Just Scream

useless

2012-01-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

people misunderstanding, i don't blame them. but if they are misjudging then its their problem.
i get nervous sometimes, most probably emotionally unstable. thanks for not understanding.

Berata seni nya aku di bumi ALLAH.

2011-12-12T09:40:00.000+08:00

ya ALLAH;

kurnian kan lah aku rezeki yang melimpah ruah,

tunjukkan lah aku lubuk harta mu

ya tuhan ku,

agar dapat aku berbakti pada ibubapa ku,

dan dapat jua aku membantu

menyalur bakti kepada yang lebih memerlukan.

ya ALLAH,

jauhkan aku dari rasa tamak dan gelap hati,

terangkan lah hati ini seperti mana kau terangkan hati-hati para syuhada mu,

tiup kan lah rasa keinsafan serta rasa kesyukuran

atas setiap rezeki dan kesenangan yang kau kurniakan pada ku.

ya ALLAH,

jangan kau duga aku atas apa yang tidak dapat aku tanggung,

sesungguh nya kaulah yang maha mengetahui jua.

i like the old fashion

2011-12-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

i know technology had bring us much mobility and flexibility,
but i prefer the old way, using pen and paper.
after all what is class without stationary!

to do or to die

2011-11-14T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hate me, i dont bother.
i do nasty music but i dont do nasty stuff
anymore.
dont judge me
becouse
i dont even care about your judgement nor judging you.

21

2011-10-01T11:40:00.001+08:00

On 4th

I dont want much, because i have been through this day for every single 20 year of my life time.
But for this year, all i need is a change and just for once please have faith on me.
I know it is not an easy things to wish for yet a wonderful present one can gave.

I promised my self, im going to make a change and i want it to be real, i plead my self guilty before and now i need,will and try to change. To much time have gone to waste and i be nothing but a loser, but this time no more. I realize all the damage that have been done and change is a must. I cant afford to see the people whom i love bear the heartache and frustration of my failure.

I pray to God, let this change be forever. INSYAALLAH.

Its all a lie after all.

2011-08-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

I really thought you were the one
It was over before it begun
It's so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can't stay

You're beautiful and crazy too
Maybe that's why I fell into you
Even though you would pretend to be
You were never with me

So it's over yeah we're through, so I'll unfriend you
You're the best liar ever knew, so Imma unfriend you
cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

I thought in time that you could change
And my time and love would heal the pain
And I didn't want this day to come
But now all I feel is numb

So it's over yeah we're through, so Imma unfriend you
You're the best liar ever knew, so Imma unfriend you
cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

You come on to everybody
Everybody all the time
You give up to anybody
What I thought was only mine

So it's over now we're through, so I'll unfriend you
You're the best liar I ever knew, so I will unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
That you didn't have a human heart
Yeah it's over my last move is to unfriend you
Unfriend you

So I'll unfriend you
Unfriend you

ps/ i should have done this all the way before..

Kun Faya Kun

2011-08-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

ive once cry and never want to believe in my fate and lose faith on my ability.

But Allah finally make it happen, Alhamdulilah.

Now im still bold and brave taking another challenging step into the risky road.

i will always remember in my mind of what had happen, and how Allah make it all possible to me.

spread the love.

2011-05-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

I've been looking for that special one

And I've been searching for someone to give my love

And when I thought that all the hope was gone

A smile, there you were and I was gone

I always knew there was an answer for my prayer

And you, you're the one for me

your so one in a million

ME vs YOU

2011-04-16T12:23:00.002+08:00

i just dint care, i like being my self and you are going to regret it.

thanks for the time and chance i got to think about

either you are really the perfection part of my imperfection.

because sometime i think that i am perfect with those imperfection.

no body is perfect but they will have a person to complete them but i just dint think it is you.

Things are not going my way

2011-02-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

Things just not going my way,

seronok kadang-kadang tengok orang yang ada kawan yang last a life time,

more a less like best friend.

macam kawan mase sekolah dulu,

rapat sampai masa kini.

tapi jarang lah dapat tengok yang masih keep in touch and update sesama sendiri,

ye aku cemburu.

indah nya ada sebuah persahabatan yang kekal selamanya.

well maybe its just something that i never had.

but im blessed with a loving family and friends.

so many people came and go into your life but only few who touches your heart.

life is more than just friendship.

i think.

speechless

2011-02-23T09:24:00.000+08:00

living a life less chaotic,
much peacefully then before.
thinking bout the future more than the past
look things on a different perspective.

hangout with different people.
learn new hobby.
learn to forgive more people,
loving life more than yesterday.

love is just too short to be given out to hatred.

fyi

2011-02-01T16:06:00.002+08:00

no offence.

i didnt mean to hurt anyone.

trust me.

sometimes word can be much sharper than a blade.

maybe im just jealous.

2011-01-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

ini semua cerita dulu,

dulu masa kita baik,
semua indah,
aku sayang kau sampai mati.

tapi bila buruk,
bila dah tak nak lagi,
"kau ingat kau best?"

"alah aku ade ramai lagi kawan yang lagi best la.."
yelah,
kawan dengan orang macam aku,
mane lah boleh jadi glamer.
aku kan tak reti melaram.
nak mekap kan kau pon tak reti.

aku tak hot,
macam kawan-kawan kau.
aku ni simple je.
mane la reti nak meriah-meriah sangat.
aku kental,
tak reti pujuk kalau kau merajuk.

ye aku sedar diri,
itu kan semua nya dulu.
saat aku saja yang ingin berkawan dengan kau
di saat itu.

kalau kau betul-betul kenal aku,
sepatutnya kau akan faham.
kini aku biarkan kau sendiri bebas berkawan dengan mereka-mereka tu.
aku tahu aku tak setaraf.

sayang seribu kali sayang.

2011-01-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

tempat jatuh lagi dikenang, inikan pula tempat bermain.
segala-galanya, aku rindu.
once a place i call home,

dulu aku pernah main tanah,

iye dulu aku suka main pondok-pondok,

aku pon suka mandi parit.

tolong nenek aku sapu sampah.

dan ikut atuk aku pergi kebun.

tapi itu dulu,

masa aku masih kecil,

tataw apa-apa tentang urusan dunia dan masalah orang dewasa.

masa tu semua nya best, seronok.

cuti sekolah je balik kampung.

dapat jumpa atuk nenek pakcik makcik.

sekarang ni dah tak sama,

semua orang dah ada keluarga sendiri

semua orang dah ada masalah sendiri

sekarang ni yang dewasa dah jadi tua dan yang muda dah dewasa

apa kan lagi yang belum wujud dah ada kat bumi ni,

dan yang pasti yang tua sudah pon tiada.

sedih bila imbau kembali,

aku sayang semau yang aku ada.

namun nothing last forever.

kini hanya tinggal rumah besar yang tidak ramai penghuni nya.

aku rindu saat itu

bila kenduri, ramai-ramai balik.

rewang ramai-ramai.

tengok tb sama-sama.

makan pon sama-sama

kecoh je, riuh rendah hiruk pikuk orang 1 rumah.

nak mandi pon beratur tunggu bilik air.

aku cuba sehabis mampu menyelamat kan keadaan,

tapi apelah kudrat ku,

aku hanya insan biasa.

tuhan jua lebih mengetahui.

i dont get it.

2011-01-16T00:46:00.001+08:00

aku sendiri tak tahu kenapa

aku suka lagu ni.

we are young, we run free
stay up late, we don sleep
got our friend, got the night
we ll be alright.

enjoy!

membebel cikit.

2011-01-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

life starts as usual,
new semester and yet new classmates.
pejam celik je dah 3 tahun setengah aku mastautin di bangi.
dan ini adalah tahun terakhir aku di bangi.

selama 3 tahun ni banyak dah pembangunan yang di hadapi banda baru bangi,
warta dah semakin maju dan jalan belakang section 15 tu pon dah berturap.
tapi yang malang nya, wireless di hostel masih kekal sama,
di tahap lembap yang teramat.
rasa nya macam duduk di dalam hutan, kerana tiada liputan dengan dunia siber.
ala-ala cerita castaway tu,. tapi itu dunia luar. kes aku ni lain sikit.

junior-junior dah semakin bertambah, yang skema mahu pon yang glam.
what ever it is, aku dah senior so i dun give a damn.
and kucing-kucing hitam kat hostel tu semakin banyak.
entah lah, aku pon tak tawu ape yang aku tulis ni.
to make it short, bangi dah ada improvement but it takes about 3 years time.
and the best part is! aku dah nak grad(maksudnya aku dah senior la), wtv.

last shout;
enjoy your time yalls, and sure you will be missing it.

lokasi; mcd warta.

where else aku nak lepak.

PULSE.

2011-01-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

To do Or not to do

and weather to go or not.

Al-Kisah

2010-12-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

rasa benci kan bila ada orang yang mengambil hak orang lain?

nak buat macam mana, duit tip pon boleh nak berebut

kalau ketua pon korup,

jangan haraplah anak-anak buah nak jadi yang terbaik.

kau sendiri tak tunjuk contoh yang terbaik

tapi mengharap kan pulangan yang terbaik.

sedarlah diri wahai manusia,

kau sendri tidak sebaik mana

janagan lah nak perasan baik,

berlagak dengan kata-kata saja,

hakikatnya indah khabar dari rupa.

bawak-bawak la muasabah diri,

Jangan sampai aku belikan cermin besa bagi kat kau

untuk kau cerminkan diri tu.

tolong la nyah, mak menyampah macam sampah.

I deserve.

2010-12-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Ur just no better than me,
so dont ever dare to judge me.
You can just sit and play fool around,
feeling that ur the best.

You and your men are not going anywhere.
Put shame on you,
you got northing to be proud off.
Just an asshole and bullshit to talk about.

Blame me if i curse,
but i deserve too.
So take all your good for nothing attitude
and get a life.

im making my self clear,
one day you will get your pay.
Allah is fair.

hoi hooligan.

2010-11-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

tiba-tiba. aku terkenangkan memeori dahulu.

beberapa tahun dahulu.

di saat kita gemar mengaku bahawa kita hooligan.

seronok rasanya,.

tiada masaalah yang tiada penyelesaian.

gelak dan gelak.

seronok kan menjadi hooligan.

Korang Paling Istimewa.

2010-11-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

kalau aku pernah buat korang bengang dan bangang,

harap maaf.

aku insan biasa.

tapi korang tetap kawan aku

and aku akan selalu treasure that,

aku harap kita akan terus

menjerit, gelak dan melompat sama-sama lagi ye.

from left: asma, sue, aku.

kami sangat camera freak.

so what kalau kami berangan nak jadi rock star?

aku, antara yang paling kuat mengamok.

Tapi still paling gila, bila kena mood.

ini asma die kuat tacing.

Tapi die baik hati dan salu kena buli.

sue, dia selalu perasan cantik dan selalu yang paling gila.

3 jiwa 1 kepala

through all the hardship, he`s still stand strong behind my back.

we enjoy our friendship.

and also our hardship.

kan gila?

betul tak?

why so serious?

he so wanna be rock star.

hatters please back off.

we are doing just fine.

F.U.C.K

2010-11-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

They say,.

F- friends

U- you

C- can

K- keep.

hence, i FUCK all my friend.

The war that never won

2010-09-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

tell me something that i dont know,

please

no more lying.

im sick of it

no more fake smile

no more falls hope

tell me the truth

lead me to the reality

confess to me about all the lies between you and me,

stop arguing,

because its sickening

stop screaming

because im deaf,

stop crying

because im blind,

stop kindness

because im heartless,

give me a reason to stand strong,

give me reason to speak up,

give me reason to smile,

give me reason to laugh,

give me reason to lead a normal life.

just shot me straight to the heart.

because im lifeless

stop me from bleeding much deeper.

dont save me

because i am already dying

dont cry for me because im not worth for the tears

but please smile because im worth for the joy.

just let this soul die,

and change it with a new one.

kenapa jadi macam ni ye?

2010-09-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

saya minyak maaf.

tapi saya terpaksa cakap.

saya pun tak tahu kenapa jadi macam ni.

tiba-tiba je.

dah perasaan tu datang tiba-tiba takkan saya nak paksa kan?

iye awak, tiba-tiba je rasa terkilan.

saya sedih.

maafkan saya ye kalau saya merajuk tak tentu pasal.

bukan niat saya.

hati dan perasaan saya ni sangat sensetif.

tak tau kenapa.

baru-baru ni je,

sebelum ni tak pon.

mungkin semuanya berlaku terlalu cepat.

saya sendiri pon tak sempat nak biasa kan diri dengan keadaan.

kalau lah aku ni hanya tembok,

2010-08-28T02:36:00.001+08:00

selfish ke aku?
dulu aku susah tada yang datang tolong pon.
sekarang aku senang dah,
pertolongan korang tak penting.
bukan aku nak berlagak,
tapi ni lah pengajaran yang aku dapat dulu.

dulu
aku tak reti nak terasa.
tak reti nak makan hati.
tak reti bahasa,
tak reti kena kutuk,
tak retu kena pulau.
tak reti nak merajuk
tapi tu suma dulu.

sekarang.
aku boleh terasa,
aku boleh merajuk,
aku boleh mengamok,
semua pon boleh.
sebab,
aku ade hati dan perasaan,.

kenapa kalau korang yang buat tak apa.
bila aku pulak tak boleh.
aku dah penat nak buat semua orang COMFORT,.
COMMON la,
aku pon manusia jugak.