Lay a Way

Do = Die, Don't Do = Die

2013-05-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

When you're dealing with the principle of contradiction,

This means that there's very little room for discussion.

黑色505

2013-05-11T23:32:00.001+08:00

一個星期很無奈地就這樣的過去了，我想大家也沒想到，

這次的大選成績可是導致無數的小平民（你，我，他），

心情落寞，悶悶不了，跨張的還會失眠，沒食欲。

大選發生了什麼事情大家都訴了一星期了，

我也不想說了，感覺一切好像已定局了，真的好無奈。

508我沒去，還和老公小吵一番，為什麼我們不去！（星期三嘛）
因為我但心沒人去，萬一真的很少人，那只臭雞，和臭媒體又會大幅報道說：
“看吧，大家都是支持我們，你們就接受時實吧，呵呵！”

但一下班，就衝回家看直播時，心裡真的激動死了！
因為很多，很多人都出席了！

馬來西亞的同胞們，一定要一直團結下去

當我看到50萬人一起唱國歌時，我哭了。
哭是因為，不甘心大家一起被騙了，
哭是因為，不甘心那堆壞人那麼壞還可混下去，
哭是因為，不甘心我們小平民可以做的只是在面子書發洩，穿黑衣，去大集會，
哭是因為，發現原來大家其實是偷偷地愛這個國家。。。

唉。。。

我相信有一天我們可以換掉這腐敗的政府！

因為我們絕對比那班臭政府長命！

馬來西亞請您振作起來吧！

這還沒有1天就會脫掉的墨汁就是天底下第一個超級大謊言的正據！

What am I meant to do?

2013-04-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

It had been a while since I’ve last blog. I’ve decided to start blogging again as I somehow sort of feel I’ve lost the guts sharing what is a obstacles that I’m facing right now at this point of my life.

By recapping what I’ve have and done so far is beyond what I’ve expected and seriously I don’t feel it is fair for me to complain about what is short in my life now as I have almost everything that I wish of – a very supportive and caring husband that put me on priority 1, have my own house and follow by my dream car, getting closer with my mom and last but not least, a well-paid job that grant my wishes into reality.

I shouldn’t be complaining right? But reality struck because I’ve realised I’m hitting 29 soon and it's time to get serious. At this point I've already have 4 years plus test-drive in my career path , I’ve done some job hopping and I’m very sure, I still haven't find my way. I feel I have to get a stable career so that I can start to get other plan rolling, like to be a parent or should I say a mother…

I think I’m facing a growth dilemma, when your hitting 30’s the romance wears off and the reality of a bad career fit hits like a brick. I’m bleeding badly.

Should I start everything all over again? Ditch my well-paid job and go for something I really enjoy doing it?
haih.

:)

2012-05-05T12:48:00.003+08:00

bad feeling

2012-05-04T09:28:00.003+08:00

Life are pretty much less stressful now (I assumed)…but why do I feel unsecure and feel there’s another trap set in front of me?

Dream come true

2012-04-29T13:33:00.001+08:00

My first snow experience :) @pyeongchang, south korea

美

2012-04-09T00:46:00.001+08:00

我要變美！
我要減肥，減個夠力夠力的。
我要變美！

Another task ticked off !

2012-02-26T00:15:00.001+08:00

Count down

2012-02-24T13:02:00.001+08:00

情人節快樂嗎？

2012-02-14T23:50:00.001+08:00

不快樂。

今天從早上到剛才我還在忙工作。
偶爾，偷偷往面子書，八卦下大家怎樣過這個節日。。。心里酸溜溜的。

。。。好羨慕別人有愛心晚餐吃。我家毛毛蟲在干什麼？和苹果小姐約會中。

這最後一個單身的情人節就這樣過了。

咳。。。

生病了？

2012-02-06T22:40:00.001+08:00

老是不開心。患憂鬱了？

立春： 04022012

2012-02-04T19:44:00.001+08:00

Tight budget.Perfect Ring.

2012-01-29T17:56:00.001+08:00

We’re currently counting down – 8 months to our actual day. Nothing much had been done so far because we’re seriously been pampered with tons of long holidays and the laziness just can’t go away… (More holidays to come – grin* looking forward to March)

March will be the most happening and busiest month in my life. (I assume) I’ll be busy with works, pre-wed shooting and travelling. I hope I won’t be too stress out and ended up with tons of pimples on my face  grrr. March please be good to me.

Talk about wedding, I’m currently scratching my head on choosing a perfect ring set as our wedding bands. Actually, I was thinking to get something slightly cheaper from DeGem because my engagement ring’s spec is simply excellent! But unfortunately, Mr. Caterpillar told me he DO NOT want to wear anything expensive due to his job scope. So BIG NO to expensive wedding band :(

But to me the wedding bands are the ornaments, which it will be used every day after marriage…so I’m hoping to get something simple but unique, ohh and also durable. Sound easy but tedious.

I’ve actually narrow down the options:

Option 1

Silver ring by Tiffany & Co. – which I think the price of the silver will cost like platinum because of the brand and design. Keep in view, will ask for more opinion from caterpillar.

Option 2

Plain Platinum Ring - Keep in view, will survey more.

Option 3

Handmade ring – found some cool wedding band from some US crafter, they’ve actually can custom made the ring with different material like gold, white gold, silver and even platinum! I’m pretty interested on placing the order, but I’m worried about the size and also the quality of the ring.

...

See, wedding is so “mafan"...

My 2012 Resolution

2012-01-06T20:08:00.001+08:00

I've decided to have only one very ambitious resolution this year: make my angry boss happy. If she's happy, I'm happy; if I'm happy, caterpillar will be happy too.

Win-win action, worth to plant in more effort for this. Seriously.

Anxiety at work is not healthy.

The world will be a bit prettier if everyone is having a smile on the face, right?

I’ve survived 6 days with a happy face in the office and I believe there’s more to come :)

(*Trying hard to be positive here*)

2011 Highlights

2012-01-01T20:54:00.019+08:00

Spend a really nice Spring in Taipei, just the 2 of us.

Wrapping up our 7 years relationship and move to another stage, Caterpillar

throw a surprise proposal in one of Taipei's famous restuarant~

Received the most expensive acessory I've ever own.

Date to be remember : 04042011

Went to Hot Air Balloon fest and saw alot of real hot air balloon for the first

time with 2 of my bestie : Maggie and Jacc Jacc

Build our first nest. Love our tiny little white cubicle to the bits!

Date to be remember : 25 June 2011

Visited Hong Kong for the first time and I swear this is the FIRST

and the LAST time I'll ever go to this country.

This is the most stressful place I ever been to.

No more Hong Kong for me.

Fulfilled my childhood dream - Visited Disney Land! Memorable visit? yes, in the

bad way. Because of this visit, I hate (China) Chinese more!

I wanna go to the REAL Disneyland!

Visited Macau, love all the heritage building, peaceful city and of cause,

polite people.

Completed my 12 hours Malacca Walk and got myself a medal~Weee!

and won the best dressed celebrity look a like contest~Kappp chiiiing!

I guess, 2011 is not a bad year for me ,I think my life will be PERFECT,
IF, I do not have a nasty boss and my dad financial status are back as his older
days. But reality is --- In nature, nothing is perfect…damn it!

Aunty wannabe...

2011-12-26T13:46:00.003+08:00

Just realise all my topic with my friends are...what grocery I've bought,where to buy fresh and cheap vege,sharing recipies....

Euuuuu...I feel so blardy old! But despite of that, aren't being aunty is fun too? Look at some of my photos on grocery, they look awsome and artsy...

ohhhh. I wanna try this.

2011-12-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

Colorful Wedding Shoe

2011-12-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

I've decided to Go for colorful, peep toe pumps instead of plain white satin heels!

See, how merry it is :D me likey!

Happy 7th anniversary

2011-12-03T18:22:00.004+08:00

谢谢你一直陪伴着我这脾气臭臭的BB。
谢谢你肯把我这脾气臭臭的BB当老婆。
谢谢你一直在我不开心时逗我开心。
懂得让我笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份。

和你在一起绝对是我最幸运的事。

我爱你臭臭的毛毛虫。

Ying & Yang

2011-12-01T20:46:00.002+08:00

First dinner of December :

Tomyam instant noodle + Japanese sesame salad.

Mixture of healthy and unhealthy food.

I love breakfast

2011-11-26T09:08:00.002+08:00

Ice cream topping waffel, courtesy of mr.caterpillar ♪(´ε｀ )

我家的小可爱

2011-11-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

老老的毛毛虫

自家汤圆

2011-11-20T20:19:00.003+08:00

hypnotizing...

2011-11-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

I will keep my hair long until end of September 2012.
I will work very hard to ensure my weight is 48kg at early March 2012.
I will go to bed by 11:30pm everyday....

I'm doing all this shit, just for the very important 1 day event.

cissss...fine, who don't wanna look good right?

This remind me of someone...

2011-11-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

hehehe...