known as husna.

What I supposed to be

2012-02-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

Life is getting stressful day by day. the exam is approaching, and guess what, I am worrying over something far ahead, in the future to be exact.

I don't exactly remember why did I choose accounting before. I didn't make any research. I just stare on the online applicatio and clicked 'accounting' as my course preference over medicine. I don't see myself doing medicine because I can't stand the long study duration and long working hours. So, I opted for accounting, because I thought it is much more flexible. I can earn bigger bucks than doctors (provided that I am good enough), I can do business because I thought I would be a good business woman judging from my everlasting love and passion for money. I am good in managing a money because what I need is to go shopping & travelling with the money I have spend. (Mom, you must be proud of me. I know) hikhik. :')

1st year doing accounting - duhh, what am I doing? I forgot even simple basic accounting (the debit, credit, assets, liability, capital, etc.) shame on me =.=' Form 4 subject, Husna!

2nd year doing accounting - I am in stable condition but sometimes I complained. duhh, why am I still doing this? Too much calculation make me crazy. In which region should I assume this flow is? Do I have to memorize this impossible-looking-equation-to-memorize? Do I still need to calculate the depreciation if I assume that it has given the correct amount in the exam questions? would my mark be deducted if I don't have time to do that?

Sometimes, I wonder. Whom I want to work with? Who would hire a person like me? I'm shy to cooperate with other people out there. The point is I'm QUIET (my mom always said this) tssskkk T___T compared to other girls in the accounting school. My grade is nothing to shout about. I hate people (being an accountant, you need to deal with people as much as you need to deal with Automated Teller Machines everyday)

My friends (boys, mostly) always ask me why I did not choose to be a teacher instead. Saya tahu ramai lelaki di luar sana suka perempuan yang lebih masa di rumah dan boleh melahirkan anak yang ramai. HAHAHA. I'm going to graduate in 2014 InsyaAllah. Tahun bila pula aku nak kahwin? umur dah 23 tahun masa tu dah masuk umur wajib kahwin! kalau dah kahwin, mesti ada by-product-nya. Kalau dah perut ke depan takkan nak kerja sampai larut malam, bersengkang mata buat akaun? Bermalam di office? no at all.

Yes, being a female, a muslim accounting student, you need to think about that. Lainlah kalau korang tak nak kahwin kan? Aku nak. aww (: *lempang ramai ramai*

But, the future is not what I need to worry about. It's the present that is going to shape my future. The past is the lessons learnt. If I graduate with a first class honor and be an outstanding accountant, my future life will be a lot easier. InsyaAllah.

Ohh, did you notice why I'm writing about marriage this evening? (selalu tak nak cakap soal ini sebab maluuuuuuuu) It's because I have THREE COMMON TEST DURING THIS WEEKEND. All killer subjects. Costing, Taxation and Audit. So, I'm hyperactive today. Noting much to study. Shock, maybe? duhhhh. I think I should burn the midnight oil. Kalau jumpa saya jangan tanya kenapa eyebag saya semakin ketara. Lempang awak nanti.

Ok readers, I need your Doa. Do pray for me. Tak baik kedekut doa. Sama-sama mendoakan amalan mulia. Assalammualaikum.

Microwaveable Mug Cake

2012-02-10T16:15:00.001+08:00

INGREDIENTS
3 tablespoons self rising flour
3 tablespoons cocoa powder
3 tablespoons sugar
3 tablespoons olive or vegetable oil
3 tablespoons milk
1 egg

METHODS
1. Combine all ingredients in a large coffee mug and whisk well using a fork.
2. Microwave on high for 3 –4 minutes.
3. Top with ice-cream and chocolate sauce if preferred.

Paling takboleh blah is the mmm... mmm... mmm... kat mug tu.

Macam sound effect apa je.

Haih, mengundang betul!

I made this mug cake last week when I got a chance to going back to home and my mom told me that I am the most wanted daughter in this world. Every simple thing I wanted to cook using microwave. That's why I love microwave moreeeee than stove. HAHAHAHA.

yeah, I know. mom must be proud of me. TT___TT nangis banjir.

p/s : Siapa nak sel dalam badan dia mati cepat, boleh ikut resepi ini. HAHAHAHA

If your boyfriend give you this, go marry him!

2012-02-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Have we ever thinking of making our own teddy bear? I never think of that as I think it is complicated. I have no idea that making a teddy bear is just this simple and easy. We can just make a teddy bear from a sock. It is simple and cheap compare to its price at the store. We can make this based on our creativity as well.

Let’s go to the steps :)

Have a sock? Go for it. But I don’t have any. Haha. Must look for a sock. jyeahhhh

Picture taking from: http://9gag.com/gag/1373077

Define home.

2012-02-03T11:27:00.001+08:00

I'm HOME :') (muka ceria sebab dapat balik rumah)

I define home by having a family and food served on the table when it’s time. Ini tak, back in Merbok, everything has to be done on my own. tskkkk T___T'

Yes, I come back after 3 weeks (almost). Usually, when I reached home, I will make myself a friendly person so that my mom realize her daughter has become a friendly person. I will tell her a story. About friends, hectic life in Merbok and yada yada yada. Mostly the negative side living in Merbok. T____T' (saya tak pandai menipu)

Me : Mak, one of my friend trying to be a matchmaker. Ini sangat kelakar ok. HAHAHA
Mom : why? (dah buat muka tahan gelak)
Me : She wants to find girlfriend for her friend. She find me suitable with her friend. She told me that her friend was anak Dato', rumah besar, belajar kat KL.
Mom : Lagi? (tak boleh tahan & terus gelak)
Me : kakak cakap cmni... datuk sebab cucu ke apa? HAHAHAHA. saje la nak tukar topic. =.='
Mom : HAHAHAHAHAHA. Tu kan kawan XY. kenapa dia tak nak?
Me : Yelahhhh, I'm not a materialistic. Ingat senang ke nak kawan dengan orang (i'm not a friendly person, like seriously) Lagipun kakak tak minat dia. Apa dia ingat kakak suka keluar jalan-jalan, lepas tu poofff dia suruh kawan dengan anak Dato'.
Mom : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (gelak kuat sampai nampak gigi)
Me : Tolonglahhhhh T____T. Tak main lah Kedah Kedah ni. Orang tak suka lah. Tak nampak ke kakak selalu nak balik rumah? (pantang bila hari Ahad cuti, terus decide nak balik rumah jugak)
Mom : If you want to find the right guy, find someone who can wake up for Subuh himself, without having to be waken up by someone else. If his Subuh is well taken care, InsyaAllah the rest will fall into places.
Me : Yeeelaaahhhh, I already told her about this. Quote from you and she feel sorry to me.

note : struktur ayat telah diubah kerana penulis tidak dapat mengingati 100% struktur ayat yang telah dibualkan.

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and what makes me want to burst loud laugh is when...

Friend : Hang janganlah unfriend dia, cuba kenai dengan dia.
Me : Tak nak. Tolonglah, mana ada kita approved dia. Reply msg jelah tak sampai 10 minit terus aku cakap ok Bye. Apa kata ko je kawan dengan dia. Kata long lost friend? hihi. Lagipun, I'm not interested with Facebook. Never. I have 88 friend request that still unapproved. Why I shall approved him? gahhhhhh.

Manusia MEMANG tak serik3 kan?

So lesson learnt, duduk diam diam diam. Tak payah nak Facebook sangatlah. Duhh. What a lesson, tak professional langsung.

Problem is, my own Subuh pun kadang2 tunggang langgang. Lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik. Uhhh :')

Kalaulah lelaki pendiam berkaca mata baca entri ini, mesti dia pon nak gelak jugakkkk :D HAHAHA.

My ticket to Merbok was on Sunday night. (lagi lambat lagi baik) I haven’t get anything done. Stuff to bring, I mean. (dah nak habis belajar pun nak bawa barang banyak3?) Yes, It's is SUPER DUPER HARD to get things delivered here (in Merbok) That's why I HATE MERBOK. :\

Last for tonight, there's a moment when I feel that I'm truly blessed for this life I have. I am surrounded by awesome people I care, and it's mutual.

Nostos

2012-01-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

Nostos

(Greek: νόστος) (pl. nostoi) is the Greek word for homecoming.

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"Husna, why you hate Merbok? Merbok not bad what compare to Arau. " (Nik, 2011)

My Answer : Why you compare with Arau?

(sampai bila bila pun aku akan ingat soalan mencabar kau ni) heh :|

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Home is the good place to be.

A birthday prank

2012-01-27T13:38:00.002+08:00

I wanted to throw a surprise party to celebrate my roommate' special day. Just a simple one. Having a dinner together with all housemates, the cake, junk food and so on.

In a meantime, I was planning to make a prank for her. I was thinking that life can be made fun with a few mishievous pranks, played well on each other and yada yada yada.

Below are the list of some ideas to pranks my roommate.

(1) In the breakfast, I will boil a few eggs (my routine breakfast) and start eating. On her birthday, I will offer her an egg. If yes, I'll give her an egg which is not boiled. So, when she break to open the egg, she will be in a mess! HAHAHA.

>my roommate always wanted to have same breakfast dish with me but she find herself does not enough time to prepare for breakfast.

(2) If my roommate is into reading books, I want to glue the last two pages of the book that she is currently reading. So that when she reaches the end of the book but is unable to read it, I bet she will truly get frustrated!

>She always make me afraid and feel guilty when I was lying on my bed and listen to mp3. So, I have to get my books and start study too at living hall. I can't study in the room with her. huehue :\

(3) This might be interesting. I would wake up early in the morning and tape all the stuff she use in the morning. The house slippers especially. I hate that slipper. Ugly already but she still use it. Other things I will tape was the toiletries such as toothbrush, shampoo bottle, soap and etc. and simply enjoy the expression on her face when she takes the tape out. HAHAHA

> I was tickled to the dirtiness (her slippper) and my roommate always nagging when her toiletries basket have an ants. I'm the one who will take the spray. ughhh.

(4) Last but not least is to do crazy make up on her face while she is asleep. I will color her cheeks white, put black eye shadow on her eyelids, blue lipstick on her lips and chin.

When she looks in the mirror the next morning, she will be stunned. HAHAHAHA. I will rolling on the floor laughing loudly.

> I don't have make up. so sadddd T___T' ZzzZZzz. Water colour can also. hihi. But this crazy prank will make myself in BIG trouble. This is the famous prank among students, I bet. Always on television!

unfortunately, my roommate is a light sleeper. gahhhh. So, in order to made up with this plan, I'm the one who have to paint my face in similar fashion and wake her in the middle of the night to scare her. =.='

I have to cancel with this prank ideas because I'm afraid soon I will find myself in trouble. ZzzZZZzzz.

SHARIN BT SAMSANI,

"Nobody ages as well as you do. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

I made a beef burger special for you and banana triffle since you love to eat banana too. Enjoy Ok. :')

Don't you give up on me

2012-01-24T22:15:00.031+08:00

Done with longest & busiest week! Assignment(s)? Test(s)? Quizzes? gahhhh. Now, I need to relax. I choose no to go home during CNY break. I need to study. Study for AUD. AUD is for Auditing. Next Thursday, I'll seat for this AUD paper. Dalam kelas selalu tak focus sangat sebab lecturer garang & macam kecut perut bila masuk kelas AUD. eh, comel. HAHA. So, having 4days break, harapnya boleh study dengan tekun sekali lah ye. amin.

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Dear who-you-are,

I don't expect you to accept me for who I was,

but I hope you'll accept me for who I am.

Husna, who ate your heart?
It's a rhetorical question.

The answer is obvious but isn't important.

What's more important is to rejuvenate the heart, a skill to be learned from the starfish.

I have not interested towards you anymore. Perhaps?

2012-01-21T02:35:00.001+08:00

Dear who-you-are,

This time around I would like to tell you that I have NOT interested with you anymore. This recognition is sincere from my heart. You do not do anything wrong even annoys me. Don't stare at me and I promise I won't stare at you anymore. ______ , you were my first crush at university. I don't know what to do with you when you smile towards me. gahhh. I am melted.

My problem is I obviously didn't get the picture why I like you even you already have your love one. Maybe, your attractiveness? hihi. I am not sure if I would classify you as my crush, but you're the first guy I thought of outside of school (university). It wasn't until Senior year of University that I got to know you on a personal level and consequently, admired you. NO.

You have so much charisma, did you know that? It never baffled me that I would be interested in you. (Perhaps because guys in our batch were less than scarce.) I harboured (ewwww) this crush though I knew nothing would result from it.You made Study Hall fun with your stories (sharing your experience when travel to a place) when you sit next to me in the class and laugh together with my group-mates and your inquisitiveness in hearing mine.

Your earnest to reminds me about the assignments and I simply answer (tak buat lagi sebab malas :\ zzZZzz) and sorry I can't answer your question(s) during the class because I didn't get full attention between the 2 hours of lecture. Yeah, I blame you because you sit next to me. Just so you know, I was like to faint and I was sweating like I have run on treadmill for an hour when you start a conversation with me. ooOO Yeah, I want to blame you again.

Have you notice that when the time comes, I always wanted to get my ass secure in Examination Hall and sit next to you? hihi *shame on me* Yeah I admit, since first semester :O whoaaa (shock) I get excited to have a look whether the seat next to you already seated or not. This is the annoying attitude I have. Since secondary school I think. HAHA

Last but not least, I am upset with myself because I'm such a good stalker. Yes, I stalk you a lot. Did you notice that? Scary right? HAHA. Tell you what, I really want to know if you read my blog (this entry, generally) and my secret has been disclosed by you. Good enough I think. If you sure you're the person I'm talking about, do drop your comment.

Now, all we have is here. I hope to see you happy and achieved your ambition, one day. InsyaAllah. My doa always with you and Good luck on your endeavor in college. May Allah always be with you.

Sincerely,

who-does-not-have-interested-with-you-anymore.

XXX --- company logo

Jetlag? Weird disorder? Hatred?

2012-01-18T00:55:00.006+08:00

I think I'm having a weird disorder. Normally when exam is approaching, I get scared and shut my eyes for a considerably long period of time everyday. yesterday, I slept at 2 am, and I woke up at 6 am, with headache and the same annoyance I felt since a few years back, and now, I still could not sleep.

You know, staying up late to study can be an achievement to some. Me too, except I find it a little bit too unhealthy and dangerous because at one point I'll be bombarded by my thoughts, ridiculous unnecessary thoughts. These thoughts are later joined by some casts needless to say, Totally Unnecessary.

And as my eyes grow all weary and tired, the next best thing to do is to go online and write and not having a valid point to write on. Just write. I'm not into Facebook.

It's something that I don't understand or I don't want to understand. Having the dreams and secretly hoping for them to come true. Sometimes I'm ashamed of my own self for having those wishful thinking. I hate to admit the truth and I don't want to move away from the past I'm living in instead of being an architect of my future, I stick to being prisoner of my own past.

# I need someone who can give a psychological motivation to me :')

# Guess what? my laptop broke down when I have intention to chat with crush. arghh :'(
# I hate myself right now. Full stop. (malas study sejak kebelakangan ini. sedihlahhh) :\

foot note : sorry, I delete the previous post (about crush).

A note to remember

2012-01-12T12:00:00.001+08:00

I just wanted to add the extremely unpleasant experience when my friend had to last minutes cancelled the plan that we have been planned long time ago.

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Dear The-Promise-Breaker,

I’m going to go out on a limb here and say that you aren’t helping yourself by cancel the plan on last minutes. You know what, we have planned this trip long long loooongggg time ago. So, I'm very disappointed with you and wanted to blame you! Yes, you the most! Because of you, everyone (in our group) decide not to go with this trip. I am sad. :'(

You tell us that you have a problem and obviously it's about money problem. Hey, don't get me wrong. Supposed you can save the money. Tell you what, why we can save the money for this trip and you don't? it's weird you know! We have promised and why you break it?

Ok, we bet you spend too much to your love-one, but we have also our love-one. You tell that you don't get permission from your love-one, but hey, if that’s what you’re into, please do me a favor and don’t give us any hope anymore.

I don't think you feel it is hard for you to spend about RM100 for this trip. We have calculate it together right? everything. This is not an overseas trip. Mind you! Almost 2 hours to get there. why you why? :\ This is not my first experience planning something with you. errr.. can't remember. since our first semester I think and this will be our last semester. Can you calculate it? ughhh T___T'

Last but not least, what really pisses me off is when you decide to have a trip by the last day of our semester. Good enough, friend. This is what we call as SPARTAAAAA!!!!!

Sincerely,

the one who disappointed with you

pardon me for posting a nonsensical post.

Hati kaca yang degil

2012-01-09T00:00:00.001+08:00

Aku seorang manusia yang mesti selalu diberikan peringatan. Aku selalu lupa matlamat aku, cita-cita aku, apa yang aku mahu dalam hidup aku. Tadi aku nyaris melalukan kesilapan lagi. Bila aku sudah tidak ada 'mood' untuk buat ulangkaji, aku buka blog seorang teman, lihat gambarnya di tempat yang aku mahu pergi dan perasaan yang mencucuk cucuk tadi hilang.

Dengan melihat dia, hati aku berubah menjadi kaca, senang retak dan menanti belah. Namun semuanya aku sembunyikan. Aku tidak berani menzahirkannya, bimbang dia akan berlalu pergi. Hati kaca itu terlalu degil untuk menerima hakikat yang segalanya telah ditentukan oleh Dia. Aku hanya perlu berdoa, bertawakal dan redha. Aku hanyalah seorang hamba yang tidak layak mencabar dan mempersoalkan ketentuan Dia. Aku manusia yang tidak tahu bersyukur.

Dulu, (sebelum SPM) aku telah aim yang aku nak study abroad after this. Nak kejar cita-cita aku. Nak dapat kerja yang baik & semuanya berbaloi atas usaha aku sendiri. Aku dah aturkan apa yang terbaik untuk aku. Lepas SPM, buat A-level di Kolej Tunku Jaafar, dapatkan scholar from Bank Negara and further my degree abroad. (ingat senang ke?! ini apa yang aku main cakap je sebelum SPM). Kalau tak dapat buat A-level, buat IB (international baccalaureate) and fly sama macam the-one-who-separated-by-six-hours-time-difference.

Dulu, (selepas SPM) aku selalu blame diri aku sendiri. Kalaulah dapat lagi 2A, mesti dah boleh buat A level. Since my home is just nearest to Kolej Tunku Jaafar, every time passing by mesti jadi speechless. hanya mampu tengok je kolej tu dari awal pandangan sampai hilang daripada pandangan. pathetic kan? Tapi tak mengapa. Tak adalah rasa down sangat bila emak cakap "nevermind, you can apply to be lecturer and working here" heeee. yeah! InsyaAllah. one day. doa-doakanlah ye. Emak saya memang memahami. :')

Bukannya tak bersyukur. Tapi, haihh susah nak kabor. haa. Tak pelah tak payah cakap lah. Biar aku sendiri je yang faham :p

Bila aku rasa down, aku akan buka email. Baca everything. Emak saya rajin forward email you know. Her colleagues selalu sangat forward email. Jadi, emak saya juga rajin forward email. Haha/ Email(s) yang berunsur psychological motivation, religious and etc. diyakini dapat menginsafkan diri dan terus batalkan niat nak buang masa lagi. haha. Jadi, kepada mereka diluar sana yang nak sangat email sebab tak pernah dapat forwarded email, boleh email saya. What's the best part ialah ada email daripada lelaki pendiam yang berkaca mata. Dia selalu memotivasikan diri ini dan mengugut. scary.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the one who separated by six hours time difference :')

Akhirnya

2012-01-03T16:31:00.002+08:00

Akhirnya, tamat sudah cuti untuk semester ini. Tak boleh nak berangan duduk bersantai di kerusi malas tepi kolam renang sambil makan buah-buahan. Sekarang ini, harus berusaha keras untuk kejayaan masa hadapan. ewahh. Harus belajar accounting dengan menggunakan kuasa kuda. Lebih power!

Ok. sempena entri pertama pada tahun baru ini, saya nak buat entri mengenai aktiviti yang saya lakukan ketika cuti semester lepas supaya saya sedar, tahun baru ini, saya harus berubah. Tiada lagi aktiviti mengarut seperti ini akan dilakukan lagi.

Antaranya ;

1- Masak telur menggunakan microwave. okay, salah satu contoh menantu yang ~~tak~~ menjadi pilihan. tssskkkk. Sebenarnya, tujuan saya masak telur menggunakan microwave adalah ketika itu saya berangan saya seperti seorang saintis muda yang berjaya menggunakan alat teknologi sepenuhnya. (ini ayat cover baik punya). HAHAHA. Berdasarkan kajian yang dibuat, memasak telur menggunakan microwave lebih cepat berbanding menggunakan kuali, akan tetapi anda akan mengalami satu masalah di mana anda akan dimarahi oleh emak dek kemalasan anda. (eh, jangan salahkan saya okayyy, siapa suruh tiru)

2- Cubaan pertama memasak Brownies. Oleh sebab teringin, saya masak sendiri. Perghhh, hebat belaka. Sedap. Buatlah apa yang patut. Tetapi, anda harus terima kenyataan apabila emak memberi amaran sebelum anda menyentuh dapaur beliau. "cleaned up all kitchen utensils. make sure my kitchen are clean after doing your work. bla bla bla, my oven yada yada yada & so on" adehhhh T____T'

3- Buat ice blended setiap hari. Hari-hari nak minum jus buah-buahan. Tak nak hebat lagi, setiap hari buat ais & waktu petang, blend it. perghhh. you name it... carrot susu? banana ice blended? milo? nescafe 3in1? starfruit? tembikai laici? mango? apple? grape? kiwi? semuanya nak ice blended. segala buah yang ada dalam peti ais nak blended. Lepas tu, sila kumpul duit untuk ganti semula pengisar emak anda. Paling teruk sekali apabila anda harus ke klinik untuk sedut oxygen & dimarahi oleh doktor. bagus husna bagusssss :')

4- okay dah. cukup lah. ieee apa ni apa ni tak seronok lah kutuk diri sendiri. ok. mari kita lupakan. tahun baharu, semuanya baru.

I miss the one who separated by six hours time difference. ugh :'(

Lagi-lagi azam tahun baru

2011-12-30T00:01:00.005+08:00

Lagi dua hari nak masuk tahun baru, 2012.

Sebenarnya, tahun baru dah lama masuk kan? Sekarang bulan Muharram kan? (': Selamat selamat. Selamat sejahtera dan seperti biasa, tahun baru, azam pun baru. Mari kita lihat, apa azam saya untuk tahun baru ini!

Okay jom.

1. Recite Al Quran. Macam tahun sudah (2011) dapat khatam 4kali. So, tahun baru harapnya dapat buat peningkatan lagi :')

2. Kukuhkan solat. Means, tak nak ada yang tertinggal. Lagi lagi Subuh. Because, well, you know, kalau weekends, memang payah nak bangun T_T Pastu one whole day tu rasa macam miserable je, sebab tak solat Subuh la. Kalau duduk dengan parents, senang la sikit, diorang kejut plus, taknak tidur dah lepas solat Subuh, baik belajar je wuwu

3. Lose some weight. K. I feel berisi. Thats why. Dah jangan bising.

4. Kurangkan surfing internet. asyik nak surfing je. sket sket nak google. mana adil cam ni.T___T pergi library search some source from books la baru mencanak! haaaa

5. Rajinkan diri pergi library. Asal ada gap je, nak balik rumah. yelahhhh, gap tak nak lama pulak tu. 4jam. dah tak ada gap 2 jam. tapi, kalau 2 jam tulah jalan laju-laju nak balik kolej sebab nak taking a nap jugak sebab takut kelas petang mengantuk & penat je pergi kelas tak dapat apa-apa input.

6. melengkapkan azam tahun lepas. ye. sebab masih tak berjaya penuhi semua azam. list banyak-banyak boleh. janji ada niat. harus berusaha. oyeahhhh
7. Nak pergi USS dengan sendirinya. I mean dengan my bestfriends. Dah planning lama dah & emak pon dah bagi lampu hijau. heeee *senyum sampai ke telinga*. okay, mari teruskan dengan misi mengumpul duit bermula Jan ini. ngahaha.
8. Nak travelling dengan Merbokians sebelum balik kajang. Langkawi mesti jejaki! harus ye harusssss!
9. sebenarnya banyak lagi. material wishlist pon ada. tapi malulah kan nak publish kat sini. so, simpan sorang-sorang. HAHA.

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ohh ohh Last but not least,
The whole left side of my face just broke out. Its a light red and itches really bad. I am now in my 14th day (almost 2 weeks) of suffering and I am concerned because it does not seem to be getting any better as the days goes by. TT___TT Hope the scars will recovers quickly. (tak larat dah mak cik nak jumpa dermatologist :'| )

here it is.

first time guna webcam. selama ni tak pernah guna pun =.='

p/s : tak boleh berangan kena proposed macam video terhangat dalam you tube tu. family (sepupu sepapat) tak boleh terima. auuuuuu isk3 :'(

#001 - Quotes

2011-12-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

Dear Husna,

The main thing you’re going to have to ask yourself is whether or not pain now (discipline) is better than pain later.

The answer – it always is.

The pain of regret is one that eats away at you mentally and spiritually. You lose yourself as a person if you have too many regrets. But if you’re willing to suffer the pain of discipline the exact opposite happens – you find yourself as a person. For unlike regret, discipline is pain that builds you up, not down.

So, go out there and suffer, now… before you have to suffer later.

note : make a new year resolutions please (=

The one who separated by six hours time difference

2011-12-20T14:34:00.005+08:00

Mr. M___ Z____, U_____

XXX E John Street,

Urbana, Illinois 61801,

United States.

__________________________________________________________________________________________________

Dear U_____,

Thank you for your response on registration & installation on the ooVoo account to replace the lagging Skype.

I am pleased to announce that my ooVoo will be effective starting from 23 Dec, as I am in my semester break, as you can call directly to my ooVoo account for a more 3D video calls. Since ooVoo is also available in High Resolution mode, it can be assured that virtual calls will be more real and intriguing.

However, your point of concern that ooVoo text chat is YM-like and isn't much interesting is highly noted. I would also like to add the fact that ooVoo emoticons aren't animated, making it less 'emotional' thus not so much preferred. Therefore, any text communication can be done via Skype or emails as you wish.

Such efficient, fast services is a primary concern to both of us and this additional access will give us wider choices to ensure the quality of the long distance communications. If you have concerns about how this procedure will work, please do not hesitate to voice it out to me.

You can now reach me via ;

phone call or SMS at +6013 6XX XXX6 or voice call or video call and text chat at Skype / ooVoo or emails at knownashusna@gmail.com

But not Facebook.

Cordially,

Husna

♥ -- (company logo)

Aku yang tidak mengiyakan

2011-12-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

Aku makhluk yang bosan. Bolehlah nak samakan aku dengan makan kacang, kunyah-kunyah. arghhhh, lepastu rasa BOSAN! teramat.

Aku lebih suka menyendiri. Duduk rumah, buat kerja sendiri (siapkan assignments) makan-minum, tidur dan perkara yang sama berulang untuk hari-hari berikutnya. (mostly during weekend)

Apa motif aku buat entri yang memakan diri aku sendiri ni?

Sebab one of my classmate tanya "husna, what are you doing during weekend?" Aku tersentap. Sebelum soalan ini ditanya dia & rakan-rakan dah planning macam-macam. Nak pergi karoke (correct spelling?), movies, makan kat tempat best & sedap, shopping, etc.

Since she was notice I was looking at her, she asked me that question. Pada mulanya, aku hanya mampu tersenyum. Pelbagai jawapan bermain difikiran. Nak jawab ke tak nak? Bukanlah satu jawapan yang menarik perhatian orang untuk mendengarnya. T____T

Me : ohhh, kita duduk rumah je. Tak pergi mana-mana pon. Masak, tengok tv, online, siapkan assignments...tu jelah.

Classmate : Selalunya masak apa?

Me : on weekend, dessert jelah. Nafsu makan aku ke arah dessert. hehe

Classmate : huiiii, taste tinggi. Tak pelah, ko mampu.

Mampu? okayyy, aku rasa korang lagi mampu daripada aku. Boleh berbelanja sesuka hati tak kira masa & waktu tanpa memikirkan bahawa kamu perlu menghadkan perbelanjaan setelah melihat baki wang dalam wallet. Memanglah seronok bila tengok akaun dalam ATM ada jumlah nilai yang besar. Korang kena faham, aku tak ambil PT. Jadi tak boleh nak join korang kemana-kemana. Aku sendiri jarang sangat join housemates keluar berjalan-jalan.

Tell you what, kat sg petani ada satu shopping complex yang dikenali ramai. Central Square namanya. Cuba teka berapa kali aku pernah ke sana? TIGA kali. First time on first semester. Second time on 3rd semester & last time was in semester 5. First time sebab sementara nak tunggu train ketika balik cuti semester. Second time sebab keluar outing & aku teringin sangat nak McDonalds pada waktu itu dan last time ketika ikut housemates keluar makan selepas exam.

Tempat lain around Sungai Petani, jangan tanya sudah berapa kali aku jejakkan kaki ke sana. Village Mall? Tesco? Jetty? Kedai Nasi Ayam? (antara yang famous). Boleh kira berapa kali je aku jejakkan kaki ke sana.

Baiklah, satu-satunya Impian aku sebelum tinggalkan Sungai Petani adalah pergi makan dekat Jetty sebab husna BELUM pernah jejakkan kaki ke sana lagi. hihihihihih. lawaklah lawaklahhh Husna!

Surprise kan? Yelahhhhh. Husna kan suka macam tu. LOL :D

hey hey, pergi jalan-jalan di destinasi yang memerlukan anda menaiki kapal terbang lah baru mencanak! *geram*

ohh, banyak lagi sebenarnya nak cerita. Tapi aku malu sebab certain coursemate silent reader of my blog. ahhh, like you care!

Impian dan cita-cita

2011-12-13T17:56:00.004+08:00

Setiap manusia ada impian & cita-cita. Begitu juga dengan aku. Impian itulah yang buat kita bersemangat untuk lalui hari-hari yang mendatang. Pada pendapat aku, Impian & cita-cita BERBEZA! (aku yang kata). Sangaaaaaat berbeza. Haha. Kenapa aku cakap macam tu ? Okayyy

Impian ni biasanya suatu yang kita impikan, means bukan something yang kita letakkan target dalam hidup dan biasanya impian ini suatu yang jauh dari kemampuan kita.

Contoh impian yang terbaik : nak kahwin dengan orang kaya, duduk rumah besar, kerja separuh hari! :D

Cita-cita pula biasanya sasaran dalam hidup kita, Apa yang kita nak tuju. Apa yang kita mahukan. Kita akan tanam cita-cita bila kita dah tahu kemampuan kita dan biasanya semua orang akan berusaha bersungguh-sungguh nak capai cita-cita. Hihi.

Cita-cita sejak kecil nak jadi Interior Designer. Sampailah sekarang. Walaupun aku dah menjurus ke dalam bidang Accounting, still... Cita-cita nak jadi Interior Designer tak pernah pupus dalam diri aku. HAHAHA.

Tapi, setelah 3 minggu belajar Audit, rasa macam nak jadi AUDITOR pulak dahhh. yes, don't get me wrong! aku dah jatuh cinta dengan subjek audit. Audit ni mencabar. (aku yang kata) Aku kan makhluk yang suka akan cabaran. Bukan cabaran yang ganas-ganas macam pergi daki gunung lepastu terjun ikut suka hati. Bukan macam tu. Tapi cabaran yang menggunakan akal fikiran. Macam main Pottermore. hehe. Find the magical quill, solve the problems, etc.

Kenapa baru sekarang nak bicara tentang cita-cita?

errrr....

1) selama ni cita-cita aku tak menepati criteria-criteria dalam bidang yang aku belajar. T___T naissss.

2) Tak pun sebab lecturer selalu ingatkan. Setiap kali kelas, selalu dia cakap ;

'kalau dah sampai semester ni tak tahu nak jadi apa? tanyalah diri sendiri'.

'kalau ikut kawan, tanyalah apa nak jadi dengan diri sendiri'.

'kalau sampai sekarang pun tak ada cita-cita lagi, jangan cakap dengan diri sendiri'.

haaaaa. kan dah kena motivation yang guna psychology. Thanks Miss L.

[struktur ayat telah diubah. penulis tidak dapat mengingat ayat 100% sempurna.]

3) Pengaruh daripada uncle? mungkin. Setiap kali cuti semester, (kadang-kadang belum sampai rumah lagi, uncle dah telefon suruh datang office setiap kali balik bercuti) Tahu aje. Tak boleh duduk goyang kaki kat rumah. Dia marah. Datang office tolong uncle buat audit, belajar audit, tengok audit 0.o, ikut meeting sana-sini. Tapi aku buat endah tak endah. Sedihnyaaaa lepaskan peluang depan mata.

Entri berunsur psychological motivation. Sila duduk tahiyyat akhir sekarang.

Dear Future Husband

2011-12-09T21:22:00.003+08:00

foodMy very third self-made carbonara pasta after existing for 20 years 7 months and 13 days in this universe.

Loves,

Your future wife.

Cuti Semester yang lalu

2011-12-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

Cuti semester yang lalu, aku jadi seorang bibik yang hebat! Bibik yang boleh memandu kereta. Rasa macam COOL habis. Yelah, bosan je, grab the car key pergilah mana-mana yang kau suka. har har har. Alahai, Alamanda & The Mines je pon. Nak pergi jauh-jauh? Memang tak lahhhh. Aku tak berani. Yes, don't get me wrong. Memanglah aku nampak je macam gagah perkasa, suka ikut kata sendiri tapi hakikatnya aku tidaklah berani mana. Lagipun, aku bukannya suka sangat keluar rumah. Aku hanya mampu menghabiskan masa berjam-jam dengan online dan juga gain some weight sebab makan dalam bilik sambil golek-golek atas katil. Hebat berasa! hahaha. Eh, tak. Acah je. Tak professional lah kalau gitu.

Disebabkan parents tidak ada di rumah dan aku ada kawan baik (cousin) yang sekepala, tiba-tiba sahaja sifat berani itu datang. Sepertinya aku adalah Suria Baja Hitam. Jadi, kami nekad untuk ke The Mines semata-mata nak makan Takoyaki. (lihat sini). Sebenarnya, kami bukan ingat sangat jalan ke The Mines. Selalu naik KTM sampai serdang, pastu jalan kaki sekerat, dah sampai. The Mines pulak memang leceh nak cari parking. (ini aku yang kata) sebab banyak sangat tempat parking. Terbahagi kepada Mines Resort & Mines Shopping. Kalau dah termasuk ke bahagian Resort, memang jauhlah nak kena jalan kan? Malas! 'Jalan kaki sangat malas. Kalau boleh, nak pandu masuk ke dalam Mines terus' (ini teori aku)

Sampai sahaja di Tol Sungai Ramal (B) , aku tersilap masuk lorong tol. Aku lupa yang Touch n Go aku sudah kosong. Aku sebenarnya nak masuk ticket lane. Tapi termasuk lane tambah nilai diluar sedar. Haihhh, Gila! Aku tak mahu tambah nilai. Walaupun aku punya duit untuk tambah nilai, tapi sangat tak seronoklah kalau aku tambah nilai dengan sendirinya. Lagi untung kepada diri sendiri kalau guna duit ayah untuk tambah nilai. Rasa macam dapat guna kredit kad. Zaassss sesuka hati anda! fufufufu. Lempang sekali dua.

**********

"Ye dik"
"Saya dah salah masuk lane"
"Kad tu tak boleh guna dah?" dia nampak pulak Touch & Go card yang aku letak di bahagian meter.
"Oh, ni tak ada duit dahhhh"
"Tak nak tambah nilai?" he was knitting his brow.
"Errr.... Tak nak"
"Tak ada duit?" he asked. (Ehhhh banyak tanya pulak. Alahaiiii)
"Ada!"
"Tambah nilai jelah. Pastu boleh jalan dah" (sambil senyum. dia ajar aku how to use Touch & Go)
"Tahulah. Tapi tak nak lah tambah nilai. Bagi tiket jelah" *muka aku dah mula rasa panas*

**********

"Ke.. tak ada duit ni?" dia tanya lagi.
Little cousins dah ketawa terbahak-bahak kat belakang & muka Miza & aku masih steady.
"Ada. Tapi saya tak nak guna duit sendiri. Saya nak ayah saya yang top up kan. Saya nak tiket"

huh?? tak sangka aku cakap macam tu kat orang tol. Why ohh why I'm telling him that thing? Perlu ke bagi tau dia? Sounds stupid kan? Professional person can't tell such thing Husna! Dasyat la macam ni. Tak remaja lah kalau macam ni.

Tiba-tiba...

"AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA " (terus keluar dan mendapatkan tiket untuk aku).

"Nah, suruh ayah isi banyak-banyak tau nanti" kata dia sambil menghulurkan tiket tol.

**********

Aku diperlakukan macam anak-anak kecik. Tak guna.

Ya. Aku sangat tak matang. "hello, I'm just 20 okayyy" -sudah tidak boleh diguna pakai lagi.

Pengajaran yang saya peroleh ialah :

1-Lain kali kalau nak keluar rumah tolong beritahu. Padan muka dah malu. TT_____TT nangis banjir. iskkk

2-Perhatikan sekeliling. Kalau ada 'manusia hensem' tolong jangan buat perangai childish.

3-Kalau kita terlalu kedekut untuk keluarkan duit, sampai bila pun kita tidak akan jadi kaya. (pesanan emak)

4-Jaga maruah okayyy.

5-Tak baik gelakkan orang. (this goes to you toll gate boy) LOL :D

Cerita malu sudah habis. Semua boleh bersurai.

Paya Indah Wetland II

2011-12-01T10:55:00.000+08:00

Ingat yang ini? Kami pernah ke sana pada tahun lepas.
Ya, kami sekeluarga (sepupu sepapat saudara mara) ke sana lagi. Macam biasa, jalani aktiviti hujung minggu sambil menyihatkan badan serta membuncitkan perut. HAHAHA.

okayyy, malas menguasai diri untuk explain banyak-banyak. Sila Google, untuk keterangan lanjut. Haha. Entri kali ini adalah untuk berkongsi gambar-gambar yang bersaiz 'Xtra-Large'. Untuk lebih manis, layarinya dengan menggunakan Google Chrome.

Bandar Rinching - Kg Sg Merab, Bangi - Paya Indah Wetland, Dengkil.

Red Velvet with Cheese. YUMMY! (:

Pelantar Pemandangan

Kelasssss.... Kau Maria!

Sekumpulan Pelancong Asing

Mereka kawan baik. HAHAHA

First try is a nice try.

Pelumba No 1

Munchettss & Munchettss Kuasa Dua. HAHAHA

Teman rapat.

Okay, kalau kawan from Merbok nak datang Selangor (ikut balik rumah) for sure, tempat ini yang akan diterjah terlebih dahulu. Shopping? no no. Bukan masa untuk shopping di negeri orang. haha. Shopping complex kan banyak. kat mana-mana ada. Kalau nak sangat tengok Alamanda tu macam mana... alahai, yelah yelaaahhhh. T____T' tak best pon sebenarnya. Tempat buncit perut je.ihik ihik

Cuti yang bermakna

2011-11-25T11:54:00.002+08:00

Ketahuilah bahawa hari rabu lepas saya telah pulang ke rumah walaupun baru 5 hari berada di tanah Merbok. Ya, semester baharu, baru sahaja bermula. Tidak dinafikan saya ini cool orangnya. Hahaha. Yelah, kalau tidak masakan saya boleh pulang lagi? haaaa.. Ingat Merbok dengan Kajang jaraknya seperti Tesco di sebelah rumah ke Husna? hiahhhhhh. Tambang lagi? Duit belanja lagi. Ingat murah ke? Astargfirullahhalazim. Insaf sekejap. Sila duduk tahiyat akhir sekarang.

Ketahuilah bahawa ayah saya cool orangnya. Jadi, anak dia SANGAT COOL. (: Saya dah minta izin ok! Balik rumah tak cakap apa-apa pun. Cool habis. Pada mulanya, terkejut juga bila dapat tahu bahawa hari ahad ni cuti umum. Awal Muharram. Disebabkan semester ini jadual saya sangat menarik, 4hari seminggu (ahad-rabu) jadi, bila ditambah tolak darab bahagi bersamaan 4hari cuti. Yey! Bermakna 4hari pergi kelas, 4hari bercuti. Well, siapa-lagi-orang-yang-paling-gembira kalau bukan HUSNA namanya. (okay, ni ayat coursemate yang suka cakap)

Ketahuilah bahawa alasan yang saya berikan untuk pulang ke rumah adalah :

1) Cuti awal muharram. Jadi, ada banyak cuti. Assignments pon tak ada lagi.

2) Hari pertama pergi kelas, spec saya patah. T___T. Jadi balik nak buat spec baru.

3) Andaian bahawa tiada langsung kedai wujud di Merbok

4) Saya dan roommate ada chemistry. Dia balik, saya balik. Saya balik, dia balik

5) Semua housemates balik. Walaupun rumah saya & roommate sahaja paling jauh sekali.

6) dah tak ada alasan lagi. semua alasan tak logik. rasa macam nak sekeh je kepala dia. haa

Ketahuilah bahawa saya masih lagi tidak percaya saya masih merindui rumah ketika berumur 20tahun. haoi, tak kental okayyyy. eh tak tak. acah je! HAHA

p/s: Salam Maal Hijrah 1433. BarakAllahufik. Semoga kita sama-sama mendapat manfaatnya. Semoga ibadah kita lebih baik di tahun hadapan dan lebih banyak ilmu yang bermanfaat akan diterima serta diamalkan.

http://www.solihinzubir.com/2010/12/doa-akhir-tahun-dan-awal-tahun-baru.html

It’s mom’s birthday today

2011-11-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum & Hello everyone.

It's been 3 years I've blogging. That's means this is my 3rd post I dedicate this birthday-post to my mom.

click here & here to read the previous post

And because it’s my blog, I’m going to be off-topic today and tell you the things I appreciate about her. Since my mom reads my blog, this will be like a very, very wordy birthday wishes for her.

She taught me to do things well.

I remember one time mom tell me "Is you daughter also the best cook one could ever ask for?" I was kind of unhappy that she thought I should learn about baking chocolate cake. So, I challenge myself. During semester break, I tried baking choc cake, monitored by mom & I made it!.

She stayed at home with my siblings and me

I’m so grateful that I got to spend my childhood at home. Of course, I didn't spend every waking hour at, but a lot of my time was spent there, and I consider that to be a happy thing. I liked being at home with my family and never once did I wish I could go to nursery or school. Home is a good place to be.

She taught me to work hard

My mom is a fairly no-nonsense person and being delicate, faint or lazy just wouldn’t fly in our house. I think this was a perfect fit for me because left to myself. So, though I didn’t necessarily appreciate it at the time, I’m glad my mom made me work hard. I never think that manual labor is just for boys, or that getting sweaty and tired is out of my real life.

She taught me that it’s more than 'ok' for girls to think

My mom is not one to encounter something hard or confusing. She tries to figure things out by studying and thinking, and that’s what she taught my siblings and me to do, regardless of our sex. Because of this, I don’t often tend to think something is too hard for me to figure out.

She’s not obsessed with not-so-important stuff

I mean stuff that’s not very important like manicures, pedicures, shopping, clothing and so on. Not that there’s anything wrong with that kind of thing, but I appreciate that that kind of stuff is not a primary focus of hers.

this is the one & only picture that still remain in my laptop. looking for the latest one. During eid-adha but ahhhaaaaa.. it has been deleted. =.='

Dear mom,
I'm sorry for breaking off your cake mixer. I promise to replace it with the new one. Yeah, I know. The expensive one. yelahhh yelahhh Kenwood brand. I wish I can afford to buy it using my own money. hehe. I've plan for everything, but I forget that I have to return to campus before your birthday. So, wait for me lahhhh. HAHAHAHA :D

goodbye to my mom was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life.

I'll Leave soon

2011-11-17T23:20:00.011+08:00

Leaving for Merbok tomorrow! Dear God please bless our journey and give me the motivation to study while on weekend. Ameen. Packing must be the most frustrating task ever. How do you pack your stuff worth of crap in a suitcase. howwww???

New semester. New me. Extrovert person, perhaps? =)
(I wish) I wasn't so lazy also I was funnier. Scratch that, I wish everyone else had my sense of humour. Then, I wouldn't have to explain myself for laughing when everyone isn't. I'm too lazy to explain everything to everyone. but yeah, I wish I knew how to tell jokes. I'm crap at telling jokes to people. Well, i'm crap at talking to people, but jokes are always a good ice-breaker. or not. it would be rather weird if a stranger came up to you and started telling a knock, knock joke to you. haihh.

I think studying accounting makes you lose your competency to write a decent composition. Intro, body, closing paragraph are meaningless now.

foot note : My mom's birthday is coming up and I decided to get her something.

gangguan tidur

2011-11-14T09:59:00.003+08:00

Sejak dua menjak ni (cuti semester je pun) aku mengalami kesukaran untuk tidur di waktu yang sepatutnya. Aku selalu kena marah. Paling lewat masuk tidur pukul 2 pagi. Bagi sesetengah orang, pukul 2 pagi tu masih awal. Chill la. Haha. Kalau time study, paling lewat pun pukul 1 pagi. Nasib baik aku jenis yang tak boleh tidur lepas subuh. Jadi, boleh elak daripada kena marah sekali lagi kan? haha. Lepas tu siang nak qada' tidur balik memang tak lah kan. Aku tak suka tidur siang & cuba elakkannya sebab setiap kali aku tidur siang, konfem bangun tu dah pening-pening macam nak demam dan esoknya boleh pergi sedut oksigen kat klinik. hah!

Boleh kira berapa jam je aku tidur dalam sehari. Kalau masuk tidur pukul 2, bangun pukul 7 baru 5 jam je tidur. Jadilah kan? daripada tak tidur langsung. Memanglah kita digalakkan untuk mempunyai tidur yang cukup at least 6 jam sehari. Tidur yang paling baik ialah 8jam sehari. errr... ke 10jam sehari? eh tak. 10jam tu untuk kanak-kanak dan 8jam untuk dewasa.

Eh, konfiuslah! minum air 8 gelas sehari. So, tidur 8 jam sehari lah kan? ini aku punya teori.

"kurang tidur boleh sakit jantung. sebab tu kakak selalu tak sihat. cuba tengok emak. dari kakak kecil lagi, ada emak masuk tidur lewat?" -emak

"apsal tak naik lagi ni? naik sekarang! pergi tidur!" - ayah

nanges ah camni sebab susah nak tidur & kena tegur banyak kali dah. LOL :D
haha

boleh tak bagi tips/nasihat untuk induce sleeping ni?

ada satu malam tu, aku pernah tak boleh tidur, aku lepak depan peti ais dengan pintu terbuka sambil minum susu dan baca mantera "nak tidur nak tidur nak tidur"

ouh, dan ye. Hari ini ada orang ajak pergi makan McD. hihi. tak jadi nak mogok bila dah sampai Merbok nanti. HAHAHA :D thanks mate.

Who said pictures have to look nice? LOL :D Behave please.

Hari ini nak pergi buat aduan

2011-11-11T09:31:00.002+08:00

Sempena 111111, tarikh keramat yang dinantikan oleh semua orang. Maka, saya juga tidak mahu melepasakan tarikh ini dengan membuat contengan laju-laju seawal jam 9.00 pagi. Hebat tak hebat tak? Haha. Baiklah, hari ini nak pergi mengadu domba sket sebelum pulang ke merbok. hikhik.

[Aduan 1] - Pagi tadi kan, aku bangun pagi sebenarnya. Tapi aku pura-pura tido lagi bila emak teriak-teriak suruh bangkit. Ni lagi satu tabiat aku yang huduh dan sangat teruk. Aku memang tak suka bangun kalau orang kejutkan. Aku memang marah kalau orang tutup kipas bila aku sedang tidur. Rasa macam nak kejar dia satu rumah. Aku suka bangun secara sukarela.

[Aduan 2] - Hari ni aku mengidam karipap. Pelik kan aku? Aku tunda mengidam aku ke hari esok sebab harini, aku tak dapat makan karipap. Semalam hasrat aku nak makan rojak di uniten tercapai. Emak bawa pergi lunch di sana. Sedap gila! Puas! Penjual rojak tu mamak. Tak tahulah macam mana aku boleh jatuh hati dengan rojak dia tu. Apalahyangdiadahletakdalamrojaktu.Tapi tak sure lah kalau kegantengan dia pengaruhi deria rasa aku. HAHAHA

[Aduan 3] - Aku rimas! Banyak sangat masyarakat setempat yang perihatin ke atas aku. setiap hari bertanya khabar. Aku malas nak jawab benda yang sama. Rasa macam nak reply begini "saya tak sehat. saya cedera parah. Bila-bila masa dari sekarang, saya akan meninggalkan kamu buat selama-lamanya. bye-bye." (Saya nak balik Merbokkk lah minggu depan) Tapi ayat tu macam ayat pasrah. Macam manusia tak ada motivasi hidup. Ah, acah je. Aku sihat. Boleh tak jangan tanya bila nak balik ~~Melbourne~~ Merbok? Sampai aku bersedia nak balik, aku baliklah.

[Aduan 4] - Aku selalu jatuh hati pada manusia pada masa yang salah. Salah jatuh cinta. Kenapa aku ni lembab sangat? Kenapa aku selalu suka kat orang tu time aku dah terlambat?Selagi ada peluang, selagi tu lah aku lengah-lengah. Selagi tu lah perasaan aku kosong pada orang tu. Bila dah berambus orang tu, baru terhegeh-hegeh nak bagitau satu dunia yang aku dah SUKA! Kalau aku berterusan macam ni, memag sesi patah hati akan keudara tanpa henti. Sekali lagi, aku ni memang menyedihkan. haaaa

[Aduan 5] - Aaaaa... cukuplah! Banyaknya mengadu-domba. Orang lain pun boleh muntah dengar rintihan rasa aku yang tak habis habis ni. Macamlah aku ni superstar yang banyak konflik hidup. Malas lah nak mengadu lagi. Pergi mimpi jadi jutawan lagi bagus!

Ok lah. Nak buat pesanan hujung minggu sket. "Buat teman-teman yang tak nampak muka ketika cuti semester, yang menghilangkan diri, yang tenggelam timbul, yang nak belanja saya makan, yang nak bawa saya pergi jalan... cepatlah sementara saya masih ada dirumah ini. Saya amat berbesar hati jika ada yang nak bawa saya pergi makan mcd. Selamanya saya akan ingat. Haha."

Apa ni? minta McD je?

Yelahhhh, kat Merbok TAK ADA McD. Mind you! :\