maldita'z

STOP THESE KILLINGS!!!

2009-12-10T19:00:00.000-08:00

I received an e-mail yesterday from a friend and I was shocked with what I saw and read from its contents. To be honest, I felt weak when I saw these. I even trembled in fear and disappointment.

I'm calling the ATTENTION of CONCERN citizens to please initiate some actions and stop these killings. I'm also calling the attention of the AUTHORITIES and ORGANIZATIONS to please do investigate this and protect these pity animals.. THEY DON'T DESERVE THIS!!!

Denmark is a big shame. The sea was stained in red and its not because of the climate effects of nature.

It's because of the cruelty that the human beings (civilized human) kill hundreds of the famous and intelligent Calderon dolphins.

This happens every year in Faroe Islands in Denmark . In this slaughter/massacre the main participants are young teens. WHY? To show that they are adults and mature already.

In this big celebration, no one was missing for the fun. Everyone was participating in one way or the other, killing or looking at the cruelty; “supporting like a spectator”

Is it necessary to mention that dolphin calderons, like all the other species of dolphins, are in near extinction and they get near to men to play and interact. For PURE friendship

They don’t die instantly; they are cut 1, 2 or 3 times with thick hocks. And at that time the dolphins produce a grim extremely compatible with the cry of a new born child.

But he suffers and there’s no compassion till this sweet being slowly dies in its own blood.

Its enough! we will continue spread these until they arrive in any association defending the animals.

Take care of the world, it is your home!

PAIN within LOVE

2009-11-11T05:36:00.000-08:00

I used to crave for attention and care
I longed so hard for a love that's true
I often prayed to find
Someone who will be there for me,
Someone who will listen to me,
Someone I can lean on to,
And finally, I found you...

I often thought that this isn't real
That you're just making a fool out of me!
I told myself not to love you
It's not because of what people asked me to do
But it's because I'm afraid of being hurt...

All I wanted is to play your game
To see how far I can go
But it seemed it is so hard,
Because slowly I'm falling to your trap.

You brought out the real me
You taught me how to ask for an apology
How to love without hesitations
How to be soft yet strong

You made me love you just the way you are
Though, for them it's out of the mark
I don't care what they might convey
As long as I'm happy
That's all I have to be

But now, here I am
Locked in this darkness
Tears keep on falling from my eyes
I am alone and confused
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say

Lots of questions filled my mind
Mixed emotions cramped my heart
Why do I have to love you,
If I only have to feel this pain?
Why do I have to believe in your words,
If they would only wound me?
Why do I have to fight for you,
When you're just leaving me?

I'm so drowned with your love
I couldn't almost breathe
I tried to make myself believe
That I am tough!
I can make it!
I can go on!
But no matter how many times
I will keep on saying these
Still I failed...

Perhaps, TIME will heal these wounds
And so this PAIN..
But only ONE THING time can't take away
This LOVE I have for YOU
That will REMAIN, until I will pass away

something strange happened

2009-11-11T03:10:00.000-08:00

Day 24, we are almost done with our training. We are now just preparing for the phone screen interview which will be on friday (November 13). We are really nervous! Because despite that we undergone training, we must still pass the phone screen interview to proceed to the next interview. And we must really impress the recruitment team. Man, those people are so good.. they are like monsters! they know if you are good or not.. anyway, let's go on with the story.

At around 2:30 P.M, we had a mack interview to test our spontaneity and of course to overcome our nervousness so that we could project more confidence during our phone screen interview.

Our Trainer asked us to record our voices during the mack interview so we could listen to it afterwards and we could evaluate our performances and we could determine our mistakes..

after the interview, we went inside the Tech room. I was sitting beside my co-trainee named Neo. And on my right side, there's ana. My other two co-trainees (JP and Jen) are away from me.

There, we silently listened to the recordings while taking notes of our mistakes. Usually, when we heard a mis-pronounced word we corrected them right away. Like, If we heard Ana saying "priendship" instead of "friendship", we will correct her promptly.

We are in the middle of JP's recording and we heard him mis-pronouncing a word, "ruts" instead of "routes", and then somebody or someone talked. He has a really big voice and he said "routes". I was surprised with the voice..

I asked Neo, "what did u say Neo?" and he replied "I didn't say anything!". and I told him "I thought I heard you said routes".

"No, I didn't say a word. Ask JP if he corrected his own mistake" he said.

So, I asked JP and he also said that was not him. So, we are really confused. And in fact, Neo heard that too. I'm pretty sure I wasn't imagining things.

And we all know our voices, and that voice doesn't belong to any of us. It was really really big voice like it was coming from a big jar.

We told our Trainer regarding that, and he told us that they have also experienced something like that. He and his former trainees and the janitor once saw and heard a young girl crying at the corner of the room. They were all shocked because they knew that there's no girl in the group or inside the training room, and yet there she was. She was crying at the corner.

Our Trainer didn't told us about these ghost stories because he doesn't want to scare us, but it did happen to us!

Our Bosses and the other Trainers have also encountered these. There's this one incident that while they are in the Tech room and chatting, there's a headless man passed by and they were really frightened. Some of them even shrieked in fear..

Filipinos are worth dying for

2009-10-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

It's already 10 p.m and I've just finished watching Ninoy Aquino's speech on youtube.com

Wow! I was stunned and amazed! I didn't know that he was that good. I was even touched by his words and he just made me feel that I am a Filipino, I should love being a Filipino and be proud that I'm Filipino!..

I just realized how much he had suffer, all the things he went through, all the good deeds he did and and all the sacrifices he made just to have our freedom back. He even knew that this may lead him to his death, but he did not care at all. He knew that the moment he returns to the Philippines he will be killed but still he pursued.

Indeed, Ninoy Aquino is a man of honor and dignity. This country needs a leader like Ninoy. Someone who's willing to sacrifice everything just for the welfare of his fellowmen. Someone who's not after power and money but concerns mainly on the amendment of our government and our economy.

His words were even etched not only in my memory but in my heart too. Some of them are:

"Believe me when I tell you that while I have vowed never to enter the political arena again, I shall dedicate the last drop of my blood for the restoration of freedom in this dismantlement of your martial law."

"we waited for you for 8 years, will you now abandon us?"

"I have suffered eight years of imprisonment, I have suffered loneliness like no other man have suffered loneliness."

"I have no army, I have no following, I have no money, I only have my indomitable spirit."

"And for the first time in my life, I heard the ticking of every second, and I was counting every second into minutes and as the minutes march into hours and the hours into days and days into weeks. i knew what loneliness meant."

May these words touch also your heart.. May you also be enlightened. Let's not waste the sacrifices of Ninoy and our ancestors have made.

Benigno "Ninoy" Aquino, you are truly a hero!..

CLICK HERE If you want to see Ninoy Aquino's videos and his speeches

The Sacrifice of Letting go..

2009-10-28T02:36:00.000-07:00

sometimes life ain't easy
you must stumble to stand up,
you must feel the heart inside,
and be strong and tough
but how would that be?
when all you feel is you're weak?

all i want is to please you,
to let you show how you're being loved and being cared,
but sometimes love and care ain't enough
because in your heart
there's someone who's already engraved

I've tried my best to let you feel
The love i have for you
but still you walked away
now I'm here alone in the dark
weeping and shedding tears.

i wish i never fell in love with you,
i wish i didn't play stupid
i wish i did listen to my friends
i wish, i wish and now that i have to let you go...

I'm somehow lost
I'm thinking of replacing you
but somehow it's not simple as it may be
'coz until now
no matter how i tried to change my mind
no matter how i fed my self that i'm just wasting my life on you
still i don't want to live without you in my life

I'm trying to get over
but it seems complicated
they say i am an hopeless case
but what can i do,
if i'm really in love with you?

and now that i have to do a big decision
i am asking the one up above
to bless me to be strong and tough
that sooner or later
slowly i'll be drifting apart
drifting apart from my love to you
and let you go....

shame on these guys!!

2009-10-27T03:10:00.000-07:00

Have you ever encountered a pervert person while chatting? it is like while you are in a chatroom and one of the users will message you up and asks your ASL (age, sex, location)?

at first you will just think that was just a friendly conversation, or someone who wants to know you and befriend with you. but later on they will start to ask can i see you? or do u have a cam? can i view u?

you will be just shocked when you heard them i want to see ur body, i will send you big money. can you take off your clothes please? can we do cam sex?

oh well, these kind of persons really annoy me and they irritate me a lot!

no offense to those who are hurt, its just that people like these do not deserved to be respected! such a shame for you guys!!

what if you have a younger sister or your daughter will encounter these? what would you feel? would you be happy? do you want some guys being rude to your girl? verbally or emotionally or psychologically abusing and offending them?

come on!! wake up!!

catch up!

2009-10-27T02:16:00.000-07:00

It has been months since the last time i opened my account.. Oh however, i have deleted my previous blogs because I was very busy with my studies back then.

And as of now, I'm a trainee in one of the biggest call center companies here in the Philippines. I have learned a lot during the course, i have gained more confidence when talking to other people. before, whenever i am being interviewed, i really get nervous to the point that i commit mistakes such as grammatical errors, mispronunciations etc. Oh well, I know I still do, but I have improved though.

Now I can say that, I appreciate English language better now. I can pronounce 'th' words properly now, yeah! oh well that was really one of my weaknesses before, i can't even pronounce "theme" before, I say "teem" instead of "theme" .

Oh anyway, I'm still undergoing a training now, tomorrow we will be discussing phone etiquette and customer service orientation. Hmmmm we were even asked by our trainer to create an essay regarding the worst customer service we have encountered..

I hope I can make one.. How about you? Have you ever experienced a poor customer service? Like when you're in a restaurant and a waiter/waitress was rude to you? Or you weren't satisfied with their service?

Care to share some stories so you could help me out?