Kisses from A Broken Heart

Its time like this

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 18:41:00 +0000

that makes me think that perhaps, when I had thoughts of running away from home in the past, should really happen. Rather than swallowing my bitter sorrows alone silently.

Rather than shedding tears, that only God knows.

I can't help but to think of it as it is.

Its traumatizing. Knowing that its my character, and this is how I live my way, and yet, people failed to understand you.

Nothing surprising, everyone has their misunderstandings. But sometimes, such things are better to be cleared, rather that allowing it to mount up and then tension starts.

I hate it. I hate how people failed to understand the things I've done, and yet getting reprimanded.

I hate how when I felt something is wrong, and me, trying to sort things out, got into trouble, and yes, got the fair share of scoldings innocently.

The other party? Oh, she went away scot free.

And then, when I chose to ignore things, with that "Being ignorant is bliss" motto, and started to be oblivious to the surroundings, people start naming you, again. Yes, again.

And this could go on forever, till I enter my grave, then most probably, it would stop there and there.

I just can't help but to conclude, whatever I've done, be it right or wrong, I'm still known as the wrong party.

And then a vivid example came into mind.

Say, a girl went out partying, with a tube that fully bares her back. But the front was fully covered. Then she gotten hell lots of slashing, and name calling. Woot! For goodness sake, this girl only wore it once!

Then, the other one, wearing just 2 piece, namely, bikini, to work. And what did she get? ~~Yes slashings too.~~ You bet she got that, my foot! Instead, nothing was being said. And for your information, that's like on a daily basis. Wow, what's the world coming to.

So with things like this, I truly want to stay out in every issue, and just live my life as it is, being part of the whole team, silently. Not wanting to be known, but at least, done my part or two.

Oh wait, I was just told, I did not done my part as a daughter and a sister.

Wow wee!!! Tell me again how great life is. I need another reminder, thank you!

You were capable of making me into this world, think again, you could jolly well be the reason why I'm out of this world too. =)

A glutton post

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 06:44:00 +0000

I was chatting with my friend, when suddenly we mentioned about Xiao Long Bao. And then I kept grumbling because I don't get to eat those delicious Xiao Long Bao that Shanghai offers! In Shanghai, we went to Cheng Huang Miao. That place itself is so pretty. I like!!Then we went to this restuarant to eat those mouth watering Xiao Long Bao. And you know, being there during the winter season is absolutely freezing. Having nice hot delicacies is like a blessing. The juice inside the Xiao Long Bao is #@*$&&T*$&# NICE!!!!!!!!It was so juicy la. With just one bite in your mouth, you totally can feel the liquid bursting out flavors in your oral cavity. So Sinful!!! *I'm like totally drooling while typing this*
I was melting away while eating this.

And then, being a soupy person, I ordered another kind of bao. I don't know what's the name of this. But anyway, its so wonderful. You don't eat the whole bao. You merely suck the soup out of it, using a straw. But you gotta be damn careful, because high risk of burning your tongue. During winter period, there is an additional ingredient to it, and its the hairy crab meat. So you get to taste bits and pieces of it in this soup. It is just so wonderful, that I just want to fly over there for my lunch and come back to Singapore again.

But that's not the only food that contains the hairy crab. There is this innocent looking fried hairy crab ball. Its like fried sotong ball or fried fish ball that kind.From the outer appearance, it looks like you can just munch the whole of it one shot, like how we do with our fishball. Simply bite it into half and munch. But never ever try to do it to this look-deceiving food here. Just like Xiao Long Bao, there's juicy juice in it, in which, its way hotter than Xiao Long Bao.

You know when you eat Xiao Long Bao right, the juice inside will not burn your tongue. But this hairy crab ball, the juice is freaking hot, that it will totally hurt you. So the trick to eating this, is to bite it slowly, bit by bit. And when you are nearing the centre of it, suck out the juice, so that it has no way to hurt you. Thing is, I still got burnt. My eyes were brimming with tears immediately.The generous amount of crabmeat.

And talking about the hairy crab (damn, I really want to eat it now), there is this restuarant which is a short distance away from my hotel that sells it.The hairy crabs are really small in size. And there is really not much meat inside. Having said that, the meats that are present in there are so soft, softer than those you had in Singapore. Its delicious. If you must, choose the female one because the egg is the best part of it. I ate this like for 3 nights straight as supper.

The restaurant is pretty much like those steamboat restuarant that we see locally. There's a variety of food, and you get to pick your favorites. The difference is that you do not do the cooking. They do it for you. So besides the Hairy crabs, we picked oysters too. And they freaking cooked the oysters in front of you.
I thought oysters were meant to eat raw. Squeeze a little lemon and your oyster is ready. But over here in China, they cooked it. They add their special blended chilli and what's not. And viola,
those things are ready to be consume. I did not snap a picture of the cooked oysters because I was busy eating it. It has to be eaten hot. So sweet la I tell you.

There was another time, when we were at another part of China (sorry, I seriously can't remembered the name, but its definitely not Shanghai), I spotted this Banana Bamboo Shoots.
I ordered one of it, and understood the reason why its named as it is. Its pretty obvious. But it tasted just like corn, albeit a little worse than it. Which goes to say, I threw it after a few bites. Haha...

Oh I almost forgot that I also had this fish head soup. Its totally different from what we had in Singapore. For one, its not spicy. And secondly, its really a big potion.See, no matter how I take the picture, it just fail to justify the size.

I had also tried something that lots of peeps warn me about eating. Its smelly tofu.It really stinks la. But damn, its also very delicious. So I rather focus on the taste that the odour.

There was also gluttinous balls that we tried. And its so much bigger than Singapore. There is like so many varieties of it. If I didn't remember wrongly, there is also one which contain meat.
They cooked the different flavors together in one pot, and the amazing thing is, they are able to identify which is which. All of them look the same to me.I had my share in fast food too. Went to KFC, and noticed that the KFC there has more burgers than chicken. And I thought it was supposed to be the other way round.
They had this portugese egg tart which I often see in when I watched the MTV channel. And I finally got a taste of it. It was really awesome.
So I've been to KFC, I had also made my way to McDonald.
In there, I had my share of yam and peach pie. I hate apple pie. I do not like the taste of it. There was once when I was in Larkin, I ate Mc Banana pie, and its tasted so good. I love bananas. And peach is also one of my favorite fruit because its so so sweet. Yam is my ultimate dessert. So it pretty much tempt me to franchise the whole China McDonald over.

And that sums up what a glutton I was when I was in China. Now typing this post makes me really hungry. And I'm beginning to think of all the exotic food I once had before. My favorite is the Korean Live Octopus. I show you one video from youtube here. You people must try!!! The sweetness of it is unexplainable. Whoever know Singapore got sell this Octopus thingy, please please tell me.Arigato Gozaimasu!!

Random

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 09:15:00 +0000

A random shot. A random post.

My naughty lil' cousin.Started with him playing computer games alone.Then, his elder brother took over.And then, he started harassing my G10.
Styling my hair~ -_-'' He was spritzing away my spray non-stop and laughing evilly.
And then, my camera battery died. Being with him drains out energy.

A corny convo

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 05:56:00 +0000

went like this when I hopped into a cab one day, which leaves me rolling my eyes for uncountable times.

Taxi driver: Good afternoon. Where to?
Me: Commonwealth MRT station
TD: Which part of it?
Me: Huh? What do you mean which part? I want to go to Commonwealth MRT station.
TD: Commonwealth is a long stretch of road. Where you want to go? Got Clementi, Queenstown and so on..
Me: ..... There is only one Commonwealth MRT station.
TD: Yea la, Commonwealth is very long road leh. Where la?
Me: COMMONWEALTH MRT STATION. M-R-T STATION!!!
TD: Orh... I thought you just said you want go Commonwealth.

Wah really, I was so tempted to alight from the cab because this uncle is so damn blur! Was my "MRT station" so difficult for him to understand?

Morale of the story: Dig your ear on a regular basis!

I swear

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Mon, 16 Mar 2009 08:06:00 +0000

never to step foot to IT fair again. Oh gosh, the pack of people totally killed me. If not for those IT gadgets that I've been yearning, I wouldn't even bother to get my butt down to Suntec. But what's done is done.

The damage done to my wallet was tremendous. It is equivalent to the amount I wanted to bring to UK for my holiday. Nevertheless, I'm a happy and sad girl now. Happy, cos I've got what I wanted. Sad cos, you know, got big hole in bank account.

I'm sure lots of you went down too. Squeezing into the crowds is like a must for Singaporean. Anyway, in total, I've got myself 2 items. A camera which I've been yearning cos it take such great photos that is almost like how DSLR deliver itself. But of course, its not as good as compare to DSLR. But the sharpness, its crystal clear. That's Canon Powershot G10 for you. I first read about it from a blogger who captured really beautiful photos whenever she went oversea. Then, I spotted Shirley having it, and after looking at how sharp the pictures were, I was determined to own a G10. Yea, so now I've gotten it. Cost me $869 but comes with mini tripod, 2 8Gb memory card and a camera bag. Pretty much a good deal as compare to buying from stores, which only gives you 2 8Gb memory card as freebies.

Then, I've gotten myself a laptop too. Yeah, so now I can bring the whole laptop out whenever I chill. I'm a sucker for Pink, but then hor, none of the pink laptop has the requirements that satisfy me. So I turned myself to HP. And that freaking HP laptop is enjoying such a good sale, that I have to wait for their delivery instead because... its freaking sold out at the IT fair. Grr...

Thank goodness, is gonna deliver in 3weeks time, which goes to say, my lappie can come with me to London. Yea!! And I'm so happy cos I can take pretty pictures with.... G10.

P.S. To say the truth, I did not for once stop caressing my G10. I'm officially charged guilty for molesting. Whatever it is, I'm enjoying my crime!

I miss

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 15:24:00 +0000

the sea of clouds that I saw when I was on my way to Shanghai. Captured this beautiful sky when it was sunset. Now, I'm so going to capture another picture like this again on end of April. This time round, I'm flying to London. Tickets booked!!! Yes yes yes!!!

I can't wait. Counting down now. Woot!

Madame Tussauds

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 04:44:00 +0000

So, my dearest bitch came out with a spontaneous idea of going to Europe, and was excitedly telling me about how much she wanted to visit the wax museum. In which I know she was referring to Madame Tussauds.

Then, I began to realise that I did not post my wonderful experience of Madame Tussauds when I was in Shanghai. Bitchy, here's a peek of how it look like inside, though, you said its different from the UK one. Its about the same, woman! Nonetheless, I will still visit Madame Tussauds with you when we are in London ok? Love!!!Alex and I were posing as wax figure. Look stupid, but what's new?

In there, everyone poses with fax figures. Who wouldn't want to get close to celebrities? So what if they are fake?
So I began to take picture with Cecilia Chung. Gorgeous figure.And there was this woman who was really kind to volunteer to help me take snapshots of Cecilia and me. Problem is...She does not know her limit. She kept shooting and shooting, and man, I was really getting a little pissed.I said, "STOP IT!!!"

Damn, she totally did not listen to me. Ahh, whatever you wax figure!

Then, I spotted the legendary ~~Bruised~~ Bruce Lee.Tom Cruise is just so handsome, and Alex, look like a wax himself here.Shucks, got caught for peeking at Nicole's cleavage.But while I envy her awesome figure, some people turn into their fantasy world.Fuyoh, what was he thinking?Someone please tell him, that love can't be forced. So stop fantasizing.

Yao Ming is really tall.And its really tiring to have a game of ball with him. Decided to get a few of his armpit hair back as souvenir instead.~~Triplets!!!~~ TWINS!!!The staring incident. Audery Hepburn is a classic beauty. Beckham, would you prefer Asian instead?Yea, he's all mine now. *grin*Went to meet Tiger Woods and had a golf session with him.Instead of aiming the golf ball, I aim for him... Say hello to my accomplice, daddy. =)

With Jerry Yan.
And I totally looked like a girl in circus, performing.Andy and I.Handsome!!! His wax figure is the only one that you can feel his heart pumping.

So bitchy, are you ready to camwhore during May? *excited*

My Bitch's Big Day

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Tue, 03 Mar 2009 09:04:00 +0000

We celebrated her birthday in advance, and I'm so happy to be able to make it. Heez...She's now another year old, but just the same like how I know her few years back.

Just can't forget how we get to know each other. How it started with me not liking her, because she literally stare at people and refuse to talk. Thank goodness, fate comes along, and we got to know each other better. But there are still a certain time of the month, where we refrain from talking to each other, just in case, we piss the shit each other. Anyhoo, on her birthday, I still did what I enjoy most. Irritating her. =)

Met up at Chijmes for dinner, and we had pizzas. Extreme thin pizzas.Yep, the 3 of us. And hopefully our plan for the future comes true. Shall we see each other in school again during October? Eeekks.. Hopefully so...

Walked over to Loof for our chill out. Loof is actually a roof top bar, in which, if you surf the net, you get to see beautiful scenery. But but.. I never see that, cos we were sitting nowhere near the scenic area. Being in an outdoor area, we definitely need a backup, just in case, it pour. The backup plan was none other than using their menu to shield yourself from those rain.That wonderful idea was of course, not from me.Absolutely silly looking. In reality, you know the paper menu is going to get wet in no time.

As usual, ordered our drinks, and Jamie and I, were the first to get QuickF*ck again. You should have seen the waiter's face when we ordered. He thought I was scolding him or some sort. -_-'' He did not know the drink EXIST!! Later on, we got ourselves Mojito.And terror happened. For the first time in life, the amount of alcohol I drank for that night, you are so not going to believe it. I drank 2 ________ and 1 shot.

Fill in the blank. 2 what? Cups, dozen, bottles?Yea, that big cup is our Mojito. I first drank that when I was in Wala Wala. It was so refreshing. And for this time around, when I drank it, I was put into total shock. It tasted pretty sandy, and eee, not my type. So I thought it was just me. Turn out, everyone who had Mojito had the same impression too. I couldn't bring myself for another sip. So I ordered another drink. Something safe- White Chocolate Martini.

When the waiter came to me with the cup, I have this impending doom feeling in me. Oh man, it was not the usual milky colour that I've got from other bar. It was transparent in colour. Took a sip, ran to toilet, rinse my mouth, and swear not to order another drink again. So in total, I had 1 shot, and 2 SIPS of alcohol. Yea... My liver is so happy. *grumble*

Anyway, with or without alcohol, my dear Jamie can still be as crazy.Like this.Love my new hair!Azi!!!Love love this picture!!! To think we could just snap a shot, while waiting for the traffic light to turn green.

Before I go, here's my new hair Again! Yea, off you go pink extension. And no dreadlock is not for me now, because I need those money for my London trip instead. *Scream Bitchy, I'm excited!!!*Yup, so this is what I did. I dyed, I highlighted, I rebonded and I crimped my hair. Obviously big damage to my savings. And the colour is not as brown as what you see in picture. Its more to golden brown. So now I look sick daily.Can't see my crimps clearly from far. So I'm gonna end my post, with a repeated picture of me and my new hair.Focus on my mane. Butt off Jamie! Lalala...

So Sleepy

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 18 Feb 2009 12:26:00 +0000

Like a walking zombie everyday. And the Garnier roll on that I mentioned on my beauty work, it is no longer working because, not that its useless, but that I'm not getting enough sleep.

Argh!!! Can die lo, literally. Especially post night shift, I totally want to cry. Can't sleep well, because, people were creating music not meant for my ears. Ok, I don't blame them la. But really, its causing me to lose focus. Those constructions are killing me softly.

Anyway, I don't know what I'm busy with lately, and I think kissesfromabrokenheart somehow became dead. Maybe should just change to kissesforthedead.blogspot.com instead. Hmm, sound pretty interesting cum eerie. As for now, I'm so wanting to have free time, to do a review for Maybelline. May the sunlight be present tomorrow.

Lastly, I so wanna sleep without dreaming. Ok, this is the 314235 times that I've been praying for that. My prayers never seems to be heard. Now what?

Pink hair

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Mon, 09 Feb 2009 13:43:00 +0000

is something I've always wanted.

I'm so addicted to extension really. The first time I did was like years ago, over at Far East Plaza. Then, few years later, I did it again.

This time round, when I was in China. Eeks.. The extension over there is so cheap, that I can die. It cost me like RMB1 for 1 strand. Which is like only a few cents!!! So I went to do mine over there.And I gotten this. 3, no actually is 5 strands of extension. I super love it lo. And then, things happen.

You get things for what you paid. I noticed the colour started to have a little change. I thought it could be due to the weather, which causes me to have illusion. But hell no, its not it. My eyesight was totally absolutely fine. The damn hair was really fading. So bad, then within a month, it became like this. Ok la, picture not very obvious. But I swear it totally looked like I had bleach it to blonde or something. Its pink, yet not pink, white yet not white. You know what I'm trying to say? Ok, nvm.

So anyway, those were clips on. Which of course, will only last for few weeks. One of the extension came out while I was combing my hair one day. Ok, boo.

Then, being addicted to hair extension and those pink things, I went to do it again. And ya, I'm back to Far East Plaza again. Wah, now like everywhere, people also do extension lo. There were so many shops that provides such services can!!! So.. I went to do it again. And this time round, I did a total of 60 strands, using the braiding method. I think I was really crazy at that point in time to do so many strands. They had this promotion, if I were to do 50 strands, there will be 10 free strands, and if I did 100 strands, there will be free 20. Understand the deal?

I chose 50 strands first, and the price was not cheap. Its like don't know how many times more than what I paid in China can. I almost puke, my atm card almost melt, and my heart almost gotten a heart attack. It cost me a total of $75. That kind of price, I can literally get my hair dyed. But oh well, the good point of having extension is, my hair will not be damaged by those harmful chemicals. So tadah.. this is how it look.I only did the inside, because that's the way I want it. And hor.. the colour freaking don't fade can!! I'm so happy. Was being skeptical initially, because if you were to imagine, 60 strands turning white, I would look like some pre-mature old lady. So ya, I'm a very happy person now. I might remove those extension too, and change to another colour. Thought of doing rainbow. Then again, I think I should save, and do those braiding like the Negros during my annual leave. Omg, that is something I can't wait to do. For now, be content with those pinkies first.I can foresee once I removed those extension, I will have freaking lots of extreme curly hair on the part where they do the braiding. For goodness sake, those were braided tightly and is there from CNY eve all the way till God knows when. That would be the newest trend then. -_-''

Bianca

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Fri, 06 Feb 2009 15:29:00 +0000

is on the verge of breaking down. Just so uptight with every single thing. About to break down into tears. And I hate how I always get those hyperventilation episodes. Kinda lost interest in lots of things lately. Even doing my tutorials. In fact, I lost myself quite a few times.

First Love calmed me down. It work alot better than Aprazolam and Diazepam. Its just magical whenever I hear that song. Do not know how to describe that feeling, but very calming.

Quoting someone who knows me well, she once said that I'm someone who looks strong on the outside, and is totally shattered in the inside. Which also means if I'm smiling on the outside, my heart may not be doing the same.

Back to First Love. Le Sigh, its like I've transported back in time. I don't know any of you had such feelings anot. I totally experienced the same thing again and again, despite hearing this song for the 5487841084, ok make that 989550565687475 times. I listened to this song for YEARS can.

Ok, enough of typing le. Type whatever is in my mind also no use.. because I myself not pretty sure what I'm typing too. It would be a better idea if I ceases from here. I mean,there will be no need for decision making. Cos either way, it does not make things better. Iguessexpectingperfectionistotallyasillythought.m.o.o.d.y.

I'm unable to catch up. Digressing... Remember the uber old song by 1st Lady, Never Be Replaced? Listening to that now. Ok, heartfelt lyrics.

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you ,yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses

I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make think I better live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's somethin' I should probably let you know
I enjoyed everyday that I spend with you
And I will miss you but I'm happy that I even had you at all

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you ohh yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

And then, another song came by. Chinese one. Sometimes, ain't it good to have songs that are pen right down to how you are feeling exactly? So today post is damn messy la. You would not understand a single shit, because the owner is also in a lost. =) Hmm, I'm not exactly lost la. But if you know me well, I talked in riddles whenever I blog in moody mood. So there you go...

Chinese New Year

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 05:04:00 +0000

is coming. And I'm welcoming it with flu bugs, dry cough, and unexpected visit of you-kn0w-who. How suay can I get hor? But quoting Jamie, red means good luck. So self-consolidation, I'm freaking having hell lots of good luck this year. Its time for gambling once again. Yipee!!! Wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year. May each and everyone of us... HUAT!
P.S. I accept Malaysian Ringgit too. So Nee and Bitch, you two better know what to do when you go back to your respective home town. Haha.. I shall, as usual, call and give your parents greetings. Heez.. Especially Bitch, ask your mum cook me crabs again. I miss it!!! Alright, just kidding but I really miss the two of you alot!!!

OK

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 13:22:00 +0000

stop making speculations already. Blog stuffs arouses guesses and rumors. Quit guessing. Certain things are not mentioned online, so shut up. I'm quite done with you people.

Oh, I've got it

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 09:13:00 +0000

This is how I get a banner for my blog. Not sure if it work. Annaling, do help me out ok? Click on it to see if it work, and do tell me if that is able to be link on other site anot ok? Arigato Gozaimasu!

Drunkard Talks

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 02:03:00 +0000

Had been spoiling my liver lately, that I'm totally convinced that I should have a liver function test done. This post as usual is so way back, that you can don't bother to read.

Everything happen when someone was single for one last day. Yipes, this calls for a celebration.The bunch of girls that rock the ward. Anyhoo, planned a hen's night for Irene, and we held it at Wala Wala. That woman suspected I had something in my bag for her, which luckily, Seri and I had passed it to the staff there for safe keeping. Started off with champange, and then the drinking starts, which follows with crazy antics, that you ought to see.We were all once Seri's preceptees, and now we are very good friends. In fact, they were my listening ears. You want real gossip about me hor, can go to them. Don't need read blog one.We got the band to invite Irene upstage, to get the present that we bought for her. And also making her last speech as a single woman.Right after this, the official nonsense begins. It started first with my all time favorite shots.Ok, pun. I love QuickFuck!And then I got wasted after drinking Waterfall. I love waterfall. It tasted like Hecks.Sadly, we were unable to take a shot with the blue flames that covered the whole of the glass. It was beautiful. Irene and I had to suck up everything before the flame goes off. And then, the crowd went crazy.NUTS!!!Misleading picture. It looks like I'm torturing Jamie. But that's someone else hand. Haha.. Anyway, Jamie deserved it. Wahaha...Standing besides me shows that Nadiah did not drink any alcohol. Its totally obvious.The horrible aftermath. Can't remember how much drinks we had ordered. And the next day was Irene's ROM. Thank goodness, I did not had a hangover. Went over her place to do her makeup and got a ride in Wee's car. That's where we camwhored like nobody business. And the UNGLAM.Our Jie mei's corsages, courtesy from Irene.Black shoes in unison!Hiding away from Shirley evil's camera.The post celebration, we went to East Coast Park, one of the pub restuarant, named Twenty Six.And then hor, I ordered my favorites again. Ok, besides the vulgar one, I also got myself Waterfall again. Wahaha... I am damn addicted to it.This one looks prettier than the one in Wala Wala. Pouring the flames.And then something tragically stupid happened. My straw got burnt la. Wah lao, I was practically sucking air and Irene was asking me to stop. Later did I know that my straw actually melted half the length due to the heat. Ok, that's purely embarrassment. And then, Shirley and I went to "zi high'' again.Just enjoy drinking with this lass. =) Can't wait to get high with you again!!!Ok, seriously, someone else get married faster please, so got excuse for me to go out and waste again.

An extreme backdated post

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 06:39:00 +0000

Was busy lately for chasing after The Little Nonya series through youtube that I totally do not have the mood to blog. Life has been good since the start of 2009. Gonna do a recap on how 2008 went.

One love chapter was closed, which leads into the opening of a new chapter, with a nice chap. Sad to say, that chap was being abused by his new girlfriend for the entire year. I'm an absolutely spoilt brat beside him. In fact, I've already lost count the number of times I got lectured by my parents for ill treating him. Wahaha... Oh, and I also remembered, that in year 2008, I had also received my first cheque for blogging. I was way too ecstatic. Of course, not everything in life went smoothly. There was a period of time that got me really down. I almost lost my career, and at that point in time, I see it as an escape route since I really lost passion for nursing. Fate took a change, my career was saved. Morale however was still low. And all thanks to lover boy andmy nurses (I have to say, there is someone out there (2 to be exact) who is getting on my nerve lately), that I started to have a change in me, and the Bianca right now, wants to stay in nursing line more than before. Of course, I have dreams to fulfill.

Talking about dreams, one of them did succeed. I completed my makeup course, and major in bridal makeup. Before I graduate from my course, I was already out doing what I love best.Due to my working schedule, I inevitably lost lots of chances out there when people approach me. Tried my best to accommodate my timing to my clients, and hopefully I'm able to fulfill more this year.

Self taught myself a thing or two about nails too. Was extremely proud of myself when I completed this set. But being someone impatient, I lost interest in nail art very soon. Needless to say, I had also converted my online shop which sells handmade accessories into a site all about makeup, tips, events, and more to come. Just a gentle reminder, I had also moved that site to www.cherylbianca.onsugar.com

One point in time, love brought me to Cameron Highlands. Ok, that is his girlfriend's suggestion again.But that's not the only place we travel together. Just a few weeks back, we went to Shanghai together.Blame it on Little Nonya, for distracting me and not being to update on my Shanghai trip. But still, it will come.

And 2008 is when all the babes and hunks who were born in 1987, celebrated their 21st birthday. For the first time in life, I've attended way too many birthday parties. The grandest has got to be Uma's party. I'm just another soul who is way too happy on my big day. All those sweet memories kept in my heart. Hugs to my family and friends. And I've got to admit that I'm been a very good girl last year. The wild animal actually went to club 3 times in the past 365 days. Unbelievable! But what's more unbelievable is that I only clubbed during the last few months of the year. However, those are the parties that I've always wanted to go way back. First of, Halloween.
Ok, so I damaged his face previously. Nah, this is it. That perv! But that is like the best clubbing my bitch and I ever had together. Next was Zouk Out.Dressed in just my pink bikini, I danced my way through the night. Sad to say, I'm not into Zouk Out again. My wallet will be more than glad to hear this. =) The last clubbing session was, of course, New Year Eve.Ok, that picture was not clubbing yet. That was just the warm up session with Uncle Tanner, while waiting for the rest to come. Surprise surprise, I can't reveal who I clubbed with. But trust me, it totally lifted me off the haunting. Was I happy? Indeed.

And that kind of round up my life in 2008. Was it good? I know the answer myself. =) So what do I expect in year 2009? More parties to compensate for what I missed out last year. Haha... I think I'm able to do it, since I've already been out partying for 3 times already. More to come.. Yipee... I hope everyone had a good year ahead too. =)

Its abit late

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 12:34:00 +0000

For me to say Happy New Year. But still, its a greeting.

Anyhoo, just wanna share that I had a great time on New Year Eve. Was surreal. More photos to come. And for now, I think I'm still living in some kind of dream, that occasionally pull me down

My handphone

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Sat, 20 Dec 2008 01:19:00 +0000

will have a good rest for the next 9 days. And I wish my heart has the same ample rest too.

Argh! Some people simply talk without thinking. Blabbering things right at my face, and I freaking has no idea if he/she wants to (a) laugh at me (b) show off that she has better bonding as compare to me in the current state, or maybe (c) all of the above.

Like totally, I'm rolling my eyes. Ever since a certain chapter of the book has closed, I sat down and did a reviewed. And then I realised heck, I was treated like a fool, being stabbed in the back always. La pffts! Ok, will blogged about this. Seriously people, do not be fool by looks!

So anyway, idiotic people aside, my blog will be left neglected for the whole of next week. Shall wish all my peeps a Merry Christmas! And my colleagues out there, enjoy your chalet. Ahh.. I can't go. Sob~

Ok bye, I'm off for a cold winter Christmas. See you people soon!

P.S. The Christmas greeting is for everyone except Adelyne, because she refused to send me off at the airport. So we are no longer best friends. Wahaha... I love you Bitch!

Fuyoh~

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 16:19:00 +0000

Love taught me something today. Well, not exactly taught. And I just realised he can be the next confuscious or something.

Then again, I'm exaggerating.

He told me, certain things in life, I can never forget it, no matter how hard I tried. There is no point in running away or avoiding it, because it will come back to you. Accepting is the only way out.

Le sigh, how true. I mean look at me. Orchard has been the last place I want to go now.

So ok la. I will face it lo. Go orchard on the 19th lo. See Sephora. After that I go liao.

Aiya, seriously, Sephora is just taking over my life. Shit! I'm so excited la.

Ok, back to topic. Yes love, I got you. I will learn to take things in strive. =) Because I swear, I'm suffering from Deja vu. Damn it. Things that I'm avoiding is really turning its back around. La pffts!

ok, Accept everything that comes to my life. Accept that you, my love, will be the irritance of my life. =p

Zouk Out 2008

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 06:47:00 +0000

Year after year, bitch and I failed to attend the well raved Zouk Out. Anticipating, we got ourselves ready for the big day. But oh poo.

Anyhow, not going to talk much. It was boring to us. Culture shock. For the first time, we don't know what is going on. To dance or not to dance? Trance killed us. Perspire like nobody business. -_-" So, this most probably conclude that I will not go Zouk Out again.

However, this event never fail to surprise me. You get to see friends whom you never expected. Spotted Hermi (Not sure correct spelling anot), and Queena. And silly thing is, the guy who is in charge of letting us in, hold my IC and asked for my IC number. I thought he was about to say I'm too young to go in. Unexpectedly, he thought I was using someone else IC to get in. Pffts...

Photos...

They gave us the lowest locker. Bitch was totally grumbling~
Then again, this locker totally belongs to her lo. 38=bitch. One bitch. =)
The rest of the pictures are in my facebook instead. Too lazy to upload.

Anyhoo, I'm so happy Sephora is coming to Singapore. 19th Dec 2008!!!

13th Dec 2008

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 17:28:00 +0000

I'm just so excited for this date can? Afterall the plannings we had for years, we finally got it through this time round.

Hey bitch, see you at Zouk Out!!! Omg, its time for fun, drinking, and wasting again~

Excitement~ Party people!!I can't wait to meet you for another round of endless nonsense. Its been way too long since we wore like this, ya? Shall see you in soon~ Toodles~

Dreaming

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 15:55:00 +0000

Lately, I've been dreaming daily that it affect my work. Dream= not enough sleep= fatigue.
Oh boy, tell me how bad can this get?

Girlies~

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Fri, 05 Dec 2008 15:13:00 +0000

The crazy things we can do when we hang out together, without our uniform. Trust me, no one can guess which occupation we are from when we act like this... And I mean the one below.Childhood deprived aren't we?

So apparently, its that time again, when we hang out together to chill. Relieve every stress we faced from work. Went over to Vivo, where we *ahem* helped them to close the shopping centre, and also, cleaned the floor with our barefoots.(I've got no idea why I look like I'm getting to fights lately in the photos I see. Pffts..)

So, we ate over at Earle Swensen, where Seri and I shared lobster baked rice. *drool* And all is not complete, if we did not Gossip! Its like a must. Ok, just kidding. We were merely talking about girls stuffs. So I looked pretty much happy here, but deep down that day, something was not right. Of course, me being me, shared what went wrong, but to only 1 of them who I trust. =) I was merely wearing a mask with a forced smile, but right after we left this restaurant, the mask was off too. Back to crazy self.
Yakking with the girls is never enough. I need to talk on the phone too. Shameless vanity checks!What's vivo without countless splurge? So right after we closed their shops, we went to the playground to camwhore. Getting into positions can be really a hassle. It needs countless of discussions. Unbelievable!Failure is the mother of success. So we decided for another shot. In fact, jumping makes me taller, so why not. Ah haha.. Ok, I felt stupid for typing that. Picture Perfect! Love this!

The girls that refused to JUMP. Hehe.. So we became the live entertainers for them.Chocolate makes me high.Silly Nadiah didn't tell us that her birthday was the next day. So Seri and I got her a slice of cake as an adhoc surprise. Impromptu celebration.She's finally 21~
That pretty much end our day. I can't wait to hang out with all of you again.And I totally fall head over heels with this picture.

A-hem,

noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 16:01:00 +0000

Jamie, your preceptor managed to pass the BTT with just the second attempt. Cleverer than you. Wahaha.. Ok, just kidding. Just wanna thank you for the online source you shared with me. Hehe..

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noreply@blogger.com (Bianca) — Thu, 27 Nov 2008 17:38:00 +0000

Tired emotionally.