tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49711012246906838702026-02-22T20:04:51.322+08:00寫給自己看 說給自己聽kaowoei自爽地http://www.blogger.com/profile/04168982530924544083noreply@blogger.comBlogger960125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4971101224690683870.post-78554576205442423702025-06-27T16:23:00.002+08:002025-06-27T16:23:19.647+08:00<p>&nbsp;前一陣子與一個很久沒聯絡的朋友取得了聯絡</p><p>知道朋友過得好，心理覺得很高興</p><p>不過心中也有一些疑問，但朋友似乎沒有想說</p><p>所以我也就忍著沒問，</p><p>但心裡還是有著惆悵萬千。</p><p><br /></p><p>傍晚下起了一場滂沱大雨，</p><p>像是呼應了我沒由來的思緒…</p><p>猛然的浮現了那首歌詞</p><p><br /></p><p>"我知道　天已在下雨</p><p>臉上卻不知是淚是雨"</p><p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;"癡"</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type="text/javascript"><!-- google_ad_client = "pub-0793444554127463"; /* 234x60, 已建立 2008/12/18 */ google_ad_slot = "4716671954"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--> </script> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"> </script></div>kaowoei自爽地http://www.blogger.com/profile/04168982530924544083noreply@blogger.com0台灣臺北25.0329694 121.5654177-3.2772644361788466 86.4091677 53.343203236178844 156.7216677tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4971101224690683870.post-44891341644925127832022-07-11T14:43:00.001+08:002022-07-11T14:46:33.461+08:00今天是第94天…經過一連串的化療、放療…看到了腫瘤的減小，到今天進行手術切除。只是，一顆心還懸在那，還在等組織的病理報告…這是一場持續的抗爭，我能做的就是珍惜每一天，就這樣…好好的過日子<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type="text/javascript"><!-- google_ad_client = "pub-0793444554127463"; /* 234x60, 已建立 2008/12/18 */ google_ad_slot = "4716671954"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--> </script> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"> </script></div>kaowoei自爽地http://www.blogger.com/profile/04168982530924544083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4971101224690683870.post-62101129068136638862022-04-11T00:57:00.001+08:002022-07-11T14:46:16.739+08:00終於比較冷靜下來了，<br>認真的想想要怎麼面對接下來可能面對的各種狀況<br><br>想著要好好治療<br>要怎麼讓她在病中可以縮短疼痛以及精神上的折磨<br><br>不過<br>我們都不是當事人<br>我們也無法體會那樣的痛苦<br><br>我們只能覺得不甘心 不捨<br><br>我們還是要冷靜 不慌張<br>我們要堅強作為她的依靠<br>在各方面支持她<br><br>這是我們現在可以做到的<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type="text/javascript"><!-- google_ad_client = "pub-0793444554127463"; /* 234x60, 已建立 2008/12/18 */ google_ad_slot = "4716671954"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--> </script> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"> </script></div>kaowoei自爽地http://www.blogger.com/profile/04168982530924544083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4971101224690683870.post-33524104048286296102022-04-08T21:31:00.001+08:002022-07-11T14:46:01.713+08:00今天一定是討厭的一天其中一天。<br>雖然知道沒有人可以永遠活著，可以好歹也希望可以無病無痛的過完。<br>噩耗來得如此突然，現在只想著，要怎麼樣延長時間…<br>我拼命的想啊…只是現在的我似乎還沒有辦法不崩潰…<br>想著想著就想哭…<br>想著想著就覺得無法接受…<br>我對她說我很愛她，我想傳達給她…<br>我希望能夠不帶任何遺憾…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type="text/javascript"><!-- google_ad_client = "pub-0793444554127463"; 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font-size: medium;"><b>你繳了學費嗎？你拜我為師了嗎？</b></span></p><p><br /></p><p>你沒有！！所以我交出所有正確的程式碼，交出使用的資料庫</p><p>強迫交接...That's ALL ！！</p><p>我覺得「仁盡義至」了。</p><p><br /></p><p>今天東西給你了，自己沒時間做(做不出來怪我囉！)</p><p>寫了一個「因為沒有交接到XXX開發的部份，現在才開始研究」這樣的理由</p><p><br /></p><p><span style="color: red; font-size: medium;"><b>幹你娘親的咧！！</b></span></p><p><b style="color: red; font-size: large;">要老子幫忙救火就低頭啊！！還腰桿很硬的咧？</b></p><p><b style="color: red; font-size: large;">最後還要寫一個「如何技術轉移或訓練被交接的人」</b></p><p><b style="color: red; font-size: large;">你他媽的有沒有搞錯？</b></p><p><b style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></b></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">你都已經要接近把我Fire掉的程度(雖然沒有，但是調到一個要接近從0開始的部門)</span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">我還要當一個老好人</span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">把我的一身功夫傳授給你？？</span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">這一個早起</span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;">SUCKS</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type="text/javascript"><!-- google_ad_client = "pub-0793444554127463"; /* 234x60, 已建立 2008/12/18 */ google_ad_slot = "4716671954"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--> </script> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"> </script></div>kaowoei自爽地http://www.blogger.com/profile/04168982530924544083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4971101224690683870.post-67567056762331987542021-11-11T06:37:00.004+08:002021-11-11T06:37:47.149+08:00<p><b><span style="font-size: large;">前言-乳題(哈哈哈，我沒有奶怎麼可能有乳題咧)</span></b></p><p><br /></p><p>以前從未了解自己，所以覺得自己只是內向</p><p>後來在偶然的情況下發覺自己原來是所謂的「高敏感族群」</p><p>一切都豁然開朗</p><p>我終於知道自己為何很容易流淚</p><p>很容易感受(甚至過份感受)文字、歌曲、電影裡的情緒，以至於發生共感</p><p><br /></p><p>這樣的我，當了一個軟體工程師，其實我覺得軟體工程師是很適合我的</p><p>機器沒有情緒，所以不會被機器感染情緒</p><p>工作在其中是很輕鬆的</p><p><br /></p><p>不過很可惜，職場中是會和人交會的</p><p>說不好聽的，你不想「弄」人，可有多的是很多人想要「弄」你</p><p>所以就發生了很多很多的情緒</p><p><br /></p><p>這是一個發覺自己是高敏感族群後，感覺自己需要往某處傾倒垃圾的地方。</p><p>如有不幸被某某演算法帶到這裡的人</p><p>在這裡</p><p>這是一個這樣的Blog</p><p><br /></p><p>PS.不用Facebook是因為它的演算法實在太厲害，也許會被認識的人看到</p><p>然後有不必要的麻煩</p><p><br /></p><p>以上</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type="text/javascript"><!-- google_ad_client = "pub-0793444554127463"; 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