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Web Short #2- The Exception (Sweet Burden Series) Pt. 5 (The End)

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Tue, 13 Jan 2015 17:24:00 +0000

Read what happens after the finale, Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3)...

(**SPOILERS**)

Pt. 5

The Exception

(Sweet Burden Series)

Pt. 5

Obi drummed his pen on the desk as Asher continued his report. He knew he should be paying attention, but his mind was elsewhere. It was with Hitomi. He wondered what she was doing at the moment and where she was at. For the past week she’d been disappearing into the woods for so-called meditation. Hitomi did seem more relaxed, but Obi was beginning to doubt what she was truly doing. He noticed every change about her over the week since her visit with her father. Her skin was more flushed and softer. She also seemed to be taking more interest in what she was eating. And the humming…Hitomi could be heard humming whenever she was in the palace. When Obi asked her about it, she flashed him a smile and shrugged. She was being secretive, but also giddy and happy. All he wanted was for her to be happy, but he needed to know what was going on.

“Sir?”

Obi’s attention was brought back to the angels and protectors in front of him. Asher, Sophie and Finn looked at him expectantly while Liam appeared bored. Obi knew how he felt.

“Everything sounds fine,” Obi replied and turned around to the window. “Things are going as expected. You all can go.” He listened to the shuffling of them leaving and the door shut quietly. Sighing, he rubbed his forehead and stared out to the gardens. Where was Hitomi and what was she doing?

“Obi?”

Surprised by the voice, he spun back around finding Sophie standing in front of his desk.

“I’m sorry to be informal…” she started.

Obi waved his hand dismissing her apology. “Sophie, please. You can always call me Obi. Was there something else you needed to talk about?”

“I’m concerned. Is everything alright? You’ve been very quiet the past few days. And well, you really weren’t paying attention during the meeting.”

He smiled slightly at her worry. “I’m fine, but thank you for your concern.”

Sophie moved back and sat down in the chair she previously occupied. “Obi, I know something is distressing you. And knowing you, there’s only one thing that would cause you to worry. Is everything alright with you and Hitomi?”

His eyes turned down to his hands. “I think so.” As he said the words he realized how much doubt he had concerning his answer. “Honestly, I’m not sure. She’s been disappearing for long periods during the day. I haven’t wanted to pry into what she’s doing, but it’s hard not to think…” He trailed off not wanting to say anymore. Obi didn’t want to admit to himself what his mind was already thinking.

“Think what?” Sophie looked at him perplexed as she tried to decipher his train of thought. He could practically see the wheels turning in her head as she thought. Suddenly her jaw dropped as she managed to frown at the same time. “Obi! You can’t actually think that. She would never chea…”

“Don’t say it,” he snapped. He didn’t want to hear the word aloud. He knew the thoughts were a product of his overactive imagination and pure ridiculousness. “I know it’s not true. I just don’t know what to think.”

Sophie relaxed back in the chair. “Obi, Hitomi loves you.”

“I know,” Obi replied as he looked away ashamed of how crazy his suspicions became.

“You should probably ask her what’s going on. But don’t ask her in an accusatory way. Ask her in a caring way. Basically, don’t be you.”

He couldn’t help but laugh a little. “Is that any way to talk to the God of Light?”

She shrugged. “I’m trying to be honest with you. You should go talk to her now. Don’t keep wondering and inventing crazy ideas in your head.”

Obi nodded. “You’re right.”

“Finally, you notice.” Sophie grinned and stood up smoothing her hands down her uniform.

He grinned and moved from behind his desk rushing out the door. Hurrying down the hallway, he made it to the patio and practically ran into Guri and Kerry. He knew that Guri had spent a lot of time with Hitomi recently trying to work on getting her powers under control.

Obi grabbed Guri’s arm. “Where’s Hitomi?”

“Why? What’s the matter?” Guri obviously sensed the urgency inside Obi.

“I hope nothing. I just need to know where she is.”

Guri grinned and nodded. “Out by the waterfall.”

Obi didn’t waste any time taking off into the air. He landed at the beginning of the woods to give himself some time to try to think of what he was going to say. Starting up the path, his mind raced to find the right words. She was his wife and he should feel comfortable asking her anything, but sometimes the reality was still hard to take. He still feared that one day she would walk away from him. He knew it was silly and it was nothing he could blame her for. It was simply his own insecurities he still needed to overcome.

By the time he made it to the end of the path he still had no idea what to say. As soon as he saw Hitomi all thoughts fluttered from his mind anyway. Everything except for her. She sat on the edge of the water swaying her feet back and forth creating soft ripples. He noticed she was focused on a book in her hands. He watched her for a few minutes. Sometimes the realization that she was his hit him hard. And this was one of those moments. He wanted to smack himself for even thinking she would be doing something behind his back. It seemed she just needed some alone time away from the palace.

Obi pushed back a branch and stepped out from the coverage of the woods. Hitomi heard him and instantly looked up.

“Obi, what are you doing here?” She closed the book and put it to the side.

He stepped closer unable to contain the smile she elicited. “I wanted to check on you, make sure you’re alright.” Obi sighed while continuing to watch her. She tucked her hair behind her ear as the sun glistened off her wedding ring. Even the beauty of her ring was nothing compared to her.

“Obi, I…”

“You are so beautiful,” he interrupted. “And strong and amazing.”

Hitomi slightly rolled her eyes even as her cheeks brightened. He kicked off his shoes and rolled up his pant legs before sitting next to her and dropping his feet into the water. Obi took her hand weaving his fingers between hers.

“I hope you understand why I worry about you so much,” Obi stated. “Especially since you’ve been refusing to take guards with you.”

“I think I’ve proven I can handle myself.” She nudged him and smiled. “I’ve needed some time to myself. There’s a lot I’ve had to think about.”

A knot formed in Obi’s gut. “Like what? Things are alright with us, aren’t they?”

Hitomi squeezed his hand. “Obi, please,” she replied as if he was crazy. “Of course we’re alright. It’s nothing like that. I wish you would stop thinking the worst about things.”

“Force of habit.”

“Maybe it’s a habit you should change. A lot of good has happened to us. I don’t want the bad to overshadow it.”

He pulled her hand up to his lips and kissed it. “I know good has happened to us. Sitting here holding your hand is proof of that. But you have to understand that my worry for you doesn’t stem from all the bad stuff. It comes from the fact that I love you. Before, I never imagined the love I have for you even existed. You are a part of me.” He pressed her hand to his chest. “You are the best part of me. You’re my heart.”

She drew in a shaky breath. “I hope you’re able to make some room in your heart for someone else.”

Obi’s brows drew together in confusion. “No one will have my heart except you.”

“I think you might change your mind.” Hitomi lifted her eyes meeting his as he braced himself for what she was about to say. “Obi…” She squeezed his hand and took in a deep breath. “I’m pregnant.”

The words didn’t make to sense to him at first. Did he hear her right? No. She must have said something else. Maybe, she’s poignant? Or perfect? Everything stilled as the words echoed inside his mind. He no longer heard the crashing of the water or the insects humming around the flowers. Did she say she’s perplexed? Pretty? He would have even understood pungent more than…pregnant.

A rapid thudding started in his ears. Was this actually happening? Maybe it was a dream. That had to be it. He must have fallen asleep at his desk. That was a more reasonable explanation than her being…His thoughts even stumbled over the word. She couldn’t be. They were technically dead.

“Obi? Say something.” Hitomi grabbed his arm and shook him.

His body swayed back and forth as his eyes fixated on the water. The glimmer of the ripples seemed to hypnotize him and it was the only thing he could focus on. This was a dream. A very crazy dream. He would wake up in a few minutes. Anxiety still coursed through him as he realized he didn’t want it to be a dream. As much as the possibility of a child terrified him, it also excited him. It was definitely a dream. A child was impossible.

“Obi, I know you’re probably wondering how. I wondered the same thing. My dad is looking into it, but he said it probably has something to do with you being a Phoenix. Obi? Are you listening to me?” She grabbed his face and made him look at her. “This is real. It’s not a dream. This is really happening.”

He focused on her and noticed the glistening in her eyes. Her expression was filled with joy and excitement. This was really happening. Hitomi’s hands trembled against his skin. “I wanted to tell you sooner, but I didn’t want you to think I was insane. Obi, please say something.”

Obi stared at her as fear rose up his throat. Doubts filled his head. If this was real, how could he be a father? He didn’t know the first thing about being a dad. He couldn’t be responsible for another being. But then he focused back on Hitomi. He was the God of Light, but she was his strength. She was the reason he could do the things he did. He was responsible now for hundreds of beings. If she was with him, he knew he could do anything.

A smile formed across his lips and he pulled her into a hug. “I don’t know what to say,” he whispered as he buried his face against her neck.

“Say something,” she begged.

He couldn’t come up with any words. There was no way to verbally describe how he felt. His heart raced as too many emotions flowed through him. “This is amazing and unimaginable. Unexpected and scary, but thrilling and joyous.” Obi pulled back looking at her as his lips quivered. “This is the most wonderful news I’ve ever heard.”

Obi hadn’t noticed the worry that clouded her face previously until now, but it quickly lifted. “Do you mean it?” she asked. “You believe me?”

“Of course I believe you.” He wrapped his arms around her again drawing her to him. “I’m sorry you ever doubted my reaction.”

She clung to him grasping the fabric of his shirt. “I’m scared Obi. But I’m also so overjoyed. I can’t even explain it.”

Obi ran his hand along her shoulder and down her side until it settled on her stomach. It was surreal for him to think about a child- their child under his fingertips. Hitomi slid her hand over top of his as she sent warmth radiating through him. They sat there silent for a while getting used to the new roles they would be taking on.

“How long do we have?”

Hitomi looked up at him questioningly.

“How long do we have to wait?”

“Oh.” She smiled widely. “About another 35 weeks. At least, that’s according to human standards.”

“35 weeks? There’s going to be so much to do. And we need to announce it to the Heavens. I need to tell Zeric and Jinx.”

Hitomi let out a laugh. “Slow down. There’s time for all of that.”

Obi smiled as he sat there marveling in her beauty. She was radiant, practically glowing. He was angry with himself for not noticing the change earlier. It was practically impossible for him to take his eyes from her.

When she noticed his expression her cheeks reddened and she bit her bottom lip.“Why are you staring at me?”

“Because I don’t know if you’ve ever looked as beautiful as you do at this moment.” He reached up brushing her hair from her shoulder. “We can do this. I know we can be good at being parents.”

Hitomi nodded with tears in her eyes. “I love the fact that I’m going to have a family with you. I never thought it could happen and it really, truly is.”

Obi grinned at his amazing wife. “Yes, it is.”

Web Short #2- The Exception (Sweet Burden Series) Pt. 4

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 03 Dec 2014 19:43:00 +0000

Read what happens after the finale, Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3)...

(**SPOILERS**)

Pt. 4

The Exception

(Sweet Burden Series)

Pt. 4

Hitomi’s eyes fluttered open. She found herself back in her bedroom in the Heavens. Obi was asleep next to her, but he didn’t appear to be sleeping well. There was a frown line on his brow. She reached up smoothing her finger over it and trailed her finger down to his cheek. He startled and grabbed her hand. His eyes widened at the realization she was awake. His body relaxed and his expression shifted to relief.

“You’re alright,” he stated.

Hitomi smiled. “Of course I am.”

He leaned over as he grasped her face and pressed his mouth to hers. “Hitomi, you were out for three days. One of the maids found you at the bottom of the pool. We have no idea how long you were down there.” He sat up. “What happened?”

She wanted to tell him everything, but she stopped herself as she sat across from him. She fixed the t-shirt Obi obviously put her in. If one of the girls dressed her, she’d be in a nightgown. Making sure the fabric was pulled over her stomach, she looked up at Obi watching her and waiting.

“Well, I sort of went into a memory-walking episode. Actually, it was a lot of episodes. One melted into the next, but they were all my memories.”

Obi’s expression became more concerned. “Do you think Minns did something by just suppressing your memories? Maybe something else is wrong.”

“Obi, I saw my father. After I went through the memories I ended up in the High Court.” For the moment she omitted the part where she was led there by a little boy. Reflexively she put her hand on her stomach.

“Did you tell him what’s been going on?” Hitomi nodded unsure how to give him the unexpected news. Nerves climbed up her throat, but Obi took her silence as something bad. His face fell. “Is it bad? He knew what was going on, didn’t he? I was right about something being wrong. Just tell me and we’ll figure out how to fix it.”

Hitomi stared at him. She loved him so much, but she hated how he was preparing for the worst. She knew part of his pessimism was her own doing. Things she did to him in the past caused him to lose any of the hopefulness he may have had left. He had been so much better about it lately, but the moment there seemed to be a ripple in their lives he assumed always the worst. She couldn’t tell him now. He was liable to think she was crazy. She couldn’t expect him to believe the unthinkable or impossible now. As much as it hurt her to keep the news from him, now was not the time to tell him.

“I’m fine, Obi. There’s no darkness inside me. There are no effects on my mind from Minns. I’m perfectly alright. My mind and body are simply adjusting to this new life.”

“Was Isbian sure?”

“I’m alright. I’ll just schedule some time with Guri and I’ll work to get everything under control. Stop worrying.”

Obi let out an amused snort. “When it comes to you, my worrying never stops.” He leaned forward kissing her tenderly as he ran his fingers down her neck. “You are my reason for everything.” He started to scoot off the bed. “I’ll have one of the guards go get you something to eat.”

She reached out to him. “I can wait until breakfast.” The darkness in the room indicated it was late at night. “Don’t make anyone get up.”

“The guards are right outside and they better be awake.”

“Obi,” she whined. “Come back to bed.” All she wanted was for him to hold her.

“I’ll go get you something if you don’t want them bothered. What would you like?” He didn’t wait for her to answer. “One of the cooks made some muffins. I bet there are a few left. How does that sound?”

Hitomi knew he wasn’t going to let it go. She finally agreed and he hurried out of the room. She took his absence as an opportunity. Hastily she got up pulling a pair of Obi’s boxers on and her robe. She hurried across the room and opened the door. The guards were a little surprised to see her and quickly bowed. She waved off their formalities and rushed down the hall, up the steps and straight to Guri’s room. Before she could knock the door swung open.

Guri stood there rubbing his eyes and let out a yawn. “I could feel your anxiety coming down the hall. What’s wrong?”

She suddenly felt wrong telling Guri before she told Obi the news. “I, um…I wanted to ask you about some sessions to try to get my powers under control.”

He raised an eyebrow. It was obvious he knew she was lying, but Guri always had a knack for not pressuring her. He knew she would tell him when she was ready. “What time were you thinking?”

“After breakfast?”

Guri nodded. “Are you sure there isn’t anything else?”

Hitomi shook her head as he eyed her. “Sorry to wake you.” She rushed away before she blurted everything out and she needed to get back to the room before Obi returned.

Hitomi tried to act as normally as possible around Obi all morning and through breakfast. She was happy when Obi said he had some things to attend to after eating and she went to the library to meet Guri. He wasn’t there yet and she browsed the stacks of books. Her fingers ran over the spines of the ancient books and she wondered if there were any books about babies. It was doubtful, but she couldn’t stop herself from looking. She found a human anatomy book and started leafing through it.

“Hitomi?” Guri startled her and the book created a loud thud on the floor. She hurried to scoop it up, but he grabbed it. “Human anatomy?” He handed the book to her. “Hitomi, tell me what’s going on.”

“I can’t. Not yet. But I promise it’s not bad. I need to tell Obi first, but I don’t know how.” Her voice dropped to a whisper.

He peered at her quizzically and looked her over. She knew what he was doing, trying to read her emotions and get a better handle on what was going on. Hitomi wondered if he could feel everything; her fear, excitement, and worry. What else did he know she felt? His eyebrows twitched and his gaze shifted immediately to her stomach. Hitomi felt the overwhelming urge to protect her child from his inspection, but she stopped herself. She watched him as he hid a smile and turned to the bookshelf pushing his fingers through the bindings.

He knew. “Don’t tell Obi,” she blurted out.

“Tell him, what?” He continued searching through the titles until he found what he was looking for. Guri pulled out an old large paperback and dusted it off. “You’d be surprised how many halflings there once were in the Living World,” he said very matter-of-fact as he handed her the book. She took the book and ran her fingers over the cover. “That’s a journal from a protector that was a midwife for a lot of halfling mothers. It’s very old, but it might be interesting to read until you figure out…things.”

“Thank you,” Hitomi replied quietly as she leaned up and kissed his cheek before taking off to go read. She headed for the gardens but once she reached the fountain, she felt too exposed. She didn’t want someone to catch her with the journal of a midwife. Basically she didn’t want Obi to catch her.

Continuing along the path of the gardens, she walked out to the waterfall hidden in the woods. Hitomi knew she was supposed to have guards with her, but she needed privacy. She picked a spot on the bank of the water so she could put her feet in and opened the journal at the beginning. The writing was faded and the pages yellowed, but she could still read most of the words.

It was getting close to dinner time when she stashed the book away in a safe spot in the woods and she started back to the palace. She took her time walking thinking about all the different children the woman delivered. Even after reading a quarter of the woman’s entries, Hitomi didn’t know the midwife’s name, but there were plenty of children’s names. She wondered if any of them survived the extermination. Did any of them go on to have families? There had to be people out there that were part angel or protector. Hitomi stopped at the fountain with her mind overwhelmed. Reading the journal put so many questions in her head. Questions about pregnancy, delivery, being a parent… The list was endless. But even with all her worries, she was excited. Having a child was never to be a possibility and now it was reality. It was meant to be.

Her hand traveled down to her stomach. “Our miracle,” she whispered. There was a thud behind her and Hitomi didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. She’d recognize his scent anywhere.

“I’ve missed you today.” Obi stepped up behind her and put his arms around her. “Guri told me he sent you to meditate. I’m assuming it was to help you with control of your powers.”

She nodded as she leaned back against him. Hitomi hated lying to him, but she wanted to tell him the news at the right time. Not when he was assuming the worst.

“Don’t go off again for so long.” He kissed her neck and her shoulder sending shivers through her body. “You need to take a guard with you too.”

“I needed to be alone. I can’t very well meditate with a guard standing over me.”

“And I need to know you’re protected when we’re apart. There still might be those that want to hurt you. I will never allow you to be put at risk again.”

Hitomi turned around meeting his eyes. She wanted to tell him so badly the words stung in her throat, but right now wasn’t the time. He was liable to turn their talk into an even bigger lecture on the need for a guard. Or maybe he would lock her in their bedroom for the next nine months. She let out a sigh and reached up brushing the hair from his face. Would their child look like him? Hitomi hoped so, but hopefully without all the worry lines. “When are you going to relax? We have so much to be thankful for. All the bad stuff is behind us.”

“I hope you’re right, but I doubt I’ll ever relax. Not when it comes to you.”

Great. How much is he going to overreact when he finds out there’s going to be a child now?

Obi pressed his lips against her forehead. “Let’s go eat dinner. I bet you’re hungry after missing lunch.”

Hitomi smiled at her husband. “Famished.”

(To Be Continued)

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Web Short #2- The Exception (Sweet Burden Series) Pt. 3

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Thu, 16 Oct 2014 17:38:00 +0000

Read what happens after the finale, Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3)...

(**SPOILERS**)

Pt. 3

The Exception

(Sweet Burden Series)

Pt. 3

“Where’s my father?”

The High Court beings stayed silent, watching her as more appeared from the rooms encircling the courtyard. While they appeared human, she knew they weren’t. Each one of them had an ethereal beauty. They were dressed head to toe in white and continued to watch her as some whispered to each other.

“Father?” Hitomi turned around searching for him. “Father?” More beings appeared making her more anxious. “Isbian!”

“I am here,” his voice sounded.

She turned to find Isbian moving through a group of beings. He started towards her as the whispering between everyone got louder and more animated. She looked at him worried, but Isbian seemed at ease and overjoyed to see her.

“My dear Hitomi.” He rushed over and pulled her into a hug. “How are you? Are you feeling well?”

“I guess.” She shrugged and glanced around at all the faces watching them.

“And how’s Obi?”

“He’s well.” Hitomi turned her eyes back to her father. “Why’s everyone watching us?”

“They’re curious.” He continued to smile and took the fruit from her.

“About what?”

“You, of course. Some are also big fans of your husband’s.”

At that Hitomi couldn’t help but laugh. “I’m sure Obi will be amused.” It still unnerved her that their lives were viewed as if a reality TV show.

“It’s been awhile since you last visited. Is there a reason or did you simply want to say hello?” He stepped back and took her hands. “Although, you should be resting.”

She didn’t understand the comment, but disregarded it. “I needed to talk to you about something. Well, Obi’s really the one who’s worried about it, but…”

“Of course Obi would be worried. That’s natural.”

“So, you know?”

Isbian nodded with a large grin. “I’m not sure how it was possible, but it happened.”

Hitomi was overly confused by his reaction. How could he be happy about darkness still residing in her? Was she in a dream? Perhaps this was a nightmare, but everything felt tangible and real. “I don’t know how you can be pleased about this. Everything was going so well. Really well. And now we get news like this!”

Isbian dropped her hands seemingly confused by her. “I don’t understand. I would have thought you’d be overjoyed. I’ll admit, at first, I was somewhat unnerved. Considering you are so young in human years. But your mother was the same age and the idea grew on me. Now I couldn’t be happier for you and Obi.”

She stared at him utterly dumbfounded. Hitomi was done caring about the three dozen beings now watching them. “What are you talking about my mom for? I came to ask you about the remnants of Laebosu’s powers inside me, but somehow you already knew…”

Isbian interrupted her. “Laebosu’s powers? What are you talking about? You transferred the dark powers to Rediisu.”

“I know,” she replied exasperated. “But I haven’t been feeling right. My powers seem to be going crazy and…” Hitomi stopped and frowned. “What were you talking about?”

Isbian put his hand to his mouth trying to hide his amusement. “Hitomi.” He looked at her affectionately. “My daughter, the Goddess of Light, you are the greatest gift I received. But what you don’t know is that you carry the second greatest gift I could hope for.” Isbian took her hands again. “Hitomi, you’re pregnant.”

Hitomi’s mouth dropped open and she stumbled back. Her father held onto her, but she couldn’t focus on him. Pregnant? How could she be pregnant? She was technically dead, as was Obi. It wasn’t supposed to be possible.

Her eyes darted in every direction. So many other eyes were watching her reaction to the news, but she couldn’t concern herself with them. The news was unimaginable and unforeseen. Her knees went weak and Isbian helped her kneel on the ground. “But…how…” The shock was causing her mind to reel and she was unable to find the right words. Part of her was laughing at herself for not thinking it could happen. Too much of the unfathomable already happened in her life. “I thought…but, what about what’s been happening to me? My memory-walking is out of control.”

“You are going through a bit of a change.” Isbian shrugged.

“A bit of a change?” she repeated appalled. “That’s an understatement. I thought the worst. Obi thought the worst. We thought something was seriously wrong.”

“Well, perhaps you both need to change your way of thinking. Especially now with a child to consider.” Her father leaned forward and grabbed her shoulders. “There’s nothing wrong with you. There is no darkness from Laebosu inside you. You’re carrying a miracle.”

As if instinctively, Hitomi placed a hand over her stomach and looked down. “But how? We’re two dead beings.”

“It must have something to do with Obi’s Phoenix status. I can’t give you the answer you’re wanting. There’s no previous knowledge of a child being born from the same circumstances. Of course, half-lings are common, but nothing like this. If you’d like I’ll continue to try to find out. Perhaps there’s something similar in one of the other worlds.”

She nodded and closed her eyes. There was suddenly too much to think about. How was she going to tell Obi? Would he think she’d lost her mind? What would everyone else think? Would it be a boy or a girl? Where would they put a nursery? Would she be a good mother? Was she ready to be a mother? How was Obi going to handle the news? Obi…

“Obi,” she whispered.

“Hitomi, look at me.”

She lifted her gaze back to her father’s face. He wore a sincere smile and let go of her. “It’s time for you to go back.”

She noticed the transparency of her skin and realized Obi was pulling her back to the Heavens. Frantically she tried to think of the important questions to ask her father. “Please try to find out any information you can. And do you…” She bit at her lip feeling silly at the one question she would have time to ask. “Will it be a he or a she?”

Isbian leaned forward before she disappeared. “I think I’ll leave that as a surprise for you as well. I love you, my Hitomi.”

(To Be Continued)

Web Short #2- The Exception (Sweet Burden Series) Pt. 2

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 24 Sep 2014 15:34:00 +0000

Read what happens after the finale, Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3)...

(**SPOILERS**)

Pt. 2

The Exception

(Sweet Burden Series)

Pt. 2

Hitomi tried to put off contacting her father, but Obi remained persistent. Three days passed since Jinx’s arrival, but he left after only a day to go talk to Zeric. Obi told her the basics of Jinx’s story. Basically Sabra used him, keeping him as her lover and when he refused to give her what she wanted she decided to take what she desired in the form of Zeric. Obi didn’t go into much more detail. He seemed okay with what Jinx told him, but she knew he was also occupied with what was going on with her.

During the past few days Hitomi had a few more memory-walking episodes. She went into one of Obi’s memories, one of Sophie’s and two of Kerry’s. She tried to make light of them, but Obi wouldn’t drop the subject. He started practically begging her to contact her father. In truth, Hitomi was scared to find out if darkness could still be inside her.

She lay in bed early in the morning listening to Obi’s rhythmic breathing. Hitomi leaned over and kissed his cheek. He let out a hum, but didn’t wake. Slowly she climbed out of bed and changed into a bathing suit. She felt the need to clear her head and since arriving in the Heavens swimming seemed to be the only way. It was extremely early and the palace grounds were quiet.

Hitomi moved down the steps of the pool and submersed herself. She stayed below the surface for a few moments enjoying the silence before leisurely swimming laps. The water moving across her skin felt like silk and she easily forgot her worries until she suddenly forgot herself.

“Are you alright?” a voice asked. Hitomi shivered and brought her head up. Through blurry eyes, she glimpsed a hand outstretched to her. It was Obi and this was the first time she met him.

“I’ll be fine,” Hitomi mumbled in between sniffles and shudders. She remembered trying to make out who the hand was connected to. She wiped away her tears and saw Obi. His face was hidden in shadows, but she would recognize him anywhere.

“You should get out of this alley,” he pushed his hand closer to her, motioning with his fingers to come with him.

Her former self was initially apprehensive, but now she longed to touch him. She stretched her hand out and placed it in his. She steadied herself on her feet and tightened her grip on her shirt.

“Are you sure you’re alright?” he questioned.

She looked down at herself. She had been terrified at the time, but Obi made everything seem to disappear. Her gaze shifted to their hands still clasped together and she nodded. Hitomi lifted her head to see him as he squeezed her hand, but then he quickly let go and turned away from her. She wanted to throw herself into his arms, but this was a memory, not a dream.

“Please don’t leave.” His voice said behind her. Hitomi turned and suddenly she was in her room. Obi was lying on her bed. This memory was when Obi came to her after he was whipped and tortured for failing to kill her.

“You need to get some sleep,” she said.

“I’ll sleep better if you’re here,” he replied.

Her body trembled as she moved back over. “Okay.” She set down the bowl she had in her hands from cleaning his wounds and moved the chair back over to her desk. She sat down and opened her laptop as she heard him moving around in the bed. She listened to it creak as he got comfortable and then it was silent. Hitomi stopped herself from peering over her shoulder to look at him.

“Come here,” he mumbled after a few minutes.

“Obi, go to sleep.” Hitomi remembered feeling so nervous. She knew what he meant at the time, but she was so inexperienced.

“Not until you come here.”

Hitomi turned to him. He was lying on his side facing her and he had scooted back towards the wall. Her heart began racing as she stood up. She recalled how she thought his eyes looked different. They looked warmer. She walked over to the bed and wondered inside how she didn’t fall into his arms.

“Do you need something?” she asked stupidly.

He quietly sighed and closed his eyes. Obi’s hand lazily lay on the empty side of the bed. He lightly patted the mattress. As she pulled back the sheet, it felt as though sparks were hitting all of her nerves even in the memory. She slowly climbed into bed and brought the sheet up over her. She shifted onto her side facing him. How did she not realize she loved him even this early into knowing him?

“Are you warm enough?” she asked.

He nodded his head as his eyes opened. Obi moved his free hand up to where Hitomi had hers tucked under the pillow. Reaching under the pillow, he laid his hand on top of hers. Hitomi wondered if he felt the wave of warmness move over his body when they touched as she did. He watched her as if he was waiting for her to pull away. But she didn’t. She welcomed his touch. He let out a little hum and his eyes closed again.

Hitomi wanted to lay there and watch him forever, but she moved from the bed and as she turned around she was suddenly running through the woods. Her lungs ached from the cold damp air. Her mud covered feet felt numb. She grabbed onto a tree to quickly catch her breath. Hitomi leaned back against the trunk and tried to focus on slowing her gasps. She tilted her head up looking for the sky, but it could not be seen due to thick tree coverage. Her body shuddered violently from the frigid air or maybe it was her desperation. She remembered feeling overwhelming anxiety. She had to find Obi.

She scraped her feet against a patch of moss at the base of the tree trying to clean them off as much as possible. Despite her freezing, a trickle of sweat traveled down the side of her face and she wiped it away. She took a deep breath preparing for another run. She stepped away from the tree swiveling her head from right to left when she saw him walking in her direction.

His head was down and his hands stuffed in his pockets as he unknowingly walked towards her. She took a few steps towards him and stood directly in his sight line. Suddenly his head lifted and his eyes met hers. He stopped for a second as she started forward.

Her heart was ready to burst through her chest as her pace accelerated. His hands slipped out of his pockets as he moved to her. Her mind raced as her steps turned into a jog. Their eyes were fixed on each other as the distance between them shortened. She was almost to him, only a few feet away, when she abruptly stopped. If there was a way to kick her other self she would have, but she knew how nervous she had been.

But Obi did not stop. He stepped up to her, placing his hands on the sides of her face. Obi leaned down pulling her face to his and pressed his lips hard against hers for their first kiss.

His hands moved down grasping at her waist and bringing her closer to him, but now tears were streaming down her cheeks as she moved her hand up to his chest. She could feel the heat of her hand as it started to burn brightly. This was one of the moments she always regretted and having to see it again was painful.

“I’m sorry,” Hitomi whispered against his lips. She pushed her hand hard to his chest and stumbled back, but she couldn’t stop herself. She wanted to lose her voice. She wanted to stop it, but the memory continued. “Obsidian, I release you from your duty as my protector and I, as Goddess of Light, fully remove all protector powers bequeathed upon you.”

Obi jerked as if electricity shot through his entire body. His eyes widened as shock spread across his face and then suddenly he became enraged. He grabbed her arms tightly. “What have you done?”

“I had to release you. I can’t risk you getting hurt again.”

His grip on her intensified as he violently shook his head. “But there’s always a risk. I’m still going to be next to you, bound or not.” His voice got louder. “Don’t you understand that I love you?”

“I know Obi.” She pulled out of his grasp and stepped backwards. “But I can’t be selfish anymore. It was preposterous of me to think that I could become the Goddess of Light, rule the Heavens, and have you all at the same time. It can’t be done.” She now knew it could be done. It was done. They were happily together. Hitomi had to remind herself that these events were in the past, but seeing them again didn’t make it easier. She knew the horrid events that followed too well.

When she blinked her eyes again, Hitomi was kneeling in the snow over Obi’s body as she thought he lay dying. “Please Obi,” Hitomi begged. She dropped her head down onto his chest feeling the wet sticky blood against her face. There was barely any beat to his heart left. “Let me save you.”

“You already did.” He let go of her hands and ran his fingers through her hair. “You let me love you. You made me a better person.” He turned his head glancing back at Guri. “Deiman is still nearby. You need to get her out of here. Please Guri, take her.”

Hitomi lifted her head slightly and looked up at him. He had a slight smirk on his face and tears in the corners of his eyes. She brought her face up to meet his and put her hands on either side of his neck. Lowering her face, she pressed her lips against his. He kissed her back weakly.

“I love you Obi. I love you,” she cried in between kisses.

She felt his hand fall from her hair and suddenly his lips were motionless. Hitomi pulled back looking at him. Even now the memory felt like a fresh wound.

“Obi? Obi!” Hitomi shook him fiercely. She squeezed her eyes shut not wanting to see anymore.

“Hitomi, I…” Obi started breaking the silence as her eyes shot open seeing him in the reflection of the mirror. But at this moment, he was Mattias to her. She had yet to remember their past. He abruptly stopped his words as his eyes traveled over her. “You look so beautiful.”

Her heart pounded in her chest. She recalled wanting to say so many things, but she didn’t know how to express all the feelings bottled up inside her. She opened her mouth to say something, but the words caught in her throat. She swallowed and tried again, but this time before she could Obi rushed up behind her and wrapped his arms around her. His body trembled against hers as she melted into his embrace. Her eyes lifted to his as they watched each other in the mirror. The electricity of his touch pulsed through her and instantly warmed her.

He lowered his head and skimmed her shoulder with his lips before pressing them lightly against her neck. “I can’t bring myself to stay away from you,” he whispered.

“I never asked you to.” Her voice came out thick and shaky.

His eyes met hers again in the reflection. “Actually, once upon a time you did but I don’t listen very well.” A smile hinted at the corners of his mouth.

“How are you here?”

“It doesn’t matter. All that matters is that I’m here.” He reached up and moved her hair away from her neck. “We don’t have much time.”

“It’s not safe for you here.”

“I’m not leaving you here. Not again.”

“Mattias, I can’t leave…”

He tightened his grip on her waist. “You’re not going to be able to stop me from taking you out of here. I will throw you over my shoulder and drag you out if I need to. I can’t protect you here.”

“But the Heavens. I can’t leave London in power.”

“Hitomi.” He spun her around to face him tangling the bottom of her dress around her feet. He didn’t give her another chance to protest. Obi gripped her waist and brought his lips to hers. Every ounce of want and need poured out of them. His mouth was firm and slightly rough at first, but when Hitomi wrapped her arms around his neck they softened. His teeth nipped at her lower lip as Hitomi’s fingers moved up his neck pushing into the waves of his hair. A groan vibrated through his throat and he tightened his grip while lifting her from the floor.

When he lowered her to the ground, there was a roar of applause. Hitomi couldn’t stop smiling as Obi kissed her again. Even though there were over a hundred pairs of eyes on them, she felt like they were the only two in the entire world. Their wedding was a breathtaking event marking the beginning of a time of peace.

“As much as I want to keep kissing you right now…” Obi whispered.

“Then don’t stop,” she said. Hitomi recalled wanting to spend the whole day wrapped in his arms, but they were King and Queen of the Heavens. Unfortunately there were expectations, but even so Hitomi wanted to spend a few moments alone with her husband.

Obi laughed and suddenly scooped her up in his arms. “Your wish is my command, my love.” He leaned over kissing her again as he moved down the aisle. Hitomi barely noticed the guests clapping and throwing flower petals. Her smile was wide across her face and she couldn’t stop laughing as he peppered her with kisses.

He carried her away from the crowd moving down the beach. When he let her down, he knelt in front of her and slipped off her shoes.

“What are you doing?” she asked.

“Getting a little time alone with you before we go to the reception.” Obi took his shoes off as well. He carried their shoes in one hand and took her hand in the other. “Was the wedding everything you ever wished for?”

“Were you there?” she asked slyly.

Obi grinned and nodded.

“Then, yes. It was everything I ever wished for.”

“C’mon.” He pulled on her arm and led her along the water. As they walked along the beach everything became blindingly white. Obi’s hand disappeared and Hitomi spun around in the nothingness.

“Obi?” she called out. Her head turned looking for any sign of him, but then she noticed a small speck of darkness in the distance. She started towards it tentatively, but then she was running. As she neared it, the speck turned into a doorway. There two huge wooden double doors in the middle of oblivion. One of the doors was cracked open and a child stood with their back to her. The little boy was dressed in a white shirt and shorts. He had deep auburn hair that was slightly messy.

“Excuse me?” She knelt down behind him.

The little boy turned to her with his rosy cheeks and sparkling eyes. He smiled and laughed before running through the doorway. The door closed with a deep thud.

“Wait!” She hurried after him, stumbling through the doorway.

Hitomi stepped onto the plush grass as the sun warmed her skin. As her eyes adjusted, she realized she was in the courtyard where she always met Isbian. How was she in the High Court suddenly? She searched for the boy, but he was gone.

She moved over to the ambrosia tree and plucked a fruit from the branches. She thought about all the memories she relived. Every one of them had to do with Obi. What was significant about those memories? It started to worry her when she felt a presence. Turning, she expected to see her father but it wasn’t him. Two beings were watching her as they stood outside one of the rooms. They were both dressed purely in white and watching her with curiosity. She then noticed three other beings emerge from another room. They stopped and watched her as well. Suddenly they were surrounding her sending her nerves racing.

It seemed they did know something she didn’t.

(To Be Continued)

Web Short #2- The Exception (Sweet Burden Series) Pt. 1

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 10 Sep 2014 17:38:00 +0000

Read what happens after the finale, Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3)...

(**SPOILERS**)

The Exception

(Sweet Burden Series)

Pt. 1

The Goddess of Light stood on the balcony off of the master suite and looked out over the palace gardens. The sun was shining brightly and it warmed her skin. She smiled to herself as she watched the angels and protectors going about their daily routines. Hitomi finally felt as though things were settled and she could take a breath without any worries. A groan came from the bed behind her and she glanced over her shoulder at the sheets moving. A mop of black hair appeared as Obsidian squint his eyes at the light.

“What are you doing?” he grumbled. “Shut the curtains and come back to bed.”

“It’s too nice to spend the day in bed,” she replied as she walked back into the room. Obi groaned again and pulled the sheet over his head. Hitomi rolled her eyes and jumped on the bed landing next to him. “C’mon grumpy. Go for a swim with me.”

“Too early,” Obi mumbled. “Especially to be submerged in water.”

Hitomi laughed and pushed on his arm. “You’re no fun.”

He poked his head back out from the covers and smirked. “There are other ways to have fun.” Obi raised an eyebrow and reached out to grab her, but she quickly scooted off the bed.

Hitomi couldn’t help but giggle as she moved across the room and went over to her dresser. She pulled out a bathing suit and started to change into it. “You’re more than welcome to join me.” She glanced up at her husband watching her.

“Not this morning. I’ll meet you for breakfast later.” He dropped his head into the pillows and snuggled back in the covers.

“Okay.” Hitomi finished dressing and walked over to the side of the bed. She leaned down giving Obi a kiss and then headed out to the pool. After swimming some laps, Hitomi grabbed onto the side of the pool to catch her breath. She suddenly felt lightheaded and worried that she was going to be bombarded with someone’s memory. Quickly she climbed out of the pool and sat down on one of the lounges. Her "memory-walking" had been out of control as of late and there was no explanation as to why. When no vision came her stomach grumbled and she wrapped herself up in her towel to head up to the patio. As she was walking up, she saw Kerry and Guri coming down the steps.

“Good morning, m’lady,” Kerry greeted with an exaggerated bow.

“Knock it off,” Hitomi said with a laugh. “Looks like I just missed you guys. Are you going for a swim?”

“Yup. I’m surprised to see you up this early. Where’s Obi?” Kerry replied.

“Still in bed being lazy.” She smiled and gave them a wave. “I’ll see you two later.” Hitomi moved past them and ran up the steps just in time to see Obi strolling out onto the patio. They arrived at their table at the same time and he pulled her chair out for her.

“How was your swim?” he asked.

“Okay.” She smiled at him as he sat down next to her. “How was your extra sleep?”

“Lonely.”

She rolled her eyes, but grinned. Things had been going so well for the past four months since their wedding. They both eased into their roles without much difficulty. The Heavens was flourishing and the subjects were happy. There hadn’t been much need to grow the amount of subjects yet. Although there were a few dissenters, London created enough to provide the Heavens with the amount of beings needed. So far there weren’t too many issues and ruling the Heavens was a far easier task than expected.

Obi reached over taking her hand and pressed it to his lips. Sometimes it was still hard for her to believe how perfect her life was. Hitomi couldn’t ask for anything more.

“What’s on your agenda today?” Obi asked.

“I’m not sure. Someone interrupted me while I was working on my schedule.” She faked irritation as one of the angels from the kitchen walked over to take their breakfast requests. Hitomi was suddenly famished and ordered an omelet with a side of pancakes. Obi seemed amused and asked for the same. As they ate Hitomi talked about how she wanted to organize an autumn festival of sorts and invite everyone from the realms.

Obi nodded. “That’s a good idea.” He cleared his throat and put his fork down. “What about Rediisu?”

She stabbed her fork into her half-eaten stack of pancakes. “He’s not invited.”

“Okay.”

“Anyone from the Afterworld can come except him. I don’t want to see him anymore than I actually have to.”

“And I will honor your decision.”

Her eyebrow went up with actual irritation. “You don’t think it’s the right one?”

Obi put his hands up defensively. “I didn’t say that.”

“Your tone suggested otherwise.”

“My tone?” he repeated as he covered his mouth. The fact he was trying to hide his smile irked her further. “All I said was ‘okay’. It seems like you want to argue.”

“Of course I don’t want to argue. Do you want to argue?” Hitomi could feel her face heating up.

Obi took her hand again. “I most definitely do not want to argue. Your face is flushed. Are you feeling alright?”

“I’m fine.” Hitomi sighed. “The topic of Rediisu doesn’t put me in the greatest mood. I’m sorry.”

Obi smiled and leaned over kissing her cheek. “Let’s not talk about him.”

Someone cleared their throat behind them and they turned. Standing there was one of Guri’s aids, a young woman named Ella. She bowed quickly. “I’m sorry to interrupt your breakfast, but there is a visitor to see you,” she said directed to Obi. “He said he’s from the Spiritual Realm. He’s…um, covered in tattoos.”

“Jinx,” Obi whispered and averted his eyes. Hitomi squeezed his hand as he looked to her. “Will you come with me?” She nodded as they both got up. Obi’s grip on her hand tightened further. “Ella, show him to my office. We’ll be there shortly.”

“As you wish.” Ella bowed and hurried off.

“I can’t believe he’s actually here,” Hitomi commented. “You and Zeric have had searches out for him. He’s managed to evade everyone and now he’s just showing up.”

“It’s been practically a year since I’ve seen him,” Obi said quietly as they walked back towards the palace. “Hurry and get changed. I have to get word to Zeric that Jinx is here.” They went off in separate directions once inside the palace. Obi looked as mystified and shocked as Hitomi knew he felt. He told her of the things Sabra said about Jinx, how he was somehow responsible for the Zeric being stolen and Obi’s terrible upbringing. But the full story was a mystery. Hitomi wasn’t sure Obi even cared anymore what the story was. He missed his friend, but she couldn’t be positive what his reaction would be to finally seeing Jinx.

She changed into appropriate clothing and started down to Obi’s office. Obi picked a different room for his office instead of using the one London occupied. London’s office now sat bare and the door remained closed. Hitomi walked past the door as a few memories invaded her mind. She stopped short of Obi’s office door and leaned against the wall to clear her vision. The “memory-walking” was one thing she still had yet to control. For a short period it seemed to disappear, but recently it would take her over whenever and wherever. Sometimes she could stop it, but most of the time she couldn’t. The last time a memory completely took her over she was flying. She later woke up in a pile of shrubs at the far end of the gardens.

Shaking away the cloudiness in her mind, she went into Obi’s office. Obi wasn’t there yet, but Jinx was situated in one of the chairs across from the desk looking at something in his hands. “Jinx?”

He turned and stood up while smiling at her. “Hitomi.”

She moved across the room and gave him a hug. “How are you?”

“I’m okay. And you?”

“Better now that I know you’re alright.” She looked him over noticing his hair was now dyed a chocolate brown and he had on a simple white shirt and jeans. She noticed a frame in his hand and realized he was holding one of the photos Obi kept on his desk.

Jinx glanced down at the frame as well. “I’m sorry I didn’t make it to the wedding. I really did want to be there, but I had some personal stuff I needed to deal with.”

“I understand, but know you were missed.”

He let out a sigh while still looking at the photo. “You both look so happy. Maybe it was a mistake to come.”

“Jinx, it wasn’t a mistake. We’ve all been worried about you.”

“I don’t know what all Obi told you.”

“We’ve both told each other everything. There are no more secrets.”

Jinx tightened his grip on the frame and turned his eyes to hers. “Once I’ve told him the truth…I’m not sure he’ll forgive me. But I need him to know.”

Hitomi patted his shoulder. “You might be surprised. I’m sure he’ll forgive you.” Seeing the fear in Jinx’s eyes, she hoped she was right.

Suddenly Obi walked in and crossed the room. Jinx tensed with the uncertainty of what kind of greeting he was going to get. Hitomi wasn’t sure what to expect either. Obi stepped in front of Jinx and abruptly pulled him in for a quick hug. He smacked Jinx on the back and stepped away. “Where have you been?”

“A little bit of everywhere. I needed some time,” Jinx answered.

“You took too much time. You missed our wedding.”

“I know.” Jinx handed Obi the frame. “I’m sorry.”

Obi moved around his desk and sat down as he propped the frame back up. He motioned for Jinx to take a seat.

“I’ll leave you two to catch up,” Hitomi stated as she smiled warmly at her husband.

“No. Please stay. I want you to hear everything.” Jinx sat down and motioned for her to stay.

“Besides, I know Obi will tell you.”

Hitomi sat down and watched Jinx fidget. She didn’t get to know him very well before, but it seemed unnatural for him to be nervous. She wanted to reassure him that it was okay to be honest, but as she reached over to pat his arm her vision went blurry.

As she closed her eyes and put her hand to her head, she heard Obi saying her name. His voice sounded like echoes vibrating through a canyon. Chills ran up her spine and across her shoulders. She wanted to move, but her body felt weightless and trapped. And so cold. Why was she so cold? Obi’s voice faded and she felt someone grasp her wrist. When she opened her eyes she realized she wasn’t able to stop the memory invasion.

She stared up at a ceiling decorated with a rainbow of swirling colors. The inhabited body abruptly turned their head to the side and vomited. She was lying on a bed, but the body was restrained. The arms pulled violently at the binds, eventually giving up due to exhaustion. Hitomi’s first thought was that she was in one of Obi’s memories from his time in the Spiritual Realm, but she noticed a few tattoos on the arm. It was then she realized that it wasn’t Obi, it was Jinx.

Hitomi was embarrassed that she couldn’t control her ability enough to get out of the vision. It was an invasion of privacy. She knew that Jinx would be horrified once she woke up. He finally came out of hiding to tell Obi the truth and here she was invading his mind.

A door opened at the far side of the room and Sabra sauntered in looking as regal as Hitomi recalled. She hated the woman and from Jinx’s reaction to her presence, he didn’t care for her either.

“I should have known you’d stoop this low,” he spat.

Sabra smirked and sat down on the edge of the bed. “I hope it hurt you as much as you’ve hurt me, my love.” Her fingers trailed down his chest.

“I’m not your love. Or is that what you call your harem?”

“But you were the one I kept human for so long. I kept you looking and feeling youthful.”

“Only to serve your own purposes.”

Her expression turned cold and she reached up grabbing his face. Her nails dug into Jinx’s skin. “You had your chance to make me happy. Now I’m going to make yours a living hell.”

He pulled his face away. “You’ve already used me. You’ve already killed me. What else could you do to me?”

Sabra stood up and cackled. “Oh, my love, just wait and see.” She strode out of the room and slammed the door. The sound made Hitomi shake as she tried to put the pieces of the conversation together, but the vision was flickering. She wouldn’t be able to hold on to it and she truly didn’t want to. She didn’t want to see anymore of Jinx’s suffering or Sabra’s cruelty.

When she opened her eyes, she knew she was in the master suite. Hitomi put her hand to her head and sat up. Across the room Obi was situated in one of the chairs by the fireplace. He was doing some paperwork, but looked up when she let out a dry cough. He tossed the papers onto the coffee table and hurried over to her.

“How are you feeling?” he asked sitting down on the bed and taking her hand.

“Alright, I guess. What happened? Where’s Jinx?”

“He was about to start telling me everything and your face went blank. You turned pale and fell forward out of the chair.” He reached up and brushed her hair from her forehead. “You cracked your head pretty hard on the edge of my desk. You’ve been out for a few hours.”

“Hours?” She let out a deep breath and squeezed his hand. “What about Jinx?”

“He’s still here. He was concerned about you. I set him up in one of the guest rooms.”

“Did you two talk?”

“Yah.” Obi nodded. “He told me everything, but don’t worry about that now. I’m more concerned about you. This memory-walking of yours is getting out of control.”

Hitomi shook her head. “It’s nothing.”

“That’s not true. I know about your little fall from the sky. Did you think I wouldn’t find out?”

Hitomi looked down at their intertwined fingers. “I didn’t want you to worry.”

“I know, but now I’m worried. Something is going on. I talked to Guri and he said it’s strange you haven’t been able to get control over this power. We both agree that you need to ask your father. He might have insight into what’s wrong.”

“You really think something is wrong? I hate going to him for every little issue.”

“This isn’t a little issue. This is about you. What if…” his voice trailed off and Hitomi lifted her eyes.

“What? Just say what you think.”

He sighed. “What if something of Laebosu’s powers lingered behind? What if that’s preventing you from fully being in control?”

Hitomi never thought of that as a possibility, but it wasn’t improbable. Something dark could be haunting inside her and feeding on the bad memories of others. But not every memory she went into was bad. However, if there was darkness inside her maybe it couldn’t control the memories like she couldn’t control the power.

“Fine.” She nodded. “I’ll ask my father.”

Obi smiled and leaned forward. “Thank you,” he said. His breath caressed her lips before he kissed her.

(To Be Continued Next Week)

Web Short #2 - Sweet Burden Series Coming Soon!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Tue, 09 Sep 2014 18:47:00 +0000

What happened after Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3)?

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Hitomi Beaumann isn’t supposed to live to see her 18th birthday.

Will Hitomi make it to her 18th birthday to discover secrets hidden from her? Will Obsidian be there to protect her or will he be the one to end her?

Divine Mourning (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 2) $2.99

But Hitomi can't just worry about Obsidian. The world continues to darken. Time is running out for everyone.

Will Hitomi be able to save the Heavens? Can she save Obsidian from himself? Only she can decide what is most important. But will she be able to live with the decision?

Darkest Reflection (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 2.5) (novella) $1.49

*This description contains SPOILERS from Divine Mourning (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 2).*

Darkest Reflection is a Sweet Burden Series novella intended to be read between Vol. 2 and Vol. 3.

Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3) $3.99

READ THE ENTIRE SERIES NOW!

Sweet Burden Series Complete!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Thu, 24 Jul 2014 16:39:00 +0000

Tired of waiting for the final book of a series you're in the middle of?

Check out The Sweet Burden Series!

All 3 novels, plus a novella are out now!

And you can read all 4 books on Kindle for under $9.50!

4 BOOKS UNDER $9.50!

Sweet Burden (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 1) only $ .99

Hitomi Beaumann isn’t supposed to live to see her 18th birthday.

Will Hitomi make it to her 18th birthday to discover secrets hidden from her? Will Obsidian be there to protect her or will he be the one to end her?

Divine Mourning (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 2) $2.99

But Hitomi can't just worry about Obsidian. The world continues to darken. Time is running out for everyone.

Will Hitomi be able to save the Heavens? Can she save Obsidian from himself? Only she can decide what is most important. But will she be able to live with the decision?

Darkest Reflection (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 2.5) (novella) $1.49

*This description contains SPOILERS from Divine Mourning (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 2).*

Darkest Reflection is a Sweet Burden Series novella intended to be read between Vol. 2 and Vol. 3.

Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3) $3.99

READ THE ENTIRE SERIES NOW!

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NEW RELEASE! Sweet Burden Series finale!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Tue, 22 Jul 2014 12:25:00 +0000

The Sweet Burden Series finale NOW AVAILABLE!

Click here for purchase

Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3) Available Now!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Sat, 19 Jul 2014 02:44:00 +0000

Fateful Echoes (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 3) Available Now on paperback!

Available now through CreateSpace!

Buy it HERE

Coming Soon through Amazon (paperback and Kindle versions)

"Old School" Concerts

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Thu, 19 Jun 2014 14:08:00 +0000

I just had to share some old ticket stubs I found while cleaning out my basement.

So glad I found these! Now I just need to figure out how to display them.

Comment if you were at one of these shows!

Faith No More

Dinosaur Jr.

Buzzard Fest 96

Skankin' Pickle

Stabbing Westward

Mike Watt w/ Eddie Vedder

Hole

Lollapalooza 96

Weezer

Spin Doctors and Soul Asylum

Lollapalooza 94

Butthole Surfers and Stone Temple Pilots

Soundgarden

Counting Crows

Stone Temple Pilots

Sweet Burden Reviews

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Thu, 29 May 2014 14:13:00 +0000

So, here's the deal...

I have two Sweet Burden titles on Amazon. One is the First Edition, which would make the second one the Second Edition. I will be retiring the First Edition in a few days, but there are some great reviews on the Amazon page. I can't transfer the reviews over, so they will disappear once I retire it.

So, I decided to post the reviews here:

Great Read!

“I like to consider myself a pretty avid reader. I like all different styles of books from Life of Pi to Twilight. Sweet Burden is definitely a good read. It is certainly geared towards the teen to late teen reader, but it is well written, well thought out and doesn't include vampires :) I found as I got to the end I really wanted to know what happened, and upon finishing the book, I can't wait to read the next book. Well done Ogden! I can't wait to keep reading your work!” – Kate (Columbus, OH) 12/17/2012 (4 Stars)

I can't wait for book 2!

“I thoroughly enjoyed this book and am anxiously awaiting the second installment. The story is so unique and entertaining... Very age appropriate for young adult readers” – Anonymous 05/09/12 (5 Stars)

Simply Outstanding - 5 Stars are not enough!

“LOOKOUT TWILIGHT AND GOODBYE HARRY POTTER! THIS BOOK IS SURE TO GET YOUR BLOOD BOILING AS YOU SURFACE FROM PAGE TO PAGE ON THE EGDE OF YOUR SEAT ANTICIPATING WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT …..IT'S SIMPLY O-U-T-S-T-A-N-D-I-N-G……” – Ty3175 03/31/12 (5 Stars)

If you like Twilight, you'll love this!!!

“Fantastic book! I stayed up a few long nights just to keep reading it!

The characters are well thought out and the fantasy part of this story is very new and fresh. I recommend this book to anyone who is a fan of the Twilight series. I'm excited to see where the author takes us next!” – C. Meade “Anon Hillian” (Silent Hill, USA) 02/09/12 (5 Stars)

This Book is Movie Material

“K.L. Ogden's skill in writing this story is brilliant, beginning with the very first sentence and concluding with the last. Drama, danger, intrigue, romance, chivalry, duplicity are woven meticulously throughout the story. Ogden's descriptive and intricate details create a tale that the reader does not want to put down OR to end. While the prospective audience may be teens and young adults, the book is absolutely entertaining for all ages. Hitomi and Obsidian, their friends and foes, live an astonishing existence that keeps the reader involved and wondering what will happen next. I am looking forward to the second book in the series!” – cv 02/08/12 (5 Stars)

New book series

“With so many young adult authors getting stuck in the rut of the same old vampire stories, it is nice to actually see a fresh story about a little bit different type of characters. I hate to give spoilers because part of the brilliance of the story is the way that the reader discovers the mysteries of the main character. It is the beginning of a series that could potentially be a very epic story of good versus evil, a great read if you are a fan of the young adult genre.” – J 02/05/12 (5 Stars)

Don't worry though, Sweet Burden is still available....

It's just the Second Edition now!

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Lyric's 3rd Birthday Party - Mickey and Minnie Birthday!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Tue, 20 May 2014 14:49:00 +0000

I had to take some time off this past few weeks from writing to prepare for our daughter's 3rd birthday party. We went with Mickey's Clubhouse theme. Here are some of the photos from the party!

Daisy's Garden Veggies

The Birthday Cake

Centerpiece

Clarabelle's Cupcakes

Condiments

Decorations

Donald's Drink Bar

Goofy's Chips

Handmade Banner

Hot Diggity Dogs

Minnie's Bowtique Salad

Plutos' Cheeseball

Toodles's Noodles

We also had a PHOTO BOOTH!

Everyone had a great time!

SWEET BURDEN - FREE!!!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Sun, 20 Apr 2014 02:09:00 +0000

Sweet Burden Vol. 1 of the Sweet Burden Series is FREE April 19-20 on KINDLE!

CLICK HERE for your copy of SWEET BURDEN

Hitomi Beaumann isn’t supposed to live to see her 18th birthday.

Hitomi has always been just an average girl in a small town. But now she's being followed and her skin prickles every time the eyes are on her. After escaping a brutal attack thanks to a mysterious young man, she discovers he is one of the ones who have been watching her. Obsidian has jet black hair, red eyes and an attitude to match. As she finds herself drawn to Obsidian, she also realizes that he might just be as evil as he wants her to believe.

With someone trying to kill Hitomi and her birthday drawing closer, she finds herself plunged into a reality where a power struggle has been raging for years between mystical realms, humans are not the only beings and most of her life has been a lie.

Will Hitomi make it to her 18th birthday to discover secrets hidden from her? Will Obsidian be there to protect her or will he be the one to end her?

The Sweet Burden Series Finale!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 29 Jan 2014 20:33:00 +0000

Wizard World Comic Con - Columbus, Ohio - September 21, 2013

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Thu, 26 Sep 2013 13:16:00 +0000

Check out our visit to Wizard World Comic Con in Columbus, OH from 2013!!

Web Short 1 - Sweet Burden Series (Pt. 3)

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Sun, 17 Mar 2013 23:31:00 +0000

Web Short 1 - Sweet Burden Series

Sophie's Decision (Pt. 3)
The Conclusion

**This takes place between Vol. 2 and Vol. 3 and during the same time as Vol. 2.5**

When she found herself at Rediisu’s house she was surprised by the appearance. The lawn was unkempt, litter blew around and the house was dark. Sophie took a deep breath and moved forward. As she walked up the path she realized the front door was ajar. Worried they already came for him, Sophie rushed inside. Her eyes stung from the scent of stale alcohol and cigarette smoke. She slowly shut the door behind her and flipped on the light switch in the foyer. The bulb above hummed and then suddenly shattered raining glass shards all over her.

“What the…” she started as she brushed herself off.

“Who’s there?” Rediisu’s voice slurred as he appeared at the top of the stairs. “Sophie!” he called out holding a bottle in front of him as an offering. “Join me.”

“Rediisu, what are you doing?”

“What does it look like, sweetheart? I’m drowning my sorrows.” He stumbled down the steps and Sophie got a better look at him. His hair was greasy and dirty; his clothes were wrinkled and stained. His stench was horrendous.

“I thought you were out looking for Hitomi.”

“Hitomi? Hitomi?” he yelled as he looked around. “She’s not here.” He moved past her and into the parlor.

The room was completely trashed. Furniture was torn apart and bottles and cigarette butts littered the floor. He wobbled over to a chair and sat down as he lit a cigarette.

Sophie was in a state of shock over Rediisu’s behavior. “What has happened to you?” she spat.

“I’m drunk, in case you’ve missed that. And do you know how much a death god has to drink to get drunk? Especially one like me who’s been drinking for practically six hundred years? It’s definitely not a couple bottles.”

Sophie peered at him unable to formulate words.

“It’s a lot!” he barked. “Are you sure you don’t want to join me?” Rediisu swigged generously from the bottle and then slammed it down on the side table. “Sit down. You’re making me nervous.”

“Don’t worry. I’ll leave in a minute. I just thought you might want to know that Liam was taken by Roland. They arrested him. You’re probably next, if you even care.” She started to walk away until Rediisu began hysterically laughing.

Sophie spun back around and watched Rediisu’s body shake from his uncontrollable cackling. He covered his face letting the cigarette fall to the ground. She quickly rushed over and stomped it out before he set himself on fire.

“What is wrong with you?” she screamed. “There are serious things going on and you’re acting like you’re on spring break. Don’t you even care about anything anymore?”

His body trembled as he ran his hands down his face. It was then that Sophie realized that his laughing somehow turned into tears streaming down his cheeks. His expression was troubled and confused. Sophie peered at him questioningly as he rested his head back. He wasn’t trying to hide the sadness on his face.

“This isn’t the way things were supposed to be,” he mumbled.

“What do you mean?”

“Obi shouldn’t be dead. I might as well have killed him myself. And Hitomi…” He raked his hands over his face again. “And Abigail. Oh…Abby. So much is ruined.”

“Abigail? Who’s Abigail?”

He shook his head and closed his eyes. “It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters anymore.” Rediisu took a deep breath. “I messed up. Hundreds of years I waited and tried, but all I did was mess everything up.” He sighed and opened his eyes. After lighting up another cigarette he took a long drink emptying the rest of the bottle.

Sophie tried to piece together all of his ramblings, but none of it made any sense to her. She figured he was confused and drunk. “Rediisu, you can’t blame yourself for everything. You did what you could. Now we just need to find Hitomi and get Liam back. Once Hitomi is found we can figure out a way to get her memory back and she’ll be able to make everything right. This isn’t your fault, but you need to get yourself cleaned up and sobered up so we can find her.”

“I’m not fit to do anything. Unless it’s destroying everything.”

Sophie’s jaw clenched as she became enraged with his attitude. This was not the Rediisu she was used to and not the one she expected to find. “Get up. Now!” she demanded.

“Listen here, little girl…”

“Little girl?” she interrupted as she gritted her teeth. “I’m practically just as old as you.” Swiftly she grabbed his shirt and yanked him up from his seat. He pushed her away, but then she curled her hand into a fist and punched him in the jaw. The hit sent him stumbling back and a smile spread across his face.

“I guess you’re serious,” he replied with a forced chuckle.

The front door creaked and they both turned at the sound. Sophie’s eyes widened at Roland and his two angel buddies standing in the foyer.

Roland laughed and crossed his arms over his chest. “From one death god to the next. You move quickly Sophie.”

Sophie didn’t respond as Rediisu staggered forward. “Hey there Roland and his fan boys. Care for a drink?” he grumbled. “Although I’m not sure there’s very much left. I have an idea. Why don’t you make yourselves useful and go get us a few cases of liquor?”

“Rediisu, shut up,” Sophie snapped.

“Oh darling, don’t worry,” he said sarcastically as he wrapped his arm around her shoulders. “I was just simply trying to be a good host. We have so much to celebrate.” Rediisu focused back on Roland. “Isn’t that right, Roland? It seems all is right with the world now with the Heavens open and Obsidian gone. London can rule without interruption.” He raised his eyebrow watching Roland intently.

Sophie looked at Roland, who seemed clueless as to what Rediisu was talking about. But Sophie was confused as well. She turned back looking up at Rediisu, who smiled down at her.

“It would seem that no one really truly knows anything.” Rediisu cackled and turned his attention back to the men. “I’m just going to assume you guys aren’t here to party. And if you’re not here to throw back a few drinks, then I can only assume you’re here with hostile intentions. Am I right?”

“You might be drunk, but you’re not stupid,” Roland replied.

Rediisu let out another laugh. “No, you’re wrong and I’m probably going to do something stupid.” As he said the words, he squeezed Sophie’s shoulder.

She swallowed hard realizing that she was going to have to pick a side. If she helped Rediisu now, she might not be able to help Liam. She wouldn’t be able to help Hitomi when she returned. She would be cast out of the Heavens. If she walked away she would have the opportunity to plead her case to London and stay on the inside of everything. She would be able to watch over Hitomi and find Liam, but she would be risking Rediisu’s existence. She had to make a choice and she refused to let Liam go.

Sophie slowly pulled away from Rediisu and stepped to the side. She could feel his eyes boring into her and she glanced up giving him a conflicted expression.

“Sophie? Really? And here I thought we could finally be together,” Rediisu said sarcastically.

She wanted to apologize and explain why she was walking away from him, but she couldn’t. She wasn’t able to say anything with them listening and watching. Tears formed at the corners of her eyes.

Rediisu seemed to understand and his gaze settled back on Roland. “I think it’s time for you to leave Sophie. The party’s over.”

The glares Roland and Rediisu were exchanging sent chills running up and down her spine. She knew Rediisu wasn’t going to go as quietly as Liam and that excited Roland. He seemed to be itching for a fight and Rediisu was eager to oblige. She didn’t want to leave Rediisu alone with the three angels, but she had made her choice. She chose what her heart was telling her to do and that was live to fight another day.

As Sophie fled, the sounds behind her made her believe the house was falling down. The crashing and banging was deafening. Even though Rediisu was older, she knew he wouldn’t be able to escape all three of them. He would be arrested and held wherever Liam was, if he wasn’t eliminated. She hoped Liam hadn’t tried any heroics once they left the cabin. She prayed Liam trusted her enough to find him and that’s what she planned to do. But first she would need to face London and that worried her. With Gareth pulling London’s strings she had no idea what she would be walking into.

Web Short 1 - Sweet Burden Series (Pt. 2)

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 27 Feb 2013 18:06:00 +0000

Web Short 1 - Sweet Burden Series

Sophie's Decision (Pt. 2)

**This takes place between Vol. 2 and Vol. 3 and during the same time as Vol. 2.5**

Liam promptly stood up as his brow creased. Sophie scrambled up to her feet and secured the blanket around her.

“Hey Roland. Any news on Hitomi?” Sophie asked. She could see the seriousness on Roland’s face and it instantly unnerved her.

He didn’t even bother to look at her as he pushed a few dreadlocks away from his face. His gaze was fixated on Liam. “I’m not here concerning Hitomi,” he stated.

The tension in the air was thick and Sophie fidgeted nervously. “Um, okay. Are you all staying at the cabin for the night?”

“No,” he answered still not looking at her. “Can you step outside with us for a minute Liam?”

Liam stood motionless and said nothing. Sophie took a hold of his hand and Liam mashed his lips together as if in pain.

“Roland, what’s going on?” Sophie questioned with more force.

“It doesn’t concern you.”

“If it concerns Liam, it concerns me.”

“Sophie, stop,” Liam said softly as he turned to her. He took her other hand and peered down at her. “Just remember I love you.”

Roland snickered in the background. “Another death god who thinks he can love,” he mumbled.

Neither Sophie nor Liam paid him any attention. Sophie wasn’t exactly sure what was going on, but Liam seemed to know precisely what was happening. Liam held her hands firmly. “Just promise me you’ll remember. No matter what happens.”

“You’re scaring me. What’s going on?”

From the corner of her eye, Sophie saw Roland move forward. “We’re arresting your death god boyfriend,” he stated.

Her mouth gaped open. A sudden rush of fear overtook her. “Arresting him? Why? He hasn’t done anything.” It had been hundreds of years since she lost her first love, she couldn’t bear to lose her second. “No. No!” she repeated as she shook her head. “Who ordered this? Hitomi would never want this.”

“Hitomi’s not around right now,” Roland replied with a bored sigh.

Why would London take someone away from Hitomi’s search? Arresting Liam had to be Gareth’s doing. She didn’t know what to do. She couldn’t let them take him. There was no way to know for certain she would ever see him again. Sophie looked at the two guys behind Roland. Just by looking at them she could tell they were still inexperienced. They most likely hadn’t even completed training yet. She could easily take both of them on. Liam could overpower Roland and they would have time to escape.

“Sophie? Sophie?” Liam let go of her hands and gently grabbed her face forcing her to look at him. “It’ll be okay. I’ll go with them.”

She hated how calm he was acting. Tears began trickling down her cheeks. “No,” she cried.

He pulled her against him in a tight embrace. “I’m counting on you to find me,” he whispered before pulling away and kissing her.

“Okay, that’s enough.” Roland grabbed Liam yanking him backwards. Liam stumbled but never took his eyes from her.

“I promise,” she quickly said realizing she had never responded to his earlier request, but she also meant it as a promise to find him. Sophie watched in horror as they bound Liam’s hands behind his back. Still his eyes never left her. “Please don’t hurt him,” she pleaded.

“We won’t. At least not more than necessary,” Roland replied with a chuckle. He made a motion to the other two angels and they started to lead him out.

Sophie wasn’t ready to say goodbye just yet. She rushed across the room as the angels readied for a fight. To their surprise and Roland’s disappointment she threw her arms around Liam’s neck clinging to him.

“I love you.” With her lips to his ear she whispered, “I will find you.” She kissed him again until the couple was pulled apart. The angels led him out of the cabin, but Roland lingered.

“An angel in love with a death god. How utterly tragic,” he commented as he rolled his eyes.

Sophie didn’t want to hear anything he had to say. She would take her issues up with London and get Liam released. She would make them understand he was on their side.

“Don’t think you’re getting off easy. London has ordered you back to the Heavens. He wants to speak to you. How you’ve acted is unbecoming of an angel. I’m not sure how you can even consider yourself a part of the Heavens. It’s disgusting shacking up with that thing and calling it love.”

Sophie’s brow furrowed. She wanted nothing more than to hurt Roland at that point. “Well, I hope London realizes he’s condemning an ally, an innocent…”

“Innocent?” he scoffed interrupting her. “He’s anything but innocent. He’s a death god Sophie. How do you know he hasn’t been reporting everything back to the Afterworld? Maybe he had a part in the attack on Finn. Maybe he has something to do with Hitomi’s disappearance.”

Sophie shook her head in disbelief. “That’s ridiculous and you know it. Do you think he had some role in Obi’s death too?”

“That might be the only thing to save him if he did.”

“I don’t know who’s been filling your head with all this crap, but they’re wrong. I know Liam had nothing to do with any of those things because I know him. He risked everything by leaving the Afterworld.”

“Or gained everything,” he replied eyeing her in a way that made her suddenly feel naked. “I guess it depends on how you look at it.”

He could ogle her all he wanted. It gave her a small sense of satisfaction knowing that Roland would be jealous of something Liam had. Unwrapping herself from the blanket, she tossed it on the couch. She wiped her cheeks free of tears and crossed her arms over her chest. “If Liam hadn’t stopped me, I would have kicked your ass.”

A smirk formed across his lips. “I would have liked to see that. Maybe another time.” He gave her a wink and turned on his heel to leave.

“The only time I would ever touch you is if I was beating the crap out of you. Just keep in mind that I’d prefer the touch of a death god rather than anything you have to offer,” she spat.

He stopped for a second. She knew her words stung. Without another word he strode out the door with such arrogance it made Sophie want to kick him in the teeth. As the screen door slammed, she rushed over to the doorway. They all took off into the sky with Roland in the lead. The other two angels had Liam secured between them carrying him off into the sky. He didn’t appear to be harmed, but she feared for him. Although death gods seemed to have a monopoly on bad reputation, she knew how ruthless angels could be. And if they really suspected Liam of still working for the Afterworld, there would be torture involved.

The only thing she could think to do was go to Rediisu. With Obi gone, Guri in the Heavens and Finn turning into London’s lapdog, there was no one else to turn to. She didn’t trust him, but there was no one left. Besides, if they were taking Liam then they would eventually come for Rediisu. She would at least have a chance to warn him and maybe they could help Liam.

(read the conclusion next week...)

My love of Final Fantasy!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Sat, 23 Feb 2013 02:15:00 +0000

I love...wait..let me try that again.

I LOVE Final Fantasy!

Below are just a few things either Final Fantasy inspired or from the games themselves...

Advent Children Tattoo

Final Fantasy Level Up Shirt

Noctis - Final Fantasy Versus XIII?

Web Short 1 - Sweet Burden Series (Pt. 1)

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 20 Feb 2013 18:23:00 +0000

Web Short 1 - Sweet Burden Series

Sophie's Decision (Pt. 1)

**This takes place between Vol. 2 and Vol. 3 and during the same time as Vol. 2.5**

Sophie walked across the living room drawing the blanket tightly around her shoulders. Liam was sitting quietly on the floor in front of the fire. The flames made his dark brown hair appear a gleaming copper color. He didn’t turn to look at her as she moved around the couch to join him, but she knew that he sensed her presence.

“What are you doing?” Sophie asked. “It’s late. You should come back to bed and get some rest so we can keep looking for Hitomi tomorrow.”

“I can’t sleep,” he replied simply. “It’s too quiet.”

Sophie had to agree. It was eerily quiet and still. The cabin had been vacated almost immediately after Hitomi opened the Heavens. However, she couldn’t bring herself to leave the cabin yet especially with Hitomi still missing and Liam not being allowed to enter the Heavens by order of London.

She sat down next to him and leaned into him. Liam put his arm around her drawing her closer against him as she looked up into his concerned crimson eyes.

“I know you’re worried about Hitomi,” she stated.

“I’m worried about a lot of things,” Liam replied as he glanced over at her, but returned his gaze forward.

“Everything will be okay. We’ll find Hitomi and Minns. She’ll get her memory back and she’ll change you. It will all work out, because it has to.” Even as she tried to make the situation sound positive, she was having a hard time believing her words.

“You don’t need to try to make me feel better. It’s not really in my nature to feel good about things,” he commented without a hint of joking. Liam let out a long sigh and squeezed her closer. “You’ve been the one bright spot in my horrid existence.”

She drew in a breath and stared ahead at the fire. Sophie learned from Hitomi not to ask about his past. If he wanted to tell her about it, he would. She refused to pry. She saw firsthand what it did to Hitomi and Obsidian. Of course, it didn’t stop her curiosity. “You know you can talk to me about anything. You can trust me with your past. I won’t judge you.”

“Yes, you would. Anyone would. You would have no other choice but to judge me. And I know you think I don’t tell you because I don’t trust you, but I do. It has nothing to do with trust. I see the way you love me. That’s what scares me the most. I don’t want you to look at me in any other way than the way you do now.”

“I wouldn’t look at you differently,” Sophie protested. She pulled away and scooted across the floor maneuvering herself in front of him. Reaching out she took his hands and squeezed them. “You will never be anyone except the one I love. If you don’t want to tell me, I respect that. But just know I will love you no matter what.”

Liam’s eyes turned down as if examining their intertwined fingers. “Do you think Hitomi ever said the same thing to Obi?” Liam whispered.

Even though Liam definitely wasn’t one for optimism, Sophie knew that he viewed Hitomi and Obsidian as a sign of hope. They were his living symbols of endless possibilities. With their relationship crumbling, Hitomi missing and Obi gone, Liam’s attitude of late had become sullen.

“I don’t know. But they are…” Sophie abruptly stopped knowing the wrongness of her words. “I mean, they were different. They had a lot stacked against them,” she tried to say as delicately as possible. “It’s hard talking about them in the past tense.”

“I know. I can’t get used to it either and it’s been months.” He lifted his head as his eyes sparkled brightly. “We’ll find Hitomi and we’ll avenge Obi,” he stated. “I guess your positivity is wearing off on me.” The corner of his mouth twitched with the hint of a smile, but it abruptly faded. “None of this would be happening if it wasn’t for Laebosu. If I could take him down myself, I would.”

“Hopefully we’ll all get our chance to take him down,” Sophie said softly giving him a warm grin.

Liam reached up behind her neck and pulled her to him. He kissed her hard and passionately, but still with a degree of tenderness. The slam of the screen door suddenly jolted them apart. Not expecting anyone to be at the cabin at such a late hour both of their gazes shot to the door in alarm. Standing in the doorway was Roland and two other figures behind him.

(To Be Continued)

Alex Pettyfer as Obsidian (Sweet Burden Series)

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 20 Feb 2013 17:07:00 +0000

I always like to have someone in mind when I'm writing from one of my character's point of view. Since the beginning of the Sweet Burden Series I haven't been able to picture Obsidian (Obi) as anyone other than Alex Pettyfer. Even though Alex has blond hair, I still think he looks great with darker hair!

Photoshop project- Alex as Obi

Alex with dark hair

Sweet Burden Web Stories

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Thu, 31 Jan 2013 20:27:00 +0000

I hope everyone picked up their copy of Darkest Reflection and has enjoyed a glimpse into what makes Obsidian the guy he is...well, technically was.

I plan on doing a few short stories that I will be posting. They will only be a few pages and will show scenes with some other characters.

The first one is going to be from Sophie's POV and take place between Divine Mourning and Book 3.

Also, stay tuned for the announcement of the title of Sweet Burden Series Book 3!!!

Darkest Reflection Now Available!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 16 Jan 2013 19:28:00 +0000

Darkest Reflection is now available in print and for Kindle!

Click here for print

Click here for Kindle

*This description contains SPOILERS from Divine Mourning (Sweet Burden Series Vol. 2).*

Darkest Reflection is a Sweet Burden Series novella intended to be read between Vol. 2 and Vol. 3.

Obsidian is dying...again. He finally understands that he was never meant to be with Hitomi. Eternal darkness is an easier decision for him than living without her. But someone else has another plan for Obsidian and it doesn't involve him no longer existing.

While being held captive, Obsidian is forced to reflect upon some of his darkest memories. Even as he is broken down, he knows that he must escape or become a pawn used against Hitomi in the war of realms.

Darkest Reflection Now Available in Print!

noreply@blogger.com (K.L. Ogden) — Wed, 16 Jan 2013 03:48:00 +0000

Now available in print through CreateSpace!

Darkest Reflection (A Sweet Burden Series Novella) is currently available in print at https://www.createspace.com/4104205.

Just click the link to purchase!

Happy reading!