Doctored truths

The Wordy Girl

2012-01-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

I am not a girl with a lot pictures. Oh, I really hate posting a lot of pictures on my personal space but I really like taking pictures. So, I am really contemplating on whether I should open up a Flickr account to post up all my pictures. It is like I have been taking so many pictures with my SLR and I have nowhere to post.

I do not even know why I am here. I just know that I have managed to complete my Econs Case Study and one History Source Base. Gosh, it took me the whole afternoon to complete them and I really feel pretty accomplished.

And oh, I have decided to join Frisbee permanently. I really need a day out doing some recreational sports. Frisbee sounds not that fun but at least I have my friends with me and I guess that should suffice to make it fun. I do not know whether I will get new injuries because I am someone who always gets injured when I dedicate myself to a new sport. I really want to graduate from CJC learning something new. You know, like something that I can be proud of twenty years down the road.

Had a squabble with Mom this morning with the most stupid thing on Earth. Nothing. We had a tiff about nothing at all. When I tried to think about this morning, all I could remembered was that I had a squabble with Mom but I could not remember what it was all about. My mood swings are getting from worse, I guess.

Read at least three days' worth of newspaper. I did not know that I have missed out so much in these past 3 days. How can I? School work, duh. It has been sucking my time away. Everyday, I come home to school work. Everyday, I go school to more school work. Anyway, the Comment and Analysis section featured in the Today newspaper (I really hate to read Straits Time. 1. It is not A3 in size. 2. I have to read Home News and World News separately 3. Damn, I look old when I read that) was awesome! I really loved how some people just have so much to say about Japan's debt crisis and of course so many more (which I have forgotten, oh no).

Now, look up at the above five paragraphs. Too many words. I wonder who reads this space, sometimes.

Bye.

Oh no, they are all eccentric

2012-01-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

At first, it started off with one. Then two. Then three. Slowly, it is like the whole department.

You might see this. You might not. But, oh well.

I think you are absolutely eccentric. That is the word for it. Maybe, my vocabulary is really limited but that is all I can think about. I can't think about any word for you except for that. You are really eccentrically volatile.

Anyway, a week has gone past just like that. I do not know whether this is a cause for celebration considering that I have so much work that I have not touched. There are so much work piling up on my table waiting for me to finish it.

Nothing much happened this week except for Chinese New Year. It was always the worst time of the year. However, for 2012, it was completely different.

For starters, I really enjoyed the Chinese New Year celebration in my school. I have never love Chinese New Year celebrations especially one that was from schools. I always find the performances repeating themselves year after year, making the whole celebration so tasteless and meaningless. However, in CJC, it was completely different. I don't know how to put into proper words but the whole celebration left me thinking and appreciating the fact that I had a family to celebrate this Lunar New Year with.

Then, it was the reunion dinner. Cannot say anything much about it because it was always the same every year. However, this year, I sat down at the dining table with a different attitude towards CNY and I guessed that it had pretty much helped me to understand the smiles plastered on my parents' faces throughout the entire course of dinner.

Monday-Tuesday. Oh, how happy I felt during these 24 hours. I was smelly, stinky and sticky but I was so happy. I still am.

Thank you God.

My Best Friend

2012-01-25T18:07:00.003+08:00

I spend my entire bus ride thinking about my best friend.

My best friend should be studying now. I really miss her and I don't know what else I can do to make this feeling better. All I know is that we're getting further and further apart and I seem to never understand her problems at all.

How can someone who was so important to you become less important in a few years' time? How?

I know I am not working my priorities right. I know I am giving out empty promises. I know that instead of typing this out, I should be using the time to give her a phone call. I know that that is her personality but I don't know why I always think that she has already changed. I know that I was important to her before and still is. I know that she thinks about me. I know she misses me.

However, I don't know how I feel towards her anymore. I don't know if this relationship can really last. I don't know if I am willing to put in the effort anymore. I don't know why this friendship is so tiring. I don't know why I don't have anything to tell her anymore. I don't know why I am like this.

The worst is I don't know if she is still able to accept the way I am.

As for him. Something happened between us too. I really like to be your best friend still. I really want us to best friends forever. I know that whatever it is you will still treat me as your best friend. I just don't know how much you really want me. Is it as much as I want you to be my best friend?

I miss be my best friends. Him and Her.

I miss myself too. I miss the Abigail that used to love them so much. I still do but it is just that I don't know how to show it anymore.

Sigh.

Happy Chinese New Year's Eve!

2012-01-22T08:49:00.002+08:00

Oh Yay! I have not touched on any single homework. I am so screwed.

But on a side note, I have done some spring cleaning on my own and it was awesome! I did some online shopping too, at Gmarket which is an awesome place for online shopping, and found a super chic looking vintage bag. I have it ordered immediately. Well, although it won't arrive on time for Chinese New Year, at least, I can use it during Chinese New Year right? Life's great.

Anyway, here are some recommendations on the places to shop other than those usual blogshops that we always go to.

1. eatingzombie.com ( I think this a quite perfect shop to buy all your clothes. They don't really have a wide range of shoes and bags but their clothes are really pretty. )

2. modparade.com ( This is a must although I bet half of you here already know about this blogshop. Their quality is amazing and their designs are quirky and beautiful at the same time. )

3. Gmarket.com.sg ( It works something like jipaban.com but so much better and greater. It has everything. When I say everything, I literally mean everything. Just type into their search bar and you will be able to find what you want. Don't buy their clothes though as most of its quality is really bad BUT do buy their shoes and bags and toiletries! IN BEST QUALITY! (: )

4. Greenpoppies.com.sg ( They have a mortar shop at Haji lane which is as good as their online store. However, I think that their online store is much better as they provide a wide range of bags and ORGANIZERS! Omg, I was so happy when I found out that they sell pre-order organizers! Although their bags are really expensive, their quality are amazing! (: )

5. lovelyspree.com ( I found this from Facebook! It is a good site to buy accessories because it is really cheap! For their clothes, it is mostly from Taiwan. Actually, I think all of it are from Taiwan. So if, you really love Taiwan's style (street smart + chic casual), you can head over to this site! It is affordable as they always have sales! )

Basically, during the few weeks in December, I have been constantly shopping at these four stores and some of the other online stores as well! (:

Hope you have gotten your New Year clothes and goodies!

Bye.

I am a great stalker

2012-01-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

Basically, I just wanted to google my lit teacher's name to see what comes out. I didn't know I will end up finding so many things about other teachers too. I didn't mean to snoop around but you see, Facebook and the online world is just really that small afterall. I think the SOPA is really a justifiable act to be made legal. (Don't know what I'm saying in the last sentence)

Hmm, I realised that it has been two weeks since school started and yes I am awfully stressed up. Assignments are piling up like nobody's business. I am trying to catch up with my last year's work and trying to also complete my this year's work but I am only one single entity. I am not two so that calls for inproductivity in my this year's work. Haha.

I miss shopping. Not joking.

On a side note, I have a five-day holiday for Chinese New Year. Should I be happy? Technically yes but I have so much assignments to complete. Sigh. Nevermind, after this year, I can bade farewell to mundane assignments and all the intense revision.

I miss you. Joking.

Bye.

Friday the 13th

2012-01-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

Yay! I have successfully survived the first week of school. Some say it was tough shit, I wouldn't deny. Some say it feels like we have been in school for 5 wholly months, I wouldn't deny that either. School has been rather lenient to us in fact. The teachers are doing everything at snail speed during the first week and I have this feeling that things will really start gathering its speed in the second week.

I hate to say this. I am eighteen this year, although my birthday hasn't passed. Eighteen is a very special number to me. It means a lot to me. It means more than just maturity. It means more than responsibility. I have to get my act together this year and produce significant and amazing results at the end of this year.

It is my A levels year. Surprisingly, I really look forward to it. I have been looking forward to 2012 ever since I was a small little girl. This is the year that I officially end my journey in Singapore's schooling system. No more uniform and waking up early in universities! ( I hope so!) No more mundane national exams!

Let this year end with a blast. It will be my last year mugging hard for something. It will be my last year wearing an uniform and studying in a school.

Amen!

Bye.

Sleepless night

2012-01-08T02:31:00.001+08:00

So, I can't sleep because I ate a prata for supper twenty minutes ago. Serves me right.

I hate to sleep with my stomach full but neither do I have other things to do. I am working on a present right now. Hard work but worth it. I shouldn't eat the prata in the first place so I wouldn't be here typing this nonsense. Sigh.

School is starting very soon. I hope by the time school starts, I am able to start studying and really mug hard. Haven't been really mugging these 9 days despite having a new year resolution saying that I have to study for more than 2 hours every weekday and 6 hours every weekend. ):

God, now I really need your help. Help me tide through this year with hard work and perseverance. (:

2 more days

2012-01-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether to rejoice or to be sad about the fact that I have to go back to school in two more days. The thing is with school, I feel more secure with time. With school, I don't feel like I'm wasting time or taking time for granted. With school, it is easier to say that you're busy because most schooling students are busy right? With school, you have the right excuses for everything. Then again, on the flip side, with school, it means less entertainment. It means with have lesser time for everything. With A levels this year, it means even lesser time to eat or even bathe. Or to even read a book, for that matter.

To set the record straight, I have never ever miss schooling like this before. I hate long stretches of holidays because they make you feel like you are rotting at home. I hate short holidays too because I don't have enough rest. Nevertheless, I always get excited when a holiday is arriving. Who is not right?

Recently, I have completed Picoult's Handle With Care and I can only say that this book is way above standard. So much that I cannot held by cry all the time. It is just so so nice. It makes me think of the things that I have and the things that I don't have.

My mother loves me like how much Charlotte loves Willow - too much.

I have a good mom and I want to be like her when I grow up.

I have best friends that love me.

My brother is not bulimic or depressed.

My father, although he does not show it, he loves me.

I don't have OI and I am very thankful for it.

I don't think I will ever have a law suit with my best friends.

I don't have to worry about money all the time.

Read it and you'll fall in love with it. (:

Realisation

2011-12-30T16:09:00.003+08:00

Basically in these few days, I have been religiously screwing up my sleep and meal times due all the chalet and sleepovers I have attended. Also, throughout this entire holiday, I have been really fulfilling the task of losing weight that I have set myself to do it before the holidays. Yes, I have lost weight but they are not the healthy kilos that I have wanted to lose. Instead, they are those kilos that I have lost because of sleepless nights or due to the endless meals that I have skipped. Another thing I have not achieved during this holiday was to catch up with my studies. I have caught up with my primary school mates recently and it was a blast but for studies, I have left it behind me and now I am really guilt-stricken when I looked back and realized that I have sort of wasted my December holidays.

This is what I constantly tell myself what I want to sit down and study.

1) I should rest and not study this holiday because I am going to mug my ass off next year.

2) I am really going to mug my ass off next year.

3) I am really really going to mug my ass off next year.

And the fourth and fifth are around the same with additional 'really' to make me feel better.

I am shitted.

Now, when I am typing this, I feel even more shitted. I don't know whether a not I will really mug my ass off next year but I have to, no matter what. I am not going to let anything distract me like in 2010 and 2011. I am just going to prepare myself for that few weeks that I have to sit for my paper and be determine that nothing screws up. It's after all my A levels. Every time I say this, my mind have to rebut and tell me these :

1) C'mon, it's just your A levels.

2) It is not like you are not going to do your best, don't stress yourself up about this.

Yes, I am really really shitted this time. Now, I know why I always don't sit down and study. Now, I know why I always don't lose weight successfully. I now know.

Having this realization is one step to success. I realized that I will always have this two-sided thought in me. It is unhealthy and I am trying my best to remove it.

I am really going to work out a resolution this evening and print it out by tonight. I am so serious about this resolution. The number one thing I am going to do next year... Hmmm.

Christmas

2011-12-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone out there.

Let's talk about my birthday first.

Firstly, I would like to thank everyone out there who has celebrated my birthday for me. Really a big thank you to all of you. Next, to all those people who have wished me on Facebook. I feel really touched and loved. Most importantly, all of you who remembered my birthday made me feel very blessed.

To my closest friends, you know who you are. Thank you for the birthday dinner and birthday presents and birthday wishes and many many more. To my family, thank you for the birthday cake, birthday presents and birthday hugs. I am not a person who can express myself very well when people celebrate my birthday for me. I feel a little awkward in situations like these but I know very well that all of you love me. It's really heartwarming to have a bunch of friends coming together just to celebrate my birthday. :)

I had one of the best birthday celebration in the world.

Now to Christmas.

I don't have the tradition to celebrate Christmas until I came to Bukit View's Girls' Brigade. Hmm, from this CCA, I realized the importance of this date and the significance behind it. I know that it is not just a day of giving, a day of joy or whatsoever but it is a day where my savior is born.

To my dearest dearest God,

Thank You for allowing me to know You. My life has never been short of amazement ever since I get to know You. Every day, I get to live life seeing happy things happening around me. Every day, I get to know how blessed I can be. Every day, people I love tell me they love me. Thank You for being here for me and with me. Thank You for answering my prayers and for forgiving all my sins. Without You, I won't be here today because whenever I'm down and out, You lead me back to Your arms.

Also, thank You for blessing my family. Each and everyone of them have received your blessings in every way. Thank You for blessing my friends and answering their prayers too! Finally, thank You for blessing me. I must admit that I have received plenty of blessings from You. Countless of blessings. With me being in front of the computer, it is already a blessing. With me just turning seventeen a few days ago, it is already a blessing.

I can't be any happier that You being born today.

Amen.

I really can't wait for Chalet with my bunch of close friends. Yay! :) Can't wait for it!

Also, I will be having a booth in the upcoming flea in Scape Play Market. I'm selling my pre-loved clothes and also clothes that I have bought impulsively and never got to wear. I'm also selling away my storybooks that used to be bestsellers! I'm also selling brand new accessories. So come down and find me. :)

Bye.

Thank you

2011-12-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

Sweet Sixteen

Hello,

Goodbye to sixteen years of youth. Okay, this sentence sounds a bit off. Anyways, happy 17th birthday! <3 You know that, I always love you. A short note for a sophisticated person like you. Slow down, fall in love, be a fool, work hard, study smart, be responsible. Live life. You only get to be seventeen once.

Yours Forever.

P.S I took your notebook to write this

One of the many notes that I have received this year. You know who you are and I'm so grateful for this note that you've sent me. Dear one, if you happen to read this, you know I always love you.

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2011-12-17T01:13:00.002+08:00

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Resolutions

2011-12-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

Christmas in 10 more days. New year in 15 more days.

Time flies so quickly.

I was thinking about New Year Resolutions a few days ago.

Let me state a few of my New Year Resolutions here.

1. Quitting of Fast Food. ( With exception to Subway and Quizznos Sub)

2. Quitting of caffeinated drinks and sugared drinks. ( With exception to juices and Milo )

3. Stop going out unnecessarily.

4. To lose 5kg permanently.

The list goes on. I am still thinking...

What is love?

2011-12-11T01:21:00.001+08:00

Nobody has the answers. If anyone tells you that they know, it's their definition of it. It's a big thing. It's a small thing. It's everything, really.

To me, being constantly in loved is a very important thing. Being in love with God is very important. Being in love with my family and friends is very important. I will constantly make sure that I'm in love with them. I don't know how to make that happen but I try.

That's why spending quality time with the people I love is very important to me. That's why when the people whom I love and care about are sad, I worry.

That's why when you are behaving like this, in this weird manner, I hurt really badly. I don't know what I have done wrongly or even if I did anything wrongly.

I just have to pray. This time, I will have to pray very very hard. I have been praying for quite some time about it. I just have to keep on trying, I guess.

Bye.

The Real Deal

2011-12-07T01:12:00.004+08:00

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I have not been faithfully updating this space despite having so much free time. I would like to think that I am using my free time wisely by either resting or watching online movies. Sometimes, I go out with my friends to do a little shopping, catch a movie or eat and drink some coffee. Some days, I would just work out.

These December holidays have been quite fulfilling in terms of having ample personal rest time. As for the time to catch up with my studies, I haven't been faithfully doing it. I am very guilty of it because just moments ago, I see my brother, who is taking his O level next year, studying his ass off. I am really guilty now. Very guilty, in fact.

I think I need help to really settle myself down and start studying. The deal here for is was to actually enjoy the November holidays and start studying when December comes. However, now when December comes, I have more things to complete and more people to meet up.

So I have decided to make a list of things that I have done till date ever since the end of OP.

1. Catch up on at least 2 drama series. ( The two in my previous blog post)

2. Catch up on at least 4 movies. (One Day, Kaiji 2, Already Famous andYou're the Apple of my Eye)

3. Complete at least 2 storybooks. (The Lady Oracle and One day)

4. Hanging out in at least 2 new cafes. (Strictly Pancakes and Food For Thoughts)

5. Going out with my friends.

6. Going out with my family.

7. Attempted to study but failed.

8. Sleep. ( Yes, I slept so much)

9. Exercise. (Swam 4-5 times, Ran 4-5 times, Abs exercise 3-4 times)

10. Doing nothing. ( Almost all the time)

I need help. I am feeling super guilty to type this out when I am supposed to be sleeping. Or studying.

Oh Abby, what the hell have you been doing?

Sigh. Big big sigh.

Bye.

Dramas

2011-11-27T21:58:00.004+08:00

Drunken to love you/醉後決定愛上你

I totally fell in love with the show after I have watched the prelude. I urge everyone who comes across this page to watch this drama. It is worth every minute of your precious time.

Basically, this drama is about a woman and a man who got married when they are in a drunken stupor. Each of them has their own partner and once they woke up and realized their own folly, they decide to undo whatever they have done. ( The story p

lot is a little like What Happens in Vegas and Fated to Love You) But, it is an awesome rom-com. Furthermore, Rainie Yang's hair style is so upbeat and pretty. She is spotting short hair for this drama and it does not look so childish on her anymore. She has moved out of her childish and naive characters. She, in this drama, plays a very mature but silly romantic role. :)

Forensic Heroes III/法證先鋒III

The third sequel is out! Finally!I can say that this particular Forensic Heroes series is not that catchy and nice. It is particularly draggy and it focuses a lot on the romance part of the movie. The cases are interesting but it is quite easy to predict who is the real murderer. So basically, it is not as nice as FH1 or FH2. :)

Spend your holidays well, readers!

Bye.

One year.

2011-11-23T15:03:00.002+08:00

November 2010
I had my last Science MCQ paper on 12 November.
Shopping for prom dress with Perlyn. We shopped crazily for three days and finally I settled for a maxi sequined dress.
Prom. Best night ever.
Work at Sim Lian. I've learned about many things. Basically the most important lesson was not to judge people based on their looks and that some people are so genuinely good.

December 2010
Hmm.
My birthday. It was a blast. Everyone around me celebrated with me. My secondary friends, my family, my church friends and many more.
A bit stoked for 2011. Made a whole list of resolutions and I guess half of it was successfully achieved.
Countdown was with the same group of people.
Made a prayer at the last minute. Spend my last minute of 2010 with God.

January 2011
O level Results. Wasn't that panicky because I dreamed about a revelation the night before. I can never forget that day. I came to school with painted nails and Ms Chua asked me to do something about it. In the end, I bandaged my ten fingers with band-aids.
Endless open houses visits with Perlyn.
First day in CJC. It was not as bad as I thought it would be but it was also not as good as I thought it will be.
Orientation was great. Made a bunch of friends but lost contact with most of them except for maybe Daphne and a few more.
Met my home tutor and my first impression of him was that he is a China-man. :D

February 2011
CCA. Sports and Fitness. Gave up joining Netball and Odac because their training dates are too crazy but I now regretted not joining Netball.
Nothing much. Just schooling and more schooling. Still getting used of my classmates and the school's surrounding.
Oh ya, I was always late.

March 2011
Nothing much except the release of Project work's grouping. Got a shock of my life but now thinking back, my group was really the most awesome group. We had fights here and there. Plenty of misunderstandings. Plenty of fun, I guess. Nonetheless, we nailed it. :D
March holidays was completely different from the previous few.
Studied with the JC gang at Bras Basah Macs every Sunday.

April 2011
I was still in the Honeymoon period. Not studying. Not paying attention in class. Was either sleeping or dozing off during lectures.
Relationship problems.
Starting to feel a little panicky towards the end of April.

May 2011
Completely no memory of it. Maybe just the memory of taking my first ever GP paper. So unprepared. So so unprepared. Maybe you can also say that it is the first exam paper that I was so unprepared for.
Starting to grow near to God, very near.
Starting to make my morning prayers a habit.

June 2011
Play time. Was supposedly a break for us to study for Mid years. I just went through the notes. Didn't mentally study anything. The first exam that I was not prepared.

July 2011
Whacked all Mid years.
Got back the results. Yup.
Suck big time.

August, September, October 2011
Study. PW. School.

As I reflect, I realized that the only thing I have gained throughout this entire journey, the only thing worth and valuable was God's grace and love. I saw it right with my own eyes. I saw how God protected me throughout this entire journey. I saw how God carried me when I was down and out. I felt God's love whenever I feel like giving up. He is amazing. He really is. He was and will be with me everyday of my life.

Thank you, God. Without you, I won't be who I am today. I won't be where I am now. Most importantly, without you, I'm just an empty shell. A robot. A person without a soul.

Amen.

You.

2011-11-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

What happens if the only person who makes you cry is the person you love in this world?
What if the only person who can make you angry has made you angry but you can't stay angry at the person for long?
What will become of me when I can no longer get through these nights without feeling remorseful when it is not even my fault to start with?

I don't know what to write here.

I just feel like typing.

Morning thoughts

2011-11-15T07:35:00.001+08:00

'Friend' symptom is back. Again. I don't know what to do about it but to pray, honestly. It always comes back to haunt me and I guess maybe I have some unsettled issues that I have to settle. Maybe I am psychologically unstable. Or maybe, I just like to undergo this so called 'Friend' symptom.

It's the holidays but it doesn't feel like it is one. Honestly, I was hoping that I can repay all my sleeping debts that I have accumulated ever since PW started. My schedule isn't allowing me to do so. I think I can make do right? Go out lesser, watch lesser dramas and sleep more. I can also save more $$$.

Have been religiously exercising and eating at the same time. How do I lose weight when I do all of these simultaneously? Oh, did I mention? I went to Hatched Cafe with Bryan the other day and I dare say that they serve the best scrambled eggs in this town. :) Made me so happy.

Coupled with pancakes from SPC, everything is perfect. However, if you want to have pancakes and scrambled eggs from these two places, you have to make do and packet it to one of the places.

"A moment on your lips, a lifetime on your hips!"

Bye! :)

One Day

2011-11-08T22:23:00.006+08:00

I guess you are the best friend everyone wants. The guy who is there for everyone. The guy who is there when I was down, when I needed someone, when I wanted someone to punch and when I wanted someone to laugh and cry with.

You said, " We're like them." I said, "No, far from it."

I wished we really were like Dexter and Emma. They are such a lovely couple. In the movies and in the book. They lived through 20 years without knowing that they were each other's soul mate/lovers etc.

You are my best friend, my confidante, my nemesis, my family and maybe my soul mate. That's why we can't be together.

Sometimes, I see you in a different light. I do miss you like how Emma misses Dex but not to the extent that we can be like this. I wish we could. We are far from it.

I want to be strong for you especially in times like this. I want to hug you and tell you that everything is going to be okay. You still have me and I will be your best friend forever. Not those BFFs, but you know it. Best friends.

I love you. You know who you are.

And trust me, days with you are days like no other. You deserve to be happy. I know you will be reading this and I want you to be happy. (:

Promotion/Second Chances

2011-11-01T21:49:00.005+08:00

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Today is D-day. Or P-day. Or whatever people like to call it.

I prayed to Him fervently for a few months. I wanted to promote really badly. I wanted my friends to promote really badly. I wanted my entire class, if possible, to promote too. I wanted this and I wanted that.

Then, a few weeks ago, I became greedier. I wanted to get all Ds for my promotional results. I wanted more. What I want was endless.

Today, I got what I have been praying for. I was speechless. I was thankful. I was so happy.

I stopped to think and I realized what a wonderful Lord I have. A Lord who is always with me. A Lord who answers my prayers and gives the very best to me. My best is this but with God my best is even more. What I wanted may be all Ds but this was not what I've got and I realized that it is the best for me.

God knows me so well. God knows that if I get what I want now, I will be very complacent. God wants me to keep working hard. God wants me to still persevere until my A levels. Yes, God is awesome and God is Great.

I have promoted but I think it is more than just being promoted in CJC. I have grown to know more about Him. Grown to know more about the world. Grown to accept that the world is ugly but I can actually try my best to make it pretty. Grown spiritually and mentally.

And Glory to God.

P.S I pray that Daphne will promote too. With all my heart, Lord.

Amen.

Almost close to tears.

2011-10-28T19:29:00.002+08:00

A levels Chinese in just 2 more days. Oral Presentation for my project work in just one more week. So even when my promotional exams end, my hectic schedule still continues on.

I just want to stop moving. Stop being so panicky about the things that are going to happen. I just want to let the things that are going to happen, happen. I am not going to be panicky about them anymore but well, this is just plain talk.

This entire week was rather relaxing. My school seems to be torturing us by doing examinations reviews with us without the script. ): It's like knowing how they mark your paper but not knowing your score. That makes me feel very uneasy. I rather they had tell me my results and let me at least study my Chinese or do my OP in peace.

Sometimes when I look into your eyes, I tend to see another person. This another person seems to be much nicer. He is not like you and trust me, I like him very much.

Bye.

Fringe Season 4

2011-10-22T13:54:00.003+08:00

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No big inspiration these few days due to ...

Basically, its post WR and post promos and I should feel really happy. No, I am still not freed yet. I am still stuck doing OP. What the shit right. I don't know how someone can actually survive through the whole of J1 and go on to J2 and receive even more shit.

Waiting for Fringe Season 4 Ep 2 to load now.

Got to tell you all more about Fringe Season 4.

Its freaking awesome because now Peter no longer exists and there are two Olivias. The two world has merged but apparently only the Fringe division is aware of it. The civillians and the people aren't really aware of it. :D

Go on to www.fox.com to watch the Fringe for free.

Or you can choose to google Fringe Season 4 Fox.com Megavideo and click on the first link. You should be able to watch the first epsiode and the 2nd episode. :D

Say Yay to Fringe Season 4. :D

Bye.

WR

2011-10-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

Today is the submission. Yesterday was the sleepless night. I was in front of the computer for at least 24 hours.

For a moment, I really hated the computer and wanted my normal life back. I didn't sleep the whole of last night and lasted till today morning. Went to school and handed my WR. Only came home at 2pm because I still had Mother Tongue Mock paper and slept at around 3pm.

Just woke up a few moments ago.

Basically, I just like to thank God that I am still able to sit here today.

Amen.

Bye.

Churp Churp

2011-10-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

Am doing nothing at the current moment so I've decided to just blog about Churp Churp.

So churp churp is like another birdie social media. However, I think it is totally different from twitter and it makes you earn money.

So for every successful friend that you have recommended to Churp Churp, you will earn $1. For every campaign click, you will earn $0.20. It is somewhat like nuffnang but more lucrative and interesting. It allows you to share it different platforms. The blogger, tumblr, livejournal, twitter, facebook, etc. :D

One MacBook Air won, millions of prizes to go! See the winners & remaining prizes of McDonald’s Monopoly!

Let’s sign up to be a #jipaban shopper today & get rewarded with $1 for every friend referred!

Hugh Jackman stars as Charlie Kenton in #RealSteelSG. Catch him in cinemas this 6 Oct & “like” the FB page!

and there is so many many more.

Finally,

click on my nuffnang advertisement please.

Bye.