just an outlet

2014-07-30T06:06:00.005-07:00

Deep in the heart, her love there dwells .

If not around , I dream of her .

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No wonder why , I sleep not well .

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Am chased by her eyes everywhere.

Vice

2014-07-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

Vice

Lame excuses do always stand.

And bunch of lies can fast be summoned.

Can do anything to reach their end.

Can bribe, can flatter, or kiss the hand.

The outside ain't always right.

It can be a mask on loads of Shite

When purity turns to be an act of vice.

I shall not thus be fooled twice.

The Manipulated heart

2014-07-30T06:02:00.001-07:00

The poetry muse then hits me again.

It finds me alone so poor and weak.

With broken heart so full of pain.

I lost all hopes that I would seek.

Have always been with a cold desire.

Until she snatched my heart so dire.

So pure, so poor and insecure.

She then retreats and shuts her door.

Was a fast impact she had on me.

That took my heart and liberty.

Traumatized,I felt she was.

Of a past that drew us too far from close.

In a pensive mood, I thus realized.

She was confused and mesmerized

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She was so vague disclosed not much.

I felt it only was emotional rush.

The place went calm, the stars disappeared.

Even the moon doth look so weird.

Yet at the sky I stare so deep.

I see her face ,she is not yet sleep.

I thus recall those bygone days.

When we were close and it was all gay.

She left me quick with a big deep scar.

Didn't just care and went too far.

Sweet Venom

2014-07-30T05:55:00.002-07:00

"The sweet Venom"

Deep in the dark , the heart there fellInto the trenches of stinky Mud .No wonder why , the pain would killAfter Ignoring the messages of God .

One shan't be fooled by the devilish smile.Or by the seemingly innocent look ;As they are means of a fake profile .Which works as the the bait on a hook .

No poor , no pure nor insecure .It was all fake and immature .With double faces and filthy manners ,She is as the rainbow has seven colors .

By the devil lows , she is inspired .Of causing pain , she is never tired .when virtue is lost and morality ,I shall then get back my liberty .

The power of senses shan't ever be ignored .For it can be the guiding light .Thus learnt the lesson and every word."Before you get stuck , weigh things right ."

insomnia in an exam night

2011-06-05T10:43:00.000-07:00

I need to sleep;

I need some rest.

I won't do more;

I did my best..

المقال الجدلى

2011-06-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

كان كل فكرى عن الجدال
إنى أفاصل مع البقَال

طلع الجدال

موضوع كبيرررررر

مهما تذاكر

مهما تحاول
تفهم

تفسر

هتلاقى نفسك

واقع ف بيرررررررررر

كتاب عقدنى

2011-06-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

ياللى عملت الكتاب

مش عارف أقوللك إيه

كتابك طلع هباب

ولايسوى خمسة جنيه

وعجبى

تجربة صديق

2011-05-19T15:52:00.000-07:00

كانت ألاعيبُكِ

مفضوحة وجميع خطاكى معروفة وظننتِ أنى أجهلها لكنك ِ كنتِ مغلوطة من أجلِ عشيق قد ولى ِولأجلِ الوالد والأسرة ولأجلِ الصورة المهزوزة لتعود ثقتهم موجودة أضحى لوجودى أهمية ِكى تحيا صورتٌكَ الأولى

just an outlet: Wordsworth hallucinates

2011-04-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

just an outlet: Wordsworth hallucinates

.............

2011-01-13T12:04:00.000-08:00

سهرت لوحدى أكلم همومى

مش قادر أنام ..

بحايل النوم لأجل يجي..

مش بيجي ..

رغم انو كان يجيني ...

لما أبقى مش عايز أنام...

ابقى قابلنى

2011-01-13T12:00:00.000-08:00

....إلزم ف دارك

لوسمحت....

إمسك كتابك....

فين ما روحت....

ذاكر ودح ....

وخدها فحت ...

وأبقى قابلنى ...

لو نَجَحت ..

لو نَجَحت ...

لو نجحت...

inspired by LOVE CALLS US UPON THE THINGS OF THIS WORLD

2010-12-22T09:52:00.000-08:00

ياللى نشرت الغسيل

روح ربنا يسامحك

كا يعنى لازم تنشر

وويلبور هنالك شايفك

أهو عمل منها قصيدة

شوف مين هيدارى فضيحتك

عين وعين

2010-12-06T00:43:00.000-08:00

عين وعين

عينٌ تبصر فيها صفاءَ النفس

وعينٌ تحملُ كلَ الحقد

كلتاهماعينان لن تلحظَ بينهما فرق

ENOUGH

2010-10-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

Now go tell her , i wait no more.

she knows i do , and she does too.

no wait . i go ; i knock her door ,

and tell her , yes i do love u .

sin and conscience

2010-10-23T02:39:00.000-07:00

I made a mistake , i wont forget.

It chases me.

have sinned my great , have hurt myself.

What shall i do .

Shall i repent . i think i must.

Or i may die.

It hurts ; it kills ; it feels so bad.

My soul needs rest.

Tis true indeed , the stance of man is sort of weird.

Affairs of man are really queer .

So short in age ,yet does not care .

How poor and weak; how full of fear !

And at his god he keeps no share .

If i to change , i should remain

on the straight path , and dont return.

The true good man when make a mistake,

he keeps his faith and just repents .

sorta weird

2010-10-23T02:37:00.000-07:00

Affairs of man are really queer .

So short in age ,yet does not care .

how poor and weak; how full of fear !

And at his god he keeps no share .

رحلة إلى العالم الاخر

2010-07-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

الظلمة تملىء كل اللأرجاء
الرقعة البيضاء سكنت فى غياهب الحجرة المظلمة
.....كانو هنا جميعاً
.....أين ذهبوا
....كان الصخب كبير
....كان الجمع مهيب
.....لكنهم ذهبوا
.....نزل معى أحدهم
.....لكنه ذهب هوا الاخر

....لكنى رايتهم
.....رأيتها تبكى
.....كان يهذى كالاطفال
...فاضت أعينهم بالدمع

.....رأيتهم يتنازعون
....لكن ما الذى اتى بهم
...هل تذكرونى الان
...هل شعروا بالحزن لأجلى
...هل ندموا لما فعلوا بى
....مازالوا يتناعوا
...لم يأتوا لاجلى
لا قد جاءوا لشىءٍ أخر
....فالتحتملوا كل المال
....وغدا تأتونى
ولتحتملوا جزاء الشر

..من هؤلاء
...لا يعرفوننى
ولماذا يبكون لاجلى
....لم ألقاهم يوما ما
..مع هذا يبكون رحيلى
.......لكنى سألقاهم
أتشوق حقا لأراهم
..موعدنا قريب

أصبحتُ الآن وحيداً
لكنى أسعدُ بكثير
..قد رحلت كل الاحزان
...لاأتر لتلك الآلم
...فليمضٍ كلٌ فى عمله
..ولأصبحُ ذكرى عابرةً
..أو أصبحُ طى النسيان
لكنى فى خير مكان

حلمنتيشى

2010-07-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

كنتٌ أذاكرُ ليلة الامتحان

أُمسكُ قلمى بكل استهجان

ولسان حال يتكلم

اللى أنتا بتعمله ده اسمه جنان

لكن فجأة وبدون استئذان

أمسك أذناى الشيطان

ٌقال لى

فالتأخذ قسطاً لللراحة

أنا شايفك قاعد بتنام

قوم ريَحللك أدى نصاية

ترجع منها وتبقى تمام

ما رأيك فى جولة سريعة

فى فيسبوك البت بديعة

وأهو تعرف فيها بالمرة

أخبار ميدو وأحمد تيخة

ٌقمت أنا فاتح فيسى بسرعة

قبل محد يلاحظ جوة

قلت دقيقة ومش راح أزود

فجأة لقتنى قاعد وممدد

بدل الساعة قعدت تلاتة

ولنفسى بقول قوم دى تباتة

بعد شوية ضميرى راح صاحى

سبت النت وقلت انا ماشى

أرجع تانى أذاكر أحسن

مألبس بكرة وأصبح ناسى

وبعد ندم شديد

وخوف رهيب

قررت أن أبدء من جديد

قولت هذاكر تانى بشدة

انا كده ممكن أشيل أول مادة

ولسة أنا بمسك أول ورقة

الكهربا راحت قاطعة

Wordsworth hallucinates

2010-05-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

I wandered dizz'ly , i was drunk ;

i drank two bottles of whisky neat.

AND all at once , i saw a truck ;

Oh flying TOk TOK in the street ??!

BEside the cars , upon the heath,

Is always escaping from the police .

How fabulous is the scene of lions,

As playing baseball with a rat gray .

The donkey is reading the star signs ;

In the search for a fiancee .

The RAt has then died but hey ;

That makes no difference to me

I gazed and gazed , but little thought ;

it is too hot i need my coat .

FOR oft , when with the bottle i lie ,

NO matter there ,or ziz no food ,

I just dont care , i want to fly :

It is a really so sweet mood .

And later on , i took some pills .

AND went on foot to Beverly hills.

innocence

2010-05-19T14:05:00.000-07:00

Beauty is to be her name .

With eyes,lips ,and rosy cheeks.

Of all the girls she is unique.

And all the gals are then the same.

As sun to planets,but don't compare

for when it's up , they all disappeare.

ALL what i wish , is that you care;

with just one look , or a word i hear.

by basem...............

RUTHLESS thing

2010-05-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

AS scoundrel rogue their lives the man.

WITH evil sin with what he can .

And when he falls and sees the gloom,

he shouts screams ," oh no my lord,"

"thou shant leave me; i cant afford."

FOR he is the lord ; a mighty king,

he shall forgive that nasty thing.

All glory be to the mighty god.

NOW shame must be on the ruthless thug.

by basem

ضياع

2009-05-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

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