JUST ONE WORD

NOBODY'S WATCHING YOU

2015-08-11T11:07:00.001-07:00

hey,
are you also a victim of this thing
dissing all the people who just talk of discipline
invis-ible, white-hat hackers of your life
paranoid of those four vagabonds who take a sigh
ah-ha! what will they say when they start to realize and materialize your chores
frame it up on their walls
gagged up with the talks of the pits and the falls
eh-eh jonty, accelerate your bars
gobble up all the words be the goblin let your fears eat your-self
and you scream for help
wonder one of the four would rescue for god's sake
but you are destined to doom as your eyes feel the shame
where are those four people now?
nameless
promenading through the alleys of shameless
see i can't name these
so let me kill them

no matter what you do
somebody's watchin you,
you become the story of those four men without identity
don't care no-body cares
of what you do till its fair
four people never existed
it's all in your mind, it's all in your mind

see,
you do good but you ain't that better
coz your neighbor's daughter or son got medal
and if that shit aint crazyenough god gave you cousins
i ain't dissing any but i am just pissed off with the system
lets take a balance and try to balance this confusion
or may be just term it to be a social illusion
live less, keep the race tight in the paths where we cant hold the head high
but footsteps anticipates the prospects of success like a suction pump
it just sucks, Hey!
jonty, you sound like the record in distress
ain't nobody gonna be round-about impressed
its not the impression but the expression that i just state,
let the heart guide you to what you love
not no guilt in the casket
coz happy life is better than a chasing something that's mirage

no matter what you do
somebody's watchin you,
you become the story of those four men without identity
don't care no-body cares
of what you do till its fair
four people never existed
it's all in your mind, it's all in your mind

CAN WE STILL BE FRIENDS?

2013-05-16T11:30:00.000-07:00

" i think we should break-up now, i promise we will remain good friends", these are the fragments of her last words that i remember. shattered, as i was to the extremes, but also at the loss of words.

estrangement is the atramentous emotion of our lives. no one wants to get separated from their beloved ones and it is an ache to remember, but which one? the separation or union? quite complicated cornucopia of emotions.

remaining friends with the same person is often a choice left for both of them. some regard it is another way of getting in touch with that person and rest find it too tough to get along. well, it is easier to love your friend, but it is toughest to befriend your love when you see her/him in someone else's lap.

the truth be told, it has always been her/his love that we crave for and the warmth to keep us smiling. but, when we go through the break-up and still will to remain friends, it is not obvious for both of them to have consent to that.

how can we talk to each other now, but not that close?

how can we walk with each other, but not hands in hands?

how can you think of her/him, but not call her on?

there are so many queries that our agonized heart faces, but she/he is no more that much into you to even answer them.

well it needs a tough heart to love someone and give her/him all that you got with no expectations, but it takes a tougher heart to wear a scarf of pretense that you don't care and remain friends. i don't know, whether the tough heart or tougher hear is the victor, but i know the loser, it is US, (the boy and the girl).

break up is never the only solution to a misunderstanding. we could have walked a common path based on personal discussions. it will be the regret for long.

" say your heart, not yet over though,

we are not over to love each other, no,

we may hurt and fight, i understand,

but, beyond our love, nothing else can stand"

WILL WE STILL BE FRIENDS?

2013-05-16T09:30:00.000-07:00

WILL WE STILL BE FRIENDS?

"we have been friends over a long time, but since the last few months, i think i have started to like you"-

this is the statement which we like to say when we fall for someone who is a dear friend of us. but, it is just a like because the real emotions never take the form of words to express. so many times, many good boy-girl friendships turn into both sided-love, but neither of them are able to express their emotions.

why?

"may be, if i say her/him that i like him, i may lose her/him forever." it is this provident attitude of loss of the beloved one that chokes us from spitting our emotions. we never want to lose that person forever and endure their sharp machetes of recoil. it is obvious that this fear is the biggest obstacle and yet it is the only door to take the relationship to a new and beautiful level.

it is often a point of debate of human emotions that, how can we love our friends but not make friends our love of life? generally, when emotions take the form of words, it results in a big outburst and stress for both of them, or may be not. we never know what the other person, who we regard as our friend and may have fallen for, may also share the same emotions for us. so, my dear readers, if you have a friend in your life, whom you sort of love and spend your life with, just express your love for her/him.

you may never know, she/he must be the one whom your life was waiting for to add colors to it. don't fear of the loss, true friends share the same emotions. just wreathe words to your emotions in the most optimistic and heart-touching fashion, there is always a positive ray of light on the other side of your providence. go for it!