The Talk

Bandung 2013 part 2.

2013-04-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

Continuation from Bandung 2013 part 1.

Day 2 (after lunch):

Then, we're headed to Toko Tiga, where original stuff sold there. Toko Tiga has 2floors (ground floor and first floor *British-wise*) I didn't take pictures of the items, but from these images, you could get a grasp of what they sell at Toko Tiga;

If you're tired, there's a spot for you to sit down and relax....and take pictures. harhar~ ^o^
We spent almost two hours here and then we went back to Kopo, because apparently my mum had to buy mooooorrrreee kain not for her, but for her siblings.

After 2 and a half hours at Kopo, we went back to central Bandung to have our dinner. So urm...I kinda forget what's the full name of the restaurant, but "Belacan Restaurant" rings a bell...so, this is our picture for dinnertime~ If you want to try something else (other than nasi padang), you should eat the fried rice here. Any kind of fried rice tastes awesomeeeeeeeeeeee!

We met Adik on that night, and this is only one of the many beautiful clothes that he made. My sisters and I bought three same pieces of kain and to be made into jubah.

Day 3:

After breakfast, we went ahead to Tangkuban Parahu!! Wooohoooo~ It was very calming there, the view and scenery.. It was foggy and I find it peaceful..kinda took my mind off from everything else..

(that's the crater)

For lunch, we went to Kampung Daun. The place was fantastic. You kinda feel like you're in the forest with small huts all around the area. Customers eat inside the hut which has long pillows where you can lie down comfortably. *But it was raining, and my family couldn't a get a hut so we ate at the bar section*

My dad and my brother were having Nasi Goreng Kampung Daun :-)

My older sister and my brother modelling for the view of Kampung Daun, hope you don't mind. Hehe >,<

That's the hut, behind us. There are bigger and smaller huts, to accommodate accordingly.

This is like, goooodbyeeee Kampung Daun, gooodbyyyeee, we're going to the airporttt~ hekhek ;-p

Next, we went to the airport, checked in, paid airport tax, and wait for our flight. We arrived in Malaysia, around 9.00pm and then we went back to Bangi, my aunt's house to spend the night there. But I couldn't, I have to go to work tomorrow. Once we reached her house, we had dinner and talked about our vacation. Only nearly midnight I was able to leave the house. And then...yeah, back to reality. No more holidays, vacations, family-time, back to the apartment, back to work, back to being in front of the laptop, back to typing, back to translating, back to work Syah...come back to your working life. Hahahah~

Anyways, I had fun, my family had fun. Even though it's just a short trip, we do fun and silly stuff together, and that's what matters most. You didn't do it alone, you do it together. Be it a family, a friend, a foe, an awkward colleague, a stranger, or anyone, what matters most is that you're not alone. Oh, but having vacation by yourself is not so bad, you can do whatever you want, set and schedule things on your likes and dislikes, change and alter plans whenever you want, go and explore beautiful places on your own, but one thing's for sure, you just don't have anyone to share it with, i.e., to experience it together with you.

So, go, Gooooo and take time to go on a holiday with your family. You're waiting for the right time? They're busy? You're busy? The weather's not okay? Hey, you're not going anywhere for the next 10 years if you're being like this. You don't wait for the perfect time, you make the time perfect for you and your family.

YNWA

Bandung 2013 part 1.

2013-04-17T08:49:00.003+08:00

My older sister, Liana Laili, decided to spend her money and buy us, all six of us, tickets to Bandung!! Nyahahah~ Since I'm working and don't have the privilege to take longer holiday, we went to Bandung for 3days only. We stayed at Braga Hotel; entrance, lobby and dining hall. Quite lovely, isn't it? My sister bought the package that has both airways tickets (2ways) and the hotel (AirAsia).

So, Saturday, there we were, waiting to board our flight *today's blog's gonna be less talk, more pictures, and a bit of explanation bout the picture, ok? hehheh =D*

that's me in the middle, my older sister on my right and my younger sister, Rynn Laili, on my left.

My older sister and my older brother, Amirul Fadhil, posing for the camera I was holding while waiting for our flight to go up, up, and awayyyyyyyyy~ ^,^

Apparently, we don't take much pictures on our first day. Arrived around 5.30pm (Indonesian time) Well, we went to Kopo, and bought tons of 'kain' to be made into baju kurung and jubah. It's not a big mall or shopping complex or a building like Pasar Baru, it's just a house with packed, variety cloth cost RM35 or 110,000rupiah each. Any, I repeat, any material you picked, the price is the same. And there are a LOT to choose from, we spent like, 2hours in that small hall of the house. At the entrance, there are sellers who sell souvenirs, so I decided to buy them for my colleagues, and something for me as well. I bought pens, that you can carve your name on it. 1 for 10,000rupiah, and a dozen for 100,000rupiah. So, I bought a dozen of that, and a beg..a shoe bag..I mean, a bag that looked like a shoe, for 75,000rupiah. Here's my older sister modeling the bag *on day 2*. Huhuhu..

We had dinner afterwards and went to the hotel, checked-in, met a tailor named 'Adik' (our tourguide, Pak Rahman introduced him to us. Adik can make 20 garments in one night! The price is about the same in Malaysia, ranging from RM40-48 per garment, depending on what kind of style you want; more elaborate, more costly. He can also make slacks, you know, the one you used for work. Depending on the material, price for slacks ranging from 220,000rupiah to 370,000rupiah. So, my dad want 4 of those, my older sister want 2, and I want 1, plus the cloths that we bought at Kopo (turn them into 8baju kurung and 4jubah). Even though the price is more or less like in Malaysia, but bear in mind that Adik can make them overnight! Here's Adik, together with my sisters, discussing on what style they want for their garment;

*you could see that Adik's wearing Blackberry, so it's easy to contact him, whether through BBM or email. He has his own reputation in Johor and KL as well*

Day 2

We had our breakfast at the hotel. My mom, Rohana Ismail, and my father, Laili Darus on the first box. =)

And then, we went to Pasar Baru....urm...you can Google the pictures since Pasar Baru is infamous and the pictures are everywhere, it's basically a 7floors building which sells jeans, bags, stuff for Haji and Umrah, kebaya, baju kurung, telekung, etc etc. Heh heh.. We spend almost four hours there, I bought a 50,000rupiah bag...since I have less clues about women handbags, my sister picked it for me;

Yes, it's quite girly..my sisters...both of them..are really.....ladies. Whatever pink item that I have until now, is either; chosen, picked, bought, or given by my sisters..and I have no choice but to accept the items *a sibling can't really reject things that another sibling gave..at least this is practiced in my family, whether we like it or not, we appreciate the other by accepting their gift/thought. The end result doesn't matter (you might not wear/use the items, EVER, and just keep them in your closet, FOREVER), what matters most is the first step, which is, accepting the gift/thought..and not critiquing or condemning or complaining about the items that they have taken time and mind and money to buy it for you*. The pinky items are not that ugly, and you know that sometimes you kinda in the mood to be feminine/girly, so when those times come, I wear/use them. Whenever people ask, *since I've said that I dis-prefer pink* I will tell the truth; which is, "my sisters gave them to me". But then, somehow, it got to the point that some people just don't buy it.. I figured they must have thought that "my sisters gave them to me" is just a lame excuse to get out of the fact that "I really like pink but I don't wanna admit it"...which is soooooo not true.. People who know me can verify this.

Anyway, back to Bandung. Afterwards (after Pasar Baru), we went for lunch. Kinda like, nasi padang. Taraaa;

That's all for now, for part1. I'll be posting on the other half of our second day, together with our final day in Bandung. (which will be about; Toko Tiga, my completed garments, and Tangkuban Perahu)

YNWA

[26] I see..

2013-04-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

I see him suffer seeing her..
I see him suffocate around her..
I see him not wanting to look at her..
I see him like I've never seen him before..
I see myself in him..

I've seen him embracing the dark..
now I see him walking into the light..
I could see it..
my younger brother, lighten up..

I don't want him to leave...
But leaving is good for him..
Leaving makes him himself again..
Leaving is good..
Leaving is good..
and I believe in him..
I believe in him..

I believe in him..

is it really that hard to believe what I say? (2)

2013-04-02T18:03:00.003+08:00

this is like,the second time I post a blog about people not believing what I said, or the things and words and stuff that came out of my mouth.

for God's sake, is it really that hard to believe what I say?

you really believe on nonsense that people have been saying non-stop about me?

you really took those nonsense into your head that you can't even believe a single simple thing that I have said, just because I don't have any proof, or not sympathetic enough, or not close enough with you, or bla bla bla and so on and so forth.

I, only speak the truth.
Whenever I praise or admire your beauty, I can only utter the truth.
Whenever I critique or being harsh, the truth comes within those mean words.

I, can only speak the truth.
whether people believe me or not, really, it's up to them
But most of them do, most of them who knew me, believe on what I say.
Because they know I'm saying the truth.
Because they know me.

Frankly, I don't give a damn about this silly thing (whether they believe me or not).
But it's just....it's just...it bugs me, it annoys me, when you say things like you knew me..where, factually, you don't. And hey, I don't know you too, but at least I don't make statements like I knew you ages.

YNWA

"If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything" - Mark Twain

Tanda Tanya is just...

2013-02-28T11:17:00.001+08:00

is just...awesome!!
Well, at first, I find it very very VERY disturbing..such a vociferous song..
But then, as time goes by, I feel that the melody of the song is quite interesting, has dynamics and kinda not that easy to sing along with, and if you're, even if you are slightly out-of pitch, you might blow away the 'feel' of this song. *you know how I love to sing challenging songs, they widen my vocal range. ngehngehngeh*

the title, Tanda Tanya, hurm....memang penuh question marks ah. Like, aku dengar lagu ni, then aku tengok liriknya, and I was like, what is this song about..? I just can't figure that out. That's why the title is so perfect for the song.

Lirik Tanda Tanya – Azlan & The Typewriter

Merangkak di lorong tak bernama
Bersandar di papan tanda
Matahari bertukar arahnya
Bergetar seluruh jiwa
Terbayangkan kesunyian
Walau tergantung tanda tanya

Chorus
Kau adalah misteri yang bernyawa
Melihat mendengar dan kau menghidup cinta
Kau seperti wangian sanubari
Dapat menghapuskan indera

Kata hati semakin berputar
Mengikutkan arah masa
Melintasi lopak di landasan
Mengukirkan satu makna
Ada lagi seribu jawapan
Yang tersangkut di fikiran
Walau bercampur tanda tanya

Ulang Chorus

Tak pernah ku
Aku berlari
Menembusi saat indah sejauh ini
Tak terhitung tidak terganti
Waktu ku lewati sampai akhir nanti

Biarkan saja mereka kan lupakan jawapan
Tapi yang pasti tetap teguh menanti
Mencari rahsia ini

Ulang Chorus

Bangkitkanlah semangat mimpi-mimpiku
Engkau dan aku tetap terus bersama
Untuk menghiasi warna
Jelaskanlah segalanya

twitter! gonna miss you!

2013-01-20T16:04:00.001+08:00

tetiba kan? tetiba je kan? tetiba sssangaaaaattt~
tetiba je ada update taw~
setelah almost FOUR months, tetiba je ada update pasal life is curel. eh hah kaooo, tgk, dah salah taip. hahahaha...life is cruel lah! curel pulokkkk~ Maklumlah,dah lama tak menaip kat blog ni haa, tu yg tsasul-masul tu. huhuhu..

anyway, kenapa ye,lama tak update?
sbb...gini cternye...

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Haaaaaaaaaaaa~ kesimpulannya, memang iols tak boleyh nak cter kat yuolls~ hahahahha

terlalu private hokayhh~

pendek cter, dulu ada twitter,maka updatelah smer and melalut dan merepek dan blablabla kat twitter.

skang? skang dah xde twitter dah. delete dah.

rimas,takut,penat,malas,bahaya,buang masa,habis bateri, haaaaa macam-macam sebab pendeletean twitter iols. *ha,nmpak tak betapa collaborateablenya bahasa yg iols pakai? pen-delete-an. dan collaborate-able. huhuhu*

Dah...rasanya dah hampir sbulan delete kot.. tak ingat dah. maybe almost a month lah gitu2.
disebabkan nature iols ni yg suka menaip dan membebel dan merapu, maka memanglah kena pegi balik kat saluran bebelan; si blog ni haaa~
so, dah say babai kat twitter, now say hello again kat blog lah,giteww~

ok.sorry mood macam ala-ala jemah sket utk post ni.

biasalah, manusia, ada pelbagai ragam, perangai, angin, dan perasaan.

kalau statik dan no ups and downs setiap hari, itu r.o.b.o.t. namanya.

sekian,

Wassalam.

*iklan: Liv won against Norwich!!! 5-0 weyhhh!! YNWA*

Life has been...

2013-01-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

Life has been cruel to me thus far...
Where can I find a place to hide...

People would say: Face it! Face the cruelness!
I would say: I'm not brave enough..not strong enough..

People would say: Forget the cruelness! Move on!
I would say: How can you move on when you still had to face the cruelness every single day..

People would say, People would always has something to say, People who has never been in your shoes would always say things to "solve" your problem..

The fact is,
some things just can't be solved,
some things just can't be mend,
some things.....are meant to be broken..

My point is,
Life has been cruel.
and I will be strong, but not today.
Let me be weak, let me have feelings,
Let me have emotions, let me cry like any other normal human being for just today..

I will be strong, I will be..

[25] I Care about You

2012-08-10T15:40:00.001+08:00

This is purposeless

We are heading towards goalless

but what we're having is not meaningless

nor it is pointless.

It's just nonsensical

thinking that it might be something special.

I need you to know that this is just Casual.

I may have been rebellious

but I ain't ferocious.

I care about you;

like a captain to his crew

like an aunt to her nephew

like Piglet to Pooh.

I need you to know that i care about you,

I Care about You.

[24] No Title 1

2012-07-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

heading towards the light
deplorably crippled on the night
woefully looked above at the sky
wondering whether it could fly
unsure is in the air
as broken wing it has there

'Tis time that fixes things,
but still a broken wing it is.
'Tis you made it like that
with no care it's alive or dead.
When always exist one saviour
sadly that saviour is not here
for saviours only exist in tales and not real.
Dauntlesness, the spirits up;
something that a broken wing cannot keep up.

drips of reds and blacks
spilled on reeds and trees
while after then heard a plunk
saw it hit by a truck.

Though why must it suffer like this?
an answer no one can give but Thee

Bol...a? Tettttt

2012-07-26T12:07:00.001+08:00

Bola? bola? bola lagi? nouooooo~ this post today, is not about bola anymore.
Bola dah habis. Nanti if masuk season baru,barulah kita berbola di sini. Haha~

Sekarang bulan puasa.
But I ain't gonna talk about puasa. I'm gonna talk on rain. No, not rain as in Rain the Korean, but yes, hujan. No, not that kumpulan Hujan and Noh Salleh, no. I'm talking about rain, in the most literal way. Hehe..

There's just something about rain that my body loves.
I don't know if I even like rain *but hey, hujan ialah rahmat, okay. I'm talking about getting wet and stuff* but my body definitely does. Every time, every single time, every single day when there's rain, I won't be able to go to sleep like everyone does. (lots of people would say "waaa,hujan lah, bestnya tido time hujan2 gini") But I couldn't..or should I say, my body couldn't fall asleep on rainy days.

If I was already asleep, I would somehow woke up and within ten minutes later, taraaaa~ it's raining. *but this situation only applies for rains in the morning, at noon, and early evening*

And when the days are hot and people would sweat, I.....yes, I would love to sleep on those days. *my body told me to. Haha* Like, I don't have an on/off switch button, it just goes naturally..automatically, I wouldn't be able to sleep on rainy days, but I would doze off during hot summer days.

Urmm..I wasn't going to talk on this subtopic of rain actually... I think I just got sidetracked..by myself. I was going to talk on how I am traumatized by rain.... It was raining heavily, and I was driving. My dad's on my left side and my mom at the back. All of a sudden, the sky was pouring with rain, heavy rain. But I wasn't slowing down, thinking and believing that the car's brake worked just fine. The moment came when a car in front of us hit the brakes. Seeing the car's brake light, I hit on mine. It's functioning, yes it did. It did. But the road was slippery, the car's tyres stopped, but the road was very slippery, so my car didn't stopped.

The distance between my car at that front car was like 200m, like 9-10 seconds away. So, I still had the time to think on what I should do to prevent crashing with that car on the front. So, I pulled the handbrake.

In short, the car at the front had to change his exhaust, and mine had to be left behind at a workshop for a month. My dad was alright, physically he was fine. But my mom got a bone broken in her right arm. Correction. I got my mom's bone broken.

Update

2012-07-10T11:06:00.001+08:00

Wuh! Nampaknya, terpaksalah beta meneruskan blog ini, sbb ada permintaan supaya beta sentiasa update blog! *padahal yang request tu sorang je pun kaaannnn* hahahaha~

So, ehem. ni kira update lah ni kan? hakhak

^,^

Hello Wembley!

2012-01-26T05:54:00.003+08:00

Liverpool vs Manchester City, 2nd leg Carling Cup 2011/2012 season.

Full time: Liverpool 2, ManCity 2. (Aggregate 3-2, Liv wins)

Good game, really. Less drama, more action.

Joe Hart: "It hurts but Liverpool deserve to be in the final, not Man City"

Liverpool will play Cardiff in the final on 26th February.

After 16years, we could say hello again to Wembley.
All thanks to Craig Bellamy who made it all possible.
Frist half was draw 1-1, aggregate 2-1.
Second half City leads with 2-1, which made the aggregate ties by 2-2.
And the great Bellamy scored another goal. 2-2, aggregate 3-2.

Kenny D said: "Bellamy was unbelievable"

Gerrard: "Its a great feeling, its been a while getting back to Wembley, too long for Liverpool. Bellamy was the difference"

Indeed, Craig Bellamy made the difference. =')

Semester ends.

2012-01-20T10:20:00.000+08:00

This semester has finally ended! (truthfully, takyah letak pun finally tu.rasa mcm kejap sangat sem ni brlalu)

Kenapa rasa mcm kejap sangat??

Quizzes, presentations and assignments sangat draggy sampai kan on the final week tu pun ada lagi kuiz AND assignment AND presentation.
Banyak join show Caklempong *takdelah banyak sgt, and tapi xdelah pun smpai tahap mencapap,hokayhhh* They were REALLY fun, time moves so fast that I had no idea the last show was in fact, THE final show. T___T
Selalu keluar and lepak dengan member2. Pegi kubur, planet tomyam, tasik titiwangsa, ikea, shah alam, wangsa walk. Sebelum ni tak pun..tak kluar dgn mber2.. Weekends pegi library, tak pun tido dlm bilik. Kalau kluar pun,on fridays, sorang2 pegi klcc, lepak kat kino (friday tak ramai orang *orang as in, remaja berkeliaran berhiburan bergelimpangan*, so aman lah sket kat klcc tu).
Mungkin sebab ni final semester, so...rasa taknak blah dari UIA.....? *whatthaa..apa yang aku merepek ni.sapa je yg nak duduk lama2 dkat uia tu*

Anyhow, thanks to you guys (friends in IIUM, and Caklempong), this semester will be very memorable for me *I am, indeed, a person who always fail to store data in my memory* and it is

THE FUNNEST SEMESTER EVER! *yes, the word 'funnest' does exist in the Urban Dictionary. Google lah kalau tak percaya*

|^_^|

Voucher 1Malaysia (buku)

2012-01-17T02:43:00.004+08:00

Bila dapat? 11hb Januari 2012.
Kat mana? IIUM.

Bila guna? 13hb Januari 2012.
Kat mana? Kinokuniya, KLCC.

HOYEAAHHH~ Thank you lah dekat government yang bagi voucher nie~ *dah nak dekat pilihanraya kan, of course lah kaann~ tetiba je ada hah khelepuk depan mata voucher RM200. Tapi,jgn haraplah beta nak mengundi utk pilihanraya kali ni dan kali-kali yg akan datang. Malas nak mendaftar. Malas. Politik. Urgh*

Anyway, rabu tu dapat voucher. Seronok lah, tapi bila pikir balik,ni dah final sem, takde nak beli buku ilmiah pun. So, better bagi kat my younger sister, dia pun nak masuk main campus nanti February. Tapi,tapiii~ ayah kata "guna je lah kak, awak punye voucher~" Beta pun apa lagi, sronok ah~ bleh pegi Kino~ Huhiihohehehehe~

So, jumaat pegi Kino. Seronok tgk suasana kat situ. Sepanjang2 beta menapak dekat situ drpd tahun lepas, mmg tak pernah nampak Kino semeriah, seramai, dan sebusy itu pada hari jumaat *on weekdays kan. Kalau weekend tu biasalah ramai*. Lalu dekat TGV pun, ada beberapa gerombolan bawak plastic bag Kino. Heee,,sronok je tgk budak2 beli buku, stationeries, test pads, hehe.. *hoi.diri,kenapa kau ni feeling lebih macam gaya mak bapak yg berbangga tgk anaknya pegi kedai buku?* Anyhow, aku guna sekeping je lah voucher tu. *halo.sayang kot.kalau tak reti kawal nafsu, sekali pakai je bleh habis 4keping smer.huhu* Hari khamis tu, beli Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird, two sketch books and a January issue of Reader's Digest.

Hari ahad, pegi Kino..Lagi. Hahaha~ ^o^ This time,pun guna sekeping jgak. Beli magazine cleo, and some classical stuff. So, tu bawah tu,mende-mende yang dibeli pakai voucher yang best nie~ *ayah, saya beli buku-buku yang senonoh dan berguna taw. yang Cleo tu just nak cukupkan RM50 je. Hehehehe*

Carroll. Oh Carroll. Andy Carroll.

2012-01-15T06:12:00.002+08:00

Match between Liverpool and Stoke City just now, nil. No scores, no goals at all. *sigh....*
Anyway, no matter how disappointing that news is, that's not the really the point of my blog today.

Judging from the title, there could be two connotations:
1) i'm adoring and drooling over Carroll.
2) i see Carroll as a hopeless and useless player.

Well, neither is correct. It's a combination of both, actually.
Wait, no. That's not true. I don't adore Carroll. Urgh.
And I don't see see him as a loser, either.

30mins before the game starts, via twitter I had the information that Carroll would be sitting on the bench, and I was ecstatic. I was like, "Oh jjyeah! He won't be playing. We'll definitely win this match!" *oh,cmon, he wasn't gonna be any help if he's on the field, anyway*

The game started, and it was weird, it was awkward, it's like...the passing was horrible and the timing was off. I've started to think that "maybe...maybe if Carroll is on the field,things would be different.." I even felt that having Carroll was necessary at that moment. My cousin said "are you really? for serious? you want Carroll on the field?" And I said "yeah, maybe Gerrard and Kuyt need him to win against Stoke" *like,dude,orgh.it's Stoke.it's S.T.O.K.E, for god's sake. Gerrard alone would be enough to score goals*

The second half. Carroll was warming up at the side and I became hopeful, as there was still no goals from both teams. I cheered for him when he entered the field *my cousin made a facial expression that says what-is-wrong-with-you-and-why-are-you-cheering-for-Andy-Carroll*.

Hopes crushed. Torn down. Blown away. Shyiunggg~ just like that. Having Andy Carroll on that field, in that game, only made it worse. I don't know why, but he keeps on lying whenever he's about to reach the goal posts. If dia terkena sepakan or ditolak, ok fine, acceptable lah nak terbaring sana-sini, terjatuh or whatever. But, if dah frequent sangat, pelik lah kan.. Kalau nak berlakon untuk dapatkan penalty or free kick, at least berlakonlah elok-elok bro.. Haishh..buat malu je lah asik landing saja2 kat padang tuuu.. Oh.satu lagi, if I'm not mistaken, either Skrtel or Johnson, was trying for a goal, but Carroll blocked the ball. I'm not kidding, he blocked it. I mean,ok. He was there, running around, and unexpectedly, the ball was there too. Sadly, he stopped the ball i.e. he ruined the possibility of Liv winning the match.

Aughgghhh...what's done is done. Oh. Look. Here's Carroll in Newcastle.

And here he's in the Reds. Look at his hair.
*I strongly suggest he cut his hair off. That ponytail... I don't know, it makes his body and head.......heavier. The ponytail's keeping him from running energetically. As a result, when he gets the ball, it will not be more than 3seconds because that ball will always get snatched by the other team, always*.
Andy Carroll, learn to let go, let Newcastle go. Embrace your current team, embrace Liverpool. Seriously, Cut the hair, and be the new Andy Carroll....
be Liverpool's Andy Carroll.

Am I??

2012-01-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

Am I really over you?
Haishhh..
no,I don't think so lah.
not just yet.
Argh!

do you guys know how frustrating it is?
to not be able to get over someone?
and that someone doesn't even know that you've got a crush on him/her.
haihhhh...sudah-sudahlah. enough is enough.
i'm not gonna drool over this issue again.
sorry for being so depressing lately.

i'll get over her, i will.

[23] to You.... yes you.

2012-01-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

Telling myself not to be weak
Telling myself not to fall apart
Telling myself not to lose focus
Telling myself not to lose myself
But I did...lose myself in you..

Been here watching you
May sound like a cuckoo
But it don't matter
as you make me flutter
oh Girl, yes you do.

I'm not like those, who can easily hide
and so I'm coming close, with this feeling inside
I never confess
but you would have guessed
oh Girl, yes you did.

Treating me like a boo
Makes me feel like Wuhuu~
But the idea never occur
that you're such a sweet-talker
oh Girl, yes you are.

But that was All through
when I was in the Crew
I'm No longer into you
I am Now over you
oh Girl, yes that's True.

Is it really that hard to believe what I say?

2012-01-07T22:10:00.005+08:00

Imagine this.

When you tell a fact, a true fact about yourself, nothing but only the truth, to a friend (or in my case, friendS), and exactly when you're done talking, without hesitation, your friend laugh...right on your face.

How will you feel.

If that friend does not wish to believe what you'd just said, then he/she should at least NOT laugh lah kan?
Well, the friend laughed, of course. After laughing, he/she continuously makes fun of you. Makes fun of that one true fact that you have just uttered.

How will you feel.

Even worse, you're begging your friend to believe and even asking why doesn't he/she, as a friend, as your friend, believes you? And that friend continues on laughing..

How will you feel.

Mata Rabak

2012-01-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

Rabak. Rabak. RabaaaaakkkK~

Mata rabak? Ya.

Study? Ya.

Tengok Running Man? Ya.

Makan junk food? Ya.

Makan makanan berat? Ya.

Tengok bola? YES!

Tidur? Tidak.

Ngantuk? Tidak.

*mata rabak dalam kamus kosakata beta, bermaksud, mata pnye dark circle mmg amazing: dah macam panda dan eyelid berat gila dan mintak tidur dan memang tak boleh nak bukak, TAPI, tak ngantuk. Macam mana ni? Macaaam maanaaa~

Wa.Wa. New Template! YNWA

2012-01-01T20:48:00.004+08:00

Need not say much.

Taadaaaaa~ [bawah ni copy paste je. ahakahak]

‘You’ll Never Walk Alone’ has become an anthem of the club during a time in Liverpool when the city was at an all time low in term of economics and became an almost prayer sang by those who needed to get away from their personal tribulations in their life. With culture at the time in Liverpool being music and football, the two becoming intertwined can be argued to be not too much of a difficult concept to accept.

For an outsider perspective the legendary Johan Cruyff stated in reference to the songs special meaning. ‘There's not one club in Europe with an anthem like ‘You'll Never Walk Alone’. There's not one club in the world so united with the fans. I sat there watching the Liverpool fans and they sent shivers down my spine. A mass people became one force behind their team. That's something not many teams have. For that I admire Liverpool more than anything’.

dah cukup2lah copy paste atas tu..bawah ni bukan copy paste ye. ^.^

I've never been to any of their games, sadly. Walaupun nyanyi jugak lagu ni dkat depan TV, but hey, I would really love to sing along with other avid fans in the stadium. Whenever I listen to this song, (I downloaded not the one from the original singer, but sang by the fans on a stadium) it never fail to make me give out a little smile, because it gives me a certain kind of feel, like, like..a homey feeling.. =]

The song speaks for itself. Its lyrics are straightforward and simple, yet still contains that tingling sentiment which inspires the players and fans (especially now in modern times where everything rings a little hollow inside us).

whenever you feel lonely, just remember that, here in Reds,

You'll Never Walk Alone. =)

Current Vice President 1, IIUM Andeka Caklempong.

2011-12-31T00:31:00.018+08:00

Nama Penuh: Mohamad Amin bin Mohammad Ghani

Dari mana: Kota Bharu, Kelantan

Lahir bila: 8th of September, 1988

Fav football team: Liverpool

Educational background Amin:

sekolah rendah dekat Sekolah Kebangsaan Langgar.
sekolah menengah di Maktab Sultan Ismail, or can also be known as Sultan Ismail College.
tapi tu tadi sampai form 3 je, form 4 masuk MRSM.
Then, melangkah ke UTM (ni International Campus,bukan kat Skudai, tapi kat area Jalan Semarak), amek Mechanical Engineering.
Habis dip, masuk IIUM, majoring in mechanical-automative....rasanya, kot? Haha
All in all, bijak si Amin ni. Hallo,masuk MRSM kira bijak lah kan,okayh. pastu amek Engin plak, hah, bijak bijak.. Orang kata, yang masuk SIC tu budak2 poyo/koya. *tetiba* hahaha..

Tentang Amin:

Tinggi dia..lebih kurang 180cm kot. *ukuran tak bertauliah.haha* Dia memang peminat tegar Liverpool FC, to be specific, Steven Gerrard. Amin ni bukan budak ICT,tapi bab-bab komputer ni,mmg dia agak pakar jgak ah. Oh, dia homophobic. *sangat random fakta itu. Hahahaha~* Dia dipanggil sebagai Ameng, ataupun Aming. Dulu suka main farmville lah, cafe world lah, ape jenis game kat facebook tu lah. Dia ada youtube account, tapi dia tak upload any videos pun. Amin anak sulung, and his parents are busy working so dia yang kena jaga adik-adik time dia sekolah dulu. Oh! Ada satu fakta menarik, hehe...dulu time umur 18, Amin ada join satu social networking site ni (tak bleh lah nyatakan websitenya nama apa kan.haha) Kalau skang,korang nampak rambut dia mcm dedaunan berguguran di taman sakura *apakahjadah ekspresi metaphor yang aku pakai ni??* duluuuu, dia ada bannyaak rambut~ tgk ni haaa~ siap buat mata besar ala2 korea gitewww~ (amin,gurau je weh,jgn marah.haha)

Seorang yang popular (sama ada secara sedar ataupun tidak, dia ni popular sebenarnya)
kadang-kadang senang sangat percaya kat orang (mudah ditipu jugak, mungkin...?)
Oh.seorang yang mudah simpati dengan orang lain.
Prefer perkara yang berkaitan dengan teknikal (sbb tu amek Engin....?)
Tak boros, pandai jimat duit bila perlu.
Kalau bab kahwin, dia ada mindset yang tradisional. (takperlu yang grand sangat, anak nak ramai, etc.)
Walaupun selesa dengan kehadiran ramai orang keliling dia, tapi kadang-kadang dia pun perlu masa untuk bersendirian.

Kenapa blog pasal VP1? Duhhh~ sebab dah ada blog pasal VP2, so kena adil lah, kena ada blog untuk VP1 jugaakk. Hohehohehohek~ Ok. Kalau VP2's a nice person, this guy right here, VP1, lagi lagi dan lagilah nicer. Seriously, mamat ni memang baik ah. Sopan santun, semangat setiakawan yang tinggi, suka pada muzik (betul, orang yg mghargai seni selalunya dalam kalangan orang baik2). Buat masa skang, katanya dia nak fikir dan fokus kat study dulu, carik lighting yang bagus untuk mencerahkan masa depan dan kemudian barulah mencari peneman untuk sama-sama share masa depan yang insyaAllah cerah tu. (tengok hah matlamat dia..baik kan budak ni? Kalau mak aku jumpe ni, confirm booking awal-awal. Puhahahaha!)

Amin, aaa......................tak tau nak tulis ape dah. Hahahaha~ Oh.ohok,ohok. *coughclearingthroat* Sorry trhadap semua silap salah terkasar bahasa tersentap dekat Amin. Lagi-lagi time training untuk AGM caklempong dulu tu, selalu jgak lah sentap time tu. Dah selalu sangat training, rasa selesa bercakap sampai kadang-kadang terlupa Amin ni still syah pnye senior dlm cklmpong. Anyhow, bangun subuh tu kalau boleh, awal sikit ye,tapi kalau bangun awal pun tidur balik,memang takde makna lah kaann *tetiba tazkirah pendek dekat diri sndiri.Haha!* Semoga masa depan cerah secerah spotlight stadium bukit jalil, insyaAllah.. =D

Current Vice President 2, IIUM Andeka Caklempong.

2011-12-26T06:26:00.001+08:00

Nama penuh: Muhammad Harith bin Hussin

Matric number: 0922609

Mahallah: Bilal, Block G.

Dari mana...?: Kuala Kangsar, Perak.

Date of Birth: 11th of May, 1990.

Favourite Football Team: Arsenal

Mende yang Harith pernah join:

1) Zikrul Maut

2) Interschool Debating Championship (Committee Transport and Accomodation)

3) Cultural Unit get-together (Assistant PC)

4) Titian Asli club (secretary 2 for 2010/2011 session)

5) daannn sebagaaaiiinyaaaaa~ *rajin dia ni join-join program and club*

Tentang Harith:

seorang yang pendiam, konservatif, dan pasif. tetapi, aktif di kalangan rakan-rakan atau orang yang dia selesa. (sangat aktif,okay! haha~)
sangat bermoral, mempunyai nilai sivik terhadap orang awam.
di kalangan rakan-rakan rapat, dia seorang yang boleh dipercayai.
harith ni...luar nampak kuat,nampak macam tabah, tapi hati dia lembut. rapuh pun ada,kadang-kadang.
dia mungkin..ok,jap.kena tukar bahasa..susahlah plak bahasa melayu nie.hehe. ehem.ok. He may not love permanently, but he loves deeply. =)

Why do I blog about him? Simply because he reads my blog. Bwahahahaha~ =D

No laaahhh..because harith is...such a nice and fun person who....yes,reads my blog. Haha! XD

But seriously, dia lah senior yang junior darip.. eh,jap.ok.gini. Dialah my senior in andeka caklempong who is still a junior to me in terms of year-of-study, yang best dan baik dan kelakar dan suka buat cerita and tokok tambah cerita *haku slalu tertipu,pcaya bulat2 dgn kata-kata omongan kosong dia. Muka dia sgt meyakinkan,okay!* dan lately slalu sakit pinggang... (please,pegi carik tukang urut, ktorang juniors nampak mcm making fun of your sakit pinggang but we do really care about you,harith..please carik some massage parlours, or at least, suruh mana2 kawan yg pandai urut tu urutkan, okay?)

Harith, jaga kesihatan. Kalau makan jgn mkn bnyk sgt. Lalau tak mkn, jgn sampai tak mkn apa2 langsung,jgn biar perut tu kosong. Kalau sihat, bagus. Kalau sakit, minum air masak banyak, makan ubat, tidur awal. Kalau happy, bagus. Kalau stress, pegi mandi-manda dkat air terjun/air sungai dengan kawan-kawan. Kalau sedih, pegi karaoke. Kalau hidup huru-hara banyak masalah, bersyukur sbb Dia memberi ujian pada orang-orang yang Dia tahu boleh menghadapi ujian tersebut. Kalau semua perkara berjalan lancar, bersyukur, alhamdulillah.

Semoga Harith diberikan kesihatan yang baik, dimurahkan dan diperluaskan pintu rezeki, diberkati dengan jodoh yang solehah, dan dikurniakan zuriat yang bijak mengendalikan hal duniawi serta sentiasa mengingati akhirat.

*dah kenapa aku ni? tetiba hujung-hujung jadik mcm serious plak bunyiknya. Hahahaha~* XD

*Next post? VP1. Puhahahahahaha~ ^o^*

Tok Imam

2011-12-23T00:23:00.006+08:00

Ye, bapak tok imam, tapi hanaknya macam gini.

Hanak taknak jadik mcm ni.

Tapi hanak tak boleh tipu perasaan sendiri.

Bukan peer preasure, tapi dah dalam fitrah.

Hampun bapak..

Mahap sesangat...
Hanak sayang bapak.

Andeka Caklempong IIUM - Dewan Felda Merak Kayangan and Felda Villa.

2011-12-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

*not gonna talk/type much. I'm gonna let these pictures do the talking. =D

December 17th, 2011.

1) So,this is Dewan Felda Merak Kayangan. The lighting was A.W.E.S.O.M.E for taking pictures! Hehe..

2) oh! cuba tgk muka Soffie! *the one at the very left* BWAHAAHA~ XD

3) This is us,with the pengantinsss~ gaya apa? gaya freestyle~ *tapi tak freestyle mana pun.hahahak!*

December 18th, 2011.
1) 2) gambar 1 tu tak nampak muka Soffie, gambar 2 baru nampak muka and rambut baru dia yang mcm budak juvana tgh cuti sekolah. hehehehek *muhammad sofian jamaludin, sorry, beta mmg suka kacau tuan hamba.Bila lagiii~ haha!*

3) Hurm.sapa ni? oh.Aisyah, and Azrul. I meant to take Kak Ekin's picture, but it got covered by Aisyah. Anyhowww, this is Felda Villa (that's the name as I googled it just now), also located somewhere in Jalan Semarak. =)

4) How I love taking candids! HahHAHAhAk! XD ok.this goes by stages. Mula2,kena tgk muka Amin dulu, (the first guy on your left) and then muka abg Aizat, pastu muka Pian! BAHAH!
Amin : Hm..mcm menarik je kek ni..
Abg Aizat : Apa kata kalau, aku cuba makan sket kek ni...
Pian : Oh,peh!sedap gila ah! Wuh!

5) Have I mentioned how I love taking candid pictures?? Bwahahahaha~ ok.the dialogue. hihihihi +D

Alia : Belasah kek ni! NYUMMM! kain nak rabak terkoyak? xpe.makan kek dulu.

Kak Sarimah : Ehek.ehek,mcm tak muatlah pulak aku nak sumbat the whole kek ni dalam mulut. Uhuhuhu~

Kak Qila : Bosanlah. Hari-hari aku makan kek. Muak dah. Hmph! tapi makan je lah,sedap okaayyy

So, tu je lah yg dapat di-captured-kan for that two days. Tak dpt snap pic banyak2 sbb focus nak main caklempong..nanti kalau salah tekan note,sumbang plak bunyiknya. Hehehe.. ;p

I've spent my weekend with them, Andekians, and truthfully, that was the best weekend that I've had in my whole university life! Sedih, sbb lepas ni dah takde show lagi.. Sedih, sbb sebelum ni tak tau pun caklempong tu apa. Sedih, sbb jadikkan caklempong ni second choice *first choice was gamelan tapi selalu terlepas tarikh interview and tarikh daftar gamelan*

Happy, sbb last show ni, ada super seniors (abg aizat dgn kak sarimah). Happy, sbb dapat sama2 merasa angkat alat pergi main show kat luar UIA. Happy, sbb dapat main caklempong...

Q: Best ke main caklempong ni?
A: ...... =)

Maybe other Andekians can answer the question above but one thing's for sure, my feelings towards Andeka Caklempong IIUM can never be described through words.. It's not something that can be seen, not something that you can comprehend logically, but it can be felt.. When you really do appreciate and love the thing that you do without pondering on what you could gain in return, then that's it, that's the feeling. You know you can feel it..it's there.. :-)

Birthday Eve

2011-12-07T19:12:00.001+08:00

My birthday was on December 4th, Sunday. (blog ni pasal 3 December, Sabtu)

Tapi disebabkan ke-busy-an yang melampau *takdelah melampau sgt, busy biasa2 je pun.huhu*, maka tak baliklah rumah utk minggu birthday tuuuu... T___T

My sister, who was on school-break *she's a teacher*, arrived unexpectedly here, in IIU, on Saturday morning. Well, since it was really sudden, plus I had a group discussion that morning, she took a nap in my room for about an hour or so. Lepas we had our lunch, tetiba sendiri terasa macam nak pegi Shah Alam *my younger sister is a part-timer at D'Arab Cafe in Giant near I-City* nak kacau adik tgh kerja. Hehehe~ bleh ke kacau adik keja? xpe ke? xpe je, sbb our aunt is the cafe's owner.hohoho..

Pukul 1.30pm gerak, pkol 2.15 smpai KL central, then kena tukar KTM plak. Peh! Lama gila dah tak naik KTM! And they never change! The delay, the bersesak-sesak, and...the smelly coaches.. [-..-"] Sampai2 Shah Alam je dah pukul 4pm. Kacau2 and makan2, at around 8pm gitu,kitorang pun blah. *all thanks to my younger sister, Nur Hidayah Laili, yang belanja secret recipe's cakes and a breathtaking birthday card!*

9.30pm gitu,kitorang dah dalam LRT dah,on our way to Terminal Putra, gombak. Time train tu stopped at KLCC, masuklah a group of urmm...school-dropouts? *Eheh.no lah.that's too harsh* Hurm.ok. A bunch of high school students yang baru lepas SPM. Ada this one guy from that bunch, yang all of a sudden, dengan suara dia yang kuat tu, panggil "YUNA, YUNA, HAI YUNA". Because of the sesak-ness in that coach, I was somehow jauh sikit dengan my older sister. Dia kat belah sana,I kat belah sini, gitulah. At first, well, cmon, who would have thought that that guy's calling for yuna, was actually referring to me? seriously, I thought yuna was on the same coach as I was at that time.

But when I realized that it referred to me, twas too late..the guy was then already standing near beside me. I panicked,at first.but then kept my calm and play with my phone. Lepas tu, apa lagi, constant harassment from that guy lah! *ok.bukanlah harassment,tapi still, kacau2 using a LOUD VOICE IN THE LRT at night! Aku tak takut,tapi pakcik2 and makcik2 surrounding pandang aku lain macam okay..siap ada yang geleng2 kepala lagi.. Mesti they thought that I'm one of them...* Anyhow, luckily it was only done verbally je. Aku rasa diorang tengah stoned, sbb mata merah, or maybe it's just really in their nature to be uncivilized and disrespectful. Aku, apa aku buat? I just wished someone would come to the rescue.. argh.patheticnya diri rasa time tu..can't do anything, can't say a word, can't...can't bantai balik verbally kat budak2 skolah tu..

I used to have a dull and plain birthday eve. Pkol 11.58pm tu pegilah fridge, amik air, and some chocolate or sweets (if there's any), Exactly 12am,speak to self "hey me, happy birthday". and,that's that, that's all there is. Anyhow, to conclude, this is the most colourful birthday eve that I have ever had for...like...ever. Hehehe~

Hey me, happy birthday! \^.^/