Kadiddle Hopping

Things A Drunk Bigot Says...

2016-10-28T12:10:00.001-07:00

My Dad, on explaining to me one of the reasons why he and other "Good Whites" were so mad at them "Ni**rs" [I asked after being beaten for bringing a black friend home from school..] "Because those ungrateful animals didn't even know how good they had it! They were given Food, shelter, sometimes even Money to spend in town!! Instead,hey decide to Bite the hand that fed them! So, they want to be "Free"? Well let them, but, by GOD they won't get a bit of Help from Anyone for Anything! Them Ni**rs will learn what it is like to be out there on their own!"
[That was a taste of it...]
*My Unspoken Question..."Dad, you never owned a slave, your parents never owned a slave...How do YOU Come to this??

OMGAWD! FBF Nails It! SAVED! FK Drumpf ~ Bern It NOW ~ LET'S MARCH!!

2016-03-03T10:52:00.003-08:00

Richard La France Lita Villa-Coult you are exactly right. The problem is getting people to protest and protest loudly. I shared a film this morning that shows a MSNBC news anchor melting down. After I shared it someone pointed out the old date, October of 2013.

That doesn't matter. What matters is that what the anchor was ranting about was exactly the same as the problems we are facing today, except they've gotten worse.

That is proof that not only have we let it go on unchecked, our elected Democratic legislators seem to have totally ignored all that's gone on under their noses.

Be that as it may, we are the most negligent. Look at who we elect! Is it all that necessary to prove our extreme difference by electing extremists to run the government?

As you said, Lita, they work for us and the bastards have done a mighty poor job of it over the years. We have to get more involved or we're going to lose everything, and soon.

We have to see to it that no more politicians are bought by Koch money (or anyone else's except individuals). That Citizens United is still in effect is also our fault. We have to do more than sign petitions. I haven't seen anything we've petitioned about become resolved.

The biggest horror story of the near future is the upcoming finalization of the TPP. If we don't fill the fucking Mall in D.C., our geese are cooked. We cannot allow this to be finalized! And we cannot continue just discussing these matters online. Even if the NSA is still watching everything, even though we've been told it isn't, they fucking have ways to keep track of any and all communications we make. I'm probably at the top of someone's hit list because I don't give a flying fuck what they see or hear from me. I'm telling the truth when I say they're all stealing our tax dollars by ignoring us and cramming their greedy heads up the assholes of their overlords.

I'm not ready to admit that we've never had control over our government. It could be as long ago as the early 1800s for all we know. Income tax was started in 1894 without a law ever being signed to have that happen. Nobody bothered to check it out back then.

Woodrow Wilson allowed the Federal Reserve to take control of the banking in this country in 1933. Big mistake and he admitted it after he left office. That gave the Rothschilds and the Rockefellers full control of the American economy. No one said anything about that until FDR quickly halted the madness of the Oligarchy of that time period.

Bernie Sanders can't fight them alone and he has admitted to that. But he is the only candidate willing to let us in on the dirty secrets in Washington, D.C. and in the state legislators' offices, and he wants us to follow his lead in stopping them.

It's up to us, people. Time to really kick ass before Obama fills his quill and signs the goddamned TPP into effect, which he plans to do, I believe, sometime in November. If he does it at any time before the general elections, we can forget the elections because that signature will bring about the complete overthrow of the government by the Oligarchy that has been helped all along the way by the Republican Party's willingness to help them and the Democratic Party's decision to wear blindfolds and ear plugs and mind their own business instead of ours.

We have to kick all those motherfuckers out before they make any more moves towards ending democracy worldwide. What I write is always geared to the common people of all nations because the plan of the so-called New World Order, as mentioned by LBJ saying it has begun, is to own all nations and corporations and money will be the kings of all nations.

Since the greedy, warmonger bastards have to have enemies to keep the defense industries busy and their stocks soaring, the have not invited four nations to share in the corporate and Wall Street written trade agreements for the United States (TPP), Europe (TTIP), and Eurasia (TISA). Those four are Russia, China, Brazil, and I believe North Korea, whom they've already begun keeping close (blockades of their ships)m heavy watch on.

It's up to us! Push those motherfuckers back and demand they do the work they were elected to do, and to pay back for every day they've wasted since Ronald Reagan and all the far too many vacation days they've taken while our tax dollars fill their filthy, deep pockets.

The corporations are either going to have to accept being regulated regarding the environment and their banking habits (offshore banking or Swiss accounts), etc., bow down to the people and, frankly, they owe us one hell of a huge apology for using us and then tossing us aside like a wilted salad. We built their goddamned corporations from the first people who broke the ribbon and started digging for the foundations clear up to the tallest skyscraper. We ran their offices efficiently, even after they cut back in the numbers of employees, leaving us to do the work of anywhere from one to five persons. They fucking owe us big time.

Screw a chicken in every pot. They owe us so much for what they've stolen from us that seeing them all go to prison for treason and sedition isn't good enough. Even the required Constitution death penalty for traitors isn't good enough. They owe us every goddamned job they sent overseas or to the South. They owe us the fucking truth about what they're doing to us OUT OF THEIR OWN RABID MOUTHS! They owe us homes that they caused us to lose and wages they've taken from themselves while leaving ours to stagnate. And most of all, they neat to appoint new, honest CEOs for every company in this nation who will abide by OUR rules, not Congress' rules. Congress will pass our rules without being paid anything more than what they earn which is much too high for all those useless pricks and bitches anyway.

If I die before any changes are made I'll fucking go down continuing to fight them. I've never hated anyone in my life until I learned what a freak show is going on at our expense.

One more matter that has to be resolved: no more wars created by the wealthy. No more buying terrorists to keep us in fear. No more sending our men and women to conflicts the greedy have made up in order to steal another nation's goods or anything that comes from the ground that they want. And as for us veterans (Vietnam for me), they owe us a shitload of care and compensation for sending us to foreign lands to murder people of our own caste for the benefit of the ruling wealthy class. I've met more Iraq and Afghanistan veterans with PTSD, many of them hooked on heroin from being in the areas where its beginnings grow from the earth.

Every conflict that has occurred since WWI has been for the benefit of corporations and Wall Street and the banks. All of them! Too bad we didn't realize that the things they convinced us of (freedom from communism or other lies they told about the governments or people they wanted to take down) were pure bullshit. Now we know the truth and the Republicans and the elite still don't want to treat us veterans fairly.

No Social Security COLA raises or raises for the veterans or assistance for their families this year. Ain't that a crock of shit? And they expect us to respect their sick asses and continue to put up with their bullshit.

This is my country and your country and you fucking thieves and liars are not going to pick and choose which groups you will honor and which groups you will put aside for losing of rights. You owe those of us in the LGBT communities repayment of every goddamned year that you and your stupid religious fanatics held us as second class citizens in a land where all men are supposedly created equal. Now you want to reverse the short-termed freedom we've been granted? Drop dead in a pile of that bullshit you've been piling up on top of us. You will not take our rights away ever again and get away with it.

Now, how many more days am I going to have to sit here and dictate to my fingers what to say to everyone out there in FB land? It's been more than two years for me and much longer for many others. And still we don't have the balls or the tits to get out there and straighten out the asses of the people we the people elected to work for us at wages far higher than any of them deserve. What will it take? Once fascism sets in we really won't have a voice and we won't even be able to elect a president because we will be totally under corporate rule.

I hope someone will force others to read all this once and for all. I mean those who don't have concentration for anything more than a Twitter. Slow your damned party brains down for about eight more months until we get the right people in the White House and into Congress. We'll have to fill all those seats with people we will need to do background checks on before they're even allowed to go on any ballot, local, state, or federal. No more paying our tax dollars (which are illegal to begin with) to thieves and traitors.

That's it. I'm sharing this post on my own timeline so that more can read it. I post to Public so that as many people as possible can be reached.

If All "Muslims" Are Held To The Candle...What Happens To The "Others"??

2015-12-12T15:26:00.001-08:00

Lately, I can't help but think..."What if" on this...

I was born into, raised and Baptized a "Southern Baptist", of which, as a Youth, I was Heavily Involved in! However, I have been Without ANY "Religious" Affiliation AT ALL, for Nearly 50 Years...

I Despise Most aspects of all organized Religions and hold them ALL accountable for Every Moral & Social Malady from which we humans seem to suffer the most...

What if I Was Suddenly Lumped into belonging to such a Group as the "Westboro Baptist Church"?? What IF I was held Accountable for THEIR Disgusting and Deplorable Actions, JUST Because I Happened to be a "Baptist"??

OMGAWD...

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"Are You Calling ME A FKG Redneck?" Well Then, Let Me Tell You Something...

2015-08-24T12:49:00.001-07:00

When I was a Youth I believed that to be an insult, now however, I find it is a matter of Pride to say, "Ayup, I Am!" instead! My Daddy had a VERY Red Neck, burnt to a crisp working out in the Hot Sun to take care of his Family! Mine is scarred the Same and by the Same! That is MY "Redneck" Legacy!

Lita Villa-Coult (Twisted Crone)

When my Dad pulled in a piece of land up in the Boonies way above LA, we moved out there and scratched out our marks in those Hills no Worry! We lived without electricity until we cleared the land and raised the Money to bring it into our property. We had an Outhouse, fetched and carried water from a cistern until we could dig and lay the pipe to get it to the House! We walked 1 1/2 miles to the bus stop, wadded in flash flood waters to get home so deep and fast we had to take off our shoes and carry them! Cheered to see a Tractor come to give us a Lift! We raised our animals, ate our BBQ and raised some Hell too! We were "Country" when COUNTRY wasn't COOL! :P~*

Howdeeeee.......

Good, Bad & Compensations...

2015-01-14T14:05:00.000-08:00

Bad is sometimes Exciting, usually easy and Enjoyment is probably NOT the Goal!
Good is Certainly hardly EVER Easy, Rarely Exciting, Undoubtedly Enjoyable!!
If it is worth Having it is Worth Endeavor!
"Your going to get back from life what you give it..."
...as you give so shall ye receive...
...Compensation...

"American Children Do Not Know How To Eat Correctly, Because Their Parents Jacked Them Up..."

2015-01-10T11:37:00.002-08:00

Well, NOT Exactly what they said, but THAT is the Gist of it...to wit...I respond...

Just because something Has been Wrong, does not mean that it must Remain wrong! If at First you do not succeed, try, try Again! We MUST Teach our Children to Eat right...even if they do NOT "Like It"! Find a Way, try new approach, get them involved, whatever it takes! Excuses are EXCUSES, NOT Reasons! Learning the differences between American Standard and Metric sucks too, HOWEVER "Turned Off" they are, they have to learn that too!

Trot That Waddle Baby!

2015-01-09T16:46:00.002-08:00

Seems my Kitties all have Tremendous pride in what we Humans would hold in Disdain...They all spend an inordinate amount of time grooming, pawing and positioning their Enormous Waddles! Yes, I see the pride as they Swing it rhythmically from side to side, with a deliberate flourish as they prepare to parade in front of another...

"School ~ What Good Is It?? They Never Teach You Anything!!"

2014-12-19T14:54:00.002-08:00

That is the Pisser!
Your NOT Going to School to learn a bunch of "Information" at all.
The School is not there to teach you "Stuff"! That is not their JOB! The School is NOT Supposed to Teach you WHAT to Think, Just HOW To Think! !
The "School' is supposed to teach you How To Learn!
If you are NOT Learning then it is up to you to figure out what "You" need to do to LEARN! The Teachers are only trying to teach you how to Use Tools to get Information WHEN You Need it to Achieve Success in Whatever you Endeavor to do! They are Not really trying to cram as much into your head as possible! They are just trying to show you HOW to Find and USE Information for Yourself! If the tools THEY are trying to pry into your brain are not getting in, maybe you can try some OTHER Tools, but, the bottom line is, if you do NOT Learn, you never will!

Kidnapped & Missing Since 1977 ~ One Son Found, Another Still Missing!

2014-12-05T11:59:00.002-08:00

This is a Picture of my Son Albert Knox! Thanks to Social Media and Facebook, I found him after 37 years missing, and although I have not gotten to see him yet, we are still at a loss....we have NO Idea What Happened to or Where his Baby Brother Went! Even Though They were Both kidnapped, Together, by their father in 1977, when he took off headed East! Little Albert grew up believing I was dead and he NEVER Even Knew he had a Baby Brother! Big Albert says that he "Gave the baby to some people next to a field somewhere in the Mid-West!", but he can't remember where or to who...
I am Sure that Clayton is going to look a LOT Like this picture of his Brother!
Clayton Walter Knox was 10 months old when he was taken from Long Beach Ca, then subsequently "Lost" along the path to PA!
Stolen 1977 Still Missing:

Clayton Walter Knox
Nov 7, 1976
Born Long Beach Memorial Hospital the year of Bi-Centennial!
....STILL Missing....
Looks Similar to this....
Someone out there Knows Something....
Please Share!

My Message To America's "Green Rush" Generation...

2014-11-20T15:28:00.001-08:00

The New American World will have Massive Opportunities in discovering Cannabis! The Up and Coming of our Great Country are going to have Untold and Limitless Resources to make our Country come out on Top Again!

Legalize Now!

Yes! And tell ALL your Friends Too! We must come out of the Green Closet to call to Action! If you are Old Enough to Vote, then make sure you do! It has to become Cool Again to push your VOICE! Our American "Voice" can only be heard in NUMBERS!!! There ARE More of "US" than "them"! The way "they" get to Young People is to Convince them that it is Boring, Useless or "Complicated", to let "Them" handle the "Details" to take Care Of YOU! It is about CONTROL! If they can convince people to stay away from the polls, then THEY can fill them up! Proof ?? of what I say? ...ummm ...Nov. 4, 2014... I think THAT says plenty...look at what happens when people just do NOT Even Show Up!!

New Wave Racism ~ Deliberate Ignorance

2014-11-16T10:45:00.002-08:00

This morning, I was looking at another particularly noticeable headliner about some Tea Pugg that said some Disgusting, "Repuggnant", Racist Sumshyt about Michelle Obama and nobody said anything back to him nor was there any "Fallout"...Well, of course not...the "Bully(s)" have taken over the Lunch Room!

Welcome to the New "White Supremacy" movement...powered by the Blatant and Empowered by the MEEK! You know, the same ones that DIDN'T Bother to Vote! The more we Do NOT Speak out, the more Brazen they become! It is like the Bully that comes through the Cafeteria; always they have followers, people that Admire them and Bolster their opinions and are on hand to be "Yes" men and Dirty Hands whenever called upon! The wave of rancor rises among his ranks as they sweep through, crushing all that dare to step into their path or call their attentions! That is what has happened because of the Marriage between the "South Will Rise Again" Chambers with the Republicans HUNGRY for POWER! Corporation $ Lovers may NOT Really be AS "Racist" as some of the "Baggs", BUT They Welcome the Numbers and are more than willing to wink and nod as they allow for the rhetoric under the guise of "Humor" or "Slippage" it STILL becomes more "Acceptable" to the Masses!
ex; ... like saying out loud at a party of mixed companies.."Oh, I am going to step out to take a smoke break...opps, I MEAN a Cigarette Break! HAHAHA! {wink, nod}" If there are ANY Potheads in That Crowd, they will immediately understand WHAT you were talking About, even if there are a few peoples that have no clue and believe you are going to go have a cigarette, Most will KNOW What You Are Really Doing! That then gives "Permission" to every OTHER Pot Smoker in the Room to do the SAME whenever THEY want! Oh sure, you can come back later and say "What? Pot Smokers outside at MY Party? NO WAY!, I had NO Idea!!!" Does that mean they are going to be believed? Does Deliberate Ignorance Absolve anyone from the Outcome?

Like A Bubble Of Water Inside A Vat Of Jello

2014-11-05T15:04:00.001-08:00

I know I will be assimilated, however, I feel the need to stick it out as long as possible...
I picture myself as a strange KIND of "Horshack" that keeps shoving their fist in the air...OhOhOhOhOh, Look... I Know ~ I KNOW...
but, everyone just throws stones at me and tells me to STFU and sit Down....
EVEN If you do KNOW, your wrong....
....rubbing the lamp....

Even If I Jerk!

2014-10-23T08:51:00.000-07:00

I am making a New Vow...No More Deleting Videos Just Because I had a Herky-Jerky in them!! I realized I have deleted over HALF the Videos I record because I start jerking around like a Landed Fish! So, now, I can't even find the ones I needed! Dammitt!
That's It!
If I Have a HJ in the middle of my video...too bad! That is the Price I Pay For Mobility! Plenty of Quadriplegics out there would trade places with me ANY DAY!
Anyway, now, I can edit them too! ;)

Selling Ice In Alaska...

2014-10-05T14:35:00.002-07:00

All Natural
Hypo Allergenic
No Dyes
No Perfumes
No Chemicals

Now~THAT is how you sell some "Wet Paper Towels" to the Butt Posse!!

Chasing Racism All On Facebook Today...Meme "Slavery? Get Over It Already..."

2014-05-22T14:51:00.000-07:00

When the KKK began to "Fade" in the 70's, it was NOT By "accident" or by folly! It was by design! Just as the "Hippies" became aware that the "Power" to CHANGE Anything was from the Inside, so did the White Supremacy Movement! BOTH Factions had come to understand that the "show" up front was twaddle and fop, that NOTHING could be done from That Vantage! BOTH changed Strategies, regrouped, recouped from the "Pop" & "Bang" then went on the DL! It is Insidious, has changed a LOT of Means...but, the bottom line has NEVER changed...WHITE People Are BETTER, THEY Deserve to Rule and no matter what it takes! If there is something to be had, White should have it unless they do not want it, THEN the REST of them can have the leftovers! They KNOW they were BORN to be above others, The Bible tells them so! It comes from their Soul...
Although my Father was too socially lazy to participate in such goings on...it was Still a Prevalent part of my world...the rhetoric, ravings, rantings and bizarre Proclamations was PART of my "Beginnings", I lived it! Racism is NOT even Close to being Dead in this Country...I am sure worse will still be yet to come! By design, powerful people want the continued struggle Among The Peon...keeps them busy and ignorant of the TRUE agendas and calls! Like sponsoring the parties that get the troops of your enemy drunk and discombobulated the night before battle!
[The silent] goal is to eventually rewrite slavery out, as if were a "Voluntary" position that gave the African Americans a "Stake" in building this country and now they have Wasted Everything HANDED to them, all these lo years since having gained their Freedom from said "Bondage", having been "Forgiven" debts many of them still owed....I heard THIS story from a relatives child (12-13 years old) that lives in thee Mid West region, that was given THIS version of "Slave History" by her Parents, home schooled, never had ANY OTHER Version!!! Also, that NOT having Slaves is against God's "Plan" for "His" people! I had heard there was some Bible Verses addressing this, but have NOT tried to research it! Just hearing this from a child as how History Went down, how the "Negros" have Wasted Every Privilege they had been granted, just want something for nothing, using the "Slavery" aspect as a reason for doing Nothing NOW! Etc... was enough, I could not take it, when I fired back I was "Removed" from that faction of my family...

Lost Treasures From War Times Past....

2014-04-17T16:10:00.004-07:00

My Mother Owned and operated an Upholstery Shop in Monterey, Ca. that was in Business there for over 50 years. Around 1977 she was asked to clean out an attic space above one of the Shops in Carmel, Ca. she worked with and to dispose of the stuff there. The woman had told her that someone had put the boxes up there to store because they were going to an Internment Camp and was hoping to retrieve them when they came back. They never came back. My Mother retrieved several boxes that contained mostly bails of silk. Over the years it was used and handed around through my family. However, recently when I asked my Mom, (now 77), if she had any of it left and she said she would dig up what was left and send it! Well, no more bails of beautiful unused colorful silks, but instead there was still several Kimonos! I have 3-4 here, they are obviously hand stitched, a couple have a price tag that say $25 and Clothing Tags that say "Der Ling" Carmel, Ca. I have tried to ask the couple of people I know, they know nothing else either, they also heard the THEN (1977) aged and ailing woman talk about "Someone left it there for safe keeping while they were gone"? I could find No references to it, other than a Street named "Der Ling Lane"!? I do not know if Anyone would Consider these of Any Importance or? I only know that I Do Loathe the thought of cutting them up for projects as my Mother has suggested!

I would gladly give them to be to someone for use or care in a better manner at all rather than have them be destroyed or given to the Second Hand store. So, please feel free to contact me if this is something that you would be interested in obtaining or giving more reference to?

Thank You!

High Times For Grandma!

2014-02-11T13:33:00.002-08:00

I like the first thing on this list...Winners: Seniors, Older Americans that are getting Safer alternatives to the Heavy Hand big Pharm has had, strangling the life out of them in the name of Profits over Health!
Yes, It is Time for Grandma and Grandpa to find some relief with a God Given Herb, a Plant of Many benefits! Now instead of paying Thousands of Dollars to the "Drug" companies for pills that really only make most things worse in the long run, they find some Simple and Natural relief for Dozens of ailments and woes!

Florida Medical Marijuana: The Winners and The Losers

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Walk Like A Duck...

2013-12-23T09:20:00.000-08:00

This "Duck Disaster" is highlighting a very deep rooted piece of racism that is so hard to reach! As a way of twisting it for me, I kind of try to look at it like it (racism in this form) is like it is "Grandfathered" in! To them it is as if they "wear it" like an old coat-of-arms, handed down to them from their ancestors! It is a racism that has been "Bred into" them, an indoctrination that few can understand! I was raised with this kind of racism and have struggled my whole life to "Relearn" my racist feelings and thinking patterns! It is Nearly Impossible at times, a true struggle! So, for these people, they use the "Bible" or other such literature and sermon to make them "Justified"! To them, their "righteous" Hate/Disregard/Disrespect is proven in these "Scriptures", distorted through "Interpretations" and then hailed and heaped on the Young! These rantings and railings are proof enough to (racist) admirers that they are Right, a way of insuring themselves that they are right and do not need to change! They have a way of projecting expectations that reward them with "Self Fulfilled Prophecy" of the whole situation!

I felt really bad for Paula Deen too, I felt she was railroaded! Their Treatment was Over Kill for the act at hand, I believe firing this guy may be over the top as well! Reprimand, use it as an opportunity to relate to "These People", , they need to be Publicly Called out, taught that their "Thinking" is not Socially the Norm and needs to be adjusted to a more civilized and Normalized point of view! It would be a great teaching moment! Call him out, make him aware of his problem, challenge his thinking! Fire him? I mean, they (A&E) wanted that kind of personality, they developed and shaped it, so,....walk like a duck, talk like a duck, .....

My Father, was born and raised in North Dakota, the early 40's would have been his "Prime" early life, the forming years so to speak, he was made to quite school after finishing the 4th grade so that he could help the family work the farm. Everything he learned was 'Home Grown", that was his life until he ran away to join the military at 17! In his ignorant and unwavering belief, his entire life up until his death a few years ago, he believed that black people were an "Different Kind" Of Human! As if they were a different Species that evolved separate from us, he believed they were just closer to the apes than "White men" were, that somehow there was a separation along the chain! Try as I might, I could NEVER convince him of anything else, he could not read or write above that 4th grade level, was just a "Natural Mechanic" that mastered it that way, but remained a staunch racist his whole life, no matter how hard people tried to sway him with lecture or letter!

To my Father, the world was just 3 steps away from BEING "The Planet Of The Apes"! I often have wondered what the fodder for that series was... I literally heard the Echos of my early years in some of the lines from that genre of film... "Don't turn your back on them, if they ever get a chance they may turn on you...never teach a black person how to do your trade, leave some stuff out if you have to show them something, cause they might cut your throat to take your place!" Stuff like that for example...was how my Father believed they were... I was once (learned first time) Severely Beaten for bringing one of my friends home from school...she was black...it was a VERY Ugly and ground shaking moment in my little world...my Father called her Father to have him come pick her up, I believe it almost came to blows, he was fighting mad at HER Father for allowing his daughter to come into our house!

Strangely enough, I had not, NOT realized up until THAT moment that we indeed had a separate "Town" where all the Black, (Other) people lived, separately from our "White" town! Literally, if a black person tried to move into our town, the "Men Folk" took care of it promptly, Before any of them started getting "Ideas"!

Growing up and getting away from THAT was More Than Difficult! When I got out into the "Real World" I was Very Hard pressed to Re-Learn a whole Different way of FEELING and Reacting to the People I shared our planet with! Still Learning, still willing, some people can't, or, don't!

Hmmm...Sunday Morning Innuendos...

2013-07-14T09:19:00.004-07:00

"Dammitt Hunny, that didn't work in the back nearly as good as it did in the Front!!"
.........you know....
.....the new Sprinkler....

2013-07-13T13:06:00.001-07:00

One of the "Cats In My Attic" happens to be an odd fellow! I like to guess measurements, divide things and other kitzy Counting Games! I am pretty good too! I laugh and enjoy it as I may! Wish I could exploit it...Hmmm...Know anyone getting paid to guess weights and measures? Well, I guess someone Besides the "Guess your weight" at the Carnival? LOL!

I can cut 1/2 strips without lines, not even thinking about it, eyeball split a can of cat food 3 ways within 1 - 2 grams and 1/4, 1/2 cups without blinking!

Can't Remember any of it later...but I can count and calculate till the cows come home...

Cannabis Kibitzing

2013-06-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

I Love the Word Kibitzing! In Fact, I love it so much I may try to nab it somehow in the Domain play! HAHAH! Anyhoo, it means talking about something even if it is not Wanted Advice! :) Perfect!

I am so busy trying to get some things done I do not have time to sit around and play on the computer...Too Busy having Fun to stop and Play... Off on Any of my Projects working still yet! YeeeHaawwww!

Still on Facebook restriction, I have begun to wean myself away from the addiction...Oh Well, they should not have cut me off if they did Not want me to discover that I did Not Need them! HA!

Of course, I have now just started to play with my Google Account and having a good time, expanding my blogs and trying to Get my Webshow "ICEDview" off and running! So, if you want to check me out anytime... I am over there playing at the G+! G+ = (Google+) !! So if you are reading this, look me up! I am also registered now as the "Twisted Crone"! I even bought it as a Domain! HAHAHAHA!

Okay, so I recently have been trying (again) to overcome the Camera Issues and recorded a piece on cleaning a Cannabis Smoking Device (Pipe) and was learning how to download and edit, so on and so forth...the camera Still Sucks! HAHA Sounds like an 8mm through the whole thing! Also, I am still trying to learn to set the props, staging, lighting, speedier delivery, (needs MORE Work!!) hahaha, as well as format and edit the footage! Whew! I will get it..inch by inch! :)

:P:P:P

Paula Deen~ Seems Unfortunate, Another Case Of "Accidental Racist" (AR) Is Exposed!

2013-06-20T09:56:00.002-07:00

I do Not believe that Paula Deen was being Racist deliberately, her racism is "accidental", coming from "Conditioning" and thoughtlessness... nor do I believe she should be her Brothers Keeper! ...andwereoff...

What does that mean when I say she didn't "Mean it"? Well, there is a lot of unintentional racism out there...I know because I Live that kind of life Myself! Paula could be any of my own Family! If I dug around I would probably find her in my tree somewhere! Most of my Adult Life I watched her shows and felt like I was in my own Aunties Kitchen! People with AR (Accidental Racism) hit, trip and fall over many Huge Stumbling Blocks and Ignorance, that they LIVE their whole lives, trying to stop tripping over, but find it very difficult to see coming! Usually by the time they do it is AFTER someone else points it Out! Never a good thing...it will be a bit like rubbing the dog's nose in a pile...

People with AR have typically been born and raised in EXTREMELY Racists Homes and Families! The problems (?) for us, (yes, I include myself as an AR), is that somehow, somewhere along the line, in our Own Lives, we have begun to Question those thoughts and ideals, to NOT Believe the Racist Hullabaloo and start living life in the "New Century"! The trouble is, having been literally Brainwashed, Indoctrinated, even BEATEN Into believing one WAY of thinking and feeling, then to just DECIDE to stop and not think or feel that way anymore...well...there is a Chasm of Unbelievable width and depth between them! We do not intend to be Racists, it just oozes out when we are not paying attention...it does not help that the favorite word everywhere on the street is the "N" word either...I mean, if I sang the lyrics to a song playing in my car I would feel ashamed and embarrassed... It is a bit similar to the word Bitch, in that you have to be very careful how you use that, it is like a "Loaded Weapon", you never know who it will set off, when it will be appreciated in a "solid" way and mostly never know when it may start a War!!

So far, all I have heard of the troubles she is having, seems to fall into the AR Category for me...she was planning a Wedding that was a Re-Enactment of Civil War Days, it may have been Bad Taste and definitely AR, but I do Not Believe she was being intentionally derogatory when she asked for the servers to be in "Costume"! Did she drop the "N" bomb a few times throughout her TV Career? No Doubt, it is a Prevalent Word used amongst MANY, not only Standard Racists either, but "Regular Society Settings" in Some places! I Myself rail against it!! She has admitted to it, apologized and I believe she was not an "Evil Racist Dracon"! Should she need to face her ghosts? Yes! Take a Lesson, Stand up, speak out and Put them to rest, like an Episode of "Ghost Whisperer"!! Should she be Ostracized and run out on a rail? IDK...Well... how about going after some other more Blatant and Hateful, Actual RACISTS, like some of these Political AssHat Clowns...

Tar & Feather, Run Out Of Town...
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/04/01/racist-remarks-politicians_n_2981424.html

Then on the second note, why in the Hell should She have to Pay someone Anything because her BROTHER was an Asshole?? Plus, She Should Never Pay Blackmail $$ Either! Bring it out and lay it all on the table, Fuck those Haters and People that are looking to cut you down Paula! Say your Apologies, Share your Lessons and Move On!

Racism is like an Illness Too, you have to recognize the "Symptoms" to the "Disease" before you can find it, treat it and turn it around!

~PET~
PositiveEnergiesTranscend
LX5

Monstersanto & Autism!

2013-05-25T16:54:00.002-07:00

Interesting Monsanto History leaves this Tidbit;
"Monsanto scientists became the first to genetically modify a plant cell in 1982. Five years later, Monsanto conducted the first field tests of genetically engineered
crops."
Hmmm... 1982? So, add a couple of years to the food chain...
Hmmm... Then....
Autism Spectrum Disorders...

Suspicious?

A Reckoning In The Night....

2013-04-12T12:21:00.003-07:00

The Reckoning, it's coming, that is the promise..."Your Dad is going to settle with you when he gets home!" Now, my only reprieve...the time it takes him to get from the bar at closing and travel the distance home! Watching every tick of the clock...I would try to make my heartbeat match the seconds...it was a game I played...often, counting soothes me.

Another game I had, was to look inside my minds eye, going along with someone else, somewhere else. Tonight, I watched him, stagger to his truck, grouse with his friends, then stumble and fumble with his keys. He would start the truck with a curse and kick at the pile of mail and junk on the floor and seat around him. I knew the inside of that truck, I have been in that truck all my life it seemed, sometimes for hours! Not really the exact same truck, but one just like it, always the same, a truck owned by a mechanic. It was dirty, rickety,(isn't it supposed to be? He was a mechanic after all, must drive worst vehicle in town, right?) and Always Piled High! It seemed sometimes like his second home, piled dashboard + high with tools, parts, rags, mail and Junk! Lots of Junk & MoJunk; Lots of Mail!

Tonight, as I lie there, watching in my minds eye, as he was headed home, the feeling of dread began welling up inside of me, like a huge hole that was consuming me and I was hanging onto the edge! I saw him as he drove along the long stretch of road headed out of town, then turn and head up to the Canyon. Now, I could almost smell the whiskey on him, it would over power the smell of grease and grime that normally permeated from him. I watched him rocking unsteadily around, shifting gears and bobbing his head, trying to keep the truck on the road as it wound and climbed ever closer to home. I found little wonder in the fact, that I could usually time it, within just a couple of minutes, as to when he would arrive! Usually, I was happy about his getting home, I often worried he wouldn't make it.

Tonight was different, I knew that! He was probably drunker than usual too, knowing he had to "Punish Me" to make HER Happy! He would have to pull out the "Big Guns" This time for Sure! She was the very definition of a Harpy, she had been on the phone for HOURS, telling anyone stupid enough to answer their phone, the whole Sordid Story, how they had Rescued me, I was Being a Whore out on the streets, she had Proof by finding a jar of Vaseline in my purse! It was so bad, they told her I could be suicidal don't you know...She was at her wits End of How to Handle me...HE Was going to Have to DO Something This Time! I was in deep, had run away after a big fight with Her and had been picked up in the streets of a not-so-nearby city, OD'd on OTC Sleep-aids, the Po-Po called them from the ER, they had to travel over an hour to get to where I was! I pretended to be passed out in the backseat as SHE went On and On for the whole trip, going through my purse and declaring each item to be of a "Dirty Whore" or "Drug Addict"....

I heard the truck coming up the Canyon, it echoed through the walls, into my mind, I could feel the tires on the dirt as it crunched and bumped it's way up the drive...When he staggered into the house, my heart was pounding! Was he going to beat me? He came to the door, I heard him standing there looking at me, breathing heavy, then felt him as he sat on the bed next to me! I heard him Sigh HEavily and could feel him swaying...I was at first startled, he had not yanked me up and out of the bed, had not even spoken! What? I smell him, it is a Particular smell, I could recognize it without seeing...Oil, Sweat, Whiskey, Tobacco and Funk! Then, he starts talking, his words are sloppy and slurred, but I can still hear the emotion in his raspy words..."What am I going to do with you?" He went on for a moment with the prattle about Her and HER Issues...but then...he started talking about what was I doing out there in the streets? What was I doing? Was I letting boys touch me? Was I hungry for it? He should show me then!! Is THIS What I wanted? He should be the one to Teach me...It was his God Given Right, after all, he was the one that brought me into this world...I belonged to him First!!

Even though many scenarios of This Theme has played out many times in my 12 Long Years of life, with a few different people and with Many dramas in the mix, but tonight, ...tonight was different...worse...I could not stop the screaming in my mind, I knew this was going to be bad, real bad...

Why? Why? Why did you feel you had to teach me that lesson? I know you did not go "All the way", but it was far enough, it broke us, I did not need that lesson..not from you, I already had that lesson, too many times by others, why did I have to get it from you too? It could never be the same again. I could never again be your daughter, you never again my Daddy...you hurt me... why did you have to do that? Why you too? Why did you have to be a Man, why couldn't you just be my Daddy?

... I walked down that old dirt road, carrying what would fit in a bag, as I looked back, I knew, my heart knew, I could never comeback....

I would Never Go Home Again....I was 12 years...Old...

Stones 1/21/13

2013-01-21T13:32:00.000-08:00

Masculine
Teach
Consume
Animal
Temperance
Sympathy