but spending time more meaningfully, every single seconds of it.

In the end, when I get my actual result, it doesn't feels that bad after all. Its not the front row result and neither there's any improvement from the previous semester but when you already experienced the worst, a slight better is already an improvement and this gives a little sense of satisfaction that envelopes a big joy.

Somehow, I'm quite surprised how I managed to suppress my own feelings, today. Before this, I'm marked as the most emotional person, and worst of all, with my bad tempered and uncensored mouth. I remembered pin pointing my primary school teacher in front of class for wrong exam marking, shouting at my secondary school teacher for her insults, slap people and not to mention countless times of break down crying case... Sorry for my ignorance back then.. I wouldn't regret it as that is the growing process that I had gone through. But all this teaches me how to be a better person. Thanks, all of you are great gurus to my life.

There are lots of things happening that might spoil our mood. But it is actually our own choice, whether we want our day to be more enjoyable.. or filled with anger and disappointment..=)

I had tried my best, so no regrets.. They decide my grades, but I settle on my own happiness.

A place I wish to go back to...

2010-10-09T02:13:00.002+08:00

Labuan & Labuan Matricualtion College.

A place I wish to go back to...

This is the place that teach me what is called homesick.

Back then,

we complained about the freedom...

we complained about the hygiene of the cafeteria...

Then we complained about the long study hours...

not to be able to online...

no water(I have yet to experience that)

and of course some lecturers as well... XD

and the list continues on.

But when I look back, I feel great to have experienced all this!

I miss the chocolates and wines, all you can buy (as if money is never the issue)

One night at the airport, to catch up with the early flight the next day...

and lucky that the safety patrons allow us to stay inside the airport(It was not open 24 hours)

And also the lecturers, Not only Mr Ahmad Hazeri (Me and Neeping's Fav..=)) But the whole list that we don't manage to snap photos with.

The Sunday mass I attend so frequently despite the inconvenience in transports.

The best night view at the "dataran" where we love to bring our guitar to and loiter around,

The green colored Bus(Van) we use to go to city area,

The little mart that sells nothing we need, yet we still go there...

The one and the only shopping centre with the weird name and the barber shop on the 1st Floor where I can experience the so called flying haircut... XD

Buffet at Manja Rasa while enjoying the nice night view

The Auntie selling Ais Kacang(Without sugar) at the bus stop

The beach, so peaceful...and beautiful in my memory,

The express boat from KK that caused me to vomit countless time until the uncle shout "Plastic Dah Habis La!"

The food poisoning that make me realize how important are friends and also Felos...=)

The friends that play, study, and quarrel together, where are all of you now? I want to squeeze in a room and watch movie again. It is much better then watching movie at the cinema!

The activities, back then, everything was planned by lecturers, we need to do nothing but to enjoy it...

and I appreciate it a lot.

Back then, RM3000 for the whole year seems to be a lot! Then why I never have enough money to spend now??

Everything seems so harmless back then, but we never appreciate it,

Until we left the college, and realized it means a lot!

I miss Labuan...

我不知道

2010-10-04T20:14:00.001+08:00

Recently, I'm so so addicted with this song,

Don't know what is the reason.

Love it, the song, especially the lyric...

Can't find the mv...=(

唐笑-我不知道

作曲：肖飞作词：肖飞唐笑
制作：山野

你的身上有不属于我的味道
我以为是我自寻烦恼
我的亲吻只能留在你的嘴角
我以为这是你习惯的好
可在你转过身的街角
我看见她躲在了你的怀里大声笑
我不知道
你已经有了她的好
她已经有了你依靠
你们的白头偕老我一直都不知道
我不知道
我已经付出了我所有的微笑
你不爱我我却不知道

电话一直没再出现你的呼叫
我以为太多的工作你放不掉
我已准备好要给你我所有的好
我以为这就是你最想要
镜子里的我在微笑
但为什么有眼泪顺着嘴角一直掉
我不知道
你已经有了她的好
她已经有了你依靠
你们的白头偕老我一直都不知道
我不知道
我已经付出了我所有的微笑
你不爱我我却不知道
我不知道我以为我们会很好
我以为我有很重要
我以为我的眼泪不会再为你掉
我不知道
我原来一直都在孤独的奔跑
你不爱我我却不知道
你不爱我我现在才知道.

Julie

29 September 2010

2010-09-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

"Success is not measured by how great you are,
but how much improvement you have done to your life."

=)
~julieksy88~

你好! Greeting from Shanghai! =)

2010-09-22T20:28:00.008+08:00

Just come back from Shanghai a few days ago.

8days trip around Shanghai-Suzhou-Qiang Dao Hu-Hangzhou

Its a super duper expensive trip for me. Especially when I'm in tight budget!

However, the sceneries, buildings, meals and hotels really worth that much!

Beautiful misty sceneries of Xi Tang!

Surrounded by historical building, architecture built all around the lake.

Luxurious hotel rooms!

But I hate moving from one hotel to another. Damn tiring!

Amazing architectures!

The shi bo you, the most expensive among all the buildings in the expo.

And not to forget! Lots of foodssssssssss!!

It's a blessing to be able to have a meal with someone you love.

Wish that I have time to edit the photos and write about them. But, still have lots of submission to catch up with.

So do wait for my coming post on the trip!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Getting emo and tired..

Aaargh...!! I wish everything can be as simple as possible.

Family to be truly family.

Friends to be truly friends.

and that's it!

People say it normal to get a bit emo during full moon ya...=P

So, Happy Mid-autumn Festival ya!

~juliekiing~

The "concrete" jungle

2010-09-09T19:00:00.004+08:00

Everyone have their own chapter of life...
With different storyline.
In the storyline is their dreams, hopes and believes,
that belongs solely to themselves.

I dream to live in peaceful condition,
where there is no war, no racial issues, no family issues, no rush...etc..
It's like living in a thick jungle,
where there is no competition, no temptation, and no comparison, thus, there is no right or wrong.

But reality is ugly.
Next to the green jungle is a piece of concrete jungle,
where everyone is competing with each other.

Everyone wants to climb higher, so they kick someone down.
Everyone wants to own something that belongs to themselves, so they snatch it from other people.
Everyone wants a recognition for their dream, hope and believe.

Is that a matter of pride?
Or stress that force us to be like that?

No one dreams to hurt other people (unless they are psycho),
However, in the process of achieving their own dreams, hope or make believe,
Some people get hurt..
War and discrimination happens.

Worth it or not?
Its our own selfish judgment.

May be we should stand on other peoples position,
and we might understand wheres the boundary.
The boundary where we should feel satisfied with what we already have.
It's where we should stop and help other people with their dreams instead.

=)
~juliekiing~

Pejamust

2010-08-05T04:28:00.009+08:00

I just came back from a nice event organized by Vitrovius(2nd year archi students).

Malam silaturahim with the theme of

Pejamust...

Yea... You guess it right, the dress code of this event are pajamas.

I was excited thinking of what to wear to this event as this could be quite interesting to see everyone in before sleep setting as architecture students always lack of time to sleep....=) and they can sleep anywhere they want...XD

And I love the way they decorate the surroundings.. Great efforts from Vitrovius..

Just when it reach the day, I received 2 bad news..

One is that, the HEP(Hal Ehwal Pelajar) forbid us from using pajamas as a dress code for the events. Reasons are not stated, but well, most of them still dress in pajamas.

The second which is also the worst is that, our studio class had been postponed again and the replacement is exactly the time of the event to start.

Thus, all I can do is to attend the event after my class.

I thought I could catch up with at least half of the event, but I was wrong...

When I reach there, the event has almost come to the ending. I only managed to catch up with the closing performance, "the shadow dance" which is quite interesting. I bet they have spend quite some time practicing for the performance.

Love it...

since I was there, I manage to camwhore with some of my coursemate..

...who are rich with expressions...

Lolx... I have no idea what they are doing... Dancing perhaps...XD

3 cool guys...XD

Wey!! Don't bite my teddy..=D

Cheers...^^

lovely couple..so sweet..^^

Camwhore can happen anyplace, even at the staircase...XD

Last but not least, Congrates to Vitrovius for a successful event...=)

Love,

~julie~

One of my Favourite Shopping list...

2010-08-05T00:54:00.010+08:00

Added few more bags into my collection....Ta daaa.....

I like the way they design the surface...

New camera bag,

New laptop bag...Free from Jusco redemption...XD

this one I bought when I was having internship in Singapore,

Too bad... the fake leather starts to peal off already....

My little bags family...XD

So happy... but I should stop buying those bags, even thought all the bags I bought is not branded or expensive...

Need to save some money so that I can spend it when I go to Shanghai...=)

Love,

~julie~

Etude House...

2010-07-31T18:12:00.009+08:00

Window shopping yesterday and accidentally stepped into Etude House..

and accidentally spend some money again... on something which I don't really need...

Nail polish...

base coat, top coat, milky pink, milky blue, milky yellow, and milky purple...

Lols... all the milky collections...

The very first time I stepped into Etude house was due to the free gift they are giving away...

That pinkish pencil

And also the mystery box which I was curious about the contains...

It's only a box of facial cotton anyway...=]

Going to get milky orange and also milky green so that I will have a complete collection of milky rainbow colour... XD

Haha... soo messy... gonna clean it off...

[='( my fingers are so short and plump...]

This might be just a very small collection by many people...

But I seldom use nail polish...

May be I'm just going to collect this cute little bottles in the cupboard...XD

[Julie!! go and do your works!!]

~Julie~

29th July 2010

2010-07-29T23:16:00.005+08:00

Yes, girls are complicated...

At times, I don't want to clarify anything at all...

I get angry at that very moment

Then, the anger transformed into disappointment...

disappointed at my own foolishness...Yea, I feel foolish

Just feels too tired to explain anything.

All the misunderstanding,

and I don't need to tell the world that it's not my fault,

If they know me well, they will trust me and I really appreciate that...

If they don't trust me, then why shall I care?

It won't give any difference whether I explain it or not.

Explanations will only make the situation worst with all the salt, pepper, ketchup or chili powder added by other people after that..

So why do I bother when people doubt me?

Just let it be...

So (you know who you are) please don't ask me to clarify things anymore, and I'm really glad that you trust me even without knowing the situations.

and for those who "spill the paints and pretend nothing happened"

Time can prove everything.

May God bless you...

Smile

~Julie~

Slow dance...

2010-07-25T23:51:00.009+08:00

This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer..

It's about life,

I find it very meaningful, and would like to share with everyone.

Slow Dance

你是否曾經看過孩子玩旋轉木馬?

Have you ever watched kids on Merry Go Round?

或傾聽大雨打落在地上的聲音?

or listen to the rain slapping on the ground?

曾經追著飄乎不定地飛著的蝴蝶?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

或凝視著太陽在夜色中漸漸褪色?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

你最好慢下你的腳步

You better slow down.

不要舞的太快

Don't dance too fast

時間短暫

Time is short.

音樂不會永不停止

The music won't last.

你是否用飛的度過每一天

Do you run through each day on the fly?

當你問自己”你好嗎”?

When you ask "how are you?"

你有聽到回答嗎?

Do you hear the reply?

當一天結束的時候，

When the day is done,

你是否躺在床上

Do you lie in your bed

仍是滿腦袋思考著上百件例行工作事項?

With the next hundred chores running through your head?

你最好慢下你的腳步

You better slow down

不要舞的太快

Don't dance too fast

時間短暫

Time is short.

音樂不會永不停止

The music won't last.

是否曾經告訴你的孩子

Ever told your child,

我們留到明天再做?

We'll do it tomorrow?

而在你的匆忙之中

And in your haste,

沒看到他的悲傷?

Not see his sorrow?

是否曾因沒有聯繫,

Ever lost touch

而失去很好的友誼?

Let a good friendship die

就因為你總是沒有時間

Cause you never had time

撥個電話說聲”嗨”

To call and say "Hi",

你最好慢下你的腳步

You better slow down.

不要舞的太快

Don't dance too fast

時間短暫

Time is short.

音樂不會永不停止

The music won't last.

當你急著快點到達某處的時候

When you run so fast to get somewhere

你也錯過了途中一半的樂趣

You miss half the fun of getting there

當你憂心並急著度過你的日子

When you worry and hurry through your day,

像是一件未開的禮物...

It is like an unopened gift...

就這樣被丟棄

Thrown away

生命不是在...

Life is not a...

比賽

race

確實的慢下來

Do take it slower

聽聽...

Hear the...

音樂

music

在音樂結束之前。

Before the song is over.

Are you going to apply this to your life.

As for me, I tried and will keep on trying,

and I believe that all we need is a reminder when we forget it in the busy daily life.

To slow down our pace so that we won't regret the moments we have missed out.

What is breakfast + lunch + dinner?

2010-07-25T18:12:00.007+08:00

The very Unhealthy meal I cook for myself today...^^

The cheesy angel hair pasta with meatballs.. Yummy...

My favourite lamb chop with egg....

Love it...XD

最简单的快乐

2010-07-23T13:57:00.003+08:00

有午餐吃，也是很幸福的一件事。。。

最简单的快乐，

很简单，也很快乐。。。=)

Yummy... "Apam Balik"

Currypuff... soooo crispy...XD

and my lunchbox....

Oppsssssssss... Too full....

Nightmare...

2010-07-07T02:12:00.003+08:00

I bet everyone have their own nightmare...

Me too...

But, how can I call that a nightmare when I can't even fall asleep whenever I think about it?

Wish me good luck..

A guilty slack-off

2010-04-23T00:14:00.010+08:00

You know why I'm so free to blog right now?

I'm having a 2 weeks holiday right now!

Apart from blogging, all I do is sleeping, online, eating, ohya...and become nanny to bb(my nephew)
-want to see the photos? stay tuned for my next blog post...

Actually, I shouldn't be so free as I need to prepare myself for the internship that coming soon after I return to Johore.

The 3rd semester of the year requires me to find a company to do internship.
I have chosen a company in Singapore and have to work there for the next 2 months.

For the past few months, I had been rushing to and fro Singapore to complete all the procedures for internship, interviews, preparing my portfolio and also finding place to stay in Singapore.

Gosh, it's super tiring as I still have to cop with my study at the same time.

Well, I would say that finding a room to stay in Singapore is very difficult because it's short term rental. The rent is also very expensive, a small HDB common room for two person is about SGD350 per plp. Convert to Malaysian Ringgit is about 800+ for one person. O.O!!!
-The reason why we should never convert the currency. May be this is considered cheap for Singaporean.

Actually, I should worry about this internship because,

1. I have no experience working in Singapore before. People around me keep on brainwash me by telling me reasons why working in Singapore is not a good choice - makes me [a little bit] regret for not accepting the offer from the local company.
-But, if I'm given another chance, I will still make the same decision. =P
(I hope I won't change my mind after the internship)

2. I will be staying with my friend, ChaiWei at Burlington Square at Bencoolen Street.
Hahaha... I wonder if I'm enjoying life or going for internship.
Believe me, that place is super comfy.
(Going to take photo to make everyone jealous..*evil smile*)
The problem is, I still don't know how to go to the office. MRT or bus? @.@!!

3. I don't know what type of task that I need to do for the internship. Afraid that they give me something that I totally have no idea how to do.
What if they call me to do Vectorworks, or Revit? O... save me....

4. What type of attire that I have to wear to the office? Formal?-Yucks...I don't like.... Or semi formal- jeans with some shirts?
-later the boss chase me out of the office..XD

5. People are giving bad remarks whenever I tell them the company's name. Some people tell me that the boss is very particular and bad tempered. I hope he's not.
-and I hope he's not reading my blog.XD

6. I'm super poor now. How am I going to survive the first month in Singapore before I get the pay? Need to pay the rent some more.
-going to beg for money beside the street for the next few days..remember to donate some ya....^^

Haha... Instead of all those worries, I'm actually still thinking how to enjoy my life in Singapore. Food, places, casino, shopping......

Gosh, Noooo.... "Julie, wake up!! You don't have much money to spend in Sg!! You go there to work and gain experience!!"

Its 2.21am now... No wonder my friend edit this photo for me...XD

Ciao~
~love, Julie~

"Bloody" experience.

2010-04-22T03:28:00.007+08:00

From "bloody" experience,

"The wound without blood is the most painful and the scar remains forever."

~juliekiing~

*Photo grabbed from here.

=A little blog post to end this semester=

2010-04-20T22:38:00.008+08:00

Finally can spare some time for my little blog.

This semester seems to be very short because of the activities and hectic lifestyle I'm having here.

Lets not share about study anymore. I think everyone are getting bored with complains on the hectic lifestyles, sleepless nights and also the endless assignments.

A little bit on the happy side of this semester.

*Camwhore in friends' room

-I think I know how to appreciate myself more.-
Blaming myself on everything is not funny at all. My shoulder can only withstand a certain amount of weight before it collapse.

-Trial on using contact lens instead of the glasses-
Love it so much as I get use to it already. I think I'm going to use it more often when I'm back for the new semester.

*using Enhancer(Grey) Colour contacts. ^^

Haha... I think I still love using spectacles. =P

- Going to Bangkok for a study trip-
This is my first time to Bangkok. Well, its a shopping heaven for me as the stuff there are CHEAP!!!Especially Chatuchak Market. But, too bad that I did not bring enough money. I want to go there again. Ohya, its my first time to sit and sleep in a train too. *heart*

Me sitting in the train... Not to forget the 36hours without shower... Puff...SO SMELLY*
*Credit to BakriHafizHisham

- Last but not least-
Thanks God, I managed to pass another semester. Thanks to all the people around me, my family, the lecturers and friends that help me in completing this semester. Especially those who support me, smsed me, encouraged me, and offered help when I almost give up. Thanks so much.
~love, julie~

A serious reconsideration

2010-02-07T15:32:00.005+08:00

Caution: *emo post* Things inside might not be suitable for you to read. So, don't read if you don't want to spoil you mood.

Was seriously reconsidering, perhaps I should drop myself from the course after all.

I'm sad, disappointed with myself.

Have you ever experience this?

You had been working so hard, yet you let down your group.

You tried to make things going smooth, yet everything messed up, with all the angry face looking at you.

Seriously, I'm not talented and I admit it. I know working hard doesn't help me to be more creative but I still work hard to catch up with all those "impossible to reach" stuff. Perhaps, that's where the "YOU ARE STUPID" come from.

Some people might say, be yourself, what other people think about you is not important.

But really, I can't live alone in this world. Life is about togetherness, life is about sharing your happiness, sadness, and even emptiness. For me, its impossible for anyone to be alone, yet, I'm now most of the time alone.

I'm really tired of feeling discouraged, disappointed, and having to get myself together again in the end. I don't want to wake up, hoping that I'm going to meet my grandpa soon. I don't want to fallen asleep in the car, in the toilet or on the keyboard. I know, at this point, I should not push myself harder as the possibility for me to be part of the mental hospital is no more a dream.(This is definitely no kidding)

I just wish to have one simple, peaceful and happy life and its totally opposite with my life now.

Wishing that I can look after your parent but yet to have the ability to do so.

I am so heart broken when I see them worrying about my health. When I did mistakes and they tell me, "its OK". They even drive all the way from KL just to have a look at my well being. They are not in good health, I know that even though they didn't tell me so.

I wished to walk beside them, slowly with their slowed down pace. Bring them to places they want to go. Yet, I'm so helpless. I wished that they doesn't need to worry about me anymore. But, if I leave architecture after 3 years I worked on it, what will be their reaction? I afraid that, they will be disappointed with me and thats the only reason that pull me from quiting.

I bet no one is going to understand this. But I still believe, I'm lucky in my own way for I have a caring family and for being able to understand all this.

Between health and assignment

2010-01-18T22:30:00.007+08:00

Recently, I had been struggling so hard to balance between health and works.

Always have insufficient sleep as I need to stay up to complete the assignments really do impact my health.

I can't deny, I notice that my health is deteriorating. Can be easily identified by the hair count on the floor.

Or the panda eye bag that reduce the size of my eye to half.

I need to have balance between both as I cannot neglect the works given.

So between health and assignments,which one will you choose?

Some people asked me, "why you are so busy one? Not boss also so busy ar..."

Actually, I also don't know why I'm so busy. Busy making model.. Erm...to be exact its just a mock-up model for our master planning. I still need to do a new model for presentation on Friday.

Also, for one of my project, I even steal a book from UKM.

Fine, I din't steal that book. My group borrowed the book through UTM library for one of our assignments. Shame on me, only know there's such service when I reached the 3rd year.

So, UKM librarians, please don't come and catch me ya, because I'm going to return the book after finish using it. And thanks so much for sending over the book all the way to UTM.

Cheers,

Julie