Keep passing the Open Windows

keep passing open windows

2011-10-18T00:56:00.002+08:00

do i even know how to close it ?

i can only keep passing open windows.

so prettttyyyyyy

2011-01-26T06:19:00.002+08:00

it was pretty first night here at the house.

(i reallly no like her name.....)

ex owners brought her her last night. interaction with whisky was still ok.

she only snapped at whisky twice when he tried to bite her ears or got too close.

so sad when ex mommy said goodbye. can understand her feeling... giving away her baby...

but

I AM HER NEW MOMMY NOW.I AM THE ALPHA. THE OMEGA.

she couldnt really sleep last night. was pacing around in the room. she also farted alot. she fart like a human. got ppppuuuuutttpuuuut sound somemore.... and i suspected that she needed to go pangsai...

woke up to comfort her at 5am.... and sure enough....

she took a HUGE dump outside my bedroom...... i shall forgive her for now. if next time she did in the house again, she gonna get it.

will take her sometime to get used to the new place.

my whisky is soo cute with her. i think he still dont really noe how to get around with other dog... so he just followed her around, trying to do whatever she does... like going for the same toy, trying his luck to sniff her more....

lets see how she do for the 2nd day.

doggy day care 1

2011-01-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

" Today is Whisky's first day in daycare. he was a little dominance and mark area at several places. in the morning, whisky went for a swim. at first he hesident going into the water. after much encouragement, he finally went into the pool. whisky swam very well but he seems not that fond of swimming. in the afternoon, whisky tried to hump another dog. Humping is a way to show their dominance. but it will also lead to a fight if the other dog is not submissive. whisky was corrected a few times before he stop following the dog."

above was the exact comment that the doggy day care gave.

he was alone when i peered through the window. sitting all alone at one corner, staring at the other corner where all the other doggies were. they were playing and having a good time ..... he looked so alone.... sigh...

hope he liked it. gonna bring him there next week.

2011

2011-01-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

move house

open shop

new dog (maybe 2 ? )

quit smoking ?

gonna be a busy year.

funny

2010-11-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

"Fish is the leg of the team,

Nai is the arm,

Me, the body and

Saw is the heart of the team.

You are just a dead toenail.

Ghanis - Biggest Loser Asia 2 "

THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNNNNNY. Luv that guy. no wonder he got selected.

1st day

2010-05-31T22:02:00.003+08:00

i am dog tired.

today was the first day of the pet grooming course.

well, nothing much..... standing around, observing what the others were doing, playing with the dog...

the real work done was - bathing and blow-drying 4 dogs...

-1 skin prob shitzu

- 1 baby poodle

- 1 maltease

- 1 cock spaniel

tats all.

i don know how many more days before i can go beyond bathing and blow-drying.

sheesh. so glad i gonna have the day off tomorrow.

later. zzzzzz

for you

2010-05-30T10:13:00.000+08:00


你说你爱了不该爱的人 
你的心中满是伤痕  
你说你犯了不该犯的错  
心中满是悔恨  
你说你尝尽了生活的苦  
找不到可以相信的人  
你说你感到万分沮丧  
甚至开始怀疑人生
    
早知道伤心总是难免的  
你又何苦一往情深  
因为爱情总是难舍难分  
何必在意那一点点温存  
要知道伤心总是难免的  
在每一个梦醒时分  
有些事情你现在不必问  
有些人你永远不必等

just when i needed the most

2010-05-18T13:12:00.004+08:00

pino had been talking about it. saying that his new client B was very appreciative of his assistance, and he had planned a surprise for us.

he did not disclose ANY details prior to the trip. NOTHING. just saying that - ok. bring your passports, swimwear, suntan lotion and a good book. dun even need to bring any money...

of coz pino and i were skeptical. VERY skeptical about the whole thing. he din know much about this guy yet, and din knoe if he wanted to kidnap us.... like - dug out his eyes, and cut off his legs and force him to beg, and for me - sell me to the sex trade or something.... but of coz, he is a reallly nice and funnny guy.

but as the weekend drew near, B disclosed something more - saying is that is a beach resort, and it would be a nice relax trip for us.. and so, we decided to be spontaneous and be open minded out it.

so after a last minute packing, and giving the last hug to my baby ( leaving him was hard, but i think he liked to be with the other doggies and having the freedom to pee and poop anywhere he liked)

we reached the airport, and it was then B showed us the brochure of the place we going.

Soneva Kiri.

a last minute phonecall to cuz, and it was funny. at first she was worried, but after googling the place, she wanted me to pack her in as well.. ekekekekekkeekke. yes. i was really excited about the trip as well.

so we boarded the plane to BBK. we had a 4 hour window till our next charter to the island. so, B took us to the city ( quite a crazy move when all the hoohaa was happening in the city ) to meetup with gf H. we went to the penisula hotel for lunch. All was good until the ride back to the airport.

we were stuck in the jam for 2 hours. TWO frigging hours....

perhaps in the first place we shouldnt go the city at all, knowing that how bad the traffic can be, plus the situation in bbk right now was bad... but helll..... so what happened ?

we missed the plane to the resort. by 15 mins.

resort had got a no-fly rule at night ( coz no lights at airstrip, so pilot cannot see and dun knoe where to land ). . . .

no choice. we gotta stay one night in bbk. so we were putup at this surprisingly good hotel - amaranth. (we were told it was 3 *, but it was much better than tat)

we woke up nice and early to NOT miss anything.

pino kinda freaked out when he saw the plane. its small!!! its only a 8 seater plane!!!! and is owned by the resort.

it was all smoooth flying. took about 1 hour to reach the resort. when we reached, the buggy wa waiting for us to bring us to the jetty.

what greeted us was something out from a postcard.

everything was first class. the staff was ever so attentive and smiley and nice ( which made me kinda sad of what's happening to bbk right now. they really are such gentle folks!!! )

we got a female Friday assigned to us ( is like butler, but they call it Friday ), and she took us to our assigned villa. we got the beach villa, whereby B n gf got the hill one.

each has got their own buggy and bikes

it's really something that u can watch from travel guide shows.

the villa - - - - - oh boy.

everything about it is luxury.

complimentary champagne. Chilled and the whole bottle. it was paradise.

after that we were given a quick tour of the whole place.

we were shown the private residences. something much BIGGER than our own villa. the biggest in the resort was a 6-room villa, with complete full facilities. satellite, kitchen, GYM, water slide... it cost a whoopping 16 mil usd.

in the resort, they have their own outdoor cinema ( really cooool . no pic - coz during daytime, it looked like a hideous firing range. But when nightfalls, when the projector is up, it is reallly magical. we watched romantic oldie - american in paris there where they serve free flow of popcorn)

their own observatory. YES.

we din get to go coz it was unluckily cloudy nights...

their own private beach -not the yucky ones we have at the villa but with crystal clear water and comfy swinging lounge beds

chocolate and ice-cream room.

ALLL FREEEEE TO EAT. EAT TILL U PUKE.

library, game room, children's den, blah blah blah.

wat is best that is is so exclusive. we hardly see any other patrons around. in fact, we see more staff than guest.

nothing beats the villa. sigh.

we spent the next 2 days lazing around at the beach and pool, spa, and eat. eat eat eat.

food is top notch. everything on menu min. is 300 bht and above for starters. and they are those chi-chi type of food.

dun have the normal thai noodle soup ( i was looking forward so much to that .....)

for breakfast - they have eggs station, sausage station, fruits station, juice station, and best of all, COLD CUT station. smoked salmon, salami, parma ham, olives, sun dried tomatoes, cheese, and more.... what's missing is the free flow champagne for breakfast. sigh.... i could have these all day and night. just gimme my wine to go with those.

this has been a reallllly great great holiday. especially when we hardly pay for anything at all.

i wonder if there's any chance to visit their maldives branch.

chicago sucks...

2010-05-11T14:49:00.002+08:00

the chicago musical wasnt as fantastic as i had expected.

what a disappointment....

but the drinks and the company were great!!!!

cuz is such a bore. she is. period. wat happen to the crazy one that we knew ?

had so much drinks, and had a blast with orgu.

i was drunk by the time we reached karaoke....

house of ticks

2010-04-28T11:43:00.002+08:00

ahhh, having a dog brings more joy than u can ever imagine

and of course..... it also brings alot of ...... other inconvenience.

like -

braving the hot sun to bring him out for his walks,

cursing the weather when you cant bring him out for his walks,

sacrificing your social time with your friends,

but the worst part is the emotional and mental stress - like his health la, whether he bored at home la, blah blah blah...

recently encountered one of the worst.....

BLOOODY TICK INFESTATION!!!!

dun knoe where he get those blooody suckers from, but cant seem to get rid of them!!!!!

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

me and pino could be picking those vampires for the whole day, then the next day, same amount of those fuckers can be found on him.....

got so bad that we found them on our bed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. thankfully not the swarm that i had imagined, but we did find like 7 or 8 of them under the sheets, and those fukers were PLUMP......

SUPER EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW....

me and him was up till 3 in the morning to check and make sure that all covers and bedding were free from the parasites... changed EVERYTHING. and i am so tempted to go BURN EVERYTHING....

stresss. dun knoe what to do next but to maybe try to poison ourselves with anti-parasites spray and hope that they DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

mad in love

2010-04-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

with this song

where are the cows ?

2010-04-22T22:15:00.001+08:00

ah pew said,

all guys play farmer.

but as long as u dun bring the cow home, its ok.

fuk him.

but, is that the reality ?

fuk that.

this friday felt like a thursday

2010-03-05T12:43:00.002+08:00

i have lost tracked of time.....

tot today was a thursday....

how did time pass so fast ?

especially when i was doing nothing at all.

this week had not been so bad.

other than waking up to a swollen knee, movement being restricted, pino got me a brand new game to distract myself with.

played the whole time, till i scared that my eye gonna crossed, or go back to specky days...

being cooped up at home the whole week, and slowly and surely being drifted apart from reality....

it's SCARY!!!!!!

and there's also the eminent qn of what am i going to do for a living....

there's 2 options now.

which path am i going to take ?

shall i stay on , or go to the dark side.

may the force be with me.

the new high

2010-02-24T12:10:00.003+08:00

hehehehehe, i think i become so lyrical and chim when i get drunk.

am proud of my last melancholy post.

it was kinda interesting to observe that verbal diarrhea occurs when drunk. ever so eager to share the drunk wisdom to anybody talking back. it is the new high.

last time, when our bodies are still strong and nubile, we channeled the alcohol energy to lancing all night long.

now, our bodies are weak... at least mine is... jik tio my back when tried to pick dufus up one day. was in agony for the next 4 days.... pain was so bad that it gave me a somehow valid excuse to pick up the wonder stick for some pain relief.... sigh... din expect it to be so hard....

back to the new level of high. now, instead of lancing, we talk. trying to talk senseless into sense. and the more we talk, the more we drink. blah blah blah blah, sometimes, i dont even know what i was talking about... but surprisingly some of it turned out to be pretty impressive insights....

kinda fun....

was it just dejavu ?

2010-02-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

there was a time when i touched your cheeks.

did you feel that ?

there was a time when i said i love you.

did you hear that ?

there was a time when i cried for help.

did you know that ?

those were the times.

where are you ?

helllllooooo tiger

2010-02-14T07:31:00.003+08:00

with the dog at my feet, coffee at one hand, my last ciggy the other, i sat at the balcony, staring into the dark,

i welcome the year of the tiger.

it has been some time since i woke up this early.

brady! it was dark when i woke up.

as i watched the sky slowly turned into a lighter shade of gray, i was at peace.

it had been a hell out a year.

today marks our 2nd anniversary ( or is it 3rd.... seems like forever ), it is also the day that i say farewell to my dearest friend.

the only friend who was there for me anytime, anywhere, and never ask for anythhing in return. the friend that i tried leaving once, but in vain... a friend who's worth only increase ( NEVER decrease) over the years, my most faithful friend... i can go on and on and on and on and on about the good ( controversial) of her,

it's time for goodbye.

as i devoured her to the end of the burning tip, i tell myself, this is for my own good. for my body good. for my future goood.

this is for orgu,

for my family,

for me.

p.s. orgu - get ready the box seat tix.

happy new year

2010-01-02T11:00:00.001+08:00

happy new year.

bye bye last year.

wat a year.

the fool

2009-12-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

i am the victim of vicious marketing.

i have finally succumbed to the constant attack of the subliminal advertising...

i have owned an iphone.

this better not be pino's xmas gift for me...

i deserve better ;)))

terror the terrier

2009-12-09T23:23:00.003+08:00

he's becoming a terror!!!!

one night after range, came back to find broken glass all over the place.

that idiot got the cheek to jump onto the dining chair, and onto the table and played and broke the glass, and then carried one of the broken pieces over to the sofa!

this morning, pino found him lying ON the dining table, and shredded almost everything on top.

destroyed my earphones....

gooodnessssss. . . . .

curry? anyone ?

sucked

2009-11-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

been semi jobless for more than a month now.

so far, it has been blissful.

spending time with the dog, exploring with the ovens, and been spending alot of time on tv and those bloooody addictive FB games....

nabee...

it is so damn easy to be sucked into such a life and getting comfortable with it.

which is not exactly wat i wanted actually. . .

weelll... give this girl a break!

a birthday present for myself

2009-11-01T12:11:00.004+08:00

cost of lasik surgery - ard 3000

brand new life without kooky specs - PRICELESS

finally went for the lasik surgery for myself as a gift this year.

why ?

why not.

almost everybody else i know has done it, so it's time to rid of the aunty specs forever.

it requires one to wear specs for one week prior to the assessment.

was aunty for one week. except for the beloved waiter, everybody called me aunty.

hated it...

assessment was just alot of waiting and doing eyesight checkup.

and dilation of the eye to further confirm that the eye is suitable for the surgery.

assessment was done on my bday. how disgusting. to look like a dork on your bday....

ANYWAY, after assessment, the surgery was scheduled 1 week later.

on the day of surgery, was pretty excited.

they din let me wait for very long. very soon, i was called into the operation room where one ah nei aunty helped to dress me up for the surgery, and to brief me abit on it.

but who's listening.

it was my turn next. before me was one chao ah lian.

on the table, ur head is clamped in between some device, and then they taped your eye open. both upper eyelashes and lower part is taped by masking tape i think. ater that, something was used to pop your eye open.

"stare at the blinking green light" said the doc.

doc was recommended by xin. she raved about him.

i din knoe if he was any good. no comparison. it was my first.

he was very encouraging, and spoke quickly. like what i did when i was coaxing my dog to do his poo.

" you are doing great!!! goood!!!!! stare at the green light, alright! ok, you will be losing your eyesight for 30 secs. 25 secs to go, 10 secs to go, can you see again ? great you are doing great. now the laser is going to cut the flap. ignore the chaotao smell. goood. it was cut perfectly, blah blah blah "said the doc.

[orgu - i saw bubble when they cut my right eye. was it the reason why my right eye was blur ? ]

chey. of coz la.

the last thing you want to hear lying down there is a 'OPPPS'

.... how would a patient feel....

overall, there isnt much pain. but some discomfort. and the chao tai burning laser smell is pretty disgusting and kept you on your toes.

it only took 10 mins for both eye to be cut.

contact lense bandage was also put onto your eyes

after that, he helped m to seat up and ask me to tell the time on the clock.

it was a trick qn. the digital and the analog time does NOT tally one....

everything was quite blur initially. just like how u feel and see without a specs, but only slightly clearer.

U don get to see the doc after that. just go to counter and pay up.

why ? coz there's another maybe wat. 10 more patients waiting to have their eye cut ?

like a assembly line. doc is too busy for u. he had done his part. now fuk off and let the counter staff brief you on the eyecare.

they gave me some medicine and eyedrop, sunglasses, eye-googles, and scheduled to come back for a review.

there's a LOT of discomfort and strain on your eye after the surgery. the eyes is very sensitive to light. i was sitting in the living room - with the sunglasses , with all lights off and curtains drawn up, and still feeling very uncomfortable and strained.

it's best to go to sleep after you had used the medicated eyedrop.

felt better after the nap.

the sight also become clearer, except that for me,

the right eye is blurer than the left - which is strange - coz the right eye degree is less than the left.

i got worried.

was it something during the operation that i heard a soft "opps" ?

or was it my imagination.

at night - i wore the eye googles to sleep. so blooody gao - weai . but no choice. the fear of just accidentally touching your eye and moving the flap can be disastrous. was soooo conscious of it..

next morning - eye still feel very dry, but better.

still kinda blur, but better.

went for the review. all patients are to be reviewed the next day, so saw the ah lian and young girl at the clinic too.

ah lian was playing her nitendo with her sunglasses on. guess her surgery must have gone VERY well....

it was during the review when doc took out the bandage. immediately, you see even clearer - coz the bandage is somehow degreeed and makes things look blurer. - - - - - - - what does this mean ? seeems to me it is just a blllloooooody gimmick loh!!!

doc saved the best for the last.

" MOMENTOS OF YOUR OP!!!"

bianzzzz!!!!!! THEY TOOK A PHOTO OF YOU ON THE SURGERY TABLE, AND EVEN PUT PHOTO IN SOME HEAVY GLASS FRAME...

thats not all..

" AND ALSO MY BOOKS AS A PRESENT FOR YOU! FOR ANGMO AND TENGLANG VERSION!!!!! "

SHEEEEESH...

i guess that puts the books in one of the top selling list - on his patients' expenses.

why must i pay for his bloooody books ????????

xin din mention this before... if she did, i would have think twice about going to him....

anyway - i was still glad that i finally did it.

i regret not doing this soooner.

just hoping that both my eyes will heal soon so eyesight can be stablised at its best.

3rd review coming up next week.

happy birthday to me.

i'm the tooth fairy

2009-10-21T16:38:00.002+08:00

till now, i had collected about 6(7?) teeth from my furkid.

keekkeekkekekek.

it was quite funny. pino and i competed who can find the most teeth. for now is

pino - ZERO

me - 6(7?)

MUAHAHHAHAHAAH.

how is he going to catch up...

he's growing up. just been to his first grooming last sat.

came back looking like a freaking lamb....

so not used to it.

shit

2009-10-02T18:35:00.002+08:00

one night, brought snapping turtle out for a walk.

got jogger jogging laps ( think it was my neighbor ) ard the estate.

half way through our walk, he suddenly bianed in the middle of the road.....

huge pile of bian.

tiuu lian......

quickly brought him to another part of the estate....

hope jogger din stepped on his treasures....

ulu land

2009-09-29T12:45:00.002+08:00

it has been almost 2 weeks since we moved to ulu land.

wat can i say.

ulu

very ulu

very very very ulu.

the only convenient store is the so called "most expensive mama shop" (labelled by taxi drivers), run by bunch of cut throat indians. but hey. with nothing near within 2 km,..... he can bring his prices up and u got no choice.

the nearest neighbourhood is probably ang mo kio, or sengkang.

u need a car to drive out to makan.....

the house have not fully unpacked yet. still boxes lying around disgustingly in the 2nd room. see liao sian, so the door is closed most of the times, and try not to enter that room unless nec....

whisky is settling down too. he's growing so much!

he cant run under the sofa anymore, and perhaps in another 2 weeks, he will have no prob jumping up onto the couch.

its really funny to see him stand on his hind legs, at the balcony ledge, staring at people.

from behind, he just look like a small little human in white fur coat.

he's learning fast too!

he already knows commands like sit, come, stay, up, rollover and BANG.

so funnnny. everytime i bang bang him, he will lie on his side playing dead.

he's the main source of my joy now. i think my frens are getting jealous of him. i seldom go out much these days. i just cant wait to see him everyday. sigh sigh.

cant wait to go on part time mode. will have more time to pursue my own stuff.

life in whisky mode

2009-09-24T23:22:00.002+08:00

he dominated my life now.

i miss him when i go work,

i changed my plans LAST MIN. when he's feeling unwell,

i want to buy all the toys for him when i go shopping

i want the best for him.

... tats how a mother feels like....

he's growing soooo fast!!!!

its like, i get a shock when i see him first thing in the morning.

he seem to grow during the night.

toooo fast.

he's a warrior. hmph, taking advantage of his cuteness and try to manipulate everyone.

and he's winning.

it's the battle of waterloo all over again.